1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:04,320 Speaker 1: Big Ban and DJ Screen bring you Big How this 2 00:00:04,480 --> 00:00:08,640 Speaker 1: podcast in the streets. Visit the new website today www 3 00:00:08,680 --> 00:00:12,200 Speaker 1: dot Big Facts pod dot com Lin for first class sounds. 4 00:00:12,200 --> 00:00:14,280 Speaker 1: You know what it is, DJ Screen, Big Bank, Baby 5 00:00:14,360 --> 00:00:16,680 Speaker 1: j we are. Here's time for another episode of Big 6 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:18,920 Speaker 1: Facts and our special guest today is none other than 7 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:23,360 Speaker 1: Saucy Santana has arrived to Big Facts. What's going on 8 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:25,400 Speaker 1: with you? What's going on with you? What? What's that? 9 00:00:25,800 --> 00:00:28,680 Speaker 1: Everything good with you? So let's let's talk about that. 10 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:31,640 Speaker 1: There's a there's just a lot of chatter surrounding your brand, 11 00:00:31,680 --> 00:00:33,400 Speaker 1: like how did how did it all start from you? 12 00:00:33,479 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: Like how did you you? You started as a makeup artist, 13 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:39,479 Speaker 1: right and then you kind of transitioned to a brand 14 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:41,239 Speaker 1: and doing music. So how did it all start from you? 15 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:45,320 Speaker 1: And how did that transition come about? Take us Bridge 16 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:47,720 Speaker 1: I was a kid. I was like a kid here 17 00:00:47,840 --> 00:00:50,480 Speaker 1: I was. I was born um and raised in Bridgeport. 18 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:53,520 Speaker 1: I moved to uh Perry, Florida when I was about 19 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:57,480 Speaker 1: Tenney Levin. So I grew up doing middle school, high 20 00:00:57,520 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 1: school UM in Florida. So that us for like a 21 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: lot of my music in Florida culture. UM. I started 22 00:01:04,240 --> 00:01:08,160 Speaker 1: doing makeup when I was about what I started, like 23 00:01:08,200 --> 00:01:14,600 Speaker 1: getting into makeup at like eighteen, um, doing makeup amongst 24 00:01:14,640 --> 00:01:16,320 Speaker 1: other things I ain't gonna talk about on the radio. 25 00:01:17,480 --> 00:01:21,959 Speaker 1: And then I just took when I took my makeup serious. Um, 26 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:23,800 Speaker 1: I had moved to tell Hessee I was doing makeup 27 00:01:23,800 --> 00:01:25,920 Speaker 1: in period, but it was a small town. Tells is 28 00:01:26,440 --> 00:01:29,440 Speaker 1: like a college sounding capital with m Florida. So I 29 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:33,759 Speaker 1: moved there for bigger opportunities. And then uh, I had 30 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:36,160 Speaker 1: ended up meeting some something. I had made some new 31 00:01:36,200 --> 00:01:38,640 Speaker 1: friends down. We had like a little podcast we were 32 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,120 Speaker 1: doing on Facebook. I think it was every Wednesday. We 33 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:44,480 Speaker 1: would go live on Facebook and just basically talk about um, 34 00:01:44,959 --> 00:01:47,000 Speaker 1: stuff we see on the internet, stuff that was going 35 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,840 Speaker 1: on in the city. Tournament. Yeah, just shot like that. 36 00:01:49,920 --> 00:01:51,600 Speaker 1: And so um, I was like, we need a theme 37 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:55,480 Speaker 1: song for the show. So we ended up finding a 38 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:59,200 Speaker 1: little studio we went and recorded a theme song, and um, 39 00:01:59,400 --> 00:02:01,200 Speaker 1: once we of the theme song, Guy wants to be 40 00:02:01,280 --> 00:02:04,320 Speaker 1: premiered on the little podcast, a lot of people are 41 00:02:04,360 --> 00:02:06,280 Speaker 1: just starting a lot of buzz. Everybody was like, oh, shoot, 42 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:07,880 Speaker 1: I ain't know you know how to wrap? I was like, shoot, 43 00:02:07,920 --> 00:02:11,320 Speaker 1: I didn't either. I was just talking it up beat basically, 44 00:02:11,440 --> 00:02:14,720 Speaker 1: so um, A lot of people are just like, you know, 45 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:16,480 Speaker 1: you need to, you know, go into that, see what's 46 00:02:16,560 --> 00:02:18,840 Speaker 1: up with it. So I end up doing a freestyle 47 00:02:18,919 --> 00:02:22,960 Speaker 1: to Tho Tiana. At the time the freestyle when viral, 48 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,280 Speaker 1: people started wanted me to um to come and like 49 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,400 Speaker 1: they started plainting at the clubs, wanted me to come 50 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:35,240 Speaker 1: perform all of that, okay, so um, I was like, damn, well, 51 00:02:35,320 --> 00:02:38,880 Speaker 1: you know, initially, I always thought growing up, I hadn't 52 00:02:38,919 --> 00:02:40,600 Speaker 1: seen like a lot of the niggas out the hood 53 00:02:40,639 --> 00:02:43,600 Speaker 1: be wrapping. I know, niggas that still trying to get 54 00:02:43,639 --> 00:02:45,880 Speaker 1: on now since all the way back phone we was 55 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:48,320 Speaker 1: out trapping and ship together. So I'm like, I always 56 00:02:48,360 --> 00:02:49,959 Speaker 1: just thought rap was kind of like a joke. I 57 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:53,440 Speaker 1: thought you had to be um already, like Little Wayne 58 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:57,480 Speaker 1: and somebody rapping. So you know, um, when I've seen 59 00:02:57,560 --> 00:02:59,200 Speaker 1: the outside the buzz, and I thought of it as 60 00:02:59,240 --> 00:03:01,440 Speaker 1: a hustle. So I was like, oh, shoot, I'm just 61 00:03:01,480 --> 00:03:04,480 Speaker 1: make a hit song. Walking like a Dog I came 62 00:03:04,520 --> 00:03:07,240 Speaker 1: out July fourth, the nineteen I was like, I'm gonna 63 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:09,120 Speaker 1: just make a hit song and I could just get 64 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:10,919 Speaker 1: a book that club, you know what, I'm saying making 65 00:03:10,919 --> 00:03:14,560 Speaker 1: some money, and I dropped Walking like a Dog July fourth, 66 00:03:14,639 --> 00:03:18,680 Speaker 1: two thousand nineteen. It did a million plays in a 67 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:24,119 Speaker 1: week on SoundCloud. Every ship everything changed since then? What 68 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:25,720 Speaker 1: what type of marketing you did to make them make 69 00:03:25,800 --> 00:03:28,480 Speaker 1: this ship? Doing them for a week then you put 70 00:03:28,480 --> 00:03:31,680 Speaker 1: it up. Already had a big follow. I just I mean, 71 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:33,680 Speaker 1: I had a I had a follow when I wasn't. 72 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:37,240 Speaker 1: I wasn't really that like that big. I was already, 73 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:39,040 Speaker 1: like I know, I was friends with the city girls 74 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 1: already at the time and stuff we we was going 75 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,680 Speaker 1: live and ship. But I didn't get really bigger until 76 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 1: after that song of the TikTok, wasn't it The TikTok 77 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:50,800 Speaker 1: dance is floating for you too? Though that came later 78 00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:53,080 Speaker 1: on when I when I first started rapping, we had TikTok. 79 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 1: So that was just, um, I think, just pure like 80 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:59,480 Speaker 1: word of mouth. Of course I put it on my 81 00:03:59,520 --> 00:04:02,120 Speaker 1: Instagram is into there. But I remember even when I 82 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:05,520 Speaker 1: had uploaded a snippet a walk up like a Dog 83 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:08,320 Speaker 1: that had went viraling like April before I even put 84 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:10,960 Speaker 1: the song out. So um, I think, I don't know. 85 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:13,920 Speaker 1: I guess people just radio and was they heard the song. 86 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:15,880 Speaker 1: I don't know if she just went crazy. So how 87 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:19,360 Speaker 1: did it, like, how did it feel like after Walk 88 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:21,919 Speaker 1: came out and you know, it started circulating and getting 89 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 1: bigger or whatever, How did it feel for you to 90 00:04:24,440 --> 00:04:28,640 Speaker 1: see like these major fashion houses and like the fashion 91 00:04:28,680 --> 00:04:32,400 Speaker 1: shows and like everybody all over the world using that 92 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 1: as their blueprint for their events and you know, like 93 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:37,919 Speaker 1: certain other things that they had going on. Um, it 94 00:04:38,040 --> 00:04:39,920 Speaker 1: was big. It was a It was a big mom 95 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:42,679 Speaker 1: and a proud moment for me, um because all that's 96 00:04:42,720 --> 00:04:45,920 Speaker 1: all that support was was genuine. I ain't had to 97 00:04:45,920 --> 00:04:48,800 Speaker 1: pay nobody to do that. I asking them to do it. 98 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:51,599 Speaker 1: It just um became a challenge on his own. So 99 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:53,880 Speaker 1: it was really dope and I was I was proud 100 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:58,520 Speaker 1: of that. And then once Nikki did it and he 101 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:01,839 Speaker 1: wanted to like you you know what I'm saying, and 102 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:04,599 Speaker 1: she really like with your music or whatever? Like, how 103 00:05:04,640 --> 00:05:06,920 Speaker 1: did that? How did that make you feeling? Did that 104 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:11,560 Speaker 1: give you more motivation to go even harder? Definitely more motivation. Um. 105 00:05:11,600 --> 00:05:14,000 Speaker 1: I've been a nicky fan since I was like in school, 106 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:17,880 Speaker 1: even before I came out, UM came out as gay. 107 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 1: I used to make all my girl cousins all my homegirls. 108 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:24,320 Speaker 1: Like we had a group called Cannon the Dolls. I 109 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:26,520 Speaker 1: used to make autems, give the Chinese game with the 110 00:05:26,560 --> 00:05:28,680 Speaker 1: Pink care all that ship. It was like I was 111 00:05:28,760 --> 00:05:32,600 Speaker 1: living through them basically. So um no, definitely Nikki had 112 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:36,080 Speaker 1: came and did the Walk challenge the whole year after 113 00:05:36,400 --> 00:05:38,760 Speaker 1: um everybody was doing this because she just did it 114 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:42,279 Speaker 1: at the end of um Nash year. UM and me 115 00:05:42,640 --> 00:05:46,279 Speaker 1: Nikki had we always had like a little communication back 116 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:48,839 Speaker 1: and forth if she was following me on Twitter or 117 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:51,200 Speaker 1: she'll mentioned my name all Live or something like that. 118 00:05:51,279 --> 00:05:54,880 Speaker 1: So I always knew that, Um, she noticed she was 119 00:05:54,920 --> 00:05:57,640 Speaker 1: paying attention, but um, just how to do the challenge. 120 00:05:57,640 --> 00:05:59,680 Speaker 1: And then she was on club House and I think 121 00:05:59,720 --> 00:06:03,560 Speaker 1: some here asked her, Um, what song was she remix 122 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:06,279 Speaker 1: and she's saying my name. So it's just it's definitely 123 00:06:06,279 --> 00:06:10,120 Speaker 1: a sense of motivation because growing up, your favorite artists 124 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:11,800 Speaker 1: are a big artist that you look at and look 125 00:06:11,839 --> 00:06:14,160 Speaker 1: up to. You know, you aren't really think of your head. 126 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,400 Speaker 1: Did they pay attention? They're paying attention to you? Um, 127 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:20,480 Speaker 1: So it gives you like a sense of like okay, 128 00:06:20,480 --> 00:06:23,960 Speaker 1: I must yeah, like sense of valuation, like I gotta 129 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:26,520 Speaker 1: be on my ship because I don't even know you know, 130 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:31,120 Speaker 1: Nikki paying attention yet something. Now You're like, okay, how 131 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:34,240 Speaker 1: now you think being gaining this industry to give your 132 00:06:34,279 --> 00:06:38,880 Speaker 1: advantage or a disadvantage. Uh and hip hop a disadvantage. 133 00:06:39,320 --> 00:06:43,320 Speaker 1: Um in the industry. Uh, I could say both. Um 134 00:06:43,440 --> 00:06:46,320 Speaker 1: just with you know, we know how hip hops just 135 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:50,039 Speaker 1: being for years anyways, and just how the industry ship is. 136 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:54,280 Speaker 1: You know, this is still new to a lot of people. Um, 137 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:59,119 Speaker 1: you haven't had a queer artists. Um, I don't can't 138 00:06:59,160 --> 00:07:01,680 Speaker 1: recall that he has had, um this success that I 139 00:07:01,760 --> 00:07:04,560 Speaker 1: have my husband on fire, just kind of going how 140 00:07:04,600 --> 00:07:07,720 Speaker 1: I've been going so UM, it's still I just kind 141 00:07:07,720 --> 00:07:11,840 Speaker 1: of related to the streets kind of when um, you know, 142 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,560 Speaker 1: before doing make up and ship, you know, just how 143 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:16,440 Speaker 1: I was really in the field, you know, trapping and 144 00:07:16,440 --> 00:07:18,640 Speaker 1: ship like that. I had to get validation to respect 145 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:21,880 Speaker 1: from them niggas out there, because to them it was like, hey, 146 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:23,560 Speaker 1: that kind of boy is supposed to be out here 147 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:26,840 Speaker 1: doing what we're doing. So um, you know I had 148 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:29,480 Speaker 1: to eventually me me being on the block and me 149 00:07:29,480 --> 00:07:30,960 Speaker 1: standing to my ground with him. There was like you know, 150 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:33,800 Speaker 1: what fucking bro I had doing his ship here about nobody, 151 00:07:33,840 --> 00:07:35,640 Speaker 1: whatever it is, what it is. So I kind of 152 00:07:35,680 --> 00:07:39,160 Speaker 1: relate wrapped to that because now that I've been wrapping 153 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:43,040 Speaker 1: from two thousand nineteen to right now, I get respect 154 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:46,280 Speaker 1: from different niggas that was that that wasn't trying to 155 00:07:46,320 --> 00:07:48,840 Speaker 1: have it in nineteen when I first said came out. 156 00:07:48,880 --> 00:07:50,880 Speaker 1: So it's just like, you know, I get that it's 157 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:53,480 Speaker 1: still new. It's still a thing niggas looking like you know, 158 00:07:54,520 --> 00:07:56,720 Speaker 1: but um, you know my music is I feel like 159 00:07:56,760 --> 00:07:59,920 Speaker 1: my music is a hit record is just music is undeniable. 160 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:02,960 Speaker 1: Somebody got good music, regardless of who it is, what 161 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:04,760 Speaker 1: it is. If you like the song and people I 162 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:08,680 Speaker 1: said the song, you just gotta respecting. So um, I 163 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:10,760 Speaker 1: try to look at it as a you know, as 164 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:13,760 Speaker 1: a disadvantage, and now I'll just look at it as UM. 165 00:08:14,120 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 1: When I first out of rapper, I used to always 166 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:19,320 Speaker 1: think of just me being a hoobit for real. I 167 00:08:19,360 --> 00:08:22,480 Speaker 1: just used to always think of just um everything urban 168 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:25,920 Speaker 1: or me having impressed a certain type of crowd. Where 169 00:08:26,440 --> 00:08:29,240 Speaker 1: UM I look at it now is if um, I'm gay, 170 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:35,120 Speaker 1: I could I could wrap all vers. It's universal for me. Um, 171 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:37,760 Speaker 1: I don't see, I wouldn't say that ain't. I wouldn't 172 00:08:37,760 --> 00:08:41,840 Speaker 1: say going pop, but I see myself doing yeah, covering Yeah. 173 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:44,079 Speaker 1: I could do pop, I could do vogue, I could 174 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:46,240 Speaker 1: do rap, I could do R and B. I could 175 00:08:46,240 --> 00:08:49,000 Speaker 1: do all genres of music, just me being me, having 176 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,280 Speaker 1: a personality that I have. So I got out of 177 00:08:51,320 --> 00:08:53,719 Speaker 1: the mindset of just oh, I just gotta beat this 178 00:08:53,920 --> 00:08:58,559 Speaker 1: rapper and just impressed, Uh, this piece, this piece of people, 179 00:08:58,640 --> 00:09:01,040 Speaker 1: or this part of the world could do everything. So 180 00:09:01,880 --> 00:09:04,480 Speaker 1: I know you were talking about how like when you 181 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:07,160 Speaker 1: were doing your makeup and you were like in the streets, 182 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:11,000 Speaker 1: you had to get your validation from those street guys. 183 00:09:11,600 --> 00:09:14,760 Speaker 1: You had a situation in two thousand nineteen where you 184 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,640 Speaker 1: were involved in a drive by shooting. So take me 185 00:09:17,679 --> 00:09:19,680 Speaker 1: back to that night and explain to me, like what 186 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:24,040 Speaker 1: happened and what you think was the cause of that. Um. 187 00:09:24,200 --> 00:09:26,880 Speaker 1: That night, I remember we had went to the Strip 188 00:09:26,920 --> 00:09:31,520 Speaker 1: club and I know, um, the security guard that was 189 00:09:31,520 --> 00:09:33,680 Speaker 1: in there, I had never seen him, so I don't 190 00:09:33,679 --> 00:09:35,880 Speaker 1: know if he knew the history. But I had been 191 00:09:35,920 --> 00:09:40,680 Speaker 1: booked a book at that club probably like three times already. Um, 192 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:42,960 Speaker 1: that's during my walking like a dog area, and I 193 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:44,720 Speaker 1: had a relationship with him so I thought when then 194 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:47,079 Speaker 1: when I come in, they walked me to my section. 195 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:48,880 Speaker 1: They set me up, bring out my bottles, bring out 196 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:51,000 Speaker 1: my ones, all that, and so it was just a 197 00:09:51,040 --> 00:09:52,800 Speaker 1: situation where I went with my friends and you know 198 00:09:52,840 --> 00:09:54,560 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, we turned it up and like that, 199 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:57,400 Speaker 1: and bro I had kind of like grabbed me, like, hey, 200 00:09:57,720 --> 00:10:00,560 Speaker 1: you know you can't dancing here. I'm like, you know 201 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:02,839 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I got me funk up. Don't touch me, 202 00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:05,240 Speaker 1: don't say ship to me, like nobody, don't never play 203 00:10:05,280 --> 00:10:06,760 Speaker 1: when when I come here. So I don't know if 204 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:08,800 Speaker 1: you knew it, you don't know what's up, but you 205 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:10,719 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, you need to go monitor out there. 206 00:10:10,800 --> 00:10:13,600 Speaker 1: We're good up here. So I ended up. I got 207 00:10:13,640 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 1: on the mic. I got on the mic, and I 208 00:10:16,320 --> 00:10:18,959 Speaker 1: was just like, um, I got a um in a 209 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,040 Speaker 1: DJ boo, got a mic. I was like, hey, yo, 210 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:23,760 Speaker 1: y'all tell y'all secuty, like, don't play with me, don't 211 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:26,000 Speaker 1: say nothing to me. Go over there. Every time I 212 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:28,520 Speaker 1: come to this beach, I'm throwing money. I'm like, I'm 213 00:10:28,559 --> 00:10:30,760 Speaker 1: never doing no wow ship Like you know what I'm saying. 214 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:32,319 Speaker 1: I mean, but you can't dance. What do you what? 215 00:10:32,480 --> 00:10:34,960 Speaker 1: What type of what are you saying? Um? Well, I 216 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:37,199 Speaker 1: remember when I first start going to the office, like 217 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:42,320 Speaker 1: strip club sound down, like regular people dancing the stri 218 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:46,640 Speaker 1: can make their money an st clubs so um so, 219 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:50,040 Speaker 1: but uh for me, like that ship was like I 220 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:52,000 Speaker 1: remember they used to be like that when I first 221 00:10:52,040 --> 00:10:54,720 Speaker 1: I wouldn't even famous when I first I got damn 222 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:56,240 Speaker 1: do don't be you know what I'm saying on that ship, 223 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:59,240 Speaker 1: everybody vibing whether we turned working whatever, like we're chilling. 224 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:02,040 Speaker 1: I'm all I'm always be saying tannan and he sending. 225 00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:03,559 Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, you know what 226 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:05,760 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I know how to be respecting, So I 227 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,199 Speaker 1: ain't going that a while like we're chilling me popping bottles, 228 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:10,800 Speaker 1: I'm throwing money. I'm throwing money. I'm for money more 229 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:14,080 Speaker 1: than I'm doing anything. So back they punk up, so 230 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:16,400 Speaker 1: I go. I got onto MIC. I was like, hey, y'all, 231 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:19,160 Speaker 1: tell y'all security, like I don't know what bro got 232 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:21,360 Speaker 1: going on, but don't say that to me, and especially 233 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: don't come yoke me up like you chestis in me 234 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:27,400 Speaker 1: and saying like we're not doing it. So um After 235 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:30,280 Speaker 1: the situation. I'll go back to the section. We keep 236 00:11:30,280 --> 00:11:33,640 Speaker 1: throwing money, we keep turning up, and we probably left like, um, 237 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:37,160 Speaker 1: probably like forty five minutes to an hour later. UM 238 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:39,200 Speaker 1: me just being a screen bitch. I ain't never said 239 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:41,719 Speaker 1: on names because I ain't never had a proof. Um, 240 00:11:41,920 --> 00:11:45,600 Speaker 1: um nothing, but I know after we left the club, Um, 241 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:49,000 Speaker 1: we probably got maybe three five minutes up the road. 242 00:11:49,679 --> 00:11:54,400 Speaker 1: Um getting onto the expressway right there. I'm leaving from 243 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:56,439 Speaker 1: right there. And then as soon as we don't know, 244 00:11:56,559 --> 00:11:58,880 Speaker 1: we mind you were drunk. We're in a car listening 245 00:11:58,880 --> 00:12:02,840 Speaker 1: to music. Ain't mean really pass thinking about she just 246 00:12:02,840 --> 00:12:05,319 Speaker 1: think were leaving the club and they go home, and um, 247 00:12:05,400 --> 00:12:09,520 Speaker 1: they shot that bitch up. Uh eight times on my side. 248 00:12:10,520 --> 00:12:15,160 Speaker 1: I was in the passenger. I was in the passenger. 249 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:18,520 Speaker 1: So they shot up um the car. It was eight 250 00:12:18,559 --> 00:12:21,120 Speaker 1: times between the window and the passenger door. And then 251 00:12:21,160 --> 00:12:25,079 Speaker 1: they drove up and shot one more time, um through 252 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:28,400 Speaker 1: the windshield, but on the passenger side. So uh. When 253 00:12:28,440 --> 00:12:31,000 Speaker 1: I initially heard the shot, just my first reaction was 254 00:12:31,040 --> 00:12:33,079 Speaker 1: to jump in the back seat because we were in 255 00:12:33,120 --> 00:12:35,360 Speaker 1: the middle of driving my homeboy driving the car. So 256 00:12:35,400 --> 00:12:37,200 Speaker 1: when I first started handing the bus, I just jumped 257 00:12:37,200 --> 00:12:38,800 Speaker 1: in the back seat, so literally, had I want to 258 00:12:38,880 --> 00:12:41,360 Speaker 1: jump in the back seat. The bullet that came through 259 00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:44,160 Speaker 1: the windshield, Um, it's damn, it's in my whole phone. 260 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:47,400 Speaker 1: The bullet was in the hair race of the passenger, 261 00:12:47,679 --> 00:12:50,120 Speaker 1: So had I want to hand, no instinct to jump 262 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 1: in the back seat. That was right to the head. 263 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:57,000 Speaker 1: And they only shot up my side of the car, 264 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:00,280 Speaker 1: not the bed. It was like it was like somebody 265 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:02,959 Speaker 1: watched me here in the car. You get understanding because 266 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:05,960 Speaker 1: it was my my um, one of my my friends 267 00:13:05,960 --> 00:13:07,640 Speaker 1: at the time, was driving, I was in the passenger, 268 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:09,560 Speaker 1: and my best friend was in the back seat. But 269 00:13:09,679 --> 00:13:13,040 Speaker 1: they only shot the passenger side and the passenger in 270 00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:16,360 Speaker 1: the windshield while I was sitting there. No shots to 271 00:13:16,440 --> 00:13:19,600 Speaker 1: the back, no shots just on my side. Nobody nobody 272 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:22,200 Speaker 1: got hit in the car, No Western and West said 273 00:13:22,240 --> 00:13:24,400 Speaker 1: by me, by me um jumping in the back seat. 274 00:13:24,559 --> 00:13:27,160 Speaker 1: The driver got hit and then my um. I don't 275 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:30,720 Speaker 1: know how my best friend got grace too. But um, yeah, 276 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:33,920 Speaker 1: so but you was they was only the whoever shot 277 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:39,160 Speaker 1: was only aiming at me. Yeah, ain't shooting. So you know, 278 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm just blessed to make it out that ship. Yeah, yeah, 279 00:13:42,120 --> 00:13:44,920 Speaker 1: Like that's crazy. So you had a lot of co signs. 280 00:13:44,920 --> 00:13:47,400 Speaker 1: You got a lot of co signs from like Light, 281 00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:49,959 Speaker 1: Skined Keyshaw. Obviously you're going on tour a lot of 282 00:13:50,200 --> 00:13:52,280 Speaker 1: you know, I'm sending in their future. You spoke about Nicki, 283 00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:56,960 Speaker 1: But have you had any like male co signs Kevin Gates, 284 00:13:57,200 --> 00:14:00,960 Speaker 1: Chance to Wrapper, um dumb Music where all of them 285 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:02,800 Speaker 1: were just coach. Now I do music with them is 286 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:05,440 Speaker 1: just um. I know I've seen Yadi. I was leaving 287 00:14:05,480 --> 00:14:07,600 Speaker 1: Doctors Yadi. He stopped me. He was like, you know, 288 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 1: damn bro, just you know what I'm saying, keep doing 289 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,680 Speaker 1: your ship like we never seen a sh like this before. 290 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:16,439 Speaker 1: You going hard? Um Chester Wrapper. He approached me in 291 00:14:16,480 --> 00:14:19,200 Speaker 1: the mall. I thought he was his brother. He gotta 292 00:14:21,160 --> 00:14:23,200 Speaker 1: so I'm like, if you're a brother, Like no, it's me, Like, 293 00:14:23,240 --> 00:14:24,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I see you Like, you 294 00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:26,560 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, keep doing your ship. Gates. I 295 00:14:26,640 --> 00:14:28,480 Speaker 1: ran into Gates in the mall. He told me he's uh, 296 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:30,880 Speaker 1: I think his girlfriend his baby Mama was a happut 297 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:33,080 Speaker 1: of Mama music something like that. So that's just like 298 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:36,160 Speaker 1: I said, the respect that the respecting, the recognition that 299 00:14:36,200 --> 00:14:38,280 Speaker 1: I get now I wasn't getting when I first started wrapper. 300 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:41,920 Speaker 1: So you know, people, people just gotta warm up, no 301 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: warm up to it. It's new. You ain't never seen 302 00:14:44,120 --> 00:14:46,400 Speaker 1: this before. So you know what I'm saying, people just 303 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:48,680 Speaker 1: looking like, you know because my first I wrapped the life, 304 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:50,960 Speaker 1: people thought it wasn't give me And I ain't gonna 305 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:52,680 Speaker 1: like even I didn't, I ain't know what I was doing. 306 00:14:52,760 --> 00:14:54,400 Speaker 1: I just knew, okay, ship, I know how to wrap. 307 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 1: I give me a beat. I'm gonna trying to come 308 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:59,160 Speaker 1: up with some ships. So now that you know, I've 309 00:14:59,160 --> 00:15:02,640 Speaker 1: shown people walk like a dog walk material girl up 310 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:05,680 Speaker 1: and down with a lot of She's show with city girls. Um, 311 00:15:05,720 --> 00:15:07,840 Speaker 1: you know, here we Go dance is going viral. I 312 00:15:07,880 --> 00:15:09,800 Speaker 1: think now people have a new respect for it. So 313 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:11,600 Speaker 1: when I walk into the room, I don't get the 314 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:13,680 Speaker 1: same reaction I did when I pressed I rapper. So 315 00:15:13,800 --> 00:15:16,280 Speaker 1: let me ask you this. Do you think that there's 316 00:15:16,440 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 1: like a sort of unspoken kind of ignorant homophobia and 317 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:25,880 Speaker 1: hip hop? And when I say ignorant homophobia, I mean 318 00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:29,760 Speaker 1: like it's not that niggas are like purposely trying to 319 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:34,680 Speaker 1: be funny, but they just feel like Okay, this isn't 320 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:38,480 Speaker 1: the standard normal, so I don't really want to embrace it, 321 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:40,480 Speaker 1: and then, you know what I'm saying, I'd be looked at, 322 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:45,600 Speaker 1: you know, like differently or definitely definitely. It's it's like that. Um, 323 00:15:45,800 --> 00:15:50,040 Speaker 1: it's like that, uh to this day still, But that's 324 00:15:50,160 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: I said. It's just um, that's just that's your ship 325 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 1: of the real world. Even even if I wasn't famous, 326 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:58,280 Speaker 1: or if I wasn't a rapper, you still just got 327 00:15:58,280 --> 00:15:59,880 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Niggas out there are just 328 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:05,760 Speaker 1: like they scared the co sign something or um or 329 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:08,240 Speaker 1: hot behind something because they don't want to be looked at. 330 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:11,120 Speaker 1: Because I've been in situations where niggas want to fun 331 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:14,320 Speaker 1: with me, but they try to involve a female third 332 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:17,880 Speaker 1: in the middle. Yeah, to be like, oh, um, you 333 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,560 Speaker 1: handing it now? You want to do business with me? 334 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:21,400 Speaker 1: Like what's up we had we had in the business. 335 00:16:21,640 --> 00:16:24,080 Speaker 1: I've always been the type of person where I never 336 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:26,080 Speaker 1: had Um, that's what I said. It's just I feel 337 00:16:26,120 --> 00:16:29,840 Speaker 1: like it's just people just having to get to know 338 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:31,480 Speaker 1: you because I've never been the type of person that 339 00:16:31,560 --> 00:16:34,720 Speaker 1: had to. Uh. I know how games already have a 340 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:38,000 Speaker 1: stigma that, um, you know nigga's right thing, So you 341 00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,800 Speaker 1: know how to turn up with your friends. But then 342 00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:42,080 Speaker 1: when you're doing business, you know how, like you know what, 343 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:45,360 Speaker 1: I know how to handle my business always. You know 344 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:47,440 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I know gays have a stigma that 345 00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,680 Speaker 1: people think gays is messy or I don't want to 346 00:16:52,920 --> 00:16:55,200 Speaker 1: somebody just don't want to be put in situation where 347 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:57,880 Speaker 1: they feel uncomfortable. Yeah, so that's what I'm saying. So, 348 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:00,280 Speaker 1: but that goes that that goes to the part of 349 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:02,720 Speaker 1: the stigma where I don't want to be uncomfortable. What 350 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:05,880 Speaker 1: what what make you uncomfortable right now? No, I'm just saying. 351 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:09,280 Speaker 1: So it's it's a stigma they gay, they extra or 352 00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:10,920 Speaker 1: he might try to talk to me, or he might 353 00:17:10,920 --> 00:17:13,000 Speaker 1: try to say so, I don't know, you know what 354 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So that's why I said people might don't 355 00:17:15,600 --> 00:17:17,680 Speaker 1: want to feel uncomfortable. That just goes with the stigma 356 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:20,520 Speaker 1: of what you think. Yeah, is because I'm sitting right here, 357 00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:23,119 Speaker 1: you feel you're like I ain't barely looking at you, 358 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:24,720 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. So it's like I 359 00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: just know how, I just know how. You know, I've 360 00:17:29,600 --> 00:17:31,120 Speaker 1: been in I've been in you know what I'm saying, 361 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:33,200 Speaker 1: real situations, and I dealt with a lot of real 362 00:17:33,280 --> 00:17:36,199 Speaker 1: niggas just in general, so I know how I know 363 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:38,480 Speaker 1: how to conduct myself around you know what I'm saying people, 364 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:40,040 Speaker 1: I'm still gonna be me. I ain't gonna get here 365 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:43,639 Speaker 1: and be like I don't like that, but I'm not 366 00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 1: just know how to you know what I'm saying. I'm 367 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:46,960 Speaker 1: gonna still be me, but I know how to handle 368 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:48,480 Speaker 1: myself and I know how to maneuver you know what 369 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:50,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying around niggas and just and in those type 370 00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:53,120 Speaker 1: of environments period. So that's how I said, I feel 371 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 1: like it comes to a point where niggas just gotta 372 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:58,040 Speaker 1: I try to give it a pass and I'm like, no, 373 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,080 Speaker 1: I know, I know you might see me and be like, yeah, bro, 374 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:05,280 Speaker 1: I got nails on it. I don't know as till 375 00:18:05,359 --> 00:18:07,359 Speaker 1: you know I pready sitting down and side talking be like, 376 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:10,280 Speaker 1: oh yeah, I can see. I think the difference. I think, 377 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:13,119 Speaker 1: like the difference with you and I know just this 378 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:15,639 Speaker 1: from like a lot of niggas that like I know 379 00:18:15,680 --> 00:18:18,280 Speaker 1: and I talked to or whatever, like we see you 380 00:18:18,320 --> 00:18:20,840 Speaker 1: in the club every night. So it's like with you 381 00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:23,320 Speaker 1: being in the club every night and you turn it 382 00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:25,040 Speaker 1: up with your friends and being regular. You know what 383 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:29,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Just whatever whatever, That normalcy of like seeing 384 00:18:29,080 --> 00:18:34,360 Speaker 1: you every night like makes niggas more comfortable and makes 385 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:41,879 Speaker 1: niggas like, okay them all. So it's like you you 386 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:44,600 Speaker 1: don't never see me outside doing the wild ship? Yeah, exactly, 387 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:47,840 Speaker 1: So I start, you know, That's how I say. Now, 388 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,439 Speaker 1: once people see they're like, oh, when I see bro, 389 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:54,000 Speaker 1: he just bottles. He ain't doing nothing, no crazy, Why 390 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:55,800 Speaker 1: I shoot out the way like here in the strip 391 00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:58,680 Speaker 1: club blowing the bag like he's chilling. Yeah, for sure. 392 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:08,960 Speaker 1: It's big facts. So we always got to get to 393 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:12,040 Speaker 1: the facts. So the first question I'm gonna asking where 394 00:19:12,080 --> 00:19:14,680 Speaker 1: you stand, is everything good with you in the city girls, 395 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,399 Speaker 1: because we see stuff online and people saying this and that, 396 00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:22,639 Speaker 1: and so everything is good? Say less? And then also, 397 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,520 Speaker 1: have you ever had a strange situation or is there 398 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:28,520 Speaker 1: any is anybody in that n slid in your DM 399 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:31,640 Speaker 1: You don't say names that we will all be surprised 400 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:33,400 Speaker 1: kind of slid on your DMS or some other ship. 401 00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:35,800 Speaker 1: I don't get into that. No, I'm not saying no names. 402 00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:41,119 Speaker 1: It's just I don't know I've got. I don't know 403 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:43,120 Speaker 1: who y'all know. I don't know what I might think. 404 00:19:43,200 --> 00:19:48,880 Speaker 1: I don't know good answers. In other words, hell yeah, yeah, 405 00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:52,160 Speaker 1: I don't know who y'all don't enough if y're surprised, 406 00:19:52,160 --> 00:19:54,360 Speaker 1: I think I might be. We wouldn't say names were 407 00:19:54,359 --> 00:19:56,439 Speaker 1: just I guess we asked it like has it happened? 408 00:19:57,320 --> 00:20:00,439 Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. I don't say what 409 00:20:00,760 --> 00:20:02,720 Speaker 1: y'all said what I'll be surprised. So I'm like, I 410 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:04,680 Speaker 1: don't know who y'all know to be surprised. If y'all 411 00:20:04,760 --> 00:20:06,919 Speaker 1: enough to take the surprise element out of it, have 412 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:12,040 Speaker 1: you had my MS has always surprised you? Like damn, Yeah, 413 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:17,160 Speaker 1: that surprised me. Yeah, my DM splid. I always say not, 414 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:23,360 Speaker 1: I'm we're talking about specific stuff. No, no, no, no, 415 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:33,720 Speaker 1: we keep playing. Yeah. So I know another thing to 416 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:36,600 Speaker 1: like that a lot of people are familiar with you 417 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:46,119 Speaker 1: from the ship y'all try to Jim. I know another 418 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:47,960 Speaker 1: thing that a lot of people are familiar with you 419 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:51,840 Speaker 1: from Are you in Keresa's lives? So tell me, like, 420 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:56,280 Speaker 1: how does a day on Live with Kresia go? As 421 00:20:56,280 --> 00:20:58,720 Speaker 1: far as you guys going back and forth talking about 422 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:01,960 Speaker 1: different things, you know, like having a girl talks, you know, 423 00:21:02,119 --> 00:21:04,679 Speaker 1: doing a little the things that y'all do. Like like 424 00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:08,120 Speaker 1: what made y'all like understand that that was some ship 425 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:09,720 Speaker 1: that people needed to see and for you guys to 426 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,520 Speaker 1: keep doing it. Um, it was never for y'all. Uh, 427 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:17,960 Speaker 1: I think that it was just us having a friendship. 428 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:19,920 Speaker 1: Like you just get on live with your friends. That's 429 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,720 Speaker 1: how it was so for us. Just like, um, it 430 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:25,760 Speaker 1: was never scripted. We don't call each other and say, um, 431 00:21:26,480 --> 00:21:28,560 Speaker 1: we better get on live and do this. Do that 432 00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:32,240 Speaker 1: just us fucking around you know Florida people. Uh, Florida people. 433 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:35,240 Speaker 1: That's what we do. That's how we express love. We 434 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:38,119 Speaker 1: count on each other. So us just talking ship to 435 00:21:38,160 --> 00:21:40,080 Speaker 1: each other and making jokes. Um, A lot of people 436 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:43,480 Speaker 1: saways be like, are really friends? Like y'all, I wasn't 437 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:46,520 Speaker 1: mad at them like that ain't ship. Y'all think that's 438 00:21:46,800 --> 00:21:48,520 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, y'all think that's that's a problem. 439 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:50,920 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Yeah, that's just how That's 440 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:53,240 Speaker 1: just how we is in Florida. But it was never 441 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:56,520 Speaker 1: nothing scripted. It was justus, Um, us getting on lives 442 00:21:56,560 --> 00:22:00,320 Speaker 1: and we got we got similar personalities. So when me 443 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:03,120 Speaker 1: and Courage you all together, people just fall in love 444 00:22:03,320 --> 00:22:05,520 Speaker 1: just how we talk, how we're clounting each other, just 445 00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:08,760 Speaker 1: our attitude. So um, I think I think that's why, 446 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:12,520 Speaker 1: even um, even with myself, I think why ive came 447 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:15,400 Speaker 1: so far as because people just see that it's authentic 448 00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 1: and that it's genuine. When y'all, when y'all watching us, 449 00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:24,000 Speaker 1: that's just us on the phone, as if y'all was 450 00:22:24,040 --> 00:22:25,680 Speaker 1: on the phone now. Of course on the phone, we're 451 00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:28,159 Speaker 1: probably a little more serious, you know, telling you other 452 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:30,880 Speaker 1: our personal like that. But you know, other than that, 453 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:35,160 Speaker 1: that's just us clowning, just being ourselves. So it's easy 454 00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:39,199 Speaker 1: to just get on live and just we're just being ourselves. Okay, 455 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:41,320 Speaker 1: when it's all saitting done, you fall back what you 456 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:47,200 Speaker 1: think your legacy gonna be. I just I see it's 457 00:22:47,240 --> 00:22:49,480 Speaker 1: like I can't even admit. I just know it's gonna 458 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:54,080 Speaker 1: be so big. Um, just the opportunities um that I have. 459 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:56,520 Speaker 1: I know one thing that I that I really want 460 00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:59,520 Speaker 1: to stamp up because we'll just me being so big. 461 00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:03,720 Speaker 1: People are already ready to pull me in every direction 462 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:06,560 Speaker 1: they want me to act They want me on commercials. 463 00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:09,600 Speaker 1: They want me because I got personality as well as 464 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:12,040 Speaker 1: being a rapper. And that's what I tell people, Um, 465 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:15,119 Speaker 1: that's will make me a star. You can have a rapper, 466 00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,920 Speaker 1: but it's just a wrapper with nothing else to them. 467 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:19,520 Speaker 1: You just make a good song and that's how you 468 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:23,679 Speaker 1: give a funk about so um people. People are already 469 00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:25,960 Speaker 1: ready to try to pull me in differentations. But one thing, 470 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:28,080 Speaker 1: I just want to make sure that I'll leave a 471 00:23:28,119 --> 00:23:30,800 Speaker 1: stamp and wrap. I feel like, you know, this a 472 00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:34,600 Speaker 1: dore that I definitely gotta kick down because um, it 473 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:38,520 Speaker 1: hasn't been done before. And it's other you know, gay rappers, 474 00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:40,120 Speaker 1: and it's other people that you know what I'm saying, 475 00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:41,760 Speaker 1: I want to do ship, but they're looking at me like, 476 00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:44,119 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Santana, you kind of hit 477 00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:47,000 Speaker 1: at the forefront of this ship. So you know what 478 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:50,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying. They depending on me too, you know, help 479 00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:52,000 Speaker 1: everybody else through. And I know as big as I 480 00:23:52,119 --> 00:23:55,240 Speaker 1: probably already seen to a lot of people, I still 481 00:23:55,359 --> 00:23:58,479 Speaker 1: got always to go. Yeah. So it's like, you know, 482 00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:01,520 Speaker 1: I want us to go to the BAT Awards and 483 00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:07,120 Speaker 1: it's best new LGBT artists or you know what I'm saying, um, 484 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:09,560 Speaker 1: or you know, just being nominated if y'all want to 485 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:13,639 Speaker 1: put us in best Best New Artists whatever, Yeah, like 486 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,320 Speaker 1: of course we want to be a part of that too. 487 00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:19,959 Speaker 1: But you know just how they have um best New Artists, 488 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,760 Speaker 1: and they have best Female Artist, best Male artists, best 489 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:25,840 Speaker 1: rap group, the best new LGBT And now you know 490 00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I really want to I really 491 00:24:28,119 --> 00:24:30,200 Speaker 1: want to just make sure that I leave a stamping 492 00:24:30,280 --> 00:24:32,639 Speaker 1: wrap before because I got so many other endeavors I'm 493 00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:34,320 Speaker 1: gonna do, but I want to make sure I make 494 00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,920 Speaker 1: a stamping wrap so that way, if I get tired 495 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,399 Speaker 1: of wrap and if I get too old to be 496 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:41,200 Speaker 1: fucking wrapping. Um, you know what I'm saying, it still 497 00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:43,280 Speaker 1: carry on. They won't be a center, it won't be 498 00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:45,800 Speaker 1: a thing. Oh yeah, I remember say Internity that ship 499 00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:49,000 Speaker 1: I ten years ago and we never seen it before. 500 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:53,080 Speaker 1: I was your love and hip hop experience. I hate 501 00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:56,239 Speaker 1: it love. I think the people could tell. That's why 502 00:24:56,240 --> 00:25:01,040 Speaker 1: I'm too playing for that ship. Like, um, it's like 503 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:05,240 Speaker 1: I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I didn't realize. Um, 504 00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:08,920 Speaker 1: Like how how it was that came with so much drama. Yeah, 505 00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:11,000 Speaker 1: so much drama. And I just felt like that that 506 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:14,400 Speaker 1: was already adding to the look of what I did. 507 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:17,280 Speaker 1: But I did not want to give day. Every game 508 00:25:17,320 --> 00:25:20,680 Speaker 1: that you see on love and Hip Hop, it's always 509 00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:25,680 Speaker 1: a drink being thrown, it's always drama being started. And 510 00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:27,880 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, That's how why people look 511 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,080 Speaker 1: be kind of looking at us like then now you 512 00:25:30,119 --> 00:25:32,320 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, people get on these these TV 513 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:36,119 Speaker 1: networks is not for you, day for them, um, because 514 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,600 Speaker 1: it's it's like when I was there with my grandma, 515 00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:40,880 Speaker 1: don't watch your soap operus, them to new soap operus. 516 00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:42,960 Speaker 1: So you know what I'm saying, it gotta be it 517 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:45,639 Speaker 1: gotta be drama. Um. You know what I'm saying. With 518 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:49,400 Speaker 1: that ship and so, UM, I quit I think like 519 00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:53,480 Speaker 1: two or three times, um during as we were spilming, 520 00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:57,480 Speaker 1: and UM, once I had got shot, they had offered 521 00:25:57,520 --> 00:25:59,280 Speaker 1: me like three times the amount of money that day 522 00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:01,159 Speaker 1: was gonna pay me and issue, so you know I 523 00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:04,240 Speaker 1: wouldn't go get it bad. Um, And I still ended 524 00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:06,760 Speaker 1: up regretting it because just for me not knowing how 525 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:12,719 Speaker 1: to show work. So that's how they got that storyline up. Um, 526 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,280 Speaker 1: me and Miami Tip and so it kind of blew 527 00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:19,359 Speaker 1: my mind when she got on the internet and you 528 00:26:19,359 --> 00:26:22,359 Speaker 1: know it, mad accusations about me at the strip cub 529 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,320 Speaker 1: and asked to why I had got shot and I 530 00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:26,720 Speaker 1: and I didn't get why the fucking the world would 531 00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:30,240 Speaker 1: she do that? And then it came to me like, oh, 532 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:33,680 Speaker 1: this for the show, because you the more the more 533 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:36,520 Speaker 1: storyline you have, and the more episodes you get, the 534 00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:39,560 Speaker 1: more popular and the more money you make. Something like, Bro, 535 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:42,120 Speaker 1: you're playing with my real life on some TV bullshit. 536 00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,240 Speaker 1: I'm not on that. Like you know what I'm saying. 537 00:26:44,280 --> 00:26:45,720 Speaker 1: I don't want to be I don't want to be 538 00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:48,120 Speaker 1: looked at weird. You know what I'm saying. I don't 539 00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:51,040 Speaker 1: want to be You know, I presented as you know 540 00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:53,320 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, just with all that drama ship because 541 00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:55,760 Speaker 1: I was really taking I was really taking rap series. 542 00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:58,359 Speaker 1: So you know, I'm like, you know I did, of course, 543 00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:01,199 Speaker 1: you know publicity did you know? I was like, but 544 00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:04,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I was onesome Cardy B 545 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:07,320 Speaker 1: Ship CARDI with did Hello Love Me hip hop? And 546 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:11,879 Speaker 1: then took off you know what I'm saying. Yeah, Like 547 00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:14,240 Speaker 1: I wasn't trying to be on nothing for gazey like, 548 00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:17,920 Speaker 1: so that just wasn't I did. I did a couple 549 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:19,760 Speaker 1: like a couple of episodes in the reunion. I got 550 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:23,199 Speaker 1: away from that fast. So speaking of like, you know, 551 00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:25,520 Speaker 1: like your relationship like with the city girls and you know, 552 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:28,280 Speaker 1: like your other friends or whatever. I know, you're like 553 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:31,879 Speaker 1: one of the best uncle girls like there ever is 554 00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:34,320 Speaker 1: all the kids love you and you know you're so 555 00:27:34,359 --> 00:27:36,919 Speaker 1: great with them and all of that. I know that 556 00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:41,080 Speaker 1: when you, being um a gay man, you're not really 557 00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:44,200 Speaker 1: into women. But have you ever thought about, like maybe 558 00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:48,200 Speaker 1: one day having kids when I get older? I feel 559 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:57,040 Speaker 1: like when once you get to to all game, Yeah yeah, 560 00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:04,879 Speaker 1: I plan on having kids, Like a I don't have 561 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:13,840 Speaker 1: me like a little daughter and child. We reached out. 562 00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:20,320 Speaker 1: So yeah, yeah, I think you make a No. I 563 00:28:20,359 --> 00:28:22,760 Speaker 1: always said I wanted to have kids and stuff. Um, 564 00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:25,400 Speaker 1: it seems like it seems like the kids are like 565 00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:29,560 Speaker 1: just naturally drawn kids. Kids love me like I got um, 566 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:33,200 Speaker 1: I got three guy children. Um, I got a little sister, 567 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,960 Speaker 1: I got a niece. So whenever they see me, it's 568 00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:38,560 Speaker 1: like when I go home, one on this leg, one 569 00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:40,440 Speaker 1: on this thing, I gotta put one on my shoulder, 570 00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:42,640 Speaker 1: one on my back, and my little sister want to 571 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 1: hut me around my hip. I'm like, God, damn it, 572 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,360 Speaker 1: something to y'all when I'm doing it. One right, I 573 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,760 Speaker 1: have my own, but yeah, I definitely plan on it. Okay, 574 00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:53,080 Speaker 1: that's dope. That's dope. Who at the top of your 575 00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:57,440 Speaker 1: list for a feature like your dream feature. That's my 576 00:28:57,520 --> 00:29:01,520 Speaker 1: favorite rapper. I'm surprised I haven't made because I live 577 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:02,960 Speaker 1: in Alna and I have met a lot of people, 578 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,080 Speaker 1: but I never made Gucci. I don't think he lived here. 579 00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:10,800 Speaker 1: Uh that's why. Yeah, I don't never made Gucci. No, 580 00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:12,800 Speaker 1: but that's been my favorite rapper since I was, like 581 00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:23,479 Speaker 1: your favorite Gucci song, long Money, Okay, Okay, yeah I've been. 582 00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 1: I've been a Gucci fans, uh since like fourteen fifteen. 583 00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,680 Speaker 1: I used to get in trouble but listen to him. 584 00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:31,479 Speaker 1: Mom used to be like turn off, like girl up 585 00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:35,440 Speaker 1: here whom we need to kid you know? Uh yeah, 586 00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:39,320 Speaker 1: So it's just uh, it's just always uh being just 587 00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:42,800 Speaker 1: being my favorite rapper me growing up. That influence um 588 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:45,239 Speaker 1: a lot of my music, even though I wrapped from 589 00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:49,000 Speaker 1: a female standpoint. But I think people that already know 590 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,360 Speaker 1: Gucci and really know me, I use a lot of 591 00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:55,320 Speaker 1: Gucci references, a lot of Gucci lyrics, um or even 592 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:59,800 Speaker 1: beats songs. I sent him to um My produced trait 593 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,600 Speaker 1: X that make I'd be like, hey, man did he 594 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:08,440 Speaker 1: make Yeah, I've no, I ain't been on the same time. Yeah, 595 00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:12,560 Speaker 1: it's on the way out. But I always uh My 596 00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:16,040 Speaker 1: saying like, oh two thousands of semi or oh two 597 00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:18,560 Speaker 1: thousand two song like man, make me a beat, you know, 598 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:24,920 Speaker 1: like similar like like that. Yeah, you got any features 599 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:26,960 Speaker 1: maybe on your hard drop? You got any big ship 600 00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:29,160 Speaker 1: that you can talk about on Big Fast. We don't 601 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:32,200 Speaker 1: know about I feel like about it because it's not 602 00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:35,960 Speaker 1: my song. Okay, that's fair, it's not my song. But 603 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:39,520 Speaker 1: you got some big ship, unexpected ship coming on you 604 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,200 Speaker 1: over there already spilled being, so we know what's going on, 605 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:46,400 Speaker 1: but we're just not gonna talk about it. Yeah, you 606 00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:51,640 Speaker 1: know Johnny, Johnny always bragging, so I know he's but yeah, 607 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:54,440 Speaker 1: to wait for it, I guess that's a better question. 608 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:57,480 Speaker 1: How long they're gonna have to wait for the spring summer? Okay? 609 00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:02,920 Speaker 1: Yeahs on the way okay, And you talked about other endeavors, 610 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:06,360 Speaker 1: so so what what what what other ship? What other 611 00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:10,560 Speaker 1: ship you want to do? Um? You know what I'm saying. 612 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:13,520 Speaker 1: Have you have you done that ghost right? And I haven't. 613 00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,880 Speaker 1: I haven't done ghost writing yet. UM I think I don't. 614 00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:21,240 Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not um apostle ghost writing. Like I said, 615 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:23,560 Speaker 1: I just want to make sure I give my stamp 616 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:25,960 Speaker 1: because that's my comments is full of that you should 617 00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:29,560 Speaker 1: ghost right. Why I'm a rap first, y'all gonna know 618 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:32,360 Speaker 1: me first, then y'all about the lyrics, then y'all about 619 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,800 Speaker 1: the sauce. But you know what I'm saying, I feel 620 00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,320 Speaker 1: like it's important for me to just leave my mark 621 00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:40,560 Speaker 1: and my stamp before I'll just go giving my hits. 622 00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:42,240 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because I already know the 623 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:46,360 Speaker 1: songs that you know I write of my songs. I 624 00:31:46,400 --> 00:31:49,880 Speaker 1: actually just even started working with um writers period. It 625 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,200 Speaker 1: used to be a thing where I was like, I 626 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,360 Speaker 1: know how to wrap I write my own ship. But 627 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,520 Speaker 1: your favorite rap song when you go look at the 628 00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,280 Speaker 1: credits is seven people on the damn song. So you 629 00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:00,560 Speaker 1: know that's what that's not just kind of guy out 630 00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:03,080 Speaker 1: of my own hair, like yeah, abody getting writers and 631 00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:06,480 Speaker 1: ship like that. But uh, I definitely pushed. My whole 632 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,760 Speaker 1: first four projects been all me. So I know a 633 00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:13,440 Speaker 1: lot of songs that um that I wrote. If a 634 00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:19,080 Speaker 1: girl would have had them, songs out of here with 635 00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:24,760 Speaker 1: your brothers? What does she? Who goes? And just a 636 00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,160 Speaker 1: little vibe. I don't. I don't get as drunk as 637 00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:28,640 Speaker 1: I used to when I first started wrapping. I used 638 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:32,280 Speaker 1: to get dead as strong to wrap a song. But 639 00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:34,920 Speaker 1: I don't. I don't have to, uh kid like that. 640 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:37,320 Speaker 1: I just wrapping as a vibe. I could go on 641 00:32:37,360 --> 00:32:40,120 Speaker 1: the studio and not could just be not feeling it 642 00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:43,200 Speaker 1: that day, and I could listen to seven beats and 643 00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:46,360 Speaker 1: it could be writers, it could be edge if it's 644 00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:48,760 Speaker 1: if you don't. If I don't have no vibe, I'm 645 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,920 Speaker 1: not feeling it, I can't write, I can't I can't 646 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:55,160 Speaker 1: perform to it. So um, my biggest thing in studios 647 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:58,160 Speaker 1: just have catching a vibe, having a right vibe, and then, 648 00:32:58,320 --> 00:33:00,200 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, I might at me 649 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:02,480 Speaker 1: a little shot of too, just too. I don't have 650 00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:04,120 Speaker 1: to be drawnking theber I just might take a shot 651 00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:07,080 Speaker 1: just to know and loosen up and you know what 652 00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:10,000 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Just how about getting it from there. So 653 00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:12,360 Speaker 1: what are some things that you like to do, like 654 00:33:12,800 --> 00:33:15,880 Speaker 1: in your spare time, like when you're not rapping, to 655 00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,280 Speaker 1: have fun or like to enjoy like shopping and go 656 00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:20,280 Speaker 1: to the script club. And I was gonna I want 657 00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:21,959 Speaker 1: to ask about that. That That was my next question. So 658 00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:24,800 Speaker 1: have you have You obviously have, but have you ever 659 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:26,440 Speaker 1: woke up the next morning from the turn up and 660 00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:28,280 Speaker 1: the strip club and like, I spent too much for 661 00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:32,000 Speaker 1: money to fight them the next day? You want to hear? Ye, 662 00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:34,640 Speaker 1: the strip club? Not not not I want to hit, 663 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,240 Speaker 1: but I always I found my favorites, like when I 664 00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:40,200 Speaker 1: come in, I love bad Beaches, I love bpls, I 665 00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:43,680 Speaker 1: love audit. So I um, I always got like some 666 00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:46,640 Speaker 1: I going in and I pick out my little robberts 667 00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:49,240 Speaker 1: like me and now raw, Yeah she gotta be. She 668 00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:51,680 Speaker 1: gotta be on the team. But I definitely wake up 669 00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:54,240 Speaker 1: too many times to be like, man, fun, what happened 670 00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:58,920 Speaker 1: last night? Same same thing when you go to the malls, 671 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:00,520 Speaker 1: the same thing when I go to them all I'm 672 00:34:00,560 --> 00:34:03,080 Speaker 1: like dirty Damne. I was only in the mom like 673 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:07,760 Speaker 1: our what our boy ship that you can only wear 674 00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:11,279 Speaker 1: sucking one time. I'm a wrapper, so once I take 675 00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:14,839 Speaker 1: my pitch on Instagram and blow that ship you want 676 00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:20,200 Speaker 1: with that on again? You keep winning it, they say, 677 00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:29,160 Speaker 1: then you'll be like jacking what hell I've been away again? Yeah, 678 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:33,879 Speaker 1: show what's your favorite food? Um, what's my favorite pool? 679 00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:38,520 Speaker 1: Lamb chops? And I just I don't have to cook. 680 00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:41,960 Speaker 1: I don't know how to cook. It's getting a call 681 00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:49,319 Speaker 1: to cat. We're going out the every day. What's been 682 00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:51,560 Speaker 1: What's what's what's been the most trying part of your 683 00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:55,000 Speaker 1: journey so far? You would say that tries you the most? 684 00:34:55,560 --> 00:35:02,360 Speaker 1: Being well, okay outside of that, um, sometimes within my 685 00:35:02,480 --> 00:35:11,240 Speaker 1: own community, Um, they don't know how to congratulate, so um. 686 00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:15,000 Speaker 1: Sometimes they have assists uh by him because I know 687 00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:17,720 Speaker 1: other guys that was rapping me for me too, um, 688 00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:20,719 Speaker 1: or just other guys that just want to be famous. Yeah. 689 00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:22,120 Speaker 1: They don't give a fun what it is. If you 690 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:23,440 Speaker 1: give them a TV show, if you put them on 691 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:25,959 Speaker 1: a commercial, they don't give it them Instagram, gon viral. 692 00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:29,960 Speaker 1: They just want to be famous. And UM, I try 693 00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:31,719 Speaker 1: to tell my community that, you know what I'm saying 694 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:34,520 Speaker 1: with this being a new lane is something new for 695 00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:36,560 Speaker 1: us and you know me being at the top of 696 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:39,399 Speaker 1: the food chain. Yeah, I gotta help push me through 697 00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:42,600 Speaker 1: the dough instead of UM, so I can get farther 698 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,640 Speaker 1: enough along to be able to bring y'all to bring 699 00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:48,880 Speaker 1: y'all with me versus UM. Some of y'all having that 700 00:35:49,160 --> 00:35:51,360 Speaker 1: mad mind said like, you know what I'm saying, that 701 00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:54,399 Speaker 1: beat it ain't me. You know, fuckingm I an't, I ain't. 702 00:35:54,400 --> 00:35:56,480 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna listen to him because you know what 703 00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:59,279 Speaker 1: I'm saying, your own personal policy, and I'm like, yeah, 704 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:02,960 Speaker 1: I gotta help me up beyond that's so, let me 705 00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:06,440 Speaker 1: ask you a question because typically, like when it comes 706 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:12,960 Speaker 1: to gay men, the stereotype is is that because they 707 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:16,560 Speaker 1: want to be so similar to women, they have evil 708 00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:21,120 Speaker 1: jealous spirits. So do you think that So, Like when 709 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:24,560 Speaker 1: it comes to gay men, a lot of like straight people, 710 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:28,880 Speaker 1: stereotype is is that since you want to be girls 711 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,920 Speaker 1: so bad that you have like an evil jealous spirit 712 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:34,840 Speaker 1: about yourself and about the world because you want to 713 00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:37,680 Speaker 1: be something that you're not. So do you think that, 714 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:40,920 Speaker 1: Going back to what you said about like some of 715 00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:44,960 Speaker 1: some of the other gay men being jealous of your 716 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,000 Speaker 1: success and being jealous of like how far you're going 717 00:36:48,080 --> 00:36:50,319 Speaker 1: and how you're taking off, do you think that that 718 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,080 Speaker 1: plays a part of it, or do you think it's 719 00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:57,200 Speaker 1: just strictly because them they're just upset. That's not them. 720 00:36:57,280 --> 00:37:00,680 Speaker 1: And in the gay world, we we unders and uh 721 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,640 Speaker 1: kind of each other know what each other is. So 722 00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:06,880 Speaker 1: that's just uh me for an example, I like to 723 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:09,359 Speaker 1: get my nails done, makeup, I like to person out 724 00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:10,719 Speaker 1: to get my nation time. I don't want to be 725 00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:15,000 Speaker 1: a girl, so uh us in that world, we understand 726 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:17,840 Speaker 1: that some some people just girling. Some people just you 727 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, feminine, feminine. I just want to 728 00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:21,799 Speaker 1: wear heels to there, I want to put on a 729 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:24,640 Speaker 1: weed there or whatever whatever. But I'm not trying to 730 00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:26,080 Speaker 1: be a female, not trying to you know what I'm saying, 731 00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:28,200 Speaker 1: not trying to be a female. So I think that's 732 00:37:28,239 --> 00:37:31,640 Speaker 1: just more so the straight serial type that always act girl, 733 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:34,560 Speaker 1: you know what, like it does talk basically. But m 734 00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:37,759 Speaker 1: and our culture we under we understand that, you know 735 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:39,800 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, We know the girls that want to 736 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:41,319 Speaker 1: be trans and we know the game boy was that 737 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,680 Speaker 1: you're just feminine today you probably got this song tomorrow 738 00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:46,719 Speaker 1: you gonta be your nigger. So um, I just think 739 00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:49,399 Speaker 1: it's just it's us from it's us for our cord. 740 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:51,960 Speaker 1: You know that games are always kind of looked at 741 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:55,920 Speaker 1: less than so, um, you know what I'm saying, or 742 00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:57,920 Speaker 1: you know, throw it to the side. You can't be 743 00:37:57,920 --> 00:37:59,440 Speaker 1: in a rapper, but you would come to it. You 744 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:02,200 Speaker 1: can come do hair, you can come through the eils 745 00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:04,080 Speaker 1: and you could be the standards the same, but you 746 00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:07,160 Speaker 1: ain't any being a fourth in the spotlight. So you know, 747 00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:11,239 Speaker 1: everybody just looking at when you turn it on t V, 748 00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:15,840 Speaker 1: you see gay. Um, your favorite rappers, Glam Squad is gay. 749 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:18,840 Speaker 1: Um you know, so it's just gay started starting to 750 00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:22,240 Speaker 1: be more normalized now. So it's like everybody like, Okay, 751 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:25,239 Speaker 1: well now that we see that this is obtainable, I 752 00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:28,520 Speaker 1: want my piece of the pie. And it's just like, um, 753 00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:30,680 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, and that's cool. I want 754 00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:33,160 Speaker 1: everybody to be I want to be famous or whatever 755 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:35,239 Speaker 1: the funk are my guy is gonna do. I want 756 00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,680 Speaker 1: you to be able to do that. Um. I just 757 00:38:37,719 --> 00:38:41,280 Speaker 1: want you to understand that you don't have me yeah 758 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:43,799 Speaker 1: to make it happy. You know what I'm saying. I 759 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,280 Speaker 1: ain't picked myself for this. It was like I was chosen. 760 00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:51,240 Speaker 1: So exactly what I'm saying, she wants you to be yourself. 761 00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:53,680 Speaker 1: No matter what you're doing, this ship gonna work. Yeah, 762 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:57,080 Speaker 1: So you know what I'm saying, It's like, did I 763 00:38:57,200 --> 00:39:00,400 Speaker 1: never grew up righting poems, none of that ship. I 764 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:03,200 Speaker 1: never grew up trying to be no Instagram comedian, trying 765 00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:06,799 Speaker 1: to go viral. I just always been um myself. I've 766 00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:09,480 Speaker 1: always been Santana. And so I'm like, you know what 767 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,680 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm the one that said the forefront of 768 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:14,719 Speaker 1: the ship. So it's kind of like if we're trying 769 00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:17,719 Speaker 1: to break the door down and me trying to kick 770 00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:19,839 Speaker 1: the door down, or Ty trying to kick the door down, 771 00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:22,400 Speaker 1: the door I'm probably gonna go down with kicking that 772 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:25,160 Speaker 1: bitch in, but it's not gonna go down, and if 773 00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:28,799 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, And so it's just like 774 00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:30,880 Speaker 1: I just want them to kind of understand that sometimes 775 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:34,719 Speaker 1: instead of looking at me like, oh, pitch, thank yard, 776 00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:38,719 Speaker 1: hain't doing too much doing much Like what Na said, 777 00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:41,160 Speaker 1: Tanna with it. You know what I'm saying, we gotta 778 00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:43,960 Speaker 1: san we gotta help you do more so you create 779 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:47,040 Speaker 1: more opportunities for us. My first music video I did 780 00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:51,879 Speaker 1: for the Gaze and trans girls. Ah my music videos rather, 781 00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:55,719 Speaker 1: I always include gays. My last video walk gays like 782 00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:59,920 Speaker 1: Here we Go Gays, I always include them. So I'm like, 783 00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:02,080 Speaker 1: you don't even have no reason to have no ill 784 00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:05,080 Speaker 1: feelness because it ain't like I don't get around people 785 00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:06,799 Speaker 1: and try to act like I hate gays or I 786 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:09,880 Speaker 1: hate my culture, I hate my community. I've never liked that. 787 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,880 Speaker 1: I'm always advocating for us to anything. So help me 788 00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:24,040 Speaker 1: help you speaking a bit like just being yourself? What's 789 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:27,319 Speaker 1: your thoughts on gay people who don't come out the 790 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:31,160 Speaker 1: closet per se like that's just trying to hide the fact. Um, 791 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:34,520 Speaker 1: my thing is to be yourself. Um, that's gonna get 792 00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:38,319 Speaker 1: you the furthest in. I feel like just being you 793 00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:41,239 Speaker 1: me personally, if you don't want to come out of 794 00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:44,520 Speaker 1: the closet, that show business. Because I feel like all 795 00:40:44,560 --> 00:40:46,600 Speaker 1: of us have experienced. When I came out of this 796 00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,799 Speaker 1: gay I didn't get to tell. I didn't get to 797 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:52,000 Speaker 1: tell my parents or my family. Somebody else told for me. 798 00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,360 Speaker 1: So I know how that feel. You know what I'm saying, 799 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:58,400 Speaker 1: and you know everybody is comfortable with whatever they on 800 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:02,319 Speaker 1: my style. Um, I just know it, feel damn sure 801 00:41:02,400 --> 00:41:04,719 Speaker 1: better waking up every morning, living in your fucking truth, 802 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,920 Speaker 1: not having a high ship and nobody not having to 803 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:09,960 Speaker 1: act a certain type of way. I put on a 804 00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:13,359 Speaker 1: put on the facade of anything. You'll feel good when 805 00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,480 Speaker 1: you wake up. Like it's like a weight off gonn shoulder. 806 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:17,600 Speaker 1: So you think the niggas are doing that, they're really stressed. 807 00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:20,400 Speaker 1: Hell yeah, you're squshing because it's like, you know, you 808 00:41:20,520 --> 00:41:23,920 Speaker 1: really want to who It's just like when you go 809 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,240 Speaker 1: to jail. When you go to jail, you're be in control. 810 00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:29,879 Speaker 1: You ain't. You ain't living free. Mm that's a that's 811 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:34,120 Speaker 1: a good analogy. You ain't living free. So it's like 812 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:37,520 Speaker 1: you fuck men. Then when you got the bars, you're like, 813 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:42,239 Speaker 1: who swear off my shoulders, bitch, I'm outside. I do 814 00:41:42,280 --> 00:41:45,560 Speaker 1: what I want to do, the same thing, the same 815 00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:50,680 Speaker 1: It's the same thing, you know what I'm saying. And um, 816 00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:54,360 Speaker 1: just even niggas feeling like they homeboys might stays just 817 00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:57,080 Speaker 1: being able to cheer my your niggas free what iut know, 818 00:41:57,120 --> 00:41:59,560 Speaker 1: stereotype or without you know what I'm saying, No niggas, 819 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:02,399 Speaker 1: you know what, I'm looking at you sideways? That could 820 00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:03,680 Speaker 1: be a sense of freedom for them. You know what 821 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:06,720 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I know me being me, I'm able. I 822 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:09,120 Speaker 1: had I got a lot of um different niggas that 823 00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:10,920 Speaker 1: fun with me, and I could go around and really 824 00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:13,040 Speaker 1: I ain't thinking. I ain't looking at your sideways, you're 825 00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:15,719 Speaker 1: looking at me sideways. Nobody ain't no no funny ship. 826 00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:19,920 Speaker 1: We just chilling versus me feeling like, um, I gotta 827 00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:23,560 Speaker 1: go around boys, and Okay, I'm gonna go to this interview. 828 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:25,880 Speaker 1: It's niggas and that um interview on me. So I 829 00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:28,279 Speaker 1: need to kind of act tough or like man, Yeah, 830 00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:29,879 Speaker 1: that's what I like to ask you, Like, what's your 831 00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:33,120 Speaker 1: what's your take on like niggas like that or the 832 00:42:33,200 --> 00:42:37,520 Speaker 1: quote unquote download niggas that portrayed this image this tough guy. 833 00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,799 Speaker 1: They still fun girls, they still do all this ship, 834 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:42,440 Speaker 1: but at the end of the day, behind closed doors, 835 00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:46,680 Speaker 1: they are full on all the way out straight gay, 836 00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:51,040 Speaker 1: Like I don't I personally feel like I feel like 837 00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:52,960 Speaker 1: that's some coward ship because it's just like, at the 838 00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:55,960 Speaker 1: end of the day, you're doing this over here, but 839 00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:59,400 Speaker 1: you're not telling these people, especially like the women that 840 00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:01,680 Speaker 1: you're dealing with, like what's going on and like you're 841 00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:04,279 Speaker 1: not giving them an opportunity to have a choice in 842 00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:06,440 Speaker 1: the matter and the choice and I don't think I 843 00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:08,719 Speaker 1: don't think that Nigga's like that, be shrag gay. They 844 00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:11,000 Speaker 1: still being because they still at trated dolls. They're still 845 00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:14,279 Speaker 1: like close too. But um, at the end of the day, 846 00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,279 Speaker 1: it's just like just be one hunted. I I just 847 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:21,040 Speaker 1: i'd have seen niggas that's someth motherfucker player that bitches 848 00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,799 Speaker 1: know that they fucked with niggas too, and the whole 849 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 1: still don't care. I'd have been beaten with nigga's baby mamas. 850 00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:31,000 Speaker 1: I'm like you, it's openly beating with me about this nigga, 851 00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:33,160 Speaker 1: So that means that you know what's up with him. Yeah, 852 00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:37,240 Speaker 1: And I ain't coming off damn shutting my bad damn. 853 00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:39,520 Speaker 1: So that's why I'm like, all right, I do it's 854 00:43:39,560 --> 00:43:43,560 Speaker 1: be your fucking self. If somebody out with him, shorty, 855 00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:45,480 Speaker 1: tell me beach, I need to know my place. I 856 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: was like, why, I'm thinking that's yeah, Like yeah, I 857 00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:52,040 Speaker 1: was like, oh, I ain't coming out my nigga. So 858 00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:54,759 Speaker 1: it's like, you know what I'm saying, if you, if you, 859 00:43:55,080 --> 00:43:59,160 Speaker 1: if you, if you'll be yourself. People gonna if somebody 860 00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:00,960 Speaker 1: really funk with you, they're gonna fun with you for 861 00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:03,720 Speaker 1: you. You You know what, I'm staying regardless. So I don't 862 00:44:03,760 --> 00:44:07,960 Speaker 1: seen that one too many mothers that a girl know 863 00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:10,839 Speaker 1: what's up with her baby daddy or know what's up 864 00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:13,719 Speaker 1: with the nigga or the whole city. No, what's time 865 00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:16,600 Speaker 1: Brown and the whole still funk with him. I don't 866 00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:20,120 Speaker 1: seen that ship a thousand times in the screets. It's 867 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:23,560 Speaker 1: not boring, just doing you be yourself. That's the only way. 868 00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:26,520 Speaker 1: I don't seen niggas get out and you and their 869 00:44:26,520 --> 00:44:30,919 Speaker 1: homeboys still hang with him all the time. You know, y'all, 870 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,080 Speaker 1: you know you're potting up whatever you still with, bro, 871 00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:39,560 Speaker 1: so leave me. That's really niggas. That's really why niggas 872 00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:43,080 Speaker 1: be because they'd be feeling like what was gonna say? 873 00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:45,719 Speaker 1: People gonna look at them. I have seen niggas get 874 00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:49,280 Speaker 1: sprayed on Facebook all that ship the gay uploaded text message, 875 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:50,799 Speaker 1: and I don't like to get into that messhion. I've 876 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:53,000 Speaker 1: never been that kind of gay, But I understand where 877 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:54,920 Speaker 1: the gate is bec coming from because you know, you 878 00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:57,200 Speaker 1: have a relationship. You know what I'm saying with these 879 00:44:57,280 --> 00:45:05,640 Speaker 1: niggas stop lying to the yeah yeah, what they like? 880 00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:08,000 Speaker 1: Just even I read that ship. Whether you're putting the nick, 881 00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:10,000 Speaker 1: whether he went to jail, you put money on his books, 882 00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:12,440 Speaker 1: whatever the fun the case was, whether y'all got reached 883 00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:15,839 Speaker 1: that whatever it's like, damn, I'm want to stick. Then 884 00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:17,200 Speaker 1: we get to the club and not trying to walk 885 00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:19,839 Speaker 1: up to and be like what something? I mean, get out, bitch, 886 00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:25,480 Speaker 1: who got your face? So that's that ship at him. 887 00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:27,880 Speaker 1: So I had that was ship that I thought was 888 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:30,919 Speaker 1: when I was like eighteen and ship when I was younger. 889 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,520 Speaker 1: I don't even play that ship down. But download niggas, 890 00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,920 Speaker 1: I don't got nothing for you, like I don't got 891 00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:37,680 Speaker 1: nothing you less you got some other money because I 892 00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:39,839 Speaker 1: already just know how that ship go and hurt your 893 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:47,880 Speaker 1: feelings when you think get me from from last night, Okay, 894 00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:53,879 Speaker 1: we're going to get Yeah, I can't talking about I'd 895 00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: have seen that. I'd have seen that ship. You know 896 00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:57,399 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, And I know how I feel. But 897 00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:00,359 Speaker 1: I saw seeing him saying, niggas do probably I spray 898 00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:03,759 Speaker 1: to something. The baby mama's bitches still like, oh well, 899 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:05,799 Speaker 1: I don't know, he said he ain't so whatever. So 900 00:46:05,840 --> 00:46:08,480 Speaker 1: that's why I'm like, you know, just when you be yourself, 901 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:14,759 Speaker 1: it's you just you free. Yeah. Yeah. One of my ex, 902 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:19,040 Speaker 1: my my ex boyfriend got like two kids. Baby Mama 903 00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:21,960 Speaker 1: still funk with him. He just recently got into some 904 00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:24,960 Speaker 1: ship with um. The new bit she fucking with. She 905 00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:26,080 Speaker 1: was like, I don't care you a pump with you, 906 00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:30,520 Speaker 1: my poone. I was like, see, bitches not be kind, Yeah, 907 00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:34,560 Speaker 1: that's that's crazy. Like some I mean, you have my 908 00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:36,919 Speaker 1: have some people. You might know. You might not be like, hey, 909 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:38,719 Speaker 1: if I go both ways, I don't want to deal 910 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:40,799 Speaker 1: with it. But something it's a lot of bitches that 911 00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:44,000 Speaker 1: don't care. They still be like, I'm funking it thinking yourself. 912 00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:45,600 Speaker 1: That's why I said, I just feel like, you know 913 00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:47,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You just feel better. You just waked 914 00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 1: up feeling better when you know what I'm saying. You 915 00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:51,640 Speaker 1: ain't got no chip on, You ain't gotta hide, you 916 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:53,719 Speaker 1: ain't got a hide ship. You gotta worry about getting 917 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:56,000 Speaker 1: caught up, and you ain't gotta worry about nobody recording 918 00:46:56,000 --> 00:47:00,479 Speaker 1: you on the phone, screenshot your text messages, like people 919 00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:02,960 Speaker 1: say you while you sleep well in there. I've seen 920 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:09,600 Speaker 1: all that, dam did you lose friends or loved ones 921 00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:11,799 Speaker 1: when you came out like did you? Did you? Did 922 00:47:11,840 --> 00:47:13,680 Speaker 1: you lose some of that? Did a lot start kind 923 00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:16,640 Speaker 1: of acting funny with you? Um, I ain't lose now. 924 00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:20,000 Speaker 1: I think the biggest thing, um idea was me and 925 00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:22,320 Speaker 1: my mama. Um, and I would have thought that it 926 00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:25,960 Speaker 1: would have been me and my dad. Uh. But I 927 00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,759 Speaker 1: feel like I think from my dad's point of view, 928 00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:33,120 Speaker 1: why he was like kind of a little just less 929 00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:40,720 Speaker 1: harsh than my mama was become. Yeah, my daddy raised me. So, um, 930 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:44,239 Speaker 1: well I got two Daddi's my biological daddy is locked up. Um, 931 00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:45,840 Speaker 1: he don't get out of town like thirty five. He 932 00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:49,640 Speaker 1: gossince I was seven. Um what he called his big 933 00:47:49,680 --> 00:47:52,719 Speaker 1: sentence when I was seven. And then UM, my other dad, 934 00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:55,000 Speaker 1: I don't. I don't call him my stepdad because that's 935 00:47:55,040 --> 00:47:58,000 Speaker 1: not that. Um my other dad, my my son. My 936 00:47:58,080 --> 00:48:00,720 Speaker 1: dad was was a drug dealer, so he was always 937 00:48:00,719 --> 00:48:03,000 Speaker 1: in and out of jail. So my mama started talking 938 00:48:03,040 --> 00:48:07,040 Speaker 1: to my other daddy when I was about two, So 939 00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:10,359 Speaker 1: I knew both of my daddy's my whole life growing up. 940 00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:14,480 Speaker 1: My biological dad got his um his uh twenty six 941 00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:17,680 Speaker 1: years and three months when I was standing. So you 942 00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:22,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Um, My other daddy raised me basically, 943 00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:25,080 Speaker 1: and he was he was a celebrity bodyguard when I 944 00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:27,360 Speaker 1: was a kid. So I grew up me in famous people. 945 00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:30,720 Speaker 1: This around the time fifty cent was big. Here, Richard 946 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:35,000 Speaker 1: trying this, around the time Jim Jones was Um that's 947 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:38,360 Speaker 1: around all that time. So by my daddy being a bodyguard, 948 00:48:38,440 --> 00:48:41,920 Speaker 1: my daddy was tough, like my daddy was me. And 949 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:44,960 Speaker 1: his name was Monster, so that was like his security name. 950 00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:48,600 Speaker 1: So it's like, um, my daddy raised me like tough. 951 00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:51,080 Speaker 1: I never grew up fighting girls. I never fought a 952 00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:53,760 Speaker 1: girl in my life. I always fought boys. Somebody bullied 953 00:48:53,800 --> 00:48:55,520 Speaker 1: me on the park. I go, hey, daddy, my daddy 954 00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:58,000 Speaker 1: come outside. Hey go get your daddy. Y'all come back. 955 00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:59,640 Speaker 1: We've been handled this, like you know what I'm saying. 956 00:48:59,680 --> 00:49:01,840 Speaker 1: So I think for my dadd it was more so 957 00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:05,200 Speaker 1: like you know, you kind of see that on your 958 00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,480 Speaker 1: on your child as they're growing up. You know, if 959 00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:11,040 Speaker 1: your child, if you know what I'm saying, if it's 960 00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:12,719 Speaker 1: giving me he might be gay or they might be 961 00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:15,600 Speaker 1: a game. Girl. If your child gonna be soft or whatever, 962 00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:18,000 Speaker 1: like you're gonna see it. Yeah. So I think for 963 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:21,479 Speaker 1: my daddy it was like I was raised like a boy. 964 00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:24,400 Speaker 1: I played football, played basketball for the Number Boys. I 965 00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:26,360 Speaker 1: beat up the Number boys. So I think my daddy 966 00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:28,759 Speaker 1: was more like, how are you you gay? But you 967 00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:33,880 Speaker 1: ain't no hope. I know that I ain't raised you 968 00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:37,080 Speaker 1: like that you could go do whatever because I grew 969 00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:39,440 Speaker 1: up fighting in high school. Come home, dad, you beat him. 970 00:49:39,480 --> 00:49:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, ye'all what man gass like like all right, 971 00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:45,040 Speaker 1: So you know, I feel like he kind of was like, ship, 972 00:49:45,200 --> 00:49:47,240 Speaker 1: you might be gay. I already kind of seen that coming. 973 00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:51,680 Speaker 1: But shows nigger like me ain't going there. So I 974 00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:53,359 Speaker 1: think for him that he was kind of like it 975 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:55,520 Speaker 1: is what it is. I think on my mama. My 976 00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:59,439 Speaker 1: mama was more so like, uh, she didn't understand because 977 00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:02,120 Speaker 1: she's like, okay because when I had a church person, yeah, 978 00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:04,319 Speaker 1: well my mom now my mom is my mom had 979 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:10,200 Speaker 1: pastor Oh so right, mama, Mama. We always grew up 980 00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,080 Speaker 1: in the church, but she really liked converted her life 981 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:17,120 Speaker 1: over um to God completely. Um. I probably around I 982 00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:22,560 Speaker 1: think two thousands fourteen, between like thirteen and fourteen, UM, 983 00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:24,640 Speaker 1: it might have been be found that honestly might be 984 00:50:24,719 --> 00:50:28,799 Speaker 1: maybe between like twelve two thou twelve ish, but um, 985 00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:31,160 Speaker 1: for her, I think it was when I came out. 986 00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:33,600 Speaker 1: I came out that seventeen. But when I came out, 987 00:50:33,719 --> 00:50:38,200 Speaker 1: I came out lamboy is hill like I was. I 988 00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:43,880 Speaker 1: started wearing makeup, um, wearing my nails. I just was girl. 989 00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:47,600 Speaker 1: Because now it's like like I stands desisted being free. Right, 990 00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:51,040 Speaker 1: So I was already at home playing and makeup, wiping 991 00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:54,240 Speaker 1: that ship off or she got home putting on girl clothes, 992 00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,799 Speaker 1: hide to that ship in my closet. And so now 993 00:50:56,880 --> 00:50:58,359 Speaker 1: when I came out to the world, it was kind 994 00:50:58,360 --> 00:51:01,440 Speaker 1: of like I was like ship. You know what I'm saying, 995 00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:07,520 Speaker 1: I'm outside basically, So I think my mama was like, okay, 996 00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:10,839 Speaker 1: if you do you want to be like trans Did 997 00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:13,319 Speaker 1: she feel like did she feel like in some kind 998 00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:15,399 Speaker 1: of way it was her fault? I don't never say 999 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:16,600 Speaker 1: she thought it was so far. I just thought my 1000 00:51:16,640 --> 00:51:18,400 Speaker 1: mama thought, Okay, you could be gay, but while you 1001 00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:20,839 Speaker 1: can't be a void or basically you could be gay white, 1002 00:51:20,840 --> 00:51:24,239 Speaker 1: you just can't look like like an just look. And 1003 00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:27,879 Speaker 1: I was like, I want to do and so I 1004 00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:30,719 Speaker 1: think you know, just as time grew and she just 1005 00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:33,719 Speaker 1: grow grown to Um, you know what I'm saying, love 1006 00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:39,000 Speaker 1: just experienced different things and see different things. Like even 1007 00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:40,200 Speaker 1: in the gay where. You know what I'm saying, we 1008 00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:42,560 Speaker 1: got gay parents. So that's my game, mama right there 1009 00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:46,040 Speaker 1: where it was. It was a time where I was 1010 00:51:46,120 --> 00:51:49,799 Speaker 1: gay and my mama just didn't know what to do. 1011 00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,120 Speaker 1: She like, I don't know, you know what I'm saying, 1012 00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:58,319 Speaker 1: probably sense my fault, but yeah, I'm saying that you 1013 00:51:58,360 --> 00:52:00,440 Speaker 1: know we have we have I need you know what 1014 00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:02,719 Speaker 1: I'm saying. In the gay world. So my gay mama, 1015 00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,880 Speaker 1: she a biological woman or whatever, but you know she 1016 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:07,080 Speaker 1: was able to just kind of take me in and 1017 00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:08,919 Speaker 1: just mowed me with my mama, you know what I'm saying. 1018 00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:11,799 Speaker 1: Couldn't and um, I think once my mama just kind 1019 00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:14,120 Speaker 1: of wrapped their head around it. We like this. My 1020 00:52:14,200 --> 00:52:17,919 Speaker 1: mama talked just like me. She called my phone let's team. 1021 00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:20,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, let's see my name that everybody. I'll stay 1022 00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,720 Speaker 1: ship I can talk about because I still be respectful 1023 00:52:22,719 --> 00:52:24,680 Speaker 1: because that's my mama. But you know what I'm saying, 1024 00:52:24,719 --> 00:52:26,720 Speaker 1: we like this. I remember when I used to do makeup. 1025 00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:28,640 Speaker 1: She used to be like you're like a monkey. That's 1026 00:52:28,719 --> 00:52:30,400 Speaker 1: you ain't suppsed to want to makeup? Are you gotta 1027 00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:32,080 Speaker 1: all it now? She called to me. Now you can 1028 00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:35,320 Speaker 1: do what makeup? Where you come wrong? Yeah? Now to 1029 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:40,000 Speaker 1: go an Yeah basically not my mama, we like this. 1030 00:52:40,080 --> 00:52:43,200 Speaker 1: I just think it was like you said, being a 1031 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:46,319 Speaker 1: woman that just being like damn, like what I did 1032 00:52:46,440 --> 00:52:48,640 Speaker 1: that my son? You know what I'm saying, like this, 1033 00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:52,200 Speaker 1: now you can't my mama. We go, she invite me 1034 00:52:52,239 --> 00:52:55,400 Speaker 1: to church. She she walked in church, her head to 1035 00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:57,719 Speaker 1: the ceiling. I got my nails done. I saw I 1036 00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:00,560 Speaker 1: wear like probably makeup, and I don't wear certain things 1037 00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:02,360 Speaker 1: just because the church. So I try to be respectful. 1038 00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:04,840 Speaker 1: But like I said, I'm Santana in every sentence. So 1039 00:53:04,840 --> 00:53:06,719 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna take off because I'm gonna church with 1040 00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:08,640 Speaker 1: my mama. I ain't gonna do out there. But you 1041 00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:12,040 Speaker 1: know I'm having But when I go like mom walking 1042 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,400 Speaker 1: like I walk in church, I might just say, I like, 1043 00:53:14,440 --> 00:53:16,360 Speaker 1: you know, a little button up, some little just regular 1044 00:53:16,480 --> 00:53:18,400 Speaker 1: church ship. I was on my little part. She's like, 1045 00:53:18,440 --> 00:53:20,120 Speaker 1: come on, come sit on the front row by your mama. 1046 00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:21,799 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what I'm saying my mom really, 1047 00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:24,239 Speaker 1: so I think it was just I think it was 1048 00:53:24,320 --> 00:53:27,239 Speaker 1: just the initial shock of it. But not now that's 1049 00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:30,000 Speaker 1: my girl. We're tight. That's all right. Tell us a 1050 00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:32,240 Speaker 1: little bit. I grew up my mama's boy. Yeah, okay, 1051 00:53:32,920 --> 00:53:34,279 Speaker 1: tell us a little bit about the tour. You got 1052 00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:35,920 Speaker 1: coming up with a lotto and you got your project. 1053 00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:39,200 Speaker 1: I'll keep it playing. So the tour we start tour 1054 00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:43,719 Speaker 1: March eighteenth, is the nineteen what's the eighteen? That's an 1055 00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:46,879 Speaker 1: updated fire, It's one of the things in the nineteen Santegros. 1056 00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:49,440 Speaker 1: It's the nine team Johnny trip and take them glasses down. 1057 00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:53,279 Speaker 1: That's the that's the that's that's your first tour though, 1058 00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:58,279 Speaker 1: right yeah, what I say right now? The nine okay yeah, 1059 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:02,759 Speaker 1: so um yeah, this is my first. This is my 1060 00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:08,240 Speaker 1: first tour. Um. So it's it's it's a bittersweet. It's excited. 1061 00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,160 Speaker 1: I'm nervous. What's your stage? Is that gonna be? Like? Um, 1062 00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:15,680 Speaker 1: I think I was gonna get backup Dansters, but I 1063 00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:18,000 Speaker 1: don't think I'm gonna do it. Um. I like I 1064 00:54:18,160 --> 00:54:21,800 Speaker 1: like to mores saeult perform um. I get active with 1065 00:54:21,920 --> 00:54:24,200 Speaker 1: the crowd. You know what I'm saying, and um, and 1066 00:54:24,280 --> 00:54:27,520 Speaker 1: my best friend coming on toward me, Mitch half position. Um, 1067 00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:31,719 Speaker 1: he normally performs on me. So um, Mitch is like, um, 1068 00:54:32,040 --> 00:54:35,759 Speaker 1: Mitch is just always turned the funk up. Uh. I 1069 00:54:35,880 --> 00:54:37,960 Speaker 1: think he might fucking crowd sir. I need to talk 1070 00:54:37,960 --> 00:54:40,560 Speaker 1: to him about it. Um. Yeah, So I think I 1071 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:42,200 Speaker 1: think we're just gonna do it. You know what I'm saying, 1072 00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:44,640 Speaker 1: Just give him an organic San Sante show because a 1073 00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:46,960 Speaker 1: lot of a lot of you know, I think it's 1074 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:49,640 Speaker 1: being my first tour. I think a lot of people 1075 00:54:49,800 --> 00:54:52,600 Speaker 1: just expecting, you know, people look at me like I'm 1076 00:54:52,680 --> 00:54:54,640 Speaker 1: the best friend and their cousin and they know me 1077 00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:57,920 Speaker 1: from so I get offended sometimes when people see me 1078 00:54:57,960 --> 00:54:59,880 Speaker 1: and I'd be like, then who is you They're not? 1079 00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:01,759 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I just feel like you're my best friend. 1080 00:55:01,760 --> 00:55:03,719 Speaker 1: I just love you so much. So I just feel 1081 00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:05,600 Speaker 1: like I want to get them that, you know, that 1082 00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:10,480 Speaker 1: are authentic, organic, a little bit of hood ratchet kind 1083 00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:12,920 Speaker 1: of you know what I'm saying, Santana show before I 1084 00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:18,560 Speaker 1: just go scrape commercial on them. Yeah. Yeah, the dancers 1085 00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,400 Speaker 1: in the costumes that just give me like, you know, 1086 00:55:20,520 --> 00:55:22,439 Speaker 1: kind of commercial. I think would this being my first 1087 00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:24,680 Speaker 1: thing I still want to give because I'm going to 1088 00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:27,120 Speaker 1: a lot of new cities, so I still want to 1089 00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:30,319 Speaker 1: give them. Um, some of them the experience are never 1090 00:55:30,400 --> 00:55:33,719 Speaker 1: seeing Santana because I always only performed at clubs or 1091 00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:36,719 Speaker 1: either when I did Rolling Loud or I did um 1092 00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:39,680 Speaker 1: Wrap Cabiar would make the stallion. But other than that, 1093 00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:42,960 Speaker 1: Um normally met me and Mitch performed all my songs together. 1094 00:55:43,520 --> 00:55:45,640 Speaker 1: I called people out the crowd, letting them get up 1095 00:55:45,640 --> 00:55:47,759 Speaker 1: there and come dance with me. So I think I 1096 00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:50,120 Speaker 1: just want to give them that and like engage with 1097 00:55:50,239 --> 00:55:52,160 Speaker 1: the engage with them, and just get them a real 1098 00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:55,680 Speaker 1: Ros Santana show and then maybe next tour. Probably by 1099 00:55:55,719 --> 00:55:57,759 Speaker 1: the time I do my next tour, I had the 1100 00:55:57,840 --> 00:56:00,920 Speaker 1: dancers in the costumes and you know all that ship 1101 00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:03,160 Speaker 1: speak in fruition, you know what I'm saying. 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