1 00:00:02,240 --> 00:00:05,040 Speaker 1: What's up this lip service? I'm Antila yee, he's going on. 2 00:00:05,040 --> 00:00:09,799 Speaker 1: Everybody name is Buddha money Long all right, so this 3 00:00:09,880 --> 00:00:12,480 Speaker 1: is money Longs first time Buddha was a guest on 4 00:00:12,560 --> 00:00:18,160 Speaker 1: here before with the Dominatrix. Yes, he got faked on 5 00:00:18,200 --> 00:00:22,119 Speaker 1: the show. He always many like flogged. Didn't you enjoy it? 6 00:00:22,320 --> 00:00:24,800 Speaker 1: Or it was fun? It was cool? It's different, it 7 00:00:24,880 --> 00:00:28,720 Speaker 1: was entertaining. Yeah, I wouldn't try it again, though, I 8 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:31,120 Speaker 1: don't know. I don't think so we called them in 9 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:34,519 Speaker 1: here spontaneously and called me off. God and Jason Lee 10 00:00:34,840 --> 00:00:37,199 Speaker 1: is here back again. It's been a minute. You have fun. 11 00:00:37,280 --> 00:00:39,040 Speaker 1: Last time I was here with my name is t 12 00:00:39,880 --> 00:00:41,480 Speaker 1: and that was your people. Y'all was in the same 13 00:00:41,479 --> 00:00:43,279 Speaker 1: building and everything. Yeah, we all live in the same 14 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:46,080 Speaker 1: build anymore. I actually ran to it the other day 15 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:50,040 Speaker 1: in my studio building. Okay, yeah, Well, since we just 16 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:52,280 Speaker 1: talked about you getting flogged, do y'all ever do any 17 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:56,040 Speaker 1: of that? Like, have you ever been lightly spanked or anything? 18 00:00:56,120 --> 00:00:58,560 Speaker 1: I know, money Long and not with toys? Okay, with 19 00:00:58,640 --> 00:01:02,960 Speaker 1: a hand like that, it's nice like a hard or 20 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:06,600 Speaker 1: you like it soft? Well, I don't know if I do. 21 00:01:06,640 --> 00:01:11,360 Speaker 1: I have permission to my husband is here, we assume 22 00:01:11,360 --> 00:01:14,000 Speaker 1: it's him doing it. Yeah, you know, something to fans, 23 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:17,200 Speaker 1: but definitely like you're gonna hit me, do it okay, 24 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:20,679 Speaker 1: because sometimes I'm like, get you too already you'd be like, okay, 25 00:01:21,200 --> 00:01:22,840 Speaker 1: you know that's part of it. It's a surprise. You 26 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:26,240 Speaker 1: don't know what's coming, be like, yeah, I'm not into 27 00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:29,240 Speaker 1: doing ship that. Um, I was traumatized with as a kid. 28 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:30,720 Speaker 1: You know, I was a busy So I'm like, you 29 00:01:30,760 --> 00:01:33,800 Speaker 1: spank me now, you didn't trigger something. Actually, ironically, have 30 00:01:33,880 --> 00:01:36,280 Speaker 1: a friend who he's black when he sucked a white 31 00:01:36,360 --> 00:01:38,039 Speaker 1: dude and the white dude asked him to put on 32 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:40,160 Speaker 1: a bandwna because he wanted him to be like a gangster. 33 00:01:40,440 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 1: I gotta feel like role playing ship and all that 34 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:46,240 Speaker 1: weird stuff like just I've never done that. I've never 35 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:49,680 Speaker 1: done a role play. I'm shocked. Boo is being real 36 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:56,840 Speaker 1: quiet alright. Some people aren't adventurous. Some people just like 37 00:01:56,920 --> 00:01:59,960 Speaker 1: the bop, the sober because money long you have very 38 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:02,960 Speaker 1: sexual person. You always immediately say that and we listen 39 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:07,960 Speaker 1: to your music. I feel like you'd be down for whatever. Um, 40 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 1: if I feel comfortable, which I've been married for eight years, 41 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 1: so it's like, you know, a lot of trust there. 42 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:17,040 Speaker 1: I'll try some things. Yeah, what if I have you 43 00:02:17,040 --> 00:02:21,400 Speaker 1: been tied up? I don't particularly like not having control 44 00:02:21,400 --> 00:02:24,680 Speaker 1: of what's going on. It's good, but I would try it. Yes, 45 00:02:25,160 --> 00:02:26,640 Speaker 1: I feel like we might have done that before. I 46 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:29,200 Speaker 1: don't know, you know, I don't I don't remember, you know, 47 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:32,600 Speaker 1: just like because that's the perfect time to tie somebody. 48 00:02:32,639 --> 00:02:34,840 Speaker 1: Have somebody who is like a control freaking likes to 49 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:37,720 Speaker 1: be in control, and so it might actually really turn 50 00:02:37,760 --> 00:02:41,760 Speaker 1: you on to not have control. I have to revisit them. Yeah, 51 00:02:41,880 --> 00:02:45,359 Speaker 1: my community, Jeffrey dahmerd suck that up, you know what 52 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,720 Speaker 1: I mean, Like you have to think about these things 53 00:02:47,760 --> 00:02:51,520 Speaker 1: for real. Like, once you lose control, you're like very vulnerable. 54 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:56,200 Speaker 1: So it's married if you're with somebody you loved dick off. 55 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:58,440 Speaker 1: I feel like I said, okay, but set and setting 56 00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:01,160 Speaker 1: our important that the reason for her. Have you not 57 00:03:01,200 --> 00:03:05,359 Speaker 1: seen the show snap ain't there? But okay, I'm not 58 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 1: nothing When you snap, I can't get up out of there. 59 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:09,840 Speaker 1: You know, they have places you can go with like 60 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:12,800 Speaker 1: padded rooms. They got all the stuff for you. So 61 00:03:12,880 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 1: your mindset is like we're going here to do something freaky. 62 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:18,280 Speaker 1: You have a safe word. Yeah, but I also feel 63 00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:19,960 Speaker 1: like you could get tied up like lightly so that 64 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:21,560 Speaker 1: you could get out of it if you needed to. 65 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:23,280 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like I wouldn't want to 66 00:03:23,280 --> 00:03:25,880 Speaker 1: be tied up where I couldn't get handcuffs out. No, 67 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:27,520 Speaker 1: I don't want to be handcuffed, but I think you 68 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:30,519 Speaker 1: could tie it like with some type of material where 69 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:34,080 Speaker 1: if you needed to get out, you could get out. No. 70 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:36,720 Speaker 1: I just I need to be in full control of 71 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:39,680 Speaker 1: being able to get away. So you're the tire. No, 72 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:44,800 Speaker 1: I'm not, because let's see, I'm les. No, I'm just 73 00:03:44,840 --> 00:03:47,160 Speaker 1: traumatized by the You know, we live in a weird 74 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:50,600 Speaker 1: space right now, you know, Jason. Can you imagine Jason 75 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:55,080 Speaker 1: Lee brought me over to this house. I've heard worst, 76 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:58,880 Speaker 1: but i've heard worse two and then ship I've heard 77 00:03:58,880 --> 00:04:00,520 Speaker 1: I didn't even do, so imagine if I tie you. 78 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:03,320 Speaker 1: That's not bad. Now I'm not telling you out, but 79 00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:04,720 Speaker 1: that's the other thing. You can't do that with like 80 00:04:04,880 --> 00:04:07,520 Speaker 1: Rando's no. Well, now that I have money, actually have 81 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:09,200 Speaker 1: a consent to for him. So if you can't and 82 00:04:09,240 --> 00:04:11,520 Speaker 1: fill that out, we came and talk to get through 83 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 1: that the n d A and then we can start 84 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:19,080 Speaker 1: playing around. But like it's a process absolutely where like 85 00:04:19,080 --> 00:04:22,000 Speaker 1: the cloud chase is really real and the you know, 86 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:24,840 Speaker 1: you know, when Me Too movements started, I really thought 87 00:04:24,839 --> 00:04:26,720 Speaker 1: there should have been a mental movement because on both 88 00:04:26,760 --> 00:04:28,719 Speaker 1: sides of the spectrum, like some ship is real and 89 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:31,039 Speaker 1: some ship just ain't. And then it's like you started 90 00:04:31,080 --> 00:04:32,960 Speaker 1: getting a little cloud or a little money. People are 91 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:36,280 Speaker 1: looking weird. I've had some weird ass ship money. Lung 92 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:39,440 Speaker 1: is so happy she's married. I really am, and I'll 93 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:41,640 Speaker 1: tell you what it's done for. My confidence is amazing. 94 00:04:41,680 --> 00:04:46,280 Speaker 1: I really do not care what anybody thinks about my appearance. 95 00:04:46,440 --> 00:04:50,080 Speaker 1: God trying to impress anybody. I dressed for myself, hair, 96 00:04:50,200 --> 00:04:53,000 Speaker 1: do my hair, my makeup for myself, Like I don't 97 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:56,440 Speaker 1: care about anyone else. I feel very protected. He's a big, 98 00:04:56,920 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 1: scary looking man. Yeah, he's very tall. Yeah, nobody knows 99 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:02,520 Speaker 1: with him. I came out because, um, when we interviewed 100 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:04,080 Speaker 1: you on the Breakfast Club and I had to asked 101 00:05:04,120 --> 00:05:06,040 Speaker 1: some questions about him, I was like, oh, I ain't 102 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:09,560 Speaker 1: realized you're sitting right. He's being mad. He has a 103 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:14,520 Speaker 1: very intimidating presence, you know how you doing his nice guy? 104 00:05:14,560 --> 00:05:17,680 Speaker 1: The only problem is, like you know, the girls sometimes 105 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:21,039 Speaker 1: will push it because everybody want to be like, you 106 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:23,800 Speaker 1: know how money lungs husband. I told him, now, I'm like, 107 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,080 Speaker 1: don't think I mean you cute, but like, don't think 108 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:28,040 Speaker 1: that they want you just because they want you. A 109 00:05:28,080 --> 00:05:30,159 Speaker 1: lot of times girls just want to take you from 110 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:32,520 Speaker 1: your girl. They want to be able to say they 111 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:35,200 Speaker 1: did that. Well, he's too smart for what can I 112 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:37,640 Speaker 1: ask a question? Because I'm actually in the process of 113 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:39,640 Speaker 1: thinking about marriage, Not that I want to get married, 114 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:41,040 Speaker 1: but I'm thinking about, like could I get a because 115 00:05:41,040 --> 00:05:42,800 Speaker 1: I'm getting kind into the age where I better get 116 00:05:42,839 --> 00:05:44,839 Speaker 1: it in now, so that way I'm divorced early. But 117 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 1: let me ask you when you're married. Um, so, like 118 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 1: you guys have been married for eight years, and have 119 00:05:52,520 --> 00:05:55,080 Speaker 1: you ever talked about like playing inside the marriage like 120 00:05:55,120 --> 00:05:58,200 Speaker 1: a lot of other people in Yeah, but he's not 121 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:01,560 Speaker 1: into it anymore. Earlier when you met him, he had 122 00:06:01,560 --> 00:06:05,760 Speaker 1: two girlfriends. Yeah, but now he's likest know if they 123 00:06:05,760 --> 00:06:10,280 Speaker 1: were girl friends, girls two girls that were friends that 124 00:06:10,320 --> 00:06:13,919 Speaker 1: were willing to be with him. But you know he 125 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:16,279 Speaker 1: had a lot of girls when you did it in 126 00:06:16,279 --> 00:06:18,640 Speaker 1: the first he looked out, he said, it looked he 127 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:22,320 Speaker 1: like stopped telling the story. When a guy asked you, like, 128 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:24,560 Speaker 1: he'll be like, oh, do you like other women, because 129 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:26,039 Speaker 1: that's the way of trying to test it out, like 130 00:06:26,120 --> 00:06:29,440 Speaker 1: would you do this? I'm always like nope. Hmm, there's 131 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:34,880 Speaker 1: the threesome door opener. Boy, you've had a threesome. You've 132 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:39,240 Speaker 1: had five, he said. Some people don't like it. Did 133 00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:41,720 Speaker 1: you like it? Um? Yeah, it was fun. I mean 134 00:06:41,760 --> 00:06:44,479 Speaker 1: at that time when I was young, so that was cool. 135 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:51,080 Speaker 1: How did it happen? High school? Being dumb? And is that? 136 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:57,360 Speaker 1: I feel like two girls and the guys who threw 137 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,240 Speaker 1: some two guys and the girl as a train. I 138 00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 1: don't know these three. Yeah, we have to start stop 139 00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:06,799 Speaker 1: sledge shaving people. It's not I don't think that's a slut. 140 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:08,839 Speaker 1: You say a train got ran on a girl. That 141 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:13,280 Speaker 1: sounds negative. Some girls like it, apparently they some girls 142 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:15,640 Speaker 1: like it, but I feel like the connotation when a 143 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:17,880 Speaker 1: girl has it is negative. First of when a guy 144 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:20,640 Speaker 1: has this is a threesome? Yeah, three people look because 145 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:22,680 Speaker 1: I can't three women be a threesome and three men 146 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:25,200 Speaker 1: be a threesome? What's that? Yeah? Because two women can 147 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:29,280 Speaker 1: slid a man out. I just think three yeah, yeah. 148 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:32,160 Speaker 1: Have you ever been sled it out? Jason? You know, 149 00:07:32,280 --> 00:07:34,360 Speaker 1: I've never been sled around. I'm not to throw around, 150 00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:36,080 Speaker 1: like you can't just throw me around. You know, I'm 151 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:38,920 Speaker 1: not into that, but I but I've definitely had um. 152 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:42,440 Speaker 1: I've engaged in group activities. You know, when I talk 153 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:45,360 Speaker 1: about marriage recently, I was like, Okay, I could actually 154 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:47,440 Speaker 1: like be something with this person. But one of the 155 00:07:47,440 --> 00:07:49,720 Speaker 1: first few questions I asked is at some point would 156 00:07:49,720 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 1: you be open to a third person like being involved 157 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:55,280 Speaker 1: because you got to here. But here's what people gotta 158 00:07:55,280 --> 00:07:57,600 Speaker 1: be open to that question. You you will end up 159 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,760 Speaker 1: dating somebody who's already thinking about the person already has 160 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:02,880 Speaker 1: the third person. At least get out the way I understand, Like, 161 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:04,720 Speaker 1: what am I going to get myself into? You want 162 00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:06,160 Speaker 1: a man to say no, he's gonna tell you know, 163 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,000 Speaker 1: to get you, but then he's gonna go get that 164 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:10,560 Speaker 1: third person anyway. So I think it's unrealistic to think 165 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 1: that it's two attractive people that you're not going to 166 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:15,800 Speaker 1: see other attractive people. That doesn't mean you have to 167 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:17,680 Speaker 1: act on it. That doesn't mean you have to disrespect 168 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:21,480 Speaker 1: your person um. But I think like I don't like 169 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:23,960 Speaker 1: my husband and my best friend. I have a good 170 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:26,520 Speaker 1: time when he understands me. Sometimes I don't want to talk. 171 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 1: I don't feel like being touched. I don't want to 172 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:34,839 Speaker 1: be bothered. Like having sex frequently, it's overrated as a 173 00:08:34,920 --> 00:08:37,120 Speaker 1: married couple. It's kind of like we spend so much 174 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:40,120 Speaker 1: time together. When we do whatever we decided to do, 175 00:08:40,240 --> 00:08:46,040 Speaker 1: it's really meaningful. Didn't you ever tell you know? No, 176 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:49,720 Speaker 1: he's never pressed, you know what I'm saying. He's always 177 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 1: like I'm good, you know, But what's that song you 178 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:54,720 Speaker 1: sung at the Grammy event that I was at? The 179 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:58,480 Speaker 1: second song? We basically like fucking get out right. You 180 00:08:58,559 --> 00:09:00,959 Speaker 1: may be in a marriage where you love your partner, 181 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:02,880 Speaker 1: because I feel like a marriage, at least the way 182 00:09:02,880 --> 00:09:05,119 Speaker 1: I'm starting to think about it as I'm getting more 183 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:07,800 Speaker 1: busier and stuff like that, is a partnership, Like how 184 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:09,800 Speaker 1: do you build a foundation of wealth together? How do 185 00:09:09,840 --> 00:09:13,000 Speaker 1: you build memories and whatever? But then like at some 186 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:14,720 Speaker 1: point you may want to just spark it up a 187 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,079 Speaker 1: little bit, like I don't feel like it's disrespectful to 188 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:20,079 Speaker 1: your partner to say, how about we go to Brazil 189 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:22,839 Speaker 1: and you know whatever, play around if that's what your 190 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:27,520 Speaker 1: couples and it doesn't want to do that. Yeah, I 191 00:09:27,559 --> 00:09:29,560 Speaker 1: don't think that's a disrespectful thing if you guys are 192 00:09:29,559 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 1: an agreeance. But I know me, I've never wanted to 193 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:34,960 Speaker 1: be with more than one person at a time, So 194 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:41,640 Speaker 1: you've never done through. Never never, because I don't like women, 195 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:47,600 Speaker 1: get you, guys, one man is going to want their wife. 196 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:52,280 Speaker 1: Y'all can figure it out. And her comments section all 197 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:55,120 Speaker 1: these men want go just this one. I always tell 198 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:57,800 Speaker 1: like women who haven't had those experiences, give yourself permission 199 00:09:57,800 --> 00:09:59,520 Speaker 1: to be a home one weekend. But then what am 200 00:09:59,559 --> 00:10:02,000 Speaker 1: I going to do? Am I like, you know, sucking 201 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:03,960 Speaker 1: a dick while there's a dick behind me? What am 202 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:07,079 Speaker 1: I doing? I mean, you don't figure it out? I 203 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:08,719 Speaker 1: guess I feel like, you know, you do. Got to 204 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,960 Speaker 1: be active because it can't be a little weird. Everybody 205 00:10:11,040 --> 00:10:15,559 Speaker 1: gotta be doing something or else because it's kind of like, yeah, 206 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:17,920 Speaker 1: is your fear of not having a threasing because you 207 00:10:17,960 --> 00:10:19,560 Speaker 1: don't want the niggs out here? Like we ran a 208 00:10:19,600 --> 00:10:21,840 Speaker 1: train on No, I just have never I really liked 209 00:10:21,880 --> 00:10:25,720 Speaker 1: one on one connections. I like that, like I'm not 210 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:28,120 Speaker 1: a multitasker. I'm the type of person like I tackle 211 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:29,959 Speaker 1: one thing at a time. I don't know what I 212 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:32,319 Speaker 1: would do with two dicks, Like I don't know that. 213 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:34,520 Speaker 1: Like I first of all, I don't even like a 214 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:38,440 Speaker 1: lot of work. Yeah, yeah, you want to do that, 215 00:10:38,559 --> 00:10:40,840 Speaker 1: Like I don't like a sixty nine. I don't like 216 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:43,000 Speaker 1: to have to like think about you eating my pussy 217 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:45,040 Speaker 1: while I'm sucking your dick at the same time. It doesn't. 218 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:47,440 Speaker 1: I need one thing at a time. Yeah, I'm a 219 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:50,120 Speaker 1: focused person, like I like to put all my energy 220 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:53,319 Speaker 1: into one Probably won't work in your favor, but you 221 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:55,600 Speaker 1: get could be a whole lot of focusing in there. 222 00:10:55,600 --> 00:11:02,079 Speaker 1: I mean it's like your challenging like experience. That's one thing. 223 00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:04,120 Speaker 1: But if you're trying to actually like you know, have 224 00:11:04,240 --> 00:11:08,040 Speaker 1: a release, give me on Hollywood on cocks. Okay, that 225 00:11:08,160 --> 00:11:12,640 Speaker 1: could be my only fans partnership. That's funny, all right, 226 00:11:12,679 --> 00:11:15,559 Speaker 1: And how to ask you, Jason. We've seen you with Kanye, 227 00:11:15,679 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 1: with Wendy Williams, with Tiffany Hattis. How's Kanye doing? First 228 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:20,920 Speaker 1: of all, he's doing good. He's doing good. He's doing 229 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: better than me. If my baby mama put it, letting 230 00:11:23,880 --> 00:11:27,440 Speaker 1: nigga put my kid's name on their neck. Well, what 231 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 1: can she do about that? What I mean, how can 232 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:37,600 Speaker 1: she stop him? But I mean that he's better than 233 00:11:37,640 --> 00:11:42,320 Speaker 1: me because he's actually asking everybody not to even feed 234 00:11:42,360 --> 00:11:45,719 Speaker 1: into it, Like, don't even like he's literally better than me. 235 00:11:45,760 --> 00:11:47,800 Speaker 1: Because when you think about raising black kids, and you 236 00:11:47,840 --> 00:11:50,920 Speaker 1: know she's a white woman or whatever, when you're raising 237 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:54,240 Speaker 1: black kids, which is new to Kardashian's black culture. They 238 00:11:54,240 --> 00:11:56,360 Speaker 1: stole that, you know, black, they've been on that, but 239 00:11:56,440 --> 00:11:59,160 Speaker 1: black kids is very specific. My mama was a white woman. 240 00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:00,679 Speaker 1: She know how to raise a kids. She did the 241 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:02,360 Speaker 1: best she could until she fell in drugs. In my 242 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:03,920 Speaker 1: story I've talked about on your show. You know, I I 243 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:06,480 Speaker 1: wonder if I scare whatever. So I have a certain 244 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:09,040 Speaker 1: amount of respect for black women or women who know 245 00:12:09,080 --> 00:12:11,400 Speaker 1: how to raise black kids, because my mom never said 246 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:13,800 Speaker 1: you black when I went outside, But I now realized 247 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:15,960 Speaker 1: everybody saw me when I went outside that I wasn't white, 248 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:18,920 Speaker 1: So I was a boy of color, right. Um. I 249 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:22,679 Speaker 1: just can't understand the audacity of these people who can 250 00:12:22,720 --> 00:12:25,800 Speaker 1: get away with anything by allowing a white man to 251 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:28,440 Speaker 1: put this black man's kid's name on their neck, like 252 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:30,400 Speaker 1: it's what do you mean you can do something, you nigger. 253 00:12:30,480 --> 00:12:32,920 Speaker 1: That's that's you cross the line and take my kids. 254 00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:34,600 Speaker 1: I mean, I thought that was very well. You love 255 00:12:34,679 --> 00:12:41,199 Speaker 1: Kanye favorite. I literally he is my favorite artist. He 256 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:42,920 Speaker 1: has been since I was in high school. I have 257 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:45,560 Speaker 1: all his albums, even the one I hate It, always 258 00:12:45,559 --> 00:12:49,520 Speaker 1: a Heartbreak. I hate it. You don't like that album? No, 259 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:54,560 Speaker 1: only like everything because I like Kanye rapping. I like 260 00:12:54,679 --> 00:12:57,679 Speaker 1: his bars, I like his cadences. His singing is cool. 261 00:12:57,720 --> 00:12:59,960 Speaker 1: But when it's like, you know, hey, mylong was my 262 00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:01,720 Speaker 1: new best friend in my head until right now, I 263 00:13:01,760 --> 00:13:03,920 Speaker 1: just don't like it. And I hated that haircut. But 264 00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:08,120 Speaker 1: but because I love it, because I love Kanye and 265 00:13:08,160 --> 00:13:11,559 Speaker 1: I appreciate artistic expression. I still bought it in the 266 00:13:11,679 --> 00:13:14,760 Speaker 1: vinyl and the CD because if you're a fan of 267 00:13:14,800 --> 00:13:17,640 Speaker 1: someone still you love them through all of their seasons. 268 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:20,280 Speaker 1: So but I love Kanye so much, and I think 269 00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:24,120 Speaker 1: that it's unfortunate what's happening to him in the media. 270 00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:27,120 Speaker 1: And just I watched the documentary. The last episode was 271 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:30,840 Speaker 1: very hard to watch, just like his psychological I don't 272 00:13:30,840 --> 00:13:34,840 Speaker 1: want to say breakdown, but deterioration, like you're seeing him 273 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:39,360 Speaker 1: go through something in real time that we couldn't well. 274 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:41,720 Speaker 1: I mean when I watched it because it was funny, 275 00:13:41,760 --> 00:13:43,280 Speaker 1: he said. He called me and said, what are you 276 00:13:43,320 --> 00:13:46,160 Speaker 1: doing on Friday? I'm going to the premiere of your documentary. 277 00:13:46,280 --> 00:13:48,040 Speaker 1: It was like, oh, it's Friday, Okay, I'm coming. He 278 00:13:48,120 --> 00:13:51,199 Speaker 1: came and so to watch the first episodes, the only show, 279 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:53,080 Speaker 1: the first episode with his mom, I ain't a lot. 280 00:13:53,080 --> 00:13:54,480 Speaker 1: I went up to him afterwards. I was like, bro, 281 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:56,440 Speaker 1: because you no, you know my brother's story, but losing 282 00:13:56,440 --> 00:13:58,160 Speaker 1: my brother, I could see him and he lost his mom. 283 00:13:58,240 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 1: I understand that apple loss is just so unexpected. It's 284 00:14:02,160 --> 00:14:04,360 Speaker 1: darring to the extent where could just shake you all 285 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:07,040 Speaker 1: the way through, right, And I said, man, I kind 286 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:08,439 Speaker 1: of want to just cry and hug you. Man. I 287 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:11,320 Speaker 1: hugged him and I could see the void, you know, 288 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 1: and just I said, recently, like proximity changes perception, I'm 289 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:16,520 Speaker 1: growing a lot. I'm maturing a lot. When I first 290 00:14:16,559 --> 00:14:18,800 Speaker 1: came in the industry, I thought everybody was gonna support me, 291 00:14:18,800 --> 00:14:20,480 Speaker 1: and they were like, oh, stay away. He's a bad, bad, 292 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:22,440 Speaker 1: big bad wolf. So then I became the big bad wolf. 293 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:24,600 Speaker 1: And then I played into the narrative. I got to 294 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:26,840 Speaker 1: a point where I'm like, yeah, I'm not feeling fulfilled anymore. 295 00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:28,400 Speaker 1: I need to like smooth this out a little bit 296 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:31,120 Speaker 1: and make some changes. And with him, I feel like, 297 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:33,200 Speaker 1: no matter what he does, whether he says some crazy 298 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:35,520 Speaker 1: ship people don't resonate with or he does something that 299 00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:38,560 Speaker 1: people don't mike, if he wasn't respond right now to 300 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:40,920 Speaker 1: Pete Davids and what would the world say, they're going crazy? 301 00:14:41,320 --> 00:14:44,000 Speaker 1: But some ship like that would drive a regular negot 302 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:45,760 Speaker 1: to pull up at your baby mama house and act 303 00:14:45,880 --> 00:14:50,360 Speaker 1: God damn food. I was like, Okay, why does he 304 00:14:50,400 --> 00:14:51,840 Speaker 1: have this? But then I'm like, how do they even 305 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:54,520 Speaker 1: see that tattoo? Because they definitely it's small, They're like 306 00:14:54,680 --> 00:14:57,400 Speaker 1: zoomed in. But why I don't even understand in City 307 00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:59,960 Speaker 1: as though, because the family is so good at spinning 308 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:05,080 Speaker 1: whatever just said, good at it um so where I 309 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:07,280 Speaker 1: feel like this second nature they don't even realize they're 310 00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:09,720 Speaker 1: doing it, and I hate that they're doing it. To Kanye, 311 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:11,840 Speaker 1: I do. I hate that he's in it, like, but 312 00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:13,560 Speaker 1: you know, I feel like he also kind of knew 313 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:17,360 Speaker 1: what it was like getting involved with Kim kardash and 314 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:18,920 Speaker 1: you know what it is. It's gonna put you in 315 00:15:18,960 --> 00:15:21,640 Speaker 1: the spotlight. It's gonna have you in a certain space. 316 00:15:21,840 --> 00:15:23,880 Speaker 1: And he liked it until I think they both did. 317 00:15:24,040 --> 00:15:26,880 Speaker 1: I think they both benefited from it. They both benefited 318 00:15:26,920 --> 00:15:29,360 Speaker 1: from it. She got the swag, she got the culture 319 00:15:29,400 --> 00:15:33,800 Speaker 1: somewhere because we're before Kanye. She wasn't a vulture Black 320 00:15:33,800 --> 00:15:36,960 Speaker 1: men to black men hop and take any any girl's boyfriend. 321 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:39,640 Speaker 1: You created the box braise like they were that and 322 00:15:39,680 --> 00:15:42,680 Speaker 1: then you got with you. Now you down brand new closet. 323 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:45,200 Speaker 1: Feel like it's like, how many of them is? I 324 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:47,320 Speaker 1: feel like it's eight against one? Like that's not you 325 00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:52,680 Speaker 1: have the power of eight people against women? Got add Caitlin? Wait? Yeah, 326 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:59,440 Speaker 1: how many anybody? Now? Because I'm talking about power, like 327 00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 1: all of them, all of them collectively can move as 328 00:16:03,240 --> 00:16:05,360 Speaker 1: a force. Because you know how it is with politics, Well, 329 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:07,440 Speaker 1: if you don't mess with you, I don't mess with Jay. 330 00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:10,400 Speaker 1: So that goes across eight people. It's like there's literally 331 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:13,480 Speaker 1: comfort the media. This is how they operate. If Kim 332 00:16:13,520 --> 00:16:15,680 Speaker 1: don't work with you, none of us do. And then 333 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:17,880 Speaker 1: it's like none of our brands do, none of us 334 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:19,720 Speaker 1: will do interviews with you. None of us will support 335 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:22,000 Speaker 1: your show, none of us like. So they understand how 336 00:16:22,040 --> 00:16:25,160 Speaker 1: to manipulate mainstream media and mainstream media because I'm in media. 337 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:27,440 Speaker 1: You're in media. Yeah, you're a media person. I know. 338 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:30,000 Speaker 1: I forgot right. I am in the media. You learned 339 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:32,520 Speaker 1: the landscape of how media works. If the media likes you, 340 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:34,000 Speaker 1: and they want to like you, you're gonna be great. 341 00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:35,800 Speaker 1: You know, you kill the queen all of a sudden, 342 00:16:35,880 --> 00:16:38,880 Speaker 1: you know, you to You're You're not a valid source 343 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:41,680 Speaker 1: of news, no matter what your accomplishments meant. But with you, 344 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,680 Speaker 1: I mean I could tell you the news. I'll put 345 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:46,200 Speaker 1: them on blast. Hey Brody, Uh, they wrote a story 346 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:48,440 Speaker 1: about you that wasn't It was literally baseless, not true, 347 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:51,000 Speaker 1: all these unidentified sources of that. So when we all 348 00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:52,680 Speaker 1: got on the phone and talked about it and they 349 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:54,960 Speaker 1: acknowledged that it wasn't real, and the employee who wrote 350 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:57,600 Speaker 1: it left the day they wrote the story and then 351 00:16:57,760 --> 00:17:00,160 Speaker 1: weren't responsive to emails. They didn't want to take down. 352 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:01,800 Speaker 1: They were like, well, it's already up, it's just gonna 353 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:03,160 Speaker 1: be so we're just gonna leave up a lot. And 354 00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:05,159 Speaker 1: I just I feel like it's somebody in media. We 355 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:08,240 Speaker 1: have such a responsibility, but once that narrative is painted 356 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:10,639 Speaker 1: about you or in any way, you participate in the narrative, 357 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:12,800 Speaker 1: like me saying me being messy, doing the stuff I 358 00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:15,320 Speaker 1: did early on in my career, and then playing into it. 359 00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:17,520 Speaker 1: No matter what you do, you're messy, you know what 360 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:20,679 Speaker 1: I mean. So, like we have a responsibility, but I 361 00:17:20,720 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: feel like when it comes to him, especially with that family, 362 00:17:23,680 --> 00:17:27,359 Speaker 1: he's such an important cultural figure, Like he has changed 363 00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:29,359 Speaker 1: the way we dress, He's changed the way we listen 364 00:17:29,359 --> 00:17:32,000 Speaker 1: to music, change the way we make music, change the 365 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:35,440 Speaker 1: way we even represent ourselves as artists, and like how 366 00:17:35,560 --> 00:17:39,120 Speaker 1: we move in business. And just I don't like that 367 00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:41,840 Speaker 1: he is being maligned the way that he is, and 368 00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:46,160 Speaker 1: just his legacy is like it's just not some people 369 00:17:46,240 --> 00:17:48,320 Speaker 1: you just don't do that. But I also feel like 370 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:52,400 Speaker 1: he's continues to get support regardless, Like he puts out album, 371 00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:54,040 Speaker 1: gonna buy it, he puts out of shoe, people gonna 372 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:57,080 Speaker 1: buy it. He puts out a clothing line or whatever collaboration, 373 00:17:57,119 --> 00:17:59,520 Speaker 1: people gonna buy it. So I don't feel like he's 374 00:18:00,119 --> 00:18:02,480 Speaker 1: like an outcast in any way. Running that respect, you 375 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:05,080 Speaker 1: you drop a concert to where you're gonna sell out. 376 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:07,840 Speaker 1: But here's the deal. Black people have to become more 377 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:10,760 Speaker 1: than a product that can sell ship, right, Like he's 378 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:13,680 Speaker 1: a human being, like I know, you know, without getting 379 00:18:13,680 --> 00:18:16,240 Speaker 1: in to too many details, the conversations we've had have 380 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:19,320 Speaker 1: been more of like understanding the media landscape, like how 381 00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:21,520 Speaker 1: is this being said? And if I respond to this, 382 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:23,280 Speaker 1: how is this narrative going to be paying? Like how 383 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:26,480 Speaker 1: is that fair? And I keep saying, you know, controlling 384 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 1: your narrative is not controlling the author, And it's not 385 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:31,399 Speaker 1: controlling every circumstance that comes at you. It's how you 386 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,879 Speaker 1: respond to it, engaging and strategically like address it. The 387 00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:42,879 Speaker 1: Kardashians are very strategic. They think about classes coming out, 388 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:45,320 Speaker 1: so they think they think about it. They have a 389 00:18:45,359 --> 00:18:47,760 Speaker 1: person that wrangles it. They know where to plant stuff, 390 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:49,480 Speaker 1: they know how to then take it an applic like. 391 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:52,359 Speaker 1: They're very strategic. They literally read the stats of social media, 392 00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:54,080 Speaker 1: decide how they react to things, and then they all 393 00:18:54,119 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: collectively do it. Because I was participating and when they 394 00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:01,040 Speaker 1: were trying to kill Joran woods Um. But you know again, 395 00:19:01,280 --> 00:19:04,919 Speaker 1: they live without any accountability right at all? Yeah, on 396 00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:08,600 Speaker 1: a different planet. But I do enjoy looking at them though, 397 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:11,320 Speaker 1: and like watching their shows, and it is very interesting. 398 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:13,960 Speaker 1: I feel like they can't be I feel like there's 399 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:16,479 Speaker 1: a lot of unhappiness there too. Like you know, if 400 00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:19,600 Speaker 1: you look at Chloe, like she's well, she can't keep 401 00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:23,119 Speaker 1: a man. I mean, she had Lamar, he smoke cracking left, 402 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:25,840 Speaker 1: she had Tristan. That dick is somewhere if you need 403 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,720 Speaker 1: to put a GPS on that day, because it's just 404 00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:30,359 Speaker 1: all over the place. I mean, at some point you 405 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:32,720 Speaker 1: got all that fat sucked out of you. You still, 406 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:36,679 Speaker 1: I mean everything about you know, she looks great, but 407 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:39,640 Speaker 1: that's still ain't enough. Something is broken, like y'all needed. 408 00:19:39,680 --> 00:19:40,960 Speaker 1: They need to sit in the room. They need the 409 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:43,200 Speaker 1: Kardashians go to therapy, sit in a room and sort 410 00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:45,840 Speaker 1: out everything, like just sort it all out. White man 411 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,080 Speaker 1: can't why you can't keep a man? Not that that's 412 00:19:48,080 --> 00:19:50,320 Speaker 1: all their responsibility. Maybe it's the choices they make. I 413 00:19:50,320 --> 00:19:53,560 Speaker 1: don't know, but I mean I'm not They're not victims 414 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:56,239 Speaker 1: by any measure. Okay, So let's talk about choices that 415 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:59,280 Speaker 1: we make. Okay, Now, I know money long we've been 416 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:01,960 Speaker 1: talking before this started. And you have a song called pain, Yes, 417 00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:05,360 Speaker 1: and so you're talking about getting what do you say 418 00:20:05,440 --> 00:20:10,200 Speaker 1: drugs when when a man drags away you Okay, explained 419 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:12,560 Speaker 1: that because I was like confused at first, So explain 420 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:14,119 Speaker 1: what it means when a man drags a woman. So 421 00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:17,560 Speaker 1: an example would be Tristan and Chloe. It's like, you know, 422 00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:21,720 Speaker 1: you use them for whatever is valuable to you. Maybe 423 00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:24,840 Speaker 1: you don't have a place to live. Maybe you just 424 00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:29,800 Speaker 1: that homosexual homeless axual. So I know a lot of 425 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:34,760 Speaker 1: homeless sexuals. Um, yeah, so you maybe you're driving a 426 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,520 Speaker 1: car around. I'm just talking about like the basic things 427 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:43,920 Speaker 1: that people do consistent, you know. Um, maybe they cook 428 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,440 Speaker 1: for you. Maybe it's you know, you have no intention 429 00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:48,640 Speaker 1: of doing right by this girl being in a relationship, 430 00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:53,000 Speaker 1: dragging her, leaving, leading her on, telling her you love her, 431 00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:56,800 Speaker 1: maybe even going as far as meeting the family, and 432 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,280 Speaker 1: then boom, you pop up. You don't got another girl pregnant? 433 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:02,760 Speaker 1: Gotta whold other life. This happened to you before, It 434 00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:06,360 Speaker 1: has actually a long time ago. Um. But then they 435 00:21:06,359 --> 00:21:08,639 Speaker 1: were using me because they wanted me to write songs 436 00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:13,760 Speaker 1: over all the stuff. Yeah, with you, I thought I 437 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:15,560 Speaker 1: was in a relationship for a couple of years, and 438 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:18,919 Speaker 1: then that's how we're trying to leverage your songwere in 439 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:22,200 Speaker 1: ability to get that is some shady ship and then 440 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:23,760 Speaker 1: the nerd to walk up to me recently, but like, 441 00:21:23,760 --> 00:21:26,720 Speaker 1: I'm so proud of you. I was like, you know what, 442 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:29,439 Speaker 1: you should write a song about them? Did? I literally 443 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:34,040 Speaker 1: I tried my hardest not to even focus on any 444 00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:36,480 Speaker 1: lame stuff that happened to me in the past. I'm 445 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,159 Speaker 1: just focused on like trying to get this hundred million 446 00:21:39,480 --> 00:21:42,640 Speaker 1: I want number one hits on these Grammys, you know, 447 00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:44,520 Speaker 1: But what's the lesson from that too? Because I also 448 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:46,240 Speaker 1: feel like a lot of things that we go through 449 00:21:46,760 --> 00:21:50,119 Speaker 1: that was painful for us also are valuable lessons. So 450 00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:55,320 Speaker 1: messed with lame negroes because I think we all got 451 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:56,760 Speaker 1: to go through that at some point. Have we all 452 00:21:56,760 --> 00:22:00,720 Speaker 1: messed with somebody lane? Yeah? My book chapter five, gas Nigger. 453 00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:05,280 Speaker 1: You know. I think the lesson is self love, like 454 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:06,919 Speaker 1: getting to a place of knowing when you're worth and 455 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,480 Speaker 1: your value and knowing like you can see very quickly 456 00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:12,600 Speaker 1: like Okay, this person is not here because they actually 457 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 1: care about me. And then when you get to a 458 00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:16,280 Speaker 1: place of self love that I think you're just very 459 00:22:16,280 --> 00:22:18,879 Speaker 1: protective of making sure like none of that other energy 460 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,159 Speaker 1: seeps in to take you back to we don't have 461 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:23,800 Speaker 1: to Yeah, well, also I was twenty he was twenty seven, 462 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,360 Speaker 1: Like you know exactly what was doing? Um? I think 463 00:22:26,400 --> 00:22:28,800 Speaker 1: also too, It's like just I'm reading this book right 464 00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:30,680 Speaker 1: now called The Gift of Fear about Gavin de Becker. 465 00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:33,320 Speaker 1: It's amazing and talks about how we all have these 466 00:22:33,359 --> 00:22:36,480 Speaker 1: intuitive moments where like somebody standing a little too close 467 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,280 Speaker 1: to you in the elevator or walking a little too 468 00:22:38,359 --> 00:22:40,800 Speaker 1: fast in your direction, and you know, like you have 469 00:22:40,840 --> 00:22:43,960 Speaker 1: a tense up moment like right, yes, but then you 470 00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:46,520 Speaker 1: ignoring because you don't want to be rude, or you 471 00:22:46,520 --> 00:22:49,600 Speaker 1: feel like maybe you're overreacting, or you're walking alone by 472 00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:52,160 Speaker 1: yourself and a man comes up in office assistance. There's 473 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,120 Speaker 1: no one else around because a decent man would never 474 00:22:54,119 --> 00:22:56,440 Speaker 1: do that because they understand that, you know what I mean. 475 00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:00,560 Speaker 1: So I feel like as a twenty year old girl, 476 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:04,000 Speaker 1: there were so many warning signs, you know, but you're 477 00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,760 Speaker 1: also about twenty year old girl, right, and we're not 478 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:09,399 Speaker 1: like who we are going to be later, you know 479 00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:11,200 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like, at twenty I made a lot 480 00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:14,880 Speaker 1: of really bad choices and decisions and I was too 481 00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:17,960 Speaker 1: nice and you know, did things like just because I 482 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:24,200 Speaker 1: didn't know better. Yeah, I did that world constant evolution 483 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:27,159 Speaker 1: of like making mistakes and learning things. I mean I 484 00:23:28,119 --> 00:23:30,760 Speaker 1: literally like lived my life in the moment, my whole 485 00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:33,680 Speaker 1: life until like I missed the lessons in I was 486 00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:36,240 Speaker 1: just reckless as funk, Like I did everything I wanted 487 00:23:36,280 --> 00:23:39,040 Speaker 1: to do. Um, stuff I didn't want to do. I did, 488 00:23:39,359 --> 00:23:41,760 Speaker 1: uh stuff I shouldn't did I did? But um Yeah, 489 00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:43,880 Speaker 1: I mean I don't have any guilt from the past 490 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,359 Speaker 1: because those lessons are what they are. But now that 491 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:48,880 Speaker 1: we are where we are, and there's so much information 492 00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:51,679 Speaker 1: out there to learn from and people's mistakes, learn from that, Like, 493 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:54,560 Speaker 1: if you choose to make those mistakes, that's literally a choice. 494 00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:57,160 Speaker 1: That's so true. There's so many resources now you don't 495 00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:00,520 Speaker 1: have an excuse. You can literally go google it. Like 496 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:04,080 Speaker 1: people have any more than one toxic relationship. Yeah, isn't 497 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,960 Speaker 1: that a problem with them? No, because sometimes you don't 498 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 1: know that's what it's going to be, or people just 499 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:12,639 Speaker 1: have to be very misleading. So what Chloe got with Lamar, 500 00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:14,199 Speaker 1: she didn't know he was gonna smoke crack or she 501 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:16,439 Speaker 1: didn't know like there maybe some crack I get into that. 502 00:24:16,480 --> 00:24:18,080 Speaker 1: I didn't know he was smoking crack. I feel like 503 00:24:18,119 --> 00:24:19,840 Speaker 1: if you smoke crack, you don't build in the open 504 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:27,639 Speaker 1: like you go high smell in the house sticks. Well, 505 00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:30,320 Speaker 1: we know what crack smells like. I know what crack smells. 506 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:32,600 Speaker 1: Kissing somebody, I don't know about you. If you're a 507 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:35,840 Speaker 1: passionate person, you kiss somebody, you smell something that ain't that. 508 00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:42,280 Speaker 1: Ain't that, ain't that. They live in a whole different planet. 509 00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:44,680 Speaker 1: She probably even knows what crack smell like. She might 510 00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:47,640 Speaker 1: just thought. She probably he got you need a root canal? 511 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:54,000 Speaker 1: She know that's right. I don't know. I wouldn't. Yeah, 512 00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:57,359 Speaker 1: she probably has no idea. I would leave my partner 513 00:24:57,400 --> 00:24:59,760 Speaker 1: if they became a crackhead. Eve Like. So some people 514 00:24:59,760 --> 00:25:04,000 Speaker 1: say better for worse, you wouldn't be trying to help. No, No, listen, 515 00:25:04,040 --> 00:25:06,399 Speaker 1: there's deal breakers. If you still it's like you're a 516 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:11,400 Speaker 1: habitual thief or you like do crack or stuff like that. No, 517 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,760 Speaker 1: we're not saying I'm not even going with you the therapy. Okay, 518 00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:16,720 Speaker 1: So crack is very high. So that's just one because 519 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:20,680 Speaker 1: I lift your mother math crack. Certain things that triggers 520 00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:23,040 Speaker 1: based on like your first of all, Like, one of 521 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:25,680 Speaker 1: my main things is if anyone ever raises their voice 522 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:28,879 Speaker 1: at me, I can't be with them, Like for real, 523 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,480 Speaker 1: if you ever raise your voice and I feel like 524 00:25:30,520 --> 00:25:32,639 Speaker 1: you might hit me, I'm out. I'm never speaking to 525 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,680 Speaker 1: you again. Do you raise your voice? Yeah, because you 526 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,679 Speaker 1: don't seem like, yeah, I'm not like I'm not a 527 00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:39,359 Speaker 1: if I can get into an argument, but I'm not 528 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:41,800 Speaker 1: gonna yell or scream at you. And so I never 529 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:45,040 Speaker 1: want anybody to do that to me either. Scream Yeah, 530 00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:48,840 Speaker 1: I wouldn't, honestly, like, I try to be really productive 531 00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:50,680 Speaker 1: and the thing that I do that's bad, I feel 532 00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:52,320 Speaker 1: like it's where and screaming is I won't say anything 533 00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:57,480 Speaker 1: at all, you know how annoying that. And you're the 534 00:25:57,520 --> 00:26:00,480 Speaker 1: kind of person that you can't really read too, you know, Yeah, 535 00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:02,320 Speaker 1: we would. I would start a fight with you to 536 00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:05,920 Speaker 1: get out of you what's going on? Because I honestly 537 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:08,399 Speaker 1: can't talk about something while I'm mad about it. I 538 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:11,720 Speaker 1: gotta wait, like I need a few hours, and you 539 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:14,080 Speaker 1: just leave me alone. I can't even talk to you. 540 00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:15,440 Speaker 1: But and I would tell you, I'd be like, I 541 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,280 Speaker 1: really can't talk about this right now? Can we talk 542 00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:19,640 Speaker 1: about this later? And you'll be talking to somebody who 543 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:21,959 Speaker 1: can't wait, and then that's what I can't do it. 544 00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:27,360 Speaker 1: But I can't wait personally getting better though now where 545 00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:30,119 Speaker 1: I'll just be like okay and just walk away and 546 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,119 Speaker 1: go play my video game, go make some nails something like, 547 00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:34,719 Speaker 1: because I would turn my back to you, like if 548 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:37,159 Speaker 1: you're right there, I'll turn my back like this, and 549 00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:38,760 Speaker 1: you'll be talking to me and I'd be like this 550 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:47,600 Speaker 1: the whole time. Yeah, that's that's toxic. That's potentially in 551 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,199 Speaker 1: a nice, very nice, nasty. Yeah. So I'm talking to 552 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:52,760 Speaker 1: somebody now who he doesn't raise his voice either. So 553 00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:56,280 Speaker 1: we argue very quietly, and that's annoying because it's not 554 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,560 Speaker 1: a really it's like we're being very disingenuous an argue. 555 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:03,320 Speaker 1: You don't have to yell to argue. We disagree, because 556 00:27:03,359 --> 00:27:05,600 Speaker 1: I feel like part of being in a successful relationship 557 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:08,520 Speaker 1: is being able to effectively disagree and know how to 558 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:10,560 Speaker 1: like talk to each other. You know what I'm saying, 559 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,840 Speaker 1: so that you're not yelling and you're not saying things 560 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:14,720 Speaker 1: you don't mean, because I'm really big on not saying 561 00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:17,159 Speaker 1: things that later on. I feel bad that I said 562 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:19,520 Speaker 1: I have a song that says that at the end. 563 00:27:20,119 --> 00:27:22,600 Speaker 1: What song is that? It's another one's called the words. 564 00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:25,639 Speaker 1: He's basically saying, like I know you didn't mean it, 565 00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:27,960 Speaker 1: but it hurt my feelings, Like don't don't say things 566 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:31,280 Speaker 1: you can't take back. Right, It's true because I remember 567 00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:34,640 Speaker 1: remember that time you said, like if you tell a guy, well, 568 00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,000 Speaker 1: your dick little, you can't never take that back, and 569 00:27:37,119 --> 00:27:39,119 Speaker 1: he is forever going to think his dick is little, 570 00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,200 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying? Like you see, I also 571 00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:45,320 Speaker 1: feel like we all know the things that you should 572 00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:48,040 Speaker 1: not say, like once you hit that low, but people 573 00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:49,719 Speaker 1: do it. But what if he come back and be 574 00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,760 Speaker 1: like okay and your pussy is driving and do back, 575 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:54,840 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And then I'd be like 576 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:58,280 Speaker 1: that you can't even get me wet. Put a picture 577 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:00,400 Speaker 1: of your Instagram like hanging with you back, Let's see 578 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:06,040 Speaker 1: what you can't post that real because I haven't heard 579 00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,960 Speaker 1: so many rumors about girls going to do buy and 580 00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:10,560 Speaker 1: getting food. Food on Jason isn't real because I know 581 00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:12,560 Speaker 1: you would know. I'm going back next week. I don't 582 00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,480 Speaker 1: know about that. I don't know about that, but I 583 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:16,240 Speaker 1: was hanging with a whole hooker out there and didn't 584 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,240 Speaker 1: even know, like she was just a fan, like she 585 00:28:18,359 --> 00:28:20,280 Speaker 1: knew me, and she like it was good to find 586 00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:22,080 Speaker 1: somebody out there who could show me around, who knew 587 00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:23,560 Speaker 1: who I was. And I was like, oh, I feel 588 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,160 Speaker 1: safe for her. I go to the party and they're like, oh, 589 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:28,919 Speaker 1: good luck tonight, good luck tonight, like I'm just drinking 590 00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:30,840 Speaker 1: and go home. Come to find she was the whole prostitute. 591 00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 1: Did you have to pay for it? Like she just 592 00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:35,200 Speaker 1: was hanging out. She was cool because sometimes even just 593 00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:37,160 Speaker 1: spending time, you gotta pay. But I got your head 594 00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:39,920 Speaker 1: because she was introducing me to all the billionaires. Oh 595 00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:42,040 Speaker 1: he's a millionaire. She's running down and she's running all 596 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:44,160 Speaker 1: of down, everything down to me. So did anybody try 597 00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:46,640 Speaker 1: to solicit to you? No, but you know I did 598 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 1: do something to do by where I couldn't went to jail. 599 00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:51,880 Speaker 1: I don't tell you what, Okay, if you've never been 600 00:28:51,920 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: to Dubai, they have rules like you really need to 601 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,120 Speaker 1: google it, like you'll go to prison forever. They don't 602 00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,040 Speaker 1: feed you. When you go to prison, they'll kill you, 603 00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:01,080 Speaker 1: like you'll die, you'll get executed. So I go out 604 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,960 Speaker 1: there with Floyd, and I'm like, yeah, let me go ahead, 605 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,040 Speaker 1: and I meet all these because of the Floyd. People 606 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:07,280 Speaker 1: will bring him tigers, they'll bring him fucking hell of 607 00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:09,600 Speaker 1: money for ship and Floyd Floyd literally just he just 608 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,840 Speaker 1: appears and people bringing money. So I try to stay 609 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:16,320 Speaker 1: around and like be the outline. It takes at back, 610 00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:19,520 Speaker 1: you know. So I go out there and it's my 611 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:21,360 Speaker 1: first time in du buy like this is the future. 612 00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:24,440 Speaker 1: It's money everywhere. And so I go out to the 613 00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 1: club and this guy's sending us two fifty I mean 614 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:31,640 Speaker 1: sixty sixty bottles champagne. So he sends like four, just 615 00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:34,680 Speaker 1: give me the money. So he sends the champagne. So 616 00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:36,600 Speaker 1: I'm drinking it because Floyd don't drink. So I get 617 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:38,280 Speaker 1: drunk and Floyd's like, I'm going to bed. I'm like, 618 00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:40,000 Speaker 1: all right, cool, I'm going out. So I kind of 619 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:42,600 Speaker 1: take your driver. Yeah, So the driver takes us and 620 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:44,880 Speaker 1: the hooker we're gonna go to this party. We go 621 00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:46,680 Speaker 1: to the party. Since I walk in the primary drunk 622 00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:48,640 Speaker 1: order bottle, I tell the driver whatever you do when 623 00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:50,840 Speaker 1: I get drunk, I'm a little extra. Can you like 624 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:52,280 Speaker 1: make sure I get back account I want to go 625 00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:54,520 Speaker 1: to jail. Like yeah, we go to the after party. 626 00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:57,160 Speaker 1: We get there, people sending bottles, we can I get 627 00:29:57,240 --> 00:29:59,160 Speaker 1: lit and I go outside, have to pee, So I 628 00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:02,440 Speaker 1: pee outside. You can't do that. See, they don't have 629 00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,200 Speaker 1: police in Dubai. But I also didn't know they have 630 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,520 Speaker 1: cameras everywhere. And the cameras film you, and they take 631 00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:10,600 Speaker 1: that and they film me, film me, pen film me 632 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:12,840 Speaker 1: pee next to Floyd's car, took the license plate, called 633 00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:15,239 Speaker 1: the owner of the travel company. Contact the Floyd came 634 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:18,400 Speaker 1: to the hotel and he was like, you could go 635 00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:20,360 Speaker 1: to jail. I'm like, for what I had to pee, 636 00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:24,680 Speaker 1: But in the bathroom I was outside. I was I 637 00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:26,920 Speaker 1: was going to the shuttle to go back to the hotel. 638 00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:31,880 Speaker 1: American stuff. Let me tell you now, my last so long, 639 00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:34,040 Speaker 1: my last I had like a couple of drinks and 640 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:37,200 Speaker 1: that was it. Well, that's great. You can't cuss people out, 641 00:30:37,280 --> 00:30:40,080 Speaker 1: you can't film nobody like you like that. You think 642 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,960 Speaker 1: that's like a better way. I love it out there though, 643 00:30:43,040 --> 00:30:46,480 Speaker 1: I love it. You know, you can't smoke. We there's 644 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,960 Speaker 1: a woman right now. She's being executed because she got 645 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:51,880 Speaker 1: caught with a half a pounds too much getting execute it. 646 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,640 Speaker 1: Don't play that's too far because we've heard stories of 647 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,520 Speaker 1: people from here. He have gone there and I got 648 00:30:56,640 --> 00:30:59,320 Speaker 1: arrested for like a little bit of weed, not knowing 649 00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:03,480 Speaker 1: no one's mostly so there's there's people over there. There's 650 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:05,880 Speaker 1: somebody right now got caught with weed and they're getting 651 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:08,400 Speaker 1: like a crazy prison. They don't play. It's a Muslim country. 652 00:31:08,440 --> 00:31:10,880 Speaker 1: But I will say to your point, when I was 653 00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:15,200 Speaker 1: out there, they popping pe out there, Okay, because I 654 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,840 Speaker 1: read that you can't like outside of your hotel grounds. 655 00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:19,800 Speaker 1: You can kick your husband. You're gonna you're get in 656 00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:22,800 Speaker 1: trouble if you kiss your husband. No p d ABL 657 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:27,000 Speaker 1: you cannot do public PDA. You can get person holding 658 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:30,280 Speaker 1: the hand and you can't all this. Hey baby baby, no, 659 00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:32,520 Speaker 1: you know you're not doing that. And you know I'm 660 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:34,440 Speaker 1: gay in the United States. When I hit Dubai, my 661 00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:37,400 Speaker 1: wife is at home, I just fall into you can't 662 00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:40,800 Speaker 1: be it's illegal. But they're definitely doing hook up with 663 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:42,479 Speaker 1: nobody from the club and taking to your hotel. If 664 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:46,640 Speaker 1: they report you, you're in trouble. What And you know 665 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 1: the other thing when they're driving Dubay, they're driving they 666 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,120 Speaker 1: follow this speed limit because there's cameras everywhere. If you 667 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:52,800 Speaker 1: get caught speeding, they come to your house or soon. 668 00:31:52,840 --> 00:31:55,560 Speaker 1: Now no crime though there's no crime. You can wear 669 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:58,200 Speaker 1: all your wear, all my jewelry out, no security, no crime. 670 00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 1: But okay, so no guys start to tell to you. 671 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:04,680 Speaker 1: I didn't say that, okay. So it's different. It's not 672 00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:06,080 Speaker 1: like so how do they try to talk to you 673 00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:09,280 Speaker 1: like a code. It's like they want to smoke on 674 00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:15,320 Speaker 1: your hooka. You know, I'm smoking on you know, but 675 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:18,000 Speaker 1: I don't give what. There's nothing you can do in 676 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:21,240 Speaker 1: Dubai to make me cross that line because because the 677 00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:23,920 Speaker 1: way they get you, they put some of your passport. 678 00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:26,000 Speaker 1: So you get all the way to the airport thinking 679 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,640 Speaker 1: about the board your flight, and they get you there. 680 00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:31,360 Speaker 1: That's why you still but they let you get you know, 681 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,600 Speaker 1: but they let you enjoy your trip. I mean if 682 00:32:33,600 --> 00:32:34,960 Speaker 1: they don't come and get you. But they put a 683 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:36,680 Speaker 1: hold on your passport, so you do all of what 684 00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:38,920 Speaker 1: you're moving through thinking you wherever you at. So how 685 00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:40,840 Speaker 1: did you get out after piano? So I was terrified 686 00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:42,280 Speaker 1: the who way the airport. Once they let me through, 687 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:43,920 Speaker 1: I was like, Lord, thank you, You're like I would 688 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:49,840 Speaker 1: know p outside again again, I think I think out 689 00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:52,440 Speaker 1: of trouble, but you know Floyd exaggeration, you might have 690 00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:54,720 Speaker 1: to pay them off. All right, now, let's talk about 691 00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:57,360 Speaker 1: something else because I know earlier we're talking about sneaky link. 692 00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:00,680 Speaker 1: Has anybody ever fell in love with their sneaky link? 693 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:03,160 Speaker 1: Like somebody that was just really like a jump off 694 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:07,680 Speaker 1: and then it turned into more buddha since you ain't 695 00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:12,040 Speaker 1: saying ship, Um no, you've never just been hooke up 696 00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:15,000 Speaker 1: with a girl and they've been like definitely like strung 697 00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:19,440 Speaker 1: out and love though, while what's the difference between strung 698 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:23,400 Speaker 1: like hook like to the point where you considering being 699 00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:26,680 Speaker 1: in a relationship with this persians and leaving the persian 700 00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:28,600 Speaker 1: that you're currently with for you say, you have to 701 00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:30,560 Speaker 1: lead the person. Okay, that's what I'm saying. But you know, 702 00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:33,640 Speaker 1: sometimes like a link isn't necessarily like cheating. It's like 703 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:36,120 Speaker 1: somebody you just don't want everybody to know that you 704 00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:39,240 Speaker 1: would when you're being a club together and then you 705 00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:42,000 Speaker 1: act like you're not together, but you'd be like they 706 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:47,040 Speaker 1: don't know afterwards. Definitely, Yeah, have you ever checked on 707 00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:53,840 Speaker 1: a girl? Yeah? Why you hesitate so much? Because I 708 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:56,120 Speaker 1: had to think about what where was the location, but 709 00:33:56,320 --> 00:34:01,840 Speaker 1: definitely on vacation and the definitely. I guess I'm lame. 710 00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:04,200 Speaker 1: I've never done a lot of things, but you never 711 00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:08,919 Speaker 1: like uh and I never had. I don't. I don't 712 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:11,560 Speaker 1: believe I might have been someone sneaky link to them, 713 00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:15,279 Speaker 1: but I was in a relationship. So like, let's talk 714 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:18,400 Speaker 1: about prior to this. No, I mean prior to my 715 00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:22,359 Speaker 1: husband I was in. I had two relationships. In my mind, 716 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:25,480 Speaker 1: I was a girlfriend both times. That's the guy he 717 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:28,880 Speaker 1: was backing for the second one. Yeah, the first one 718 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:32,520 Speaker 1: was the Drake one, and then after that I'm married 719 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:34,840 Speaker 1: the guy that was mad that she wouldn't let her 720 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:38,239 Speaker 1: go work in the studio with Drake, and then I 721 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:40,279 Speaker 1: got married. So I didn't really go on a lot 722 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:44,720 Speaker 1: of dates. Like first of all, I don't really like people, 723 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:51,600 Speaker 1: yeah nobody, Yeah, and I don't because just because I 724 00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:55,200 Speaker 1: just feel like most people are bullies. They're mean, they're selfish, um, 725 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:59,120 Speaker 1: they take advantage of people, they lie, so just it's 726 00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:01,440 Speaker 1: just a protected thing. It's just like if I just 727 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:05,759 Speaker 1: already don't even count on you being do you have 728 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,640 Speaker 1: a lot of female friends or now because I can't 729 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:13,120 Speaker 1: stand on cry babies, crab are are you really my friends? Like, oh, peele, 730 00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:17,040 Speaker 1: I hate that. Oh my god. So you're not a 731 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:19,560 Speaker 1: cry baby at all? Um, I used to be, but 732 00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:21,680 Speaker 1: not not in that way like not like you're not 733 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,360 Speaker 1: hanging out with me, like I don't do that, or 734 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:27,160 Speaker 1: like just somebody who just really all want to be 735 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,040 Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy. I have a lot of female friends, 736 00:35:30,719 --> 00:35:34,000 Speaker 1: like I really do, and honestly, like I don't cry 737 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:36,279 Speaker 1: barely ever, I don't always talking about this the other 738 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:38,200 Speaker 1: day on the show. I don't even cry a funerals, really, 739 00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:40,600 Speaker 1: but I don't know that that's a good thing. And 740 00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,560 Speaker 1: I also feel like for you, as a songwriter who 741 00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:44,759 Speaker 1: pours your heart out, that it would make you be 742 00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:49,360 Speaker 1: an emotional person. I'm not. I'm emotional. Yeah, I have emotions, 743 00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:52,360 Speaker 1: like I don't mind displaying them, but I just mean, like, 744 00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:55,000 Speaker 1: is there a problem, Okay, what are we gonna do 745 00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:58,880 Speaker 1: about it? Versus like complaining about your baby daddy all 746 00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:02,239 Speaker 1: the time? I'm complaining, Like I hate that. I don't. 747 00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:06,239 Speaker 1: I'm not the gossipy, gossippy person. You know. Do you 748 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:09,840 Speaker 1: ever use that aspect on that perspective of that person 749 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,880 Speaker 1: to help you song right. Yes, I've never said that 750 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:15,239 Speaker 1: a loud so I'm sure they're gonna be like, what 751 00:36:15,320 --> 00:36:18,880 Speaker 1: did you been from me? It's absolutely I'm living vicariously 752 00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:20,840 Speaker 1: sure because I don't do I don't have those types 753 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:23,359 Speaker 1: of problems. So I'm telling I look at it as 754 00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:26,360 Speaker 1: like telling stories. I'm telling the different perspectives of the 755 00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:28,239 Speaker 1: women that I know or that I'm around, or that 756 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:31,600 Speaker 1: things that I see are here. Um, I'm giving out 757 00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:35,680 Speaker 1: that interpretation. Yeah, just give my best interpretation of that. Um. 758 00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:38,320 Speaker 1: But yeah, I'm like i'd like to say, like to 759 00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:41,359 Speaker 1: think that I'm pretty drama free. I don't really mess 760 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,960 Speaker 1: with you unless you come. Do you get friendly with 761 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:45,680 Speaker 1: people that you write for, Like when you're in the 762 00:36:45,719 --> 00:36:51,800 Speaker 1: studio writing with somebody. I've wanted that, But um, on 763 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,480 Speaker 1: this side of it now, I understand everybody wants something 764 00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:55,920 Speaker 1: from you to all grab and they all trying to 765 00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,759 Speaker 1: get their talents in your back. So a lot of 766 00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:01,800 Speaker 1: things that I looked at as like rude or just 767 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:04,799 Speaker 1: like damn, why you know I'm giving her all this ship? 768 00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:08,480 Speaker 1: Why she being me? I understand now because it's like 769 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:10,840 Speaker 1: you don't know who is who, you don't know who's genuine. 770 00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:13,000 Speaker 1: You don't know who's trying to like plot on you, 771 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,520 Speaker 1: who's trying to just sit up under you and get 772 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,080 Speaker 1: all your intel so they can hit up your manager, 773 00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:21,279 Speaker 1: your hair stylists, you know, snatch people out from under you. 774 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:28,160 Speaker 1: It's just very important to maintain your mystery and your formula, 775 00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:32,360 Speaker 1: keep that you know quiet, because now I finally figured 776 00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:35,680 Speaker 1: it out, Like I've got my team of people. There's 777 00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:37,360 Speaker 1: only a few pieces I'm missing, Like I need a 778 00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:41,040 Speaker 1: really good assistant, a great personal trainer, like just very 779 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:45,840 Speaker 1: ancillary things. I've got my videographer, photographer, I got my managers, 780 00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:50,040 Speaker 1: I've got my hair stylist, makeup artists, stylist, I got 781 00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:52,839 Speaker 1: two or three in each category. I'll do my own nails, 782 00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:55,120 Speaker 1: so I don't need certain things I don't have to 783 00:37:55,160 --> 00:37:58,840 Speaker 1: worry about. And just having somebody just trying to just 784 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:02,080 Speaker 1: ask you too many question, get too close. It's dangerous. 785 00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:03,600 Speaker 1: But I also feel like maybe you need to be 786 00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:06,080 Speaker 1: around people that are like that you want to level 787 00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:08,640 Speaker 1: up to. Also because I like to surround myself with 788 00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:11,840 Speaker 1: people that I'm like they know more about me than something, 789 00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,520 Speaker 1: or like they have a business going on that I aspired. 790 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:17,960 Speaker 1: That's how I am. If you see who I'm around me, 791 00:38:18,040 --> 00:38:20,799 Speaker 1: I'm very strategic and who am allowed to get close 792 00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:22,719 Speaker 1: enough to build a connection with. I think there's this 793 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:25,480 Speaker 1: perception of me that I'm friends with all these celebrities. 794 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:28,239 Speaker 1: I know everybody but friends. I think there's probably like 795 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:30,439 Speaker 1: five or six that I would say, or maybe four. 796 00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:34,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, we're really friends. Um what if I 797 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,439 Speaker 1: started naming name is people gonna be like, wow, I'll 798 00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:42,080 Speaker 1: say some Card of course, she's of course, Um, Tiffany Floyd. Um, 799 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:45,480 Speaker 1: I'm gonna just leave it there. Those three, Wendy, Wendy, 800 00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:48,440 Speaker 1: I'll say Wendy too, But Wendy is different because like 801 00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:52,920 Speaker 1: the pop out with Wendy this weekend was strategic, really 802 00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:55,799 Speaker 1: coming back. She says she's coming back, But they say 803 00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:57,839 Speaker 1: or did she let me tell you about they? Because 804 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:00,319 Speaker 1: they are some motherfucker's over there produced in that show. 805 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,839 Speaker 1: I even talking about like the local people of local 806 00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:03,200 Speaker 1: people are cool because I've been on the show several 807 00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:05,480 Speaker 1: times whatever, and I funk with all them. Hey, I 808 00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:08,439 Speaker 1: have this fundamental issue right now with so many white 809 00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:12,840 Speaker 1: people that control everything, whether it's vc raising money or 810 00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:16,120 Speaker 1: media or music or like you know, I don't know 811 00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:17,719 Speaker 1: as much as they're saying they want to invest in 812 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:19,160 Speaker 1: black that they really mean it. This is a black 813 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,279 Speaker 1: woman we all know, like literally built her own way too, 814 00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:25,359 Speaker 1: from radio all the way up to nationally syndicated TV. 815 00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:28,680 Speaker 1: It's hard to get on nationally syndicated show, right, and 816 00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,160 Speaker 1: so when you have somebody that does that and then 817 00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:33,839 Speaker 1: leaves for whatever reason, what I will say, the only 818 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:35,560 Speaker 1: thing I can think of why she would have left 819 00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:37,440 Speaker 1: is I haven't been on the show right before she 820 00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,640 Speaker 1: left them. Seeing her recently, she was completely dialed in 821 00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:45,759 Speaker 1: this time focus, calm, happy, healthy, and I think when 822 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:46,960 Speaker 1: she was there, I felt like she was on this 823 00:39:47,040 --> 00:39:49,680 Speaker 1: hamster where like literally in between running her from here 824 00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:51,560 Speaker 1: to there, and you know, she's fifties six or something 825 00:39:51,640 --> 00:39:52,960 Speaker 1: like that and she's been through it for a long 826 00:39:53,040 --> 00:39:55,840 Speaker 1: time and been through a lot. I felt like the 827 00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,319 Speaker 1: way they did her when she left, putting all these 828 00:39:58,360 --> 00:40:01,240 Speaker 1: white people on who don't resonate the audience, not structuring 829 00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,000 Speaker 1: the show because the celebrities don't want to do hot topics, 830 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:05,480 Speaker 1: they don't want her people's feelings your show. When I 831 00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:08,640 Speaker 1: looked at my podcast at Breakfast Club, like I love 832 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:10,759 Speaker 1: that that's the show. You could tune in, y'all gonna 833 00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,640 Speaker 1: ask all the ship we're waiting for you to ask, 834 00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:15,640 Speaker 1: or that we believe should be asked where we know 835 00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:18,640 Speaker 1: what's gonna felt like we were too nice. I was surprised, 836 00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:21,200 Speaker 1: but maybe I don't have enough tea. But people but 837 00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 1: but some people feel like you're easier not but you know, 838 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:24,920 Speaker 1: it's a vibe. You get in there and you but 839 00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:27,200 Speaker 1: you asked the questions, and I feel like that's missing. 840 00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,680 Speaker 1: Wendy gives us that in the morning. You know, nobody 841 00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:32,600 Speaker 1: wants to watch Drew Barrymore. That ship is fucking annoying, 842 00:40:32,719 --> 00:40:35,000 Speaker 1: and her lisp annoys me. Like it was cute when 843 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:36,640 Speaker 1: e t was in the room, but like right now, Drew, 844 00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:38,279 Speaker 1: you need to go away to bring up that was 845 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:40,560 Speaker 1: so long ago. Jake, that's what I liked her. Then 846 00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:44,920 Speaker 1: you have the real they weren't real. Lonnie was a bully, 847 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:46,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I don't know if it 848 00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:47,960 Speaker 1: was her weight issues or just the fact that Tamar 849 00:40:48,080 --> 00:40:51,919 Speaker 1: was the start, but she bullied everybody there. Then I like, yeah, 850 00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:54,640 Speaker 1: I know. And then there's um, I don't even know 851 00:40:54,719 --> 00:40:56,720 Speaker 1: all the other shows that are getting canceled everybody's unemployed. 852 00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:59,440 Speaker 1: Now nobody cares, right, but we want Wendy back. So 853 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,360 Speaker 1: had the other night with Wendy, and it was just 854 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:03,200 Speaker 1: evident when I was sitting there that she had all 855 00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:05,040 Speaker 1: her faculty. So I said to her, you know, because 856 00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:06,480 Speaker 1: I've been trying to get in touch with Wendy since 857 00:41:06,560 --> 00:41:08,480 Speaker 1: July last year. I've been doing the show but going 858 00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:10,840 Speaker 1: to her house, taking her out, linked up with Tiffany 859 00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:12,759 Speaker 1: and CARDI like helping to bring good people in her life. 860 00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:16,719 Speaker 1: And so when I called the manager and he was like, oh, 861 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:20,120 Speaker 1: Wendy's she's unavailable and can't take any calls. And I said, 862 00:41:20,160 --> 00:41:21,680 Speaker 1: kind of sent her flowers because I was gonna send 863 00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:24,600 Speaker 1: a note, you know, bitch, call me stuff. You know, 864 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,279 Speaker 1: she's not accepting flowers. So I was gonna pull up 865 00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:29,799 Speaker 1: at her house. But I'm like, that's kind of weird. 866 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:32,040 Speaker 1: So when I sat there with her and she told 867 00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:35,200 Speaker 1: me that she didn't get any messages when they had 868 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:36,880 Speaker 1: asked me to host the show for the opening week, 869 00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:38,759 Speaker 1: and I told him, Okay, Monday, I'll bring Tiffany too, 870 00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 1: that bring Cardi. Wednesday, I'll get Maria carried to a 871 00:41:42,320 --> 00:41:45,600 Speaker 1: surprise for Norman. You know Thursday will bring Tamar. They 872 00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:47,600 Speaker 1: were like, nah, we're not doing that, and they start 873 00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:49,560 Speaker 1: bringing on a bunch of white people who were doing 874 00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:52,040 Speaker 1: dumb ship like Lea Remedy. It was always I was 875 00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,040 Speaker 1: thinking about Leara Remney and Drew Graymore. It's always the 876 00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,480 Speaker 1: people with the list. But they had Lea Remney sitting 877 00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:58,439 Speaker 1: up there with the girl from Drag Race boring talking 878 00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:00,480 Speaker 1: about getting her COUCHI ate out, nobody want to hear that. 879 00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:03,640 Speaker 1: Nobody want to hear that from her. So when I 880 00:42:03,680 --> 00:42:05,120 Speaker 1: saw what they were doing with the show, you know, 881 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:08,680 Speaker 1: I started publicly criticizing them, and they were offended that 882 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:10,919 Speaker 1: I did, you know, because with the guy who owns 883 00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:13,160 Speaker 1: a show called and said, you know, why don't I 884 00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:14,960 Speaker 1: ask Nicki Minaj to co host with me? And I'm like, 885 00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:17,400 Speaker 1: you must not be paying attention because I don't have 886 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,120 Speaker 1: a relationship with her. They're like, oh, Cardi b the 887 00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:22,560 Speaker 1: same same thing, and I was like, I was like, 888 00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:25,040 Speaker 1: that's not the same thing. So once I started publicly 889 00:42:25,080 --> 00:42:27,480 Speaker 1: addressing it, I made it a point to ask Wendy 890 00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:28,840 Speaker 1: she wasn't aware of none of that, And then she 891 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:32,680 Speaker 1: told me how her manager allegedly sold some money from 892 00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:35,919 Speaker 1: her and then the people who had kind of worked 893 00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:37,719 Speaker 1: with the bank to hold all her money, which is, 894 00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:39,120 Speaker 1: by the way, I'm moving all my money out of 895 00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:41,560 Speaker 1: Wild's far going now. So when I started talking to him, like, yeah, 896 00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:43,439 Speaker 1: we need to pop out, because now that I'm looking 897 00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:46,960 Speaker 1: at you, you're smiling, You're healthy, you're happy, you're like energetic, 898 00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:49,320 Speaker 1: You're running to the car by yourself. Like, this is 899 00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:51,240 Speaker 1: not the way we've been saying. So we got dressed 900 00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:53,879 Speaker 1: up and went to Cardie's party and we made sure 901 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:57,040 Speaker 1: that everybody saw those images and so now everybody and 902 00:42:57,080 --> 00:42:58,839 Speaker 1: the next day they didn't even mention her on the show. 903 00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:03,080 Speaker 1: They did a whole Matt recap after party read didn't winning. 904 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:05,080 Speaker 1: So the fans right now are like killing them online. 905 00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:08,359 Speaker 1: It's a picture of her that's not true. We think, 906 00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:11,000 Speaker 1: going back to the kardash is how the mainstream works, right, 907 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:13,280 Speaker 1: If you say somebody's crazy, if you get a picture, 908 00:43:13,360 --> 00:43:15,480 Speaker 1: you use the old picture and say they're debilitated. You know, 909 00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:17,800 Speaker 1: we all know Wendy's had their issues, and then you 910 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:19,399 Speaker 1: put enough of that in the press and it gets 911 00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:21,400 Speaker 1: picked up and amplified it, and then you build a 912 00:43:21,440 --> 00:43:24,839 Speaker 1: case to seize their account, so they have no resources now, right, 913 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:27,400 Speaker 1: Wendy said her manager came to her house with two 914 00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:30,520 Speaker 1: security guards, unannounced and uninvited. We were she had to 915 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:32,200 Speaker 1: hurry up and get out the back door and get 916 00:43:32,239 --> 00:43:33,719 Speaker 1: in her car and fly to Miami to be with 917 00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:35,319 Speaker 1: her family because she you know what the they were 918 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:38,799 Speaker 1: trying to do something and then now you got people 919 00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:40,800 Speaker 1: taking over her show. So every morning is still the 920 00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:44,880 Speaker 1: Windy Williams Show, and name and Titleport was just hosting 921 00:43:44,920 --> 00:43:47,600 Speaker 1: because Vy was on. That is so scared. The Breakfast 922 00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: Club hosted the Windy william Show. We would watch. If 923 00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,120 Speaker 1: Jason Lee hosted, we were watched they So you're not 924 00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:54,359 Speaker 1: big enough, Ill, I'm not big enough my Kanye Western 925 00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:57,520 Speaker 1: if you've got three billion impressions and Sherry Shepard, So 926 00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:00,680 Speaker 1: do you like Sherry Sheppard? I like Share Shepherd, but 927 00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:03,839 Speaker 1: not for that because you know that's her own show coming, 928 00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:06,040 Speaker 1: so it'll be and that show may be good, But 929 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:09,080 Speaker 1: I don't go to McDonald's to eat the Burger King 930 00:44:09,160 --> 00:44:11,960 Speaker 1: French fries. I go to McDonald's McDonald's French fries. And 931 00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:14,400 Speaker 1: we all know wherever we go, whatever we're enticed, but 932 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:16,440 Speaker 1: whatever our appetite is. You know, if I went to 933 00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,600 Speaker 1: Breakfast club and I was looking at Peter Rosenberg and 934 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:20,320 Speaker 1: sucking ebro, I would be like, what the funk is 935 00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:24,319 Speaker 1: this plastic as fake as version of the really show 936 00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:26,120 Speaker 1: in the world, Like I don't want it. And that's 937 00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:28,759 Speaker 1: what's happening with the fans. Michael Rapp Reports said they're 938 00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:31,440 Speaker 1: talking about black women and making jokes about the Housewives, 939 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,919 Speaker 1: Like to a show that's watched predominantly by probably black 940 00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:37,360 Speaker 1: women or black people doesn't make any sense. So how 941 00:44:37,520 --> 00:44:39,480 Speaker 1: is it that you say, Jason Lee bringing Cardi b 942 00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:42,120 Speaker 1: or Jasonally bringing Timony Andrews Jasonally bring right carry is 943 00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:45,279 Speaker 1: not big enough? How do you have time to date 944 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:47,160 Speaker 1: in between all of these things that you're doing, Because 945 00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:49,279 Speaker 1: I gotta go home and lay down with something. So 946 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:52,880 Speaker 1: that's it just at night? No, No, I know. Do 947 00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:54,920 Speaker 1: you like, if you're dating somebody, do you bring them 948 00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:59,040 Speaker 1: around people? Yes? True story. Two weeks ago. The guy 949 00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:01,520 Speaker 1: I'm talking to now into UMM about to get in 950 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,680 Speaker 1: bed and I get a call and they say Madonna 951 00:45:03,719 --> 00:45:05,919 Speaker 1: wants to show this party. Like okay, getting up because 952 00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:08,600 Speaker 1: whatever Madonna wants you do. Get in a car, we 953 00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:10,000 Speaker 1: get over there. And I'm like, I don't know how 954 00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:12,920 Speaker 1: this thing is gonna act because it's sucking Madonna. So 955 00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:15,759 Speaker 1: he's there and we're you know, if you see him, 956 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,600 Speaker 1: and I'll show you what you looked like. Like we know, 957 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:19,319 Speaker 1: we're kind of all over each other being really gay 958 00:45:19,719 --> 00:45:22,200 Speaker 1: because I'm gay. So we're kissing all this, and so 959 00:45:22,320 --> 00:45:24,840 Speaker 1: Madonna's like, yo, get a fucking room, and and he 960 00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 1: says to her he's Colombia. Hey Madonna, and he kisses 961 00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:30,239 Speaker 1: her on the check. You're an icon and she looks 962 00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:32,160 Speaker 1: at me. I said, bitch, don't even think about it, 963 00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:34,480 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And we're laughing. But he 964 00:45:34,640 --> 00:45:36,800 Speaker 1: went right back to focusing on me. So yes, he 965 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:39,680 Speaker 1: wasn't all in her face, trying to get to know her, 966 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,919 Speaker 1: trying to politic because but then Tiffany has just hanging 967 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:44,440 Speaker 1: all on his back and like, I'll fight you too. 968 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:48,359 Speaker 1: But yeah, he did not bi sexual though. Now he's gay. 969 00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:51,880 Speaker 1: You know, I like to date the sex. He's straight, 970 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:55,320 Speaker 1: I mean gay, Yeah, he's gay. He's completely gay. Okay, 971 00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:57,960 Speaker 1: all right, there we go. I think I need to 972 00:45:58,160 --> 00:46:00,799 Speaker 1: back to even what you were saying earlier. I think 973 00:46:00,840 --> 00:46:05,520 Speaker 1: I just need to be patient with um the company 974 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:08,359 Speaker 1: that I keep because it's not that I don't want 975 00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:12,759 Speaker 1: to have genuine connection, it's just that I think it's like, um, 976 00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:15,680 Speaker 1: it's like, for example, when stuff like that happens, when 977 00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:18,400 Speaker 1: you take somebody out and they don't know how to act. Now, 978 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:21,000 Speaker 1: now I'm like, why did I even I don't think. 979 00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:22,919 Speaker 1: I don't want you to second guess what you said 980 00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:26,200 Speaker 1: because what you said like people that are listening may 981 00:46:26,239 --> 00:46:28,080 Speaker 1: not understand it, but they're not in the position of 982 00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:31,080 Speaker 1: having to protect what you built. Like I feel like 983 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:33,080 Speaker 1: I've went through a phase where I used to be 984 00:46:33,239 --> 00:46:35,960 Speaker 1: very much like, come on, let's hang out, let's you know, 985 00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,640 Speaker 1: you know, let's let's go here, or I'll take people 986 00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:41,520 Speaker 1: places where to me, I'm just out, but to them, 987 00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:43,879 Speaker 1: I don't see how they may see it. And then 988 00:46:44,120 --> 00:46:46,359 Speaker 1: I have people who will invite themselves in my life 989 00:46:46,480 --> 00:46:48,040 Speaker 1: or being invited in, and all of a sudden, now 990 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:49,680 Speaker 1: is their life too, and they could just run all 991 00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,239 Speaker 1: through a playground and you know, so I think there's 992 00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:54,480 Speaker 1: a certain level of like you do have your have 993 00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:56,440 Speaker 1: your guard up a little bit. I feel like I 994 00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,400 Speaker 1: made better friends as I get older. I mean, I 995 00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:02,200 Speaker 1: have some of my friends that have been like my staples, 996 00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:06,560 Speaker 1: my standards, like from college and your friend. Yeah we're 997 00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:10,000 Speaker 1: cool like yourself. Yeah, I don't have any I mean listen, 998 00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:13,319 Speaker 1: because I missed you on the Breakfast Club. When I came, 999 00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:15,359 Speaker 1: I wasn't I was I was on vacation that week. 1000 00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:17,480 Speaker 1: You're a nice Angela. You let me tell you something. 1001 00:47:17,520 --> 00:47:19,120 Speaker 1: You're a good friend. Because there's some people you have 1002 00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:20,920 Speaker 1: to throw away. At some point, you have to look 1003 00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,440 Speaker 1: at them in the face and say you're evicted. Because 1004 00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:26,080 Speaker 1: I can tell that cancer you're spreading around. It ain't 1005 00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:28,200 Speaker 1: going to come over here, because see, people that spread 1006 00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:31,160 Speaker 1: cancer don't. It ain't selective cancer. It's just not your 1007 00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:34,040 Speaker 1: turn cancer. I'm gonna get somebody suck you over. In 1008 00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:35,759 Speaker 1: the minute they suck you over, I'm out because you 1009 00:47:35,800 --> 00:47:37,239 Speaker 1: ain't gonna have a chance to come over here. But 1010 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:39,640 Speaker 1: you're such a nice person, Angela. I am a very 1011 00:47:39,719 --> 00:47:41,800 Speaker 1: nice person. Some people would say I'm too nice. I 1012 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:43,600 Speaker 1: don't think you're too nice. A lot of people would 1013 00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,480 Speaker 1: say that. But I also never want this industry to 1014 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:47,880 Speaker 1: change who I am, and so I never want to 1015 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:49,960 Speaker 1: be because I've always been a nice person. Like my 1016 00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:54,120 Speaker 1: whole life, I've been yeah, and it doesn't Like I 1017 00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:56,279 Speaker 1: feel like I get a lot of blessings because of that. 1018 00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:59,239 Speaker 1: And there might be people who I was cool with it, 1019 00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:01,480 Speaker 1: I'm not really cool with anymore. But I don't have 1020 00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:04,160 Speaker 1: any hatred to anybody, right, Like, I feel like if 1021 00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:06,120 Speaker 1: somebody does me wrong, it hurts them more than it 1022 00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:09,600 Speaker 1: hurts me, Right, that's really how they're doing it to go. Yeah, 1023 00:48:09,840 --> 00:48:11,359 Speaker 1: And I also look at it like the worst thing 1024 00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,360 Speaker 1: I could do to somebody is not really messed with 1025 00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:15,440 Speaker 1: you anymore, right, And that's it. I don't need it, 1026 00:48:15,480 --> 00:48:17,239 Speaker 1: don't know, I don't nobody's name. If you're sucked up 1027 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,799 Speaker 1: to me, you really just sucked yourself over because you're 1028 00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:22,239 Speaker 1: not a good person. And so that's just how I 1029 00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:23,800 Speaker 1: look at it. But see how I look at like, 1030 00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:25,840 Speaker 1: when you're a bad person, you do me bad. I 1031 00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:28,160 Speaker 1: want the whole world, and knowing no, I don't because 1032 00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:31,440 Speaker 1: I'm somewhere in the middle. Because it's like the warning 1033 00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:34,560 Speaker 1: tign we never got in this industry. We're all tight 1034 00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:36,960 Speaker 1: to be tight lipped or you're messy, and don't say 1035 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,040 Speaker 1: that because you say that you're gonna do that. You know, 1036 00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:41,640 Speaker 1: there's networks who try to offer me stuff, but then 1037 00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:43,239 Speaker 1: like they want me to follow a code. I don't 1038 00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:45,239 Speaker 1: know how to do that because I'm literally and look 1039 00:48:45,320 --> 00:48:47,319 Speaker 1: and I and I think that's just different than how 1040 00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:49,400 Speaker 1: I operate. And I don't think it's wrong. You know, 1041 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:52,200 Speaker 1: some people have no problem with saying any and everything, 1042 00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:55,160 Speaker 1: and I feel like a lot of things that I got, like, look, 1043 00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:57,279 Speaker 1: I have some things about to happen that I'm like, 1044 00:48:57,360 --> 00:49:00,479 Speaker 1: I'm so glad that I didn't say certain things because 1045 00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:02,200 Speaker 1: I wouldn't be in the position that I'm in if 1046 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:04,239 Speaker 1: I did. You know what I'm saying, And I feel 1047 00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:06,080 Speaker 1: like at some point later on in life it'll all 1048 00:49:06,160 --> 00:49:08,480 Speaker 1: come out, but I don't feel like now it's the 1049 00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:10,880 Speaker 1: right time. And also, like I said, you know how 1050 00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:13,319 Speaker 1: I said, I operate where if I'm mad, I can't 1051 00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:16,359 Speaker 1: say something right away. I need some time. I don't 1052 00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:18,160 Speaker 1: like to talk about things while I'm in the midst 1053 00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:22,000 Speaker 1: of it. Yeah, I'd rather talk about because things change, 1054 00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:24,920 Speaker 1: and I'd rather look at things in retrospect and I 1055 00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:27,880 Speaker 1: can reflect on things later. But I also feel like 1056 00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:29,640 Speaker 1: I don't let any of that weigh me down, like 1057 00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:32,720 Speaker 1: I might have sucked up ship happened, but then everything 1058 00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:35,360 Speaker 1: else is pretty good and imbalanced, so it doesn't affect 1059 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,080 Speaker 1: me as much. I think I have more of like 1060 00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:40,560 Speaker 1: a um, I'm in between because I'm more so like 1061 00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:43,200 Speaker 1: say whatever you want, just don't touch me. Don't touch me. 1062 00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:45,319 Speaker 1: Keep my name out of it, you know, like, don't 1063 00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:47,160 Speaker 1: say my name because if you get to talking, oh 1064 00:49:47,239 --> 00:49:50,120 Speaker 1: you want to talk, okay, well let's tell everything you know. 1065 00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:52,719 Speaker 1: That's me. But I always feel like though I'm black 1066 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:55,440 Speaker 1: and up gay and I'm fighting in terms of representation 1067 00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:57,640 Speaker 1: for a whole group of people who don't get to 1068 00:49:57,680 --> 00:49:59,480 Speaker 1: sit where I sit, Like I just left Gary V. 1069 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:01,839 Speaker 1: I just gotta call your ship from the White House. 1070 00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:04,160 Speaker 1: I'm doing ship as a self Maine entrepreneur that a 1071 00:50:04,280 --> 00:50:06,560 Speaker 1: lot of black or gay people don't believe they can do. 1072 00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:07,880 Speaker 1: And I'm like, niggle, we could do all this and 1073 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:10,680 Speaker 1: if Joe Budden say something, you can respond, and if 1074 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:12,399 Speaker 1: Karen si will try to get you, you can say 1075 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:15,080 Speaker 1: something because like, your truth is your truth. Now I'm right. 1076 00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:20,320 Speaker 1: My next book, How I Stopped giving a starter. The 1077 00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:22,600 Speaker 1: first book was really it was very juicy. It was 1078 00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:27,239 Speaker 1: a humanize like I'm a human. The next book is, so, 1079 00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:31,399 Speaker 1: how did you get so fearless, already been shot, she's 1080 00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:33,920 Speaker 1: gonna do You're gonna kill me? Okay, you beat me up. 1081 00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:37,480 Speaker 1: That's content for months. So I welcome being slapped anytimes 1082 00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:39,759 Speaker 1: that you regret things that you said, though, you know, 1083 00:50:39,840 --> 00:50:43,600 Speaker 1: I called Megan recently and apologize because she's a nice 1084 00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:45,879 Speaker 1: you you met her, she's nice as fuck, and she's 1085 00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:47,839 Speaker 1: been through a lot like I. Honestly, I met Megan 1086 00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:50,520 Speaker 1: and her mom. Yeah, when I first met Meg, she 1087 00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:53,040 Speaker 1: was with her mom, and actually it was on lift 1088 00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:55,600 Speaker 1: service and her mom was chiming in. Her mom was 1089 00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:59,320 Speaker 1: cool as her mom came here. It was actually recorded 1090 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:02,600 Speaker 1: at I heard. Okay, you know, I can't understand that perspective. 1091 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:04,200 Speaker 1: You were so close to your mom, you all was 1092 00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:06,600 Speaker 1: together all the time, your mom was cool. It's fuck yeah. 1093 00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:09,359 Speaker 1: And so we don't even like how we talk about 1094 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:12,080 Speaker 1: Kanye losing his mom. You know, we have to give 1095 00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:14,360 Speaker 1: her some grace because I also feel like, you know, 1096 00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:16,160 Speaker 1: and I can't really speak for her, but I feel 1097 00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:18,000 Speaker 1: like that's a hard thing for her to even try 1098 00:51:18,040 --> 00:51:20,520 Speaker 1: to heal from because at that time she was not 1099 00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:23,279 Speaker 1: even where she is now, and to be on that 1100 00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:26,400 Speaker 1: plan doesn't get to see it and yeah, and then 1101 00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:28,239 Speaker 1: you're still working and trying to make things happen, but 1102 00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,560 Speaker 1: there's this loss of her mom was like her manager. Well, 1103 00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:34,080 Speaker 1: I had become so frustrated with the industry that and 1104 00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:36,919 Speaker 1: so frustrated with you know, black people are promoting black 1105 00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:39,600 Speaker 1: excellence and not coming and supporting a black platform that 1106 00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:42,839 Speaker 1: I personalized it. That was a lesson, don't personally, don't 1107 00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,279 Speaker 1: take a personal right. The second lesson was don't use 1108 00:51:45,280 --> 00:51:48,000 Speaker 1: your platform a weapon, not you know whatever. And so 1109 00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:52,120 Speaker 1: like I had become so with Megan not coming on 1110 00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:54,160 Speaker 1: the show after I introduced a card and all that 1111 00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:56,000 Speaker 1: that I felt some type of way and I didn't 1112 00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:58,520 Speaker 1: even realize, like how of an asshole I was being, 1113 00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:00,040 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, because I really was with you, 1114 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:03,520 Speaker 1: like I'll give a fuck, y'all go be mad mama, 1115 00:52:03,920 --> 00:52:06,839 Speaker 1: not her, everybody else. And then when I looked at 1116 00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:08,560 Speaker 1: myself and how I was like talking about her, I 1117 00:52:08,840 --> 00:52:10,600 Speaker 1: just called it one day, I said, yo, I'm just 1118 00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:12,680 Speaker 1: calling this album sorry, and she said, oh no, she 1119 00:52:12,719 --> 00:52:14,440 Speaker 1: tried down. I said, no, listen to I want you 1120 00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:18,200 Speaker 1: to receive that. I'm literally like some people talk about you. 1121 00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:21,080 Speaker 1: It does hurt, whether or not, like don't hurt me. 1122 00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:26,319 Speaker 1: You don't know on my dead brother mother, everybody dead 1123 00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:29,240 Speaker 1: right now in the grave. It don't because I really 1124 00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:32,520 Speaker 1: take it like it's almost like a game of thrones, 1125 00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:34,319 Speaker 1: like when they talk about me, or when they say ship, 1126 00:52:34,480 --> 00:52:36,880 Speaker 1: or like like when Peter Robert from Peter Roseberry his 1127 00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,120 Speaker 1: little fat ass was on the Instagram talking all that ship. 1128 00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:41,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, you, little motherfucker. I can't wait to drag 1129 00:52:41,719 --> 00:52:44,480 Speaker 1: you bitch because my mouth is so reckless and at 1130 00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:46,680 Speaker 1: the end of the day, my level of give is beyond. 1131 00:52:50,440 --> 00:52:52,919 Speaker 1: Oh mother, don't let me tell you right now, don't 1132 00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:55,960 Speaker 1: get too close because you were literally it'll rub off. 1133 00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:58,840 Speaker 1: I live. My level of giving the fun is like 1134 00:52:59,040 --> 00:53:03,319 Speaker 1: beyond because you literally are so pathetic and your life 1135 00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:06,279 Speaker 1: is so worthless that you found an Instagram page to 1136 00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:08,799 Speaker 1: talk about a person who's literally playing with his dogs 1137 00:53:08,840 --> 00:53:10,680 Speaker 1: at home and even thinking of you, and like what 1138 00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:12,560 Speaker 1: straight man gets in the fight with a gay dude, 1139 00:53:12,600 --> 00:53:13,759 Speaker 1: Like you already know, at the end of the day, 1140 00:53:13,760 --> 00:53:15,799 Speaker 1: I might even say, yeah, Peter, I sucked your dick. 1141 00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,800 Speaker 1: That's why you're mad now that I did. But I 1142 00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 1: could you know, you think you could know I could 1143 00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:25,920 Speaker 1: sell that I could never did you ever get a 1144 00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:28,359 Speaker 1: reaction from anybody that you was just surprised, like oh 1145 00:53:29,000 --> 00:53:31,000 Speaker 1: they're tuned into me, like in a bad way or 1146 00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:34,239 Speaker 1: just you was just shocked that it's a trip when 1147 00:53:34,239 --> 00:53:36,480 Speaker 1: the White House reaches out, like I called my account 1148 00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:41,239 Speaker 1: like with the Texas it was in the root chat 1149 00:53:41,320 --> 00:53:44,360 Speaker 1: like that did you see that that spam? Really like 1150 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,680 Speaker 1: what were we doing? But yeah, I mean I get 1151 00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:49,440 Speaker 1: surprised when like people know because I still don't even 1152 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:52,319 Speaker 1: this ship is just fun to me, Like I don't 1153 00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:54,080 Speaker 1: think like there's a lot of people watching that I 1154 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:55,840 Speaker 1: don't have a relationship with who are watching me on 1155 00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:58,680 Speaker 1: this show or drink Champs were like yo, like you 1156 00:53:58,719 --> 00:54:01,200 Speaker 1: know what, you talk about that for a second because 1157 00:54:01,840 --> 00:54:05,160 Speaker 1: at Cardi's party, I was shocked and we was talking 1158 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:07,960 Speaker 1: to my team about it. I don't go outside. I 1159 00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:13,080 Speaker 1: stay in the house, stay out of trouble. Um. It's 1160 00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:15,400 Speaker 1: not even that. I actually really am like wild and 1161 00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,600 Speaker 1: adventurous and I like to do you know, I like 1162 00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:22,439 Speaker 1: skydiving and I like you know, doing all like like well, 1163 00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:30,680 Speaker 1: I want I wouldn't do it. I just said I 1164 00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:33,000 Speaker 1: haven't because I don't really want to be out of control. 1165 00:54:33,360 --> 00:54:36,200 Speaker 1: But better YouTube some of them skydiving incidents. Look ahead. 1166 00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:38,719 Speaker 1: I would love to just like explore the best in 1167 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:42,440 Speaker 1: the maximum possibilities out of life. I don't want to 1168 00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:45,759 Speaker 1: be in the middle of bs and like low and 1169 00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:49,480 Speaker 1: low level energy stuff. So at the Cardi party, who 1170 00:54:49,600 --> 00:54:52,239 Speaker 1: was my first experience since the song blew Up and 1171 00:54:52,320 --> 00:54:56,320 Speaker 1: since being very like front facing and having people, you know, 1172 00:54:56,440 --> 00:54:59,239 Speaker 1: recognize me, I was shocked at the amount of people 1173 00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,880 Speaker 1: that when I they walked past me, like, you know, 1174 00:55:02,239 --> 00:55:05,160 Speaker 1: because you don't go anywhere soon she walked in the party. 1175 00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:08,440 Speaker 1: I don't even think you heard me at first. Okay, yeah, 1176 00:55:08,800 --> 00:55:11,600 Speaker 1: they kicked us out. Isn't that a good thing? They didn't. 1177 00:55:12,080 --> 00:55:14,120 Speaker 1: You could have came over to it, but you know, 1178 00:55:14,280 --> 00:55:16,560 Speaker 1: you are not getting lined, so they kicked us. Well, 1179 00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:18,960 Speaker 1: it was like you got to get out right now. 1180 00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:21,080 Speaker 1: This is why she needs to be friends with me, 1181 00:55:21,120 --> 00:55:24,040 Speaker 1: because they try to. They try to kick us out, 1182 00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:26,320 Speaker 1: so they come over, they start rearranging and take what 1183 00:55:26,360 --> 00:55:28,200 Speaker 1: I said, excuse me, are you moving all this because 1184 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:31,239 Speaker 1: you'll bring more bottles? Because what are you moving? Oh well, 1185 00:55:31,600 --> 00:55:33,760 Speaker 1: this is for Jeremy Scott to go. You put Jeremy 1186 00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:36,800 Speaker 1: right there. I'm sitting right here and like because it 1187 00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:38,920 Speaker 1: was a small space, they're trying to accommod anybody. But no, 1188 00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:40,600 Speaker 1: you should have came over without. You know what though, 1189 00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:42,400 Speaker 1: because because I don't go out and because I'm not 1190 00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:45,120 Speaker 1: pressed whenever people start acting like that and get like 1191 00:55:45,239 --> 00:55:48,760 Speaker 1: that because when I tripped, I act a fucking ass. 1192 00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:51,279 Speaker 1: So I'll be I don't even want to take that 1193 00:55:53,160 --> 00:55:59,080 Speaker 1: swap the busboard. My manager really be like trying to 1194 00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:02,160 Speaker 1: keep me out the grammars with you? Yeah, right there 1195 00:56:02,160 --> 00:56:05,040 Speaker 1: with you? You know what? How is it right from? Okay, 1196 00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:07,080 Speaker 1: obviously you were a millionaire when you were very young, 1197 00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:09,600 Speaker 1: you know before it's tunny writing all these hit songs 1198 00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:12,560 Speaker 1: for people, but people might not have recognized you when 1199 00:56:12,600 --> 00:56:15,879 Speaker 1: you win places, and now they do. It's different. Yeah, 1200 00:56:15,920 --> 00:56:17,960 Speaker 1: it's different. So how was it for you? Like knowing 1201 00:56:18,000 --> 00:56:20,960 Speaker 1: like I got all this money but people still acting funny? Um? 1202 00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:22,640 Speaker 1: I actually liked it because I don't like for people 1203 00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:24,719 Speaker 1: to clock my pockets. I don't like for people that 1204 00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:26,880 Speaker 1: know I got nothing, because don't ask me for nothing. 1205 00:56:27,520 --> 00:56:29,759 Speaker 1: I want to give it to you. I don't want 1206 00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,640 Speaker 1: you to be like, oh, you know, my a C broke. 1207 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:35,880 Speaker 1: I'll be like Damn, that's broke. You know what I'm saying. 1208 00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:39,080 Speaker 1: I like to be able to like, let me give 1209 00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:41,160 Speaker 1: you this money, let me take you on this trip, 1210 00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:43,600 Speaker 1: let me show you some things, because that's my one 1211 00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:46,120 Speaker 1: of my love languages, like how I showed my affection. 1212 00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:49,120 Speaker 1: I don't like to feel used, you know. And I 1213 00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:51,359 Speaker 1: never told the people that were closest to me when 1214 00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:53,840 Speaker 1: I was younger that I had money. Um, I was 1215 00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:56,040 Speaker 1: always paying for stuff, always the one because none of 1216 00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,279 Speaker 1: the people, none of my friends at the time, had 1217 00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:00,040 Speaker 1: any money. So if we if I want to to 1218 00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:01,839 Speaker 1: go on vacation, I had to pay for everything. Yeah, 1219 00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:04,200 Speaker 1: I know that feeling. Yeah so, but that's a good 1220 00:57:04,239 --> 00:57:06,000 Speaker 1: thing though, you know, to be able to have success 1221 00:57:06,080 --> 00:57:08,200 Speaker 1: and be able to take friends on trips and do 1222 00:57:08,320 --> 00:57:10,600 Speaker 1: things for them. But you know, it's really nice. You know, 1223 00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:12,960 Speaker 1: it's really nice when you have friends that's like could 1224 00:57:13,000 --> 00:57:15,239 Speaker 1: do the same thing. When you're like, I got this check, 1225 00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:17,320 Speaker 1: I got this check, I got this check, because after 1226 00:57:17,400 --> 00:57:19,400 Speaker 1: a while, you get tired of pay for everything. You know, 1227 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:22,320 Speaker 1: it's good here and there, but I do like because 1228 00:57:22,560 --> 00:57:25,120 Speaker 1: for me, coming out of foster care abuse and all that, 1229 00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:26,880 Speaker 1: and coming from where I come from, to be able 1230 00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:30,080 Speaker 1: to escapism, to go into somebody else, like a Queen 1231 00:57:30,120 --> 00:57:33,120 Speaker 1: Latifa's life and like you know, see her seven fifty 1232 00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:35,520 Speaker 1: back in the nineties, which was you know, a Bentley 1233 00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:37,880 Speaker 1: or whatever. Then you'll be able to like look at 1234 00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:40,680 Speaker 1: these people. You know, I know what those images and 1235 00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:42,840 Speaker 1: experiences did for me. And I'm locking my passion and 1236 00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:46,000 Speaker 1: drive and you know, opportunity to think about what I 1237 00:57:46,080 --> 00:57:48,320 Speaker 1: could actually become. So I do like taking people on 1238 00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:50,959 Speaker 1: trips or taking them to places where they experienced stuff 1239 00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:52,480 Speaker 1: and then go back and find their own passion. Now, 1240 00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:54,040 Speaker 1: if you just go out, you like just be running 1241 00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:55,880 Speaker 1: my credit card, We're probably not gonna hang out. Yeah, 1242 00:57:55,880 --> 00:57:57,280 Speaker 1: I mean I used to do stupid stuff. I go 1243 00:57:57,360 --> 00:58:00,480 Speaker 1: to the club, get a section, get all the bottles, 1244 00:58:00,520 --> 00:58:03,400 Speaker 1: and not just meet in a section. Yeah, and girls 1245 00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:05,200 Speaker 1: will try to come sit home just first my feet. No, 1246 00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:12,280 Speaker 1: you're not get up before I met him. What are 1247 00:58:12,280 --> 00:58:13,760 Speaker 1: you doing in the section with the bottle by yourself? 1248 00:58:13,840 --> 00:58:17,000 Speaker 1: Five dollars on a section? Just sit there by myself 1249 00:58:17,080 --> 00:58:20,560 Speaker 1: in the club. I used to do that, And because 1250 00:58:21,160 --> 00:58:24,520 Speaker 1: because I want to sit at a table, not spend 1251 00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:27,320 Speaker 1: money on I hate buying bottles because especially because you 1252 00:58:27,360 --> 00:58:28,960 Speaker 1: could let people know you come in and they'll give 1253 00:58:29,000 --> 00:58:32,080 Speaker 1: them to you. I mean you. But like at the 1254 00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,000 Speaker 1: time I had money and nobody knew who I was 1255 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:36,520 Speaker 1: who I was. That's when you need representation and somebody 1256 00:58:36,560 --> 00:58:38,080 Speaker 1: to be like, we have to sell in the name. 1257 00:58:38,120 --> 00:58:40,640 Speaker 1: Come in and she's doing she's that. But see also 1258 00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:44,640 Speaker 1: the reason why I got quickly from YouTube? Yeah but okay, 1259 00:58:44,680 --> 00:58:47,160 Speaker 1: So in l A, I was known for being a 1260 00:58:47,240 --> 00:58:49,400 Speaker 1: pop writer. So that's how I got rich so fast. 1261 00:58:49,440 --> 00:58:53,960 Speaker 1: I was writing pop hits. Nobody in that world understood. 1262 00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:55,960 Speaker 1: I want to go to what was the club that 1263 00:58:56,120 --> 00:58:58,600 Speaker 1: was outside, like Level three or something something in l A. 1264 00:58:58,800 --> 00:59:03,080 Speaker 1: Like outside as an outside club, A lot of day parties. 1265 00:59:03,280 --> 00:59:06,880 Speaker 1: Oh well Penthouse me toxic. Nah, it was a while, 1266 00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:09,760 Speaker 1: but you know, the same club. They didn't change names 1267 00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:12,000 Speaker 1: a bunch of times. I can't even think. But they 1268 00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,320 Speaker 1: don't know them people. It's like two different worlds. So 1269 00:59:15,480 --> 00:59:18,640 Speaker 1: like the people who knew who I was, they you 1270 00:59:18,680 --> 00:59:22,240 Speaker 1: know what I mean, happened that's some ship. No, I 1271 00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:24,280 Speaker 1: just used to drop five in. Now, if you're gonna 1272 00:59:24,320 --> 00:59:26,880 Speaker 1: draw money and you really want to make because look 1273 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:29,480 Speaker 1: as an investment dropping money at the club name everyone 1274 00:59:29,880 --> 00:59:33,200 Speaker 1: Dubai because they want to know who is that? So 1275 00:59:33,400 --> 00:59:36,600 Speaker 1: I went to Do I the last trip basically make 1276 00:59:36,600 --> 00:59:41,200 Speaker 1: everybody go to Do I want to go to listen 1277 00:59:41,240 --> 00:59:43,120 Speaker 1: to me. If you don't hear anything I say today, 1278 00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:46,280 Speaker 1: figure I'll du buy. I went there my last trip 1279 00:59:46,320 --> 00:59:47,920 Speaker 1: by myself. So after float, I went back. I made 1280 00:59:47,920 --> 00:59:50,720 Speaker 1: my relationships, went back by myself. I went. I spent 1281 00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:54,240 Speaker 1: a hundred thousand dollars in the club in five days 1282 00:59:54,360 --> 00:59:55,800 Speaker 1: or whatever. I don't think I want to go there 1283 00:59:58,480 --> 01:00:03,200 Speaker 1: two million, though, because the money attracts money. I met 1284 01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:05,160 Speaker 1: this guy. I swear to god, if he was sitting 1285 01:00:05,200 --> 01:00:08,040 Speaker 1: here right now, you would think he was more. If 1286 01:00:08,080 --> 01:00:10,800 Speaker 1: he's watching, he doesn't look as rich or whatever. He's 1287 01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:13,960 Speaker 1: called a crypto. Well, crypto is big out there, which 1288 01:00:13,960 --> 01:00:16,560 Speaker 1: means you're very crypto. Well you're billionaire. So he's talking 1289 01:00:16,600 --> 01:00:18,640 Speaker 1: to me and he's dressed real regular flip flop shoes. 1290 01:00:18,680 --> 01:00:20,360 Speaker 1: He's like, yeah, I moved here from this country blah 1291 01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:22,720 Speaker 1: blah blah, has had on whatever. He was like, I 1292 01:00:22,760 --> 01:00:24,600 Speaker 1: got me an apartment here in a boat and I 1293 01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:26,440 Speaker 1: like to fish all day. I go oka, yea, where 1294 01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:27,440 Speaker 1: do you live? He goes, Oh, I live in that 1295 01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:31,240 Speaker 1: that's my apartment building right there. He bought the entire building. 1296 01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:34,880 Speaker 1: And his boat was a huge yacht down like, that's 1297 01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:37,240 Speaker 1: my boat right there's a huge yacht. So he's worth 1298 01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:39,760 Speaker 1: over three billion dollars. And so he asked me my story, 1299 01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:41,760 Speaker 1: and I tell him literally the story, like you're have 1300 01:00:41,800 --> 01:00:43,080 Speaker 1: a story, you have a story, we have a story. 1301 01:00:43,480 --> 01:00:45,840 Speaker 1: And afterwards he goes, you know, I love that so much. 1302 01:00:45,880 --> 01:00:47,440 Speaker 1: I would love to support it. I'll give you a 1303 01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:50,240 Speaker 1: hundred million if you have the plan. Where do you 1304 01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:52,320 Speaker 1: do that? Not in l A, not in New York, 1305 01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:54,440 Speaker 1: not in Miami, Miami. They want to go to Primate 1306 01:00:54,480 --> 01:00:57,680 Speaker 1: car Bone one O l A. They want to be 1307 01:00:57,720 --> 01:01:00,600 Speaker 1: outside a hundred million dollars to you're out of plan. 1308 01:01:01,680 --> 01:01:04,360 Speaker 1: So we're figuring out the plan. But just the opportunity 1309 01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:05,960 Speaker 1: there is crazy. It sounds like I need to go 1310 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:11,400 Speaker 1: to do drop back. I'll be like we got money 1311 01:01:11,440 --> 01:01:13,480 Speaker 1: long coming and she needed sections and going away, I 1312 01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:16,920 Speaker 1: got a plant was performed. Then you know they have 1313 01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:18,720 Speaker 1: a club called White. Once you perform at White, they 1314 01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:21,040 Speaker 1: keep coming back and the money is like three times 1315 01:01:21,120 --> 01:01:23,040 Speaker 1: the raid. Jason, you got the connection. Set it up. 1316 01:01:23,680 --> 01:01:25,200 Speaker 1: Let me make some calls okay, because she got a 1317 01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:30,480 Speaker 1: number one song is platinum whatever, landing them artists right here. 1318 01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:33,360 Speaker 1: I just want to talk rad Yesterday was so good 1319 01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:35,919 Speaker 1: at the Black Music Collective. Me and Tiffany were sitting 1320 01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:39,520 Speaker 1: there and when you were performing, was like, oh it 1321 01:01:39,640 --> 01:01:42,880 Speaker 1: was that second type, Yeah, that second song. It was like, 1322 01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:45,520 Speaker 1: my song is another. I want to ask this because 1323 01:01:45,560 --> 01:01:48,400 Speaker 1: I do love that song and I love having starting everything. 1324 01:01:48,880 --> 01:01:51,360 Speaker 1: So have you ever left somebody for another person because 1325 01:01:51,600 --> 01:01:53,560 Speaker 1: another person not you? I know you haven't because I 1326 01:01:53,600 --> 01:01:57,280 Speaker 1: know that's not but I'm asking Jason. I'm like a car. 1327 01:01:57,360 --> 01:01:59,680 Speaker 1: I'm gonna run all the gas out and then when 1328 01:01:59,720 --> 01:02:01,040 Speaker 1: the gay sa all the way out, then I'm out, 1329 01:02:01,160 --> 01:02:03,400 Speaker 1: Like I don't. I can't, Like you never had nobody 1330 01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:04,680 Speaker 1: to sweep you off your feet while you were with 1331 01:02:04,840 --> 01:02:07,280 Speaker 1: someone and three pounds you couldn't sweep me off my 1332 01:02:07,360 --> 01:02:10,480 Speaker 1: feet at the time, But no, you still can't keep 1333 01:02:10,480 --> 01:02:12,160 Speaker 1: me on. There's somebody right now that sweeping me out 1334 01:02:12,160 --> 01:02:13,720 Speaker 1: of my feet a little bit of something like really, 1335 01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:15,240 Speaker 1: but I'm also in the place where I don't trust 1336 01:02:15,280 --> 01:02:18,320 Speaker 1: something that like out with everybody anymore. Uh No, I've 1337 01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:20,280 Speaker 1: never been in a situation and then seeing somebody's like, 1338 01:02:20,320 --> 01:02:23,640 Speaker 1: oh my God, like that never left nobody for someone else. 1339 01:02:23,840 --> 01:02:28,480 Speaker 1: I was hoping that, Yeah, you want your baby mom now, 1340 01:02:28,640 --> 01:02:31,640 Speaker 1: so that you left somebody to get with you. Is 1341 01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:33,400 Speaker 1: it because you felt like this is the one like 1342 01:02:33,520 --> 01:02:37,320 Speaker 1: you felt it? Yeah, I felt like this was probably 1343 01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:41,680 Speaker 1: the last great person. I didn't want to I didn't 1344 01:02:41,680 --> 01:02:44,080 Speaker 1: want to miss out on that opportunity. And at the 1345 01:02:44,120 --> 01:02:47,040 Speaker 1: time it was weird because I just lost my dad 1346 01:02:47,840 --> 01:02:49,920 Speaker 1: and I got into like a car accident or something. Ship, 1347 01:02:50,040 --> 01:02:52,840 Speaker 1: So I felt like God was giving me one like 1348 01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:56,040 Speaker 1: you might not be hit nig big goals, do it 1349 01:02:56,640 --> 01:02:58,960 Speaker 1: and do what you want. Yeah, so you you have 1350 01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:02,480 Speaker 1: you was tapped out. The other relationship, Yeah, don't um 1351 01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:08,360 Speaker 1: great person? Um she was a hustler. Just I felt 1352 01:03:08,400 --> 01:03:13,360 Speaker 1: like at this particular time in our lives, we both 1353 01:03:13,520 --> 01:03:15,640 Speaker 1: wasn't ready for each other. Like I was ready to 1354 01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:19,360 Speaker 1: obviously go to that next stage and create a union 1355 01:03:19,440 --> 01:03:23,040 Speaker 1: or family, and she was more focused on well, I 1356 01:03:23,120 --> 01:03:25,960 Speaker 1: feel like she wasn't focused enough, like as far as 1357 01:03:26,240 --> 01:03:29,440 Speaker 1: in her business and all that ambition is like if 1358 01:03:29,480 --> 01:03:31,840 Speaker 1: you don't have enough ambition that it's like a deal 1359 01:03:31,920 --> 01:03:34,440 Speaker 1: break because you feel you feel like that you don't 1360 01:03:34,440 --> 01:03:39,080 Speaker 1: even gotta be there, but I gotta see this going 1361 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:42,600 Speaker 1: for it and having ideas and being excited. You know, 1362 01:03:42,800 --> 01:03:44,800 Speaker 1: I need to see that. So I didn't feel like 1363 01:03:45,040 --> 01:03:47,200 Speaker 1: that personally. Everybody know what you do, just so they 1364 01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:49,520 Speaker 1: know because Buddha is here in the studio. You know, 1365 01:03:49,840 --> 01:03:51,720 Speaker 1: you got your own space in here. But I just 1366 01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:54,120 Speaker 1: want people to know who you are. I'm a music producer, 1367 01:03:54,640 --> 01:03:58,280 Speaker 1: been doing music professionally for over ten years. We also 1368 01:03:58,360 --> 01:04:01,400 Speaker 1: have a workshop for educa who workshout for producers and 1369 01:04:01,760 --> 01:04:04,400 Speaker 1: cold steal sessions, which will be a function and label 1370 01:04:04,960 --> 01:04:07,480 Speaker 1: the next couple of months with a major so okay 1371 01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:11,680 Speaker 1: and telling who you work with, work with Rick Ross, Nipsey, 1372 01:04:11,840 --> 01:04:16,680 Speaker 1: Neo uh Young and May Jada. This goes on about 1373 01:04:16,760 --> 01:04:19,280 Speaker 1: fifty major artists. Okay. I just want to make sure 1374 01:04:19,280 --> 01:04:22,800 Speaker 1: we know who booted THET money loan. Of course, definitely, 1375 01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:24,720 Speaker 1: we'd like to make these type of connections. You know, 1376 01:04:25,160 --> 01:04:27,520 Speaker 1: you could go to Dubai and really come up. I 1377 01:04:27,600 --> 01:04:30,160 Speaker 1: feel like we just need to have like a Dubai trip. 1378 01:04:30,960 --> 01:04:34,400 Speaker 1: We haven't organized, so I am. I'm creating something out 1379 01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,400 Speaker 1: there right now that's gonna be It's gonna be semi 1380 01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:40,479 Speaker 1: annuals called the Hollywood Unlock Power one hundred Dinner Power 1381 01:04:40,520 --> 01:04:42,680 Speaker 1: one hundred Dinner Party. Serious. So we're gonna do it 1382 01:04:42,720 --> 01:04:45,480 Speaker 1: semi annually. The first one is going to be in October, 1383 01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:48,520 Speaker 1: and so we're talking to me, we're talking to two 1384 01:04:48,560 --> 01:04:52,760 Speaker 1: amazing people, like a hundred thousand dollars of table. Well, 1385 01:04:52,800 --> 01:04:56,760 Speaker 1: if you need to educate musicians, yeah, no, listen, it's real. Um, 1386 01:04:57,320 --> 01:04:59,440 Speaker 1: it's different out there. I tell everybody go and we 1387 01:04:59,640 --> 01:05:01,480 Speaker 1: don't go. I get shipped on a nothing. You know, 1388 01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:05,640 Speaker 1: I really don't understand that. That's crazy. I heard that 1389 01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:08,720 Speaker 1: girl get paid. They bring you out there, they give 1390 01:05:08,760 --> 01:05:14,160 Speaker 1: you the ship on you, dude on you. That was 1391 01:05:14,200 --> 01:05:16,640 Speaker 1: so crazy. Like I don't know what kind of betting 1392 01:05:16,720 --> 01:05:18,840 Speaker 1: people have, but like I think probably having a really 1393 01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:20,160 Speaker 1: good betting, you know what I mean, Like I have 1394 01:05:20,360 --> 01:05:25,000 Speaker 1: really nice, comfortable, like plus as all white betting. Could 1395 01:05:25,040 --> 01:05:27,320 Speaker 1: you imagine somebody could like ship on me and then 1396 01:05:31,800 --> 01:05:36,680 Speaker 1: I just don't think on somebody really fucking like there's 1397 01:05:36,760 --> 01:05:39,680 Speaker 1: no I mean, they do it for entertainment, like entertaining. 1398 01:05:39,720 --> 01:05:42,600 Speaker 1: You've definitely paid on someone. No, I actually tried to. 1399 01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:45,680 Speaker 1: I actually tried to do it one time because the 1400 01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,680 Speaker 1: person wanted me to you know, the time, I said, 1401 01:05:47,680 --> 01:05:51,040 Speaker 1: I'm with this white boy whatever you know, you know, 1402 01:05:51,160 --> 01:05:52,640 Speaker 1: and he wanted me to do some way weird ship, 1403 01:05:52,720 --> 01:05:55,400 Speaker 1: but my bladder and I had to pee too, which 1404 01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:59,520 Speaker 1: was crazy because I had to pee was like naked. 1405 01:05:59,600 --> 01:06:02,120 Speaker 1: I drew all the line like we're not doing We've 1406 01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:04,240 Speaker 1: I've been with you through so much, We're not gonna 1407 01:06:04,280 --> 01:06:06,760 Speaker 1: do this. I couldn't even pete yo. It was the 1408 01:06:06,920 --> 01:06:09,439 Speaker 1: desire to be pet On meeting with the camp pee 1409 01:06:09,480 --> 01:06:11,960 Speaker 1: on your moment that was like quiet and like weird 1410 01:06:12,040 --> 01:06:13,800 Speaker 1: as fun because this person wanted to be pet On 1411 01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:16,000 Speaker 1: and I was trying but I couldn't. And that's when 1412 01:06:16,000 --> 01:06:19,320 Speaker 1: I realized I'm not interested in white boys and the 1413 01:06:19,400 --> 01:06:21,440 Speaker 1: weird ship. And I feel like if you come on 1414 01:06:21,560 --> 01:06:23,280 Speaker 1: room and you peer ship all over my sheets, like 1415 01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:29,640 Speaker 1: you just disrespect that another. And if they sho you 1416 01:06:29,680 --> 01:06:32,280 Speaker 1: do they want to like because you know when kids ship, 1417 01:06:32,360 --> 01:06:34,080 Speaker 1: they didn't want to smear it, Like what is that? 1418 01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:36,520 Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like if there's anyone out 1419 01:06:36,560 --> 01:06:41,800 Speaker 1: here who was bold enough to discuss this activity, maybe 1420 01:06:41,880 --> 01:06:44,520 Speaker 1: give them like the blur face come on live service 1421 01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:47,120 Speaker 1: until they were easy to pee on them. I didn't 1422 01:06:47,120 --> 01:06:49,560 Speaker 1: even I was like, it was like a coworker at 1423 01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:52,040 Speaker 1: one of my old jobs. I was gonna say, Charlotte Magne, 1424 01:06:52,080 --> 01:06:53,960 Speaker 1: No you didn't. No, I was one of my old jobs. 1425 01:06:53,960 --> 01:06:56,320 Speaker 1: I didn't even like we didn't work, you know, he 1426 01:06:56,440 --> 01:06:58,760 Speaker 1: just worked there. And he was like, hey, I didn't 1427 01:06:58,800 --> 01:06:59,920 Speaker 1: know him that well. He was like, let's go to 1428 01:07:00,040 --> 01:07:01,280 Speaker 1: lunch one day and I was like, oh, you know, 1429 01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:04,160 Speaker 1: he's a coworker. And then he asked me if I've 1430 01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:05,920 Speaker 1: ever paid on anyone and I was like no. I 1431 01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:07,360 Speaker 1: was like, where is this going. He was like, you know, 1432 01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:10,520 Speaker 1: would you consider like and we didn't even have no 1433 01:07:10,880 --> 01:07:14,080 Speaker 1: relationship at all, but he just wanted he wanted me 1434 01:07:14,120 --> 01:07:17,720 Speaker 1: to pee on him. I didn't do it, and I 1435 01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:19,640 Speaker 1: didn't go to human I mean, I wasn't really offended, 1436 01:07:19,720 --> 01:07:22,040 Speaker 1: to be honest, I don't have a question for you. 1437 01:07:23,800 --> 01:07:27,120 Speaker 1: When g Casey said that she hadn't had the orgasms 1438 01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:29,400 Speaker 1: and all that time, envy I wanted. I think I 1439 01:07:29,520 --> 01:07:31,200 Speaker 1: text envy, but I don't know if it was green 1440 01:07:31,280 --> 01:07:34,360 Speaker 1: and wasn't going through. What was your thought on that, 1441 01:07:34,440 --> 01:07:37,919 Speaker 1: because like, I feel like with Jada, because Jada is emasculated. 1442 01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:41,600 Speaker 1: Will Smith beyond, like I don't even know how what's next? Right? 1443 01:07:42,520 --> 01:07:44,920 Speaker 1: Is that emasculation when you say someone like that or 1444 01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:47,200 Speaker 1: you know, she was on here and she said that 1445 01:07:47,320 --> 01:07:49,000 Speaker 1: that was part of the reason why she felt like 1446 01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:54,800 Speaker 1: he cheated because she said that to him. Yeah, but 1447 01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:57,360 Speaker 1: I also feel like what his explanation is that they 1448 01:07:57,400 --> 01:08:00,120 Speaker 1: were really young when that happened, and a lot to 1449 01:08:00,240 --> 01:08:05,360 Speaker 1: women like like do you remember your first orgasm? I 1450 01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:08,439 Speaker 1: was very young, but I was a boy myself. Okay, 1451 01:08:08,520 --> 01:08:10,600 Speaker 1: so that but with like man, like do you remember 1452 01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:12,280 Speaker 1: the first time you had an orgasm? And why do 1453 01:08:12,360 --> 01:08:14,480 Speaker 1: women have such a hard time getting an orgasm from 1454 01:08:14,480 --> 01:08:15,880 Speaker 1: a man? Just man just not know what to do. 1455 01:08:16,280 --> 01:08:18,080 Speaker 1: It's just different, Like you have to be able to 1456 01:08:18,160 --> 01:08:21,839 Speaker 1: be vocal and tell them unless you're working with somebody 1457 01:08:21,840 --> 01:08:24,679 Speaker 1: how to do it. Yeah, because everybody's body is difference, 1458 01:08:24,760 --> 01:08:27,320 Speaker 1: Like you know, it's like you have to lead them 1459 01:08:27,400 --> 01:08:29,600 Speaker 1: to the places. I used to only be able to 1460 01:08:29,760 --> 01:08:31,720 Speaker 1: orgasm from oral sex. But I was fine with that, 1461 01:08:31,880 --> 01:08:34,519 Speaker 1: like if I come, I'm fine, And would you tell 1462 01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:36,840 Speaker 1: the man that though I never faked it, like I 1463 01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:39,439 Speaker 1: never would be like like I do women tell men 1464 01:08:39,560 --> 01:08:44,320 Speaker 1: like this is how orgasm? When you get more comfortable 1465 01:08:44,439 --> 01:08:46,639 Speaker 1: because it's really hard to do though. It's really hard, 1466 01:08:46,680 --> 01:08:48,720 Speaker 1: and she was his first, so that means she never 1467 01:08:48,920 --> 01:08:52,759 Speaker 1: orgasm before it was Yeah, so she was his first anyway, 1468 01:08:53,120 --> 01:08:55,080 Speaker 1: And so I feel like when you first start having sex, 1469 01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:56,600 Speaker 1: you don't know what the funk you're doing, and you 1470 01:08:56,640 --> 01:08:58,599 Speaker 1: feel like the guy is supposed to know because that's 1471 01:08:58,640 --> 01:09:01,640 Speaker 1: the way that society makes it like women. You know, 1472 01:09:01,800 --> 01:09:03,840 Speaker 1: she wasn't saying it in a way like Jada, what 1473 01:09:03,960 --> 01:09:06,400 Speaker 1: she's doing, well okay, But I feel like if you've 1474 01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:10,639 Speaker 1: never had an orgasm like from that, you don't realize 1475 01:09:10,680 --> 01:09:12,680 Speaker 1: that you've never had it until you do, and then 1476 01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:14,680 Speaker 1: the day you do, you're like, oh ship, So at 1477 01:09:14,720 --> 01:09:16,920 Speaker 1: that point are you just doing it to please your men? 1478 01:09:17,200 --> 01:09:19,360 Speaker 1: But you can still enjoy sex without having an orgasm, 1479 01:09:19,760 --> 01:09:22,400 Speaker 1: like your pussy still gets wet, like you're still like 1480 01:09:22,560 --> 01:09:25,920 Speaker 1: this is amazing, I love him whatever, and he can 1481 01:09:25,960 --> 01:09:27,400 Speaker 1: still eat you out and you can come from that, 1482 01:09:27,960 --> 01:09:30,000 Speaker 1: because I feel think that's always the best feeling. By 1483 01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:31,800 Speaker 1: the way, when a guy like goes down on you, 1484 01:09:32,040 --> 01:09:33,800 Speaker 1: you come and then he puts it in. Because I 1485 01:09:33,880 --> 01:09:37,160 Speaker 1: feel like Envy's response after he came back on your 1486 01:09:37,200 --> 01:09:40,120 Speaker 1: show and explained it was like it was that typical 1487 01:09:40,240 --> 01:09:42,320 Speaker 1: nigger response when you know, like it ain't my dick. 1488 01:09:42,439 --> 01:09:44,600 Speaker 1: That was the reason why she because he was like, 1489 01:09:44,720 --> 01:09:46,800 Speaker 1: you know what the size, but you know I was 1490 01:09:46,960 --> 01:09:48,880 Speaker 1: I was lucky kind of laughing, but I also wanted 1491 01:09:48,880 --> 01:09:51,000 Speaker 1: to call him and like for it. But like, I 1492 01:09:51,120 --> 01:09:53,840 Speaker 1: feel like I love their relationship. I love them in general, 1493 01:09:53,880 --> 01:09:55,679 Speaker 1: and I love how open they are and it's almost 1494 01:09:55,800 --> 01:09:58,400 Speaker 1: like it's uncomfortable sometimes to hear a real ship like that. 1495 01:09:58,720 --> 01:10:00,880 Speaker 1: But but I think I out of women, there's women 1496 01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:03,040 Speaker 1: who have never had an orgasm. It's so much I 1497 01:10:03,120 --> 01:10:05,320 Speaker 1: feel like sex is over when a man comes. That's 1498 01:10:05,600 --> 01:10:08,200 Speaker 1: normally what it is, right like when a woman has 1499 01:10:08,200 --> 01:10:11,320 Speaker 1: an orgasm because that I didn't come. You know, you 1500 01:10:11,439 --> 01:10:14,680 Speaker 1: gotta finish like until he does. But if a guy 1501 01:10:14,800 --> 01:10:17,040 Speaker 1: comes a lot of times, like you know, I mean 1502 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:20,400 Speaker 1: sometimes really care about you. But then also too, there 1503 01:10:20,400 --> 01:10:22,880 Speaker 1: are so many other alternatives. We have toys, we are yeah, 1504 01:10:22,920 --> 01:10:25,320 Speaker 1: I mean, but it's a woman's responsibility to tell a 1505 01:10:25,360 --> 01:10:27,920 Speaker 1: man how she orgasms, Like this is what makes that 1506 01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:29,880 Speaker 1: if she doesn't know. And I think they were so 1507 01:10:30,080 --> 01:10:32,920 Speaker 1: young because they got together as teenagers, she didn't know 1508 01:10:33,080 --> 01:10:35,479 Speaker 1: yet and sometimes you don't know, like I didn't know 1509 01:10:35,560 --> 01:10:38,640 Speaker 1: about having an orgasm from sex until it happened, you 1510 01:10:38,720 --> 01:10:40,559 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So you think there's a little 1511 01:10:40,560 --> 01:10:42,240 Speaker 1: bit of a stigmas, Like you know, you get with 1512 01:10:42,280 --> 01:10:45,479 Speaker 1: a guy and you're so vocal about unless you've been 1513 01:10:45,520 --> 01:10:47,040 Speaker 1: with them for a certain amount, feel like there's a 1514 01:10:47,080 --> 01:10:49,439 Speaker 1: time limit before you start saying stuff like that or 1515 01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:52,000 Speaker 1: going in you need to be able to say it. 1516 01:10:53,080 --> 01:10:56,920 Speaker 1: But that's the men's perception of like why are you 1517 01:10:57,080 --> 01:10:59,600 Speaker 1: so educated? Why do you know so much? Just like 1518 01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:02,800 Speaker 1: making around where it's like oh, she ah, she you 1519 01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:04,280 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I know it's easier for 1520 01:11:04,360 --> 01:11:06,719 Speaker 1: me to come if I'm on top. Sometimes it's the position. 1521 01:11:06,920 --> 01:11:10,000 Speaker 1: It's like different things, you know what I'm saying certain ways, 1522 01:11:10,080 --> 01:11:12,760 Speaker 1: like I'm not gonna come this way and I need 1523 01:11:12,840 --> 01:11:15,439 Speaker 1: for play first before you know what I'm saying. This 1524 01:11:15,640 --> 01:11:19,040 Speaker 1: is why I feel like the conversation about pre marital 1525 01:11:19,320 --> 01:11:21,800 Speaker 1: or casual sex is this is where it gets in 1526 01:11:21,880 --> 01:11:25,960 Speaker 1: the gray area because it's like premarrital and casual sex 1527 01:11:26,040 --> 01:11:30,120 Speaker 1: for the most part, is not designed for women to 1528 01:11:30,280 --> 01:11:33,120 Speaker 1: have a good time. So if you're meeting a guy 1529 01:11:34,439 --> 01:11:36,760 Speaker 1: off the club. He just trying to get something. He's 1530 01:11:36,760 --> 01:11:39,360 Speaker 1: not trying to pleasure you, unless that's his personality. I 1531 01:11:39,400 --> 01:11:40,920 Speaker 1: would say the first time I had orgasm was a 1532 01:11:40,960 --> 01:11:43,160 Speaker 1: guy I don't really care about. But was it a 1533 01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:45,479 Speaker 1: random hook up? It wasn't a random hook up, but 1534 01:11:46,400 --> 01:11:48,840 Speaker 1: I knew him. Yeah, we were talking, but like and 1535 01:11:48,960 --> 01:11:51,560 Speaker 1: actually I came the first time we had sex and 1536 01:11:51,720 --> 01:11:53,280 Speaker 1: he was just good, like he knew what to do. 1537 01:11:53,720 --> 01:11:57,400 Speaker 1: So why do you stay with him? Because I was young? 1538 01:11:57,479 --> 01:12:01,880 Speaker 1: I was in college and he smells like outside a 1539 01:12:01,920 --> 01:12:05,639 Speaker 1: lot like what I'm saying, he's on the block. Wait, 1540 01:12:05,680 --> 01:12:07,639 Speaker 1: so let me ask you. So now that you're married 1541 01:12:07,680 --> 01:12:09,639 Speaker 1: to you don't count. And you're married, you don't count. 1542 01:12:10,439 --> 01:12:12,519 Speaker 1: You don't count because the question I'm I asked, so 1543 01:12:12,600 --> 01:12:16,280 Speaker 1: you're not you're single? No, I have a boyfriend. Well, anyway, 1544 01:12:17,120 --> 01:12:20,080 Speaker 1: at what level of success did you realize the regular 1545 01:12:20,120 --> 01:12:24,160 Speaker 1: hookup is not not optional? Um? I don't know. I 1546 01:12:24,400 --> 01:12:26,080 Speaker 1: you know what, I always wish that I had had 1547 01:12:26,120 --> 01:12:29,280 Speaker 1: the opportunity to, like online date, and I feel like 1548 01:12:29,360 --> 01:12:32,000 Speaker 1: it's fun, it would be fun. I've never done it 1549 01:12:32,040 --> 01:12:35,960 Speaker 1: because I've been in relationships and everything, so I've never 1550 01:12:36,040 --> 01:12:39,000 Speaker 1: done it. But I feel like dating is fun. Wait, 1551 01:12:39,080 --> 01:12:41,280 Speaker 1: so you're in a relationship while I don't know. I mean, 1552 01:12:41,640 --> 01:12:43,600 Speaker 1: i've never seen you don't post him or something. No, 1553 01:12:43,720 --> 01:12:48,280 Speaker 1: I've never post What is that about? Why you service unlocked? 1554 01:12:48,320 --> 01:12:50,479 Speaker 1: Why can't we get in your business? Because it's amazing 1555 01:12:50,560 --> 01:12:52,439 Speaker 1: that it works the way that it does, probably because 1556 01:12:52,520 --> 01:12:54,920 Speaker 1: I don't. Also, I feel like sometimes like bullshit be 1557 01:12:54,960 --> 01:12:57,320 Speaker 1: going on. I don't want nobody to be like going 1558 01:12:57,400 --> 01:12:59,160 Speaker 1: to him and like trying to you know what I'm saying. 1559 01:12:59,160 --> 01:13:02,080 Speaker 1: I feel like that massage of a brand, especially you're 1560 01:13:02,120 --> 01:13:03,960 Speaker 1: both working in two different and like we go out, 1561 01:13:04,040 --> 01:13:06,479 Speaker 1: we do things, people see us, everybody, but it's not 1562 01:13:06,640 --> 01:13:08,720 Speaker 1: like I got to post you. How do you feel 1563 01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,840 Speaker 1: about other blogs covering your life? They don't. We have 1564 01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:14,320 Speaker 1: a good relationship. We talk. We all talk when we 1565 01:13:14,439 --> 01:13:16,080 Speaker 1: you know, we have a thing. We have a thing. 1566 01:13:16,200 --> 01:13:18,960 Speaker 1: This is what I love about people who want fame 1567 01:13:19,040 --> 01:13:20,599 Speaker 1: and they want to be talked about all the blogs. 1568 01:13:21,120 --> 01:13:23,400 Speaker 1: I don't want to be talked about when I want 1569 01:13:23,400 --> 01:13:25,519 Speaker 1: to hear you never know when I want you to 1570 01:13:25,560 --> 01:13:27,400 Speaker 1: post something I want robbing the post somewhere I want 1571 01:13:28,120 --> 01:13:30,200 Speaker 1: or whatever I sent the blast, I sent it to 1572 01:13:30,240 --> 01:13:32,320 Speaker 1: him here, can you please posts? But like if one 1573 01:13:32,360 --> 01:13:35,840 Speaker 1: of them posted like this this girl she posted Jasonly 1574 01:13:35,840 --> 01:13:38,320 Speaker 1: at the Grammys. I literally this writer from the cut. 1575 01:13:38,400 --> 01:13:40,920 Speaker 1: I had my investigator find her house her moment, I put, 1576 01:13:41,040 --> 01:13:43,880 Speaker 1: all you are crazy because I need to know who 1577 01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:45,960 Speaker 1: I'm dealing with. Let me find out what's going to 1578 01:13:46,200 --> 01:13:48,120 Speaker 1: yell a lot. See that. That's why if you want 1579 01:13:48,160 --> 01:13:49,680 Speaker 1: to write about maybe that's cool. And if you want 1580 01:13:49,680 --> 01:13:52,040 Speaker 1: to write bad about me, that's cool too. But I'm 1581 01:13:52,120 --> 01:13:55,000 Speaker 1: going it's gonna come with something, and the price it's 1582 01:13:55,000 --> 01:14:01,920 Speaker 1: gonna be, like not treated like that. Media will be 1583 01:14:01,960 --> 01:14:04,599 Speaker 1: a whole lot of difference. Yeah, but see this everybody, 1584 01:14:05,000 --> 01:14:09,519 Speaker 1: everybody what okay? But when you write about it but 1585 01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:11,680 Speaker 1: you don't know, then do they do that to you. 1586 01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:15,160 Speaker 1: I don't write about the other people who own platforms, 1587 01:14:15,320 --> 01:14:16,960 Speaker 1: like I don't write about Angie. I don't write about 1588 01:14:17,000 --> 01:14:19,840 Speaker 1: robbing your jasmine. I don't write about them because that's 1589 01:14:19,880 --> 01:14:21,200 Speaker 1: just the thing. Like they don't want me to dig 1590 01:14:21,320 --> 01:14:23,560 Speaker 1: in this ship because we all got something right, Like 1591 01:14:23,680 --> 01:14:25,960 Speaker 1: what he said about hiring somebody to go look at 1592 01:14:26,000 --> 01:14:31,160 Speaker 1: your life. Don't play with me. She's so funny, all right? Anyway, 1593 01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:33,439 Speaker 1: this is listeners. Thank you all so much for coming 1594 01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:37,639 Speaker 1: to cherry On here. We appreciate you so much. Happy 1595 01:14:37,680 --> 01:14:40,120 Speaker 1: that I got to do this. I feel like somebody. Yeah, 1596 01:14:40,479 --> 01:14:41,880 Speaker 1: and like your husband's in the other room. So we 1597 01:14:41,920 --> 01:14:43,760 Speaker 1: didn't want to ask too many questions. You could have. 1598 01:14:43,840 --> 01:14:45,280 Speaker 1: He would have let me. He would have talked about 1599 01:14:45,320 --> 01:14:47,400 Speaker 1: me later, but he would have. You gotta get tied 1600 01:14:47,479 --> 01:14:50,840 Speaker 1: up at some point, okay. So we had a choice. 1601 01:14:50,920 --> 01:14:52,400 Speaker 1: Who's gonna get tied up? You or him? Who's it 1602 01:14:52,439 --> 01:14:54,760 Speaker 1: going to be? Not let me time up. It's not 1603 01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:58,120 Speaker 1: gonna happen. You never know. He won't trust me. It's 1604 01:14:58,160 --> 01:15:02,240 Speaker 1: not gonna happen, all right, So you could be jacently. 1605 01:15:02,320 --> 01:15:03,920 Speaker 1: We need you to step out of your comfort zone 1606 01:15:03,920 --> 01:15:06,680 Speaker 1: and do a little more. Okay, Buddha, thank you so much. 1607 01:15:08,040 --> 01:15:10,439 Speaker 1: This fucking guy man. I just want to say the 1608 01:15:10,520 --> 01:15:12,720 Speaker 1: thoughts and things expressed by Jason Lee have nothing to 1609 01:15:12,760 --> 01:15:16,360 Speaker 1: do with money, long or Buddha. Actually, but if you 1610 01:15:16,400 --> 01:15:20,880 Speaker 1: want receipts, call me Hollywood untocked that com Okay, it's 1611 01:15:20,920 --> 01:15:21,800 Speaker 1: lip service, y'all.