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Speaker 1: Kushkin.

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Speaker 2: Self compassion in the simplest form is just treating yourself

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Speaker 2: with the same warmth, kindness, care, concern that you would

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Speaker 2: naturally show to a friend you cared about. So it's

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Speaker 2: really nothing unusual. It's just that we're much more used

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Speaker 2: to giving compassion to friends than we are to ourselves.

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Speaker 1: Psychologist Kristin Neff is a pioneer in the study of

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Speaker 2: The quintessential self compassion question is what do I need

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Speaker 2: I need to be there for myself right now? What

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Speaker 2: do I need? Do I need to give some help?

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Speaker 2: Do I need a bath? Wisdom is what tells you

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Speaker 2: the answer, but being willing to ask the question is key,

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Speaker 2: because what you're saying is my needs count I'm worthy

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Speaker 1: On today's episode, we learn about the science of self compassion,

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Speaker 1: including strategies you can use to be kinder to yourself.

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Speaker 1: I'm maya Shunker and this is a slight change of plans.

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Speaker 1: A show about who we are and who we become

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Speaker 1: in the face of a big change. Kristin Nef has

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Speaker 1: written several books, including Self Compassion, The Proven Power of

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Speaker 1: Being Kind to Yourself. She also runs workshops that teach

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Speaker 1: people self compassion skills that they can use in their

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Speaker 1: daily lives. Even though it seems like these skills should

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Speaker 1: come to us pretty naturally, many of us struggle with

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Speaker 1: being kind to ourselves. We often find it easier to

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Speaker 1: asking Kristen why, Well, there's a lot of reasons.

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Speaker 2: Actually, I mean, we shouldn't beat ourselves up for beating

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Speaker 2: ourselves up, because there are cultural and evolutionary reasons. So

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Speaker 2: cultural reasons are that we aren't told it's good to

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Speaker 2: be self compassionate. We're raised to be self sacrificing and

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Speaker 2: that we should always be compassionate to others. And there's

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Speaker 2: But there's also an important evolutionary element. So the system

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Speaker 2: we fight ourselves with criticism, hoping we'll get ourselves in

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Speaker 2: On the other hand, we do have a safety system

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Speaker 2: for others, which is called the care system, and that

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Speaker 2: system evolved primarily for our offspring and for our group members.

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Speaker 2: And so in order to keep our offspring safe, for

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Speaker 2: actually more natural to be self critical when we're threaded

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: You know, when your friend loses their job, you aren't

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Speaker 1: To make sure I understand that you're saying that it's

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Speaker 2: And so we're using the kind of our reptilian brain,

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Speaker 1: I have no idea what you're talking about, Kristin. I've

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Speaker 2: But you know, the care mode is also natural, right,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I love this framing because I think

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Speaker 2: and the permission is very important, especially when our culture

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Speaker 2: actually the act of being self compassionate is easeful. It's

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Speaker 2: This actually makes things flow better, more naturally. But remembering

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Speaker 1: So you know, Kristin, I will confess that when I

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Speaker 1: And to be clear, it's not because I don't need

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Speaker 1: I'm wondering if right now we can engage in a

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Speaker 1: who share some of the same skepticism I used to have.

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Speaker 1: So one concern that I've had is that it seems

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Speaker 2: Yeah? So self compassion, this kind of unconditional acceptance and

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Speaker 2: By the way, research shows that self compassion lessons shame,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And reading your scholarship, I found this distinction very

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Speaker 1: But criticism aimed at ourselves, at our being as a whole,

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Speaker 2: When you do that, it actually shuts down your ability

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Speaker 1: One really counterintuitive finding that I stumbled upon when I

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Speaker 1: so research suggesting that self compassion can actually increase our

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Speaker 2: Yeah. So one study they did Brienni's and Chen was

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Speaker 1: So my husband Jimmy, he loves playing competitive squash. Okay,

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Speaker 1: I didn't play my best. But when I tell him

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Speaker 1: And so, yeah, give me a good argument with my husband.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, well, i'll give you the argument that I'll give

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Speaker 2: you the data because this one is also very very clear,

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Speaker 2: is it self? Compassion is a more effective motivator than

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Speaker 2: self criticism. So self criticism does kind of work. Clearly.

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Speaker 2: It gets people through med school. It probably motivates your husband,

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Speaker 2: But the motivation comes from fear I have to do

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Speaker 2: better or else I'll slam myself, And that's motivating. No

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Speaker 2: it also has some maladaptive side effects, which is first

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Speaker 2: of all, performance anxiety. Right, So we want some anxiety

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Speaker 2: our self confidence. But this is really key, it undermines

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Speaker 2: our ability to learn. It's very similar to what we

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Speaker 1: of unworthiness, that can be a really nice way to

434
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Speaker 1: signal to your brain. Look, you're not even alone in

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Speaker 1: the feeling that you're the most deeply flawed person ever,

436
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Speaker 1: like other people are feeling that.

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Speaker 2: As well, exactly as part of the human experience.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so we've talked about two components so far, right,

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Speaker 1: So we've talked about the importance of paying attention to

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Speaker 1: our sufferings to to being mindful, and the second is

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Speaker 1: around just seeing ourselves as humans. Right, we're part of

442
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Speaker 1: this richer fabric which is complicated and messy, and we're

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Speaker 1: not alone in our suffering. What is the third element?

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Speaker 2: Well, the third is actually the one that's most intuitive,

445
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Speaker 2: and that's kindness, feelings of warmth, care and support. So

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Speaker 2: you can either think what would I say to a

447
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Speaker 2: dear friend in the exact same situation, and then that

448
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Speaker 2: shock your template for what to say to yourself, or alternatively,

449
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Speaker 2: you can imagine, you know, what would a really kind person,

450
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Speaker 2: what would ted Lasso, for instance, say to me in

451
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Speaker 2: this situation, or my grandmother or someone that really cared

452
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Speaker 2: about me. And actually, when most people think of self compassion,

453
00:24:42,796 --> 00:24:46,636
Speaker 2: they only think of the kindness. They forget the mindfulness

454
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Speaker 2: and the sense of common humanity. And that's partly why

455
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Speaker 2: people think it's selfish. I mean, a narcissist may be

456
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Speaker 2: really kind to themselves, but if they think they're better

457
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Speaker 2: than other people, or if they don't have mindfulness to

458
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Speaker 2: clearly see their flaws and their mistakes, then it's actually

459
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Speaker 2: not self compassion. It's like a three legged stool. You

460
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Speaker 2: need all three.

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Speaker 1: So Kristin, first of all, thanks for convincing I that

462
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Speaker 1: we should be on board with self compassion. That's very helpful,

463
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Speaker 1: but that doesn't obviously make us immediately self compassionate. And

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Speaker 1: so you have built a number of practices. You say,

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Speaker 1: self compassion is a skill that we can work to

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Speaker 1: intentionally develop. And one of your self compassion practices is

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Speaker 1: called the self compassion break, and it just takes a

468
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Speaker 1: few minutes. It can be practiced daily. I love this

469
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Speaker 1: one because for someone like me just getting your feet wet,

470
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Speaker 1: you know, it's easy to integrate into daily life. And

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Speaker 1: so do you mind just leading me? We've got the

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Speaker 1: expert here, so obviously I'm not going to forego an

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Speaker 1: opportunity to be led through a self compassion exercise. Do

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Speaker 1: you mind just leading us through a version of that?

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Speaker 2: Absolutely? So, really, all you're doing is intentionally calling the

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Speaker 2: mind the three components of mindfulness, common humanity, kindness towards

477
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Speaker 2: an instance of suffering. So basically, you just start by

478
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Speaker 2: thinking of something that's causing you some distress in your life.

479
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Speaker 2: You know, hopefully think of something minor right now, because

480
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Speaker 2: you don't want to get lost and stop listening to

481
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Speaker 2: the podcast because you're overwhelmed. The thing something that's bothering you,

482
00:26:11,196 --> 00:26:14,836
Speaker 2: maybe about yourself or you know, some stress you're experiencing,

483
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Speaker 2: maybe a health issue. To just take a moment to

484
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Speaker 2: decide what to work with. And of course, in real

485
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Speaker 2: life you don't have to decide it, it will present itself.

486
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Speaker 2: But for I now think of something, and then the

487
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Speaker 2: first thing to do is just to bring mindfulness to it.

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Speaker 2: So just acknowledge, hey, this is hard, you know, instead

489
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Speaker 2: of just immediately trying to problem solve or get rid

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Speaker 2: of the problem, just acknowledge that this hurts, this is challenging,

491
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Speaker 2: and then remember the humanity of this situation, right, This

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Speaker 2: is part of life. Being human is not about being perfect.

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Speaker 2: People make mistakes. You aren't the only one. Is just

494
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Speaker 2: taking a moment to remember that this actually connects you

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Speaker 2: to other people. You aren't alone in this, and then

496
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Speaker 2: try giving yourself some kindness because it is hard. Maybe

497
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Speaker 2: thinking of what you would say to a good friend.

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Speaker 2: Imagine if you had a really good friend who is

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Speaker 2: experiencing the exact same thing you're experiencing. Just take a

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Speaker 2: moment to do that, right, what would you say, what

501
00:27:19,836 --> 00:27:26,876
Speaker 2: tone of voice would you use? Right? And then just

502
00:27:26,956 --> 00:27:32,836
Speaker 2: try saying something similar to yourself. Mean, I'm here for you.

503
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Speaker 2: I'm so sorry, this is so difficult. How can I help?

504
00:27:38,756 --> 00:27:48,236
Speaker 2: I care about you? Right, And that's really the practice.

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Speaker 2: It can be done very quickly. You can also do

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Speaker 2: it and longer, but it is that three legged still.

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Speaker 2: You start with the mindfulness. You remember that you aren't alone.

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Speaker 2: You give yourself kindness. So mind that short, little little

509
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Speaker 2: mini self compassion break. Did you notice a shift and

510
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Speaker 2: something you were thinking of?

511
00:28:04,876 --> 00:28:09,396
Speaker 1: I did, and I felt like, well, one, even to

512
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Speaker 1: pose these questions to yourself is so powerful and not

513
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Speaker 1: at all what I naturally gravitate towards in my day

514
00:28:15,276 --> 00:28:19,156
Speaker 1: to day life. I mean, it's I had this meta experience.

515
00:28:19,236 --> 00:28:23,196
Speaker 1: It was literally powerful for me to hear those questions

516
00:28:23,276 --> 00:28:26,116
Speaker 1: being asked of me in the first place. Yeah, and

517
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Speaker 1: I you know, I was thinking about reading some reviews

518
00:28:29,356 --> 00:28:31,076
Speaker 1: of the podcast, which is always fun. I mean, some

519
00:28:31,116 --> 00:28:36,156
Speaker 1: of the ninety nine percent are so delightful and so charming,

520
00:28:36,276 --> 00:28:38,916
Speaker 1: and I'm so moved by the impact the show has had.

521
00:28:38,916 --> 00:28:41,836
Speaker 1: And of course, like every other human planet Earth, I

522
00:28:41,876 --> 00:28:44,916
Speaker 1: take the one that's critical or harsh, and I take

523
00:28:44,956 --> 00:28:47,756
Speaker 1: it so personally, like this happened last night, Right, I

524
00:28:47,836 --> 00:28:49,916
Speaker 1: read this one comment, and I was like, did I

525
00:28:49,956 --> 00:28:51,756
Speaker 1: make the wrong decision? Should I have said it this

526
00:28:51,796 --> 00:28:53,756
Speaker 1: way versus this way? And I was just I was

527
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Speaker 1: beating myself up, and just in this moment, I was

528
00:28:56,836 --> 00:29:00,316
Speaker 1: trying to think to myself, Okay, well, surely I'm not

529
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Speaker 1: the only podcaster to have confronted this, or write or

530
00:29:04,796 --> 00:29:08,956
Speaker 1: author or writer or literally anyone who puts their point

531
00:29:09,196 --> 00:29:11,876
Speaker 1: of you out into the world right is going to

532
00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:14,116
Speaker 1: have these feelings. And so yeah, it did allow me

533
00:29:14,156 --> 00:29:17,716
Speaker 1: to have a slightly more compassionate posture towards myself, which

534
00:29:17,796 --> 00:29:18,516
Speaker 1: is really amazing.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So now that we understand the value of self

537
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Speaker 1: compassion and also why it is that we resist it

538
00:29:25,476 --> 00:29:28,196
Speaker 1: and some ways that we can cultivate it, I'd love

539
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Speaker 1: to workshop some of these ideas and help us understand

540
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Speaker 1: how we can apply this very valuable wisdom to our

541
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Speaker 1: everyday lives. And so I've chosen I think everyone struggles

542
00:29:38,236 --> 00:29:42,076
Speaker 1: in this area where we have to navigate difficult conversations

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00:29:42,276 --> 00:29:44,996
Speaker 1: or relationship moments. So you know, I hear from so

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Speaker 1: many of my friends who have kids that they in

545
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Speaker 1: the moment, they're frustrated, they lose their patience, they overreact

546
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Speaker 1: and then they beat themselves up after or they're in

547
00:29:54,796 --> 00:29:57,276
Speaker 1: a conversation with their partner and they find themselves getting

548
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Speaker 1: angry or flippant or whatever it is. And so, how

549
00:30:00,276 --> 00:30:02,836
Speaker 1: can we show ourselves a little bit more self compassion

550
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Speaker 1: in these moments where can we just fall prey to

551
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Speaker 1: being human? Really, that's all it is.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, So it's funny. I just had something like this

553
00:30:10,476 --> 00:30:12,956
Speaker 2: happened with my boyfriend where I was reactive and I

554
00:30:12,996 --> 00:30:16,196
Speaker 2: was inappropriate. And we're fairly new in our relationship. It's

555
00:30:16,236 --> 00:30:20,356
Speaker 2: about three months and he's thinking, sheils like this. I

556
00:30:20,436 --> 00:30:23,556
Speaker 2: am wired to be reactive. I've worked on it a

557
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Speaker 2: little bit, and I've done like lots of silent meditation

558
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Speaker 2: retreats and all these mindfulness techniques. When the reaction comes up,

559
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Speaker 2: there's really nothing I can do. It's like my brain,

560
00:30:34,436 --> 00:30:37,196
Speaker 2: the reactivity takes over. There's nose. This is me. Other

561
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Speaker 2: people manage to be mindful, not me. It just takes over,

562
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Speaker 2: and I don't have the clarity to be able to say, Kristen,

563
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Speaker 2: do you really want to respond that way? You know,

564
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Speaker 2: maybe use a little you know help here. It just

565
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Speaker 2: just my wiring doesn't work that way. People's brains are different.

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Speaker 2: In my brain when it gets triggered, I'm just I'm

567
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Speaker 2: no longer there. I don't have the observer who's able

568
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Speaker 2: to make a choice. It's gotten a little better. It's

569
00:31:01,236 --> 00:31:05,476
Speaker 2: not totally fair, but marginally so. And so you may

570
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Speaker 2: not be able to give yourself compassion in the moment

571
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Speaker 2: that you're having that reaction with your kids or your friend.

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Speaker 2: But what you can do is very quickly afterward. So

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Speaker 2: it takes me about five minutes tops to come down

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Speaker 2: and I realize the little brain I call it brain

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Speaker 2: farts reactivity. It's like it just happens, and then it's like, okay, okay,

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Speaker 2: I've got clarity again. Wow. The self compassion allows me

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Speaker 2: to apologize if I've been reactive, whether it again to

578
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Speaker 2: my son or my partner, to a friend, to own it.

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Speaker 2: I don't like blame me other person. I don't try

580
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Speaker 2: to justify it that I was really out of line.

581
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Speaker 2: I'm very sorry, and that helps the other person get

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Speaker 2: over it and you get to the point of talking

583
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Speaker 2: about what happened. But you know the other thing I've

584
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Speaker 2: started doing recently which really helps as I frontload it,

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Speaker 2: Like if I'm meeting a new person. I'll say, you know,

586
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Speaker 2: I could be reactive. It's just the way my brain

587
00:31:58,516 --> 00:32:01,396
Speaker 2: is wired. If it happens, please don't take it personally.

588
00:32:02,356 --> 00:32:04,916
Speaker 2: And you can also do that with your kids, right

589
00:32:04,956 --> 00:32:08,196
Speaker 2: You can say to your kids, I'm not perfect. Sometimes

590
00:32:08,196 --> 00:32:10,356
Speaker 2: I react. It's not how I want to be with you,

591
00:32:10,756 --> 00:32:13,796
Speaker 2: but it may happen. This is how human beings are.

592
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Speaker 2: If it does happen, I will apologize. And then what

593
00:32:17,116 --> 00:32:19,716
Speaker 2: you're doing is you're modeling for your kid that we

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Speaker 2: are human. As long as we don't pretend we didn't

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Speaker 2: do it, or try to blame someone else or avoid responsibility,

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Speaker 2: then not only does it help them not take it personally,

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Speaker 2: it gives them permission to be a little more self

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Speaker 2: compassionate to themselves. We think that harshness helps us stay inline.

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Speaker 2: It actually doesn't. When we're harsh and we feel shame

600
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Speaker 2: or we really feel a lot of stress of judging ourselves,

601
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Speaker 2: and actually makes us more reactive, not less reactive, because

602
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Speaker 2: our brain is also filled with all these negative judgments.

603
00:32:50,756 --> 00:32:54,236
Speaker 2: Carl Rogers said famously, the curious paradox is the more

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Speaker 2: I accept myself, the more I can change.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, this is excellent role modeling when it comes to

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Speaker 1: self compassion, because what I'm hearing you do is say, Okay,

607
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Speaker 1: there's this thing that I do that I don't love.

608
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Speaker 1: I'm owning it. I'm trying to work on it. It's gotten

609
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Speaker 1: a little bit better over the years, but it doesn't

610
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Speaker 1: feel fully in my control. I do feel sometimes like

611
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Speaker 1: I just lose it and I'm just not able to

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Speaker 1: be that dispassionate observer who's curving the behavior. So given this,

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Speaker 1: I am going to do whatever I can to protect

614
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Speaker 1: the people around me when I mean in that state

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Speaker 1: and make them know that they shouldn't. You take it personally,

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Speaker 1: and so that just seems like such a healthy recipe.

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Speaker 1: And you're not excusing it. You're not saying I love that,

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Speaker 1: I'm this way deal with it. You're like, I'm working

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Speaker 1: on it. But it's a it's a slow work.

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Speaker 2: And the more people accept you and your flaws, ironically,

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Speaker 2: the easier it is to be mindful, to be aware,

622
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Speaker 2: because often reactivity comes from your ego being triggered in

623
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Speaker 2: some way, and the more you feel accepted, the less

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Speaker 2: your ego needs to defend itself.

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Speaker 1: I like that what happens. Kristen so a lot of

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Speaker 1: people who are listening to this show. Given my understanding

627
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Speaker 1: of Slight Change listeners based on my interaction, they're the

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Speaker 1: kinds of people who really really care for others. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and then they also really want to be self compassionate.

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Speaker 1: And sometimes those things can stand in conflict with one another, right,

631
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Speaker 1: they can be at odds. So the thing that's going

632
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Speaker 1: to be compassionate towards myself is going to conflict with

633
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Speaker 1: being compassionate towards someone else. How do we navigate those

634
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Speaker 1: tensions where we feel like doing a thing that's kind

635
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Speaker 1: to us is maybe not the kindest thing for someone else.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it reminds me a little bit of the boundaries conversation.

637
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Speaker 2: There's a great quote by apprentice Hempill that boundaries are

638
00:34:44,996 --> 00:34:48,236
Speaker 2: the distance at which I can love myself and you simultaneously.

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Speaker 2: So finding that balance point, whether it's a boundary or

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Speaker 2: whether it's a negotiation where we respect the other person's

641
00:34:57,756 --> 00:35:01,476
Speaker 2: needs and our needs is of course it's the ideal, right,

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Speaker 2: But as you say, there are some situations where it's

643
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Speaker 2: just not possible, where it's just either or, And that's

644
00:35:08,796 --> 00:35:11,476
Speaker 2: what you know. There's no heart and fast rule for

645
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Speaker 2: doing that is wisdom. So, for instance, with my son

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Speaker 2: put your child first. You know, it's not even necessarily

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Speaker 2: like you're ignoring your own needs, because if your child

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Speaker 2: is unhappy, you're going to be unhappy. So or if

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Speaker 2: the relationship is poor, you're going to be unhappy. So

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Speaker 2: there's also some benefit for the self. But now that

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Speaker 2: he's older, for instance, and he's doing great, by the way,

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Speaker 2: I can say, you know, I would love to take

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Speaker 2: you to the zoo, but actually I'm sorry, I've got

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Speaker 2: to have her plans that weekend. You know, self compassion

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Speaker 2: doesn't provide answers about how to resolve a conflict. But

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Speaker 2: what it does do is it allows you to access

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Speaker 2: your wisdom to think of it from all sides. Again,

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Speaker 2: you don't prioritize your own needs, but you don't subordinate them.

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Speaker 2: You don't make your choices based on whether or not

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Speaker 2: people are going to like you. You make your choice

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Speaker 2: voices from care, care for yourself, care for the other person,

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Speaker 2: and you also you give yourself the safety to know,

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Speaker 2: maybe we'll make a mistake. Maybe I'll try this and

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Speaker 2: it won't work out, so we'll have to try something different.

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Speaker 2: But a lot of people when they're starting out absolutely

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Speaker 2: I got an email at once from a woman who said,

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Speaker 2: thanks for giving me one more thing I'm bad at,

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Speaker 2: you know. So that's why it's so important to give

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Speaker 2: yourself some kindness about that. It's not totally natural to

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Speaker 2: be self compassionate. It is a practice you do have

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Speaker 2: to learn, and pain will still arise, mistakes will still arise,

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Speaker 2: shame will still arise. What you do with self compassion

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Speaker 2: practice is you learn not to exacerbate it through harsh

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Speaker 1: Hey, thanks so much for listening. If you enjoyed my

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Speaker 1: conversation with Kristen, you may also enjoy a conversation I

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Speaker 1: had with a psychology professor, Ethan Cross. The episode is

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Speaker 1: called The Science of Our Inner Voice. Ethan and I

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Speaker 1: talk about strategies to rein in our mental chatter, like

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Speaker 1: that pesky inner voice that tells us we aren't good enough.

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Speaker 1: It's a great follow on episode if you're working on

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Speaker 1: being kinder to yourself. We'll link to it in the

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Speaker 1: show notes, and next week join me for a fun

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Speaker 1: episode about turning your passion into a career. We'll share

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Speaker 1: the story of a guy named Scott who loves pizza,

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Speaker 1: and I mean really loves it. He eventually turned that

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Speaker 1: love into a one of a kind pizza tour business.

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Speaker 1: Get ready for a law of cheesey pizza funds. Sorry

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Speaker 1: in advance, See you next week. A Slight Change of

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Speaker 1: Plans is created, written, and executive produced by me Maya Shunker.

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Speaker 1: The Slight Change family includes our showrunner Tyler Green, our

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Speaker 1: senior editor Kate Parkinson Morgan, our producer Trisha Bobita, and

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Speaker 1: our sound engineer Andrew Vestola. Louis Scara wrote our delightful

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Speaker 1: theme song, and Ginger Smith helped arrange the vocals. A

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Speaker 1: Slight Change of Plans is a production of Pushkin Industries,

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Speaker 1: so big thanks to everyone there, and of course a

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Speaker 1: very special thanks to Jimmy Lee. You can follow A

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Speaker 1: Slight Change of Plans on Instagram at doctor Maya Shunker.

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Speaker 1: See you next week. Do