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Speaker 1: What's up this lift service? I meant ye. I'm g maguire,

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Speaker 1: I'm lurial and I've been wanting to get Estelle up

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Speaker 1: here for the longest, but now the time it's right.

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Speaker 1: The album Lovers Rock it's out today because it's Friday today.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, thank you. We're excited to have you. Like

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Speaker 1: Stella is really funny in real life. That's why it's

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Speaker 1: real life, real life. Let's talk about it, Estell. Yeah, listen,

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Speaker 1: last time I saw you, it was a lot going on.

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Speaker 1: It was so much happening. It was like the remnants

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Speaker 1: and it was like the comeback from all the depression

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Speaker 1: like that. Okay, So the guy you were dating, right,

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Speaker 1: you worked with him? Um, yeah, so long ago. I

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Speaker 1: I went and did my next album, which had Conquered

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Speaker 1: was depression. Oh my good well you know, um just

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Speaker 1: and I don't want to feel like that. But you

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Speaker 1: vibe is off, Yeah, like you can always tell when

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00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:32,639
Speaker 1: things have changed. You can feel the shift and energy

426
00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:37,679
Speaker 1: when y're not on the same week. You know, you

427
00:21:37,720 --> 00:21:40,320
Speaker 1: know what's another one? Like me, I would never I

428
00:21:40,359 --> 00:21:43,960
Speaker 1: can't deal with somebody that wouldn't take me to their home. Like,

429
00:21:44,119 --> 00:21:47,360
Speaker 1: to me, that's crazy, Like if you're just like, oh,

430
00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:49,520
Speaker 1: I'm gonna come over to you or what and I

431
00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:51,600
Speaker 1: never see a house. To me, that's a little weird

432
00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:54,840
Speaker 1: because either you're working with somebody, it got something going on.

433
00:21:55,119 --> 00:22:00,119
Speaker 1: You live with your mama, look my wife. If it

434
00:22:00,119 --> 00:22:04,240
Speaker 1: isn't gonna really way to come to that, that's Megan,

435
00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:07,239
Speaker 1: their parents, or it's just weird. It's just strange. Right,

436
00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:09,920
Speaker 1: we're doing this, we're not doing this. The phone ringing

437
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:13,600
Speaker 1: late late, late, late at night, that's the right flag

438
00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:16,679
Speaker 1: if he uses it. If he doesn't answer, okay, if

439
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:21,200
Speaker 1: he doesn't answer the ringing period after some time, it's

440
00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:23,720
Speaker 1: crazy to me, I'm sorry, but I just I didn't

441
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:26,520
Speaker 1: know what you do though? Was what the guy bringing

442
00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:27,879
Speaker 1: off the hook off the hook, off the hook off

443
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:31,800
Speaker 1: the hook? It was his wife And when we went outside,

444
00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:37,320
Speaker 1: she was out there. WHOA I should have answered the phone? Yeah,

445
00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:39,840
Speaker 1: what did you do? I stood there and watched the fight,

446
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,160
Speaker 1: and then I got in my current pulled off. She said,

447
00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:49,639
Speaker 1: it's just like rolling. It should have been Damn, he

448
00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:52,800
Speaker 1: didn't know he was married, or you didn't know, you know,

449
00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:55,840
Speaker 1: I knew he was married, but you know they'd be like, oh,

450
00:22:56,000 --> 00:23:01,400
Speaker 1: we he's just together for the kids, you know that.

451
00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,520
Speaker 1: You know, what's that red flag that I've seen recently?

452
00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:09,120
Speaker 1: Like I'm out a lot, you know, trying to make

453
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,240
Speaker 1: sure anything is running right, you know how decide out

454
00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:15,359
Speaker 1: of mind? So like a guy that I may or

455
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,480
Speaker 1: may not talk to, well, call me and be like,

456
00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:21,240
Speaker 1: oh you're always out. You're always out, You're always out.

457
00:23:21,920 --> 00:23:24,040
Speaker 1: Like I'm working though, Like are you in the house

458
00:23:24,040 --> 00:23:26,000
Speaker 1: waiting for me? It's something to listen, that's to me,

459
00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:28,520
Speaker 1: that's a bad flag. But have you given me something

460
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,199
Speaker 1: else to do? Like are you trying to take my

461
00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:34,600
Speaker 1: time and do something else? Like are you worried about

462
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:36,439
Speaker 1: what I'm doing? If you're not trying to use my

463
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:38,919
Speaker 1: time for something right, it's a super red flag to

464
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:42,199
Speaker 1: me because I've come across guys I always try to

465
00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:46,040
Speaker 1: like lock me down, like, oh, you know we're all

466
00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:48,960
Speaker 1: go together. You know, why are you going there? So

467
00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:51,000
Speaker 1: when I see something like that, I'm just like I

468
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:54,240
Speaker 1: can't funk with this. Your business right? And then the

469
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:56,840
Speaker 1: other part I hate, like the most in my soul,

470
00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:01,080
Speaker 1: don't do your research on me, asked me what you

471
00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:06,400
Speaker 1: want to know about me? You? And I'm like, like,

472
00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:10,920
Speaker 1: so I go into my house partly with the friends,

473
00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:15,200
Speaker 1: like partly with do music and all the other businesses,

474
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:18,879
Speaker 1: and I'm not with the ships, like I'm not that

475
00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:23,480
Speaker 1: girl that's like fifty news over there and twenty Just

476
00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:26,639
Speaker 1: do what? Then I do? Just like dudes like when

477
00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:28,919
Speaker 1: you I talked to do, they'd be like, so you

478
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:32,320
Speaker 1: know some and so I yes, yes I do. So

479
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 1: they've asked no and then and then they do it

480
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:38,399
Speaker 1: with the insinuation, the back the backwards? Is it the

481
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,760
Speaker 1: back leading kind of right? And I'm just like, oh,

482
00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:42,679
Speaker 1: you wanna if I sucked him? No? I didn't. Is

483
00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,959
Speaker 1: that what you asked me? Right exactly? I told you

484
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:51,520
Speaker 1: straight up? You know, yeah, yeah yeah. And I would

485
00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:54,520
Speaker 1: read that somebody come to me and asked me then

486
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:57,359
Speaker 1: to go and do your fishing everything. Don't come back

487
00:24:57,359 --> 00:24:59,760
Speaker 1: and tell me oh blah blah blah how to telephone

488
00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:02,000
Speaker 1: game go. You know you're not gonna get the right inflot.

489
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:03,520
Speaker 1: But if he told you he was a fan, But

490
00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:05,119
Speaker 1: if he's like, I'm a big fan of yours, is

491
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:07,680
Speaker 1: that cute or is that like red flag No, it's

492
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:11,119
Speaker 1: not a red flag. It's just weird. He said. I

493
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,240
Speaker 1: know you look at me in some way, and then

494
00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:15,159
Speaker 1: when I take my shoes off, of my hairing and

495
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,320
Speaker 1: my weed, but like who, yeah, it becomes a whole

496
00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:22,000
Speaker 1: Like Okay, I need you to put that expectation back on,

497
00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:23,960
Speaker 1: you know, I need to put that perception back on

498
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:26,960
Speaker 1: because maybe he really is a fan though, And yeah,

499
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:31,200
Speaker 1: but you want to be a fan, don't you? Goddamn

500
00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:35,480
Speaker 1: the real you know what? No, no, be a fat

501
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:40,000
Speaker 1: but also like that when I don't have makeup and

502
00:25:40,119 --> 00:25:42,960
Speaker 1: you better still be my still be a fact a

503
00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:51,160
Speaker 1: bigger fan. Yeah, like be happy us Like that are

504
00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 1: you done? Because I don't even drinking our makeup and

505
00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:57,920
Speaker 1: hair and all that. That That what two guys take off

506
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:01,720
Speaker 1: there were like damn there stock out of there. They

507
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:08,720
Speaker 1: take their hat off, and we're like okay, like interesting, interesting,

508
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:10,600
Speaker 1: that's how you got the day the bad person. So

509
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 1: you know what you're gets? What else else do you guys?

510
00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:20,280
Speaker 1: Where a gut? How's two guys disguised their mustaches? Shaping

511
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:24,040
Speaker 1: beard will make a guy cuter, like an ugly guy

512
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 1: with a nice berw Okay, but that's pace up where

513
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:33,120
Speaker 1: sometimes vice versa. Sometimes guys look better with guy time.

514
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:37,360
Speaker 1: A whole lot of guys they got with the beer,

515
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:44,400
Speaker 1: just stup to the forefront. He said, look at me sunglasses.

516
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 1: He defended his beard. That's what you wear one. We

517
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,160
Speaker 1: don't have to make up when we put the biggest sunglasses.

518
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:51,400
Speaker 1: We got to cover of most. Because sometimes guys look

519
00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:54,879
Speaker 1: sad when they take their jewelry, their hat off. Watch

520
00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:58,360
Speaker 1: I think, watch they take their jewelry off and take

521
00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:02,840
Speaker 1: off their accessory. Their car. The car is the disguise.

522
00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:05,400
Speaker 1: That's how they try to talk to you. Always it's

523
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 1: always see what guy's reaction. The energy is like when

524
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:09,720
Speaker 1: it's like a right close to the end of the

525
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:12,919
Speaker 1: month and I ain't no money and his energy pops

526
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:16,199
Speaker 1: up like and then that makes him because to me

527
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:19,280
Speaker 1: is this I don't. Thank God, I am blessed. I

528
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,080
Speaker 1: work in a space where I never need to like

529
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:24,000
Speaker 1: be like, hey, can you do this? Do that? Can

530
00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:25,959
Speaker 1: you do this? Not that I haven't, but like just

531
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:30,840
Speaker 1: in general, right, but the energy around the guy who's like, ah, ship,

532
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,320
Speaker 1: like I don't, I'm not too sure this month that

533
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:36,440
Speaker 1: ship is either gonna You're gonna love it or you're

534
00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 1: gonna hate it. Right, You're gonna love him or you're

535
00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 1: gonna hate him, depending on how he behaves at that

536
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:45,480
Speaker 1: point in time. When have you ever raided somebody? Have

537
00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:49,879
Speaker 1: you ever been like I got you baby? Um? Yeah, yeah,

538
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:53,679
Speaker 1: I'm telling that before because I was. I love you know.

539
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:55,359
Speaker 1: It's like it's not a thing, it's not a thought,

540
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,160
Speaker 1: like the kind of relationship person I'm generation. But I'm like, yeah,

541
00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:59,679
Speaker 1: if I got it, you got it, and I expect

542
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:01,479
Speaker 1: the same. WRIT know what I mean, and I'll say

543
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:03,359
Speaker 1: it as much like if you go to right, right,

544
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:10,320
Speaker 1: we're good. This is our yea sugar mom? Um no, no, no, no.

545
00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:12,760
Speaker 1: I do believe in gifting wonderful things because I like

546
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:16,720
Speaker 1: lovely gifts and I give give lovely gifts. Right, I'm

547
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:21,640
Speaker 1: an equal person. I'm like, yo, one sided. Then bro,

548
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:24,880
Speaker 1: we're good. You know we were talking about that whole

549
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:26,760
Speaker 1: You saw the whole thing with um what was his name,

550
00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:29,879
Speaker 1: Jeffrey Owens? Yeah, the actor Elvin from the guy to

551
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:33,399
Speaker 1: be showing understand what why do they that's some trash, Like,

552
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,520
Speaker 1: that's no trash for that. Let the man live, right,

553
00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,200
Speaker 1: And I hate the fact that they took a picture

554
00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 1: of him looking for He turned into a whole article

555
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,680
Speaker 1: and went viral, like he's just doing his job, manded

556
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,640
Speaker 1: his business, but you know he had to quit. He quit. Yeah,

557
00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,720
Speaker 1: he actually got a role for an Itali Perry show.

558
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:51,720
Speaker 1: Now I saw it said that his agent walked into

559
00:28:51,760 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 1: the flower shop he was working at, like what are

560
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 1: you doing here? I was like, man, that's so real,

561
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,520
Speaker 1: like agents of the best. I love him and sometimes

562
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:00,920
Speaker 1: I want to be like, why do you what do

563
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:05,840
Speaker 1: you do make money? My management team a dope, but

564
00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 1: then this this and let me show up. But like

565
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 1: it's he I understand that predicament of like working, having

566
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:12,480
Speaker 1: to go and be like, well, funk it, I got

567
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:15,000
Speaker 1: kids or I don't have any children, but I have

568
00:29:15,040 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 1: to take care of things. Yeah, yeah, see I respect that.

569
00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 1: To me. I think that's like honorable of him to

570
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:25,479
Speaker 1: be like, you know what, I'm just gonna work, like

571
00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,040
Speaker 1: I don't care what anybody thinks about me. But what

572
00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:30,400
Speaker 1: would you do if you as in a situation where

573
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:33,120
Speaker 1: you had him in and he was good, y'all, y'all

574
00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:35,400
Speaker 1: are up, everything was great, and then he loves it.

575
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 1: I know, I take up if I was if we

576
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:42,840
Speaker 1: married and we're doing this because that's literally the reasons

577
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:46,320
Speaker 1: we're doing this. We're either engaged that we're married at

578
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:49,400
Speaker 1: this point, well, then I'm kicking. I'm kicking in right,

579
00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:50,640
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's like, okay, it's my

580
00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:52,600
Speaker 1: turn to hold this down. What if he's like I'm

581
00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:55,200
Speaker 1: a man and like I want to work, go to work,

582
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:59,000
Speaker 1: but liked it. Whatever you have to do, but it's

583
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 1: not funny, something like you at them girls to be

584
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 1: said that, like the bag on top, see like you

585
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:11,719
Speaker 1: can get see how you can get into freaking online.

586
00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:13,560
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be there thinking about how you can make

587
00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 1: this bigger than it is. I'm the girl's gonna give

588
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 1: you the ideas because men don't ever like to be

589
00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 1: told you gotta make their gets their ideas there what

590
00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:26,280
Speaker 1: you think about You can't like, don't you have to

591
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 1: be like you agreed that and then they have to

592
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:32,320
Speaker 1: feel like you know why you're right and you're like, yeah,

593
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 1: you gotta let guys think they came up with it

594
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:35,479
Speaker 1: on their own. But he just said he was doing

595
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,600
Speaker 1: it because I was flexible and he would still be

596
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 1: able to go on auditions. That makes sense and do

597
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:43,000
Speaker 1: all of that. So it's like, there's there's people that committed,

598
00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:45,320
Speaker 1: especially in arts, you committed your life to a certain thing.

599
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:47,640
Speaker 1: It's not it's not a given that this is going

600
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 1: to happen. When never we get I was with my

601
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,640
Speaker 1: team talk we get our money and love sums. So

602
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:55,840
Speaker 1: you either have to make that go or you have

603
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:59,040
Speaker 1: to like figure out other things. And I know you

604
00:30:59,080 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 1: begin to unexpect check Sometimes you get them and then

605
00:31:02,840 --> 00:31:06,120
Speaker 1: the check coming in the middle. That don't you feel

606
00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:08,120
Speaker 1: like sometimes when you get those checks, you spend it

607
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:14,200
Speaker 1: a little faster. Yeah, exactly when you do have a

608
00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 1: pest and Nash she's like, you make that money and

609
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,200
Speaker 1: you have to really budget and if you don't be

610
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 1: sucked up. So I think him being like instead of

611
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 1: just being a bomb on the couch, him being like,

612
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,760
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go work. I don't see nothing wrong with that.

613
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:30,240
Speaker 1: I get a good shout out to him, and yeah,

614
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:32,240
Speaker 1: I see something wrong with the people that you have

615
00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:35,080
Speaker 1: to take the sneak picture and to be that they

616
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 1: probably got shut up. Yeah, probably wasn't here. They probably

617
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,880
Speaker 1: don't have one. Him telling you be real but actually

618
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 1: and retrospect it all helped him out. Yeah, absolutely, and

619
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:47,840
Speaker 1: said that when I first saw it, like, you don't

620
00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:49,880
Speaker 1: blow up from this. That's gonna make come more money

621
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:52,040
Speaker 1: than he ever made in his career. I'll tell you

622
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,680
Speaker 1: what I think. And so if that's putting, if Tyler

623
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 1: Perry gonna put me in the movie, I'm about that. Fine. Yeah,

624
00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:00,600
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's gonna work the same. He's good.

625
00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:07,360
Speaker 1: I used only on Wood Season, just still work. I

626
00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 1: guess I don't go sorry. Have you ever had somebody

627
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,160
Speaker 1: to do something inappropriate to you at a weird time

628
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:15,240
Speaker 1: and it cut you off guard? Like I was thinking

629
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:19,440
Speaker 1: at a Reta's funeral, right, and when the reverend was

630
00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:23,480
Speaker 1: like groping Ariana Grande, I thought, and she didn't know

631
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 1: what to do, like so many things in that moment.

632
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:30,240
Speaker 1: And he has since just apologized, but not really because

633
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 1: there was no reason to ever do anything like that.

634
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 1: I know. I grew up a judge. You kind of

635
00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,840
Speaker 1: block it out. It's not like a it's like a

636
00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:41,400
Speaker 1: that's what happens. You're a little god. You're gonna get

637
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:45,440
Speaker 1: one inappropriate member that grabs you and you're not thinking

638
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:47,520
Speaker 1: anything of it when they're grabbing you, but his hands

639
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:49,720
Speaker 1: a little too low. I think you're right, it's in

640
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 1: the wrong place, and you're not like you're just like,

641
00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,240
Speaker 1: oh this is this is um weird whoever, but you're

642
00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:59,000
Speaker 1: just like creepy reverend it weird. You know. It was

643
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: so many things wrong with that that entire block, But

644
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:06,520
Speaker 1: like I feel like I feel all of it overshadowed.

645
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:08,840
Speaker 1: If her family weren't happy with everything that happened, they was,

646
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 1: you know, and they won't. And so that's more what

647
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:13,440
Speaker 1: I'm paying attention to. Like the fact that her family

648
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,400
Speaker 1: you had to come out and do press release. It's like, yo,

649
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:18,600
Speaker 1: you're gonna shut the funk up. That was terrible. Can

650
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 1: we just give our lady, give our matriout some respect here?

651
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 1: And they didn't agree with her eulogy And my mother

652
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 1: passed away that year and I didn't agree with her.

653
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,120
Speaker 1: You were at my money at that I was like,

654
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:36,840
Speaker 1: what they had the same pastor he was showing out

655
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:40,320
Speaker 1: because it was passed in the church, so he was like,

656
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,680
Speaker 1: this is my time to shine. He was talking about

657
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,400
Speaker 1: Grucci bags. I was like, what that man was talking

658
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,320
Speaker 1: about in my mother's funeral, So I can send pathos

659
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:49,560
Speaker 1: with them. Because but all of that, we could have

660
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 1: just did something different. Could have had a whole different

661
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 1: you know, I tenderary for the actual funeral, and I

662
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,840
Speaker 1: got a lot of deacons in my family weren't said either.

663
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:01,160
Speaker 1: So I can with a family and what they're going through.

664
00:34:01,400 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: I just I'm just like, there's a time and a

665
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:06,520
Speaker 1: place and somebody's when someone who's meant so much to

666
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:10,200
Speaker 1: so many people is leaving the earth. You know, your grandmother,

667
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:15,719
Speaker 1: UM read your mother, your mother a reader, Like, It's like,

668
00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:18,080
Speaker 1: there's a time and a place. This is not the

669
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:22,200
Speaker 1: place to grandstand anybody. Just do your literal best, like

670
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:25,120
Speaker 1: your little best that about you. Yeah, this wasn't his

671
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,360
Speaker 1: time too, And I know he apparently he was a

672
00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:31,319
Speaker 1: pastor that had done her dad's who's performed at her

673
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,440
Speaker 1: dad's and I don't know what's not gonna really, but

674
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:36,600
Speaker 1: like he'd been in the family, I just this is

675
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:39,080
Speaker 1: just not your time, right, it's not the space for that.

676
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 1: Do online sermon for that, do speak to your mind netspace,

677
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:45,160
Speaker 1: but give the family the respect that they asked for.

678
00:34:45,640 --> 00:34:47,960
Speaker 1: They are they respected you in a space to come

679
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 1: up and say something great, you know, and to kind

680
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: of wrap up her life some of her life and

681
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:56,399
Speaker 1: everybody's watching by the way the world is watching. This

682
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 1: is your personal your opinion. This is not going to

683
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,719
Speaker 1: do with her. She raised four children on her own,

684
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,200
Speaker 1: come on, four sons. That made me. I was I

685
00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:09,040
Speaker 1: was stayed off the tweets. I was in Toronto watching

686
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 1: it in between me and fans for Stephen Universe, Like, oh,

687
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:16,160
Speaker 1: let me stay off the tweets for a second, because

688
00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:18,960
Speaker 1: if I start going in, what the start gonna make

689
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 1: a physical difference while he's doing it. But it just yeah,

690
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:24,279
Speaker 1: like this, sometimes it's not about you, right you know. Now,

691
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:26,520
Speaker 1: let's talk about you for a second. Step and it's

692
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:30,400
Speaker 1: about you right now. I think that sexually you've gotten

693
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:36,560
Speaker 1: better as you get older. I think so, yes, yes,

694
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:40,000
Speaker 1: when you learn things, don't get to all things, and

695
00:35:40,040 --> 00:35:44,240
Speaker 1: then you experimenting When you say experiment, like I always

696
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 1: be thinking, like what is your left to experiment with? Now?

697
00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:49,960
Speaker 1: Like what have I now done? You know that I

698
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:55,279
Speaker 1: haven't don't clearly obvious? Scary? Yeah, scary care with that.

699
00:35:56,520 --> 00:36:02,520
Speaker 1: I'm nervous, capricornezon like things I know I'll take a side,

700
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:05,520
Speaker 1: don't line up. I read so many horror stories about

701
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:07,759
Speaker 1: like what happens afterward? Was ready. One girl was like

702
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: you know, I was fine. I thought it was good,

703
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,080
Speaker 1: and then I went to my boyfriend's house and then

704
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,799
Speaker 1: not to them. I had to go bart from when

705
00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 1: it came out and we just read about the guy

706
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:21,240
Speaker 1: that had things stuck in his butt. Now that's yeah.

707
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:24,080
Speaker 1: They had to make a contraption to get it out. Yeah,

708
00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:28,640
Speaker 1: I had to design a contraption. That's special. Okay, So experimenting, Like,

709
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 1: way have you experimented with my goodness? I'm pretty tame.

710
00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:35,799
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you have a lot to do. I

711
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:37,120
Speaker 1: thought I got a lot to do, but like I

712
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,600
Speaker 1: feel like it. I feel like I'm good either way. Um,

713
00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:44,960
Speaker 1: like you dressed up pay Yeah you did. I wish

714
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,279
Speaker 1: you guys could see her teuching her but yeah, yes,

715
00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:54,000
Speaker 1: something I to me, it's funny because it's like it's like,

716
00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 1: what are you gonna do? Like I don't really need

717
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:59,879
Speaker 1: to like the like maidze or nothing. It turns into

718
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:06,360
Speaker 1: like dominatrix, like a we being a dominant. She said me,

719
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 1: So you definitely peet on somebody, But no, I have

720
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:11,799
Speaker 1: no because I was always meaning that's one of the

721
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:14,680
Speaker 1: most common things that people do, is like they like to,

722
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:17,480
Speaker 1: you know, peeing on someone's joy in that, like, who

723
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:20,600
Speaker 1: you peat on someone? I've never somebody asked me to that.

724
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,959
Speaker 1: It was like a co worker at my old job.

725
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:26,440
Speaker 1: I don't even know how how are you going to

726
00:37:26,520 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 1: work the next day? Because I had a show called

727
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:33,160
Speaker 1: lip service And I'm like, how do you even ask you?

728
00:37:33,239 --> 00:37:35,319
Speaker 1: How do you my wife won't pee on me? And

729
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:37,759
Speaker 1: have you repeat on anyone? I was like no. He

730
00:37:37,880 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, you know, I really just want to,

731
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 1: Like he was trying to get me to agree to

732
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:46,320
Speaker 1: do this. You free money. Though I pet on someone before, see,

733
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,520
Speaker 1: it took me long. It took me long because I

734
00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:50,479
Speaker 1: can't pee in front of what was going for your mind.

735
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:54,960
Speaker 1: I was really drunk, as that's the only Yeah, because

736
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:59,920
Speaker 1: even if I when I was on the way out

737
00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:02,560
Speaker 1: my boyfriend at the time, and I couldn't pee, Like say,

738
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:04,799
Speaker 1: he was come in the bathroom, I couldn't pee. When

739
00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,640
Speaker 1: he walks in the bathroom, he had to leave. I

740
00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,759
Speaker 1: got to close the door and then I it took

741
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:14,560
Speaker 1: me for it was funny you peeted on him. Yeah,

742
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:16,920
Speaker 1: he had to lay down kind of like in the shower.

743
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:18,719
Speaker 1: He was in the shower, he laid down and he

744
00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,960
Speaker 1: kind of like laid down a little bit, and I

745
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:24,040
Speaker 1: was like, what did he do, like pee on them?

746
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:27,960
Speaker 1: Other than that? And so you Peter, Yeah, it was

747
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:29,880
Speaker 1: like it's Schuss, but like it was like only a

748
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 1: little bit because I still I couldn't get it all up.

749
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:34,279
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, I did nad you

750
00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:38,239
Speaker 1: wish she would have shipped on him? What was his

751
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 1: reaction to it? Like now he wanted me to do

752
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:45,800
Speaker 1: he asked me to do it? Get like like a direction?

753
00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:49,040
Speaker 1: Did he have an erection? Um? You know listen. I

754
00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:51,040
Speaker 1: didn't even look at none of that. I was laughing.

755
00:38:51,480 --> 00:38:53,800
Speaker 1: I was sucked up. I was like it wasn't sexy.

756
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:58,160
Speaker 1: It just like it was like funny again, Yeah, if

757
00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:00,600
Speaker 1: I could pee, like I just wish I could pee

758
00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:12,960
Speaker 1: someone just somebody say, oh my god, did he ask you?

759
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,200
Speaker 1: I don't think you can ask someone that wiggle his toes.

760
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:18,160
Speaker 1: And I was like, no, did he have nice feet?

761
00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:23,120
Speaker 1: That's the part like, bro, look, I don't have the

762
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:25,080
Speaker 1: nicest fee in the world. Like I told the world

763
00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:28,640
Speaker 1: that now I don't let my feet, but like I'm

764
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:31,560
Speaker 1: not ever going to do that to a whole dude.

765
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:35,759
Speaker 1: What if they were nice and king? No, no, nice

766
00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 1: feet are ever nice and clean looking and like, bro,

767
00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:42,439
Speaker 1: I don't care you never I like that guys fee

768
00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:45,640
Speaker 1: Oh my god, disgusting. I didn't know his feet and

769
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 1: self back as he always used to wear socks. But

770
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:50,239
Speaker 1: then I guess he got comfortable with me once we

771
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 1: got in a relationshiphip. When I tell you, like, my

772
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:56,799
Speaker 1: whole stomach would turn like vomit. Even now that I'm

773
00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:00,520
Speaker 1: thinking about it, it's the most your face is right disgusted.

774
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,080
Speaker 1: I'm disgusted with the naked whoever. But if he plays

775
00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 1: toe pussy folly fall off. It was like, like this

776
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:23,800
Speaker 1: is different my nig, Like that's a nightmar it's nasty.

777
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,840
Speaker 1: He was a nasciast. You suck toes. I have not

778
00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:29,160
Speaker 1: had a toe in my mouth. You have it. I'm

779
00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:32,279
Speaker 1: shot with my mouth. I have not, but you had

780
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:34,200
Speaker 1: to do things in my mouth, but not a toe,

781
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:38,239
Speaker 1: like a lot of things like what we just other

782
00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:42,800
Speaker 1: body parts, like what what body parts are weird? Assholes? Okay,

783
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:46,520
Speaker 1: that's the weirdest body like an asshole before a toe. Absolutely,

784
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:52,080
Speaker 1: I've done it. I think a toe is a lot. Absolutely, yes,

785
00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:55,880
Speaker 1: that's what I've done. I want to give it. Um.

786
00:40:56,360 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 1: I don't have to be as old tae. I just no,

787
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:05,640
Speaker 1: you know what, you gotta pick one. Let me get

788
00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 1: that and I'll cool back in to pick one right now?

789
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:14,440
Speaker 1: Is it a both that clean? It's a sacer, it's

790
00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 1: the same greats know. So you can't pick between the

791
00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:20,359
Speaker 1: ass on a toe that shaped like an I can't

792
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,640
Speaker 1: stop to look like and I'm just like, oh, and

793
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:26,240
Speaker 1: I think about toes. I'm like, oh, it's so slightly

794
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:28,279
Speaker 1: that I can't believe you guys are putting assholes and

795
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 1: toes on the same place. You're not. It shouldn't be

796
00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,359
Speaker 1: there heard of a decision. I would pick a toe

797
00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:38,560
Speaker 1: over an asshole. I don't know. You want to know

798
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 1: you would pick Yeah, I'm disgusting. So I've done that.

799
00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:46,480
Speaker 1: I could have stuff that. You know what happened the

800
00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:48,319
Speaker 1: girl he was having a threesome where I made her

801
00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 1: do it. Okay, she ses, community we su and then

802
00:41:55,719 --> 00:41:59,040
Speaker 1: you kissed there I kissed that bitch, I said, no,

803
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:10,000
Speaker 1: I kissed him at the same time, stupidly there where

804
00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:12,600
Speaker 1: no no, no no, you have one. No. But you know

805
00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 1: I've been in the shower. I mean I showered the

806
00:42:15,239 --> 00:42:20,279
Speaker 1: bathtub with my ex or whatever, and I did it yeah,

807
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:23,120
Speaker 1: the same guy if he died, and I bet yeah,

808
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,080
Speaker 1: we had a great relationship. We had a great run.

809
00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:29,040
Speaker 1: But his feet were nice and we were in the tub.

810
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,399
Speaker 1: So I would never like if a guy was like

811
00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 1: and he's the only person I ever did it too,

812
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,520
Speaker 1: but like it would never be like a guy on

813
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,560
Speaker 1: the bed walked from this. That's now that's nasty, right,

814
00:42:38,719 --> 00:42:40,880
Speaker 1: like you yeah, ship on the floor. I got a

815
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:43,279
Speaker 1: Dog's a dog here? I mean, I can't hear some

816
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:48,680
Speaker 1: mean ankle. I think if you get that far, that's

817
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:59,440
Speaker 1: kind of like kissing balls and got you kids. Sometimes

818
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:05,640
Speaker 1: you would experimenting. Would you say you've done this stuff?

819
00:43:05,680 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 1: Since you said everything toys? Toys? Yees have done toys? Again?

820
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:16,840
Speaker 1: Is that self love or with a man? Both? Okay,

821
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:21,759
Speaker 1: it's fun in the world doing toys with a guy though,

822
00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:24,000
Speaker 1: because you're like, he's looking at you, trying to see

823
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 1: if you're like, you're like, like what kind of toys?

824
00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:30,480
Speaker 1: Your face is like, you're like into it. I have

825
00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,160
Speaker 1: to shut my eyes and block the fact that you're

826
00:43:32,160 --> 00:43:35,800
Speaker 1: staring down my face looking at me. Do this. I

827
00:43:35,840 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 1: would be like, sex is weird when guys are like

828
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:41,400
Speaker 1: looking at you, when at certain times, like when they're

829
00:43:41,560 --> 00:43:46,040
Speaker 1: looking at you make a face like don't look at me. Yeah, look,

830
00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:49,680
Speaker 1: that's the best part. Was wrong with y'all? I have

831
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:52,200
Speaker 1: to just be in it in it with a person though,

832
00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:54,560
Speaker 1: like on some like I can maintain eye contact with

833
00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:57,880
Speaker 1: you during this entire moment, like like I must really

834
00:43:57,920 --> 00:44:01,799
Speaker 1: either love you or just be be drunk and old.

835
00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:04,200
Speaker 1: The inhibitions are somewhere the funk else, So you don't

836
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,200
Speaker 1: look out a guy there a head like when you're

837
00:44:06,239 --> 00:44:09,480
Speaker 1: giving him that, you don't look up. Not really, no, really,

838
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:11,799
Speaker 1: I don't really want to make eye contact. I looked up.

839
00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:15,560
Speaker 1: I look I like, not for lunch extended time, just

840
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:17,759
Speaker 1: like with me. The eyes and in the back of

841
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:22,279
Speaker 1: their head like that's what just yeah, I always like

842
00:44:22,320 --> 00:44:24,960
Speaker 1: to look at their feet. But you won't suck them.

843
00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:34,360
Speaker 1: You won't suck it. You crazy? Yeah, they toads be

844
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:39,200
Speaker 1: going crazy. Picture, they'd be gang signing with the ship.

845
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:44,520
Speaker 1: I'll pick your sucking toads and look at a guy

846
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,480
Speaker 1: like that because you know you make it. I can't

847
00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 1: even look at myself. Guys, you haven't used toys on

848
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,720
Speaker 1: a guy? No, I haven't, like, not that I'm cockering

849
00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:03,960
Speaker 1: or nothing. Oh, yeah, one time, because I think they'll

850
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:08,879
Speaker 1: do up his ass, right, that's what you think that? Sure,

851
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 1: I've never tried that. I would though it was already

852
00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:16,239
Speaker 1: really amazing. Did y'all hear about that new thing the

853
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 1: pearl that guys are doing where they're getting the implant

854
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,480
Speaker 1: in idea, So they're putting like a pearl on the

855
00:45:21,520 --> 00:45:25,040
Speaker 1: tip of their dick like they cutting anything in and

856
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:26,960
Speaker 1: you put it under the skin, so it has to

857
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:29,040
Speaker 1: be like a ball. And what it does is it

858
00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:32,640
Speaker 1: like rubs the clip while it's going, and that's dedication.

859
00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:35,239
Speaker 1: Some guys are doing it by theirselves. I feel like

860
00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:37,799
Speaker 1: they're dicks are gonna fall off in like a few years,

861
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:40,080
Speaker 1: like implants like now, I don't think that's a plus.

862
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:42,359
Speaker 1: It looks like a big herbie bump. Yeah, I think

863
00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:45,399
Speaker 1: exactly what it probably looks like. No, I didn't think

864
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:48,600
Speaker 1: about that, But supposedly they're like it's like for a

865
00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:53,360
Speaker 1: woman for us, like it's like does wonders, so does tongues.

866
00:45:53,719 --> 00:45:57,759
Speaker 1: So yeah, I don't know. I don't know. We don't

867
00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 1: need an extra pearl, I don't But what if that's

868
00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:02,920
Speaker 1: the things that you haven't done that you're like, I

869
00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:07,879
Speaker 1: can't wait to try this. Oh no, suggest some ship

870
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:10,719
Speaker 1: told me because I'm just, Oh, I haven't done that.

871
00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:13,520
Speaker 1: I'm surprised I haven't done that. It might be interesting.

872
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:18,320
Speaker 1: I just I'm just a weirdo weirdo. No, no, no,

873
00:46:18,640 --> 00:46:20,319
Speaker 1: let me not say that, because that's like, what do

874
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:21,920
Speaker 1: you mean? Yeah, why do you saying you're a weirdo.

875
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:25,439
Speaker 1: I'm definitely on one go woman kind of one guy wants.

876
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:32,120
Speaker 1: I'm a one girl. I'm a one guy girl kind

877
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:36,239
Speaker 1: of thing. And so to me, it's like I feel

878
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:37,600
Speaker 1: like in the back of my soul, i'd be like

879
00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:40,920
Speaker 1: I got like do back flips and ship like I

880
00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 1: gotta do all these things like what if you just

881
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:47,560
Speaker 1: met too? You know, I don't know. I don't know.

882
00:46:47,600 --> 00:46:48,840
Speaker 1: I've never been in it. I've never done it. I

883
00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:50,320
Speaker 1: don't know how it goes. I don't know what the

884
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:53,279
Speaker 1: whole scenario would entail. So have you ever kissed the

885
00:46:53,320 --> 00:46:56,680
Speaker 1: girl before? No? No, it's so I feel like you're

886
00:46:56,760 --> 00:47:01,440
Speaker 1: being I think it's I've always felt like I was

887
00:47:01,440 --> 00:47:06,440
Speaker 1: actually free. I am, but I'm not. No, I'm a

888
00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:09,279
Speaker 1: full supporter, but like I very like she said a

889
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:14,640
Speaker 1: girl tend no, no, no, no, no, no, no, No,

890
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:16,640
Speaker 1: I'm a supporter. I'm like, everyone do your thing, but

891
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 1: I haven't. So it's a it's a strange and in

892
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 1: this day, I guess it's strange, but I fully support

893
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:25,840
Speaker 1: anyone who does. As do you ever sing in bed? Sing?

894
00:47:26,040 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 1: No to the dick, that's weird? To sranger ship, that's strange,

895
00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:37,279
Speaker 1: love his cock? Okay, shout to you. You think that

896
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 1: would be weird though, because I did. I talked to

897
00:47:39,800 --> 00:47:41,879
Speaker 1: the guy when I was a singer, and he used

898
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:44,799
Speaker 1: this thing like all the time. It was not like

899
00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:47,160
Speaker 1: in the bed you can help me just making bed

900
00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:50,680
Speaker 1: et you like, but it is to sound good. So

901
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:53,960
Speaker 1: I didn't really care about singing in front of people,

902
00:47:54,120 --> 00:47:56,440
Speaker 1: like practicing in front of dudes i'm with, because I

903
00:47:56,560 --> 00:47:58,640
Speaker 1: like to like when I'm home, I like to be

904
00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:01,520
Speaker 1: home and switch for bid. So like, if I got

905
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:03,640
Speaker 1: to practice singing in my house, I'm like, I want

906
00:48:03,640 --> 00:48:07,359
Speaker 1: to sing in from his right crazy? Yeah. I think

907
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:11,760
Speaker 1: was a mike and been like, okay, I thank you.

908
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:25,440
Speaker 1: I've never dried bad. I think you're like, I'm just

909
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:29,080
Speaker 1: going about there one day, just yeah, you got If

910
00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:31,600
Speaker 1: I had that ability, I'll be singing at all the time.

911
00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:40,040
Speaker 1: Love is cock values. Oh god, you haven't thought of

912
00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:42,000
Speaker 1: a song while you were in bed with somebody like

913
00:48:42,040 --> 00:48:43,799
Speaker 1: in the Middlesex it was so good you wanted to

914
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:47,000
Speaker 1: like afterwards, Yeah, afterwards for sure, Like I've definitely been

915
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:48,759
Speaker 1: inspired a couple of times by some good dick. Make

916
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 1: you say that's the song that I did the little promo,

917
00:48:57,560 --> 00:49:04,279
Speaker 1: I see it. I haven't it right here? I did

918
00:49:04,640 --> 00:49:06,839
Speaker 1: fall out like she did a whole routine for us

919
00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:08,920
Speaker 1: for that when we did the make we don't make

920
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:10,759
Speaker 1: it say, and I was just like I just need

921
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:16,759
Speaker 1: love and amazing, thank you all right, So where's the

922
00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:18,880
Speaker 1: best place? Would you say? To have sex? In the pool,

923
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:23,560
Speaker 1: in the ocean, in the sand pull before that was fun.

924
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:25,399
Speaker 1: It was like like a pool was like a hot dog.

925
00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:27,480
Speaker 1: I said, you know what, it keeps dripping out later

926
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:33,120
Speaker 1: on everywhere it wasn't It wasn't like, it wasn't like

927
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:34,320
Speaker 1: for long. It was just like pe pumps And I

928
00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:39,239
Speaker 1: was like, okay, then you gotta kind of yea, you

929
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:43,279
Speaker 1: know it's so well just to turn I'm just going

930
00:49:44,080 --> 00:49:47,759
Speaker 1: that was fun. And then um Oceana because I'm the

931
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,120
Speaker 1: sun and ship, I don't know what to do, like

932
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:54,280
Speaker 1: I just I'm a widow. Okay, I still like sand

933
00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:56,719
Speaker 1: all in my bits in my style is nothing weird.

934
00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:00,000
Speaker 1: There was a group, was it Hey Town or something?

935
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:04,360
Speaker 1: Sex on the beach back in the back of my brain,

936
00:50:04,760 --> 00:50:06,800
Speaker 1: it sounds good, it does. I was always like, I

937
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:08,480
Speaker 1: want to do that time in my life and I'm

938
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,040
Speaker 1: an adult and ship and I did it, and I

939
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:16,080
Speaker 1: was like, this is terrible sign everywhere today because I

940
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:18,479
Speaker 1: even feel like, for your new album, I envisioning sex

941
00:50:18,520 --> 00:50:21,920
Speaker 1: on the beach. Yeah, I'm gonna probably get custed up

942
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:25,520
Speaker 1: by people because of the fact that they feel like

943
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:28,400
Speaker 1: they can be going on the beach. Oh yes, you

944
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:31,319
Speaker 1: gotta put a towel down that. Yeah, you just can't

945
00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:35,720
Speaker 1: and it gotta get it. Yeah, stand a pussy. Yeah,

946
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:37,839
Speaker 1: let me tell you sound even when you go to

947
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 1: the beach, sometimes you come back and you're like, I

948
00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:43,480
Speaker 1: got stand everywhere You're coming at your butt happen ye

949
00:50:43,760 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 1: find just went into your suitcase and you're just like,

950
00:50:46,040 --> 00:50:48,840
Speaker 1: that's very true every everywhere. So it would be in

951
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,800
Speaker 1: all kinds of crevices you don't want to What about

952
00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:54,959
Speaker 1: in the in the bathtub. I've never been a big

953
00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:57,919
Speaker 1: fan of that either. Sex in the bathturfboard. I've had

954
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:02,400
Speaker 1: one good sex experience in the bathtub, but then I

955
00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: try to do it again and it was wet. Right,

956
00:51:04,320 --> 00:51:07,080
Speaker 1: it's like ship. You gotta be drunk. You know what's good?

957
00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:10,680
Speaker 1: You know how some showers have that little bench that's good.

958
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:13,279
Speaker 1: That's when the water and the stuff could go. This

959
00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:15,839
Speaker 1: shower is better than the bathtub, I would say, yeah,

960
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:19,240
Speaker 1: because you're going to the bathtub, you'd be slipping. Somebody

961
00:51:19,239 --> 00:51:21,359
Speaker 1: gonna die. Like, I can't sleep you when I get

962
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:23,400
Speaker 1: in the bathtub. So it's been there for like twenty

963
00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:27,080
Speaker 1: minutes before ten minutes before I'm sleep, right, don't jump

964
00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:28,799
Speaker 1: in and feel like anything's about to happen like I'm

965
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 1: about to be cuddle. Come, come, cuddle. Sleep down to

966
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:34,960
Speaker 1: sleep now because that temperature ain't right. I guess so

967
00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 1: uncomfortable in the bathtub, but I even feel like I'm

968
00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:43,280
Speaker 1: gonna pass out. You gotta be careful in that ship,

969
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:45,359
Speaker 1: all right. So last thing before we let you go,

970
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:48,960
Speaker 1: a sex menu. Right, if you have to have a menu,

971
00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:53,280
Speaker 1: what would be you know, possible things on the plate

972
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:57,239
Speaker 1: for a night with the stell? What would be on

973
00:51:57,280 --> 00:52:01,120
Speaker 1: the menu, but like sex, like like things that you

974
00:52:01,239 --> 00:52:03,080
Speaker 1: do that, you're good at that, good enough to put

975
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 1: on the menu. I feel like definitely of course trying

976
00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:10,680
Speaker 1: to think of like things outside of you said, of

977
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:16,920
Speaker 1: course you style for nothing, but you know you got

978
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:20,320
Speaker 1: that mouth on you. I was, I was waiting that.

979
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:23,080
Speaker 1: I was, I was waiting for that. We know about

980
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:29,319
Speaker 1: that mouth, you guy, she said, course, but she didn't

981
00:52:29,360 --> 00:52:34,000
Speaker 1: want to get no, like I'm I'm pretty much wherever

982
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:36,520
Speaker 1: goes in the bed. I'm just not like I'm I

983
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:39,320
Speaker 1: don't know, I just feel like it was just it

984
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:43,480
Speaker 1: was I'm an open person, like like what you feel

985
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:48,040
Speaker 1: like doing, bro, like doing what you were like doing,

986
00:52:48,120 --> 00:52:49,719
Speaker 1: like kind of you know, like whatuld you feel like doing?

987
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:52,720
Speaker 1: And if it's not an'tal, I'm pretty much up for it.

988
00:52:54,040 --> 00:52:57,160
Speaker 1: Toes and no toes and no hoes, noes, no toes,

989
00:52:57,200 --> 00:53:03,319
Speaker 1: no holes, no hole, those things like that, those three

990
00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:05,160
Speaker 1: in a row and anything else I'm pretty much good with.

991
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:10,440
Speaker 1: All right, so making because these are like stells specialty Jesus.

992
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:17,439
Speaker 1: So this is like the special in my head head

993
00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:20,799
Speaker 1: and my head, my head and head up there what

994
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:23,279
Speaker 1: else he gonna be? Three times back? Are you better

995
00:53:23,280 --> 00:53:26,080
Speaker 1: at writing a dogy style of missionary I don't know, ship,

996
00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 1: hold up? Out of your three was out of the

997
00:53:28,600 --> 00:53:35,359
Speaker 1: three was, what do you prefer? I'm a lazy capital yeah,

998
00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:40,520
Speaker 1: beast alright? What else? It's awesome? What else is on

999
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:46,359
Speaker 1: the menu? Spanking, yes, choking, choken? I could do with it,

1000
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: just depends on who, because some guys get like way

1001
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 1: too much with it, Like I don't. I always say

1002
00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:58,040
Speaker 1: this right, like I need these vocal calls. But you

1003
00:53:58,080 --> 00:53:59,959
Speaker 1: can shove your dick down here, but you can't show

1004
00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:04,360
Speaker 1: you're gonna do all that marks on here. And I

1005
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:09,520
Speaker 1: don't need to like crush somebody say, um, but you

1006
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 1: don't mind beest thing? I like being? Actually okay, you

1007
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:14,840
Speaker 1: like it. I think it's a good thing, all right.

1008
00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:16,480
Speaker 1: And can't you tell? What does he say to you?

1009
00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:19,239
Speaker 1: And he's baking all right? He just can't say corny Ship,

1010
00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:28,800
Speaker 1: that's the part girl. Don't you do it? You say anything? Awful?

1011
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:33,000
Speaker 1: My lord, I've had it. It's terrible. Please don't never

1012
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:35,360
Speaker 1: do it no more. Guys had to tax you with

1013
00:54:36,080 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 1: Jesus just or just like that man terrible that were

1014
00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,799
Speaker 1: like that was the Hara desert me so fast quick.

1015
00:54:45,800 --> 00:54:47,880
Speaker 1: I would drive right up quickly. What would they like,

1016
00:54:48,280 --> 00:54:52,239
Speaker 1: you've been nothing nothing. No, that's like I don't even

1017
00:54:52,239 --> 00:54:56,040
Speaker 1: know what the motivation is. Like this has happen more

1018
00:54:56,040 --> 00:54:59,560
Speaker 1: than what Jesus and one was like with a very

1019
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:02,760
Speaker 1: English shuts. It made even worse, Like all right, I noticed,

1020
00:55:02,840 --> 00:55:07,600
Speaker 1: is your natural act quite quiet? I mean, then the

1021
00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:10,480
Speaker 1: other things. Don't have to call you daddy. It's weird,

1022
00:55:10,640 --> 00:55:12,640
Speaker 1: like that face, it's weird coming out. I don't call

1023
00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:17,640
Speaker 1: anybody daddy either. Don't know poppy nor daddy. She got

1024
00:55:17,719 --> 00:55:23,600
Speaker 1: daddy issues like that, definitely say. It came to my

1025
00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:25,719
Speaker 1: face one weird time and I was like, that's weird. Huh.

1026
00:55:26,800 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, keep going, daddy. I think it's

1027
00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:35,360
Speaker 1: somebody fucking you. Right, you called them whatever? The what

1028
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:40,279
Speaker 1: if he called you daddy? Whatever? Right, your daddy? But

1029
00:55:40,680 --> 00:55:46,680
Speaker 1: Pop calls everybody daddy, right, I don't know what he does. Guys,

1030
00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:51,960
Speaker 1: I just don't call anyone daddy. It's weird, Okay, it's strange,

1031
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,400
Speaker 1: fair enough. Yeah, that's and I think I don't like

1032
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:57,239
Speaker 1: to be called a bit. I was going to ask that,

1033
00:55:57,280 --> 00:56:01,279
Speaker 1: what if they call you a horror slot? But if

1034
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:04,400
Speaker 1: they dick is so good though? Yes, bitch, fuck it up.

1035
00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:08,359
Speaker 1: I mean it's a different no. I mean, well, he's

1036
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 1: not gonna say yes, you're probably hold on, hold on up,

1037
00:56:21,880 --> 00:56:26,000
Speaker 1: get my toys, let me go, grab get the strap.

1038
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:29,440
Speaker 1: I had a guy says something wrong to you and

1039
00:56:29,560 --> 00:56:31,120
Speaker 1: bad while he's having sext you. But he didn't mean

1040
00:56:31,160 --> 00:56:32,960
Speaker 1: to say it, but he said it wrong, like I

1041
00:56:33,000 --> 00:56:37,560
Speaker 1: love you. No, I had that for and then didn't

1042
00:56:37,600 --> 00:56:43,240
Speaker 1: mean it. Yeah, my first at the moment. That's nice.

1043
00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 1: You don't ask me if it's yours because I'm not

1044
00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:49,239
Speaker 1: going to answer that far. But what if he says

1045
00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:51,520
Speaker 1: something back and like I love this day. I'm saying

1046
00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:55,799
Speaker 1: I'm a moan? Were always my answer to is this

1047
00:56:55,800 --> 00:56:59,239
Speaker 1: pussy mine? I'm you just wan right what you're saying?

1048
00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: Yes or no? Two things? Question? Does it feel like

1049
00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 1: it's yours? Does so you answer a question with a

1050
00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:07,799
Speaker 1: question that's like a whole serience. I don't know. Are

1051
00:57:07,800 --> 00:57:18,040
Speaker 1: you on your period too? Are you cramping? We're are

1052
00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:21,560
Speaker 1: you cramping? Well? I still love its back? Where so

1053
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:23,800
Speaker 1: happy that you put out an album. It's been a minute.

1054
00:57:23,880 --> 00:57:28,120
Speaker 1: It has a tape of time. You're going on tour. Yeah,

1055
00:57:28,160 --> 00:57:30,400
Speaker 1: we'll be out on the road next year in February.

1056
00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:33,240
Speaker 1: So like we put out this year. We got a

1057
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:35,440
Speaker 1: bunch of dates happening before the end of the year

1058
00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:38,520
Speaker 1: and then we'll do it in February. Feels good though, right,

1059
00:57:39,360 --> 00:57:42,880
Speaker 1: And I love the fact that it is Combian inspired. Yeah,

1060
00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:46,520
Speaker 1: it's what's indend, it's African, it's so called, it's reggae starshol.

1061
00:57:46,560 --> 00:57:48,000
Speaker 1: It kind of had to go back to my roots

1062
00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:52,400
Speaker 1: because A love is a reggae genre and it's part

1063
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:54,400
Speaker 1: of the reggae genre, and b it's kind of like

1064
00:57:54,800 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 1: the area that I was born and raised in and

1065
00:57:56,880 --> 00:57:59,520
Speaker 1: that's what it was. And then like I started making

1066
00:57:59,520 --> 00:58:02,680
Speaker 1: this album around the time of the last album kind

1067
00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:06,040
Speaker 1: of unknowingly, and it kind of just felt good, you know.

1068
00:58:06,080 --> 00:58:08,640
Speaker 1: Every time I recorded the reggae song or anything other

1069
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:10,600
Speaker 1: than R and B or hip hop, it was like, well,

1070
00:58:10,640 --> 00:58:12,480
Speaker 1: just feels so good. And then my team were just like,

1071
00:58:12,600 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 1: so you want to just go ahead and give us

1072
00:58:13,880 --> 00:58:16,760
Speaker 1: this album, then please, thank you appreciate it. And I

1073
00:58:16,840 --> 00:58:21,240
Speaker 1: was like acrobat, a little health, a little dance, yeah,

1074
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:23,000
Speaker 1: and then like you know, it's to me. It's just

1075
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:24,560
Speaker 1: like it was important to do it and kind of

1076
00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:27,320
Speaker 1: honor my mom and my dad, especially because, like like

1077
00:58:27,360 --> 00:58:29,880
Speaker 1: I said, they're they're marriaging it. Everything they've done kind

1078
00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:33,880
Speaker 1: of changes my perspective on love and relationships period, you

1079
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:36,000
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I'm just I'm just happy

1080
00:58:36,040 --> 00:58:37,600
Speaker 1: to be able to do it. They like it, they

1081
00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:40,240
Speaker 1: love it, get into it. My dad loves so Easy,

1082
00:58:40,440 --> 00:58:42,800
Speaker 1: that's his favorite record. I feel like I did the Rector.

1083
00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:46,280
Speaker 1: It's a good it's a good one. But what have

1084
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:49,880
Speaker 1: you learned now about what you want moving forward? I

1085
00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:52,240
Speaker 1: don't want, man, I'm not supposed to be for me.

1086
00:58:52,240 --> 00:58:55,160
Speaker 1: I don't want to down war signs or air No.

1087
00:58:55,680 --> 00:58:57,360
Speaker 1: I'm it's like, you know, it just gave me a

1088
00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:01,120
Speaker 1: whole blanks, like you know, actually believe in marriage and love,

1089
00:59:01,480 --> 00:59:03,040
Speaker 1: you know, and doing it on your terms and the

1090
00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:05,600
Speaker 1: way you want it. I'm seeing I get to like

1091
00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:08,320
Speaker 1: tap into my mom for a different perspective on how

1092
00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:10,240
Speaker 1: to be now that she's married to someone she's with

1093
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:13,320
Speaker 1: and she loves I should say um. And to me,

1094
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:15,280
Speaker 1: it's just like a whole new person, like learning my

1095
00:59:15,320 --> 00:59:18,040
Speaker 1: mom and you and then learning myself in a different way,

1096
00:59:18,080 --> 00:59:20,680
Speaker 1: like oh so I don't have to wake up at

1097
00:59:20,680 --> 00:59:22,240
Speaker 1: the cracker door and make all his food and be

1098
00:59:22,280 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 1: a complete slave all the time interesting. We had time

1099
00:59:26,560 --> 00:59:29,120
Speaker 1: of it, but I would make a time because that

1100
00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:31,200
Speaker 1: was my way of showing love to somebody that I

1101
00:59:31,240 --> 00:59:33,800
Speaker 1: was with, and it was terrible. And I think myself,

1102
00:59:33,840 --> 00:59:36,760
Speaker 1: if you do that, sometience and he do that too sometimes. Man,

1103
00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:40,120
Speaker 1: I'm with the reciprocal. I would say I want reciprocal

1104
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:41,800
Speaker 1: and then not do it. Not give him a chance

1105
00:59:41,840 --> 00:59:44,080
Speaker 1: to be reciprocal. Now I'm like, reciprocate all day, bro,

1106
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:53,880
Speaker 1: everything you want to do. I'm hungry, literally, really, I

1107
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:56,960
Speaker 1: have a text. How did I know? I mean? And

1108
00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:58,920
Speaker 1: I don't feel bad about it, and I don't feel

1109
00:59:58,960 --> 01:00:01,479
Speaker 1: like a waist chick. I don't so like I'm looking

1110
01:00:01,640 --> 01:00:04,440
Speaker 1: I have. I've just open. I'm just like, I'm not

1111
01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:07,080
Speaker 1: judge as as much as I used to be with

1112
01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,920
Speaker 1: anyone or anything, and even myself. I've forgiven myself a

1113
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:11,640
Speaker 1: bunch and you know, I just let it be what

1114
01:00:11,720 --> 01:00:13,040
Speaker 1: it needs to be and I'm doing what needs to

1115
01:00:13,040 --> 01:00:16,080
Speaker 1: be done for me that I'm so happy. Yeah, well,

1116
01:00:16,120 --> 01:00:19,479
Speaker 1: I love. I'm happy that you're happy. Great energy, Thank

1117
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:27,960
Speaker 1: you appreciate just okay. I know that I feel like

1118
01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:30,800
Speaker 1: that husband is coming hope. I know that much with

1119
01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:42,200
Speaker 1: that energy you got in life in general, You ever

1120
01:00:42,280 --> 01:00:46,320
Speaker 1: like doing strip tease? Yeah, it's awkward because I feel

1121
01:00:46,320 --> 01:00:49,760
Speaker 1: like I'm performing and I start laughing off for you.

1122
01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:53,360
Speaker 1: But this one, I say, like, I feel like I

1123
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:56,360
Speaker 1: need a lesson because I'm just guys, like you should

1124
01:00:56,360 --> 01:00:59,919
Speaker 1: give all of us a lesson. She liked to damn

1125
01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:05,280
Speaker 1: the Yeah, we hate a lesson like the dance form

1126
01:01:05,400 --> 01:01:07,440
Speaker 1: because that, dude, feel awkward. All those things feel I've

1127
01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:12,280
Speaker 1: been like getting in lingerie. Yeah, I feel like take

1128
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:15,120
Speaker 1: this off and you like, I'll put it on and

1129
01:01:15,160 --> 01:01:17,480
Speaker 1: again under the covers. Right, how do you come out

1130
01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:22,520
Speaker 1: like to have confidence? And you can't wait the same

1131
01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:25,640
Speaker 1: thing twice? Right? Right? Why can't you be like he

1132
01:01:25,720 --> 01:01:29,000
Speaker 1: already seen it? Really? Yeah, like an Instagram picture. I

1133
01:01:29,040 --> 01:01:31,200
Speaker 1: feel like I'm performing, like I'm on stage, so I'm

1134
01:01:31,240 --> 01:01:33,760
Speaker 1: just like I'm halfway off, like, but I'm not gonna sing. Listen,

1135
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:36,600
Speaker 1: You're going through a couple of times and a couple

1136
01:01:36,640 --> 01:01:38,760
Speaker 1: of outfits. And he said, oh, I like the white one.

1137
01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:42,280
Speaker 1: Wear that and you can wear it again. Okay, I

1138
01:01:42,320 --> 01:01:45,320
Speaker 1: think it's office office already. But like I'll tell you

1139
01:01:45,360 --> 01:01:48,840
Speaker 1: what I'm in tearing your wife theater into something sext

1140
01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:57,960
Speaker 1: cut the nipples out making a crop top. All right,

1141
01:01:57,960 --> 01:02:02,320
Speaker 1: we're gonna get our lessons. We think it's next time

1142
01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:04,040
Speaker 1: when you are dating somebody, we're gonna bring both of

1143
01:02:04,040 --> 01:02:08,480
Speaker 1: your life play. A dating game would be like what

1144
01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:12,560
Speaker 1: part of the body will it's till not suck at operation.

1145
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:19,400
Speaker 1: It's gonna be like whoa, We'll never know. Okay, live

1146
01:02:19,520 --> 01:02:19,880
Speaker 1: service