1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:04,560 Speaker 1: I don't see much difference between religion, conspiracy theory, and 2 00:00:04,800 --> 00:00:07,560 Speaker 1: believing in ghost and thinking the Dolly parton is satan. 3 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:12,080 Speaker 1: I'm gonna see you are blast them ng my god, 4 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:17,960 Speaker 1: Queen Jolly, kick your ass off my podcast is hear 5 00:00:18,040 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 1: me the first one to kick off? You blasp them, Dolly. 6 00:00:37,240 --> 00:00:39,800 Speaker 1: We're just going right in. Everybody who's been Folds catching 7 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:44,000 Speaker 1: in the creepies is welcoming. Ben Fold. Okay, good to 8 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:46,920 Speaker 1: be here. It's damn good to see you too. You're like, no, 9 00:00:47,280 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: so do you? You look like you've been frolicking in 10 00:00:50,440 --> 00:00:55,360 Speaker 1: the sunshine. I've been frolicking in the in the mushroom forest. 11 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:58,560 Speaker 1: That's what it looks like. Yeah, little you gonna get 12 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:00,840 Speaker 1: a little sun through the through the mushrooms. But you 13 00:01:00,840 --> 00:01:04,640 Speaker 1: can also, you know, sleep under the canopies. Gorgeous. Where 14 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:08,640 Speaker 1: are you in the world? Actually I'm in Australia. You 15 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 1: lucky motherfucker. M M. You're lucky. You got stuck there. 16 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:19,280 Speaker 1: I got stuck in Sydney. Oh you lucky. I was 17 00:01:19,360 --> 00:01:23,480 Speaker 1: there on my birthday, not this year. So a year 18 00:01:23,480 --> 00:01:26,040 Speaker 1: and change ago is the last show I played was 19 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:30,280 Speaker 1: in Sydney and it was so fund the best time ever. 20 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:32,960 Speaker 1: And then like a week later the world went to 21 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:36,440 Speaker 1: ship holy ship. So you were over here while I 22 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:38,760 Speaker 1: was over here because I was over here on tour 23 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:42,960 Speaker 1: and I got stuck and you escaped back to the US. 24 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:45,720 Speaker 1: I wish I didn't, damn it. I heard it's just 25 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:48,800 Speaker 1: like kind of normal there. It is normal. But because 26 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:53,640 Speaker 1: they're way behind on on the vaccines. Now it's going 27 00:01:53,720 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 1: to get more difficult here because the borders and stuff. 28 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:01,720 Speaker 1: But it's been great. I'm mean, it really has. It's 29 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:05,440 Speaker 1: uh at a very heavy cost to Australia. They've kept 30 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:09,919 Speaker 1: it safe. Have you played shows for the past year. Yes, Yeah, 31 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:14,320 Speaker 1: about three or four months ago I played an orchestra tour. 32 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:19,760 Speaker 1: Oh my god, and like it was like a normal show, 33 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,760 Speaker 1: it was more or less normal. I had to do 34 00:02:22,840 --> 00:02:25,600 Speaker 1: a whole ship ton of nose swabs. I think over 35 00:02:25,639 --> 00:02:27,680 Speaker 1: the course of two weeks, I must have done about 36 00:02:28,160 --> 00:02:31,160 Speaker 1: ten something like that. The brain tickler that I've been 37 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:34,200 Speaker 1: doing that now, that's just like part it's fun for me. Now. 38 00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:39,600 Speaker 1: I buy them online and I just shove them up there. Yeah, 39 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:43,200 Speaker 1: you can usually tell the really over zealous I'm gonna 40 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 1: cram this son of a bit all the way up 41 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 1: to your frontal lobe. Kind of dude, you can see 42 00:02:48,600 --> 00:02:51,280 Speaker 1: that coming. There was an Irish lady. I don't know 43 00:02:51,320 --> 00:02:53,760 Speaker 1: why she was really nice. I just knew that was 44 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:58,800 Speaker 1: going straight straight past the eye sockets. Well, she wanted 45 00:02:58,840 --> 00:03:02,320 Speaker 1: to make sure you were COVID free. I didn't really 46 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:10,360 Speaker 1: like know what your stands or your belief system in 47 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:14,280 Speaker 1: the supernatural is at all. I like to see evidence, 48 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:18,280 Speaker 1: or I like to know that evidence was vetted by 49 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:24,359 Speaker 1: someone whose life is dedicated to it. So I guess 50 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:28,000 Speaker 1: in that way, I'm I'm a man of science. I 51 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:32,720 Speaker 1: love science. I love science. They can go together, they 52 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:38,600 Speaker 1: can go together. What can go together? Science and magic? Well, 53 00:03:38,640 --> 00:03:40,839 Speaker 1: I think they do go together. I think I think. 54 00:03:40,880 --> 00:03:46,160 Speaker 1: I think science is science allows for all the things 55 00:03:46,160 --> 00:03:50,400 Speaker 1: that you don't know. You know, so we don't claim 56 00:03:50,440 --> 00:03:53,000 Speaker 1: to know everything. There's a lot of mystery out there. 57 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:56,760 Speaker 1: What bothers me about certain belief systems that are based 58 00:03:56,760 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 1: on maybe what we call is supernatural is that they 59 00:03:59,640 --> 00:04:04,000 Speaker 1: tend to want to explain that which is not been explained, Like, oh, 60 00:04:04,040 --> 00:04:05,920 Speaker 1: of course, there's a lot of rules. Well, let me 61 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:10,680 Speaker 1: ask you this, why why you're interested in it? Are 62 00:04:10,720 --> 00:04:12,520 Speaker 1: you interested in what other people are interested in, or 63 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:16,240 Speaker 1: do you have a specific Like I'm I've seen some ship, 64 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:18,120 Speaker 1: and I'm here to tell you all about I've seen 65 00:04:18,160 --> 00:04:21,279 Speaker 1: some ship. And then through the ship I've seen, it 66 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:24,720 Speaker 1: made me want to talk to other people about like 67 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:27,159 Speaker 1: what they have seen and what they have experienced, because 68 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:29,479 Speaker 1: I only have my own perspective right so I'm trying 69 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:34,520 Speaker 1: to understand magical and the universe and the things I 70 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 1: can't explain or that are just unexplainable and undeniably unexplainable. 71 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:42,000 Speaker 1: I want to see other people's perspective of that. Because 72 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:43,840 Speaker 1: I was raised in a certain way by a certain 73 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 1: kind of mom that was very open to that, and 74 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:49,160 Speaker 1: in the South, and there was a lot of religion 75 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:52,039 Speaker 1: that I didn't connect with. But then spirituality, which I 76 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:54,800 Speaker 1: do connect with, which ties in with creativity to me. 77 00:04:55,360 --> 00:04:56,720 Speaker 1: And then I saw a ghost and then I saw 78 00:04:56,760 --> 00:04:58,480 Speaker 1: a spaceship, and so then I was like, fucking, I 79 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:01,040 Speaker 1: want to talk to other people and see what think 80 00:05:01,040 --> 00:05:03,640 Speaker 1: about it. This is my favorite part, and then that's 81 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:10,919 Speaker 1: how it goes Okay, So that's what led me to 82 00:05:11,080 --> 00:05:15,200 Speaker 1: this moment in time. But like I also just love 83 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:18,479 Speaker 1: magical things, like my favorite thing in the world are 84 00:05:18,560 --> 00:05:21,720 Speaker 1: things that you can't like make into an app and 85 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:27,280 Speaker 1: monetize and like define specifically or like trap like things 86 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:30,159 Speaker 1: like creativity, which is why writing songs is so fun 87 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:33,920 Speaker 1: and we've written songs together and it's so fun because 88 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:35,680 Speaker 1: it's like you just don't know if it's going to 89 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:39,240 Speaker 1: be good or not. Like you are literally grasping at 90 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:44,000 Speaker 1: thin air. Yeah, when you're making something that wasn't there, 91 00:05:44,760 --> 00:05:47,320 Speaker 1: and that is mysterious. I mean it is. It's like 92 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:51,960 Speaker 1: and also, you know, I think that the things that 93 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 1: we don't know, there's a to me, there's a balance. 94 00:05:55,400 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 1: It's like we want to be curious because that's part 95 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:03,360 Speaker 1: of the frustration of being curious. This is part of 96 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:06,000 Speaker 1: being human. It gets you to the next days, the 97 00:06:06,080 --> 00:06:10,720 Speaker 1: hunger for understanding what comes next. The other side of 98 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:13,400 Speaker 1: it is we need to be able to celebrate that 99 00:06:13,440 --> 00:06:16,440 Speaker 1: which is a mystery and leave it be. You know. 100 00:06:16,720 --> 00:06:19,160 Speaker 1: So everyone kind of has that wall, like like do 101 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:22,800 Speaker 1: I really want to explain an examples remember that ridiculous? 102 00:06:22,920 --> 00:06:24,600 Speaker 1: I mean I actually didn't think it was ridiculous. I 103 00:06:24,600 --> 00:06:27,880 Speaker 1: thought it was just entertaining. But the insane clown Posse 104 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:32,560 Speaker 1: video called Miracles, I'm obsessed with them. They were on 105 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:35,080 Speaker 1: this show and I'm a fully a juggle. Now go on, 106 00:06:36,760 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 1: I'm down with the clowns. I think that I think, 107 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:46,320 Speaker 1: uh that their song Miracles was widely misunderstood. Uh, And 108 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:48,279 Speaker 1: a lot of people were saying, oh, magnets, do you 109 00:06:48,279 --> 00:06:51,240 Speaker 1: want to how the funk those were electromagnetic power? Blah 110 00:06:51,279 --> 00:06:53,120 Speaker 1: blah blah, and then you and then you have to 111 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 1: ask that person on Twitter. Okay, now explain it further. Okay, 112 00:06:57,520 --> 00:07:00,200 Speaker 1: those are those electrons? Okay, it was an electron? Was 113 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 1: left trying made out of what are those made out of? 114 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:04,760 Speaker 1: Why are they there? And as you keep digging deeper, 115 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:08,240 Speaker 1: you have you do have a miracle. So I don't 116 00:07:08,240 --> 00:07:10,440 Speaker 1: think that was a ridiculous line. I thought it was 117 00:07:10,480 --> 00:07:13,880 Speaker 1: actually a really smart line. And I agree. And there 118 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:17,440 Speaker 1: is science to like back where you can trace kind 119 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:21,120 Speaker 1: of down things to a point. But then it all 120 00:07:21,200 --> 00:07:26,200 Speaker 1: kind of comes back to this spiritual, supernatural whatever you 121 00:07:26,200 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 1: want to call it, this question of well it does 122 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 1: if that's where your mind goes, because if you need 123 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:33,360 Speaker 1: to explain it, well, but I mean we need to 124 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:36,840 Speaker 1: explain things for for ourselves. That's that's that's part of 125 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:40,560 Speaker 1: feeling safe, you have something to a structure. If you 126 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:44,400 Speaker 1: just called it nothing, if it wasn't called supernatural, it 127 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 1: wasn't called anything, and you didn't try to explain it. 128 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:50,840 Speaker 1: That's not a ghost, that's a sound I heard. It's 129 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:54,560 Speaker 1: a mystery. But if you say it's a ghost, then 130 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:58,680 Speaker 1: suddenly you were trying to explain something and take the 131 00:07:58,680 --> 00:08:02,880 Speaker 1: mystery out of that which can't be spoint yea mm hmm. 132 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:06,760 Speaker 1: I mean that's my opinion. I'm I'm I'm okay with 133 00:08:06,800 --> 00:08:11,320 Speaker 1: ghost interesting, well only because here's my thing. I saw 134 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:15,080 Speaker 1: an apparition of a person. But I don't know if 135 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:17,960 Speaker 1: that was a ghost, if that's a different dimension, if 136 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:21,040 Speaker 1: that was me hallucinating. Was that a dream? Are we 137 00:08:21,120 --> 00:08:24,160 Speaker 1: all living in a simulation? What dimension are we in? 138 00:08:24,720 --> 00:08:26,800 Speaker 1: Is our dream life? Really? Are waking life? You can 139 00:08:26,800 --> 00:08:28,760 Speaker 1: go down that rabbit hole and I love going down 140 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:31,120 Speaker 1: that rabbit hole, my favorite rabbit hole to go down. Okay, 141 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:32,599 Speaker 1: so what was this? I mean you may have to 142 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:35,000 Speaker 1: explain this every podcast, and I'm not sure if you 143 00:08:35,040 --> 00:08:38,160 Speaker 1: don't want to do that, But what was the what's 144 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 1: the operation store? So? Okay? I was I like on tour? 145 00:08:42,800 --> 00:08:46,520 Speaker 1: I like to stay and haunted um hotels instead of 146 00:08:46,520 --> 00:08:49,520 Speaker 1: like when we stopped, like I'll make the band and 147 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:52,400 Speaker 1: dancers and my crew like stay with me in a 148 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:57,280 Speaker 1: haunted brothel instead of staying like the w like but 149 00:08:57,480 --> 00:09:01,000 Speaker 1: like so I always kind of have and torturing my 150 00:09:01,640 --> 00:09:08,280 Speaker 1: band and friends into staying at creepy places and so 151 00:09:08,440 --> 00:09:11,320 Speaker 1: on tour. One time we all stayed at Miss Molly's 152 00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:16,240 Speaker 1: in Fort Worth and I was staying in this room. 153 00:09:17,920 --> 00:09:22,120 Speaker 1: There was a lot of history about like women dying there. 154 00:09:22,800 --> 00:09:24,120 Speaker 1: I was like, I really want to see a ghost. 155 00:09:24,120 --> 00:09:25,360 Speaker 1: I really want to see a ghost. And then of 156 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:28,319 Speaker 1: course at midnight, I get woken up by this feeling 157 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:31,920 Speaker 1: it's like touching the side of my body. I looked 158 00:09:31,920 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: down at the end of the bed and there's a 159 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:39,960 Speaker 1: woman there who was not a real It wasn't like 160 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:42,760 Speaker 1: a It wasn't a woman the same way that I can, 161 00:09:42,880 --> 00:09:45,839 Speaker 1: like it was kind of seat through a little transparent 162 00:09:47,559 --> 00:09:51,880 Speaker 1: And then I knew that it was something different because 163 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:54,120 Speaker 1: I wasn't scared. It just made me kind of sad, 164 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:57,400 Speaker 1: Like I felt really sad for her. I wasn't scared. 165 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:01,719 Speaker 1: And I then that like peaked interest because I was like, oh, 166 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:05,000 Speaker 1: you see all these movies are read, books are and 167 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:07,960 Speaker 1: ghosts are scary and it's so scary. But in that moment, 168 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,040 Speaker 1: I was like, Oh, there's just like an energy of 169 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:14,640 Speaker 1: this person and it's making me sad. I just assumed 170 00:10:14,679 --> 00:10:16,600 Speaker 1: it was either a woman or someone in really good 171 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:22,199 Speaker 1: drag from the riddle me that ben really that learned 172 00:10:22,280 --> 00:10:27,720 Speaker 1: me this kesha um consciousness. Where are we and who 173 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:31,480 Speaker 1: are we? I mean, that's certainly the biggest mystery. When 174 00:10:31,480 --> 00:10:33,840 Speaker 1: I was a kid, I used to think I'd like 175 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 1: to write a little story about how we're all brains 176 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:37,959 Speaker 1: and jars and a labl I mean, I think a 177 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:39,600 Speaker 1: lot of people have written that story, but when I 178 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:42,160 Speaker 1: was a kid it did occur to me at some 179 00:10:42,280 --> 00:10:45,600 Speaker 1: age of like eight years old. That I guess because 180 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:48,440 Speaker 1: sometimes you're dreaming and sometimes you're awake and you don't 181 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:53,000 Speaker 1: know what the difference is. Then sometimes something happened or 182 00:10:53,040 --> 00:10:56,320 Speaker 1: something didn't happen, two people witness the same thing and 183 00:10:56,360 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 1: you don't know. So I I do think it is 184 00:10:59,559 --> 00:11:05,040 Speaker 1: all in our minds. That much is so. Look, if 185 00:11:05,080 --> 00:11:07,040 Speaker 1: you wanted to find the world a certain way, and 186 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:10,760 Speaker 1: the things that you that come across your field of 187 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:15,720 Speaker 1: vision in your your your life are all explained through that, 188 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:19,280 Speaker 1: then that's cool. I mean, like if you told like 189 00:11:19,320 --> 00:11:23,040 Speaker 1: a baby, a six month old in a high chair 190 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:27,040 Speaker 1: and they see their parents float into the air, they'll 191 00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:32,280 Speaker 1: probably be cool with that. Yeah, but later on you're 192 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:37,960 Speaker 1: not open to that anymore. I am. You might be, 193 00:11:39,040 --> 00:11:44,160 Speaker 1: you know, my mom, like I'm what I'm looking for 194 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 1: is I want all of those experiences in life, like 195 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:50,200 Speaker 1: I want that's what drugs are for. But but you 196 00:11:50,840 --> 00:11:55,480 Speaker 1: very true, circling back to the mushroom behind you. Yes, 197 00:11:55,559 --> 00:11:57,760 Speaker 1: that's rights. Take off a little nibble every once in 198 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:00,400 Speaker 1: a while so I can get through my day. But 199 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:04,120 Speaker 1: I do think that things like that that sounds so magical. 200 00:12:04,760 --> 00:12:06,559 Speaker 1: I don't know. It just intrigues me the most. I 201 00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:10,440 Speaker 1: guess I'm bored by to me. Okay, here's another example. 202 00:12:10,559 --> 00:12:16,400 Speaker 1: Love right songs and love. I can't explain why I 203 00:12:16,440 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 1: love somebody. It's a feeling and it just it is 204 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:22,640 Speaker 1: very real. I feel in my like the insides of 205 00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:28,040 Speaker 1: my organs and like every fiber of my being, and 206 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:31,320 Speaker 1: like a song will come out of my face and 207 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:34,000 Speaker 1: then it gets recorded and that whole process is confusing, 208 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:35,800 Speaker 1: and then it's on the radio and so I'm kind 209 00:12:35,800 --> 00:12:39,120 Speaker 1: of being transported to a different land in a different time. 210 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:43,040 Speaker 1: It's like time travel my my voice. So all of 211 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:47,640 Speaker 1: this stuff just trips me out. And no, it is, 212 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:51,000 Speaker 1: I mean absolutely, I mean that's why I'm with you. 213 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:54,600 Speaker 1: The mystery of that. To me, it's always been about 214 00:12:54,679 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 1: relaxing and allowing it to be a mystery rather than 215 00:12:57,720 --> 00:13:02,480 Speaker 1: explain if someone if you can see that, that that over. Uh. 216 00:13:03,160 --> 00:13:07,600 Speaker 1: You know, thousands and thousands of years of scientists, philosophers, 217 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:12,040 Speaker 1: thinkers have not come up with the answer. I hate 218 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:14,000 Speaker 1: to throw in the towel, but I figure it ain't 219 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:16,520 Speaker 1: gonna come out of me. So I'm sort of I'm 220 00:13:16,600 --> 00:13:19,079 Speaker 1: I'm cool with just the mystery of it. But do 221 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:23,079 Speaker 1: you know Tim mentioned he says, uh, someone asked him about, um, 222 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:26,640 Speaker 1: you only believe, uh in things that you can see, 223 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: and he's like, yes, I want to believe the things 224 00:13:28,120 --> 00:13:30,440 Speaker 1: I can see. So you have to have evidence. He's like, 225 00:13:30,520 --> 00:13:33,600 Speaker 1: I have to have evidence. And it's like, what evidence 226 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:38,560 Speaker 1: do you have for love? And he said, well, love 227 00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:45,520 Speaker 1: without evidence is called stalking. You know, it's really weird 228 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:50,880 Speaker 1: actually now that you've brought up stalking the way I have. 229 00:13:51,240 --> 00:13:56,280 Speaker 1: So we've made music together, we've had dinner together. I 230 00:13:56,320 --> 00:14:01,280 Speaker 1: saved your phone from a swimming pool. Very well, you 231 00:14:01,400 --> 00:14:03,679 Speaker 1: tried to save it. There was no saving it at 232 00:14:03,679 --> 00:14:06,120 Speaker 1: the end of the day. Then, yeah, but you know what, 233 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:09,199 Speaker 1: you told me to put it in rice. Yeah, and uh, 234 00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:12,360 Speaker 1: and I did that. I actually called up the room 235 00:14:12,400 --> 00:14:15,280 Speaker 1: service and managed to get rice somehow. At the at 236 00:14:15,280 --> 00:14:19,280 Speaker 1: the sunset, Marquee put it in the the rice, but I 237 00:14:19,400 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 1: turned it onto too soon. My fault, that my phone, 238 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:27,960 Speaker 1: So then the phone had the soul left the phone. 239 00:14:28,680 --> 00:14:33,520 Speaker 1: So there's a haunted. There's a phone haunting. We should 240 00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:37,960 Speaker 1: read a song about that, especially if if you do 241 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:40,680 Speaker 1: my podcast, then I always write a song with my 242 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:43,120 Speaker 1: guests on the point. Oh my god. Well, then that's 243 00:14:43,120 --> 00:14:45,840 Speaker 1: what our song to me about. The reason we're talking 244 00:14:45,920 --> 00:14:51,160 Speaker 1: right now is because I liked your music when I 245 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:55,320 Speaker 1: was like thirteen years old, and I grew out of that, 246 00:14:55,400 --> 00:15:00,560 Speaker 1: I hope no, And I stalked your ass and it 247 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,600 Speaker 1: came to a bunch of shows and then I came backstage, 248 00:15:03,640 --> 00:15:06,320 Speaker 1: and then I was and then we were friends, and 249 00:15:06,360 --> 00:15:08,600 Speaker 1: I went to dinner, and then you let me borrow 250 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:12,440 Speaker 1: your glittery piano for like years, Oh my god. And 251 00:15:12,480 --> 00:15:15,200 Speaker 1: then we did worked on Rainbow, which is one of 252 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:18,560 Speaker 1: my favorite songs of all time together, and we played 253 00:15:18,560 --> 00:15:21,000 Speaker 1: an award show and now are my podcast. And that 254 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:25,640 Speaker 1: all came from you making noise with your face, yeah, 255 00:15:25,840 --> 00:15:32,360 Speaker 1: and me stalking you. That's true. That yeah, it's true. 256 00:15:32,600 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 1: And and another one of life's great mysteries is just 257 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:40,720 Speaker 1: the just the sequence of connections in life. It is crazy. 258 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,960 Speaker 1: I mean, I mean that that that in itself is nuts. 259 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:46,080 Speaker 1: You know, when you travel and you're one of the 260 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:48,320 Speaker 1: great purposes that we find ourselves in a lot of 261 00:15:48,320 --> 00:15:51,600 Speaker 1: different places around the world, and you get off a 262 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:54,320 Speaker 1: plane or you get off a bus and you walk 263 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 1: around and you're just, all of a sudden, you're in 264 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 1: this place with so many people. I can't believe how 265 00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:01,360 Speaker 1: many people they are. And then you see people that 266 00:16:01,440 --> 00:16:03,960 Speaker 1: look like people you know back home, whether it's Asia 267 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:08,960 Speaker 1: or whether it's Germany or Africa, wherever it is. It's crazy. 268 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:11,120 Speaker 1: I mean, I think that's crazy, just to see the 269 00:16:11,160 --> 00:16:14,960 Speaker 1: sheer number of people who are all utterly different. But 270 00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:18,920 Speaker 1: there's something that reminds you of people that you know anyway, 271 00:16:18,960 --> 00:16:22,240 Speaker 1: And imagine just that across time and like five thousand 272 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:27,720 Speaker 1: years of just people walking around. Have you ever taken psychedelics? No? Never, 273 00:16:28,240 --> 00:16:32,200 Speaker 1: Still strange to me that you've never taken the psychedelic Yeah, 274 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:34,160 Speaker 1: well I just waited until too late. I was working 275 00:16:34,360 --> 00:16:37,560 Speaker 1: in writing and just busy, and I didn't think about 276 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:40,920 Speaker 1: anything that that that was fun, Like, it didn't occur 277 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:43,640 Speaker 1: to me. And then by the time you're my old age, 278 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:46,440 Speaker 1: you're not gonna put something in your brain's gonna rewire it. 279 00:16:46,520 --> 00:16:50,440 Speaker 1: I'm I'm I already, you know, I'm already forgetting everything. Anyway. 280 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:52,960 Speaker 1: A lot of parents tell the kids don't take acid, 281 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:56,120 Speaker 1: and that's why they take acids. So you have hip mom. 282 00:16:56,160 --> 00:16:58,480 Speaker 1: I mean, you've got a mother who's seen it all, 283 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:01,160 Speaker 1: you know, Like that's different from a mother who has 284 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:03,960 Speaker 1: never seen it before, who's afraid of it, saying, you 285 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: know which, which is what kids suspect. But if you know, 286 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:12,760 Speaker 1: like my parents both smoked pots, so you know, it 287 00:17:12,800 --> 00:17:15,360 Speaker 1: wasn't it wasn't a mystery to me. It didn't seem 288 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,840 Speaker 1: that cool either. It's kind of like that's what your 289 00:17:17,880 --> 00:17:20,119 Speaker 1: parents do it. Then you're like, I don't want to 290 00:17:20,119 --> 00:17:23,840 Speaker 1: do that. You can't rebel against them. No, my rebellion 291 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:26,480 Speaker 1: against my mom was she wrote country songs. So I 292 00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:33,440 Speaker 1: was like, I'm in a like talk rap over dance beats, 293 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:40,199 Speaker 1: mom fucking mom, and then she was and then she 294 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:44,480 Speaker 1: was like and then and then we wrote a bunch 295 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:48,240 Speaker 1: of songs together like that, and so now I so 296 00:17:48,280 --> 00:17:49,920 Speaker 1: it didn't work. My rebellion didn't work, And now I 297 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:53,680 Speaker 1: just want to make country music like I'm like full circle. 298 00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 1: Now I'm like, I just want to make like I 299 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:58,480 Speaker 1: just want to be Dolly Parton. I prayed it. I don't. 300 00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:03,760 Speaker 1: I don't know if Bell Parton two, I don't. Actually, 301 00:18:04,320 --> 00:18:07,080 Speaker 1: You've got a point there, And that's another mystery. Actually, 302 00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:10,560 Speaker 1: that is something that is a mystery that I've actually pondered. Uh, 303 00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:16,040 Speaker 1: and it's not exactly supernatural, but is I started thinking 304 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:18,119 Speaker 1: about it when I when I was I was playing 305 00:18:18,119 --> 00:18:19,720 Speaker 1: with a lot of orchestras, and I was watching so 306 00:18:19,760 --> 00:18:23,000 Speaker 1: many conductors come through and before they even raised the baton, 307 00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: the orchestra has a response to that person like they 308 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:31,080 Speaker 1: they want to follow them, they don't want to follow them. 309 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:32,880 Speaker 1: They have an opinion about what they're wearing. You can 310 00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:36,879 Speaker 1: feel it in the room instantly. In that situation. Only Parton, 311 00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:41,360 Speaker 1: it's like someone who raises her Baton and there are 312 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:47,280 Speaker 1: no dissenters at all. Name one person that has anything 313 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:52,359 Speaker 1: negative to say about Dolly Parton is the weirdest thing. No. 314 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:56,320 Speaker 1: I actually wrote a song last week with my mother 315 00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:00,399 Speaker 1: that goes, I don't believe in God, but I believe 316 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:07,199 Speaker 1: in Dolly Parton. See and I do. That's she's a 317 00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:10,920 Speaker 1: false prophet already. See you you're You've just proven my point. 318 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:15,080 Speaker 1: Some creepy no one is in the illuminati, is what 319 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:21,280 Speaker 1: you're saying. She's all that stuff. Yeah, but see, there's 320 00:19:21,359 --> 00:19:23,439 Speaker 1: there's there's the thing about And that's what worries me 321 00:19:23,480 --> 00:19:27,840 Speaker 1: about the superstitious stuff is that the way people jump 322 00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:33,240 Speaker 1: so quickly into uh into conspiracy theories. I don't see 323 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:38,199 Speaker 1: much difference between religion conspiracy theory and believing in ghost 324 00:19:38,320 --> 00:19:41,159 Speaker 1: and thinking the Dolly Parton is Satan, which I'll I'm 325 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:48,359 Speaker 1: gonna see you are blest them. Ng my god, Queen Dolly, 326 00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:51,399 Speaker 1: kick your ass off. My podcast is you're gonna be 327 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:55,080 Speaker 1: the first one to kick off. You blest them Dolly. 328 00:19:55,560 --> 00:20:01,840 Speaker 1: Dolly Parton is amazing. She is like Stephen did you 329 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:07,399 Speaker 1: did you see her make Stephen Colbert cry? No in 330 00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:10,960 Speaker 1: a sad way. No, in a in a like moved 331 00:20:11,240 --> 00:20:15,760 Speaker 1: mysterious unsolved mysteries of the universe. How someone can sing 332 00:20:16,119 --> 00:20:18,879 Speaker 1: the other person gets a chill and then can't help crying. 333 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:25,880 Speaker 1: Amazing it is. It's like, praise be praise Dolly. Yeah 334 00:20:26,440 --> 00:20:29,720 Speaker 1: you came around. Yeah, I came around you. You've turned 335 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:33,840 Speaker 1: into a believer. Dolly came out of a spaceship. She 336 00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:36,280 Speaker 1: sure did. Dolly came out of his spaceship to make 337 00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:39,680 Speaker 1: this world a better place. She's like, I was listening 338 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:43,639 Speaker 1: to your song jesus Land. Yeah, and it reminds me 339 00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:45,320 Speaker 1: of like growing up in the South. Do you want 340 00:20:45,359 --> 00:20:47,919 Speaker 1: to explain your song jesus Land? What's about? It? Was? 341 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:51,440 Speaker 1: Came from so much touring, and there's a there's a 342 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 1: structure that fits all the cities that I was passing through, 343 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:57,320 Speaker 1: I guess in the Midwest and the South at the moment, 344 00:20:57,920 --> 00:21:02,200 Speaker 1: which kind of imply I had certain kinds of people 345 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:05,959 Speaker 1: moving away from and avoiding other kinds of people. So 346 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:09,560 Speaker 1: it seemed very compartmentalized, and it seemed so in in 347 00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:12,680 Speaker 1: a kind of nefarious way. It looked like it looked 348 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:14,760 Speaker 1: like people had moved to the suburbs to get away 349 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:18,000 Speaker 1: from another group. Of people who had moved from here 350 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:20,760 Speaker 1: to get it seemed it seemed very tribal to me. 351 00:21:21,119 --> 00:21:23,040 Speaker 1: And I was thinking, this is like maybe about two 352 00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:25,520 Speaker 1: thousand and four, and I was thinking, God, what would 353 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:28,199 Speaker 1: Jesus think of that? I mean, whether or not I 354 00:21:28,240 --> 00:21:32,679 Speaker 1: think Jesus was a super natural being or not. I 355 00:21:32,720 --> 00:21:35,919 Speaker 1: think historically he was probably there, you know, like everyone 356 00:21:36,160 --> 00:21:40,480 Speaker 1: he's historically uh documented, And I think, you know, okay, Well, 357 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:44,040 Speaker 1: suppose he was walking from the center of town out 358 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:46,520 Speaker 1: to the out to the edge. How sad would he 359 00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:50,520 Speaker 1: be to see all of that separation? He crossed his tracks, 360 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,359 Speaker 1: and as soon as he crossed his tracks, then the 361 00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:55,960 Speaker 1: socio economics change of it. And then he finds himself 362 00:21:56,000 --> 00:22:00,240 Speaker 1: in a yard out in suburbia somewhere, and he's tired 363 00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,119 Speaker 1: and it's just beautiful grass and he lays down. But 364 00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:04,879 Speaker 1: as soon as he's in the yard, this alarm system 365 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:07,960 Speaker 1: comes on and all these lights does lights that come 366 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:10,560 Speaker 1: on in those yards that are protecting themselves because it's 367 00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:13,240 Speaker 1: not his land, it's some other motherfucker's. So I was 368 00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:16,560 Speaker 1: thinking Jesus land as well. He walks through the nastiest, 369 00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:20,320 Speaker 1: ugliest part of town and it's stripped malls and he 370 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,159 Speaker 1: sees a billboard with his name on it, quoting something 371 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:27,960 Speaker 1: he never said. Yes, I love that line in the song. Yeah, 372 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:29,880 Speaker 1: that's where it came from. That's longer than the song. 373 00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:31,720 Speaker 1: It took me longer to explain it than it than 374 00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:35,160 Speaker 1: it than to write sing well, I love that song. 375 00:22:35,359 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 1: And in my mind I was imagining Jesus driving through 376 00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:45,440 Speaker 1: like Arkansas and Nashville. I recently did that drive. Oh yeah, 377 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:48,840 Speaker 1: and like just seeing like I love Jesus billboards, I 378 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:53,760 Speaker 1: have to say I do love Jesus billboard. M I 379 00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:56,439 Speaker 1: can't explain to you why I love it. Interesting, So 380 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:58,960 Speaker 1: when you say you love it, how do you mean, 381 00:23:00,240 --> 00:23:05,160 Speaker 1: like like ironically love it? I just love. And maybe 382 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:11,480 Speaker 1: it's an aesthetic thing, like a giant sign along a sad, lonely, 383 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:17,240 Speaker 1: desperate highway that says something scary about you rotting in 384 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:22,200 Speaker 1: hell if you don't believe in zombie Jesus. So it's 385 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:26,400 Speaker 1: it's you think it's it's it's it's funny and absurd 386 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:33,120 Speaker 1: and and scary scary. It's creepy. It's creepy. It's super creepy. 387 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:37,600 Speaker 1: And since we've agreed that Dolly Parton is the closest 388 00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:40,440 Speaker 1: thing we can think of to Jesus. Okay, so of 389 00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:44,280 Speaker 1: Dolly Parton, God forbid, knock on wood better than ever 390 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:50,280 Speaker 1: passed away and then rose again and was zombie Dolly Parton. 391 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:53,800 Speaker 1: And then we all made churches and we drank the 392 00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:57,639 Speaker 1: blood of Dolly Parton and ate little tiny pieces of 393 00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:05,680 Speaker 1: Dolly Parton, like the Catholic Church. Like that's some weird world. Yeah, 394 00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:11,040 Speaker 1: eating Dolly maybe not so like, but like people do 395 00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:15,040 Speaker 1: that in the Catholic Church. I've eaten the body and 396 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,800 Speaker 1: blood of Christ. I was talking about this someone earlier, 397 00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:20,520 Speaker 1: and I was thinking about how you're yeah, that's right, 398 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,479 Speaker 1: that's right, that is, But there's just some really violent 399 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:27,600 Speaker 1: imagery in in in religion. And I don't do you 400 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:31,840 Speaker 1: know that Dolly Parton could as easily as anyone. Of course, 401 00:24:31,880 --> 00:24:34,880 Speaker 1: she never asked anyone to follow her. That's the thing. Like, 402 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:40,359 Speaker 1: there's something about Dolly Parton. Um, what about her band? 403 00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:45,960 Speaker 1: What about her band? They need to follow her? Yeah, yeah, 404 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:49,640 Speaker 1: Like so it's kind of like her apostles, that's true, 405 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:53,440 Speaker 1: spreading the good word of Dolly. Let's hope they never 406 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:56,159 Speaker 1: have a last supper onto her though Dolly needs to 407 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:58,880 Speaker 1: live forever. God, I want to now make a painting 408 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:03,640 Speaker 1: of her and her band as the last supper. I think. 409 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:07,600 Speaker 1: I think I'm onto like starting a religion about Dolly Parton. 410 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:10,360 Speaker 1: Is where I'm headed with this conversation. I think that's 411 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:14,240 Speaker 1: where I'm steering this conversation, is that I'm on top 412 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:19,440 Speaker 1: of our lama. I don't know, God, that's really funny. 413 00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:23,479 Speaker 1: You're a funny guy. Thank you. I'm here all night, folks. 414 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:28,040 Speaker 1: I guess my weird ass backdrop in the midst of 415 00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:32,720 Speaker 1: stalking you in my younger years. But now see now 416 00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:35,360 Speaker 1: you love me, so now it's love. Now it's not stalking. 417 00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:40,320 Speaker 1: Its yeah, stock folds and you get a free piano. Yeah, 418 00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:43,160 Speaker 1: if you stop ben faults, he'll give you a piano. 419 00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:49,560 Speaker 1: You know. Kurt Vonnegut's last book was called Man Without 420 00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:52,080 Speaker 1: a Country. I mean, I think it's really funny. As 421 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:54,920 Speaker 1: I know, for some reason, I feel like dudes of 422 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,880 Speaker 1: my age and older tend to like him more than 423 00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:02,760 Speaker 1: I forget which book I have one inside the most 424 00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:05,600 Speaker 1: famous what's his most famous book, Cat's Cradle movie? Yes, 425 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,240 Speaker 1: that one, and then there was an I have like 426 00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:11,800 Speaker 1: two inside, and I like remember liking them, but my 427 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,800 Speaker 1: memories a social So no, I'm with you, and I'm 428 00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:17,160 Speaker 1: not a big I don't really like talk about books 429 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,560 Speaker 1: that much because one, I don't read as much as 430 00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:23,600 Speaker 1: as as I should. And uh, secondly, I really hate 431 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:27,600 Speaker 1: when people bring up books because if someone hasn't read something, 432 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:30,239 Speaker 1: then that they feel dumber. And it's just you not 433 00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:32,600 Speaker 1: only can read, but you wrote a whole book and 434 00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:35,760 Speaker 1: it was a New York Times bestseller. Well, thank you, 435 00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:39,200 Speaker 1: it was. Yeah, And that's the thing about being a musician. 436 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:41,439 Speaker 1: You can. You can. You can write a book and 437 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:45,439 Speaker 1: have an unfair advantage over great writers. You are a 438 00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:50,000 Speaker 1: great writer. Shut your fail thank you. But you know 439 00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:52,359 Speaker 1: what I mean. It's like, I think a book is 440 00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:55,240 Speaker 1: one way of getting information and it's beautiful. A movie 441 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,639 Speaker 1: it's a great way to get information, and living is 442 00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:00,600 Speaker 1: a great way to get inform or so. But all 443 00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:02,520 Speaker 1: I was gonna say is that is it. Kurt Bonninger 444 00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:05,919 Speaker 1: wrote this little tiny book right before he died called 445 00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:09,280 Speaker 1: Man Without a Country, and he tells you the meaning 446 00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:13,680 Speaker 1: of life in that book. He does, Yeah, the meaning 447 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:18,080 Speaker 1: of life is you're here to farting around. Well, then 448 00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:22,200 Speaker 1: I am doing a fucking great you're you're you're killing it. 449 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:27,160 Speaker 1: I am smashing life. Yes, Oh my god, I won. 450 00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:32,040 Speaker 1: I wanted life. You one. Do you want to have 451 00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:36,120 Speaker 1: someone putting in a little morning talk radio show fully 452 00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:40,639 Speaker 1: like bingers and stuff. Yeah, put one in. Just just 453 00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:43,280 Speaker 1: smash it. When you say that ding ding ding, smash 454 00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:48,520 Speaker 1: crash and applause, applause. It'll go here. One of the 455 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:50,280 Speaker 1: first time I ever saw you live, you were on 456 00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:53,360 Speaker 1: like chat Roulette, which was like the first version of 457 00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 1: like sexy what how do you describe chat Roulette. It's 458 00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:01,840 Speaker 1: like you go on the internet and you have a 459 00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:05,720 Speaker 1: video of yourself and you like, well, it was a 460 00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:12,160 Speaker 1: random it was a random chat room, one on one 461 00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:15,160 Speaker 1: chat room where you just forward it and you would 462 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:19,160 Speaker 1: just find yourself speaking to a stranger. Yes, so that 463 00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:22,280 Speaker 1: was that was the That was the catch. It was 464 00:28:22,359 --> 00:28:26,480 Speaker 1: like and this kid who was fifteen years old, Russian 465 00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:33,359 Speaker 1: Russian teenager and his father invented and marketed this. I 466 00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:35,760 Speaker 1: can't remember his name. I met them and uh yeah, 467 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:37,960 Speaker 1: and so this was but this was like two thousand 468 00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:42,640 Speaker 1: and what five sight, I don't remember. I just remember 469 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:45,960 Speaker 1: thinking it was like absolutely genius and hilarious because you 470 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:50,880 Speaker 1: were on stage on chat Roulette. Yeah, singing songs at 471 00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:55,440 Speaker 1: people on chat Roulette, projecting it onto like huge, massive screens. 472 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,520 Speaker 1: And I was like, Oh, these people have no idea 473 00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:02,280 Speaker 1: that they're like on a screen in front of thousands 474 00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:06,880 Speaker 1: of people and you're singing to them about whatever they wanted. 475 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:09,520 Speaker 1: Is the funniest shit I've ever seen. That was an 476 00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:12,760 Speaker 1: interesting moment. The thing is is chat Roulette came out, 477 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,840 Speaker 1: and as we started to find with the Internet, any 478 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:20,280 Speaker 1: platform like that was going to be naive and innocent 479 00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:23,320 Speaker 1: for about a week. Oh, just going to be full 480 00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:26,160 Speaker 1: of down. That was just gonna be it. Well, that 481 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:29,719 Speaker 1: was my question. Did you get like, did you accidentally 482 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:32,400 Speaker 1: in the middle of shows be doing that bit where 483 00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:36,960 Speaker 1: you're like Chatroulette time and you just get dicks? Yeah? Yeah, 484 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,000 Speaker 1: and and and it's it's interesting because I knew that 485 00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:41,840 Speaker 1: was probably going to happen, because we'd sort of tested it, 486 00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,080 Speaker 1: you know, to see what was going to happen. And 487 00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:46,959 Speaker 1: so you probably don't remember this, but I told the 488 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:49,800 Speaker 1: audience that I was going to be putting a screen 489 00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:54,000 Speaker 1: up in about two songs. And although you come and 490 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:56,280 Speaker 1: you hear ships and fox and you're used to that, 491 00:29:56,360 --> 00:29:58,720 Speaker 1: and that's part of the brand. And that's okay. You 492 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:01,760 Speaker 1: didn't know that you're coming to a show to see 493 00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:05,760 Speaker 1: guys whip their dicks out. That's probably gonna happen. So 494 00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:07,920 Speaker 1: if you don't want to see it, you don't want 495 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:11,840 Speaker 1: your kids to see it, please God, get them out 496 00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:18,440 Speaker 1: in the lobby, right children, Yeah, your children, because they're 497 00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:22,040 Speaker 1: coming for you. They come and get you. Um. Yeah. 498 00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:24,720 Speaker 1: And and of course it did happen, and you saw 499 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:26,560 Speaker 1: one of I only did that for three shows, so 500 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:30,560 Speaker 1: you saw really, oh my god, it was genius, Like 501 00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:33,760 Speaker 1: you one of the greatest things I've ever seen on stage. 502 00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:37,600 Speaker 1: You know what's what's weird about that you can relate 503 00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,360 Speaker 1: to this as a perform I'm sure you have these things, 504 00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:44,160 Speaker 1: these moments where okay, you know, like when you start 505 00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:47,080 Speaker 1: out and you know that if you play your songs, 506 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,040 Speaker 1: that's what you do. But if you play other people's 507 00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:54,280 Speaker 1: songs also that everyone's gonna love it. Oh yeah. And 508 00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:57,240 Speaker 1: there's certain things that that that are always going to 509 00:30:57,280 --> 00:30:59,960 Speaker 1: be like that, no matter how much people are they 510 00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:02,680 Speaker 1: to see your thing, there's always going to be something 511 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:05,040 Speaker 1: else that they get really interested in. And it feels 512 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:08,440 Speaker 1: funny to know that there's that that. That's true. This 513 00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:12,240 Speaker 1: was like that, Like I could have just done chat 514 00:31:12,320 --> 00:31:14,920 Speaker 1: Roulette for the rest of the I did it for 515 00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:20,520 Speaker 1: fifteen minutes a night, three nights. That's it's you saw. 516 00:31:20,720 --> 00:31:22,600 Speaker 1: You saw one of the forty five minutes of my 517 00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:28,080 Speaker 1: entire um. Yeah, it was. Why did you do it, Nip, 518 00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:32,920 Speaker 1: I don't know where I didn't well, I felt it 519 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:37,160 Speaker 1: get old. Oh, just felt it would get old. I 520 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,520 Speaker 1: mean my favorite guy was the guy was on the toilet. 521 00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:42,240 Speaker 1: I mean these the and and we and we got 522 00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:45,840 Speaker 1: him twice and dude to his toilet roll and everything. 523 00:31:45,880 --> 00:31:47,640 Speaker 1: He's just sitting there on the toilet and I sang 524 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:49,959 Speaker 1: a song for him, and he was so into it 525 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:53,240 Speaker 1: because he could see all the people in the audience 526 00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:55,280 Speaker 1: on his screen and it just had no idea why 527 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:57,840 Speaker 1: he's sitting on the toilet, and like, there we go. 528 00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:04,680 Speaker 1: I love him. What a free spirit. Uh, that's what 529 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:06,400 Speaker 1: I thought about this guy too. I had a name 530 00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:08,440 Speaker 1: from I can't remember. And then there was this guy 531 00:32:08,480 --> 00:32:11,560 Speaker 1: that was sitting there with a bottle of tequila, no 532 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:17,840 Speaker 1: shirt and these horns on his head. That's what people 533 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:23,320 Speaker 1: are doing. Oh. I was in Brazil one night after 534 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:25,640 Speaker 1: seeing your show. I was my first tour, and I 535 00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:27,520 Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, I thought of you, and 536 00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:30,080 Speaker 1: I was like, there's this thing where you can just 537 00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:34,280 Speaker 1: go on the internet and like chat roulette people. So 538 00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:36,760 Speaker 1: my whole band was there and all my friends and 539 00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:40,320 Speaker 1: we're all just like ship faced, and all we got 540 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:45,720 Speaker 1: were dicks. It was just a giant scrolling dick pick. Yeah. Well, 541 00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:48,840 Speaker 1: I think the thing is is too that I filmed 542 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:55,520 Speaker 1: those shows right before it. Before that, it was just 543 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,800 Speaker 1: like commercial break day. It was like you know, every 544 00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:01,320 Speaker 1: once in a while, you you'd see and be like 545 00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:04,320 Speaker 1: and you saw it coming. You're like, oh, here it comes, 546 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:06,959 Speaker 1: and it's like, okay, well you try to forward it. 547 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:09,120 Speaker 1: You try to forward it on because I had the 548 00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:11,840 Speaker 1: laptop on my piano. So as as as soon as 549 00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 1: I saw the ZIPRAs like being but we got, we 550 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:21,280 Speaker 1: we got. We got flashed. A few times, I like, 551 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:25,840 Speaker 1: does that still exist? I think that it does. We 552 00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:30,080 Speaker 1: a couple of times looked into maybe you know, doing 553 00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:33,400 Speaker 1: a reunion tour. Please, oh my god, please. It was 554 00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:36,719 Speaker 1: so funny. It's it's not a platform that you can 555 00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:39,719 Speaker 1: really navigate easily now, like it's it's all about that. 556 00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:43,160 Speaker 1: They just went totally there like people aren't on it 557 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:47,120 Speaker 1: because then there were a lot of innocent people on 558 00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,640 Speaker 1: it who were just wanting to know what was going on, 559 00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:51,360 Speaker 1: and you could just see anything. There was these couple 560 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,280 Speaker 1: of kids. It looked like they were in Italy and 561 00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:56,560 Speaker 1: they were So there's just a cute pair of like 562 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:01,160 Speaker 1: teenage dudes just having a good time. Want, Wow, what's this? 563 00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:06,800 Speaker 1: You don't see that anymore? Why are we all such 564 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:12,280 Speaker 1: trash perverts on this planet? I don't know. Remember tabot 565 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:18,040 Speaker 1: is that like a tomagotchi? I guess we've both get 566 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:22,680 Speaker 1: each other with mystery references. What's what? What's what's tamagotchi? 567 00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,360 Speaker 1: The little creature that's a key chain they have to 568 00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:27,120 Speaker 1: take care of like it's a baby or it dies 569 00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:31,640 Speaker 1: and screams. Who wants that? Is it kind of like AI? 570 00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:35,920 Speaker 1: It's like from the nineties AI that like would be 571 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:38,600 Speaker 1: on your key chain and it would like die if 572 00:34:38,640 --> 00:34:41,080 Speaker 1: you didn't press a button. I don't know what's fun 573 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:46,720 Speaker 1: about that. I guess people have like a certain amount 574 00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:50,440 Speaker 1: of dependency they need. That's why people want pets and 575 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:55,279 Speaker 1: people and other people pets. Well, you have children, yeah, Well, 576 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,520 Speaker 1: as someone who doesn't have children, yet and I'm like 577 00:34:57,640 --> 00:35:00,399 Speaker 1: still deciding if that's in my cards. Did you think 578 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 1: about it too much before you had kids, or do 579 00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:04,759 Speaker 1: you just like you're like, I'm I'm doing it. I'm 580 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:09,000 Speaker 1: just gonna have no okay. I I felt, you know, 581 00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:15,000 Speaker 1: you can probably relate to this as soon as you 582 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:21,040 Speaker 1: you you became famous or younger, and um, I became 583 00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:25,359 Speaker 1: less famous or older. And I found it almost, um 584 00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:32,520 Speaker 1: unbearably weird. And and I can't imagine if I if 585 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:35,399 Speaker 1: that had happened to me or for me younger, how 586 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:37,640 Speaker 1: I would have dealt. But one of the ways that 587 00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:40,680 Speaker 1: I dealt at my ripe age of thirty years old, 588 00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:45,040 Speaker 1: as I realized that now I walk into places and 589 00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:49,160 Speaker 1: and uh people uh know me that at that point 590 00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:54,000 Speaker 1: I started really having terrible thoughts about myself. I was vapid, 591 00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:57,120 Speaker 1: only lived for the wrong things. I was a machine. 592 00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:00,520 Speaker 1: I just said what people wanted to hear. I was 593 00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:03,560 Speaker 1: vain all the stuff that goes through your head. And 594 00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:06,239 Speaker 1: I thought, you know what the solution of this is 595 00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:09,120 Speaker 1: is to have kids and to think about someone else 596 00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:18,440 Speaker 1: instead of me. And within two months of that thought, um, 597 00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:21,799 Speaker 1: I've met the kid's mother. And within a year of 598 00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:28,120 Speaker 1: that we had kids. Did it make you feel because 599 00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:29,919 Speaker 1: like I feel that way if I'm playing a show 600 00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:33,440 Speaker 1: and I'm like voguing in the mirror myself and like 601 00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:37,439 Speaker 1: complaining about whatever stupid ship I'm complaining about. But it's 602 00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,239 Speaker 1: important in that moment to put it because you have 603 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:42,680 Speaker 1: to be like maybe you don't have to be, but 604 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,040 Speaker 1: I'm like a control freak on like a macro level. 605 00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,279 Speaker 1: And then like then you go big pictures and then 606 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:49,680 Speaker 1: you like make sure the nails look good, make sure 607 00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:52,520 Speaker 1: the guitar matches the outfit, and make sure your spaceship 608 00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:54,680 Speaker 1: fits on the stage is thirty ft long, and make 609 00:36:54,719 --> 00:36:57,200 Speaker 1: sure the lasers hit the back of the like all 610 00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:59,239 Speaker 1: of that ship. So in that moment, to make sure 611 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:04,000 Speaker 1: my spaceship is all spect out. You get it, Yeah, 612 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:08,760 Speaker 1: you get it. We'll see you're focusing on By focusing 613 00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:11,759 Speaker 1: on your spaceship a little bit, you've taken the flashlight 614 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:16,320 Speaker 1: off of yourself. I guess. No, I think you're fully narcissistic. 615 00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:19,879 Speaker 1: It's such a narcissistic job. Oh my god, I'm here. 616 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:23,239 Speaker 1: You get it, but you get it, like like I mean, 617 00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:26,759 Speaker 1: anyone's gonna have to Here's I think the thing is 618 00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:30,680 Speaker 1: is that in some ways, well, one, you grew up 619 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:35,680 Speaker 1: closer to the entertainment business by far than most people did, 620 00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:38,759 Speaker 1: so that demystified some of it perhaps for you. Do 621 00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:44,080 Speaker 1: you think yeah, I think, yeah, totally. But I do 622 00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:49,160 Speaker 1: think it's also like, I think there's an element of people, 623 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:55,040 Speaker 1: and myself included that think if I reach fame and fortune, 624 00:37:55,520 --> 00:38:01,799 Speaker 1: that all of any hole in my heart or confusion 625 00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,839 Speaker 1: or worry in the world it'll go away. It'll be 626 00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:12,440 Speaker 1: fixed if I get famous and rich and achieved. Yeah. 627 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:14,200 Speaker 1: So that's why I was asking about kids, because my 628 00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:16,640 Speaker 1: mom keeps being like, to have kids, and I'm like, 629 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:21,040 Speaker 1: fuck you, mom, but so but I might. I just 630 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,960 Speaker 1: like I haven't decided yet, and it's the whole thing. 631 00:38:24,239 --> 00:38:27,360 Speaker 1: But there's something about oh, like, once you achieve the 632 00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:30,200 Speaker 1: things you think are going to fill the void of 633 00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:35,560 Speaker 1: everything in your life and it doesn't do that, then 634 00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:39,280 Speaker 1: it's really confusing because you're like ship that was supposed 635 00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:42,000 Speaker 1: to like fix everything and make everything perfect, and then 636 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:44,440 Speaker 1: I I worked really hard and I did it, and 637 00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:48,400 Speaker 1: then like, but I still feel all these like weird 638 00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:54,239 Speaker 1: existential crises, feelings and sometimes anxiety and sometimes depressed and 639 00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:58,719 Speaker 1: sometimes super insecure and all of these things that I 640 00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:02,120 Speaker 1: thought if you were like famous, or if you had 641 00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:04,480 Speaker 1: a record that did really well, or if you're on 642 00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,760 Speaker 1: the cover of Rolling Stone like you wouldn't you wouldn't 643 00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:10,720 Speaker 1: feel those ways, and you totally do. And then that's 644 00:39:10,719 --> 00:39:13,239 Speaker 1: when the real existential crisis set in and I was like, 645 00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:18,680 Speaker 1: oh shit, if that didn't make me feel like whole, 646 00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:22,680 Speaker 1: then then I started like, that's kind of when the 647 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:27,560 Speaker 1: spirituality side of like mystical. And it's interesting that you 648 00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:32,440 Speaker 1: say that because I kind of actually and now feeling 649 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:36,080 Speaker 1: like you can button you can come back to the 650 00:39:36,480 --> 00:39:41,480 Speaker 1: spirituality conversation we were having earlier through this, because it's 651 00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:44,640 Speaker 1: very similar. Like like I was saying, if if you 652 00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:48,279 Speaker 1: are okay with some mystery, yeah, that's the same with 653 00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:51,399 Speaker 1: being okay with the things that you'll never have. It's 654 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:54,720 Speaker 1: a it's a metaphor for that thing. So so people 655 00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:59,640 Speaker 1: are in another metaphor would be hunger, like you can't 656 00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:08,439 Speaker 1: eat everything and sometimes you're starving. But it doesn't make 657 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:11,839 Speaker 1: everything okay just to go around and eat, and it 658 00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:14,920 Speaker 1: doesn't make everything okay to know everything, and it doesn't 659 00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:19,520 Speaker 1: make everything okay to have kids or any What makes it, Okay, 660 00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:22,440 Speaker 1: is the biggest mystery of all time, which is just 661 00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:27,400 Speaker 1: that balance between being curious enough, being hungry enough, being 662 00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:32,040 Speaker 1: ignorant enough, frustrated enough to propel you through your day, 663 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:34,640 Speaker 1: but being okay with the things that you don't have 664 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:38,760 Speaker 1: and you don't know enough. So if all I wanted 665 00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,680 Speaker 1: in life was to be famous, and that's all I wanted, 666 00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:44,160 Speaker 1: and I just went for it, I'd be putting all 667 00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:49,200 Speaker 1: my eggs in that basket when it happens. What else 668 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:51,600 Speaker 1: do you want them to be more famous? Er than who? 669 00:40:51,640 --> 00:40:54,160 Speaker 1: Elvis or Jesus or Dolly Parton? Because those are the 670 00:40:54,160 --> 00:41:02,759 Speaker 1: three big ones, and Elvira and then six of us 671 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:06,200 Speaker 1: in an elite group. That's it. Okay, that would be 672 00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:09,040 Speaker 1: a great, um supergroup. I'm just throwing it out there. 673 00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:14,680 Speaker 1: Um And yes, I agree. When you focus so much 674 00:41:14,719 --> 00:41:20,360 Speaker 1: on something to put all your eggs in that basket, 675 00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,239 Speaker 1: and then if you achieve some semblance of it, then 676 00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:28,160 Speaker 1: you realize that like, oh mm hmm, you're right. I 677 00:41:28,239 --> 00:41:32,520 Speaker 1: do think maybe that the like the point of life 678 00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:41,040 Speaker 1: is to me, it's about staying open heartedly curious. Also, 679 00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:43,319 Speaker 1: I think it's really important to find humor and things 680 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:46,560 Speaker 1: because everything is so funcked. So if we don't have humor, 681 00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:51,719 Speaker 1: like the detachment that that I'm talking about, that's just 682 00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:56,319 Speaker 1: going because humor is like to me, is associated with 683 00:41:56,360 --> 00:42:00,520 Speaker 1: the absurdity that you'll never know. That's the street part. 684 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:04,040 Speaker 1: You just laugh at its like fuck it, because what 685 00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:06,120 Speaker 1: else are you gonna do If you can't laugh at 686 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:09,080 Speaker 1: certain things, like, we're all just gonna sit in the 687 00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:11,800 Speaker 1: feudal position and cry hysterically, or at least I would. 688 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:14,960 Speaker 1: So I have to like make songs about things and 689 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,200 Speaker 1: try to make it funny. I love that's one of 690 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:21,160 Speaker 1: that has always been one of my favorite components to 691 00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:24,160 Speaker 1: what I think is a great songwriting voice that you have. 692 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:28,960 Speaker 1: You have a very very unique voice of songwriting that 693 00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:35,880 Speaker 1: is probably uh probably underappreciated, though I don't I wouldn't 694 00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:38,080 Speaker 1: want to guess that. I think people appreciate how good 695 00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:41,920 Speaker 1: you are, but you do other things so that can 696 00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:45,279 Speaker 1: all get There's a lot of stories going on, uh 697 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:47,239 Speaker 1: with you. But but my my point is is that 698 00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:57,239 Speaker 1: your humor is never detached from something beneath it, like 699 00:42:57,320 --> 00:43:00,280 Speaker 1: it's always part of life. That's how I feel about 700 00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:05,399 Speaker 1: you too, though, And your songwriting. Yeah, so I feel 701 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:08,480 Speaker 1: about you. You influenced me a lot. I think through 702 00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:11,640 Speaker 1: that because your songs are so beautiful and I love 703 00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:15,160 Speaker 1: them and they're emotional, but they're fucking funny, like you 704 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:18,520 Speaker 1: and John Prime, you know what I mean, Like Dylan 705 00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:24,160 Speaker 1: Neil Young some of my favorite t Rex Like, there's humor, 706 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:28,520 Speaker 1: but it's not like it's not just like, it's not 707 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,680 Speaker 1: a joke song. It's a really beautiful song, but it's 708 00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:33,759 Speaker 1: finding the humor of life along with the other emotions 709 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:37,760 Speaker 1: to make a song that has all of the emotions. 710 00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:41,640 Speaker 1: I love that, I think, and I think you've managed 711 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:45,760 Speaker 1: to do it without people feeling that they were novelty songs. 712 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,600 Speaker 1: And that's a real tough thing to do. When you 713 00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:53,600 Speaker 1: put humor in something, suddenly it tweaks something in the 714 00:43:53,680 --> 00:43:56,279 Speaker 1: listener that they can often feel it's a it's a 715 00:43:56,320 --> 00:44:00,759 Speaker 1: novelty song, but she'll drop stuff in. Uh. And I 716 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,200 Speaker 1: think you were fortunate to have the first big hit 717 00:44:03,280 --> 00:44:07,160 Speaker 1: that you had because it had so many funny, funny 718 00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:10,000 Speaker 1: parts in it, so that opened people up to the 719 00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:13,239 Speaker 1: possibility that you would do more of that. You know. Interesting. 720 00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:17,960 Speaker 1: I've never psychoanalyzed my career like that, but thank you. 721 00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:22,680 Speaker 1: I think m hmm, absolutely, because I look up to you. 722 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:25,719 Speaker 1: I look up to you. I do look up to you. 723 00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:30,160 Speaker 1: You helped shape the songwriter I am. That's awesome. You 724 00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:36,480 Speaker 1: my mom and Dolly Parton and then you and then 725 00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:40,359 Speaker 1: we've got the mount rushmore of all things important on 726 00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:43,480 Speaker 1: my list of things you like, it says lightning bugs. 727 00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:46,359 Speaker 1: That was sort of that came from a dream when 728 00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:50,920 Speaker 1: I was very, very very young. Uh. And the dream 729 00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:54,720 Speaker 1: was that, um and this is the title of my book, 730 00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 1: is a dream about lightning books and the and the 731 00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:04,040 Speaker 1: reason for the the metaphor behind it was that in 732 00:45:04,080 --> 00:45:08,840 Speaker 1: the dream, lightning bugs were lighting up around the backyard, 733 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:10,319 Speaker 1: and I was with a whole bunch of other kids, 734 00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:11,680 Speaker 1: but I was the only one that could see the 735 00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,440 Speaker 1: lightning bugs. And when I would point them out, then 736 00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,880 Speaker 1: the other kids would be, yeah, there's lightning bugs. And 737 00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:19,920 Speaker 1: I would put them in jars and pass them out. 738 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:23,560 Speaker 1: I was the fucking that was the man. Everyone loved 739 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:26,200 Speaker 1: me and my own dream. I was the I was 740 00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:28,920 Speaker 1: the hero. But as I got older and I remembered 741 00:45:29,040 --> 00:45:33,320 Speaker 1: the dream, it never forgot that dream when I started 742 00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:36,200 Speaker 1: realizing about it. What was so good about the the 743 00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:40,480 Speaker 1: imagery was that that's what an artist is supposed to do. 744 00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,080 Speaker 1: An artist is supposed to see something that flickers that 745 00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:46,799 Speaker 1: other people haven't had the time to notice, and they're 746 00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,759 Speaker 1: supposed to bottle it. The other reason that I felt 747 00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:52,919 Speaker 1: the metaphor worked is because not everyone sees the same thing. 748 00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: So to say that I had some superpower because I 749 00:45:55,680 --> 00:45:59,360 Speaker 1: saw lightning bugs would be a misinterpretation of my own dream. 750 00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:02,360 Speaker 1: We will be more fair would be to say that 751 00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:05,960 Speaker 1: the other kids, maybe we're noticing stars, blades of grass. 752 00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:09,480 Speaker 1: The parents over on the other side car lights, other things, 753 00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:13,319 Speaker 1: the temperature, they would notice other things. If if you 754 00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:18,040 Speaker 1: see spaces, you become an architect. I don't walk into 755 00:46:18,239 --> 00:46:21,160 Speaker 1: a field and see a space and see materials and 756 00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:24,120 Speaker 1: imagine are being constructed. I walk into a field and 757 00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:28,120 Speaker 1: here melody. So that's the firefly that I see. Other 758 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:30,359 Speaker 1: people see other things, and so I think that the 759 00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:37,160 Speaker 1: job of an artist is to notice what they're attracted 760 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:41,400 Speaker 1: to that no one else noticed, and spend your time 761 00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:44,719 Speaker 1: crafting it and bottling it so that others can live 762 00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:47,200 Speaker 1: that moment in the way that you lived it. M M. 763 00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:54,480 Speaker 1: I absolutely, I'm obsessed with that. And that's like the 764 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:57,440 Speaker 1: most eloquent way to put what I've been trying to 765 00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:02,399 Speaker 1: say for a very long time him, thank you. Well, 766 00:47:02,440 --> 00:47:06,440 Speaker 1: it's hard to put into words because one I think 767 00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:10,520 Speaker 1: that the idea that a an artist has some sort 768 00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:14,560 Speaker 1: of mystical superpower would be under selling the rest of 769 00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:18,600 Speaker 1: the human race. Everyone walks into the world and has 770 00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:22,960 Speaker 1: a different perception and sees something that glows for them. 771 00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,239 Speaker 1: You don't have to spend all your time bottling it 772 00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:27,320 Speaker 1: if you want to do something else with your life, 773 00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:32,759 Speaker 1: but you shouldn't ignore it. Yes, that's like if you're 774 00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:36,960 Speaker 1: lightning bug is like cooking. That could be a hobby. 775 00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:39,160 Speaker 1: It doesn't have to be your job. But I do 776 00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:43,440 Speaker 1: feel like every so this is something that I've decided 777 00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,799 Speaker 1: is true, but I also might decide it's untrue in 778 00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:51,080 Speaker 1: like three days. So that I think that everyone is 779 00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:53,640 Speaker 1: an artist. I think everyone is an artist if you 780 00:47:53,719 --> 00:48:00,359 Speaker 1: take the time or like have the desire to exp Laura, 781 00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:05,160 Speaker 1: I think we all have a place to be artistic, 782 00:48:05,239 --> 00:48:07,680 Speaker 1: and it can look super different for everybody. Like what 783 00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:09,640 Speaker 1: you're saying, like what you've noticed in the world, like 784 00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:13,319 Speaker 1: an architects these spaces, and I'm like you. When people 785 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:16,399 Speaker 1: are talking it's a really weird thing. Like someone will 786 00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:19,040 Speaker 1: be saying something to me and I'm trying to listen. 787 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,520 Speaker 1: I'm not trying to be a total assholt, but I 788 00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:25,640 Speaker 1: just start hearing them in song, like what they're saying. 789 00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:28,240 Speaker 1: We'll start going into a song and then I'll start 790 00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:31,480 Speaker 1: going like this and saying what they just said. It 791 00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:34,160 Speaker 1: mean but it a melody, and I'm like a crazy person, 792 00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:36,759 Speaker 1: and they're looking at me talking to me, and I'm 793 00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:41,040 Speaker 1: like singing what they're saying to me at their face. See, 794 00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:45,879 Speaker 1: now should you do? Uh my little podcast? Normally what 795 00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:48,879 Speaker 1: I do is exactly what you're talking about. I'll talk 796 00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:51,120 Speaker 1: to the guest and say, it's an anthropologist. And I 797 00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:54,080 Speaker 1: talked to an anthropologist who is a he's a primatologist 798 00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:58,040 Speaker 1: who wrote a book called The Creative Spark about creativity 799 00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:02,239 Speaker 1: and evolution and and how people would not have survived 800 00:49:02,520 --> 00:49:05,600 Speaker 1: without ideas and creativity and where that is in the 801 00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:09,759 Speaker 1: brain and and all the all all this stuff that 802 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:12,640 Speaker 1: that he knows. He knows from his you know, from 803 00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:20,359 Speaker 1: being scientists. Um. And he talked about specifically cooking as 804 00:49:20,400 --> 00:49:23,960 Speaker 1: being one of the first creative endeavors that people have. 805 00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:28,520 Speaker 1: But while he's talking I'm sitting there thinking about his 806 00:49:28,600 --> 00:49:31,920 Speaker 1: pitches and how he's speaking and the things that he's saying. 807 00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:35,319 Speaker 1: So my job during the podcast is to turn that 808 00:49:35,440 --> 00:49:39,200 Speaker 1: into a song. So I've I've made a song with 809 00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:44,600 Speaker 1: an anthropologist, with a music therapist, a tap dancer, um, 810 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:50,840 Speaker 1: a software developer. We made like an old uh. We 811 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:54,960 Speaker 1: made like an old ink spots style song. I have 812 00:49:55,160 --> 00:49:57,719 Speaker 1: no idea what that means. The ink spots were that 813 00:49:57,840 --> 00:50:01,200 Speaker 1: we're almost kind of prey. They were redo op and 814 00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:04,799 Speaker 1: it was like almost acapella. Uh and and the guy 815 00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:08,760 Speaker 1: with the guy would speak like you goo ding ding dinging, 816 00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:13,000 Speaker 1: don't and didn't you go I know, baby, because sometimes 817 00:50:13,080 --> 00:50:15,000 Speaker 1: life is tough, you know, Like he was the first 818 00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:17,799 Speaker 1: guy to like talk at you in a recording the 819 00:50:17,840 --> 00:50:20,120 Speaker 1: way that they started doing later. That's the ink spots. 820 00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:22,960 Speaker 1: So I turned this guy and anyway, all that a 821 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:28,040 Speaker 1: long way of saying is I I completely understand what 822 00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:32,400 Speaker 1: you're saying. Someone's talking to you, and you're you're just 823 00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:37,000 Speaker 1: you're you're creating a song or pieces of songs from 824 00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:39,000 Speaker 1: what they're saying. And that's why I'm doing in the 825 00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:40,799 Speaker 1: podcast is I'm gonna do that, and I'm gonna be 826 00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:43,920 Speaker 1: rude out in public, so I may as well do it. Uh, 827 00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:46,719 Speaker 1: But when we do it for purpose, yes, when you 828 00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:48,520 Speaker 1: when we do mine, we'll do it the other way 829 00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:50,279 Speaker 1: and you can make us. You can make the song 830 00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:52,640 Speaker 1: out of what I'm saying, or we can just sing 831 00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:55,239 Speaker 1: at each other's face, just singing at each other, have 832 00:50:55,280 --> 00:51:03,719 Speaker 1: a so just you see and annoying and fun. And 833 00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:08,279 Speaker 1: you've got that. You've got the broader pipes too. I'm 834 00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:15,520 Speaker 1: louder some volume, and that's amazing. I'll drown your ass out. 835 00:51:17,360 --> 00:51:21,279 Speaker 1: It's not even close. I started too. I took a 836 00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:23,520 Speaker 1: few vocal lessons to just learn how it is that 837 00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:26,719 Speaker 1: people make their voice loud, like people like you, and 838 00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:32,200 Speaker 1: I think I think you're born from my mother, who's 839 00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:34,720 Speaker 1: very loud. And then everyone in the house just yells 840 00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:37,799 Speaker 1: all the time, and there's like twelve dogs barking. So 841 00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:41,840 Speaker 1: if anybody wants to know anything, you just have to 842 00:51:42,000 --> 00:51:45,000 Speaker 1: yell really loud. And then you learn how to protect. 843 00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:50,200 Speaker 1: Your brother doesn't seem loud, he's still loud talker. Like 844 00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:52,000 Speaker 1: when he's on the phone, he'll be like, let's I'll 845 00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:57,439 Speaker 1: be talking like bro. Yeah, Well there's technique to it too, 846 00:51:57,480 --> 00:52:01,280 Speaker 1: as as I learned, it's releasing the seeing some muscles 847 00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:03,319 Speaker 1: so that it can just resonate. And I never really 848 00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:04,880 Speaker 1: know about that. I mean, you don't have to if 849 00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:07,080 Speaker 1: you do my job. It's like I just because I 850 00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:10,600 Speaker 1: use that they've voice like there, that's the way I 851 00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:14,840 Speaker 1: was seeing you. Well that is a sexy voice. But 852 00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:17,359 Speaker 1: you can have that kind of sexy voice and then 853 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:21,279 Speaker 1: if you open your throat and then you just like 854 00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:23,919 Speaker 1: let the highest note come out. This is a game 855 00:52:23,960 --> 00:52:26,759 Speaker 1: I love to play. Usually those get muted with me 856 00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:38,560 Speaker 1: in that in that situation. Oh ship, that's not a 857 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,399 Speaker 1: very pretty note. Let me try to find a good one. 858 00:52:41,920 --> 00:52:51,280 Speaker 1: It's a hormone. Oh shit, he just busted the glass 859 00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:53,160 Speaker 1: out of my room. You're gonna have to pay for that. 860 00:52:53,400 --> 00:53:01,520 Speaker 1: Kesha on that note, you just you just you just 861 00:53:01,560 --> 00:53:04,760 Speaker 1: wrapped it up. You just buttoned up the conversation. But wait, 862 00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:09,319 Speaker 1: how do people find your book? You your podcast? Everything? Well, 863 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:12,600 Speaker 1: they're going to find my podcast because anyone who's listening 864 00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:15,960 Speaker 1: to this, because when you do it, they'll they'll they'll 865 00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:18,319 Speaker 1: know that you've done it, so they can find it there. 866 00:53:18,520 --> 00:53:20,479 Speaker 1: It's called lightning bugs. But they don't have to watch 867 00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:22,839 Speaker 1: it and listen to it until you do it. Oh 868 00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:25,719 Speaker 1: my god, everyone good listen to Lightning Bugs and I 869 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:29,080 Speaker 1: will do because I'm going to be on it. Yeah 870 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:33,000 Speaker 1: yeah that and I've it's been so fun making songs 871 00:53:33,040 --> 00:53:35,600 Speaker 1: with people. I just I just mixed my song I 872 00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:39,040 Speaker 1: did with Bob Saget. Oh my god, he was singing 873 00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:44,600 Speaker 1: about his prostate. It's a good song. I it's I 874 00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:49,080 Speaker 1: took a whole week, recorded all the instruments, got it, 875 00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:52,480 Speaker 1: got it just so. And it's like shoegazing nineties rock. 876 00:53:53,000 --> 00:53:58,000 Speaker 1: So shure, it's beautiful. It's I think it's sad. Actually, yeah, 877 00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:02,319 Speaker 1: it's melancholy. I love that. Okay, I'm going to check 878 00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:07,000 Speaker 1: it out. So just wherever you listen to podcasts where 879 00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:09,520 Speaker 1: podcast Yeah yeah, and and and and be sure to 880 00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,479 Speaker 1: buy my new cookies I have. I have a line 881 00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:15,520 Speaker 1: of soap. I'm selling soap. I'm selling um I make 882 00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:18,879 Speaker 1: it here in in in my tub. I've gotta get 883 00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:21,920 Speaker 1: i gotta get rich. I don't know if you're lying, 884 00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:25,040 Speaker 1: but I'm not telling the truth. I was about to 885 00:54:25,040 --> 00:54:29,239 Speaker 1: be like, I love soap, let's go. I need someone 886 00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:31,640 Speaker 1: who was selling records and soap at the same time. 887 00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:36,319 Speaker 1: And I couldn't really make sense of that. Well, I 888 00:54:36,360 --> 00:54:40,759 Speaker 1: don't bathe that much, so it doesn't make sense to me. Okay, everybody, 889 00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:45,080 Speaker 1: thanks for listening. People over bathe, fuck it, I'm agree. 890 00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:49,080 Speaker 1: Don't so much better after you know, a few days. 891 00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:56,040 Speaker 1: That's a dirty, that's a gross gross. And also I 892 00:54:56,040 --> 00:54:58,080 Speaker 1: took a ship while we were talking, you did. I 893 00:54:58,160 --> 00:55:01,360 Speaker 1: knew it. I fucking knew it. He pooped. I told 894 00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:10,319 Speaker 1: the world too, called it side cock. I'll see you soon. 895 00:55:10,400 --> 00:55:14,040 Speaker 1: I hope I'll be on your stuff. Yeah, well you don't. 896 00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:18,520 Speaker 1: All this is going out raw like this, no uncut 897 00:55:18,520 --> 00:55:27,200 Speaker 1: and raw, uncut, unbathed poop talk with Kesha. Oh, there's 898 00:55:27,239 --> 00:55:30,040 Speaker 1: gonna be a funny one. Good job, good good job, 899 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:35,040 Speaker 1: you know what. We'll ended on this. My best friend 900 00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:39,160 Speaker 1: was growing up. His parents called taking a poop a 901 00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:43,759 Speaker 1: good job? Did you do a good job? I did 902 00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:47,320 Speaker 1: a good job, and he did such a good job today. 903 00:55:47,520 --> 00:55:51,680 Speaker 1: I did a good job. All right, thank you made 904 00:55:51,680 --> 00:55:53,759 Speaker 1: me go away. I'll talk all night. Okay, see you're 905 00:55:53,800 --> 00:55:57,319 Speaker 1: doing goodbye? All right? Too good to see? What do 906 00:55:57,400 --> 00:56:02,840 Speaker 1: I press on this thing to get out of you? Time? 907 00:56:05,400 --> 00:56:13,040 Speaker 1: Time won one