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All right, let's get into 0:00:59.520 --> 0:00:59.960 the episode. 0:01:00.520 --> 0:01:01.480 All from Mike. 0:01:02.240 --> 0:01:03.840 Hello, yow it up, Lyle. 0:01:04.160 --> 0:01:06.400 Mike, what's regalm me? 0:01:06.720 --> 0:01:12.039 Well, uh, you know, just kind of hanging out, wanting 0:01:12.120 --> 0:01:17.240 to call for a while, Life's Spin, Life's Crazy Man to. 0:01:17.200 --> 0:01:20.840 Be honest with me, because I take I take things 0:01:20.880 --> 0:01:23.600 like that seriously. If you tell me your life is crazy, 0:01:23.640 --> 0:01:28.000 I'm gonna believe you. Is your life crazy, and not 0:01:28.200 --> 0:01:31.000 to like any kind of not to anyone's standard except 0:01:31.000 --> 0:01:33.640 your own, to your standard of creason. This is your 0:01:33.640 --> 0:01:38.280 life crazy. It's chaotic, yes, okay, tell me more. 0:01:40.280 --> 0:01:44.360 Well, Uh, I mean, I wasn't in a relationship for 0:01:44.440 --> 0:01:49.640 like five years that ended recently, and you know, just 0:01:49.720 --> 0:01:53.400 kind of dealing with that living in a basement of 0:01:53.440 --> 0:01:58.840 a family member's house now with my cat, just taking 0:01:58.840 --> 0:02:03.480 it day by day. I guess. 0:02:03.120 --> 0:02:06.840 That's not that crazy. 0:02:06.960 --> 0:02:10.080 I guess if yeah, compared to most of the people 0:02:10.160 --> 0:02:10.640 you talk to. 0:02:10.960 --> 0:02:12.720 No, no, no, I'm not comparing it. I'm not comparing it 0:02:12.760 --> 0:02:15.920 to anyone. This is not in a comparison scale. This 0:02:16.040 --> 0:02:17.919 is in like, uh just kind of like going by 0:02:17.919 --> 0:02:23.200 the dictionary definition of craziness. What is the dictionary the diction. 0:02:24.280 --> 0:02:28.040 I'm sorry I shouldn't have I'm I'm regretful of everything 0:02:28.080 --> 0:02:29.560 I've said to you on the phone so far. 0:02:31.320 --> 0:02:34.520 You don't gotta be regretful. I believe. I don't know 0:02:34.520 --> 0:02:38.600 if it's insanity that it's doing the same thing over 0:02:38.680 --> 0:02:41.040 and over again and expecting different results. 0:02:41.720 --> 0:02:47.200 Yeah, you know what, you're smart, because yes, that is 0:02:47.360 --> 0:02:49.280 what it was. An Einstein. I don't know. It's some 0:02:49.360 --> 0:02:54.840 fucking smart guy's definition of insanity, and so therefore something boring, 0:02:55.480 --> 0:02:58.080 the most boring thing you can think of is the 0:02:58.080 --> 0:03:00.600 most insane thing you can think of by that definition. 0:03:00.919 --> 0:03:04.560 So I was wrong and Albert Einstein was right just 0:03:04.560 --> 0:03:05.240 this one time. 0:03:06.760 --> 0:03:08.720 Yeah, Albert Einstein's will have been right once. 0:03:12.080 --> 0:03:15.840 Okay, you broke up with a lady. Are you dating 0:03:15.880 --> 0:03:16.520 other ladies? 0:03:18.040 --> 0:03:18.239 No? 0:03:18.280 --> 0:03:22.480 I'm not taking you know, kind of time for myself. 0:03:23.480 --> 0:03:27.600 Been uh going to therapy. Oh that's nice. What do 0:03:27.639 --> 0:03:29.640 you talk about for the first time in my life? 0:03:31.560 --> 0:03:35.200 The first I don't know. We just kind of you know, 0:03:35.400 --> 0:03:38.760 I've been chatting with her now for I think like 0:03:39.080 --> 0:03:43.440 six weeks, and uh, turns out I kind of hate 0:03:43.440 --> 0:03:44.960 my dad. So there's that. 0:03:45.600 --> 0:03:49.880 That's kind of what What do you hate about your dad? 0:03:50.160 --> 0:03:50.440 Uh? 0:03:50.440 --> 0:03:54.160 He's kind of a douchebag, I guess, you know, he 0:03:54.200 --> 0:03:57.120 doesn't really talk to me or my siblings at all, 0:03:57.160 --> 0:04:02.000 and he tries to, but it's very Uh, it's like 0:04:02.920 --> 0:04:05.720 kind of awkward. I guess it's like when imagine like 0:04:05.720 --> 0:04:08.400 a stranger reaching out to you all the time, pretending 0:04:08.440 --> 0:04:10.640 that they think they know you, but they really don't. 0:04:10.640 --> 0:04:12.800 I'm sure you get that as a lot as a streamer, 0:04:13.600 --> 0:04:15.040 it would be sure. 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:16.560 But that's what it'd be way weirder if they were, 0:04:16.600 --> 0:04:20.560 if they were my dad. My dad doesn't reach out 0:04:20.600 --> 0:04:22.040 to me like that. Well, I mean he does. I 0:04:22.120 --> 0:04:23.120 talk to my dad, but. 0:04:25.480 --> 0:04:33.280 Yeah, I mean, uh, my grandma got cancer, so he 0:04:33.360 --> 0:04:35.840 asked me to go over to her house and fix 0:04:35.960 --> 0:04:38.960 up a bunch of stuff. Meanwhile, he was working on 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:41.080 putting her in a nursing home so he could turn 0:04:41.080 --> 0:04:42.120 around and sell the house. 0:04:44.800 --> 0:04:47.000 So he asked you to fix the stuff and in 0:04:47.120 --> 0:04:49.440 your grandma's house so that the house would have a 0:04:49.480 --> 0:04:50.559 greater market value. 0:04:51.640 --> 0:04:54.960 Correct, And he's not even anywhere near here, so he 0:04:55.160 --> 0:04:58.200 expected me to do everything and then was going to 0:04:58.279 --> 0:04:59.960 turn around and sell the house and put my grandma 0:05:00.080 --> 0:05:01.520 in a home, which she asked him not to. 0:05:02.760 --> 0:05:05.120 Were you going to get a cut? 0:05:06.440 --> 0:05:06.680 Fuck? 0:05:06.760 --> 0:05:06.839 No? 0:05:07.000 --> 0:05:07.479 Probably not. 0:05:09.440 --> 0:05:10.080 Did you do it? 0:05:11.200 --> 0:05:16.280 No? I didn't. I've my aunt. His sister called me 0:05:16.400 --> 0:05:18.719 and was like, Yo, if your dad asked you to 0:05:18.720 --> 0:05:20.400 go over there, don't do it. And then she kind 0:05:20.400 --> 0:05:23.800 of filled me in and everything. So I tried to 0:05:23.839 --> 0:05:27.440 contact him and he's been like kind of ghost ever since. 0:05:27.960 --> 0:05:29.640 What's he do? Does he have a job? 0:05:32.000 --> 0:05:32.160 Uh? 0:05:33.000 --> 0:05:37.280 I don't know. Him and I are very much alike 0:05:37.520 --> 0:05:40.360 in the way that it's hard for us to keep jobs. 0:05:40.400 --> 0:05:42.599 I've jumped around from job to job ever since I 0:05:42.640 --> 0:05:46.919 was like fifteen years old. This is a lot the 0:05:47.000 --> 0:05:48.960 current driver has. Now I was my longest one. 0:05:49.480 --> 0:05:50.920 Why is it hard for you to keep a job? 0:05:53.320 --> 0:05:55.200 Uh? Well, that's kind of one. That's one thing I 0:05:55.200 --> 0:05:57.400 talked to my therapist about. I guess I have a 0:05:57.520 --> 0:06:04.960 problem with being told what to do and uh, you know, 0:06:05.680 --> 0:06:10.520 you can't get a short fuse sometimes, but working on it. 0:06:10.960 --> 0:06:12.880 You want to be your own guy. You don't want 0:06:12.880 --> 0:06:15.640 to have to answer to the man. Man. 0:06:15.760 --> 0:06:17.880 I would love to be my own guy one day. 0:06:18.040 --> 0:06:24.360 But buddy, what you can do whatever you want. I mean, 0:06:24.400 --> 0:06:26.360 you need money. You just gotta figure that out. How 0:06:26.440 --> 0:06:27.240 much money do you have? 0:06:29.680 --> 0:06:34.240 You want a nonence answer? Yeah, negative twenty. 0:06:33.920 --> 0:06:37.880 Four negative twenty four thousand, negative twenty four. 0:06:37.680 --> 0:06:40.120 Dollars, negative twenty four dollars. 0:06:40.440 --> 0:06:42.640 Okay, that's not that bad. That's not that bad. 0:06:42.800 --> 0:06:46.120 No, no, no, not really. I mean I do get paid. 0:06:46.480 --> 0:06:48.560 Some people are they have negative twenty four thousand dollars, 0:06:48.560 --> 0:06:51.240 but you have more than negative money. 0:06:51.360 --> 0:06:54.080 Yeah. I can't imagine having negative twenty four thousand. I 0:06:54.080 --> 0:06:55.120 wouldn't even know what to do. 0:06:56.360 --> 0:06:58.320 But you're richer that You're richer than somebody who has 0:06:58.400 --> 0:07:02.240 negative twenty four thousand dollars. Okay, So you need money? 0:07:02.360 --> 0:07:03.800 Do you have Do you have any skills that you 0:07:03.800 --> 0:07:05.640 can What are your skills? 0:07:07.080 --> 0:07:09.800 Uh? I play video games? 0:07:10.160 --> 0:07:14.680 Okay, and people have made a lot of money doing that. 0:07:16.160 --> 0:07:19.640 Yeah, unfortunately it doesn't work out for everybody. 0:07:22.880 --> 0:07:30.360 Let me think, what other skills do you have? Uh? 0:07:30.520 --> 0:07:33.600 I can change a windshield on a vehicle in less 0:07:33.640 --> 0:07:34.600 than thirty minutes. 0:07:34.960 --> 0:07:38.800 That's a good skill. Yeah, it's a good skill. That's 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:41.160 a skill people would pay you to do to use. 0:07:42.360 --> 0:07:44.960 Yeah. And it's the cool thing about it is it's 0:07:45.040 --> 0:07:47.720 kind of like a job. Like there's cars everywhere. I 0:07:47.760 --> 0:07:51.280 could move anywhere, get a job, but I don't have 0:07:52.040 --> 0:07:54.000 the the money to do that. 0:07:54.680 --> 0:07:57.640 Why don't you have? What? How hard is it to 0:07:57.680 --> 0:07:59.440 start is a genuine question. How hard is it to 0:07:59.480 --> 0:08:04.239 start a windshield or replacement company? 0:08:06.320 --> 0:08:09.320 I can't imagine it's it's it's too hard. I don't 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:11.680 know how hard it is to start a business. I've 0:08:11.680 --> 0:08:15.720 been doing it since twenty seventeen though, So okay, well. 0:08:15.560 --> 0:08:17.040 Got well, because that's the thing is, if you don't 0:08:17.040 --> 0:08:18.480 want to if you don't want to answer it to anyone, 0:08:18.560 --> 0:08:20.280 you just gotta start your own thing. 0:08:21.920 --> 0:08:23.480 Do you think I should start my own company? 0:08:23.920 --> 0:08:25.640 Well, I mean if you if your whole thing is 0:08:25.640 --> 0:08:28.000 you don't want to answer it anyone, then yeah, I 0:08:28.000 --> 0:08:30.960 mean that comes with its own not The desire to 0:08:31.080 --> 0:08:35.200 not want to answer to anyone is a legitimate desire, 0:08:36.520 --> 0:08:40.600 but it comes with its own set of problems. But 0:08:40.760 --> 0:08:43.240 as does I Answering to people comes with its own 0:08:43.240 --> 0:08:45.080 set of problems too, And you just got to examine 0:08:45.080 --> 0:08:48.079 both of those sets of problems and decide which one 0:08:48.679 --> 0:08:49.520 you would rather have. 0:08:52.200 --> 0:08:56.040 Okay, that makes sense, I think so I think I'd rather. 0:08:56.120 --> 0:09:00.400 I think i'd rather, you know, tell people what to do, okay, 0:09:00.679 --> 0:09:04.280 and then have them. You know, there's obviously resentment with that. 0:09:04.400 --> 0:09:09.880 But if I treat people, what if I treat people right? Hate? 0:09:10.240 --> 0:09:11.520 Hate's kind of a strong word. 0:09:12.240 --> 0:09:13.960 No, if you treat I don't know, I don't think 0:09:13.960 --> 0:09:18.120 they're gonna hate you. You seem like a nice guy. 0:09:18.240 --> 0:09:20.520 Well, I appreciate that you're a nice guy too. And 0:09:20.760 --> 0:09:23.480 I was watching a stream earlier and you kept apologizing 0:09:23.520 --> 0:09:26.240 for talking about how much you're going on tour. And 0:09:26.320 --> 0:09:29.400 I don't think you should apologize for that. Thanks, because 0:09:30.080 --> 0:09:31.800 you're doing what you want to do and I think 0:09:31.800 --> 0:09:32.760 that's pretty cool. Man. 0:09:33.200 --> 0:09:36.720 Oh thanks, man, All right, enough about me. I want 0:09:36.720 --> 0:09:38.480 to hear about your Are you're going to start a 0:09:38.520 --> 0:09:39.680 window business? 0:09:40.160 --> 0:09:42.000 Yeah, let's do it, all right. 0:09:42.400 --> 0:09:45.439 What do you Well, here's the thing. You could take 0:09:45.440 --> 0:09:47.480 out a loan, but then you're gonna have negative twenty 0:09:47.480 --> 0:09:50.160 four thousand dollars. And we were just that's exact shit. 0:09:50.320 --> 0:09:51.480 I was thinking about that. 0:09:51.559 --> 0:09:53.040 Negative twenty four thousand dollars. 0:09:53.400 --> 0:09:56.240 So that's a quick way to make that's a quick 0:09:56.280 --> 0:10:00.720 way to become negative twenty four thousand dollars richer. Right, 0:10:03.040 --> 0:10:04.400 So maybe that's not a good idea. 0:10:04.920 --> 0:10:06.320 I don't know. I don't know if it's a good idea. 0:10:06.320 --> 0:10:09.800 I don't I don't know anything about your industry. I 0:10:10.840 --> 0:10:13.640 only know about you and the fact that you don't 0:10:13.640 --> 0:10:16.240 want to answer to anyone. And I know that if 0:10:16.240 --> 0:10:19.960 you don't want to answer to anyone. I know. Here's 0:10:20.000 --> 0:10:22.760 what I know. I know that you need money to 0:10:22.800 --> 0:10:26.440 eat food and live in a place. I know that 0:10:26.480 --> 0:10:29.280 you can get money by having a business or having 0:10:29.320 --> 0:10:32.200 a job. And I know that if you have a job, 0:10:32.240 --> 0:10:33.840 you have to answer to somebody, and if you have 0:10:33.840 --> 0:10:42.160 a business, you don't. So I've used those conclusions to 0:10:42.440 --> 0:10:44.959 arrive to the to the idea that you should start 0:10:44.960 --> 0:10:48.840 a window company. But I don't know if, but I don't, 0:10:48.840 --> 0:10:51.360 I none of I don't know anything about windows, and 0:10:51.360 --> 0:10:54.560 I don't know anything about the window company market. 0:10:55.040 --> 0:11:00.280 But you do, right, Yeah, I mean everyone. I mean 0:11:00.280 --> 0:11:03.680 there's cars everywhere. You know, people break glass all the time, 0:11:03.720 --> 0:11:07.400 so it's like it's one of those industries that's needed everywhere. 0:11:08.160 --> 0:11:13.800 I don't know anywhere that doesn't have cars or glass period. 0:11:14.800 --> 0:11:16.559 Nobody in the chat. I don't like to read the chat, 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:17.720 but I've been reading the chat lately. 0:11:17.920 --> 0:11:20.520 Somebody I closed chat the second you picked. 0:11:20.320 --> 0:11:22.360 Up the phone, and I appreciate that, and I should 0:11:22.360 --> 0:11:25.600 have done the same thing. But I'm I've been reading 0:11:25.600 --> 0:11:27.840 the chat. The chat says you should become a truck driver. 0:11:27.920 --> 0:11:28.720 You ever think about that? 0:11:29.520 --> 0:11:32.880 Yeah? Actually I moved furniture for like five years and 0:11:33.200 --> 0:11:37.480 drove UH from Michigan to Chicago pretty much all the time. 0:11:37.520 --> 0:11:40.960 But the company was paying like shit, they didn't pay overtime. 0:11:41.040 --> 0:11:45.079 And yeah, but yeah I can. I could see that. 0:11:45.440 --> 0:11:48.160 You got to get your CDL. Though I don't have 0:11:48.200 --> 0:11:48.760 a CDL. 0:11:49.160 --> 0:11:51.480 I don't know what that is. Certified driver's license. 0:11:52.720 --> 0:11:56.480 I think commercial. You might be right though, it's yeah. 0:11:56.320 --> 0:12:07.320 That's certified, right, Okay, all right, so so what's the what? 0:12:07.320 --> 0:12:09.199 What's the plan? I'm fired up by this. 0:12:09.640 --> 0:12:11.719 I'm glad you're fired up, because it's been hard to 0:12:11.760 --> 0:12:12.920 feel fired up recently. 0:12:13.559 --> 0:12:14.959 Are you feeling are you feeling fired? 0:12:17.480 --> 0:12:19.840 I feel I feel I feel good. I can't believe 0:12:19.880 --> 0:12:20.640 you picked the phone. 0:12:20.640 --> 0:12:25.640 Actually, no, I'm happy to you sound like you're I mean, 0:12:25.679 --> 0:12:28.320 you sound like these things are crazy. 0:12:28.400 --> 0:12:30.480 I mean, yeah, I guess you made me feel like 0:12:30.520 --> 0:12:33.120 things aren't that crazy though, So that that that that's good. 0:12:33.160 --> 0:12:37.560 I'm glad I called because of that because I'm I'm 0:12:37.559 --> 0:12:39.880 thinking I'm spiraling out of control and I don't have 0:12:40.040 --> 0:12:43.160 control of anything except for my cat, and he attacks 0:12:43.200 --> 0:12:44.720 me all the time, so there's kind of an asshole. 0:12:44.760 --> 0:12:48.320 So I can't really control him. But you know, the 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:50.800 second that you say your life's not that crazy, it 0:12:50.880 --> 0:12:52.480 kind of kind of sticks with you. 0:12:53.040 --> 0:12:54.800 Okay, good, I'm glad that made you feel good because 0:12:54.800 --> 0:12:55.800 I thought I was being a dick. 0:12:56.920 --> 0:12:58.559 No, I don't think you're being a dick at all. 0:12:59.000 --> 0:13:01.400 You're talking to a complete stranger on the phone. 0:13:01.720 --> 0:13:06.439 Right, I am. I forgot about that. I thought I 0:13:06.440 --> 0:13:08.480 felt like i've I've begun, I've begun to felt like 0:13:08.520 --> 0:13:09.200 we know each other. 0:13:10.040 --> 0:13:12.280 Well, that's nice. I feel like I kind of know 0:13:12.360 --> 0:13:14.920 you because I listen to the podcast almost every day 0:13:15.000 --> 0:13:16.600 and I watch your streams whenever I can. 0:13:16.679 --> 0:13:20.920 But why do you why do you not like to 0:13:22.480 --> 0:13:24.880 other people telling you what to do? Where's that come from? 0:13:25.000 --> 0:13:27.280 I've been trying to figure that out with my therapist 0:13:27.320 --> 0:13:29.920 as well. I guess I don't know. Maybe it's the 0:13:30.000 --> 0:13:33.040 fact that I don't know. I grew up watching my 0:13:33.120 --> 0:13:35.120 dad take a bunch of shit from my mom and 0:13:35.200 --> 0:13:37.840 eventually just like pack up and leave. So maybe I 0:13:37.920 --> 0:13:40.520 figured if shit goes wrong, I could just pack up 0:13:40.520 --> 0:13:40.880 and leave. 0:13:41.240 --> 0:13:42.320 Are you cool with your mom? 0:13:42.679 --> 0:13:42.839 Oh? 0:13:42.920 --> 0:13:44.679 Yeah, I love my mom. She's a saint. 0:13:45.200 --> 0:13:47.480 But you said that your mom, You said that your 0:13:47.559 --> 0:13:49.120 dad was taking shit from your mom. 0:13:49.640 --> 0:13:52.720 Right. Well, as a kid, that's what that was my perspective. 0:13:52.760 --> 0:13:54.800 Then you grow up and your parents tell you or 0:13:54.880 --> 0:13:57.040 my mom tells me stories and like how my dad 0:13:57.080 --> 0:14:01.320 actually was and then he turns around and treats his 0:14:01.480 --> 0:14:04.520 kids like he's a douchebag. So why I, you know, 0:14:04.679 --> 0:14:07.559 believe her at that point he he would lie about 0:14:07.600 --> 0:14:10.079 having jobs and like go and sit in a farmer 0:14:10.200 --> 0:14:13.600 Jack parking lot for like hours and then come home 0:14:13.640 --> 0:14:15.400 and be like, oh, what a hard day at work? 0:14:17.720 --> 0:14:19.000 Wait, what is farmer Jack. 0:14:20.440 --> 0:14:24.720 Farmer Jack is an old grocery chain. I don't think 0:14:24.720 --> 0:14:27.960 they're in a business anymore. It might be a Michigan thing. 0:14:28.000 --> 0:14:30.760 I don't know your way you're from? Are you from Michigan? 0:14:31.800 --> 0:14:32.120 Yes? 0:14:32.720 --> 0:14:34.400 So funny because I was gonna say, you sound a 0:14:34.440 --> 0:14:36.160 little a little bit. 0:14:37.040 --> 0:14:40.840 I got that midwestern accent, sound a little bit like 0:14:41.000 --> 0:14:44.520 Joe Para. I don't know who Joe Para is is. 0:14:44.480 --> 0:14:48.360 Not he's not from Michigan, but he is a little 0:14:48.360 --> 0:14:51.640 Michigan or he did the show from Michigan. But anyway, 0:14:51.920 --> 0:14:52.880 you don't even know who that is. 0:14:52.920 --> 0:14:55.320 Okay, anyway, I'll google it after I get out the 0:14:55.360 --> 0:14:55.800 fun with you. 0:14:56.800 --> 0:14:57.520 Have to do anything. 0:14:57.720 --> 0:14:59.200 You don't have to do any Sorry, I probably won't 0:14:59.200 --> 0:14:59.960 even remember the name. 0:15:00.240 --> 0:15:01.800 I know you won't. You know, don't you don't. You 0:15:01.800 --> 0:15:02.920 don't have to lie to me and tell me that 0:15:02.920 --> 0:15:05.120 you're going to google my reference, because I do that 0:15:05.160 --> 0:15:07.560 to people. If somebody tells me something, I'll say I'll 0:15:07.560 --> 0:15:09.320 google it, and I won't do it. I would rather 0:15:09.400 --> 0:15:13.840 you just sit with me in reality. Okay, your father 0:15:15.080 --> 0:15:19.360 would go to the grocery store parking lots and sit 0:15:19.480 --> 0:15:21.520 there and do nothing and then say that he went 0:15:21.560 --> 0:15:21.920 to work. 0:15:22.920 --> 0:15:27.560 Yes, you'd come home like five five thirty and be like, oh, 0:15:27.640 --> 0:15:30.440 what a hard day at work? And my mom. 0:15:30.240 --> 0:15:38.120 Would shoot because he's Here's when sitting inside of the 0:15:38.160 --> 0:15:42.880 grocery store bagging car in the parking lot is not 0:15:43.600 --> 0:15:48.120 that much more strenuous than sitting in the parking lots 0:15:48.680 --> 0:15:49.320 doing nothing. 0:15:49.440 --> 0:15:51.840 Yeah, so why not at that point just get the 0:15:51.920 --> 0:15:59.200 job right? I agree with you, But as a child, 0:15:59.200 --> 0:16:01.480 I didn't you know that all that stuff happened. I 0:16:01.520 --> 0:16:03.640 was like six seven years old, so I didn't know 0:16:03.680 --> 0:16:05.360 what was going. All I knew is mommy and daddy 0:16:05.360 --> 0:16:05.840 were fighting. 0:16:07.280 --> 0:16:08.720 I take back what I said now that I'm thinking 0:16:08.720 --> 0:16:12.880 about it, because I spent. I spent and still sometimes 0:16:12.920 --> 0:16:15.240 spend lots of time in the parking lots of Target, 0:16:16.000 --> 0:16:19.640 listening to music and eating food and stuff and. 0:16:19.520 --> 0:16:23.280 The target parking lot or here though, if you're gonna 0:16:23.280 --> 0:16:26.440 sit in a parking lot, targets a spot to go. Okay, 0:16:28.120 --> 0:16:29.720 the good people watching too? 0:16:30.600 --> 0:16:33.320 All right, before we go, Well, I don't know. I 0:16:33.360 --> 0:16:35.520 feel like there's there's more things I want to know about. 0:16:35.560 --> 0:16:39.200 You sound interesting now we started this out, I was 0:16:39.240 --> 0:16:41.800 debating you on you not being well. I didn't say 0:16:41.840 --> 0:16:44.000 you weren't interesting. I said your life wasn't crazy. 0:16:44.600 --> 0:16:47.760 Correct, no one's ever called me interesting before, So thank 0:16:47.800 --> 0:16:48.240 you for that. 0:16:50.520 --> 0:16:54.720 You're your your No, you are, And you know what, 0:16:54.840 --> 0:16:56.640 I'm not going to say your life is crazy, but 0:16:56.680 --> 0:17:04.679 your life has conflict and drama and dilemmas which make 0:17:04.760 --> 0:17:05.440 it interesting. 0:17:06.880 --> 0:17:08.520 Right. But I don't want that? 0:17:09.520 --> 0:17:10.040 What do you want? 0:17:12.520 --> 0:17:14.800 I want to live. I want to move to Colorado 0:17:14.840 --> 0:17:16.639 and I want to live in the mountains and I 0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:20.800 want to, like, you know, see some things and drink 0:17:20.840 --> 0:17:21.879 water out of a creek. 0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:25.919 Well, there we go. 0:17:26.000 --> 0:17:26.399 That's you. 0:17:26.400 --> 0:17:28.000 Haven't you haven't brought that up. We've only been on 0:17:28.040 --> 0:17:30.640 the phone together for seventeen minutes. You haven't even brought 0:17:30.680 --> 0:17:31.000 that up. 0:17:32.400 --> 0:17:34.879 Well, I mean, you know it didn't come up organically. 0:17:35.080 --> 0:17:38.200 You didn't ask, but now you asked. Yeah, it would 0:17:38.200 --> 0:17:40.560 be nice to live in the mountains. I don't want 0:17:40.560 --> 0:17:43.840 to be like a mountain person like Feral, but I 0:17:43.840 --> 0:17:45.520 think it would be cool to like live like like 0:17:45.560 --> 0:17:47.280 a little small town like South Park. 0:17:49.320 --> 0:17:52.800 I'm trying to think here you you don't want to 0:17:52.800 --> 0:17:54.119 be a mountain person, but you want to live in 0:17:54.160 --> 0:17:57.800 the mountains. Yes, it's like how you're doing to be 0:17:58.480 --> 0:18:00.680 your Your dad doesn't want to work at grocery store, 0:18:00.680 --> 0:18:02.440 but he wants to hang out in the grocery store 0:18:02.480 --> 0:18:04.480 parking lot. 0:18:05.320 --> 0:18:06.719 I guess we're not that much different. 0:18:07.280 --> 0:18:12.760 You said you, and you said that earlier. Yeah, I'm 0:18:12.760 --> 0:18:14.800 trying to I want I don't want to. I want 0:18:14.800 --> 0:18:19.680 to leave this phone call with like because, like I said, 0:18:19.680 --> 0:18:21.560 I'm fired up, but you're not fired up, And I 0:18:21.600 --> 0:18:27.200 want to leave this phone call with you, like thinking 0:18:27.240 --> 0:18:29.680 about like with a plan. Do we have a plan? 0:18:29.800 --> 0:18:32.160 Are we gonna start that window company? Are we gonna 0:18:32.200 --> 0:18:34.520 move to Colorado? Are we gonna are we gonna do something? 0:18:34.920 --> 0:18:38.399 Or are we gonna keep sitting by and letting life 0:18:38.440 --> 0:18:40.080 happen to us. What's your name. 0:18:39.920 --> 0:18:41.560 Again, Mike? 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:44.600 Are we gonna see it by and let life happen 0:18:44.640 --> 0:18:45.320 to us? Mike? 0:18:46.440 --> 0:18:49.080 No, we're not. We're gonna grab life by the balls 0:18:49.119 --> 0:18:49.920 and twist. 0:18:49.560 --> 0:18:53.280 It, all right? So what are we doing? Are we 0:18:53.320 --> 0:18:56.200 taking out of Are we gonna go twenty four thousand 0:18:56.200 --> 0:19:02.080 dollars into debt? Are we gonna move total debt? Either way? 0:19:02.080 --> 0:19:05.040 Because either starting the windows company or moving to Denver, 0:19:05.240 --> 0:19:06.120 we're going into debt. 0:19:07.119 --> 0:19:10.520 We'll do. We'll go to Colorado and we'll open the 0:19:11.080 --> 0:19:14.520 window company in Colorado where there's falling rocks and people 0:19:14.520 --> 0:19:20.280 break glass all the time. Earth Earth will provide me 0:19:20.359 --> 0:19:23.760 customers by dropping rocks on people's vehicles while they're driving. 0:19:25.600 --> 0:19:27.919 You know what you brought. We brought them up at 0:19:27.960 --> 0:19:29.680 the beginning. And I think you're I think both of 0:19:29.760 --> 0:19:31.560 us combined are smarter than Albert Einstein. 0:19:34.000 --> 0:19:39.160 That's that's probably true. Actually it probably is. I agree 0:19:39.680 --> 0:19:42.399 you changed me. Thank you all right? 0:19:42.440 --> 0:19:44.360 Are you gonna actually do any of those things? 0:19:44.560 --> 0:19:46.960 I'm fired up right now. 0:19:47.160 --> 0:19:51.160 Okay, I was fired up for you and you weren't 0:19:51.160 --> 0:19:52.560 fired up. But I'm glad you're fired up. 0:19:52.600 --> 0:19:55.680 Now No, I'm fired up. Now let's do it. We're 0:19:55.680 --> 0:19:57.840 gonna we're gonna move to Colorado. We're gonna open a 0:19:57.840 --> 0:20:01.400 window company. Everybody who lives in colleg Colorado, come get class. 0:20:01.760 --> 0:20:03.280 I'll be there next year. 0:20:03.640 --> 0:20:06.639 Okay, I'm not gonna do any of that, but I'm 0:20:06.680 --> 0:20:11.000 gonna sit you have you. Yeah, it's true. I'm gonna 0:20:11.000 --> 0:20:16.600 be in Colorado in like a week, but I'm gonna. 0:20:16.760 --> 0:20:21.440 I'm I hope you do those things because life's too 0:20:21.640 --> 0:20:24.080 You're you're I I have the similar I don't like 0:20:24.119 --> 0:20:26.160 being told what to do either. I don't either. 0:20:26.560 --> 0:20:28.680 Because I was gonna ask that. I don't know if 0:20:28.680 --> 0:20:30.840 that's like you can ask me. Like you said earlier, 0:20:30.880 --> 0:20:33.199 it's it's got to be a common thing, right, But 0:20:33.280 --> 0:20:34.919 how do you how do you control that? 0:20:36.400 --> 0:20:39.280 You don't. It's parties you're wiring as a human being. 0:20:39.720 --> 0:20:42.560