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Speaker 1: I mean, West, it's lift service. I'm Angela Yeth, I'm
Speaker 1: g Require, I'm Luria and I'll yo girl. You didn't
Speaker 1: be here enough time and know when to show man
Speaker 1: you're right, You're right. We do that on purpose. It's
Speaker 1: a test and you did not pass. Now you felt
Speaker 1: so I need to make up guys on the new album.
Speaker 1: You know, we gotta talk about cancel culture first and
Speaker 1: foremost come on, they bring it already whatever y'all don't
Speaker 1: know me, so first of all, even them in that
Speaker 1: cancel culture, I don't like. I know that you've been
Speaker 1: through a lot, and I know if it's really hard
Speaker 1: for you, right because you have to go through people
Speaker 1: on social media having negative things to say about you
Speaker 1: have and then apologizing because you said something that you
Speaker 1: shouldn't have said. So what was that experience like? Because
Speaker 1: I don't think people even understand how hard it can
Speaker 1: be when you feel like everyone's coming at you, so
Speaker 1: I think it's easy to kind of look at it
Speaker 1: from the outside and people don't ever actually put themselves
Speaker 1: in the person shoes who's being canceled. Like, from my side,
Speaker 1: I think it's cool for you to feel however you
Speaker 1: want to feel about me. I can't make you feel
Speaker 1: a certain way about me. I think when people are
Speaker 1: being canceled, though, that kind of makes it a free
Speaker 1: for all for people to say whatever, and nobody makes
Speaker 1: that a problem. Everybody feels like, oh, well, it's okay
Speaker 1: because you did this one thing. What how are you
Speaker 1: standing up for whatever you're canceling me for. You're doing
Speaker 1: the same thing to me, Like it's cool to hate
Speaker 1: me whatever. But like people started threatening me and my son,
Speaker 1: people started posting my address. People like it was just
Speaker 1: it was weird, and nobody cares about their part of
Speaker 1: it because cancel culture makes it okay and it's I'm
Speaker 1: not saying that, but people are like feel sorry for me,
Speaker 1: But like what if I was in me and I
Speaker 1: committed suicide or I did something to myself for like,
Speaker 1: you know, what if I took things a step further
Speaker 1: because of what the public was saying, Like that's not okay. Yeah,
Speaker 1: people should have this space to be able to mess
Speaker 1: up and then say, you know, way I did mess up,
Speaker 1: that was wrong because we all went forgiveness when we
Speaker 1: mess up. Nobody's perfect And I agree with you on that.
Speaker 1: And plus I know you were going through a lot,
Speaker 1: like having had a baby, and you've been very open
Speaker 1: about having to get some help for your mental health,
Speaker 1: um and get some therapy and post partiament all of that,
Speaker 1: so I'm sure all of those combined was really difficult. Yeah. Absolutely. Um.
Speaker 1: Luckily I have like a strong support system of people
Speaker 1: around me, but like, people are just really mean, and um,
Speaker 1: I think the thing makes it okay for people to
Speaker 1: say whatever and do whatever to you and nobody cares
Speaker 1: when in reality, these same people who are saying these
Speaker 1: mean things to you or trying to make the mean
Speaker 1: of comment they make mistakes to all of us make mistakes, yo, dirt,
Speaker 1: just not everybody, right. How long did you stay off
Speaker 1: of social media for a while after everything kind of
Speaker 1: blew up? Yeah? I probably was off on social media
Speaker 1: for like a few months. But even with that, like,
Speaker 1: it's so weird because people are never satisfied, Like, um,
Speaker 1: I apologize because in my heart I knew I was wrong.
Speaker 1: And then after I apologize, people were like, oh, she's
Speaker 1: being fake about it. But if I didn't apologize, people
Speaker 1: that said I didn't care. And then I got off
Speaker 1: on social media. I got off on social media because
Speaker 1: it was just a lot. And when I did that,
Speaker 1: people was like, oh, you high and from You're not
Speaker 1: trying to face the fact for this and that, and
Speaker 1: then we're not get on social media and I post pictures.
Speaker 1: It's still a problem. Like at this point, I understand
Speaker 1: that I was wrong. I apologize and that's just really
Speaker 1: all I can do at this point. How does that effect,
Speaker 1: like your relationship? Are you still with your man? No?
Speaker 1: But we weren't together before that, all right now, because
Speaker 1: I know sometimes that it could be stressful and then
Speaker 1: you bring that home and then it's a lot like
Speaker 1: for another person to deal with and and and somebody
Speaker 1: has to be really supportive to understand for you as
Speaker 1: an artist what you're going through. Yeah, he was still supportive.
Speaker 1: We're just not in that type of situation. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: we happened to who do you think? You usually always them?
Speaker 1: But you know we didn't did something. Now, Okay, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know, because you've been talking about don't Say
Speaker 1: Nothing and your records and stuff, so I'm not sure
Speaker 1: if you maybe was creeping on your own side. No,
Speaker 1: I was, No, I called off. It was just I think, um, before,
Speaker 1: like when you're in a relationship, before you bring a
Speaker 1: baby into a lot of stuff you tolerate, and then
Speaker 1: this being my first child, like after I had him,
Speaker 1: it was just like, come on out, you gotta go.
Speaker 1: Was this his first child as well? Yeah? And he
Speaker 1: still wasn't acting right. Uh, somebody need to check him.
Speaker 1: What's wrong with trying to be nice about And then
Speaker 1: you're just like, yeah, I'm just let's talk about the
Speaker 1: album a little bit though, right, because all right now
Speaker 1: you have the song Game, and in that song we're
Speaker 1: talking about how it's better sometimes when you're speaking around
Speaker 1: in the relationship. So that's the fresh question I have
Speaker 1: to everybody here who has had a relationship brother had
Speaker 1: to sneak around for whatever reason. Men, everybody, everybody need
Speaker 1: some sneaky links here and there. Even Yeah, even the
Speaker 1: ones who acteel like they don't you know, around the
Speaker 1: sneaky ones be the the good ones, you know. The
Speaker 1: whole taboo together. That just add a whole another level
Speaker 1: to it, you know, And I feel like the sex, yeah,
Speaker 1: it's always like hold me now, you gotta hurry. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, it somebody a little sneak. You had to
Speaker 1: go with that. I've had sex in a long time.
Speaker 1: How long it is a long time? That long? She said?
Speaker 1: Was long? She said, a long seven months? Pray, and
Speaker 1: my son is about to be too, exceptem kay, I
Speaker 1: need the coin just at the point, like Marion now, yeah,
Speaker 1: but that, yeah, just buy your choice. I'm sure, yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure. Is it because you're having um just kind
Speaker 1: of around and then it's a pandemic and you don't
Speaker 1: really want to like go out like that, like what
Speaker 1: is it? Or you just don't like anybody you don't trust,
Speaker 1: and I don't know. People always say, like when people pregnant,
Speaker 1: they overly want to have six, and I was opposite,
Speaker 1: like repulsive to like, so that's why at the end
Speaker 1: of my privacy, I didn't really have six. And then
Speaker 1: me him kind of broke up, and then from man,
Speaker 1: I was like, oh mommy mo like I was talking
Speaker 1: to people, but it wasn't really I'm not gonna pussy.
Speaker 1: I mean I'm thinking about I'll keep you out updated
Speaker 1: and like the next two weeks you got you think
Speaker 1: somebody got knocked off him cob with Yeah, he got
Speaker 1: a bright black I ain't gonna count me. I'm not
Speaker 1: trying to wish that on you. I'm just asking I
Speaker 1: sometimes it could be whack kids, like maybe not there
Speaker 1: and you're not used to each other, and then or
Speaker 1: maybe he comes too fast. You, Oh, that would be
Speaker 1: bad because I'm imagining all these crazy wild stuff. And
Speaker 1: then if I probably want especially since it's been so
Speaker 1: long for you, I feel like, since it's been so
Speaker 1: long for you, you need a real like grand situation,
Speaker 1: like you like a version. And if he don't come,
Speaker 1: if he don't come with the big dig energy, that
Speaker 1: girl right for the SmackDown on I started there? Do
Speaker 1: you used always in the mean time, like when you
Speaker 1: wasn't having started all this time? You have a bad
Speaker 1: bits that you got. I use like the vibrators, but
Speaker 1: I haven't had penetration, okay, okay, just vibrated in your fingers.
Speaker 1: Do you watch a whole lot, Yes, ma'am. You watch
Speaker 1: it on the laptop around your phone. I watched it
Speaker 1: on my phone on my phone for sure. What's your
Speaker 1: go to category? Oh um, I like the fake burglars,
Speaker 1: like breaking the entry. That's like, yeah, watch all right,
Speaker 1: that's not what I said. She wanted it. I was
Speaker 1: watching Live Service. I like the Burglary ones. Oh I
Speaker 1: like that too. I like that girls, girls, you like
Speaker 1: which boy the pizza boy? You want some hard? I
Speaker 1: didn't watch anything how horny. I mean, listen, you know
Speaker 1: what's hell embarrassing. This happened to me not so long ago.
Speaker 1: I went to open up something on my phone and
Speaker 1: click Safari and it was like the poorn hub symbol
Speaker 1: and the and in my recent and it was just
Speaker 1: like sitting there and I was just like recently recently searched.
Speaker 1: So Twitter being embarrassing me. I could be strolling Twitter
Speaker 1: at three o'clock an afternoon and boom, he's like deacon
Speaker 1: balled everyone that. You know. That's interesting because you said
Speaker 1: you like like grantline for us, so you're like girl
Speaker 1: on girl in real life. I never tried it. I
Speaker 1: think we are like beautiful, but I'm going to skin.
Speaker 1: I might have to be drunk like anything. No, I'm
Speaker 1: missing out. I just felt like I'm fried. Really yeah,
Speaker 1: I would have thought for sure that you was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm not gotta lie. A couple of times. I want
Speaker 1: to try it though. It just got to you with
Speaker 1: the right people, I would if I was gonna say recommend,
Speaker 1: like for the first time for somebody to do it,
Speaker 1: I would recommend you to do it with them. Good gee,
Speaker 1: I wint Why am Why am I the icebreaker? Because
Speaker 1: I'm not nervous. I'm gonna be my left y'all in
Speaker 1: the room. Alright. So we were we were talking about
Speaker 1: sneaking around. So I want to hear some scenarios of
Speaker 1: situations that you've been in where you actually had to
Speaker 1: sneep around. Oh my god, listen. I was talking to
Speaker 1: this guy. I probably was like twenty and he was
Speaker 1: He was way older than me. But I was talking
Speaker 1: to this guy and I'm super nighting. I'm the type
Speaker 1: of person like I'm gonna believe whatever you tell me
Speaker 1: until I killed you in a lie, So I'm gonna
Speaker 1: believe whatever. So he was like, oh, he's single, whatever, whatever,
Speaker 1: and um he used to sell drugs. Whatever. So we
Speaker 1: went in the middle of the movie. Team was like,
Speaker 1: I gotta we gotta go. I gotta go to my
Speaker 1: house to meet somebody really so cool. We go to
Speaker 1: the house, right, and he's in a bat and I'm
Speaker 1: sitting on the couch. And as I'm sitting on the couch, like,
Speaker 1: these girls are banging on the door. So he runs
Speaker 1: up to the front and he like, oh, she's tripping.
Speaker 1: He going on on. This bitch breaks through the window
Speaker 1: as I'm sitting on the sofa and I'm just sitting there, like,
Speaker 1: she right through the window, and he has burglar bars
Speaker 1: in the house, right, So she comes in the house.
Speaker 1: So she like as she comes in house, she grabs
Speaker 1: like something off the table real quick, and by the
Speaker 1: time like he's in the front, he's pushing her like
Speaker 1: to the burglar bars. Then was blocked. So he unlocks
Speaker 1: the door, pushes her out. She like falls down the stairs.
Speaker 1: I'm like takeing out. He grabbed the fucking keys off
Speaker 1: the table, so he couldn't say she stole his car. Yes,
Speaker 1: she stole the car. No, that was calling her card.
Speaker 1: This is nothing. This is not the burgnan. That was
Speaker 1: the wrong burglar. But I was stuck there until somebody
Speaker 1: came to get me. If I was like, that's one
Speaker 1: of my kinds. She really needed some drugs. She was wolent. No,
Speaker 1: she o she was pregnant. I forgot that part she
Speaker 1: was preg the most important parties that she was pregnant.
Speaker 1: I forgot. She was bigging hell And he puts you
Speaker 1: down the stage. He was pregnant. He probably wanted that
Speaker 1: baby gone, his baby. What the fuck? I hope. So,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I didn't talk right, but Larry I
Speaker 1: attacked that way. I can't a pregnant woman stole a car.
Speaker 1: What I got nothing, I was like leaking around. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I just remember one time, like I was
Speaker 1: in the same hotel is like other people that we knew,
Speaker 1: but we had a rum that was like different floors
Speaker 1: from each other. So like I went out and I
Speaker 1: was going to the elevator, but I like rant, like
Speaker 1: I see somebody coming out that I knew, So I
Speaker 1: like ran in the stairwell, like ran down the stairs,
Speaker 1: ran back up the stairs, like I was mas scared
Speaker 1: to come out. I'm sitting in the fucking hall way
Speaker 1: trying to look through the door. They're standing in front
Speaker 1: the door talking the ship like it was just a mess.
Speaker 1: That's what The last time I knew not to speak around.
Speaker 1: No more. I'm like, I shouldn't be running up and
Speaker 1: down the stairs, yeah, to do all this ship. I
Speaker 1: just shouldn't be working with this nia. It was yeah,
Speaker 1: because it was like a thrill. It was like, oh ship,
Speaker 1: they almost caught me. It was bullshit, you man. I
Speaker 1: didn't snuk too many damn times. I've been sitting here
Speaker 1: all this time. I'm trying to think of a story.
Speaker 1: I can't think of. It got to just trickle ship. God, damn.
Speaker 1: And I don't want to say what I really want
Speaker 1: to say because I don't want to press everybody, y'all.
Speaker 1: So every I didn't snuck and did some ship that
Speaker 1: I wasn't supposed to do with somebody that that took
Speaker 1: them boles with somebody else, and I didn't take them
Speaker 1: boles with that person. So it ain't my fault. However,
Speaker 1: I was watching me now. First of all, I did
Speaker 1: not know who Derrick Jackson was, and feel this whole
Speaker 1: drama just happened. When y'all watching this whole thing unfold, Yeah,
Speaker 1: this thing is juicy, honey. He's a relationship expert, and
Speaker 1: I guess he gives advice to like women about men.
Speaker 1: He just got caught cheating. That man gives people advice
Speaker 1: on live, like relationship advice when he's not a relationship
Speaker 1: that the Samuel's guy, Kevin Samuels, I don't Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't even watch that. He Like I had a debate
Speaker 1: about him with somebody. It was a guy, but he'd
Speaker 1: be he'd be going in. But no, this um, this
Speaker 1: old cheating scandal with Derek Jackson is just like he
Speaker 1: was pissing off his homies, like he was pissing off
Speaker 1: the men of his peers by saying all this stuff
Speaker 1: that he was saying. And it was like he was
Speaker 1: bashing man and all of his commentary with you know,
Speaker 1: these stories and whatever he was saying. And now they
Speaker 1: all like what that's what you get. And it's like,
Speaker 1: as a woman, I'm just like, I'm not surprised because
Speaker 1: I don't really believe that many men are faithful anyway.
Speaker 1: So you know, it's like and then to see him
Speaker 1: with his wife and the bonding and the holding hands
Speaker 1: and whatever, imagine that you just cheated at me and
Speaker 1: hold the hands while you talking out it like this.
Speaker 1: They was listen, since was supposed to call in the
Speaker 1: styles and yeah, she was supposed to get him get
Speaker 1: supposed to be sitting next to him looking like the
Speaker 1: hell she was new out think, yeah, come on, she
Speaker 1: out there, look at homeless. She got a chill right there, exactly.
Speaker 1: I think I don't think all men cheat, not all men,
Speaker 1: because that would that would be too broad of a statement.
Speaker 1: But I do think so, I think a lot of
Speaker 1: the majority. But I don't think all men cheap. And
Speaker 1: I think also sometimes it would be the men that
Speaker 1: like where we talked to also that we like, you know,
Speaker 1: we'd be liking that like edgy player type of guy,
Speaker 1: and then we get cheating on. Yeah. I don't think
Speaker 1: all men cheat, but may see and that's it, right,
Speaker 1: So it's kind of know that's my own flaw. I
Speaker 1: know for sure, M like that guy that's gonna take
Speaker 1: care of you and not cheating on you. You don't
Speaker 1: want him, Yeah, And unfortunately he's gonna be married with
Speaker 1: a family, and I'm would be like you stupid beach
Speaker 1: later in ain't have you ever helped somebody cheat? That's
Speaker 1: what we were talking about before you got on, right,
Speaker 1: we were talking about helping somebody cheat. And how if
Speaker 1: say your boyfriend's mother lied to you about something and
Speaker 1: she knew the whole situation. Could you be cool with
Speaker 1: his mom or with his family when they knew he
Speaker 1: was cheating on you and they actually helped him? So like,
Speaker 1: I always feel like that's his people. The people don't
Speaker 1: owe me nothing. That's like, I don't know, I might
Speaker 1: not want to talk to your ballad as mama no more,
Speaker 1: but I can't. But it's not it's not really up
Speaker 1: here because that's her son. So she gonna do. Like
Speaker 1: just like, just like if any of my friends is like,
Speaker 1: y'all need you to cover for me because I was
Speaker 1: with you, I'm not gonna say no. Even if I
Speaker 1: like your boyfriend and I think he's cool for you,
Speaker 1: I can't be like, no, I'm not gonna coover for you.
Speaker 1: You're my friend first, like I know him because of you.
Speaker 1: You can really be mad. But what if it's years
Speaker 1: and you're about to get married, Oh when you feel betrayed? True,
Speaker 1: but you were still me personally. I was still feel
Speaker 1: betrayed because it's like, if you're gonna if you're gonna
Speaker 1: do all of this and smile in my face and
Speaker 1: all of that is one thing, but don't get too
Speaker 1: close to me to the point to where I feel
Speaker 1: as though I have to trust you if this is
Speaker 1: what you're doing. That's the staff in the back. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Yeah, no, you're gonna feel betrayed,
Speaker 1: but ship so I just feel like you gotta be
Speaker 1: honest with yourself best that man. People Listen, the loyalty
Speaker 1: is always gonna lie with the family member for sure.
Speaker 1: You know if you cheat, if your daughter was cheating
Speaker 1: of somebody, right, you wouldn't tell even if you like
Speaker 1: the person. Right, you have loyalty, but it's not up
Speaker 1: to you, you know what I'm saying. And like, like
Speaker 1: I had an ex boyfriend and he you know me
Speaker 1: all the time, and his cousin told me. His cousin
Speaker 1: was like, look and she's a woman. She was like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna keep it real. You could do better than him.
Speaker 1: She did, and he actually didn't talk to her for
Speaker 1: like two years after that. Yeah, yeah, we broke up.
Speaker 1: We was gonna break up anyway. And that's just kind
Speaker 1: of that really made me think, like you, yeah, your
Speaker 1: own that kind of really do expedite it. Because if
Speaker 1: your own family is generation and that's your cousin, like
Speaker 1: your first cousin, that you hang out with all the time,
Speaker 1: and she like, yo, Angela, I'm keep it real with you.
Speaker 1: You could do better, Like you don't need to be
Speaker 1: with him. He got issued he's a cheater and she
Speaker 1: didn't even have to be specific, and I kind of
Speaker 1: knew that already. So that was it. And he didn't
Speaker 1: sunk with her for a while after that. But she
Speaker 1: was like, I like you you cool. I would be
Speaker 1: pissed up. I know, she said he didn't speak to
Speaker 1: her for two years. I think when I I think
Speaker 1: when niggas to be cheating, we already be knowing though
Speaker 1: like y'all don't think we already know. We're just being
Speaker 1: denying like we might have. We may not know all
Speaker 1: the way. Then we become detectives. Sh and I'm gonna
Speaker 1: figure it out. Yeah, I think now, like I'm not
Speaker 1: searching for ship, like if I'm happy whatever, I don't know,
Speaker 1: and maybe that's not even me to say, but like,
Speaker 1: I'm not searching. I'm not gonna do phones, I'm not
Speaker 1: searching social media's. I'm not doing nothing that you as
Speaker 1: a woman, not as different woman woman that was brought
Speaker 1: to my door. But I feel like even when women
Speaker 1: do that, like it's on some ship, like you're mad
Speaker 1: at this nigga at this point, like because what made
Speaker 1: today the day? That too was like, oh, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell her what's going on, because he was like, because
Speaker 1: she wants him to leave you so she could have him.
Speaker 1: And then and then you sat competitive, like if I
Speaker 1: break up with him, he was gonna be with that bitch.
Speaker 1: So then you feel like I can't even just leave
Speaker 1: him alone because then they're gonna be happy together. Let's
Speaker 1: gonna be happy together with he's cheating, And I felt
Speaker 1: like he's still gonna keep cheating on that because I
Speaker 1: felt like that, like I can't let this bitch win.
Speaker 1: But now I realized we've dumb is here because yeah, nah,
Speaker 1: I ain't competing. You got it. I'm bob out gracefully.
Speaker 1: You got it. But like when I was younger, like
Speaker 1: I felt like that, but like the onlyder I got
Speaker 1: the same, I was like, that was the dumbest way
Speaker 1: of thinking. What then do I mean when when a
Speaker 1: cheater like he's gonna cheat on all of us, still
Speaker 1: he's still gonna stay with everybody, right, everybody's still with him?
Speaker 1: I thought, what Sweetie said went on Twitter like when
Speaker 1: she said she broke up and she was actually and
Speaker 1: checked out a long time and go you know how
Speaker 1: when you break up with somebody but they don't know
Speaker 1: you're you're all about to break out, but you know it,
Speaker 1: so you've been broke up in your head and you know,
Speaker 1: went through all the emotions to catch yourself so that
Speaker 1: by the time you break up. He's so caught off
Speaker 1: guard over it, and he was I think women be
Speaker 1: done like way before you actually leave. I think women
Speaker 1: be done way before that. I know I do. It's
Speaker 1: the set up, set up and execution by with the state,
Speaker 1: and the relationship be known was over. I'm not trying
Speaker 1: to make your work. Probably like a year after I
Speaker 1: was like done, and then it would be okay because
Speaker 1: I would have like happy moments that would be sprinkled
Speaker 1: in there. But like I'm new layership was over with.
Speaker 1: That's the worst when you stay with somebody and you
Speaker 1: know it's over. I had to go on vacation with
Speaker 1: this guy because he had planned it like wayfiring that man,
Speaker 1: and I knew after the vacation I was going to
Speaker 1: break up with him, and I really didn't want to
Speaker 1: go in because I didn't don't like him anymore, and
Speaker 1: and I was like, all right, let me go on
Speaker 1: this last vacation, so you know, he already don't spend
Speaker 1: the money. And I kept getting him super drunk, like
Speaker 1: every night. He would just be drunk in the past,
Speaker 1: and when I would go and like hang out by
Speaker 1: myself because I didn't want to have sex or anything,
Speaker 1: but I wouldn't let him get like yeah, and I
Speaker 1: was like, I don't want him to even try it,
Speaker 1: so I let him pass out drunk, and then I
Speaker 1: just being there before too, where like I'm done, and
Speaker 1: he was trying to have six and I'm like, dude,
Speaker 1: you gotta fuck a year if that's the worst one.
Speaker 1: You don't want to have sex with somebody because you
Speaker 1: over them, and you'd be like they're having sex, but
Speaker 1: your face be like Harry start, Oh, I've done it.
Speaker 1: I swar to god, you like this shit whack? Now?
Speaker 1: You never do that, like has sex with somebody. That's
Speaker 1: because you're with them and I don't want to and
Speaker 1: you kind of have an attitude about it, yes, And
Speaker 1: I feel like saying out of my mouth you gotta
Speaker 1: carry out yeah, But I feel like I like, if
Speaker 1: I don't want to have sex with you. I'm not
Speaker 1: even like wit like that, like, come on, come on,
Speaker 1: get what you can for go. I don't understand right,
Speaker 1: if you're not wet, that's unknown. That means they don't
Speaker 1: really do there ready. Sometimes you're thinking and they quick
Speaker 1: it should have been that you ain't making it happen. Honey, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't want to fuck you now. Have you ever
Speaker 1: broken up with somebody because you felt like they were
Speaker 1: too good for you? People say that people ever too
Speaker 1: like I just saw a Buggie post that Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like that's promo. She was like, we just had
Speaker 1: the whole conversation they're good. Don't get on the even
Speaker 1: their line when somebody said that to you, you're just
Speaker 1: too good for me? You think that's always alive. I
Speaker 1: think that's the way for niggas to like weasel their
Speaker 1: way back in later on, like I'm ready for you
Speaker 1: now type ship boy, you're gonna he wanted to want
Speaker 1: to do, but he don't want to burn the bridge
Speaker 1: so he can come back later when he ready to
Speaker 1: come back to keep the line of communication open. But
Speaker 1: can you feel like you're so much better? And what
Speaker 1: he don't deserve, and he's gonna go get his ship
Speaker 1: together and earn you back and all along. He just
Speaker 1: want to go around and do some ship. I need
Speaker 1: to like, la, now tuck your dad, I gotta ask.
Speaker 1: I know this means be honest ship. When you say
Speaker 1: funck me like a home, what does that mean? Oh?
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, Like, don't be trying to go
Speaker 1: missionary all night, like I need you to fuck me
Speaker 1: from the bag. I need you to choke me like
Speaker 1: I need you to like talk to me like a slut, like,
Speaker 1: don't be trying to make love like because that's not
Speaker 1: what I'm here for, like I need you for me,
Speaker 1: Like yeah, like don't crazy sometimes that's how you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: throw me a gets the wall something like and then
Speaker 1: I hate like playing. It's like, don't try to always
Speaker 1: have six to me when we're laying in a bead
Speaker 1: like I'm having in the kitchen, pours on a drink, nigga,
Speaker 1: take my clothes off. Where's the baby gonna pick? He's
Speaker 1: gonna be needs someone. All he did with my daddy.
Speaker 1: She had it from the baby right now, that baby,
Speaker 1: that baby not you're right and telling okay for me
Speaker 1: like a hell but you don't never like to make love. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's why it says to me like a whole but
Speaker 1: still kind of me general, like you could start off
Speaker 1: making love, you could start off slow, but like I
Speaker 1: need you to flip me over and I need you
Speaker 1: to go to work. What if that like when like
Speaker 1: for him to eat what we wants to eat your butt?
Speaker 1: Is that okay? You bet? What if he's like, now
Speaker 1: your turn? Oh man? Men aren't even clean like that,
Speaker 1: like right, they how to wipe themselves. Right, I'm a pass.
Speaker 1: That's a hard pass. Now when you say rip off
Speaker 1: your clothes, doesn't matter what you have on, because what
Speaker 1: if you have on some designer ship, he's gonna replace it.
Speaker 1: You better you don't really pull my hair. I was
Speaker 1: lying on that part. Now, what about is it okay
Speaker 1: for him to come in your hair? That's that's all right?
Speaker 1: I'll be taking ship too far because when I'm in
Speaker 1: the middle of sex, I'm like, oh, coming me? And
Speaker 1: I don't really mean that, is it that in the moment? Right? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I only mean how are they supposed to know? Because
Speaker 1: then what if they're coming? You? You said it? I
Speaker 1: was about to say, clearly, that's how this happened playing me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you said coming me? What else? What else do
Speaker 1: you say? Oh? If I'm sucking you? You daddy was
Speaker 1: so okay coming I'm trying to think, what else are
Speaker 1: you seeing coming me? Dandy? Yes, I'm like, who suck
Speaker 1: me that? Yes, that's probably that girl you must beat up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: don't call the police when you hit that long ago
Speaker 1: up later. Like I'm talking crazy, Like I don't know,
Speaker 1: and I'm good for saying coming me. I say that
Speaker 1: a lot. I need to stop seeing it. Well though, brother,
Speaker 1: I'm probably gonna say it this week. Listen, you are
Speaker 1: really setting this app So how did somebody even get
Speaker 1: your Um? What's crazy is so I'm not in a
Speaker 1: relationship at all, but um, I talked to like me
Speaker 1: for different guys. Um, but all of them that I
Speaker 1: started talking to is through Instagram, which is crazy. But
Speaker 1: like one of them is somebody who's been super Two
Speaker 1: of them actually they've been super advant like from the
Speaker 1: time I was pregnant to now, so like damn, you know,
Speaker 1: I feel like I had to give them a chance. Um,
Speaker 1: and then the other two, UM, I just really like
Speaker 1: their their vibe. You know, that's why are you? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think that if they're pregnant and then not with
Speaker 1: the guy, that nobody's gonna win them. But these two
Speaker 1: guys are trying to hiller at you while you were
Speaker 1: praying them niggas. What was that petop line? Though? Like
Speaker 1: it's okay, uh, I could be girl, How you want
Speaker 1: that daddy vine? At first I was like how you
Speaker 1: a baby? Door? And I'm like, oh, we're good, and
Speaker 1: then he turned into some bother ship. That's a good
Speaker 1: pick up. How are you in the baby doing? You'll
Speaker 1: need anything? You need anything? Listen, that's that's that line
Speaker 1: right there. You need that be the one you need everything?
Speaker 1: And what's your respond? What's the boundaries with that? But
Speaker 1: when people be like if you need anything, like how
Speaker 1: far we taking the that's a strict question. What is
Speaker 1: the guy back? And think for the baby? Is that okay?
Speaker 1: Because you know maybe his father that's my baby still
Speaker 1: can use it. I don't know if he had a
Speaker 1: beach and she like bought my baby like a stroller
Speaker 1: or something like my baby gonna thank you a little bit,
Speaker 1: get your stroll on. Does the mere fact to have
Speaker 1: a girlfriend, like does he with me? Data? The women
Speaker 1: that you know us anything me talking crazy, So I
Speaker 1: hope not. Well it's over now. You wouldn't get him
Speaker 1: another chance. No, not even in two weeks. He's not.
Speaker 1: He's not who want to go? What wou did he
Speaker 1: do that? We're so bad? I feel like he hid
Speaker 1: a lot of life of himself from me, and then
Speaker 1: when you're together and you're living together for so long,
Speaker 1: it's kind of hard to hide there. And that's a
Speaker 1: part of him at this point. And I'm not trying
Speaker 1: to change you, like do whatever you want to do
Speaker 1: to make you happy, and I'm gonna just do what
Speaker 1: I want to go over here, okay, but he still
Speaker 1: wants to you clearly. He was like, oh, I'll give
Speaker 1: you a thousand. I was to not talk to nobody
Speaker 1: in Atlanta? What's your new boot from Atlanta? One of
Speaker 1: the four? One of the four? Thirty thousands of months
Speaker 1: or thirty thousand girl once high? Oh no, no, no,
Speaker 1: heves murder my money. I was tweeting like saying I
Speaker 1: was selling me, and I was like, I can't wait
Speaker 1: till the half sweets, but he takes me. It was like,
Speaker 1: uh no, Nick, ain't or ever fuck you like me.
Speaker 1: My name will always be on your pussy. She's like, Relex, Okay,
Speaker 1: watch next week. Random couldn't wait. I'm gonna see what
Speaker 1: after that happens. I can't wait to see. And I
Speaker 1: hope it's not like you're hyping it up too much
Speaker 1: and then you could let down when they happy. This
Speaker 1: is gonna be so hurt. We're gonna crazy and he
Speaker 1: might come too quick, you know how guys have to
Speaker 1: do that sometimes, Like sometimes guys will come and then
Speaker 1: come again. Now, like they'll coming home three times because
Speaker 1: we're going have he tried you yet? The new guy? Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: so I'll be y'all. I'll be like having phone fix.
Speaker 1: It's time. They were all, okay, I have Okay. So
Speaker 1: I've had phone six with like one of phone and
Speaker 1: that's the one that I'm I think I'm gonna give
Speaker 1: it to. But like nobody is like super pressuring me.
Speaker 1: But they've all like mentioned how long is this is?
Speaker 1: I've had six? They love it. They're like it's tight
Speaker 1: down there. Man, did you come about them? I did?
Speaker 1: You did? I'm super borning because that's not no normals
Speaker 1: ship for me. That's dope. So you came during phone sex.
Speaker 1: I think that's amazing. That's a real connection. I'm just saying,
Speaker 1: because that's not like I feel like you kind of
Speaker 1: have to really like somebody to have phone sex and
Speaker 1: come from it. That's all I'm saying. Yeah, because that's
Speaker 1: never happened for you before, Like, nope, has he sent
Speaker 1: you a picture of this day? A lot of them?
Speaker 1: Did you ask for it at first or did he
Speaker 1: just send it to you? I don't remember. I don't remember,
Speaker 1: but he never got like no pictures of my body
Speaker 1: and that like that. But eventually I puture up his
Speaker 1: dick before and so I like videos of like him
Speaker 1: coming coming. Oh, I like those two. I'll take that
Speaker 1: over any day. I don't want to see it the
Speaker 1: next y'all GMS is about to be crazy with Niggs coming,
Speaker 1: got weird. I want to see the I want to
Speaker 1: see that thing shoot up by there. Yeah, that do
Speaker 1: like to me, but not no random, No, so he
Speaker 1: just sent you video I see. Nobody's never sent me up. No,
Speaker 1: that's a lot they have. It was unsolicited. I never
Speaker 1: asked nobody, just saying like, yeah, the guy that I
Speaker 1: don't count when you wanted, right, I hadn't dated him
Speaker 1: in like sixty years and he sent me a picture
Speaker 1: of his dick like jerking up, and I was like,
Speaker 1: this is a mistake. So I didn't say anything, and
Speaker 1: then I just said Then a week later he text
Speaker 1: me like, did you get what I said? Oh? That
Speaker 1: probably would made me feel so bad. Do you keep
Speaker 1: your access videos? No? You keep? Yeah? I have some
Speaker 1: of my excess videos. You gotta be you know, coffee cases. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think you don't forget I deleted all that ship.
Speaker 1: He probably all my ships still, I can imagine, but
Speaker 1: I got rid of don't. Yeah, keep it. There's a
Speaker 1: video of you floating around out there in Tokyo jets me.
Speaker 1: I hope my. But what I will say is, before
Speaker 1: I say something to somebody, I'm like, okay, well if
Speaker 1: you look good, okay, fair enough, all right? So still right,
Speaker 1: you gotta pick one of these. If you have to
Speaker 1: choose rapper, actor, boler or a regular guy, I think
Speaker 1: I'm gonna pick a baller. Is that what we're doing
Speaker 1: next week? Yeah? I think that's what it is. Have
Speaker 1: you ever got a d M from somebody and been like, damn,
Speaker 1: I can't believe you trying to talk to me because
Speaker 1: you were like just somebody like super famous. Hell yeah.
Speaker 1: And I was like, you know me and he was like,
Speaker 1: you pay me too. But that's different. Did y'all ever
Speaker 1: go out hook up? Saying no? Because he was like
Speaker 1: and some he's kind of in a now he's in
Speaker 1: a public relationship, and I just don't like being in
Speaker 1: the middle of miss o'h. My goodness, Michael B. Jordan's
Speaker 1: Oh you don't like Laurie Harvey. That's not what I said.
Speaker 1: You played way too much for yo. She broke up
Speaker 1: anybody in j Lo? Oh my god, home run? What
Speaker 1: about you? Maybe you had to be a rapper, actor,
Speaker 1: an athlete, or a regular guy who would be paid.
Speaker 1: Could this regular guy have not regular money here coscruction work?
Speaker 1: He all looking up guys, So I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go to the regular guy that got all the real estate. Okay,
Speaker 1: so you want a regular guy now, I don't want
Speaker 1: nobody famous. But what's the first because I mean they
Speaker 1: are like ship. They all ain't ship at the end
Speaker 1: of the day. Listen, you better stop that you're gonna
Speaker 1: attract that energy. You gotta stop saying that. I've been
Speaker 1: attracting that energy. That's why I'm saying I'm thinking from
Speaker 1: the spirit because you can that that's not true. You
Speaker 1: cannot say that all a ship. If you start saying this,
Speaker 1: then you're gonna find you one girl. All the ones
Speaker 1: I had ain't ship, ain't ship study today all right,
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna go with the athlete because at least
Speaker 1: I know that he clean and healthy, and he goes
Speaker 1: to the doctor regularly and he take care of You
Speaker 1: know that there's something called hipper. The only thing they
Speaker 1: can't have is like age without you knowing everything else
Speaker 1: secret don't go to the doctor. So at least we
Speaker 1: know that ball. Okay, No, you just know he's not
Speaker 1: about the guy anytime soon. That everybody that means his
Speaker 1: damnina is probably better than the rapper or after he's cheating,
Speaker 1: just like other ones. And Tokyo boys sucked me, daddy, Okay,
Speaker 1: I just want somebody guys loyal and not a you know,
Speaker 1: and just we all want somebody loyal. You're not special.
Speaker 1: We all want somebody loyal. No, I'm fucking special, bitch,
Speaker 1: and I want someone that's special too. Now I'm cheesing. No,
Speaker 1: somebody's okay with mediocre ship. No, you do have some
Speaker 1: women who are okay with it thought, Yeah, they like sharing.
Speaker 1: They don't give a funk about none of that stuff.
Speaker 1: Like I'm not with that if you means literally like
Speaker 1: taking care of you with every other aspect of the relationship.
Speaker 1: But he likes sometimes poke around with other women. You're
Speaker 1: gonna leave, Been there, done that, And I'm at the
Speaker 1: fucking left miserable as fun and I had everything I wanted,
Speaker 1: and I was miserable as a motherfucker. I've rather cried
Speaker 1: and the Honda, and then I'm working myself up to
Speaker 1: my own phantom. You hear me, I'm not at the
Speaker 1: phantom yet, but I got a really nice star want
Speaker 1: to leave for a long time, so I didn't want
Speaker 1: to leave for a long time. I was comfortable in
Speaker 1: the move thing, but I was over it after a while.
Speaker 1: And you know, my eight series is sitting just cute,
Speaker 1: so I'll be fine this Harry sometimes a long time
Speaker 1: to leave that though, because we'd be feeling like I
Speaker 1: don't know what's gonna happen. How many do they get
Speaker 1: you in the situation like a comfort zone, you know,
Speaker 1: like you're comfortable, you're you're taking care of but it's
Speaker 1: like really just a cripple, and like it crippled me.
Speaker 1: I feel like women in situations like man purposely though
Speaker 1: I've been in a situation like that where I wasn't
Speaker 1: been working, like a niggle was second care of me
Speaker 1: in every way and like I was very even talking
Speaker 1: to my family type like the same thing with me.
Speaker 1: You know, you you start feeling like he's all right,
Speaker 1: even though you have more than him, but he makes
Speaker 1: you feel like you're all he has. Were you rapping
Speaker 1: at that time? Were you rapping at that time and
Speaker 1: he didn't want you to Yep, that's happened. He didn't
Speaker 1: want you to be around. Yeah, it's the same thing
Speaker 1: that happened to a real guy. Well, look, I'm glad
Speaker 1: you'll learned from that. Insecure, jealous, and I know that's
Speaker 1: the lead for women. If you're dating somebody that does
Speaker 1: not want you to level up, that does not want
Speaker 1: you to do something that you love, that's jealous for
Speaker 1: you to be around other guys, that's insecure, that doesn't
Speaker 1: want you around your family, that doesn't have friends, that
Speaker 1: is definitely the wrong control person, and he's trying to
Speaker 1: from your support group. And that is if you find
Speaker 1: yourself this and your family and your friends and giving
Speaker 1: up on your dreams. That sh it ain't right. Put
Speaker 1: that out. I literally had everything like bags, cars, bigg
Speaker 1: ass house, all that like, and no, it was nobody
Speaker 1: I could talk to. Didn't make you give any of
Speaker 1: this stuff back when you left him. I've never dated
Speaker 1: anything back, exactly as right. I wish you Nigglick, get
Speaker 1: the funk out of here. Well listen, tuck your da.
Speaker 1: We always appreciate you for talking in with us, and
Speaker 1: I'm happy that you are pushing it. Like you know.
Speaker 1: First of all, cancel culture is about there some funnast
Speaker 1: songs on there. So you got that little Kim stand
Speaker 1: for one with t I. Yeah, that's my dream right there.
Speaker 1: We got the song with that's girl. I love her.
Speaker 1: Oh that's the one. That's the one. I see y'all
Speaker 1: getting busy in that video. You you were getting misty
Speaker 1: and that whatever girl you're gonna be doing next week.
Speaker 1: She's like, okay, and sounds like you gotta fly in
Speaker 1: coming in? Are you flying out? I'm getting blued out? Okay,
Speaker 1: well hand and bloom okay, go ahead, and girl, get
Speaker 1: out there and hop on that dick answer that drought
Speaker 1: on that been around. Do what you gotta do. That's
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about. That's right, I'm pulling out off.
Speaker 1: Don't be a starfish. But now, seriously, we do always
Speaker 1: appreciate you. You You know, you were friends who live service.
Speaker 1: So we just went in to make sure that we
Speaker 1: had you want to talk about Cancel culture and all
Speaker 1: of that, and make sure that people pick up the album.
Speaker 1: Is there anything else for me to let us know
Speaker 1: before we get out of here? No, I just want
Speaker 1: to thank you all for having me. Make sure y'all
Speaker 1: stream Camper culture is super old, all right? Ten days
Speaker 1: we're doing the check in. I can't wait, right college,
Speaker 1: what's going on down there? Ahead? Context girl, we're not
Speaker 1: gonna stop. You. Make sure you clean that phone when
Speaker 1: you're done, too, choice, my baby gonna grab it. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, have you ever squared it on your phone?
Speaker 1: I'm a creamer, I'm work okay. I don't sue either.
Speaker 1: I'm the same way So diagonally is the squatters pretty
Speaker 1: much all right? Well? That ever, thank you so much
Speaker 1: Tokyo Jess for joining us. We appreciate you, Thank you
Speaker 1: all for having me. Thank y'all, lady, see y'all later,