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Speaker 1: the episode.

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Speaker 2: All from Mike.

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Speaker 3: Hello, yow it up, Lyle.

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Speaker 1: Mike, what's regalm me?

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Speaker 3: Well, uh, you know, just kind of hanging out, wanting

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Speaker 3: to call for a while, Life's Spin, Life's Crazy Man to.

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Speaker 1: Be honest with me, because I take I take things

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Speaker 1: like that seriously. If you tell me your life is crazy,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna believe you. Is your life crazy, and not

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Speaker 1: to like any kind of not to anyone's standard except

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Speaker 1: your own, to your standard of creason. This is your

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Speaker 1: life crazy. It's chaotic, yes, okay, tell me more.

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Speaker 3: Well, Uh, I mean, I wasn't in a relationship for

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Speaker 3: like five years that ended recently, and you know, just

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Speaker 3: kind of dealing with that living in a basement of

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Speaker 3: a family member's house now with my cat, just taking

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Speaker 3: it day by day. I guess.

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Speaker 1: That's not that crazy.

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Speaker 3: I guess if yeah, compared to most of the people

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Speaker 3: you talk to.

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Speaker 1: No, no, no, I'm not comparing it. I'm not comparing it

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Speaker 1: to anyone. This is not in a comparison scale. This

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Speaker 1: is in like, uh just kind of like going by

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Speaker 1: the dictionary definition of craziness. What is the dictionary the diction.

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry I shouldn't have I'm I'm regretful of everything

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Speaker 1: I've said to you on the phone so far.

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Speaker 3: You don't gotta be regretful. I believe. I don't know

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Speaker 3: if it's insanity that it's doing the same thing over

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Speaker 3: and over again and expecting different results.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what, you're smart, because yes, that is

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Speaker 1: what it was. An Einstein. I don't know. It's some

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Speaker 1: fucking smart guy's definition of insanity, and so therefore something boring,

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Speaker 1: the most boring thing you can think of is the

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Speaker 1: most insane thing you can think of by that definition.

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Speaker 1: So I was wrong and Albert Einstein was right just

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Albert Einstein's will have been right once.

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Speaker 1: Okay, you broke up with a lady. Are you dating

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Speaker 1: other ladies?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 3: I'm not taking you know, kind of time for myself.

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Speaker 3: Been uh going to therapy. Oh that's nice. What do

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Speaker 3: you talk about for the first time in my life?

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Speaker 3: The first I don't know. We just kind of you know,

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Speaker 3: I've been chatting with her now for I think like

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Speaker 1: That's kind of what What do you hate about your dad?

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Speaker 3: He's kind of a douchebag, I guess, you know, he

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Speaker 3: and he tries to, but it's very Uh, it's like

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Speaker 3: I'm sure you get that as a lot as a streamer,

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Speaker 1: But that's what it'd be way weirder if they were,

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Speaker 1: if they were my dad. My dad doesn't reach out

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Speaker 1: to me like that. Well, I mean he does. I

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, uh, my grandma got cancer, so he

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Speaker 1: So he asked you to fix the stuff and in

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Speaker 3: Correct, And he's not even anywhere near here, so he

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Speaker 1: Were you going to get a cut?

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Speaker 3: Fuck?

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Speaker 3: Probably not.

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Speaker 1: Did you do it?

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Speaker 3: No? I didn't. I've my aunt. His sister called me

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Speaker 1: What's he do? Does he have a job?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. Him and I are very much alike

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Speaker 3: I've jumped around from job to job ever since I

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Speaker 1: Why is it hard for you to keep a job?

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Speaker 3: Uh? Well, that's kind of one. That's one thing I

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Speaker 3: talked to my therapist about. I guess I have a

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Speaker 3: problem with being told what to do and uh, you know,

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Speaker 3: you can't get a short fuse sometimes, but working on it.

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Speaker 1: You want to be your own guy. You don't want

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Speaker 3: I would love to be my own guy one day.

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Speaker 1: But buddy, what you can do whatever you want. I mean,

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Speaker 1: you need money. You just gotta figure that out. How

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Speaker 3: You want a nonence answer? Yeah, negative twenty.

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Speaker 1: Four negative twenty four thousand, negative twenty four.

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's not that bad. That's not that bad.

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Speaker 3: No, no, no, not really. I mean I do get paid.

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Speaker 1: Some people are they have negative twenty four thousand dollars,

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Speaker 1: but you have more than negative money.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. I can't imagine having negative twenty four thousand. I

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Speaker 1: But you're richer that You're richer than somebody who has

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Speaker 1: negative twenty four thousand dollars. Okay, So you need money?

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Speaker 1: Do you have Do you have any skills that you

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Speaker 3: Uh? I play video games?

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Speaker 1: Okay, and people have made a lot of money doing that.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, unfortunately it doesn't work out for everybody.

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Speaker 1: Let me think, what other skills do you have? Uh?

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Speaker 3: I can change a windshield on a vehicle in less

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Speaker 1: That's a good skill. Yeah, it's a good skill. That's

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Speaker 3: Yeah. And it's the cool thing about it is it's

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Speaker 1: Why don't you have? What? How hard is it to

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Speaker 1: start is a genuine question. How hard is it to

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Speaker 3: I can't imagine it's it's it's too hard. I don't

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Speaker 1: Got well, because that's the thing is, if you don't

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Speaker 3: Do you think I should start my own company?

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Speaker 1: Well, I mean if you if your whole thing is

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Speaker 1: mean that comes with its own not The desire to

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Speaker 1: but it comes with its own set of problems. But

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Speaker 1: as does I Answering to people comes with its own

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Speaker 1: both of those sets of problems and decide which one

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Speaker 3: Okay, that makes sense, I think so I think I'd rather.

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Speaker 3: I think i'd rather, you know, tell people what to do, okay,

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Speaker 3: and then have them. You know, there's obviously resentment with that.

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Speaker 3: But if I treat people, what if I treat people right? Hate?

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Speaker 3: Hate's kind of a strong word.

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Speaker 1: No, if you treat I don't know, I don't think

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Speaker 3: Well, I appreciate that you're a nice guy too. And

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Speaker 3: I was watching a stream earlier and you kept apologizing

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Speaker 3: I don't think you should apologize for that. Thanks, because

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Speaker 3: that's pretty cool. Man.

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Speaker 1: Oh thanks, man, All right, enough about me. I want

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Speaker 1: to hear about your Are you're going to start a

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Speaker 3: Yeah, let's do it, all right.

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Speaker 1: What do you Well, here's the thing. You could take

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Speaker 3: I was thinking about that.

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Speaker 3: So that's a quick way to make that's a quick

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Speaker 3: So maybe that's not a good idea.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if it's a good idea.

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Speaker 1: I don't I don't know anything about your industry. I

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Speaker 1: a window company. But I don't know if, but I don't,

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Speaker 1: I none of I don't know anything about windows, and

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Speaker 1: I don't know anything about the window company market.

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Speaker 3: But you do, right, Yeah, I mean everyone. I mean

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Speaker 3: there's cars everywhere. You know, people break glass all the time,

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Speaker 3: so it's like it's one of those industries that's needed everywhere.

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Speaker 3: I don't know anywhere that doesn't have cars or glass period.

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Speaker 1: Nobody in the chat. I don't like to read the chat,

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Speaker 1: but I've been reading the chat lately.

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Speaker 3: Somebody I closed chat the second you picked.

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Speaker 1: Up the phone, and I appreciate that, and I should

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Speaker 1: have done the same thing. But I'm I've been reading

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Speaker 1: the chat. The chat says you should become a truck driver.

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Speaker 1: You ever think about that?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Actually I moved furniture for like five years and

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Speaker 3: drove UH from Michigan to Chicago pretty much all the time.

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Speaker 3: But the company was paying like shit, they didn't pay overtime.

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Speaker 3: And yeah, but yeah I can. I could see that.

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Speaker 3: You got to get your CDL. Though I don't have

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Speaker 3: I want to live. I want to move to Colorado

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Speaker 1: Haven't you haven't brought that up. We've only been on

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Speaker 3: Again, Mike?

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Speaker 3: No, we're not. We're gonna grab life by the balls

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Speaker 1: It, all right? So what are we doing? Are we

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Speaker 3: We'll do. We'll go to Colorado and we'll open the

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Speaker 1: Are you gonna actually do any of those things?

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Speaker 3: I'm fired up right now.

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Speaker 1: You're you're I I have the similar I don't like

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Wow, you're really good at this, man, Am I better

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Speaker 3: I mean yeah, I guess so. We I mean, she

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Speaker 1: And you know what, you're real therapist. She went twenty

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Speaker 3: Yeah, she's tired. She's tiring negative twenty four thousand dollars.

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Speaker 1: Right now, twenty four thousand dollars right.

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Speaker 3: Paying it off, paying it off. You know what, I'm

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Speaker 1: It's funny because I it throughout all of history, I've

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Speaker 1: I won't accept anybody telling me that I am. But

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Speaker 3: You're right, we've fired each other up, Lyle, all right,

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00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:57,840
Speaker 3: thank you. I appreciate it.

442
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,199
Speaker 1: What's the name of this business that you're gonna give

443
00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:01,800
Speaker 1: us the name now, so that in a year, if

444
00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:03,080
Speaker 1: we remember, we'll look it up.

445
00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:12,720
Speaker 3: We're gonna call it, Uh, Mike's glass.

446
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:17,080
Speaker 1: Come on, well, thick again, just try it one more time.

447
00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:26,720
Speaker 3: Okay, this is tough. You break it, we fix it.

448
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:28,280
Speaker 1: I like Mike's glass.

449
00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:31,760
Speaker 3: Better do that one, all right, I'll do Mike's glass.

450
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,960
Speaker 1: Okay, Mike is there anything else you want to say

451
00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,159
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go.

452
00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:38,400
Speaker 3: H thank you guys for your time. Can I can

453
00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:39,679
Speaker 3: I plug my twitch channel?

454
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:44,040
Speaker 1: Oh? You have a twitch? Oh okay, yeah, if you

455
00:23:44,040 --> 00:23:46,400
Speaker 1: you started saying that you play video games?

456
00:23:46,880 --> 00:23:56,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, Tick Safty Pick Saucy two season thick Dick Saucy. Yeah,

457
00:23:57,040 --> 00:24:00,320
Speaker 3: actually just uh kind of gave up on streaming and

458
00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:01,680
Speaker 3: then you called me, and now I'll fight it.

459
00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:05,119
Speaker 1: Up, Dick Saucy. Okay, I'll try to raid you at

460
00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:05,840
Speaker 1: some point.

461
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:08,840
Speaker 3: Oh my man, and the next time you're in Detroit,

462
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:11,879
Speaker 3: or if if I'm in Colorado by then I'll come

463
00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:12,280
Speaker 3: see you.

464
00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:15,200
Speaker 1: Okay, Sick, don't come see me. And then we want

465
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:16,600
Speaker 1: to hear. I want to hear if you if you

466
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,919
Speaker 1: actually I don't know, I'm if you actually start this

467
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,840
Speaker 1: glass blaziness. I want to know. I want to know.

468
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,879
Speaker 3: I'll I'll send you an Instagram. I'll send you a

469
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,640
Speaker 3: message on Instagram on my sore front.

470
00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:27,760
Speaker 1: Okay, don't do it for me though, because you don't

471
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:29,639
Speaker 1: like having people tell you what to do, so I

472
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:32,760
Speaker 1: you know anyway, all right, all right, we're gonna go

473
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:34,360
Speaker 1: in circles like Mike.

474
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,159
Speaker 3: Can I just say. Everyone says you sound different on

475
00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,280
Speaker 3: the phone, and I don't think you sound any different

476
00:24:39,280 --> 00:24:39,960
Speaker 3: on the phone at all.

477
00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 1: You don't know what I sound like when I'm not

478
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:43,679
Speaker 1: on the phone, because we've only talked over the phone.

479
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:46,880
Speaker 3: Touche.

480
00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:48,680
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you soon, Mike.

481
00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:51,520
Speaker 3: Goodbye, Lyle, goodbye.

482
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 1: You know what I love? You know what. I liked

483
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:57,920
Speaker 1: that guy so much. I liked that guy so much

484
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:03,440
Speaker 1: that I'm gonna take a hammer and smash my car

485
00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 1: windshield just so I can support his small business. What

486
00:25:08,119 --> 00:25:11,240
Speaker 1: a guy?

487
00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, Hello, Hi, Oh my goodness.

488
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:20,440
Speaker 1: Lyle, Hi, Hi, I'm all right. How are you doing.

489
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:22,000
Speaker 4: I'm doing good?

490
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 1: Uh? What is your name?

491
00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:27,679
Speaker 4: My name? We're gonna go with Jane.

492
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:32,000
Speaker 1: What's up? Jane? I like that's a good that's a

493
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 1: classic name. Yes, yeah, what's going on, Jane? How are you?

494
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:43,840
Speaker 4: I'm doing good. I'm just drinking Cayman Jack's bacon bread.

495
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,080
Speaker 1: What's came? What is Cayman Jack's.

496
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,240
Speaker 4: They're like it's a margarita, but they don't use tequila,

497
00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 4: so I call it like a speak margarita.

498
00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:57,960
Speaker 1: Okay, Monday night margarita. I like that that sounds fun.

499
00:25:58,080 --> 00:26:02,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I had a them day off, so I decided,

500
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:02,680
Speaker 4: why not.

501
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:05,160
Speaker 1: Well a random day off of what.

502
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:10,840
Speaker 4: Of work? I'm getting my car fixed, so I didn't

503
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:12,359
Speaker 4: have a way to get to work today.

504
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:14,280
Speaker 1: What do you do?

505
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:19,360
Speaker 4: I work at a large corporation that has a lot

506
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:20,240
Speaker 4: of warehouses.

507
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:25,840
Speaker 1: Okay, what's I I guess I could keep going what what's?

508
00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:28,480
Speaker 1: What's in these warehouses? What are they housing?

509
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:32,919
Speaker 4: Just a lot of products and good groth?

510
00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:35,440
Speaker 1: Oh do you work? You're for Amazon?

511
00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:38,720
Speaker 4: I cannot answer that.

512
00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:42,120
Speaker 1: Oh okay, I'm not trying to get you fired. Can

513
00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:45,880
Speaker 1: you get fired for talking about Amazon on a podcast?

514
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,560
Speaker 1: I feel like I've talked to like a ton of

515
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:49,320
Speaker 1: people who work for Amazon.

516
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:52,240
Speaker 4: On Well it's a very large company, so I'm sure

517
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,360
Speaker 4: that there are quite a few people that do work

518
00:26:54,359 --> 00:26:55,040
Speaker 4: at Amazon.

519
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:02,400
Speaker 1: Well, anyway, okay, so you're on your day off. It's

520
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:11,480
Speaker 1: margueritea Monday what and some bread? What's your name again? Jane? Jane, Jane.

521
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:13,879
Speaker 1: It's okay. If not, we can just kind of shoot

522
00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 1: the ship. But is there anything in particular you wanted

523
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:16,840
Speaker 1: to talk about today?

524
00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:21,439
Speaker 4: So I have two possible things that I would like

525
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,080
Speaker 4: to talk about. It depends on what kind of mood

526
00:27:24,119 --> 00:27:26,879
Speaker 4: you're in on the first one has to do with

527
00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:29,840
Speaker 4: just like my crazy mother and the fact that I

528
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:33,560
Speaker 4: didn't realize she was a little unhinged until I was

529
00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:37,920
Speaker 4: an adult. Or I am thinking about getting plastic surgery,

530
00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:40,040
Speaker 4: but I'm trying to figure out a way to fund it.

531
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Speaker 1: What well, what kind of plastic surgery? Think am I getting?

532
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:50,119
Speaker 4: Okay, So it's not anything that's like per usual, I

533
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:54,439
Speaker 4: guess like LA standards, but I feel like I'm a

534
00:27:54,480 --> 00:28:00,879
Speaker 4: pretty attractive woman. However, I was not really blessed with

535
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 4: like like perfect attributes. I guess you can say and

536
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:09,639
Speaker 4: I don't want to get you in trouble with like

537
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 4: twitch So I'm trying to figure out a way to

538
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:12,240
Speaker 4: see you.

539
00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:14,440
Speaker 1: Can see, you can say you don't I think with

540
00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:17,080
Speaker 1: I think with this has been my exp I've been

541
00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:20,720
Speaker 1: streaming on here for almost three years, and I think

542
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 1: with my experience, like you can say anything, but you

543
00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 1: can't show sexual things. So I mean, say whatever you want.

544
00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,800
Speaker 4: And are you and you're comfortable with you know whatever?

545
00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:35,680
Speaker 4: With words, I guess I am.

546
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,880
Speaker 1: I am. I am indeed comfortable with words cool.

547
00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:47,840
Speaker 4: So I I has been commonly mistaken for as a

548
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,560
Speaker 4: man because I have a lot of fat in a

549
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,440
Speaker 4: certain area. If you kind of catch my.

550
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:55,760
Speaker 1: Drists say say that one more time.

551
00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,440
Speaker 4: I have been mistaken for a man because I have

552
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:02,640
Speaker 4: a lot of fact in a certain area.

553
00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:08,320
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think of. Oh oh okay.

554
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:13,719
Speaker 4: Uh huh. So when I wear clothes anything, people often

555
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:17,160
Speaker 4: mistake me for being a man, And no one ever

556
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:20,760
Speaker 4: really like comes out and like flat out asks me, oh,

557
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 4: what are you a dude? The only time that that's

558
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 4: ever happened is when I go on dates. A lot

559
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:29,280
Speaker 4: of people think that I'm like a trans female or

560
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,560
Speaker 4: male to female type of thing, and I'm not.

561
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:36,760
Speaker 1: So it's all You've like gone on dates with people

562
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,480
Speaker 1: who think that you're a man.

563
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:42,920
Speaker 4: Oh yeah yeah. And I've even been in a serious

564
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:50,000
Speaker 4: relationship where the guy thought I was trans and he

565
00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:55,959
Speaker 4: was like surprising when we first like had sex that

566
00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,040
Speaker 4: I was not a man.

567
00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:03,800
Speaker 1: So you're trying to get like plastic surgery to correct this.

568
00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 4: Yes, because like I don't know, like I've grown up

569
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:12,040
Speaker 4: with it, so like it started like in puberty where

570
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:14,280
Speaker 4: like it started to like grow. I guess you can

571
00:30:14,320 --> 00:30:17,240
Speaker 4: say it's just fat. And I wanted to get like

572
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 4: libosection and like skin removal for it. But it costs

573
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:23,960
Speaker 4: where I'm at, like over ten thousand dollars and I

574
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 4: only make Yeah, I only make forty thousand a year,

575
00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:31,960
Speaker 4: and that's even working overtime. So I don't know how

576
00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:32,760
Speaker 4: to fund it.

577
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:39,280
Speaker 1: So this is this is uh to get like fat

578
00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:43,040
Speaker 1: removed from your your your pubic region.

579
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:48,080
Speaker 4: Yes, it's called a mon's plasty, a mon's plasty.

580
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:50,040
Speaker 1: And how long have you been? How long have you

581
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:51,200
Speaker 1: been looking into doing this?

582
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:55,320
Speaker 4: Since I was fourteen years old? Really, but it wasn't

583
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:57,960
Speaker 4: really a thing back then where I live because I

584
00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:01,000
Speaker 4: don't live anywhere where plastic surgery is kind of big,

585
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 4: and so it really became a thing around like twenty

586
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:09,680
Speaker 4: like twenty eighteen where I'm at.

587
00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:13,480
Speaker 1: So okay, yeah, cass colj are.

588
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:15,640
Speaker 4: Now I'm twenty four years old.

589
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:19,360
Speaker 1: Okay, do you have you have you like talked to

590
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,760
Speaker 1: have you gotten my consultations with folks and stuff? Yes?

591
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 4: So I I have paid for a consultation recently, and

592
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:31,880
Speaker 4: I like did everything I needed to do. I was

593
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:35,360
Speaker 4: waiting for insurance to come back and it's not approved,

594
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 4: which I figured it wouldn't be. But I'm still I'm

595
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:44,080
Speaker 4: like working my ass off every day to save up

596
00:31:44,120 --> 00:31:47,800
Speaker 4: for this. I started saving up for it like a

597
00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:50,080
Speaker 4: month ago, when I already have one thousand dollars saved

598
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:52,920
Speaker 4: up because I've literally just been working sixty hour work weeks,

599
00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 4: like as much as I possibly can, and like door dashing.

600
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:58,920
Speaker 4: But I wanted your opinion on if I should start

601
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:02,840
Speaker 4: and only to sort of help fund this.

602
00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:05,560
Speaker 1: You want in my opinion on if you should start

603
00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: and only fans?

604
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:10,000
Speaker 4: Well, yeah, because well, I mean I don't. Okay, here's

605
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,360
Speaker 4: the deal. I don't talk to anybody. I don't have

606
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:16,600
Speaker 4: like friends or any like confidants that I can go to.

607
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:21,400
Speaker 4: You're just a gecko on the internet who, okay, does

608
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:25,440
Speaker 4: not know who I am. So I feel like it's safe.

609
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: Why I have I have several thoughts on all of

610
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:31,160
Speaker 1: these things that you're saying for the first one is,

611
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:32,720
Speaker 1: so you say you don't have any you don't have

612
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 1: any friends.

613
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 4: I do not have any friends?

614
00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:36,080
Speaker 2: No?

615
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 1: Do you don't have you all? Have you always not

616
00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:39,800
Speaker 1: had any friends?

617
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 4: Yeah? And that sort of stems from like my childhood,

618
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:46,840
Speaker 4: do you do?

619
00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:53,080
Speaker 1: You let me let's go back to this. So, okay,

620
00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:55,080
Speaker 1: so you want to get the surgery because people keep

621
00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:56,520
Speaker 1: mistaking you for a man.

622
00:32:56,840 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 4: See I guess like that's not obviously the only reason.

623
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:04,040
Speaker 1: I just yeah, well, so that's what I wanted to ask,

624
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:06,240
Speaker 1: is what are the what are the reasons for why

625
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:09,160
Speaker 1: you want this? Like does it come from? Because I

626
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,000
Speaker 1: assume a lot of like plastic surgery stuff just comes

627
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:17,080
Speaker 1: from like uh, I don't know, like self esteem things

628
00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:20,320
Speaker 1: and whatnot. What's what's what else is kind of is

629
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:23,040
Speaker 1: fueling this this uh desire.

630
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:28,560
Speaker 4: So I cannot go to like a mall or a

631
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 4: store to find like specifically pants. I for example, will

632
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:38,360
Speaker 4: go to like a mall and spend the entire time

633
00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 4: that the mall is open just to try to find

634
00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:43,840
Speaker 4: pants that like fit me in a way that like

635
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 4: does it look terrifying and like meme worthy to everybody else?

636
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:57,600
Speaker 4: And I also like, excuse me, it is definitely like

637
00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:03,080
Speaker 4: a self esteem thing. I like, we'll go and I'm

638
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 4: not like not confident, but like it does kind of

639
00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:09,520
Speaker 4: like beat you down eventually when you like are walking

640
00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:12,480
Speaker 4: in public and like you see people visibly staring at

641
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:16,200
Speaker 4: that area, or like you try to have conversations with

642
00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:19,799
Speaker 4: like I try to have conversations with people at work,

643
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:21,800
Speaker 4: which is kind of hard because I have social anxiety,

644
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 4: but they often stare down there and like that triggers

645
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:30,759
Speaker 4: my anxiety even more so. It's not like I'm not confident,

646
00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:34,279
Speaker 4: but it is. It is a noticeable thing, and it's

647
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:38,560
Speaker 4: definitely like something that everybody in a room is aware of.

648
00:34:38,640 --> 00:34:44,440
Speaker 1: I feel like, huh okay, all right, So with this

649
00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:47,359
Speaker 1: only fans thing, you said, how long have you been

650
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:48,399
Speaker 1: considering doing that?

651
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 4: Maybe for the last six months now. I just am

652
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,960
Speaker 4: afraid of people that I know to find out that

653
00:34:59,000 --> 00:34:59,759
Speaker 4: I'm doing it.

654
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:05,879
Speaker 1: Okay, m hmmm. Well, look, I can't tell you whether

655
00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,640
Speaker 1: or not you should start in only fans. This is

656
00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:16,319
Speaker 1: a personal decision. But huh yeah, I don't know. This

657
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:18,080
Speaker 1: is This is a tough one here. This is a

658
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:22,680
Speaker 1: tough one here because I get I understand why you uh,

659
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,719
Speaker 1: you know, don't like uh being stared at, or that

660
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:30,440
Speaker 1: you feel like your you're the center of attention that

661
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:35,399
Speaker 1: you didn't want that you don't know how to mitigate exactly. Yeah,

662
00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:38,759
Speaker 1: how long has this been an insecurity for you? Is it,

663
00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:40,400
Speaker 1: as you said, since you were fourteen?

664
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:48,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, so it started when I was like around twelve,

665
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:52,400
Speaker 4: but like it really became prominent when I was fourteen.

666
00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 1: Mm hmm hmmm mm hmm.

667
00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:04,400
Speaker 5: Well, I guess and and you know, for forgive me

668
00:36:04,440 --> 00:36:08,000
Speaker 5: if I am out of line, but like what's coming

669
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:11,279
Speaker 5: to mind now in my head is like, you know, look,

670
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:14,440
Speaker 5: if you're telling me, let's start about how how do

671
00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 5: you just feel as a person going through life?

672
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:18,959
Speaker 1: Do you feel good? Do you feel like uh.

673
00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:24,080
Speaker 4: Oh no, no, no, no. If i'd be completely honest, well, okay,

674
00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:26,160
Speaker 4: I feel like I have a good head on my shoulders.

675
00:36:26,239 --> 00:36:29,120
Speaker 4: But okay, I've definitely been through like a lot of

676
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:32,200
Speaker 4: things that like I'm still working on and like it

677
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:35,160
Speaker 4: kind of is causing like a lot of like confusion

678
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:36,960
Speaker 4: on where I want to go like as an adult,

679
00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:39,240
Speaker 4: because I do still feel very much like a child.

680
00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:42,799
Speaker 1: Is that mean? Okay? Yeah, I guess in my head,

681
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:49,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know, like I understand why you're might

682
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,480
Speaker 1: want to get this surgery to correct this thing that

683
00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:55,080
Speaker 1: you're self conscious about. But I'm like, you know, and

684
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:56,840
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not saying that you shouldn't do it.

685
00:36:56,880 --> 00:36:59,080
Speaker 1: I'm not saying you shouldn't you know, No, I do

686
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:00,759
Speaker 1: whatever it is that you want to do to go

687
00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 1: and get this this surgery. Whatever you feel like is

688
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:05,960
Speaker 1: the right move for you. But I'm also kind of thinking, like,

689
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:12,239
Speaker 1: you know, are there things? Are there things that you

690
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:17,080
Speaker 1: could go and work on and do that are not

691
00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:21,640
Speaker 1: this big expensive surgery that you know could help you

692
00:37:21,680 --> 00:37:24,879
Speaker 1: feel less self conscious or just kind of feel better

693
00:37:24,920 --> 00:37:28,719
Speaker 1: in general? Do you think there are those things? I mean,

694
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:30,160
Speaker 1: if you're telling me that you don't have any friends

695
00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:34,719
Speaker 1: or that you have like social anxiety, and those are

696
00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,680
Speaker 1: very difficult. I'm not gonna say they're very difficult problems.

697
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:45,760
Speaker 1: I mean they're difficult, they're they're in my opinion, fixable problems.

698
00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:51,279
Speaker 1: So have you like put more have you put thought

699
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:55,960
Speaker 1: into fixing those problems before like kind of tunnel visioning

700
00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:57,719
Speaker 1: in on this surgery?

701
00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 4: Well, while I I feel like or GEK, I don't

702
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:07,799
Speaker 4: know which one you prefer, but okay, I you know,

703
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:14,719
Speaker 4: I throughout my whole life sort of knew that, like

704
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,239
Speaker 4: I had a lot of stuff I needed to work on,

705
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:23,759
Speaker 4: and I would say that like it's I started working on,

706
00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 4: like obviously the issues that caused me to have social

707
00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:33,879
Speaker 4: anxiety and anxiety and depression in general, as well as

708
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:39,840
Speaker 4: like like the whole not having friends thing. Like I

709
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,839
Speaker 4: have been really focused on that, and like I'm in

710
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:45,840
Speaker 4: therapy and I have assessed like the relationships that I

711
00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:49,520
Speaker 4: have in my life and like which relationships I need

712
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,040
Speaker 4: to let go in order to like improve myself. And

713
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:55,319
Speaker 4: I do feel like I am in like the best

714
00:38:55,360 --> 00:39:02,239
Speaker 4: spot I has been mentally and physically even and this

715
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:05,800
Speaker 4: is just like one step towards to being like the

716
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:07,960
Speaker 4: person that like I see on.

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00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:12,600
Speaker 1: The inside, you know, one step closer to being the

718
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:16,200
Speaker 1: person that I see on the inside. You you look

719
00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: at you look at getting a surgery.

720
00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 4: As as that, Yeah, because I it probably like is

721
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:30,400
Speaker 4: attributed by like I'm sure body dysmorphia, but I definitely

722
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:34,560
Speaker 4: feel like I look different, Like like when I'm not

723
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:40,600
Speaker 4: looking in a mirror, I feel like I am just

724
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,920
Speaker 4: like this completely different human being. And then when I

725
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:47,080
Speaker 4: look at the mirror, I'm like, oh yeah, and it's

726
00:39:47,120 --> 00:39:49,520
Speaker 4: like just like a red bull's eye to that like

727
00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:53,920
Speaker 4: one thing, you know, so and I know that it

728
00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:57,520
Speaker 4: wouldn't cure like all of my problems getting this thing done, sure,

729
00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:59,840
Speaker 4: And like I even had a discussion with that, like

730
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,120
Speaker 4: it's the doctor and with my therapist, because they were

731
00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 4: both were really concerned, like why are you even doing this?

732
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:07,080
Speaker 1: And it's the same questions.

733
00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:12,000
Speaker 4: I'm thinking, yeah, and I I you know, the honest

734
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:15,280
Speaker 4: answer is, you know, like I know this is sorry,

735
00:40:15,560 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 4: I'm a little nervous. I didn't think I was going

736
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:21,080
Speaker 4: to get through today. My honest answer to them was,

737
00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:23,920
Speaker 4: I know that this isn't going to be like a

738
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:27,680
Speaker 4: one like a one six to all of my problems,

739
00:40:28,360 --> 00:40:29,880
Speaker 4: Like I know that there's going to be steps, and

740
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:33,640
Speaker 4: in reality, like I do understand that I'm probably gonna

741
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:37,520
Speaker 4: be in therapy and working at myself, well obviously working

742
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 4: on myself for all of my life, but specifically the

743
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,680
Speaker 4: whole therapy part, like I am probably going to be

744
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 4: in for the rest of my life, and like I'm

745
00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 4: okay with it.

746
00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 1: What is your uh, what does your therapist take on

747
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:48,839
Speaker 1: this whole thing?

748
00:40:51,640 --> 00:40:55,000
Speaker 4: She told me straight up that like I haven't done

749
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:58,359
Speaker 4: anything for myself my whole entire life, and that if

750
00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:01,680
Speaker 4: this is something that I want and I can find

751
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:04,200
Speaker 4: a reasonable way to do it and pay for it

752
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 4: in a way that like I feel like is smart

753
00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:10,200
Speaker 4: because I'm not a big believer on like putting myself

754
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:13,560
Speaker 4: in a lot of debt. I'm actually just almost done

755
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:17,560
Speaker 4: finishing off like all my payments towards my debt. Yeah,

756
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:20,120
Speaker 4: she told me. You know, like, if you can find

757
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:22,520
Speaker 4: a way to reasonably do this, then I think you

758
00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 4: should do it because you haven't really been able to

759
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:26,520
Speaker 4: do anything for yourself your whole life.

760
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:31,239
Speaker 1: So huh okay, mmm, well you know, listen, I mean,

761
00:41:31,520 --> 00:41:33,040
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I'm on a level with you here.

762
00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:38,040
Speaker 1: I think that you're you know, definitely dealing with things

763
00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 1: that are you know, real therapist territory.

764
00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, yes, hmmmmmm, I guess you know, well, I don't

765
00:41:51,640 --> 00:41:54,000
Speaker 4: really need your opinion on the whole only fan thing.

766
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 4: I guess you would be a good person to ask

767
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:02,200
Speaker 4: for like how to like promote yourself.

768
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,879
Speaker 1: You you want, you want, you want market you want

769
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:05,319
Speaker 1: marketing advice for for your only I could give you

770
00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:07,680
Speaker 1: more if you looks, I can't. Here's the thing is

771
00:42:07,719 --> 00:42:09,880
Speaker 1: I cannot. I'm I I cannot tell you whether or

772
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:11,800
Speaker 1: not you should start an only fans is a personal decision.

773
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 1: But if you have made the decision yourself to start one,

774
00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:18,960
Speaker 1: and you would like marketing advice, I you know, I

775
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:23,400
Speaker 1: could give you marketing advice perhaps, but but so so

776
00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:29,359
Speaker 1: so listen, so huh huh, Well, I you know, look,

777
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,239
Speaker 1: your therapist obviously knows you more than I do. And

778
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,680
Speaker 1: if they think that's a good decision for you to

779
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 1: do it for yourself, then you know, I I would,

780
00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:45,319
Speaker 1: I would heed whatever they tell you. Huh huh, But

781
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:49,279
Speaker 1: I I guess you know, we had the same questions, right,

782
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:52,120
Speaker 1: which was like what is the purpose? Which was like

783
00:42:52,160 --> 00:42:54,640
Speaker 1: what is the purpose behind this? Because I would hope

784
00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:56,919
Speaker 1: I hope that you're not it doesn't sound like you are,

785
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,160
Speaker 1: you know, looking at this surgery as some kind kind

786
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:03,560
Speaker 1: of like cure all to all of your life's problems,

787
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:08,520
Speaker 1: or even that, or even that it would make a

788
00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:14,319
Speaker 1: dent in them. You know, I don't know, but you know,

789
00:43:14,360 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 1: when it comes to like fucking self esteem and put

790
00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:21,680
Speaker 1: learning how to put yourself out there, and learning how

791
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:25,560
Speaker 1: to go make friends, you know, I mean, those are

792
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:28,440
Speaker 1: all things that are are tough to learn, but you

793
00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:31,480
Speaker 1: can do them for free and they're not mutually exclusive.

794
00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:34,719
Speaker 1: You know, look, go out and do your OnlyFans and

795
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:37,799
Speaker 1: and make you make your money. And you know, in

796
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:41,040
Speaker 1: the meantime, you know, I hope that you're not sitting

797
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:44,279
Speaker 1: there going like Okay, Once the surgery is it, you know,

798
00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:46,279
Speaker 1: then that's it. Then my life is, you know, it's

799
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:49,840
Speaker 1: I'm i'm a I'm a i'm a before surgery, after

800
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:52,480
Speaker 1: surgery kind of a life is going to happen, you know,

801
00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:56,400
Speaker 1: in the meantime if you can make some time to

802
00:43:57,520 --> 00:44:01,880
Speaker 1: you know, learn how to put yourself out there and

803
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:05,239
Speaker 1: try to make friends, whether that's at your job or

804
00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:09,840
Speaker 1: at some kind of extracurricular activity type of thing, and

805
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:13,120
Speaker 1: that those things aren't mutually exclusive. I think you can

806
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:17,200
Speaker 1: make it work. I'm glad that you're your you know,

807
00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:19,120
Speaker 1: therapist has been helpful about this though.

808
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:23,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, my therapist is great. I started seeing her recently,

809
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:25,040
Speaker 4: so it's going good.

810
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,720
Speaker 1: Redd. It's a good place to promote your only fans,

811
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Speaker 1: I think.

812
00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 4: Okay, cool, thank you, you're well.

813
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,320
Speaker 1: I'm glad I could do something.

814
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:39,120
Speaker 3: Well.

815
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, it was either that or like my whole

816
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:44,239
Speaker 4: thing with my mom. So I'm kind of glad that

817
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:46,840
Speaker 4: you chose that because that was probably smarter.

818
00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:50,400
Speaker 1: So do you have any kind of like other final

819
00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:52,600
Speaker 1: thoughts on this that you wanted to share before we go?

820
00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's okay to struggle and it's not abrout perfection,

821
00:44:58,320 --> 00:44:59,400
Speaker 4: but progression.

822
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:00,960
Speaker 1: I like that.

823
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:01,880
Speaker 4: I like that.

824
00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:06,000
Speaker 1: Jane, all Right, I got it. Right. I got your

825
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:12,640
Speaker 1: I remembered your fake name. And that's a thank you

826
00:45:12,680 --> 00:45:14,799
Speaker 1: for calling Jane. I appreciate it. You have a good one.

827
00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 4: You two get thank you.

828
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:19,439
Speaker 1: You know, sometimes I feel as though my gecko head

829
00:45:19,480 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 1: is a bit too bulbous. I don't know how much

830
00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 1: money that surgery would cost to get it thinned out.

831
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 1: But I've learned to love it. I've learned to love it.

832
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Speaker 2: Call from a j Hello is this file?

833
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:42,080
Speaker 3: Yeah?

834
00:45:42,120 --> 00:45:45,520
Speaker 1: Who is this? This is aj Hi aj?

835
00:45:46,880 --> 00:45:47,359
Speaker 3: What's up?

836
00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 1: Not much? Just being a gecko on the internet. What's

837
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:50,960
Speaker 1: up with you?

838
00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:58,440
Speaker 2: I'm watching the Gecko on the Internet. I actually I

839
00:45:58,560 --> 00:46:02,120
Speaker 2: tried calling a little more than a year ago and

840
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,320
Speaker 2: got a hold of one of the screeners and it

841
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:09,040
Speaker 2: was like towards the end of an episode, and I

842
00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:10,200
Speaker 2: was going through an episode.

843
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 3: And I'm a lot.

844
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:17,400
Speaker 2: Better now, So okay, it's cool to connect with the

845
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:17,719
Speaker 2: get go.

846
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:23,919
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, is there anything in particular that you wanted

847
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:24,680
Speaker 1: to talk about today?

848
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 2: Well, I suppose I could talk about what I was

849
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:35,200
Speaker 2: going to talk about. I got fired from Starbucks for

850
00:46:36,120 --> 00:46:38,040
Speaker 2: eating a brownie that I didn't pay for.

851
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:45,520
Speaker 1: Damn, well, you got fired from Starbucks for eating a brownie?

852
00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:46,239
Speaker 1: That you didn't pay for.

853
00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:55,440
Speaker 2: Tell me more, well, it was a university, like a

854
00:46:55,520 --> 00:47:01,880
Speaker 2: campus Starbucks, and a part of the culture for everyone

855
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:05,000
Speaker 2: working there was to like eat the food, make drinks

856
00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:05,560
Speaker 2: for yourself.

857
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:06,319
Speaker 3: It wasn't like a.

858
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,360
Speaker 2: It was just weird, like the fact that I got fired,

859
00:47:10,719 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 2: terminated on the spot, like it was just a little bizarre,

860
00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:16,360
Speaker 2: a lot to handle.

861
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,720
Speaker 1: Was it like a special brownie where it was dected

862
00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:21,560
Speaker 1: to have nuts in it?

863
00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:27,600
Speaker 2: No, man, it was like a preprocessed, pre package two

864
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:34,440
Speaker 2: packed brownie in a plastic sleeve. And iuse have you

865
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:36,799
Speaker 2: worked in food before? You know what I mean?

866
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:39,360
Speaker 1: Like, because I would understand if it was if it

867
00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:42,200
Speaker 1: had nuts in it, because nuts are they're pretty expensive,

868
00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:46,560
Speaker 1: so I would probably, you know, would make sense to

869
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:48,239
Speaker 1: fire you for eating a brownie with nuts in it.

870
00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: But just a regular brownie, I feel like that's that's illegitimate.

871
00:47:53,800 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, but on corporate standard, like on paper, it's like

872
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:01,480
Speaker 2: that's aft and theft it.

873
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:06,440
Speaker 1: To answer your question, I used to work at a

874
00:48:06,440 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: frozen yogurt store, and you better believe that I fieved

875
00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:14,000
Speaker 1: lots of cookies and cream yogurt directly from the fucking

876
00:48:14,040 --> 00:48:15,280
Speaker 1: dispenser into my mouth.

877
00:48:16,040 --> 00:48:20,480
Speaker 2: Oh what about like the fridge in the back with

878
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:21,640
Speaker 2: the toppings.

879
00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:26,880
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, well I worked at it. I worked at

880
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:28,920
Speaker 1: a frozen yogurt I worked at the best I worked

881
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:32,640
Speaker 1: at the best kind of job, which is a job

882
00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:36,960
Speaker 1: at a failing business. It's the best kind of job because.

883
00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,800
Speaker 2: I it's all on the way out, It's all.

884
00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:42,600
Speaker 1: The way out. So I would I mean I worked

885
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:46,760
Speaker 1: at this frozen yogurt store. All the candy there was stale,

886
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:50,959
Speaker 1: and nobody would come in. It would like maybe one

887
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:54,400
Speaker 1: person would maybe come in, uh every shift, And so

888
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:57,080
Speaker 1: I was just like kind of I was more guarding

889
00:48:57,120 --> 00:49:00,840
Speaker 1: it than I was like watching it. And dude, I

890
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:05,360
Speaker 1: was in there fucking eating cookie though bites and making milkshit.

891
00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:06,839
Speaker 1: I mean it was not good.

892
00:49:07,520 --> 00:49:12,719
Speaker 2: But yeah, so you know because at one point in

893
00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:14,759
Speaker 2: my life I also worked at a frozeny ever play,

894
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:20,759
Speaker 2: can you tell me what is your because like building

895
00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:25,319
Speaker 2: a yogurt cup, there's a process to it. What is

896
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:26,160
Speaker 2: your bottom layer?

897
00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:30,759
Speaker 1: Uh, let's see. I usually mixed cookies and cream with

898
00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:38,839
Speaker 1: red velvet cake. I put a white chocolate drizzle on it. Uh,

899
00:49:39,040 --> 00:49:43,719
Speaker 1: some butterfinger and uh yeah, that was that was it.

900
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:45,920
Speaker 1: I mean, that was so damn. Even thinking about that

901
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: right now is making me. Yeah, okay, all right, So

902
00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:56,880
Speaker 1: so what's so you got fired from Starbucks for eating

903
00:49:56,880 --> 00:50:02,080
Speaker 1: a brownie? You know, good? Justified? What uh what are

904
00:50:02,120 --> 00:50:03,719
Speaker 1: you gonna what are you gonna do now?

905
00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:06,600
Speaker 3: Now?

906
00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:11,640
Speaker 2: I am an elementary school teacher and I teach yoga.

907
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:15,080
Speaker 1: Okay, well, don't eat one of the kids.

908
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:16,760
Speaker 4: I won't.

909
00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:22,640
Speaker 1: That'll get you for that'll get you fired as well.

910
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:29,560
Speaker 1: Yeah uh what so you teach yoga? Yeah? How is that?

911
00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:32,400
Speaker 2: It's it's pretty cool.

912
00:50:32,440 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 3: Man.

913
00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:41,520
Speaker 2: I was practicing for a while at a studio, and

914
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:47,880
Speaker 2: by going more and more, my healing process started to

915
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:53,480
Speaker 2: go a certain way. And I thought, maybe if this

916
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:58,840
Speaker 2: is working for me, I can share this with other people.

917
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,440
Speaker 2: And and I've been teaching for a little more than

918
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:04,520
Speaker 2: a year now and I'm kind of hitting a stride

919
00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:06,799
Speaker 2: and have a consistent following at the studio that I

920
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:11,319
Speaker 2: teach at. And it's pretty good, man, Like, I just

921
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:11,920
Speaker 2: enjoyed it.

922
00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: Do you have a man? Bun?

923
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:16,320
Speaker 2: I am bald?

924
00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:20,600
Speaker 1: I like, I feel like that's even better for a

925
00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:27,640
Speaker 1: yoga teacher. Look, what do you? Go ahead? Go ahead?

926
00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:31,720
Speaker 1: No you what do you teach at the school?

927
00:51:34,960 --> 00:51:42,280
Speaker 2: So I'm the permanent substitute teacher. It's different every day,

928
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:44,759
Speaker 2: but I'm also in the process of going through a

929
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 2: teacher license online so to eventually be I would like

930
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:50,640
Speaker 2: to be an elementary school teacher.

931
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:55,920
Speaker 1: You know, I was thinking we had some wild substitute teachers,

932
00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:59,600
Speaker 1: uh back in the day that had they really had

933
00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:01,879
Speaker 1: no idea deea what they were doing. And like I'm

934
00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:03,880
Speaker 1: looking back on it as an adult and I'm like,

935
00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:06,640
Speaker 1: where did they fucking find these people?

936
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:12,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's uh, especially now with the state of education

937
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:17,040
Speaker 2: across the board. If you have a pulse, you can

938
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:23,719
Speaker 2: have a substute teacher's license, and there are there are

939
00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:26,040
Speaker 2: some weird ones.

940
00:52:26,600 --> 00:52:28,480
Speaker 3: Uh.

941
00:52:28,560 --> 00:52:30,960
Speaker 2: I remember having a substue teacher back when I was

942
00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:36,400
Speaker 2: in middle school that was pulling from a bottle like

943
00:52:36,960 --> 00:52:39,200
Speaker 2: behind the desk. We didn't We didn't know it at

944
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:40,880
Speaker 2: the time, but you know, like you get older and

945
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:43,120
Speaker 2: you think that probably wasn't Coca cola.

946
00:52:43,640 --> 00:52:47,520
Speaker 1: Oh she was. She was getting drunkn a class. Yeah, well,

947
00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:49,719
Speaker 1: there are movies that make that look cool, so I

948
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:50,600
Speaker 1: kind of understand.

949
00:52:54,400 --> 00:53:00,919
Speaker 2: Yeah, but uh, I think where I that, like most

950
00:53:00,920 --> 00:53:03,680
Speaker 2: of our subs are pretty tame. Mm hmm.

951
00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:06,879
Speaker 1: I think if you're I think if if you can

952
00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:11,000
Speaker 1: somehow prove that you are better at teaching world history

953
00:53:11,040 --> 00:53:13,440
Speaker 1: when you're drunk, you should be allowed to do it.

954
00:53:15,840 --> 00:53:19,440
Speaker 2: Oh, I mean that's what is What was that series?

955
00:53:19,560 --> 00:53:20,240
Speaker 2: Drunk History?

956
00:53:20,440 --> 00:53:20,880
Speaker 3: Was that on? Like?

957
00:53:21,560 --> 00:53:23,759
Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah, there was, there was There was Yeah like that,

958
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,919
Speaker 1: I mean there was that. There was that, So that.

959
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:29,759
Speaker 2: Would be reason we're so passionate. But it was like

960
00:53:30,160 --> 00:53:33,200
Speaker 2: they a little bit more. It unlocked these hidden memories

961
00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 2: and they were able to make connections they didn't know

962
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:37,640
Speaker 2: that they could make before.

963
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: All right, So yeah, I mean that's alcohol. It's like

964
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:45,239
Speaker 1: you know how people you know how people say that

965
00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:49,359
Speaker 1: like taking shrooms like will unlock your mind and make

966
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:51,799
Speaker 1: you smarter and stuff. How Come no one, no one

967
00:53:51,800 --> 00:53:53,200
Speaker 1: ever says that about getting.

968
00:53:52,920 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 2: Wasted because you can't remember it.

969
00:53:57,600 --> 00:54:00,000
Speaker 1: Maybe it's because you're Maybe it's because you were too powerful.

970
00:54:01,840 --> 00:54:05,120
Speaker 2: I don't know, man, I think there's some like blacking out.

971
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:07,279
Speaker 2: I think there's some truth to that. Like you I

972
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:14,879
Speaker 2: don't remember if you're on it grid that sticks with you,

973
00:54:15,160 --> 00:54:17,640
Speaker 2: like it's the only thing you think about for a

974
00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:18,279
Speaker 2: few days after.

975
00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 1: So are you happy?

976
00:54:24,440 --> 00:54:24,960
Speaker 3: Yeah? Man?

977
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:33,600
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you happier? Than you were. When are

978
00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:38,799
Speaker 1: you happier than you were when you, uh were a

979
00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:42,560
Speaker 1: fucking working at Starbucks?

980
00:54:44,280 --> 00:54:53,160
Speaker 2: Absolutely? Immediately after that job, I started working in landscaping

981
00:54:53,600 --> 00:54:58,279
Speaker 2: for the summer, and those were you know, ten hour

982
00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:03,839
Speaker 2: twelve hour days and Starbucks was only ever an eight

983
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:07,440
Speaker 2: hour day. I was more stressed out and miserable in

984
00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:10,360
Speaker 2: those eight hours of Starbucks than I ever was working outside.

985
00:55:10,760 --> 00:55:15,799
Speaker 1: Huh, huh uh do the call? Oh, okay, all right,

986
00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:22,720
Speaker 1: important question. Who is more obnoxious Starbucks patrons or a children.

987
00:55:24,040 --> 00:55:25,239
Speaker 2: Starbucks patrons?

988
00:55:25,640 --> 00:55:26,799
Speaker 1: Oh?

989
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:29,080
Speaker 2: Without a question, I mean, what's.

990
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:31,160
Speaker 4: The uh.

991
00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:38,520
Speaker 2: But it's also through in the context of a Starbucks

992
00:55:38,520 --> 00:55:41,319
Speaker 2: that is on a campus like that is a very

993
00:55:41,520 --> 00:55:43,160
Speaker 2: specific population.

994
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:45,920
Speaker 1: Oh you were at it. You were at an on

995
00:55:46,080 --> 00:55:48,000
Speaker 1: campus star so everyone was a college kid.

996
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:49,480
Speaker 2: Yeah.

997
00:55:49,640 --> 00:55:51,799
Speaker 1: Oh, tell me about these fuckers. What kind of things

998
00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:52,279
Speaker 1: were they doing?

999
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 2: I mean, like white mocha with ten pumps of white mocha,

1000
00:55:59,239 --> 00:56:04,320
Speaker 2: extra phone or green tea, lemonade, ten pumps liucaine, no eyes,

1001
00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:08,920
Speaker 2: you know, just like the the most time maintenance stuff,

1002
00:56:09,320 --> 00:56:16,239
Speaker 2: and it's for them. I think it's more like a

1003
00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:21,200
Speaker 2: control thing. I want this person to make my treat

1004
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:22,600
Speaker 2: exactly the way I want it.

1005
00:56:23,440 --> 00:56:26,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, right, they Well, when you're in college, you're just

1006
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:31,920
Speaker 1: saddled up with debt and uh you're upsettl yeah, and

1007
00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 1: everyone's telling you what to do. I feel like I

1008
00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:37,920
Speaker 1: feel like, uh, the one bastion of control they have

1009
00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:41,600
Speaker 1: is like making the Starbucks guy through their white mocha

1010
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:44,040
Speaker 1: exactly the way they want it. That's what they regrets for.

1011
00:56:45,040 --> 00:56:50,919
Speaker 2: Yes, and it wasn't you know, they were using their

1012
00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 2: meal swipes for Starbucks. You know, it was not even

1013
00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:59,960
Speaker 2: real money for them, and they were just so demanded.

1014
00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:04,319
Speaker 1: Can I want to say this too? I hate I'll

1015
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:05,880
Speaker 1: say I will say this on record. I don't care

1016
00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:09,080
Speaker 1: if they reach out and they're like promote Starbucks for

1017
00:57:10,600 --> 00:57:12,279
Speaker 1: actually know, if they reach out and they want me

1018
00:57:12,320 --> 00:57:13,799
Speaker 1: to they want to give me a lot of money,

1019
00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:17,280
Speaker 1: then I'll take this off the record. But I hate Starbucks.

1020
00:57:17,360 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 1: I hate it. I really do for a lot of reasons.

1021
00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:23,600
Speaker 1: For a lot of reasons. I don't like their coffee,

1022
00:57:23,920 --> 00:57:28,560
Speaker 1: and everything they do is so expensive, like those fucking

1023
00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:30,840
Speaker 1: cake pops, the little one bite of cake.

1024
00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:33,680
Speaker 2: It's like for for no reason.

1025
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,840
Speaker 1: And you know what's worse is people pay it and

1026
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:39,760
Speaker 1: they love fucking Starbucks and they love.

1027
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,480
Speaker 2: They prop their phone up and gets the sunshine right

1028
00:57:43,520 --> 00:57:45,440
Speaker 2: behind them and get their selfie and tagging.

1029
00:57:45,560 --> 00:57:52,120
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I mean I mean Duncan Donuts far superior brands,

1030
00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:55,440
Speaker 1: far superior. Yeah, they have a better connection. But the

1031
00:57:55,800 --> 00:57:59,720
Speaker 1: thing about Duncan is that it's less. It's less like

1032
00:58:00,120 --> 00:58:04,000
Speaker 1: high class advertising, like like Starbucks is kind of advertised

1033
00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:06,640
Speaker 1: as like a legitimate fancy coffee shop, and Tunkan is

1034
00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:09,880
Speaker 1: a little bit more fast foodie, but it's it's superior.

1035
00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:14,560
Speaker 2: I'll tell you though, man, Starbucks food is fast food.

1036
00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:20,200
Speaker 2: Everything is in a plastic bag and you throw it

1037
00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:22,240
Speaker 2: in a microwave and you give.

1038
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:22,560
Speaker 3: It to him.

1039
00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:28,320
Speaker 2: You know, they're paying eight dollars for a hot pucket.

1040
00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:29,240
Speaker 3: I don't.

1041
00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:35,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, well was it worth it stealing fast food

1042
00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:38,040
Speaker 1: to get fired? It sounds like it was.

1043
00:58:38,800 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 2: I think. I mean the manager taught me like mid bite,

1044
00:58:49,480 --> 00:58:55,320
Speaker 2: I mean, I took it off of the tray, walked

1045
00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:57,240
Speaker 2: into the bag. It was like, you know, a line

1046
00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:00,240
Speaker 2: past the door. I was super stressed out, just like

1047
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,000
Speaker 2: ripped the bag open, took a bite out of the

1048
00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:05,840
Speaker 2: brownie as a manager opened the door and saw me

1049
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:10,240
Speaker 2: and then turned around, walked away and then a week later,

1050
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:11,000
Speaker 2: I was terminated.

1051
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:12,880
Speaker 1: What's your name again? Will?

1052
00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:14,560
Speaker 4: Huh?

1053
00:59:15,360 --> 00:59:21,920
Speaker 1: What's your is your name? Will a? J oh? What's next?

1054
00:59:21,960 --> 00:59:24,880
Speaker 1: What's next for you? You were you worked at Starbucks, then

1055
00:59:24,920 --> 00:59:28,040
Speaker 1: you were a yoga elementary school guy? What's your deal?

1056
00:59:28,080 --> 00:59:29,720
Speaker 1: What's how's your life end?

1057
00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:35,080
Speaker 2: It's it seems like everything is always in transition. But

1058
00:59:37,800 --> 00:59:41,720
Speaker 2: I'm working at the school and landscaping season is starting

1059
00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:45,920
Speaker 2: up again in a couple of weeks, so I'm preparing

1060
00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:53,760
Speaker 2: for that, you know, and uh just living, you know,

1061
00:59:55,800 --> 01:00:00,000
Speaker 2: plugging away as a teaching license. So this summer hopefully

1062
01:00:00,120 --> 01:00:02,040
Speaker 2: is the last summer eight landscaping, and then I can

1063
01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:05,480
Speaker 2: get a teaching position for the next school year and

1064
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:07,680
Speaker 2: just be school teacher.

1065
01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:12,320
Speaker 1: Well, I hope that doesn't suck as much as it

1066
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:13,360
Speaker 1: sounds like it does.

1067
01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:19,400
Speaker 2: It's I can also say, though, like as far as

1068
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:22,040
Speaker 2: landscaping companies go, the particular one that I'm at is

1069
01:00:23,640 --> 01:00:28,520
Speaker 2: I don't have some foreman breathing down my neck, you know.

1070
01:00:28,640 --> 01:00:34,680
Speaker 2: It's most people are pretty cool. It's just long hours,

1071
01:00:35,760 --> 01:00:38,680
Speaker 2: but it's good working. You don't know, man, Like you're outside,

1072
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:42,760
Speaker 2: you have your hands in the dirt. At the end

1073
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:45,920
Speaker 2: of the day, you can see that you've done something well.

1074
01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:47,720
Speaker 1: Listen, Will Is there anything else you want to say

1075
01:00:47,720 --> 01:00:49,320
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go.

1076
01:00:55,080 --> 01:00:58,560
Speaker 2: Be well and know that you can choose to be well.

1077
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,360
Speaker 2: I'd like to ask you one thing though.

1078
01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:05,320
Speaker 1: It's true you can choose to be well unless if

1079
01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:09,000
Speaker 1: you have terminal cancer. What were you gonna ask me?

1080
01:01:09,960 --> 01:01:10,280
Speaker 3: Oh?

1081
01:01:10,600 --> 01:01:14,600
Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, that is true. What is the best console

1082
01:01:14,800 --> 01:01:15,439
Speaker 2: Velda game?

1083
01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:17,000
Speaker 3: Oh?

1084
01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:22,360
Speaker 1: I don't know what I played. I haven't played. I

1085
01:01:22,400 --> 01:01:24,400
Speaker 1: haven't my I haven't. I haven't played them all to

1086
01:01:24,440 --> 01:01:27,800
Speaker 1: say so, I can't answer your question just yet. But

1087
01:01:27,840 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 1: I asked me, ask me again when I asked me

1088
01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:34,680
Speaker 1: again at the end of this year. I'm probably gonna

1089
01:01:34,680 --> 01:01:36,800
Speaker 1: start playing them again. But uh, I mean, I like

1090
01:01:36,880 --> 01:01:41,200
Speaker 1: Breath of the Wild, but I I haven't give me

1091
01:01:41,240 --> 01:01:43,200
Speaker 1: some I can't answer that question. I haven't fully played

1092
01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:45,880
Speaker 1: them all yet. Okay, it's yours.

1093
01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:50,760
Speaker 2: It was always offering of time, but in more recent years,

1094
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:53,400
Speaker 2: I'm like more a Twilight Princess guy, I don't know.

1095
01:01:53,440 --> 01:01:56,160
Speaker 1: Okay, I want to play Twilight Princess on the Twitch

1096
01:01:56,200 --> 01:01:58,480
Speaker 1: on the switch, but it's it's on. I don't think

1097
01:01:58,480 --> 01:02:01,800
Speaker 1: it's on there yet. I'm gonna play sky Words Sword soon,

1098
01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:03,000
Speaker 1: so we'll see how that is.

1099
01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:06,960
Speaker 2: It is you played that, Yeah, I'm actually playing that

1100
01:02:06,960 --> 01:02:07,439
Speaker 2: one now.

1101
01:02:08,400 --> 01:02:08,760
Speaker 1: Is good?

1102
01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:15,440
Speaker 2: Yes, and no, I think it has the best storyline.

1103
01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:20,400
Speaker 2: But as far as because it's like we game, we

1104
01:02:20,560 --> 01:02:26,240
Speaker 2: mechanics late games, Skyward Sword is kind of bad, but

1105
01:02:28,120 --> 01:02:29,240
Speaker 2: the storyline is amazing.

1106
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:34,840
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, I'll play. I'm gonna play it despite

1107
01:02:34,880 --> 01:02:36,040
Speaker 1: your scathing review.

1108
01:02:36,840 --> 01:02:41,200
Speaker 2: It's not I mean, the storyline even just like the

1109
01:02:41,200 --> 01:02:42,960
Speaker 2: tut seams and you know, Lincoln's all to talking to

1110
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:46,120
Speaker 2: each other. It made me cry and that's you know,

1111
01:02:46,960 --> 01:02:47,440
Speaker 2: it's great.

1112
01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:52,800
Speaker 1: Well, you know that's I think that's really pathetic. That's okay,

1113
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:56,800
Speaker 1: I'm bekicking. I'm probably gonna cry too. I'm probably gonna

1114
01:02:56,800 --> 01:02:57,200
Speaker 1: cry too.

1115
01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:00,360
Speaker 3: Mhm.

1116
01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:05,480
Speaker 2: Right on, man, this uh, this made my night. I

1117
01:03:05,520 --> 01:03:13,280
Speaker 2: appreciate your time. Keep getting hey.

1118
01:03:13,160 --> 01:03:20,200
Speaker 1: You too, take care will all right, thank you song,

1119
01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:24,320
Speaker 1: every teaching you.

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Speaker 4: M