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Speaker 1: Hi, babe, it is La La Kent. Welcome back to

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Speaker 1: my pod dot dot dot Cast.

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Speaker 2: Happy New Year, Happy New Year.

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Speaker 1: Is that wild?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Twenty twenty four flew by you guys.

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Speaker 4: It, Yeah, it really did. Because you were pregnant then

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Speaker 4: had a kid. You've done a lot in twenty twenty

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Speaker 4: four and seems like it went by like that, like

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Speaker 4: going through Like Landon was talking about him going back

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Speaker 4: and watching his reels of his cooking videos and then

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Speaker 4: one of them, you're pregnant.

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Speaker 1: That part is weird.

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Speaker 3: Weird.

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Speaker 1: Well, I just feel like it feels like, well most

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Speaker 1: of it, I feel like I was pregnant, and then

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Speaker 1: vander Pump was airing and it was just very intense,

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Speaker 1: and it just it feels like it was the longest

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Speaker 1: year ever. But at the same time, I look back

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, how did it end so fast? People

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Speaker 1: say this about children, They say the days are long,

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Speaker 1: but the years are short. And I'm starting to feel

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Speaker 1: that where I'm like, today needs to fucking end. It's

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Speaker 1: been a rough one. But then you look back and

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Speaker 1: you're like, oh my gosh, everyone's getting older. Kids are

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Speaker 1: getting older. Like Ocean can now say her ours. She's

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Speaker 1: talking to me about things that I did not expect

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Speaker 1: and I just can't like ocean. Last year, around this time,

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Speaker 1: we had just found out that I was pregnant, and

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Speaker 1: we continue to say next year, at this time, you're

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Speaker 1: gonna have a you know, three month old, a four

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Speaker 1: month old, and it's like, I'm here looking at my

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Speaker 1: four month old.

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Speaker 2: It's crazy.

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Speaker 1: It takes me back. I will never stop obsessing over

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Speaker 1: time and how strange it is.

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Speaker 2: I don't think about it like you do.

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Speaker 3: Neither do I.

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Speaker 1: Well, you guys don't think about much.

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Speaker 2: Well, Easter and I are kind of peas in a pod.

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Speaker 4: I thank god I had got your mind on that,

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Speaker 4: because she'll just stew like look at her right now

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Speaker 4: or stupid.

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Speaker 2: She wasn't even listening to us.

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Speaker 4: She's just clicking a wide open weren't you You were stewing?

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Speaker 3: And I can tell.

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Speaker 5: And then if she doesn't have something to worry about,

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Speaker 5: I'm sorry that she's not worrying about.

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Speaker 3: Well, I've done that often.

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Speaker 4: You'll come in and you're like, I am worried and

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Speaker 4: I don't know, like I feel like I'm missing something,

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Speaker 4: and it's like you're not.

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Speaker 3: You just don't need to be worried right now.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Like, when I'm not stressed out about my day

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Speaker 1: looking at like what needs to be done, I'm so

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Speaker 1: confused and start stressing about that, Like I will sit

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Speaker 1: there in bed at night and be like, oh my gosh,

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Speaker 1: one day my mom's not going to be here. Oh

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Speaker 1: my god, I can't. I can't do it. Okay, well

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Speaker 1: Easton could be with me. But what if he dies

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Speaker 1: before I die? Then what am I going to do?

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Speaker 1: And then I start thinking about like, oh my gosh,

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Speaker 1: when I talk to my business manager, my mom listens

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Speaker 1: in and she breaks down everything because numbers are foreign

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Speaker 1: to me. But okay, I'll still have my business manager.

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Speaker 1: Oh wait, if my mom's gone, my business manager is

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Speaker 1: probably gonna be gone too. Who's gonna break this down

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Speaker 1: for me? I guess I have land in Like I

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Speaker 1: go into a full spiral.

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Speaker 2: Don't laugh, You're cute.

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Speaker 1: You're cute.

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Speaker 2: You don't have to worry. Quit worrying about it.

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Speaker 1: Well I do, And actually it's.

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Speaker 2: Gonna take years off your life.

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Speaker 3: No I know.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, the stress will kill me before anything else.

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Speaker 1: But in all of these thought processes, I'm like, I

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Speaker 1: cannot be the only one who going into the new year,

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Speaker 1: wants to leave things behind in twenty twenty four, and

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Speaker 1: I'm I'm not big on New Year's resolutions because I

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Speaker 1: just find them to be fleeting, like everyone usually makes

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Speaker 1: the same one. It's like I'm gonna start working out

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Speaker 1: and then like it lasts for a little bit and

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Speaker 1: then you kind of just give up on it because

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Speaker 1: what we're excited about leaving behind in twenty twenty four

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Speaker 1: and manifestations in twenty twenty five. So I'm gonna call

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Speaker 1: it instead of like a New Year's resolution, what are

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Speaker 1: we manifesting? What are we gonna miss in twenty twenty four?

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Speaker 1: What are we excited about leaving behind in twenty twenty four?

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Speaker 1: And then what are we manifesting? Because we've talked a

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Speaker 1: when I was like, you know what, I'm gonna do

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Speaker 1: the vision board and Easton and I still need to

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Speaker 1: do it because I am going to have something that

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Speaker 1: I can visually see to go you know what, this

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Speaker 1: is happening something that I can that will penetrate all

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Speaker 1: of my senses. You know what I'm are you okay,

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Speaker 1: what are you thinking about?

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Speaker 2: I'm thinking about? Uh, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I think you're thinking about like, I don't think that way.

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Speaker 1: You're like, this all seems like a lot to be in.

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Speaker 3: Your mind, really though, I'm over here, like I'm.

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Speaker 2: Thinking what I want to leave behind.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to leave anything behind.

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Speaker 2: I like how my my life is in the present moment.

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Speaker 1: But do you realize how amazing that is?

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Speaker 4: No, I'm very blessed to be able to say there

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Speaker 4: is nothing that I want to leave in twenty twenty

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Speaker 4: four for twenty twenty five, Like, there wasn't bad relationships,

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Speaker 4: I didn't lose friends.

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Speaker 3: There's nothing that I well that makes just you here

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Speaker 3: and maybe mom.

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Speaker 2: I just don't look back. I'm just not that kind

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Speaker 3: I don't either. If it happened, it happened.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're like, I don't need to leave it in

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Speaker 1: twenty twenty four. I literally left it behind that day.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that second moment.

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Speaker 2: With my car, keys and my wallet and everything else.

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Speaker 1: Everything just gets left behind. So when I ask you,

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Speaker 1: what are you excited about leaving behind you literally have nothing. No, wow,

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Speaker 1: I'm so jealous.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, what would you? Maybe you will give me something

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Speaker 3: that I could think about. So what are you excited

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Speaker 1: I'm excited to leave vander pump Roules behind.

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Speaker 3: Okay, I'm not on that boat.

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Speaker 4: So I'm happy for you that I don't have to

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Speaker 1: From from filming and getting in the car and.

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Speaker 3: Just like it. Yeah, I guess that. Yeah, see there's

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Speaker 2: What mom's doings.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, like you were never present with us, Like we

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Speaker 4: would all be having fun and laughing and then you

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like that's how it was for most

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Speaker 1: of the time that I filmed that show or just

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Speaker 4: Were in like good with everybody. You were always thinking

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Speaker 4: about something on the show. Yeah, you were never present

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Speaker 4: or you were on your phone to research something or

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Speaker 4: to do something or to post with the people.

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Speaker 3: That you were all friends with. Me, you always elsewhere while.

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Speaker 4: Filming mentally, yes, yeah, matter if you were good or

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Speaker 4: in the back, you were always off.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, no, I think and I don't mean that

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Speaker 1: I'm excited that It's like, like, I don't want to

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Speaker 4: You're excited that that chapter or that book is closed

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Speaker 4: and another one is being ready to be written.

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Speaker 1: One hundred percent. I think I look at twenty twenty four,

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Speaker 1: and I've spoken about this before, where the happiest time

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Speaker 1: of my life because all I wanted was a second baby,

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Speaker 1: and that happened in twenty twenty four. Yet the hardest

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Speaker 1: time of my life on vander Pump Rules was they

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Speaker 1: were happening all at once, and I think I'm I'm

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Speaker 1: grateful for the fact that we are and we're all

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Speaker 1: living together at that point in time, because you guys

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Speaker 1: really helped me mentally check out from the outside world

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Speaker 1: to really enjoy my pregnancy with Sosa. So I would

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Speaker 1: say the best things came out of twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 1: I was able to practice something different where I said,

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Speaker 1: you know what, I'm not allowing toxicity into my environment

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Speaker 1: during this pregnancy. I will not be stressed. I will

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Speaker 1: not feel shame or guilt. If anyone brings me anything

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Speaker 1: And that's usually not how I am. I sit there

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Speaker 1: and like sit with my thoughts at all times, not

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Speaker 1: saying I didn't purge onto you guys a lot. I obsessed.

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Speaker 2: I guess what we had the most of what belly laughs.

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Speaker 1: I talked about this with Teresa. Judice Sosa is truly

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Speaker 1: a dream baby. She is all smiles with just her

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Speaker 2: She is, Yeah, she really is.

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Speaker 3: She's great. Yeah she's and she's.

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Speaker 1: Found her voice. She's talking away, she's rolling over. Tummy time,

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Speaker 1: she does tummy time like her. My most favorite thing

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Speaker 1: that she does right now, you guys. The only time

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Speaker 1: she screams bloody murder, and I always know is if

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Speaker 1: she has fully blown out her diaper and she's hungry.

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Speaker 1: But even when she's.

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Speaker 3: Hungry, she's hungry. She doesn't like scream or cry. She

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Speaker 3: goes out. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 2: I know the feeling. I know her pain.

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Speaker 1: She always tired, always tired and hungry.

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Speaker 2: I want to go. Yeah, we'll let you.

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Speaker 1: It's fine, crooked hat, stuff around your mouth, and it

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Speaker 1: would just all work together, flawlessly.

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Speaker 4: Come into this world the same way you leave it.

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Speaker 1: Lisa Renna made a pretty penny off of her depends ads.

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Speaker 2: Well she rocked him.

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Speaker 5: Well, oh yeah, I think you could pull off in

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Speaker 5: that little I don't want to depend.

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Speaker 2: Sorry, I don't want to go there.

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Speaker 4: I see a giant depends in the garden, I will

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Speaker 4: be moving out.

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Speaker 1: There was one time, you guys, when I was super

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Speaker 1: fucked up and it was my birthday and we went

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Speaker 1: to Laughlin, which is like I think in Nevada. It's

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Speaker 1: a huge river and you have river houses and then

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Speaker 1: you take floaties up and you float down to where

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Speaker 1: your house is. And someone bought depends to be like, oh,

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Speaker 1: you're old now or whatever. Actually I think it was

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Speaker 1: the guy was fucking it was his birthday and they

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Speaker 1: got him depends. That makes more sense. Sorry, mom. Yes,

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Speaker 1: back in the day, used to have sex. Not anymore.

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Speaker 1: Fuck but my best friend Danny and I put them

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Speaker 1: on to see if they actually worked, and you can

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Speaker 1: absolutely pee in them a lot and be totally fine.

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Speaker 2: We'll look at the Housewives of New York.

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Speaker 1: But Sonya Sony Morgan where it depends on the plane

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Speaker 1: and she lets him hang out of her jeans. She

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Speaker 1: doesn't even care, No, she didn't care at all. I

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Speaker 3: Lets herself on the plane.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, she'd rather do that than get up and use

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Speaker 3: Just feels very very good. Aunt tea thank you, no,

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Speaker 4: So yes, very proud to say that I'm happy to

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Speaker 3: I love that, Yes, no, and I absolutely love it.

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Speaker 1: Yes, We've got you always in forever. Yes, That's one

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Speaker 3: I don't want to be there.

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Speaker 3: I don't either.

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Speaker 2: It really is well and vice versa.

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Speaker 1: One hundred percent. You are You're the brightest light in

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Speaker 3: Well I was, I got it from you, So thank you.

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Speaker 3: Well you cheers don't go unnoticed.

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Speaker 1: You You have lived by the pro that is not easy.

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Speaker 1: There are moments that I look at you and think

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Speaker 3: Well, thank you, and I strive for it and it's

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Speaker 3: Yeah, so there's that. So I'm leaving that behind it

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Speaker 3: We're in this together and now I have you. I

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Speaker 2: Well you know what I like.

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Speaker 3: Well, if it's already yeah, burn it down.

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Speaker 1: What'd you say, mom Ice?

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Speaker 2: Look at friends like cleaning out my closet. They don't

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Speaker 3: Friends are like wardrobe, they don't fit. Yeah, gotta go.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I love that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I I do not get offended when people

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Speaker 3: You know what, quality, That's how I feel.

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Speaker 4: I've said it once and I'll say it again. If

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Speaker 2: Can not be judged.

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Speaker 3: Yes.

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Speaker 4: The people who know me know where I come from,

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Speaker 3: We are great.

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Speaker 1: You can sit in silence and it's not awkward leaving

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Speaker 3: It's a fun experience.

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Speaker 4: And I'll say that's the biggest struggle that I'm finding

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Speaker 1: You know, you went into this episode saying I don't

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Speaker 1: it and so far, just in this episode, with what

447
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Speaker 1: our friends have written in, you've said I'm leaving alcohol

448
00:22:57,720 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 1: behind and you're excited for twenty twenty twenty twenty five

449
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:01,919
Speaker 1: to find out who you are.

450
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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I thought it. Our viewers, I know they help, right, Oh,

451
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:07,240
Speaker 3: they're the greatest.

452
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:09,560
Speaker 1: No, it's because we're all in this together. Like life

453
00:23:09,720 --> 00:23:13,399
Speaker 1: is so complicated and we're all experiencing pretty much the

454
00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:16,840
Speaker 1: same thing. The nuances may be different, but we all

455
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:17,399
Speaker 1: can relate.

456
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Speaker 5: Well, you know, I think it's hard too, coming from

457
00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:24,080
Speaker 5: where I came from as a teenager and a young adult.

458
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Speaker 5: We didn't have the cell phones, we didn't have all

459
00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:29,840
Speaker 5: the social media, we didn't have anything.

460
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Speaker 4: Well, no, it's a comparison now like all these kids,

461
00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:34,480
Speaker 4: it's a comparison. How are you not going into the

462
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,119
Speaker 4: world with anxiety It's so true.

463
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Speaker 1: Honestly, on Instagram, if I see something that I don't

464
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:44,679
Speaker 1: that I'm not vibing with because it's making me feel

465
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Speaker 1: and I feel like, we sit here and we're like, Oh,

466
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Speaker 1: you can't see this because you're insecure, you can't see

467
00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:54,439
Speaker 1: this because you're jealous. Whatever. The reason I don't need

468
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,160
Speaker 1: to label it. All I know is I don't feel

469
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Speaker 1: good when I see it. I don't feel great when

470
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:02,960
Speaker 1: I see you living your best life. Has nothing to

471
00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,920
Speaker 1: do with you, it has everything to do with me.

472
00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 2: I got it.

473
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Speaker 1: So I kindly tap on the image not interested, and

474
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Speaker 1: I go about my business because it is not natural

475
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:18,520
Speaker 1: to see what people are doing across the world who

476
00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:21,440
Speaker 1: you don't know. You would never know that they even existed,

477
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 1: by Lamborghinis for Christmas twenty seven, Burken bags and all

478
00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:29,720
Speaker 1: the shit that I just like, I don't need to see.

479
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Speaker 1: I watch Housewives, I got it. People live cool lives,

480
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Speaker 1: but they also show the real side, right. I don't

481
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Speaker 1: want to see like a quick snapshot of you driving

482
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Speaker 1: around in a five hundred thousand dollars car with your

483
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Speaker 1: super fucking hot husband and baby daddy and like living

484
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Speaker 1: the dream. I don't it makes me feel like I'm

485
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Speaker 1: not doing enough.

486
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Speaker 3: I like that.

487
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Speaker 5: Yes, I like seeing the person that rescued the dog

488
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Speaker 5: or the like I like the animal videos.

489
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Speaker 2: And that's right.

490
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Speaker 1: What does that call the algorithm?

491
00:25:02,320 --> 00:25:02,879
Speaker 2: Algorithm?

492
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:05,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're for you page and all of that is good.

493
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:09,400
Speaker 1: So in order to make me feel like I'm good

494
00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:11,840
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be grateful for the things that I

495
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:14,080
Speaker 1: do have, I need to silence the noise.

496
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Speaker 4: That's it's like it's an recovering alcoholic like myself, following

497
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 4: all of these martini things and then making drinks like, well, I.

498
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:25,960
Speaker 3: Have to distance myself from that. So that's what I do.

499
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Speaker 1: And I'm telling you, nothing makes my mouth water more

500
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Speaker 1: than a martini and a glass of sparkling rose on

501
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 1: a rooftop. I'm like, that looks fucking fun.

502
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Speaker 3: That looks We're very different. I was a big alcoholic,

503
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:40,720
Speaker 3: just a good old shot. Hated the taste.

504
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Speaker 1: Just get her back, No, because I got addicted to

505
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Speaker 1: like the That's what we were gonna name next dog.

506
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Speaker 3: Dog.

507
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Speaker 1: And a family that's fully sober. We've got a dog

508
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Speaker 1: named Prosecca.

509
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Speaker 4: It can only be named Prosecco if it's a pit bull,

510
00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 4: though not like a fife dog.

511
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Speaker 3: Because then it's too crazy.

512
00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:03,160
Speaker 2: We'll call her pressy, pressy.

513
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Speaker 3: I'll just call her pussy. At that point, I'm I'm

514
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:08,679
Speaker 3: gonna call her call herco.

515
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:12,360
Speaker 2: I like, I don't like pep. I do sounds like here.

516
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,200
Speaker 3: I don't like the name Prosecco anymore. We'll find a

517
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:21,480
Speaker 3: new one. I like the name Griselda Brasel does great.

518
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Speaker 1: It was a fantastic I mean, it was the one

519
00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 1: role that I watched Sophia Vangara play that I was like, damn,

520
00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:30,159
Speaker 1: she got her acting chops.

521
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:33,400
Speaker 2: Should we tell her to tell Lauren? What what Bernice did?

522
00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:39,120
Speaker 3: What we were read town?

523
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Speaker 2: What she chewed? Your designer pillow that was on the couch.

524
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Speaker 1: What designer pillow?

525
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 2: The cool one with it?

526
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:48,720
Speaker 3: Just pretend you didn't hear it.

527
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Speaker 2: She cheat the corner of it. What you don't even

528
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Speaker 2: know what pillow?

529
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Speaker 1: No, it was the cool like the small I was

530
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Speaker 1: wondering where it was. I was like, maybe I'll take

531
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:02,480
Speaker 1: that and put it on my bed.

532
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 2: And now it's gone, well we can kind of tuck.

533
00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:08,200
Speaker 1: No, no, no, you're gonna buy me a new one.

534
00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:08,840
Speaker 3: Not me.

535
00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:10,240
Speaker 2: I don't do anything.

536
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:11,640
Speaker 1: Your dog dead?

537
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:16,080
Speaker 3: How was you're the one that wanted when I love

538
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:18,480
Speaker 3: how they are my dogs when something goes wrong.

539
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:20,960
Speaker 4: But then there are our dogs when they need to

540
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:25,600
Speaker 4: protect the house that you know what, it's in your home,

541
00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:26,560
Speaker 4: you deal with.

542
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Speaker 1: The Reprogres podcast is all about love, light and just

543
00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:32,080
Speaker 1: being grateful for.

544
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Speaker 3: You get home Landon. Landon was freaking out. He's like,

545
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,880
Speaker 3: he's gonna be pissed. I was like, bro, your home.

546
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:43,800
Speaker 3: I'm home. It's gonna happen.

547
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,600
Speaker 5: Well, you know what's so funny is I saw it

548
00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:48,120
Speaker 5: like in the in the garage and I'm like, oh,

549
00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:50,119
Speaker 5: Megan didn't like this pillow.

550
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:52,399
Speaker 2: It's so pretty, so I brought it in and then

551
00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:54,200
Speaker 2: I saw the corner like, oh.

552
00:27:54,200 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 4: She came immediately to mellow and I thought, oh no,

553
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:05,879
Speaker 4: so far that dog has chewed my pillow, ship on

554
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,920
Speaker 4: my rug, thrown up on my rug.

555
00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 3: She didn't sh on it. There was no ships. Those

556
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:16,920
Speaker 3: were throw us. Yeah, okay, wrong end. I'd rather have

557
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:17,960
Speaker 3: a throw ship.

558
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:22,040
Speaker 2: Back to We're grateful. Things don't matter.

559
00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:25,840
Speaker 3: And with the new set up upstairs, we're getting a

560
00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:27,920
Speaker 3: little dog bed so she can.

561
00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:31,440
Speaker 1: Chew all of Ocean's toys.

562
00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:34,560
Speaker 3: She'll be entertained by the dogs. We got to get

563
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,919
Speaker 3: that keeps her active. She gets up, she'll bark at

564
00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 3: the dog she sits.

565
00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:43,160
Speaker 1: This is not great for me to start implementing my

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Speaker 1: Let's not be stressed. I'm a little stressed about the pillow.

567
00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,120
Speaker 1: I'm stressed just about the dogs. What's next now, That's

568
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:52,560
Speaker 1: what I'm going to be thinking. They choose a pillow for.

569
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Speaker 3: How many years?

570
00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:57,400
Speaker 2: All materialistic stuff? It can all be all love years ago.

571
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Speaker 1: It's just materialistic, John I. I look forward to the

572
00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:01,520
Speaker 1: replacement pillow.

573
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:03,720
Speaker 2: Guys, you look at each other.

574
00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,239
Speaker 3: You guys wanted the dogs for protection. You got them.

575
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:10,160
Speaker 2: You'll be waged for a while, you know what.

576
00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 1: It's fine, we're for I'm also excited to leave the

577
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:15,240
Speaker 1: pillow behind in.

578
00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:18,280
Speaker 3: Twenty twenty four because that's when it happened.

579
00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 1: All the toxic people that don't care. And to love

580
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:28,160
Speaker 1: myself more. Could you love yourself any more than you

581
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:28,600
Speaker 1: already do?

582
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:35,160
Speaker 2: Lisa, No, I think I'm the beast knees. I love

583
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 2: when you say that, and my grandkids make me feel

584
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:38,480
Speaker 2: that way.

585
00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:39,440
Speaker 3: They love you.

586
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:43,080
Speaker 1: What is one thing you would change about yourself personality wise?

587
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:44,680
Speaker 3: Having one?

588
00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:49,880
Speaker 2: Oh, I'm just riding singer. That was a singer. Okay,

589
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,880
Speaker 2: what would I take myself personality wise?

590
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, because she wants to love herself more so I

591
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:57,200
Speaker 1: want to know because you love yourself and I'm thrilled

592
00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 1: about that. That's what I think everyone should feel about themselves.

593
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 3: And we got it.

594
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:03,400
Speaker 1: You're in love with yourself. But if you could venture

595
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:07,400
Speaker 1: into a universe where you had to, what would it be?

596
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:11,520
Speaker 5: I think for me, I wish I was not so

597
00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:15,040
Speaker 5: add going from like leaving one thing going to another.

598
00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 3: They make medication for that.

599
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:20,040
Speaker 2: I'm too old, too old, yeah, to get together?

600
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 3: All right, Wait, she's too old. I really, I'm not

601
00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:28,120
Speaker 3: kidding you.

602
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,640
Speaker 4: I will walk, I will go to do I'll be like,

603
00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:32,320
Speaker 4: I gotta go to my room to grab that before

604
00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 4: I leave. I will go into my room, put the

605
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:37,800
Speaker 4: odorant on, sprits myself, look at myself in the mirror, leave,

606
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,960
Speaker 4: and then forget what I went there for.

607
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:41,120
Speaker 3: But you do that.

608
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:44,080
Speaker 4: So that is the other reason why I'm okay being

609
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:47,720
Speaker 4: is because the apple does not fall far from the tree.

610
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,320
Speaker 1: It's true, you know what, though, I feel like that's

611
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:54,800
Speaker 1: becoming more and more common because I too have to remember, like, no,

612
00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:57,360
Speaker 1: finish this one thing before you move on.

613
00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 3: I can't even start something.

614
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:00,920
Speaker 2: Do you know what I wish I could tell me?

615
00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:01,920
Speaker 3: Well, I wish I could.

616
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 2: No, I wish I could walk without being so stiff.

617
00:31:05,720 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 1: By the way, you're passing that on to me, and

618
00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:12,040
Speaker 1: I think I have our arthritis you too, Oh well,

619
00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:19,440
Speaker 1: I'm denying mind over matter. I bought this incredible supplement.

620
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:22,320
Speaker 1: I've heard nothing but great things. It literally has everything

621
00:31:22,400 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 1: in it because I googled what should I be taking

622
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 1: for arthritis? And I'm thirty four, you guys. And I

623
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,280
Speaker 1: was talking to Joe when we were in Hawaii and

624
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:33,840
Speaker 1: he was like, I mean people used to die around

625
00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: that age, and I'm like, oh, lovely, but that's true. Yeah,

626
00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,160
Speaker 1: like thirty four, you were getting up there back in

627
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 1: the day before like modern day medicine.

628
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, you were dying around like a great apes.

629
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:46,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, we need to do the cold plunge.

630
00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 1: The cold plunge that definitely helps. And also this supplement,

631
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:52,280
Speaker 1: and I got it off of Amazon.

632
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,280
Speaker 4: I'm not going to let our family lie and say

633
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:57,640
Speaker 4: cold plunge. We get into a pool that isn't heated.

634
00:31:57,680 --> 00:31:59,040
Speaker 2: It's nice cold.

635
00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 3: Yeah it wasn't thirty two.

636
00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,480
Speaker 1: I think it's freezing.

637
00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:06,400
Speaker 4: Most okay, Well, just to let you know, most people

638
00:32:06,480 --> 00:32:09,040
Speaker 4: with ice baths are literally breaking the top of the

639
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 4: ice bath to get into it.

640
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,960
Speaker 1: Well, I'm happy for them. I don't.

641
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,200
Speaker 4: I'm just saying I don't want people to think that here. No, no, no,

642
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:18,120
Speaker 4: we get into a cold pool, which is.

643
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:20,800
Speaker 1: Great cold plunge, that's what it's called. I'm not saying

644
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:23,520
Speaker 1: I'm ice plunging. I'm going to Alaska.

645
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:26,160
Speaker 2: We're not swim plunging. We are ice plunging.

646
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:28,000
Speaker 3: No, we're cold plunging.

647
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:29,600
Speaker 1: I'm getting into cold water.

648
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 3: We're ice plunging in a pool of no ice.

649
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,160
Speaker 1: Like, I'm not trying to be an iceberg water. We

650
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:42,800
Speaker 1: got into the not cold plunge we gonna and Lisa

651
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:48,840
Speaker 1: goes to imagine being a person on the Titanic. I

652
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:51,400
Speaker 1: was like, I can't, I would die, and then she's like,

653
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:53,640
Speaker 1: they did die. I was like, oh shit, you're right,

654
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 1: they did die.

655
00:32:55,560 --> 00:32:58,400
Speaker 4: And then we told Landon and it goes. I think

656
00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:00,840
Speaker 4: they were thinking about a lot of other things than

657
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:01,640
Speaker 4: the cold water.

658
00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:05,080
Speaker 1: I don't think you could. I truly, when we got

659
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,720
Speaker 1: in the cold pool, I could not think of anything

660
00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:10,040
Speaker 1: else except for my bones are.

661
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 3: Going to snap. So Okay, I is that with you, guys.

662
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 1: So we're gonna cold plunge every day going into twenty

663
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Speaker 1: twenty five until the summertime, and it's gonna be warm.

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Speaker 1: Ready to manifest growing our family and keeping a positive

665
00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:29,880
Speaker 1: attitude with life. You know what, I love the first part,

666
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:34,160
Speaker 1: ready to manifest growing our family, because I think that's

667
00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,840
Speaker 1: beautiful and that is my biggest hope and wish for

668
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Speaker 1: people who are wanting to grow their family keeping a

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Speaker 1: positive attitude. I'm assuming that is going towards her growing

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Speaker 1: her family. Anyone who says I want to keep a

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Speaker 1: positive attitude going into twenty twenty five, I think it's

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Speaker 1: okay to have your down days. It's okay to have

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Speaker 1: a day or two or three as long as you

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Speaker 1: can remember. And this is what me and me taught me,

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Speaker 1: This too shall pass.

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Speaker 2: And I love that saying.

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Speaker 1: I love it too because when I'm in a really

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Speaker 1: dark hole, I remember, like this feeling will not last forever,

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Speaker 1: just like I know these great times will not last forever,

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Speaker 1: So I better freaking enjoy that, because yes, because tomorrow

681
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:23,600
Speaker 1: is a different day and you don't know what's gonna come.

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00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:27,080
Speaker 1: So I think going into twenty twenty five, being like,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm going to remember to when I

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Speaker 1: have great days, embrace them and hold on tight to them.

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Speaker 1: But know that if I have a day where I'm

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Speaker 1: not feeling fucking positive, that that's okay. It's okay to

687
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:44,920
Speaker 1: be Like, life really fucking sucks right now, and I

688
00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:49,239
Speaker 1: thought it was gonna end last month, but it's still continuing.

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Speaker 1: It's not gonna last forever. There's ups and downs period.

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Speaker 2: What I always think, what can always be worse?

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Speaker 4: I it was just gonna say that, And every time

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Speaker 4: things what I always think terrible for me, I always

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Speaker 4: just accept it.

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Speaker 3: I breathe for a minute and then there's only up.

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Speaker 1: But there, right, what goes up must always come down,

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Speaker 1: and what.

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00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:15,680
Speaker 3: Goes down will always flow down.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, if I'm in charge of the ball. If I'm

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00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:22,359
Speaker 1: in charge of the ball, I'm throwing that shit up

700
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:25,560
Speaker 1: and it's gonna come down. So just try and like

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00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:29,400
Speaker 1: be okay with the lows, because this too shall pass.

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Speaker 1: I'm so happy you have that tattooed on you, right

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Speaker 1: or no.

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Speaker 2: You're no.

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Speaker 3: I want to get that tattoo on me. I have

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Speaker 3: a placement for it. I just need to get a

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Speaker 3: lot more.

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00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:41,680
Speaker 1: This person, cutting out people who cause unhappiness and draw

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00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:45,840
Speaker 1: in my life. I want peace and happiness. I fully agree,

710
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 1: always choose your piece, leaving behind being a people pleaser

711
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,400
Speaker 1: and adding some boundaries to be happier.

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Speaker 2: I love this.

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Speaker 1: Can I tell you I had this experience recently. I

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00:35:57,040 --> 00:36:00,239
Speaker 1: think people this is something that people do. I don't

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Speaker 1: know about me when there is a camera that turns

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00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:06,359
Speaker 1: on for vander pump Roles, let's just say, because that's

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00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:10,160
Speaker 1: where most people know me from, there's something that shifts

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00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:14,400
Speaker 1: in me where it is real life. But I know

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00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:19,279
Speaker 1: that I'm also on television. I have to approach things

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00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:22,799
Speaker 1: head on right. And that's why I say it's very

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00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 1: therapeutic for me when I'm filming. It's definitely an environment

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00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:28,880
Speaker 1: that gets me going, but it's very therapeutic because I

723
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:32,680
Speaker 1: say exactly how I'm feeling when that camera turns off.

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00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:37,000
Speaker 1: I don't want confrontation. I allow people to speak to

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00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 1: me and say things to me that if there were

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00:36:39,520 --> 00:36:41,520
Speaker 1: a camera on, I would call them on on it

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00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,480
Speaker 1: right then. If I didn't want to do something, I

728
00:36:44,520 --> 00:36:48,640
Speaker 1: wouldn't do it. When I'm in regular life, I will

729
00:36:48,719 --> 00:36:51,840
Speaker 1: come up with excuse after excuse to not do something

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00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:54,560
Speaker 1: I don't want to do, just to make sure I

731
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:59,120
Speaker 1: don't hurt anyone's feelings. I'm done with it, yep. Moving forward,

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Speaker 1: If someone, for example, reaches out and says, hey, do

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00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 1: you want to go and do this, I'm not going

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00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:06,840
Speaker 1: to try and figure out an excuse on why I

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00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,879
Speaker 1: can't do it. I'm simply going to say I don't

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Speaker 1: think I would enjoy that. I hope you have a

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Speaker 1: great time.

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Speaker 4: I'm taking that with me too, because that's the other thing.

739
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:20,160
Speaker 4: People that I will ask will say I'm not interested

740
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:22,920
Speaker 4: have fun, and I take it. But I'm such a

741
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:26,279
Speaker 4: pushover and I feel you're the same way. Yeah. When

742
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:28,319
Speaker 4: people ask me to go and do something and I'm

743
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:31,760
Speaker 4: like no, I'm okay, they are always pushing.

744
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 3: Because they know if they push me, I'll go yes.

745
00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:37,640
Speaker 3: So I need to stand on. I'm not going I'm

746
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 3: happy for you right, call me after yeah, And That's.

747
00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:43,640
Speaker 4: What I'm going to start doing as well as being

748
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 4: because then I go and then I'm a wet blanket

749
00:37:46,680 --> 00:37:48,680
Speaker 4: and I'm not fun because I don't want to be there.

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Speaker 3: So I just need to say I don't want to.

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Speaker 5: Be there, and you, especially don't want to go if

752
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,479
Speaker 5: you're hungry because you get hanged.

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00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:57,000
Speaker 3: No, I'm a hangry motherfucker.

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00:37:57,160 --> 00:38:00,920
Speaker 1: And Easton if you haven't eaten you definitely beforehand.

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00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:03,280
Speaker 2: I'm living Disneyland.

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00:38:03,719 --> 00:38:08,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh my gosh, well Disneyland was on its own thing.

757
00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:12,239
Speaker 1: I was when east since angry. It's absolutely her red.

758
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:16,479
Speaker 1: This person's going into their villain era to protect her peace.

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00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:17,759
Speaker 1: I'm just so on board.

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00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:20,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that's what I'm gonna Yeah, it's my

761
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:22,440
Speaker 3: villain era. Who is it who said that?

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00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:25,800
Speaker 1: Olivia underscore Leanne ninety three.

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Speaker 3: I'm taking that from Olivia. That is a really good one.

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Speaker 1: Leaving behind anxiety, pray for me, and manifesting the best

765
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Speaker 1: life for my daughter who.

766
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Speaker 3: Was two months Congratulations on her.

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00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:41,160
Speaker 1: That's a beautiful note to leave on because I think

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00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:44,439
Speaker 1: anyone and maybe not you, Lisa, because you don't think

769
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 1: this way. But I know that the moment that I

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00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,600
Speaker 1: have even with Ocean, who's three, but the moment she

771
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 1: was born, now she's getting older, the moment Sosa was born,

772
00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:57,680
Speaker 1: I literally look at them and I'm like, I don't

773
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:01,360
Speaker 1: ever want you to experience heartbreak. I will do everything

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00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:04,680
Speaker 1: in my power to make sure that you don't hurt

775
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:09,040
Speaker 1: a day in your life, and it's just simply you

776
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:10,280
Speaker 1: can't do it. It's impossible.

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00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,239
Speaker 4: No, But what you can do is make sure that

778
00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:17,440
Speaker 4: you stay away. You can't protecting yourself too for your

779
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:19,960
Speaker 4: kid because your kid will take on that energy. So

780
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:22,520
Speaker 4: you got to protect your yourself as well as your child,

781
00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:25,680
Speaker 4: of course. So I want also people to put themselves,

782
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:28,600
Speaker 4: not always first, but on the bad days, put yourself first,

783
00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:31,640
Speaker 4: because putting yourself first will put the baby in a

784
00:39:31,719 --> 00:39:35,560
Speaker 4: better position right around you, like you being.

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00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:39,440
Speaker 1: Your best self. Yes, will then benefits everything everybody.

786
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:40,200
Speaker 2: I agree.

787
00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:44,120
Speaker 1: But with this season on Salt Lake with Mary sitting

788
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:47,120
Speaker 1: there and her son just opened up about struggling with addiction,

789
00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 1: and she's like, where did I go wrong?

790
00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:49,200
Speaker 3: Like? Who?

791
00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:50,560
Speaker 1: Who else can I blame?

792
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:51,400
Speaker 3: It's just me?

793
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:54,479
Speaker 4: I wish I could tell her that it's it's no mother.

794
00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:57,840
Speaker 4: Mom has been the best mom in the world, been

795
00:39:57,880 --> 00:40:00,800
Speaker 4: there for me for everything. There's hicc in life that

796
00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:02,960
Speaker 4: just cause you to think, why am I here?

797
00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 3: Right?

798
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:04,920
Speaker 2: You come the way you are?

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Speaker 3: Absolutely so this isn't on Mary.

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00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:11,040
Speaker 4: This isn't on her not being involved enough for anything

801
00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:12,799
Speaker 4: she could have been with him twenty four to seven

802
00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:13,719
Speaker 4: until this day, and he.

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00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,840
Speaker 3: Could still have that same thought. Absolutely, It's just it

804
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 3: is what it is. And he's at that age too

805
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:21,920
Speaker 3: of like who am I What do I do for

806
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 3: a career?

807
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:24,680
Speaker 1: What what am I doing with my life?

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00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:26,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, and that's a big struggle.

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00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:28,520
Speaker 2: Watching Instagram and everybody living.

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00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:30,880
Speaker 3: Not only that, but like seeing the success of your

811
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,279
Speaker 3: parents and things like that.

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00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:34,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, you want to amount to what they have. So

813
00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:38,480
Speaker 4: it's not what you know, it's just that's his mental

814
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,600
Speaker 4: and how he looks at it. You like Mary having

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00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:45,239
Speaker 4: that conversation is what needed to be done. She did

816
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:46,720
Speaker 4: everything she did, it happened.

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00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:47,239
Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I think that she was there for him and she's

819
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Speaker 2: there she I think Mary's.

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Speaker 3: A great mom.

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Speaker 1: But these are these are thoughts that every parent goes through.

822
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Speaker 1: And that's why I hope that people with kids and

823
00:40:57,160 --> 00:41:01,360
Speaker 1: people without can go in to this year and beyond

824
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:05,320
Speaker 1: and realize that it doesn't always have to do with parenting.

825
00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,480
Speaker 1: You could be the best most hands on parent in

826
00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:11,520
Speaker 1: the world. People are people and are our little sweet

827
00:41:11,640 --> 00:41:15,800
Speaker 1: angels turn into whoever whoever they come as. Like I

828
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:18,279
Speaker 1: sit and look at ocean and I'm like I have

829
00:41:18,719 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 1: disciplined in every type of way. I've brought down the hammer,

830
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:27,000
Speaker 1: I've practiced gentle parenting, and she still just is who

831
00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:30,160
Speaker 1: she is and there's nothing I can do to change that.

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00:41:31,120 --> 00:41:33,720
Speaker 1: So just to go easy on yourself. But I'm also

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00:41:33,920 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 1: manifesting a great next year with my children. That Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I want to thank you guys for listening to another

835
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Speaker 1: episode of the Give Them La La Podcast. Happy freaking

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Speaker 1: New Year.

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Speaker 2: My love.

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Speaker 3: Everybody Easton.

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Speaker 1: That was not event. That was you spreading some mad

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Speaker 1: wisdom knowledge. Hey, if not here where, nowhere, I love it.

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Speaker 1: I love you guys and we'll catch you next week.

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Speaker 2: Bye,