WEBVTT - Chino Moreno

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Chino Morino is the lead singer of Deftones, the

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<v Speaker 1>Sacramento band experiencing resurgence as a new generation discovers their

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<v Speaker 1>nineties hits on social media. This year, Deftones have been

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<v Speaker 1>selling out arenas while putting the finishing touches on their

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<v Speaker 1>latest album, Private Music. During the recording sessions, guitarist Stephen

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<v Speaker 1>Carpenter's health took a turn when he was diagnosed with

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<v Speaker 1>type two diabetes. Chino stepped in to handle more of

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<v Speaker 1>the guitar parts, approaching the album with newfound clarity after

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<v Speaker 1>getting sober. On today's episode, Lea Rose talks with Chino

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<v Speaker 1>about the band's early days living with their late bassist

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<v Speaker 1>Chee Chang. He reflects on the story of their Around

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<v Speaker 1>the Fur album cover, and shares his post show ritual,

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<v Speaker 1>which often includes winding down with rom coms and his

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<v Speaker 1>tour bus bunk. This is broken record, real musicians conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Leo Rose with Gino Moreno.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just listening to Private Music, and I was curious,

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<v Speaker 2>Like the album starts so.

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<v Speaker 3>Hard, so fast.

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<v Speaker 2>It's got like that sledgy riff right off the top,

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<v Speaker 2>Like how important is that first Like three seconds when

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<v Speaker 2>you're sequencing the album.

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<v Speaker 4>It's pretty important.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean when we wrote that song, I kind of

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<v Speaker 5>knew right away that that wanted that to be the

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<v Speaker 5>first song on the record because I think the like

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<v Speaker 5>you said, it's kind of this bombastic sort of sledge

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<v Speaker 5>riff that yeah, and I loved Abes drumming on the song.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's really created what he does in the

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<v Speaker 5>verses and the staccato intro as well. It's just like

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<v Speaker 5>it kind of has a lot of elements that we're

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<v Speaker 5>sort of known for, so it's familiar, I think in

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<v Speaker 5>the beginning for the first thing to introduce the record,

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<v Speaker 5>but I also think it's powerful and then the just

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<v Speaker 5>you know, the song itself sort of has this like

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<v Speaker 5>just great introductory phil I think too, like what's to come.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>You know what's crazy is that we we wrote the

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<v Speaker 5>record in different sessions, like just getting together playing one

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<v Speaker 5>we did in the desert, which was we probably wrote

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<v Speaker 5>like five or six songs there, went to Shangri La,

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<v Speaker 5>did another five or six songs, wrote them there, didn't

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<v Speaker 5>record anything there but recorded what we were doing, but

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<v Speaker 5>it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 4>The actual you know, recording. We went actually after that

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<v Speaker 4>we tracked it.

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<v Speaker 5>So when we started tracking it, though, I already had

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<v Speaker 5>a sequence in mind once we had of the songs,

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<v Speaker 5>So we actually tracked the album in the sequence of

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<v Speaker 5>the record, which was cool. So's that's something that I

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<v Speaker 5>kind of like figured out early, Like I really had

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<v Speaker 5>this mindset of like creating an album, the kind of

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<v Speaker 5>that started in one place, went somewhere, and ended somewhere.

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<v Speaker 4>I kind of liked that idea of doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, have you guys ever done like a hidden track

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<v Speaker 2>or anything like that, like any like special.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we did.

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<v Speaker 5>That was like real popular in the nineties, I think

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<v Speaker 5>yes on CD. So we we had one on our

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<v Speaker 5>second record around the fir and it was pretty funny

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<v Speaker 5>because it's like it has to be a part of

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<v Speaker 5>the last song on the record, so the last song

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<v Speaker 5>on the record, that being like thirty something minutes long

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<v Speaker 5>or whatever, because we had like there was like a

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<v Speaker 5>twenty minute like break of silence. It's pretty funny we

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<v Speaker 5>we had. That was back when answering machines were still

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<v Speaker 5>people still had answering machines in their in their apartments

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<v Speaker 5>or whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>So we were staying in this apartment in Seattle.

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<v Speaker 5>We were recording, and Stephan Abe and myself shared an apartment,

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<v Speaker 5>so we had our answer machine and our it was

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<v Speaker 5>attached also to the intercom too, so like when friends

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<v Speaker 5>came over, they'd pressed the intercom to call us, and

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<v Speaker 5>then they'd leave the messages from either downstairs in the

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<v Speaker 5>you know, in the intercom to our our answer machine

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<v Speaker 5>or if someone called whatever, but we had our greeting

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<v Speaker 5>on there. Was like super funny, Like it was like

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<v Speaker 5>Stephan was like taking a bong hit and like, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>call us back, you know what I mean, well over night,

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<v Speaker 5>but we actually took that tape and we put that

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<v Speaker 5>on there so that our little message thing was on

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<v Speaker 5>as part of the hidden track. And then like a

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<v Speaker 5>couple of minutes later, a bonus song pops in out

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<v Speaker 5>of nowhere.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh that's so cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I remember Alanis Morissette had one of those, and

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<v Speaker 2>it came in like twenty minutes after. So if like

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<v Speaker 2>you left the CD on, yeah totally, just like all

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<v Speaker 2>of a sudden it started playing, you were like, whoa

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<v Speaker 2>who is it.

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<v Speaker 5>Was that on the Jagged Little Bit of album. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>that was a great record. I mean it's crazy because

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<v Speaker 5>that was also Maverick Records, which was where we were

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<v Speaker 5>at at the time, So our records came out pretty

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<v Speaker 5>close to each other, our first record and her record.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we had a kind of a close thing with

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<v Speaker 4>that record. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, that's so cool. Yeah, that was an awesome era.

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<v Speaker 2>So speaking of you guys living together, I know that

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<v Speaker 2>I think like right after or maybe while you were

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<v Speaker 2>still in high school, you lived with Chi right.

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<v Speaker 5>Yep, right out of my parents' house. I was still seventeen.

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<v Speaker 5>I kind of just stopped going to school. It was

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<v Speaker 5>a senior quote unquot senior the normal high school I

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<v Speaker 5>went to, and ended up going to a continuation high school,

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<v Speaker 5>which is like sort of just where you go and

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<v Speaker 5>make up credits and whatever, still get a diploma about

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<v Speaker 5>you like, you know, you just kind of do textbook work.

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<v Speaker 5>There's not really teachers and they're teaching. You're just kind

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<v Speaker 5>of like going through textbooks and whatever. But we started

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<v Speaker 5>playing shows actually, and we started taking little trips from

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<v Speaker 5>Sacramento to like Oakland and San Francisco and just like

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<v Speaker 5>d outskirts of a town and playing shows. So we'd

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<v Speaker 5>get back from playing shows like you know, three in

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<v Speaker 5>the morning, and then like and then I would just

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<v Speaker 5>like end up saying over cheese house, and then I'd

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<v Speaker 5>wake up in the morning and.

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<v Speaker 4>Be like, I'm not going to school today.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I kind of already had my mind made up that, like,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, not that I would be successful with the band,

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<v Speaker 5>but like I just was like that was kind of

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<v Speaker 5>like my priority. And my parents were supportive. I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>they were bummed I think that I like stopped going

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<v Speaker 5>to school, but they were also a little preoccupied. My

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<v Speaker 5>parents were actually going through divorce at that time too,

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<v Speaker 5>so it was like I kind of slipped through the

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<v Speaker 5>cracks a little bit. Like normally my parents were pretty

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<v Speaker 5>strict about stuff, but like they were kind of dealing

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<v Speaker 5>with their own things, so like I kind of just

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<v Speaker 5>like was able to do what I wanted for the

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<v Speaker 5>most part, wow, and really like checking up on me

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<v Speaker 5>like are.

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<v Speaker 4>You doing this, are you doing that? Are you doing

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<v Speaker 4>this or whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>So in a way, it was kind of I guess

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<v Speaker 5>I got lucky in a way because I got just

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<v Speaker 5>dived deep into music as opposed to like trying to

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<v Speaker 5>do school and that. Yeah, I was able to really

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<v Speaker 5>like focus on music stuff. But it was weird, you

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<v Speaker 5>know what I mean. It wasn't like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 5>was still kind of it was a bummer, you know

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<v Speaker 5>what I mean. I was like one of the only

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<v Speaker 5>kids at that point. We had a lot of friends

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<v Speaker 5>whose parents were divorced, like when you grow up whatever,

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<v Speaker 5>and I was always so proud, like my parents are

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<v Speaker 5>still married, blah blah blah.

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<v Speaker 4>And then right like you know, your high school league divorce.

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<v Speaker 3>It wasn't like something you saw coming.

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<v Speaker 4>Not really, no, no, Yeah, did.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys sound like Deftones in the beginning, like when

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<v Speaker 2>the band first started playing together, Like what did you

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<v Speaker 2>sound like?

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<v Speaker 4>I think, yeah, some of the DNAs there.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, obviously we were trying to figure out, like

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<v Speaker 5>we were trying to figure out how to play our

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<v Speaker 5>own instruments. I was, I was emulating a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>what I liked, so like, you know, some songs, I

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<v Speaker 5>would try to sound like Morrissey and sound like Danzing

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<v Speaker 5>and like those things don't match. But like in a way,

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<v Speaker 5>like I kind of came up with my own sound

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<v Speaker 5>maybe because those things don't match.

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<v Speaker 4>And I just liked what I liked and I was.

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<v Speaker 5>Trying to take I was just taking influence from the

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<v Speaker 5>things that I like enjoyed. Yeah, Also, like I listened

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<v Speaker 5>to a lot of rap music back then, so I

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<v Speaker 5>used to like to try to rap as well. And

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<v Speaker 5>to me, I didn't think it was that weird to

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<v Speaker 5>like put like rhythmic singing over some of the stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>Whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>My lyrics weren't really like I guess rap oriented lyrics

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<v Speaker 5>where I wasn't like, you know, talking about things that

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't really do. But I think just the format

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<v Speaker 5>of like like the Cadences and things like that like

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<v Speaker 5>that were inspiring to me. So I put like all

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<v Speaker 5>those things together screaming from like I loved Pantera and

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<v Speaker 5>Bad Brains and and so like just I guess all

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<v Speaker 5>those little elements whatever, I was just kind of you know,

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<v Speaker 5>emulating maybe each one at certain points, like a little

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<v Speaker 5>bit more like where you can really tell, oh, he's

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<v Speaker 5>trying to do this. And I think over the time,

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<v Speaker 5>I've been able to, like, I guess, find myself within

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<v Speaker 5>all those things and kind of have my own voice.

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<v Speaker 4>I guess, I hope.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, when did you find your voice?

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<v Speaker 2>Like when do you feel like you were squarely standing

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<v Speaker 2>in your own sound.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean it would probably be I think definitely after

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<v Speaker 5>our first record, because our first record is still hard

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<v Speaker 5>for you to listen to because I can hear like

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<v Speaker 5>myself not still like not being confident and not really

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<v Speaker 5>knowing what.

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<v Speaker 4>I was doing.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I was so nervous on our first record

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<v Speaker 5>that I didn't even write a lot of lyrics, like

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of it's just like freestyling syllables and whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>Like and then so like if you notice, like inside

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<v Speaker 5>there's not lyrics in the record, there's some scribbled notes

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<v Speaker 5>of me that I wrote whatever. So there's some words

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<v Speaker 5>in there, but like some of it's not because I

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<v Speaker 5>was so scared to commit to like what I was

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<v Speaker 5>going to say.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, just kind of like used my voice as an

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<v Speaker 4>instrument more.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, so that record's hard for us too because I

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<v Speaker 5>can see exactly where I was whatever, just kind of

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<v Speaker 5>non confident, like sort of still figuring out. Whereas maybe

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<v Speaker 5>our second record, I think, you know, touring a lot

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<v Speaker 5>from our first record and just like actually getting the

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<v Speaker 5>opportunity to make a second record, which a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>bands don't even get that chance, right, we got to

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<v Speaker 5>signed to a pretty big label and yeah, and you know,

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<v Speaker 5>we didn't sell anything close to like what Atlantis sold, right,

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<v Speaker 5>so who's our label made? So like I mean honestly,

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<v Speaker 5>that probably helped because I think our label was making

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<v Speaker 5>so much money from Atlantis. Yeah that like they probably

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<v Speaker 5>lost a lot of money on our first record, but

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<v Speaker 5>allowed us to go and make a second record.

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<v Speaker 4>Reallyant honestly, did.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to like show and prove at that point

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<v Speaker 2>to the label, Like, was there anything that you had

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<v Speaker 2>to in a way promise them that we're going to

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<v Speaker 2>bring next time to make the next album do even better.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't think that there was early ever thatscussion, but

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<v Speaker 4>I think within ourselves, I think we wanted to. I

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<v Speaker 4>know I wanted to.

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<v Speaker 5>I wanted to show and prove, like, wow, we can

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<v Speaker 5>do so much better, because even if our first record

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<v Speaker 5>was done, I knew that it wasn't as good as

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<v Speaker 5>the band that we were becoming. So with the second record,

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<v Speaker 5>I really think that we made a statement. I think

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<v Speaker 5>it's probably still one of our strongest records to the state.

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<v Speaker 5>And then after that we made the White Pony record,

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<v Speaker 5>which was like a pretty big left turn to like

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<v Speaker 5>where music was sort of at that point, where like

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of new metal music what they were calling

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<v Speaker 5>it at the time, which I guess they still call

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<v Speaker 5>it that, but it was like kind of that was

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<v Speaker 5>like kind of pop like on the Raino all day long,

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<v Speaker 5>and we steered like far left of that and made

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<v Speaker 5>the White Pony album. And the label wasn't actually really

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<v Speaker 5>that stoked on it because of that, but they did

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<v Speaker 5>support us a lot because they knew that it was

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<v Speaker 5>still a good record. And honestly, that was probably one

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<v Speaker 5>of the best decisions we ever made doing that, because

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<v Speaker 5>I think it help with our longevity for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>How hands on, was Madonna with a label because it

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<v Speaker 2>was her label?

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<v Speaker 4>Right? Yes? Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Was she involved with like the artist sound? Would she

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<v Speaker 2>sort of be in like an executive producer position? Did

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<v Speaker 2>you have any conversations with her, like creative conversations about

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<v Speaker 2>what you were putting out?

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<v Speaker 5>No, you know, no, not really, And I can only

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<v Speaker 5>speak for us. Maybe she did with some other artists,

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<v Speaker 5>but I mean, I remember the first time that we

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<v Speaker 5>when we very first got signed. I went to the

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<v Speaker 5>office and I didn't even know she was there. I

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<v Speaker 5>went to go sit in my an r's office, the

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<v Speaker 5>guy who signed his name's guy, And I was sitting

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<v Speaker 5>talking to him and like staring at like, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>face to face with him. The doors behind me, and

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<v Speaker 5>the door opens and he starts talking to her. I

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<v Speaker 5>just hear a female voice and I look over and

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<v Speaker 5>I look up and it's her. And then she he's like.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, this is new artist, blah blah blah.

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<v Speaker 5>And I was just freaking out because as like a

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<v Speaker 5>ten year old and myself was just like.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 5>And then she ended up coming to a few of

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<v Speaker 5>our shows, and like I remember one time we were

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<v Speaker 5>backstage and we were about to go on stage and

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<v Speaker 5>she was like looking me up and down. She's like,

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<v Speaker 5>are you going to get ready? I looked down at

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<v Speaker 5>my clothes. I was like, yeah, I'm ready. She's like,

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<v Speaker 5>that's what you're gonna wear? And I think I just

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<v Speaker 5>had a prayer like Dicky's and a T shirt or

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<v Speaker 5>something on whatever, and she was like, that's what you're

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<v Speaker 5>gonna wear, like kind of like and I.

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<v Speaker 4>Was like, whoa, she's a come here.

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<v Speaker 5>And then she like helped me like pulled my pants

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<v Speaker 5>up a little bit, like help me fix my belt

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<v Speaker 5>and whatever. And it was just like this is like

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<v Speaker 5>surreal right now, But those kind of things are like,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, like like a story like until today that

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<v Speaker 5>still like brings joy to me totally.

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<v Speaker 2>So I was going to ask you about like back

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<v Speaker 2>when we were talking about you living with Chi. Since

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<v Speaker 2>you've known the guys for so long, I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>you can tell a lot about a person by the

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<v Speaker 2>way their bedroom is. Do you remember, like growing up,

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<v Speaker 2>what people's bedrooms were.

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<v Speaker 4>Like, I totally do.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like Abes or Chi or.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, Abe.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, so I'll use Abe as an example because

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<v Speaker 5>this is great. I went to Abe's house for the

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<v Speaker 5>first time. I think we were in seven, in maybe

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<v Speaker 5>eighth grade. We're in junior high school, and I go

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<v Speaker 5>to his house after school A skateboard over there, and

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<v Speaker 5>I go into his room and he's got a little

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<v Speaker 5>tiny room. I mean it's, you know, pretty small, but

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<v Speaker 5>his drum set takes up his whole room.

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<v Speaker 4>And it was his dad's drum set.

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<v Speaker 5>His dad passed away when he was a couple of

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<v Speaker 5>years before that actually, and he was in a band.

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<v Speaker 5>He inherited the drum set from him, and he had

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<v Speaker 5>so his room was just the drum set. And then

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<v Speaker 5>he had a little tiny like mattress on the like

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<v Speaker 5>in the corner, like where he slept. I don't even

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<v Speaker 5>know if it was a mattress. I want to say,

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<v Speaker 5>it was just like the blanket, started sleeping bag whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>But he sacrifices like comfort. So it's like his room

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<v Speaker 5>was just like his drum set. And then back then

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<v Speaker 5>as when we had cassettes, so we have a whole

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<v Speaker 5>wall of just like cassettes and a lot of like

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<v Speaker 5>dub cassettes because that's what we used to be back

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<v Speaker 5>in the day, like dub cassettes. And then like do

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<v Speaker 5>our own artwork on him whatever, So whole wall of cassettes,

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<v Speaker 5>you know. So I was just enamorated by his cassette

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<v Speaker 5>collecting and it's just music, like his music ruled his life,

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<v Speaker 5>so like that was his little world, right. That was

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<v Speaker 5>awesome now now cheese. So we shared a bedroom when

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<v Speaker 5>I moved in. It was a one bedroom apartment that

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<v Speaker 5>we lived in, and he lived in there actually with

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<v Speaker 5>his girlfriend at the time. When I would go stay

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<v Speaker 5>the night over there, and then him and his girlfriend

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<v Speaker 5>broke up and it could have had something to do

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<v Speaker 5>with that. I was always asleep on the couch in

0:14:25.356 --> 0:14:27.796
<v Speaker 5>the other room whatever, but she was finding like, yeah,

0:14:27.996 --> 0:14:29.556
<v Speaker 5>it's either him or me or kind of thing whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>But yeah, but she ended up moving out and then

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<v Speaker 5>so I moved in officially and then we both shared room,

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<v Speaker 5>so we had two like twin mattresses on each side

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<v Speaker 5>of the room. But our room was a fucking mess.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, our whole apartment was. But it was like

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<v Speaker 5>college off and it was actually on the college campus

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<v Speaker 5>because he still went to school. The deal was his

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<v Speaker 5>dad would pay half the rent as long as he

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<v Speaker 5>was in school.

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<v Speaker 4>So his dad paid half.

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<v Speaker 5>The rent and then she and I split the other half.

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<v Speaker 5>With the rent was so it was like the rent

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<v Speaker 5>was like nothing. It was like it was like one

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<v Speaker 5>hundred and fifty bucks a month, and it was in

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<v Speaker 5>an apartment on kind of off campus a Sex State University.

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<v Speaker 5>And I worked at the dining comments there, like the

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<v Speaker 5>where they served the kids in the dorms stay lunches

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<v Speaker 5>and dinners whatever, the dining home whatever, so.

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<v Speaker 3>You could take food.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, so we used to like come home with food. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>that's how we lived. But it was mostly just like beer.

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<v Speaker 5>We just drank beer. And like she was, he's a

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<v Speaker 5>couple of years older than then the rest of us actually,

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<v Speaker 5>so so he was old enough to buy beer at

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<v Speaker 5>that point.

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<v Speaker 4>I was still young and he might not even been

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<v Speaker 4>twenty one yet.

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<v Speaker 5>But there was a store across the street that we

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<v Speaker 5>could buy beer from so like, and it was cheap beer,

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<v Speaker 5>like the cheapest beer you can buy.

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<v Speaker 4>So like.

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<v Speaker 5>Our whole balcony was just full of beer cans and

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<v Speaker 5>it was like a total like I don't know, I

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<v Speaker 5>guess what I would expect a front house to kind

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<v Speaker 5>of write. It was just like us too, And then

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<v Speaker 5>all our friends.

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<v Speaker 3>Were there all the time, the hangout spot.

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<v Speaker 4>It was just the hangout spot. Yeah, but it was awesome.

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<v Speaker 3>So you must have been over high school.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, I don't know, you seemed like you were beyond

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<v Speaker 2>high school at that point, Like, I know, you're going

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<v Speaker 2>to the continuation school, but mentally, it seems like you

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<v Speaker 2>were already like graduated.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So yeah I did. I just stopped going to school.

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<v Speaker 5>I stopped even going to the continuation school. And it

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<v Speaker 5>was probably almost towards the end of the school year anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>So I was kind of bummed that I didn't graduate.

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<v Speaker 5>My parents were bummed that I didn't graduate. But other

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<v Speaker 5>than that, I was just like, yeah, I was already.

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<v Speaker 5>Like we started playing shows, and you know, we started

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<v Speaker 5>to guard a small following even around Sacramento at the time,

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<v Speaker 5>and we practiced almost every day and we just had fun.

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<v Speaker 5>We were wrapped by the river, so we swam, like

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<v Speaker 5>all summer, we're just swimming and like, yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 5>like the time of our lives, really like making music.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and who came Did Abe come up with the

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<v Speaker 3>name deftones?

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<v Speaker 4>Stephan did? Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Stephan did yeah, And we.

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<v Speaker 5>Were going to play one of our first shows and

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<v Speaker 5>we had to buy tickets too. It was like one

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<v Speaker 5>of the things pay to play kind of thing, but

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<v Speaker 5>where we buy all the tickets and then we can

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<v Speaker 5>We bought the tickets for a dollar apiece from the

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<v Speaker 5>promoter and then we can sell them for three dollars

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<v Speaker 5>so we can make a cop books up each ticket.

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<v Speaker 4>But we did end up doing that.

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<v Speaker 5>We ended up just giving away to our friends at

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<v Speaker 5>school and whatever so we can have a pact for

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<v Speaker 5>a show. And we were like, well, we need a

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<v Speaker 5>band of we're gonna play a show. So Stephan said, oh,

0:17:10.676 --> 0:17:12.076
<v Speaker 5>we're going to be called deaf Tones and I was

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<v Speaker 5>like okay. So then Abe wrote it on the ticket,

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<v Speaker 5>but he didn't even know how to spell it, so

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<v Speaker 5>we spelled it like me a F tone whatever. Right, Oh,

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<v Speaker 5>So we gave all the tickets away and he's like no,

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<v Speaker 5>that's not how you spell it whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's like deaf, like you know, like the rap.

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<v Speaker 3>Like yeah, like jamar or whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, So I was like okay, so like yeah, it

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<v Speaker 5>wasn't anything that was like well thought out or other

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<v Speaker 5>than just you know, Stephan said, that's the name of

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<v Speaker 5>our band.

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<v Speaker 4>We said, okay, it's a great name. I mean, do

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<v Speaker 4>you like it now? I don't know. I mean it's worked.

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<v Speaker 3>I guess it's like you probably can't even think of it,

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<v Speaker 3>like yeah, objective.

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<v Speaker 4>It's silly.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean most band names are silly. There's a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of silly band names. But you kind of like the

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<v Speaker 5>name takes on its own thing after a while, right,

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<v Speaker 5>the music is kind of like whatever, and then you

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<v Speaker 5>don't really think so much about the name itself.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back with more from China Moreno after the break.

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<v Speaker 2>Who in the band and is in charge of like

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<v Speaker 2>the aesthetics? Like is there somebody who sort of keeps

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<v Speaker 2>an eye on that or is it a collective thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Like as far as the final album covers, the actual

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<v Speaker 2>font of the band name has always been super cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there one of you who is kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>that guy?

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<v Speaker 5>I'm pretty much the one that is like in the

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<v Speaker 5>trenches with all that stuff. But everybody he's it, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>I always I never do anything without everybody at least

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<v Speaker 5>likes seeing, Hey, what do you guys think about this?

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<v Speaker 5>And then there everybody's pretty easy going and they trust me,

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<v Speaker 5>which is rad cool.

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<v Speaker 4>But it's myself.

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<v Speaker 5>And then there's a guy at Warner Brothers who has

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<v Speaker 5>been working with us since the White Pony album by

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<v Speaker 5>the name of Frank Maddox. So him and I like

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<v Speaker 5>get together and brainstorm and like he's really good with

0:18:51.836 --> 0:18:56.156
<v Speaker 5>graphic art and photography and so yeah, we just come

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<v Speaker 5>up with random stuff and then we just sort of

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<v Speaker 5>sort of start like brainstorming.

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<v Speaker 3>And do you enjoy that part of it?

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<v Speaker 4>I do? I really do.

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<v Speaker 5>From everything from our T shirt designs to our like

0:19:08.796 --> 0:19:11.076
<v Speaker 5>our so when we play our live shows now we

0:19:11.156 --> 0:19:14.316
<v Speaker 5>have like these huge led screens behind us whatever, so

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<v Speaker 5>there's like different content that goes on between during the songs,

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<v Speaker 5>and then like some of it's imag which is basically

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<v Speaker 5>like the live feed of us on stage in the crowd.

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<v Speaker 5>But but I've been but like we throw filters on

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<v Speaker 5>that kind of stuff whatever, and just the color palettes

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<v Speaker 5>everything like I'm just like, really, that's kind of stuff

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<v Speaker 5>is fun for.

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<v Speaker 4>Me to do.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I've seen like still shots of it and there's

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<v Speaker 2>like pink like a woman's face.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I.

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<v Speaker 2>Saw people on Reddit trying to figure out where those

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<v Speaker 2>images come from.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, a lot of stuff I research and find, like

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<v Speaker 5>archive dot org is one one site that I've been

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<v Speaker 5>going on for years and years, and it's just like

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<v Speaker 5>all this like old archival footage of stuff whatever, some

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<v Speaker 5>old movies like I like to find like old like

0:19:58.076 --> 0:20:03.636
<v Speaker 5>rare you know stuff, And yeah, imagery and like sonics

0:20:03.836 --> 0:20:06.476
<v Speaker 5>like those two things to me, Like, I love marrying

0:20:06.516 --> 0:20:09.236
<v Speaker 5>those things together, whether it's like I mean, when I

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<v Speaker 5>listened to music a lot of times, I'll see images

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<v Speaker 5>and vice versa. I'll like look at the image sometimes

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<v Speaker 5>and I'll kind of hear music. So really marrying those

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<v Speaker 5>two things is always fun.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>And you've done some scoring recently, right, some movie scoring

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<v Speaker 3>or show scoring.

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<v Speaker 5>I've done some of it. Some I did, like this

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<v Speaker 5>Hulu thing once I've done. Yeah, but it's something that

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<v Speaker 5>I want to do more of. I haven't done anything recently,

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<v Speaker 5>but I love I'm really into soundscapes and Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>That seems like something that you'd be really really good at.

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<v Speaker 4>It still takes I mean, you have to know what

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<v Speaker 4>you're doing. It's hard.

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<v Speaker 5>Like coming up with the ideas, to me, that's the

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<v Speaker 5>easy part, but like actually doing it. I like, I

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<v Speaker 5>definitely help with that kind of the technical side of things.

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<v Speaker 5>And then again it's like musically, I'm not trained professionally.

0:20:57.316 --> 0:21:01.076
<v Speaker 5>I don't stand theory. I understand some. I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 5>learn more. But that's kind of been my goal lately actually,

0:21:03.956 --> 0:21:07.556
<v Speaker 5>as especially as I get older, is just working on piano,

0:21:07.796 --> 0:21:13.316
<v Speaker 5>playing piano, taking less and playing guitar, learning chords, tunings, everything.

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<v Speaker 5>Just that's kind of where I find fun now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>learning stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:21:20.636 --> 0:21:24.876
<v Speaker 2>I heard Steffan saying that, I guess while making private

0:21:24.956 --> 0:21:28.476
<v Speaker 2>music he he has type two diabetes and he started

0:21:28.516 --> 0:21:31.716
<v Speaker 2>talking about it. But because of the illness, you had

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<v Speaker 2>to do more of the guitar parts.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean, and honestly, it's crazy because I didn't

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<v Speaker 5>I knew something. We all knew that something was going

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<v Speaker 5>on with him at the time.

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<v Speaker 4>Whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>He was like very lethargic, Like during the writing sessions

0:21:46.436 --> 0:21:49.756
<v Speaker 5>where he was there, he was present, but he was

0:21:49.836 --> 0:21:53.276
<v Speaker 5>just like he just seemed run down, and like we'd

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<v Speaker 5>start working on stuff and he'd kind of come in

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<v Speaker 5>and he'd like, he just seemed like very slow. And

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<v Speaker 5>it was hard sometimes because I would take it as like,

0:22:01.156 --> 0:22:02.596
<v Speaker 5>like we got in a couple of arguments a couple

0:22:02.596 --> 0:22:04.036
<v Speaker 5>of times where I was like, dude, look, what's wrong

0:22:04.076 --> 0:22:05.636
<v Speaker 5>with you? Do you like not want to be here?

0:22:05.796 --> 0:22:07.556
<v Speaker 5>Like I would just ask him, and then you get

0:22:07.596 --> 0:22:09.436
<v Speaker 5>mad at me. You're like, what are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 5>And I'd be like, how could you ask me if

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<v Speaker 5>I want to be here? I'm here, and I'm like, yeah,

0:22:13.276 --> 0:22:15.276
<v Speaker 5>I know you're here, but like you don't seem interested

0:22:15.316 --> 0:22:17.436
<v Speaker 5>in what's going on. He's like, and he would get

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<v Speaker 5>mad at me for asking that, but everybody else was

0:22:19.876 --> 0:22:21.596
<v Speaker 5>thinking it, but no one else was asking this, So

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<v Speaker 5>then he'd get mad at me for like confronting him

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<v Speaker 5>about it. But we soon realized that, man, maybe something's

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<v Speaker 5>going off to health. And then we were playing Coachella

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<v Speaker 5>maybe I don't know, a few months after that after

0:22:32.356 --> 0:22:35.236
<v Speaker 5>that one of those sessions and and we got a

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<v Speaker 5>stage and he just like came up to all of

0:22:37.636 --> 0:22:39.436
<v Speaker 5>us and he was like, you guys, I'm really sorry that,

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<v Speaker 5>Like I played so bad, and honestly, I didn't really

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<v Speaker 5>realize it. I noticed that he was a little sloppier

0:22:45.996 --> 0:22:49.156
<v Speaker 5>than usual, but he was like, yo, he's like I

0:22:49.236 --> 0:22:51.636
<v Speaker 5>was like having a heart standing up. He's like in

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<v Speaker 5>my my hand wasn't like doing what, wasn't like responding

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<v Speaker 5>to like playing these songs.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

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<v Speaker 5>And so I was like, yo, I was like, you

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<v Speaker 5>need to go figure out what's going on with you.

0:23:02.956 --> 0:23:07.556
<v Speaker 5>And he's been one of those people who I've always

0:23:07.596 --> 0:23:10.316
<v Speaker 5>tried to self diagnose himself, like our golf YouTube and

0:23:10.356 --> 0:23:11.676
<v Speaker 5>like be like, oh, well, this is what's wrong with me.

0:23:11.756 --> 0:23:13.036
<v Speaker 5>And I'm like, dude, no, you need to go to

0:23:13.036 --> 0:23:15.396
<v Speaker 5>the doctor. And no one really likes to go to

0:23:15.476 --> 0:23:17.436
<v Speaker 5>the doctor. I get it, right. It's like, you know,

0:23:17.676 --> 0:23:20.756
<v Speaker 5>sometimes it's like scary, right, especially if you feel like

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<v Speaker 5>something's wrong with you.

0:23:22.436 --> 0:23:24.596
<v Speaker 4>You don't want to hear do you know what I mean?

0:23:24.636 --> 0:23:26.356
<v Speaker 4>But you you gotta know, right.

0:23:26.436 --> 0:23:29.276
<v Speaker 5>So, so eventually he faced up and he went and

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<v Speaker 5>then like and then I just like you just watched

0:23:32.316 --> 0:23:35.236
<v Speaker 5>his whole like he just changes, like once he knew

0:23:35.276 --> 0:23:37.356
<v Speaker 5>what was wrong with him, then he was like okay,

0:23:37.476 --> 0:23:39.156
<v Speaker 5>and then he started to figure out the tools of

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<v Speaker 5>it to deal with it. And now he's like he's

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<v Speaker 5>an obsessive person where it's like anything he gets to do,

0:23:43.236 --> 0:23:46.236
<v Speaker 5>whether it's like anything, just like he gets into he

0:23:46.276 --> 0:23:47.076
<v Speaker 5>gets obsessed with it.

0:23:47.196 --> 0:23:49.516
<v Speaker 4>So like how it's his health that he's obsessed with.

0:23:49.596 --> 0:23:53.196
<v Speaker 5>So, like we share a bus together and he every

0:23:53.276 --> 0:23:55.276
<v Speaker 5>night he's just like he's like, has this like his.

0:23:55.476 --> 0:23:56.876
<v Speaker 4>Sugar mon like thing on.

0:23:56.996 --> 0:23:59.396
<v Speaker 5>He's just like, look numbers and he's like, oh, look

0:23:59.396 --> 0:24:01.116
<v Speaker 5>at my thing is spike here and it's blah blah blah,

0:24:01.156 --> 0:24:02.356
<v Speaker 5>and I know so if I eat this, if I

0:24:02.796 --> 0:24:04.676
<v Speaker 5>you know, and this whatever. So he's just like he's

0:24:04.916 --> 0:24:07.036
<v Speaker 5>excited about it, and so like I just engage with

0:24:07.116 --> 0:24:09.396
<v Speaker 5>him about it, and it's like I'm just seeing him

0:24:09.436 --> 0:24:12.036
<v Speaker 5>like his like life come back into him, like physically

0:24:12.036 --> 0:24:15.236
<v Speaker 5>and mentally. Like he's just like awakening because he you know,

0:24:15.276 --> 0:24:17.356
<v Speaker 5>it's a it's a real positive thing that I'm happy with.

0:24:17.396 --> 0:24:17.996
<v Speaker 4>But that's awesome.

0:24:18.036 --> 0:24:19.316
<v Speaker 5>Back to what we were saying about as far as

0:24:19.356 --> 0:24:23.316
<v Speaker 5>the writing stuff, so like during that time, I didn't

0:24:23.636 --> 0:24:25.876
<v Speaker 5>realize that I was doing that. It was more or

0:24:25.956 --> 0:24:29.716
<v Speaker 5>less like Okay, well we're here and we're just going

0:24:29.796 --> 0:24:33.396
<v Speaker 5>to keep busy. So if he wasn't engaging. I would

0:24:33.396 --> 0:24:35.076
<v Speaker 5>just be like, Okay, here's an idea, kamany, let's go

0:24:35.116 --> 0:24:36.956
<v Speaker 5>boo boo boom, and then we'd just start working on stuff.

0:24:36.956 --> 0:24:39.316
<v Speaker 5>But before you knew it, we had like almost the

0:24:39.356 --> 0:24:42.356
<v Speaker 5>albums worth the material that where a lot of it.

0:24:42.396 --> 0:24:45.116
<v Speaker 5>He didn't spearhead because of what he was going through whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>So so in hindsight, yes, there was a lot more

0:24:49.036 --> 0:24:50.916
<v Speaker 5>I think where I picked up the slack on whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>But I enjoyed doing it too.

0:24:52.876 --> 0:24:55.636
<v Speaker 5>I mean, I love writing music and I love playing

0:24:55.636 --> 0:24:58.836
<v Speaker 5>with Abe and the other guy. So and it wasn't

0:24:58.876 --> 0:25:01.036
<v Speaker 5>like a thing where I wasn't mad about it and

0:25:01.076 --> 0:25:03.596
<v Speaker 5>he wasn't. Now I mean I obvious see it took

0:25:03.676 --> 0:25:06.156
<v Speaker 5>him a while because he was I think before he

0:25:06.476 --> 0:25:08.556
<v Speaker 5>knew what was going on and whatever, he was like

0:25:09.516 --> 0:25:11.236
<v Speaker 5>and he's always going to maybe have been away where

0:25:11.236 --> 0:25:14.476
<v Speaker 5>he's never really told me that. But it was weird

0:25:14.476 --> 0:25:17.036
<v Speaker 5>when we did the Zanelow interview. He in the middle

0:25:17.036 --> 0:25:19.396
<v Speaker 5>of the interview, he's like, I just want to say that,

0:25:19.476 --> 0:25:21.876
<v Speaker 5>you know, Gino like really stepped up and he really

0:25:21.916 --> 0:25:23.796
<v Speaker 5>like came through and blah blah, and he's like and

0:25:23.836 --> 0:25:26.356
<v Speaker 5>that was the first time he ever like like complimented

0:25:26.396 --> 0:25:28.796
<v Speaker 5>me or like our knowledge that, like you know, all

0:25:28.836 --> 0:25:31.076
<v Speaker 5>the hard work that I put into the to the

0:25:31.076 --> 0:25:33.836
<v Speaker 5>writing and stuff like that whatever. So like like I

0:25:33.916 --> 0:25:36.516
<v Speaker 5>kind of got like a little you know, teared up

0:25:36.556 --> 0:25:38.916
<v Speaker 5>a little bit. I mean funny the camera panned away

0:25:38.916 --> 0:25:40.636
<v Speaker 5>from you because you can't see, but I'm there with

0:25:40.676 --> 0:25:43.556
<v Speaker 5>my mouth open, just like whoa, like thank you for

0:25:43.756 --> 0:25:44.476
<v Speaker 5>technowledging that.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh that's so sweet?

0:25:45.916 --> 0:25:47.996
<v Speaker 5>Right, yeah, I mean I was just it was it

0:25:48.036 --> 0:25:50.116
<v Speaker 5>was like a you know, sentimental moment between friends.

0:25:50.316 --> 0:25:51.596
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that was a cool interview.

0:25:51.596 --> 0:25:51.876
<v Speaker 4>I liked.

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<v Speaker 2>That was just cool seeing you all together when you're

0:25:54.836 --> 0:25:57.516
<v Speaker 2>in the studio, are you sort of I don't know

0:25:57.516 --> 0:26:02.316
<v Speaker 2>if you saw the Beatles Get Back documentary, Oh yeah great.

0:26:02.756 --> 0:26:04.996
<v Speaker 5>It was long, but it was like worth watching, especially

0:26:04.996 --> 0:26:07.836
<v Speaker 5>if you're a musician. Like watching how they work and

0:26:07.916 --> 0:26:10.116
<v Speaker 5>their dynamic between the guys, it was like.

0:26:10.196 --> 0:26:12.756
<v Speaker 2>It turned them into real people for me, Like I

0:26:12.756 --> 0:26:15.356
<v Speaker 2>didn't think of them as real people. It's like I

0:26:15.476 --> 0:26:18.156
<v Speaker 2>understood their personalities and how they worked together and I

0:26:18.236 --> 0:26:22.436
<v Speaker 2>had no idea, Like seeing Paul's roll, how he stepped

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<v Speaker 2>up and he totally was like the task master and

0:26:25.236 --> 0:26:26.476
<v Speaker 2>he's like the band leader.

0:26:27.196 --> 0:26:30.116
<v Speaker 5>It's Orecm there like like George and they're just like

0:26:30.156 --> 0:26:32.956
<v Speaker 5>showing his rifts and stuff too, and you're just yeah, WHOA,

0:26:33.236 --> 0:26:35.836
<v Speaker 5>Like I don't know, I just love watching it because

0:26:35.836 --> 0:26:39.276
<v Speaker 5>it's it's pretty funny because like most bands are the same,

0:26:39.436 --> 0:26:41.876
<v Speaker 5>Like we all like there's so many cliches, like we

0:26:41.956 --> 0:26:44.476
<v Speaker 5>all do the same shit, and like relationship wise, and

0:26:44.556 --> 0:26:47.436
<v Speaker 5>like the kind of fight for you know this like

0:26:47.516 --> 0:26:50.476
<v Speaker 5>underlying fight for like you know, who's kind of steering

0:26:50.476 --> 0:26:54.156
<v Speaker 5>the ship sometimes, right, yes, And there's like with the

0:26:54.156 --> 0:26:57.476
<v Speaker 5>Beatles especially, there's like there's a lot of great songwriting

0:26:57.556 --> 0:27:00.236
<v Speaker 5>amongst all of them individually, right, So it's like how

0:27:00.236 --> 0:27:02.676
<v Speaker 5>they made that work and how like you got to

0:27:02.716 --> 0:27:04.916
<v Speaker 5>pick your battles and then you have to sometimes like

0:27:04.996 --> 0:27:07.436
<v Speaker 5>not say what you're thinking and then sometimes also like

0:27:07.716 --> 0:27:10.076
<v Speaker 5>tiptoe around certain things because as you know, that might

0:27:10.116 --> 0:27:12.396
<v Speaker 5>trigger somebody or this or that whatever. Try to get

0:27:12.396 --> 0:27:15.356
<v Speaker 5>your ideas heard, but like not take you know, not

0:27:15.436 --> 0:27:17.636
<v Speaker 5>dictate what everybody should be doing. Let people come up

0:27:17.676 --> 0:27:19.956
<v Speaker 5>with their own parts. And it's a part of being

0:27:19.996 --> 0:27:22.476
<v Speaker 5>in a band. It's like you know, it's like, yeah,

0:27:22.596 --> 0:27:26.516
<v Speaker 5>it's definitely like psychological like work.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what I mean, but I was thinking about that,

0:27:29.156 --> 0:27:32.956
<v Speaker 2>like picturing you now in the sessions for this new album,

0:27:33.076 --> 0:27:35.076
<v Speaker 2>Like are you sort of like the Paul McCartney of

0:27:35.116 --> 0:27:38.396
<v Speaker 2>the group. I don't know about that, Like as far

0:27:38.436 --> 0:27:43.316
<v Speaker 2>as you're like getting everybody in order, like organizing the chaos.

0:27:43.556 --> 0:27:44.276
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I guess so.

0:27:45.356 --> 0:27:48.036
<v Speaker 5>I mean, we have a producer there that, especially with

0:27:48.076 --> 0:27:51.596
<v Speaker 5>this with this record, Nick Rasky Lenox, who did this record.

0:27:51.636 --> 0:27:52.756
<v Speaker 4>He also did a couple of workers.

0:27:52.756 --> 0:27:54.956
<v Speaker 5>But one of the main reasons why aside from him

0:27:54.996 --> 0:27:57.396
<v Speaker 5>being a great producer, but one of the main reasons

0:27:57.556 --> 0:28:00.236
<v Speaker 5>for hiring him for this, for this record specifically, was

0:28:00.796 --> 0:28:04.556
<v Speaker 5>for him to take on that role, you know, kind

0:28:04.596 --> 0:28:08.316
<v Speaker 5>of take some of that off my plate, because you know,

0:28:08.636 --> 0:28:13.076
<v Speaker 5>as much the band does trust me on certain things whatever,

0:28:13.156 --> 0:28:15.156
<v Speaker 5>I still don't want to be the person that that's

0:28:15.196 --> 0:28:18.236
<v Speaker 5>always kind of dictating like where we're going, what we're doing,

0:28:18.236 --> 0:28:20.636
<v Speaker 5>and Okay, we're working on this song now or whatever,

0:28:20.636 --> 0:28:23.476
<v Speaker 5>blah blah, and a lot of times they just like

0:28:23.516 --> 0:28:25.196
<v Speaker 5>when we even were at sound checks, like Okay, what song

0:28:25.236 --> 0:28:26.076
<v Speaker 5>are we playing, I'm.

0:28:25.876 --> 0:28:27.916
<v Speaker 4>Like, I don't know what song you want to play?

0:28:28.556 --> 0:28:30.876
<v Speaker 5>Like like I don't don't ask me all the time, right,

0:28:30.916 --> 0:28:33.076
<v Speaker 5>I don't want to and I don't get mad about it,

0:28:33.116 --> 0:28:36.076
<v Speaker 5>but it's just like, but it is very helpful to

0:28:36.116 --> 0:28:38.596
<v Speaker 5>have someone else there in the room that sort of

0:28:38.756 --> 0:28:42.356
<v Speaker 5>can just like be the sort of ring leader, right,

0:28:42.396 --> 0:28:43.796
<v Speaker 5>and I can just work on my part.

0:28:44.036 --> 0:28:46.556
<v Speaker 4>But yeah, I mean I think especially.

0:28:46.116 --> 0:28:49.516
<v Speaker 5>To like I've had like three years of sobriety and

0:28:49.596 --> 0:28:52.676
<v Speaker 5>just like a very clear minded now and focus, so

0:28:52.836 --> 0:28:56.516
<v Speaker 5>like it feels natural for me sometimes to like make

0:28:56.516 --> 0:28:58.476
<v Speaker 5>an order of things and like kind of keep track

0:28:58.516 --> 0:29:01.036
<v Speaker 5>of what's going on whatever. Like my memory is like

0:29:01.236 --> 0:29:04.076
<v Speaker 5>really crisp right now, you know what I mean. Sharp,

0:29:04.236 --> 0:29:06.956
<v Speaker 5>And so I'm able to remember things really well. And

0:29:07.876 --> 0:29:10.156
<v Speaker 5>like if I'm working with a a drum part whatever,

0:29:10.396 --> 0:29:13.436
<v Speaker 5>like like I can like literally like three minutes ago

0:29:13.516 --> 0:29:15.076
<v Speaker 5>you played this, but whatever, blah blah, and He'll be

0:29:15.076 --> 0:29:18.396
<v Speaker 5>like and I'll remember, you know things like or maybe

0:29:18.516 --> 0:29:21.236
<v Speaker 5>you know five years ago I would have not remembered.

0:29:21.436 --> 0:29:26.396
<v Speaker 5>So it's cool to use those things, right, especially when

0:29:26.396 --> 0:29:27.556
<v Speaker 5>we're working in work mode.

0:29:27.716 --> 0:29:30.556
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, totally. And it keeps you it keeps you sharp.

0:29:30.636 --> 0:29:32.436
<v Speaker 2>I mean, that kind of stuff is just important for

0:29:32.516 --> 0:29:34.436
<v Speaker 2>overall health, for brain.

0:29:34.276 --> 0:29:36.596
<v Speaker 4>Health as we get older, totally.

0:29:36.676 --> 0:29:41.316
<v Speaker 2>You know, now that you're sober, you strike me as

0:29:41.316 --> 0:29:46.716
<v Speaker 2>someone who's sort of romantic and dreamy and emotional. And

0:29:46.876 --> 0:29:48.716
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I'm just saying that because of

0:29:48.716 --> 0:29:50.516
<v Speaker 2>the type of music I know that you were into

0:29:50.556 --> 0:29:51.276
<v Speaker 2>as a kid, But.

0:29:51.716 --> 0:29:53.556
<v Speaker 4>That's actually a lot of it. I mean honestly.

0:29:53.556 --> 0:29:55.716
<v Speaker 5>I mean, I'm just like a sucker for like all

0:29:55.756 --> 0:29:59.876
<v Speaker 5>the stuff that I loved when I was a teenager. Yeah,

0:30:00.276 --> 0:30:02.996
<v Speaker 5>and I still like look back to that time in

0:30:03.036 --> 0:30:05.196
<v Speaker 5>my life as being like I can smell you know,

0:30:05.276 --> 0:30:08.036
<v Speaker 5>what the air was like and what like. I'm just

0:30:08.076 --> 0:30:10.276
<v Speaker 5>like really in tune with that time of my life

0:30:10.316 --> 0:30:12.436
<v Speaker 5>and I reflect upon that time of my life a lot.

0:30:12.756 --> 0:30:15.156
<v Speaker 5>And you know what's when I fell in love with music.

0:30:15.276 --> 0:30:17.396
<v Speaker 5>That's when I love That's probably one of the first

0:30:17.396 --> 0:30:19.116
<v Speaker 5>times I had a crush or this or that whatever.

0:30:19.436 --> 0:30:21.876
<v Speaker 5>All those things are like really like milestones of like

0:30:22.636 --> 0:30:25.636
<v Speaker 5>the human experience, So like I always draw from that.

0:30:26.116 --> 0:30:28.636
<v Speaker 3>Would it help you with the substances to like get

0:30:28.636 --> 0:30:31.316
<v Speaker 3>deeper into those feelings or can you still go there now?

0:30:31.356 --> 0:30:31.996
<v Speaker 3>Being sober?

0:30:32.316 --> 0:30:34.316
<v Speaker 5>Well, you know what I thought, I was like a

0:30:34.316 --> 0:30:36.676
<v Speaker 5>big lie. I think I kind of fooled myself into

0:30:36.676 --> 0:30:39.796
<v Speaker 5>believing that it was right. But yeah, but just created

0:30:39.876 --> 0:30:43.036
<v Speaker 5>being creative in general, Like you soon figure out that like, yeah,

0:30:43.076 --> 0:30:44.916
<v Speaker 5>I didn't need all that. I mean, not that I

0:30:44.916 --> 0:30:48.756
<v Speaker 5>didn't make good music, like you know, being altered here

0:30:48.756 --> 0:30:51.676
<v Speaker 5>and there, but and a lot of great music has

0:30:51.716 --> 0:30:54.996
<v Speaker 5>been made that way or with being influenced by mine,

0:30:54.956 --> 0:30:58.316
<v Speaker 5>altering substance whatever, but the fact that you know, you

0:30:58.396 --> 0:31:00.356
<v Speaker 5>go through your whole life because I was pretty much

0:31:00.356 --> 0:31:02.116
<v Speaker 5>since high school, I've been you know, like I was

0:31:02.116 --> 0:31:04.436
<v Speaker 5>telling her, really just drinking beers and whatever. I never

0:31:05.036 --> 0:31:08.116
<v Speaker 5>made music, you know, without that. So it was scary

0:31:08.156 --> 0:31:10.316
<v Speaker 5>at first, right to think can I do this? Is

0:31:10.316 --> 0:31:12.676
<v Speaker 5>it possible? And then once you do it, you're like.

0:31:12.636 --> 0:31:14.756
<v Speaker 4>Oh, of course it is, and yeah that's good.

0:31:14.996 --> 0:31:17.436
<v Speaker 5>All the clarity like I was talking about earlier comes

0:31:17.436 --> 0:31:19.036
<v Speaker 5>along and then it's like, oh well, I'm even like

0:31:19.876 --> 0:31:21.236
<v Speaker 5>I can do this, and I can do this, and

0:31:21.316 --> 0:31:24.636
<v Speaker 5>you just start to get it's it's everything's more in focus,

0:31:24.716 --> 0:31:26.876
<v Speaker 5>and then you can make sense of things a lot easier.

0:31:26.876 --> 0:31:29.436
<v Speaker 5>And but yeah, I mean I still get lost though, too.

0:31:29.476 --> 0:31:31.716
<v Speaker 5>I got I get I get lost in a good

0:31:31.756 --> 0:31:35.636
<v Speaker 5>melody and a good you know story. I mean, I

0:31:35.676 --> 0:31:37.916
<v Speaker 5>watch rom coms. That's that's one thing I do still

0:31:37.996 --> 0:31:40.236
<v Speaker 5>like on the bus every night when I go whatever.

0:31:40.716 --> 0:31:44.836
<v Speaker 4>I just like like romantic stories too.

0:31:45.196 --> 0:31:47.276
<v Speaker 3>What's the last rom com you've seen that's really good?

0:31:47.756 --> 0:31:49.756
<v Speaker 5>I mean I like dumb movies too, I like h

0:31:50.436 --> 0:31:54.156
<v Speaker 5>like Proposal stuff like that. Like I love some j

0:31:54.236 --> 0:31:57.996
<v Speaker 5>Lo movies. I love Yeah and Hathaway movies. I'll watch

0:31:58.036 --> 0:32:00.636
<v Speaker 5>like all this like I don't know, yeah, I don't

0:32:00.636 --> 0:32:02.476
<v Speaker 5>know why. I just like like those movies. I kind

0:32:02.516 --> 0:32:04.916
<v Speaker 5>of like like turn off part of my brain. I

0:32:04.916 --> 0:32:06.516
<v Speaker 5>guess whatever, and just like I don't know.

0:32:06.716 --> 0:32:09.356
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Oh, I want to ask you because I I know,

0:32:09.716 --> 0:32:12.156
<v Speaker 2>like as when you were a kid growing up, it

0:32:12.156 --> 0:32:13.836
<v Speaker 2>seems like with the band, you all of a sudden

0:32:13.916 --> 0:32:17.516
<v Speaker 2>just made the jump and became a singer. Did you

0:32:17.596 --> 0:32:20.156
<v Speaker 2>sing at all as a kid? Like were you inquire?

0:32:20.596 --> 0:32:24.276
<v Speaker 2>Were you like singing around the house, Like was it unexpected?

0:32:24.316 --> 0:32:26.036
<v Speaker 2>Like were your parents surprised at all of a sudden

0:32:26.076 --> 0:32:27.596
<v Speaker 2>you were a singer in a band?

0:32:28.196 --> 0:32:30.356
<v Speaker 5>I think so, yeah, especially because I was shy too,

0:32:30.716 --> 0:32:33.276
<v Speaker 5>like pretty shy when I was young, So like I

0:32:33.276 --> 0:32:37.756
<v Speaker 5>would sing along to records, but just to myself, right,

0:32:38.596 --> 0:32:40.876
<v Speaker 5>not in front of people. So it was kind of

0:32:40.876 --> 0:32:43.796
<v Speaker 5>out of nowhere, and really I wanted to I wanted

0:32:43.796 --> 0:32:45.716
<v Speaker 5>to play the drums. To me, that seemed like the

0:32:45.716 --> 0:32:47.996
<v Speaker 5>funnest thing ever, just like bang on these drums. I

0:32:48.036 --> 0:32:50.676
<v Speaker 5>really loved rhythm that I still do. But yeah, I

0:32:50.716 --> 0:32:52.236
<v Speaker 5>met Ad when I was in junior high school and

0:32:52.276 --> 0:32:54.916
<v Speaker 5>he was already like a brilliant drummer, like you know.

0:32:55.036 --> 0:32:56.956
<v Speaker 4>At twelve years older. I don't know what you were.

0:32:57.556 --> 0:33:00.036
<v Speaker 5>So so I needed to find something to do if

0:33:00.076 --> 0:33:02.356
<v Speaker 5>I wanted to be in the band with everybody. So yeah,

0:33:02.516 --> 0:33:04.596
<v Speaker 5>Stephan actually he's the one who's like, oh, You're gonna

0:33:04.596 --> 0:33:07.036
<v Speaker 5>be the singer and I was like okay, and he

0:33:07.156 --> 0:33:09.116
<v Speaker 5>said he actually said that, He's like I heard you.

0:33:09.356 --> 0:33:13.076
<v Speaker 5>How are you singing along with Danzig record or something whatever?

0:33:13.116 --> 0:33:14.476
<v Speaker 5>Before he day you could sing? And I was like

0:33:14.956 --> 0:33:17.476
<v Speaker 5>like like yeah, I was like okay. So it was

0:33:17.476 --> 0:33:19.716
<v Speaker 5>like kind of cool that, like, you know, he made

0:33:19.756 --> 0:33:22.156
<v Speaker 5>me believe that I could sing, and I really couldn't.

0:33:22.236 --> 0:33:24.276
<v Speaker 5>I mean, it was really like trial by error a

0:33:24.316 --> 0:33:26.676
<v Speaker 5>lot of it, you know, And it's kind of still is.

0:33:26.756 --> 0:33:28.636
<v Speaker 5>I mean, I still don't really know what I'm doing.

0:33:29.196 --> 0:33:31.316
<v Speaker 5>I just kind of I don't know, I guess just

0:33:31.356 --> 0:33:33.836
<v Speaker 5>figured out as I'm going still to this day.

0:33:34.116 --> 0:33:36.396
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever taken any lessons, like vocal lessons or

0:33:36.396 --> 0:33:37.116
<v Speaker 3>anything like that.

0:33:37.276 --> 0:33:39.316
<v Speaker 5>I did try at one point, and it was it

0:33:39.356 --> 0:33:42.556
<v Speaker 5>was it was just super awkward. I probably should have

0:33:42.556 --> 0:33:44.036
<v Speaker 5>stuck with it, but I but it was most things

0:33:44.036 --> 0:33:46.556
<v Speaker 5>where like I didn't like the and maybe it was

0:33:46.596 --> 0:33:48.956
<v Speaker 5>the teacher because like, you know, just probably like therapy,

0:33:48.996 --> 0:33:50.796
<v Speaker 5>it's like, you know, you have one bad experience and

0:33:50.796 --> 0:33:53.436
<v Speaker 5>then you can't say that it's all bad.

0:33:53.556 --> 0:33:53.756
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:33:53.796 --> 0:33:56.636
<v Speaker 5>Maybe it was just the actual thing, but it was

0:33:56.676 --> 0:33:59.076
<v Speaker 5>like it just felt really awkward to me. It was

0:33:59.076 --> 0:34:01.676
<v Speaker 5>like it's like they were trying to teach me how

0:34:01.716 --> 0:34:04.596
<v Speaker 5>to sing a certain way that just didn't feel like

0:34:04.916 --> 0:34:08.596
<v Speaker 5>natural to me. Yeah, I've always sort of just just

0:34:08.716 --> 0:34:13.476
<v Speaker 5>respond did, like sonically to what the music is kind

0:34:13.516 --> 0:34:15.476
<v Speaker 5>of you know, dishing out of me, and this is

0:34:15.516 --> 0:34:18.436
<v Speaker 5>what I'm w I'm responding with this sound. So like

0:34:18.476 --> 0:34:20.236
<v Speaker 5>if I was thinking too hard about it, I'd be like, well,

0:34:20.236 --> 0:34:22.116
<v Speaker 5>this doesn't even it's not even fun. It doesn't I

0:34:22.156 --> 0:34:25.596
<v Speaker 5>don't feel like I'm I'm naturally wanting to do. So

0:34:25.676 --> 0:34:27.676
<v Speaker 5>that was my excuse for not going back whatever, But

0:34:27.716 --> 0:34:29.916
<v Speaker 5>I'm sure there are techniques that I should.

0:34:30.076 --> 0:34:32.476
<v Speaker 4>Probably not not too old to learn. I mean I

0:34:32.836 --> 0:34:34.636
<v Speaker 4>did take from that.

0:34:34.716 --> 0:34:36.116
<v Speaker 5>I did take a lot of these like kind of

0:34:36.116 --> 0:34:38.316
<v Speaker 5>warm up exercises and things like that that are important

0:34:38.316 --> 0:34:39.076
<v Speaker 5>that I still use.

0:34:39.476 --> 0:34:40.916
<v Speaker 3>What do you do to protect your voice?

0:34:40.916 --> 0:34:43.036
<v Speaker 2>I know at one point you had like some serious

0:34:43.116 --> 0:34:47.036
<v Speaker 2>vocal issues just from screaming on stage, Like, well.

0:34:46.916 --> 0:34:47.956
<v Speaker 4>It could be transparent.

0:34:47.996 --> 0:34:49.756
<v Speaker 5>I think it was some scream but a lot of

0:34:49.796 --> 0:34:52.876
<v Speaker 5>just like living wild too, like you know, drugs and

0:34:52.956 --> 0:34:56.276
<v Speaker 5>alcohol and whatever and like not sleeping and you know,

0:34:56.556 --> 0:34:59.196
<v Speaker 5>and so I think I just liked whatever. But I've

0:34:59.236 --> 0:35:02.796
<v Speaker 5>noticed like the biggest thing for me is like proper sleep,

0:35:03.516 --> 0:35:06.276
<v Speaker 5>lots of fluids. I drink a lot of water, tea,

0:35:06.796 --> 0:35:09.036
<v Speaker 5>And there's really nothing I can do as far as

0:35:09.356 --> 0:35:13.076
<v Speaker 5>because I do scream and I do sing, and I

0:35:13.156 --> 0:35:15.636
<v Speaker 5>do it straight for you know, an hour and a

0:35:15.676 --> 0:35:19.116
<v Speaker 5>half two hours, you know, at night, and physically like

0:35:19.156 --> 0:35:22.156
<v Speaker 5>you have to rest. So it's like that's the main thing.

0:35:22.196 --> 0:35:24.916
<v Speaker 5>It's like after the show, I'm usually quiet. I usually

0:35:24.916 --> 0:35:26.876
<v Speaker 5>go on the bus and I don't talk much. Yeah,

0:35:26.916 --> 0:35:29.156
<v Speaker 5>And I'm really like I really love getting good I sleep.

0:35:29.196 --> 0:35:31.516
<v Speaker 5>And now that I don't drink, like I sleep really well,

0:35:31.636 --> 0:35:34.156
<v Speaker 5>and so yeah, waking up and feeling invigorated and then

0:35:34.316 --> 0:35:36.716
<v Speaker 5>kind of just like you know, do a little little

0:35:36.756 --> 0:35:37.116
<v Speaker 5>warm up.

0:35:37.116 --> 0:35:38.116
<v Speaker 4>I warm up in the shower.

0:35:38.476 --> 0:35:40.036
<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:35:40.076 --> 0:35:42.556
<v Speaker 2>What do you do to sort of like get yourself

0:35:43.076 --> 0:35:46.476
<v Speaker 2>in the headspace and just like physically get ready to

0:35:46.476 --> 0:35:48.716
<v Speaker 2>be on stage and just to give all that energy.

0:35:49.436 --> 0:35:53.116
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. So music is always something that's like like gears

0:35:53.116 --> 0:35:54.956
<v Speaker 4>me up. So I listen.

0:35:54.996 --> 0:35:56.956
<v Speaker 5>I listen to music, and then I also make playlists

0:35:56.956 --> 0:35:59.636
<v Speaker 5>every day, which is really fun. So there's like a

0:35:59.716 --> 0:36:03.116
<v Speaker 5>thirty five minute time where they change over from the

0:36:03.476 --> 0:36:05.876
<v Speaker 5>band before us to when we go on. So so

0:36:05.956 --> 0:36:09.276
<v Speaker 5>I make a thirty five minute playlist that plays in

0:36:09.396 --> 0:36:12.156
<v Speaker 5>my dressing room, but it also plays in the in

0:36:12.196 --> 0:36:14.276
<v Speaker 5>the venue, and so the crowd here is what I'm

0:36:14.276 --> 0:36:15.116
<v Speaker 5>hearing backstage.

0:36:15.156 --> 0:36:16.036
<v Speaker 3>Oh that's cool.

0:36:16.236 --> 0:36:17.636
<v Speaker 5>It's kind of neat because I kind of feel like

0:36:17.636 --> 0:36:19.676
<v Speaker 5>it maybe puts us all in the same sort of

0:36:19.676 --> 0:36:22.996
<v Speaker 5>frame of mind before like the show show totally it

0:36:23.076 --> 0:36:23.756
<v Speaker 5>and it changes.

0:36:23.796 --> 0:36:26.076
<v Speaker 4>It's always like a pretty wild mix of stuff whatever.

0:36:26.116 --> 0:36:29.196
<v Speaker 5>But they tell me like three two one play, I'll

0:36:29.196 --> 0:36:32.276
<v Speaker 5>play it in my dressing room and it'll be playing

0:36:32.316 --> 0:36:34.796
<v Speaker 5>in the in the venue. And then I get in

0:36:34.796 --> 0:36:36.876
<v Speaker 5>the shower. Right then, the shower sort of just like

0:36:37.196 --> 0:36:39.236
<v Speaker 5>regenerates me. I think a little bit the steam helped

0:36:39.276 --> 0:36:42.036
<v Speaker 5>with my voice. Yeah, and then I get dressed, brush

0:36:42.076 --> 0:36:45.396
<v Speaker 5>my teeth, and then I'll do maybe I'll do some

0:36:45.596 --> 0:36:48.436
<v Speaker 5>push ups or whatever. I have a little rolling a

0:36:48.476 --> 0:36:49.036
<v Speaker 5>pham roller.

0:36:49.396 --> 0:36:52.356
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, stretch on that nice.

0:36:52.476 --> 0:36:54.276
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, just kind of maybe some jumping jacks and just

0:36:54.316 --> 0:36:56.356
<v Speaker 5>kind of like hide myself up. That's pretty much it.

0:36:56.956 --> 0:36:58.796
<v Speaker 3>And then what do you do when you get off stage?

0:36:58.836 --> 0:36:59.836
<v Speaker 3>Like how do you come down?

0:37:00.636 --> 0:37:01.076
<v Speaker 4>Same thing?

0:37:01.196 --> 0:37:03.676
<v Speaker 5>Shower right away. I think the shower in vigorates before

0:37:03.676 --> 0:37:05.156
<v Speaker 5>the show. And then obviously when I got stage, I'm

0:37:05.156 --> 0:37:07.396
<v Speaker 5>soaking wet. Usually just get in the shower and then

0:37:07.436 --> 0:37:11.836
<v Speaker 5>you know, put on dry clothes. And usually they bring

0:37:11.876 --> 0:37:15.156
<v Speaker 5>me food in because I don't eat usually like I

0:37:15.156 --> 0:37:17.076
<v Speaker 5>don't know, four to five hours before we go on stage,

0:37:17.076 --> 0:37:19.996
<v Speaker 5>because that's weird. But I'm never hungry when I get

0:37:19.996 --> 0:37:22.156
<v Speaker 5>off stage too, So yeah, get me fooded, and I'm

0:37:22.156 --> 0:37:23.636
<v Speaker 5>always just like just take it to the bus. I'll

0:37:23.636 --> 0:37:26.676
<v Speaker 5>eat it later. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't, but

0:37:26.676 --> 0:37:29.156
<v Speaker 5>but yeah, I usually call home and check in and

0:37:29.196 --> 0:37:32.436
<v Speaker 5>then I've been going to pretty much straight you know,

0:37:32.516 --> 0:37:34.916
<v Speaker 5>to the bus. I'm pretty boring, man, I don't like

0:37:34.956 --> 0:37:37.316
<v Speaker 5>it's not as crazy as at least it was at

0:37:37.356 --> 0:37:40.596
<v Speaker 5>one time, right, Yeah. I don't drink anymore, so it's like,

0:37:40.676 --> 0:37:42.236
<v Speaker 5>you know, I don't have the need to like go

0:37:42.356 --> 0:37:44.116
<v Speaker 5>out and socialize too much.

0:37:44.436 --> 0:37:47.636
<v Speaker 2>Yes, Are you like peopled out at that point? Like

0:37:47.676 --> 0:37:48.956
<v Speaker 2>do you want to be by yourself?

0:37:49.356 --> 0:37:49.676
<v Speaker 4>Kind of?

0:37:50.036 --> 0:37:50.276
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:37:50.316 --> 0:37:52.436
<v Speaker 5>I mean I really do enjoy like the silence of

0:37:52.836 --> 0:37:56.316
<v Speaker 5>just like you know, being on the bus and it's

0:37:56.396 --> 0:37:59.316
<v Speaker 5>just on our bus now it's just myself stuff and

0:37:59.636 --> 0:38:03.076
<v Speaker 5>then our assistant and our photographer, so it's just four

0:38:03.076 --> 0:38:03.556
<v Speaker 5>of us on there.

0:38:03.596 --> 0:38:04.476
<v Speaker 4>So it's really quiet.

0:38:04.676 --> 0:38:05.076
<v Speaker 3>Nice.

0:38:05.316 --> 0:38:09.516
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, watch movies, play video games, kind of just really

0:38:09.516 --> 0:38:10.196
<v Speaker 5>really relax.

0:38:10.916 --> 0:38:13.276
<v Speaker 2>When you call home and you talk to family, Like

0:38:13.276 --> 0:38:14.796
<v Speaker 2>if you talk to your wife or whatever, like do

0:38:14.836 --> 0:38:16.716
<v Speaker 2>you tell her about the show or do you just

0:38:16.756 --> 0:38:18.516
<v Speaker 2>talk about regular stuff?

0:38:18.716 --> 0:38:20.796
<v Speaker 4>Yeah? I mean she always asked me how was your show?

0:38:20.876 --> 0:38:22.356
<v Speaker 5>And like, my it's like, you know, when somebody ask

0:38:22.436 --> 0:38:24.076
<v Speaker 5>how are you always say oh, fine, you know, at

0:38:24.076 --> 0:38:25.996
<v Speaker 5>the show, whether there's stuff going on, I always.

0:38:25.796 --> 0:38:27.556
<v Speaker 4>Just say, oh it was fine. Yeah. I won't get

0:38:27.596 --> 0:38:29.556
<v Speaker 4>into too many details of it. The show's happened.

0:38:29.556 --> 0:38:32.156
<v Speaker 5>Great, But but you know, sometimes there'll be a little

0:38:32.196 --> 0:38:35.036
<v Speaker 5>like an audio thing or something will go haywire. Like

0:38:35.156 --> 0:38:37.516
<v Speaker 5>last night we were playing a show and there's a

0:38:37.996 --> 0:38:39.956
<v Speaker 5>few songs that I played guitar on that I use

0:38:40.036 --> 0:38:43.076
<v Speaker 5>the RF mic on, and it wasn't turned on, so

0:38:43.156 --> 0:38:45.116
<v Speaker 5>like the first verse, I'm like singing into it, and

0:38:45.156 --> 0:38:47.116
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, oh, there's nothing coming out of this. So

0:38:47.156 --> 0:38:49.316
<v Speaker 5>that you know, Tech runs on stage and he goes

0:38:49.316 --> 0:38:51.796
<v Speaker 5>and he like turns the mic on. Okay, there you go.

0:38:51.796 --> 0:38:54.076
<v Speaker 5>It wasn't turned on, but so like.

0:38:54.156 --> 0:38:56.436
<v Speaker 3>It's like, come on, dude, one oh one, yeah, turn

0:38:56.476 --> 0:38:56.636
<v Speaker 3>it on.

0:38:57.396 --> 0:38:57.516
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:38:57.556 --> 0:38:59.236
<v Speaker 5>It's one of the things where like I think years

0:38:59.236 --> 0:39:01.356
<v Speaker 5>and years ago, I probably would have like lost it,

0:39:01.436 --> 0:39:04.116
<v Speaker 5>you know, where Yeah, I think my patience is like

0:39:04.956 --> 0:39:06.636
<v Speaker 5>a little better these days where I'm just like, Okay,

0:39:06.636 --> 0:39:10.196
<v Speaker 5>shit happens, and and uh just laugh it off, and

0:39:10.676 --> 0:39:12.756
<v Speaker 5>you know, I think people understand. I think I think

0:39:12.796 --> 0:39:14.556
<v Speaker 5>probably back in the day, I would have like maybe

0:39:14.556 --> 0:39:17.956
<v Speaker 5>felt embarrassed or like just Matt exactly like that's one

0:39:17.996 --> 0:39:20.116
<v Speaker 5>on one, What the hell I got mad about it? Whatever,

0:39:20.156 --> 0:39:22.276
<v Speaker 5>But it's like it's a mistake, and yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 5>like the first half of the verse was.

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<v Speaker 2>Not there, but yeah, and it's probably like so loud

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<v Speaker 2>in there anyway, Like maybe people don't really notice, you know,

0:39:30.996 --> 0:39:31.236
<v Speaker 2>Oh I.

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<v Speaker 4>Think they realized. Oh really yeah, yeah, I think they

0:39:35.036 --> 0:39:35.756
<v Speaker 4>definitely realized.

0:39:35.756 --> 0:39:39.756
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, that's part of the live experience though. It's

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<v Speaker 2>nice to see, like, you know, bloopers and stuff like.

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<v Speaker 4>That that we don't you know, use playback. How about that?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, let's break when we're back with Lea Rose's conversation

0:39:49.476 --> 0:39:50.556
<v Speaker 1>with Gina Moreno.

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<v Speaker 2>Going back to the Deftones album covers, what are your

0:39:58.756 --> 0:40:01.596
<v Speaker 2>would you say or your top five favorite album covers

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<v Speaker 2>from Deaftones?

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<v Speaker 5>From Deaftones, I like the Quino Yo Kan cover, which

0:40:06.836 --> 0:40:10.276
<v Speaker 5>is a photo taken by the the artist Futura.

0:40:10.756 --> 0:40:11.316
<v Speaker 4>Oh wow.

0:40:11.876 --> 0:40:14.596
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it was like he we had talked with him

0:40:14.596 --> 0:40:17.836
<v Speaker 5>about designing an album cover for us, and then we

0:40:17.916 --> 0:40:20.236
<v Speaker 5>did a couple of different things, but ended up just

0:40:20.276 --> 0:40:23.316
<v Speaker 5>gravitating towards this photo of his, which was like he

0:40:23.396 --> 0:40:26.476
<v Speaker 5>took it in this hotel somewhere in China or something.

0:40:26.996 --> 0:40:29.236
<v Speaker 4>But the picture itself, like you can't really tell. It

0:40:29.276 --> 0:40:30.836
<v Speaker 4>almost looks like outer space.

0:40:30.876 --> 0:40:32.916
<v Speaker 5>It's just like it's really like you got there at

0:40:32.916 --> 0:40:34.276
<v Speaker 5>it whatever and kind of figure out what if it's

0:40:34.276 --> 0:40:36.356
<v Speaker 5>the actual place and it's like I think it's a

0:40:36.436 --> 0:40:39.076
<v Speaker 5>view through this class through towards the elevator or something.

0:40:39.116 --> 0:40:42.356
<v Speaker 5>But I just it looks kind of otherworldly and and

0:40:42.396 --> 0:40:44.636
<v Speaker 5>it's just like it's pretty and I like that cover

0:40:44.716 --> 0:40:44.996
<v Speaker 5>a lot.

0:40:46.396 --> 0:40:49.356
<v Speaker 4>What else? What are the album cover do? I like?

0:40:49.676 --> 0:40:51.476
<v Speaker 3>What about around the fur Man?

0:40:51.596 --> 0:40:52.436
<v Speaker 4>Honestly, like.

0:40:54.036 --> 0:40:56.356
<v Speaker 5>Now I can appreciate it whatever, but like you know,

0:40:57.236 --> 0:41:00.636
<v Speaker 5>and it's so weird that like even like as far

0:41:00.636 --> 0:41:02.516
<v Speaker 5>as like our merchandise goes, like that T shirt with

0:41:02.556 --> 0:41:03.996
<v Speaker 5>that album cover on it, like it is like one

0:41:04.036 --> 0:41:06.116
<v Speaker 5>of the biggest sellers, like so many, but it's such

0:41:06.116 --> 0:41:08.116
<v Speaker 5>a random photo and it makes no sense at all.

0:41:08.116 --> 0:41:10.916
<v Speaker 5>And it was, honestly just like we were our photographer.

0:41:10.996 --> 0:41:13.356
<v Speaker 5>The guy who was doing all our photos for that record,

0:41:13.436 --> 0:41:17.356
<v Speaker 5>this guy named Rick Cassick, and he was from this

0:41:17.556 --> 0:41:20.396
<v Speaker 5>magazine big brother from It was a skate magazine, and

0:41:20.436 --> 0:41:22.036
<v Speaker 5>he and they ended up going out to do like

0:41:22.116 --> 0:41:23.316
<v Speaker 5>Jackass and all that stuff whatever.

0:41:23.476 --> 0:41:25.076
<v Speaker 4>So he's like in all the Jackasses stuff like that.

0:41:25.196 --> 0:41:27.916
<v Speaker 5>But he was like the videographer photographer, and he was

0:41:27.956 --> 0:41:30.716
<v Speaker 5>a good friend of ours, and he came to Seattle

0:41:30.756 --> 0:41:33.556
<v Speaker 5>when we were recording that record, and he took all

0:41:33.596 --> 0:41:36.076
<v Speaker 5>the a bunch of photos of us and then just

0:41:36.116 --> 0:41:39.276
<v Speaker 5>photos of us hanging out like outside of the studio.

0:41:39.796 --> 0:41:43.156
<v Speaker 5>So that record we were like all like twenty two,

0:41:43.236 --> 0:41:46.156
<v Speaker 5>maybe we were still pretty young, and like when I

0:41:46.196 --> 0:41:48.596
<v Speaker 5>look back at that record, it was like I don't

0:41:48.596 --> 0:41:51.716
<v Speaker 5>remember hardly any of actually like recording the record, I

0:41:51.756 --> 0:41:52.956
<v Speaker 5>remember everything.

0:41:52.636 --> 0:41:55.316
<v Speaker 4>Outside of it, Like just like we were just like wild, like.

0:41:55.276 --> 0:41:58.796
<v Speaker 5>Out every night, partying, driving around, listening to the roughs

0:41:58.796 --> 0:42:03.356
<v Speaker 5>from the day and like that album cover was like

0:42:03.596 --> 0:42:06.556
<v Speaker 5>after the we had like this jacuzzi at our apartment,

0:42:06.596 --> 0:42:09.076
<v Speaker 5>the same one that were me and Haven and stuff,

0:42:09.276 --> 0:42:12.836
<v Speaker 5>and we have the answer machine. Think there was a yeah,

0:42:13.236 --> 0:42:14.356
<v Speaker 5>a hot tub downstairs.

0:42:14.356 --> 0:42:14.596
<v Speaker 4>Whatever.

0:42:14.636 --> 0:42:16.716
<v Speaker 5>So every night we'd like, you know, after at the

0:42:16.796 --> 0:42:18.596
<v Speaker 5>end of the night, after all our bar happened, we'd

0:42:18.636 --> 0:42:20.596
<v Speaker 5>go with everybody we'd meet from the bar, let's go

0:42:20.636 --> 0:42:21.196
<v Speaker 5>back to our players.

0:42:21.196 --> 0:42:21.956
<v Speaker 4>We're gonna gota.

0:42:22.196 --> 0:42:24.836
<v Speaker 5>And that photo was just like from a random night

0:42:24.876 --> 0:42:26.676
<v Speaker 5>there or whatever, and it was like it got mixed

0:42:26.716 --> 0:42:29.116
<v Speaker 5>in with all the other photos from the thing. So

0:42:29.196 --> 0:42:30.996
<v Speaker 5>when they came and spreading all the photos out for

0:42:30.996 --> 0:42:34.396
<v Speaker 5>the album cover, that picture was there and like it

0:42:34.436 --> 0:42:37.076
<v Speaker 5>was literally just like everybody pointed at that one.

0:42:37.476 --> 0:42:38.636
<v Speaker 3>It's such a cool photo.

0:42:39.276 --> 0:42:43.356
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean it's very nineties too, so nineties, so

0:42:43.396 --> 0:42:45.676
<v Speaker 4>it like really represents that time. It's kind of funny.

0:42:45.716 --> 0:42:46.836
<v Speaker 3>Do you know who that girl is?

0:42:47.556 --> 0:42:50.636
<v Speaker 4>I mean kind of she was.

0:42:50.716 --> 0:42:53.436
<v Speaker 5>She was a friend who we befriended while we were

0:42:53.436 --> 0:42:55.956
<v Speaker 5>there in Seattle, and I did see a thing the

0:42:55.996 --> 0:42:56.316
<v Speaker 5>other day.

0:42:56.316 --> 0:42:57.196
<v Speaker 4>It was cool that she was.

0:42:57.836 --> 0:42:59.396
<v Speaker 5>They showed like you know then and now, so it

0:42:59.476 --> 0:43:01.716
<v Speaker 5>was her Like now, she's probably our age now too,

0:43:01.836 --> 0:43:05.396
<v Speaker 5>like you know, maybe late forties, early fifties, and she's

0:43:05.396 --> 0:43:07.636
<v Speaker 5>holding up the album cover and she's like smiling, this

0:43:07.756 --> 0:43:08.996
<v Speaker 5>is me, you know what I mean? Whatever when she

0:43:09.636 --> 0:43:12.156
<v Speaker 5>when she was young as well, but who knew, right,

0:43:12.196 --> 0:43:14.476
<v Speaker 5>It's like that like even when she was asked, hey,

0:43:14.476 --> 0:43:15.836
<v Speaker 5>we want to use this for the album cover, but

0:43:15.876 --> 0:43:19.596
<v Speaker 5>then thinking that like thirty something years later whenever, whatever,

0:43:19.636 --> 0:43:22.516
<v Speaker 5>it is that like that would be such an iconic

0:43:23.156 --> 0:43:26.356
<v Speaker 5>photo with like T shirts and all these like teenagers

0:43:26.356 --> 0:43:29.276
<v Speaker 5>now wearing that picture on their T shirt.

0:43:29.556 --> 0:43:31.396
<v Speaker 3>It is very nineties. That's such a good call.

0:43:31.516 --> 0:43:33.716
<v Speaker 2>Like it's kind of like has like that kids like

0:43:33.756 --> 0:43:38.556
<v Speaker 2>the movie Kids that asthetic or even like pre American apparel.

0:43:38.436 --> 0:43:40.876
<v Speaker 5>Totally, and it has but like like the fish eye

0:43:40.956 --> 0:43:43.556
<v Speaker 5>kind of lens of fact whatever. So it's like, you know,

0:43:43.596 --> 0:43:45.916
<v Speaker 5>it's very like kind of like Beastie Boys. He kind

0:43:45.916 --> 0:43:48.356
<v Speaker 5>of like go to like nineties kind of like.

0:43:48.356 --> 0:43:51.676
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, Flair, do you ever think back on those times,

0:43:51.716 --> 0:43:53.876
<v Speaker 2>like the debaucherous times are just like, oh my god,

0:43:53.876 --> 0:43:55.076
<v Speaker 2>I can't believe I survived that.

0:43:55.676 --> 0:43:57.916
<v Speaker 5>Totally. I had a lot of good time. I mean

0:43:57.956 --> 0:44:00.956
<v Speaker 5>we had fun. Yeah, we were kids. We were probably

0:44:00.996 --> 0:44:02.556
<v Speaker 5>doing what we should have been doing, right. I mean,

0:44:02.676 --> 0:44:05.076
<v Speaker 5>for the most point, we were like in a rock band,

0:44:05.156 --> 0:44:08.156
<v Speaker 5>like you know, touring the world, like going places and

0:44:08.156 --> 0:44:11.916
<v Speaker 5>doing different things like all out like walking the streets

0:44:12.796 --> 0:44:14.956
<v Speaker 5>Paris or whatever at three o'clock in the morning, going

0:44:14.996 --> 0:44:17.836
<v Speaker 5>into you know, different bars and meeting random people.

0:44:17.596 --> 0:44:18.076
<v Speaker 4>And doing whatever.

0:44:18.156 --> 0:44:21.076
<v Speaker 5>Was like yeah, I mean like you know, let's have fun.

0:44:21.116 --> 0:44:23.676
<v Speaker 5>And it was my youth and whatever. But uh, you know,

0:44:23.756 --> 0:44:27.156
<v Speaker 5>at some point, yeah, it's like I realized that I'm

0:44:27.156 --> 0:44:29.476
<v Speaker 5>not once people that can just like just like have

0:44:29.556 --> 0:44:31.276
<v Speaker 5>a little bit of fun and then just like you know,

0:44:32.036 --> 0:44:32.756
<v Speaker 5>go to sleep, Like.

0:44:32.716 --> 0:44:34.636
<v Speaker 4>I just like I'm having fun, Let's keep going.

0:44:35.436 --> 0:44:37.956
<v Speaker 5>And that's I think what like the definition of like

0:44:37.996 --> 0:44:40.316
<v Speaker 5>someone who's an alcoholic, right, So I had to learn

0:44:40.396 --> 0:44:43.196
<v Speaker 5>that I don't denounce like a. I think a is

0:44:43.236 --> 0:44:45.396
<v Speaker 5>great for people who especially works for I don't do it,

0:44:45.476 --> 0:44:49.036
<v Speaker 5>but I don't live under the pretense of that, like

0:44:49.076 --> 0:44:50.796
<v Speaker 5>you know, I'll never have a drink again either. I

0:44:50.796 --> 0:44:52.476
<v Speaker 5>think that's kind of helped me stay sober too, is

0:44:52.476 --> 0:44:55.796
<v Speaker 5>because like I don't feel like, oh my god, I'm

0:44:55.796 --> 0:44:58.236
<v Speaker 5>never gonna have a drinking Like I honestly like want

0:44:58.316 --> 0:45:01.956
<v Speaker 5>to be in my seventies sitting on my porch, you know,

0:45:02.116 --> 0:45:05.236
<v Speaker 5>as an older man drinking a beer, petting my dog

0:45:05.356 --> 0:45:05.716
<v Speaker 5>or whatever.

0:45:05.876 --> 0:45:08.316
<v Speaker 4>Like I can foresee that at some point in my future.

0:45:08.636 --> 0:45:11.196
<v Speaker 5>But I just like, like, right now where I'm at, I

0:45:11.196 --> 0:45:13.516
<v Speaker 5>feel good. I'm on tour, I'm out here, like I

0:45:13.636 --> 0:45:15.676
<v Speaker 5>like doing this sober. I like this part of life

0:45:15.796 --> 0:45:17.596
<v Speaker 5>and doing it. But so I don't look at it

0:45:17.596 --> 0:45:20.076
<v Speaker 5>as like and I'll be all thing and you know whatever,

0:45:20.116 --> 0:45:21.716
<v Speaker 5>this and that whatever. But I just know it works

0:45:21.756 --> 0:45:23.556
<v Speaker 5>now and I feel good, so I'm just gonna keep

0:45:23.596 --> 0:45:23.876
<v Speaker 5>doing it.

0:45:23.956 --> 0:45:24.156
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:45:24.196 --> 0:45:27.076
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that makes sense. Living through what you've lived through,

0:45:27.156 --> 0:45:29.676
<v Speaker 3>experience what you've experienced.

0:45:29.316 --> 0:45:32.556
<v Speaker 2>As a father, were you like extra protective because you

0:45:32.676 --> 0:45:36.516
<v Speaker 2>know what's out there, or were you sort of like

0:45:36.676 --> 0:45:40.236
<v Speaker 2>let your kids experience things the way that you experience things.

0:45:40.676 --> 0:45:43.916
<v Speaker 4>I mean, you know, luckily that my kids haven't tested

0:45:43.956 --> 0:45:46.036
<v Speaker 4>me that bad. I mean, I have good kids. I'm

0:45:46.116 --> 0:45:49.356
<v Speaker 4>so lucky for that, especially my two older sons, who

0:45:49.756 --> 0:45:53.036
<v Speaker 4>you know, they like, you know, and everyone.

0:45:53.356 --> 0:45:56.076
<v Speaker 5>If you talk about like like the parts that I

0:45:56.116 --> 0:45:58.316
<v Speaker 5>was probably that I'm probably ashamed about now is whatever

0:45:58.476 --> 0:46:01.716
<v Speaker 5>is like you know, when my kids were coming of age,

0:46:01.756 --> 0:46:03.196
<v Speaker 5>like when I used to live in Soccer, when I

0:46:03.276 --> 0:46:04.476
<v Speaker 5>used to have like a I had a bar in

0:46:04.476 --> 0:46:06.756
<v Speaker 5>Myles had a tiki bar downstairs, which was awesome.

0:46:06.796 --> 0:46:08.316
<v Speaker 4>I loved it. Yeah, but it was.

0:46:08.316 --> 0:46:10.796
<v Speaker 5>Like, you know, every night, like my friends would be

0:46:10.796 --> 0:46:13.396
<v Speaker 5>there playing records, you know, sitting at the bar just

0:46:13.476 --> 0:46:15.996
<v Speaker 5>drink or whatever, and my kids would be upstairs, you know,

0:46:16.116 --> 0:46:18.156
<v Speaker 5>and I would like, you know, what do you guys

0:46:18.156 --> 0:46:18.676
<v Speaker 5>want for dinner?

0:46:18.716 --> 0:46:18.876
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:46:18.916 --> 0:46:22.196
<v Speaker 4>We want Chinese food? Okay, I order them Chinese food.

0:46:22.556 --> 0:46:23.916
<v Speaker 5>They want a new video game, Just buy a new

0:46:23.956 --> 0:46:25.476
<v Speaker 5>video game kind of whatever, and they just kind of

0:46:25.516 --> 0:46:28.276
<v Speaker 5>like you know, spent a lot of hours like on

0:46:28.316 --> 0:46:30.596
<v Speaker 5>their own, just like you know, doing the same thing

0:46:30.636 --> 0:46:32.356
<v Speaker 5>as I like upstairs, hanging out with their friends, playing

0:46:32.396 --> 0:46:35.316
<v Speaker 5>video games, eating, you know, whatever they wanted and whatever.

0:46:35.716 --> 0:46:37.836
<v Speaker 5>And now in retrospect, it's being like, man, it's like

0:46:38.236 --> 0:46:40.436
<v Speaker 5>and I was busy with my friends downstairs, you know,

0:46:40.916 --> 0:46:44.276
<v Speaker 5>still like living like I was on tour kind of thing.

0:46:44.316 --> 0:46:44.596
<v Speaker 4>Right.

0:46:44.916 --> 0:46:47.556
<v Speaker 5>So now in retrospect, I can't get those times back

0:46:47.636 --> 0:46:49.116
<v Speaker 5>with my kids when they were at a certain age

0:46:49.156 --> 0:46:51.516
<v Speaker 5>where I wish I had spent more time with them, right.

0:46:51.356 --> 0:46:53.716
<v Speaker 3>But you were young though, when you've I watched it.

0:46:53.756 --> 0:46:55.636
<v Speaker 5>I mean when I was twenty years old, when my

0:46:55.636 --> 0:46:59.636
<v Speaker 5>son was personal was more so I was pretty young myself. Yeah,

0:46:59.836 --> 0:47:02.796
<v Speaker 5>but even in spite of that, like, I'm so lucky

0:47:02.796 --> 0:47:05.716
<v Speaker 5>that my kids like have grown up and have been

0:47:05.796 --> 0:47:09.836
<v Speaker 5>very responsible and are like upstanding sins and you know,

0:47:09.916 --> 0:47:14.156
<v Speaker 5>they they work and they they hustle still and they

0:47:14.156 --> 0:47:17.676
<v Speaker 5>don't expect like you know, just they're good. They're a

0:47:17.676 --> 0:47:21.636
<v Speaker 5>good hearted kid. And yeah, my daughter is super smart.

0:47:21.716 --> 0:47:25.276
<v Speaker 5>She's like she she's in college and she she's in college. Yeah,

0:47:25.356 --> 0:47:27.356
<v Speaker 5>she's she's a junior in Calle. She's going to be

0:47:27.396 --> 0:47:30.556
<v Speaker 5>twenty one next month. Too, So like, oh, now they're gone,

0:47:30.956 --> 0:47:33.156
<v Speaker 5>you know, because everybody's like, oh, you're empty nests. I'm like,

0:47:33.236 --> 0:47:35.316
<v Speaker 5>Nicks do all dogs like you can't. I can't just

0:47:35.396 --> 0:47:37.356
<v Speaker 5>do whatever I want whenever I want. Like, the dogs

0:47:37.356 --> 0:47:38.076
<v Speaker 5>are like a lot.

0:47:38.196 --> 0:47:39.156
<v Speaker 3>How many dogs you have?

0:47:39.476 --> 0:47:41.156
<v Speaker 5>So I have two, you know, little pugs and their

0:47:41.196 --> 0:47:44.476
<v Speaker 5>rescues and they're they're they're awesome. But yeah, they're like

0:47:44.476 --> 0:47:46.916
<v Speaker 5>a lot of work in there. But I love it.

0:47:47.116 --> 0:47:47.316
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:47:47.316 --> 0:47:49.116
<v Speaker 5>Maybe deep down I don't want to be an empty nester.

0:47:49.116 --> 0:47:51.796
<v Speaker 5>I think that I have something to be responsible for,

0:47:52.036 --> 0:47:53.956
<v Speaker 5>like all the time. It's like something that I need.

0:47:54.276 --> 0:47:58.156
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, have you guys started working on the next album yet?

0:47:58.636 --> 0:47:59.316
<v Speaker 4>Oh? I don't know.

0:47:59.676 --> 0:48:01.796
<v Speaker 5>No, I don't really I feel I mean the record

0:48:01.876 --> 0:48:04.116
<v Speaker 5>just came out like three weeks ago, two weeks ago.

0:48:04.236 --> 0:48:07.356
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, sometimes there's like stuff left over, and no.

0:48:07.476 --> 0:48:08.956
<v Speaker 4>We do. We do have some luck.

0:48:09.396 --> 0:48:12.236
<v Speaker 5>And my idea would be maybe if there's like a

0:48:12.236 --> 0:48:14.796
<v Speaker 5>soundtrack opportunity or something like that, I think it'd be

0:48:14.836 --> 0:48:16.756
<v Speaker 5>fun to go back and finish those things up, if

0:48:16.916 --> 0:48:19.556
<v Speaker 5>for a specific thing or something like that. But but

0:48:19.596 --> 0:48:20.956
<v Speaker 5>as far as I going in to make like a

0:48:20.996 --> 0:48:25.476
<v Speaker 5>complete new record, I mean that's like at the long process. Yeah, yeah,

0:48:25.516 --> 0:48:28.876
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to enjoy, like, yeah, just like not doing

0:48:28.956 --> 0:48:31.636
<v Speaker 5>music and playing I started playing video games again, which

0:48:31.676 --> 0:48:33.916
<v Speaker 5>is kind of Yeah. I didn't allow myself to play

0:48:33.996 --> 0:48:36.916
<v Speaker 5>video games while I was working on music because I

0:48:36.996 --> 0:48:38.556
<v Speaker 5>just feel like, if I have time to do this,

0:48:38.636 --> 0:48:39.956
<v Speaker 5>I should definitely have time.

0:48:39.796 --> 0:48:41.956
<v Speaker 4>To do it. My job is, so what games do

0:48:41.996 --> 0:48:45.396
<v Speaker 4>you play right now? I'm just I'm playing these Star Wars.

0:48:45.436 --> 0:48:48.396
<v Speaker 4>Like there's this platform game Falling Order. I think it's

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<v Speaker 4>about for a while.

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<v Speaker 5>There's a new one now that I but I want

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<v Speaker 5>to play the beat the first one first.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's just kind of like an adventure game. You going.

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<v Speaker 5>There's like puzzles and stuff and I got to figure out,

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<v Speaker 5>which is kind of cool because I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 5>still using my brain and figuring out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>But at the same time, it's like I'm just like

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<v Speaker 5>getting to be a little kidding in and just like it's

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<v Speaker 5>not music. As much as I love doing music, sometimes

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<v Speaker 5>it's like it's kind of healthy, I think, to like

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<v Speaker 5>do something.

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<v Speaker 4>That's not music.

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<v Speaker 2>I was watching an old interview with you, I think

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<v Speaker 2>it was from ninety eight, and it was from some

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<v Speaker 2>like Dutch TV show.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyway, you were in a.

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<v Speaker 2>Pool hall and you were talking about the thing that

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<v Speaker 2>was most important to you was that the band had longevity,

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<v Speaker 2>and you were like, you didn't care about the sound

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<v Speaker 2>or the genre that you were placed in. The only

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<v Speaker 2>thing that was important was longevity. And I was thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, okay, so you achieved it, Like here you are.

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<v Speaker 2>How many years later it's twenty twenty five and you

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<v Speaker 2>guys are bigger than ever. Does that feel like a

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<v Speaker 2>miracle in your mind? Or does it feel like it

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<v Speaker 2>was written? Like no, wonder.

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<v Speaker 5>It definitely feels I don't know, a mirror. It's crazy

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<v Speaker 5>to think about it, really is. I mean, it all

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<v Speaker 5>happened so gradual, though, I mean obviously a lot more

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<v Speaker 5>happened over the last few years kind of without our doing,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, But like our career itself, like we were

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<v Speaker 5>never like one day just kind of going and the

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<v Speaker 5>next day we were the biggest band in the world.

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<v Speaker 5>We've always started gradually growing as a band. Yes, we've

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<v Speaker 5>had some like lulls in our career, for sure, But

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<v Speaker 5>to look in retrospect now, for sure, it's like whoa Like,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, last night we're playing a soult out arena

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<v Speaker 5>and I'm looking out there and everybody's holding up their

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<v Speaker 5>camera lights, are their their phone lights whatever, And just

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like mesmerized by how many because you really get

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<v Speaker 5>to notice when they do that, like how many people

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<v Speaker 5>are up yeah, two hundred yards away, like you know,

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<v Speaker 5>in a top back seat at a concert. And it's

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<v Speaker 5>just like this is insane and seeing the demographic could

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<v Speaker 5>be all over the board, across the board, parents and

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<v Speaker 5>their kids and you know, so no, even if I

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<v Speaker 5>did say that back then, I definitely didn't expect it

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<v Speaker 5>to go to fruition.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm like bugged out by it for sure.

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<v Speaker 3>It's awesome though, Yeah, awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you so much for doing this. I appreciate it.

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