WEBVTT - My Depature From KJLH 0:00:00.760 --> 0:00:04.520 Good morning, good afternoon, good evening. You are tuned into 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:06.880 the Vitamin D with Dawn Day Podcasts and I am 0:00:06.920 --> 0:00:09.520 your host, Dawn Day, here to get you excited about 0:00:09.520 --> 0:00:11.479 your life so that you can live life on purpose 0:00:11.480 --> 0:00:13.560 and for a purpose. And this is your first time 0:00:13.600 --> 0:00:16.480 tuning in and welcome a Vitamin D. It's upon of 0:00:16.560 --> 0:00:18.760 my name. My name is Dawn, and you get Vitamin 0:00:18.840 --> 0:00:20.560 D from the sun. So I'm here to shed light 0:00:20.640 --> 0:00:23.720 into your life. And I do this with inspirational insights 0:00:23.720 --> 0:00:26.960 and conversations with celebrities and everyday people like you and me, 0:00:27.440 --> 0:00:29.280 because if you want to be better and you want 0:00:29.280 --> 0:00:31.560 to do better, then you're going to have to be 0:00:31.640 --> 0:00:34.519 able to see better. So join me on this journey 0:00:34.600 --> 0:00:38.400 of living our best lives and understanding and realizing how 0:00:38.520 --> 0:00:41.479 you are your greatest ass at get your Vitamin D 0:00:42.120 --> 0:00:49.720 right with me and get excited about your lives. Hello, 0:00:51.159 --> 0:00:55.960 I know and if you have asked Dawn, what happened? 0:00:56.760 --> 0:01:00.600 What happened with you at kjl A, And I'm not 0:01:00.680 --> 0:01:02.840 gonna hold you. I have been trying to put this 0:01:02.920 --> 0:01:04.880 off for so long because I didn't know what to say, 0:01:04.920 --> 0:01:07.080 how to say I want to said, However, I just 0:01:07.880 --> 0:01:11.840 did not know. I kept telling you everything everywhere, all 0:01:11.880 --> 0:01:13.720 at once, and you probably thought I was joking. But 0:01:13.840 --> 0:01:17.800 you see what I'm saying. Here's what I know, here's 0:01:17.800 --> 0:01:21.160 what I can say. This is my truth. Kjlash decided 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:27.520 to part ways. Yeah, just like that. I wish there 0:01:27.600 --> 0:01:30.800 was more I could add to it other than that. 0:01:31.800 --> 0:01:34.040 Now what does that mean for me? Well, I'm gonna 0:01:34.120 --> 0:01:37.080 keep doing what I've been doing, doing the same damn 0:01:37.080 --> 0:01:38.720 thing that got me to that point and the same 0:01:38.720 --> 0:01:40.720 thing that's gonna get me to elevate from that point. 0:01:42.160 --> 0:01:46.680 How do I fail? I don't know what doing? What 0:01:46.720 --> 0:01:50.840 you mean? You don't know my emotions are everywhere? You know, 0:01:52.000 --> 0:02:00.960 on one instance, I'm hurt, I feel confused. Then on 0:02:01.000 --> 0:02:06.480 the other instance, I'm walking in gratitude. I've said this before. 0:02:07.240 --> 0:02:09.480 We're here for a good time, not a long time. 0:02:09.919 --> 0:02:13.280 So let's make a count. And although I didn't even 0:02:13.320 --> 0:02:17.320 hit six months at KJLH, I feel like I made 0:02:17.320 --> 0:02:20.080 a count. And I know that I made account because 0:02:20.080 --> 0:02:23.359 of the countless responses that have came in. And it's 0:02:23.400 --> 0:02:26.000 not just oh don I miss you where you are. 0:02:34.040 --> 0:02:39.440 It's door you changed my life. It's door listening to 0:02:39.560 --> 0:02:48.600 you inspired me to keep going. I remember, um my 0:02:48.720 --> 0:02:52.640 last day on air at KJLH. It was that Thursday, 0:02:52.720 --> 0:03:03.079 and it was tell it's something ain't good Thursdays. And 0:03:03.440 --> 0:03:06.720 you know it's that time where I had established that 0:03:06.800 --> 0:03:10.280 on Thursdays we talk nothing but good news. I only 0:03:10.320 --> 0:03:12.600 want to hear good news. If you got something else negative, 0:03:12.680 --> 0:03:14.959 you want to say, report, I would always tell the 0:03:15.000 --> 0:03:17.200 family where you're gonna have to find another station another 0:03:17.280 --> 0:03:18.840 day part something, because that's not what we're doing on 0:03:18.880 --> 0:03:22.520 front page. We're doing day I say, i'd have to say. 0:03:22.600 --> 0:03:25.080 I had a call to call in Miss Lucenta, Hey, 0:03:25.120 --> 0:03:28.840 miss Lucinda, hopefully you're listening to this or somebody that 0:03:28.919 --> 0:03:32.400 does know Miss Lucinda. I know that I'm according this 0:03:32.480 --> 0:03:36.240 down her round. But Miss Luciender called in and she said, Dawn, 0:03:38.240 --> 0:03:43.760 before you got here, I was in depression. I almost 0:03:43.760 --> 0:03:45.120 think that she said, and I don't want to put 0:03:45.120 --> 0:03:46.760 these words in her mouth, but I feel like she 0:03:46.800 --> 0:03:49.840 said that she wasn't interested or didn't have the motive 0:03:49.880 --> 0:03:52.400 to keep going, just wasn't feeling like I want to 0:03:52.400 --> 0:03:57.440 get up. And she said, ever since I listened to you, 0:03:57.440 --> 0:04:02.240 you gave me more inspiration. You know, or if it's 0:04:02.280 --> 0:04:05.760 somebody telling me they're on the East Coast and they're like, Dawn, 0:04:05.880 --> 0:04:08.320 I used to get up extra early to hear you, 0:04:09.640 --> 0:04:13.400 oh a listener DM me and say that they were disabled. 0:04:15.320 --> 0:04:18.480 It was like, don you know sometimes I don't feel 0:04:18.480 --> 0:04:20.559 like getting nothing doing for my kids and my family 0:04:20.560 --> 0:04:24.119 because I felt discouraged. But I know when I turned 0:04:24.160 --> 0:04:28.560 you on, you give me the inspiration to keep calling. 0:04:28.640 --> 0:04:32.799 And then my god, I got a message on linked 0:04:32.800 --> 0:04:39.680 to him and they said you are the best thing 0:04:39.760 --> 0:04:47.400 to our people since Martin Luther King. Hey catch it. 0:04:48.839 --> 0:04:52.479 It was sided something because you know, one thing I 0:04:52.520 --> 0:04:55.159 probably myself on saying, is that one thing I know 0:04:55.200 --> 0:04:58.520 how to do is speak. That's what I do. I 0:04:58.560 --> 0:05:04.080 don't care. Boy, room, you put me in what topic is? 0:05:04.080 --> 0:05:07.599 So how much you would have been? I bet my life. 0:05:09.200 --> 0:05:13.679 I bet my life because I know how to speak. 0:05:14.279 --> 0:05:18.960 That's what I do. That's what I do. I don't care, 0:05:18.960 --> 0:05:20.440 and that's what I do. I told you that's what 0:05:20.480 --> 0:05:24.600 I do. And to get affirmed from the grace of 0:05:24.600 --> 0:05:26.840 a Martin Luther King junior and they say, hey, darn, 0:05:26.920 --> 0:05:28.920 that's what you are to our people. They said, thank you, 0:05:29.360 --> 0:05:31.640 thank you, thank you. So you asked me, how do 0:05:31.680 --> 0:05:36.559 I feel sis, big brother, big Sis, little brother, little 0:05:36.560 --> 0:05:42.920 sis bro. I don't know. I didn't realize the stretch 0:05:42.960 --> 0:05:45.800 and the reach that I had as far as when 0:05:45.800 --> 0:05:48.480 I say that, not so much as just what kjlh offer, 0:05:48.600 --> 0:05:52.799 but myself, how I can authentically be done and still 0:05:52.880 --> 0:05:56.600 connect with people. And that's one thing I appreciate for 0:05:56.720 --> 0:06:01.279 mister May. And mister May is um the executive over 0:06:01.360 --> 0:06:04.919 at Premiere Networks. I remember when I started with the 0:06:04.920 --> 0:06:08.560 Steve Harvey Morning Show and he introduced himself. He said, 0:06:09.200 --> 0:06:11.719 I'm the eyes and eagers of Jennifer Lime Grouper, and 0:06:11.839 --> 0:06:16.240 Jennifer Lime Grouper is the executive vice president at Premiere 0:06:16.320 --> 0:06:27.760 Networks who granted me the opportunity type my podcast. She 0:06:27.800 --> 0:06:30.040 even gave me an opportunity to have a weekend segment 0:06:30.600 --> 0:06:40.359 on the Steve Harvey Morning Show entitle What's Happening, And 0:06:40.520 --> 0:06:49.960 I told mister me that's it as something before I left, 0:06:50.640 --> 0:06:52.280 because he reached out, he had hurt. I didn't know 0:06:52.320 --> 0:06:54.360 if I had made the real announcement to everybody. Of course, 0:06:54.360 --> 0:06:56.359 I told mister Harvey and the whole team personally and 0:06:57.120 --> 0:06:59.479 emailed other people, but I hadn't had a chance to 0:07:00.080 --> 0:07:04.160 directly him, and I remember an email because I saw 0:07:04.279 --> 0:07:07.120 Jennifer was speaking on a panel. I don't know if 0:07:07.120 --> 0:07:08.599 it was All Accesses. They were doing a lot of 0:07:08.640 --> 0:07:12.280 things online, you know, the world Wide Radio Summit. Mind you, 0:07:12.320 --> 0:07:16.800 it was that summit a couple of years before that 0:07:16.800 --> 0:07:24.040 that Julie Talbit is the president of Premiere Networks. And 0:07:24.120 --> 0:07:27.560 I remember there was this panel that the world Wide 0:07:27.640 --> 0:07:36.240 Radio Summit and they were speaking about first chairs as 0:07:36.240 --> 0:07:39.960 far as women in radio, and I would always wonder, 0:07:40.000 --> 0:07:43.280 I'm like, well where the women at? Where the first 0:07:43.320 --> 0:07:46.840 chairs when it comes to the women? And I stood 0:07:46.880 --> 0:07:51.800 up and asked the question and I said, you know, basically, 0:07:52.080 --> 0:07:54.000 you know, how do you seek out and finding those 0:07:54.000 --> 0:07:58.920 mentors and just showing interest about me wanting to have 0:07:59.000 --> 0:08:05.000 first chair and never forget it. When that panel was over, 0:08:05.040 --> 0:08:06.440 and I don't know if Julie she probably had a 0:08:06.480 --> 0:08:08.600 separate panel. I don't know. All I know is that 0:08:09.800 --> 0:08:13.080 it was that day and I had just walked back 0:08:13.120 --> 0:08:15.840 into the conference room Mary where they did the panel discussions, 0:08:19.360 --> 0:08:23.480 and Julie was walking out. She was just passing up, 0:08:24.000 --> 0:08:27.840 you know, the refreshments where they had the water the coffee. 0:08:29.800 --> 0:08:38.360 She looked at me, she pointed, she said, you're star 0:08:41.559 --> 0:08:43.439 So when you asked me, how do I feel, it's 0:08:43.520 --> 0:08:46.200 everything everywhere, all at once, I simply don't know, because 0:08:46.640 --> 0:08:49.160 I'm just gonna stand like I've been standing on the promise. 0:08:52.920 --> 0:08:55.360 You gotta know who and what you are, and more 0:08:55.360 --> 0:08:59.640 importantly who you are and see, I say this, don't 0:08:59.679 --> 0:09:03.120 let what you see make you forget what God said, 0:09:04.480 --> 0:09:07.160 because if God said exceedingly and abundantly far more than 0:09:07.200 --> 0:09:09.240 what you could ever imagine, what you see in this 0:09:09.480 --> 0:09:12.880 materialized room can't even touch the vision of God God 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:15.400 because it's beyond all this. And see, we get in 0:09:15.400 --> 0:09:17.160 a way trying to make sense of it, but we 0:09:17.200 --> 0:09:21.240 all to just walking gratitude because everything gets working for 0:09:21.440 --> 0:09:26.440 our greater good. Yes, I do feel some type of 0:09:26.480 --> 0:09:28.600 way that I'm not you know on the air, I 0:09:28.600 --> 0:09:34.880 went in my entire life for it and to know that, well, 0:09:34.920 --> 0:09:37.360 I would say, you know, a success, because I was me. 0:09:39.559 --> 0:09:43.640 I was me. I can hardly walk away. And I 0:09:43.679 --> 0:09:45.680 can't say that there was anything that I wish that 0:09:45.720 --> 0:09:47.520 I would have said that I did not say that 0:09:47.559 --> 0:09:51.120 I did not do because I did it and a 0:09:51.240 --> 0:09:57.520 family specifically my listeners on KJLH on front page. Thank you, 0:09:58.760 --> 0:10:01.959 Thank you for making room for men, thank you for 0:10:04.120 --> 0:10:07.800 acknowledging the space that I take up and allowing it 0:10:07.840 --> 0:10:12.240 to shed light over you because you can't let you 0:10:12.280 --> 0:10:16.240 see make you forget what God said. It's the same 0:10:16.320 --> 0:10:18.520 guy right now is the same guy back then. And 0:10:18.640 --> 0:10:21.320 what I mean by that, it's like doing. You have 0:10:21.440 --> 0:10:23.760 survived one hundred percent of the worst day is your life. 0:10:23.760 --> 0:10:27.000 And I really don't even consider this as a worst day. 0:10:27.040 --> 0:10:29.240 It's more like a shocking moment. And I say that, 0:10:29.280 --> 0:10:31.360 you say, we're doing. How do you feel? Because what 0:10:31.440 --> 0:10:35.480 my notes were is that maybe were great. We love 0:10:35.559 --> 0:10:40.400 what you did, will give you stellar review, recommendation, whatever 0:10:40.440 --> 0:10:44.280 it is that you need. And yet I'm still wondering, 0:10:44.320 --> 0:10:49.880 well what happened? What I realized is that we ain't 0:10:49.880 --> 0:10:54.320 got no business in God's business. We're just here to 0:10:54.400 --> 0:10:57.520 live out the plan because everything is working for how 0:10:57.559 --> 0:11:00.840 great are good? God promised exceededly in abundantly, far more 0:11:00.880 --> 0:11:03.520 than what you could ever imagine in while I've seen 0:11:03.600 --> 0:11:08.600 some comments and you know, not so good about different people. 0:11:08.679 --> 0:11:11.800 And I wouldn't say to blame anyone. We can't fault 0:11:11.840 --> 0:11:16.440 for what God is doing. Because whatever he says, it's 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:19.920 about to prepare. Because if you think, if you think 0:11:20.040 --> 0:11:29.720 I'm about to stop, I'm going harder. Huh. Because if 0:11:29.720 --> 0:11:32.880 I can ask my heart Bosster fired me at else Song, 0:11:33.640 --> 0:11:36.360 and I can get a TV show or be on 0:11:36.440 --> 0:11:38.679 the TV show one of the people that I'm most 0:11:39.840 --> 0:11:45.640 respectfully admired, queenland Tifa matter, then your residence meant your 0:11:45.679 --> 0:11:50.360 best friend to then have an opportunity to work with 0:11:50.400 --> 0:11:53.240 Steve Harvey Morning Show. Can leave that and then I 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:55.760 get something with kJ LA. Show God what you about 0:11:55.760 --> 0:12:02.400 to do next? Because if a president up a network 0:12:03.320 --> 0:12:05.800 that's recognized world, why can't look at me and say 0:12:05.800 --> 0:12:09.600 that you a star? You better catch it because I'm 0:12:09.600 --> 0:12:13.359 coming to shine and see what I'm about to say. 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:16.079 I'm about to do some things that this world ain't 0:12:16.080 --> 0:12:20.680 never seen before. You think I'm playing, don't believe me. 0:12:20.840 --> 0:12:27.079 Just watch you know I saw this video on Instagram. 0:12:27.240 --> 0:12:30.960 This is before all of this had happened. And Kevin Gates, 0:12:31.040 --> 0:12:32.880 you know, many may have a mixed reviews. It is 0:12:32.880 --> 0:12:35.040 what it is. Eat the meat, spit out the bones, 0:12:35.080 --> 0:12:38.160 le end and the yang. Okay, he may mention he 0:12:38.240 --> 0:12:42.640 said something like, you'll notice when it's time to elevate, 0:12:43.880 --> 0:12:48.440 everything starts me and stripped away from you everything that 0:12:48.520 --> 0:12:51.720 you could have held onto, what was familiar starts to leave, 0:12:51.760 --> 0:12:55.240 whether it be people's situation of circumstances, that's because it's 0:12:55.280 --> 0:12:57.640 time to elephate. And I thought about that before this 0:12:57.679 --> 0:13:01.040 is before Jeremiah resigned, of course before every thing with Kjlah, 0:13:02.440 --> 0:13:04.599 and I was just thinking like, ooh, because I have 0:13:04.720 --> 0:13:06.520 been feeling like everything, you know, just things have been 0:13:06.559 --> 0:13:09.760 getting spicy or you know, unseuddenly, which everything that I've shared, 0:13:09.840 --> 0:13:11.600 whether it was you know, at the time when I 0:13:11.600 --> 0:13:13.760 had to produce her and you know, she had to 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:16.280 do her departure or was supposed to be temporary, but 0:13:16.400 --> 0:13:23.000 you know, ended up not coming back. And I feel 0:13:23.000 --> 0:13:27.679 as though I understand what Kevin Gates was saying, because 0:13:27.679 --> 0:13:31.120 you gotta pack light and things that may have been 0:13:31.160 --> 0:13:37.200 weighing down, maybe in the sense of comfort, familiarity gotta 0:13:37.240 --> 0:13:39.520 go because you're asking to do things that you've never 0:13:39.559 --> 0:13:42.000 done before, to seek heights that you've never been before. 0:13:42.000 --> 0:13:44.320 What that means that you're going to have to change 0:13:44.360 --> 0:13:46.760 your environment. Don't be trying to go into a next 0:13:46.800 --> 0:13:48.880 situation trying to be the same thing because you ask 0:13:48.960 --> 0:13:53.360 God for a new thing. Huh. So if we're asking 0:13:53.480 --> 0:13:56.440 for a new thing, how can you expect the old 0:13:56.520 --> 0:13:59.199 thing for it to work out exactly how it did 0:13:59.240 --> 0:14:02.160 once before. We gotta shake things up. So when you 0:14:02.240 --> 0:14:04.360 ask me how do I feel, I don't know because 0:14:04.400 --> 0:14:06.839 it's everything everywhere, all at once. What I can't say 0:14:06.880 --> 0:14:11.920 overall is that I am walking in gratitude because I 0:14:11.960 --> 0:14:16.200 see the effect that I have now. Things are just 0:14:16.240 --> 0:14:19.600 a little bit everywhere. I'm really trying, my trying. I 0:14:19.640 --> 0:14:24.520 am actively working on my bearings of how to operate, 0:14:24.520 --> 0:14:28.000 how to move because again the ground just got shook. 0:14:28.080 --> 0:14:32.880 But I'm still standing, still doing the podcasts, still got 0:14:32.920 --> 0:14:37.720 some amazing things coming up, and I'm looking at the 0:14:37.760 --> 0:14:43.320 alignment of it all. So that's what happened. K j 0:14:43.520 --> 0:14:48.480 Las decided the part ways talking with Chris Malone. He said, 0:14:48.520 --> 0:14:52.880 that's the program director there, said they appreciated my work, 0:14:53.640 --> 0:14:56.400 said if I needed any glowing reviews, any recommendations, he 0:14:56.440 --> 0:14:59.320 would be more than willing to do that. And you know, 0:14:59.360 --> 0:15:11.360 I appreciate Chris even speaking life on me. The following Saturday, 0:15:11.400 --> 0:15:13.240 I went to go turn on my keys. You know, 0:15:13.280 --> 0:15:15.760 I'm doing everything respectfully because what you what my thing 0:15:15.840 --> 0:15:20.120 about doing day? You ain't gonna never say nothing about 0:15:20.120 --> 0:15:25.360 my work ethic and I'm gonna operate with professionalisten Now. 0:15:25.440 --> 0:15:29.760 Am I human? Yeah? Am I gonna go off or whatever? Yeah? 0:15:29.800 --> 0:15:31.800 But at the end of the day, that's where my 0:15:31.880 --> 0:15:35.960 heart lies, and that's you know, did what I had 0:15:36.000 --> 0:15:40.280 to do with Chris on his way out say don't 0:15:40.320 --> 0:15:45.000 stop being you. He said, I believe you're gonna be 0:15:45.120 --> 0:15:50.320 on TV one day. Hey, it's coming. And see what 0:15:50.400 --> 0:15:53.680 I realized is that I'm about to do something in 0:15:53.720 --> 0:15:56.000 this world. You know, at first I was saying I 0:15:56.040 --> 0:15:58.360 went with Premiere. When I was talking to Jennifer lime Gruber, 0:15:58.360 --> 0:15:59.960 and when I was talking to Karen Slade, who was 0:16:00.000 --> 0:16:03.640 the general manager over at KHLAH, I would say, I'm 0:16:03.640 --> 0:16:06.560 gonna do something that you ain't never seen before here, 0:16:07.240 --> 0:16:10.680 And I realized even that was limiting into that sector. 0:16:11.520 --> 0:16:17.760 I'm about to knew something this world ain't never seen before, huh, 0:16:17.800 --> 0:16:19.640 because it was the plan and it's on my heart 0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:22.560 and it's the hunger. So you know, things are a 0:16:22.560 --> 0:16:27.080 little loosey goosey, you know, happening, But perhaps that happened 0:16:27.080 --> 0:16:29.200 at the right time. It always happened at the right time. 0:16:29.240 --> 0:16:31.520 That's what we got to realize. God ain't ain't slow 0:16:31.560 --> 0:16:33.920 to keep it promising. God know what God doing and 0:16:33.960 --> 0:16:35.840 if you were believe, you're gonna have to stand strong 0:16:35.920 --> 0:16:37.960 and trust God to do what he said that He's 0:16:37.960 --> 0:16:41.560 gonna do. And I don't think it's an accident. While 0:16:41.560 --> 0:16:45.760 all of this change is happening in the springtime. You know, 0:16:45.800 --> 0:16:47.240 we look at the end of the year in December 0:16:47.280 --> 0:16:49.560 and then be like, oh January, Happy New Year, Happy 0:16:49.560 --> 0:16:51.960 New Year. But they say, actually, the new year doesn't 0:16:51.960 --> 0:16:54.800 start in the spring. And I ask God for a 0:16:54.840 --> 0:16:58.480 new thing my birthday coming up. This is a new 0:16:58.560 --> 0:17:02.040 life that we embarking on because this ain't the same 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:04.480 doing last year that was aspiring to be on the 0:17:04.640 --> 0:17:10.200 radio have our own show. Definitely have the same foundation, 0:17:10.280 --> 0:17:13.520 but definitely has blossomed and grown to authenticity and walking 0:17:13.520 --> 0:17:17.439 in purpose and to being unapologetically who I am and 0:17:17.560 --> 0:17:20.880 thank God I did because it may roll, may roam 0:17:20.920 --> 0:17:22.920 with all kinds of people from all kinds of walks 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:27.480 of life, because we know the truth by the way 0:17:27.520 --> 0:17:30.359 that it feels and the response that I have gotten 0:17:30.400 --> 0:17:32.399 from each and every one of you have been a 0:17:32.400 --> 0:17:37.400 reminder of how I made you feel, and I appreciate that. 0:17:38.400 --> 0:17:41.840 I'm grateful for that. I asked that you give me 0:17:42.000 --> 0:17:44.840 some room for patience because I'm cooking some stuff up. 0:17:45.240 --> 0:17:47.440 I just need a minute to just let it digest. 0:17:47.440 --> 0:17:49.040 Because after I got the news, you know, I was 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:53.359 hosting this awesome event or that following Monday for Unite 0:17:53.480 --> 0:17:56.960 LA and also this organization called clean Tech and they 0:17:57.040 --> 0:18:02.960 were talking about or advantists and they were or premiering, debuting. 0:18:03.040 --> 0:18:06.000 It was the inaugural for the Clean Tech Academy over 0:18:06.040 --> 0:18:09.480 at Los Angeles Trade Technical College. And I was done 0:18:09.480 --> 0:18:11.159 in my whole authority and who I am, and I 0:18:11.240 --> 0:18:14.560 related so much to the students. So I spoke life, 0:18:14.560 --> 0:18:16.560 and I'm like, this is what I do, I speak, 0:18:16.880 --> 0:18:19.640 this is what I do. I speak, this is what 0:18:19.760 --> 0:18:25.680 I do. I speak. Blew them away. They say, gratitude 0:18:25.760 --> 0:18:27.520 is everything. The more grateful we are and the more 0:18:27.520 --> 0:18:30.119 things we have to be grateful for, And that's what 0:18:30.160 --> 0:18:32.000 I'm grateful for. I'm grateful I didn't get a chance 0:18:32.000 --> 0:18:34.560 to wallow what I mean by that when finding out 0:18:34.600 --> 0:18:36.240 the news, I didn't even have a chance to really 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:37.640 be like, oh my gosh, why. I was like, wait 0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:40.520 what happened? Because you know, I got people hitting me 0:18:40.600 --> 0:18:42.040 up and say, doing your ratings are doing so well, 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:45.240 I'm gonna buy commercial spots. People at the station like, wow, 0:18:45.280 --> 0:18:47.360 I had a client, listen, I want to buy They 0:18:47.400 --> 0:18:50.120 want to buy some commercial spots on your show. Then 0:18:50.160 --> 0:18:54.080 this new sense, but hey, God knows what he's doing. 0:18:54.240 --> 0:18:57.200 What's your trumping vault? Because I'm human, I'm gonna get 0:18:57.200 --> 0:19:00.159 emotion on having my fields. But the proof was in 0:19:00.280 --> 0:19:03.560 a pudding, So I have to take it on my 0:19:03.640 --> 0:19:05.959 leverage to say, hey, don we're not gonna you know. 0:19:06.440 --> 0:19:08.600 And I used this loosely and I say it respectfully, 0:19:08.880 --> 0:19:10.879 minimized to a certain sector of say I'm gonna do 0:19:10.880 --> 0:19:13.680 some things in a certain area that somebody hasn't seen before. 0:19:13.720 --> 0:19:16.400 I'm about to take this on a global watch me, 0:19:16.880 --> 0:19:21.359 watch me, watch me. One thing about me is I 0:19:21.480 --> 0:19:24.000 do what I say. I'm gonna, dude, That's why I 0:19:24.040 --> 0:19:26.560 got life tied it in my mouth. So don't believe me. 0:19:26.680 --> 0:19:29.640 Just watch And I say I'm a conviction because God 0:19:29.720 --> 0:19:32.320 promised succeededly and abundantly far more than what I could 0:19:32.320 --> 0:19:39.040 ever imagine and I'm still standing. Dawn from Detroit, went 0:19:39.119 --> 0:19:42.359 to Howard, lived in New York, came to LA and 0:19:42.480 --> 0:19:44.280 I did it the own. And what I mean by that, 0:19:44.280 --> 0:19:45.960 I've had support system. I had a love of mother 0:19:46.000 --> 0:19:48.119 like Janus he know, I had mentors like Skip Dillard. 0:19:48.160 --> 0:19:51.679 But have I had the family that can lean on 0:19:51.840 --> 0:19:53.320 right here, right now and go if that was not 0:19:53.440 --> 0:19:57.320 blood like so many people have looked out for me 0:19:57.560 --> 0:20:01.000 at my time that I've been out here, especially after 0:20:01.040 --> 0:20:03.800 my mother transition. So I'm grateful for that. And so 0:20:04.160 --> 0:20:06.880 let this be a reminder for you that you can't 0:20:06.880 --> 0:20:09.560 fail that if you don't quit. So I'm not gonna quit. 0:20:09.600 --> 0:20:12.800 So I'm not gonna fail. I also want to say, 0:20:12.800 --> 0:20:14.879 this is Jenny My A couple of people. I said it, 0:20:14.880 --> 0:20:16.640 but you know Jimmy and Jenny Min from the View, 0:20:16.840 --> 0:20:21.160 not the View guide Dog, the real Jenny Min from 0:20:21.160 --> 0:20:23.440 the real Yet yes that's in a relationship with jay Z. 0:20:23.880 --> 0:20:25.520 One thing she talked about is she talked about this 0:20:25.560 --> 0:20:28.920 thing about a planter or like a flower and if 0:20:28.920 --> 0:20:31.639 a flower plant is not thriving in an environment, you 0:20:31.640 --> 0:20:33.240 don't look at the flower to plant and say what's 0:20:33.240 --> 0:20:36.639 wrong with you? You You start to reassess the environment. What 0:20:36.920 --> 0:20:38.840 is the soil looking like, what is the sun looking 0:20:38.880 --> 0:20:40.760 like it? Is it being water properly? Is it getting 0:20:40.760 --> 0:20:45.359 the nutrients that it needs to thrive, not just the five? 0:20:46.640 --> 0:20:48.439 And so if God saw it at fifth that I 0:20:48.480 --> 0:20:52.440 get plucked from this environment at this time, then so bid, 0:20:52.960 --> 0:20:54.960 so bid. But greater is he who was in me 0:20:55.080 --> 0:20:56.840 that he who was in the world. So I gotta 0:20:56.920 --> 0:21:00.399 ask you, is you ready? Because you got to remember 0:21:00.440 --> 0:21:02.520 I said this on front page. I said front page 0:21:02.560 --> 0:21:04.879 was wasn't nothing different than what I was doing on 0:21:04.960 --> 0:21:13.200 Vitamin D. You catch what I'm putting down? Huh Okay? 0:21:13.359 --> 0:21:15.879 So now it's what I feel and I'm grateful for 0:21:16.000 --> 0:21:18.040 is that I've had a chance to have some extended 0:21:18.080 --> 0:21:20.720 family members, people that I wouldn't have reached. So I'm 0:21:20.720 --> 0:21:23.680 calling you more to come together. Let us all get together. 0:21:23.800 --> 0:21:26.480 Let's do the damn thing. We still got some stuff 0:21:26.520 --> 0:21:28.520 to do. I still got worse to speak, I still 0:21:28.560 --> 0:21:31.440 got lives to inspire and change. I still have a 0:21:31.560 --> 0:21:33.720 vision to be bigger than open with an impact of 0:21:33.760 --> 0:21:40.240 Michael Jackson. What ha. I know how insane it sounds, 0:21:41.040 --> 0:21:44.040 and I can still say it because I believe it 0:21:44.119 --> 0:21:47.160 that much. I can believe something that I cannot see. 0:21:47.200 --> 0:21:50.639 You something what we call faith. So where is your faith? 0:21:51.960 --> 0:21:56.040 Are you doing? Happy New Year? Spring? What are you 0:21:56.040 --> 0:21:58.440 calling forth? What are you manifesting? You know they say 0:21:58.520 --> 0:22:00.159 on the first I'm just telling you this because what 0:22:00.240 --> 0:22:02.240 I did, and if you need it, take the meat, 0:22:02.320 --> 0:22:05.159 spit out the bone. Have you heard the power of 0:22:05.280 --> 0:22:08.119 centiment or the energy and the properties, but blow it 0:22:08.160 --> 0:22:11.680 out your front door, through the doorway. My sister Charlotte's 0:22:11.680 --> 0:22:13.720 on me that shout out to Charlotte the here snive 0:22:13.760 --> 0:22:17.040 on social media, also Charviv and she was telling me, 0:22:17.119 --> 0:22:19.840 you know centiment can bring in abundance and how the 0:22:19.880 --> 0:22:22.040 first of the month you should blow it at your 0:22:22.040 --> 0:22:25.160 door and profess whatever affirmation. So I did that yesterday, 0:22:25.400 --> 0:22:27.959 well yesterday, because today is the second, so I did 0:22:28.040 --> 0:22:32.280 on the first, which is Saturday. So do what you 0:22:32.320 --> 0:22:34.400 gotta do. That's for you. That's what I can say. 0:22:35.359 --> 0:22:39.280 I'm calling forth abundance. I'm using every resource is like God. 0:22:39.280 --> 0:22:41.399 It's given me because I understand that I'm expecting a 0:22:41.440 --> 0:22:45.000 God thing. I'm taking a look at my environment and 0:22:45.040 --> 0:22:47.400 seeing how I can place myself to not only grow 0:22:47.440 --> 0:22:53.280 but to thrive. So that's what was the deal. At KJLH. 0:22:53.400 --> 0:22:58.359 They just started to part ways. I was authentically me. 0:22:58.840 --> 0:23:02.800 I showed up as me. Thank goodness I did. They say, hey, 0:23:02.840 --> 0:23:06.440 don if you need any reviews, if you need any recommendations, 0:23:06.440 --> 0:23:08.080 we are more than happy to do this for you. 0:23:09.359 --> 0:23:12.280 And while we don't will we say, oh, I don't 0:23:12.280 --> 0:23:14.920 need validation for nobody else. But that kind of validation 0:23:15.080 --> 0:23:17.320 made me feel good because one thing about me you 0:23:17.359 --> 0:23:21.080 will not one thing you will not say. You will 0:23:21.119 --> 0:23:23.960 not say that my work ethic is is declining that 0:23:24.040 --> 0:23:26.840 my work athic is lacking, because no, I pride myself 0:23:27.119 --> 0:23:32.040 on my work ethic. That's what I do. That's what 0:23:32.119 --> 0:23:35.000 I do. And you know, from an ego standpoint, that 0:23:35.040 --> 0:23:37.400 felt good to know, Hey, it wasn't about your work ethic. 0:23:37.480 --> 0:23:39.480 Because I did that, I was able to hold that 0:23:39.520 --> 0:23:42.600 show down with just me. Mind you usually you know 0:23:42.640 --> 0:23:44.200 you might have a producer, you got into the team. No, 0:23:44.280 --> 0:23:47.080 it was just me booking guests, getting a conversation, going 0:23:47.200 --> 0:23:49.600 getting the guest downstairs. I was working on still getting 0:23:49.600 --> 0:23:51.439 the social media, but that became a challenge. But I 0:23:51.440 --> 0:23:54.760 say all that to say, that is what happened. I'm 0:23:54.800 --> 0:23:58.439 still here and we're just looking towards the light and 0:23:58.520 --> 0:24:01.480 staying optimistic. I'm still don't give yayall vitamin day. It's 0:24:01.520 --> 0:24:03.640 just coming in three D well. I had to Rob, 0:24:03.720 --> 0:24:07.880 can't you do that with me? Please? I'm a nut. 0:24:08.240 --> 0:24:10.600