1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:03,400 Speaker 1: They may take our lives, but they'll never take our freedom. 2 00:00:03,640 --> 00:00:07,240 Speaker 1: That line from Braveheart was uttered by William Wallace, but 3 00:00:07,280 --> 00:00:10,800 Speaker 1: it was created by Randall Wallace, the screenwriter and director. 4 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:14,240 Speaker 1: As the landmark film turns thirty, Randy joins me to 5 00:00:14,280 --> 00:00:17,439 Speaker 1: reveal the secrets of its origins and the life lessons 6 00:00:17,440 --> 00:00:20,239 Speaker 1: he collected along the way. All on this edition of 7 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:36,199 Speaker 1: the Arroyo Grande Show. Come on, I'm Raymond Arroyo. Welcome 8 00:00:36,240 --> 00:00:39,720 Speaker 1: to Arroyo Grande. Go subscribe to the show. Now, go ahead, 9 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:42,800 Speaker 1: do it. Turn the notifications on. We've got some great 10 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:46,080 Speaker 1: interviews coming up in commentary, and we'd so appreciate a 11 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:49,320 Speaker 1: like just so others can enjoy the show too. Now 12 00:00:49,320 --> 00:00:53,040 Speaker 1: to our deep dive. This year marks the thirtieth anniversary 13 00:00:53,040 --> 00:00:56,440 Speaker 1: of Braveheart, the beloved Academy Award winning film. It was 14 00:00:56,560 --> 00:01:00,800 Speaker 1: Randy Wallace who first discovered the story and wrote the screenplay. 15 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:02,800 Speaker 1: He would go on to write and direct, Did The 16 00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:06,520 Speaker 1: Man in the Iron Mask Secretariat, We Were Soldiers, and 17 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:09,640 Speaker 1: many more. I talked with him about how he came 18 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:12,880 Speaker 1: to write Braveheart at one of the darkest points in 19 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:15,959 Speaker 1: his life, and how we can all live the Brave 20 00:01:15,959 --> 00:01:19,240 Speaker 1: Heart Life Watch. I'm going to start with the question 21 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:21,959 Speaker 1: that I'm sure is on everybody's mind, and it was 22 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:25,880 Speaker 1: on my mind. Where did Brave Heart originate? I know 23 00:01:25,959 --> 00:01:28,839 Speaker 1: you were on a trip to Scotland and you see 24 00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:33,880 Speaker 1: this statue of William Wallace and you know and think what. 25 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:41,280 Speaker 2: I was looking for my heritage and this had a 26 00:01:41,319 --> 00:01:48,240 Speaker 2: particular value. There was a real drive in this quest 27 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:56,520 Speaker 2: because we were expecting our first son, and his mother 28 00:01:56,720 --> 00:02:01,200 Speaker 2: knew all of her ancestry because she has ancestors who 29 00:02:01,200 --> 00:02:05,160 Speaker 2: were Latter day Saints, so they had studied ancestry back 30 00:02:05,160 --> 00:02:07,040 Speaker 2: and forth and they knew it back hundreds and hundreds 31 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:11,160 Speaker 2: of years, and I knew nothing about mine. So part 32 00:02:11,200 --> 00:02:14,639 Speaker 2: of it was trying to connect with a kind of history. 33 00:02:14,680 --> 00:02:18,119 Speaker 2: I mean, all of us go back to Adam and Eve, right, 34 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:23,720 Speaker 2: But the sense that I wanted to know to give 35 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:26,359 Speaker 2: him a sense of his heritage, that was a big 36 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:30,079 Speaker 2: part of it. But it wasn't just what is your 37 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:37,720 Speaker 2: physical genetic heritage? What is your spiritual emotional heritage. That's 38 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:41,440 Speaker 2: what I was looking for, and that's the moment that 39 00:02:41,480 --> 00:02:42,840 Speaker 2: I came across William Wallace. 40 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:45,800 Speaker 3: And we don't know a lot about William Wallace. We 41 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:48,400 Speaker 3: know nothing of what he said, right, nothing nothing. 42 00:02:48,720 --> 00:02:51,760 Speaker 2: In fact, it's really a funny thing on the Air 43 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:54,559 Speaker 2: Force Academy. On the wall of the Air Force Academy 44 00:02:55,040 --> 00:02:57,760 Speaker 2: is a plaque that says, they may take our lives, 45 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:00,640 Speaker 2: but they'll never take our freedom. And under it William 46 00:03:00,639 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 2: Wallace and William Wallas didn't say that. 47 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:09,240 Speaker 1: Is that kind of that has to kind of you 48 00:03:09,320 --> 00:03:12,000 Speaker 1: have to smile when you see that, because everything we 49 00:03:12,040 --> 00:03:15,160 Speaker 1: know of William Wallace really comes through your pen. 50 00:03:15,560 --> 00:03:18,160 Speaker 2: Well, I tell you there is a thing about it too, 51 00:03:18,480 --> 00:03:25,080 Speaker 2: and that I feel that his story spoke to me, 52 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:30,079 Speaker 2: but it wasn't mine. I mean, as I wrote Braveheart, 53 00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:34,640 Speaker 2: I had no outline, I had no I had no 54 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:39,120 Speaker 2: historical records to draw from. I just sat down and wrote, 55 00:03:39,160 --> 00:03:41,240 Speaker 2: and the story told itself to me. 56 00:03:42,480 --> 00:03:45,440 Speaker 3: Robert the Bruce, all of that was fabricate. 57 00:03:47,440 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 2: So I sat down and I wrote the story without 58 00:03:52,720 --> 00:03:58,000 Speaker 2: any historical records to refer to. After I was in 59 00:03:58,080 --> 00:04:02,800 Speaker 2: about draft five or six, I discovered a book that 60 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:08,560 Speaker 2: is in rhyming Scottish verse and purports to be an 61 00:04:08,600 --> 00:04:11,640 Speaker 2: epic poem about William Wallace. It was told by a 62 00:04:11,640 --> 00:04:16,600 Speaker 2: man named Blind Harry, who was not blind and probably 63 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:20,640 Speaker 2: not named Harry, probably, and he traveled the Scottish Highlands, 64 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:24,840 Speaker 2: and he told this story in rhyming couplets, which enabled 65 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:30,840 Speaker 2: him to remember this epic, epic poem. And I was already, 66 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:36,880 Speaker 2: you know, five or six drafts into Braveheart when I 67 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:40,320 Speaker 2: read that book, and there were elements in that book 68 00:04:40,760 --> 00:04:43,040 Speaker 2: that I had written in my screenplay. 69 00:04:43,160 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 3: Wait a minute, yes, which were they? 70 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:49,159 Speaker 2: Do you remember William Wallace encounters Robert the Bruce on 71 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:52,360 Speaker 2: the battlefield and discovers that the man that he has 72 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:57,320 Speaker 2: put the most trust in has betrayed him. Yes, absolutely, And. 73 00:04:57,279 --> 00:04:59,479 Speaker 3: You had no contact with him in those five drafts. 74 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:05,840 Speaker 2: Robert William Wallace meets the princess, who historically was was 75 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:09,400 Speaker 2: far younger, but actually in the and I had that 76 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:14,080 Speaker 2: he meets the princess in my story. In the actual 77 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:18,320 Speaker 2: Blind Harry story, he meets the wife of Edward Longshanks, 78 00:05:18,600 --> 00:05:23,679 Speaker 2: who was in fact the appropriate age. But I kept 79 00:05:23,839 --> 00:05:27,039 Speaker 2: my version of the story because I had two hours 80 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:29,920 Speaker 2: in which to tell the story. So in a sense, 81 00:05:30,760 --> 00:05:35,480 Speaker 2: all of history is an impressionistic work. But I felt 82 00:05:35,480 --> 00:05:37,679 Speaker 2: that what I was telling was the truth. I always 83 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:39,880 Speaker 2: say don't let the facts get in the way of 84 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:40,640 Speaker 2: the truth. 85 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:41,479 Speaker 3: Of a good story. 86 00:05:41,760 --> 00:05:42,320 Speaker 2: A good story. 87 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:47,400 Speaker 1: Now, you say, if I'm remembering this right, that you 88 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:48,680 Speaker 1: had a brave heart. 89 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:50,880 Speaker 3: Moment when you were working on the script. 90 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:55,400 Speaker 1: Yes, And what that is, in your fashioning is a 91 00:05:55,440 --> 00:05:59,559 Speaker 1: desperate moment, a kind of rock bottom yest check moment. Yes, 92 00:05:59,640 --> 00:06:02,760 Speaker 1: tell me about that moment, and why do you describe 93 00:06:02,760 --> 00:06:03,320 Speaker 1: it that way? 94 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:08,600 Speaker 2: So, when I was about eleven, my father, who was 95 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:12,960 Speaker 2: the strongest and bravest man I ever knew, had a 96 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:18,559 Speaker 2: nervous breakdown. His father was dead before he was born. 97 00:06:18,680 --> 00:06:23,520 Speaker 2: My father's father died of typhoid fever eight and a 98 00:06:23,600 --> 00:06:26,440 Speaker 2: half months before my father was born. So I'm not 99 00:06:26,480 --> 00:06:29,560 Speaker 2: even sure that my grandmother, In fact, I'm pretty sure 100 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:32,720 Speaker 2: she did not know that she was pregnant when her 101 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:35,520 Speaker 2: husband died, so she was a widow before she was 102 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:38,320 Speaker 2: a mother. And my father grew up without a father. 103 00:06:38,480 --> 00:06:42,160 Speaker 2: And his grandfather was a wonderful man and raised him, 104 00:06:42,200 --> 00:06:45,520 Speaker 2: but he grew up without a dad, which was another 105 00:06:45,680 --> 00:06:51,880 Speaker 2: reason that I had lost the Wallace chain in your 106 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:57,159 Speaker 2: heritage did heritage? When my father was in his thirties, 107 00:06:57,839 --> 00:06:59,719 Speaker 2: the company that he worked for, he had worked full 108 00:06:59,760 --> 00:07:01,520 Speaker 2: time since he was fourteen. 109 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 3: A salesman. 110 00:07:02,440 --> 00:07:08,240 Speaker 2: A salesman, and the bunch of guys bought the company 111 00:07:08,279 --> 00:07:10,880 Speaker 2: that he worked for, which was the Curtis Candy Company. 112 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:14,840 Speaker 2: They made baby roots and butterfingers, and they decided they 113 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:17,480 Speaker 2: were going to flip the company and they would increase 114 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:20,040 Speaker 2: their profits by firing all the old guys who were 115 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 2: making higher salaries. And my father was one of the 116 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:26,680 Speaker 2: old guys. He was thirty eight, the only time he 117 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:29,040 Speaker 2: had ever lost a job, and it just crushed it. 118 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,360 Speaker 2: He really had a struggle with that and he had 119 00:07:33,360 --> 00:07:39,000 Speaker 2: a nervous breakdown. Now he put his life back together. 120 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:43,040 Speaker 2: The last sale he made for the Curtis Candy Company 121 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:47,000 Speaker 2: was for ninety thousand dollars. Now, that was in nineteen 122 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:50,880 Speaker 2: sixty one. Ninety thousand dollars was close to a million 123 00:07:50,920 --> 00:07:55,480 Speaker 2: dollars now. The next sale he made was for ninety cents. 124 00:07:56,160 --> 00:07:59,600 Speaker 2: But he worked his way back into enormous success, and 125 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:02,680 Speaker 2: I got to see that, but also had the experience 126 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:07,160 Speaker 2: of my father falling apart and the terror. My sister 127 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:10,960 Speaker 2: and I were farmed out to relatives at that point. 128 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:13,840 Speaker 2: Our mother was very courageous and so it was our 129 00:08:13,880 --> 00:08:17,120 Speaker 2: father that it was real upheaval. We lived in a 130 00:08:17,160 --> 00:08:22,880 Speaker 2: house with no indoor plumbing for a while, and so 131 00:08:23,320 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 2: cut to my career has begun. I was making a 132 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:32,079 Speaker 2: lot of money in television. My career kept expanding, expanding, 133 00:08:32,360 --> 00:08:35,000 Speaker 2: and then there was a huge writers strike and I 134 00:08:35,040 --> 00:08:37,720 Speaker 2: had a falling out with my mentor both at the 135 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 2: same time. When the strike was over, my job was gone. 136 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:46,599 Speaker 2: The company that I worked for it was beginning to evaporate. 137 00:08:47,080 --> 00:08:50,160 Speaker 2: I'd had a long term contract, but the Writer's Guild 138 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:55,439 Speaker 2: had been going on strike allowed companies to suspend the contracts. 139 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:59,000 Speaker 2: I'd spent all my savings on buying a new home 140 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:02,640 Speaker 2: for my and our children to grow up in, and 141 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:06,920 Speaker 2: suddenly here's a strike, and I'm out of money, I'm 142 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:10,200 Speaker 2: out of prospects. I can't even get a job. I 143 00:09:10,240 --> 00:09:14,280 Speaker 2: can't even get an opportunity to pitch a story. All 144 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:17,679 Speaker 2: the doors were shut and I was all knighted up, 145 00:09:17,920 --> 00:09:20,000 Speaker 2: and I thought I was about to put my sons 146 00:09:20,040 --> 00:09:23,199 Speaker 2: through the same horror that I had gone through. I 147 00:09:23,240 --> 00:09:26,360 Speaker 2: thought I was going to come apart, and the only 148 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:28,760 Speaker 2: place I could go was on my knees. And I 149 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:34,559 Speaker 2: said a prayer, and the prayer was Maybe the best 150 00:09:34,559 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 2: thing for my sons is not that they grow up 151 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 2: in a house with a bunch of bedrooms and a 152 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:43,760 Speaker 2: tennis court and swimming pool and German cars in the driveway. 153 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:47,199 Speaker 2: Maybe the best thing for them is they live in 154 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,640 Speaker 2: a little house away my sister and I did, and 155 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:52,800 Speaker 2: they have an outhouse, they have no end of plumbing. 156 00:09:53,080 --> 00:09:55,559 Speaker 2: Maybe they'll be better men. And if that's what God 157 00:09:55,600 --> 00:09:58,640 Speaker 2: wants from my sons, then please bring it on and 158 00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:01,080 Speaker 2: help me bear it. But if I go down in 159 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:04,000 Speaker 2: this fight, helped me go down, not on my knees 160 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:08,120 Speaker 2: to Hollywood, but standing up, fighting for what I believe, 161 00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:12,000 Speaker 2: with my flag flying, writing what I wanted my sons 162 00:10:12,040 --> 00:10:14,560 Speaker 2: to see, and that led directly to Braveheart. 163 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:16,680 Speaker 3: How long did it take you to write? 164 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:20,120 Speaker 2: And actually very quick, From when I first heard the 165 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:22,960 Speaker 2: story to when I sat down to write, it was 166 00:10:23,000 --> 00:10:25,720 Speaker 2: ten years because I didn't feel I mean, when I 167 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:29,800 Speaker 2: saw this statue of William Wallace standing next to a 168 00:10:29,840 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 2: statue of Robert the Bruce, and as you say, I 169 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 2: had not heard of William Wallace. So I asked a 170 00:10:35,880 --> 00:10:39,160 Speaker 2: member of the Black Watch, Scottish guards there at the 171 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:43,240 Speaker 2: Edinburgh Castle who he was, and the guard said, he's 172 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:46,920 Speaker 2: our greatest hero. And I'm thinking, now, how can he 173 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:52,120 Speaker 2: be the greatest hero of Scotland? And I share his name, 174 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:55,480 Speaker 2: and I love history, and I've never heard of him. 175 00:10:55,520 --> 00:11:00,160 Speaker 2: How could that be? And so I said, well, he 176 00:11:00,200 --> 00:11:02,320 Speaker 2: and Robert the Bruce. I knew of Robert the Bruce 177 00:11:02,600 --> 00:11:06,360 Speaker 2: Scotland's greatest king, so they must have been allies fighting 178 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:10,200 Speaker 2: against the English. And this guard said, well, no one 179 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:12,880 Speaker 2: will ever know for sure, which, of course, is the 180 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:13,960 Speaker 2: magic words. 181 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:15,880 Speaker 3: For a that's right, open the door. 182 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:21,320 Speaker 2: But our legends say that Robert the Bruce may have 183 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:24,839 Speaker 2: been among those who betrayed William Wallace into the hands 184 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 2: of the English to clear the way for himself to 185 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:31,439 Speaker 2: become the king. And that was when the lightning bolt 186 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 2: struck me. It's like, I thought, this may be the 187 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:38,720 Speaker 2: greatest story that I've ever heard, because it's like being 188 00:11:38,760 --> 00:11:43,440 Speaker 2: told Saint Peter and Judas were the same person. What 189 00:11:43,559 --> 00:11:46,800 Speaker 2: if there was something so noble in the life and 190 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:50,600 Speaker 2: death of William Wallace that it transformed Robert the Bruce 191 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:54,280 Speaker 2: from a man who would betray his country's greatest hero 192 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:58,800 Speaker 2: to becoming his country's greatest king. And that was okay, 193 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:02,080 Speaker 2: This is huge, but I'm not ready to do it yet. 194 00:12:02,120 --> 00:12:04,280 Speaker 2: I've got a baby coming. I need to find a 195 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:07,800 Speaker 2: way to feed him, a reliable way. I need to 196 00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:11,119 Speaker 2: grow as a writer so that I'm capable of handling 197 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:16,000 Speaker 2: this kind of inspiration. But I probably wouldn't have sat 198 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:19,000 Speaker 2: down to do it had not been at a point of. 199 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,240 Speaker 1: If you had all that other work, he wouldn't have done. 200 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:23,240 Speaker 1: There's something to be said about burning the boats. 201 00:12:23,880 --> 00:12:25,080 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, yes, you know. 202 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 3: Where that's your one path. This is the only option, 203 00:12:27,679 --> 00:12:28,120 Speaker 3: that's right. 204 00:12:28,160 --> 00:12:30,280 Speaker 2: Everything was stripped away. I had no. 205 00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:30,679 Speaker 3: Choice, you know. 206 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:33,559 Speaker 1: Mel recently told me the story on this show about 207 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,880 Speaker 1: finding the script. He had read the script, he had 208 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:40,440 Speaker 1: read Rave Heart, but it was at a different studio. 209 00:12:40,559 --> 00:12:43,800 Speaker 1: I guess Alan Ladd had this, yes, or that studio did, 210 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:47,400 Speaker 1: and Mel was kept repeating it in his head. He 211 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:51,320 Speaker 1: told me he kept seeing the scenes and what was happening. 212 00:12:52,320 --> 00:12:55,520 Speaker 1: And later he was looking for I guess a project 213 00:12:55,800 --> 00:12:58,040 Speaker 1: and he asked them to pull it out of storage, 214 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:00,400 Speaker 1: which they did, and he read it. It was very 215 00:13:00,400 --> 00:13:03,000 Speaker 1: different from what he was imagining in his head. But 216 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:07,199 Speaker 1: he asked Alan Ladd if he could have it, did 217 00:13:07,240 --> 00:13:09,079 Speaker 1: you is that the story is that how you remember. 218 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:13,959 Speaker 2: It well, so everyone has their you know, the experience 219 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:17,320 Speaker 2: of where they were when it was happening. I wrote 220 00:13:17,360 --> 00:13:22,880 Speaker 2: it with no producers involved at all, only with Rebecca Pollack, 221 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:26,559 Speaker 2: who worked for Alan Ladd. She's the daughter of Sydney 222 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:30,440 Speaker 2: Pollack and she inherited her father's genius. I mean, Sydney 223 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:32,800 Speaker 2: Pollack was one of the great filmmakers of all time. 224 00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:37,320 Speaker 2: And Becky really has his instincts. And I pitched the 225 00:13:37,400 --> 00:13:41,280 Speaker 2: story to her in about ten minutes and she went, 226 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:46,800 Speaker 2: my god, go write that. And I wrote it. And 227 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:50,480 Speaker 2: then she said, Okay, we've never seen this happen before. 228 00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:53,160 Speaker 2: We xerox the script and send it to all the 229 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:57,600 Speaker 2: department heads to read, and their assistants read it first. 230 00:13:58,120 --> 00:14:00,679 Speaker 2: And they're all sitting out in the area where all 231 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:03,559 Speaker 2: the assistants sit and they're all weeping. And I've never 232 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:08,040 Speaker 2: seen this happen. So who can play William Wallace? And 233 00:14:08,080 --> 00:14:11,160 Speaker 2: I said, there's only one person. There's only one actor 234 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:12,800 Speaker 2: in the world that I think can do it, and 235 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:15,959 Speaker 2: that's mel Gibson. So we got to go after him. 236 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:18,080 Speaker 2: If he says no, I don't know what we do. 237 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:21,280 Speaker 2: We have to go after him and we did have 238 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:24,920 Speaker 2: the experience where we sent it and didn't get didn't here, 239 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:27,080 Speaker 2: didn't here, didn't hear. And then I got a phone 240 00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:30,560 Speaker 2: call from my agent saying are you sitting down? I said, no, 241 00:14:30,680 --> 00:14:33,640 Speaker 2: well sit down, Well what is it? And he goes, well, 242 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:37,320 Speaker 2: Mel Gibson wants to meet you for breakfast. And we 243 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:43,280 Speaker 2: met at the Four Seasons and we're sitting there and 244 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:46,800 Speaker 2: I had said a prayer that I would not kiss 245 00:14:46,800 --> 00:14:51,760 Speaker 2: his butt, you know, I You know, Raymond, you know 246 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:57,360 Speaker 2: how when people are around powerful people, that there's a 247 00:14:57,480 --> 00:15:01,600 Speaker 2: valance of that where people to try to say whatever 248 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:04,920 Speaker 2: they think that person wants to hear. And that, to 249 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 2: me is the way to help, like you have to 250 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:12,840 Speaker 2: My only value to myself, to my family, to Mail, 251 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:17,720 Speaker 2: to God was telling the truth. So we sat down 252 00:15:17,760 --> 00:15:20,240 Speaker 2: and everybody was really nervous. And Mail broke the ice 253 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:23,200 Speaker 2: in that meeting. He looked across the table and he said, 254 00:15:23,240 --> 00:15:25,800 Speaker 2: and we're sitting across just like you and me. And 255 00:15:25,840 --> 00:15:29,720 Speaker 2: he said, so William Wallace, Randall Wallace or you guys 256 00:15:29,760 --> 00:15:32,920 Speaker 2: like relatives or what. And that was a great icebreaker, 257 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:35,160 Speaker 2: you know, because I got to say, well, I can't 258 00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:37,280 Speaker 2: prove I am, but nobody can prove it. I'm not, 259 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:41,440 Speaker 2: you know so. But in five minutes, I was like 260 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:43,960 Speaker 2: a tent revivalist, and I was leaning across the table 261 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,240 Speaker 2: and I was beating on the table with my fists, 262 00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:50,040 Speaker 2: and I said, here's the way it is. Every movie 263 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:54,880 Speaker 2: has a message, has its underlying message, and the underlying 264 00:15:54,920 --> 00:15:59,280 Speaker 2: message of most movies the subtext is if you have 265 00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:02,560 Speaker 2: the guy with the bluest eyes and the cutest dimples 266 00:16:02,640 --> 00:16:06,680 Speaker 2: and the biggest biceps and the most charming smile, he's 267 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 2: the one that gets the girl. This movie says, if 268 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:12,880 Speaker 2: you're faithful to your heart, even if they cut it 269 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:16,120 Speaker 2: out of your chest, you prevail. Now that's the movie 270 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,280 Speaker 2: I want my sons to see. That's the movie I 271 00:16:18,280 --> 00:16:20,760 Speaker 2: want the world to see. You want to make that movie. 272 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:22,680 Speaker 2: You need to say yes. You don't want to make 273 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:25,360 Speaker 2: that movie, you need to say no. And he said 274 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:30,440 Speaker 2: and he and nobody said anything. Everybody at the table 275 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:36,760 Speaker 2: went except Mel. And he leaned forward and I think 276 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:39,040 Speaker 2: this guy and I are gon we're going to go. 277 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:42,360 Speaker 2: And so nobody else says any. They won't look at me. 278 00:16:43,040 --> 00:16:48,400 Speaker 2: Nobody says anything. And Mel is massively aware of his 279 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,840 Speaker 2: surroundings without looking at them. It's kind of a spooky thing. 280 00:16:52,480 --> 00:16:55,240 Speaker 2: But he didn't look at me. Nobody did we go out, 281 00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:59,760 Speaker 2: We get our cars. You know they're all in expensive cars. 282 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:00,560 Speaker 3: Well that was it. 283 00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:04,600 Speaker 2: He didn't agree to him at the table. Noh, and 284 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:08,880 Speaker 2: we go. We were riding away. Mysel phone rings. It's 285 00:17:08,920 --> 00:17:12,520 Speaker 2: my agent and he goes, what the heck did you say? 286 00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:15,240 Speaker 2: And I think he's angry, and I go, well, somebody 287 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:18,160 Speaker 2: had to talk. Nobody's talking. I just like and he said, no, no, 288 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:21,360 Speaker 2: that Alan Ladd just called and he said, I want 289 00:17:21,359 --> 00:17:24,840 Speaker 2: to double Randy Wallace's deal. Instead of one more script 290 00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:27,040 Speaker 2: from him, I want two more and I want him 291 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:30,919 Speaker 2: to direct the next thing he writes for us. And 292 00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:33,000 Speaker 2: he said, I don't know what you said, but whatever 293 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:36,679 Speaker 2: it was, you know, keep doing it. Well Neil doesn't 294 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:39,119 Speaker 2: say yes. He doesn't say yes, and I don't know 295 00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:42,720 Speaker 2: what the hang up is. So I went to Scotland 296 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:46,879 Speaker 2: on my own or actually with my wife on my 297 00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:50,440 Speaker 2: own dime, and I found the Battley enactors who were 298 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 2: who were in Highlander, and they were called the Clan Wallace. 299 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:59,960 Speaker 2: A friend of mine who worked on Highlander said, there 300 00:18:00,119 --> 00:18:03,480 Speaker 2: these crazy Scotts. He said, we had three broken noses 301 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:10,400 Speaker 2: after he yelled, cut those guys. So went over there, 302 00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:14,200 Speaker 2: took pictures of him, took a slide show, took video 303 00:18:14,280 --> 00:18:17,480 Speaker 2: of them fighting, which was easy to find because they fought. 304 00:18:17,320 --> 00:18:18,120 Speaker 3: All the time. 305 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,560 Speaker 2: And I came back and showed him to Alan Ladd. 306 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:22,719 Speaker 2: He said, you got to show this to Meil and 307 00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:24,639 Speaker 2: we sat down and I showed him to Mail and 308 00:18:24,680 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 2: he looked at it all silently like it was his 309 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:28,879 Speaker 2: eyes like this, and then he looked up at me 310 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:32,159 Speaker 2: and said, I want to direct this. What would you 311 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:35,200 Speaker 2: think of that? And that was what his I believe 312 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:38,200 Speaker 2: that was his. The thing that he took a long 313 00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 2: time to come to is that he knew in his 314 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:46,159 Speaker 2: heart that he could just knock this ball like this 315 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:49,240 Speaker 2: was him. But it was also huge. He had done 316 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:52,720 Speaker 2: Man Without a Face, which was an animal film in 317 00:18:52,920 --> 00:18:57,960 Speaker 2: pense movie. This was this. So when he said that, 318 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:01,080 Speaker 2: I went, I will support that one, and we were 319 00:19:01,119 --> 00:19:02,080 Speaker 2: off to the races and. 320 00:19:02,040 --> 00:19:03,119 Speaker 3: The rest was history. 321 00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:06,280 Speaker 1: Amazing when you wrote it, I mean, look, for so 322 00:19:06,359 --> 00:19:08,359 Speaker 1: many you talked about the Air Force Academy, They've got 323 00:19:08,359 --> 00:19:12,119 Speaker 1: the quote on the wall. For so many men, in particular, 324 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:17,160 Speaker 1: it embodies a masculine ideal and the sacrificial Savior. 325 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 3: Yes, I'm sure you were aware of those themes as 326 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:21,480 Speaker 3: you wrote this. 327 00:19:22,680 --> 00:19:24,679 Speaker 2: Well, it's funny. People have said to me, you know, 328 00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:27,000 Speaker 2: you must have done a lot of research, and I say, yeah, 329 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:31,160 Speaker 2: I did. I read the New Testament. And the interesting 330 00:19:31,280 --> 00:19:35,400 Speaker 2: thing about it, Raymond, is that Mel, among all the 331 00:19:35,440 --> 00:19:40,080 Speaker 2: actors who we could have gone to, got that instantly. 332 00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:44,520 Speaker 2: And I mean, oh, this is a garden of casemone, Oh, this. 333 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:47,280 Speaker 3: Is hell, saw it all. 334 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:51,840 Speaker 2: And so that was a that was a bond that 335 00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:55,679 Speaker 2: that we found that we had together and persists to 336 00:19:55,720 --> 00:20:01,960 Speaker 2: this day. But the weird thing is God's plan is 337 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:06,399 Speaker 2: better than your plan. So when something surprises you, you 338 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:09,879 Speaker 2: know you don't see it coming. I mean, one of 339 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:12,320 Speaker 2: the first things Mel said to me in our first 340 00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:15,199 Speaker 2: meeting was tell me all the things you wrote and 341 00:20:15,240 --> 00:20:20,919 Speaker 2: took out. Now, by my way of thinking, that's genius. No, no, 342 00:20:21,280 --> 00:20:23,960 Speaker 2: I've never heard anybody else say that to a writer. 343 00:20:24,600 --> 00:20:28,359 Speaker 2: But it was an interesting creative approach. It was a 344 00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:35,719 Speaker 2: it's almost like a uniquely brave and wild approach to filmmaking, 345 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:38,399 Speaker 2: which which I think characterizes him. M hm. 346 00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:40,640 Speaker 1: No, Well he told me, he said I was reading it, 347 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,560 Speaker 1: he said, I read it. I said, oh no, not no, 348 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,320 Speaker 1: And he said, I couldn't get it out of my head. 349 00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:49,080 Speaker 1: He said, but and I was in visionary. I could 350 00:20:49,119 --> 00:20:51,720 Speaker 1: see the scenes. Yeah, and he said, and. 351 00:20:51,680 --> 00:20:52,440 Speaker 3: Then the leader I went. 352 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:55,159 Speaker 1: And that's why I think he wanted to direct it, 353 00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,639 Speaker 1: because he saw things. Yeah, he saw things that you 354 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:00,480 Speaker 1: had suggested. He saw things he wanted to deepen. He 355 00:21:00,560 --> 00:21:03,919 Speaker 1: saw things that and that's probably why he asked the question. 356 00:21:04,040 --> 00:21:06,040 Speaker 1: He was looking for your discards to see what he 357 00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:06,919 Speaker 1: could reanimate. 358 00:21:07,240 --> 00:21:12,080 Speaker 3: Probably, yeah, give me a sense of I mean, looking 359 00:21:12,119 --> 00:21:16,280 Speaker 3: back now, it's easy to see, but the path had 360 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:18,560 Speaker 3: to be difficult. I mean, when you're broke, when you 361 00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:20,520 Speaker 3: when you when you're you don't know where your next 362 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:22,880 Speaker 3: meal is coming from, where nobody's buying. 363 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:25,480 Speaker 1: That's a rough moment to be in as a writer 364 00:21:25,720 --> 00:21:30,199 Speaker 1: or creative. Yes, how did you get through that? I 365 00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:32,960 Speaker 1: mean besides falling on your knees? 366 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:38,120 Speaker 2: I think there's not much besides that. Actually, I mean 367 00:21:38,160 --> 00:21:43,280 Speaker 2: you can have you can have wonderful people in your life, 368 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:47,560 Speaker 2: as I certainly did and do, who are there for 369 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:51,520 Speaker 2: you in every possible way. They can be there for you. 370 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:55,960 Speaker 2: And I had plenty of them. Yeah, but uh, you 371 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:59,920 Speaker 2: know there's a there's an old spiritual from the South. 372 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:03,000 Speaker 2: You got to walk that lonesome, lonesome valley. You got 373 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,760 Speaker 2: to walk it by yourself and nobody else can walk 374 00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:09,399 Speaker 2: it for you. And there was that element for me 375 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:15,880 Speaker 2: of Okay, I've done everything I know to do. Now 376 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:20,400 Speaker 2: just fall into the arms of God and let it go. 377 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,240 Speaker 1: But you had fallen into the arms of God a 378 00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:28,040 Speaker 1: little earlier actually, because you go to do to study divinity. 379 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,400 Speaker 1: I mean, you're you're studying religion. Yes, what did your 380 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:37,960 Speaker 1: father the salesman? What did thurman think of that? Thank 381 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:42,080 Speaker 1: you for calling my father's name. It always makes me smile. 382 00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:51,680 Speaker 2: My father. I think at a sense that my calling 383 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:57,360 Speaker 2: was not in the clergy I had been, and I 384 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:01,679 Speaker 2: actually never felt that I was, And you know, in 385 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:07,600 Speaker 2: in sort of evangelical circles, and that's that's where I 386 00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:12,160 Speaker 2: come out of and still am. The there's a sense 387 00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:15,440 Speaker 2: that the God called you that you have, you know, vocation. 388 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:21,359 Speaker 2: There's there's this calling and uh, and God calls you 389 00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,159 Speaker 2: in in sometimes general ways and sometimes overwhelming ways, but 390 00:23:25,840 --> 00:23:27,560 Speaker 2: you've got to you got to listen to the call. 391 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:32,440 Speaker 2: And I loved the study of religion, but I never 392 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:35,040 Speaker 2: imagined that I would be a pastor. But I had 393 00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:36,439 Speaker 2: no idea what I would be. 394 00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:37,119 Speaker 1: Huh. 395 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,679 Speaker 2: So, when I was majoring in religion and I was 396 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,920 Speaker 2: about to graduate and had I was thinking I would 397 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:46,720 Speaker 2: do one more year in seminary to try to get 398 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:49,800 Speaker 2: even deeper, and I wanted to study the Resurrection. I 399 00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:52,200 Speaker 2: wanted to do all those things, and I wanted to 400 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:55,960 Speaker 2: explore being a writer, and I thought that this would 401 00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:58,359 Speaker 2: give me a chance to have the room to do 402 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 2: that as as a seminarian. My pastor, the pastor of 403 00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:08,359 Speaker 2: the church I grew up in, said to me, do 404 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,879 Speaker 2: you feel the call to be a pastor? And I said, honestly, 405 00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:15,520 Speaker 2: I don't, but I know it's the greatest calling anyone 406 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:18,919 Speaker 2: can ever have. And he said, well, you're wrong. The 407 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:20,960 Speaker 2: greatest calling you can have is the one God has 408 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,960 Speaker 2: for you. And that was one of the most powerful 409 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:27,800 Speaker 2: moments and one of the most beautiful moments. I have 410 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:31,719 Speaker 2: to say, where a man that I respected. He was 411 00:24:32,080 --> 00:24:35,600 Speaker 2: a fantastic pastor, but he wasn't trying to herd me 412 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:40,280 Speaker 2: into his path. It was like follow your own path. 413 00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:43,440 Speaker 2: That was It's like what a father, I think should 414 00:24:43,480 --> 00:24:45,240 Speaker 2: say too, And. 415 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:49,600 Speaker 1: How did that training prepare you as a writer, because 416 00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:52,000 Speaker 1: I know you're interested in music at this point, so 417 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,879 Speaker 1: you're writing music, not the written word, but it's a 418 00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,840 Speaker 1: written soul. That's right, and you can clarify the story. 419 00:24:58,880 --> 00:25:02,920 Speaker 1: But Chris Christopher's and is coming to Duke, Yes, and 420 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:04,880 Speaker 1: you connived to get close to him. 421 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 2: Yes, So he's a Rhodes scholar, he's an airborne ranger, 422 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:12,640 Speaker 2: he's a Golden Gloves boxer, and and he writes these 423 00:25:12,680 --> 00:25:18,920 Speaker 2: incredibly brilliant songs. So that's kind of my decision making 424 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:23,800 Speaker 2: formula is find someone that you admire and relate to 425 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:26,679 Speaker 2: and see what they do. And I had seen that 426 00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:31,560 Speaker 2: Chris Christopherson had gone to Nashville, which I didn't feel 427 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:38,160 Speaker 2: was my natural place. I was writing more like say 428 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:43,200 Speaker 2: Kat Stevens or Neil Diamond pop music, pop music, more 429 00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:47,880 Speaker 2: pop music, and less kind of country music. But Christopherson 430 00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:58,800 Speaker 2: had brought this poetry and this masculine energy into a 431 00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:03,080 Speaker 2: context that was quite poetic and really embraced. I mean, 432 00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:09,200 Speaker 2: country music is mainly lyrics, and it's adult lyrics and stories. Yeah, 433 00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:12,439 Speaker 2: the bubblegum thing, you know. I'm fourteen, and I just 434 00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:16,920 Speaker 2: saw a girl. That is a very pop music kind 435 00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:20,560 Speaker 2: of thing. But I'm a man. I'm struggling how to be, 436 00:26:21,200 --> 00:26:26,320 Speaker 2: how to be a father, a husband in all of 437 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:30,000 Speaker 2: my brokenness and my mistakes and what made Milwaukee famous 438 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:33,920 Speaker 2: made a loser out of me. That's country news. And 439 00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:39,919 Speaker 2: Christofferson brought that and I got to meet him. My 440 00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:43,679 Speaker 2: dad felt the same way about the seminary as he 441 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,399 Speaker 2: felt about me being a writer, which is he thought 442 00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:51,119 Speaker 2: neither one of those was safe. And he wanted me 443 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:54,600 Speaker 2: to be a lawyer. I had crushed the law school 444 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:58,680 Speaker 2: admissions test. I had like, I like, I had a 445 00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:03,280 Speaker 2: chance to have scholarships and everything else. And I'd always 446 00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:06,879 Speaker 2: sort of thought I would be a lawyer, but it 447 00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:11,720 Speaker 2: didn't feel it wasn't calling to me. The way creating 448 00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:15,680 Speaker 2: things was, writing was, and music did. 449 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:18,520 Speaker 3: So. So you're in Nashville, what happens in Nashville. 450 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:22,680 Speaker 2: So in Nashville, I was working at a theme part 451 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:27,320 Speaker 2: called opry Land, working eighty hours a week. I loved it, 452 00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:29,520 Speaker 2: but I was getting up at four point thirty every 453 00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:32,679 Speaker 2: morning to write songs. And I got signed as a 454 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:38,359 Speaker 2: songwriter to a company called Tree Music. There's a funny thing. Raymond. 455 00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:41,639 Speaker 2: I shared this story with Jordan Peterson when I I 456 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:46,200 Speaker 2: was talking with him that I had decided that I 457 00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:51,439 Speaker 2: wasn't as committed as I needed to be. And I 458 00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:55,320 Speaker 2: got that impression from two things. One, I wasn't selling 459 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:59,000 Speaker 2: songs in Nashville, and I felt, Okay, I'm not being 460 00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:04,760 Speaker 2: disciplined enough about being productive enough finding my mind. I 461 00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 2: wrote more songs than anybody at Tree was writing at 462 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 2: the time, but they were writing better songs. Like a 463 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:14,879 Speaker 2: guy that Bobby Braddock was there. He wrote he stopped 464 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:16,080 Speaker 2: loving her today. 465 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:17,479 Speaker 3: And I just thought of that earlier when you were 466 00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:20,439 Speaker 3: talking about heartbreak, and you know, it's that your great song, that's. 467 00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:24,480 Speaker 2: One of the greatest songs ever written. And so those guys, 468 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:27,159 Speaker 2: I were thinking, Okay, I've got to really up my 469 00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:30,359 Speaker 2: game to keep up with these guys. But there's also 470 00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:34,399 Speaker 2: the you know, not trying to keep up with other people. 471 00:28:34,440 --> 00:28:38,160 Speaker 2: What's the best randal I can be? And I had 472 00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:41,800 Speaker 2: a picture of Beethoven. It's a classic Beethoven picture of 473 00:28:41,840 --> 00:28:44,719 Speaker 2: him holding a manuscript and he's kind of frowning up 474 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,480 Speaker 2: and so intense, and I thought, I'm going to try 475 00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:50,600 Speaker 2: to be that guy. And I quit my job. I'd 476 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,080 Speaker 2: saved up money. I was sleeping on the floor. I 477 00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:57,000 Speaker 2: spent no money for furniture or he had just paid rent, 478 00:28:57,040 --> 00:29:00,800 Speaker 2: rent and food was all I had. And and I 479 00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:06,840 Speaker 2: spent all day long, writing, practicing, studying music, and not 480 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:09,480 Speaker 2: seeing anybody. And at the end of about three or 481 00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:14,440 Speaker 2: four months, I was nearly insane. I was there. There 482 00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:16,880 Speaker 2: was a day in Nashville when I realized the sun 483 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:20,280 Speaker 2: had not come out in fourteen days, and if I 484 00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:22,920 Speaker 2: didn't see some sunshine, I was afraid I was going 485 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,000 Speaker 2: to kill myself. And I've got to I've got to 486 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:27,760 Speaker 2: get I've got to get out of here. I've got 487 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:31,040 Speaker 2: to go. And I packed up everything I could carry 488 00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:35,080 Speaker 2: in my little car and I drove to California alone. 489 00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:36,160 Speaker 3: And that was it. 490 00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:36,840 Speaker 2: That was it. 491 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:41,320 Speaker 1: How did you get involved with Stephen Cannell, which is 492 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:44,440 Speaker 1: now you're writing, I mean you segue into writing TV. 493 00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:45,840 Speaker 3: He was the big TV producer. 494 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:51,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, he was a writer, awesome, I mean, a massive 495 00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:54,960 Speaker 2: mentor and friend. I mean, he was an amazing human being. 496 00:29:55,520 --> 00:30:00,680 Speaker 2: I met him because having nothing to do except write, 497 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:05,000 Speaker 2: I couldn't write all day. I'd learned in Nashville that 498 00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,200 Speaker 2: if I wrote, if I tried to write all day, 499 00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 2: I would drive myself insane and I needed to be 500 00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:13,560 Speaker 2: around other people. But I wanted something healthy to do, 501 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:16,200 Speaker 2: and I found well, okay, a gym membership is the 502 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,680 Speaker 2: cheapest thing you could do. I went to the gym 503 00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:22,080 Speaker 2: every single day and worked out, and we worked out 504 00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,600 Speaker 2: like a madman. And I've always loved working out. But 505 00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:26,640 Speaker 2: I was in the gym one day and there was 506 00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:31,280 Speaker 2: a guy helping a friend. He was real strong guy, 507 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:35,040 Speaker 2: and he was helping a sort of out of shape friend, 508 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:39,600 Speaker 2: trying to encourage him to lift and be healthier. And 509 00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:42,280 Speaker 2: they were clearly musicians because they were talking about music, 510 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:46,880 Speaker 2: and this guy was telling stories about Elvis, and I 511 00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:48,959 Speaker 2: piped up and said, hey, you know, I grew up 512 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:52,200 Speaker 2: in Memphis and my father saw Elvis and get paid 513 00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:56,160 Speaker 2: fifty bucks to open a supermarket, you know, saying while 514 00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:59,760 Speaker 2: the supermarket was And we start talking, and the guy 515 00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:02,520 Speaker 2: got do you run? And I said, oh, you know, 516 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:04,800 Speaker 2: I ran in college, but I don't run. My Sae 517 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 2: and Heid, well, we've got a running group every weekend. 518 00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:08,880 Speaker 2: Come out and run with us, and okay, great, and 519 00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:11,880 Speaker 2: we exchanged names and I said I'm Randy Wallace, and 520 00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:16,160 Speaker 2: he goes, I'm Mike Post and wait, Mike posts music. 521 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:19,000 Speaker 2: Mike Post. He goes, yeah, that's me. I mean, total 522 00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:23,160 Speaker 2: down to earth guy, but the most successful and probably 523 00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:29,040 Speaker 2: most brilliant TV composer like ever. And and Mike made 524 00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:32,520 Speaker 2: it his business to get Steve to read my scripts. 525 00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:36,600 Speaker 2: And Steve kept saying, you know, it's like there are 526 00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,719 Speaker 2: thousands of guys trying to get me to read the scripts. 527 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,320 Speaker 2: And Mike was was would not take no for an answer, 528 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 2: and then got me into to see Steve. And Steve 529 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:52,640 Speaker 2: was doing a show about country people, and I told 530 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:56,280 Speaker 2: him a story about my grandfather that made him laugh 531 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:59,160 Speaker 2: and he said, well, we'll give you a shot, and 532 00:31:59,200 --> 00:32:00,200 Speaker 2: that was it. 533 00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 3: Was it. 534 00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:02,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, I became his protege. 535 00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:03,600 Speaker 3: How long were you there? 536 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:04,320 Speaker 2: Four years? 537 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:05,440 Speaker 3: Four years? 538 00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:05,960 Speaker 2: Yeah? 539 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:09,200 Speaker 3: And then then you run up into this this brave 540 00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:09,800 Speaker 3: Heart moment. 541 00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:10,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's right. 542 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 1: You've said, Brave Heart could not have been written except 543 00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:14,560 Speaker 1: for my mother. 544 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:16,280 Speaker 3: Why. 545 00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:25,880 Speaker 2: Well, so my father was a salesman, and I, like 546 00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:29,800 Speaker 2: I've said, I never knew anybody who had more charisma 547 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:38,480 Speaker 2: and charm and great than my dad, with the exception 548 00:32:38,560 --> 00:32:43,440 Speaker 2: of my mother. Probably that my mother had my father 549 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:49,520 Speaker 2: had the attitude that every person had a value and 550 00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:55,360 Speaker 2: was due respect. So when he went into a company, 551 00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:58,800 Speaker 2: and he went into hundreds and hundreds of them, he 552 00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,200 Speaker 2: knew the name of the president that he knew the 553 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,680 Speaker 2: name of the person that answered the phone for the president. 554 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:05,560 Speaker 2: But he knew the name of the guy that swept 555 00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 2: the floors every single place. He knew, he knew that 556 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,680 Speaker 2: guy's children, he knew where the guy lived, he knew 557 00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:15,440 Speaker 2: what the guy loved to do. And it wasn't a tactic. 558 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:18,600 Speaker 2: He just actually loved people like that. Now, my mother 559 00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:22,240 Speaker 2: had a different sort of take on it. She believed 560 00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:25,480 Speaker 2: that everybody could be loved by God, but she didn't 561 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:31,040 Speaker 2: have to love everybody because you might be unlovable. And 562 00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:36,120 Speaker 2: her attitude was if everyone likes you, you're probably doing 563 00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:40,480 Speaker 2: something wrong. In fact, to jump ahead for a moment, 564 00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:43,480 Speaker 2: when we had made we were soldiers and my father 565 00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:48,040 Speaker 2: had just passed away. My father died on nine to eleven, 566 00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:52,280 Speaker 2: and that was how I came to write the hymn Mansions. 567 00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:52,800 Speaker 3: Of the Lord. The Lord. 568 00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:59,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I was calling my mother every day in 569 00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:01,360 Speaker 2: those days to you know, just check in on her. 570 00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:03,520 Speaker 2: And of course I guess I needed to hear her 571 00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:05,960 Speaker 2: voice as much as she needed to hear mine. But 572 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:10,080 Speaker 2: we were about to do the first test screening. You 573 00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:12,200 Speaker 2: know that you have you show the movie and then 574 00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:14,560 Speaker 2: you show it to the audience, and no matter how 575 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,319 Speaker 2: confident you are, you got a real you know, you're 576 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:20,960 Speaker 2: not in your summer. And I was talking with my mother. 577 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,399 Speaker 2: I said, how are you doing, mom? And she said 578 00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:22,759 Speaker 2: I'm fine. 579 00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:23,160 Speaker 1: How are you? 580 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,000 Speaker 2: And I said, well, I'm nervous today And she goes 581 00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 2: why And I said, well, we're having a and she's 582 00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:32,319 Speaker 2: from Tendessee, right farm girl. And I said, well, we're 583 00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:35,879 Speaker 2: having the first test screening of We Were Soldiers. And 584 00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:38,719 Speaker 2: she said, well, why would that make you nervous? And 585 00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:41,760 Speaker 2: I said, well, mamma, you know you put your blood, 586 00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:46,400 Speaker 2: your sweat, your tears, and your money into a movie. 587 00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:48,200 Speaker 2: And you know there are going to be some people 588 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:50,920 Speaker 2: that really have their knives out. They just want to 589 00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:55,400 Speaker 2: they just want to tear you down. And my mother goes, well, honey, 590 00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:59,000 Speaker 2: if they crucified Jesus Christ, there's going to be some 591 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:02,279 Speaker 2: people that don't like you. 592 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,920 Speaker 3: Get over it. 593 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:08,640 Speaker 2: It's like that's right, It's like, yes, some people will not, 594 00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:14,160 Speaker 2: but do what you believe doing and that that thing 595 00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:17,720 Speaker 2: in Brave Heart, like when it comes to every man dies, 596 00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:20,000 Speaker 2: not every man really lives. We certainly think of that 597 00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:23,920 Speaker 2: kind of line about our fathers and he says man 598 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:29,399 Speaker 2: in it, but it's it's certainly as true about every 599 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:30,280 Speaker 2: For you, it was your. 600 00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:31,040 Speaker 3: Mother, my mother? 601 00:35:31,239 --> 00:35:31,439 Speaker 2: Yeah? 602 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:35,239 Speaker 3: Wow, Why did the Three Musketeers still appeal to you? 603 00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,360 Speaker 3: The Man in the Iron Mask one of my favorite 604 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:39,759 Speaker 3: movies ever, And I've told you before. My boys and 605 00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:40,560 Speaker 3: I used to watch it. 606 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:44,480 Speaker 1: They loved that movie because it's it's filled with adventure. 607 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:49,440 Speaker 1: It has the same heart and soul and whole DNA 608 00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:50,520 Speaker 1: that Braveheart has. 609 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:53,919 Speaker 3: Frankly, what was the appeal there? Guys? 610 00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:56,000 Speaker 2: Raymond? It's funny. No one's ever asked me this, and 611 00:35:56,040 --> 00:36:02,480 Speaker 2: I'm so excited to get to say this. So Braveheart 612 00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:10,640 Speaker 2: is my first produced feature and it becomes this worldwide station. 613 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:15,080 Speaker 2: And I realized that if what I tried to do 614 00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:20,080 Speaker 2: was copy that again and again that I had, that 615 00:36:20,160 --> 00:36:26,440 Speaker 2: I was over that. I had to actually trust that 616 00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:30,360 Speaker 2: what brought me to Braveheart was going to bring me 617 00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:33,200 Speaker 2: to other things. And I had to be willing to 618 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:35,080 Speaker 2: let go and not say well, I'm going to just 619 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:41,080 Speaker 2: repeat this now. Hollywood likes repetition because it makes it 620 00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:44,560 Speaker 2: feel more predictable and understandable. Okay, we've put you in 621 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:51,719 Speaker 2: this historical box. But what happened with Manny ron Mask 622 00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:55,600 Speaker 2: is Becky Pollock again, like you know, her dad made 623 00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:59,279 Speaker 2: Jeremiah Johnson Three Days of the Condor and all these 624 00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:03,200 Speaker 2: other great movies with those two were my particular favorite. 625 00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:07,640 Speaker 2: And she called me up and said, man in the 626 00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:11,560 Speaker 2: Iron Mask, what do you think? And I had loved 627 00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:14,120 Speaker 2: that story since I was a boy. I mean, the 628 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:18,200 Speaker 2: mysterious nature of it, right, who is he? Why is 629 00:37:18,239 --> 00:37:19,239 Speaker 2: he in the Iron Mask? 630 00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:19,680 Speaker 3: All of that. 631 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,840 Speaker 2: So I called her and said, I'm in you know, 632 00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:27,120 Speaker 2: I want to do it. But what really appealed to 633 00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:31,919 Speaker 2: me was that the thematics of that story were that 634 00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:37,040 Speaker 2: these musketeers, the four of them, actually like you know, 635 00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:42,279 Speaker 2: the three then plus d'Artagnan, those guys were in a 636 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:47,120 Speaker 2: certain way past their prime in that they had been 637 00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:50,960 Speaker 2: famous in their twenties. Now they were sort of retired. 638 00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:57,000 Speaker 2: One's a jesuit, one's a dad, one's in dissipation. And 639 00:37:57,040 --> 00:38:01,399 Speaker 2: then d'Artagnan is the captain of the King's right, and 640 00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:06,840 Speaker 2: and that story was the same thing that I faced of. Okay, 641 00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:09,840 Speaker 2: if you've done something that the world is now the 642 00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:13,640 Speaker 2: world didn't know me, then you mail but they didn't. 643 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:18,440 Speaker 2: They didn't. They didn't know much about me. That wasn't 644 00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:21,279 Speaker 2: the point. The point was I could keep trying to 645 00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:24,879 Speaker 2: live in the past, or I could say, what brought 646 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,560 Speaker 2: me here has something else for me to do. And 647 00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:29,719 Speaker 2: that's where Man in the Iron Man. That was the 648 00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,920 Speaker 2: theme really of Man in the Iron And you directed 649 00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:34,239 Speaker 2: it too, I did, which is I mean, that's the 650 00:38:34,239 --> 00:38:36,040 Speaker 2: first movie you directed. R Yeah, that's right. 651 00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:39,279 Speaker 3: Wow, it's such a great movie. It still holds up. 652 00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:42,759 Speaker 1: I watched it recently, Thank you. It's it's but I 653 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:44,600 Speaker 1: see the same themes, but it's not. 654 00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:47,400 Speaker 3: The same movie. You're right now, It's very different. It's 655 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:50,120 Speaker 3: a lot of fun too. I mean, I think it's 656 00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:54,160 Speaker 3: a it's hilarious and a delightful movie. Do you outline No, 657 00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:55,200 Speaker 3: not at all. 658 00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:56,960 Speaker 2: No, No, I don't believe in it. 659 00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,520 Speaker 3: You just launch you and write it actively. 660 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:05,320 Speaker 2: Disagree with outlining why because the way you determine whether 661 00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:08,280 Speaker 2: an outline is good or bad, it's whether it sounds 662 00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:09,720 Speaker 2: like something you've seen before. 663 00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:13,520 Speaker 3: That's true. That's true. 664 00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:16,440 Speaker 2: I'm trying to find a story that I have not 665 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:19,520 Speaker 2: ever heard before. It's not I'm not trying to replicate. 666 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:25,279 Speaker 2: I don't want to be copying. So again, like you say, 667 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 2: take Braveheart, if it hadn't been someone like mel who 668 00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:35,719 Speaker 2: was who had who had bitten hard on on the 669 00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:40,520 Speaker 2: bait of Braveheart, if some other actor had come in 670 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:44,920 Speaker 2: and said, oh, well this, I loved the story, but 671 00:39:44,920 --> 00:39:47,359 Speaker 2: but my friends should swing in on vines and save 672 00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:50,720 Speaker 2: me in the end, I can't die, then the studio 673 00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:51,800 Speaker 2: would have gone, yes, sure. 674 00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:53,840 Speaker 3: Absolutely, we need a happy ending. What are you? What 675 00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:55,400 Speaker 3: the hell are you doing exactly? 676 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:58,319 Speaker 2: So it's like you got to find the thing or 677 00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:05,239 Speaker 2: say Murans throat being cut. Nobody did things like that, 678 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:08,239 Speaker 2: and it wasn't me trying to be different. It was 679 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:13,839 Speaker 2: the story told itself to me in that way. And 680 00:40:13,880 --> 00:40:16,240 Speaker 2: I want to listen to what the story is telling 681 00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:20,480 Speaker 2: me in real time. In real time now, while I'm writing, 682 00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:24,719 Speaker 2: I'll get a projection of oh, down the line, this 683 00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:25,280 Speaker 2: will happen. 684 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:26,279 Speaker 3: Yeah, and you make that. 685 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,680 Speaker 2: I'll just I'll write those. I write a little dialogue 686 00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:32,200 Speaker 2: that I know is coming, but that's just to jog 687 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:35,840 Speaker 2: my memory, but I do not outline. 688 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,480 Speaker 3: You do say a prayer though every day? Oh yeah, 689 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:39,800 Speaker 3: what is that prayer? 690 00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:44,040 Speaker 2: Well, okay, I can tell you exactly what it is. 691 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:51,760 Speaker 2: So to prepare to write, I start with, I thank 692 00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:56,319 Speaker 2: God for now and for this work, and I asked 693 00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:59,120 Speaker 2: him to bless me in it and others through it. 694 00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:03,080 Speaker 2: However it is his will. I pray to offer the 695 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:06,640 Speaker 2: work to him as he offers it to me, in 696 00:41:06,760 --> 00:41:10,480 Speaker 2: faith and hope and love. And then I say the 697 00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:14,880 Speaker 2: prayer of Jabez Lord. I pray that you would bless me, 698 00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:19,040 Speaker 2: bless me indeed, increase my territory, and that the hand 699 00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:21,200 Speaker 2: be upon me to keep me from evil, and that 700 00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:25,440 Speaker 2: I cause no pain. And I thank God that God 701 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:31,560 Speaker 2: is God, almighty and Lord of all creation, and that 702 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:37,080 Speaker 2: I'm part of his creativity too, and for that I 703 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:40,320 Speaker 2: give thanks and I rejoice. And that's the way I start. 704 00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:42,800 Speaker 2: I have to say that first. 705 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:47,640 Speaker 1: Huh, you see yourself in every character? Oh yeah, yeah, 706 00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:50,080 Speaker 1: you're playing all the parts. Yes, yeah, I thought that 707 00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:53,719 Speaker 1: was just me. I didn't realized you did that too. Well, 708 00:41:53,760 --> 00:41:55,960 Speaker 1: but it's I guess we're the instrument you have to 709 00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,680 Speaker 1: kind of. I mean, you only have one heart and 710 00:41:58,719 --> 00:41:59,480 Speaker 1: one soul. 711 00:41:59,239 --> 00:42:01,880 Speaker 3: And one mind. I mean you just sort of bend them, 712 00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,120 Speaker 3: I guess to the character in the moment. 713 00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:11,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that that there is something in all 714 00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:23,480 Speaker 2: of us that recognizes the potential to do, to do 715 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:30,520 Speaker 2: incredible evil and transcendent good. I think that that is 716 00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:33,440 Speaker 2: the nature of our lives. 717 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 1: Tell me about we were soldiers speaking of transcendent good. Yeah, 718 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:43,200 Speaker 1: I knew Lieutenant Hallmore, Lieutenant Colonel Hollmore. 719 00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:45,919 Speaker 3: He was such a heroic and great man. 720 00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:48,120 Speaker 1: How did you come across the story you read? 721 00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:53,280 Speaker 3: You read the book, I imagine, yes, and your thoughts 722 00:42:53,360 --> 00:42:57,200 Speaker 3: on that film looking back and who he was, the 723 00:42:57,280 --> 00:42:59,680 Speaker 3: type of man he was, And of course it's your 724 00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:02,120 Speaker 3: reunion artistically with Mel. 725 00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:08,840 Speaker 2: Yes, I was sitting in my office, the same office 726 00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 2: at the Home office that I was sitting in when 727 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:15,520 Speaker 2: I wrote Braveheart, and I started to work on Man 728 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:19,839 Speaker 2: in the Iron Mask, and the phone rang and it 729 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:25,760 Speaker 2: was an executive at Warner Brothers who said, I nearly 730 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:30,360 Speaker 2: lost my job over Braveheart. And how's that? And she said, well, 731 00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:36,160 Speaker 2: where Mel is at Warner Brothers. He's on the studio 732 00:43:36,200 --> 00:43:40,279 Speaker 2: a lot with his company, and we're supposed to keep 733 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:43,719 Speaker 2: track of everything. And suddenly he announces he's doing this 734 00:43:43,760 --> 00:43:46,560 Speaker 2: thing Braveheart, and we weren't even aware of it. And 735 00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:50,160 Speaker 2: I said, well, you know, he could have been I 736 00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:53,000 Speaker 2: suppose he had just met but she said no, no, 737 00:43:53,040 --> 00:43:57,160 Speaker 2: I'm not not angry. But Kevin Costner has read Brave 738 00:43:57,200 --> 00:43:59,520 Speaker 2: Heart and he wishes you had send it to him, 739 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:03,960 Speaker 2: and he would like to meet you. And I took 740 00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,840 Speaker 2: a moment and I said, I wish my father was 741 00:44:06,880 --> 00:44:11,239 Speaker 2: here to hear me say this. I would love to 742 00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:14,040 Speaker 2: go to Hawaii to meet with Kevin Costner, but I 743 00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:16,319 Speaker 2: can't because I need to go to England to help 744 00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:21,200 Speaker 2: mel Gibson. She laughed and said, no, Kevin understands, but 745 00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:26,520 Speaker 2: he's working on a movie called water World. And yeah, 746 00:44:26,760 --> 00:44:28,480 Speaker 2: but he would like to see you and we want 747 00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:33,120 Speaker 2: to fly you over. So I went to the bookstore 748 00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:38,560 Speaker 2: and was looking. I love to read nonfiction. It informs me, 749 00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:40,480 Speaker 2: I think more than even though I love fiction, I 750 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:45,000 Speaker 2: write fiction. And here's this book, We were Soldiers Once 751 00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:48,480 Speaker 2: and Young, and there's a picture on the cover of 752 00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:53,440 Speaker 2: a young lieutenant platoon leader with his bayonet fixed, leading 753 00:44:53,480 --> 00:44:57,400 Speaker 2: his men into the brush. Guy's name was Rick Riscola. 754 00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,719 Speaker 2: You may know of Rick Chris Gola, one of the 755 00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:03,359 Speaker 2: great heroes of all time and the guy I want 756 00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:07,799 Speaker 2: to write about. But I picked up that book and 757 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:11,000 Speaker 2: I opened it on the plane and did not put 758 00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:14,319 Speaker 2: it down the whole flight to Hawaii, and I came 759 00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:18,920 Speaker 2: across in the preface, Hollywood has gotten the story of 760 00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:23,680 Speaker 2: the Vietnam veteran wrong every damn time, wedding the knives 761 00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:27,040 Speaker 2: of twisted politics on the bones of our dead brothers. 762 00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:31,000 Speaker 2: And I was like, Okay, I am in now I 763 00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:36,480 Speaker 2: get to the actual People don't believe this, but are 764 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:40,560 Speaker 2: surprised by it. The scene that really put the nail 765 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:44,400 Speaker 2: in the coffin for me was a letter from a 766 00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:48,480 Speaker 2: woman named Barbara Gaigin, who was the wife of the guy, 767 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:52,600 Speaker 2: who was a devout Catholic. He and Barbara had gone 768 00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:58,200 Speaker 2: to Africa and Catholic release services. He had postponed his 769 00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:03,800 Speaker 2: Vietnam deployment he could go be a missionary in Africa. 770 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:09,200 Speaker 2: He had been killed trying to draw up pick up 771 00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,680 Speaker 2: one of his wounded men and carry him off the battlefield. 772 00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:17,680 Speaker 2: He had been killed too, and Barbara wrote a letter 773 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:23,839 Speaker 2: to how about her experience. When he came to visit her, 774 00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,799 Speaker 2: and it moved me to the core of my being. 775 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:31,040 Speaker 2: I got off the plane and I called my agent 776 00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:34,200 Speaker 2: and I said, somebody has got to own the movie 777 00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:36,719 Speaker 2: rights to this book. You tell them I'll kill a 778 00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:41,040 Speaker 2: relative to get to write this story. And he said, 779 00:46:41,080 --> 00:46:42,799 Speaker 2: I'll get right back to you. So he calls me 780 00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:45,560 Speaker 2: the next day and says they won't sell the movie 781 00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:48,560 Speaker 2: rights because they're afraid Oliver Stone will end up with them, 782 00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:53,319 Speaker 2: or it'll be it'll be it'll be turned into you 783 00:46:53,360 --> 00:46:57,440 Speaker 2: guys were baby killers and all of that, and so 784 00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:01,040 Speaker 2: I said, okay, give me their number, and I called them. 785 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:04,920 Speaker 2: I got Joe Galloway, the journalist himself, and I said, 786 00:47:05,400 --> 00:47:09,040 Speaker 2: you don't know me. I've written a script called Braveheart. 787 00:47:09,080 --> 00:47:11,840 Speaker 2: I'm going to send it to you. It's currently in production, 788 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,799 Speaker 2: but you've never heard of my name. But you read 789 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:19,200 Speaker 2: it and then if you like it, call me. So 790 00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,319 Speaker 2: next day he calls it goes okay, let's talk. So 791 00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:26,319 Speaker 2: I said, I can go to a studio based on 792 00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,279 Speaker 2: the success of Braveheart, and I can get them to 793 00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:34,800 Speaker 2: but they will own it and then they'll do anything 794 00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,239 Speaker 2: they want to with it if you will let me 795 00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:40,000 Speaker 2: buy it with my own money. I'll pay you my 796 00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:43,799 Speaker 2: own money to buy the movie rights, and I'll write 797 00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:46,239 Speaker 2: you a deal that you'll make more money and success 798 00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:50,359 Speaker 2: than you would have ever made from the studio. And 799 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:52,319 Speaker 2: if you don't like what I do, you'll know who 800 00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:58,279 Speaker 2: to come shoot. And they went in. And then Hal 801 00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:02,160 Speaker 2: proceeded to become one of the great mentors of my life. 802 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,719 Speaker 2: He was he was like a second dad. 803 00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:07,879 Speaker 3: Great man. So yeah, great great man. 804 00:48:08,040 --> 00:48:10,120 Speaker 1: Every year I went with him a couple of times 805 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,960 Speaker 1: when he would go to the Vietnam Memorial with his 806 00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:15,480 Speaker 1: with his rangers, and every year. 807 00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:16,319 Speaker 3: There would be less of them. 808 00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:16,719 Speaker 1: Yeah. 809 00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:21,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was very moving. It was very moving. Ye, 810 00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:22,120 Speaker 3: incredible man. 811 00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:26,880 Speaker 2: I went to the renaming ceremony when they renamed Fort 812 00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:32,680 Speaker 2: Benning and uh and named it Fort Julie and hal Moore, 813 00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:38,040 Speaker 2: and I had to say, I appreciate and in fact, 814 00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:42,360 Speaker 2: I'm troubled by the destruction of history, you know, the 815 00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:45,200 Speaker 2: taking down of statutes, whether you love them or hate them. 816 00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:49,759 Speaker 2: You know, history is history, and heritage is heritage, and 817 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:52,400 Speaker 2: and many of those things are there for us to 818 00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:58,319 Speaker 2: be provoked by. But I loved that they named that 819 00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:02,040 Speaker 2: fort Fort howl and juli More and no one ever 820 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:05,959 Speaker 2: deserved it or was more exemplary the values that you want, 821 00:49:06,680 --> 00:49:09,759 Speaker 2: you want not only the soldiers but their families to have. 822 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:10,799 Speaker 3: Are you? 823 00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:16,879 Speaker 1: Are you amazed culturally the way it seems I could 824 00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:23,520 Speaker 1: be overstating that masculinity is back. Young guys are finding 825 00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:28,480 Speaker 1: their voice again. They're showing up, not always in comfortable 826 00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:33,480 Speaker 1: or well dressed or mannered ways, but they're willing to 827 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:35,799 Speaker 1: allow their voices to be Amen. 828 00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:39,960 Speaker 2: Amen, I agree with you. It is. It is amazing 829 00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:44,280 Speaker 2: how it's happening. And I'll tell you just my personal 830 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:50,720 Speaker 2: reaction about that. So again, I grew up not only 831 00:49:50,800 --> 00:49:59,200 Speaker 2: with an amazing, amazingly gentle and powerful father, but an 832 00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:04,160 Speaker 2: amazing tough and elegant mother. She was very much liked, 833 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:10,080 Speaker 2: Julie Moore, and I always grew up with the belief 834 00:50:10,120 --> 00:50:15,200 Speaker 2: that a man respecting women was the most masculine man 835 00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:19,279 Speaker 2: there could be. I was doing a charity screening A 836 00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:23,880 Speaker 2: Brave Heart in Austin, Texas about ten fifteen years ago. 837 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:26,279 Speaker 2: It was the first first time I'd seen the movie 838 00:50:26,320 --> 00:50:30,960 Speaker 2: screened in a decade or more we had and I 839 00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:34,560 Speaker 2: watched it as an audience member, and then I went 840 00:50:34,640 --> 00:50:36,560 Speaker 2: up on the stage to do a Q and A 841 00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:40,279 Speaker 2: with the audience. I walk up there and I was 842 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,040 Speaker 2: moved by the movie, you know, to see it in 843 00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:47,320 Speaker 2: that way. And the first one to stand up was 844 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:49,520 Speaker 2: a nineteen year old woman right on the front row. 845 00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:52,479 Speaker 2: And she stood up and said, mister Wallace, I don't 846 00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:54,480 Speaker 2: have a question. I just want to tell you something. 847 00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:59,919 Speaker 2: My fiance died six months ago, and before he died, 848 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:02,319 Speaker 2: he told me he wanted me to watch Braveheart so 849 00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:06,719 Speaker 2: I would understand the way he loved me. And I 850 00:51:06,800 --> 00:51:09,840 Speaker 2: had to. I couldn't talk for about five minutes. It 851 00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:16,160 Speaker 2: was such a powerful example to me that strong women 852 00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:22,360 Speaker 2: want strong men, and strong men want strong women. Strong 853 00:51:22,440 --> 00:51:27,280 Speaker 2: doesn't mean overly macho. It doesn't mean trying to prove yourself. 854 00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:32,600 Speaker 2: But to this day and I always will, and I 855 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:36,520 Speaker 2: have taught my sons you open doors for ladies not 856 00:51:36,600 --> 00:51:41,120 Speaker 2: because they're weak, because you're telling them you're honoring them, 857 00:51:42,000 --> 00:51:45,520 Speaker 2: and that's what you do, and they hear that. My 858 00:51:45,680 --> 00:51:48,759 Speaker 2: youngest son has picked up a habit for me that 859 00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:52,480 Speaker 2: when I meet a woman that I think is due honor, 860 00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:58,440 Speaker 2: I will kiss her hand and invariably it makes them glow. 861 00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:01,640 Speaker 2: And he does it, and I was like, yeah, that's 862 00:52:01,640 --> 00:52:06,279 Speaker 2: how you treat a woman. So yeah, I want to 863 00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:15,920 Speaker 2: see men valued and no society that doesn't see a 864 00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:25,359 Speaker 2: man as an honorable creature. And not that a man 865 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:28,759 Speaker 2: has to be like a woman, but a man has 866 00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:32,480 Speaker 2: to share the heart of a woman, like the tenderness. 867 00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,920 Speaker 2: So you know, a gentle tender father is one of 868 00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:37,759 Speaker 2: the most powerful things in. 869 00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:39,960 Speaker 3: The world man in the world do And so. 870 00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:42,359 Speaker 2: That's the thing that I am just I am thrilled 871 00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:44,560 Speaker 2: to see that happening all over. 872 00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:51,960 Speaker 1: I'm intrigued about when Mel approached you about the resurrection? 873 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:55,880 Speaker 3: Was this twenty sixteen? Was it Hacksaw Ridge time? Was 874 00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:56,480 Speaker 3: that yesty? 875 00:52:56,640 --> 00:53:00,920 Speaker 2: Mel didn't approach me. I approached him, actually all and 876 00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:03,920 Speaker 2: that's a it's a Now, this is not to say 877 00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:07,840 Speaker 2: that over the years he hadn't thought many times about 878 00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:14,040 Speaker 2: the resurrection. In fact, in the original, in the original 879 00:53:14,239 --> 00:53:18,879 Speaker 2: Passion of the Christ, the original cut, he didn't have 880 00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:24,560 Speaker 2: the resurrection scenior u and that so so he was 881 00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:27,520 Speaker 2: getting feedback I think from people that we really want 882 00:53:27,600 --> 00:53:30,040 Speaker 2: to see that. So so he shut a little kind 883 00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:34,920 Speaker 2: of coda in that. So again I'm not trying to 884 00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:41,920 Speaker 2: take credit for this, but having studied the Resurrection and 885 00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:48,600 Speaker 2: being so consumed by it. I had thought about it 886 00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:51,440 Speaker 2: many times, and I didn't have anything to do with 887 00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:56,880 Speaker 2: Passion the Christ. When we were flying back to Washington, 888 00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:59,560 Speaker 2: d C. For a screening of We Were Soldiers, it 889 00:53:59,600 --> 00:54:02,040 Speaker 2: was the the first movie to be screened at the 890 00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:07,960 Speaker 2: Bush White House, Mel was telling us the story of 891 00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:11,239 Speaker 2: the Passion that he wanted to do in a real 892 00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:15,400 Speaker 2: animated way, But all I did was just listen. I 893 00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:19,840 Speaker 2: didn't have any input on that. But when we were 894 00:54:19,920 --> 00:54:23,879 Speaker 2: promoting Hacksaw Ridge and we were sitting there talking and 895 00:54:23,960 --> 00:54:28,160 Speaker 2: about our lives, and that's one of the really awesome 896 00:54:28,160 --> 00:54:31,520 Speaker 2: things to me about getting to know Mel. We've had 897 00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:34,399 Speaker 2: some moments when it was just the two of us. 898 00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:40,200 Speaker 2: We once talked in a hallway at Fort Benning in 899 00:54:40,280 --> 00:54:41,920 Speaker 2: a sort of barracks all the way at two in 900 00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:44,520 Speaker 2: the morning when neither of us could sleep, when we 901 00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:47,359 Speaker 2: were prepping We Were Soldiers, were bump into each other 902 00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:53,120 Speaker 2: walking allways and talked for hours. And we've had a 903 00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:57,319 Speaker 2: lot of great conversations in those moments. And we were 904 00:54:57,360 --> 00:55:02,960 Speaker 2: having dinner while we were promoting all Riche and I said, look, 905 00:55:03,160 --> 00:55:05,879 Speaker 2: you know the story that you really need to tell 906 00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:10,920 Speaker 2: it's the resurrection. And there was this long pause and 907 00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:16,640 Speaker 2: he said something profoundly beautiful. He said, if we do this, 908 00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,160 Speaker 2: it can't be for the money, and it can't be 909 00:55:20,320 --> 00:55:24,640 Speaker 2: for to get back at people that you know that 910 00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:28,080 Speaker 2: have have hated us or wronged us, or or or 911 00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:32,480 Speaker 2: are been unhappy with us. And I said, you know, 912 00:55:32,640 --> 00:55:37,280 Speaker 2: amen to that. And then he said, you know Satan's 913 00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:41,799 Speaker 2: going to come after you. And I said, well, you know, 914 00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:47,759 Speaker 2: Satan doesn't really care about Baptists. It's really good when 915 00:55:47,760 --> 00:55:49,480 Speaker 2: Satan can get a Catholic. 916 00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:51,800 Speaker 3: But Baptis Sir Doma doesn't. 917 00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:57,080 Speaker 2: And and and of course you know I was being facetious, 918 00:55:57,160 --> 00:56:01,960 Speaker 2: but I was also thinking that what if he's right, Well. 919 00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:04,799 Speaker 3: That's what I would be thinking. What if he's right. 920 00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:09,960 Speaker 2: Well, we had a beautiful conversation about grace and uh. 921 00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:13,600 Speaker 2: And what I said was, first of all, thank you 922 00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:17,720 Speaker 2: you have a mass said for me. I appreciate it 923 00:56:17,760 --> 00:56:22,320 Speaker 2: in my soul. What about you? You know, what should 924 00:56:22,600 --> 00:56:24,960 Speaker 2: what should we do for you? And we had this 925 00:56:25,120 --> 00:56:31,120 Speaker 2: great conversation about grace that that we in you know, 926 00:56:31,160 --> 00:56:37,560 Speaker 2: in Catholicism you have the duties of the rituals, that 927 00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:42,360 Speaker 2: these are important it's not to say I I don't 928 00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:45,560 Speaker 2: believe it. It would be accurate to say that that 929 00:56:46,239 --> 00:56:50,759 Speaker 2: Catholics believe that the given ritual itself is the thing 930 00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:55,080 Speaker 2: that does the has the efficacy, but it's. 931 00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:57,480 Speaker 3: A vehicle of grace. The sacrament is a vehicle. 932 00:56:57,400 --> 00:57:04,120 Speaker 2: A vehicle of grace. And now protestantsor without the formalities 933 00:57:04,320 --> 00:57:07,640 Speaker 2: of it, but we believe in the same grace and 934 00:57:07,719 --> 00:57:12,160 Speaker 2: that that God loves us. While we don't deserve it, 935 00:57:12,719 --> 00:57:17,480 Speaker 2: we can't come to deserve it. We do our best 936 00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:21,320 Speaker 2: to live in in the honoring of the love that 937 00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:24,840 Speaker 2: God gave us before we deserved it, and we never 938 00:57:24,880 --> 00:57:28,000 Speaker 2: will deserve it. So we had this great conversation about that, 939 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:31,720 Speaker 2: and and that was that was the way we started. 940 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:35,600 Speaker 2: And I said, look, I knew that that he had 941 00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:40,880 Speaker 2: written the Passion, was very much, deeply involved in the 942 00:57:40,920 --> 00:57:44,320 Speaker 2: writing of it. And I said, well, look, let's partner 943 00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:47,560 Speaker 2: up and I'll write a draft, give it to you. 944 00:57:48,120 --> 00:57:51,000 Speaker 2: Then we'll start, you know, tearing it up, go through it. 945 00:57:51,080 --> 00:57:53,600 Speaker 2: You do your thing, I'll do my well, we'll work together, 946 00:57:53,680 --> 00:57:58,920 Speaker 2: we'll work apart. So so we started that way, and 947 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:02,480 Speaker 2: and then it's really you know, he he has brought. 948 00:58:03,320 --> 00:58:07,720 Speaker 2: It's somewhat different than the way Braveheart was, and that 949 00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:11,760 Speaker 2: I wrote the script, took it to him, but he 950 00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:14,400 Speaker 2: had to take it apart in his head and put 951 00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:17,200 Speaker 2: it back together in his head to direct it. And 952 00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:21,560 Speaker 2: we were soldiers, he acted, and it was I wrote it, 953 00:58:22,080 --> 00:58:25,760 Speaker 2: I directed it, I produced it. Then in this it's like, Okay, 954 00:58:27,560 --> 00:58:38,320 Speaker 2: his unique vision of the spiritual realm is uh is 955 00:58:38,400 --> 00:58:42,720 Speaker 2: really special? And UH and the you know, the interesting 956 00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:49,960 Speaker 2: thing is that while in some ways the Ultimate Movie, 957 00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:52,360 Speaker 2: I want to keep it all secret about what's going 958 00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:57,160 Speaker 2: to happen, but the Ultimate Movie in some ways will 959 00:58:57,160 --> 00:59:01,320 Speaker 2: have elements that people have never seen before. H And 960 00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:05,400 Speaker 2: in fact, in many ways it'll be stuff nobody's ever seen. 961 00:59:06,320 --> 00:59:09,040 Speaker 2: And yet I believe it will be in a certain way, 962 00:59:09,120 --> 00:59:13,320 Speaker 2: the most orthodox telling. It will be the most consistent 963 00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:20,760 Speaker 2: telling of the overall belief, the awe, and the mystery 964 00:59:21,200 --> 00:59:26,440 Speaker 2: that that Christians experience when they experience the Resurrection. 965 00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:28,880 Speaker 3: What is the hardest part of this process? 966 00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:35,680 Speaker 1: What is the most difficult, what's the what's the hardest 967 00:59:36,480 --> 00:59:39,680 Speaker 1: blockades that you've encountered? Because you are dealing with a 968 00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:46,000 Speaker 1: story that has so many unknown surrounding them, you know 969 00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:50,120 Speaker 1: Jesus shows it walks to the wall. I mean, you 970 00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:54,560 Speaker 1: know he's on the road to a mais Well, why. 971 00:59:54,360 --> 00:59:54,919 Speaker 3: Don't they wreck? 972 00:59:55,160 --> 00:59:58,360 Speaker 2: Yes exactly, yes, why don't they know it's yes? 973 00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:01,320 Speaker 3: But how do you trade that on camera? 974 01:00:02,400 --> 01:00:09,800 Speaker 2: I think that the first internal challenge. I'm not sure 975 01:00:09,840 --> 01:00:12,080 Speaker 2: how Mel would answer this question. To be fascinating to 976 01:00:12,120 --> 01:00:14,080 Speaker 2: see how he does. I'm sure you're going to talk 977 01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:21,840 Speaker 2: with him. But there's a universal kind of truth about 978 01:00:21,920 --> 01:00:24,200 Speaker 2: this and every other story. It's getting out of the way, 979 01:00:24,840 --> 01:00:28,000 Speaker 2: getting yourself out of the way, and the other is 980 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:33,560 Speaker 2: getting in the way. That as in when I first 981 01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:36,960 Speaker 2: wrote Braveheart, I didn't believe anybody was going to like it. 982 01:00:37,360 --> 01:00:40,600 Speaker 2: I thought I would, but I didn't believe it really nobody. 983 01:00:41,440 --> 01:00:43,520 Speaker 2: People have said to me, you had to know that 984 01:00:44,240 --> 01:00:46,440 Speaker 2: people are going to love it, like no, I did not. 985 01:00:46,800 --> 01:00:49,640 Speaker 2: In fact, I believe no one was going to love it. 986 01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:52,600 Speaker 2: It was I wanted to write what was true for me. 987 01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:58,880 Speaker 2: That gets back to my mother. The other people saying 988 01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:02,360 Speaker 2: that somebody else did it, it is no excuse saying 989 01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:05,280 Speaker 2: that standard was high enough for them. That's good, that's 990 01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:07,640 Speaker 2: high enough for them, It's not high enough for us. 991 01:01:08,160 --> 01:01:11,760 Speaker 2: We have a different we have a different standard. So 992 01:01:12,920 --> 01:01:16,240 Speaker 2: I think there's the thing of does it move you? 993 01:01:17,400 --> 01:01:20,360 Speaker 2: And and that's one of the things I would say 994 01:01:20,360 --> 01:01:27,040 Speaker 2: about Mel in particular, that you see, you see that 995 01:01:27,400 --> 01:01:32,280 Speaker 2: his heart and his vulnerability are in or in his work, 996 01:01:32,520 --> 01:01:36,560 Speaker 2: and they're certainly in mind. When I'm directing and the 997 01:01:36,600 --> 01:01:39,840 Speaker 2: actors do something that brings tears to my eyes, I 998 01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:43,000 Speaker 2: do not wipe them away. I go up to them 999 01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:45,080 Speaker 2: and I get in their face and I let them 1000 01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:48,480 Speaker 2: see that they just moved me. I need them to know. 1001 01:01:49,400 --> 01:01:55,280 Speaker 1: And if import insight though, he and you have that 1002 01:01:55,280 --> 01:02:01,920 Speaker 1: that vulnerability which people don't necessarily see, but that's that's. 1003 01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:03,360 Speaker 3: At the heart of his art and yours. 1004 01:02:03,560 --> 01:02:08,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's the part that I think they Again 1005 01:02:08,240 --> 01:02:11,680 Speaker 2: I'm not here to speak for Mel, but I think 1006 01:02:11,760 --> 01:02:16,320 Speaker 2: it's something that people really miss about him is how 1007 01:02:18,200 --> 01:02:24,880 Speaker 2: incredibly tender and generous hearted, and that he really wants 1008 01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,720 Speaker 2: to live in the right way. And he certainly has 1009 01:02:28,760 --> 01:02:32,800 Speaker 2: his challenges as we all do to doing that. But 1010 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:40,200 Speaker 2: but yeah, I've seen multiple cases in which he felt 1011 01:02:41,040 --> 01:02:44,000 Speaker 2: he had to settle directly with a person, and he 1012 01:02:44,040 --> 01:02:47,000 Speaker 2: doesn't do it through like if he's got a problem 1013 01:02:47,040 --> 01:02:49,000 Speaker 2: with somebody. I've seen him go up and say, please 1014 01:02:49,040 --> 01:02:55,160 Speaker 2: forgive me, I'm sorry, And people don't see that that side, 1015 01:02:54,920 --> 01:02:56,560 Speaker 2: but it's it's quite real. 1016 01:02:56,920 --> 01:03:00,160 Speaker 1: You said something I came across the other day that 1017 01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:02,400 Speaker 1: actually you told it to me years ago. I went 1018 01:03:02,440 --> 01:03:04,560 Speaker 1: through an old interview again me and you said this. 1019 01:03:05,600 --> 01:03:08,800 Speaker 1: I'm thought of as the author of Brave Heart, but 1020 01:03:09,000 --> 01:03:12,720 Speaker 1: this tale is the author of me. Yeah, explain that. 1021 01:03:13,320 --> 01:03:18,320 Speaker 2: Well. I think that there's something that happens when you 1022 01:03:20,400 --> 01:03:24,560 Speaker 2: speak the truth, as you know it is that it 1023 01:03:25,360 --> 01:03:28,960 Speaker 2: is not a one way flow. It is a it 1024 01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:29,720 Speaker 2: is a loop. 1025 01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:30,640 Speaker 3: It is a. 1026 01:03:30,560 --> 01:03:37,440 Speaker 2: Divine loop, and that by standing up and saying what 1027 01:03:37,600 --> 01:03:43,480 Speaker 2: you truly believe, then that actually creates it again in you. 1028 01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:48,240 Speaker 2: It's like taking a vow. Yeah. You know. I wrote 1029 01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:52,360 Speaker 2: a song once and I have thought of it recently 1030 01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:57,880 Speaker 2: because some relationships are changing in my life and one 1031 01:03:57,920 --> 01:04:04,280 Speaker 2: in particular, and and I wrote a song that had 1032 01:04:04,280 --> 01:04:09,400 Speaker 2: the lyric what will it take if I follow my dream? 1033 01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:15,200 Speaker 2: Will it be just a little or everything? What will 1034 01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:18,000 Speaker 2: it mean if I give my all to a glorious 1035 01:04:18,080 --> 01:04:22,400 Speaker 2: climb or an endless fall? If I stood up and shouted, 1036 01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:26,040 Speaker 2: if I prayed on my knees. If I swore in defiance, 1037 01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:29,440 Speaker 2: if I said pretty please, would it all be the same. 1038 01:04:29,520 --> 01:04:31,720 Speaker 2: If I come to the end with no promise to 1039 01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:36,640 Speaker 2: keep and no vow to defend, I will stand my ground. 1040 01:04:36,760 --> 01:04:39,560 Speaker 2: I will kneel and pray. I won't wait for tomorrow. 1041 01:04:39,560 --> 01:04:42,440 Speaker 2: I'll do it today. I'll die in the dirt, but 1042 01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:44,800 Speaker 2: my heart will be clean when I say yes to 1043 01:04:44,840 --> 01:04:48,400 Speaker 2: heaven and follow my dream. And that's what I believe. 1044 01:04:48,800 --> 01:04:51,880 Speaker 2: I believe that I wrote that some years back, just 1045 01:04:51,960 --> 01:04:53,480 Speaker 2: came across it recently. 1046 01:04:53,120 --> 01:04:55,720 Speaker 3: And went, huh, there it is there. 1047 01:04:55,760 --> 01:05:03,880 Speaker 2: It is what out then spoke to me then and 1048 01:05:03,920 --> 01:05:06,560 Speaker 2: speaks to me in a different way. Now, what you 1049 01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:09,800 Speaker 2: do creates you as well as you create it. 1050 01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:12,480 Speaker 1: And now you're touring the country which I love, and 1051 01:05:12,520 --> 01:05:15,240 Speaker 1: you're you're you wrote a book called Living the Brave 1052 01:05:15,240 --> 01:05:19,360 Speaker 1: Heart Life. Yes, now you're kind of you're really traveling. 1053 01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:22,200 Speaker 1: You're the traveling evangelist for the Brave Heart Life. Let's 1054 01:05:22,200 --> 01:05:25,160 Speaker 1: face it. Yeah, what is it? Tell me what those 1055 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:28,040 Speaker 1: appearances are like, why you're doing that? Why are you 1056 01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:33,200 Speaker 1: going town to town telling these stories? Your music? 1057 01:05:34,800 --> 01:05:36,960 Speaker 3: Tell me what it is and why you decided to 1058 01:05:37,040 --> 01:05:37,600 Speaker 3: undertake it. 1059 01:05:37,840 --> 01:05:41,520 Speaker 2: I wanted I was. I was really offended during the pandemic. 1060 01:05:41,680 --> 01:05:46,080 Speaker 2: I was offended by the fear that was prevalent and 1061 01:05:47,520 --> 01:05:51,439 Speaker 2: among all of us, and particularly among our leaders, UH 1062 01:05:51,480 --> 01:05:56,680 Speaker 2: to separate people. Diseases are dangerous, they kill people all 1063 01:05:56,720 --> 01:06:03,440 Speaker 2: the time. I know we were uncertain how the pandemic 1064 01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:05,600 Speaker 2: was going to play out, but I didn't think it 1065 01:06:05,680 --> 01:06:07,600 Speaker 2: was going to wipe out the human race. I didn't 1066 01:06:07,600 --> 01:06:11,280 Speaker 2: think that we were designed to be that frail. And 1067 01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:13,760 Speaker 2: I wanted to get out in front of people. I 1068 01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:18,920 Speaker 2: decided that that reaching people just through social media wasn't 1069 01:06:18,920 --> 01:06:23,240 Speaker 2: the way to reach people or to be reached by people. 1070 01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:26,720 Speaker 2: I wanted to have the experience like I had with 1071 01:06:26,800 --> 01:06:30,200 Speaker 2: that girl that stood up and gave me a gift 1072 01:06:30,360 --> 01:06:34,480 Speaker 2: that I never imagined getting to tell me, this is 1073 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:38,440 Speaker 2: the power that Braveheart had for women. That so I 1074 01:06:39,200 --> 01:06:42,560 Speaker 2: have got to get out of my comfort zone and 1075 01:06:42,680 --> 01:06:46,600 Speaker 2: Friendomen had gone back to doing music because I had 1076 01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:50,160 Speaker 2: this experience that I had Mercia in my right hand 1077 01:06:50,320 --> 01:06:54,280 Speaker 2: and the doctors had decided they're going to amputate my hand, 1078 01:06:54,600 --> 01:06:57,120 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. And I mean they had already decided. 1079 01:06:57,160 --> 01:07:02,160 Speaker 2: It was Mayo clinic. They one of the physical therapists 1080 01:07:02,200 --> 01:07:04,920 Speaker 2: told me they had already had the meeting of what 1081 01:07:05,000 --> 01:07:08,560 Speaker 2: my post amputation therapy was going to be. With this 1082 01:07:08,680 --> 01:07:13,960 Speaker 2: one doctor wouldn't give up and he had a plan, 1083 01:07:14,240 --> 01:07:17,880 Speaker 2: and he found a way to save my hand, which 1084 01:07:17,920 --> 01:07:20,440 Speaker 2: involved taking an artery and a vein and a nerve 1085 01:07:20,480 --> 01:07:22,880 Speaker 2: out of my leg and weaving it into my hand. 1086 01:07:25,080 --> 01:07:27,680 Speaker 2: I went to bed one night thinking the next day 1087 01:07:27,680 --> 01:07:29,760 Speaker 2: they're going to amputate my hand. But I had a 1088 01:07:29,880 --> 01:07:36,000 Speaker 2: dream and in the dream I saw the Wallace family crest, 1089 01:07:36,040 --> 01:07:39,720 Speaker 2: which is a night holding a sword cock to strike. 1090 01:07:40,360 --> 01:07:43,520 Speaker 2: And in this dream I was the Knight, but instead 1091 01:07:43,520 --> 01:07:46,040 Speaker 2: of holding a sword, my fingers were pointing toward heaven 1092 01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:47,800 Speaker 2: and they were the ones that were going to start 1093 01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:51,280 Speaker 2: the amputation with. And I woke up going, God's not 1094 01:07:51,360 --> 01:07:54,040 Speaker 2: going to take my hand. And when I came out 1095 01:07:54,040 --> 01:07:56,480 Speaker 2: of that, I decided I'm going to instead of just 1096 01:07:56,520 --> 01:08:00,240 Speaker 2: like squeeze rubber balls and springs and things, going to 1097 01:08:00,280 --> 01:08:02,520 Speaker 2: learn to play the piano. I bought a beautiful piano 1098 01:08:03,080 --> 01:08:06,400 Speaker 2: again to practice every day. And a friend of mine said, 1099 01:08:06,560 --> 01:08:08,480 Speaker 2: if you want to be a musician, you have to 1100 01:08:08,520 --> 01:08:11,040 Speaker 2: play in front of people. So I wrote a show 1101 01:08:11,640 --> 01:08:15,160 Speaker 2: and the show has clips from my movies and the 1102 01:08:15,240 --> 01:08:18,640 Speaker 2: stories about how I came to write those scenes. I 1103 01:08:18,720 --> 01:08:21,880 Speaker 2: tell some of the stories that we've shared today and 1104 01:08:22,400 --> 01:08:26,000 Speaker 2: music that I wrote for my movies, or about the 1105 01:08:26,000 --> 01:08:29,599 Speaker 2: themes that the movies are in. So it's a ninety 1106 01:08:29,600 --> 01:08:33,800 Speaker 2: minute almost Broadway like I think Bruce Springsteen on Broadway. 1107 01:08:34,000 --> 01:08:37,120 Speaker 2: Of course he's Bruce Springsteen and I'm not. But I 1108 01:08:37,240 --> 01:08:43,080 Speaker 2: have movies that that people relate to and families could 1109 01:08:43,120 --> 01:08:47,760 Speaker 2: see together and draw from. So I particularly loved to 1110 01:08:47,760 --> 01:08:51,639 Speaker 2: go to schools. I went to Belmont University in Nashville. Yeah, 1111 01:08:51,680 --> 01:08:56,400 Speaker 2: it was an incredible experience. And so we're touring around 1112 01:08:56,400 --> 01:08:56,799 Speaker 2: the country. 1113 01:08:56,960 --> 01:08:59,640 Speaker 1: I love that. I love it well. I also love 1114 01:08:59,680 --> 01:09:01,040 Speaker 1: that it's full circle for you. 1115 01:09:01,320 --> 01:09:02,559 Speaker 2: Yeah, because you're bringing the. 1116 01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:06,759 Speaker 1: Music, your stories as well as the movies. It's really 1117 01:09:06,880 --> 01:09:09,040 Speaker 1: and yourself and you. And there's something. 1118 01:09:08,840 --> 01:09:11,720 Speaker 3: About live performance that, yes, is your replacement. 1119 01:09:11,680 --> 01:09:12,080 Speaker 2: That's right. 1120 01:09:12,400 --> 01:09:15,080 Speaker 1: Let's talk before I go. There's an a royal Grande 1121 01:09:15,200 --> 01:09:18,280 Speaker 1: questionnaire I asked everybody, so forgive me, but this is 1122 01:09:18,400 --> 01:09:21,720 Speaker 1: rapid fire. Okay, who's the person you most admire. 1123 01:09:23,560 --> 01:09:32,960 Speaker 2: Besides Jesus Davy Crockett? Why a common man who who 1124 01:09:33,960 --> 01:09:40,800 Speaker 2: had enormous challenges. Was illiterate, raised by an alcoholic father 1125 01:09:40,920 --> 01:09:43,600 Speaker 2: who beat him and sold him into slavery when he 1126 01:09:43,680 --> 01:09:49,720 Speaker 2: was a child. Became a famed Indian fighter and then 1127 01:09:51,160 --> 01:09:53,840 Speaker 2: fought for the Indians. He was the only Tennessee and 1128 01:09:54,680 --> 01:09:57,519 Speaker 2: in Congress who refused to vote for the removal of 1129 01:09:57,600 --> 01:10:04,400 Speaker 2: the Indians. And and he had wit and courage, and 1130 01:10:04,479 --> 01:10:09,280 Speaker 2: he walked through the world alone and great and character. 1131 01:10:09,360 --> 01:10:12,400 Speaker 2: And I see that, and then having my dad was 1132 01:10:12,400 --> 01:10:16,800 Speaker 2: from Lizard Lick, Tennessee. I relate to Davy Crockett. But yeah, 1133 01:10:17,160 --> 01:10:18,439 Speaker 2: Davy Crockett. 1134 01:10:18,439 --> 01:10:20,760 Speaker 3: That should be your next movie. It is, Oh, it is? 1135 01:10:21,040 --> 01:10:24,160 Speaker 2: Are you working I'm working on. I'm working on right now, 1136 01:10:24,200 --> 01:10:27,599 Speaker 2: a movie on the Swiss Guards. Huh, which we may 1137 01:10:27,640 --> 01:10:32,000 Speaker 2: shoot simultaneously in Rome with with some other movie, some 1138 01:10:32,120 --> 01:10:33,200 Speaker 2: other little movie. 1139 01:10:33,320 --> 01:10:33,559 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1140 01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:37,200 Speaker 1: It made yeah interesting. Yeah, I'm getting all kinds of 1141 01:10:37,240 --> 01:10:40,479 Speaker 1: news today. Okay, what is your best feature? 1142 01:10:41,200 --> 01:10:43,400 Speaker 2: My best personal feature? 1143 01:10:43,640 --> 01:10:46,240 Speaker 3: Feature could be personal, could be physical, I don't care. 1144 01:10:46,840 --> 01:10:49,639 Speaker 2: My best feature is my willingness to make a fool 1145 01:10:49,640 --> 01:10:50,280 Speaker 2: of myself. 1146 01:10:50,760 --> 01:10:55,360 Speaker 3: Huh. Favorite book and last book you read? 1147 01:10:55,640 --> 01:11:04,760 Speaker 2: My favorite book is well Charles Dickens. Probably great Expectations 1148 01:11:04,920 --> 01:11:11,519 Speaker 2: or David Copperfield. I love Dickens. The most recent book 1149 01:11:11,680 --> 01:11:14,680 Speaker 2: that I read is Rick Rubins on Creativity. 1150 01:11:14,800 --> 01:11:16,400 Speaker 3: Oh that's a great book. 1151 01:11:16,720 --> 01:11:17,400 Speaker 2: That's awesome. 1152 01:11:17,680 --> 01:11:19,920 Speaker 3: Great boy, he's a great guy. What do you fear? 1153 01:11:23,080 --> 01:11:28,879 Speaker 2: I fear fear. I fear listening to the fear is natural. 1154 01:11:29,960 --> 01:11:33,240 Speaker 2: Ernie Savage who was one of the heroes from We 1155 01:11:33,240 --> 01:11:39,559 Speaker 2: Were Soldiers, he went through an incredible physical horrors during 1156 01:11:39,600 --> 01:11:42,880 Speaker 2: the battle and I asked him how he functioned amid 1157 01:11:42,880 --> 01:11:45,040 Speaker 2: all the terror, and he said, well, fear is your friend. 1158 01:11:45,920 --> 01:11:49,080 Speaker 2: Without fear, we have never survived. It makes you alert, 1159 01:11:49,280 --> 01:11:53,000 Speaker 2: it makes you motivated. Fear's your friend. I know it 1160 01:11:53,040 --> 01:11:56,000 Speaker 2: can be. I know it also can eat you up. 1161 01:11:56,720 --> 01:12:03,040 Speaker 2: And I fear listening too much fear. One of part 1162 01:12:03,080 --> 01:12:06,479 Speaker 2: of my daily mantra, I call it the daily prayers 1163 01:12:06,520 --> 01:12:09,120 Speaker 2: I say, is that I abandoned fear. 1164 01:12:09,680 --> 01:12:09,920 Speaker 3: Huh. 1165 01:12:10,400 --> 01:12:12,640 Speaker 2: I know it's there, but I walk away from it. 1166 01:12:12,840 --> 01:12:17,040 Speaker 1: What do you know that others don't that no one 1167 01:12:17,080 --> 01:12:23,320 Speaker 1: else does? I know that's a crafty and wicked question. 1168 01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:26,240 Speaker 1: That is such a but it's a good one. That's 1169 01:12:26,560 --> 01:12:28,560 Speaker 1: such a good one. 1170 01:12:29,280 --> 01:12:30,880 Speaker 3: What do you know that others don't? 1171 01:12:31,360 --> 01:12:37,599 Speaker 2: I know that within every one of us is a 1172 01:12:37,600 --> 01:12:41,960 Speaker 2: little boy or a little girl who needs to be 1173 01:12:43,360 --> 01:12:49,040 Speaker 2: embraced and loved, and and there are other people that 1174 01:12:49,200 --> 01:12:52,800 Speaker 2: say those exact same words. It's just, you know, how 1175 01:12:52,840 --> 01:12:55,360 Speaker 2: does it manifest? It's it's one of the reasons that 1176 01:12:56,400 --> 01:12:59,600 Speaker 2: like say, if I meet a woman in her nineties, 1177 01:13:00,240 --> 01:13:03,200 Speaker 2: I will kiss her hand. Okay, it's not the old 1178 01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:05,679 Speaker 2: woman whose hand is being kissed, it's that little girl. 1179 01:13:05,920 --> 01:13:08,320 Speaker 2: And then that's something I know that other people don't 1180 01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:08,680 Speaker 2: sing to. 1181 01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:11,960 Speaker 3: I love that. What's your biggest regret? 1182 01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:20,679 Speaker 2: Do you have one regret? You know, it's funny. 1183 01:13:20,760 --> 01:13:21,960 Speaker 3: I have. 1184 01:13:23,280 --> 01:13:32,840 Speaker 2: Moments that I regret the pain that something took but 1185 01:13:33,479 --> 01:13:42,000 Speaker 2: to happen, you know, a transition, a journey. I regret 1186 01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:46,760 Speaker 2: the pain that that's something that I might have been 1187 01:13:46,800 --> 01:13:49,960 Speaker 2: going through cost of other people, particularly the ones that 1188 01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:53,360 Speaker 2: I love the most. And at the same time, I 1189 01:13:54,120 --> 01:13:58,400 Speaker 2: really believe in the in the phrase in the fullness 1190 01:13:58,479 --> 01:14:02,599 Speaker 2: of time, and that God's plan is better than mine. 1191 01:14:03,160 --> 01:14:06,040 Speaker 2: And so some of the things that I thought were 1192 01:14:06,080 --> 01:14:09,400 Speaker 2: the worst things that could happen proved to be the 1193 01:14:09,400 --> 01:14:14,840 Speaker 2: greatest blessings I could have. So so I try to 1194 01:14:14,920 --> 01:14:17,639 Speaker 2: leave my regrets behind in the same way I try 1195 01:14:17,680 --> 01:14:18,599 Speaker 2: to leave fear behind. 1196 01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:23,240 Speaker 1: What's the best piece of advice you ever received. 1197 01:14:24,240 --> 01:14:26,960 Speaker 2: I yeah, one of the one of the most striking, 1198 01:14:27,640 --> 01:14:31,000 Speaker 2: other than my pastor saying, you know, the greatest calling 1199 01:14:31,040 --> 01:14:32,920 Speaker 2: you could have is the one God has for you. 1200 01:14:35,040 --> 01:14:42,000 Speaker 2: One was how more, how would say over and over 1201 01:14:42,080 --> 01:14:46,720 Speaker 2: follow your instincts? When I was directing we were soldiers, 1202 01:14:47,960 --> 01:14:50,880 Speaker 2: I was having a I'm sorry without a man in 1203 01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:53,560 Speaker 2: the unmask. I was having a real challenge and I 1204 01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:56,639 Speaker 2: knew how. I knew how then, but I was having 1205 01:14:56,680 --> 01:14:58,760 Speaker 2: a real challenge. I was the first time director, and 1206 01:14:59,720 --> 01:15:03,839 Speaker 2: all sorts of things were wrong. My marriage was in trouble. 1207 01:15:04,840 --> 01:15:08,479 Speaker 2: I was exhausted. I was the writer and director and 1208 01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:11,479 Speaker 2: producer of that movie. And any one of those jobs 1209 01:15:11,600 --> 01:15:13,879 Speaker 2: is enough to exhaust you and give you a nervous breakdown, 1210 01:15:13,880 --> 01:15:17,320 Speaker 2: But do all three at once, and that's hard. And 1211 01:15:16,280 --> 01:15:20,080 Speaker 2: then I had all these movie stars on the same 1212 01:15:20,120 --> 01:15:23,280 Speaker 2: movie and it's my first job and all that, And 1213 01:15:23,800 --> 01:15:27,360 Speaker 2: I had some rebellions within the ranks because some of 1214 01:15:27,400 --> 01:15:31,160 Speaker 2: the people I felt resented they had been in the 1215 01:15:31,240 --> 01:15:34,120 Speaker 2: movie business for thirty years, wanted to direct movies and 1216 01:15:34,160 --> 01:15:37,479 Speaker 2: they had never gotten an opportunity. And I've written one movie. 1217 01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:40,840 Speaker 2: The fact that it was Braveheart didn't impress them. And 1218 01:15:40,880 --> 01:15:45,040 Speaker 2: now I'm directing Leonardo DiCaprio and John Malkovich and all 1219 01:15:45,080 --> 01:15:49,920 Speaker 2: the early and I wrote how and I said, what 1220 01:15:49,960 --> 01:15:54,040 Speaker 2: do you do when the people under you? You know, 1221 01:15:54,120 --> 01:15:57,920 Speaker 2: I can hang some people from the yard arm, but 1222 01:15:58,640 --> 01:16:00,719 Speaker 2: if a captain hangs to me any of the crew, 1223 01:16:01,360 --> 01:16:03,680 Speaker 2: sooner or later people start to think, well, maybe the 1224 01:16:03,720 --> 01:16:07,639 Speaker 2: problem is the captain. What should I do? And Hal 1225 01:16:07,680 --> 01:16:11,719 Speaker 2: wrote me back and said, the job of any leader, 1226 01:16:11,800 --> 01:16:15,000 Speaker 2: the first job is to grab your own morale by 1227 01:16:15,000 --> 01:16:16,840 Speaker 2: the scruff of the neck and lift it out of 1228 01:16:16,880 --> 01:16:20,840 Speaker 2: the mud. So stop complaining and start leading. That was 1229 01:16:20,840 --> 01:16:22,040 Speaker 2: pretty powerful advice. 1230 01:16:22,120 --> 01:16:24,400 Speaker 3: And that's what you did. That's what I did, created a. 1231 01:16:24,320 --> 01:16:26,400 Speaker 2: Heck of a movie by thank you, Thank you. 1232 01:16:26,520 --> 01:16:32,360 Speaker 3: What happens when this is over? Wow? 1233 01:16:33,080 --> 01:16:35,200 Speaker 2: I don't even think of about it. I really don't. 1234 01:16:35,400 --> 01:16:40,519 Speaker 2: I I think and it's that I'll die in the dirt, 1235 01:16:40,520 --> 01:16:45,880 Speaker 2: but my heart will be clean and I'm prepared to 1236 01:16:45,960 --> 01:16:51,280 Speaker 2: die in the dirt. So wow, yeah, I'm prepared. 1237 01:16:51,360 --> 01:16:52,200 Speaker 3: I so enjoyed this. 1238 01:16:52,360 --> 01:16:55,000 Speaker 2: Thank you, Thank you your joy always to see us. 1239 01:16:55,120 --> 01:16:56,839 Speaker 2: Thank you to your brother, Thank. 1240 01:16:56,680 --> 01:17:00,920 Speaker 1: You, so many revelations in that interview, I will never 1241 01:17:01,080 --> 01:17:04,559 Speaker 1: hear every man dies, but not every man really lives 1242 01:17:04,680 --> 01:17:08,160 Speaker 1: without thinking of Randy Wallace's mother. And I loved that 1243 01:17:08,320 --> 01:17:11,840 Speaker 1: line from Colonel Halmore, whom I knew a leader's first 1244 01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:14,719 Speaker 1: job is to grab your own morale by the scruff 1245 01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:16,719 Speaker 1: of the neck and lift it out of the mud. 1246 01:17:16,920 --> 01:17:20,200 Speaker 1: So stop complaining and start leading. And the prayer Randy 1247 01:17:20,320 --> 01:17:23,240 Speaker 1: says before he writes it is so important, But I 1248 01:17:23,280 --> 01:17:25,200 Speaker 1: do hate that he doesn't outline anything. 1249 01:17:25,560 --> 01:17:27,080 Speaker 3: Maybe that's why he's praying. 1250 01:17:27,360 --> 01:17:31,920 Speaker 1: And finally abandon fear. It is the only true path 1251 01:17:32,320 --> 01:17:36,960 Speaker 1: to creativity. Arroyo Grande Travel is sponsored by our partners 1252 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:42,759 Speaker 1: at Corporate Travel, celebrating sixty years facilitating exceptional faith education, 1253 01:17:42,960 --> 01:17:47,840 Speaker 1: music and family travel. This is their website at ctscentral 1254 01:17:48,240 --> 01:17:50,439 Speaker 1: dot net. I hope you'll come back to a Royal 1255 01:17:50,520 --> 01:17:53,720 Speaker 1: Grande soon. Why live a dry, constricted life when if 1256 01:17:53,720 --> 01:17:56,160 Speaker 1: you fill it with good things, it can flow into 1257 01:17:56,200 --> 01:17:58,559 Speaker 1: a broad, driving Arroyo Grande. 1258 01:17:58,760 --> 01:17:59,599 Speaker 3: I'm Raymond Arroyo. 1259 01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:03,479 Speaker 1: Make sure you subscribe like this episode, Thanks for diving in, 1260 01:18:03,520 --> 01:18:07,080 Speaker 1: and we'll see you next time. A Roo Grande is 1261 01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:10,960 Speaker 1: produced in partnership with iHeart Podcasts. And is available on 1262 01:18:11,040 --> 01:18:25,680 Speaker 1: the iHeartRadio, Apple, wherever you get your podcasts.