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Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi. What's your name? What's up?

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Speaker 2: My name is Beatrice.

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Speaker 1: Beatrice. How's it going for me? You know it is

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Speaker 1: going all right for me. I'm actually uh, I'm happy

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Speaker 1: to be here recording this. It gives me something to do.

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Speaker 1: I think in life, if you don't have anything to do,

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Speaker 1: you'll go crazy. So I'm glad to be doing something

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Speaker 1: right now. What's up with you, Beatrice? What are you doing?

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Speaker 1: How are you doing?

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Speaker 2: I am great. I just got out of a great shower.

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Speaker 2: I made some sausage balls, seasonal sausage balls, and I'm

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Speaker 2: very excited.

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Speaker 1: That sounds wonderful. Well, Beatrice, is there a particular reason

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Speaker 1: that you picked up the phone and called a crazy,

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Speaker 1: crazy person in a in a gecko suit today?

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, I have been trying to call you

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Speaker 2: for so long, like so many people say, and uh,

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Speaker 2: I I'm gonna go in another room, sorry, my bird,

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Speaker 2: excuse my bird. No. I live next to a church,

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Speaker 2: and the other day I had somebody break through my

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Speaker 2: fence that separates me and the church, and he like

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Speaker 2: proceeded to like chase me down the street and like

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Speaker 2: call me out and this and that whatever. But my

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Speaker 2: theory is that he's making a portal through my fence

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Speaker 2: so they can just go straight down to the river

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Speaker 2: because I live next to a river. And I think, yeah,

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Speaker 2: I've seen it happen before.

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry, Beatrice, you said a man is a man

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Speaker 1: came from the church and ran through your fence and

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Speaker 1: started chasing you.

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Speaker 2: Well, yeah, so here's the deal. They come off the

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Speaker 2: main road, and they come off the main road and

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Speaker 2: they like try to go behind the church and like

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Speaker 2: hang out and whatever. And I'm not really about it

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Speaker 2: because right now I'm like home by myself, so I'm

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Speaker 2: like eight wrong, Oh okay, but this guy was different.

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Speaker 2: I like started to leave, yeah, and I kind of

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Speaker 2: watched him because he was kind of looking at my

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Speaker 2: fence and I was like, please tell And next thing,

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Speaker 2: you know, he threw his bike over and then he

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Speaker 2: busted through it and just ran his way through my

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Speaker 2: fence and yeah, he just broke a chunk through and

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Speaker 2: then he just gone on his bike and chased me

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Speaker 2: down the road because I was watching him, And yeah.

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Speaker 1: Do things like this happen often? Live in the where

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Speaker 1: you live.

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Speaker 2: I won't give the town, but I can confidently say

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Speaker 2: I live in Oregon and so like the homeless and

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Speaker 2: like not even homeless, because this guy was very aware

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Speaker 2: of what he was doing. It's like the situation.

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Speaker 1: Like so this was this was a man on drugs,

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Speaker 1: not a man possessed by the devil coming out of

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Speaker 1: the church.

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Speaker 2: Honestly, either way, I don't care. But all right, like that, yeah,

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Speaker 2: all right, Now I'm debating if I want to sue

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Speaker 2: the church into paying for a fence.

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Speaker 1: Well, why why is it the church's fault? Did the

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Speaker 1: guy come? This is this guy? Why is it the

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Speaker 1: church's fault this guy? Does he have anything to do

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Speaker 1: with the church.

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Speaker 2: No, But here's the deal, is they always they're not

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Speaker 2: coming from my side, Like, they're not coming from my

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Speaker 2: side of the fence hopping over to get to the

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Speaker 2: main road. They're coming from the main road hopping over

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Speaker 2: like and then this is how I've been a problem before,

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Speaker 2: where they come from the road and they like go

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Speaker 2: through the cracks in my fence or whatever.

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Speaker 1: But this guy, Yeah, but why yeah, But was they

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Speaker 1: have to do with the.

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Speaker 2: Church because we've asked them to help because it's some

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Speaker 2: of their fence too, you know, like half of it's theirs.

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Speaker 2: If it's on there, if it's if we're sharing the

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Speaker 2: fence and half of it's theirs. And so we've asked

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Speaker 2: them before, be like, hey, we'll go fifty to fifty.

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Speaker 2: Can you guys help us like rebuild the fence or

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Speaker 2: could you just help pay for it and we'll get

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Speaker 2: it done. And they're like, no, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: If I don't know if you have a case here

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Speaker 1: to sue the church, I mean, I don't that's an

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Speaker 1: interesting that's an interesting case though, is I guess who

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Speaker 1: owns the fence? Who's responsible for the fence? Yeah, because

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Speaker 1: like I guess, if you were to slice a fence

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Speaker 1: in half, you're only responsible for your side of the fence,

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Speaker 1: which doesn't make any sense. But you know, well, I

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Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know a lot about fence ownership law.

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Speaker 2: Me too, and that's why so and that's why I

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Speaker 2: just want to look into it. But I've talked to

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Speaker 2: them and I feel like they won't give me the

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Speaker 2: time of day. But before I assume anybody yet, obviously

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Speaker 2: I'm going to figure it out. But I will do it.

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Speaker 1: Guys all right, Well yeah, are you? Are you doing

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Speaker 1: all right otherwise? Or there are people always coming into

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Speaker 1: your house trying to kill you.

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Speaker 2: No, not all the time.

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Speaker 1: It's pretty good.

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Speaker 2: My neighbors next to me got robbed during the middle

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Speaker 2: of the day, so there's that. I took a picture

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Speaker 2: of a burnt spoon down on the bike path.

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Speaker 3: The other day.

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Speaker 2: It was pretty nice. I didn't want to take it.

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Speaker 2: I almost took it to add to my things, but

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Speaker 2: I thought I didn't know what was on that spoon.

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Speaker 1: You're like the uh, You're like Ariel from The Little

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Speaker 1: Mermaid because she has like a spoon. But I guess

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Speaker 1: your spoon would be a crackspoon, you know.

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Speaker 2: And that would be very I'd be okay with a crack.

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Speaker 1: You're you're the Little Mermaid of collect filling a grotto

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Speaker 1: with drug paraphernalia from the sidewalk.

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Speaker 2: Wow, that's magic. And honestly, here I could just take

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Speaker 2: a walk and find all kinds of stuff. That's a

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Speaker 2: good idea.

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Speaker 1: What who are you? I will I? Who are you? Beatrice?

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Speaker 1: What do you? What's your deal?

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Speaker 2: Okay, Well here's the deal. I'm twenty two. I live

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Speaker 2: in Oregon. Love it hippie life for real. I'm a

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Speaker 2: pre k teacher. I have a career in that I've

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Speaker 2: been doing that for going on four years. And yeah,

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Speaker 2: I just teach three year old threees to like five

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Speaker 1: What is the Oregon hippie life these days? What does

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Speaker 1: that look like to you?

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Speaker 2: Duh? Well, I'm not in Portland, so it's pretty good.

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Speaker 2: Oregon hippie life for me is a lot of tied.

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Speaker 2: I I've been getting a billiant tied. I. Everybody is

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Speaker 2: getting taied for Christmas this year. Tied I Oregon Country Fair.

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Speaker 2: I recommend going to that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay, what do you uh are they? I have Oh,

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Speaker 1: I have a question. You teach three year olds?

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Speaker 2: I teach three to five or six, But I have

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Speaker 2: I have a I have a question, are the kids

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Speaker 1: Because I'm worried about Uh, I'm worried about the children

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Speaker 1: in this in our world. We live in a freakish

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Speaker 1: world that's evolved far beyond what our biology was meant for.

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Speaker 1: like a grandpa, but it's I am alarmed by it.

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Speaker 2: No for real, me too, y'all. Like it's getting it's

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Speaker 2: getting biblical, y'all. Like the end of times. I'm not

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Speaker 2: saying like always be watching, but I sleep with my

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Speaker 1: Do you really believe do you believe, I mean, I

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Speaker 1: no exaggeration, Do you really believe it is the end

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Speaker 2: Okay, Well, here's the you know, it's I mean, uh

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Speaker 2: in relible. It's it talks about things that will happen,

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Speaker 2: you know, one thing after another, not necessarily day to day,

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Speaker 2: but in the timeline of time, things will happen. And

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Speaker 2: y'all there's things been happening. So it's hmmm, it's telling

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Speaker 2: and I do think it's something will happen if we

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Speaker 2: don't destroy ourselves first, we'll see God coming down taking

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Speaker 2: us anyway. Uh. The kids, Well, here's the deal. I

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Speaker 2: think that my kids at my work are super spoiled

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Speaker 2: and they're like COVID babies. Have you heard of that?

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Speaker 1: Uh, like babies that were conceived during COVID.

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Speaker 2: See well and born more so born. I'm tagging this term.

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Speaker 2: It's called COVID babies.

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Speaker 2: Kids that grew up in quarantine and they don't have

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Speaker 2: socialization and if the parents didn't do their job as

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Speaker 2: teaching their kids. Some kids I have now that are

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Speaker 2: years old. It's like it's things like that. But uh,

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Speaker 2: And uh, those kind of kids, they're they come in

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Speaker 2: And they're same age as my kids. The work, but

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Speaker 2: they're already like they just have common sense, you know.

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Speaker 1: So you're worried about the kids, Uh, the these COVID

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Speaker 1: babies who have not who have neither, those.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they just I get some COVID babies and they

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Speaker 2: I'm just trying to teach my kids how to not

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Speaker 3: Like if you could be like a.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, and how long have you been a pre

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Speaker 2: I've been doing that for I've been doing pre K

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Speaker 2: for two, but I've been teaching for three going on four.

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Speaker 2: I was doing two year old and two year olds

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Speaker 2: is great. But something about like teaching the kids and

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Speaker 3: It's nice.

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Speaker 2: It's a good feeling.

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Speaker 1: You're only twenty two.

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Speaker 1: So they don't like, don't you have to finish college

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Speaker 2: Well, here's the deal. I uh I it's like I

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Speaker 2: would say, I hate when people say daycare because I've

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Speaker 2: and I'm not. I teach pre k and like a

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Speaker 2: high end uh glory, I'd say, yeah, glorified daycare. But

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Speaker 2: it's definitely like I have three classes at my school

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Speaker 2: and I have a class and yeah, no, you just

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Speaker 2: have to be a if teacher qualified. You get so

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Speaker 2: many hours and trainings in I have to do like

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Speaker 2: I think they moved it up to like a lot

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Speaker 2: of hours, like thirty hours or something crazy of like trainings.

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Speaker 1: And so and it is this is this like a

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Speaker 1: religious school, like a private school.

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Speaker 2: No, these parents are just super rich and like one

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Speaker 2: of the parents. They have the Tesla's like, the door

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Speaker 2: comes up, I'm like, and the five year.

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Speaker 3: Old comes out.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my gosh, what is your life? These

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Speaker 2: people own like businesses around town. They like are lawyers.

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Speaker 2: And one of my two year old, one of the

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Speaker 2: two year olds are in Colombia for just a holiday trip.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, wow, nice are you?

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Speaker 1: Are you a lady of God? You you were speaking

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Speaker 2: Me and God are pretty tight. We are, We're pretty tight.

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Speaker 2: I just man. And that's the thing too. My church

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Speaker 2: We just had both of our lead pastors quit because

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Speaker 2: I don't go because I haven't found that yet.

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Speaker 5: You know.

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Speaker 1: Interesting, So you don't go to church, but you you,

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Speaker 1: I mean, do you want to? Is that like something

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Speaker 2: Hell yeah, I definitely go. And I have tried different

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Speaker 2: it's it's a thing I've tried to incorporate in my life.

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Speaker 2: It's just some very I'm pickier about churches and who

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Speaker 2: I date.

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Speaker 1: Honestly, you're picky about churches and who you date.

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Speaker 2: No, I'm pickier. I'm more picky about churches than who

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Speaker 1: Oh oh oh yeah, how'd you meet? How'd you meet?

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Speaker 2: When do you meet people in real life for real?

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Speaker 1: Well?

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Speaker 2: Which at I don't want tender but uh, actually he

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Speaker 2: a what can I just.

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Speaker 1: Yes say as many things you want?

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Speaker 2: What here's the deal? Would be here all day. I

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Speaker 2: love talking. This is great. But uh no, he has

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Speaker 1: He's a six year old son?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, six year old, blind, autistic and nonverbal.

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Speaker 1: How old is he?

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Speaker 2: He's thirty. Well, he'll be thirty one in December, so

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Speaker 2: I'm kind of loving that, y'all.

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Speaker 1: Well, he's gotta he's got a six Yeah, what's uh

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Speaker 2: He's just like I don't know, y'all. Sometimes it's just

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Speaker 2: this is great. And I jo I'm like, oh my gosh, guys,

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Speaker 2: I could be a stepmom. What that's kind of crazy?

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Speaker 1: What's your ultimate beatrice? Right?

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Speaker 2: Well, it's I honestly, and I feel bad correcting you even.

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Speaker 1: But it's be a Trice Beatrice, Beatrice. I don't know

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Speaker 1: if I don't, I don't, I don't know if you

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Speaker 1: listen to this show. But I'll talk to someone for

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Speaker 2: Hey, you could do beat Rice. People be calling me

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Speaker 1: Well, Beatrice, what what's your ultimate goal? What's your what's

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Speaker 2: Uh? Gag. I would kind of like to get married.

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Speaker 1: You'd like to see how many animals you can How

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Speaker 1: many animals do you currently have?

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Speaker 2: I have a bird. I have a cocka seal. He's

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Speaker 2: You know, I'm hypoallergenic, so I can't really have most dogs,

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Speaker 1: Before we go, I'll take some I don't know if

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Speaker 1: While those are coming in, I'm gonna try to think

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Speaker 1: you in college right now? You're in school to try

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Speaker 2: No, I just law school is just like not been

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Speaker 1: Somebody said, would you walk through the portal in the

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Speaker 1: me that I completely gloss over your theory about how

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Speaker 1: the churches try to create a fucking portal in your backyard.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. No, here's the deal, and they do. It's not

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Speaker 2: even the jerse, just like the crackheads around town.

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Speaker 3: They do.

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Speaker 2: They make portals. I've seen them on a bridge and

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Speaker 1: Wait, the crackheads in your town are making portals.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and they like and now there's signs where the

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Speaker 3: What, oh, they close up the portal.

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Speaker 1: Yeah you go, are you They're they're creating portals and

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Speaker 2: Yeah. Like I've seen them close it and like close

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Speaker 1: Do you mean what you mean like a like a

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Speaker 2: I mean there's probably something magical happening on the other side.

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Speaker 2: I don't mean like we're going to the Twilight Zone,

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Speaker 2: I think if I walk through, I just.

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Speaker 1: I just want. I just want to clarify for you,

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Speaker 1: and it's by whatever your live, whatever your truth is.

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Speaker 2: Okay, well, here's a deal. I always say to speak

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Speaker 2: But what's interesting, and it is a portal too, because

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Speaker 2: I mean like I don't know, not like they get

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Speaker 2: just mean, like, how do they have an open hole

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Speaker 2: just like we're on a bridge. Where are they coming from?

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Speaker 1: So when you say that that, when you say that

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Speaker 1: where do you think this portal in your backyard is

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Speaker 2: I think they're gonna go down to the river and

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Speaker 2: t more crack with some.

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Speaker 1: So you mean you mean okay, so you mean a hole?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like a giant hole.

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Speaker 1: Okay, this is we're not talking about like like are

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 2: And I'm sorry if I do sound like that I do.

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Speaker 1: No, Okay, if you are, I don't care.

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Speaker 2: Oh I'm so serious, Like, no, it's just a giant

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Speaker 2: hole and I don't know. I recently got it fixed

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Speaker 1: All right, I'm gonna see Somebody asked if you do graffiti?

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Speaker 2: Ooh no, because here's the deal. I can't. I'm I'm

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Speaker 2: not an outside the box thinker. And that's what's so

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Speaker 2: oh my gosh, I did some hand turkeys this past week,

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Speaker 3: They looked horrible. It looked so bad.

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Speaker 2: So graffiti is just like it would be like a

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Speaker 1: Let me, someone wants to know if you smoke weed.

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, here's the deal. Only because I know

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Speaker 2: my parents. I'm lessen y'all. But hell yeah, I'm an olegan.

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Speaker 2: We smoke so much.

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Speaker 3: That's like what you do.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not high right now. It might sound

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Speaker 1: By the way, just somebody in the chat mentioned this,

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Speaker 1: I think it's good to be an outside of the

437
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Speaker 1: box thinker.

438
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Speaker 2: Huh, I concur I mean I do have a have

439
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:35,520
Speaker 2: you heard a bow.

440
00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:39,000
Speaker 1: Jangle the chicken thing?

441
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:41,400
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. Yeah.

442
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:45,160
Speaker 2: Well they have these country ham biscuits, Oh my gosh,

443
00:24:45,240 --> 00:24:49,159
Speaker 2: country ham busy sandwiches. Oh they're so good. And I

444
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:53,680
Speaker 2: got a country ham biscuit tattoo with a cowboy hat

445
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:57,080
Speaker 2: because it's country. So that's pretty outside the box.

446
00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: I'd say that's cool. All right, I'll give you one

447
00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:05,040
Speaker 1: if is there anything else you want? The people to

448
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:08,600
Speaker 1: know about you or your life or anything.

449
00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:14,040
Speaker 2: I mean, hell, y'all, I don't. I had so many things,

450
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,040
Speaker 2: and I was like, you know, once you get on here,

451
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:22,200
Speaker 2: it's nothing. Uh uh, I don't know. I wish y'all

452
00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:26,080
Speaker 2: had more to make me think. I don't, and I

453
00:25:26,119 --> 00:25:29,400
Speaker 2: know I'll regret it later, but I love talking.

454
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:35,280
Speaker 1: It was nice talking to you too, Beatrice. It's anything

455
00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:36,920
Speaker 1: else you want to say to the people before we go?

456
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:41,320
Speaker 2: Ah, yes, I want to say, how did my brother

457
00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:43,560
Speaker 2: hear me? Because I'm going to be telling about this

458
00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:46,879
Speaker 2: what I'm going to be telling him about this later

459
00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:50,320
Speaker 2: and if it makes another podcast, I will definitely be

460
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:54,760
Speaker 2: telling him about this later. And if anybody else wants

461
00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:58,200
Speaker 2: to make a portal in my sense, please don't. I'm

462
00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:00,000
Speaker 2: not about the builder I did not.

463
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:03,920
Speaker 1: You have you you have you have hit your portal

464
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,320
Speaker 1: quota for your life.

465
00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:09,119
Speaker 2: I really have, y'all, and my fence can't take it,

466
00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:10,960
Speaker 2: she said, put me out.

467
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:16,080
Speaker 1: So all right, all right, Beatrice, Well, good good luck.

468
00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:16,920
Speaker 1: You have you.

469
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Speaker 5: You.

470
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:20,439
Speaker 1: I think you're gonna be okay. You have a you

471
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:23,479
Speaker 1: you You rank low on the list of callers that

472
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:26,040
Speaker 1: I leave the conversations worried about them. I think you're

473
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:27,880
Speaker 1: gonna be I think you're gonna be all right.

474
00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:32,000
Speaker 2: Ah, well, thank you so much, and I appreciate it,

475
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,320
Speaker 2: and I love talking to you. This is great.

476
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,640
Speaker 1: Thank you. You have a good one.

477
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Speaker 2: Yeah, you have a great day.

478
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Speaker 1: Bye bye, Beatrice. I think she meant whole. I don't know.

479
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,760
Speaker 1: I still don't know. I asked, you, guys heard. I

480
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:57,959
Speaker 1: asked multiple times if she meant supernatural portals or if

481
00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:02,320
Speaker 1: she just meant whole, and she none of the times

482
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 1: that she really give me a straight answer. But she might.

483
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:09,480
Speaker 1: I but I guess, don't fucking I don't know. That's

484
00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:13,120
Speaker 1: probably that's my fault because it's me not being an

485
00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:15,199
Speaker 1: outside of the box thinker.

486
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:15,679
Speaker 2: You know.

487
00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:24,359
Speaker 1: Uh, doors are doors are portals in a sense. Yeah,

488
00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:28,240
Speaker 1: that's good. I liked that lady. She added, she seemed

489
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:32,440
Speaker 1: like she had a nice life. She had, she has

490
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:37,000
Speaker 1: pets that she cares about, and she looks at portals

491
00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:43,880
Speaker 1: and insane things happened to her and she laughs about it. Uh,

492
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 1: that's yeah, she's gonna be all right. Hello, Hello, Hey,

493
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:51,480
Speaker 1: what's up?

494
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 3: Nothing much. I genuinely did not think I was gonna

495
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:55,400
Speaker 3: get through.

496
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,439
Speaker 1: Well, here you are, and we are talking? And what

497
00:27:58,560 --> 00:27:59,880
Speaker 1: is up? How are you? What's your name?

498
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,360
Speaker 3: My name is roa weird name.

499
00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:04,719
Speaker 2: I know.

500
00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:08,520
Speaker 3: It means morning dew In Romanian, it's spelled are o

501
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,720
Speaker 3: u A Are you?

502
00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:14,359
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you Romanian?

503
00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:15,880
Speaker 3: I am?

504
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,680
Speaker 1: What's going on? What's going on in Romania?

505
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:25,000
Speaker 3: You know I'm going to find out in three months?

506
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:25,560
Speaker 1: Yeah?

507
00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:29,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, So my whole family, all my siblings were born

508
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:33,240
Speaker 3: in Romania and I'm the only one I was born here.

509
00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,680
Speaker 3: I'm twenty eight, and I decided that I am going

510
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:41,720
Speaker 3: to move to Romania and.

511
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 1: No shit, no way I had doing it. I had

512
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,800
Speaker 1: a cab driver. I had a Romanian cab driver, uh

513
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 1: a couple of weeks ago, and he told me that

514
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: Romania is like one of the safest places that he

515
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:56,280
Speaker 1: he told me he has like a like a seven

516
00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 1: year old daughter or something, and he just lets her

517
00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,760
Speaker 1: walk home in the middle of the night. I mean,

518
00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:02,640
Speaker 1: I don't know why she's out anywhere.

519
00:29:02,640 --> 00:29:04,040
Speaker 3: Okay, that's a little concerning.

520
00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:11,360
Speaker 1: Maybe that's on him, Maybe that's on him, But anyway,

521
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:16,000
Speaker 1: what's so? Why are you moving to Romania?

522
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:21,920
Speaker 3: So a few reasons. My life has been kind of

523
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:27,080
Speaker 3: crazy here within like the last couple of years. I

524
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:30,720
Speaker 3: got out of like a really shit long relationship where

525
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:34,520
Speaker 3: I felt like I couldn't really do the things that

526
00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:37,160
Speaker 3: I wanted to do. I've always wanted to experience living

527
00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 3: in a different country, and that relationship ended thankfully, and

528
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:47,200
Speaker 3: now I just have all of this like freedom in

529
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 3: a sense, and I feel like I have so much

530
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:51,800
Speaker 3: more room to grow into my skin. And I was like,

531
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:55,680
Speaker 3: what better way to experience that than like go to

532
00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 3: a different country and do that, because I feel like

533
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,120
Speaker 3: you get to learn a different part of yourself and

534
00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 3: you kind of immersify yourself in a completely different environment.

535
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,160
Speaker 1: So you are moving, it's not this isn't a trip,

536
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 1: this is a move.

537
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:11,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, so I'm moving. I'm doing it.

538
00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:14,880
Speaker 1: Where are you moving from?

539
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 3: From San Francisco?

540
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:20,720
Speaker 1: Oh okay, cool? What do you know people? You have

541
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,920
Speaker 1: family in Romania? So you know some folks I do?

542
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 3: I do. Yeah, I'm gonna go see my grandma. She's

543
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:29,080
Speaker 3: getting old, so I should go see her. I haven't

544
00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:32,560
Speaker 3: been to Romana since I was sixteen, so this is

545
00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:35,560
Speaker 3: it's gonna be an interesting trip for.

546
00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:36,640
Speaker 1: Me and.

547
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:40,120
Speaker 3: The language.

548
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:47,760
Speaker 1: Oh so what I say? You haven't been since you

549
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:51,520
Speaker 1: were sixteen twelve years ago? And you're so you're not

550
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,720
Speaker 1: even gonna take a little trip first before you pack

551
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 1: up your bags and move.

552
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:56,640
Speaker 3: No, I'm just doing it.

553
00:30:57,080 --> 00:30:59,000
Speaker 1: Do you have a Romanian passport? Is that? Are you

554
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:00,000
Speaker 1: like officially a citizen?

555
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:04,400
Speaker 3: So I'm in the process of that right now. I

556
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:08,480
Speaker 3: potentially might have to come back if it doesn't if

557
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:14,320
Speaker 3: everything doesn't get finalized, and I would have to come

558
00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:20,680
Speaker 3: back after like the ninety day you know, travel to day.

559
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:28,680
Speaker 3: But I will will get sorted out regardless. And yeah,

560
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 3: if I don't decide to stay in Romania, I will

561
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:34,960
Speaker 3: probably stay in another country out in Europe. But that's

562
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:35,800
Speaker 3: the plan right now.

563
00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:37,920
Speaker 1: Do you have a job or anything that you're gonna do.

564
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:42,280
Speaker 3: I don't know. I am applying a bunch of shit

565
00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 3: out there right now. I just graduated in May, and

566
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:51,360
Speaker 3: the job market here sucks, and I've been applying to

567
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:54,239
Speaker 3: jobs to get out of my nanny and gig for

568
00:31:54,320 --> 00:32:00,320
Speaker 3: like the past seven months, and I told myself, like

569
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 3: two more rejections from all these fucking companies and I'm out.

570
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:05,800
Speaker 3: And that's kind of what I'm doing.

571
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:09,680
Speaker 1: So what did you study.

572
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:17,240
Speaker 3: I studied environmental anthropology and archaeology, so I might do

573
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:20,200
Speaker 3: some like archaeological work in Transylvania or some shit.

574
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:23,680
Speaker 1: That's cool they have they have bones in Romania.

575
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 3: They've got bones, you know. I'm sure I can hopefully

576
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:32,040
Speaker 3: I come across some bones from well, i'd be im

577
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:33,920
Speaker 3: paler the people that he impaled.

578
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:35,800
Speaker 1: I don't know why. I know that. I know that

579
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,719
Speaker 1: it's like a whole field that encompasses many different things.

580
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 1: But when you say archaeologists, my head goes to like, oh,

581
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 1: this lady's going to Romania to dig up dinosaur bones.

582
00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 3: I mean I could come across those with archaeology like

583
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:55,520
Speaker 3: you do, come across bones, and it's let's say, like

584
00:32:55,600 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 3: artifacts that you work with. That'd be cool. If I

585
00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 3: come across a dinosaur bone, I don't know if I

586
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:07,640
Speaker 3: know how to identify it, but maybe I took Zoo

587
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:11,640
Speaker 3: orc zoo archaeology, so I know how to identify some animals.

588
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,440
Speaker 1: Are you gonna miss San Francisco? Do you got anything

589
00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,760
Speaker 1: going on for you there that you're like I don't

590
00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:17,280
Speaker 1: want to leave?

591
00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, my friends, it's such a great city. I do

592
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:26,320
Speaker 3: love this place. I've just been here my whole life,

593
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 3: so I think I'm gonna miss, you know, the the

594
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:36,880
Speaker 3: random naked people decide to walk out their door naked

595
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,560
Speaker 3: one day. I think I really appreciate that. I think

596
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 3: that's great. I would never do that. It's a city

597
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,600
Speaker 3: that terrifies me, but I love it so much. Like

598
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:49,240
Speaker 3: it's just the craziest shit happens here, but it's really

599
00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:54,080
Speaker 3: it's what makes San Francisco. So I missed that, But

600
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:58,959
Speaker 3: I think I need to explore life outside of the US.

601
00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:00,480
Speaker 3: I've always wanted to.

602
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:06,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, hmmm, Romance. What's that? What's that? What's the

603
00:34:06,640 --> 00:34:07,640
Speaker 1: city that you're moving to?

604
00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:14,440
Speaker 3: So my family is from the city called Souchava. I

605
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:17,600
Speaker 3: was thinking of staying there for a bit because I

606
00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:19,640
Speaker 3: have a place that I can stay at for free

607
00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:24,800
Speaker 3: for at least a few months. But I want to

608
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:30,040
Speaker 3: spend some time in uh Agrest, Right, It's just more

609
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:34,520
Speaker 3: there's more things going on there, it's more definitely more

610
00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 3: people speak English there. I'd be able to get around.

611
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:38,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the main I guess that was the when

612
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:40,200
Speaker 1: you said a smaller town. I guess that was the

613
00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:41,520
Speaker 1: main thing. Is like, are you going to get are

614
00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:43,400
Speaker 1: you going to be fucked that that that you don't know?

615
00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:46,280
Speaker 1: Romanian is the language? Romanian?

616
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:49,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, so like it. It's really weird because it

617
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 3: was my first language. But my parents are like freaking

618
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:55,640
Speaker 3: out when I was like struggling, I guess in my

619
00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:58,000
Speaker 3: English courses like growing up, and they're like, oh my god,

620
00:34:58,080 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 3: like we have to speak English in the household, like

621
00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:05,040
Speaker 3: she's the first gen like she has to know English well.

622
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:08,600
Speaker 3: So then they started speaking English in the household. So

623
00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 3: I have this weird saying where I understand like ninety

624
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:16,320
Speaker 3: percent of it, but I respond like an elementary student

625
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,200
Speaker 3: in Romanian interest.

626
00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:22,600
Speaker 1: But I mean, understanding is pretty good. I feel like

627
00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,840
Speaker 1: that's well. I feel like if if I had to

628
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:29,200
Speaker 1: like choose between uh, like if it was if it

629
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:31,480
Speaker 1: was binary, right, like I could only I could only

630
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:35,239
Speaker 1: understand or speak English, I'm picking understanding. I could I

631
00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:37,000
Speaker 1: could shut up for the rest of my life and

632
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,360
Speaker 1: just look at stuff. Yeah.

633
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:40,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's very true.

634
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, uh, I like this, this is cool. Go ahead,

635
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,440
Speaker 1: go ahead, you're gonna.

636
00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:47,680
Speaker 3: Say something I was just gonna say. Yeah, I'm so

637
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:50,160
Speaker 3: I'm saying, like, fuck my life here, I'm gonna go

638
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:54,120
Speaker 3: do it somewhere else in a different country. My friends

639
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:55,759
Speaker 3: are excited for me, but they just think I'm gonna

640
00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:59,640
Speaker 3: get kidnapped for some reason, which it's not great to hear, but.

641
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:05,480
Speaker 1: You I truthfully when it comes to not to be

642
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:07,760
Speaker 1: a fuck or whatever. But like, of all the places

643
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:12,239
Speaker 1: I have traveled, like New York and Los Angeles are

644
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:18,719
Speaker 1: the more or the most dangerous. Yeah yeah, I mean,

645
00:36:18,719 --> 00:36:22,640
Speaker 1: I don't know what's going on in Romania, but a guy,

646
00:36:22,680 --> 00:36:24,839
Speaker 1: a guy told me once that it was safe, and

647
00:36:24,880 --> 00:36:27,799
Speaker 1: so you know, if that guy said it, then it's

648
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:28,440
Speaker 1: probably true.

649
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:36,200
Speaker 3: I remember it being pretty safe when I was there. Yeah,

650
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:39,000
Speaker 3: I'll be fine. I hear stories all the time of

651
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 3: my siblings, like taking the buses by themselves, like in

652
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:44,719
Speaker 3: elementary school, and you know, you don't really hear that

653
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:45,799
Speaker 3: much over here at all.

654
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:48,480
Speaker 1: So yeah, yeah, San Francis, I don't know. I'm this

655
00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 1: is this is an ignorant statement that is derived from

656
00:36:52,560 --> 00:36:58,200
Speaker 1: no empirical data whatsoever. But my gut feeling tells me

657
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:02,839
Speaker 1: that Bucharest is probably then San Francisco.

658
00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:09,600
Speaker 3: Oh absolutely. I like to my apartment in San Francisco,

659
00:37:09,719 --> 00:37:10,279
Speaker 3: so there's that.

660
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:15,440
Speaker 1: Yeah really, yeah, yeah, this is a real getting chaste

661
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 1: themed episode.

662
00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:22,400
Speaker 3: I know it's real, it happens.

663
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Speaker 1: I like this though, because I I I love the

664
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Speaker 1: idea of picking up your life and moving to a

665
00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:31,600
Speaker 1: foreign country. I think it's cool. I think I hope

666
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:32,239
Speaker 1: it goes well.

667
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:35,759
Speaker 3: I do too. Yeah, I've really been trying to like

668
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 3: embody this whole like habit of like not just saying

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00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 3: that I'm gonna do something. It's so easy too, It's

670
00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 3: so easy to sit there and like imagine like a

671
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:54,839
Speaker 3: new thing for your life. But it's like another thing

672
00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 3: to like get up and just do it. And like

673
00:37:56,840 --> 00:37:59,520
Speaker 3: I've just been I'm terrified, but I've just been telling

674
00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:02,200
Speaker 3: myself to like just do shit. Scared, like just do it?

675
00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:03,920
Speaker 3: Why not? What?

676
00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:08,439
Speaker 1: And Now if this, if this move went perfectly right,

677
00:38:08,920 --> 00:38:11,600
Speaker 1: if it went one hundred the best way it could

678
00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:14,080
Speaker 1: possibly go, what would that look like.

679
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:20,840
Speaker 3: I think I would find a career somewhere out there.

680
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:26,399
Speaker 3: I would like to have my own place. I would

681
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:28,000
Speaker 3: bring my so I have to come back and get

682
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:31,640
Speaker 3: my cat actually, so I would have my cat there

683
00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:37,279
Speaker 3: with me, my cat otis. Yeah. I don't know, I

684
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:41,359
Speaker 3: just I can't really think of anything further than just

685
00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:44,280
Speaker 3: like being happy and having a good career and eating

686
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:49,719
Speaker 3: good food and fucking living it up in Europe and

687
00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:55,000
Speaker 3: traveling and maybe finding bones and artifacts.

688
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 1: Well, how long were you in San Francisco for.

689
00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 3: So, I've been living in the outskirts of San Francisco

690
00:39:02,200 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 3: my whole life, but I moved into San Francisco like

691
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:07,239
Speaker 3: almost three years ago.

692
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Speaker 1: Somebody in the chat says, are you concerned about I'm

693
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:15,520
Speaker 1: gonna take We're gonna take some questions from the chat

694
00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:17,680
Speaker 1: if the chat wants to ask any questions. I like

695
00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:21,000
Speaker 1: doing that. So somebody said, are you concerned about the

696
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:25,319
Speaker 1: possibility of World War three happening in that region? Which

697
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:28,200
Speaker 1: is a funny thing to say because it's a contradic

698
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:31,720
Speaker 1: it's a contradictory sentence. Are you concerned about a World

699
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:33,840
Speaker 1: War happening in that region?

700
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:40,959
Speaker 3: Yeah? I was actually thinking about that the other day.

701
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,400
Speaker 3: You know, I think regardless, like we're fox wherever we go.

702
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:48,560
Speaker 3: So yeah, I'm concerned. But is that gonna stop me?

703
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:48,919
Speaker 2: Now?

704
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:54,719
Speaker 1: Wait? Why is is? What's I'm I'm ignorant. Where is

705
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,799
Speaker 1: Romania near? That's that's being that's there's war.

706
00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:02,600
Speaker 3: Uh, well it's right next to Ukraine, so I guess

707
00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 3: there's that. But I don't know. I feel like if

708
00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:12,719
Speaker 3: I feel like I would be safe in Romania, Like,

709
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:17,479
Speaker 3: who gives a fuck about Romania, you know, like they're

710
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:21,239
Speaker 3: just there. I don't think they've they've really gotten their

711
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:23,879
Speaker 3: hands in anything like super dirty, or maybe they haven't.

712
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 3: I'm being ignorant, but I don't know. I feel like

713
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Speaker 3: Romania is just kind of a bystander, and I think

714
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Speaker 3: I would be safer there than even if technically it's

715
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,440
Speaker 3: closer to where it would be starting. I think I

716
00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:43,160
Speaker 3: would be safe with the hide in my grandmother's village.

717
00:40:43,239 --> 00:40:43,840
Speaker 3: I'll be fine.

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Speaker 1: Well, let's see nobody has any more, nobody has any

719
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:50,239
Speaker 1: other good questions? Oh, they said, they said, apparently, Wait,

720
00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:54,680
Speaker 1: somebody said, she hasn't heard about the new Romanian Trump?

721
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:58,160
Speaker 1: Is there is this Trump? Hasia have? Like a crazy guy?

722
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Speaker 3: Yes, so I heard about the the other day. It

723
00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 3: actually made me really fucking sad. He's just this kind

724
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:12,480
Speaker 3: of extremist man who has been part of organizations that

725
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:19,560
Speaker 3: are not aligned with my morals. And I guess he's

726
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:26,520
Speaker 3: taking the lead and that's very concerning. Yeah, actually I

727
00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 3: forgot about that. Damn well, I might have to reside

728
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:36,640
Speaker 3: in a different country nearby. But yeah, if that guy.

729
00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:39,960
Speaker 1: When Yeah, which which which one would you go to?

730
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Speaker 3: Maybe the Netherlands, maybe Sweden A man.

731
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 1: I was just I was, I don't know how hard

732
00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 1: it is to go there, but how artists I lived there.

733
00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:56,919
Speaker 1: But I fucking love the Netherlands. I was just there.

734
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,719
Speaker 1: I did I did a I did a show and

735
00:41:59,760 --> 00:42:01,840
Speaker 1: aster damn it was fucking amazing.

736
00:42:03,840 --> 00:42:04,040
Speaker 2: Yeah.

737
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:06,759
Speaker 3: I don't not to not.

738
00:42:06,840 --> 00:42:09,239
Speaker 1: To keep dick riding Europe. But and I probably said

739
00:42:09,239 --> 00:42:12,600
Speaker 1: this on the podcast started, but they they just it's

740
00:42:12,719 --> 00:42:16,080
Speaker 1: just so much better there than it is here. It's

741
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:18,360
Speaker 1: just so they have all the same they have like

742
00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:22,439
Speaker 1: virtually because our whole thing is like freedom, but they

743
00:42:22,520 --> 00:42:29,600
Speaker 1: have virtually all the same freedoms except except the gun one. Yeah,

744
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:31,359
Speaker 1: they have virtually all the same ones. And you don't

745
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:33,839
Speaker 1: need a car in all the cities, and a lot

746
00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:36,520
Speaker 1: of those places they have like like free or cheap

747
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:40,120
Speaker 1: healthcare and college tuition. And it's like, what what are

748
00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:42,279
Speaker 1: we I don't you go over there? And you're like

749
00:42:43,160 --> 00:42:46,800
Speaker 1: I asked chat Rept, I was like, is there anything

750
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:51,359
Speaker 1: that is better about America than uh Europe? And chat

751
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:55,839
Speaker 1: Cheept was like, America is good if you uh want

752
00:42:55,880 --> 00:43:00,080
Speaker 1: to be an entrepreneur with little regular restrictions, or if

753
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:02,479
Speaker 1: you want to own a gun and Europe is better

754
00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:04,880
Speaker 1: for quality for and then and then it said Europe

755
00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:06,880
Speaker 1: is better for quality of life.

756
00:43:09,080 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, that that takes that takes it all for me.

757
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:18,680
Speaker 3: You know. It's it's unfortunate that one of the things

758
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 3: that I'm really excited for out there is healthcare, which

759
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:24,920
Speaker 3: is like that should just be given here.

760
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:27,319
Speaker 1: But you know, can you but can you do that?

761
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:30,600
Speaker 1: Can you just like show up and be like, hey,

762
00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:32,600
Speaker 1: I heard you guys have free healthcare? Can I have

763
00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:33,040
Speaker 1: some of that?

764
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Speaker 3: I don't know. I'm going to figure that out, all right,

765
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:39,000
Speaker 3: figure it out.

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Speaker 1: Well, let's say somebody else. Oh, yeah, someone wants to

767
00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:51,720
Speaker 1: know if there's any uh good go uh good Romanian food.

768
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:59,520
Speaker 3: Good Romanian food. Yeah. I really like a lot of

769
00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 3: the pastries. Like one of my favorite kind of like

770
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:08,680
Speaker 3: holiday pastries that my mom will hopefully be making around

771
00:44:08,719 --> 00:44:12,160
Speaker 3: these holidays. It's called kozak, really good. It's like a

772
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:21,000
Speaker 3: bread sweet closonac. Also saramale is really good. It doesn't

773
00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:24,480
Speaker 3: look pretty, but it's just it's it's like cabbage rolls.

774
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:30,680
Speaker 3: It's like meat and rice in it. It's really good. Yeah.

775
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:35,160
Speaker 3: I would say those two. Uh, we eat a lot

776
00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:37,799
Speaker 3: of like at least from like the region where my

777
00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:40,359
Speaker 3: family's from. It's like we eat a lot of it's

778
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:42,600
Speaker 3: like very close to like Mediterranean food, so a lot

779
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:47,400
Speaker 3: of breads and different like breads and cheese and salami

780
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:54,480
Speaker 3: and olives and always eating a shark charcuterie or sharcucci

781
00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 3: board or whatever that's called.

782
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Speaker 1: Someone in the chat said, here in the Netherlands, we

783
00:44:59,440 --> 00:45:03,040
Speaker 1: have our own Trump too, and he's closing the borders.

784
00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:05,920
Speaker 1: So if you want to come, be quick. Man. They

785
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:10,680
Speaker 1: got everyone's got a Trump guy. I don't know. I

786
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:13,959
Speaker 1: I'll look at it. Somebody also said this. I'm sorry

787
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 1: this wasn't a question for you, but somebody said, uh,

788
00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:23,759
Speaker 1: here in the Netherlands, everything closes so early, and I will.

789
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:27,040
Speaker 1: I went to the Netherlands to do a show a

790
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:29,479
Speaker 1: few weeks ago, and I woke up at like four

791
00:45:29,520 --> 00:45:32,000
Speaker 1: in the morning, and I was hungry and everything was closed.

792
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:37,160
Speaker 1: So I was just kind of wandering around Amsterdam, uh

793
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:39,400
Speaker 1: for like at four o'clock in the morning, and a

794
00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:41,319
Speaker 1: bunch people keep coming up to me and be like

795
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:46,359
Speaker 1: this guy came up to me and he's like, hey, hey, MANU,

796
00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 1: where are you from? And here's the thing. At four

797
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,279
Speaker 1: o'clock in the morning, when people come up to you

798
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:54,320
Speaker 1: and start like, where are you from, They're not They're

799
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:58,440
Speaker 1: probably not trying to make friends. They're probably I just

800
00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:00,719
Speaker 1: assume I make an assumption that they're trying not to

801
00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 1: make friends. And so I said to him. I was like,

802
00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:05,480
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, man, I'm just trying to get food. I

803
00:46:05,480 --> 00:46:07,359
Speaker 1: don't really want to talk right now, and he.

804
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 4: Goes, fuck you, you pussy, I'll fucking beat the shit out

805
00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,759
Speaker 4: of you, and I was like, all right, sorry, I

806
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 4: just walked away, and a little part of me was

807
00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,960
Speaker 4: like I was walking away, and a little part of

808
00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:23,399
Speaker 4: me was like, like, I like I A very one

809
00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:26,480
Speaker 4: percent of me, I'm not being jenerous.

810
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:30,359
Speaker 1: A one percent of me in my head was like, man,

811
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:33,239
Speaker 1: maybe that guy, maybe he really did just want to

812
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:38,360
Speaker 1: be my friend, you know, maybe he really was wandering

813
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,719
Speaker 1: around at four o'clock in the morning trying to find

814
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:44,359
Speaker 1: for And I'm like the fourth guy he tried to

815
00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:48,920
Speaker 1: make conversation with and I turned him down, and I'm

816
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:51,799
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm part of me. Ninety nine percent of

817
00:46:51,800 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 1: me was like like I wanted to like sell me

818
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:55,520
Speaker 1: coke or whatever. But one percent of me was like,

819
00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:57,640
Speaker 1: oh I I led him into I was like the

820
00:46:57,719 --> 00:47:03,000
Speaker 1: last line of defense between that guy and his joker era.

821
00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:09,640
Speaker 1: But you know, so be it. Well anyway, you don't

822
00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:14,000
Speaker 1: you need to know what's your name? Again? Some of an.

823
00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:16,439
Speaker 3: Like row your boat?

824
00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:19,200
Speaker 1: Row? Is there anything else you want to say to

825
00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:24,360
Speaker 1: the people of Wisconsin and other places across the worlds

826
00:47:24,760 --> 00:47:28,360
Speaker 1: before we go? Somebody somebody listening to this. Probably somebody

827
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:30,680
Speaker 1: listening to this probably is in Wisconsin right now, but

828
00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:33,279
Speaker 1: not just to them, to everyone, to everyone. Is there

829
00:47:33,280 --> 00:47:34,440
Speaker 1: anything you want to say to everyone?

830
00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:39,759
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, not just to Wisconsin, to everyone? Kind of

831
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:43,399
Speaker 3: I said this earlier. Do you should scared? Just do it?

832
00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:46,880
Speaker 3: Do something terrifying today, but like be safe?

833
00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:52,040
Speaker 1: I like that. I like that. Uh, rowa good luck.

834
00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:55,640
Speaker 1: Maybe I'll do a show in Romania one day, and

835
00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:57,880
Speaker 1: and if you want to bring your whole family and

836
00:47:57,920 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 1: you guys can be the only people to show up,

837
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:00,360
Speaker 1: that could be fun.

838
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,040
Speaker 3: I'll be there. I'll bring close knock all.

839
00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:12,319
Speaker 1: Right, see you later, Row forever. That's cool. I've never

840
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:17,600
Speaker 1: been to Romania. The only thing I know about Romania

841
00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:22,080
Speaker 1: is that Andrew Tate is from there. I guess I

842
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:25,160
Speaker 1: guess that's kind of a bummer. That, like, Uh, he's

843
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:26,800
Speaker 1: the only thing I think maybe a lot of people

844
00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 1: know about Romania. I don't know anything about Romania. What

845
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:33,640
Speaker 1: should I know about Romania? I know, okay, I know that,

846
00:48:33,800 --> 00:48:35,560
Speaker 1: and then I know that the cab driver that I

847
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:42,799
Speaker 1: met said that Romania is cool. I don't wonder if

848
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:50,440
Speaker 1: anything else, uh, anything else from about Romania. I'll go

849
00:48:50,480 --> 00:48:59,560
Speaker 1: there one day just to hang out and fucking walk around. Yeah,

850
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:01,400
Speaker 1: maybe when day I'll go to Romania and walk around.

851
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:05,240
Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm I feel like I'm exiting, not exiting,

852
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:10,320
Speaker 1: but pausing my era of go alone to a foreign country.

853
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:18,040
Speaker 1: And it is fucking just stare at stuff. I'm pausing

854
00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:23,600
Speaker 1: that for now, but I might return. Who knows. I'm

855
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 1: glad that this lady Rowa is going alone to Romania.

856
00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:30,359
Speaker 1: I think that's cool. I want to I'm gonna do something.

857
00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:32,239
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do more shit like that myself. I think

858
00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:34,880
Speaker 1: that's cool. Hello.

859
00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:39,160
Speaker 5: Hello, is this Lyle? Yeah?

860
00:49:39,280 --> 00:49:39,839
Speaker 1: Who is this?

861
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:43,799
Speaker 5: Oh? My gosh, you can call me is is?

862
00:49:44,239 --> 00:49:46,280
Speaker 1: What's up? Is how you doing? How's life?

863
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,360
Speaker 5: I'm doing good. I'm sorry. I'm very nervous.

864
00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:53,640
Speaker 1: I know I've said this. I don't know if I

865
00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:57,480
Speaker 1: said this to someone already in this is This is

866
00:49:57,520 --> 00:50:00,120
Speaker 1: one of the least This is one of the low

867
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:03,720
Speaker 1: with stakes things that you will do with your entire life.

868
00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:06,600
Speaker 1: You will make decisions on what you're gonna eat for

869
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:10,040
Speaker 1: breakfast that have a higher stakes than this phone call.

870
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Speaker 1: So I hope you take solace in that.

871
00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:15,000
Speaker 3: I do. I do, Thank you, Lyle.

872
00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:17,879
Speaker 1: Uh, what's up man? How you doing?

873
00:50:19,560 --> 00:50:20,000
Speaker 5: I'm doing?

874
00:50:20,040 --> 00:50:20,359
Speaker 1: Get it?

875
00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:20,960
Speaker 3: Uh?

876
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:26,080
Speaker 5: Just had Thanksgiving me or Thanksgiving part two? I guess?

877
00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 5: And uh, do you get my text? You know, I

878
00:50:29,640 --> 00:50:31,320
Speaker 5: don't really know how this whole thing works.

879
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,759
Speaker 1: This whole thing works the same way that any other

880
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,800
Speaker 1: phone call you've ever made in your life works, my friends, very.

881
00:50:37,719 --> 00:50:41,680
Speaker 5: True, Lyle, Well, I guess. I uh, I guess I

882
00:50:41,719 --> 00:50:44,560
Speaker 5: wanted to talk about screen addiction.

883
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:48,560
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, sure, yeah.

884
00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:54,239
Speaker 5: Like I was for like a good part of the

885
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:59,279
Speaker 5: my high school career. I was big into TikTok and

886
00:50:59,400 --> 00:51:03,279
Speaker 5: posting like every day, like eight fifteen times a day.

887
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:06,799
Speaker 5: I it like I racked up a good amount of

888
00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:11,080
Speaker 5: views or whatever. But I was like constantly on my

889
00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:17,160
Speaker 5: phone and and like also like simultaneously pretending that I

890
00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:20,160
Speaker 5: was like, you know, like self righteous. I'm not on

891
00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:26,160
Speaker 5: my phone like whatever, and like a couple of years ago,

892
00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:30,160
Speaker 5: I just realized how much it was consuming me, especially

893
00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:33,120
Speaker 5: like with the stuff that I was posting about on TikTok.

894
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:39,439
Speaker 5: It was a very hypocritical of me. And I don't

895
00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:40,880
Speaker 5: really know where I'm going with this anymore.

896
00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:44,439
Speaker 1: Oh why how old are you now? I'm twenty one,

897
00:51:45,160 --> 00:51:47,200
Speaker 1: And what kind of stuff were you posting?

898
00:51:48,840 --> 00:51:52,400
Speaker 5: I was. I was kind of like posting like I guess,

899
00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:56,359
Speaker 5: like artsy videos with like a quote overlaid over top,

900
00:51:56,520 --> 00:52:00,319
Speaker 5: like cool, very cut, dry copy paste stuff. But like

901
00:52:00,400 --> 00:52:03,320
Speaker 5: I was scrolling on pinfest all day looking for Philly

902
00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:05,640
Speaker 5: quotes and.

903
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:09,040
Speaker 1: Are you still a are you still posting stuff?

904
00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:10,080
Speaker 2: No?

905
00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:12,359
Speaker 5: No, no, no, I stopped a couple of years back.

906
00:52:13,719 --> 00:52:16,480
Speaker 5: It was, like I said, it was just like consuming me,

907
00:52:17,120 --> 00:52:21,360
Speaker 5: like way too much time spent just over my phone,

908
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:25,200
Speaker 5: like like wondering why my videos weren't getting views, and

909
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:32,640
Speaker 5: like like yeah, it was yeah, yeah, yeah.

910
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:36,560
Speaker 1: No that that I've you know, I've I've been there,

911
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:40,719
Speaker 1: and it's the fucking stud It's just the stupidest thing.

912
00:52:43,440 --> 00:52:45,879
Speaker 5: You can never have enough, Like you get you get

913
00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:48,200
Speaker 5: one video with ten thousand views and then you're not

914
00:52:48,239 --> 00:52:50,719
Speaker 5: satisfied with anything left, and then it keeps going up.

915
00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: Can I tell you so, I've here's the thing my

916
00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 1: like pure I think my my Instagram and TikTok career

917
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:06,840
Speaker 1: have peaked, you know what I mean. I think I

918
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:10,319
Speaker 1: really like in twenty twenty two, there was a point

919
00:53:10,320 --> 00:53:15,720
Speaker 1: where I was grinding out these videos of me staring

920
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:19,040
Speaker 1: at my camera while somebody said something insane to me

921
00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:22,279
Speaker 1: and and trying to get views on them. And I

922
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:25,960
Speaker 1: would in twenty twenty two like I would, there was

923
00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:27,960
Speaker 1: a point where, like like a couple months where just

924
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:31,760
Speaker 1: every single video I posted would get like a million

925
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 1: views at least. And I'm very grateful for that time

926
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:40,480
Speaker 1: because that is like I was able to parlay it

927
00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:47,120
Speaker 1: into like an actual, you know, community of people who

928
00:53:47,320 --> 00:53:50,040
Speaker 1: like listen to this podcast and go see me live

929
00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:54,480
Speaker 1: and stuff. And I'm grateful for that. But I now,

930
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:56,960
Speaker 1: but even when I was getting millions of views, I

931
00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:59,759
Speaker 1: was like, if a video didn't get a certain amount

932
00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:01,439
Speaker 1: of view use, it would make me like it would

933
00:54:01,440 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 1: I would get anxious about it, you know what I'm

934
00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:09,840
Speaker 1: talking about? And now I'm like if I if my

935
00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:14,440
Speaker 1: post gets like if I post something and it gets

936
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:19,760
Speaker 1: like six thousand views or whatever. Now I'm like thrilled,

937
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:22,600
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I'm like because now I'm like,

938
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:26,360
Speaker 1: it's been almost five years of me doing this and

939
00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:29,720
Speaker 1: now I'm like, oh, it's six thousand people are still

940
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:33,400
Speaker 1: here watching me do this shit. That's incredible, you know.

941
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:36,759
Speaker 1: So I'm like, I've learned a lot about this pursuit

942
00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:40,440
Speaker 1: of the Internet numbers and stuff, and I'm one of

943
00:54:40,440 --> 00:54:44,280
Speaker 1: the things I've learned is that what you are actually doing,

944
00:54:44,320 --> 00:54:47,239
Speaker 1: and whether or not you're enjoying it, and whether or

945
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:53,839
Speaker 1: not you're mentally sane, it's far more important than how

946
00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:57,920
Speaker 1: many views you get. It's it's kind of a I'm

947
00:54:58,080 --> 00:55:01,600
Speaker 1: hesitant to go I'm hesitant to blanketly state that it's

948
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:04,360
Speaker 1: a stupid metric because a lot of those metrics have

949
00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:07,759
Speaker 1: allowed me to, you know, do what I do and

950
00:55:08,160 --> 00:55:11,600
Speaker 1: talking to you right now and going on these tours

951
00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:14,200
Speaker 1: and doing all this stuff. So I'm hesitant to completely

952
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:19,080
Speaker 1: dismiss them. But at a certain point, your sanity becomes

953
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 1: more important.

954
00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:28,680
Speaker 5: Definitely, No, I as soon as I like, because for

955
00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:32,239
Speaker 5: a while I was like telling myself, like, oh, the

956
00:55:32,320 --> 00:55:35,080
Speaker 5: views don't matter, or like, the likes don't matter. The

957
00:55:35,120 --> 00:55:38,960
Speaker 5: fall number doesn't matter whatever. And then like but even

958
00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:42,560
Speaker 5: like as I was telling myself that and like my

959
00:55:42,719 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 5: views were dropping or whatever, I was still stressing about it.

960
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 5: And for me, the only thing that really like got

961
00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:54,760
Speaker 5: rid of all that anxiety entirely was just putting it down.

962
00:55:56,440 --> 00:55:59,520
Speaker 5: Not that it ever was like crazy big, but it

963
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:02,800
Speaker 5: does feel better stepping away from it. And then also

964
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:09,760
Speaker 5: like that kind of like spiraled into like basically getting

965
00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:13,160
Speaker 5: rid of most of social media entirely and trying to

966
00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:16,839
Speaker 5: stay off on my phone, which I mean what I

967
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:20,520
Speaker 5: what I originally wanted to talk to you today was about,

968
00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:28,600
Speaker 5: uh like, just how everyone like is totally just in

969
00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:31,799
Speaker 5: their phones all the time, and uh like, once I

970
00:56:31,880 --> 00:56:35,239
Speaker 5: put mine down, even for like the first week, I

971
00:56:35,360 --> 00:56:38,880
Speaker 5: noticed that all of my friends everyone around me was

972
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:42,799
Speaker 5: like in every downtime, every moment that they had where

973
00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:46,280
Speaker 5: it's just scrolling, nonsense, nothing, dude.

974
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:50,520
Speaker 1: If you if you want to feel like a fucking idiot, okay,

975
00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:53,279
Speaker 1: two things. One thing is have you ever have you

976
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:58,080
Speaker 1: ever you were on a train or a bus and

977
00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:03,680
Speaker 1: you watch somebody else scroll on their phone yep, and

978
00:57:03,719 --> 00:57:06,359
Speaker 1: you watch them like open a bunch of apps and

979
00:57:06,880 --> 00:57:09,360
Speaker 1: tap here for no reason and tap that scroll on

980
00:57:09,400 --> 00:57:11,760
Speaker 1: that and it just they look like such an idiot,

981
00:57:12,239 --> 00:57:15,719
Speaker 1: and then you realize and then dude, and then you realize,

982
00:57:15,880 --> 00:57:20,840
Speaker 1: oh no, that's what I look like every minute of

983
00:57:20,920 --> 00:57:24,400
Speaker 1: every fucking day. I look like a monkey idiot.

984
00:57:24,760 --> 00:57:28,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, I feel like such a like a cornball pulling

985
00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:34,080
Speaker 5: out my phone, like doing laundry or something like just

986
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 5: to pass the time.

987
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:40,520
Speaker 1: It's Ideah, it's the most it's unfortunately, the most terrifying

988
00:57:41,440 --> 00:57:43,200
Speaker 1: thing I think happening.

989
00:57:43,360 --> 00:57:43,520
Speaker 2: Right.

990
00:57:43,600 --> 00:57:46,720
Speaker 1: It's like really spoo, it's really spooky. And it's like

991
00:57:46,840 --> 00:57:50,840
Speaker 1: our because technology and you know whatever, all these points

992
00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:56,000
Speaker 1: have been made a billion times, but our biology is

993
00:57:57,400 --> 00:58:03,400
Speaker 1: not even. The technology that we have is so exponentially,

994
00:58:03,920 --> 00:58:10,680
Speaker 1: unfathomably greater than our biological constraints, you.

995
00:58:10,600 --> 00:58:14,480
Speaker 5: Know, monkey brains with crazy yeah technology.

996
00:58:15,080 --> 00:58:18,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like the gap is humongous. And when you

997
00:58:18,240 --> 00:58:21,360
Speaker 1: think about how long human human beings have been on

998
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:25,439
Speaker 1: the Earth compared to how long, uh, this technology that's

999
00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:28,680
Speaker 1: consumed us is on the earth, it's it's nothing. It's

1000
00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:30,560
Speaker 1: just it's nothing, and we're we're kind of the ones

1001
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:34,440
Speaker 1: dealing with it, and it's it's yeah, it's freaky, man,

1002
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:36,720
Speaker 1: it's freaky.

1003
00:58:37,440 --> 00:58:42,240
Speaker 5: It's you know, yeah, I don't know what I was

1004
00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:47,200
Speaker 5: gonna say, Well.

1005
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:48,920
Speaker 1: What do you do now that you're not on your computer?

1006
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:54,480
Speaker 5: Well, I'd like to say that I do like awesome

1007
00:58:54,520 --> 00:58:58,040
Speaker 5: crazy stuff that you site on the internet, but I

1008
00:58:58,160 --> 00:58:59,600
Speaker 5: kind of just do school and work.

1009
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:04,840
Speaker 1: That's perfectly what that's that's what What do you do

1010
00:59:05,040 --> 00:59:06,959
Speaker 1: for school or what do you do for school and work?

1011
00:59:08,240 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 5: Oh? Well, I'm a line cook at a small little

1012
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:14,880
Speaker 5: place near my school I go to I live in Maine,

1013
00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 5: so I go to school. What do I go to

1014
00:59:17,480 --> 00:59:20,120
Speaker 5: school for? Parks, wreck and tourism?

1015
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:20,680
Speaker 1: Oh cool?

1016
00:59:21,840 --> 00:59:24,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, Sorry, I don't know what I'm gonna do with it.

1017
00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,440
Speaker 5: But in my head, a degree is at least a

1018
00:59:26,480 --> 00:59:28,479
Speaker 5: foot in the It's a safety net.

1019
00:59:28,840 --> 00:59:30,960
Speaker 1: But that's cool though, because that's I mean, that's very

1020
00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:33,600
Speaker 1: antithetical to what we're talking about. Like, you like working

1021
00:59:33,640 --> 00:59:35,160
Speaker 1: at a park, you know?

1022
00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:45,880
Speaker 5: Yeah? No, yeah, And I'm I'm big into the outdoors.

1023
00:59:46,280 --> 00:59:50,400
Speaker 5: I like I like learning about the woods, the trees. Yeah,

1024
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:52,120
Speaker 5: it makes me feel a little more connected.

1025
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:56,360
Speaker 1: I feel I'm did I'm going crazy because uh, I've

1026
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:58,800
Speaker 1: realized I just need to be stimulated all the time,

1027
00:59:59,480 --> 01:00:02,080
Speaker 1: you know, either it's like with like a porn or

1028
01:00:02,440 --> 01:00:06,000
Speaker 1: weed or eating something or looking at it. It's just

1029
01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:09,720
Speaker 1: it's when you when you really like take it all

1030
01:00:09,720 --> 01:00:13,000
Speaker 1: away and you try to sit, it's hard. I've gone on.

1031
01:00:13,240 --> 01:00:16,959
Speaker 1: Watch is easy, yeah, even watch, even watching a movie

1032
01:00:17,040 --> 01:00:19,840
Speaker 1: is like, fuck this, I want to watch a movie

1033
01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:22,360
Speaker 1: while I look at porn.

1034
01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:26,760
Speaker 5: Not enough stim there's never enough stem.

1035
01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:30,400
Speaker 1: Never enough stem, never enough stat.

1036
01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:31,680
Speaker 5: Joke about it, but it's not even really a joke.

1037
01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:36,840
Speaker 1: Are you is it hard to? Are you still like

1038
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:39,240
Speaker 1: pretty good at not being on your phone a lot?

1039
01:00:40,360 --> 01:00:40,600
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1040
01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:43,320
Speaker 5: I mean I I my screen time has been cut

1041
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 5: like way down. Like I remember, like in high school

1042
01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:49,840
Speaker 5: it was up to like probably like eight or ten

1043
01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:54,280
Speaker 5: hours a day, and and now I'm like, I've set

1044
01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:58,080
Speaker 5: screen time on my phone which you can bypass pretty easily,

1045
01:00:58,120 --> 01:01:04,000
Speaker 5: but I try why not to anyways, I'm I'm I'm

1046
01:01:04,040 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 5: doing good a couple hours a day, which I think

1047
01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:07,640
Speaker 5: is probably all right.

1048
01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:12,560
Speaker 1: Good good? Yeah, I mean, well when you here's the

1049
01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:13,880
Speaker 1: thing is you try I try to. I like, I'll

1050
01:01:13,880 --> 01:01:16,120
Speaker 1: delete on my apps and I'll take everything away, and

1051
01:01:16,160 --> 01:01:18,960
Speaker 1: it's like you, I think if you don't have something

1052
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:24,200
Speaker 1: to like replace it with that keeps you stimulated in

1053
01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:30,120
Speaker 1: some productive sense, then you're gonna really go crazy, even

1054
01:01:30,160 --> 01:01:32,919
Speaker 1: like I guess a fucking book, I think, can I

1055
01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:35,160
Speaker 1: can I? By the way, just to balance everything out

1056
01:01:35,240 --> 01:01:37,240
Speaker 1: that we've been talking about, can I make I'm gonna

1057
01:01:37,240 --> 01:01:40,600
Speaker 1: make a controversial statement that by the way, I'm by

1058
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:44,120
Speaker 1: the way, I'm uh, I don't. I'm not gonna give

1059
01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:46,640
Speaker 1: any numbers, but I am half joking. I'm not gonna

1060
01:01:46,680 --> 01:01:49,640
Speaker 1: say that. All right, I'm I don't believe what I'm

1061
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:51,160
Speaker 1: about to say, but I have to say it because

1062
01:01:51,200 --> 01:01:55,720
Speaker 1: I believe it. But I don't believe it. You understand,

1063
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:56,840
Speaker 1: you know, you get what I'm saying.

1064
01:01:57,400 --> 01:01:58,040
Speaker 5: I know you're saying.

1065
01:01:58,120 --> 01:02:02,520
Speaker 1: Let's hear it, all right, all right, all right, books

1066
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:08,200
Speaker 1: are fine, but they're overrated. Okay, I don't think that

1067
01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:13,960
Speaker 1: if I sit and I play, not maybe not Call

1068
01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:16,680
Speaker 1: of Duty, but like I played. I've been playing Undertail

1069
01:02:17,000 --> 01:02:20,960
Speaker 1: like it's like a narrative video game, right, and it's

1070
01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:23,600
Speaker 1: got a story. You know, I've said, I played. I

1071
01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:28,960
Speaker 1: played it for a couple hours, and I don't believe

1072
01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:34,000
Speaker 1: that there's anything so much more productive and virtuous and

1073
01:02:34,080 --> 01:02:38,720
Speaker 1: amazing about reading a book for two hours than doing

1074
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:41,160
Speaker 1: that for two hours, you know what I mean? I

1075
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:44,040
Speaker 1: like or even like like, I don't think that watching

1076
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:47,080
Speaker 1: a movie or a or a long season of television

1077
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:52,720
Speaker 1: is that much more bad? Is that? Like? I don't

1078
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:55,880
Speaker 1: think it's much more virtuous to read all of Harry

1079
01:02:55,920 --> 01:02:59,000
Speaker 1: Potter that it is to watch all of the movies.

1080
01:02:59,600 --> 01:03:03,680
Speaker 1: May I would give I'll give it to nonfiction. I'll actually, okay,

1081
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:05,720
Speaker 1: I'll play the devil's advocate to myself on a few things.

1082
01:03:05,760 --> 01:03:09,840
Speaker 1: I under I'll give it to nonfiction. I think nonfiction

1083
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:12,000
Speaker 1: you kind of learn more about like you learn a

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Speaker 1: little bit more about the universe, and you can learn

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Speaker 1: skills and and this and that. I'll give it to nonfiction.

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Speaker 1: I think I'll give it to nonfiction. And I'll give

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Speaker 1: it to fiction in the sense that your vocabulary can

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Speaker 1: probably be better by reading. But I believe the margins

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Speaker 1: are slim. It's what I'm saying. I believe the margins

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Speaker 1: are slim. That's all I'm gonna say.

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Speaker 5: No, I agree with you. I was I was gonna say,

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Speaker 5: there's I mean, reading all of the Twilight series and

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Speaker 5: then or like playing Smash for three out. I mean, well,

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Speaker 5: I don't know Twilight is kind I mean, nothing against Twilight,

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Speaker 5: but you know what I mean, it's kind of nothing.

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Speaker 5: If you're reading like philosophy books for three hours a day, right,

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Speaker 5: then you're insane.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, well wait, did you say if you're reading

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Speaker 1: philosophy books for three hours a day you're insane?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, yeah, this is for school.

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Speaker 1: I don't think that. I think reading. I think reading

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Speaker 1: philosophy books for three hours a day is definitely more

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Speaker 1: productive than playing Cold Duty for three hours a day.

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Speaker 5: Oh yeah, that's what I mean. But I imagine that

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Speaker 5: that there's not very many people that do that. Maybe

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Speaker 5: I'm wrong, maybe I'm stupid, but I feel like there

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Speaker 5: much more people that when they read for fun, it's

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Speaker 5: just for entertainment.

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Speaker 1: Right right, And I think, yes, that's what I mean.

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Speaker 1: Is like when the entertainment for pleasure, reading, I don't

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Speaker 1: think is that much more virtuous than like playing a

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Speaker 1: video game for pleasure. But also I don't buy it.

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Speaker 1: But also I don't, you know, forget I said any

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Speaker 1: of the stuff, because someone's gonna DM me and be like,

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Speaker 1: you're actually wrong, and I'm gonna be like, I didn't

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Speaker 1: say that, so why don't.

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Speaker 3: About credit for it?

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Speaker 1: What's your what's your name again? Sir? Is is? Okay?

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Speaker 1: Well I gave everyone else. I gave everyone else on

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Speaker 1: this podcast questions, so does it. I'm gonna ask if

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Speaker 1: the chat hes any questions for you real quick. They

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Speaker 1: might not. Sometimes they don't. Sometimes they just put put

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Speaker 1: emojis in there. Someone said, maybe you could read a dictionary. Oh.

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Speaker 1: Someone said, what do you what do you do for

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Speaker 1: What do you do for fun? Someone asked what you

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Speaker 1: do for fun?

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Speaker 5: Oh? Well, I'm a big skateboarder. That's basically all I

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Speaker 5: do outside of school and work.

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Speaker 1: Oh, skateboarding. That's cool.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, it's fun. It's fun.

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Speaker 1: Someone. I don't know if they're asking this to me

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Speaker 1: or to you, but they asked if you still watch porn?

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Speaker 1: I just talked about watching porn, So I think they're

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Speaker 1: probably asking you.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, sad, probably shouldn't look.

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Speaker 1: Look, look, you don't have to go into detail on that,

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Speaker 1: all right. Someone just oh, what what trick? What tricks

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Speaker 1: can you land? What's the best trick you can land?

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Speaker 5: She's the best trick. I can try flip sometimes you can.

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Speaker 1: You can do a triflip?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Really? Oh yeah, that's so cool. I just gained a

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Speaker 1: lot of respect for you, not that I didn't already have,

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Speaker 1: not that I didn't already have respect for you, but

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Speaker 1: I just a little more.

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Speaker 5: I appreciate that lot. That means a lot.

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Speaker 1: Oh. Someone said you can read porn. I forgot about that.

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Speaker 5: Oh yeah, like fanfick and stuff. That could be cool.

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Speaker 1: I don't. I don't. I wouldn't jump directly to fanfick.

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Speaker 5: But when you could, what's the other what's the other

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Speaker 5: porn that you would read?

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Speaker 1: Like hustlers regular just like regular fans before there was

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Speaker 1: fan fiction there, there's just there's just like erotic novels

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Speaker 1: and stuff.

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Speaker 5: Jack Off analog.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, well yeah, shit, man, is uh is there

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Speaker 1: anything else you want to say to the people of

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Speaker 1: the computer before we go?

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Speaker 5: Damn? I should have had something prepared.

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Speaker 1: Oh you don't. It doesn't matter.

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Speaker 5: I don't, But I love you so much, Lyle.

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Speaker 1: Thank you is good luck to you. You're gonna be

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Speaker 1: all right. Everyone I've talked to today I think is

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Speaker 1: gonna be all right. So I'm excited about life. Thank

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Speaker 1: you is good luck? And uh, try to keep keep

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Speaker 1: not going on your phone.

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Speaker 5: Hell yeah, thank you le, Later, buddy peace.

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Speaker 1: When I actually when I was a boy. I think

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Speaker 1: I was fourteen. I found this. I found this website

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Speaker 1: and it was I think it was I don't I

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Speaker 1: don't remember the name of the website, but I think

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Speaker 1: it was called like my first Time dot com or whatever,

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Speaker 1: And it was like, for some reason, when I was fourteen,

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Speaker 1: like one of my first, Like it wasn't my very first,

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Speaker 1: but it was like one of my first, like within

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Speaker 1: the first, like my my my maybe like sophomore or

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Speaker 1: junior year of of masturbation, like the third or second

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Speaker 1: year I ever started doing it. I would read these

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Speaker 1: user submitted stories that people would submit about them, like

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Speaker 1: how they lost their virginity, and and there was something

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Speaker 1: there's something about like you imagining it, that, you know,

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Speaker 1: leaving things up to the imagination. I don't know why

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Speaker 1: I'm sharing this, but it feels. It feels good too.

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Speaker 1: Goes on the line, taking your phone calls every nine.

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Speaker 1: Everything I was showing his ide was teaching him about

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Speaker 1: your life. But he's not really an expert.