1 00:00:00,840 --> 00:00:05,440 Speaker 1: Man, what's handed man? You got Marshaw Bismall Lynch, Doug Hendrickson. 2 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:08,639 Speaker 2: And Gavin Knewsome and you're listening to politics you know 3 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:09,800 Speaker 2: to be you known to be. 4 00:00:20,560 --> 00:00:20,680 Speaker 1: So. 5 00:00:20,800 --> 00:00:23,599 Speaker 3: Doug, Doug Marshawn, what was that? I mean, it's been 6 00:00:23,840 --> 00:00:26,759 Speaker 3: about a week or so. What was the experience like 7 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:28,240 Speaker 3: going into San Quent, Doug. I think it was the 8 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:30,400 Speaker 3: first time you've been inside San Quentin, right. 9 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:33,199 Speaker 4: It was eye opening, and it was it was enlightening 10 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:36,199 Speaker 4: because I truthfully, when I went there, I expected to, 11 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:39,600 Speaker 4: you know, a much much different perspective than I thought. 12 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:42,760 Speaker 4: I mean when I got there, seeing these these inmates 13 00:00:42,760 --> 00:00:48,480 Speaker 4: and prisoners who literally the programs that San Quentin had 14 00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:53,479 Speaker 4: and their mindset that you know, yeah, incarcerated if or 15 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:55,600 Speaker 4: if they don't get out or they get out, to 16 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:58,080 Speaker 4: have the programs in place to have these guys' life 17 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:02,600 Speaker 4: change in terms of uh, their mindset was so enlightening. 18 00:01:03,440 --> 00:01:07,199 Speaker 4: I did not expect to meet the sixty seventy eighty 19 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 4: prisoners that they did, that had the mindset they'd have, 20 00:01:11,440 --> 00:01:13,320 Speaker 4: and it blew me away. 21 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:13,880 Speaker 1: I bet. 22 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:15,760 Speaker 3: I mean one of the things I imagine if you've 23 00:01:15,800 --> 00:01:17,600 Speaker 3: never been there, and I remember the first time I 24 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:18,280 Speaker 3: went to San Juan. 25 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:19,520 Speaker 2: What really surprised me is. 26 00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:22,840 Speaker 3: That you can walk into the yard and there are 27 00:01:22,920 --> 00:01:26,440 Speaker 3: hundreds and hundreds of prisoners, and folks can walk right. 28 00:01:26,360 --> 00:01:27,720 Speaker 2: Up to you. 29 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 3: You can talk. I mean, we were talking to lifers. 30 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:32,960 Speaker 3: We were talking to folks that may never see the 31 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:36,080 Speaker 3: light of day, and they're all out there in the yard. 32 00:01:36,319 --> 00:01:38,400 Speaker 3: People seem to be getting along. They're willing. I mean 33 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:40,840 Speaker 3: they're willing. The guards are willing to allow you to 34 00:01:40,880 --> 00:01:44,800 Speaker 3: walk around. I mean, was that something you had anticipated. 35 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:46,640 Speaker 3: You thought it would be a little bit more organized. 36 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:50,600 Speaker 4: I thought you'd see, honestly, I thought you'd see the 37 00:01:50,720 --> 00:01:53,240 Speaker 4: Hispanics in one side the blacks. I thought you'd see 38 00:01:53,240 --> 00:01:55,400 Speaker 4: the segregation in terms of the prisoners like you see 39 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 4: in the movies. But to see these guys walk up, 40 00:01:58,280 --> 00:02:01,000 Speaker 4: and how appreciative they were that we were there, how 41 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:05,200 Speaker 4: appreciative they were without the prisons, and Quentin with the warden, 42 00:02:05,560 --> 00:02:08,440 Speaker 4: had the programs that they have, uh and all the 43 00:02:08,480 --> 00:02:10,800 Speaker 4: things that they're allowed to do, to walk freely and 44 00:02:10,840 --> 00:02:13,240 Speaker 4: to take part in you know, math programs in the 45 00:02:13,240 --> 00:02:15,840 Speaker 4: podcast room that they have, and and the different things 46 00:02:15,880 --> 00:02:19,040 Speaker 4: they're doing. Was was completely eye opening to me in 47 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:19,639 Speaker 4: a great way. 48 00:02:19,919 --> 00:02:21,600 Speaker 2: Marshawn, you ever met a warden like that? 49 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:24,040 Speaker 1: Nah? 50 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:25,880 Speaker 2: That wasn't the kind of warden you expect. 51 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:30,040 Speaker 1: But but but the thing, the biggest thing that stuck out, 52 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:37,080 Speaker 1: uh to me about him was you know, the uh, 53 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:40,880 Speaker 1: the gentleman that we was talking to that was from 54 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:44,160 Speaker 1: Oakland and he's like, yeah, man, I noticed, like man, 55 00:02:44,200 --> 00:02:47,160 Speaker 1: you know we've been doing time together, like you feemy, 56 00:02:47,240 --> 00:02:49,120 Speaker 1: I remember he used to come run up in my 57 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:51,240 Speaker 1: cel and hell of shit, you know, we bumping it 58 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:53,680 Speaker 1: out and is the third and then to see like 59 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:56,280 Speaker 1: you know, them two just sitting down being able to 60 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:58,239 Speaker 1: you know, I mean reminisce on what it was like, 61 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:00,400 Speaker 1: you know what I mean back in the days can entering. 62 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:05,960 Speaker 1: You know how far they have came on, you know, 63 00:03:06,320 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 1: for both of them, and you know they relationship and 64 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:12,000 Speaker 1: being able to just see them have a conversation it 65 00:03:12,080 --> 00:03:14,240 Speaker 1: was more and so like you know, I mean, that 66 00:03:14,360 --> 00:03:16,280 Speaker 1: was more so like you running into one of your 67 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:18,600 Speaker 1: old school pintners that you used to fight all the 68 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:21,240 Speaker 1: time when y'all was younger, And you know what I mean, like, boy, 69 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:23,320 Speaker 1: you remember I used to chase your ass? Now like 70 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:25,600 Speaker 1: hell yeah, you Remember I was hiding all that dope 71 00:03:25,600 --> 00:03:27,320 Speaker 1: from you, like you know, I had it, but you 72 00:03:27,320 --> 00:03:29,519 Speaker 1: couldn't find my ship. Boy, I had my sending a 73 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 1: good but it was just like for me to see 74 00:03:34,200 --> 00:03:40,920 Speaker 1: that the warden had a mindset like, damn, I've really 75 00:03:41,720 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 1: been doing time with you, and as much time as 76 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:47,720 Speaker 1: you been doing, I've been doing it as well. So 77 00:03:48,280 --> 00:03:50,160 Speaker 1: you know, when I look at that situation and you 78 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:51,480 Speaker 1: know what I mean, you know, you look at it 79 00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 1: from an institutionalize situation, it's like these wardens, these CEOs, 80 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, they going into prison and 81 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:05,320 Speaker 1: they doing this time too. Now under the circumstances in 82 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 1: the situation like yeah, you're going in here to get 83 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:10,520 Speaker 1: a check, to be able to you know what I mean, 84 00:04:10,640 --> 00:04:13,240 Speaker 1: take care of your family and shit. But the way 85 00:04:13,280 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 1: that he was just making it, you know what I mean, 86 00:04:15,200 --> 00:04:18,280 Speaker 1: in a situation where like you know, we were being 87 00:04:18,360 --> 00:04:20,240 Speaker 1: integrated here, like you know what I mean, I go 88 00:04:20,320 --> 00:04:22,360 Speaker 1: and talk to my guys like, hey, you know, what 89 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:24,440 Speaker 1: can we do you know I mean, in order to 90 00:04:24,520 --> 00:04:26,880 Speaker 1: help you know what I mean, make this a a 91 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:30,000 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, as comfortable as it is. 92 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:32,120 Speaker 1: And I'm not sure if y'all was around while we 93 00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:35,400 Speaker 1: were having the conversation, but he was saying he gave 94 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:38,440 Speaker 1: a you know, I mean a scenario like you know, 95 00:04:38,480 --> 00:04:44,000 Speaker 1: you get a twenty year old and I mean have 96 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:46,960 Speaker 1: a run in with the law, and then you know, 97 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:50,520 Speaker 1: from there, get arrested, go to the county and then 98 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,120 Speaker 1: you know, I mean from that officer that he come 99 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:56,599 Speaker 1: into contact with is not a good interaction. Then the 100 00:04:56,720 --> 00:04:59,760 Speaker 1: DA not a good interaction. Then you go in the 101 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:03,280 Speaker 1: court and now you're talking to the motherfucking judge, and 102 00:05:03,320 --> 00:05:06,280 Speaker 1: the judge talking down that you're not a good situation. 103 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,560 Speaker 1: And then you know, I mean, you do your counting 104 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:11,160 Speaker 1: time you interacting with the guards in they're not a 105 00:05:11,160 --> 00:05:13,800 Speaker 1: good situation. And then you know, I mean they come 106 00:05:13,839 --> 00:05:18,000 Speaker 1: and they drop you off into the pen. And the 107 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:20,520 Speaker 1: motherfucker was like, I have to, you know, tell my 108 00:05:20,680 --> 00:05:23,880 Speaker 1: guards and shit like hey, you know what I mean 109 00:05:23,920 --> 00:05:27,039 Speaker 1: when when these individuals step off the fucking the bus, 110 00:05:27,080 --> 00:05:32,200 Speaker 1: like these are still humans considering you know, they they 111 00:05:32,279 --> 00:05:34,040 Speaker 1: fucked up and they did what they did. But at 112 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:35,840 Speaker 1: the end of the time, end of the day, you're 113 00:05:35,839 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 1: about to be here with this individual for a long time, 114 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:42,000 Speaker 1: so you go ahead and establish a relationship with this individual. 115 00:05:42,040 --> 00:05:44,920 Speaker 1: So while you're doing it, that's that's that takes less 116 00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:47,680 Speaker 1: off your plate to the point where you ain't here, 117 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:49,360 Speaker 1: you ain't got to look over your back. I know 118 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:52,480 Speaker 1: you're hear so many times about you know, in prison, 119 00:05:52,839 --> 00:05:55,440 Speaker 1: the guards getting bum rushed by inmates, this, that and 120 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:58,160 Speaker 1: the third. But you know, I mean his mindset was to, 121 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:01,000 Speaker 1: I mean, well, we gonna be here. It ain't knowing 122 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 1: we could do about it, you know, I mean regardless 123 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:06,880 Speaker 1: to whatever you've done to get in here. But basically, motherfucker, 124 00:06:06,920 --> 00:06:08,919 Speaker 1: we finna be roommates, we finna be living here, so 125 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:11,320 Speaker 1: we might as well find a common ground to where 126 00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:13,919 Speaker 1: we could get an understanding to Yeah, I mean for 127 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,080 Speaker 1: you that I can feel safe and for you, for 128 00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:20,200 Speaker 1: you can feel safe. And I'm like, you know what, man, 129 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:23,600 Speaker 1: when you think about that process, like yeah, why would 130 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:26,520 Speaker 1: I get off this bus going into the pen thinking 131 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:29,760 Speaker 1: like oh it's cool, Like nah, hell no, I'm pissed 132 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:32,479 Speaker 1: off a mad as fuck along my journey is being 133 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:35,640 Speaker 1: fucked up. This then the third and I mean, you know, 134 00:06:35,880 --> 00:06:40,160 Speaker 1: not to you, I mean look at it from a 135 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:43,440 Speaker 1: position to where you know, whether you are incarcerated, like 136 00:06:43,839 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 1: you've done what you've done, and now it come time 137 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 1: to you know, serve your time and do what you 138 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: gotta do, like you know what I mean, you got 139 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:54,120 Speaker 1: to make the most of it. And then when I 140 00:06:54,160 --> 00:06:57,240 Speaker 1: talk to individual my family that is in there, and 141 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:59,840 Speaker 1: I asked these individuals like, hey man, how you doing? 142 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 1: And when I talk to him and they coming from 143 00:07:02,520 --> 00:07:05,400 Speaker 1: a standpoint of like I'm in a good space, and 144 00:07:05,440 --> 00:07:09,040 Speaker 1: it fucks me up in my head. I'm like, damn, bro, 145 00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:12,120 Speaker 1: you not coming outside, You're not like you're not finna 146 00:07:12,120 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 1: come home. But for you to be you know, I 147 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:17,640 Speaker 1: mean to have a mindset like you know, one day 148 00:07:17,680 --> 00:07:19,640 Speaker 1: at a time. And I'm in a good space, you know, 149 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:22,560 Speaker 1: I mean I got a program, a regiment. I mean, 150 00:07:22,600 --> 00:07:25,520 Speaker 1: I stick to that and you know I got served 151 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:28,840 Speaker 1: my time. It's like fuck. But then I can see 152 00:07:28,880 --> 00:07:32,440 Speaker 1: where that situation would come from after having a conversation 153 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:36,240 Speaker 1: with a warden that maybe, you know, I mean, operate 154 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:37,040 Speaker 1: the way that he do. 155 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 3: And what's so special about this war love what I mean, 156 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:42,480 Speaker 3: I think that distinction that you just made and I 157 00:07:42,520 --> 00:07:44,480 Speaker 3: loved hearing it as you did from the wardens and 158 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 3: we're both we're both doing time together. I mean this 159 00:07:47,760 --> 00:07:51,000 Speaker 3: idea that that they share that experience and to have 160 00:07:51,640 --> 00:07:55,200 Speaker 3: the warden top down, to have a lot. 161 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:56,160 Speaker 2: Of guards, not all of them. 162 00:07:56,200 --> 00:07:58,360 Speaker 3: I mean, we're doing a lot of reforms and not 163 00:07:58,480 --> 00:08:01,760 Speaker 3: everybody's on board, but a lot of of the guards 164 00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:04,000 Speaker 3: are on board because they recognize that they want to 165 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:07,120 Speaker 3: create a safer environment. They want an environment where people 166 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 3: are more respected and they don't have to your point, 167 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:12,520 Speaker 3: if they turn their back, they're not worried about what's 168 00:08:12,560 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 3: going on behind their back every single minute of every 169 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:15,280 Speaker 3: single day. 170 00:08:15,640 --> 00:08:16,880 Speaker 2: But I think what's. 171 00:08:16,640 --> 00:08:19,240 Speaker 3: Special about this warden is he has his own lived 172 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:23,040 Speaker 3: experience with his own family and the fact that he 173 00:08:23,080 --> 00:08:25,840 Speaker 3: had family members doing time and grew up in that 174 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:29,760 Speaker 3: environment and with a deeper perspective of understanding. So we're 175 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 3: we're lucky as hell to have this guy at San 176 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:37,240 Speaker 3: quent leading the way in this transformation of one of 177 00:08:37,280 --> 00:08:39,800 Speaker 3: the most iconic prisons in the world, what we call 178 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:43,280 Speaker 3: the California model. And so what you guys saw in 179 00:08:43,320 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 3: the yard is what we want to see a lot 180 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:49,880 Speaker 3: more of as we increase scale ten x the programming there, 181 00:08:49,920 --> 00:08:54,200 Speaker 3: we physically redesign that facility, just as we did with 182 00:08:54,280 --> 00:08:54,719 Speaker 3: Death Row. 183 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,520 Speaker 2: And I'm curious for you guys. 184 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:59,400 Speaker 3: I mean, I don't know if you've been on death 185 00:08:59,480 --> 00:09:03,240 Speaker 3: row before we call the East Block at San Quentin, 186 00:09:03,679 --> 00:09:07,320 Speaker 3: what was that experience like to physically walk in to 187 00:09:07,920 --> 00:09:08,440 Speaker 3: death row. 188 00:09:09,360 --> 00:09:11,440 Speaker 4: Well, before I get to that, Gvin, I mean just 189 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:15,679 Speaker 4: looking at the non lifers and looking at the cells 190 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:20,000 Speaker 4: that those guys had that might get out in ten, fifteen, five, ten, fifteen, 191 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:24,960 Speaker 4: twenty years whatever. If to understand that when you put 192 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 4: your hands to the side, you can touch the walls, 193 00:09:28,080 --> 00:09:30,120 Speaker 4: when you put your hands above you can touch the ceiling, 194 00:09:31,360 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 4: and if you're six foot two, six foot whatever it 195 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 4: may be, and you have a cellmate, you can't turn 196 00:09:37,120 --> 00:09:38,920 Speaker 4: around without going back to back to. 197 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:39,760 Speaker 5: Get around the cell. 198 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:42,080 Speaker 4: To be able to live in those conditions and think 199 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:44,280 Speaker 4: you might get out in five ten years without the 200 00:09:44,320 --> 00:09:47,760 Speaker 4: programs that San Quentin has, you have no hope. And 201 00:09:47,800 --> 00:09:50,040 Speaker 4: I can see that if these guys get out in 202 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:53,559 Speaker 4: other prisons that don't have the programs and the hope 203 00:09:53,559 --> 00:09:56,160 Speaker 4: that they're giving them, how do you get out and 204 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:59,520 Speaker 4: expect to join the real world and function and be 205 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 4: a memor society, as a as a father, as a. 206 00:10:03,120 --> 00:10:07,480 Speaker 5: Husband, as whatever it may be. Go forward? It's mind blown. 207 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:10,160 Speaker 4: So I mean a kudos to San Quentin because these 208 00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:12,360 Speaker 4: inmates that have a chance to get out, even the 209 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:16,040 Speaker 4: ones that don't, their mindset is the right way, which 210 00:10:16,080 --> 00:10:17,200 Speaker 4: is pretty cool to see. 211 00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:21,240 Speaker 5: Uh. To walk to death Row was eerie. 212 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:22,480 Speaker 1: It was. 213 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:28,199 Speaker 4: My hair raising on my arms. It was really really 214 00:10:28,240 --> 00:10:32,120 Speaker 4: weird to see that part of it. To walk through, 215 00:10:32,160 --> 00:10:33,800 Speaker 4: and I can see both sides. I can see as 216 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:37,240 Speaker 4: a as a parent, if your son or daughter gets 217 00:10:37,320 --> 00:10:40,040 Speaker 4: killed and they're there, you can see, Hey, you know what, 218 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:42,160 Speaker 4: I wanted to stay there or I wanted to get killed. 219 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:43,720 Speaker 5: I don't know what I would do if this was 220 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:44,679 Speaker 5: my son or dough. 221 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:45,240 Speaker 1: I don't know. 222 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:48,160 Speaker 4: I can't tell you and equivocally, but to walk through there, 223 00:10:48,600 --> 00:10:51,240 Speaker 4: it was eerie, and it was weird, and it was 224 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:54,040 Speaker 4: it was you know, it was tough to see, no 225 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:54,800 Speaker 4: question about it. 226 00:10:55,160 --> 00:10:57,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, Marshaun, what was it like for you? I mean 227 00:10:57,040 --> 00:10:59,280 Speaker 3: you you walked in. I don't know how long you 228 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:02,960 Speaker 3: stuck a I mean, what was that like for me? 229 00:11:03,080 --> 00:11:04,960 Speaker 1: Man? That ain't you know? I mean, that ain't something 230 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:08,920 Speaker 1: that you feel me. I don't that Main's something I 231 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:12,400 Speaker 1: would say, like I glorify, So you know what I mean? 232 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:14,400 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, I think what I maybe 233 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:18,480 Speaker 1: stepped in maybe three four five steps and then you know, 234 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:20,160 Speaker 1: I got the fuck up out of there. But just 235 00:11:20,200 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 1: the mentality of just you know, I mean, understanding that 236 00:11:24,040 --> 00:11:26,520 Speaker 1: you got motherfuckers locked in that box in that cave. 237 00:11:27,720 --> 00:11:30,440 Speaker 1: That's that's some you know what I mean, that's some 238 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:33,000 Speaker 1: some some deep shit. Now I understand you feel me, 239 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:36,240 Speaker 1: you do that, that situation, you do, the crime, you 240 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:40,560 Speaker 1: do the time type shit. So for me, man, just 241 00:11:40,640 --> 00:11:44,400 Speaker 1: like even just thinking about it, it's like I don't 242 00:11:44,440 --> 00:11:46,480 Speaker 1: even want to go and put myself in a position 243 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:49,960 Speaker 1: where I even go get a visual or some shit 244 00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:52,079 Speaker 1: like that, because I mean, at the end of the day, 245 00:11:52,120 --> 00:11:54,319 Speaker 1: my model is you feel me though I'm trying to last, 246 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:56,840 Speaker 1: not come in last, and just going even just for me, 247 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:00,280 Speaker 1: just even going in there and getting, ah, you mean 248 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:03,360 Speaker 1: a glimpse of it, Like I mean, I don't want 249 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:04,560 Speaker 1: that for real, for real. 250 00:12:04,679 --> 00:12:07,640 Speaker 3: So I mean I imagine it was like that too 251 00:12:07,640 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 3: when we were at the gas chamber and then we 252 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:14,280 Speaker 3: went separated that the death chamber where they do the injections. 253 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:17,120 Speaker 1: Hell yeah, like man, that's some ship, like you know 254 00:12:17,160 --> 00:12:18,960 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like I don't even want to see 255 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:20,679 Speaker 1: like even to the point where you know, we'll talk 256 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:22,800 Speaker 1: about it. You know, when my fucker came out, like 257 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:25,600 Speaker 1: you know that's sound brutal shit, like you know, you 258 00:12:25,640 --> 00:12:29,280 Speaker 1: put the motherfucker in there to to you know what 259 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:32,200 Speaker 1: I mean, that that walk over there, you know, knowing 260 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:34,760 Speaker 1: that this's gonna be your last walk, like you know 261 00:12:34,760 --> 00:12:37,560 Speaker 1: what I mean, just the mindset of how that ship go, 262 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:42,640 Speaker 1: but understanding like like damn, there's some there's some real 263 00:12:42,720 --> 00:12:44,480 Speaker 1: fuck up ship and I know I was saying to 264 00:12:44,559 --> 00:12:47,200 Speaker 1: you or like there's some barbers ship, like who the 265 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:49,440 Speaker 1: fuck think is ship like this? In order to just 266 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:53,439 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, take motherfuckers lives. It's it's 267 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:54,960 Speaker 1: just like another Tuesday. 268 00:12:55,559 --> 00:12:59,760 Speaker 3: Another Tuesday could be Monday through Friday. I mean, dozens 269 00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:03,840 Speaker 3: of people right now are eligible to be executed. They've 270 00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:07,560 Speaker 3: exhausted all their appeals. And I think for me, you know, 271 00:13:08,400 --> 00:13:10,520 Speaker 3: I really wanted you guys to see that, particularly Doug. 272 00:13:10,600 --> 00:13:12,360 Speaker 3: I think you came back with me and were the 273 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:15,320 Speaker 3: injection chair that place. Since the last time we did 274 00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:18,960 Speaker 3: an execution was two thousand and six. They literally have 275 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 3: not changed anything in that room. They just moved some 276 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:25,920 Speaker 3: of the chairs, but every single thing is the same, 277 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:29,960 Speaker 3: including the phone on the wall with a red light 278 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:35,360 Speaker 3: above it with the governor says the governor doesn't say 279 00:13:35,559 --> 00:13:38,720 Speaker 3: which governor says the governor waiting for that phone call 280 00:13:39,240 --> 00:13:41,840 Speaker 3: to do a reprieve, to stop the execution or allow 281 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:44,040 Speaker 3: the green light for the execution to go. I've been 282 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:46,360 Speaker 3: in there a couple of times, and you talk about 283 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:48,959 Speaker 3: Doug hair on your arms. I mean, that's just that 284 00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:51,120 Speaker 3: sits with you in a different way that you have 285 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:54,520 Speaker 3: the ability. It's like some gladiator, you know, putting up 286 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:58,040 Speaker 3: the thumb up or down life and death. And so 287 00:13:58,120 --> 00:14:02,040 Speaker 3: I appreciate mar Shaun about that. This notion that we 288 00:14:02,080 --> 00:14:04,360 Speaker 3: can kill broken people, that we can do it in 289 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:08,720 Speaker 3: a premeditated way, that somehow that we're saying it's wrong 290 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:11,480 Speaker 3: to kill people, but in the name of that we 291 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:14,800 Speaker 3: execute someone. That's just hard for me to square. And 292 00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:19,040 Speaker 3: as governor, that responsibility falls, you know, straight on my. 293 00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:20,160 Speaker 2: Damn lap well. 294 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,160 Speaker 4: And the sad thing, Gavin, look, I mean, you know, 295 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:25,840 Speaker 4: you and I weren't raised the same way that Marshaun was, 296 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:27,400 Speaker 4: a lot of people were. But to see some of 297 00:14:27,440 --> 00:14:30,320 Speaker 4: these guys in there and to make a wrong turn 298 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:34,440 Speaker 4: in life, you know and end up. I mean, it's 299 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:38,320 Speaker 4: not fair. It's really scary in a lot of ways. 300 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:40,080 Speaker 4: And his eye opening. I think I was talking to 301 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:43,000 Speaker 4: twenty four year old prisoner there who talked about when 302 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:46,800 Speaker 4: he was I think his mom was a prostitute, his 303 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:50,040 Speaker 4: dad didn't wasn't there seven eight nine years old, had 304 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:52,640 Speaker 4: no food, didn't know what to do. I think he 305 00:14:52,680 --> 00:14:56,240 Speaker 4: had his first you know, stole some bread as a kid, 306 00:14:56,560 --> 00:14:58,080 Speaker 4: and he kind of evolved from there. 307 00:14:58,120 --> 00:14:59,960 Speaker 5: But this kid did no chance in life. 308 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:03,240 Speaker 4: He had no chance and he got in and luckily 309 00:15:03,320 --> 00:15:06,960 Speaker 4: he's got a chance to get out in ten fifteen years. 310 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:09,760 Speaker 4: But you know, without the programme san Quentin has, without 311 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:12,680 Speaker 4: the hope he's going to have going forward. I mean, 312 00:15:12,720 --> 00:15:15,640 Speaker 4: this kid had no chance in life, and it's really sad. 313 00:15:15,680 --> 00:15:18,680 Speaker 4: But most people in the world don't look at this 314 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:21,360 Speaker 4: and say, oh, well, he shouldn't have been in there. Okay, 315 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 4: we'll put yourself in issues. 316 00:15:22,760 --> 00:15:23,360 Speaker 5: What are you gonna do? 317 00:15:23,920 --> 00:15:24,240 Speaker 2: Really? 318 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:25,600 Speaker 5: I mean, I mean that's the hard part. 319 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:29,240 Speaker 3: All powerful components of what we ultimately want to bring 320 00:15:29,240 --> 00:15:30,840 Speaker 3: to light in this podcast. 321 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:33,480 Speaker 4: Well, yeah, and I applaud you for doing what you've 322 00:15:33,480 --> 00:15:35,720 Speaker 4: do done with san Quentin and all the prisoners across 323 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:38,320 Speaker 4: California because it's making a difference. 324 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:41,720 Speaker 5: And to your point, you know, when they do get out, they're. 325 00:15:41,560 --> 00:15:44,640 Speaker 4: Going to be our neighbors, our community members and all that, 326 00:15:44,760 --> 00:15:46,680 Speaker 4: and so what you've done is great. So I appreciate 327 00:15:46,720 --> 00:15:48,040 Speaker 4: what you've done and taken us in there. 328 00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:51,880 Speaker 3: How about one of those community members is my old 329 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:58,440 Speaker 3: teammate in Twin Cities Little League in Larksburg, California, and 330 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:03,200 Speaker 3: that literally my age. You met him, Doug Marshaun. You 331 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:08,000 Speaker 3: guys all met him. Angelo Mecki, who was our third baseman, shortstop, 332 00:16:08,120 --> 00:16:12,480 Speaker 3: second baseman, had everything going for him in life and 333 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:14,520 Speaker 3: just started hanging out with the wrong people. I mean, 334 00:16:14,560 --> 00:16:18,080 Speaker 3: you talk about just this, how any for the grace 335 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:21,240 Speaker 3: of God go any of us. One decision hanging out 336 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:24,120 Speaker 3: with the wrong people. A couple of bad decisions after that, 337 00:16:24,560 --> 00:16:29,280 Speaker 3: and here he is, third striker, third damn striker. But 338 00:16:29,360 --> 00:16:32,120 Speaker 3: it was a hell of a thing to walk into 339 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:36,080 Speaker 3: that yard and meet a former Little League teammate who says, hey, Gavin, 340 00:16:36,280 --> 00:16:38,160 Speaker 3: how's your sister doing? You like, what the hell are 341 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:41,040 Speaker 3: you talking about? And find a guy who played for 342 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:45,160 Speaker 3: Roundtable Pizza that was the name of the team, and 343 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 3: my eleventh, twelfth year old Little League team. So it's 344 00:16:50,480 --> 00:17:04,200 Speaker 3: it's life and I think people really enjoy this podcast. Bordon, 345 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:06,399 Speaker 3: where I've been in here, I've had the privilege of 346 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:08,399 Speaker 3: being Air of San Quentin News on a number of occasions, 347 00:17:08,440 --> 00:17:11,000 Speaker 3: and to see the evolution over the course last decade 348 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,280 Speaker 3: here in the multimedia and all the incredible work that 349 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:16,720 Speaker 3: they continued to do. Tell us a little bit about 350 00:17:16,720 --> 00:17:18,720 Speaker 3: this space, maybe a little bit of history, and tell 351 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:21,199 Speaker 3: us a little bit about your journey. You're in the 352 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:25,439 Speaker 3: newly appointed tag. You're it Warden of San Quentin, the 353 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:30,880 Speaker 3: iconic San Quentin built eighteen fifty two, the oldest, oldest 354 00:17:30,920 --> 00:17:33,120 Speaker 3: state prison in the state of California. 355 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:35,920 Speaker 6: I would say it's the luckiest. I'm the luckiest person 356 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:38,480 Speaker 6: alive right now. As far as my job, I'm leading 357 00:17:38,760 --> 00:17:41,880 Speaker 6: the California model here at San Quentin State Prison. We're 358 00:17:41,880 --> 00:17:45,640 Speaker 6: in our media room, which produces a podcast, it has 359 00:17:46,119 --> 00:17:50,280 Speaker 6: a filming studio, it has a newspaper. The opportunity that 360 00:17:50,280 --> 00:17:53,200 Speaker 6: the governor has given me is pretty cool. My journey 361 00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:56,280 Speaker 6: is a little different. My father was incarcerated and out 362 00:17:56,280 --> 00:17:59,080 Speaker 6: of jail, so I grew up kind of having to 363 00:17:59,080 --> 00:17:59,919 Speaker 6: make some tough choices. 364 00:18:00,119 --> 00:18:02,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, so that me and you we got kind of like, 365 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:03,879 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, because that's that's how my 366 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,080 Speaker 1: poths was. You feel me. 367 00:18:05,280 --> 00:18:07,639 Speaker 6: So I had to make a decision, man, you know, 368 00:18:08,280 --> 00:18:10,240 Speaker 6: do I follow that trend or do I. 369 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:11,000 Speaker 1: Do I change? 370 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:12,080 Speaker 5: Well, how long was your dead in for? 371 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:15,400 Speaker 6: So I didn't see him a lot after he got incarstraighted. 372 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:18,080 Speaker 6: He now passed, but he was a D number, which 373 00:18:18,160 --> 00:18:20,840 Speaker 6: tells you was probably about thirty years ago. He did 374 00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:22,119 Speaker 6: some time in Chino, and then he was in and 375 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:24,119 Speaker 6: out of jail. So he really wasn't relevant in my life. 376 00:18:24,480 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 6: So I wanted to distance myself from him. So I 377 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:31,320 Speaker 6: went into law enforcement because everybody assumed I was going 378 00:18:31,400 --> 00:18:34,280 Speaker 6: to go that path, and I started over twenty two 379 00:18:34,359 --> 00:18:38,160 Speaker 6: years ago. I started over twenty two years ago when 380 00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:40,480 Speaker 6: the three strikes law was in effect. No one told 381 00:18:40,560 --> 00:18:42,960 Speaker 6: us how to do it. We just went in there 382 00:18:42,960 --> 00:18:45,159 Speaker 6: and they just told us how it was. So to 383 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 6: get the opportunity to actually give back to the community 384 00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:50,760 Speaker 6: and get people ready to participate in our communities and 385 00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:52,960 Speaker 6: give back, it's an amazing. 386 00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:55,439 Speaker 1: That's hell of that's that's strange that you even you 387 00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:57,359 Speaker 1: feel me, don't look at it like that, because just 388 00:18:57,560 --> 00:18:59,520 Speaker 1: when you hear like the war and type shit, that's 389 00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:03,480 Speaker 1: like hell no, like almost like the principal at school 390 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:06,160 Speaker 1: and shit like that. So it's and then to hear 391 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:08,959 Speaker 1: them saying like, you know, giving back to the community 392 00:19:09,840 --> 00:19:12,640 Speaker 1: like for whatever, that shit just not for me. It's 393 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:15,800 Speaker 1: not translating in my head to even think about it 394 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:19,119 Speaker 1: in that way. So when you say that, because you 395 00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:21,240 Speaker 1: just threw out some shit, that's big. When you say 396 00:19:21,280 --> 00:19:24,240 Speaker 1: we're in the media room, like y'all got a podcast, 397 00:19:24,400 --> 00:19:28,160 Speaker 1: y'all got it? Uh, first of all these goddamn cameras 398 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:30,320 Speaker 1: that I've been seeing these guys walk around with that 399 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:33,119 Speaker 1: you feel what I'm saying, that's some state of the 400 00:19:33,280 --> 00:19:37,960 Speaker 1: ort like equipment type shit. So it sounds like you know, 401 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:41,000 Speaker 1: I mean, we was talking a little like the system 402 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:45,800 Speaker 1: and the mold that has been kind of for the 403 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:50,080 Speaker 1: last I don't know how many goddamn years. But you 404 00:19:50,119 --> 00:19:51,679 Speaker 1: know when you came up and like, yeah, I'm the 405 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:53,640 Speaker 1: ward and we're like, damn you look shit, you don't 406 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:55,840 Speaker 1: look a day Yeah, you know what I mean? Over 407 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:58,280 Speaker 1: twenty one like and you say, you know what, you're 408 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:00,280 Speaker 1: trying to change things, trying to break the molde now, 409 00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:03,240 Speaker 1: not just with your appearance, but your mindset and what 410 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:08,240 Speaker 1: you bringing into the institution here. Like, you know, it's 411 00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 1: been hard just you feel me just even coming in here, 412 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 1: because it's like, why the fuck would you be going 413 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:17,960 Speaker 1: into a prison. But then it's like, you know what 414 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,399 Speaker 1: I mean, the history of my you know, coming up 415 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:23,960 Speaker 1: here to visit my pops when I was hell younger, Dan, 416 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 1: you fear me all of my people that just been 417 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:30,000 Speaker 1: through this system, and you know what I mean, we 418 00:20:30,119 --> 00:20:34,240 Speaker 1: have a whole different outlook on what prison is. And 419 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:38,320 Speaker 1: I mean when I looked up their little research and 420 00:20:38,359 --> 00:20:43,320 Speaker 1: it's like it's a rehabilitation spot. But it's like whenever 421 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:46,399 Speaker 1: somebody come home after doing their time, you feel me 422 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:49,919 Speaker 1: though they seem to be in a worse off place 423 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:53,400 Speaker 1: than they was when they went in, and they went 424 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:56,560 Speaker 1: in probably on some you know, I'm young, I'm dumb, 425 00:20:56,640 --> 00:21:00,520 Speaker 1: I don't know. This is just how what I got 426 00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:02,480 Speaker 1: to do in order to feed my family or I 427 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:05,880 Speaker 1: got to protect myself and or whatever. Yeah, I mean, 428 00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:08,640 Speaker 1: they come down to it. But then when they get 429 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:16,000 Speaker 1: out there know way fucked up more mindset. Yeah, I 430 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:20,159 Speaker 1: mean the world has passed them. And I understand is 431 00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:24,040 Speaker 1: the the you know what I mean, the punishment was 432 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:29,399 Speaker 1: that the fucking now I told me to op. We 433 00:21:29,520 --> 00:21:38,600 Speaker 1: just was talking to my boy about consequences. Yeah, you got. 434 00:21:37,560 --> 00:21:39,520 Speaker 6: That's what we're trying to change, exactly what you're saying. 435 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:41,840 Speaker 6: The opposition would say this is a public safety, But 436 00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:45,640 Speaker 6: it's absolutely public safety because we're making citizens here, right, 437 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:47,399 Speaker 6: people that we put back in our community and have 438 00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:49,920 Speaker 6: trades degrees to get back to our community. So it 439 00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:53,040 Speaker 6: is public safety and that's what some people are struggling 440 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:53,600 Speaker 6: to realize. 441 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:55,920 Speaker 3: And I think one of the things just a good 442 00:21:55,960 --> 00:22:01,280 Speaker 3: reminder everybody folks in our system end up home and 443 00:22:01,359 --> 00:22:04,679 Speaker 3: you want them broken, more pissed off, or do you 444 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,159 Speaker 3: want them to be more resourceful, more fully and you 445 00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:10,159 Speaker 3: want them to be your neighbors. You gotta think in 446 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:10,680 Speaker 3: those terms. 447 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:12,959 Speaker 6: Who was I talking recently? I was talking to an 448 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:16,240 Speaker 6: old Mexican mafia guy and he says, Uh, this guy 449 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,560 Speaker 6: was running the yard and he had he had a date. 450 00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:19,720 Speaker 6: He goes, hey, man, I got a date. Can I 451 00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:25,320 Speaker 6: stop politicking? And that leadership in the Mexican mafia basically 452 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:27,040 Speaker 6: allowed that and said, yeah, you've always done your work 453 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 6: for us. Don't mess with them now with the gangser's power, 454 00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:32,720 Speaker 6: So now you're not going to always get that type 455 00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:37,440 Speaker 6: of thread line or Okay, so yeah, there's there's prison 456 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,560 Speaker 6: politics that we could write a book. 457 00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:41,560 Speaker 1: So you know what that sounded like to me because 458 00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:44,800 Speaker 1: I asked this mufflucker, Hey, why you're gonna run for president? 459 00:22:45,359 --> 00:22:48,480 Speaker 1: And then it was an order just like what you 460 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 1: just demonstrated right now, it's an order or how you 461 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,080 Speaker 1: feel me, how they rock? And I'm like, oh shit, 462 00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:59,600 Speaker 1: so when you politicking, you really dealing with some real politics. 463 00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:03,200 Speaker 1: And I'm like, shit, go run for president, like for 464 00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:04,480 Speaker 1: we could stop the podcast. 465 00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:15,960 Speaker 3: Of all the things that I've done as governor, the 466 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:19,359 Speaker 3: one thing I wasn't prepared for was this space. I mean, 467 00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:21,720 Speaker 3: when you're campaigning out there, no one asked me what 468 00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:26,680 Speaker 3: my relationship or with prison reform was. They talked about 469 00:23:26,680 --> 00:23:29,600 Speaker 3: criminal justice reform more broadly. We did not didn't understand 470 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,879 Speaker 3: the nature of debriefing. That never came up. There was 471 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:33,320 Speaker 3: no white paper that I had. 472 00:23:33,359 --> 00:23:34,240 Speaker 5: I don't know what a. 473 00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:37,880 Speaker 3: Gang debrief was. I didn't fully appreciate the parole process 474 00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:41,399 Speaker 3: and didn't understand all of these nuances. But every single 475 00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:43,760 Speaker 3: week I have life or death decisions. Literally, no bullshit. 476 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:47,440 Speaker 1: When you're looking at that, what is it in your mind? Like, Okay, 477 00:23:47,960 --> 00:23:49,400 Speaker 1: if I see these type of. 478 00:23:49,640 --> 00:23:53,160 Speaker 3: It's exactly what we just heard right there. As you want, 479 00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:56,040 Speaker 3: you can kind of talk away. I want to know 480 00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:58,080 Speaker 3: the journey. I want to know that it's sincere, it's 481 00:23:58,119 --> 00:23:59,760 Speaker 3: not bullshit. I want to know that you didn't just 482 00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:03,680 Speaker 3: go into some program just to quote unquote get a check, 483 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:06,080 Speaker 3: so you just stack in those checks to come to me. 484 00:24:06,119 --> 00:24:09,680 Speaker 3: I want to know that you feel remorse, that you 485 00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:13,280 Speaker 3: feel for the victims, that you have a relationship to 486 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,360 Speaker 3: the victims, because at the end of the day, we 487 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:18,960 Speaker 3: I think what happens when we have these conversations. People 488 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,640 Speaker 3: see it as it's it's right or wrong, black or white. 489 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:24,199 Speaker 3: You spend time with the folks that are incarcerated, it 490 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,639 Speaker 3: means somehow you're taking away from the families and the 491 00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,840 Speaker 3: victims and I and that's important to me that that 492 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:32,760 Speaker 3: has to be both. And you've got to come out 493 00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:38,160 Speaker 3: feeling deeply responsible, accountable, remorseful, and you've got to come 494 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:41,000 Speaker 3: back as stronger person. And if you if you have that, 495 00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:43,439 Speaker 3: if you have empathy, you have care. I have some 496 00:24:43,480 --> 00:24:47,800 Speaker 3: goddamn compassion and you could demonstrate that, then that's determinative 497 00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:48,199 Speaker 3: in terms of. 498 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:49,159 Speaker 2: The people that we let go. 499 00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:53,680 Speaker 3: Otherwise, if I feel just a it's instinctual sometimes and 500 00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:56,760 Speaker 3: it's just immediately rejection. 501 00:24:57,280 --> 00:24:59,840 Speaker 1: When you just look at the name, like Marshaan Lanche. 502 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:03,399 Speaker 2: You know what, That's what every governor used to do. 503 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:07,000 Speaker 1: When I go fill out job applications, they. 504 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:08,880 Speaker 2: The name alone. 505 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:13,040 Speaker 3: By the way, you see that, that's a real thing. 506 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:14,640 Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. 507 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:16,120 Speaker 2: But let me let me tell you, let me tell 508 00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:17,000 Speaker 2: you negotiate. 509 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:22,400 Speaker 3: It's only been since Governor Brown had gotten the previous 510 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:26,920 Speaker 3: governors Democrats, not just Republicans, they rejected every single Parole 511 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:27,760 Speaker 3: Board recommendation. 512 00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:28,760 Speaker 2: They didn't even look at it. 513 00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,840 Speaker 3: And then they would look at the name, or worse, 514 00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:33,160 Speaker 3: they'd look at a picture and they go they look 515 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,760 Speaker 3: and see if someone's got tatted up, Like no, he's gone, 516 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:39,879 Speaker 3: I'm no bullshit. And and then race was a determinative 517 00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:43,240 Speaker 3: damn factor for on getting in here and getting out 518 00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:46,680 Speaker 3: of here. So I don't see pictures, I don't care 519 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,639 Speaker 3: about the name. I quite literally look at the journey 520 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:51,920 Speaker 3: people are on, and I look, we have a risk 521 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:55,960 Speaker 3: assessment a psychologist. I look at the programming. When did 522 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:59,159 Speaker 3: they debrief from the Mexican mafia. It's been ten years. 523 00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:02,399 Speaker 3: Are they cleaning sober? Because most folks out and a 524 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,919 Speaker 3: lot of them, and they fuck things up because they 525 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:07,560 Speaker 3: start using again even though they're parole eligible. They've done 526 00:26:07,560 --> 00:26:09,800 Speaker 3: everything right and they were dumb enough to go back. 527 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:11,439 Speaker 3: And I figure they're dumb enough to do that. Here, 528 00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:13,320 Speaker 3: they're gonna dumb enough to end up back on the 529 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:15,719 Speaker 3: goddamn streets and back in the pond. 530 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,960 Speaker 5: You because I know, I know, I know how you 531 00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:20,000 Speaker 5: like that. 532 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:21,120 Speaker 1: Free the game. 533 00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:24,360 Speaker 3: But I know we're gonna tell them, by the way, 534 00:26:24,359 --> 00:26:26,439 Speaker 3: in a minute, we're gonna talk about the goddamn death penalty. 535 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,600 Speaker 2: How about that on your concha? How about that on 536 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:30,080 Speaker 2: your conte? 537 00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:33,640 Speaker 1: Like, just let the motherfucker sit down and do their time. 538 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:38,160 Speaker 1: It's like, uh, what is that you was talking about 539 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:40,520 Speaker 1: in the movies and ship like? But the movies, I'll 540 00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:44,320 Speaker 1: be saying they were fucking people will like with the uh, 541 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:48,360 Speaker 1: the the gas chambers and all those kind of ships, Like, 542 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:52,239 Speaker 1: who go and think about creating some ship like that? 543 00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:54,320 Speaker 1: The fuck people, that's some sick ship. 544 00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:56,359 Speaker 3: Well, I think it's pretty sick that we tell people 545 00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:59,840 Speaker 3: it's wrong to kill, and so in the name are 546 00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:01,760 Speaker 3: in somehow in the spirit of saying it's wrong to kill, 547 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,919 Speaker 3: we kill people premeditated man, and we kill broken people. 548 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:06,120 Speaker 2: Man. 549 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,280 Speaker 3: One thing everybody has in common. They come in here, 550 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 3: they're broken, they're broken some way, shape or form. And 551 00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:14,879 Speaker 3: then the idea that we're killing broken people as a 552 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:19,320 Speaker 3: society systemically, and that was something by the way, broken 553 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,960 Speaker 3: people killing broken pit And so the question is, yeah, 554 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,480 Speaker 3: who's broken. If I'm sitting there, I think there's a 555 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:27,520 Speaker 3: dozen there's a couple dozen guys that were on sand 556 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,760 Speaker 3: here in San quin eligible for me to put them 557 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:34,119 Speaker 3: to death, that that had gone through all their all 558 00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:38,400 Speaker 3: their appeals and every sing and no I could have overseen. 559 00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:41,119 Speaker 3: I could have overseen dozens of things. And that had 560 00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:43,480 Speaker 3: been on my watch. Man, Like you decide, you'll go, 561 00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,520 Speaker 3: and when we go in the ejection room, you'll see 562 00:27:45,520 --> 00:27:48,679 Speaker 3: the damn phone. You'll see the phone right there, and 563 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:51,679 Speaker 3: that's the governor's phone for the last phone call. And 564 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:55,160 Speaker 3: if there's no call, I mean that's on your that's 565 00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:55,920 Speaker 3: on your conscience. 566 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,080 Speaker 2: Man, I couldn't live. 567 00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:02,760 Speaker 3: So if you don't call the governor has the ability 568 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:06,679 Speaker 3: at those last minutes, reprieve and comye. I mean it's 569 00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:08,800 Speaker 3: it's that's their life or death to say so. I 570 00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:10,560 Speaker 3: did a moratorium. When I got here, I said, I 571 00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:12,439 Speaker 3: can't do it. I just I'm not that guy. I 572 00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:15,440 Speaker 3: can't do it. I talked to Swartz and Agria was 573 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,399 Speaker 3: the last guy that to condempted him in two thousand 574 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:19,800 Speaker 3: and six, and he didn't. He said this very publicly, 575 00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:22,119 Speaker 3: and it's not a knock on Arnold at all. He 576 00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:24,800 Speaker 3: said it it was last time that was used, right, 577 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,280 Speaker 3: Warne was two thousand and six. 578 00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:29,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, Well who was it? 579 00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:32,520 Speaker 3: It was Ray Allen and Ray was a legendary guy 580 00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:35,440 Speaker 3: for a lot of different reasons. And I asked, I said, 581 00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:37,919 Speaker 3: I asked Arnold because I had just done the moratorium. 582 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:40,160 Speaker 3: And I said, you know, I said, how was? 583 00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:42,719 Speaker 2: How was? Just as a human level? And again I 584 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:43,360 Speaker 2: only share this. 585 00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:46,400 Speaker 3: Because he's repeated publicly, and he said he said to me, no, 586 00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:48,600 Speaker 3: you know, he said, well, I'll give you the asked that. 587 00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:49,560 Speaker 2: He said, you know, you know. 588 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:52,160 Speaker 3: You know, you know Givin's you know, I slept like 589 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:54,920 Speaker 3: a baby, he said, he slept like a baby. I'm 590 00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:59,480 Speaker 3: like whoa. And honestly, that like that hit me in 591 00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:01,640 Speaker 3: intense way. He slept like a bit you know what, 592 00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:05,680 Speaker 3: and some way like I respect that he did and 593 00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:08,080 Speaker 3: he was serious about it. I couldn't. I'm not that guy. 594 00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:10,920 Speaker 3: I'm not wired like that. I couldn't do that. And 595 00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,920 Speaker 3: so that that was a heavy weight that also led 596 00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:17,080 Speaker 3: to this California model. It's one thing to do a moratorium, 597 00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:19,720 Speaker 3: but we got to do a more torum on stupidity, 598 00:29:19,920 --> 00:29:22,920 Speaker 3: doubling down on stupid and the recidiveum rates that are 599 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,960 Speaker 3: off the damn charts. People are less safe as a 600 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:29,280 Speaker 3: consequence of our stupidity, and we needed to start doing 601 00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 3: program but at scale, not ones, he too, not little 602 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:34,640 Speaker 3: small ball stuff. And the great thing about San Quentin 603 00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 3: and Wardon was saying this is it's so proximate, and 604 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:41,040 Speaker 3: proximity is a powerful word, just generally. And that's why 605 00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:42,720 Speaker 3: I keep coming back to the prisons because I want 606 00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:45,760 Speaker 3: to be proximate to what's happening inside so I make 607 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:49,080 Speaker 3: better decisions on the outside. But the proximity here and 608 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,640 Speaker 3: what I'm relating to is so many people that want 609 00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:53,400 Speaker 3: to volunteer, and it's one of the reasons this is 610 00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:56,360 Speaker 3: a service rich environment, and why I wanted to change 611 00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:00,000 Speaker 3: that environment at scale by investing in this California model 612 00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:03,120 Speaker 3: at a whole nother level where successfully is clues. If 613 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:05,640 Speaker 3: we can prove it here, we can then lay this 614 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,000 Speaker 3: thing out, lay the tracks for forming the rest of 615 00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,680 Speaker 3: the system. This is the biggest system in the United 616 00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:14,240 Speaker 3: States of America, with the largest deskwall in the Western hemisphere. 617 00:30:14,360 --> 00:30:16,400 Speaker 3: We have more prisoners in our system than any other 618 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:19,760 Speaker 3: state in America. If we can change it here, Warden's power. 619 00:30:20,080 --> 00:30:22,640 Speaker 3: If you can change it here, the paradigm that you 620 00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:25,480 Speaker 3: shift in this country with five percent of the world's 621 00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:28,360 Speaker 3: population but twenty five percent of the people that are incarcerated. 622 00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 1: How much does it cost to house take care? 623 00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,480 Speaker 3: What's the latest number? We were at one hundred and 624 00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:37,720 Speaker 3: six thousand two years ago. 625 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:38,840 Speaker 2: What are we up to this year? 626 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:40,360 Speaker 6: I think it's about one. 627 00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:48,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, per poseous, you got the motherfucking fifth largest economy in. 628 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 3: But you know what world you want to put me 629 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,360 Speaker 3: in the mix? 630 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:57,000 Speaker 2: You are you're gonna be our budget director. God, and 631 00:30:57,080 --> 00:30:58,600 Speaker 2: you want to know why. You want to know why. 632 00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:01,360 Speaker 3: But you you were talking out in the yard, Marshaan. 633 00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:02,920 Speaker 3: Now you want to have a real conversation. You want 634 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,080 Speaker 3: to know what. You want to know why. You want 635 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:07,880 Speaker 3: to know what the contracts are to make phone calls here. 636 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:09,920 Speaker 3: You want to know what the racket is there. You 637 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:11,920 Speaker 3: want to know what the procurement racket is in the 638 00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:15,160 Speaker 3: prison industries and how people are making a fortune oft 639 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,240 Speaker 3: incarcerating people. You want to know what's going with private 640 00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:20,720 Speaker 3: prisons in this country that are incentivizing more folks being 641 00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:22,400 Speaker 3: locked up for longer periods. 642 00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:23,400 Speaker 2: And making a fortune. 643 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:26,480 Speaker 3: And the lobbyists and the lobbyists that are being hired 644 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:28,720 Speaker 3: and the lives that are being destroyed so people can 645 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:31,120 Speaker 3: make money. That's goddamn right. That is a huge part 646 00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:33,400 Speaker 3: of this whole thing, a huge part of it. Don't 647 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:35,840 Speaker 3: think for a second you're wrong about that. Everything you 648 00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:38,680 Speaker 3: say we're in the yard was spot on. People are 649 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:41,960 Speaker 3: selling you fear and anxiety, and that's what this is about, 650 00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:45,720 Speaker 3: fear and anxiety. It's fear based and it's fueled by anger. 651 00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:48,440 Speaker 3: And it's understandable because people want to be safe and 652 00:31:48,480 --> 00:31:51,360 Speaker 3: they want and I get that, and victims need to 653 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:54,400 Speaker 3: be respected and we need to connect them. I think 654 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:57,320 Speaker 3: we need to connect to that much more. But this 655 00:31:57,360 --> 00:31:59,920 Speaker 3: has become a racket, and breaking up this racket is 656 00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:03,200 Speaker 3: hard and the opposition is real, and it's not about politics. 657 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:06,600 Speaker 1: Democrats are careful, bro, because when you get to talking 658 00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:11,680 Speaker 1: like that stern and all that type of motherfucker they be, 659 00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:14,520 Speaker 1: they be creeping and ship. Man, Hey, look well you 660 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,200 Speaker 1: just I just rolled over here with you. I like 661 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:20,320 Speaker 1: I said, I like I like living. I like baking up, 662 00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,720 Speaker 1: brushing my teeth after long nights and getting some oasis, 663 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:28,520 Speaker 1: tearing ship down. But the truth is I like living. 664 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,840 Speaker 1: And you know what you are, hot boy. You was 665 00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:33,200 Speaker 1: talking about the gang this year. I tell him they 666 00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:37,160 Speaker 1: got the red and the blue, red and red with 667 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:41,760 Speaker 1: the politics ship. So he familiar with gang coaching, you 668 00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:43,360 Speaker 1: know what I mean? Just how you broke it. 669 00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:47,080 Speaker 2: I hope you all heard what he just said. 670 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:49,680 Speaker 1: Man, you know he talks about it. Know you you 671 00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:52,640 Speaker 1: can probably you could probably give me some insights. So 672 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:55,000 Speaker 1: when he turned his mic off and all of that, 673 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:56,800 Speaker 1: we get rid of him. Then I need to high. 674 00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,760 Speaker 1: Don't talk about it, man. Yeah, so you let me. 675 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,880 Speaker 3: Every time we talked about gang stuff, he said, don't 676 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:03,040 Speaker 3: talk to me about gang stuff. 677 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:06,800 Speaker 2: How about the gang you're in out there in politics? Yeah, sious, 678 00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:09,520 Speaker 2: like nothing says it right it. 679 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:17,880 Speaker 1: Is look here brown zero. They started them gangs. They 680 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:22,080 Speaker 1: separated this ship and then they started conquering. We was like, 681 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:24,760 Speaker 1: which one is you? You the blue or the real one. 682 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,080 Speaker 1: You was over here and was like, all right, we're 683 00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,080 Speaker 1: gonna take all this. They're gonna take all this and 684 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:32,480 Speaker 1: then now hold on, well we want this with nah. 685 00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:37,920 Speaker 1: So then y'all politics spilled over into us. It was like, well, ship, 686 00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:40,000 Speaker 1: we're gonna go get the motherfuckers and bring them over 687 00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:41,600 Speaker 1: here and have them go to work, and this ship 688 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,120 Speaker 1: woo woo dann. You had to like, na, we want 689 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:45,680 Speaker 1: to free them, Like hell no, we don't want to 690 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:50,320 Speaker 1: freem Like, well, we're gonna put up what's the prison 691 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:53,400 Speaker 1: up there in New York where they started? So you 692 00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:56,760 Speaker 1: was talking in sentems with the the how to get 693 00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:00,640 Speaker 1: the gualla for the what you call them inmate nam 694 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:04,480 Speaker 1: incarcerated incarcerat so how you get to get the guala 695 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,360 Speaker 1: for them? It was like, well, ship, if we go 696 00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:09,120 Speaker 1: out and we catch all of them, then we just 697 00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:11,880 Speaker 1: gonna get it up here on the front end for 698 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:13,560 Speaker 1: bringing them. Then we're gonna get it on the back 699 00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:17,840 Speaker 1: end because we're gonna send them back down. So y'all, 700 00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:21,640 Speaker 1: the whole gang. You fear me though, the damn y'all, 701 00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:23,640 Speaker 1: that's crazy when you say it like that, because then 702 00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:26,319 Speaker 1: you start looking at individuals that look like me, and 703 00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:33,880 Speaker 1: then it's like we're product. Fuck wheretty sick motherfuckers that 704 00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:39,200 Speaker 1: be thinking like this to be doing that type of ships. 705 00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:41,719 Speaker 2: You should then you're angry, man. 706 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:49,480 Speaker 1: I know, politician, but I need to get one of them. 707 00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,640 Speaker 3: Now you're getting in the deeper conversations about it. And 708 00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:56,880 Speaker 3: there's nothing more true about the system. That it is 709 00:34:56,960 --> 00:35:04,440 Speaker 3: better to be rich and guilty than then poor and innocent. 710 00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:08,959 Speaker 3: Is a damn fact. Rich and guilty, you're better off 711 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,440 Speaker 3: than poor and innocent. And that's a fuck ub system. 712 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:16,920 Speaker 3: And that is perpetuated and it has been for decades 713 00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:18,120 Speaker 3: and decades, not everywhere. 714 00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:18,880 Speaker 2: I'm not naive. 715 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,400 Speaker 3: I'm not casting as persions on people trapped in this 716 00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:24,000 Speaker 3: damned system, but it is a system that has evolved 717 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:27,520 Speaker 3: over time. You had, I mean, we have vestiges of 718 00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:30,960 Speaker 3: slavery here in the prison system. We had convictly seen 719 00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:34,200 Speaker 3: after eighteen sixty convict leasing, where they were literally taking 720 00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:37,800 Speaker 3: the incarcerated and folks in the private sector were basically 721 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:41,759 Speaker 3: getting them for ten cents an hour, and literally the 722 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:44,200 Speaker 3: prisons were making money off the backs of folks that 723 00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:47,680 Speaker 3: otherwise were previously enslaved. I mean there's serious stuff, segregation 724 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:50,440 Speaker 3: and lynching, everything that's gone on for decades and decades 725 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:54,319 Speaker 3: have been institutionalized. And I hate when these assholes, these 726 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:58,000 Speaker 3: politicians that aren't aproximate to anything, never been in systems 727 00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:00,759 Speaker 3: like this, never been in communities where you probably start 728 00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:03,319 Speaker 3: talking about all this, they don't know what they're talking about. 729 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:06,600 Speaker 1: I'm saying, if they just serve their community, right, this 730 00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:10,200 Speaker 1: is the thing about the politician, like, if they there 731 00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:13,799 Speaker 1: to serve the community, and shit, I really just be 732 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,960 Speaker 1: seeing them just go stack up coins and then they 733 00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:19,359 Speaker 1: just mobbing, like you feel me? I know, we don't, 734 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:21,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, we don't. We don't talk 735 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:24,000 Speaker 1: about dog. That's what we're gonna We're just gonna call 736 00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:27,040 Speaker 1: him dog or folks. But you know what I mean. 737 00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:31,040 Speaker 1: I heard him say like, if y'all wan't fucking change change, 738 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:33,919 Speaker 1: want me to pay tax, change the laws, but you're 739 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:37,879 Speaker 1: not gonna do that because it's gonna affect you. Feel 740 00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:40,920 Speaker 1: me though, something bigger than what y'all are willing to 741 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:43,480 Speaker 1: talk about So y'all just gonna let me say this 742 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:47,279 Speaker 1: and be like, oh, he ain't he ain't talking about shit, 743 00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:50,400 Speaker 1: But ain't nobody gonna go and really looking to these 744 00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:53,879 Speaker 1: tax laws that he talking about and start changing shit. 745 00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:56,760 Speaker 1: Because I mean, at the end of the day, that comment, 746 00:36:56,880 --> 00:36:58,200 Speaker 1: you just you know, I don't let you say a 747 00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,480 Speaker 1: lot of shit, but I really fuck with that one, 748 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,320 Speaker 1: that one you tell you rich and guilty. 749 00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:06,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, rich and guilty and poor in innocent. 750 00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:10,600 Speaker 3: So I mean it's oftentimes it's race more than culpability. 751 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,480 Speaker 2: And I didn't get that was I didn't even get 752 00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:13,200 Speaker 2: in the race there. 753 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:16,040 Speaker 3: I was talking about wealth, but then we get into 754 00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:19,400 Speaker 3: race and that becomes more of a factor than culpability 755 00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:21,440 Speaker 3: in terms of sentencing. And it's I don't think this, 756 00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:23,759 Speaker 3: we know this, This is not this is it is 757 00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:25,960 Speaker 3: like that the guy we just met, he said, this 758 00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:26,840 Speaker 3: is just math. 759 00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:29,640 Speaker 2: It's it's just fact. It's a fact. 760 00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, and you right now, this is why I'm this. 761 00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:36,160 Speaker 1: This shit is just came right on time. Man, I'm black. 762 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:41,319 Speaker 1: Because the thing is, like I was telling you, like 763 00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:44,719 Speaker 1: that was an opportunity and it didn't come from me. 764 00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:47,280 Speaker 1: It came from somebody who's been in here for twenty 765 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:50,400 Speaker 1: seven years, and he gave you the same ism that 766 00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:53,479 Speaker 1: I gave you when we was hollering. So you see 767 00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:57,160 Speaker 1: that from twenty seven years ago when he was outside, 768 00:37:57,440 --> 00:37:59,680 Speaker 1: it's the same shit probably where he looking at it 769 00:37:59,719 --> 00:38:01,759 Speaker 1: like it's turned up a little more. And what he 770 00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:04,400 Speaker 1: was talking about the fact that I got a little 771 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:06,600 Speaker 1: bit of that was if I was outside, I could 772 00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,319 Speaker 1: run down to the rect Center where I didn't need 773 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:12,160 Speaker 1: no sign up or nothing. I was a kid, Hey, 774 00:38:12,200 --> 00:38:14,800 Speaker 1: come in here, you know deeds to play wool whoop, 775 00:38:14,840 --> 00:38:17,560 Speaker 1: and you do something wrong, you get your ass whooped there, 776 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,279 Speaker 1: and then I'm gonna call your house or take you 777 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:22,440 Speaker 1: home to your mama, and then you're gonna get another 778 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:26,319 Speaker 1: ass whooping there. That sense of community, that sense of 779 00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:29,520 Speaker 1: community is lost now that is no longer there. 780 00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 2: That's I hear you. 781 00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,680 Speaker 1: That's that's that's a that's a problem. But it just 782 00:38:34,719 --> 00:38:37,040 Speaker 1: sounded like to the point when I think about it, 783 00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:41,400 Speaker 1: in y'all community, you feel me, y'all, don't worry about 784 00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:44,520 Speaker 1: no type of ship like that because everything else. 785 00:38:44,520 --> 00:38:46,279 Speaker 5: I mean, we don't. I mean, to be honest with you, 786 00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:49,040 Speaker 5: we've been blessed and it's not right. 787 00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,400 Speaker 1: I'm not sure like it's a good or a bad thing. 788 00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:55,160 Speaker 1: I'm just saying as far as are like problems, right, 789 00:38:55,760 --> 00:39:00,760 Speaker 1: this is a huge issue going home not knowing if 790 00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:06,799 Speaker 1: tonight I'm going eat And that's just like that's serious though, right, 791 00:39:07,360 --> 00:39:09,799 Speaker 1: because you think about when you come home, like yeah, 792 00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:14,240 Speaker 1: I just had school or whatever, like damn, moms ain't here. Fuck, 793 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:18,480 Speaker 1: we ain't got no the lights ain't on. Damn. I 794 00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:21,279 Speaker 1: just hope and just pray that it's gonna be at 795 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:24,480 Speaker 1: least a peanut butter sandwich or a syrup soundwich or 796 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,160 Speaker 1: you feel me though, I hope it's some spam in 797 00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:31,680 Speaker 1: a like and you come home to not team your 798 00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:35,760 Speaker 1: stomach started doing that, putting that hole on you, choking 799 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,840 Speaker 1: the shit out you, like, what the hold on? I 800 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:44,640 Speaker 1: can't I'm about to die. I gotta survive what I'm 801 00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:48,640 Speaker 1: gonna do. I'm a kid. Ain't nobody there ain't nobody 802 00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:51,360 Speaker 1: to say, hey, look, hold on, fin the you know 803 00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:54,440 Speaker 1: what I mean, make this wish sandwich? You fear me though, 804 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:59,759 Speaker 1: or whatever, And it's now I gotta go outside and 805 00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:03,440 Speaker 1: get something to eat. How I don't know, But what 806 00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:08,120 Speaker 1: I seen or what I heard, and that one home 807 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,719 Speaker 1: rey night leads you into a situation like this was 808 00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:16,400 Speaker 1: I didn't know. I just wanted a piece of his 809 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:19,319 Speaker 1: chicken and he turned and I By the. 810 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,000 Speaker 5: Way, it's it's such a powerful thing to say. 811 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:23,040 Speaker 4: And most people in the world and everything about that, 812 00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:24,440 Speaker 4: they think, why this guy do this? 813 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:25,319 Speaker 5: What happened here? 814 00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:26,400 Speaker 2: They have no idea that. 815 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:34,040 Speaker 1: Board, right, and you looking at that paperwork. The paperwork 816 00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:37,600 Speaker 1: ain't gonna say that. It's not gonna say that, this 817 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:41,040 Speaker 1: is why this kid was here and did what. He's 818 00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:42,880 Speaker 1: not gonna say that. And then you're looking at that 819 00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:45,640 Speaker 1: paper and I'm not saying you personally, but they get 820 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:47,680 Speaker 1: that paper and they look at that name and it's 821 00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:50,120 Speaker 1: I throw that motherfucker. Or if they get that paper 822 00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:52,360 Speaker 1: they look at that picture and they throw that motherfucker. 823 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,560 Speaker 1: Or they get that paperwork and they look at the 824 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:58,120 Speaker 1: black and white on it in this it won't say that. 825 00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:00,920 Speaker 1: But how do we get to it? Explain that? And 826 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:04,239 Speaker 1: then from the ship that do really do be going 827 00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:07,600 Speaker 1: on to who is a fucked up situation? 828 00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:10,360 Speaker 2: Well, I mean you're right, I mean. 829 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:16,319 Speaker 3: The file I get is everything that happens after that, right, 830 00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:20,080 Speaker 3: and I guess it's just that's the lesson you know 831 00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:22,759 Speaker 3: you can It's it's not what happens, it's what you 832 00:41:22,840 --> 00:41:25,120 Speaker 3: do with what happens that determine your fate in future. 833 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:28,799 Speaker 3: And it's it's everything that happened. It's the folks that 834 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:33,040 Speaker 3: will survive and thrive on the outside are folks that 835 00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:35,480 Speaker 3: understand that I can't make up for the past. I'm 836 00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:38,480 Speaker 3: not the worst thing I ever did. Just because you 837 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,400 Speaker 3: know I stole something doesn't mean I'm a thief, doesn't. 838 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:43,360 Speaker 2: Mean I am a thief. 839 00:41:43,880 --> 00:41:44,040 Speaker 5: Uh. 840 00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,680 Speaker 3: And those that go on a journey of discovery and 841 00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:49,799 Speaker 3: they can demonstrate that, those are the folks that that's 842 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,160 Speaker 3: what I read, and that's the journey. 843 00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:52,920 Speaker 2: That I want to support. 844 00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:57,359 Speaker 3: And then the work beyond this conversation is the work 845 00:41:57,400 --> 00:41:59,160 Speaker 3: about how do I see a different future? 846 00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:02,040 Speaker 2: How do I these things? From the beginning, And I 847 00:42:02,040 --> 00:42:02,479 Speaker 2: don't want. 848 00:42:02,400 --> 00:42:05,400 Speaker 3: To even bore you with the bullshit politicking or politics 849 00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:08,680 Speaker 3: of pre natal goddamn care or zero to three or 850 00:42:08,719 --> 00:42:12,960 Speaker 3: early head start or childcare or high quality tutoring and 851 00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:16,759 Speaker 3: mentorship and addressing learning disabilities and all the bullshit that 852 00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:19,480 Speaker 3: is real. Where we got to begin at the beginning 853 00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:22,719 Speaker 3: to address these cycles of violence, ignorance, and disease. But 854 00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:25,440 Speaker 3: both of those things have to happen. But the thing 855 00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:28,400 Speaker 3: we're trying to control for here is what we are 856 00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:32,640 Speaker 3: responsible for while people are here. And this California modelman 857 00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:35,360 Speaker 3: is taking the best ideas from around the rest of 858 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:38,239 Speaker 3: the world and across this country and bringing the bear 859 00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:40,680 Speaker 3: and one of the coolest and most amazing things for me, 860 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,200 Speaker 3: that's revelatory. And I hope you appreciate this, Doug and 861 00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:47,880 Speaker 3: Marshaun is we're actually in quite literally one of the 862 00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:52,799 Speaker 3: great rehabilitation programs in American history. What San Quentin News 863 00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:56,080 Speaker 3: is represented to inmates here for years and years and years, 864 00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:58,719 Speaker 3: and the opportunity. I remember we were here just a 865 00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:00,799 Speaker 3: few months ago and there was a kid who said, 866 00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,239 Speaker 3: all is ever since he got into the system, his 867 00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:08,120 Speaker 3: dream was to get into this room, he said, and 868 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:10,759 Speaker 3: I swear to God true story. We were sitting he 869 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:12,959 Speaker 3: was right behind me and he's sitting there and said, 870 00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:14,200 Speaker 3: you know what I finally got here. 871 00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:15,279 Speaker 2: I said, that's amazing. Goes. 872 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,319 Speaker 3: No, you know what was amazing is when I had 873 00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:19,839 Speaker 3: my byline on San quent News and I said, that's 874 00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:22,240 Speaker 3: amazing goes, no, no, you know it was really amazing, 875 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:25,759 Speaker 3: he says. When I called my mom and she got 876 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,719 Speaker 3: a copy of it, and she said the words I 877 00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:30,440 Speaker 3: never heard her say in my life, true story, I'm 878 00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:34,120 Speaker 3: proud of you. And he said that just it brought 879 00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:36,920 Speaker 3: me it, just I'm proud of you. 880 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:39,439 Speaker 1: Do you know what what's crazy is Like I'm saying, 881 00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:43,799 Speaker 1: like I've been up here to visit my pops and shit. Right, 882 00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:46,680 Speaker 1: but as I started to like think about it, memories 883 00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:48,879 Speaker 1: and shit like that ship that you know, I don't 884 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:51,279 Speaker 1: want to hold in here like I thought about it, 885 00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:55,600 Speaker 1: I said, noam you know what, I've never heard my 886 00:43:55,600 --> 00:44:01,480 Speaker 1: my pops tell my mother I love you. And then 887 00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:04,560 Speaker 1: I can't even remember if he ever even told me 888 00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:06,640 Speaker 1: some shit like that, you feel me, So it would 889 00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:08,480 Speaker 1: be the little wins like you feel me when you 890 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,200 Speaker 1: get him, like you gotta stack them motherfuckers up? So 891 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:17,319 Speaker 1: is he here? No, it's not okay, say shit, I 892 00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,720 Speaker 1: want to get that man out. What's having my boy? 893 00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:20,320 Speaker 2: Right? 894 00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:22,879 Speaker 1: You feel me? But you're like that be a part 895 00:44:22,920 --> 00:44:26,160 Speaker 1: of the like the healing process. Yeah, that's where it started, 896 00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:28,319 Speaker 1: Like ooh shit, I felt something like what the fuck 897 00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:31,920 Speaker 1: just happened. Oh that didn't feel right, but it felt good. 898 00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:34,520 Speaker 1: Oh what the fuck is that? 899 00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:34,840 Speaker 3: Like? 900 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,279 Speaker 1: Get that shit off me, typ hold on. But I 901 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:39,320 Speaker 1: liked it though a little bit. Let me try to 902 00:44:39,320 --> 00:44:45,759 Speaker 1: figure out what's going on. So then those kind of programs, right, Yeah. 903 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:49,160 Speaker 3: I mean that that hit me in a different way 904 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:50,960 Speaker 3: because all of a sudden, I mean, that guy's on 905 00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:51,680 Speaker 3: the path. 906 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:54,000 Speaker 5: And how old was he a recovery? He's a kid, bro, 907 00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:55,160 Speaker 5: he was nineteen twenty and. 908 00:44:55,120 --> 00:44:57,600 Speaker 3: He's yeah, he's a kid if he was twenty two three, 909 00:44:57,680 --> 00:44:59,920 Speaker 3: I mean, the kid and he's gonna be here probably 910 00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:02,520 Speaker 3: a couple of decades, or he may be here the 911 00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:04,640 Speaker 3: rest of his goddamn life, may die here if he 912 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,760 Speaker 3: doesn't get his ship together. But he's on a different pathway, 913 00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 3: And there's power in those words. Man power in the 914 00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:13,880 Speaker 3: wordst then what his mom never said to him and 915 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:15,600 Speaker 3: like and here he is sharing. 916 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:16,680 Speaker 2: It openly to a bunch of folks. 917 00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:19,040 Speaker 3: Man, So it goes to your I mean what you 918 00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:21,799 Speaker 3: just said about your pops, your mom, those things, it's 919 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,360 Speaker 3: a those are powerful, powerful words. 920 00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:28,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, that's how you going. 921 00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:29,759 Speaker 2: We're going to death row. 922 00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:32,600 Speaker 1: Let's go to death row. 923 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:48,920 Speaker 2: Wait a second, I'm coming round with that. Yeah, get 924 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:49,440 Speaker 2: get old. 925 00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:53,240 Speaker 3: Get your ass over here, Jesus Christ litterally, my bucking 926 00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:54,120 Speaker 3: little league guy. 927 00:45:54,640 --> 00:46:00,319 Speaker 2: I told you, I told you it's good, all right? Yeah, absolutely, yeah, 928 00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:00,920 Speaker 2: I woke up. 929 00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:04,600 Speaker 1: That's the best thing I can do. Thanks. 930 00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:07,960 Speaker 2: What so how what? How long you been here now? 931 00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:09,399 Speaker 1: Two years now too? Yeah? 932 00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:10,680 Speaker 2: And you were aware before. 933 00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:13,000 Speaker 1: Season nough for two and a half years, and James 934 00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:14,040 Speaker 1: sounds like three weeks. 935 00:46:14,120 --> 00:46:17,680 Speaker 2: And then I was here before that for almost ten years. Jesus, 936 00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:19,200 Speaker 2: So how much more time. 937 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:21,200 Speaker 1: Would I go back in FORO in? Two years? 938 00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:22,560 Speaker 2: In two years? 939 00:46:22,719 --> 00:46:23,040 Speaker 5: All right? 940 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:23,919 Speaker 2: So that's around the corner. 941 00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:27,920 Speaker 7: And you're senior dougka Hey, tell Doug how we know 942 00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:28,399 Speaker 7: each other? 943 00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:28,960 Speaker 1: Oh yeah? 944 00:46:29,280 --> 00:46:30,440 Speaker 5: Really well literally? 945 00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:30,960 Speaker 8: Uh? 946 00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:32,960 Speaker 2: Ten season twin city lit. 947 00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:33,440 Speaker 3: Bro. 948 00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:34,920 Speaker 4: Now, let me ask you a question. I'm telling you 949 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,200 Speaker 4: right now. He was a decent player, but you were 950 00:46:37,280 --> 00:46:38,920 Speaker 4: much better than he was. I can tell right now. 951 00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,319 Speaker 6: All right, Hey, he did all right till until he 952 00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:42,880 Speaker 6: ran into Kirk Yaeling and broke his arm. 953 00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:44,920 Speaker 7: Well there was that, See, Jesus, I mean a guy 954 00:46:44,920 --> 00:46:48,320 Speaker 7: who remembers Kurt yealing, I'll feel the sacond based patient. 955 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:51,920 Speaker 1: Okay, Uh, he was actually one year ahead of men? 956 00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:53,759 Speaker 4: Would you be could you have a chance keep going 957 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:54,680 Speaker 4: a plane. 958 00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:58,000 Speaker 1: In high school and college? Yeah? The choices I made right? 959 00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:01,400 Speaker 3: But but but when did you start making the crazy choices? 960 00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:02,560 Speaker 1: Quick them? Baseball? 961 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:03,720 Speaker 2: Really? 962 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,120 Speaker 3: So these I went from hanging out with guys like 963 00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:08,279 Speaker 3: you and others, You're hanging out with guys. 964 00:47:08,000 --> 00:47:09,279 Speaker 1: Like, hey, what do you want to do? Let's go 965 00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:10,040 Speaker 1: get right and. 966 00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:11,960 Speaker 5: What are you in here for? 967 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:13,400 Speaker 1: Btrike? 968 00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:15,719 Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, so you're not You're not getting out, You're 969 00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:16,319 Speaker 4: you're right now. 970 00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:18,919 Speaker 2: No, he's mean, he's coming up from eating right. 971 00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:22,160 Speaker 1: Now twenty eight and Jesus, I got a five years 972 00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:23,600 Speaker 1: now just for a prison Davor. 973 00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:26,879 Speaker 4: Let me ask questions as the crew you have back 974 00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:29,359 Speaker 4: in the day, the family are they do they? 975 00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:31,040 Speaker 5: Are they involving you now you see him? 976 00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:33,080 Speaker 2: Or is this your family here now? 977 00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:34,160 Speaker 5: Or what's your family? 978 00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:38,319 Speaker 1: Mainly here? My friends are here. I've been in throughout life, 979 00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:39,560 Speaker 1: and I'll just struggle in here. 980 00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:42,839 Speaker 3: Uh but no, because when I first felt there wasn't 981 00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:44,760 Speaker 3: a lot of communications. 982 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:47,399 Speaker 1: The lines are so expensive at the time, and then 983 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:48,439 Speaker 1: everyone has their own life. 984 00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:50,080 Speaker 6: You know, they're you know, they're in the mid twenties, 985 00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,000 Speaker 6: they're trying to start a family in their careers, you know, 986 00:47:52,320 --> 00:47:54,480 Speaker 6: and they're still trying to fun. 987 00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:59,120 Speaker 3: He knows Hillary, you know Hillary, Okay, okay, crazy, that's crazy, 988 00:47:59,160 --> 00:47:59,520 Speaker 3: little man. 989 00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:02,560 Speaker 2: So it was the drugs that sort of left that. 990 00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:05,799 Speaker 1: Oh absolutely, absolutely, you know, it was uh, you know, 991 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:08,879 Speaker 1: everything once I quit playing ball. And that's that's to 992 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:11,000 Speaker 1: tell these guys because now I'm coaching on the team. 993 00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:15,759 Speaker 2: Oh you're coaching mentally? Is sitting there? You're looking You're 994 00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:17,120 Speaker 2: played right there over the La Soul. 995 00:48:17,239 --> 00:48:18,640 Speaker 4: I mean, I mean, is it like you're like, oh 996 00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:21,200 Speaker 4: my god, it played little right there and now I'm 997 00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:21,640 Speaker 4: right here. 998 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:25,360 Speaker 1: Yes, everywhere I look. I have a memory. Yeah. But 999 00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:29,439 Speaker 1: at the same time, yeah, it's knowing that I'm sober. 1000 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,680 Speaker 1: You know, I went to school five. I mean, he's 1001 00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:33,840 Speaker 1: my house ten minutes. 1002 00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:36,080 Speaker 6: The house is about seven minutes. 1003 00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:38,759 Speaker 5: I appreciate you keep going. 1004 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:42,239 Speaker 8: What was it a roundable red table around round table pizza? 1005 00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:45,680 Speaker 3: Oh yeah, that was our team right on. 1006 00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:48,920 Speaker 1: Yeah that in the court Madero one in the court there. 1007 00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:51,600 Speaker 1: But I guess they put a bank there or something exactly. 1008 00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:52,279 Speaker 1: There's a bank there. 1009 00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:52,600 Speaker 9: Yeah. 1010 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, we're getting old. Yeah, it's good to see you again. 1011 00:48:55,840 --> 00:48:57,640 Speaker 2: You guys get to go take care. 1012 00:48:58,200 --> 00:49:01,320 Speaker 7: Good you look, I mean, the only thing that the 1013 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:04,560 Speaker 7: only way this thing works is you guys make it work, man, 1014 00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:08,920 Speaker 7: And the whole idea is I mean, honestly, I'm not exaggerating. 1015 00:49:08,920 --> 00:49:11,600 Speaker 7: If we can make what's about to be unveiled on 1016 00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:14,799 Speaker 7: the other side of that wall and just tenexting the programming, 1017 00:49:15,360 --> 00:49:17,080 Speaker 7: and if if we can see the results of that, 1018 00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:19,800 Speaker 7: then we're gonna spread it in every damn prison and 1019 00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:21,000 Speaker 7: it's a big goddamn deal. 1020 00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:22,360 Speaker 1: Do you think it's going to be picked up by 1021 00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:22,960 Speaker 1: other states? 1022 00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:25,319 Speaker 2: That's the whole idea because everything California does. 1023 00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:29,279 Speaker 6: Man, already, wait, thank you, thank you, appreciate it. 1024 00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:37,120 Speaker 8: I ain't gonna happen, but I appreciate you, Man, President, 1025 00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:37,960 Speaker 8: I appreciate it. 1026 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:40,040 Speaker 2: Thank you for giving us hope. My name is just 1027 00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:42,480 Speaker 2: in my little thanks for everything you do. For appreciate man, 1028 00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:45,680 Speaker 2: Thank you. Uh, we got a lot of work to 1029 00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:46,120 Speaker 2: do here, bro. 1030 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,080 Speaker 9: I've been here in my whole dull life, and I've 1031 00:49:48,080 --> 00:49:49,200 Speaker 9: never had this much hope. 1032 00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:51,760 Speaker 5: I love it in the future for us that's incarcerated people. 1033 00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:52,879 Speaker 2: So it's a lot of that. 1034 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:53,839 Speaker 1: Comes from you and the work you do. 1035 00:49:54,000 --> 00:49:56,719 Speaker 8: Appreciate it, brother, that means a lot. Keep it up, brother, 1036 00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:06,759 Speaker 8: Keep it up, guys. I'm good brother. 1037 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:07,279 Speaker 5: How you doing. 1038 00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:09,160 Speaker 2: You're blessed. I love that. 1039 00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:09,759 Speaker 1: I like that. 1040 00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:13,040 Speaker 2: That's a good attitude. Take care of man Ward. 1041 00:50:13,080 --> 00:50:15,200 Speaker 4: How many people were here at one time when this 1042 00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:18,760 Speaker 4: thing was fifty twenty years ago, in in death row. 1043 00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:21,879 Speaker 10: So we had close to seven hundred, believe seven hundred 1044 00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:23,640 Speaker 10: people on death row when I when I got here, 1045 00:50:23,719 --> 00:50:26,839 Speaker 10: we had uh we have five over five hundred on 1046 00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:29,279 Speaker 10: death row on death row and they've all been moved 1047 00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:29,800 Speaker 10: out since. 1048 00:50:30,920 --> 00:50:32,680 Speaker 4: Was that the biggest of any state, any state? 1049 00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:35,640 Speaker 1: I would say yes. 1050 00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:38,040 Speaker 6: I don't know though those data numbers for sure, but 1051 00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:41,399 Speaker 6: I would because as much as we have, you bro. 1052 00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:45,239 Speaker 4: And how many people, how many people on a year, 1053 00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:47,000 Speaker 4: on a year basis were put to death. 1054 00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:50,080 Speaker 6: The people's process is very wrong, so it wouldn't be yearly. 1055 00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:53,400 Speaker 6: It would actually be sometimes five. 1056 00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:57,560 Speaker 3: Years, five years, So Doug, over the course of just 1057 00:50:57,600 --> 00:51:01,439 Speaker 3: the last couple couple months, they've I mean not even 1058 00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,720 Speaker 3: just a couple of months, I mean over the course 1059 00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:07,200 Speaker 3: of the last couple of years, they've been decommissioning death 1060 00:51:07,280 --> 00:51:10,719 Speaker 3: row and doing a risk assessment for everybody aside who 1061 00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:11,239 Speaker 3: comes off. 1062 00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:14,480 Speaker 2: But this thing when we start it was completely fooled up. 1063 00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:14,880 Speaker 1: Wow. 1064 00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:18,200 Speaker 3: And you know these are you can see these single cells. 1065 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,000 Speaker 3: Anytime someone came out. 1066 00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:20,279 Speaker 2: Of the cell. 1067 00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:24,640 Speaker 3: You can see the cages that they came in right 1068 00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:27,080 Speaker 3: over here. We'll go to the yard and you can 1069 00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:28,400 Speaker 3: tell me how great that is. 1070 00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:32,720 Speaker 8: Yeah, you can appreciate the yard differently. 1071 00:51:34,120 --> 00:51:35,440 Speaker 5: Yes, Scott Peterson was here. 1072 00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:37,560 Speaker 1: We actually have another horse. 1073 00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:41,560 Speaker 6: Segregation was actually iron came up and honor that will 1074 00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:44,839 Speaker 6: get it. They were programmers, so they would actually it's 1075 00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,080 Speaker 6: another building on top and their yard was on top 1076 00:51:47,120 --> 00:51:49,920 Speaker 6: of that building, and they were considered. 1077 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:51,520 Speaker 4: Honored, meaning like they were. 1078 00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:53,160 Speaker 6: They didn't have any disciplinary issues. 1079 00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:57,000 Speaker 2: Oh god, I gotta work your way up there. I 1080 00:51:57,000 --> 00:51:59,000 Speaker 2: think the most no bullshit. 1081 00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:01,200 Speaker 3: The first time I came in, the most alarming thing 1082 00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:05,360 Speaker 3: was not what is it behind you? It was just 1083 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:08,239 Speaker 3: seeing people in these things, wow, and going what the 1084 00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:11,359 Speaker 3: hell is this? You know, it's like a I mean 1085 00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:13,400 Speaker 3: that's this is these by the way, these are all 1086 00:52:13,440 --> 00:52:15,840 Speaker 3: going right, they're all going yeah the outside. 1087 00:52:15,880 --> 00:52:20,600 Speaker 2: I yeah, we'll show these guys. You have me selling 1088 00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:22,000 Speaker 2: you guys want to go past each other? 1089 00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:23,879 Speaker 5: You go back, you're saying, you're saying there be two 1090 00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:24,399 Speaker 5: people in these. 1091 00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:27,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's one person on top of person on bottom. 1092 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:29,360 Speaker 2: So if we share this cell with somebody else, whenever 1093 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:29,879 Speaker 2: I need to. 1094 00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:30,920 Speaker 6: Go to the back of the cell and we go 1095 00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:33,120 Speaker 6: back to back, so Gavin would put his chest up 1096 00:52:33,160 --> 00:52:33,759 Speaker 6: against the rack. 1097 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,319 Speaker 2: I put my chest up against the wall, and we like, 1098 00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:39,399 Speaker 2: not back to back, going back to that way, that way, 1099 00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:40,239 Speaker 2: you know what I mean? 1100 00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:41,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, back to the bay. 1101 00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:44,640 Speaker 11: So it's just the size of the cells in the 1102 00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:46,239 Speaker 11: main in the part of the prison tent. 1103 00:52:46,440 --> 00:52:48,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, this is the same size. 1104 00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:49,160 Speaker 12: Yeah, pretty much. 1105 00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:52,319 Speaker 2: You got another the buildings doesn't have that bar right 1106 00:52:52,360 --> 00:52:53,399 Speaker 2: there against the wall. 1107 00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:55,120 Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah. 1108 00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:58,279 Speaker 5: These were all single cells, right, I mean from death row. 1109 00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:03,080 Speaker 12: Yes, they were all sulf Now you make someone have one, right, 1110 00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:07,640 Speaker 12: It's funny with me. 1111 00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:08,520 Speaker 5: If people were here. 1112 00:53:08,520 --> 00:53:12,080 Speaker 2: Till win one year, till a people once ago, weeks ago, 1113 00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:13,000 Speaker 2: they were just. 1114 00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:15,520 Speaker 6: Here literally, and some people went to another and two 1115 00:53:15,719 --> 00:53:17,400 Speaker 6: together and they ended up selling out to guess it. 1116 00:53:18,440 --> 00:53:20,520 Speaker 2: Okay, but I want to I want to show him 1117 00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:24,920 Speaker 2: some of them. Yeah, here's a more seeing Doug, go 1118 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:25,560 Speaker 2: to the chapel. 1119 00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:32,480 Speaker 9: Yeah, please the chapel. Wow, chaplin right there. But I 1120 00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:36,399 Speaker 9: thought this was just this was just from death row. Yeah, 1121 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:40,080 Speaker 9: we're just you know, looking up with the bomb wire 1122 00:53:40,120 --> 00:53:40,520 Speaker 9: and everything. 1123 00:53:41,640 --> 00:53:41,879 Speaker 1: Wow. 1124 00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:45,400 Speaker 11: Yeah, and they and they would Chap will be right 1125 00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:51,600 Speaker 11: there right, And this should be once twice a day, 1126 00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:55,759 Speaker 11: once a week, once a week, once a week, that's it. 1127 00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:57,160 Speaker 2: Once a week. 1128 00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:57,600 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1129 00:53:57,719 --> 00:54:00,560 Speaker 3: Well, and then you probably had your your most talkative 1130 00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:04,560 Speaker 3: and may was literally right there in the corner, right. 1131 00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:05,000 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1132 00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:07,839 Speaker 3: But yeah, if you want these these these cells when 1133 00:54:07,880 --> 00:54:12,239 Speaker 3: they're in the Wow, this is crazy. Yeah, no, it's uh, 1134 00:54:13,239 --> 00:54:17,080 Speaker 3: the first time I came in here, the most surreal thing, honestly, 1135 00:54:17,120 --> 00:54:19,840 Speaker 3: the most serial things. How many people recognize me, like 1136 00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:22,719 Speaker 3: almost without exception, and then when they heard your name 1137 00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:26,280 Speaker 3: and then just to hear your voices up top, you forget, 1138 00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:26,600 Speaker 3: you know. 1139 00:54:26,600 --> 00:54:28,920 Speaker 2: I mean, you know, being a mayor being out there 1140 00:54:28,960 --> 00:54:30,640 Speaker 2: in public. I mean, that's that's that's. 1141 00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:31,239 Speaker 1: Just it was to me. 1142 00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:33,800 Speaker 2: It was a sort of eery experience. 1143 00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:36,200 Speaker 4: And again, did the attorneys come in and eating these 1144 00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:37,960 Speaker 4: guys in here or is there another area where the 1145 00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:38,800 Speaker 4: attorneys come. 1146 00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:40,600 Speaker 1: In and they would go to our visiting area a 1147 00:54:40,680 --> 00:54:43,479 Speaker 1: visitor Yeah, but but so this all. 1148 00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:46,759 Speaker 3: At least for the interim, they're gonna take the these 1149 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:48,560 Speaker 3: these out and then they're cleaning them in. 1150 00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:51,040 Speaker 2: You're in the rites feels all my cleaner, Yeah. 1151 00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:54,480 Speaker 3: Clean up, and the mills start bringing decompressing the general population, 1152 00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:57,400 Speaker 3: getting rid of some double bunks and bringing people in here. 1153 00:54:57,680 --> 00:54:59,279 Speaker 1: Oh, you've put prisoners back into here. 1154 00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,160 Speaker 12: We're gonna redo though, We're gonna, we're gonna if we 1155 00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:03,160 Speaker 12: want to change the image. You don't want to associate 1156 00:55:03,160 --> 00:55:06,840 Speaker 12: it with what it was. But the single cell is 1157 00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:10,600 Speaker 12: very important to a lot of these individuals because, like 1158 00:55:10,680 --> 00:55:13,839 Speaker 12: we were talking about, you know, there's some scenarios where 1159 00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:15,319 Speaker 12: you really can't choose it, you as. 1160 00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:18,320 Speaker 13: We have even these in the same size as the 1161 00:55:18,560 --> 00:55:21,440 Speaker 13: main block. Yes, right, two people in the additions all 1162 00:55:21,440 --> 00:55:24,480 Speaker 13: there's no business. They're all the same communits correct to 1163 00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:27,480 Speaker 13: swe no sweets. 1164 00:55:28,480 --> 00:55:29,759 Speaker 1: I mean there are some things we can do. 1165 00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:31,640 Speaker 2: I think you saw the larger ones down there. 1166 00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:34,320 Speaker 6: You know, we want to make kitchen ads and areas 1167 00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:36,640 Speaker 6: where they we'll get you know, microwaving through. We're gonna 1168 00:55:36,680 --> 00:55:39,200 Speaker 6: do different things to normalize. 1169 00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:41,719 Speaker 1: Good time there. 1170 00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:43,719 Speaker 2: We walked through there, so we're gonna just quickly show 1171 00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:44,480 Speaker 2: them into the yard. 1172 00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:49,480 Speaker 6: Yes, they've evolved a long time. They're currently called individual 1173 00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:52,240 Speaker 6: exercise guards. It's proper. 1174 00:55:52,840 --> 00:55:54,840 Speaker 1: But as you can see, it's pretty much just do so. 1175 00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:58,239 Speaker 3: For the condemned inmates that come here for their quote 1176 00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,560 Speaker 3: unquote exercise. But we're read of Marshall all this is 1177 00:56:01,680 --> 00:56:04,960 Speaker 3: gone and so we're gonna have this for program, for yard, 1178 00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:08,000 Speaker 3: for whatever else didn't move September DA. 1179 00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:11,320 Speaker 1: So you're gonna see, like, bro, you act like you 1180 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:15,880 Speaker 1: on what's that home home renovation? Oh yeah, and this 1181 00:56:16,080 --> 00:56:21,000 Speaker 1: right here, this used to be my single cell incarcerated area. 1182 00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:22,680 Speaker 1: But I'm gonna tear it down. And I'm like, man, 1183 00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:26,000 Speaker 1: I'm gonna put a something right here with a gauz 1184 00:56:26,080 --> 00:56:29,920 Speaker 1: z bo and ship like what you're talking about? Man, 1185 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:31,839 Speaker 1: you need to kick his ass up out of here. 1186 00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:35,680 Speaker 1: You just walking around this motherfucker like a grown man 1187 00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:39,120 Speaker 1: at uh Disney World or something not Disney World. 1188 00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:43,360 Speaker 2: Brother, this I just for years we've been talking about this. 1189 00:56:43,480 --> 00:56:45,640 Speaker 2: It's finally happening. It's a big deal. 1190 00:56:45,880 --> 00:56:48,279 Speaker 1: So do you understand what it do to me? Like 1191 00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:53,120 Speaker 1: I'm not like you know, I watched Ship. I see 1192 00:56:53,200 --> 00:56:55,759 Speaker 1: Ship and then it it fucked with me. 1193 00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:56,840 Speaker 4: And just so. 1194 00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:00,640 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, Like I don't want to 1195 00:57:00,719 --> 00:57:03,080 Speaker 1: keep getting reminded of that ship, Like get it. I 1196 00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:08,120 Speaker 1: get I get unless, but look, if we going there, 1197 00:57:08,600 --> 00:57:12,160 Speaker 1: me and you and the gloves, then I'll go in there. 1198 00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:16,680 Speaker 1: What's that? What the two of us don't mean the 1199 00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:20,240 Speaker 1: don't be in there with you for like forty five seconds, 1200 00:57:21,040 --> 00:57:24,439 Speaker 1: just me and you. You could lock the door, locked 1201 00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:27,200 Speaker 1: it on, give you the he is that clean? 1202 00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:29,600 Speaker 2: Just blackout? 1203 00:57:29,800 --> 00:57:33,640 Speaker 9: Damn damn grind And I wake up in Marine General Hospital. 1204 00:57:34,400 --> 00:57:36,560 Speaker 1: Like, no, we're gonna take you to We're gonna take 1205 00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:42,320 Speaker 1: you to Highland. We'll get to We'll get to the hospital. 1206 00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:48,200 Speaker 1: Christ full manice back down here right if you don't 1207 00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:49,440 Speaker 1: have to go, We're gonna you want to see the 1208 00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:52,440 Speaker 1: gas chamber and say, hell no, I really don't want 1209 00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:55,560 Speaker 1: to see that, sick ass. But who the fuck be stinking. 1210 00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:58,120 Speaker 8: Ship like, because it's important to understand it's not the 1211 00:57:58,280 --> 00:58:00,360 Speaker 8: barbaric nature of the past, So. 1212 00:58:00,520 --> 00:58:04,480 Speaker 1: Don't they want to write that motherfucker up right now? 1213 00:58:05,120 --> 00:58:08,280 Speaker 1: It's just my day that I'm here. I want to 1214 00:58:08,280 --> 00:58:09,360 Speaker 1: make sure that should work. 1215 00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:10,320 Speaker 3: It's on the outside. 1216 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:11,840 Speaker 2: It's literally outside. 1217 00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:25,680 Speaker 1: You no my history, dude, ship, who would be making 1218 00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:29,720 Speaker 1: your mind even thinking? I just wonder if I just 1219 00:58:29,800 --> 00:58:32,440 Speaker 1: put somebody in this little place and just put on 1220 00:58:32,520 --> 00:58:34,560 Speaker 1: this gash in it and wonder what they would happen 1221 00:58:34,640 --> 00:58:38,160 Speaker 1: to him? Why would you want to do that? 1222 00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:43,400 Speaker 2: That's this is the ald Gaston, not when we did this. 1223 00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:47,040 Speaker 1: Decoration since decades. 1224 00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:52,320 Speaker 13: They would they would be in there and the family 1225 00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:55,439 Speaker 13: would be out here, and it's just the guys would 1226 00:58:55,480 --> 00:58:55,880 Speaker 13: come in here. 1227 00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:56,480 Speaker 5: They're saying it. 1228 00:58:56,760 --> 00:58:58,439 Speaker 1: That's some white people ship for sure. 1229 00:58:59,640 --> 00:59:03,640 Speaker 6: Why if we go outside, you can see the exhaust. 1230 00:59:03,280 --> 00:59:04,720 Speaker 3: At the the smost. 1231 00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:07,120 Speaker 5: History's history. 1232 00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:12,640 Speaker 2: Bro, No, what was the process. 1233 00:59:13,720 --> 00:59:14,000 Speaker 1: Today? 1234 00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:16,080 Speaker 2: Coming from a one other sections and somewhere. 1235 00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:17,200 Speaker 1: Else, they're not coming from this work. 1236 00:59:17,600 --> 00:59:19,320 Speaker 6: Yeah, there's a back there's a back way to come 1237 00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:22,360 Speaker 6: in here. So it's actually by at the end of 1238 00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:23,560 Speaker 6: the east block of North Block. 1239 00:59:23,760 --> 00:59:25,080 Speaker 1: There's access to here yet. 1240 00:59:25,120 --> 00:59:26,200 Speaker 2: So they were just walking down. 1241 00:59:26,720 --> 00:59:27,880 Speaker 9: It was like forty years ago. 1242 00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:31,440 Speaker 6: I think it was like the last time, so before 1243 00:59:31,520 --> 00:59:35,320 Speaker 6: my time. So I went actual problem because leaf injection 1244 00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:38,000 Speaker 6: came after, right, so that we have a leathal injection. 1245 00:59:38,840 --> 00:59:39,920 Speaker 6: They tried to clean it up. 1246 00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:42,800 Speaker 14: Try to clean it up, right, and that's been litigated 1247 00:59:42,800 --> 00:59:49,120 Speaker 14: because it's all the cocktails were so lenses used the 1248 00:59:49,200 --> 00:59:50,520 Speaker 14: victims family. 1249 00:59:59,360 --> 00:59:59,800 Speaker 1: Well, I got it. 1250 00:59:59,880 --> 01:00:00,520 Speaker 5: I gotta be honest. 1251 01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:04,400 Speaker 4: Gavin. I mean this right here was the weirdest part 1252 01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:05,080 Speaker 4: of the day man. 1253 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:06,880 Speaker 5: Walking out of the gas chamber. 1254 01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:10,040 Speaker 4: In nineteen eighty, when I was sixteen, seventeen years old, 1255 01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:12,320 Speaker 4: this thing still existed. I mean, I got it's I 1256 01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:15,080 Speaker 4: got a weird, weird feel right now walking out of 1257 01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:15,400 Speaker 4: their mouth. 1258 01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:18,320 Speaker 3: And you should because there's dozens and dozens of people 1259 01:00:18,560 --> 01:00:21,600 Speaker 3: today that could be get condemned to death. And of 1260 01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:25,360 Speaker 3: course we're using more humane means now with leth injection, 1261 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:27,560 Speaker 3: but that's just literally right next door. But the idea, 1262 01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:30,840 Speaker 3: the gas chamber, even leth injection, used to line people 1263 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:32,360 Speaker 3: up and shoot them, hang people. 1264 01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:36,479 Speaker 1: So you know, there's a It don't sound a little 1265 01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:38,720 Speaker 1: bit strange, y'all that when y'all be talking about this, 1266 01:00:39,240 --> 01:00:42,960 Speaker 1: it's like the people y'all talk about, is they. 1267 01:00:42,920 --> 01:00:45,600 Speaker 2: Look like me disproportionate. 1268 01:00:46,800 --> 01:00:50,560 Speaker 1: Man, That ship is fucked up, Like that's y'all, that's. 1269 01:00:53,280 --> 01:00:57,440 Speaker 3: Because it's fucked moratorium, meaning I stopped it that. 1270 01:00:57,560 --> 01:01:00,000 Speaker 2: We would have been doing you'd have been reading about. 1271 01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:01,960 Speaker 2: There have been protests right outside these gates. 1272 01:01:02,560 --> 01:01:05,440 Speaker 3: We would quite literally put the ability to put a 1273 01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:08,880 Speaker 3: couple dozen or a dozen people to death. 1274 01:01:09,480 --> 01:01:13,880 Speaker 4: Just before this, we saw death row, which was death row, 1275 01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:16,280 Speaker 4: and for them to be in the cells that you 1276 01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:17,160 Speaker 4: couldn't even move. 1277 01:01:17,040 --> 01:01:19,680 Speaker 5: And then go into cages, I mean just to get 1278 01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:20,120 Speaker 5: to the yard. 1279 01:01:20,280 --> 01:01:23,480 Speaker 4: Unbelievable in terms of uh, you know, how they're living. 1280 01:01:23,560 --> 01:01:24,840 Speaker 5: So I applause, you for get rid of this. 1281 01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:27,240 Speaker 2: Well, it was the largest one in the largest one. 1282 01:01:27,320 --> 01:01:29,840 Speaker 3: And it's not just in America, in the entire Western hemisphere. 1283 01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:31,840 Speaker 3: We're one of the few countries on planet Earth, one 1284 01:01:31,880 --> 01:01:36,720 Speaker 3: of the few that still executes people. I mean the Yemen, 1285 01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:42,280 Speaker 3: in China, countries, the Western democracies have ended the death party. 1286 01:01:43,880 --> 01:01:45,960 Speaker 1: Nah, you know what I just thought about right now? 1287 01:01:48,320 --> 01:01:51,680 Speaker 1: Damn standing next to you talking like this and you say, 1288 01:01:51,800 --> 01:01:55,680 Speaker 1: certain shit is way bigger than just having a conversation. 1289 01:01:56,400 --> 01:01:58,640 Speaker 1: The motherfuckna take it and blow that shit way out 1290 01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:02,320 Speaker 1: of proportion. We probably should get to the point where 1291 01:02:02,400 --> 01:02:05,280 Speaker 1: we don't have none of that ship. I think the 1292 01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:08,360 Speaker 1: rehabilitation thing, we we probably need to take that shit 1293 01:02:08,520 --> 01:02:13,400 Speaker 1: a little bit further. We're helping then incarcerated just like that. 1294 01:02:13,480 --> 01:02:17,280 Speaker 1: They don't call them inmates, call them cacerated. But to 1295 01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:19,840 Speaker 1: help you feel me, because god, damn you think about 1296 01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:23,400 Speaker 1: you been saying that it's a lot now caught on 1297 01:02:23,560 --> 01:02:27,080 Speaker 1: to it. The humane that's it. We probably need to 1298 01:02:27,120 --> 01:02:28,720 Speaker 1: get more of that type of shit. Well. 1299 01:02:29,040 --> 01:02:32,160 Speaker 4: To hear your story, end up food in the house, Galvin, 1300 01:02:32,160 --> 01:02:34,120 Speaker 4: I didn't grow up that way, so you did. And 1301 01:02:34,280 --> 01:02:36,440 Speaker 4: and to think the choices you can make tend up 1302 01:02:36,440 --> 01:02:39,840 Speaker 4: in here. Life isn't fair and and the imbalances are 1303 01:02:39,920 --> 01:02:41,840 Speaker 4: are This is a perfect example of it. 1304 01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:44,520 Speaker 1: But the thing you get that it's not fair, right, 1305 01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:50,520 Speaker 1: But the thing is somebody implemented a system for it 1306 01:02:50,720 --> 01:02:55,560 Speaker 1: to be that particular way. It's just that I get 1307 01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:57,880 Speaker 1: the short end of the stick when it come to 1308 01:02:57,920 --> 01:02:58,320 Speaker 1: that shit. 1309 01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:02,440 Speaker 2: Is that this old fray society becomes how we behave. 1310 01:03:02,520 --> 01:03:05,680 Speaker 3: This has happened on our watch. This has happened on 1311 01:03:05,880 --> 01:03:09,200 Speaker 3: our watch. This is not someone else's problem. This is 1312 01:03:09,320 --> 01:03:11,720 Speaker 3: the world we have created. And so we all have 1313 01:03:11,800 --> 01:03:13,680 Speaker 3: some responsibility and some accountability. 1314 01:03:14,400 --> 01:03:17,640 Speaker 1: Yep. So when you go around for president, but I 1315 01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:20,600 Speaker 1: was gonna say, you gotta bring me with you. You 1316 01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:22,840 Speaker 1: can get you from the you feel me level talk 1317 01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:24,880 Speaker 1: about because we don't have your level. But then you're 1318 01:03:24,880 --> 01:03:26,480 Speaker 1: gonna need do you feel me level. 1319 01:03:27,840 --> 01:03:27,880 Speaker 10: Me? 1320 01:03:27,920 --> 01:03:31,240 Speaker 1: And who are we kind of talk on the level. 1321 01:03:32,880 --> 01:03:35,720 Speaker 2: President President about you gonna have you feel. 1322 01:03:35,600 --> 01:03:40,640 Speaker 1: Me speak to do you feel me? When you spoke 1323 01:03:40,680 --> 01:03:42,960 Speaker 1: to the you feel me? That's how I do want 1324 01:03:42,960 --> 01:03:45,640 Speaker 1: to say that like you as you feel mean. 1325 01:03:45,920 --> 01:03:47,120 Speaker 2: I want to say quick is this. 1326 01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:50,560 Speaker 4: I want to appreciate you because you are the new 1327 01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:53,600 Speaker 4: wave of this and you're not the wave that you 1328 01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:56,560 Speaker 4: see and you hear about whatnot where you know you're 1329 01:03:57,280 --> 01:03:59,720 Speaker 4: the guy in shawsh a redemption. You're these different You're 1330 01:03:59,760 --> 01:04:01,880 Speaker 4: doing the new way because that's what it's all about. 1331 01:04:01,920 --> 01:04:05,240 Speaker 4: So I appreciate this today. It was real and enlightening 1332 01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:06,439 Speaker 4: and scary. 1333 01:04:07,640 --> 01:04:07,960 Speaker 5: In the world. 1334 01:04:08,040 --> 01:04:08,960 Speaker 4: So I appreciate what you're doing. 1335 01:04:09,040 --> 01:04:11,720 Speaker 1: Because you were doing a ship. They wouldn't like, oh 1336 01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:15,720 Speaker 1: here it is Assholen ship. They were. It was for sure, 1337 01:04:15,720 --> 01:04:16,280 Speaker 1: it was different. 1338 01:04:16,320 --> 01:04:18,240 Speaker 4: They know you had the which is really cool to 1339 01:04:18,240 --> 01:04:21,440 Speaker 4: see man, because I was not expecting. 1340 01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:22,960 Speaker 2: But Doug, you know, also he is back. 1341 01:04:23,080 --> 01:04:26,600 Speaker 3: I mean the people that these folks have hurt as well. 1342 01:04:26,840 --> 01:04:29,160 Speaker 3: I mean, this is not about being soft on crime. 1343 01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:32,200 Speaker 3: This is not about absolving any responsibility. 1344 01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:33,120 Speaker 2: Quite the contrary. 1345 01:04:33,720 --> 01:04:35,640 Speaker 3: People make a mistake, they have to not only live 1346 01:04:35,720 --> 01:04:37,640 Speaker 3: with that, they have to pay the price for the 1347 01:04:37,680 --> 01:04:40,800 Speaker 3: mistake they made. But again the reality is tens of 1348 01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:43,520 Speaker 3: thousands of people are released every single year back into 1349 01:04:43,560 --> 01:04:46,160 Speaker 3: your neighborhood. Do you want them to come back angry, 1350 01:04:46,600 --> 01:04:49,840 Speaker 3: with a chip on their shoulder, less productive and constructive, 1351 01:04:49,880 --> 01:04:52,440 Speaker 3: more likely to commit a crime again, or take the 1352 01:04:52,560 --> 01:04:56,200 Speaker 3: time to humanize and address the underlying reasons why they're 1353 01:04:56,200 --> 01:04:59,160 Speaker 3: so broken in the first place. And that's the approach 1354 01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:01,400 Speaker 3: the war and sane and that's what this California model 1355 01:05:01,440 --> 01:05:01,720 Speaker 3: is about. 1356 01:05:01,920 --> 01:05:04,720 Speaker 4: Twenty thirty people I met today are more compassionate at 1357 01:05:04,840 --> 01:05:06,880 Speaker 4: a deeper heart than a lot of people I see 1358 01:05:06,880 --> 01:05:10,439 Speaker 4: every day walking the streets going to stores at the DM. 1359 01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:14,720 Speaker 4: I mean, it is real, these guys. It's they got it. 1360 01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:17,280 Speaker 4: And what you're doing ward works work. 1361 01:05:17,360 --> 01:05:17,760 Speaker 2: And what's so? 1362 01:05:18,080 --> 01:05:21,400 Speaker 3: I think you hear you've lived it in all the 1363 01:05:21,440 --> 01:05:23,520 Speaker 3: work you've done. But I keep experience every time I 1364 01:05:23,600 --> 01:05:27,040 Speaker 3: come back. The folks have said t X number of 1365 01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,880 Speaker 3: years ago. I had no hope, and so I acted accordingly. 1366 01:05:31,360 --> 01:05:33,440 Speaker 3: I didn't give a damn about myself, I didn't give 1367 01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:35,880 Speaker 3: a damn about my cellmate, I didn't give a damn. 1368 01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:36,960 Speaker 2: About the warden of the guards. 1369 01:05:37,240 --> 01:05:39,640 Speaker 3: And all of a sudden, you guys started giving us hope. 1370 01:05:39,680 --> 01:05:40,120 Speaker 1: That if we. 1371 01:05:40,320 --> 01:05:43,840 Speaker 3: Program, we do the right thing, if we're more empathetic, 1372 01:05:43,920 --> 01:05:47,560 Speaker 3: if we address the issues of the violence we did 1373 01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:50,640 Speaker 3: outside these gates, and then maybe we have a chance 1374 01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:51,760 Speaker 3: to get the hell out of here. 1375 01:05:52,600 --> 01:05:56,480 Speaker 2: And that mindset is pretty powerful, and I hope it's 1376 01:05:56,560 --> 01:05:57,560 Speaker 2: it's paying dividends for. 1377 01:05:58,040 --> 01:06:02,000 Speaker 3: All the extraordinary staff that you have and and the 1378 01:06:02,040 --> 01:06:04,240 Speaker 3: hard work these guards do every single day. And I 1379 01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:06,120 Speaker 3: made this point about the California We don't want to 1380 01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:08,200 Speaker 3: do this to the guards. We want to do it 1381 01:06:08,280 --> 01:06:09,720 Speaker 3: with the guards, but nor do we want to do 1382 01:06:09,800 --> 01:06:12,600 Speaker 3: it to the inmates. We want to get there there 1383 01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:16,160 Speaker 3: they're incarcerated. We want to get their council advice. And 1384 01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:19,520 Speaker 3: you've created these advisory committees that are inclusive not only 1385 01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:21,320 Speaker 3: people on the inside, but on the outside that have 1386 01:06:21,440 --> 01:06:25,000 Speaker 3: real experience, lived experience here at said Quentin. 1387 01:06:25,400 --> 01:06:27,320 Speaker 6: Yeah, I think that hope is safety for all of us. 1388 01:06:27,440 --> 01:06:29,240 Speaker 6: We walk in here and you feel the vibe. The 1389 01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:31,200 Speaker 6: vibe is kind of different. Right any given day you 1390 01:06:31,200 --> 01:06:33,240 Speaker 6: can walk in here, here a band playing, see a 1391 01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:35,720 Speaker 6: softball game going down. You know, we walked and talked 1392 01:06:35,720 --> 01:06:37,600 Speaker 6: and shook hands with a bunch of people that live 1393 01:06:37,640 --> 01:06:40,960 Speaker 6: and work here, right, and it wasn't this depressing feeling, right, 1394 01:06:41,200 --> 01:06:42,680 Speaker 6: So we're trying to make the best of what we got, 1395 01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:45,000 Speaker 6: but we got a lot more more to do as well. 1396 01:06:45,360 --> 01:06:45,440 Speaker 11: Well. 1397 01:06:45,440 --> 01:06:46,400 Speaker 1: I appreciate it, thank you. 1398 01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:47,680 Speaker 6: I appreciate you, guy, it very much. 1399 01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:48,160 Speaker 1: Appreciate it. 1400 01:06:48,240 --> 01:06:51,000 Speaker 2: Thank you, sir, thank you, thank you. Appreciate you. 1401 01:06:51,640 --> 01:06:55,080 Speaker 1: Yes, sir, I'm still trying to figure out how y'all 1402 01:06:55,120 --> 01:07:03,480 Speaker 1: got the bank b