WEBVTT - We Love James Charles 0:00:15.520 --> 0:00:21.560 Welcome to Emergency Intercom. 0:00:20.120 --> 0:00:27.320 To welcome back to this episode of Emergency. 0:00:26.840 --> 0:00:34.720 Intercom Sexy Edition Sexy Sexy, Sexy, Sexy, Hot Edition, Sexy Nighttime. 0:00:35.479 --> 0:00:36.360 We're horny. 0:00:36.600 --> 0:00:38.360 We're home and horny. 0:00:39.400 --> 0:00:41.360 I guess. Yeah. This is our first episode back home 0:00:41.440 --> 0:00:42.760 after two episodes. 0:00:42.400 --> 0:00:46.360 Of We Were on the Moon. That was exciting again, 0:00:47.400 --> 0:00:48.920 we went to the moon. 0:00:50.360 --> 0:00:52.879 Last episode. What is that? 0:00:53.520 --> 0:00:56.600 I think it's a playboy Cardi Lyric. I saw a 0:00:56.600 --> 0:00:59.360 playboy Cardi in Denver at the Red Rocks, and. 0:00:59.360 --> 0:01:02.240 I saw John Malany in Long Beach, the worst place 0:01:02.240 --> 0:01:02.680 in the world. 0:01:04.720 --> 0:01:07.520 Yeah, I don't know what to talk about. We kind 0:01:07.560 --> 0:01:09.520 of don't have really anything planned today. We're just like, 0:01:09.880 --> 0:01:10.280 oh no. 0:01:10.319 --> 0:01:13.360 I've got ship to talk. I've always got ship to talk. 0:01:13.400 --> 0:01:14.800 I've got some shit to complain about. 0:01:14.840 --> 0:01:15.280 Always. 0:01:16.400 --> 0:01:21.160 One of my complaints of the day is actually it's 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:24.360 not really a complaint. I am so bad at doing 0:01:24.680 --> 0:01:29.400 little tasks. Like I've talked about this before when we 0:01:29.400 --> 0:01:31.040 were looking through our notes app and I was talking 0:01:31.040 --> 0:01:33.720 about how like on mine Also, this is so like 0:01:33.920 --> 0:01:37.520 out of like it's like not centered at all this episode. 0:01:37.760 --> 0:01:40.480 And that's okay, because that's the beauty of our episodes. 0:01:40.880 --> 0:01:42.960 Every time we come back, it's a little. 0:01:43.319 --> 0:01:45.560 It's a little new. It's something new every time. 0:01:45.920 --> 0:01:50.200 Like our background decaying how human it gets in the air. 0:01:51.400 --> 0:01:54.440 But like we I lightly touched on this and the 0:01:54.480 --> 0:01:57.000 fact that, like in my notes app there are so 0:01:57.240 --> 0:02:01.120 many like so many fucking entries I'm completed, yeah, and 0:02:01.120 --> 0:02:03.880 they're always uncompleted. Actually, let's go through today. I think 0:02:03.920 --> 0:02:06.160 I kind of like killed my tasks for the day. 0:02:06.880 --> 0:02:09.520 But if you knew what it took out of me emotionally, 0:02:09.560 --> 0:02:11.760 and after you hear this list, you're gonna be like, damn, bitch, 0:02:11.880 --> 0:02:15.240 you need help. Also, to be fair, I was up 0:02:15.240 --> 0:02:17.400 really late and then I had to like wake up 0:02:17.480 --> 0:02:20.600 relatively early compared to how late I went to sleep. Yeah, 0:02:20.600 --> 0:02:24.480 and had like a long, lengthy emotional night. Not emotional, 0:02:24.520 --> 0:02:27.320 it was just like I was very upset over nothing. 0:02:27.560 --> 0:02:28.440 Are you on your period? 0:02:29.360 --> 0:02:32.400 Yeah, my big squirt is coming around. Actually I have 0:02:32.480 --> 0:02:34.160 no idea when my period's supposed to happen. 0:02:34.280 --> 0:02:37.840 I never see it really is so irregular, Yeah. 0:02:37.639 --> 0:02:40.480 I have like it's like kind of very irregular, but 0:02:40.560 --> 0:02:42.880 it is like it's always a month and like a 0:02:42.919 --> 0:02:45.919 week later, Like it's like always late. My period has 0:02:46.040 --> 0:02:46.720 never once. 0:02:46.560 --> 0:02:49.880 Been on time, and we're always like in sync, like 0:02:49.880 --> 0:02:55.760 like you sink to mine. Men have like like random 0:02:55.880 --> 0:02:59.680 like weeks once every three months where like I'm just 0:02:59.720 --> 0:03:00.960 angry for no reason. 0:03:01.000 --> 0:03:03.160 Well, no, that's because men need therapists. And they all 0:03:03.160 --> 0:03:06.320 refuse together because they all can't say the idea of 0:03:06.320 --> 0:03:08.080 someone looking at them and being like, I know what 0:03:08.120 --> 0:03:09.960 could help you, and they're like, no, I know what 0:03:10.000 --> 0:03:12.400 can help me, and I'm not gonna do it exactly. 0:03:12.600 --> 0:03:15.280 And I live by that and that is my life. 0:03:15.360 --> 0:03:19.600 No. Men's idea, my wife. Men's idea of therapy is 0:03:20.120 --> 0:03:22.079 attempting to understand infinite jests. 0:03:22.320 --> 0:03:25.400 Oh, Like, hearing you and Josh hear it you and 0:03:25.480 --> 0:03:28.200 Josh talk about it, I was like, this is awesome 0:03:28.240 --> 0:03:33.000 because just like it's the most like yeah, and I 0:03:33.080 --> 0:03:33.760 love y'all and I. 0:03:33.680 --> 0:03:36.160 Think y'all are very intelligent people. But hearing y'all talk 0:03:36.200 --> 0:03:38.040 about it, I was like, these are things we all 0:03:38.120 --> 0:03:39.400 just know as a collective. 0:03:40.200 --> 0:03:43.760 No. I have stayed in multiple times that that book 0:03:43.880 --> 0:03:45.920 is too dense for me. I have tried to read 0:03:45.960 --> 0:03:49.160 it multiple times. The furthest I've gotten is sixty pages 0:03:49.240 --> 0:03:54.160 in and I wanted to kill myself from how dense 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:57.480 and depressing and dark and just like literally it makes 0:03:57.520 --> 0:04:01.040 me feel so inferior and stupid trying to understand that 0:04:01.120 --> 0:04:02.480 stupid fucking book. 0:04:02.480 --> 0:04:05.160 To see exactly that's y'all's version of therapy, because that's 0:04:05.160 --> 0:04:06.640 what therapy does to you. For the first year, it 0:04:06.680 --> 0:04:08.960 makes you feel very small and make significant and you 0:04:09.040 --> 0:04:11.000 look at all your problems and they swallow you. But 0:04:11.040 --> 0:04:13.080 then you have to like crawl your way back out 0:04:13.080 --> 0:04:13.400 of them. 0:04:14.000 --> 0:04:15.760 Why do I need therapy if I got infinite jests? 0:04:15.760 --> 0:04:17.560 Because you can't finish infinite jests. 0:04:17.360 --> 0:04:19.120 That's why you need Then why would I go to 0:04:19.160 --> 0:04:21.200 therapy Because I wouldn't be able to finish therapy either. 0:04:21.600 --> 0:04:24.159 No, because that's what a human who you like, bond 0:04:24.240 --> 0:04:25.479 and emotional connection to. 0:04:25.839 --> 0:04:28.159 One day, I will go to therapy and you will 0:04:28.160 --> 0:04:29.840 see what it does to me, and you. 0:04:29.800 --> 0:04:31.720 Will Oh, I know, I know. The first year of 0:04:31.760 --> 0:04:35.000 everyone's therapy, it's like hell, it's pure hell. Bitch. I 0:04:35.120 --> 0:04:37.480 ran for my theraist, you remember, I literally ignore her 0:04:38.000 --> 0:04:40.840 for like months. I was like, no, stop fucking talking 0:04:40.839 --> 0:04:42.599 to me, and she'd be like, come on, like it's okay, 0:04:42.640 --> 0:04:45.120 Like I know you're there, I like, leave me alone. 0:04:44.920 --> 0:04:47.640 Hurt wench hurt me and her meeting for the first time, 0:04:47.800 --> 0:04:50.320 and she was like, I heard you're talking shit, dude. 0:04:50.400 --> 0:04:54.000 My therapist is so funny. My therapist will like email 0:04:54.040 --> 0:04:56.320 me and be like hey, like I hope you're doing 0:04:56.320 --> 0:04:59.960 good if she hasn't heard from me, and obviously it's 0:05:00.000 --> 0:05:01.479 coming from like a real place, like me and my 0:05:01.520 --> 0:05:05.320 therapists have like such a good connection to each other, 0:05:05.400 --> 0:05:08.360 Like I think we're two people who like actually understand 0:05:08.400 --> 0:05:09.880 each other, like a lot of the things that I 0:05:09.960 --> 0:05:12.560 believe in she does too. So it's like a very 0:05:13.720 --> 0:05:19.400 symbiotic therapist patient relationship. And when I'll read like her 0:05:19.800 --> 0:05:22.440 emailing me being like I hope you're okay, Like once 0:05:22.480 --> 0:05:23.680 the next time, do you want to speak? If you 0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:25.200 do want to speak, Drew will be like that bit 0:05:25.240 --> 0:05:27.599 she just needs a check. She's like, obviously as a 0:05:27.680 --> 0:05:29.840 joke like yeah, but he'll be like she needs a check. 0:05:30.080 --> 0:05:32.760 And one time randomly she brought it up and she 0:05:32.800 --> 0:05:34.880 was like, I also, I hope you never read it 0:05:34.960 --> 0:05:38.080 like me like needing like an appointment or anything. I 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:40.400 genuinely like chuck up on you because I care for 0:05:40.440 --> 0:05:41.920 you and I want to make sure you're doing good, 0:05:42.120 --> 0:05:43.760 because I know when I don't hear from you, it's 0:05:43.760 --> 0:05:46.039 probably because you're like going through like a tumultuous time 0:05:46.040 --> 0:05:49.719 and freaking out. And yeah, when she was on the 0:05:49.720 --> 0:05:51.479 phone with me the other day and Josh and Tree 0:05:52.040 --> 0:05:54.400 and Drew like heard her voice for the first. 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:55.880 Time and they met, sucked me. 0:05:56.360 --> 0:05:57.560 Doesn't she sound beautiful? 0:05:57.640 --> 0:05:59.320 She sounds like a wonderful. 0:05:59.040 --> 0:06:02.320 She literally said, sounds like she gives mommy vibes. She 0:06:02.400 --> 0:06:05.039 sounds like I think the character's name or actual like 0:06:05.800 --> 0:06:09.480 philosopher's name is Truman from uh Midnight Gospel, the one 0:06:09.480 --> 0:06:11.760 episode where I was like, this sounds like my therapist, Like, oh, 0:06:12.120 --> 0:06:14.280 they literally give me the if you I'm like, if 0:06:14.279 --> 0:06:17.039 you want to know how my therapist sounds walked that 0:06:17.120 --> 0:06:21.760 episode of Midnight Gospel anyways, But yeah, like hearing y'all 0:06:21.800 --> 0:06:24.200 talk about infiniteh just literally have me cracking up in 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:25.800 the lindero Like this is. 0:06:25.760 --> 0:06:28.760 Like I feel like Josh is the type of person 0:06:28.800 --> 0:06:31.760 to be able to finish that book, understand it, and 0:06:31.920 --> 0:06:32.880 like want. 0:06:32.640 --> 0:06:35.520 To Josh is a fucking book one. 0:06:35.440 --> 0:06:38.080 Dude, He's destroying it right now, and he has like 0:06:38.120 --> 0:06:42.520 he has like a really good like I don't even 0:06:42.560 --> 0:06:43.719 know what they call it, Like he has a good 0:06:43.720 --> 0:06:46.000 process on it, like he's he's not viewing it as 0:06:46.040 --> 0:06:48.880 like I'm reading all these books for like pleasure or like, 0:06:48.920 --> 0:06:51.360 which is like, fine, that's awesome, like if you do that, 0:06:51.440 --> 0:06:54.000 but that's like what I do. Josh is like reading 0:06:54.040 --> 0:06:56.440 it to like reading to like study, Like he's like 0:06:56.480 --> 0:06:59.440 studying these like writing styles and like how these people 0:06:59.440 --> 0:07:01.200 that convey their thoughts. And I was like, oh wow, 0:07:01.240 --> 0:07:04.240 that's like a really like cool way to like digest 0:07:04.520 --> 0:07:05.039 a book. 0:07:05.880 --> 0:07:07.920 I read books to make me sad. I've never once 0:07:07.960 --> 0:07:10.320 picked up a book that was happy. I don't read 0:07:10.360 --> 0:07:14.400 happy books. I read books to like fuel like my sadness. 0:07:14.480 --> 0:07:17.000 I'm stuck in that phase right now where I get 0:07:17.040 --> 0:07:21.720 seventy pages into a book and it legitimately like I 0:07:21.840 --> 0:07:24.600 just can't finish it, and I really am enjoying the 0:07:24.640 --> 0:07:26.880 books I'm reading. I do that with TV shows too, 0:07:26.920 --> 0:07:29.840 Like I'll get like like with fucking what's it called, 0:07:31.880 --> 0:07:35.960 uh marvelsms mas Well, I like got like all the 0:07:35.960 --> 0:07:38.480 way to like season three and then just stopped watching 0:07:38.520 --> 0:07:40.240 it because I was like, I don't want this to 0:07:40.440 --> 0:07:44.480 end and I did that with like like Tiger King, 0:07:44.520 --> 0:07:46.400 which is like a shitty example, but like. 0:07:46.440 --> 0:07:48.240 No, I've done that with so many shows. People are 0:07:48.240 --> 0:07:49.880 going to be so pissed me. But literally all of 0:07:49.920 --> 0:07:51.880 my favorite animes I've never fucking finished. 0:07:52.080 --> 0:07:53.280 Yeah. I did Full Eater. 0:07:53.360 --> 0:07:55.360 I haven't finished Fully COOLi. And someone is going to 0:07:55.400 --> 0:07:57.200 be a smarts and be like, full COOLi is only 0:07:57.240 --> 0:08:01.560 like eight or twelve episodes. Yeah, And and I've rewatched 0:08:01.600 --> 0:08:03.920 episodes in the beginning, like in the front, like a 0:08:04.000 --> 0:08:06.280 few four episodes. But I don't want to finish it 0:08:06.320 --> 0:08:10.080 because I'm like, I don't I like that. To me, 0:08:10.200 --> 0:08:12.280 this thing is a thing that hasn't ended. I do 0:08:12.360 --> 0:08:14.040 that with books too. I always read it and I'm like, 0:08:14.240 --> 0:08:16.080 this is the best book I've ever read in my 0:08:16.120 --> 0:08:18.120 fucking life, and that I didn't finish it, like crying 0:08:18.120 --> 0:08:20.360 and Hmart was like one of the books that more 0:08:20.400 --> 0:08:22.320 recently I was like, damn, this book is fucking amazing 0:08:22.360 --> 0:08:23.680 and nopet. 0:08:24.680 --> 0:08:28.920 Yeah, well, I think that like speaks to who we 0:08:28.960 --> 0:08:30.000 are as people. 0:08:36.240 --> 0:08:40.120 Keep going, what does it say about this true? 0:08:40.280 --> 0:08:44.880 I don't know. I know that Silence was actually sinister. 0:08:45.400 --> 0:08:49.080 That one freaked me out, like. 0:08:48.040 --> 0:08:50.120 I like backed away from the mike. You got really 0:08:50.320 --> 0:08:50.720 I don't know. 0:08:50.800 --> 0:08:53.320 I thought I like literally said something mad problematic. I 0:08:53.360 --> 0:08:56.520 was like, wait, they like fuck up, Like I. 0:08:56.400 --> 0:08:59.360 Got really offended. I'm like, does that mean? No, it 0:08:59.640 --> 0:09:01.280 does be because listen to my to do list. I 0:09:01.280 --> 0:09:03.920 haven't finished it, like or maybe I did. I said 0:09:04.400 --> 0:09:08.120 pack you didn't get the camera for sure, I didn't 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:09.920 do that. Yeah, I didn't get my dry cleaning. 0:09:10.440 --> 0:09:11.679 I've heard you as Dante. 0:09:11.920 --> 0:09:13.520 I know I'm gonna I need you to do that 0:09:13.520 --> 0:09:15.199 for me while I'm going because I'm scared of them 0:09:15.200 --> 0:09:17.240 getting rid of it because someone told me last night. 0:09:17.280 --> 0:09:19.000 Soone was like, you can only have it there for 0:09:19.080 --> 0:09:21.160 thirty days, which like I would be back before the 0:09:21.200 --> 0:09:23.719 thirty days, but if you could get it for me, 0:09:23.760 --> 0:09:24.880 that would be a fucking serve. 0:09:25.040 --> 0:09:26.040 We'll see. 0:09:27.240 --> 0:09:30.199 Podcast, which we're doing now. I shot with Oryan, which 0:09:30.240 --> 0:09:31.920 I was supposed to do, call pharmacy and pick up 0:09:31.960 --> 0:09:37.199 my thing. I did that clean. No, I'm not doing that. Yeah, 0:09:37.240 --> 0:09:40.200 but yeah, that's my list. And it was if y'all 0:09:40.320 --> 0:09:45.440 understood the like the weight that was on my chest 0:09:45.440 --> 0:09:47.760 before I went to sleep and this morning and all 0:09:47.880 --> 0:09:50.640 day today, it literally That's what made me so exhausted today. 0:09:50.679 --> 0:09:53.280 It wasn't doing the tasks. It was like your mindset, 0:09:53.400 --> 0:09:55.240 like me being like, dude, I have so like I 0:09:55.320 --> 0:09:58.160 literally feel like heavy physically because I'm like I haven't 0:09:58.160 --> 0:10:00.959 finished that and it's like eight pm, so like what 0:10:00.960 --> 0:10:03.440 what am I gonna do? Like I've got places to go, 0:10:03.520 --> 0:10:10.920 I've got people to see enough. I was gonna say 0:10:10.960 --> 0:10:14.600 something like so sexual for no reason, but I teaged 0:10:14.640 --> 0:10:17.760 my mind. I took it back. Yeah, that was something 0:10:17.760 --> 0:10:19.280 I wanted to talk about. And the other thing I 0:10:19.280 --> 0:10:22.040 want to talk about is I will always be late, bitch. 0:10:22.080 --> 0:10:29.080 You are so annoying guy looking up from his bocus. 0:10:30.520 --> 0:10:31.599 It won't come. 0:10:31.400 --> 0:10:36.920 Down, It won't go down. I will always be late. 0:10:37.000 --> 0:10:39.319 And that's just a fact. I will never be early. 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:44.440 And someone might say that's like a sign of disrespect, 0:10:44.640 --> 0:10:46.400 but at least. 0:10:46.320 --> 0:10:49.400 I know that is. Dude, oh my god, when you 0:10:49.440 --> 0:10:53.240 are late, like it actually drives me fucking insane, Like 0:10:53.559 --> 0:10:56.439 that is something that like literally hurts me. But I 0:10:56.760 --> 0:10:58.440 do a good job at just like letting you. 0:10:59.400 --> 0:11:01.360 And I don't get because guess what if and if 0:11:01.520 --> 0:11:03.640 and if I need to be there, if I need 0:11:03.679 --> 0:11:06.079 to be there on time. I could be five minutes late. 0:11:06.280 --> 0:11:06.560 You will. 0:11:06.880 --> 0:11:09.719 It's like I desperately need to It's like, and yet 0:11:09.760 --> 0:11:12.040 if you are not here on time, you will be 0:11:12.160 --> 0:11:14.720 pushed back for your appointment, or this or that or 0:11:14.760 --> 0:11:17.560 the third will close the doors. I'm like, I could 0:11:17.559 --> 0:11:19.240 be five minutes late. Now what you're saying to me 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:21.320 Right now, you're saying, I have a five way a 0:11:21.360 --> 0:11:21.839 five minutes. 0:11:21.920 --> 0:11:24.960 Just you manage your time, just like a little bit better. 0:11:25.400 --> 0:11:28.120 Like your life would be amazing. 0:11:27.760 --> 0:11:30.200 If I didn't get stuck in the loops. I get 0:11:30.200 --> 0:11:33.400 stuck in I can't express enough. I get caught in 0:11:33.480 --> 0:11:36.240 loops in this house, like and it's always been a 0:11:36.280 --> 0:11:39.400 thing for me, but it is. It freaks me out sometimes, 0:11:39.440 --> 0:11:41.320 Like if you ever goes. 0:11:41.440 --> 0:11:43.480 It's not the loops, it's the coffee right before you leave. 0:11:43.559 --> 0:11:45.480 You gotta cook that goddamn coffee and then go. 0:11:45.480 --> 0:11:47.960 Oh no, I yeah that's one of No, that's not 0:11:48.000 --> 0:11:48.960 a loop, that's a need. 0:11:49.200 --> 0:11:50.680 That's what I say. It's not the loops. 0:11:50.760 --> 0:11:52.559 If I don't have time to get to a coffee 0:11:52.559 --> 0:11:54.760 before I go somewhere, I'm making a damn coffee. Don't 0:11:54.760 --> 0:11:56.839 play with me like I'm not like I'm I'm sure 0:11:56.880 --> 0:11:59.640 I find minutes late, but you know that already. But 0:12:00.000 --> 0:12:02.800 I know that, like you know I put that down. 0:12:04.280 --> 0:12:06.800 But yeah, but the loop I get sucking the most. 0:12:06.920 --> 0:12:08.640 And what makes it hardest to leave the house is 0:12:08.840 --> 0:12:11.120 I'm convinced a zul got out, so I have to 0:12:11.120 --> 0:12:12.560 see a zuol Like fourteen. 0:12:12.240 --> 0:12:15.120 You've given me that anxiety, And then. 0:12:15.320 --> 0:12:17.640 I'm convinced I didn't lock any doors. And then sometimes 0:12:17.679 --> 0:12:19.680 I'm convinced I put a candle on and like I 0:12:19.720 --> 0:12:21.760 haven't lit a candle. I'm like, I've lit a candle 0:12:21.760 --> 0:12:24.240 in like two weeks, but I'm like so convinced, so 0:12:24.280 --> 0:12:25.440 I have to go around the house and look at 0:12:25.440 --> 0:12:26.160 all my candles. 0:12:26.640 --> 0:12:28.640 I do that right before the airport, like when I'm 0:12:28.679 --> 0:12:33.400 like flying somewhere, like I am like, I'm I don't 0:12:33.440 --> 0:12:35.720 know what it is, but I am so weird about 0:12:35.760 --> 0:12:38.439 like my doors being opened or closed. Like when I 0:12:38.520 --> 0:12:41.040 leave my doors, I mean that's not weird, but like 0:12:41.080 --> 0:12:44.480 my closet door has to be like closed, and like 0:12:44.760 --> 0:12:47.440 my door like a zool will be in there and 0:12:47.480 --> 0:12:49.320 I'm like, fuck, dude, like I want to close my 0:12:49.360 --> 0:12:51.240 door so bad, but the Zul's in there. So I 0:12:51.320 --> 0:12:54.360 just like let him leave. And then another thing is 0:12:54.400 --> 0:12:56.240 at night, like I sleep, I have to sleep with 0:12:56.320 --> 0:12:57.800 my door cracked. I don't know what it is. 0:12:58.400 --> 0:12:59.400 I have to have my door clck. 0:12:59.440 --> 0:13:01.480 Do you sleep socks on? I think I asked that. 0:13:02.080 --> 0:13:03.520 I don't think he has it on the podcast, but 0:13:03.520 --> 0:13:05.480 I think you asked me I don't sleep with socks on, 0:13:06.880 --> 0:13:09.320 which I like, Actually that's a lie. When it when 0:13:09.360 --> 0:13:11.840 in the winter here, I fully have to sleep a song. 0:13:11.920 --> 0:13:13.160 Yeah, it's really fun. 0:13:13.200 --> 0:13:16.920 My feet gets so fucking cold, and every time someone 0:13:16.960 --> 0:13:18.719 sleeps over they get really mad at me because my 0:13:18.760 --> 0:13:20.800 feet will touch them and then they're like, bitch, what 0:13:20.880 --> 0:13:22.880 the fuck? And then I get really embarrassed. So I 0:13:22.960 --> 0:13:23.599 have to put socks on. 0:13:23.640 --> 0:13:27.280 Wait, who's sleeping over you? It was not to say 0:13:27.400 --> 0:13:29.320 like it was it was not me? 0:13:29.400 --> 0:13:35.600 Then Ryan, Alisa. The list goes on. At least they 0:13:35.640 --> 0:13:37.800 refuses to sleep in my bed and it affects me. 0:13:37.880 --> 0:13:41.080 Ever, no, Josiah refuses to sleep in my bed and 0:13:41.120 --> 0:13:42.600 it offends the funk out of me. Like last night 0:13:42.640 --> 0:13:44.439 I was just I just sleep in here, please, like 0:13:44.480 --> 0:13:47.120 we'll watch Mays on my iPad, Like, well, you got 0:13:47.120 --> 0:13:48.960 to sleep, and he was like, I'm not watching mas 0:13:49.040 --> 0:13:50.880 on that little fucking iPad. I was like, no, we 0:13:50.920 --> 0:13:52.800 can iPad, I said. I was like, this is the 0:13:52.800 --> 0:13:55.920 biggest fucking screen ever. I bet you can get and 0:13:56.000 --> 0:13:58.000 he pointed he pointed to my computer. He was like 0:13:58.000 --> 0:14:00.199 like it's not as big as that. And I was like, yeah, like, 0:14:00.280 --> 0:14:02.199 let me put my fucking monitor in my bed, Like 0:14:02.240 --> 0:14:04.040 what do you even fucking mean, like, just sleep in 0:14:04.040 --> 0:14:07.800 my bed with me, Like just sleep with me. 0:14:08.040 --> 0:14:11.120 You know what it is? Okay, So Alisa listens to 0:14:11.200 --> 0:14:13.400 every single podcast, so I'm airing her ass out and 0:14:13.400 --> 0:14:15.080 she's gonna be so upset with me because like, no 0:14:15.120 --> 0:14:17.960 one needs to know this bouzide, but it's not that uncommon. 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:20.040 But she was like, no, I get really hot when 0:14:20.080 --> 0:14:21.880 I sleep in bed with someone, and like I don't 0:14:21.920 --> 0:14:23.960 want to like sweat in your bed. Which I can 0:14:24.000 --> 0:14:26.720 respect that even but even though I know that, each time, 0:14:26.720 --> 0:14:28.880 I feel a sense of rejection that I just like 0:14:28.880 --> 0:14:32.120 can't get over. But I've convinced myself. It's like because 0:14:32.160 --> 0:14:34.680 Alisa is like scared of like we might fall in love, 0:14:34.760 --> 0:14:37.000 she sleeps next to me, so like I'm gonna like 0:14:37.040 --> 0:14:39.120 leave it at that. But she won't sleep with me. 0:14:39.400 --> 0:14:43.040 Arian will always sleep with me. Orian will like regardless, Yeah, 0:14:43.080 --> 0:14:46.240 she like she's probably one of the first like people 0:14:46.640 --> 0:14:48.040 who I would like sleep with all the time. I 0:14:48.040 --> 0:14:51.400 guess I used to sleep with you on tour, but yeah, 0:14:51.520 --> 0:14:54.160 I don't know. I'm like, why why don't you want 0:14:54.160 --> 0:14:57.320 to sleep with me? Everyone loves sleeping with them. I 0:14:57.360 --> 0:14:59.800 do hugging bitches in their sleep by accident. 0:15:00.000 --> 0:15:04.040 The way I sleep with socks on because I just 0:15:04.120 --> 0:15:06.840 I asked that question because I saw someone ask that 0:15:06.880 --> 0:15:09.000 and someone was like, yeah, I sleep a sax socks 0:15:09.000 --> 0:15:11.680 on it, and literally everyone was like, you are a 0:15:11.800 --> 0:15:13.240 fucking monster Freeze. 0:15:13.360 --> 0:15:15.960 I know someone I know some people who like can only. 0:15:15.720 --> 0:15:19.000 Sleep a soft like it literally like I don't. I 0:15:19.040 --> 0:15:21.320 can't sleep without them because it feels my feet feels 0:15:21.360 --> 0:15:22.280 so fucking naked. 0:15:23.040 --> 0:15:26.160 But like, yeah, the only person I know who has 0:15:26.200 --> 0:15:28.360 to sleep a softs on is like also a man, 0:15:28.440 --> 0:15:29.680 so maybe it's a man thing. 0:15:30.400 --> 0:15:34.240 Another thing is I don't trust people who get hot 0:15:34.280 --> 0:15:37.480 while they're sleeping, Like, learn to fucking regulate your body temper, 0:15:37.560 --> 0:15:40.560 you like, literally learn to like figure that out. Because like, 0:15:40.800 --> 0:15:43.360 also just people who are like like, oh, it's like 0:15:43.720 --> 0:15:46.120 fucking like hot. Like I feel like we are like 0:15:46.240 --> 0:15:49.680 really like acclimated to hot environments now, but then when 0:15:49.720 --> 0:15:51.560 like guests come into our house and like, dude, it's 0:15:51.560 --> 0:15:54.880 like eighty fucking two in here, I'm like comfortable. I'm 0:15:54.920 --> 0:15:56.560 comfortable in this eighty two degrees. 0:15:56.640 --> 0:15:58.400 Like even though like we complain about it, I'm just like, 0:15:58.480 --> 0:16:00.520 then we like, since you don't like so much, mother, 0:16:00.680 --> 0:16:00.840 are you? 0:16:01.040 --> 0:16:02.640 Since you hate our fucking house and you just call 0:16:02.680 --> 0:16:04.640 this like broke and disgusting. 0:16:04.200 --> 0:16:07.840 And buy me an ac, then buy me airn. 0:16:07.480 --> 0:16:09.920 Fix our AC. The only thing we need to do 0:16:09.960 --> 0:16:13.000 to fix our AC is changed that filter that is 0:16:13.520 --> 0:16:15.800 covered in mold not mold. 0:16:18.080 --> 0:16:21.120 You are so convinced, No, we this is like really 0:16:21.120 --> 0:16:24.560 gross and like shows are like immaturity right now, But 0:16:25.440 --> 0:16:28.320 we have never ever changed our events in the crib. 0:16:28.160 --> 0:16:32.200 And I looked in there about like two months ago, 0:16:32.840 --> 0:16:37.680 and it was like three inches of like dust and debris, 0:16:37.680 --> 0:16:40.280 which is literally just like fucking dead skin, Like it's 0:16:40.280 --> 0:16:42.680 our dead skin particles floating around, and we're just like 0:16:43.040 --> 0:16:46.240 reintroducing it to our environment. And that's probably why I 0:16:46.240 --> 0:16:48.080 think there's black mold, and that's probably why we're tired 0:16:48.120 --> 0:16:49.640 all the time because we're just fucking breathing. 0:16:49.640 --> 0:16:51.320 And I guess that is I've been like this for 0:16:51.440 --> 0:16:56.360 my whole life, and so of you. Yeah, so that's 0:16:56.400 --> 0:16:57.560 not that's. 0:16:57.720 --> 0:16:59.440 I'm just trying to explain it. I'm trying to figure 0:16:59.480 --> 0:16:59.760 it out. 0:17:00.000 --> 0:17:02.640 No, you want you want our audience to feel bad 0:17:02.680 --> 0:17:04.200 for you and be like, oh my god, no, oh no, 0:17:04.320 --> 0:17:08.000 Drew's like dying from black mole, Like that's one day. 0:17:08.240 --> 0:17:11.160 One day we will get I don't know what, they're 0:17:11.200 --> 0:17:13.480 fucking called a mold expert to come in here and 0:17:13.520 --> 0:17:17.800 they'll test the levels and y'all will be fucking shocked, 0:17:17.840 --> 0:17:20.760 and you'll be like, they're gonna find toxic levels of 0:17:20.800 --> 0:17:23.359 money and I won't you don't have to move, but 0:17:23.400 --> 0:17:26.200 they'll be like, I don't know how y'all have lived 0:17:26.200 --> 0:17:28.440 in this for so long. It could like come out 0:17:28.440 --> 0:17:31.560 that like we've just been in like a complete delusion 0:17:31.600 --> 0:17:34.600 for the last two years and like everything we experienced 0:17:34.800 --> 0:17:38.400 wasn't real, and like it's all because of the mold poisoning. 0:17:38.600 --> 0:17:43.200 You need help, like psychiatric help. I'm okay, Actually I'm 0:17:43.240 --> 0:17:45.359 done with the therapist. I'm done. Say you need to 0:17:45.359 --> 0:17:46.960 go to a therapist. You need to go. 0:17:47.200 --> 0:17:50.760 Lock me up a psych Lock me up, Lock me up. 0:17:53.000 --> 0:17:54.720 I was gonna say something while you were saying that. 0:17:54.800 --> 0:17:56.680 Oh actually, while you were saying that, I was literally 0:17:56.760 --> 0:17:58.240 just waiting for my turn to speak because I was 0:17:58.240 --> 0:18:04.520 thinking about how awful is like the day because I 0:18:04.560 --> 0:18:06.400 was like, oh my god, imagine a bold expert did 0:18:06.440 --> 0:18:08.200 come in here and was like, you can't live here. 0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:11.760 I would be so fucking livid because to be told 0:18:11.800 --> 0:18:15.479 you have to move, like, oh, I've experience now, I know, 0:18:15.600 --> 0:18:17.359