1 00:00:01,240 --> 00:00:05,000 Speaker 1: Hey, guys, welcome to I've never said this before with 2 00:00:05,160 --> 00:00:11,160 Speaker 1: me Tommy di Dario. Today's guest is the absolutely brilliant 3 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:14,200 Speaker 1: human and artist Parus Patel, who is part of one 4 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:17,680 Speaker 1: of the most watch shows in the entire world. The 5 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:20,599 Speaker 1: Chosen is the first ever a multi season show about 6 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:23,360 Speaker 1: the life of Jesus, and it became the most successful 7 00:00:23,400 --> 00:00:26,759 Speaker 1: crowdfunded TV series or film project in history. I'm not 8 00:00:26,840 --> 00:00:29,520 Speaker 1: kidding you, guys. The Chosen has over seven hundred and 9 00:00:29,520 --> 00:00:31,400 Speaker 1: seventy million episode views. 10 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:32,240 Speaker 2: It's wild. 11 00:00:32,880 --> 00:00:35,320 Speaker 1: Barres brings the role of Matthew to life in such 12 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:37,680 Speaker 1: a beautiful and moving way. And what's so cool about 13 00:00:37,680 --> 00:00:40,519 Speaker 1: the series is that it's resonating with both religious and 14 00:00:40,560 --> 00:00:43,239 Speaker 1: also non religious viewers. And I think one of the 15 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:46,239 Speaker 1: many reasons why is because the storytelling is connecting with 16 00:00:46,280 --> 00:00:49,879 Speaker 1: people in really deep ways. Parus is giving us an 17 00:00:49,880 --> 00:00:52,080 Speaker 1: insight look into what it's been like being a part 18 00:00:52,120 --> 00:00:54,720 Speaker 1: of The Chosen from the very beginning, but then we're 19 00:00:54,720 --> 00:00:56,680 Speaker 1: also getting to know him in a little bit more 20 00:00:56,680 --> 00:00:57,600 Speaker 1: of an intimate way. 21 00:00:57,680 --> 00:00:59,080 Speaker 2: He is such a cool dude. 22 00:00:59,080 --> 00:01:01,000 Speaker 1: It was hard to wrap up the conversation because it 23 00:01:01,040 --> 00:01:03,520 Speaker 1: brought me so much joy, and I know you guys 24 00:01:03,520 --> 00:01:05,720 Speaker 1: are gonna feel the same. And a big shout out 25 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:09,080 Speaker 1: to travel Guard, my personal sponsor for today's episode. Their 26 00:01:09,240 --> 00:01:11,720 Speaker 1: mission is to make sure we safely say hello to 27 00:01:11,800 --> 00:01:15,479 Speaker 1: our next destination. 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Okay, 36 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:45,800 Speaker 1: let's see if today we can get Paris to say 37 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:48,000 Speaker 1: something that he has never said before. 38 00:01:54,720 --> 00:01:57,640 Speaker 2: Barrus, my man, how are you today? Joe? 39 00:01:57,680 --> 00:01:58,720 Speaker 3: Well, Tommy, how are you? 40 00:01:59,160 --> 00:01:59,680 Speaker 2: I'm good. 41 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,920 Speaker 1: I'm super psyched to have you on the show. We're 42 00:02:01,920 --> 00:02:02,920 Speaker 1: gonna have some fun today. 43 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:06,320 Speaker 3: You ready, Yeah, I'm all game, ready to go in, 44 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:08,760 Speaker 3: and I'm just happy to be here, so looking forward 45 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:09,480 Speaker 3: to the conversation. 46 00:02:10,200 --> 00:02:10,639 Speaker 2: Well, thank you. 47 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:12,680 Speaker 1: It's really a pleasure to have you on and I'm 48 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:14,800 Speaker 1: I mean, there's so many things I want to cover today, 49 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:17,200 Speaker 1: but I guess to kick this all off, I am 50 00:02:17,280 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 1: so blown away by the success of The Chosen and 51 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:24,560 Speaker 1: how it's one of the most popular shows in the 52 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:29,160 Speaker 1: history of television, and both people from the religious communities 53 00:02:29,240 --> 00:02:31,079 Speaker 1: love it, but also a lot of people from non 54 00:02:31,120 --> 00:02:35,000 Speaker 1: religious communities love it because it's such beautiful storytelling. And 55 00:02:35,040 --> 00:02:37,919 Speaker 1: that's something that I think is the magic sauce, one 56 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:40,320 Speaker 1: of the many things that I guess contributes to the 57 00:02:40,320 --> 00:02:42,760 Speaker 1: magic of The Chosen. But from your opinion, as an 58 00:02:42,800 --> 00:02:45,079 Speaker 1: artist working so closely in it, why do you think 59 00:02:45,120 --> 00:02:46,840 Speaker 1: it's resonated in such a big way? 60 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:51,680 Speaker 3: You know, I think I think the magic sauce is 61 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:54,680 Speaker 3: that we are telling this story, but it's from a 62 00:02:54,760 --> 00:02:57,920 Speaker 3: human perspective. So you find the audience really relating to 63 00:02:57,960 --> 00:02:59,880 Speaker 3: a lot of the characters in the series, you know, 64 00:03:00,040 --> 00:03:03,360 Speaker 3: the Disciples. You know, my character Matthew is neurodivergent. So 65 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:07,040 Speaker 3: you have an audience that's seeing themselves represented, you know, 66 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 3: in a way, and that they can connect to it. 67 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:12,640 Speaker 3: And you know, there's there's so much that goes to 68 00:03:12,680 --> 00:03:15,720 Speaker 3: say when representation is out there, it makes it more 69 00:03:15,720 --> 00:03:18,040 Speaker 3: meaningful for you from being from that community because you 70 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:21,680 Speaker 3: can see yourself in it and this this show is 71 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 3: really presenting Jesus as as a human character. So I 72 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:27,480 Speaker 3: think a lot of people are resonating with with that 73 00:03:27,680 --> 00:03:30,320 Speaker 3: and just the humanity of it and just feeling like 74 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:32,840 Speaker 3: they can actually visualize what it must have been like 75 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:35,320 Speaker 3: to live back then or experience the things that the 76 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:37,440 Speaker 3: disciples and followers have been through. 77 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:40,320 Speaker 1: So if you were to sit down with your boy 78 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: Matthew and have a cup of coffee with him, what 79 00:03:42,720 --> 00:03:43,600 Speaker 1: would you ask him? 80 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,000 Speaker 2: What would you talk about? 81 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:48,560 Speaker 3: Well, we have these conversations every day, so this is 82 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:52,760 Speaker 3: my boy Matthew here that I it's a gift, but 83 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:55,800 Speaker 3: I use that for other videos. But I would just 84 00:03:55,880 --> 00:03:58,280 Speaker 3: tell him. I think I would just be like, hey, 85 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:02,000 Speaker 3: did did we Did I do this? Well? Did I 86 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:04,640 Speaker 3: do this? Good enough for you? But I do feel 87 00:04:04,640 --> 00:04:07,640 Speaker 3: like he would be proud because you know, the portrayal 88 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:10,240 Speaker 3: of Matthew on this show, like I mentioned, has not 89 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:14,080 Speaker 3: only given the neuro divergent community representation, but me being 90 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:17,560 Speaker 3: a South Asian actor, it's also provided people you know, 91 00:04:18,360 --> 00:04:20,920 Speaker 3: seeing an Indian person on a show like this, and 92 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:23,360 Speaker 3: then also people who resonate with Matthew's journey on the 93 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 3: show from being someone that's kind of not you know, 94 00:04:26,240 --> 00:04:30,120 Speaker 3: not seen, not accepted, rejected, And I think all of 95 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:32,440 Speaker 3: us can resonate with that, with those feelings. You know, 96 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:35,839 Speaker 3: I've certainly been through that in my life. So I 97 00:04:35,839 --> 00:04:39,279 Speaker 3: feel like Matthew would be proud to kind of be 98 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:42,520 Speaker 3: a face to those people who feel, who feel what 99 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:43,279 Speaker 3: his essence is. 100 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 1: When you're playing someone so wildly known as Matthew and 101 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:52,320 Speaker 1: who people have a very distinct image of, so to speak, 102 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:55,440 Speaker 1: and have been kind of following for a very long time, 103 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:57,560 Speaker 1: do you feel that pressure and like the way to 104 00:04:57,640 --> 00:04:59,440 Speaker 1: the world when you're stepping into a role like this, 105 00:04:59,520 --> 00:05:02,000 Speaker 1: and how do you kind of push that aside and 106 00:05:02,120 --> 00:05:03,400 Speaker 1: do your version of him? 107 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:03,680 Speaker 2: Right? 108 00:05:04,480 --> 00:05:08,040 Speaker 3: Yeah. You know it's interesting, Tommy, because I actually come 109 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:10,520 Speaker 3: from a different background, so I wasn't like I grew 110 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:12,599 Speaker 3: up you know, I grew up in the South, so 111 00:05:12,839 --> 00:05:16,800 Speaker 3: I knew about the Bible and stuff like that. But 112 00:05:16,839 --> 00:05:18,720 Speaker 3: for me, it was all kind of discovering as I 113 00:05:18,760 --> 00:05:21,480 Speaker 3: went along the way, and as an actor, like although 114 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:23,800 Speaker 3: we are telling the story of Jesus and how the 115 00:05:23,839 --> 00:05:27,400 Speaker 3: disciples saw him, you know, for me, it was important 116 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:30,159 Speaker 3: to experience it as it came through the script, and 117 00:05:30,240 --> 00:05:34,320 Speaker 3: so I looked up a few big moments in the 118 00:05:34,120 --> 00:05:36,640 Speaker 3: in the Bible and then kind of just built my own, 119 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:41,400 Speaker 3: you know, character with that. But I certainly didn't feel 120 00:05:41,440 --> 00:05:43,760 Speaker 3: the pressure immediately. I think it's when the show went 121 00:05:43,839 --> 00:05:46,960 Speaker 3: viral during the pandemic and going into season two from 122 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,360 Speaker 3: that that I that's when I felt the pressure of like, 123 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:53,080 Speaker 3: it's more of just the pressure in a good way 124 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:54,680 Speaker 3: of just trying to do the best you can do 125 00:05:54,760 --> 00:05:58,720 Speaker 3: and trying to you know, portray with full authenticity. And 126 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:00,520 Speaker 3: so that was the only time I felt it. But 127 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:02,839 Speaker 3: then I realized, wow, we've we've got such a following 128 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,479 Speaker 3: year and they love us and they support us. So 129 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:08,880 Speaker 3: I think that pressure kind of subsided for me, and 130 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:11,200 Speaker 3: it allowed me to like get more confident in making 131 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:13,320 Speaker 3: different choices with the character. And that's kind of how 132 00:06:13,360 --> 00:06:17,320 Speaker 3: I moved forward as we progressed in our future seasons. 133 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:20,240 Speaker 1: You strike me as someone who might be just as 134 00:06:20,320 --> 00:06:22,200 Speaker 1: detail oriented as Matthew. 135 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:26,360 Speaker 3: I think, yeah, a little bit, a little bit very 136 00:06:27,160 --> 00:06:29,200 Speaker 3: And it's so funny because at first I was like, oh, 137 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:31,000 Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm similar to this character and 138 00:06:31,040 --> 00:06:33,320 Speaker 3: I try to do different things. And in season one, 139 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:36,960 Speaker 3: I do know su Doku puzzles, Yes do. Yeah, so 140 00:06:37,040 --> 00:06:39,120 Speaker 3: that's what I did, because you know we're telling Matthew 141 00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:41,760 Speaker 3: someone that's you know, you're in a version very focused, 142 00:06:42,200 --> 00:06:43,800 Speaker 3: you know, good with numbers. So I was just in 143 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:48,520 Speaker 3: my room doing those all weekend and then like, I 144 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:50,560 Speaker 3: have a list that I cross off, and I was 145 00:06:50,600 --> 00:06:52,479 Speaker 3: just doing things and it was this moment where I 146 00:06:52,560 --> 00:06:55,720 Speaker 3: just like caught my my my reflection in a mirror, 147 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:58,160 Speaker 3: and I was like, oh, I'm actually this guy more 148 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:00,960 Speaker 3: than I thought. Like I have to like take a shower, 149 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:02,040 Speaker 3: like the last thing I have to do before I 150 00:07:02,080 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 3: get into best take a shower. I gotta have a list, 151 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:07,159 Speaker 3: I gotta cross it off. I track my finances like 152 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:10,840 Speaker 3: more than any actor probably does, you know. So yeah, 153 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:16,480 Speaker 3: there's a lot more similarities being detail oriented. Yeah, you 154 00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 3: called me out, and I love it. 155 00:07:18,240 --> 00:07:19,800 Speaker 1: I could no, I could see it. I could tell. 156 00:07:19,880 --> 00:07:21,320 Speaker 1: And by the way, I'm old school too. I love 157 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:24,880 Speaker 1: a good list. Nothing brings me more satisfaction than checking 158 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:26,400 Speaker 1: something off of a paper. 159 00:07:26,080 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 3: List, right, Like doing it on your phone doesn't hit 160 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:33,200 Speaker 3: that spot. It's like the crossing off of like, and 161 00:07:33,280 --> 00:07:35,520 Speaker 3: sometimes I'll put stupid stuff on my list just so 162 00:07:35,560 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 3: I can cross it off. So like it's like cut 163 00:07:37,600 --> 00:07:41,680 Speaker 3: your nails, do a face mask, like, but. 164 00:07:41,600 --> 00:07:43,320 Speaker 1: You know what I'll do, I'll put things on my 165 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:45,440 Speaker 1: list that I already did just so I can cross 166 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:45,880 Speaker 1: it off. 167 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:50,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, I do all the time. I don't know why 168 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:52,760 Speaker 3: I'm like this, but I'm glad that I'm not alone. 169 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:54,000 Speaker 2: No, you're not alone. 170 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:56,960 Speaker 1: We're clearly cut from the same cloth. That's amazing and 171 00:07:57,080 --> 00:08:00,400 Speaker 1: I couldn't love that more. I think that, you know, 172 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 1: aside from this show being so special for the religious 173 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:06,840 Speaker 1: purposes and that experience for people who feel so seen 174 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:09,880 Speaker 1: and validated and just like they have a community when 175 00:08:09,920 --> 00:08:12,880 Speaker 1: they're watching it, I imagine for you, as a human 176 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:17,800 Speaker 1: and as an artist, your relationship with religion or spirituality 177 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:20,160 Speaker 1: or whatever it is that you believe and in practice 178 00:08:20,240 --> 00:08:24,200 Speaker 1: has changed and evolved or perhaps strengthened and deepened. 179 00:08:24,280 --> 00:08:24,920 Speaker 2: Is that correct? 180 00:08:25,960 --> 00:08:30,160 Speaker 3: Yeah? I certainly feel that. And you know, even just 181 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 3: just learning. You know, I'm so open to learning about 182 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:36,240 Speaker 3: different religions and things like that, and just through this 183 00:08:36,360 --> 00:08:39,280 Speaker 3: show I've learned so much and it's so impactful, Like 184 00:08:39,320 --> 00:08:42,040 Speaker 3: you know, there was a scene that, you know, Jesus 185 00:08:42,040 --> 00:08:44,640 Speaker 3: and Matthew are going over the deatitudes and just even 186 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:47,680 Speaker 3: just in that moment as paris an actors just listening, 187 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:51,480 Speaker 3: it's just beautiful word. So it is very moving and 188 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:57,400 Speaker 3: I'm a big I just really champion visibility and acceptance 189 00:08:57,440 --> 00:08:59,280 Speaker 3: for all, and so when it comes to a space 190 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:01,840 Speaker 3: like this where it can easily get polarized and whatnot, 191 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:05,600 Speaker 3: I really love that our show is presenting this story 192 00:09:05,600 --> 00:09:07,120 Speaker 3: in a way that you don't have to come from 193 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 3: a specific background to appreciate it. You know, it's you 194 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:13,320 Speaker 3: take what you can from it or what you need 195 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:17,240 Speaker 3: from it. And I really like that because it just 196 00:09:17,280 --> 00:09:20,600 Speaker 3: shows that it's more appealing. You know, it's not something 197 00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:23,080 Speaker 3: that is meant to turn off an audience just because 198 00:09:23,080 --> 00:09:27,920 Speaker 3: it's the story is a backdrop of religious the religious 199 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:28,439 Speaker 3: story of. 200 00:09:28,559 --> 00:09:32,439 Speaker 1: Jesus, right, It's more about the lessons and the kind 201 00:09:32,440 --> 00:09:34,360 Speaker 1: of nuggets of wisdom you can pull from it no 202 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:36,320 Speaker 1: matter what it is you may or may not believe. 203 00:09:36,360 --> 00:09:38,920 Speaker 1: And that's also why it's resonating in such a big way, 204 00:09:38,960 --> 00:09:41,280 Speaker 1: because people, especially in this day and age, I think, 205 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:42,920 Speaker 1: want that connection more than ever. 206 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:45,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, I agree, because you know, like I mentioned, you know, 207 00:09:45,559 --> 00:09:48,360 Speaker 3: it was during the pandemic that the show actually started 208 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:51,440 Speaker 3: going viral, and you know, I just you know, people 209 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,640 Speaker 3: are looking for something uplifting. You know, the world can 210 00:09:53,679 --> 00:09:56,480 Speaker 3: be so heavy sometimes, and like you mentioned, just the 211 00:09:56,520 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 3: different stories that the Disciples go through, like we've explored 212 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:04,440 Speaker 3: you know, miscarriages, you know, rejection or just you know, 213 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:07,719 Speaker 3: being ostracized or just all these things that we as 214 00:10:07,760 --> 00:10:09,920 Speaker 3: people in society right now go through. And then when 215 00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:12,280 Speaker 3: you see the Disciples or something like that go go 216 00:10:12,360 --> 00:10:14,800 Speaker 3: into those situations and how they navigate it, it kind 217 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:17,920 Speaker 3: of it motivates you to be like, maybe I can 218 00:10:18,040 --> 00:10:22,080 Speaker 3: do it this way. You know. My character was hated 219 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,400 Speaker 3: because he's a tax collector, but then he you know, 220 00:10:24,520 --> 00:10:28,319 Speaker 3: changed his ways after being called and he realized he 221 00:10:28,400 --> 00:10:30,880 Speaker 3: had some apologies to give, and so he went to 222 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:34,080 Speaker 3: ask for his parents for an apology. And you know, 223 00:10:34,120 --> 00:10:37,240 Speaker 3: that was a big moment, especially with our supporters, because 224 00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:40,679 Speaker 3: it motivated them to actually do that in their own life. 225 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:42,640 Speaker 3: And so you're really making a change. And so it's 226 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:49,360 Speaker 3: one of those projects that's really helping people do better 227 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:51,280 Speaker 3: or be better. And I always like to tell people 228 00:10:51,320 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 3: to be a Matthew, you know, don't let your past 229 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:55,800 Speaker 3: define you, but always try to be the best version 230 00:10:55,840 --> 00:10:58,480 Speaker 3: of yourself. And I think the audience is doing that. 231 00:10:58,880 --> 00:10:59,920 Speaker 2: Oh I love that. 232 00:11:00,120 --> 00:11:01,600 Speaker 1: I feel like I just got a flash to some 233 00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:05,160 Speaker 1: merch that maybe needs to be creative with that slogan, let's. 234 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:07,800 Speaker 3: Let's let's like, let's maybe you and I can keep that. 235 00:11:07,840 --> 00:11:10,760 Speaker 3: Don't let the chosen hear that, because I'm trying to 236 00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:15,280 Speaker 3: explore my next merch opportunities. But uh uh yeah, no, 237 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:18,040 Speaker 3: I I you know, being on this on this show 238 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:20,079 Speaker 3: has really taught me a lot about myself. It's it's 239 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:23,000 Speaker 3: made me grow, you know, as an actor. Before this 240 00:11:23,240 --> 00:11:27,120 Speaker 3: came to me, I struggling, you know, felt you know, 241 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:30,640 Speaker 3: not seeing and misunderstood. But I think just in this series, 242 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:33,200 Speaker 3: it's really brought this confidence. And I just want to 243 00:11:33,200 --> 00:11:37,200 Speaker 3: like motivate others to kind of feel that because it's 244 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:40,640 Speaker 3: just I just feel like I I didn't come from 245 00:11:40,640 --> 00:11:43,480 Speaker 3: any background in film and TV and to be on 246 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:47,960 Speaker 3: something that's really making a difference worldwide, and uh it's 247 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:50,880 Speaker 3: I just feel like it just work hard and you 248 00:11:50,920 --> 00:11:52,200 Speaker 3: can do it too, and I just want to be 249 00:11:52,240 --> 00:11:54,679 Speaker 3: an example of that. And so that's why I liked 250 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,520 Speaker 3: help to tell people to just you know, be a 251 00:11:56,559 --> 00:11:58,959 Speaker 3: Matthew because he represents that on the show as well. 252 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:01,760 Speaker 3: You know, he he had a rough pass, but he's 253 00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:05,040 Speaker 3: made amends and he's just striving to be He's trying, 254 00:12:05,120 --> 00:12:06,960 Speaker 3: he's trying to do the best he can, and he's 255 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:08,559 Speaker 3: operating with a good heart. 256 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:11,200 Speaker 1: It's clear you you hold this character very close to 257 00:12:11,240 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 1: your heart and you've been playing him a while. Now 258 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:16,640 Speaker 1: there's a new season. What have you most learned about 259 00:12:16,679 --> 00:12:20,800 Speaker 1: yourself from season one playing Matthew to this point? 260 00:12:22,040 --> 00:12:27,240 Speaker 3: Oh wow, I think season one, Matthew came into the 261 00:12:27,320 --> 00:12:32,160 Speaker 3: show and it's probably a bit of parus feeling the 262 00:12:32,200 --> 00:12:35,880 Speaker 3: massive rejection that you face in the business. But it 263 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:37,760 Speaker 3: was just that it was like kind of like what 264 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:41,520 Speaker 3: am I doing here? What is my purpose? Like, I 265 00:12:41,559 --> 00:12:44,120 Speaker 3: don't know why I'm doing this. I mean, initially it 266 00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:47,679 Speaker 3: was more of just you know, paying the bills. And 267 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:51,120 Speaker 3: then as as I mentioned as I realized, oh, I'm 268 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:53,880 Speaker 3: like this character more than I thought, and then I 269 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,200 Speaker 3: just really loved the way it was written by our 270 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:59,880 Speaker 3: writers and just the story. Yeah, it kind of like 271 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:04,200 Speaker 3: rooted its way into my heart and I just I 272 00:13:04,280 --> 00:13:05,920 Speaker 3: just felt like I was here. I was given this 273 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:08,920 Speaker 3: opportunity for a reason, and I just wanted to put 274 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:13,560 Speaker 3: my thousand percent in it and just commit everything to 275 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:17,560 Speaker 3: portraying this character because I am not only representing, like 276 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:19,840 Speaker 3: I said, in my community, but also the neuro diversent 277 00:13:19,840 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 3: community who hasn't really seen someone in this role. And 278 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:25,960 Speaker 3: I've really taken it upon myself to be an ambassador 279 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,920 Speaker 3: towards this community who you know, I get so many messages, 280 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:32,120 Speaker 3: and I get messages from parents who don't realize that 281 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:34,800 Speaker 3: their child might be somewhere on the spectrum and you know, 282 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:37,840 Speaker 3: watching Matthew's mannerisms and having their child interact, you know, 283 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 3: through the TV, excited that they're seeing someone that's like, oh, 284 00:13:41,200 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 3: you know, Matthew's like me. It gives them the opportunity 285 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:48,199 Speaker 3: to figure that out or just figure out a way 286 00:13:48,240 --> 00:13:50,240 Speaker 3: to communicate with their child. More so, it's really just 287 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 3: making a difference. And it was maybe like a few 288 00:13:53,920 --> 00:13:56,240 Speaker 3: years ago where I just realized, like I had that 289 00:13:57,480 --> 00:14:01,920 Speaker 3: you know, that moment of like this this was my purpose, 290 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:05,160 Speaker 3: you know, this is what I'm meant to be doing. 291 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:08,560 Speaker 3: And you know, I grew up wanting to be in entertainment. 292 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:10,120 Speaker 3: I always knew I wanted to be an actor, but 293 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,720 Speaker 3: it's just really rare to be an actor that's making 294 00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:16,120 Speaker 3: such a profound impact. And you know, just going to 295 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:21,160 Speaker 3: different countries like Brazil, India and you know, Europe just 296 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:24,080 Speaker 3: to launch the show, I'm seeing on ground the impact 297 00:14:24,200 --> 00:14:28,480 Speaker 3: it's having and how people are really feeling changed by 298 00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:33,200 Speaker 3: it or just relatable to it, and it's inspiring. So 299 00:14:33,320 --> 00:14:36,080 Speaker 3: season one, that's a long answer, but a season one 300 00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:38,760 Speaker 3: Matthew to now, I would just say, and when we're 301 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,600 Speaker 3: a purpose, it gave me my purpose. 302 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:43,040 Speaker 2: I love that. 303 00:14:43,120 --> 00:14:44,520 Speaker 1: I love that so much, and I love how you 304 00:14:44,560 --> 00:14:48,120 Speaker 1: touch upon helping a community. People feel so seen through 305 00:14:48,560 --> 00:14:52,640 Speaker 1: this character because he is somewhere along the spectrum right 306 00:14:52,720 --> 00:14:55,240 Speaker 1: and obviously in the Bible, we don't necessarily get the 307 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:59,440 Speaker 1: sense that this character is neurodivergent or anything like that. 308 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:02,640 Speaker 1: So what was the conversation like when you guys decided 309 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:05,560 Speaker 1: to make him have that that, you know, sort of 310 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:08,440 Speaker 1: disability if you will, or ability to some people as 311 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 1: they may say, how did that come up? Was that 312 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:12,600 Speaker 1: a long discussion? Did was it kind of going back 313 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 1: and forth about it? Because that's a big decision to 314 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:15,840 Speaker 1: factor in. 315 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:21,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know this this character from was built from 316 00:15:21,840 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 3: the ground up by our showrunner and creator Dallas Jenkins. 317 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:28,000 Speaker 3: He felt that it was very plausible that Matthew could 318 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:31,880 Speaker 3: have been some kind of prodigy or somewhere on the 319 00:15:31,920 --> 00:15:37,320 Speaker 3: neurodiversion spectrum where he because he had a detailed book, 320 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:41,280 Speaker 3: he was a numbers guy, and so he just felt 321 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:44,240 Speaker 3: he was like some kind of savant and because he 322 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:47,360 Speaker 3: is also some our showrunner somewhere on the spectrum as well, 323 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:51,280 Speaker 3: he just wanted to incorporate that into one of the disciples. 324 00:15:51,320 --> 00:15:53,040 Speaker 3: But he didn't want to just slap it on to 325 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:55,480 Speaker 3: a disciple. He wanted to be like, this could have 326 00:15:55,480 --> 00:15:57,840 Speaker 3: actually been this way and it probably would have been 327 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:02,320 Speaker 3: undiagnosed back then, and so so yeah, that's how that started. 328 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:04,720 Speaker 3: And you know, the show does say that it was 329 00:16:04,760 --> 00:16:07,520 Speaker 3: one of their top five decisions they ever made, so 330 00:16:08,120 --> 00:16:11,280 Speaker 3: I agree. I think it really made this character so 331 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:14,120 Speaker 3: much more relatable, but also just allowed a lot of 332 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:17,320 Speaker 3: people to see themselves in his journey. And it's also 333 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:20,960 Speaker 3: open a dialogue to the neuron diversion community and that 334 00:16:21,040 --> 00:16:23,600 Speaker 3: you are able to see and raise more awareness through 335 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:26,720 Speaker 3: that through this portrayal, Like it's very cool to see 336 00:16:26,720 --> 00:16:30,800 Speaker 3: how media can really influence and open up people's eyes, 337 00:16:30,840 --> 00:16:33,600 Speaker 3: and it's really cool that it's weird doing it through 338 00:16:33,640 --> 00:16:39,880 Speaker 3: this way. 339 00:16:40,840 --> 00:16:41,840 Speaker 2: It's pretty remarkable. 340 00:16:41,840 --> 00:16:45,280 Speaker 1: And you're right, I mean, nobody knows exactly how these 341 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:47,800 Speaker 1: people were back then, and in those times there was 342 00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,640 Speaker 1: really no diagnosis for anything. So to kind of connect 343 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:52,080 Speaker 1: pieces and say, you know what this could have been 344 00:16:52,080 --> 00:16:54,280 Speaker 1: this way is a really interesting way to add a 345 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:56,520 Speaker 1: layer to a character while making so many other people 346 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:59,200 Speaker 1: feel so seen. And you brought up the notebook. You're 347 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 1: always scribbling something down in that notebook. What are you 348 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:02,360 Speaker 1: actually writing? 349 00:17:03,880 --> 00:17:04,680 Speaker 2: It depends on. 350 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:06,879 Speaker 3: The day, my friend, because there are some days where 351 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:12,399 Speaker 3: the director really loves like we have a great bromance. 352 00:17:12,800 --> 00:17:15,000 Speaker 3: We get along so well, like I just understand his 353 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:17,159 Speaker 3: notes as an actor, and we just left. But he 354 00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:19,679 Speaker 3: knows that if I am not written in a scene 355 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,920 Speaker 3: or I'm just background, I will just try to get 356 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:24,320 Speaker 3: out of the shot as much as I can. So 357 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:27,200 Speaker 3: there was a scene that we did in season five 358 00:17:27,359 --> 00:17:30,160 Speaker 3: where it's a seventeen minute scene and I didn't see 359 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:34,640 Speaker 3: myself written in the script, and there's a play happening, 360 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,680 Speaker 3: and then there's Pharisees and Jesus on the other side, 361 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:39,199 Speaker 3: but there's a whole crowd. I didn't see myself, so 362 00:17:39,240 --> 00:17:40,960 Speaker 3: I was like, oh, they're going to let me go home. 363 00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:43,640 Speaker 3: So I just walk on a set all like happy 364 00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:46,560 Speaker 3: as can be, and the director looks at me because 365 00:17:46,560 --> 00:17:48,560 Speaker 3: he sees his smile and he's like, oh, I have 366 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:51,199 Speaker 3: plans for you, and so he put me right in 367 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:54,080 Speaker 3: the middle of the crowd during a seventeen minute scene. 368 00:17:54,359 --> 00:17:57,080 Speaker 3: So what I wrote that day in my tab was 369 00:17:57,920 --> 00:18:02,160 Speaker 3: I hate Dallas Jenkins for it was like a twelve 370 00:18:02,200 --> 00:18:06,879 Speaker 3: hour day. But no, a lot of times I'll just like, 371 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:12,040 Speaker 3: basically I just scribble scrabble, I should write, be right. 372 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:15,399 Speaker 3: I have tried to learn some Hebrew because one of 373 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:18,280 Speaker 3: my castmates taught me a few phrases, but I forgot 374 00:18:18,320 --> 00:18:20,280 Speaker 3: what they are. But a lot of times I'll write that, 375 00:18:20,359 --> 00:18:22,879 Speaker 3: especially during like a heavy scene. But when it's a 376 00:18:22,920 --> 00:18:26,119 Speaker 3: scene like that seventeen minute scene where it's just that, 377 00:18:26,240 --> 00:18:28,879 Speaker 3: I'll just write It'll be like my little bird book. 378 00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:32,520 Speaker 2: Yeah right, You're like, I hope nobody gets their hands 379 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:32,800 Speaker 2: on this. 380 00:18:33,080 --> 00:18:38,000 Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, oh yeah no, But it's pretty fun to 381 00:18:38,119 --> 00:18:40,760 Speaker 3: keep those thoughts. It's like a little diary that Matthew keeps. 382 00:18:41,359 --> 00:18:43,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, for sure, that's so awesome. 383 00:18:44,359 --> 00:18:46,560 Speaker 1: There's a lot that people are looking forward to in 384 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:49,280 Speaker 1: this new season. Was there just, I don't know, a 385 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:51,879 Speaker 1: really special moment you were looking forward to filming? 386 00:18:53,280 --> 00:18:55,879 Speaker 3: You know, this season was very interesting because now we 387 00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:59,000 Speaker 3: are entering into the thick of the story where it's 388 00:18:59,080 --> 00:19:03,359 Speaker 3: you know, the Holy Week, the Crucifixion, and then the Resurrection. 389 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 3: So season five covers the Holy Week, and so for me, 390 00:19:07,920 --> 00:19:10,840 Speaker 3: I think just in my head, it's like, oh, this 391 00:19:10,960 --> 00:19:13,199 Speaker 3: is winding down now, this show is winding down. So 392 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 3: it became a little more emotional for me just because 393 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:17,880 Speaker 3: we're all so close, like our cast and crew, and 394 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 3: and to go from something like a web series to 395 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,760 Speaker 3: where it is now, it's just been a journey of 396 00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 3: ups and downs for all of us. So for me, 397 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:29,120 Speaker 3: I think this season I just really enjoyed any opportunity 398 00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:31,919 Speaker 3: to be on set and and just be with my 399 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:35,080 Speaker 3: castmates and creating more memories. We did a last supper 400 00:19:35,160 --> 00:19:39,640 Speaker 3: scene and you know, one of one of our castmates, 401 00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:41,680 Speaker 3: the disciple, was like, this is the last time we're 402 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:43,800 Speaker 3: all going to be together in a room as disciples 403 00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:46,919 Speaker 3: and that kind of that kind of hit that was 404 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,439 Speaker 3: sad to hear. And and so it's just more of 405 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:54,480 Speaker 3: making memories and I'm just excited that, you know, we 406 00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:58,119 Speaker 3: still have two years left. But you know, I'm just 407 00:19:58,160 --> 00:19:59,280 Speaker 3: trying to make the best of it. 408 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:02,159 Speaker 1: Sure, I feel like there's also ways to keep the 409 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,640 Speaker 1: show going on for a long time. 410 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,240 Speaker 2: There's a lot of story to tell, you know. 411 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:07,879 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know of course that you know everybody wants 412 00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:09,560 Speaker 3: like a spin off or whatever. 413 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,280 Speaker 2: But yeah, so you've heard that plenty of times too. 414 00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:16,080 Speaker 1: Everyone, Yeah, really want people want Matthew spin off. 415 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,960 Speaker 3: Oh yes, we will do that. I will. I will 416 00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:21,560 Speaker 3: be happy to do that. I don't know if that's 417 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:24,760 Speaker 3: in demand, but you know, if we put it out there, 418 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:27,399 Speaker 3: tell me we can make it out of it. But 419 00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:29,800 Speaker 3: it's really cool what the show is doing because now 420 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:32,000 Speaker 3: they're creating their own, you know, universe in a way, 421 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:34,480 Speaker 3: so they are branching out telling more stories and stuff. 422 00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:36,840 Speaker 3: And I hope it's one of those situations where I 423 00:20:36,840 --> 00:20:40,000 Speaker 3: could just be Matthew in a different story or whatnot. 424 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:42,040 Speaker 3: You know, it'd be cool to it'd be cool to 425 00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:44,399 Speaker 3: keep playing playing him as the show goes on. Like 426 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:47,000 Speaker 3: I said, this role has really given me my purpose 427 00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:49,600 Speaker 3: and you know, even beyond it, I want to continue 428 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:51,680 Speaker 3: what I like to call the Matthew legacy, which is me, 429 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:54,919 Speaker 3: you know, being ambassador to the new diversity community and 430 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:58,040 Speaker 3: participating more than that. So it's I have a plan. 431 00:20:58,119 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 3: I just want to execute it. 432 00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:01,960 Speaker 1: Something tells me you will. But let's have fun for 433 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:04,000 Speaker 1: a minute. Let's say there's a Matthew spin off. What 434 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:05,240 Speaker 1: would you want to explore? 435 00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:10,320 Speaker 3: Okay, I'm gonna close my eyes. I see a detective 436 00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:12,400 Speaker 3: that was like the first thing that came to mind, 437 00:21:12,560 --> 00:21:15,240 Speaker 3: you know, like a Perry Mason or maybe something a 438 00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:19,919 Speaker 3: little a little more quirky but serious, kind of vibe 439 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:24,720 Speaker 3: with Matthew. I also see him being like a vet 440 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:28,760 Speaker 3: because he has a dog. I love animals, So those 441 00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:32,119 Speaker 3: are probably one of the two kind of series that 442 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:33,879 Speaker 3: I think he would he would be great at. 443 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,399 Speaker 2: Yeah, all right, we just put it. 444 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:37,600 Speaker 3: Let's ask him. 445 00:21:38,119 --> 00:21:38,399 Speaker 2: Yeah. 446 00:21:38,520 --> 00:21:41,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, you're like, where did you get this from? A 447 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:43,640 Speaker 3: supporter gave this to me on set. 448 00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:45,760 Speaker 2: But I love that. I couldn't love that more. 449 00:21:45,800 --> 00:21:47,680 Speaker 1: And you know what, we're putting that right We're putting 450 00:21:47,720 --> 00:21:50,040 Speaker 1: that in the universe right now, because anything is possible. 451 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:52,480 Speaker 2: I love that you brought up the dog. People loved 452 00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 2: watching you and the dog. 453 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,280 Speaker 1: It's it's such a sweet moment every time we get 454 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:56,720 Speaker 1: to see that. 455 00:21:57,480 --> 00:22:01,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's always. It's so interesting to work with 456 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,760 Speaker 3: the dog, and especially on our set where it's like 457 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:07,159 Speaker 3: all these scents and we have like real dead fish 458 00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:10,480 Speaker 3: like hanging, so these dogs would just they wouldn't like 459 00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:13,879 Speaker 3: hit their mark, and you know, any time we filmed 460 00:22:13,880 --> 00:22:15,560 Speaker 3: a scene, like the director and I would just look 461 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,439 Speaker 3: at each other and we would just laugh because it's like, 462 00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:19,560 Speaker 3: this isn't going to work out. And so there was 463 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:22,480 Speaker 3: a moment where you literally have to drag like a friend, 464 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:25,920 Speaker 3: like safely just drag the dog into its mark and 465 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,800 Speaker 3: kind of keep it there. But they're so well behaved, 466 00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:31,560 Speaker 3: Like we worked with two different dogs, and it's so 467 00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:35,040 Speaker 3: sweet because there's a moment where I had to like 468 00:22:35,040 --> 00:22:37,320 Speaker 3: put sausage juice on my hands to get it to 469 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:39,480 Speaker 3: like listen to my commands and just stay near me. 470 00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:41,760 Speaker 3: And I remember I was too close to it and 471 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:43,159 Speaker 3: it was doing one of those barks where it was 472 00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:45,440 Speaker 3: showing its teeth, and in my mind, I was like, oh, 473 00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:47,280 Speaker 3: this thing's going to take a finger off in a second. 474 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:50,320 Speaker 3: So it kept barking, barking, barking, and then it I 475 00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:53,199 Speaker 3: guess it smelled the juice. It just started licking my 476 00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:55,720 Speaker 3: entire hand and then they yelled cut. But it was 477 00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:58,080 Speaker 3: just the sweetest moment of like, this dog's going to 478 00:22:58,119 --> 00:22:59,680 Speaker 3: take me out, but then it gets close to you 479 00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:01,840 Speaker 3: and then it just like, oh, yummy, like snacks. 480 00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:04,640 Speaker 1: You know, you're like, he did not bite my hand off. 481 00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:06,240 Speaker 1: Successful day. 482 00:23:06,359 --> 00:23:08,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, So it would be cool to do a 483 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,159 Speaker 3: show with the Matthew and his dog. You know, maybe 484 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:14,040 Speaker 3: maybe we can incorporate that. And while we're at it, 485 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:15,879 Speaker 3: while we're talking about it, maybe Matthew can do a 486 00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:21,480 Speaker 3: rom com maybe for MGM Studios, Amazon, MGM Studio. You know, 487 00:23:21,560 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 3: the list is endless. 488 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:24,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, we're creating a whole empire here today. I love it. 489 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:25,520 Speaker 2: I love it. 490 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:28,399 Speaker 1: That's that's a great idea rom com with Matthew. We 491 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:31,760 Speaker 1: are sold and seated and ready for that. You you 492 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:33,760 Speaker 1: have filmed so many great scenes and I know this 493 00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:36,520 Speaker 1: is like asking someone their favorite pet or kid, but 494 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:38,680 Speaker 1: is there a scene when you think back at all 495 00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:41,720 Speaker 1: the seasons, including this one that's out the new season, 496 00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:45,320 Speaker 1: is there one that just holds a really special place 497 00:23:45,359 --> 00:23:45,840 Speaker 1: in your heart. 498 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,520 Speaker 3: Oh man, Yeah, you know, you're right. I usually have 499 00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:52,320 Speaker 3: like a few scenes per season that I love, but 500 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:59,840 Speaker 3: one of my proudest work and scenes is in season 501 00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:04,640 Speaker 3: or episode two where Matthew asked for forgiveness to Simon Peter. 502 00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:07,760 Speaker 3: That was a whole you know, they were butting heads 503 00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:10,400 Speaker 3: in season one, they didn't like each other, and then 504 00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 3: I think Matthew, through a reminder from Jesus, realized he 505 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:18,000 Speaker 3: was wrong and almost ruined someone's life, and so he 506 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:19,840 Speaker 3: went to ask for forgiveness. And I just thought that 507 00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:23,199 Speaker 3: whole message was just a beautiful one. It shows you 508 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:27,080 Speaker 3: how one can process forgiveness or how one ask for forgiveness, 509 00:24:27,119 --> 00:24:29,159 Speaker 3: and that you don't always get it immediately. And so 510 00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:32,280 Speaker 3: you really see Matthew go through that journey and learn 511 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:35,040 Speaker 3: about himself along the way, and just filming it, Like 512 00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:37,520 Speaker 3: I said, our casts were so close and so it 513 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,639 Speaker 3: was a moment I was looking forward to for a while, 514 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:45,040 Speaker 3: and I think it was effective. You know, all the 515 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:47,639 Speaker 3: messages that we got with people being inspired to just 516 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:51,040 Speaker 3: do that in their own life was very moving to see. 517 00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:53,440 Speaker 3: But that is probably my favorite scene. 518 00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:56,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's such a human thing we all go through. 519 00:24:56,119 --> 00:24:59,960 Speaker 1: Right, It's not easy asking for forgiveness, and it's equally 520 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,199 Speaker 1: and not easy sometimes waiting for someone to grant you 521 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:04,160 Speaker 1: that forgiveness. 522 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:05,960 Speaker 2: It's tough. Yeah. 523 00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:08,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's just you know, it's like, hey, I did this, 524 00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:11,760 Speaker 3: now you know, give it back, you know, like like 525 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,960 Speaker 3: it's accepted or you know. But it was interesting to 526 00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:18,080 Speaker 3: see Matthew kind of navigate that of not immediately getting that, 527 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,960 Speaker 3: but I think it allowed him to learn more about 528 00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:25,280 Speaker 3: himself and figure out just figure out how to move forward, 529 00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:28,360 Speaker 3: because you know, sometimes in life things aren't always easy, 530 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:30,520 Speaker 3: but you just have to face them. 531 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:32,879 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, it's one of the many important lessons of 532 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:33,359 Speaker 2: the show. 533 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:40,159 Speaker 1: Has anything ever unexplained or mystical happened from shooting season 534 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:42,760 Speaker 1: one to now on set where everybody was kind of 535 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:44,960 Speaker 1: like whoa, that was kind of weird. 536 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:48,760 Speaker 3: You know. It's interesting because you know, there was a 537 00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:51,680 Speaker 3: moment I think the show run Dallas Jenkins talks about 538 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,760 Speaker 3: with him. He calls it his Red Sea moment, and 539 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:57,280 Speaker 3: it was where there was so much fog or something 540 00:25:57,400 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 3: like they could not film and it was like hitting 541 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:02,560 Speaker 3: the lake and they had to do a boat scene 542 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,560 Speaker 3: and doing a boat scene is very hard, you know, 543 00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:06,480 Speaker 3: with two boats, all the cameras trying to get it 544 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:08,159 Speaker 3: into the you know, all that stuff, and it's like 545 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,400 Speaker 3: a I believe it was like a four to six 546 00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:14,880 Speaker 3: page scene and those go pretty long. But I think 547 00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:17,800 Speaker 3: the whole day was wasted in a way. And then 548 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,240 Speaker 3: finally I think it parted and there was sun or 549 00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:22,720 Speaker 3: something happened where it worked out. So that was his 550 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:27,760 Speaker 3: story for me. We did a one take in season 551 00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:32,080 Speaker 3: two and that's like a fifteen minute continuous shot, and 552 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:35,359 Speaker 3: you know, we had brought in a camera guy to 553 00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:38,119 Speaker 3: film that, and you know it's you know, filming a 554 00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:42,440 Speaker 3: shot fifteen minutes going around into the world moving it 555 00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:45,439 Speaker 3: is a lot harder than it is being said, you know, 556 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:48,880 Speaker 3: and so we realized quickly that we don't have We're 557 00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,199 Speaker 3: not able to do this over and over again. And 558 00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:53,760 Speaker 3: so basically we had three different times where we will 559 00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:56,080 Speaker 3: be able to fully do it. We would rehearse it, 560 00:26:56,800 --> 00:27:00,160 Speaker 3: but then to do the full fifteen minute scene. And 561 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,440 Speaker 3: they realized it was this person could we could only 562 00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:07,119 Speaker 3: do it three times? Really, I started the scene and 563 00:27:07,200 --> 00:27:10,080 Speaker 3: it was a Matthew moment with another disciple, and it 564 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:13,520 Speaker 3: was about I think four minutes of dialogue. But I 565 00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,560 Speaker 3: think all day the rehearsals were going fine. Everything was 566 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:20,400 Speaker 3: going fine. The minute we started taping, something happened where 567 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:23,240 Speaker 3: I just lost the words and I just I remember 568 00:27:23,440 --> 00:27:27,520 Speaker 3: just panicking. I kept like cutting myself, like saying cut, 569 00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:29,159 Speaker 3: like I can't do that, you know. I just went 570 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:31,760 Speaker 3: to a moment I remember dropping to my knees of like, 571 00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:35,439 Speaker 3: what the heck just happened? I never just never really happens. 572 00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 3: And I just felt like this pressure, and that was 573 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:40,240 Speaker 3: where I was just I was like, I don't know 574 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:42,119 Speaker 3: what to do, and I remember time was going and 575 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:44,760 Speaker 3: they did not want to move this to the next 576 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,320 Speaker 3: day because I would lose a lot of money and 577 00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:47,919 Speaker 3: I just felt like everything was on me and I 578 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,720 Speaker 3: just felt terrible and crappy. And then I don't know 579 00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 3: what happened, but we had one final try left, and 580 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:55,760 Speaker 3: then I could tell that everybody was getting serious, the 581 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:57,800 Speaker 3: producers and director, and he's like, all right, this is 582 00:27:57,840 --> 00:28:00,080 Speaker 3: the last chance. Otherwise we're just going to have to 583 00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:05,720 Speaker 3: redo this tomorrow. And on that last chance, I don't 584 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:07,679 Speaker 3: know what I did. I kind of just like I 585 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:10,280 Speaker 3: was still kneeling on the ground, had my I touched 586 00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:13,440 Speaker 3: her or just got more into myself. I got through it, 587 00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 3: and I remember getting so excited internally when I knew 588 00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:19,000 Speaker 3: my last line was coming, and I got really happy, 589 00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:20,840 Speaker 3: and then we kept moving forward. I remember it was 590 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,240 Speaker 3: like a video game where you reach your checkpoint and 591 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,280 Speaker 3: then you watch everyone else to make sure they're doing it. 592 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:28,159 Speaker 3: It slowly, slowly happened, and it was great. And then 593 00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:31,639 Speaker 3: the producers watched back in a tent and all I 594 00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:35,679 Speaker 3: heard was crying, and when I talked to someone, they 595 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:38,200 Speaker 3: were like, I don't know if this was intended or not, 596 00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,680 Speaker 3: but when the scenes started, you see the sun slowly setting, 597 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:45,440 Speaker 3: and by the time that the moment's over, it's like nightfall, 598 00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:49,440 Speaker 3: and it was one of the most beautiful cinematic moments ever. 599 00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,200 Speaker 3: So it's almost like my mess ups those first two 600 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:55,479 Speaker 3: times was meant to happen, because what we ended up 601 00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:58,160 Speaker 3: with was this beautiful shot of like Golden Hour going down, 602 00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,240 Speaker 3: and you know, for any cinephile, that's like a chef's kiss. 603 00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:04,040 Speaker 3: So it was scary for me, but that was I 604 00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 3: think that's a cool moment. I would say is like 605 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,400 Speaker 3: mystical universal however you want to call it. 606 00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,440 Speaker 1: That's so cool because I mean you can't possibly time 607 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,480 Speaker 1: the start of sunset to the end with your mess 608 00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,600 Speaker 1: ups with the last scene, I mean, that's all just 609 00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:20,280 Speaker 1: something making it all work right. 610 00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:23,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, And I just think it's just amazing. And we've 611 00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 3: had several moments just throughout the show where things like 612 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:29,479 Speaker 3: that work out, but that one's like ingrained in my 613 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 3: mind just because of what I went through in my 614 00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:33,920 Speaker 3: mind of like I'm going to mess this up for 615 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:37,040 Speaker 3: everybody else, and I was just like, you know, really 616 00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:38,000 Speaker 3: nervous about it. 617 00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:40,040 Speaker 2: Wow, that's pretty cool. 618 00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:43,000 Speaker 1: I love hearing stories like that because sometimes the unexplained 619 00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:45,400 Speaker 1: is all we need in life. You don't need to 620 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:48,040 Speaker 1: figure everything out, you don't need to have all the answers. 621 00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:50,240 Speaker 1: I like when things just happen and you can say 622 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,200 Speaker 1: I don't know why, but that's pretty cool. 623 00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:55,320 Speaker 3: Yeah. Like I always like to tell myself, like, you know, 624 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:59,240 Speaker 3: you know it's I just believe, like in the power 625 00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:01,960 Speaker 3: of the universe of like, you know, it's all a 626 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:05,719 Speaker 3: part of a plan. You're just navigating your way around it. 627 00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:08,040 Speaker 3: But there's always a plan that's made for you. And 628 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:10,160 Speaker 3: I always like to say, you know what is for 629 00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:13,200 Speaker 3: you will not pass you. So it's a good nugget 630 00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:17,400 Speaker 3: of encouragement I like to tell myself for opportunities, but 631 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,680 Speaker 3: also in this case, it's like this was meant to 632 00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:21,840 Speaker 3: happen this way because it did teach me a lesson 633 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:25,960 Speaker 3: about myself and persistence and just focusing. And I really 634 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:26,960 Speaker 3: learned a lot that day. 635 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:29,760 Speaker 1: And you were open to being taught a lesson about 636 00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:32,600 Speaker 1: yourself too, And that's something that really strikes me about 637 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:34,800 Speaker 1: you is you want to evolve, You want to grow, 638 00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:36,160 Speaker 1: you want to change. You don't want to be the 639 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:38,160 Speaker 1: same person that you were yesterday, at least from a 640 00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,480 Speaker 1: total outside perspective. That's what it seems to me is 641 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:43,920 Speaker 1: that you're that type of person which I can relate to. 642 00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:46,160 Speaker 1: And I guess when you're building a character that must 643 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:49,560 Speaker 1: be really fun too, because when you think about future seasons. 644 00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:51,960 Speaker 2: Do you think about how you want Matthew to evolve? 645 00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:54,520 Speaker 1: Like do you get ideas and inspiration along the way 646 00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,680 Speaker 1: and think like, oh man, it'd be really cool if 647 00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,320 Speaker 1: he did this or this, you know, changed him. Is 648 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,680 Speaker 1: that kind of how you go through your character development? 649 00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:07,160 Speaker 3: Yeah? I always have my own ideas, and then when 650 00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:11,160 Speaker 3: we get the scripts, the writers are writers Tyler Thompson, 651 00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:14,400 Speaker 3: Ryan Swanson, and Dallas Jenkins, they have just given me 652 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:17,080 Speaker 3: something that blows whatever was in my mind out the water. 653 00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:20,280 Speaker 3: So this season, like you just see a side of 654 00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:24,720 Speaker 3: my character that's just it's just like really beautiful. I'm 655 00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:26,600 Speaker 3: really excited to get into it because we're filming The 656 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,920 Speaker 3: Crucifixion right now. But what I love is that, like 657 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:33,640 Speaker 3: they've just really made each character not just mine powerful, 658 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,440 Speaker 3: They have their moment, you see them go through highs 659 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:39,240 Speaker 3: and lows, and I'm just excited for this season because 660 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,600 Speaker 3: you really see Matthew be presented in a way that's 661 00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:48,120 Speaker 3: just strength. And I love that because it was it 662 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:50,520 Speaker 3: was something I always felt about him internally. I tell 663 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:52,760 Speaker 3: people that Matthew's kind of a lieon like look cute 664 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,840 Speaker 3: on the outside, but you know has a big heart. 665 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:59,840 Speaker 3: But it's it's been really cool to like really have 666 00:32:00,040 --> 00:32:02,040 Speaker 3: these writers really know what they want to do with 667 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,080 Speaker 3: this character. So it's really rare that I have like 668 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:06,600 Speaker 3: a note for them because I'm just excited to throw 669 00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:08,320 Speaker 3: in what they give me. You know, they gave me 670 00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:11,040 Speaker 3: like a I played a sixty year old version of 671 00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:13,360 Speaker 3: myself in one season, and you know they give me 672 00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:15,640 Speaker 3: all these great challenges that really allows me to get 673 00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,200 Speaker 3: deeper into his mode, his thinking, and it challenges me 674 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,440 Speaker 3: as an actor, and it's really fulfilling. 675 00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:32,440 Speaker 1: I imagine with this season, with season five, given the content, 676 00:32:32,560 --> 00:32:35,040 Speaker 1: given the story that you guys are telling, it must 677 00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:36,160 Speaker 1: get pretty emotional. 678 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:40,160 Speaker 3: Huh yeah. Like I said, it's just we're getting into 679 00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:42,800 Speaker 3: the meat of the story, you know. And also we 680 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:46,200 Speaker 3: are getting to the end of our cat like you 681 00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:48,480 Speaker 3: know this of you know, it's a seventh season show, 682 00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,560 Speaker 3: so it's out there. We just know it's coming, you know. 683 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:55,200 Speaker 3: And with season five releasing soon, but we're also filming 684 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:59,920 Speaker 3: six right now, you know, it's like time is ending 685 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,640 Speaker 3: and and and in a way it makes it really 686 00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:03,200 Speaker 3: sad because you know, if I think about it, I've 687 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,360 Speaker 3: given like seven years of my life to this and 688 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:08,040 Speaker 3: I've you know, evolved so much from being a part 689 00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:12,040 Speaker 3: of this. So it's it's very emotional, you know. I Uh, 690 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:15,560 Speaker 3: my schedule this year is a bit different. So I 691 00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,480 Speaker 3: just had one day and made a film and I 692 00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:22,080 Speaker 3: remember getting a set and our crew was like, it 693 00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:24,160 Speaker 3: just feels so weird without you guys, Like now we 694 00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:27,160 Speaker 3: finally feel like you guys are back and you know 695 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:29,320 Speaker 3: that's that's how close we are, you know, And so 696 00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:35,160 Speaker 3: it's adding to with with personal us going into this story. 697 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:37,800 Speaker 3: It just makes it extra emotional, but it allows us 698 00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:40,280 Speaker 3: to drop more into our characters and the story of 699 00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:44,000 Speaker 3: what's happening. So it's it's basically not easy to I mean, 700 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,640 Speaker 3: it's really easy to start crying now or get into 701 00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:49,840 Speaker 3: that emotional space because you know there's an end there. 702 00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:52,640 Speaker 3: It's a there's an end happening in many ways for everybody. 703 00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:56,120 Speaker 1: M yeah, I can imagine that's that's super emotional for 704 00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,720 Speaker 1: everybody else. That also, given that you're filming very emotional 705 00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:01,000 Speaker 1: things quite often lay with the fact that you know, 706 00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:04,520 Speaker 1: it's kind of approaching that seven season mark, which which 707 00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:05,479 Speaker 1: is a lot to take in. 708 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,520 Speaker 2: But it's really really cool what everyone has built. For sure. 709 00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:12,600 Speaker 1: Did you ever did you ever have any worry or 710 00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 1: fear that being part of a faith based show would 711 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:18,640 Speaker 1: be limiting in any capacity as an artist or as 712 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:21,719 Speaker 1: an actor, because I think there are some people out 713 00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:24,279 Speaker 1: there who maybe would say as an artist, you know, 714 00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:26,000 Speaker 1: I'm not sure I want to go down that route. 715 00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 2: I don't know if it will limit me. Does that 716 00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:29,280 Speaker 2: ever cross your mind? 717 00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:32,279 Speaker 3: First of all, I love your questions, Like I just 718 00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:34,359 Speaker 3: I can just tell that they're well thought out, and 719 00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:39,160 Speaker 3: I'm glad that you're asking this because yeah, that's you know, initially, 720 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:41,120 Speaker 3: like it's not something I think of, But I just 721 00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,880 Speaker 3: feel like this this industry sometimes gets used to the 722 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 3: way you're being seen and how it is. But you know, 723 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:51,400 Speaker 3: I I've made it. I've been really open about showing 724 00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:53,680 Speaker 3: more of parts, like through social media who I am 725 00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:56,040 Speaker 3: or how I want to represent myself, and I just 726 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,840 Speaker 3: like to make it. I think it's important to really 727 00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 3: distinguish yourself apart from the character you play, especially one 728 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:07,200 Speaker 3: from a historical drama so or a historical figure, and 729 00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:09,840 Speaker 3: so it's just been important for me to kind of 730 00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:12,960 Speaker 3: navigate away from the space. But I'm not, like, I'm 731 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:15,000 Speaker 3: not like turned off by it. I think what's happening 732 00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:18,080 Speaker 3: now in content and movies is like they're seeing this 733 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:20,680 Speaker 3: audience and mass appeal and they're really seeing you know, 734 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:27,160 Speaker 3: these faith inspired stories really well acted, well told, and 735 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,200 Speaker 3: well received, and I think there's a lot more interest. 736 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,719 Speaker 3: So it's kind of tricky. You know, you never know 737 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,680 Speaker 3: what the future holds for you. All you can do 738 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,440 Speaker 3: is live in the present, but I'm always going to 739 00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:38,680 Speaker 3: be open to this space. It actually gave me my 740 00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:42,840 Speaker 3: you know, made me whatever it's doing right now, it 741 00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:48,839 Speaker 3: maybe that right, but I I just believe now that 742 00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:51,759 Speaker 3: whatever will come my way is kind of meant to be. 743 00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:55,799 Speaker 3: And I do grapple with the being stuck in it 744 00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:57,880 Speaker 3: and I kind of am still navigating that to be 745 00:35:57,920 --> 00:36:01,520 Speaker 3: completely honest and vulnerable with you, and it worries me 746 00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,880 Speaker 3: because for me as an Indian actor, I want to 747 00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:07,040 Speaker 3: do South Asian stories. I want to like be a 748 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:09,360 Speaker 3: part of that because that's how I grew up. So 749 00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:11,920 Speaker 3: that's my truth and I just hope if there's a 750 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:15,960 Speaker 3: way to incorporate that any way, it'd be awesome. But yeah, 751 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,759 Speaker 3: I do feel like, you know, every day's different. Some 752 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:22,719 Speaker 3: days you feel like you can, you know, get out 753 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,200 Speaker 3: of this space, or some days you can't. But I 754 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,000 Speaker 3: guess at the end of the day, I'm just I'm 755 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:31,160 Speaker 3: more attracted to writing or story and I think it 756 00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:34,719 Speaker 3: doesn't matter what kind of genre it is, you know. 757 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:38,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, one hundred percent, I think that there's always going 758 00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:40,360 Speaker 1: to be people who try to box all of us in, 759 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:43,239 Speaker 1: no matter what industry or career we're in. We I'm 760 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:45,680 Speaker 1: pretty sure most people listening I felt boxed in at 761 00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:47,879 Speaker 1: some point of their life. I just I think it's 762 00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:51,040 Speaker 1: so interesting with faith based programming, and I've had many 763 00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,440 Speaker 1: different artists along the way I've chatted with who do 764 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:57,200 Speaker 1: things on different networks or you know, tailor their content 765 00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:59,960 Speaker 1: more towards that, And it's such an important and view 766 00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,960 Speaker 1: full space and medium for so many people to escape. 767 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:03,680 Speaker 2: In, which is really cool. 768 00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:06,480 Speaker 1: But you do wonder if people who maybe aren't as 769 00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:09,840 Speaker 1: invested in that space can see you sometimes in a 770 00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:12,439 Speaker 1: different light, and I would hope the answer is always yes. 771 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:15,120 Speaker 1: So it's so interesting to hear your perspective of that. 772 00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:17,520 Speaker 1: And thank you for being open and vulnerable about that too, 773 00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,560 Speaker 1: because I think it's very human to say I love 774 00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:19,920 Speaker 1: what I do. 775 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:22,000 Speaker 2: I'm grateful for what I do. It changed my life. 776 00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:24,560 Speaker 1: But yeah, I hope that I can do other things 777 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,839 Speaker 1: in other spaces as well. 778 00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:28,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know we're active, right, we're artists, so we 779 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:31,279 Speaker 3: want to show that we can adapt and do different things. 780 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:34,160 Speaker 3: And I think what's also what also works for my 781 00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:38,279 Speaker 3: portrayal of Matthew is that you know, you know, you 782 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:40,799 Speaker 3: see me now, but I'm completely different from him. As 783 00:37:40,840 --> 00:37:45,719 Speaker 3: a character. So I think that shows it feels a 784 00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:50,480 Speaker 3: little easier to transition into other parts because Matthew's you know, 785 00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:55,440 Speaker 3: his personality is dialect. Everything's so specific that and this 786 00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:57,720 Speaker 3: is what I've probably journaled about just to make myself 787 00:37:57,760 --> 00:38:00,800 Speaker 3: feel better. But like that's what I'm just things like, maybe, 788 00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:04,839 Speaker 3: you know, hopefully it's not that that hard because all 789 00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,839 Speaker 3: I want to do is show at the world part. 790 00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:09,400 Speaker 3: It's like what I can do as an actor and 791 00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:10,280 Speaker 3: challenge myself. 792 00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:12,960 Speaker 2: You know, yeah, and you will and you you will. 793 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,160 Speaker 1: I have no doubt you're going to go on to 794 00:38:15,239 --> 00:38:18,200 Speaker 1: do all sorts of cool things. And I think that 795 00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:20,360 Speaker 1: when you have such a deep respect and gratitude for 796 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:22,759 Speaker 1: where you've been, and you mentioned feeling not seen and 797 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:26,280 Speaker 1: kind of rejected and on the outside right and then 798 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:29,680 Speaker 1: stepping into your own along the way, I think you 799 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:32,279 Speaker 1: you really never forget that, and you kind of work 800 00:38:32,320 --> 00:38:34,600 Speaker 1: even harder in some ways to make all your dreams 801 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:37,839 Speaker 1: come true, which I think is a really cool motivator. 802 00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:40,000 Speaker 1: Not that anyone should go through feeling those things, but 803 00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:42,480 Speaker 1: it just kind of continues to drive you. And I 804 00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:44,480 Speaker 1: also imagine there's times in your life where you have 805 00:38:44,520 --> 00:38:49,759 Speaker 1: felt maybe stuck or like things just weren't going the 806 00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:52,440 Speaker 1: way you had plans. But here you are talking to 807 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,680 Speaker 1: me on one of the biggest shows in the world. 808 00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:59,000 Speaker 1: So how do you keep yourself motivated to not let 809 00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:03,239 Speaker 1: those tracks things confine you and derail where you want 810 00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:04,239 Speaker 1: to be and who you want to be? 811 00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,879 Speaker 3: You know, it's interesting, Tommy, because, like I said, every 812 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:12,359 Speaker 3: day is different. But actually, this week I did find 813 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:15,040 Speaker 3: myself stuck. I was very excited about an opportunity I 814 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,319 Speaker 3: thought I was going to get. It didn't work out, 815 00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:20,759 Speaker 3: and I remember how much I went out of my 816 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:24,200 Speaker 3: way to pursue for this opportunity, and yeah, so I 817 00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:27,239 Speaker 3: have been feeling stuck right now. I have been, you know, 818 00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:29,399 Speaker 3: knowing that the show's almost over. I'm like, what's next 819 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:31,879 Speaker 3: for me? What's next for me? And I kind of 820 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:35,319 Speaker 3: realized I need to just trust the process, and that's 821 00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:37,960 Speaker 3: what I've always encouraged others out there to feel. And 822 00:39:38,040 --> 00:39:40,920 Speaker 3: I'm realizing I need to take a dose of my 823 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 3: own medicine. And so I've just really I guess there's 824 00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,880 Speaker 3: just this like okay, like fel feel all the feels 825 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,680 Speaker 3: and then drop let it go. And so when I 826 00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:53,160 Speaker 3: go through a disappointment or something where I feel stuck. 827 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,120 Speaker 3: I write stuff down and then i'll write stuff of 828 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:58,160 Speaker 3: how I want that to be manifested or how I 829 00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:01,279 Speaker 3: want to redirect that, and I don't let it get 830 00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,520 Speaker 3: to me in the way of how I used to, 831 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:06,319 Speaker 3: where I would just be like depressed or you know, 832 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:08,759 Speaker 3: unmotivated or just feeling like I don't want to do 833 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:11,480 Speaker 3: anything else. If I feel that way, I'll try to 834 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:13,320 Speaker 3: get outside. I'll try to go outdoors. I'll try to 835 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:14,719 Speaker 3: go to a gym to kind of just like lift 836 00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:17,799 Speaker 3: up my mental space because it does affect you. And 837 00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:24,160 Speaker 3: so right now I do feel stuck, but I'm utilizing 838 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:26,640 Speaker 3: what I've done or just how I've gone through. And 839 00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:31,640 Speaker 3: for me, it's through staying healthy, talking to friends, and 840 00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:36,560 Speaker 3: really writing down what you want to do. And so, yeah, 841 00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:37,759 Speaker 3: I find that that helps me. 842 00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:41,279 Speaker 1: Mmmm yeah, yeah, right, putting it on paper, I feel 843 00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:44,080 Speaker 1: like always always helps me too. And I think that 844 00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:45,759 Speaker 1: that's really cool to hear somebody like you who has 845 00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:50,000 Speaker 1: so much success and who's crushing it in a career perspective. 846 00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:52,799 Speaker 1: You know, definitely from the outside looking in, it does 847 00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:54,560 Speaker 1: have those moments, and we all have them, and they're 848 00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:57,120 Speaker 1: human and it doesn't mean that it's not going to 849 00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:57,680 Speaker 1: get better. 850 00:40:57,760 --> 00:40:59,520 Speaker 2: It's just you know, a little bump in the road. 851 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,080 Speaker 1: So I like hearing things like that from people like 852 00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:05,560 Speaker 1: you to encourage everyone listening that even if you're feeling 853 00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:08,359 Speaker 1: stuck in this moment for whatever the reason is, you're 854 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:10,479 Speaker 1: going to get over it and you'll figure it out. 855 00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:14,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, in terms of a lot of things, 856 00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:19,120 Speaker 3: you know, from losing an opportunity, feeling stuck, losing a 857 00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:23,120 Speaker 3: love of whatever. Time does heal all in its own way. 858 00:41:23,200 --> 00:41:25,560 Speaker 3: But it's just about how you navigate that. And I 859 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:27,920 Speaker 3: think a lot of times we aren't doing it in 860 00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:30,480 Speaker 3: a very healthy way. And I think in this culture 861 00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:33,120 Speaker 3: of social media and different things that can also get 862 00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:36,879 Speaker 3: in the way. So I'm really trying to go old 863 00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:38,680 Speaker 3: school about it, which is why I like to write 864 00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 3: stuff down and journaling is a big part of my journey, 865 00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:43,960 Speaker 3: you know, just even as an actor and even through 866 00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,960 Speaker 3: my mental health journey and stuff like that. So I'm 867 00:41:46,040 --> 00:41:48,480 Speaker 3: just a big advocate of that. And then you know, 868 00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:50,720 Speaker 3: when you overcome it, you can cross it off. That's 869 00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:53,600 Speaker 3: like you can cross it off your list. Like I 870 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:54,520 Speaker 3: like the cross things up. 871 00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:57,520 Speaker 1: So I feel like, I need to go do that now. 872 00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,960 Speaker 1: I was just thinking of a few things I need 873 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:00,719 Speaker 1: to I need to put on paper, and I'm like, oh, 874 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:03,000 Speaker 1: I can't forget to do that. Mental note, mental note. 875 00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:04,960 Speaker 1: As we begin to wrap up, I had to get 876 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,440 Speaker 1: in two quick fan questions I post that you were 877 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:09,080 Speaker 1: coming on the show. I got all sorts of questions, 878 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:11,040 Speaker 1: A lot of them I wanted to ask myself, so 879 00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:14,719 Speaker 1: very aligned with your community out there, But these are 880 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:17,000 Speaker 1: two interesting ones that I thought were fun. So the 881 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:21,120 Speaker 1: first one is do you think Matthew has a crush 882 00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:24,280 Speaker 1: on Mary Magdalene? And will they be exploring that connection 883 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:26,200 Speaker 1: between you and Mary in a future season. 884 00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:29,919 Speaker 3: Well, now that the show is wrapping up, I can 885 00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:34,200 Speaker 3: confidently say that Matthew, in my mind, does have a 886 00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:38,200 Speaker 3: crush on Mary Magdalen. He famously says she's unusually pleasant 887 00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:41,080 Speaker 3: to look at. But I think we have established the 888 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:44,480 Speaker 3: show that they're very close friends who have, for lack 889 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,600 Speaker 3: of a better term, trauma bonded through their past experiences 890 00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:50,520 Speaker 3: and they're just really close and they understand each other. Also, 891 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:53,840 Speaker 3: Mary is kind of the first person that accepts Matthew 892 00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:56,080 Speaker 3: when he is called. You know, all the Disciples were 893 00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:57,759 Speaker 3: kind of like, why are you bringing this guy? He's 894 00:42:57,800 --> 00:42:59,879 Speaker 3: a trader, this and that, and you see Mary kind 895 00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:02,560 Speaker 3: of accept them and extend an olive branch, and so 896 00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,319 Speaker 3: they have that closeness. But in my mind, you know, 897 00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:09,200 Speaker 3: I did think that that maybe Matthew did crush on 898 00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,120 Speaker 3: her for a bit. But now that we are in 899 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,399 Speaker 3: the thick of the story, I think that's all out 900 00:43:13,440 --> 00:43:17,160 Speaker 3: the window and we're focusing on what's happening and just 901 00:43:17,200 --> 00:43:18,960 Speaker 3: continuing to keep this bond close. 902 00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:21,840 Speaker 1: Well, that could be the spinoff right there. I'm just saying, 903 00:43:22,440 --> 00:43:24,160 Speaker 1: that's a good one. That's the rock com. 904 00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:26,839 Speaker 2: That is a rom com. That's definitely the rock com. 905 00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:28,880 Speaker 2: Good point. That's amazing. 906 00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:31,719 Speaker 1: And the other thing I saw a lot of was 907 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,840 Speaker 1: a lot of fans were interested to know if you 908 00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:36,840 Speaker 1: read or studied the Book of Matthew to prepare for 909 00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:38,600 Speaker 1: this role, or if you just kind of wanted to 910 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:41,280 Speaker 1: dive in not knowing as much. 911 00:43:41,800 --> 00:43:45,000 Speaker 3: So I read about the big miracles that were happening, 912 00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:48,440 Speaker 3: and as far as because our show kind of explores 913 00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:52,280 Speaker 3: more backstory, and especially with Matthew's backstory being very artistic, 914 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:59,560 Speaker 3: artistically inspired, I I didn't read as much because as 915 00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:01,719 Speaker 3: as an actor, you want to kind of discover it. 916 00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:04,680 Speaker 3: So the big moments like Matthew being called or you know, 917 00:44:04,719 --> 00:44:08,280 Speaker 3: the sermon on the Mount, you know, all those moments 918 00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:11,399 Speaker 3: I did read just to make sure I know what's 919 00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:14,440 Speaker 3: happening and what I'm aware of. A lot of times 920 00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:17,880 Speaker 3: when we're doing a scene, we also do actual moments 921 00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:20,200 Speaker 3: that are in scripture, so I'll make sure to see, oh, 922 00:44:20,239 --> 00:44:22,840 Speaker 3: did Matthew write this down or is he just observing 923 00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:26,040 Speaker 3: the disciple or the act out places John He and 924 00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:27,759 Speaker 3: I when we get to set where we both just 925 00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:29,560 Speaker 3: look at each other, they were like, are you writing 926 00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:31,520 Speaker 3: this scene or am I? And then we'll go online 927 00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:33,680 Speaker 3: to look to see to see who writes it. So 928 00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:37,359 Speaker 3: that's how I've navigated it. I think for me, it's 929 00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:41,719 Speaker 3: more about operating from within and I think just I 930 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:45,239 Speaker 3: bring a lot of myself into Matthew. So aside from 931 00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:47,520 Speaker 3: those big moments, Yeah, I didn't really read a lot 932 00:44:47,520 --> 00:44:50,120 Speaker 3: of scripture, but I've become more well versed in it. 933 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:51,279 Speaker 2: Very cool. 934 00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,960 Speaker 1: I always love seeing the insights into the artistry behind 935 00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:57,440 Speaker 1: what you guys do and what you create, so that's awesome. 936 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:01,640 Speaker 1: As we wrap up the show, the final question is 937 00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:04,360 Speaker 1: always based off the title of the show, which is 938 00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:06,480 Speaker 1: called I've Never said this before, And I created that 939 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:09,000 Speaker 1: because I work a lot of red carpets and my 940 00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:12,120 Speaker 1: other jobs and junkets, and you get three minutes or 941 00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:15,359 Speaker 1: five minutes with somebody and you don't always have time 942 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:18,280 Speaker 1: for a real conversation, and it's very sound bite driven, 943 00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:22,719 Speaker 1: very promotional, which is great, but I loved I love 944 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:25,480 Speaker 1: getting to the heart of somebody. So the final question 945 00:45:25,719 --> 00:45:28,000 Speaker 1: gives my guests a chance to show a different side 946 00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:30,920 Speaker 1: to them, and that question is, what is something that 947 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:32,080 Speaker 1: you've never said before? 948 00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:33,640 Speaker 2: Whatever that means to you. 949 00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:38,040 Speaker 3: Interesting. I guess I'm like thinking about what we just 950 00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:41,480 Speaker 3: talked about, and like my thinking about my whole journey, 951 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:46,359 Speaker 3: and I think of coming up for me is that 952 00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:51,120 Speaker 3: I something I've never said to myself is that I'm 953 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:58,120 Speaker 3: proud of you. And I've really been big about working 954 00:45:58,160 --> 00:46:03,160 Speaker 3: on myself these past few years and a journey of 955 00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:07,520 Speaker 3: self love, and yeah, I think I need to start 956 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:08,640 Speaker 3: telling myself. 957 00:46:08,280 --> 00:46:09,680 Speaker 2: That, Oh I love that. 958 00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:13,360 Speaker 1: It's a good reminder because we can be our hardest 959 00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:15,480 Speaker 1: and toughest critics sometimes, right. 960 00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:21,799 Speaker 3: Yeah, So it just becomes I think I just think 961 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:23,880 Speaker 3: a lot of people don't know how to love themselves, 962 00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:25,600 Speaker 3: and I realized I was one of those people. 963 00:46:26,800 --> 00:46:28,319 Speaker 2: Well, thank you, Thank you for sharing that. 964 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:32,200 Speaker 1: I hope that encourages many people to to be better 965 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,919 Speaker 1: with themselves and to show that love, which I think 966 00:46:34,960 --> 00:46:38,319 Speaker 1: is so important. I could seriously talk to you for 967 00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:42,240 Speaker 1: four more hours. This is such a joy and a pleasure, 968 00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:45,279 Speaker 1: and I'm just impressed by obviously the talent that you 969 00:46:45,320 --> 00:46:47,960 Speaker 1: contribute to the world, but also the human that you are. 970 00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:50,359 Speaker 1: And I'm really really psyched that you came on the show. 971 00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:51,560 Speaker 2: Thank you. 972 00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:55,680 Speaker 3: No, I'm equally as stoked and excited. I've actually known 973 00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:59,799 Speaker 3: who you are before this opportunity, so it's just from well, 974 00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:03,400 Speaker 3: from one well respected individual to another. Thank you for 975 00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:08,400 Speaker 3: taking the time and making me feel comfortable. It's interesting, 976 00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:11,080 Speaker 3: like I kind of like in the first few minutes 977 00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:13,160 Speaker 3: of talking to someone, I kind of gauge whether I'm 978 00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:16,520 Speaker 3: going to open open up or like open up to 979 00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:19,000 Speaker 3: a different degree, and I just felt like this was 980 00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:20,839 Speaker 3: a space where I felt like I could open open 981 00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:23,360 Speaker 3: up and I did that, and so thank you. I 982 00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:25,799 Speaker 3: think it's very important to let people like you know 983 00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,000 Speaker 3: how making someone feel safe is important. It just makes 984 00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:31,400 Speaker 3: the conversation so much easy and more fluid, you know. 985 00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:34,279 Speaker 1: Oh well, thank you mind, Matt Well, I appreciate that. 986 00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:37,600 Speaker 1: Thank you so much. Everybody needs to go watch this 987 00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:41,040 Speaker 1: new season of The Chosen to see all the amazingness 988 00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:43,800 Speaker 1: that you contribute, and we are ready for it and 989 00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:46,920 Speaker 1: all the other seasons to come. Thank you for everything, 990 00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:50,200 Speaker 1: and we look forward to following everything you keep doing. 991 00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,040 Speaker 2: I have a feeling we're going to be seeing a 992 00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:54,320 Speaker 2: lot of you over the next couple decades. 993 00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:58,520 Speaker 3: Oh, let's see one can help put it out there, Tommy, 994 00:47:58,880 --> 00:47:59,560 Speaker 3: I have no. 995 00:47:59,440 --> 00:47:59,920 Speaker 2: Doubt, my man. 996 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,360 Speaker 1: Well, thank you so much and until we meet again, 997 00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:06,880 Speaker 1: until we meet again, thank you. I've Never Said This 998 00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:11,319 Speaker 1: Before is hosted by Me Tommy Dedario. 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