1 00:00:04,800 --> 00:00:10,640 Speaker 1: Today's a day that hits me like a ton of bricks. 2 00:00:11,600 --> 00:00:16,040 Speaker 1: It hits me in a way that it's really difficult 3 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:22,720 Speaker 1: to put into words. It's a thousand cuts across my heart. 4 00:00:22,960 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 1: It's swimming through a river of glass in my mind, 5 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: and it's being tied to a cinder block, being drowned 6 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:42,599 Speaker 1: in a sea of tragedy and sorrow. And that's what 7 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:47,760 Speaker 1: Memorial Day is for me, because as I imagine all 8 00:00:47,840 --> 00:00:52,880 Speaker 1: of my close friends and teammates that have died over 9 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:59,120 Speaker 1: the last twenty plus years in the g WATT, it's 10 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:05,200 Speaker 1: the memory of those men and what they've meant to 11 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:10,520 Speaker 1: me is inescapable as is their death. Now to compound that, 12 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:17,560 Speaker 1: it's also profoundly impactful that I think about all of 13 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,120 Speaker 1: my friends that have ultimately killed themselves as a result 14 00:01:21,319 --> 00:01:25,560 Speaker 1: of their experiences fighting for this country, and I look 15 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:31,319 Speaker 1: at their tragic loss as almost identical or even more 16 00:01:31,360 --> 00:01:35,080 Speaker 1: catastrophic than the men who actually died on the battlefields. 17 00:01:36,319 --> 00:01:40,920 Speaker 1: And so, as I welcome today an individual on the show, 18 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:45,200 Speaker 1: doctor Chris Free, I want you to realize that this 19 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:51,400 Speaker 1: man has been personally responsible for my ability to manage 20 00:01:51,760 --> 00:01:55,560 Speaker 1: that sorrow and that heartache, and he hasn't just done 21 00:01:55,600 --> 00:01:58,520 Speaker 1: it for me, He's literally done it for hundreds of 22 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 1: other men women that are affiliated with fighting for your freedoms. So, 23 00:02:05,280 --> 00:02:13,639 Speaker 1: without further ado, I'm so privileged and honored to welcome Chris, 24 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:19,160 Speaker 1: doctor Chris Free to the show today to discuss Memorial Day, 25 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:23,639 Speaker 1: operator syndrome and what we can do to help our veterans. 26 00:02:23,639 --> 00:02:27,720 Speaker 2: So welcome Chris, Thank you, Thank you David. Great to 27 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:33,000 Speaker 2: be here. Great to see you again and be continuing 28 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:37,640 Speaker 2: this conversation we've been having now for man nine years, 29 00:02:37,639 --> 00:02:39,839 Speaker 2: ten years. 30 00:02:38,960 --> 00:02:41,680 Speaker 1: Going up about nine about in twenty sixteen. 31 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:42,840 Speaker 2: Yep, yea. 32 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:50,799 Speaker 1: Before we jump into all the aspects of the impacts, 33 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:55,400 Speaker 1: the specific medical and behavioral health impacts on veterans, and 34 00:02:55,480 --> 00:03:01,280 Speaker 1: your expertise on managing, treating and we're helping guys work 35 00:03:01,320 --> 00:03:05,400 Speaker 1: through those coaching them. How does Memorial Day impact you 36 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:08,880 Speaker 1: and what does it make you feel? Because I know 37 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:13,680 Speaker 1: you have some deep ties to within your family as well. 38 00:03:14,560 --> 00:03:18,960 Speaker 2: I remember my great great great great great grandfather Brocklebank, 39 00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:21,920 Speaker 2: who was killed in the literally in the fifteen hundreds 40 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:25,640 Speaker 2: in the King Philip Indian War. His progeny, my great 41 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:30,360 Speaker 2: grandfather served in the Battle of San Juan Hill in 42 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:35,320 Speaker 2: Cuba in eighteen ninety eight, and he lived, survived that battle, 43 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:38,240 Speaker 2: came home, and I knew him. He lived to be 44 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,440 Speaker 2: almost one hundred years old, so I knew him when 45 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:42,360 Speaker 2: I was fourteen years old. He died when I was 46 00:03:42,400 --> 00:03:45,000 Speaker 2: about fourteen, so I knew him quite well as a 47 00:03:45,080 --> 00:03:47,720 Speaker 2: child and knew his story. And it was a profound 48 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:51,880 Speaker 2: impact on me, not just his service, but how he 49 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:57,040 Speaker 2: was received and helped when he came home to back 50 00:03:57,080 --> 00:04:01,360 Speaker 2: to the US after the immediately after the war. And 51 00:04:01,840 --> 00:04:03,280 Speaker 2: I don't know how deep you want to go onto 52 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:07,040 Speaker 2: those stories, but the essence of it is is he 53 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:09,120 Speaker 2: was not doing well. None of the men were. They 54 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:11,440 Speaker 2: all had mosquito borne illnesses. And they were dumped at 55 00:04:11,440 --> 00:04:16,240 Speaker 2: a hastily built camp up at the tip of Long Island, 56 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:20,320 Speaker 2: and they were all sick with mosquito born illnesses. And 57 00:04:20,400 --> 00:04:23,200 Speaker 2: it was this muddy field. It was a national disgrace. 58 00:04:23,440 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 2: The President the United States went up to see what 59 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 2: was going on there, and to the end of his life, 60 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:33,200 Speaker 2: my great grandfather always said that it was a civilian 61 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:37,719 Speaker 2: woman who saved his life who went up. A wealthy 62 00:04:37,720 --> 00:04:39,599 Speaker 2: woman from New York City went up in her horse 63 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:43,640 Speaker 2: drawn carriage with her butler, picked up four or five 64 00:04:43,760 --> 00:04:45,920 Speaker 2: six guy it was five or six guys, took them 65 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:48,840 Speaker 2: to her home in the city and nursed them back 66 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:53,640 Speaker 2: to health for six or seven weeks, and then gave 67 00:04:53,680 --> 00:04:57,320 Speaker 2: them train fair to get home to wherever their home was. 68 00:04:58,240 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 2: And so that was at a time when soldiers were 69 00:05:02,880 --> 00:05:05,880 Speaker 2: we're taken care of by civilians. There was a civilian 70 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:12,200 Speaker 2: contribution to that, a recognition of a civilian duty to 71 00:05:12,320 --> 00:05:15,480 Speaker 2: honor and take care of and help out our veterans. 72 00:05:15,480 --> 00:05:18,080 Speaker 2: And I think we've lost that a little bit today. 73 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:22,880 Speaker 2: I mean, we thank service members for their service on airplanes, 74 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:27,480 Speaker 2: we do some fairly wrote kabuki things here and there. 75 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:31,920 Speaker 2: But I do hope more Americans are thinking this month 76 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:36,479 Speaker 2: and this this Memorial Day, are thinking about those who 77 00:05:36,520 --> 00:05:41,040 Speaker 2: made the sacrifices and the ultimate sacrifice on their behalf, 78 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:43,919 Speaker 2: because I think it gets lost in the in the 79 00:05:43,960 --> 00:05:49,880 Speaker 2: barbecues and the and the social events too often. I'm sorry, 80 00:05:49,920 --> 00:05:51,760 Speaker 2: go ahead, Well, We're just going to add My father 81 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:54,839 Speaker 2: was a Vietnam veteran, and so I grew up. He 82 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:57,320 Speaker 2: was a physician, not a combatant, but he was in 83 00:05:57,360 --> 00:06:01,640 Speaker 2: the Air Force, and so he was in Vietnam, and 84 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:05,760 Speaker 2: I think sixty eight, nineteen sixty eight, and so in 85 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:08,200 Speaker 2: the early seventies I grew up, you know, as an 86 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:12,320 Speaker 2: adolescent kind of in the shadow of that war, his 87 00:06:12,400 --> 00:06:21,440 Speaker 2: perspectives on it. I knew many of the Vietnamese I 88 00:06:21,480 --> 00:06:23,800 Speaker 2: don't even know what to refer to, how to describe it. 89 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:27,160 Speaker 2: There was a large Vietnamese expat community in Columbia, Missouri, 90 00:06:27,160 --> 00:06:29,599 Speaker 2: at the University of Missouri that my father kind of 91 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:32,960 Speaker 2: engaged with to help them with their graduate studies, and 92 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:37,040 Speaker 2: so I had an awareness of that. And my father 93 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:41,320 Speaker 2: helped a man named mister Long who was working on 94 00:06:41,400 --> 00:06:43,560 Speaker 2: a dissertation and something I don't even know what. But 95 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:47,920 Speaker 2: in return, mister Long babysat for us. He was our babysitter, 96 00:06:48,040 --> 00:06:53,520 Speaker 2: and he was our favorite babysitter. However, tragically, he went 97 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 2: back to Vietnam in nineteen seventy five after the fall 98 00:06:56,839 --> 00:06:59,640 Speaker 2: of Saigon, hoping to find his wife and his two 99 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,560 Speaker 2: children and to bring them to the US, and he 100 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:06,400 Speaker 2: was scooped up and summarily executed by the North Vietnamese government. 101 00:07:07,680 --> 00:07:10,160 Speaker 2: And so that had a profound impact on my childhood. 102 00:07:10,240 --> 00:07:14,120 Speaker 2: So part of my story is that was that became 103 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:18,000 Speaker 2: my why, that became my goal. I've never served. I 104 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:21,520 Speaker 2: was raised primarily in a Quaker faith with a kind 105 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:26,080 Speaker 2: of a conscientious objector encouragement. But I went to graduate 106 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:29,800 Speaker 2: school in nineteen eighty seven to become a political psychologist 107 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:31,760 Speaker 2: with the goal of working with veterans. 108 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:35,960 Speaker 1: I mean specifically, that's that's exactly what you wanted to do. 109 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:39,600 Speaker 1: And what was it was it to? I mean, obviously, 110 00:07:41,400 --> 00:07:45,440 Speaker 1: you know, I think I we all. I think if 111 00:07:45,760 --> 00:07:49,760 Speaker 1: people take a moment and they they allow their lives 112 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:52,080 Speaker 1: to kind of be pressed on, put on plause or 113 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:55,960 Speaker 1: all their own problems, their own turmoils, and they stop 114 00:07:56,040 --> 00:08:01,200 Speaker 1: and they engage in you know, these really intense stories 115 00:08:01,280 --> 00:08:05,760 Speaker 1: about sacrifice and dying and overseas, and you know, and 116 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:10,560 Speaker 1: you process the numbers and you process the impact of war, 117 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:14,920 Speaker 1: and it's uh the tributaries of suffering that it it 118 00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:20,040 Speaker 1: ensue that ensue from it. You know, I think it does. 119 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:24,880 Speaker 1: It certainly sparks a generational idea to go back in 120 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:29,160 Speaker 1: and to serve, and it sparks other people to acknowledge 121 00:08:29,560 --> 00:08:34,640 Speaker 1: that support. But you know, to really lend to ignite 122 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:39,319 Speaker 1: a desire in a career in your field, why why 123 00:08:39,480 --> 00:08:39,760 Speaker 1: was it? 124 00:08:40,240 --> 00:08:40,320 Speaker 2: Like? 125 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:42,840 Speaker 1: What what about did you think that you were going 126 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:45,240 Speaker 1: to able to do for for vets? 127 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:49,640 Speaker 2: My father talked about the psychological cost of war a 128 00:08:49,679 --> 00:08:53,480 Speaker 2: lot when I was a child, and I'm never really 129 00:08:53,520 --> 00:08:56,520 Speaker 2: sure how much of his own experience he was talking 130 00:08:56,559 --> 00:09:00,760 Speaker 2: about he but he certainly talked out kind of the 131 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:05,839 Speaker 2: toll on men's psyche who'd been to war and come home. 132 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:11,960 Speaker 2: And so nineteen eighty seven, when I started graduate school, 133 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 2: I had never heard of PTSD. It was not a 134 00:09:15,320 --> 00:09:17,880 Speaker 2: it was a disorder that had just been added to 135 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:22,320 Speaker 2: the psychiatric nomenclature in nineteen eighty so it's a brand 136 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 2: new disorder. There was almost no research on it. I 137 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 2: learned about it early in graduate school, and I was like, 138 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:31,920 Speaker 2: I want to you know, that's what I want to do. 139 00:09:31,960 --> 00:09:33,760 Speaker 2: I want to study that. I want to get involved 140 00:09:33,760 --> 00:09:36,200 Speaker 2: in that. But I would say even before that, just 141 00:09:36,240 --> 00:09:40,400 Speaker 2: had a sense that there were profound effects on the soul, 142 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:46,000 Speaker 2: which I today would refer to as existential. Existential you know, 143 00:09:46,920 --> 00:09:55,360 Speaker 2: thoughts and concerns that have powerful impacts, not necessarily psychiatric 144 00:09:55,440 --> 00:09:58,080 Speaker 2: symptoms even and I think that maybe something we could 145 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:01,040 Speaker 2: get into today. But I don't like the idea of 146 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:06,080 Speaker 2: turning every everything into a psychiatric symptom. You know, you 147 00:10:06,120 --> 00:10:09,440 Speaker 2: have grief about the men you lost, the brothers, the 148 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,680 Speaker 2: comrades you lost. I don't view that as necessarily a 149 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:18,160 Speaker 2: psychiatric symptom. You have thoughts about, you know, humanity and 150 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:22,400 Speaker 2: the horrors you've seen, the you know, the incredible feats 151 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 2: of bravery and honor that you've seen, and you know 152 00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:27,719 Speaker 2: all of that. I don't think of that as psychiatric 153 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:32,920 Speaker 2: symptoms necessarily. We talk about shame, guilt, survivor's guilt. The 154 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:38,520 Speaker 2: phrase moral injuries is often used today. Are those psychiatric symptoms? 155 00:10:38,800 --> 00:10:41,440 Speaker 2: I'm not so sure that they are. Maybe maybe there's 156 00:10:41,480 --> 00:10:44,800 Speaker 2: a then diagram overlap, and maybe they kind of move 157 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:48,280 Speaker 2: into it for many many people. But I don't think 158 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:51,599 Speaker 2: it's as simple as as we've come to believe. And 159 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:53,959 Speaker 2: so maybe just to put this right here at the 160 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:57,760 Speaker 2: very beginning of our conversation. While I am considered by 161 00:10:57,800 --> 00:11:01,880 Speaker 2: many to be a so called expert in PTSD, and 162 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:07,480 Speaker 2: I've done published hundreds of research studies on PTSD, I 163 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:14,040 Speaker 2: think we have way over relied on this diagnosis to 164 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:18,520 Speaker 2: the detriment of so many other things. And in part 165 00:11:18,600 --> 00:11:23,160 Speaker 2: that detriment is about once we identify you as having PTSD, 166 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:27,320 Speaker 2: we think we immediately have the answer for what's needed, 167 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:31,520 Speaker 2: and we prescribe you and it's like it's like a 168 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:35,520 Speaker 2: depressant medication, psychiatric medications. We assign you to therapy or 169 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:37,880 Speaker 2: we refer you to therapy, and then we kind of 170 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:43,600 Speaker 2: stop there. We don't test your blood for hormonal levels. 171 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 2: We don't necessarily do a sleep study. We don't necessarily 172 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 2: go deep on the chronic pain that you're likely to 173 00:11:49,280 --> 00:11:53,200 Speaker 2: be experiencing in your body. We don't necessarily ask you 174 00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:57,800 Speaker 2: or talk to you or work with you about perceptual 175 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:01,720 Speaker 2: impairments to vision and hearing balance. We may not we 176 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:06,760 Speaker 2: may not go deep or even at all into cognitive dysfunctions, headaches, 177 00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 2: things related to traumatic brain injury. And so maybe I'll 178 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 2: take a breath there. That's kind of where that's kind 179 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 2: of where I'm at today, and that that's kind of 180 00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:20,040 Speaker 2: where I started early on in my career. 181 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:23,640 Speaker 1: It's well, I mean, when you think about when I 182 00:12:23,679 --> 00:12:27,240 Speaker 1: hear the term PTSD, and and then I think about 183 00:12:27,559 --> 00:12:30,839 Speaker 1: the iliad, or I think about the stories from World 184 00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:34,280 Speaker 1: War One and shell shocker, I think about you know, 185 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:37,920 Speaker 1: similar uh stories from the Battle of the art ends. 186 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:44,959 Speaker 1: You know, these ideas within combat have been are eternal, right, 187 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:48,920 Speaker 1: there is there as old ass combat, as old as 188 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:53,120 Speaker 1: combat itself. And so what I what what I love 189 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:57,080 Speaker 1: about how your assessments have emerged. And we'll get to 190 00:12:57,480 --> 00:13:00,400 Speaker 1: the specificity of of how that took place with your 191 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:04,160 Speaker 1: coaching and your counseling. But it's like, it's like and 192 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:08,520 Speaker 1: this is something that I've really been thinking a lot 193 00:13:08,559 --> 00:13:11,680 Speaker 1: about over the last you know, a couple of years, 194 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:14,920 Speaker 1: in particular, as after I lost one of my closest friends, 195 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 1: Dan Cirillo, died of a heart attack at fifty, I 196 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:22,600 Speaker 1: was like, well, you know, why is my life so 197 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:28,920 Speaker 1: perpetually infused with death? And I get it, I understand 198 00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:31,920 Speaker 1: that death is an inevitability for us all, but we 199 00:13:32,080 --> 00:13:37,040 Speaker 1: really have this concept, this idea, this culture of death 200 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 1: that we exist in it and it's relative to the 201 00:13:41,679 --> 00:13:44,520 Speaker 1: training we go through, the mission sets that we go on, 202 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 1: the experience of war itself, what takes place afterwards around it, 203 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:53,080 Speaker 1: you know, this culture of death. And I was wondering 204 00:13:53,160 --> 00:13:56,720 Speaker 1: if if you could just you know, talk a little 205 00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:00,840 Speaker 1: bit about that as as you know, you reference that 206 00:14:01,360 --> 00:14:06,359 Speaker 1: you know, a lot of the subsequent challenges that that 207 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:12,240 Speaker 1: we we suffer from are are not definitive psychiatric diagnosis 208 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:16,680 Speaker 1: or or they can't be shoved into some type of 209 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:19,840 Speaker 1: of of paragraph in the D S M. Five or 210 00:14:19,840 --> 00:14:23,760 Speaker 1: whatever it is. These are These are much broader and 211 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:27,160 Speaker 1: and that culture of death is is a much larger thing. 212 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:29,400 Speaker 1: Could you could you just talk about that a little 213 00:14:29,400 --> 00:14:32,840 Speaker 1: bit and then perhaps lead into what you learned when 214 00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:35,800 Speaker 1: after you actually let's just talk about that first. 215 00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:39,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, Well, can I read a Can I read 216 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:42,480 Speaker 2: a sentence first? Please? And this is this is from 217 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 2: a book that I wrote last year that you that 218 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:49,160 Speaker 2: you know well, to my brothers. This is the quote 219 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,080 Speaker 2: to my brothers, the season of death is again upon us, 220 00:14:52,560 --> 00:14:55,240 Speaker 2: and once again it is incumbent on us to thwart 221 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:59,360 Speaker 2: its grasp. Those are your words, brother, you wrote though, 222 00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:01,400 Speaker 2: would you wrote at it the in the forward to 223 00:15:01,880 --> 00:15:06,040 Speaker 2: the book. And I think this has been I mean, 224 00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:09,200 Speaker 2: we are talking about a generation of men and women 225 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:12,720 Speaker 2: when we talk about the global War on Terror, and 226 00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:17,600 Speaker 2: specifically about military special operators who have had you know, 227 00:15:18,040 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 2: many of whom have had ten twenty years in the war. 228 00:15:21,320 --> 00:15:24,880 Speaker 2: But of course not only not only operators and I 229 00:15:25,000 --> 00:15:31,120 Speaker 2: use the word operator a little bit loosely. We have intelligence, paramilitary, 230 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:35,960 Speaker 2: we have SWI, swift boat you know, operators, we have 231 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:40,200 Speaker 2: EOD technicians, we have all of those who served in 232 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:43,080 Speaker 2: the combat arms and did most tours of duty and 233 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:49,560 Speaker 2: trained with you know, anything that exploded and made loud booms. 234 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 2: And so we've we've had a generation of men and 235 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:56,560 Speaker 2: women at war for over twenty years now, which is unprecedented, 236 00:15:57,160 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 2: a word I don't like to hear very often, but 237 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:03,720 Speaker 2: in this case, it's actually true, and it's probably true, 238 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:07,840 Speaker 2: certainly true for Americans, and it's probably true for you know, 239 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:10,160 Speaker 2: if we look back through the history the ages of 240 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:14,320 Speaker 2: our of humankind. Twenty years at war is just you know, 241 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,720 Speaker 2: it's just a massive thing. So that the level and 242 00:16:18,760 --> 00:16:23,440 Speaker 2: the amount of death that you and your comrades have 243 00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:28,320 Speaker 2: seen have been a part of training deaths, combat deaths, 244 00:16:29,360 --> 00:16:31,400 Speaker 2: and then the deaths of men and women who died, 245 00:16:31,960 --> 00:16:34,560 Speaker 2: you know, after they came home, after they were done 246 00:16:34,560 --> 00:16:38,640 Speaker 2: with their service. Some of that is suicide, a lot 247 00:16:38,680 --> 00:16:42,360 Speaker 2: of suicides. We've had far more suicides than we've had 248 00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:47,120 Speaker 2: combat deaths in the Global War on Terror. Or we're 249 00:16:47,120 --> 00:16:53,400 Speaker 2: losing six thousand American veterans a year, which is just 250 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:58,000 Speaker 2: an ultimate tragedy. We're losing people to substance abuse, We're 251 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:03,960 Speaker 2: losing people to just know Dan Cirillo, he died of 252 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:06,800 Speaker 2: a massive heart attack. I mean, then you think about 253 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:12,320 Speaker 2: the incredible level of stress and anguish and physical pain 254 00:17:12,480 --> 00:17:15,880 Speaker 2: he had been living with up to that point. Can 255 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:18,480 Speaker 2: we call that that death up? You know, and it's 256 00:17:18,520 --> 00:17:20,520 Speaker 2: you know, a result of his combat I you know, 257 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:23,159 Speaker 2: I don't think I don't think you could argue against that. 258 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:26,919 Speaker 2: We were at a funeral a few years ago Tyler 259 00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:30,800 Speaker 2: Black died after died of a blood clot after a 260 00:17:30,920 --> 00:17:34,880 Speaker 2: routine knee surgery. But you go, well, that's not combat related, 261 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 2: except that it was his twentieth orthopedic surgery. You know, 262 00:17:38,880 --> 00:17:43,680 Speaker 2: he rolled the dice so many times, and his orthopedic 263 00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:48,440 Speaker 2: injuries certainly came from his as military career. So the 264 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:52,000 Speaker 2: death is ever present, and it's continuing. We're losing men 265 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:56,320 Speaker 2: every every day, every week, every month, every month, I 266 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:59,000 Speaker 2: hear I get a phone call from from a friend, 267 00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:01,560 Speaker 2: from a come from somebody I've talked to work with. 268 00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:05,320 Speaker 2: No well, and they're calling because they're at a service 269 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:10,200 Speaker 2: or they're driving to or from a service. I think 270 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:13,119 Speaker 2: twice in the last ten years I've called you randomly 271 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:16,920 Speaker 2: out of the blue and you were at a service 272 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:19,679 Speaker 2: or I want one. You were in you were in 273 00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:25,240 Speaker 2: the funeral progression in the funeral, you know, progression for 274 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,520 Speaker 2: Scottie Wurtz, and another time you had just come out 275 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:30,920 Speaker 2: of a service for for Dave Hall who had taken 276 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:34,600 Speaker 2: his life. It's just zever present and it's massive. 277 00:18:35,840 --> 00:18:39,800 Speaker 1: There was a point where you had decided that you 278 00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:43,760 Speaker 1: weren't going to work with the VA anymore, and you 279 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:47,760 Speaker 1: kind of moved away from them, and then you started 280 00:18:47,880 --> 00:18:50,800 Speaker 1: coming back you wanted to work. Can you can you 281 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:55,960 Speaker 1: describe kind of that those transition points, one walking away 282 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:59,840 Speaker 1: from the VA and then two the coming back to 283 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:01,800 Speaker 1: wanting to serve veterans again. 284 00:19:02,520 --> 00:19:05,600 Speaker 2: Well, okay, so I started. I finished my degree in 285 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:08,480 Speaker 2: nineteen ninety two, and my first job was right there 286 00:19:08,520 --> 00:19:11,199 Speaker 2: at the VA in Charleston, South Carolina, not at Queen Vers, 287 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:14,920 Speaker 2: South Carolina. I was a full time clinician there and 288 00:19:14,960 --> 00:19:18,360 Speaker 2: a PTSD clinic for seven years. A little bit of research. 289 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:22,439 Speaker 2: At about the seven year mark, I applied for and 290 00:19:22,560 --> 00:19:27,440 Speaker 2: was awarded a federal NIH research grant to do more research, 291 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:32,480 Speaker 2: and that shifted the allocation of my time more towards research, 292 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:35,320 Speaker 2: although not one hundred percent towards research. So for the 293 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:37,520 Speaker 2: next eight years I continued to be a part time 294 00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:43,959 Speaker 2: therapist and largely doing research related to trauma and PTSD. 295 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:45,919 Speaker 2: So I had fifteen years at the VA and I 296 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:49,440 Speaker 2: left in two thousand and six. And at the time 297 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:53,399 Speaker 2: I left and the reasons I left, a lot of 298 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:57,960 Speaker 2: it's been chronicled in a book titled Wounding Warriors. How 299 00:19:58,480 --> 00:20:03,160 Speaker 2: policy makes is making veterans sicker and poorer, and that 300 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:06,879 Speaker 2: that really explains why I left. There's several chapters in 301 00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:09,959 Speaker 2: the book that just little bitter about my own experience. 302 00:20:10,080 --> 00:20:13,320 Speaker 2: But much of my research was showing the ways in 303 00:20:13,359 --> 00:20:19,320 Speaker 2: which the VA itself was harming veterans at the policy level. 304 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:25,000 Speaker 2: So we have policies that were harmful. We had, you know, 305 00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:29,639 Speaker 2: just hr policies at the level of every employee where 306 00:20:29,840 --> 00:20:34,720 Speaker 2: accountability was not was not good. I had colleagues that 307 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:38,439 Speaker 2: I worked with immediately around me who were phenomenal, and 308 00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:40,840 Speaker 2: so I want to give give that shout out. I 309 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:45,320 Speaker 2: worked with great, terrific people. I loved working with my patients, 310 00:20:46,480 --> 00:20:51,160 Speaker 2: but the system was brutal, and it was so much bureaucracy, 311 00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:56,399 Speaker 2: so much waste of time, so much nonsense, and I 312 00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:59,200 Speaker 2: could see it. It was just it was harmful to 313 00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:03,840 Speaker 2: the to the veterans who are our patients. And at 314 00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:07,200 Speaker 2: the point where my research was coming under scrutiny by 315 00:21:07,320 --> 00:21:11,439 Speaker 2: Central Office of the VA and the powerful machine that 316 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:14,920 Speaker 2: the PTSD industry is, and it is a powerful machine. 317 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:20,000 Speaker 2: There's a small cabal of so called scientists who run 318 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:24,639 Speaker 2: the PTSD national centers. They hold a lot of power 319 00:21:24,760 --> 00:21:28,119 Speaker 2: in terms of their immediate budgets, but they also are 320 00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 2: decision makers who make decisions about what treatments are going 321 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:34,520 Speaker 2: to be allowed in the VA, what research is going 322 00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:39,120 Speaker 2: to be supported. And although I was very successful, I've 323 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:41,880 Speaker 2: got hundreds of research. I got a thing yesterday from 324 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:46,040 Speaker 2: GPS scholar congratulating me that I'm the twenty eighth ranked 325 00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:50,600 Speaker 2: all time PTSD researcher in terms of my research all 326 00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:51,040 Speaker 2: time ever. 327 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:52,680 Speaker 1: Congratulations. 328 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:56,480 Speaker 2: Well give a shit about that. But my point is 329 00:21:56,520 --> 00:21:59,320 Speaker 2: I was an insider from one perspective, and at the 330 00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:01,720 Speaker 2: same time they were slapping me. I was being slapped 331 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:06,000 Speaker 2: around for questioning the system, and I was being threatened. 332 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,520 Speaker 2: I had had a very powerful colleague who's at one 333 00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:11,239 Speaker 2: of the leaders of one of the national centers, who 334 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 2: called me said, if you publish this paper, well we'll 335 00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:16,639 Speaker 2: throw you under the bus. Your scientific He literally threatened 336 00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:19,000 Speaker 2: my career. Your career will be over. We'll make sure 337 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:22,280 Speaker 2: you never get grants, that your papers are never never accepted, 338 00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:27,479 Speaker 2: et cetera. And that's when I decided to leave. And 339 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:30,280 Speaker 2: I by leaving, I was then able to speak because 340 00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:34,560 Speaker 2: I had had a basically a block. The VA had 341 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,879 Speaker 2: blocked me from being allowed to speak to the media 342 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 2: and the less I had permission from them, and that 343 00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:45,199 Speaker 2: required having a PR handler name was Tanya, present at 344 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:49,920 Speaker 2: every interview, and she had She had the anointed ability 345 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:54,480 Speaker 2: to strike questions that were posed to me by journalists 346 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:57,360 Speaker 2: as well as the ability the power to strike any 347 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:00,960 Speaker 2: answer I gave after the fact. And that's when it 348 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:04,160 Speaker 2: is just untenable. So I left two thousand and six, 349 00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:09,040 Speaker 2: and I probably was away from being very active in 350 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:12,880 Speaker 2: veterans research for about eight years and then and then 351 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:18,280 Speaker 2: slowly came back, not in a research capacity. I came back, 352 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,560 Speaker 2: and I say came back. I made some friends in Houston. 353 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:24,320 Speaker 2: You know, I had a job at Baylor Colls of Medicine, 354 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:28,720 Speaker 2: and there was a small foundation there called Quick Reaction Foundation, 355 00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:32,280 Speaker 2: and so it was set up four operators. By it 356 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:36,439 Speaker 2: was by operators for operators, not a specific branch. And 357 00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:39,439 Speaker 2: so through that, just through going to some of their 358 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:43,120 Speaker 2: events and meeting with guys, I started meeting and talking 359 00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:46,480 Speaker 2: with guys who weren't doing well, and I, you know, 360 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:50,080 Speaker 2: I think maybe a part of the story is even 361 00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:53,040 Speaker 2: at that point, I still had this arrogant idea that, oh, 362 00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:55,639 Speaker 2: I'll be able to help these guys. It's probably pist. 363 00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:58,560 Speaker 2: We'll figure that out, We'll get them help, and they'll 364 00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:01,720 Speaker 2: be doing they'll be doing better. You know what. Guess 365 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:05,840 Speaker 2: what it was? Not PTSD. No, that's not what they 366 00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:10,479 Speaker 2: were struggling with. The things they were saying were very 367 00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,360 Speaker 2: vague complaints. I don't feel well, I don't feel right. 368 00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:16,239 Speaker 2: Something's wrong with me. I don't know what it is. 369 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,320 Speaker 2: I can't put my finger on it. Most of these 370 00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:22,800 Speaker 2: guys had recently separated or retired. They were late thirties, 371 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:27,520 Speaker 2: early forties, and over the course of several months, maybe 372 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,320 Speaker 2: six months or so, it became trial and errors. I 373 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,159 Speaker 2: was like, holy cow, they don't have PTSD. Not even close. 374 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:39,040 Speaker 2: No fear reactivity, no avoidance. Yeah, some nightmares at times, 375 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:43,320 Speaker 2: but not the debilitating nightmares that you see in the 376 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 2: movies or that you hear about. They weren't bothered by fireworks. 377 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:53,439 Speaker 2: They were not avoiding things related to military service. They 378 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:58,120 Speaker 2: could talk about their experiences very easily without getting you know, 379 00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:02,359 Speaker 2: the rapid physiological arousal on such. I guess what they 380 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,960 Speaker 2: did have and you and you know because as we 381 00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:08,840 Speaker 2: found it with you as well. They had low testosterone. 382 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:13,959 Speaker 2: They had sleep app Yeah, every single one of them 383 00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:17,159 Speaker 2: had sleep app they had So these are things I 384 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 2: was not prepared for. I was not expecting these in 385 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:27,200 Speaker 2: young fit men. And they certainly all had chronic pain, headaches, 386 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,040 Speaker 2: cognitive impairments. And the big whammy is that we really 387 00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:34,600 Speaker 2: came to appreciate was traumatic brain injury. Yes, and none 388 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,040 Speaker 2: of them had been blown up per se. They didn't 389 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:40,400 Speaker 2: have the big, you know, the signal event where they 390 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:43,080 Speaker 2: were in an ied explosion and were out, you know, 391 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:48,120 Speaker 2: unconscious for an hour or so. It was from training, 392 00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:54,680 Speaker 2: last exposures, breaching training, shoulder fire, rockets training, the diving, 393 00:25:55,000 --> 00:26:01,960 Speaker 2: the thousands and thousands of rounds of rifle fire and 394 00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:06,080 Speaker 2: just came to realize that we've injured these men, and 395 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:09,159 Speaker 2: these men, mostly men, but some women as well in 396 00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:12,920 Speaker 2: ways we didn't even realize. And then a year or 397 00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:16,000 Speaker 2: two after that point, when I'm still struggling to understanding 398 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:19,000 Speaker 2: of this is brilliant paper came out in twenty sixteen. 399 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:23,320 Speaker 2: It gave a name to the type of brain injury 400 00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:26,879 Speaker 2: that blasts cause. And this is still not on the 401 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:32,480 Speaker 2: radar for very many people, including VA clinicians. But blast 402 00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:35,639 Speaker 2: exposures don't cause the same kind of damage that a 403 00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:40,679 Speaker 2: concussion causes. They have a shearing effect, goes through the 404 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:44,720 Speaker 2: soft tissue, including the brain, and they scar the glial cells. 405 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:50,960 Speaker 2: So this was named interface astro glial scarring. Glial cells 406 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:55,120 Speaker 2: are the support cells in the central nervous system. They 407 00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:58,320 Speaker 2: hold the neurons in place, they insulate them, they protect them, 408 00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:02,240 Speaker 2: they carry out the toxins, and their scar they're messed up, 409 00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:07,679 Speaker 2: they're not working properly. So we have this constellation of 410 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:12,800 Speaker 2: physiological injuries that lead to a whole range of impairments 411 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:16,600 Speaker 2: in functioning. But it's the physiological and I think that's 412 00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:21,280 Speaker 2: what my entire field of psychology and psychiatry has completely 413 00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:25,840 Speaker 2: missed the boat on for since nineteen eighty or since 414 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:29,400 Speaker 2: forever since World War One, probably when we probably had 415 00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:32,479 Speaker 2: it right when we called it shell shock. That was 416 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:36,880 Speaker 2: probably the vast most appropriate conceptualization of what was happening 417 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:41,360 Speaker 2: at that time, and we kind of went backwards since then. 418 00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:43,600 Speaker 2: Now we're coming back around, I hope. 419 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:48,439 Speaker 1: When how many guys had you worked with, you know, 420 00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: and overwhelming majority of the individuals that you've had these 421 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:59,200 Speaker 1: talks with, you know, can you describe you know, how many? 422 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:03,440 Speaker 1: And then the wave that started approaching you and and 423 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:08,000 Speaker 1: what you started when you finally started to go, oh 424 00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:12,280 Speaker 1: my god, there's patterns, there's a pattern to this. There 425 00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:15,360 Speaker 1: it's and then what did you do and who did 426 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:18,480 Speaker 1: you do it with? To really start to open up, 427 00:28:18,680 --> 00:28:21,840 Speaker 1: Oh wow, we need to talk to a cardiologist. We 428 00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:24,119 Speaker 1: need to talk to neurologists, we need to talk to 429 00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:28,480 Speaker 1: we need to talk to endochronologists. When when did that 430 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:29,800 Speaker 1: kind of tipping point happen? 431 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:30,119 Speaker 2: For you? 432 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:37,080 Speaker 1: Forgive the interruption, I just wanted to acknowledge one of 433 00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:41,520 Speaker 1: our core sponsors, Firecracker Farms. 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Well, at first it was just me having informal 452 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:56,560 Speaker 2: conversations with some guys over coffee, over a beer, over pizza, 453 00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 2: and then is they started to feel better and do better, 454 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:05,520 Speaker 2: then it was their friends. So it was one hundred 455 00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:10,520 Speaker 2: percent word of mouth, and that's how we met right Tyler. Yeah, 456 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:13,160 Speaker 2: I met you through Tyler, and I met Tyler through 457 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:17,680 Speaker 2: through this group. And so it was all word of mouth. 458 00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,800 Speaker 2: And I wasn't charging people, I wasn't filing paperwork, I 459 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:23,800 Speaker 2: wasn't billing anybody, and I'm not in any command structure. 460 00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:29,640 Speaker 2: So what happened pretty quickly was I was talking to 461 00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:31,760 Speaker 2: a lot of guys who had never really opened up 462 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:35,200 Speaker 2: to anybody. In part, I was safe. I was not 463 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:39,000 Speaker 2: within the system, and I had a credibility you know, 464 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:42,920 Speaker 2: from from having you know, from my from my academic work, 465 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:46,520 Speaker 2: I had some credibility that that that lended itself to this. 466 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:50,360 Speaker 2: And so I'd say over the last decade, I've I've 467 00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:56,240 Speaker 2: probably worked with three hundred three fifty individuals operate, mostly 468 00:30:56,320 --> 00:31:01,920 Speaker 2: operators and and some related you know, swick E, O, D, 469 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:05,880 Speaker 2: S PARA military. And then in addition to that, I've 470 00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:12,560 Speaker 2: I've worked more formally with about three hundred private defense contractors, 471 00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,160 Speaker 2: a majority of whom are either operators where their former 472 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:21,880 Speaker 2: law enforcement SWAT types. Also, a lot of private defense 473 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 2: contractors were are were Iraqi or Afghani interpreters or cultural liaisons. 474 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,640 Speaker 2: So I had the privilege to do quite a bit 475 00:31:31,680 --> 00:31:33,640 Speaker 2: of work with maybe I don't know, forty or fifty 476 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,880 Speaker 2: of them, some still in their home country, some some 477 00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:39,400 Speaker 2: in the US. And now I would say the last 478 00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:43,880 Speaker 2: five years some of my consultations have been with law 479 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:52,800 Speaker 2: enforcement firefighters, and so the operator syndrome framework that I 480 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,880 Speaker 2: guess we haven't even mentioned that word yet. Really it 481 00:31:56,240 --> 00:32:00,480 Speaker 2: relates to them as well, right, And so some of 482 00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:05,680 Speaker 2: the some of the law enforcement tactical, law enforcement, especially 483 00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:12,920 Speaker 2: swat dea tactical, FBI tactical, but even cotrol, patrol, police, 484 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:18,320 Speaker 2: and certainly firefighters have a similar constellation of TBI. Hormonal disruption, 485 00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:25,680 Speaker 2: sleep disruption, pain, headaches, cognitive impairments, psychological addiction issues, and 486 00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:29,920 Speaker 2: these all go together. They're very physiological. And for the 487 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:32,280 Speaker 2: first responder community, we see the same thing as we 488 00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:35,520 Speaker 2: do in military and veterans. It's oh, it's hit that 489 00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,720 Speaker 2: big red easy button that says PTSD, we go boom, 490 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:42,160 Speaker 2: and then now we're done. Now we can just give 491 00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:46,480 Speaker 2: pills and therapy ills and that's it, and that's it. 492 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,640 Speaker 2: And so in twenty so, I guess, just to say 493 00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:53,960 Speaker 2: a little bit more about kind of the progression of things. 494 00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,280 Speaker 2: One of the other things that I started doing probably 495 00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 2: circus twenty fifteen sixteen seventeen, was starting to talk to 496 00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:06,840 Speaker 2: and meet with some of the other medical providers in 497 00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:11,520 Speaker 2: the community. There was a really good group of psychologists 498 00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:16,280 Speaker 2: and social workers out of Virginia Beach working with the Seals. 499 00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:19,280 Speaker 2: And I mean they were Navy, they were Navy naval 500 00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:22,520 Speaker 2: officers providing mental health services, and so I got to 501 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:26,600 Speaker 2: know some of them and learn from them. They even 502 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:31,360 Speaker 2: started referring to some of their active guys, so guys 503 00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:34,200 Speaker 2: that they didn't feel like they could help for a 504 00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:37,120 Speaker 2: variety of reasons, fitness for duty being one of them. 505 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:42,280 Speaker 2: Everybody knows you know a soldier that says, hey, I've 506 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:45,040 Speaker 2: got an issue. They're going to be taken off the line, 507 00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:47,000 Speaker 2: they're going to be pulled out of training, they're going 508 00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:50,360 Speaker 2: to not go on the next deployment potentially, so they 509 00:33:50,880 --> 00:33:54,520 Speaker 2: don't talk. So I got a handful of referrals there, 510 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,560 Speaker 2: some from Fort Bragg. So when I say I've worked 511 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:01,640 Speaker 2: with probably three hundred and three fIF the operators, that 512 00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:07,320 Speaker 2: includes a lot of active duty and it includes Canadian operators. 513 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:09,440 Speaker 2: I've done got a fair bit of work there. So 514 00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:13,360 Speaker 2: what happened was is I was just in a learning 515 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:18,600 Speaker 2: steep learning curve. What emerged was this pattern that I 516 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:22,440 Speaker 2: kept seeing over and over and over again. It was 517 00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:29,840 Speaker 2: just every single guy had similar TBI low testosterone sleep apnea. 518 00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:32,880 Speaker 2: And now it's just like you assume it. You assume it. 519 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:37,560 Speaker 2: It's inevitable given the type of training, the damage that 520 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:42,759 Speaker 2: blasted caused, the damage, that circadian disruption of working at night, 521 00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:48,080 Speaker 2: traveling across time zones, the sleep deprivation, the physicality on 522 00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:54,280 Speaker 2: the body of running, rocking, diving, jumping, falling, tactical driving. 523 00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:56,440 Speaker 2: Even it's inevitable. 524 00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,279 Speaker 1: You know for me, I mean as I as we 525 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:07,760 Speaker 1: our friendship grew and grew, and you know, I kept 526 00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:12,160 Speaker 1: referring people to you, We kept having the conversations, and 527 00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:16,479 Speaker 1: then you know, that really magic moment was when when 528 00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:19,600 Speaker 1: you and a look and the other authors of the 529 00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:23,560 Speaker 1: paper kind of put this thing in and wrapped it 530 00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:30,960 Speaker 1: together under that term operators syndrome. Was was was that, Uh, 531 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:34,040 Speaker 1: it wasn't an it doesn't seem like it was probably 532 00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:36,480 Speaker 1: an aha moment, but it was. It was it a 533 00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:39,719 Speaker 1: seminal moment for you because it was a way to 534 00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:44,520 Speaker 1: be able to discuss this now that would potentially make 535 00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:47,200 Speaker 1: sense for those who were suffering. 536 00:35:47,719 --> 00:35:54,239 Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, there was no name for this, but it 537 00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:58,160 Speaker 2: was a clear pattern that we were seeing over and 538 00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:02,520 Speaker 2: over again. And to reinforce an important point here, it's 539 00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:07,640 Speaker 2: very physiological and all of our physiological systems in our body, 540 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:14,080 Speaker 2: you know, our neuro neurological, our nervous system, our endocrine system, 541 00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:19,560 Speaker 2: our metabolic system, our skeletal, muscular system, all of our 542 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:24,000 Speaker 2: systems are connected. They're all working together. So you affect 543 00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:27,600 Speaker 2: one system, you're affecting every other system in some way. 544 00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:31,960 Speaker 2: And what became really clear was this fit the pattern 545 00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:35,239 Speaker 2: of a syndrome, meaning it's not just one diagnosis. We 546 00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:39,719 Speaker 2: can't just go PTSD and stop it's PTSD. They are 547 00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:42,480 Speaker 2: a little bit more prominent on the psychological side of 548 00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:47,160 Speaker 2: things with depression, anger, general anxiety. When we put all 549 00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:50,759 Speaker 2: this together and seeing it in operators, which was really 550 00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:53,200 Speaker 2: the only group I was directly working with at the time, 551 00:36:53,960 --> 00:36:57,520 Speaker 2: the phrase operator syndrome just came into my mind and 552 00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,640 Speaker 2: it was it was just what I had, what I 553 00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,160 Speaker 2: was calling it in my head, and I met other 554 00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:05,719 Speaker 2: people along the way. There were others that had that 555 00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:10,040 Speaker 2: that had a similar phrase or the same phrase. Kirk 556 00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:13,480 Speaker 2: Parsley who'd been working with seals for years. In his head, 557 00:37:13,520 --> 00:37:18,480 Speaker 2: he was calling it seal syndrome. We put this together 558 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:23,560 Speaker 2: in a descriptive paper that had originally been something that 559 00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:26,840 Speaker 2: lived on my laptop for for years. And it was 560 00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:29,680 Speaker 2: something that at first it was a one page document 561 00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:31,799 Speaker 2: that I probably gave to you and said, here's a 562 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:34,239 Speaker 2: sleep man, you read this and we'll talk about it. 563 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:36,560 Speaker 2: And it has some of these things in there. And 564 00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:38,759 Speaker 2: as I was learning, I just kept adding to it. 565 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:42,319 Speaker 2: And then after several years, somebody that I showed it 566 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,319 Speaker 2: to said, man, you ought to publish this and share 567 00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:47,680 Speaker 2: it with everybody, share it with the world. So we did. We, 568 00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:49,920 Speaker 2: you know, some of the people I was talking and 569 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:53,880 Speaker 2: working with, we took it. We fixed it up. There 570 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:56,879 Speaker 2: was some you know, the team of authorship on it 571 00:37:56,920 --> 00:38:03,680 Speaker 2: included included one operator who was in a doctoral program 572 00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:07,719 Speaker 2: a neuroscience PhD program at the University of Texas. Helped out. 573 00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:12,200 Speaker 2: He's now in Congress. Former Navy seal Morgan Latrelle, who 574 00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:16,480 Speaker 2: you know, well, he was a co author on this 575 00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:20,279 Speaker 2: and that got published in twenty twenty. And you know, 576 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:22,640 Speaker 2: one of the things that happens for us nerds and 577 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:26,040 Speaker 2: science is you publish a paper, and usually you kind 578 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:27,480 Speaker 2: of forget about it and you go on to the 579 00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:31,920 Speaker 2: next paper, and you hope some other scientists read your paper. 580 00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:40,160 Speaker 2: And what happened in twenty twenty for me was completely unanticipated. Unexpected. 581 00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:43,839 Speaker 2: It essentially did the equivalent of going viral in the 582 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,359 Speaker 2: operator community suddenly. I think in the first three months, 583 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:51,480 Speaker 2: I got about four hundred requests for the paper, and 584 00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:53,799 Speaker 2: so eventually we just took the PDF and we put 585 00:38:53,800 --> 00:38:55,920 Speaker 2: it up. It lives on the Internet in a variety 586 00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:58,359 Speaker 2: of places. Anybody that wants to see it can find it. 587 00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:02,719 Speaker 2: And because it's just a simple description, descriptive paper, it's 588 00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:05,920 Speaker 2: pretty easy to read anybody. You don't need there's not 589 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:08,560 Speaker 2: a lot of medical jargon in it. You can download it, 590 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:15,080 Speaker 2: read it, and share it and educate your family, yourself, 591 00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:18,359 Speaker 2: your own doctors who probably don't know how to how 592 00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:22,479 Speaker 2: to approach your complicated medical problems. And then it also 593 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:26,799 Speaker 2: got picked up by law enforcement, firefighters, and so I 594 00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:31,320 Speaker 2: was twenty twenty and then last year we published. 595 00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:34,360 Speaker 1: And let me just interrupt, the thing that really got 596 00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:38,239 Speaker 1: me was, I mean, this was the seminal moment that 597 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:41,560 Speaker 1: for us, it was like, oh my god, there's a 598 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:50,520 Speaker 1: way to psychologically manage and label this perpetual sensation of 599 00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:56,240 Speaker 1: low performance, right, our inability to operate at the level 600 00:39:56,280 --> 00:40:00,520 Speaker 1: we once operated. But it happened right in the middle. 601 00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:03,680 Speaker 2: Of COVID and. 602 00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:06,960 Speaker 1: So as soon as this thing the rest. 603 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:10,719 Speaker 2: Of the beginning same month that the world's shut down. 604 00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:15,080 Speaker 1: That's right, Yeah, that's right. And so I believe that 605 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:23,400 Speaker 1: that muted the potentiality of what this ultimately has been doing. 606 00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:27,719 Speaker 1: But it's been this slow, gradual thing. And so could 607 00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:32,920 Speaker 1: you discuss that that the gradual nature of of it, 608 00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:36,520 Speaker 1: and maybe some of the challenges that you've confronted and 609 00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:39,760 Speaker 1: what ultimately drove you to write the book and released 610 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:40,759 Speaker 1: the book a year ago. 611 00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:45,240 Speaker 2: Okay, well, yeah, I don't even where to start there. 612 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:49,759 Speaker 2: We can talk about that for hours. One thing that 613 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:52,600 Speaker 2: happened was I got a lot of a lot of messages. 614 00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:55,480 Speaker 2: A lot of people reached out to me. So I 615 00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:58,319 Speaker 2: was getting a lot of validation. People were reaching out 616 00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,560 Speaker 2: to me, Oh, holy moly, this really this is me? 617 00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:05,400 Speaker 2: And I get that every time I present. I presented 618 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:10,239 Speaker 2: last week over at Pearl Hicckham on Oahu and to 619 00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:14,840 Speaker 2: a summit of Air Force senior enlisted Explosive Ordnance Disposal 620 00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:18,200 Speaker 2: technician c o DS talk for an hour. At the 621 00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,640 Speaker 2: break five five or six guys came up to me. 622 00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:23,600 Speaker 2: It was like, you just described me in my life. 623 00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:25,879 Speaker 2: How did you know? I get that all the time, 624 00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:29,240 Speaker 2: and in fact I may can I read as another 625 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:33,120 Speaker 2: quote from the book, this is so emblematic of things. 626 00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:36,360 Speaker 2: So this is the book that that you and I wrote. 627 00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:41,640 Speaker 2: You wrote, you wrote a powerful forward to it. And 628 00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:43,480 Speaker 2: so this is a quote at the top of chapter 629 00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:48,759 Speaker 2: one from Clay Jensen, a US Army Master sergeant retired 630 00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:54,200 Speaker 2: Special Operation Team seven Special Forces Groups CIA contractor. And 631 00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:56,799 Speaker 2: I won't read his whole whole quote, but this is 632 00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:59,480 Speaker 2: what he said. Every time I see a new primary 633 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:04,279 Speaker 2: doctor civilian, they're completely overwhelmed by the sheer number and 634 00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:07,839 Speaker 2: severity of the different medical issues I have. Nobody knows 635 00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,840 Speaker 2: how to treat me, completely different from any other patient 636 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:14,960 Speaker 2: they've had. For over ten years, I struggled understand why 637 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:16,560 Speaker 2: I am the way I am and to know what 638 00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,160 Speaker 2: was really wrong with me. Then I came across an 639 00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:24,440 Speaker 2: article on operator syndrome, and I was like, quote, holy shit, 640 00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:27,840 Speaker 2: I'm normal. Most quote. I went from feeling totally alone 641 00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:30,880 Speaker 2: to being part of the tribe again. And then I 642 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:32,800 Speaker 2: put that at the start of the book just because 643 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:37,880 Speaker 2: it's so emblematic. Guys are suffering in silence, They're suffering alone. 644 00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:41,680 Speaker 2: They think they're the only ones. There's this often, this 645 00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:46,040 Speaker 2: shame of all my brothers are crushing life. But I'm 646 00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:52,400 Speaker 2: sitting here in despair, in pain, with low testosterone, not sleeping, 647 00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:55,760 Speaker 2: drinking too much, and I can't get my act together. 648 00:42:56,760 --> 00:42:59,200 Speaker 2: And but I can't tell anybody because it doesn't make 649 00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:03,200 Speaker 2: any sense. And so part of I think the message 650 00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:09,320 Speaker 2: here is these physiological injuries are inevitable for combatants, for 651 00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:13,719 Speaker 2: first responders, for anybody who has one of these high 652 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:18,640 Speaker 2: risk professional careers, for you know, especially for multiple years, 653 00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:19,759 Speaker 2: for decades. 654 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,399 Speaker 1: Well, I think that the critical thing I also want 655 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:28,160 Speaker 1: to bring up is that as as you have really 656 00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:32,840 Speaker 1: kind of taken this and run, and you know, obviously 657 00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:38,319 Speaker 1: there's been some negative reactions within the different units. You know, 658 00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:42,359 Speaker 1: I think you've you've confronted multiple senior ranking people, right, 659 00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:43,520 Speaker 1: Is that is that correct? 660 00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:45,120 Speaker 2: What? What? 661 00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:47,400 Speaker 1: What was what was their points they were trying to 662 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:48,120 Speaker 1: make to you? 663 00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:52,560 Speaker 2: Well, you know, I think I'll put it in terms 664 00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:57,719 Speaker 2: of COVID you had. You had a powerful guest on recently, 665 00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:02,719 Speaker 2: doctor Robert Malone, who talked about the COVID, the way 666 00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:07,560 Speaker 2: in which the COVID narrative was presented, and anybody who 667 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:13,359 Speaker 2: criticized it, questioned it was silenced. They were chilled, they 668 00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:17,600 Speaker 2: were denounced. Uh, they were deplatformed, they were shadow banned, 669 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:22,319 Speaker 2: they were excluded. Uh. And they were also you know, 670 00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:26,359 Speaker 2: attacked in ad hominem ways. Their character were, you know, 671 00:44:26,520 --> 00:44:32,560 Speaker 2: their reputations were were gossiped about. And I've experienced all 672 00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:34,560 Speaker 2: of that. I experienced all of that in the early 673 00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:36,719 Speaker 2: two thousands when I was still at the VA, with 674 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:40,960 Speaker 2: my critique of the VA as a system, and and 675 00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:44,719 Speaker 2: and and again. You know, more recently with operator syndrome, 676 00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:48,759 Speaker 2: it's it's not been picked up by the VA broadly, 677 00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:52,439 Speaker 2: although I'm starting to talk to people in the VA 678 00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:56,680 Speaker 2: who are listening, who are already who are using it. 679 00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:01,000 Speaker 2: I'll give a shout out to to Jane Adams at 680 00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:03,719 Speaker 2: Palo Alto Via who set up a program out there. 681 00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:06,920 Speaker 2: He's a psychologist and research director of their program treating 682 00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:10,279 Speaker 2: operators using this framework. Would be a good guest for 683 00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:17,600 Speaker 2: this show someday. I've given one invited presentation to one VA, 684 00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:21,880 Speaker 2: the Orlando VA, their mental health program, just you know, 685 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:23,960 Speaker 2: at a local level, just said would you come do 686 00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:26,600 Speaker 2: a would you do a zoom presentation to us? Which 687 00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:30,279 Speaker 2: I did, And that's been about it. Wow, I've been 688 00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:35,040 Speaker 2: I won't say I've been harassed, but I've certainly been ignored. 689 00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:38,439 Speaker 2: When I have had a couple of meetings, I've been 690 00:45:38,480 --> 00:45:42,680 Speaker 2: told that some of the leadership at the PA has 691 00:45:42,719 --> 00:45:45,799 Speaker 2: said to me, pretty openly or pretty pretty frankly, we 692 00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:49,799 Speaker 2: don't think what you have to offer is meaningful. It's 693 00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:52,759 Speaker 2: really just PTSD. And anybody, any soldier who says they 694 00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:58,280 Speaker 2: don't have PTSD, they're in denial and so they're ignoring 695 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:03,680 Speaker 2: the physiological aspect of things. I did present at a 696 00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:08,120 Speaker 2: closed door meeting of one of the large foundations for operators, 697 00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:14,120 Speaker 2: and a retired officer who had previously had three stars 698 00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:19,200 Speaker 2: on his shoulder stood up and denounced me. He said, 699 00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:21,800 Speaker 2: and this was just a year ago. He started by saying, 700 00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:25,280 Speaker 2: I have not read your book, and then he proceeded 701 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:27,120 Speaker 2: to tell me all the reasons he thought my ideas 702 00:46:27,120 --> 00:46:31,080 Speaker 2: were dangerous and wrong and off base, and really what 703 00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:36,759 Speaker 2: his concerns came down to is worried that it would 704 00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:41,279 Speaker 2: hurt recruitment, and worry and the concern or the accusation 705 00:46:41,640 --> 00:46:44,399 Speaker 2: almost that I'm not a real scientist. I'm not part 706 00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:48,320 Speaker 2: of the scientific club, and I need to be listening 707 00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:51,120 Speaker 2: to the real scientists. And he had He was in 708 00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:53,320 Speaker 2: a room that had a lot of you know, Ivy 709 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:57,920 Speaker 2: League neurologists and psychiatrists in the room, and he clearly 710 00:46:57,960 --> 00:47:02,600 Speaker 2: didn't know that my background, my academic publication record probably 711 00:47:02,640 --> 00:47:05,080 Speaker 2: surpassed that of everybody in the room that he was 712 00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:10,040 Speaker 2: referring to. So it feels like, and I think it 713 00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:13,960 Speaker 2: is similar to the COVID we have our narrative. Shut up, 714 00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:17,960 Speaker 2: stay in your lane. We're not going to entertain your 715 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:21,680 Speaker 2: ideas because we don't have to. We already know the answers, 716 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:27,120 Speaker 2: so we're not listening. What's beautiful And you know, I'm 717 00:47:27,320 --> 00:47:30,000 Speaker 2: I've kind of done my piece now, and you help 718 00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:33,520 Speaker 2: me with this book, which is a book for not 719 00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:38,239 Speaker 2: for the medical community, but for operators, for the responders, 720 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:40,920 Speaker 2: for the combatants, for those in the combat arms. It's 721 00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:43,680 Speaker 2: a practical book, it's a guide. It's a short book. 722 00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:48,040 Speaker 2: Guys and gals can read, spouses can read to say, okay, 723 00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:51,439 Speaker 2: this helps understand me, understand what's going on, and here's 724 00:47:51,480 --> 00:47:54,920 Speaker 2: all the solutions, most of which are not being provided 725 00:47:54,960 --> 00:48:00,480 Speaker 2: by VADOD or organized medicine. We have soul many good 726 00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:04,080 Speaker 2: treatments now that we're not really providing to people. And 727 00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:07,080 Speaker 2: so now I think what I see happening, I think 728 00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:10,880 Speaker 2: you share this view probably is it's no longer about 729 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:17,919 Speaker 2: what the military leadership, VA leadership, the people who are 730 00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:21,440 Speaker 2: at the top of the medical field or psychiatry or 731 00:48:21,480 --> 00:48:24,840 Speaker 2: psychology fields are thinking. It's about what's coming from the 732 00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:29,880 Speaker 2: ground up. It's about it's about that that dea agent 733 00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:33,600 Speaker 2: who's hurting and going coming forward and say I need 734 00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:37,080 Speaker 2: enough of this. I don't need therapy for PTSD, I 735 00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:40,520 Speaker 2: need to have my hormones treated. It's the EODS, it's 736 00:48:40,600 --> 00:48:45,440 Speaker 2: the retired Seals. The Seal Future Foundation has created an 737 00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:51,240 Speaker 2: entire program run by Seals for Seals using the Operator 738 00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:56,680 Speaker 2: Frame Syndrome framework and providing treatments that are consistent with, 739 00:48:57,320 --> 00:49:00,279 Speaker 2: you know, with what's needed to address these injuries. And 740 00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:03,480 Speaker 2: so there's other foundations out there, the Marine Recon Foundation, 741 00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:08,719 Speaker 2: the All Secure Foundation, There's just there's so many of them. 742 00:49:08,920 --> 00:49:12,919 Speaker 2: Now there's many really good ones. Oh yeah, wait, isn't 743 00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:17,840 Speaker 2: there another foundation that may be young, new on the scene. 744 00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:20,880 Speaker 2: There is the Operator Syndrome Foundation. 745 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:30,720 Speaker 1: You know, I can there's so many different angles to approach, 746 00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:36,720 Speaker 1: you know. One my first comment is to the guys 747 00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:41,319 Speaker 1: who have the stars on their shoulders, to the bureaucrats 748 00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:45,680 Speaker 1: at the VA, we are not trying in any way, 749 00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:53,000 Speaker 1: shape or form to alter, reduce, or change the necessary 750 00:49:53,080 --> 00:49:57,879 Speaker 1: training profiles in order to get the individual from the 751 00:49:57,920 --> 00:50:00,719 Speaker 1: time they roger up and raise their hand, and because 752 00:50:00,760 --> 00:50:03,799 Speaker 1: they want to serve this nation, because of the heritage 753 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:06,799 Speaker 1: of those that have come before, because of those who 754 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:13,480 Speaker 1: have died, for the patriotism that founds this which is 755 00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:19,000 Speaker 1: the cornerstone of America. You know, you know, they have 756 00:50:19,120 --> 00:50:21,520 Speaker 1: to go through what they have to go through. We 757 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:23,719 Speaker 1: do not want to change it. I have not talked 758 00:50:23,760 --> 00:50:27,560 Speaker 1: to a single operator that suffers from operator syndrome from 759 00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:31,600 Speaker 1: OS that wants to change anything they had to do. 760 00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:36,480 Speaker 1: Maybe put some gaps in between you know, the the 761 00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:40,000 Speaker 1: breaching charges they do per week, or you know, the 762 00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:44,000 Speaker 1: shoulder fire rockets or whatever it might be. Maybe they 763 00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:51,399 Speaker 1: you know, they actually can take some medications that stabilize 764 00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:55,920 Speaker 1: the metabolic imbalance. Maybe they can address their orthopedic injuries 765 00:50:55,920 --> 00:50:59,600 Speaker 1: with better physical therapy in the midst or go do 766 00:50:59,760 --> 00:51:06,200 Speaker 1: high barracks after a deployments. That's what we want, right 767 00:51:06,280 --> 00:51:09,080 Speaker 1: We don't want to stop operator from young men becoming 768 00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:12,600 Speaker 1: on young men and women coming operator at all. What 769 00:51:12,640 --> 00:51:14,680 Speaker 1: we want to do, though, is we want to make 770 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:18,600 Speaker 1: sure that the next time we ask these people to 771 00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:24,480 Speaker 1: go down range and to possibly you know, sacrifice their lives, 772 00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:29,880 Speaker 1: but definitively to sacrifice their health and mental health in 773 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:34,560 Speaker 1: the future, that there's a program prior to a predicate 774 00:51:35,400 --> 00:51:38,880 Speaker 1: something for transition and then, as you had suggested, the 775 00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:42,560 Speaker 1: various programs that are out there to help them. To 776 00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:46,880 Speaker 1: give an estimation to the audience of the numbers and 777 00:51:47,200 --> 00:51:52,880 Speaker 1: what's taking place, can you describe how many phone calls 778 00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:58,840 Speaker 1: the Seal Future Fund receives annually once they discover the 779 00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:02,239 Speaker 1: potential the frame work which with which they can be 780 00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:03,440 Speaker 1: helped through their system. 781 00:52:05,440 --> 00:52:08,040 Speaker 2: I can't give you an exact number, but I think 782 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:11,440 Speaker 2: within the in the last three years they have served 783 00:52:11,560 --> 00:52:17,080 Speaker 2: twenty percent of the entire Navy seal community, every among 784 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:20,399 Speaker 2: every seal not the active. They don't work too much 785 00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:22,960 Speaker 2: with the active, but all the retired seals, all the 786 00:52:23,200 --> 00:52:25,959 Speaker 2: all the separated seals were now veterans. I think they've 787 00:52:25,960 --> 00:52:27,920 Speaker 2: served twenty to twenty five percent of them in the 788 00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:28,920 Speaker 2: last three years. 789 00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:30,080 Speaker 1: That's that's massive. 790 00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:33,120 Speaker 2: That's just not up every year. So the next two 791 00:52:33,160 --> 00:52:36,680 Speaker 2: years they'll they'll probably serve another twenty twenty five percent. 792 00:52:37,360 --> 00:52:40,360 Speaker 1: When when we you and I have had these discussions 793 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:44,319 Speaker 1: about all right, how many so at any one given time, 794 00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:49,280 Speaker 1: I think in SOCOM there's roughly seventy seventy five thousand 795 00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:53,000 Speaker 1: people or some some number. It's around it's it's that high, right, 796 00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:55,439 Speaker 1: and I think it actually flexed and was bigger during 797 00:52:55,480 --> 00:52:58,719 Speaker 1: the gap, might be bigger now. But but you know, 798 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:03,480 Speaker 1: within that you have have a dedicated group of door 799 00:53:03,560 --> 00:53:06,680 Speaker 1: kickers what they're called, right, people that are going downrange 800 00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:12,399 Speaker 1: doing the work out of that last the GWATT. Can 801 00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:18,120 Speaker 1: you give an estimation in your mind of how many 802 00:53:18,320 --> 00:53:24,919 Speaker 1: guys are are afflicted right with I mean, I think 803 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:29,600 Speaker 1: everybody's got some semblance of operators syndrome in something, right, 804 00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:35,360 Speaker 1: But what is your rough estimate of how many veteran 805 00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:42,479 Speaker 1: operators are struggling, really struggling with these this collective group 806 00:53:42,560 --> 00:53:48,239 Speaker 1: of challenges. Once again, I apologize for the interruption, but 807 00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:52,160 Speaker 1: I just wanted to remind you that this Saturday, on 808 00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:58,000 Speaker 1: May thirty first, at eleven am Eastern Standard Time on Patreon, 809 00:53:58,400 --> 00:54:02,480 Speaker 1: I will be giving a live motivational event. I'm going 810 00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:05,680 Speaker 1: to be discussing the thirty years that I have really 811 00:54:05,800 --> 00:54:08,880 Speaker 1: been trying to understand the human condition through all of 812 00:54:08,960 --> 00:54:12,680 Speaker 1: my incredible experiences as a Seal, a CIA contractor in 813 00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:17,040 Speaker 1: a World Championship performance coach. Please join us by visiting 814 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:20,560 Speaker 1: our Patreon account at David Rutherford Show. It's a two 815 00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:24,040 Speaker 1: dollars monthly subscription fee. I'll be given a one hour 816 00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:28,040 Speaker 1: presentation about the core Frog logic concepts, and then I'll 817 00:54:28,080 --> 00:54:30,719 Speaker 1: be doing a one hour Q and A. So if 818 00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:34,040 Speaker 1: you want to enjoy this, please join us at our 819 00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:37,720 Speaker 1: Patreon account at the David Ruthers Show this Saturday, eleven 820 00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:39,880 Speaker 1: am Eastern Standard time. Thank you. 821 00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:48,400 Speaker 2: Back to the show man. There there is no epidemiological 822 00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:52,279 Speaker 2: studies right that have been published or that I even 823 00:54:52,400 --> 00:54:56,840 Speaker 2: know of, so it's really impossible to answer that question. 824 00:54:58,280 --> 00:55:03,240 Speaker 2: I would say, however, I would say an operator syndrome, 825 00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:06,880 Speaker 2: like every medical condition, can be occur on a continuum, 826 00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:13,640 Speaker 2: not everybody had the same experiences or the same training exposures. 827 00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:19,040 Speaker 2: Not everybody has the exact same manifestation of symptoms and effects. 828 00:55:19,920 --> 00:55:22,240 Speaker 2: But if you if you go, well, we have seventy 829 00:55:22,320 --> 00:55:27,200 Speaker 2: thousand working at SOCOM right now, plus you know a 830 00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:30,120 Speaker 2: third of them of the d D is combat arms, 831 00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:33,840 Speaker 2: and so that's a you know what is that another 832 00:55:35,440 --> 00:55:38,560 Speaker 2: I don't know, half million men and women. Then you 833 00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:42,680 Speaker 2: add up all the firefighters and all of the law 834 00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:47,160 Speaker 2: enforcement officers. I think it becomes you know, we're talking 835 00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:49,239 Speaker 2: you know, we're not talking about a small number of people. 836 00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:53,120 Speaker 2: We're talking about a couple of million, three four million 837 00:55:53,200 --> 00:55:56,359 Speaker 2: people even maybe if we when we add veterans in there, 838 00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:59,080 Speaker 2: and then it's on a spectrum. And part of that 839 00:55:59,160 --> 00:56:01,760 Speaker 2: spectrum is the nature and the intensity of the training 840 00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:05,560 Speaker 2: and the deployments, as well as the number of years. 841 00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:11,880 Speaker 2: So I met last week, I my host Jason twenty 842 00:56:11,960 --> 00:56:14,800 Speaker 2: seven years in the Air Force. As an EOD twenty 843 00:56:14,920 --> 00:56:18,919 Speaker 2: seven years, he's going to have things that somebody who's 844 00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:23,160 Speaker 2: only five years in isn't going to have yet. So 845 00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:27,960 Speaker 2: I think an important piece about the Operator Syndrome framework, 846 00:56:28,000 --> 00:56:30,680 Speaker 2: and that's what it is. It is a framework just 847 00:56:30,760 --> 00:56:32,800 Speaker 2: to understand. It can be used from the beginning of 848 00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:37,000 Speaker 2: a career as a way as a perspective to help 849 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:43,560 Speaker 2: pay attention to monitor developing injuries and impairments as well 850 00:56:43,600 --> 00:56:47,800 Speaker 2: as to mitigate them, and then downstream it can be 851 00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:53,239 Speaker 2: a framework for treating more acute, severe injuries. So if 852 00:56:53,280 --> 00:56:57,920 Speaker 2: I'm talking to a twenty year old soldier in the 853 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:01,920 Speaker 2: combat arms or who's is going, you know, planning a 854 00:57:02,040 --> 00:57:07,200 Speaker 2: career in special operations, get a baseline on your hormones. 855 00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:11,439 Speaker 2: Do it now, know what your hormone baseline is. Track 856 00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:14,279 Speaker 2: it every few years, Pay attention to where it is. 857 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:17,480 Speaker 2: After certain you know, guys come back from a six 858 00:57:17,560 --> 00:57:20,520 Speaker 2: month deployment or a year deployment, or or a three 859 00:57:20,560 --> 00:57:23,520 Speaker 2: even a three month deployment, we're seeing the entire platoon 860 00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:28,280 Speaker 2: or the entire units testosterone has gone way down. Now, 861 00:57:28,320 --> 00:57:34,240 Speaker 2: that doesn't mean they need replacement therapy, time, rest, you know, 862 00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:37,160 Speaker 2: making some changes and bring it back. It will come 863 00:57:37,200 --> 00:57:41,200 Speaker 2: back up naturally. If they're young. The older they get, 864 00:57:41,440 --> 00:57:44,360 Speaker 2: the harder that that becomes, and the more evolutions of 865 00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:47,360 Speaker 2: that of those trainings and deployments, the harder it becomes 866 00:57:47,440 --> 00:57:49,920 Speaker 2: for it to restore itself naturally. But that would That's 867 00:57:50,040 --> 00:57:53,720 Speaker 2: just one example. And if I were, you know, somebody 868 00:57:53,760 --> 00:57:56,360 Speaker 2: asked me recently, what are the like, what are the 869 00:57:56,440 --> 00:58:00,320 Speaker 2: three four things that I would recommend to every buddy? 870 00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:04,120 Speaker 2: So this is just by way of practical solutions. Can 871 00:58:04,160 --> 00:58:06,200 Speaker 2: I can I give you that those place things now? 872 00:58:07,000 --> 00:58:10,600 Speaker 2: So first of all, the two things that are just easy, 873 00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:14,880 Speaker 2: they're just assessments. Get a sleep study if you snore 874 00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:19,080 Speaker 2: or you have sleep problems or fatigue problems. Get a 875 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:22,560 Speaker 2: hormone check, check your hormones. Men and women should be 876 00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:26,840 Speaker 2: tracking to get their hormones checked. A third is an 877 00:58:26,880 --> 00:58:30,800 Speaker 2: intervention that is not well known about but is powerful 878 00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:36,400 Speaker 2: clinical benefits, and that's stelic Ganglian block. That's a very simple, 879 00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:41,920 Speaker 2: five minute outpatient procedure. It involves injecting medicine into the 880 00:58:41,960 --> 00:58:45,000 Speaker 2: sympathetic nervous system. What it does is it just brings 881 00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:49,040 Speaker 2: down that fight or flight physiological arousal. Just brings it 882 00:58:49,160 --> 00:58:51,520 Speaker 2: down from a baseline of you know, eight nine down 883 00:58:51,560 --> 00:58:54,720 Speaker 2: to two or three. And it will last four months, 884 00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:59,760 Speaker 2: two months, six months, eighteen months even And that opens 885 00:58:59,800 --> 00:59:04,440 Speaker 2: the or because guys feel immediately more relaxed. Gals two, 886 00:59:06,360 --> 00:59:09,000 Speaker 2: they are able to concentrate better because they don't have 887 00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:13,439 Speaker 2: all that noise in their physiological system. They sleep better, 888 00:59:13,960 --> 00:59:17,720 Speaker 2: which just brings a whole cascade of amazing benefits. Sleep 889 00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:22,320 Speaker 2: is so important, they're nicer, their families like them. Again, 890 00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:26,240 Speaker 2: I've heard spouses refer to it as the as the 891 00:59:26,440 --> 00:59:31,320 Speaker 2: anti asshole treatment, and it can save lives and marriages 892 00:59:31,480 --> 00:59:34,440 Speaker 2: and families. And then the fourth thing I would put 893 00:59:34,480 --> 00:59:38,520 Speaker 2: on the list is dial in your own habits, your 894 00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:44,040 Speaker 2: own lifestyle habits, prioritize sleep, learn what good sleep habits mean. 895 00:59:44,480 --> 00:59:47,600 Speaker 2: There's programs that can help teach you that and develop 896 00:59:47,640 --> 00:59:53,080 Speaker 2: those habits, and then develop an anti inflammatory lifestyle, meaning 897 00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:59,040 Speaker 2: reduce alcohol and tobacco or eliminate altogether. Eat whole food diet, 898 00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:05,840 Speaker 2: don't eat processed foods, jung foods, fast foods. Hot saunas. 899 01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:10,480 Speaker 2: Hot saunas is a very powerful anti inflammatory for the body. 900 01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:13,680 Speaker 2: Anything that reduces inflammation is going to be good for 901 01:00:15,080 --> 01:00:18,240 Speaker 2: every part of the system. It will help reduce pain, 902 01:00:18,360 --> 01:00:22,000 Speaker 2: it'll help with the neuroinflammation in the brain associated with TBI, 903 01:00:22,360 --> 01:00:26,080 Speaker 2: so it's a brain healer. If you do those four things, 904 01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:29,960 Speaker 2: you know and do them from the beginning of a career, 905 01:00:30,280 --> 01:00:32,680 Speaker 2: all the way to the end of life. You know, 906 01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:36,560 Speaker 2: track track, your sleep track, your hormones were a sleep 907 01:00:36,640 --> 01:00:39,920 Speaker 2: monitor something, some kind of fitness tracker to figure out 908 01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:45,480 Speaker 2: to pay an engineer sleep massive gains. And then from there, Yeah, 909 01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:49,640 Speaker 2: there's therapy. There's maybe psychiatric medications if you need it, 910 01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:56,760 Speaker 2: but hyperbaric oxygen therapies, the stibular therapy, transcranial magnetic stimulation therapy, 911 01:00:57,440 --> 01:01:03,160 Speaker 2: psychedelic plant medicine, not microdosing, that's not what I'm talking about, 912 01:01:03,240 --> 01:01:08,440 Speaker 2: but a true medically supervised journey, powerful, powerful interventions that 913 01:01:08,560 --> 01:01:13,200 Speaker 2: we have. So we're not giving these treatments to people 914 01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:16,720 Speaker 2: very very often, we're not allowing people even to know 915 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:21,280 Speaker 2: about them. Your average psychologists or psychiatrists has never referred 916 01:01:21,800 --> 01:01:25,520 Speaker 2: a patient to get a hormone check, has never referred 917 01:01:25,520 --> 01:01:28,600 Speaker 2: a patient to get a stelle a ganglion block if 918 01:01:28,960 --> 01:01:30,800 Speaker 2: they may not even know most probably don't even know 919 01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:32,000 Speaker 2: what stelle a ganglion is. 920 01:01:32,600 --> 01:01:35,040 Speaker 1: Well, that's all That's what I found. I mean, I 921 01:01:35,520 --> 01:01:39,280 Speaker 1: started working with veterans charities in two thousand and twelve 922 01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:42,680 Speaker 1: or thirteen, and you know, it's like, all right, how 923 01:01:42,720 --> 01:01:45,280 Speaker 1: do I give back? How do I how do I 924 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:48,400 Speaker 1: you know, support veterans friends of mine, you know, because 925 01:01:48,520 --> 01:01:52,920 Speaker 1: I realized we started feeling the suicides around two thousand 926 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:56,440 Speaker 1: and eight nine, they started picking up, and you know, 927 01:01:56,760 --> 01:02:00,400 Speaker 1: by by fifteen or sixteen, we're just exploding. And so 928 01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:01,960 Speaker 1: I was like, all right, I want to contribute. But 929 01:02:02,040 --> 01:02:04,120 Speaker 1: what I ended up finding is that a lot of 930 01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:07,680 Speaker 1: the charities that I was affiliated with, we're not going 931 01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:13,600 Speaker 1: after these targeted and specific treatment modalities, right, these very 932 01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:17,080 Speaker 1: specific things that we're going to address the full spectrum. 933 01:02:17,680 --> 01:02:20,760 Speaker 1: And I think, you know, that's why organizations like you know, 934 01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:23,560 Speaker 1: the ones you had mentioned in particular, what what are 935 01:02:23,720 --> 01:02:27,160 Speaker 1: what we started in terms of Operator Center Foundation one, 936 01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:29,800 Speaker 1: as you know we started you and I, we wanted 937 01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:34,040 Speaker 1: it to be education, so offering a free education course 938 01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:37,560 Speaker 1: for anybody who wants to learn about this in detail, 939 01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:40,640 Speaker 1: and some ideas and suggestions and all that. But then 940 01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:43,720 Speaker 1: obviously at more Blake we just kind of I mean, 941 01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:46,720 Speaker 1: I know, I got sick of the organization, you know, 942 01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:50,720 Speaker 1: having all of this be so separated, to try and 943 01:02:50,800 --> 01:02:53,840 Speaker 1: figure out how to quarterback this for the individual. And 944 01:02:54,360 --> 01:02:56,840 Speaker 1: you know, I think that's why, really, why you know, 945 01:02:57,440 --> 01:02:59,960 Speaker 1: what spawned you know, John and I with your health 946 01:03:00,560 --> 01:03:04,680 Speaker 1: to initiate, you know, this pilot program for these five 947 01:03:04,760 --> 01:03:08,360 Speaker 1: different guys from five different units, but really all suffering 948 01:03:08,440 --> 01:03:10,479 Speaker 1: from the same thing and in different stages of their. 949 01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:11,680 Speaker 2: Careers, you know. 950 01:03:12,000 --> 01:03:17,320 Speaker 1: But it's it's focusing on metabolic stabilization, right, it's focusing 951 01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:23,000 Speaker 1: on neurogenic you know support, behavioral health support, and then 952 01:03:23,320 --> 01:03:28,320 Speaker 1: orthopedic you know, managing pain, and and it's it's nice 953 01:03:29,000 --> 01:03:32,800 Speaker 1: that that we have identified, but the real problem that 954 01:03:32,960 --> 01:03:37,120 Speaker 1: I still see is that it's still so fractionalized. It's 955 01:03:37,120 --> 01:03:40,640 Speaker 1: still so different. You have to go to like you said, 956 01:03:40,720 --> 01:03:44,200 Speaker 1: you walk into your primary healthcare doctor and he looks 957 01:03:44,240 --> 01:03:46,400 Speaker 1: at you and he's like and you ask him, do 958 01:03:46,480 --> 01:03:49,600 Speaker 1: you understand blast wave exposure? And he looks at you, 959 01:03:49,760 --> 01:03:52,240 Speaker 1: like what are you talking about? Are then you go 960 01:03:52,400 --> 01:03:55,760 Speaker 1: into someone else and it's like, oh, I've I've got 961 01:03:55,920 --> 01:03:58,520 Speaker 1: this from all of this, and they're like, well, wait, 962 01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:00,760 Speaker 1: what do you mean all on our stand all of this, 963 01:04:01,040 --> 01:04:03,880 Speaker 1: and and then like and then I'll never forget, you know, 964 01:04:03,960 --> 01:04:08,400 Speaker 1: I I went, uh, you know. We're working with Kevin Lace, 965 01:04:09,000 --> 01:04:12,960 Speaker 1: who's a PA in Pennsacole, Florida, and tried at medicine 966 01:04:13,480 --> 01:04:17,000 Speaker 1: with our metabox stabilization aspect. And I remember my first 967 01:04:17,080 --> 01:04:20,840 Speaker 1: panel I went in was thirty six vials of blood right, 968 01:04:21,320 --> 01:04:24,640 Speaker 1: And I remember the technician being like, I've never seen 969 01:04:24,680 --> 01:04:27,240 Speaker 1: anybody get this many. What's wrong with you? And I 970 01:04:27,360 --> 01:04:29,680 Speaker 1: was like, you ever heard operator syndrome? 971 01:04:29,800 --> 01:04:32,400 Speaker 2: And they're you know? And they're like, no, you know. 972 01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:36,560 Speaker 1: And and so I think the challenge is now, how 973 01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:40,760 Speaker 1: do we how do we teach people out there to 974 01:04:41,000 --> 01:04:44,040 Speaker 1: help quarterback? So people that are suffering. 975 01:04:44,400 --> 01:04:48,360 Speaker 2: So the excellent question an excellent point. Yeah, so just 976 01:04:48,440 --> 01:04:52,280 Speaker 2: to kind of recap, medicine is ignorant and arrogant. We 977 01:04:52,360 --> 01:04:54,920 Speaker 2: already have all the answers. We don't deviate from what 978 01:04:55,000 --> 01:04:59,480 Speaker 2: the algorithm of our field tells us to do. We're 979 01:04:59,480 --> 01:05:04,320 Speaker 2: a fraction. We're fragmented. You know, your psychiatrist never talks 980 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:07,280 Speaker 2: to your sleep doctor, never talks to your primary care doctor, 981 01:05:07,440 --> 01:05:11,320 Speaker 2: never talks to your oncologist or whatever. Maybe they look 982 01:05:11,360 --> 01:05:14,040 Speaker 2: at the medical record and go, oh, yeah, this diagnosis 983 01:05:14,160 --> 01:05:16,240 Speaker 2: is there and these medications are there, but there's never 984 01:05:16,360 --> 01:05:18,480 Speaker 2: really any deep thought about all of that. So there's 985 01:05:18,520 --> 01:05:25,040 Speaker 2: no recognition that all of these physiological systems are interconnected. 986 01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:31,280 Speaker 2: So education is critical. We the operator Syndrome Foundation has 987 01:05:31,320 --> 01:05:35,040 Speaker 2: an online training program or online curriculum, so that's free. 988 01:05:35,160 --> 01:05:41,480 Speaker 2: That's available. The Seal Future Foundation has a website titled 989 01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:44,040 Speaker 2: the Operator Health Index. You can go to the Seal 990 01:05:44,080 --> 01:05:48,680 Speaker 2: Future Foundation's website. It's free. Anybody can access that. The 991 01:05:48,800 --> 01:05:51,680 Speaker 2: Operator Syndrome Medical Paper is on the internet. If you 992 01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:55,560 Speaker 2: just put into your search engine and operator syndrome medical Paper, 993 01:05:55,640 --> 01:05:58,960 Speaker 2: it'll come up. What I often tell people is printed 994 01:05:59,040 --> 01:06:03,280 Speaker 2: off on paper, go through with a highlighter circle the 995 01:06:03,360 --> 01:06:06,080 Speaker 2: things that are relevant to you. Take that to your doctors, 996 01:06:06,360 --> 01:06:09,080 Speaker 2: take that to your prime to your providers, your primary 997 01:06:09,120 --> 01:06:13,720 Speaker 2: care docs, whoever educate them. Oftentimes people say, well, my 998 01:06:13,840 --> 01:06:17,640 Speaker 2: doc won't give me a hormone blood panel. When they 999 01:06:17,720 --> 01:06:20,720 Speaker 2: take that paper in with that circled, it usually changes 1000 01:06:20,800 --> 01:06:22,920 Speaker 2: the story. So that's one effective way to kind of, 1001 01:06:24,040 --> 01:06:28,280 Speaker 2: I won't say manipulate, but educate your providers. And then 1002 01:06:28,480 --> 01:06:32,200 Speaker 2: we also have this book that is literally a thin, easy, quick, 1003 01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:37,560 Speaker 2: practical read, practical guide to learn to understand as well 1004 01:06:37,640 --> 01:06:40,240 Speaker 2: as to understand not just the injuries and the impairments, 1005 01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:43,680 Speaker 2: but the solutions, the treatments, the lifestyle habits that can 1006 01:06:43,760 --> 01:06:47,520 Speaker 2: be developed. So there's a lot of ways to learn 1007 01:06:47,560 --> 01:06:51,200 Speaker 2: about this. You're right learning about it, and I would 1008 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:54,760 Speaker 2: say spreading the word because you're listening to this and 1009 01:06:54,840 --> 01:06:58,000 Speaker 2: you've learned about it, and I don't. This isn't meant 1010 01:06:58,040 --> 01:07:01,200 Speaker 2: to be all about self promotion. But share with your 1011 01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:05,040 Speaker 2: buddies because they probably haven't heard for sure. 1012 01:07:05,760 --> 01:07:11,960 Speaker 1: Well, Chris, you know, just uh, I can't thank you 1013 01:07:12,200 --> 01:07:15,200 Speaker 1: enough from not only from from the bottom of my 1014 01:07:15,360 --> 01:07:18,840 Speaker 1: heart and the immediate friends of mine that you've you've 1015 01:07:19,480 --> 01:07:22,800 Speaker 1: saved their lives, but to all the other work that 1016 01:07:22,880 --> 01:07:26,840 Speaker 1: you're doing, and the and the tireless you know, banging 1017 01:07:26,920 --> 01:07:31,120 Speaker 1: on doors and giving zoom calls and and the more 1018 01:07:31,160 --> 01:07:34,520 Speaker 1: importantly those middle of the night calls of guys in crisis. 1019 01:07:34,680 --> 01:07:38,760 Speaker 1: I just can't thank you enough. And hopefully when people 1020 01:07:38,880 --> 01:07:41,840 Speaker 1: listen to this, you know, you'll recognize that, you know, 1021 01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:46,200 Speaker 1: the toll of warfare is is is much much much 1022 01:07:46,320 --> 01:07:49,960 Speaker 1: deeper than just you know, the the war story or 1023 01:07:50,240 --> 01:07:54,960 Speaker 1: the sacrifice on the battlefield. It reverberates UH for generations 1024 01:07:55,160 --> 01:08:01,520 Speaker 1: across families, across UH units, across UH doctors who treat 1025 01:08:01,640 --> 01:08:04,800 Speaker 1: and people and physicians and nurses and all of those 1026 01:08:04,960 --> 01:08:07,520 Speaker 1: people at impacts as it comes across you know the 1027 01:08:07,600 --> 01:08:11,439 Speaker 1: impact of that, that higher level sacrificial service. So thank 1028 01:08:11,520 --> 01:08:16,040 Speaker 1: you for everything you've done, and you know, just wish 1029 01:08:16,120 --> 01:08:16,679 Speaker 1: you all the best. 1030 01:08:16,760 --> 01:08:16,920 Speaker 2: Man. 1031 01:08:17,000 --> 01:08:19,080 Speaker 1: Where where can people go to buy the book and 1032 01:08:19,360 --> 01:08:21,120 Speaker 1: how can they pay attention to what you're doing in 1033 01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:21,599 Speaker 1: your life. 1034 01:08:22,720 --> 01:08:25,599 Speaker 2: Well, the book's easy to find. It's on Amazon, operator 1035 01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:28,959 Speaker 2: syndrome it is. You can get it directly from the publisher, 1036 01:08:29,200 --> 01:08:32,360 Speaker 2: Ballast Books. They published. They've got a whole suite of 1037 01:08:32,479 --> 01:08:35,720 Speaker 2: really terrific books written by by military. It's kind of 1038 01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:37,880 Speaker 2: I wouldn't say it's all military, but it's got a 1039 01:08:37,960 --> 01:08:42,599 Speaker 2: strong patriotic focus. I do have a website Chris free 1040 01:08:42,800 --> 01:08:45,720 Speaker 2: dot com. See if you know how to spell my name, 1041 01:08:47,320 --> 01:08:49,640 Speaker 2: and I'm not on social media. I did that for 1042 01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:52,679 Speaker 2: a year to support the book and hate every minute 1043 01:08:52,720 --> 01:08:55,360 Speaker 2: of it. So I disappeared from social media a few 1044 01:08:55,400 --> 01:08:59,839 Speaker 2: months ago. Awesome, Yeah, thank you brother, This was great conversation. 1045 01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:02,000 Speaker 1: God bless you. Thank your brother.