WEBVTT - this episode sucks 0:00:16.079 --> 0:00:18.320 Welcome to and where does the intercom? 0:00:18.320 --> 0:00:26.360 Now introducing Drew the Great I'm happy to be here, 0:00:27.640 --> 0:00:29.800 and now introducing Enya de Monster. 0:00:33.840 --> 0:00:34.720 Am I the Monster. 0:00:34.920 --> 0:00:45.519 Now let's have a good show. Fn'll be like, hey, guys, alcome, welcome, Welcome, Welcome. 0:00:45.760 --> 0:00:49.120 It's nighttime. We don't do this at night very often, 0:00:49.200 --> 0:00:52.159 and when we do, let's just say, things get a 0:00:52.200 --> 0:00:53.000 little freaking. 0:00:53.120 --> 0:00:55.840 It's a little comfortable in here, you know. It's like 0:00:56.360 --> 0:01:02.800 it's like, yeah, so true. I love you, I love you. 0:01:03.560 --> 0:01:07.160 I want to start this episode out. I want to 0:01:07.200 --> 0:01:13.680 start this episode out by saying, if it wasn't for Beyonce, 0:01:14.160 --> 0:01:16.119 we would have nothing. And I just want to make 0:01:16.160 --> 0:01:20.440 it very clear. I don't that everything we do is 0:01:20.480 --> 0:01:25.360 for Beyonce. I don't stand with this, and she changed 0:01:25.440 --> 0:01:31.720 our lives and honestly, if we take anything away from her, 0:01:32.920 --> 0:01:34.480 she can just have my spot. 0:01:35.200 --> 0:01:38.399 Oh my god. Yeah, I mean it was a problem 0:01:38.440 --> 0:01:41.399 one time or not. One time. There was talks of 0:01:41.440 --> 0:01:45.160 my remix being nominated for Yeah, it was going to 0:01:45.200 --> 0:01:47.120 get Album of the Year even though it was just 0:01:47.160 --> 0:01:51.520 a single, and I found out through some higher ups 0:01:51.520 --> 0:01:53.040 that that was not going to satisfy. 0:01:53.160 --> 0:01:55.560 Yeah, Beyonce was not fucking happy with it. 0:01:55.560 --> 0:01:57.480 Actually is fucked up. She hasn't got an Album of 0:01:57.480 --> 0:01:59.160 the Year. I'm not kidding. It's like, I know she 0:01:59.160 --> 0:02:00.640 has a lot of Grammys, but come on, how does 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:03.120 she not have Album of the Year. But I think 0:02:03.320 --> 0:02:05.440 the Grammy zero scam. But also when my faves went, 0:02:05.520 --> 0:02:13.880 I'm like, yes, like the dichotomy of what the Grammy 0:02:13.919 --> 0:02:17.400 institution is as disgusting, it's repulsive. But when my girls 0:02:17.400 --> 0:02:20.440 win and I see that picture, I'm happy. 0:02:20.520 --> 0:02:21.080 I'm happy. 0:02:21.240 --> 0:02:22.360 I'm happy like I want. 0:02:22.480 --> 0:02:28.560 I'm happy. Okay, guys, we did the big thing. We 0:02:28.639 --> 0:02:31.280 went to Big sur again. Oh my god, so like 0:02:31.400 --> 0:02:35.400 the tea is is. Enya surprised me with a trip 0:02:35.560 --> 0:02:41.000 to Iceland, but it just wasn't the right time. We 0:02:41.040 --> 0:02:43.160 had work, we just had things to do. It was 0:02:43.200 --> 0:02:44.000 a little chilly. 0:02:44.040 --> 0:02:46.560 It was also I thought that was so bad. It's 0:02:46.600 --> 0:02:50.040 like the dream location for you but also me, but 0:02:50.120 --> 0:02:52.040 specifically for Drew. And I was like, I'm gonna like, 0:02:52.600 --> 0:02:54.440 I'm gonna be so kind, I'm going to just book 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:56.280 the tickets like fuck it, I'm just going to do it. 0:02:56.320 --> 0:02:57.840 And then the more I looked into it, it was like 0:02:58.240 --> 0:03:00.720 it is the most dangerous and a full time to 0:03:00.720 --> 0:03:03.960 go to Iceland at the end of octoberarly the exact 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:06.080 dates I had booked. It was like, this is the 0:03:06.120 --> 0:03:09.079 worst time. You can't really go anywhere. It's snowing, it's raining, 0:03:09.160 --> 0:03:12.360 it's like sleeping, it's awful. It's like there's black eyes everywhere. 0:03:12.360 --> 0:03:14.760 You will probably crash and die, so you'll just stay 0:03:14.760 --> 0:03:18.760 in your hotel the whole time. And I was just like, honestly, wait. 0:03:18.560 --> 0:03:22.080 We should yeah, should we do that? We should? But 0:03:22.360 --> 0:03:24.760 die Yeah. So we were gonna go to Iceland. It 0:03:24.800 --> 0:03:26.600 was gonna be a movie, it was gonna be a vibe. 0:03:26.760 --> 0:03:30.520 We're gonna record a couple episodes out there, but it 0:03:30.639 --> 0:03:33.320 just wasn't the time. It was two Chili vibes. So 0:03:34.360 --> 0:03:35.000 instead it. 0:03:35.080 --> 0:03:36.400 Was two Chili Vibes. 0:03:36.600 --> 0:03:42.200 Instead, we decided to just take a weekend up in 0:03:42.360 --> 0:03:48.360 Big sir And and it was before we get into 0:03:48.560 --> 0:03:52.800 how hellish it was. The entire trip as a whole 0:03:53.400 --> 0:03:55.640 was literally one of the greatest vacations I've ever been 0:03:55.640 --> 0:03:58.440 on in my entire life. Like once we were in it, 0:03:58.440 --> 0:04:02.600 it was iconic, Like I got some pictures of myself 0:04:02.640 --> 0:04:09.000 and India and Josiah that like literally people like travel 0:04:09.040 --> 0:04:12.240 across the world and wait, hundreds and hundreds of years or. 0:04:14.040 --> 0:04:16.839 Motherfucker that got his first like real nice camera and 0:04:16.839 --> 0:04:20.560 he's like, yeah, it took that. Well, No, you're like 0:04:20.680 --> 0:04:23.520 one step away from adding the like putting the. 0:04:23.520 --> 0:04:26.960 Camera shot on thirty five, No, putting the. 0:04:26.920 --> 0:04:29.840 Camera emoji in other people's comments like tag me. 0:04:30.000 --> 0:04:32.480 No, you have to admit, Like, the pictures I got 0:04:32.520 --> 0:04:38.640 were pretty good. They ate down, but the drive up there, 0:04:38.960 --> 0:04:41.520 I'm not kidding, it made me want to pull my 0:04:41.640 --> 0:04:44.600 intestines out of my fucking ass and hang myself with 0:04:44.640 --> 0:04:47.279 my small intestine. And he's like, oh my god, it 0:04:47.320 --> 0:04:48.080 was horrible. 0:04:48.360 --> 0:04:50.280 At least it would it would hold you up because 0:04:50.279 --> 0:04:51.400 it's so full of poops. 0:04:51.520 --> 0:04:54.799 Exactly. Yeah, I'm very consipated right now. It is weird, 0:04:54.880 --> 0:04:58.000 say this is not a movie. Well, I was like, 0:04:58.320 --> 0:05:00.520 let's leave earlier in the days so we can have 0:05:00.560 --> 0:05:03.680 a night there to chill and vibe out. Well, that 0:05:03.760 --> 0:05:08.559 didn't work out, and so we left at like nine 0:05:08.640 --> 0:05:11.119 pm and it's a six hour drive up. We should 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:13.320 have just fucking flew, but it's a six hour drive up. 0:05:15.000 --> 0:05:18.919 And the closer we got, the more we were like wait, 0:05:19.600 --> 0:05:22.919 we're going like up and around like this is insane. 0:05:22.600 --> 0:05:24.960 Which that happened last time, but it was right after 0:05:25.120 --> 0:05:28.680 the landslide on the PCH. And then this time I 0:05:28.760 --> 0:05:31.960 had used Apple Maps, which I don't fuck with Apple Maps. 0:05:32.120 --> 0:05:34.040 I love Apple Apple all the way. 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:38.920 And Apple Maps randomly started being like there's no roads, 0:05:39.480 --> 0:05:42.080 like we can't give you any any directions up here, 0:05:42.080 --> 0:05:45.800 and I was like, okay, that's funny, Like that's weird. 0:05:46.480 --> 0:05:48.800 I'll just use Google. And then I started to use 0:05:48.839 --> 0:05:51.120 Google and it was telling us we could go. But 0:05:51.160 --> 0:05:54.080 then the Apple thing really started getting in my freaking head. 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:56.720 And on the drive up, I was like, what is this? 0:05:56.880 --> 0:06:00.400 Something is seriously off, like something the East. 0:06:00.880 --> 0:06:02.880 I don't know what it's like, which is in the 0:06:02.960 --> 0:06:07.479 east the storms a bruin. It's like rone. No people 0:06:07.520 --> 0:06:09.600 on TikTok use it for the fucking hurricanes. 0:06:09.880 --> 0:06:13.520 Oh oh oh, it's like winds in the east. The 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:15.240 funk What is the one that I like? 0:06:22.040 --> 0:06:24.599 I need that audio? And then fun, what's the other one? 0:06:24.720 --> 0:06:30.840 The stuck in fullsome prison like that one, the Johnny Cash. 0:06:30.880 --> 0:06:34.120 It's like just look up fullsome prison, like. 0:06:35.040 --> 0:06:38.000 When you look up Johnny Cash, it's Johnny Cash Hurricanes. 0:06:38.240 --> 0:06:48.599 Yeah, this one. Yeah, it's rolling around the bin like 0:06:48.800 --> 0:06:52.880 that fucking song. It's canceled. It's over. Also, I decided 0:06:53.520 --> 0:06:59.560 what I'm starting to do is when I call someone 0:07:00.880 --> 0:07:04.440 and they don't answer my phone, or I text someone 0:07:04.600 --> 0:07:08.159 and they don't answer my text back for days, they're canceled. 0:07:08.200 --> 0:07:11.880 I'm canceling them. I've canceled like most of my friends, 0:07:11.960 --> 0:07:13.680 they're all over what's crazy is? 0:07:13.720 --> 0:07:16.040 I know there's at least three times on the podcast 0:07:16.080 --> 0:07:18.040 where we've been like I hate when people just get 0:07:18.080 --> 0:07:19.720 mad when I don't text back, like it's not that 0:07:19.760 --> 0:07:20.880 big of a deal. 0:07:20.800 --> 0:07:24.320 Like, but it's different, Like it is really different because 0:07:24.360 --> 0:07:28.920 I am mentally ill and like very unstable constantly and honestly, 0:07:29.600 --> 0:07:35.480 like recently, I've been destabilized very heavily. 0:07:36.200 --> 0:07:38.560 By fluid and stabilized. 0:07:38.640 --> 0:07:41.720 Yeah, exactly, the stabilizer. We didn't even finish this first 0:07:41.960 --> 0:07:43.880 Oh sorry, No, that was my bad. 0:07:44.760 --> 0:07:46.800 Yea, it is your fall. And when I think about it, 0:07:46.840 --> 0:07:48.640 a lot of it was bad. It was. 0:07:51.120 --> 0:07:51.480 A lot of. 0:07:53.320 --> 0:07:54.560 A lot of things happened for me. 0:07:55.360 --> 0:08:00.760 Bring their fu potions. Yeah, but so we're we're like, 0:08:00.800 --> 0:08:03.560 oh fuck, Like it's saying no roads. But I'm just 0:08:03.600 --> 0:08:05.720 like let's just like thuck it out. We'll like get 0:08:05.840 --> 0:08:09.280 up there and like whatever happens happens. We'll cross the 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:12.080 bridge when we get there. Well, we pull up and 0:08:12.120 --> 0:08:14.920 I'm driving down this road. It's the only road into 0:08:14.960 --> 0:08:19.320 Big Surf from the north, and it's like road closed, 0:08:19.640 --> 0:08:22.400 do not enter past ten pm. It's like two am 0:08:22.440 --> 0:08:23.160 at this point. 0:08:23.280 --> 0:08:25.440 And then it's like all these signs being like ten 0:08:25.520 --> 0:08:27.520 pm to six am it's closed. 0:08:27.120 --> 0:08:29.160 And I keep driving because I'm like, well, they can't 0:08:29.200 --> 0:08:31.400 just not let me go to my house, like I 0:08:31.480 --> 0:08:33.520 live up there, Like let me in. 0:08:33.840 --> 0:08:35.320 It was like when we get there, tell them we 0:08:35.360 --> 0:08:35.840 live there. 0:08:36.200 --> 0:08:38.800 Yeah, well, because like no, that's literally like the te 0:08:39.679 --> 0:08:41.679 that is that is a thing. And then we keep 0:08:41.720 --> 0:08:44.400 driving and we drive twenty six miles like ignoring these 0:08:44.440 --> 0:08:46.960 signs or twenty six minutes, ignoring all these signs saying 0:08:46.960 --> 0:08:49.840 do not go, and we pull up and the fucking 0:08:50.400 --> 0:08:55.720 road is closed from ten pm to six am. Mind 0:08:55.760 --> 0:08:57.520 you it's four I mean. 0:08:58.320 --> 0:09:00.560 It's like two thirty. And we were like no, like 0:09:01.200 --> 0:09:03.840 I bet they finished work early, Like maybe they'll just 0:09:03.920 --> 0:09:05.480 let us pass. We go up there, and we asked 0:09:05.480 --> 0:09:07.280 the guy First of all, the guy looks high as fuck. 0:09:07.400 --> 0:09:08.400 He was stoned out of it. 0:09:08.559 --> 0:09:10.720 He was like so high, and honestly, God blessed because 0:09:10.720 --> 0:09:12.880 if I was bored as fuck working on the side 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:15.760 of the PCH, I would get high too. But he 0:09:15.960 --> 0:09:19.760 was like, no, you can't come. And we contemplated staying 0:09:19.800 --> 0:09:21.840 at an inn, but it just felt so stupid because 0:09:21.840 --> 0:09:24.120 we had paid for the airbnb that night, and we 0:09:24.120 --> 0:09:25.560 were like, what are we gonna do. Go pay for 0:09:25.600 --> 0:09:28.440 a room and a fucking in and all squeeze into bed, yeah, 0:09:28.480 --> 0:09:30.560 and be there for like two fucking hours. 0:09:30.600 --> 0:09:33.400 It's like Mono ray in, so it's gonna be two 0:09:33.440 --> 0:09:36.959 thousand dollars a night, like, and it's also was for 0:09:37.000 --> 0:09:38.280 four hours, yeah, and it. 0:09:38.320 --> 0:09:40.040 Was literally like by the time we would have gone 0:09:40.080 --> 0:09:43.120 there would have been like three am, three thirty. So 0:09:43.640 --> 0:09:46.400 we were like, let's just sleep in the car. 0:09:46.600 --> 0:09:49.440 Like we just literally pulled off on this side of 0:09:49.480 --> 0:09:52.200 the PCH and slept in the car for four hours. 0:09:52.240 --> 0:09:55.160 And the only person that slept was in you, Like, 0:09:55.280 --> 0:09:59.280 I got like an hour max of sleep, no one 0:09:59.280 --> 0:10:04.480 else fucking and we woke up at I woke up 0:10:04.520 --> 0:10:07.160 at five point fifty eight on the dot and I 0:10:07.240 --> 0:10:07.520 was like. 0:10:07.520 --> 0:10:09.959 Oh, okaybe because like a bunch of cars started speeding. 0:10:10.200 --> 0:10:12.520 Yeah, every single car in the world started driving by, 0:10:12.600 --> 0:10:14.280 and I was just like, okay, guys, it's time to go. 0:10:14.440 --> 0:10:17.520 Like so I just like in like a sleep day, 0:10:17.760 --> 0:10:20.240 like sleep deprived days, like put the car in drive 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:21.640 and was like, all right, guys, we're leaving, and in 0:10:21.760 --> 0:10:24.040 youa like woke up for half a second and was like, no, 0:10:24.120 --> 0:10:26.440 we should just sleep here till like eight at least, 0:10:26.480 --> 0:10:28.720 like we should just sleep in like and I was like, Inya, 0:10:28.800 --> 0:10:30.800 we have a house with beds that we can go 0:10:30.880 --> 0:10:33.320 sleep in, like we should go do that, and she 0:10:33.480 --> 0:10:35.319 was like no, no, like let's sleep and I was 0:10:35.360 --> 0:10:37.960 just like no, I'm literally going like you're not. You'll 0:10:38.000 --> 0:10:39.840 sleep in the car there because we got an hour 0:10:39.880 --> 0:10:40.640 of a drive left. 0:10:40.800 --> 0:10:44.040 It was like two things. One like it's don't talk 0:10:44.080 --> 0:10:46.040 to me before my sleep, Like don't talk to me 0:10:46.040 --> 0:10:48.199 before my coffee. That's me with my sleep. Don't talk 0:10:48.240 --> 0:10:49.679 to me when I'm sleeping. 0:10:49.360 --> 0:10:52.000 Like I don't talk to Enya unless she's had fifteen 0:10:52.040 --> 0:10:52.880 hours of sleep. 0:10:53.280 --> 0:10:56.079 And I just did. I like felt like I had 0:10:56.240 --> 0:11:00.240 entered rem sleep and then it felt like I hate 0:11:00.440 --> 0:11:02.680 saying this, but like it genuinely felt like the only 0:11:02.720 --> 0:11:04.680 parts of my brain that were awake was the part 0:11:04.720 --> 0:11:07.319 that wanted to sleep, and then the part that still 0:11:07.400 --> 0:11:10.680 somehow like my OCD was activated. I'm not kidding. Part 0:11:10.679 --> 0:11:12.280 of the reason I wanted to stay there is because 0:11:12.280 --> 0:11:13.960 I was convinced we were gonna crash and die at 0:11:14.040 --> 0:11:16.280 sleeping uh driving at that time, and I was like 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:19.319 genuinely convinced. I was like, I was like, I feel 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:21.079 it deep in my gut that we shouldn't be going. 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:23.320 But I always do that when I think I have 0:11:23.320 --> 0:11:25.040 a gut feeling, but really it's because I don't want 0:11:25.040 --> 0:11:26.600 to do something. But then I tell myself it's a 0:11:26.600 --> 0:11:28.880 gut feeling because if I do the thing, I'm gonna die. 0:11:28.920 --> 0:11:31.600 But really I'm just like lazier, sleepy or bored or 0:11:31.640 --> 0:11:34.920 like whatever. But I do the same thing with like flights. 0:11:34.960 --> 0:11:36.760 I'll be like, oh, this flight is gonna crash because 0:11:36.800 --> 0:11:38.319 I really don't want to leave. Bit you don't want 0:11:38.320 --> 0:11:40.319 to leave because you're with your fucking family or word to. 0:11:40.240 --> 0:11:44.000 Hermit, Yeah, we're like so hermited. Well, anyways, I just 0:11:44.120 --> 0:11:46.160 drive the rest of the way. 0:11:46.200 --> 0:11:47.920 And and it took us an hour. 0:11:48.160 --> 0:11:50.920 It took us. It took us an hour to get 0:11:50.920 --> 0:11:53.680 to Big sur and then we went up and down 0:11:53.720 --> 0:11:57.920 the fucking road in Big Surf for literally forty five minutes, 0:11:57.960 --> 0:12:01.000 like I'm not exaggerating, like so like by the time 0:12:01.480 --> 0:12:04.960 we got to our airbnb, we had been on the 0:12:05.040 --> 0:12:07.680 road for fourteen hours, it was, and it's a six 0:12:07.760 --> 0:12:10.280 hour drive, and it was fucking horrible because it was 0:12:10.360 --> 0:12:12.080 so foggy. It was gorgeous, like don't you. 0:12:12.200 --> 0:12:14.559 Yeah, we got like I got some of the best. 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:18.400 Oh magical, like the fucking like fog rolling in over 0:12:18.440 --> 0:12:18.920 the highlight. 0:12:19.160 --> 0:12:21.640 It was like all cows because the airbnb we go 0:12:21.720 --> 0:12:24.840 to in Bigsur is this really secluded cabin and the 0:12:24.960 --> 0:12:27.800 address for it isn't a real address. It's literally off 0:12:27.800 --> 0:12:30.400 the pch and you have to follow these weird directions. 0:12:30.520 --> 0:12:32.000 But we were coming from the other side of the 0:12:32.000 --> 0:12:33.800 mountain and we couldn't figure it out. And also we 0:12:33.800 --> 0:12:36.760 were all running on like two hours of fucking sleep, 0:12:36.840 --> 0:12:39.760 drew barely any sleep, like we were all just so cash. 0:12:39.800 --> 0:12:41.839 It took us so long to find it, but God, 0:12:41.880 --> 0:12:42.720 when we did. 0:12:42.800 --> 0:12:47.079 God blessed us. No, y'all, like real, real happen, like 0:12:47.160 --> 0:12:49.800 we are so blessed, Like we're blessed to be like 0:12:49.880 --> 0:12:53.880 waking up another day to breathe and sing with God's creations. 0:12:53.920 --> 0:12:55.920 Like I'm talking to y'all, by the way, Like when 0:12:55.920 --> 0:12:58.480 you wake up in the morning, really start like focusing 0:12:58.559 --> 0:13:00.440 on how how blessed you are to be able to 0:13:00.480 --> 0:13:02.520 open your eyes, like because not a lot. 0:13:02.400 --> 0:13:03.720 Of people get this this morning. 0:13:03.800 --> 0:13:05.520 Yeah, in my eyes. And that's why they call it 0:13:05.559 --> 0:13:07.520 the present because it's a present. 0:13:09.280 --> 0:13:11.360 Yeah, don't look me in my eyes. 0:13:11.559 --> 0:13:13.640 Yeah, it's no. 0:13:13.760 --> 0:13:16.480 Literally, I'm not kidding. I would do anything to go 0:13:16.559 --> 0:13:20.000 back there, like we were being in nature. I was like, 0:13:20.080 --> 0:13:23.600 this is this is where we're supposed to be. Yeah, 0:13:23.640 --> 0:13:26.160 like I I I am not a part of I'm 0:13:26.200 --> 0:13:29.040 not a part of your worldly wants and exactly I 0:13:29.080 --> 0:13:32.280 am literally like I am not worldly this all of this. 0:13:32.880 --> 0:13:34.880 I'm starting to feel like it's too worldly. 0:13:35.520 --> 0:13:38.400 Giving is giving? We need a creek, Like, yeah, I 0:13:38.440 --> 0:13:40.080 need a creek in my back. I don't need an 0:13:40.120 --> 0:13:43.079 iPhone or a mirror. I need a creek with big 0:13:43.160 --> 0:13:44.079 rocks to climb. 0:13:44.440 --> 0:13:49.880 Oh my god, it was so fucking fun, Like it's 0:13:49.880 --> 0:13:51.640 gonna make me kill myself. Because I don't have it 0:13:51.679 --> 0:13:52.400 in my backyard. 0:13:52.640 --> 0:13:55.520 Oh but coming soon, y'all, like coming very soon in 0:13:55.600 --> 0:13:58.640 his death, because we will never obtain that type of wealth. 0:13:59.120 --> 0:14:00.480 I know. That's all I was again, it was like, 0:14:00.559 --> 0:14:03.040 damn to have something like this in your position. You 0:14:03.080 --> 0:14:05.240 either have to have like it has to be passed 0:14:05.240 --> 0:14:07.800 to you in a generation, or you just have to 0:14:07.800 --> 0:14:10.320 be extremely wealthy, or you buy. 0:14:10.080 --> 0:14:12.520 It when it was two thousand dollars. You know what's 0:14:12.600 --> 0:14:17.040 crazy is like there are no places left in America 0:14:17.280 --> 0:14:19.120 that you can pull up and be like okay, like 0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:22.480 the land's really cheap. No one's out here, it's not developed, 0:14:22.680 --> 0:14:24.240 like I just want to live out here in the 0:14:24.280 --> 0:14:27.360 middle of nowhere and like whatever. And then slowly over 0:14:27.440 --> 0:14:31.040 time it develops and gets more like populated, and then 0:14:31.320 --> 0:14:35.720 by the end of like the decade, it's worth like 0:14:36.440 --> 0:14:39.000 two hundred thousand dollars, and then by the twenty years later, 0:14:39.040 --> 0:14:41.600 it's worth two million dollars. Like it's so annoying. 0:14:41.720 --> 0:14:45.000 Wait, that's not true though, because Josie bought the Blue 0:14:45.000 --> 0:14:47.960 Tiger Club when it was oh. 0:14:47.120 --> 0:14:53.440 Oh yeah, yeah, them Mingo Club, the Pink Flamingo Clubs. 0:14:53.240 --> 0:14:56.280 Pink Flamingo Club, become a thing. May that up? 0:14:57.080 --> 0:15:01.160 Pink and Green spider Club, green needle. 0:15:01.160 --> 0:15:04.080 Green needle. I think I'm gonna buy a school bus. 0:15:04.240 --> 0:15:04.840 That's kind of. 0:15:07.360 --> 0:15:09.800 Like, actually, I'm not. I'm not fucking playing, like, quit 0:15:09.880 --> 0:15:13.760 throwing things because it's actually getting scary. It's like really, actually. 0:15:13.440 --> 0:15:14.920 Wait, what we were talking about the other day that 0:15:14.960 --> 0:15:16.600 we were saying we're gonna start hitting each other. 0:15:17.000 --> 0:15:20.520 Yeah, oh yeah, we're saying we would hit the fuck 0:15:20.560 --> 0:15:21.640 out of each other if we dated. 0:15:21.680 --> 0:15:23.360 Oh yeah, if we dated, we would hit each other. 0:15:23.400 --> 0:15:24.880 But I was saying the other day, like I think 0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:28.480 I'm gonna start hitting Drew. Yeah, casually, like wake him 0:15:28.560 --> 0:15:29.920 up with a slat. But the problem is you wake 0:15:30.000 --> 0:15:32.000 up at like six am, so I'd never be Oh, 0:15:32.040 --> 0:15:33.760 I could wake you up from your naps with a hit. 0:15:34.000 --> 0:15:37.200 Yeah, but I really haven't been napping recently, have you noticed? Yeah, 0:15:37.240 --> 0:15:41.520 like I'm been trying that. I've been noticing that, right, 0:15:41.880 --> 0:15:46.560 I've been noticing that. But yeah, that's the big sur 0:15:46.640 --> 0:15:47.600 trip is gorgeous. 0:15:47.920 --> 0:15:53.280 It was so awesome. And coming back to this apartment. No, 0:15:53.520 --> 0:15:56.400 everything is too worldly. Everything is too worldly. Until I'm 0:15:56.440 --> 0:15:57.920 high as fuck on my iPhone in the middle of 0:15:57.920 --> 0:15:59.920 the night and then it's just as worldly. 0:15:59.560 --> 0:16:04.040 As you know. What I'm realizing is like the spiders 0:16:04.160 --> 0:16:07.360 and bugs and big sir, like it's a they're a 0:16:07.360 --> 0:16:08.800 different vibeir. 0:16:08.920 --> 0:16:11.640 Could they bit me the fuck up? They literally attacked me. 0:16:11.720 --> 0:16:13.240 They're like real spiders out. 0:16:13.080 --> 0:16:15.160 There, I'm saying, Like the spiders in our house are 0:16:15.160 --> 0:16:18.760 like fucking freeloaders, their bunk as fuck, like I hate 0:16:18.800 --> 0:16:21.520 all of them, like, get the fuck out of my bed, 0:16:21.840 --> 0:16:24.760 Not to mention the fucking termites and shit, like, No, 0:16:24.840 --> 0:16:28.760 it's the bugs here, like they they take take, take, take, take, 0:16:28.840 --> 0:16:31.320 and they never give. They except for that one, that 0:16:31.360 --> 0:16:34.160 one that one eats all of our fucking fruit flies, 0:16:34.200 --> 0:16:37.280 like that one's iconic. But the bugs and big sirt 0:16:37.440 --> 0:16:40.160 like we're intruding on their land. It's like it's like 0:16:40.200 --> 0:16:42.360 if I went out there and squashed a spider, that 0:16:42.400 --> 0:16:44.880 would be like me going into the ocean and beheading 0:16:44.920 --> 0:16:45.240 a shark. 0:16:45.280 --> 0:16:48.320 Because I hate as I am somebody who I will 0:16:48.320 --> 0:16:50.520 literally kill any bug. I don't give a fuck about that. 0:16:50.560 --> 0:16:52.920 Your only crime was being small, No, your crime was 0:16:52.960 --> 0:16:54.960 being mad, fucking annoying, And you're gonna bite me because 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:56.640 you're a bitch. I don't give a fuck about bugs 0:16:56.640 --> 0:16:59.400 like that. But when we were in the creek, anytime 0:16:59.440 --> 0:17:03.040 there was with the spider on it, usually I would 0:17:03.360 --> 0:17:06.320 have just fucking grabbed the water we and like got 0:17:06.320 --> 0:17:07.879 it off the wall and hung out in there. But 0:17:07.920 --> 0:17:10.240 I genuinely did respect their say. I was like, honestly, 0:17:10.320 --> 0:17:12.399 I'm in your house right now. It's like when you 0:17:12.400 --> 0:17:13.800 go to a friend's house and a lot of y'all 0:17:13.800 --> 0:17:16.120 don't do this because you weren't raised with fucking manners. 0:17:16.359 --> 0:17:17.640 But it's like when you go to a friend's house 0:17:17.640 --> 0:17:19.240 and you like use their cups and stuff, and you're 0:17:19.240 --> 0:17:20.879 supposed to wash them or at least put them in 0:17:20.880 --> 0:17:21.840 the sink before you leave. 0:17:24.320 --> 0:17:26.720 A lot of people, a lot of people don't do that. 0:17:26.800 --> 0:17:28.720 A lot of people don't wash their cup out and 0:17:28.760 --> 0:17:30.439 put it back in the cupboard when they're done, or 0:17:30.440 --> 0:17:32.679 in the washing machine, or just simply put it in 0:17:32.720 --> 0:17:35.840 the sink. A lot of people and that is just 0:17:36.040 --> 0:17:39.159 proof that you're a bad person. Yeah, you're evil, So 0:17:39.200 --> 0:17:39.960 start doing that. 0:17:40.280 --> 0:17:42.280 And if you're sitting here thinking like, oh my god, 0:17:42.320 --> 0:17:44.080 I just got home from my friend's house and I 0:17:44.119 --> 0:17:46.080 didn't put the cups away, that makes me so anxious. 0:17:46.080 --> 0:17:48.040 I wonder if my friend feels weird about it but 0:17:48.160 --> 0:17:49.879 just never says anything. Your friend does think that, and 0:17:49.920 --> 0:17:51.560 your friend thinks you're evil. Yeah, you're not going to 0:17:51.840 --> 0:17:52.480 you back over. 0:17:52.680 --> 0:17:54.400 Yeah. Also, oh we should. 0:17:54.119 --> 0:17:57.080 Just literally for the rest of the episodes just leave 0:17:57.119 --> 0:17:58.800 in things like that, like anxiety and. 0:17:58.760 --> 0:18:02.119 Doing I was literally about to go in like literally. Also, 0:18:02.280 --> 0:18:05.280 like I know you're probably laying in bed at night, 0:18:05.440 --> 0:18:08.680 like thinking about like something embarrassing you did in your past, 0:18:08.760 --> 0:18:12.439 or something like like that you cringe at, or like 0:18:12.520 --> 0:18:15.440 a behavior you had that like, yeah, you feel weird 0:18:15.480 --> 0:18:17.800 about and like you're like, do those people think about that? 0:18:17.880 --> 0:18:19.600 Yeah, you're feeling regretful and shameful. 0:18:19.600 --> 0:18:23.360 And it's for a reasons. Ever, everybody remembers. Everybody remembers 0:18:23.440 --> 0:18:27.200 every embarrassing moment that you've had around them, and they 0:18:27.240 --> 0:18:29.120 hold it against me, they hold it against you. It's 0:18:29.200 --> 0:18:31.960 it's like subconsciously deep in their head that like, oh, yeah, 0:18:32.000 --> 0:18:34.480 you're the piss girl, Like you pissed your Yeah, pissed 0:18:34.480 --> 0:18:36.400 your pants, like in front of everybody in fourth grade. 0:18:36.560 --> 0:18:38.520 Gives a fuck if it was because you sneezed and 0:18:38.560 --> 0:18:40.439 you are on your period, so you like kind of 0:18:40.520 --> 0:18:42.359 leaps like, no, that's still fucking disgusting. 0:18:42.440 --> 0:18:43.040 Yeah, you're weird. 0:18:43.119 --> 0:18:45.720 Everybody knows it, And honestly, for a long time, nobody 0:18:45.800 --> 0:18:47.399 was even gonna tell you had a stain on your 0:18:47.440 --> 0:18:49.440 butt from your period. But you got it on the 0:18:49.480 --> 0:18:50.960 fucking bed like a nasty bit. 0:18:50.920 --> 0:18:53.119 And by the time, like you got home from school 0:18:53.119 --> 0:18:55.560 after riding the bus, it had already browned it, the 0:18:55.600 --> 0:18:57.440 blood had already oxidized a little bit. 0:18:57.640 --> 0:18:59.560 I have I told you about in high school there 0:18:59.600 --> 0:19:01.720 was this girl who was hell a homophobic for no 0:19:01.800 --> 0:19:02.879 fucking reason, and. 0:19:02.800 --> 0:19:05.119 She was whatever she wanted to be, a nurse, whatever 0:19:05.160 --> 0:19:07.240 you're about to say, she deserved all of it. 0:19:07.440 --> 0:19:09.840 Well, she started her period in class and we had 0:19:09.920 --> 0:19:13.320 just gone to another fucking argument about whether gay people 0:19:13.359 --> 0:19:14.920 should be able to adopt, And I was like, but 0:19:15.080 --> 0:19:17.240