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Speaker 1: What up, guys.

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Speaker 2: Welcome back to my conversation with my brother. If you

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Speaker 2: guys didn't listen to the first part, because it's now

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Speaker 2: the second part, listen to the first part of the

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Speaker 2: conversation with my brother Mike. Okay, big Mike, not Mikey

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Speaker 2: no more. All right, So here we go. Have you

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Speaker 2: forgiven yourself yet for the relationship with Luna's mom not working?

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Speaker 2: Because I know that we'd heavy on you for a

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Speaker 2: long time.

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Speaker 3: I think we're at a good understanding me here now

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Speaker 3: where it's it's good. It was probably never going to

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Speaker 1: You guys were just meant to make this beautiful being.

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Speaker 3: Well yeah, I mean, and we just we climbed together

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Speaker 3: really quick and then just find out over time, like

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Speaker 3: we were within a year of being together, we were

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Speaker 3: pregnant with Luna. And then, you know, she says that

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Speaker 3: the day Mom passed, I changed, you know, and that

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Speaker 3: I have no point of reference because I don't remember

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Speaker 3: that person anymore, you know. Yeah, And so I'm sorry

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Speaker 3: for that for you know, using that as justification for

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Speaker 3: any like stupid decisions I made, or or just letting

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Speaker 3: it go, or feeling like relief when she left me.

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Speaker 3: You know, because it wasn't like we were at odds

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Speaker 3: and it was a and you know, it's it's easier

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Speaker 3: he loved somebody, you know, And so I mean I

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Speaker 3: stort of regret now, like you know, not not waking

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Speaker 3: or pick her up because she you know, for for

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Speaker 3: a while there we both lived in the valley, so

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Speaker 3: it wasn't too far and it was possible. But now

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Speaker 3: there's you know, there's more distance there, and it's just yeah,

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Speaker 3: but I mean we're in a good understanding. Luna understands

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Speaker 3: and if anything, like me and her mom have in

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Speaker 3: the past couple of years, we had a couple of

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Speaker 3: rough patches, but in the past year we've gotten really

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Speaker 3: good and we can like kind of talk again that

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Speaker 3: that I missed sad because me and Dre were legit

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Speaker 3: like like really good friends, you know, and even after

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Speaker 3: we'd broken up. Luna, it's weird for her sometimes, like

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Speaker 3: she's just like she gets bugged out and her mom

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Speaker 3: will be like, your dad's my friend, like this is

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Speaker 3: he's he's my really good friend, Like and she's just like,

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Speaker 3: can we just go already, Like there'll be here.

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Speaker 1: Talking and like's just he's uncomfortable.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and she's just like this is weird, and like

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Speaker 3: that makes me sad because she doesn't remember having a

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Speaker 3: And and it's not always easy, but it's like it's

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Speaker 3: definitely worth I'm a big believer in the nuclear family

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Speaker 3: and in the way that we're going in the world.

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Speaker 3: It's it's discouraged or it's a lie or yeah, because

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Speaker 3: it can't work out for everybody, but there's having a

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Speaker 1: And and it makes a big difference.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and the baby having all the love possible. Sell

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Speaker 3: I lives with us, so she just has she has

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Speaker 3: love from all these angles. And Luna's a really good

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Speaker 4: Not a hint of jealousy and like, goodness, that's the

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Speaker 4: perfect time that you know, and it's like, you know,

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Speaker 4: it just sucks that I missed out on that because

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Speaker 4: of my decisions and I'll take full blame for that,

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Speaker 4: you know, for.

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Speaker 1: You know, just a lot.

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Speaker 2: That means that you've That's why I wanted to ask

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Speaker 2: you that, because you also have to remember you both

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Speaker 2: were so young, you know what I mean, Like, I

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Speaker 2: howld were you like twenty twenty one?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, a new mom for half of her life?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Crazy? Right, She's forty two when she passed. I was

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Speaker 3: twenty one, and damn dude, you pa And if I'm lucky,

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Speaker 3: I would have known her a third of my life,

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Speaker 1: I don't know this, please Lord.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but you know, it's just like at the end

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Speaker 3: But she came at the perfect time because I would,

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Speaker 3: you know, damn well, especially at that time.

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Speaker 1: Called Luna his life saver.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, because I would. I would have lost my mind,

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Speaker 1: But it was how many months she was three months?

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Speaker 1: Three months when my mom passed.

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Speaker 2: I feel like telling you, God, everything was like wait,

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Speaker 2: because I think it would have been a disaster if

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Speaker 3: I would have for sure went off. It changed us.

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Speaker 3: I still have you know, bad habits and things that

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Speaker 3: too much. And then also I was very guarded under Mom. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: kept us for experience. I just she kind of knew

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Speaker 1: Have been completely different. Oh absolutely, I mean it changed us.

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Speaker 1: Losing Mom. It was learning how to live and all

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Speaker 1: over again. It was tough.

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Speaker 2: So I mean the fact that you can be vulnerable

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Speaker 2: and talk about it and accept it, that's like huge

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Speaker 2: A lot of people, don't you know, and well mom

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Speaker 2: you also like you could say, hey, it was it

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Speaker 2: and forgive yourself for it and say give yourself some

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Speaker 3: And and you guys tell me I'm not nice enough

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Speaker 3: to myself, But I think in the moment, in the

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Speaker 3: allow myself grace or be like, you know you did that.

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Speaker 3: How are you going to react now? Yeah, so I

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Speaker 3: that's only because I don't know, I don't think. But

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Speaker 3: talking to myself positively works for me. You know, are

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Speaker 3: telling myself that I'm the greatest and I'm worthy of

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Speaker 1: Like you're a man, you're more logical.

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Speaker 3: Well, I have to prove it to myself, you know, like,

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Speaker 3: if there's anyone out there in the world I need

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Speaker 3: me that has doubt, like, you know, like I'm going

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna show you you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you know, but it does help to to

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Speaker 2: just say, you know, politic, you got this ship, dude,

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Speaker 2: you got like I try.

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Speaker 3: But the thing is when with especially because I'm new

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Speaker 3: to affirmation and so maybe just like general happy ones

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Speaker 3: don't necessarily work for me, but a great affirmation is

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Speaker 3: all right, what do you need to improve on today?

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Speaker 3: Or what do you need to what do you need

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Speaker 3: every single little impulse that you have to go do

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Speaker 2: You know, Yeah, and you are honestly like you. I

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Speaker 2: But that's what I love about you because when you

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Speaker 2: Like I have such a glad, very natural, like yeah,

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Speaker 2: it's we're having a conversation, and these are our conversations,

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Speaker 2: you guys on our group chat, we talk about some

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Speaker 2: real ship. Like we go back and forth, we have discussions.

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Speaker 2: We don't always agree, but he knows that. I'm just like,

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Speaker 3: I'm always it's always me and you kind of yeah,

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Speaker 3: we're completely different people. And I need your your unrelenting

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Speaker 2: Before we move on, because I wanted to do a

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Speaker 2: little something with you a little game. But a lot

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Speaker 2: of people always wonder like, why is Myke like more

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Speaker 1: Do you do that to protect.

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Speaker 2: Yourself or do you do that more because you don't

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Speaker 2: goes on with it? Or is it just you're just

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Speaker 3: Onions have layers, I'm just kidding, but there's multiple layers

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Speaker 3: to it. Okay, what happened when I was I think fifteen,

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Speaker 3: I think before that I was probably a lot more

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Speaker 3: I don't like that. But that's it was a defense

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Speaker 3: mechanism for him from back then. Yeah, and then I

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Speaker 3: cool thing about that was that for a little bit anyways,

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Speaker 3: So all those reasons, like.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, before you go, brother, this is a game called

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Speaker 2: And I want you to pick a card or actually,

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Speaker 3: Pick a card, any card, but this one specifically.

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Speaker 1: Okay, no, not this one because there's okay sexual, it's

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Speaker 2: What's a vivid memory that you have of me growing

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Speaker 3: Shit? Mmm? All right, I got it, And you know,

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Speaker 3: you know, mom, was always put so much into school

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Speaker 2: No I do, No, I do, because it actually have

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I know, I honestly like, oh that makes

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Speaker 1: me so happy. Oh my god, No, you asked me one.

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Speaker 3: Okay, okay, okay, this is a good one for I'll

437
00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:26,360
Speaker 3: expand this to all the siblings. How likely are you

438
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Speaker 3: to bring your significant other home to meet us? And

439
00:18:30,280 --> 00:18:33,040
Speaker 3: what is something that you'd warn them about beforehand? So

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00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:36,240
Speaker 3: they obviously your significant other has met us? Yes, fuck no,

441
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Speaker 3: but that doesn't count. Imagine you met We didn't. I didn't,

442
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Speaker 3: We didn't all meet Amelia at the same time. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: what would be your warning if he was coming to

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Speaker 3: the house.

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Speaker 2: Well, well, the thing is talking about that. Remember when

446
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Speaker 2: we when he was at Becky's party and how you

447
00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:50,800
Speaker 2: didn't like him?

448
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Speaker 3: Oh my god, dude, I'm so glad I didn't fuck

449
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Speaker 3: him up like I wanted to. He didn't.

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Speaker 1: Guys, this is a real time. It looked tough to me.

451
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Speaker 3: And then and then I like, I started riding bikes

452
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Speaker 3: with him, and like all these wholes ripped and he boxes.

453
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Speaker 3: He would have sucked me up, but I wanted to

454
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Speaker 3: beat I wanted to beat them as because he dropped.

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Speaker 3: He didn't do it on purpose. But he bumped into

456
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Speaker 3: a table and the beer spilled on me, and I

457
00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:13,560
Speaker 3: was already like the night that he was already talking

458
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Speaker 3: to my sister and like they're.

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Speaker 1: The same age, by the way.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and so he was I'm glad. I'm glad, but

461
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Speaker 3: I was probably being a douche dude. I think I was.

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Speaker 2: You were you and Red. Now Red is his Mikey's

463
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Speaker 2: best friend. He's like a brother to us, and he

464
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:32,760
Speaker 2: cuts Emidio's hair. But yes, he's like, Mike, you don't

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Speaker 2: like that.

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Speaker 1: And I was like, dude, I was like, he's really

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Speaker 1: nice to you. And I'm like, yeah, I was like,

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Speaker 1: I like him.

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Speaker 3: You just you needed I was more mad at you

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Speaker 3: because you just like you're just like, oh, you made

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Speaker 3: it obvious how much you liked them off for it.

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Speaker 1: I sure did. I like that that guy on the.

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Speaker 3: Record, he's awesome, dude, that he makes you like he

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Speaker 3: I've never seen someone push you, push you out of

475
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Speaker 3: your comfort zone in the healthiest way possible, where it's

476
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Speaker 3: like not that you're lazy or anything, or you're not outdoorsy,

477
00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:05,119
Speaker 3: but you're never going to plan a trip to go

478
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Speaker 3: to fucking.

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Speaker 1: Zion and.

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Speaker 3: Across because a.

481
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Speaker 2: Lot of my friends don't do that. So I finally

482
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Speaker 2: found like my match because I've always been into hiking

483
00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:14,480
Speaker 2: and all that stuff, but like he really.

484
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Speaker 3: Pulled that, like or even just watching The Office, like

485
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Speaker 3: like I never would have thought that'd be your type

486
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Speaker 3: of comedy. Yeah, and then like you're like and like

487
00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:23,800
Speaker 3: when you got into it, like oh so you watched

488
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Speaker 3: this episode of this episode and just like he's just

489
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Speaker 3: a freaking.

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Speaker 1: Cool kill Tony to all these things. Watch we love

491
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Speaker 1: kill Tony.

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Speaker 3: I'm going to You're going, I'm going on the forum.

493
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Speaker 1: We should go shut up? Oh my god, you gotta

494
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Speaker 1: tell me he's going to love you.

495
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Speaker 3: It isn't making you want to get back in the comedy,

496
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Speaker 3: but it's not gonna happen.

497
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Speaker 1: You should that be.

498
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Speaker 2: But anyways, they love each other now, yeah, okay, good,

499
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Speaker 2: Now they love each other.

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Speaker 1: And Amilia was like, damn, why does the Foo want

501
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Speaker 1: to be so freaking nice? I wanted to hate him

502
00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:51,440
Speaker 1: so bad, but.

503
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Speaker 2: Now they love each other, so anyways, that's not really straight.

504
00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:55,760
Speaker 2: I wanted to just you know, I wish we had

505
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Speaker 2: more time. But brother, I love no, I freaking love it,

506
00:20:58,920 --> 00:21:01,720
Speaker 2: and I think that it's beautiful. That people can feel

507
00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:04,159
Speaker 2: and see your heart through the podcast because there's so

508
00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:06,680
Speaker 2: much about you that people don't know. But I love

509
00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:08,560
Speaker 2: that that it's mysterious. You're intriguing.

510
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Speaker 3: I think the cheat code is a I mean, this

511
00:21:11,119 --> 00:21:13,120
Speaker 3: just feels like a conversation. We're having it your hey, Yes,

512
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Speaker 3: I know, otherwise I don't think it would have came out.

513
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Speaker 3: But I'm bless you for having me, and I'm blessed

514
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Speaker 3: to be here.

515
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Speaker 1: I love you brother with all my heart. You guys,

516
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Speaker 1: thank you for watching.

517
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Speaker 2: Honestly, I hope that you guys enjoyed this conversation because

518
00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:27,160
Speaker 2: for me it's super special because my brother's super busy now,

519
00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:30,080
Speaker 2: he has his family, has girls, he has his business.

520
00:21:30,359 --> 00:21:32,280
Speaker 2: And I'm just happy that I got this moment with you.

521
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Speaker 3: And then you want to me to be part of this,

522
00:21:34,040 --> 00:21:36,200
Speaker 3: and before we go, I just like, I just want

523
00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:40,119
Speaker 3: to tell you just how much because another yet another

524
00:21:40,160 --> 00:21:42,720
Speaker 3: reason why I am how I am is because I'm

525
00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:44,520
Speaker 3: not comfortable growing in front of the world. I need

526
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Speaker 3: to do it in my privacy. And you have never

527
00:21:46,760 --> 00:21:49,960
Speaker 3: had that luxury you know you've had. You had to

528
00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:52,240
Speaker 3: become the cheekies that you are in front of everyone's

529
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Speaker 3: fucking eyes, and the fact that you've been able to

530
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Speaker 3: do it and keep your head up high and grow,

531
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Speaker 3: and the fact that I'm so confident that you're nowhere

532
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Speaker 3: near what you're gonna be one day. You know, like

533
00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:04,320
Speaker 3: I don't know what the fuck that is, Like maybe

534
00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 3: you don't or maybe you have a better idea, but

535
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:08,160
Speaker 3: I'm confident you being there, and like that's you've done

536
00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:10,240
Speaker 3: it in front of everyone's eyes, and it's like everyone

537
00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:13,000
Speaker 3: can see like it's being because of you. You know,

538
00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:15,320
Speaker 3: thank you, Like we asked mom, we're here and people

539
00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:17,120
Speaker 3: know about us because a mom, and people have love

540
00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:20,720
Speaker 3: for us because of Mom. But you know, like you've

541
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Speaker 3: also been able to become your own person. I feel

542
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Speaker 3: like you know, so thankk you for being an inspiration.

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Speaker 1: Oh brother, I love you, Okay, I love you so much.

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Speaker 1: You guys, thank you for watching and listening to this

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Speaker 1: episode of Cheeky's and Cheer Cry Fool. I love you.

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Speaker 1: I know you're getting all watery.

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