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Speaker 1: Hello everyone. This is the Queen of the stream, Francine,

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Speaker 1: and you are listening to Eyes up Here with Francine

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Speaker 1: on the iHeart Radio Network or wherever you get your podcasts.

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Speaker 1: As always, I am joined by the Chadster Dad.

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Speaker 2: What is up up? The gesture of jeering has returned

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Speaker 2: for another round of Eyes up Here and wishing you

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Speaker 2: a happy belated Easter.

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Speaker 1: Oh thank you, hoppy Eastern to you. I don't even

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Speaker 1: know what we were in.

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Speaker 2: I hope you found it. I hope all you put

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Speaker 2: all your eggs in one desk.

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Speaker 1: I always do, don't I? And I'm like, what the

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Speaker 1: hell did I just do? Oh my god? Did you

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Speaker 1: have a good one?

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Speaker 3: A great one? Still?

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Speaker 2: Still no chocolate?

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Speaker 1: No, no chocolate anything? Oh my god. Oh my friend

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Speaker 1: Jean Douglas is calling me right now.

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Speaker 2: Oh live call.

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Speaker 1: No chocol No, I'm not going to take it. No chocolate,

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Speaker 1: but anything else did you get? Did you partake in

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Speaker 1: some peeps or no?

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Speaker 2: I hate peeps. Peeps in me not on the same page.

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Speaker 2: I love jelly beans, love the jelly beans.

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Speaker 1: Okay, well you know I try to stay away, but

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Speaker 1: I just can't. I got the kids. One of those

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Speaker 1: big comes with fifty pieces from Amazon.

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Speaker 2: You ever see those, I've seen them.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I got the fifty pieceer. I got chocolate covered marshmallows.

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Speaker 1: I got some sugar free gum for them. We're not

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Speaker 1: big on candy. I guarantee you half of this stuff

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Speaker 1: will be thrown away by you know, a week from now.

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Speaker 1: But it's I said to my daughter, do I still

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Speaker 1: have to do the Easter thing? Since you know we

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Speaker 1: kind of know it's not a thing. She goes, yeah,

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Speaker 1: we still want stuff?

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Speaker 2: What it's not.

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Speaker 1: I never told my son, but I did tell my daughter.

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Speaker 1: You know, we went through this a long time ago.

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Speaker 3: My daughter.

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Speaker 1: My son still believes everything. He's twelve. I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 1: come on, see, there's no one this stewed him off.

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Speaker 2: That's my man right there.

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Speaker 1: So who's going to stew him off? I'm gonna send

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Speaker 1: our guests the link.

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Speaker 2: By the way, were you gonna say the gimmick?

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Speaker 1: The gimmick?

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Speaker 3: I'm sending the gimmick gimmick?

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Speaker 2: I was one of our videos we just posted about

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Speaker 2: ways to tell you're a pro wrestler, and one of

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Speaker 2: them was you call everything the gimmick.

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Speaker 3: Yeah it is.

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Speaker 1: It's always a gimmick. Okay, so I just sent the link.

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Speaker 1: This is a two timer.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes, taking his return pumped love it, my favorites

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Speaker 2: now he's great guests, then great guests now.

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Speaker 3: I hope.

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Speaker 1: So he's got a lot to talk about this he does,

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Speaker 1: he's making the rounds, he's he's he's a hawk modity

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Speaker 1: right now and I'm hoping he clicks the links.

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Speaker 2: Here's wait, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, Okay, here.

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Speaker 1: We go, are you right? Hold on? One of my

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Speaker 1: favorite people in the world, one half of the w

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Speaker 1: c W tag team, the American Males. It's Scotty Ragg. Listen, listen, yes, everybody, yeah.

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Speaker 2: There is.

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Speaker 1: I love it.

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Speaker 3: You know, it's crazy that always sounds. I would crack

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Speaker 3: up and think, how many people are actually watching your podcast?

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Speaker 3: Are going? You know?

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Speaker 1: Yesterday I watched the buff Bagwell Dark Side of the Ring,

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Speaker 1: right and they played the American meals and everybody was

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Speaker 1: dancing here. It was a cute moment.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that was one of the few.

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Speaker 1: My friend, how are you doing well?

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Speaker 3: How are you kiddo?

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Speaker 1: I'm doing fabulous.

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Speaker 3: Sweet sweet? How are you young man doing your coffee?

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Speaker 2: Doing excellent? Scotty good to see you again.

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Speaker 3: Very good, very good.

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Speaker 1: I had the pleasure of seeing you a couple of

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Speaker 1: weeks ago in Ohio.

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Speaker 3: Yes, yes, that was way way cool. I got just

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Speaker 3: It was kind of like a conversation we had for

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Speaker 1: So we so everybody's telling everybody, let's go out, let's

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Speaker 1: actually going out to this dive bar earlier, right after

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Speaker 1: the well right, well right, it was right after the signing.

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Speaker 1: We had left and Guido called me and he said,

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Speaker 1: us and they have food. So we wanted to eat, right,

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Speaker 1: So all of us go me Sandman Shane News like,

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Speaker 1: there's promoters like Guido's sitting there and we walk in

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Speaker 1: and it is a dive mall.

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Speaker 3: Here's the you and the easy to be gang do

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Speaker 3: that the American Males Vault team. We went to Steaky Shake.

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Speaker 3: I got about listen.

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Speaker 1: I like steak and shake, but Guido said, this is

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Speaker 1: a fun bar, come come hang out. So I did.

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Speaker 1: So I went. I had a couple of cocktails, I

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Speaker 3: So the funny part.

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Speaker 1: Is you made the same mistake as Shane Douglas did.

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Speaker 1: I was staying at a quality inn and next store

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Speaker 1: was an hotel called the Christopher something or other whatever.

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Speaker 3: It was right in the Christopher. That's what I was doing.

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Speaker 1: So earlier in the day, the night before. Actually, Shane says,

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Speaker 1: over with the car. We're five minutes away. You're gonna

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Speaker 1: come and hang out. Well, I'm standing in the lobby

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Speaker 1: and he says, go in the lobby. Do you see

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Speaker 1: a ball that says blah blah blah? And I go no,

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Speaker 1: and he goes, yeah, I was there earlier. It says

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Speaker 1: your right? I go, no, there's no door. He goes,

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Speaker 1: where the hell are you? You guys were at another

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Speaker 1: Christopher thing fifteen miles away from me. It was the

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Speaker 1: wrong hotel. They had it following me next to them,

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Speaker 1: but I wasn't there. So Sianni calls me the next

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Speaker 1: night and says, I'm coming over, and I go, you

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Speaker 1: can't because you're fifteen miles. So you and I ended

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Speaker 1: up on the phone for about an hour and fifteen minutes, yeah, talking,

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Speaker 1: which was loco. Yeah, but I wish we could have

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Speaker 1: And again I don't know where I was. I was

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Speaker 3: But it was crazy. It worked, It worked out well

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Speaker 3: that we still have a nice combo with you. What

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Speaker 3: we needed we did.

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Speaker 1: But I didn't want you to think it was I

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Speaker 1: was trying to k fab you because I was literally

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Speaker 1: So that's what happened.

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Speaker 3: It's all good, It is all good.

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Speaker 1: But let me just say something. You look fantastic like

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Speaker 1: you You look healthy, right, yes, very much.

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Speaker 1: I think your mind is clear very much SOO okay,

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Speaker 1: so going back, I watched ddp's little film that he puts. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I retweeted that because I was just like, this is

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Speaker 1: so powerful, you know, I want to help spread the word.

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Speaker 1: I want everybody to see it. Can we go back?

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Speaker 3: I know it.

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Speaker 1: I don't want it to be painful or anything. And

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Speaker 1: I know you probably talked about it to death, but

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Speaker 1: I think my listeners would like to hear about your

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Speaker 1: journey right take us back, because last night when I

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Speaker 1: was watching The Dark Side, Mark had said, you know,

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Speaker 1: he picked up the phone and he called you and

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Speaker 1: he wasn't aware of your situation. Correct, She is Marcus

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Speaker 1: the one that actually started this journey for you to

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Speaker 3: Give a little context to what's going on. I know

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Speaker 3: you kind of went through this a little bit with

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Speaker 3: your mom. My mom came ill around twenty seventeen twenty eighteen,

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Speaker 1: Or see if you can survive.

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Speaker 3: If I if I let you? Yeah, exactly that I

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Speaker 3: then boom, have a downturn, then get better, get strunger again.

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Speaker 3: other end, flying collars. She had a stroke and at

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Speaker 3: So I basically came down to a point where I

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Speaker 3: one of the last things. And the cat's still around,

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Speaker 3: believe or not. One of the last thing. My mom

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Speaker 3: He would not come around me. He would do nothing

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Speaker 3: Walk into a room, he'd walk out of the room.

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Speaker 1: Wait, he's an Eagles fan, that's why.

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Speaker 3: Oh jeez, that might be it. I mean, I don't know, really,

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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: Well, yeah, but the funny thing about the cat was,

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Speaker 4: I mean, after my mom passed, it still took a

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Speaker 3: Because able to keep the house for about a year

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Speaker 1: It's twisted, so hold it so you get there. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So you tell him, like, where your mind is that?

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Speaker 1: No I know. Look, I've kept in touch with you

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Speaker 3: You would We're supposed to.

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Speaker 3: And I did that pretty much everybody. I didn't want

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Speaker 1: And then we can get to a conversation because I

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Speaker 1: But so finished. So you're you're in this house, which

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Speaker 3: told Steve I got a cat. He's like, yeah, bring

435
00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:55,399
Speaker 3: it up. I got I got some cats too. So

436
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:58,760
Speaker 3: he actually went to his house, got a pan for

437
00:23:58,840 --> 00:24:00,680
Speaker 3: me and some keys, letter and put up in my room.

438
00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:02,720
Speaker 3: Now standing and cat came with me in the room.

439
00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:05,119
Speaker 3: He's stayed in the room for a couple of weeks.

440
00:24:05,119 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 3: So he started to venture on the house and then

441
00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:11,040
Speaker 3: he started going more. He's about eight percent outside cat.

442
00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:14,480
Speaker 3: Even at my mom's we hang out outside all day, cold,

443
00:24:14,520 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 3: rainy nights whatever. He come inside and then he won't

444
00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:18,719
Speaker 3: be outside all day. It's pretty much what he does

445
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:20,760
Speaker 3: right here. Now. He just goes outside and hangs out

446
00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:22,200
Speaker 3: and comes in and sleeps from me in the bed.

447
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,000
Speaker 3: Here was the cat who didn't like me. Now he

448
00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:25,800
Speaker 3: sleeps in the bed. I wake up in his butt

449
00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:26,359
Speaker 3: or his face.

450
00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:29,080
Speaker 2: He likes you now that you're in the house.

451
00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:32,920
Speaker 3: He likes you now. Yeah, yes, definitely, definitely. He's all

452
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 3: up in my camp forgetting me. Continue.

453
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:39,439
Speaker 1: So now, so you tell Dallas everything. You're getting to

454
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:42,480
Speaker 1: know the house. You take a couple of weeks to

455
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:52,040
Speaker 1: get familiarized. Then is it like, okay, we're getting the work.

456
00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:51,359
Speaker 3: Well pretty much again. Because I hadn't worked out in

457
00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:53,120
Speaker 3: so long, it was like, okay, this is what we're

458
00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 3: going to do, uh to start working out watch, you know.

459
00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:58,520
Speaker 3: So took me to La Fitness where we worked out

460
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 3: and everything else and Planet Putting also with two places

461
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:04,280
Speaker 3: they were working out already, so I joined him over

462
00:25:04,320 --> 00:25:06,680
Speaker 3: there three four nights a week. We started working out.

463
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:11,440
Speaker 3: During the day I actually would be doing I'd wake

464
00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,960
Speaker 3: up because because basically sleep in my car, I would

465
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,399
Speaker 3: fall asleep out nine o'clock at night, old man style

466
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:19,200
Speaker 3: because they got dark, you know, I'd walk my phone

467
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:21,680
Speaker 3: for a little bit, like there's no darkness, there's no light,

468
00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,600
Speaker 3: so boom, I fall asleep. Then once the sun came

469
00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 3: up around six thirty seven o'clock, I was up. Yeah,

470
00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:29,919
Speaker 3: And so basically I was going on with the house

471
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,640
Speaker 3: where everybody else would be sleeping until ten eleven o'clock.

472
00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:35,320
Speaker 3: Their day would be starting around noon one o'clock and stuff,

473
00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:37,280
Speaker 3: but you know, go a little bit later, but that's

474
00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:39,479
Speaker 3: when they're day were starting there. I was up at

475
00:25:39,520 --> 00:25:43,000
Speaker 3: seven thirty. I started off using elliptical that he had

476
00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:46,000
Speaker 3: the garage. I'd moved the garage around except the elliptical

477
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:49,280
Speaker 3: and start doing some cardio, about thirty forty five minutes

478
00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,880
Speaker 3: of that. Then I'd do about thirty minutes of DDPY,

479
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 3: both flexibility strength just building cardio. I knew if I

480
00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:01,320
Speaker 3: if I wanted to restart reshaping my body a bit,

481
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,800
Speaker 3: I got to start doing things that I'd done in

482
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:06,800
Speaker 3: the past that did give me joy, that did give

483
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:09,520
Speaker 3: me made me feel better about myself. And that was

484
00:26:09,560 --> 00:26:11,600
Speaker 3: one of the things I had to invest in again.

485
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,560
Speaker 3: Instead of point online energy in my mom and didn't

486
00:26:14,560 --> 00:26:16,439
Speaker 3: care of her, I had to take what energy I

487
00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:19,720
Speaker 3: had and the energy that everybody else was blessing me

488
00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:22,879
Speaker 3: with good the grace to be around these guys, and

489
00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:24,160
Speaker 3: pour that back into myself.

490
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:28,399
Speaker 1: So, but when you're living in your car, your diet

491
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:32,080
Speaker 1: had to be horrible, right it was.

492
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:38,680
Speaker 3: Well, it was. It was pretty much as best I could,

493
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:42,440
Speaker 3: like a couple of Wendy's chicken sandwiches, trying not to

494
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:44,439
Speaker 3: eat the bread, but sometimes to eat the bread. So

495
00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:46,760
Speaker 3: but you know, two or three chicken sandwiches a day

496
00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:48,840
Speaker 3: and maybe something else if I can go it to

497
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:52,800
Speaker 3: like a to a grocery store and like get a

498
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:55,439
Speaker 3: rechischery chicken and stuff like that. Someone eating bad, But

499
00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:57,600
Speaker 3: I wasn't eating great. It still wasn't eating health.

500
00:26:57,640 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 5: I wasn't exercising it still right, Okay, So now you're

501
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,440
Speaker 5: able to exercise, and now you have the capacity to

502
00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 5: be healthy and eat the right food.

503
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,000
Speaker 3: That's what Marcus and Steve both helped me with my diet.

504
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:15,760
Speaker 3: Yep ddp helped me with doing the get back into

505
00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:20,000
Speaker 3: working out with him doing some yoga right, so he

506
00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:21,840
Speaker 3: would bring me over once or twice a week to

507
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:25,320
Speaker 3: do the dep DPY yoga stuff. When he produced me

508
00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:27,439
Speaker 3: the ice tub that he had in his house to

509
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:31,479
Speaker 3: do the ice ice plunge. Loved him. Loved them. Actually,

510
00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:34,679
Speaker 3: and you'rely supposed to do. Here is some of the

511
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:37,720
Speaker 3: some of the things that started happening. Where I would

512
00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:42,560
Speaker 3: I would like doing the cardio when the electrical I'll

513
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,639
Speaker 3: get on there for like a half hour forty five minutes.

514
00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 3: I found the time I would be doing an hour

515
00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,840
Speaker 3: and we'll get totally lost to my own thoughts. And

516
00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:54,720
Speaker 3: I had to do that to start strengthening my mind again,

517
00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:59,320
Speaker 3: to really focus on what I've been through to not

518
00:27:59,440 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 3: want to go through there again, and but I need

519
00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:04,960
Speaker 3: that time to do that myself. Also in a better

520
00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:08,160
Speaker 3: and more positive environment that makes any sense, it does,

521
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:11,960
Speaker 3: and they're working out with Marcus and Steve at Knight

522
00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 3: a couple of times a week. Dows again would have

523
00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:16,760
Speaker 3: me over and be on him and his wife Page

524
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:20,040
Speaker 3: in that environment was more just energy. It's more positive,

525
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:23,439
Speaker 3: and it's more focused and doing the plumb. I plunged

526
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:26,720
Speaker 3: with dollas you was supposed to do maybe three five

527
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 3: seven minutes tops. There were two occasions that were dallases

528
00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:35,439
Speaker 3: that he would do the tub first. He'd go in

529
00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:37,239
Speaker 3: there and start doing some things to warm up and

530
00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:39,560
Speaker 3: get ready to do some workouts. I get in the

531
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:42,480
Speaker 3: tub and I was actually zen out as well. I was.

532
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,960
Speaker 3: I called it. I was zen. I'd start looking at

533
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,200
Speaker 3: squirrels or looking at a tree or looking at something

534
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 3: and completely get lost. And I was for him for

535
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 3: seventeen minutes one time and twenty five minutes another time.

536
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:56,000
Speaker 1: I'm freaking made.

537
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:57,719
Speaker 3: All the one on my neck like this. And they

538
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,480
Speaker 3: were asked and Tony Freeman, the guy working out with

539
00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:02,800
Speaker 3: walking and Scotty you, OKAYM like yeah, why he goes,

540
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:04,880
Speaker 3: you know all you've been in there, what about ten minutes?

541
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:10,200
Speaker 3: Because twenty five, bro, I went WHOA. I didn't mean through,

542
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:14,560
Speaker 3: it just happened. And that's where my mind in a sense,

543
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:18,960
Speaker 3: needed some of these things to just release itself, to

544
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:22,400
Speaker 3: decompressed to there are all these little things that for

545
00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 3: the longest time I sat there by myself, in my

546
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:30,880
Speaker 3: own lucky mere, just sitting everything weighed me down. There

547
00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 3: were obviously to take advantage that I just didn't want to.

548
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:35,280
Speaker 3: I just didn't.

549
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:38,120
Speaker 1: Because did you feel like you didn't deserve it?

550
00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:44,680
Speaker 3: I would say part of it was didn't deserve it,

551
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:49,040
Speaker 3: but part of it was I was so just I

552
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:53,680
Speaker 3: didn't I think the right way. I just didn't have

553
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,600
Speaker 3: the energy to pursue it, you know what I'm saying.

554
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,560
Speaker 3: I just I knew there were things out there, but

555
00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:01,680
Speaker 3: I just was like, I'm just so exhausted mentally, physically,

556
00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 3: emotionally from everything doing mom that it was. It's not

557
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:08,800
Speaker 3: her fault, but it was just the situation the way

558
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:10,760
Speaker 3: the world was in for about a year, you know,

559
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,440
Speaker 3: the whole COVID thing. It was just so taxing and

560
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:21,080
Speaker 3: so draining on me that I just hit the point

561
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 3: of surrender. You know, I was very tap out. Was

562
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:27,160
Speaker 3: just it was done. But to get back around the

563
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:30,560
Speaker 3: right people, the right atmosphere, have me doing the right things,

564
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 3: I was able to start changing my mindset. I was

565
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:39,600
Speaker 3: able to start making the right choices, the right directions,

566
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,440
Speaker 3: the right like I would always film these little things

567
00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:45,560
Speaker 3: the last thirty seconds and I'm being on the bike

568
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 3: at forty five minutes, you know, forty four to thirty

569
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 3: I filmed, and I send it to Steve, Dallas, Marcus RBD,

570
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:56,160
Speaker 3: everybody that knew, kind of and it would always get

571
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:58,680
Speaker 3: back you know, just that that encouragement. Dude, you're kicking,

572
00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 3: but you're kicking assautiful, keep going, keep going, keep going,

573
00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:04,160
Speaker 3: do your Rochester always back for it, back for And

574
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:07,720
Speaker 3: they just kept building on me. And that encouragement made

575
00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 3: me more more, reach out more, reach out more, and

576
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 3: just wanted to In one sense, I wanted to be

577
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 3: a like that was to be the best way I can.

578
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 3: But I also wanted to because he had poured so

579
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 3: much into me, Steve had, Margaret's had that I wanted

580
00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:27,959
Speaker 3: to show them that I was worth it, that I

581
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 3: was gonna put my work into and earn my spot

582
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:36,080
Speaker 3: being there. Yeah, because that's why I've always been got

583
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:36,479
Speaker 3: to earn it.

584
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:45,000
Speaker 1: I can relate with the mom. Yeah story, you know,

585
00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:46,520
Speaker 1: I went through the same thing here.

586
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:49,440
Speaker 3: And that was also one of the other reasons I

587
00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,200
Speaker 3: didn't say anything to you, because I knew you come

588
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:55,320
Speaker 3: kind of gone through it. You have the hobby and

589
00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:57,400
Speaker 3: the kids in one sense to kind of encourage you.

590
00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:59,480
Speaker 3: And I was like, I can't really add on her

591
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:03,880
Speaker 3: because what I'm going through, she's going through and I

592
00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:05,440
Speaker 3: can't say anything.

593
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 1: Well, we could have, because we could have.

594
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:11,200
Speaker 3: We could have compared Yeah, I could have compared notes

595
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:14,360
Speaker 3: and situations, maybe with more encouragement to each other. But

596
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:18,320
Speaker 3: again the mindset I had switch did not flip the light.

597
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 3: The light bulbent did not turn on. Was you know,

598
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 3: to be a resource for each other. Yeah, you know, no,

599
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 3: I was just I was a little too selfish and

600
00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 3: just going I'm just not gonna bother or soul just

601
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:33,360
Speaker 3: to a thing, get through this and be.

602
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:38,080
Speaker 1: Able to never bother to your friends, like that's why

603
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: we're friends. Like friends don't bother friends, and you you

604
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 1: have to get that in your head. And you know,

605
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:47,440
Speaker 1: one of the things I told you as soon as

606
00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:50,080
Speaker 1: I saw you, I think the first thing I said

607
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:55,840
Speaker 1: was how proud I am of you for even doing

608
00:32:55,880 --> 00:33:00,080
Speaker 1: all of this, because it's easy to give up, but

609
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:05,720
Speaker 1: it's harder to make the comeback. And you made the comeback,

610
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,400
Speaker 1: and that's something that you should be so proud of,

611
00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:12,760
Speaker 1: and we're all so proud of you for doing so,

612
00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:18,520
Speaker 1: because again, I you know, I knew you were having problems,

613
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:22,080
Speaker 1: but I didn't know how bad it was. And even

614
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:25,200
Speaker 1: if I did, you know, you can only hear somebody

615
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:29,000
Speaker 1: for so long. It's you who has to believe it

616
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:32,520
Speaker 1: and do it yourself, and we can encourage you, but

617
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 1: then you need to take that next step, and you

618
00:33:35,120 --> 00:33:40,600
Speaker 1: did so. That shows a tremendous amount of courage, number one.

619
00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 1: And look at you now, it's my heart would have broke,

620
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 1: honest to god. I mean I've lost so many friends, yeah,

621
00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:56,920
Speaker 1: over drug, over alcohol, and over depression. I mean, look

622
00:33:56,960 --> 00:34:00,640
Speaker 1: at Shannon, and you know she's been it's going on

623
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:04,520
Speaker 1: three years now, and in my mind, I keep saying

624
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:08,240
Speaker 1: to myself, if could I have been there more for her?

625
00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 1: I don't think I could have, because anytime she would

626
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:15,000
Speaker 1: call me, I would pick up that phone. Yeah, you know,

627
00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:16,759
Speaker 1: what I mean, and I would have did it for you.

628
00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:20,960
Speaker 1: And that's what I told you when we talked. If

629
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 1: you you know, you have plenty of friends, I get it.

630
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:25,279
Speaker 1: But if you need someone.

631
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 3: And you can't, I got plenty of acquaintances, but only

632
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:30,880
Speaker 3: a handful of friends. You.

633
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:36,160
Speaker 1: I told you you can call me if if you're falling,

634
00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:40,080
Speaker 1: if you feel like you're alone, pick up that phone

635
00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:43,200
Speaker 1: and call me. Because I did not want to hang

636
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:48,000
Speaker 1: up that phone the other night, I listened and I

637
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 1: let you. You know, a lot of this stuff you

638
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,480
Speaker 1: told me already, but I feel like it's important for

639
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:57,200
Speaker 1: people to hear it because a lot of people struggle,

640
00:34:57,520 --> 00:35:00,760
Speaker 1: whether it be with substance abuse or with their own mind,

641
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:06,759
Speaker 1: you know, with depression. Uh, there are people out there

642
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:10,680
Speaker 1: who care. And even if you think there's not, we

643
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,640
Speaker 1: are here and we care.

644
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:16,239
Speaker 3: So you I've always been told at one point some

645
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:20,120
Speaker 3: of the what are your greatest uh? What you what

646
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:26,280
Speaker 3: you uh have? What do you uh? What you consider

647
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:31,520
Speaker 3: your greatest weakness is only an untapped strength? Mmm? Interesting?

648
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:34,719
Speaker 3: So that that I mean part of my again, my

649
00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 3: depression was one of my It was a huge weakness

650
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 3: to me. But now being able to find out ways

651
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:42,840
Speaker 3: to overcome it, not just to put out a tweet

652
00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 3: I thought of for a couple of days to make

653
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:46,920
Speaker 3: people feel good and get two lights and thumbs up

654
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 3: and maybe help one or two people. You get something

655
00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:53,120
Speaker 3: out of that to hear that from me. But actually,

656
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:57,719
Speaker 3: now that was an untapped strength that I have, and

657
00:35:57,760 --> 00:35:59,719
Speaker 3: now I can kind of come back, as you said,

658
00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:04,319
Speaker 3: out a comeback where again, one of the coolest things

659
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:07,400
Speaker 3: Dallas has always had said to me recently was he Goes. Dude,

660
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:11,560
Speaker 3: you didn't what you did in six months. We figured

661
00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:14,719
Speaker 3: it would take you a year physically to get to

662
00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:20,239
Speaker 3: he goes. You went from you know, to forty one

663
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 3: with a thirty inch thirty thirty eight inch waist if

664
00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:27,400
Speaker 3: you know how round that is to go to a

665
00:36:28,480 --> 00:36:31,879
Speaker 3: I mean about two twenty four with a thirty four

666
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,000
Speaker 3: inch waist thirty five minutes right in between there. So

667
00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:37,279
Speaker 3: I lost three to eight four inches on my waist

668
00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:41,200
Speaker 3: six months. And that was diet, that was working out,

669
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:45,200
Speaker 3: That was getting up every morning and instead of just

670
00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 3: getting up and doing a little bit of this, a

671
00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,880
Speaker 3: little bit of that, and then not doing anything the

672
00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:51,960
Speaker 3: rest of today except existing, I gave myself a purpose.

673
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:57,960
Speaker 3: I gave myself direction and everybody was something with a

674
00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:02,359
Speaker 3: discipline part by you know, staying on me. You know,

675
00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:05,680
Speaker 3: Marcus would encourage me to do this, Dallas don encourage

676
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:07,799
Speaker 3: me that, Steve would be make me on this, and

677
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,040
Speaker 3: each one was kind of whether they knew it or not,

678
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:12,799
Speaker 3: I don't think they game planned it, but they were

679
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,359
Speaker 3: all helping with little bits and pieces. Steve was always

680
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:18,239
Speaker 3: helping me with my thought processes, telling me instead of

681
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 3: I would get I'd be way too argumentative with him.

682
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 3: So I was always trying to like I didn't mean

683
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:26,319
Speaker 3: to be, but I was being like, he would tell

684
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:28,920
Speaker 3: me this, so I go, but if you think about it, no, no, no,

685
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:33,080
Speaker 3: and he'd be going and this, and then listening, and

686
00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:35,239
Speaker 3: then when he says something, I go but still and

687
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 3: I would never let him finish, and he finally would go, dude,

688
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:42,440
Speaker 3: stop arguing, arguing. It was no shut up for a minute,

689
00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 3: and then he was working my mind to make me

690
00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:50,760
Speaker 3: start thinking, Okay, listen more zip It be like be

691
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:53,080
Speaker 3: be at the Greenhorn Wrestlers, yip your mouth, clean your

692
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,560
Speaker 3: ears out and listen. You know, when you're in the

693
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,839
Speaker 3: ring calling match and listen to the veteran and that's

694
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,959
Speaker 3: so Steve was doing with my mind, and I didn't

695
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:03,120
Speaker 3: realize until after the fact that that's where Steve was

696
00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:06,520
Speaker 3: helping me out. Dallas was doing the same thing, working

697
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:11,360
Speaker 3: mind and my spirit and and my physical with the

698
00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:15,240
Speaker 3: workouts and stuff like that, being his energy, his positive vibe,

699
00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:17,319
Speaker 3: just the way that he wanted to see me successful.

700
00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:21,880
Speaker 3: And then and Marcus with my diet and workouts. Marcus

701
00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:24,279
Speaker 3: helped me to get cleaned up my diet and getting

702
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,799
Speaker 3: the carbs on the system, all these little things. And

703
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:30,480
Speaker 3: once my body started getting healthier and my mind cleared,

704
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:34,200
Speaker 3: and I just got that just that darkness and turning

705
00:38:34,239 --> 00:38:37,080
Speaker 3: a few lights, which is I just sat back and said,

706
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:39,719
Speaker 3: you know, there is a reason to live. There are

707
00:38:39,719 --> 00:38:41,960
Speaker 3: people who do love me. And that was one of

708
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 3: the biggest things I took waiting for a conversation, is

709
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:47,360
Speaker 3: whether I realized it or not. And it's been a

710
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:50,120
Speaker 3: major blessing about going to a couple of conventions Racis

711
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:53,080
Speaker 3: and a couple of things. Is just seeing some folks

712
00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:56,040
Speaker 3: that I hadn't seen him in twenty years, thinking, man,

713
00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,080
Speaker 3: these people don't like me, and they hadn't seen me forever.

714
00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:00,520
Speaker 3: You know, I was part of it. I was American Medals.

715
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:03,879
Speaker 3: Mark Bagwell Market was the heat sinking missile, and because

716
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 3: I was with Marcus, I was the heat siking missile too.

717
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,480
Speaker 3: So boom boom, I was getting left right just from

718
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,560
Speaker 3: being with Marcus. Boom. I get to the other side too,

719
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:14,719
Speaker 3: just for being with Marcus. So I was that that

720
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 3: was part of the it was it. It was part

721
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:21,640
Speaker 3: of the thing about being American mail too, But it

722
00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:30,120
Speaker 3: was just to be around an energy that I did

723
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:31,880
Speaker 3: see these people, I mean one of the one of

724
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,200
Speaker 3: the funniest worts that I can put. This is my

725
00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:38,880
Speaker 3: first match, or my margus is first match with w

726
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,400
Speaker 3: c W was fall braw, the main event before the

727
00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:44,320
Speaker 3: pay per view show. We had to wrestle the nasty boys.

728
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:47,359
Speaker 3: There's nobs and SAgs, so I really don't know. I'm

729
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:49,279
Speaker 3: the young guy that had to put us over. So

730
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:51,399
Speaker 3: they're not happy behind to put the young guys over.

731
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:55,839
Speaker 3: I'm the complete rookie greenhorn coming from usw A. They

732
00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:59,040
Speaker 3: didn't like that, so Knobs not but SAgs, dark haired

733
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:02,719
Speaker 3: guy tell me bullollss me into the corner and hits

734
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,880
Speaker 3: me with twenty two unanswered live round punches and kicks.

735
00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:12,120
Speaker 3: Bathing trying to you know, duncan dodge, but getting just

736
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:15,240
Speaker 3: getting land basic because it came out of nowhere. Randy

737
00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:18,560
Speaker 3: Anderson referees trying to interject stop it. SAgs the nobs

738
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,960
Speaker 3: comes over and preaches them off, and what are you

739
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:24,640
Speaker 3: doing now right? You know what, I'm just walking into

740
00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:27,759
Speaker 3: the company with what he was what he screamed out,

741
00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:29,960
Speaker 3: and I'm just going, wow, hello, I got a nod

742
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:31,919
Speaker 3: on my head and sorry's coming up. I can feel

743
00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:36,239
Speaker 3: it all this stuff. But at the the it was

744
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:39,719
Speaker 3: the big event in New York. I went up there

745
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 3: and I see Kevin Nash. I walked toward and said

746
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:44,319
Speaker 3: the little cabinet. Kevin was like, oh, hey, Sky, how

747
00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 3: are you going? I gotta gorish as ready to leave,

748
00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:50,000
Speaker 3: so good to good talk to you see you later.

749
00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:53,080
Speaker 3: After like ten seconds of Kevin like going okay, that

750
00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 3: was kind of like, uh, that was no fun. But

751
00:40:57,239 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 3: out of the corner of my eye, here's jobs as SAgs,

752
00:41:02,920 --> 00:41:08,920
Speaker 3: especially SAgs Scotty good come on here, you're bastard. I'm like,

753
00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:12,319
Speaker 3: holy cow, you know, here are two guys. I thought.

754
00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:15,919
Speaker 3: Jumie did not like me at all, calling me over

755
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:19,920
Speaker 3: from across the room, after not after Snash blows me off.

756
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 3: But here are two cats who I thought didn't like

757
00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 3: me at all calling for me to come over. Ye,

758
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 3: SAgs Nobbs. We couldn't get up, but same a big

759
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:33,640
Speaker 3: barrel hug and I'm like going, wow, this is completely

760
00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:36,799
Speaker 3: what my mind did not think up with these guys right,

761
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 3: and they were so happy to see me. It was

762
00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 3: that same type of thing of like, man, you know,

763
00:41:42,239 --> 00:41:44,640
Speaker 3: we've lost so many people on the way. Nobody knew

764
00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:46,799
Speaker 3: how you were. You fell out of this that we

765
00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:49,800
Speaker 3: didn't see you. Nobody knew if you were alive, dead,

766
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:53,120
Speaker 3: you're still alive. We're good to see you. You look great.

767
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:55,480
Speaker 3: You know. This is when I got in good shape.

768
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:58,399
Speaker 3: You know, it's been about nine months, you know, eight

769
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:00,680
Speaker 3: nine months when I when I saw them and they

770
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 3: were like, wow, dude, you look great and everything else

771
00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:06,439
Speaker 3: is so to me. That was just a huge thing

772
00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:08,000
Speaker 3: kind of like what we were talking about on the

773
00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:11,680
Speaker 3: phone call was just hear that people that I don't

774
00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:17,239
Speaker 3: think give up finding physicizing about me, but they do,

775
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,360
Speaker 3: you know, And that was that became real and genuine space.

776
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:23,879
Speaker 3: Like I said, and SAgs of all people goes because

777
00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:26,760
Speaker 3: I told that story the day before at a signing

778
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:29,160
Speaker 3: with a couple of guys at this coming with Restling

779
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:32,919
Speaker 3: Store and because it's one of my best first ever

780
00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:38,439
Speaker 3: w c W stories Live House by SAgs, he goes

781
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 3: Man thought at this thought, all you telling that story

782
00:42:41,239 --> 00:42:43,480
Speaker 3: make me feel bad. I'm like, dude, it's the best

783
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:46,400
Speaker 3: story I've got when from my introduction to the company,

784
00:42:46,440 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 3: because you and he goes so, it's not bad like no,

785
00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:53,120
Speaker 3: to me, it's just a rough beginning. You know, it's

786
00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:55,799
Speaker 3: a rough welcome, but you know it was it was

787
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 3: you welcome in me though it was a thing that

788
00:42:57,800 --> 00:42:59,320
Speaker 3: it was kind of we could be bad, but I

789
00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:02,600
Speaker 3: never never new because we never never. But at the end,

790
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 3: twenty years later, twenty five years later, those were so

791
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,319
Speaker 3: super cool and I just felt that genuine there was

792
00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 3: a bond, there was something that was there, and I

793
00:43:12,080 --> 00:43:14,160
Speaker 3: felt welcome and I felt I actually loved by these

794
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:17,799
Speaker 3: guys that never thought they did. Yeah, the complete that

795
00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:20,160
Speaker 3: right there, that energy that they gave me, that love

796
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:22,400
Speaker 3: they gave me was something I didn't expect. But it

797
00:43:22,440 --> 00:43:25,000
Speaker 3: made me think, and there are people who are probably

798
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 3: out there who just don't know them around or think

799
00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:29,640
Speaker 3: that guy on Twitter is not the real guy or

800
00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:31,920
Speaker 3: whatever it is. No matter how much interaction we have,

801
00:43:33,680 --> 00:43:35,839
Speaker 3: whether the nois mean or not, or whether you know

802
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,840
Speaker 3: I don't, it's hard to tell somebody you love in

803
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:42,880
Speaker 3: the one hundred and forty words or whatever. It's when, too,

804
00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:46,680
Speaker 3: you actually see them in person again. Yeah, you know. Yeah,

805
00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:51,200
Speaker 3: from Bill After to Medusa to Jerry Brisco, all of

806
00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,040
Speaker 3: them just showed nothing but complete love or respect for me.

807
00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:57,560
Speaker 3: It was something I didn't think was there. That is there.

808
00:43:58,760 --> 00:44:02,360
Speaker 3: And Shane Douglas to everybody along the way, Diva Deley

809
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,799
Speaker 3: was was one that was a big hugging a kiss

810
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:06,640
Speaker 3: from him every time I seen I've seemed like three

811
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:10,120
Speaker 3: times now of these shows. So to me, that's just

812
00:44:10,160 --> 00:44:13,880
Speaker 3: another amazing person who I knew respect and love there

813
00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:18,279
Speaker 3: who crossed the way, and to get that from him. Yeah,

814
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,960
Speaker 3: So I'm finding out more and more again this is

815
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,879
Speaker 3: my own mind working against me and these people who

816
00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:26,600
Speaker 3: know me. I just thought they didn't give they didn't

817
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:27,719
Speaker 3: care about me, But they do.

818
00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:31,759
Speaker 1: I told you, you have to focus your energy on

819
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:34,360
Speaker 1: the people who do love you. Yeah, and then the

820
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:37,440
Speaker 1: other ones are just acquaintances. And you can get from

821
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 1: a passing wave and you keep walking, and you stick

822
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:43,000
Speaker 1: to the people who care about you, and you'll know

823
00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,319
Speaker 1: who they are. Like you said, you can tell, you know,

824
00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,239
Speaker 1: I can tell when I go to these things, yea.

825
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:52,400
Speaker 1: And for those who don't, I'm just like, hi, Marian,

826
00:44:52,760 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: keep walking. But the ones that I know care about me,

827
00:44:57,920 --> 00:45:00,799
Speaker 1: you know, that's where I spend all my time. There

828
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:05,200
Speaker 1: you go, you get the good energy, you know, and

829
00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:12,680
Speaker 1: you're not the only one. If anybody listening has ever

830
00:45:12,719 --> 00:45:17,160
Speaker 1: been a caretaker, I think we all go through that

831
00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:23,320
Speaker 1: state of depression where you know, it's kind of like

832
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:26,799
Speaker 1: like I felt, as much as I loved my mom

833
00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:29,520
Speaker 1: and I did a whole show about this in tears,

834
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:32,000
Speaker 1: as much as I loved my mother and I took

835
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:36,200
Speaker 1: care of her for sixteen years, we did with no help,

836
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:38,759
Speaker 1: Me and my husband and my kids, no help whatsoever.

837
00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:41,759
Speaker 1: But towards the end it was kind of like we

838
00:45:41,760 --> 00:45:45,040
Speaker 1: were I hate saying this, but we were prisoners in

839
00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:48,480
Speaker 1: our own home because we couldn't leave, you know, we

840
00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:52,279
Speaker 1: were never able to go anywhere, couldn't even go to dinner.

841
00:45:52,400 --> 00:45:55,680
Speaker 1: She couldn't be left alone. We didn't have anybody help her, right,

842
00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:59,600
Speaker 1: there was no help coming in. I don't have family

843
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:02,719
Speaker 1: that it's close and everybody works so they can't try

844
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 1: out whatever. But you know, it was kind of like resentment,

845
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:12,880
Speaker 1: but then the guilt of you know, I feel like

846
00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:15,439
Speaker 1: my world's falling apart. I can't take my kids out,

847
00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:18,040
Speaker 1: I can't go places with my husband. I have to

848
00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,160
Speaker 1: take care of my mother. But I did it because

849
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:23,279
Speaker 1: I loved her. Same thing with you. You loved your mother,

850
00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:26,400
Speaker 1: But where were you supposed to be?

851
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:29,160
Speaker 3: I always always thought about them as many times as

852
00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,319
Speaker 3: a kid that she had to wipe my butt. I

853
00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:34,279
Speaker 3: said my diaper, I had to do that.

854
00:46:34,880 --> 00:46:37,720
Speaker 1: All white viewers now that full circle, it's.

855
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:40,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the same. That's the same thing I told her,

856
00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 3: And she made a scallo at me, and don't you

857
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,839
Speaker 3: dare wipe my butt? I'm like, we ain't got much

858
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:48,160
Speaker 3: of a choice, mom, They got much of joration and

859
00:46:48,239 --> 00:46:53,319
Speaker 3: she hated it, but I you know, when I know

860
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:55,719
Speaker 3: she hated it, I hated having to do it. But

861
00:46:55,760 --> 00:46:58,480
Speaker 3: then it was still that scenario where it's like, you know,

862
00:46:58,640 --> 00:47:01,719
Speaker 3: she knew it was genuine and I wasn't just because

863
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:04,960
Speaker 3: I had to do it. Yeah, she was grateful. I was.

864
00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:07,120
Speaker 3: I was in my mind, I was giving back to

865
00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:09,680
Speaker 3: her for something that she did for me, and it

866
00:47:09,719 --> 00:47:11,960
Speaker 3: was something that I was blessed to do it. In

867
00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,759
Speaker 3: one sense, it was a little bit tough, tough.

868
00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:19,680
Speaker 1: It was the hardest experience. I will, I will get

869
00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:21,840
Speaker 1: you a cook when I see you. But it was hard.

870
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,600
Speaker 1: It was hard for me, and I went through a depression. No,

871
00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:30,560
Speaker 1: I never wanted to kill myself or it wasn't. It

872
00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:33,279
Speaker 1: was just in my mind. I'm like, oh my god,

873
00:47:34,719 --> 00:47:37,200
Speaker 1: you know, if what if she lives to be a

874
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:42,000
Speaker 1: hundred and I'm now sixty years old and the time

875
00:47:42,920 --> 00:47:46,200
Speaker 1: goes by and I can't do Like part of me

876
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:49,200
Speaker 1: felt selfish for thinking that, but when I discussed it

877
00:47:49,239 --> 00:47:53,800
Speaker 1: with other people, they were always like, no, that's that's normal.

878
00:47:54,360 --> 00:47:57,919
Speaker 1: It's it's normal. You're sacrificing your whole life to take

879
00:47:57,960 --> 00:48:00,920
Speaker 1: care of this person, and you're being up time with

880
00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:07,560
Speaker 1: your family to you know, to Basically, she's another child.

881
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 1: She became her child, and she was a baby all

882
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:12,280
Speaker 1: over again.

883
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:19,080
Speaker 3: Right. I never had kids, so in one sense, mom

884
00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 3: became my kid. I mean you do it that way.

885
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:26,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, like taking care of a child, and I listen,

886
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 1: I would do it all over again and her because

887
00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 1: I loved her so much, but it drained me to

888
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:37,200
Speaker 1: the point where I was walking around depressed because you know,

889
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:38,960
Speaker 1: it's tough.

890
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:41,520
Speaker 3: It's hard, Yeah it is.

891
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:45,680
Speaker 1: So I know exactly part of what you were going through.

892
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 1: It didn't get to that next level. But you know,

893
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:54,400
Speaker 1: I feel like she knew that I loved her, and

894
00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:58,279
Speaker 1: your mother knew that you loved her. And you know,

895
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 1: we're good people, and I have to get that in

896
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:03,600
Speaker 1: my head. You know a lot of people wouldn't do

897
00:49:03,640 --> 00:49:05,400
Speaker 1: this for them. They throw them in a home or

898
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:08,719
Speaker 1: they you know whatever. We love our parents, we take

899
00:49:08,719 --> 00:49:12,680
Speaker 1: care of them, so admirable for you to even do that,

900
00:49:13,600 --> 00:49:16,640
Speaker 1: you're a good person. You need to realize how good

901
00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 1: of a person that you are and that people do

902
00:49:19,440 --> 00:49:23,040
Speaker 1: genuinely love you. And that's what I was trying to

903
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:25,520
Speaker 1: reiterate to you on the telephone.

904
00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:32,280
Speaker 3: Yeah you did. You got it into my mind thinking.

905
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,840
Speaker 3: I mean, every conversation had with everyone that is a

906
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:41,240
Speaker 3: genuine friend of mine has reshaped my thinking about whether

907
00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:45,600
Speaker 3: I'm loved, whether I'm just accepted, or whether I'm just acknowledged.

908
00:49:46,080 --> 00:49:48,479
Speaker 1: Because you kept saying to me, I need to get there,

909
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:52,319
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Scottie, You're there, No, I need to

910
00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 1: get there. And I was like, we think you're there

911
00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:58,880
Speaker 1: because we love you, so you're there. You need to

912
00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:00,640
Speaker 1: realize you're there, right.

913
00:50:01,680 --> 00:50:03,400
Speaker 3: That's still yeah, that's still the point every time I

914
00:50:03,480 --> 00:50:10,400
Speaker 3: keep saying, I still don't need to because when the stings,

915
00:50:10,440 --> 00:50:12,560
Speaker 3: you know, final match came up and me and Dallas

916
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:15,560
Speaker 3: throwed up together. We had a nice five hour ten

917
00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:18,799
Speaker 3: hour round trip window of conversation time and it was

918
00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:21,840
Speaker 3: gonna be fun travel with Dallas one on one and

919
00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:24,640
Speaker 3: have a deep conversation. And we did and hit me

920
00:50:24,960 --> 00:50:28,839
Speaker 3: every little point from dating here to this situation there,

921
00:50:29,040 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 3: to where I want to live and that, you know,

922
00:50:30,719 --> 00:50:32,200
Speaker 3: in the future, because I always want to go back

923
00:50:32,239 --> 00:50:34,279
Speaker 3: to the beach and they want me. They're like, well, dude,

924
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:35,840
Speaker 3: you need to stay here for a little long longer.

925
00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:37,279
Speaker 3: You know, you were at the point where you wanted

926
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:39,799
Speaker 3: to kill yourself and but you know you need to

927
00:50:39,840 --> 00:50:41,840
Speaker 3: be here to keep growing and stuff like that, to

928
00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:44,839
Speaker 3: keep working here. Maybe you can find some avenues can

929
00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:48,719
Speaker 3: where you can you know, work this, work that. And

930
00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:52,440
Speaker 3: I said, well, and before that was can even get

931
00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:56,000
Speaker 3: to certain points, I said, I said, Dode, so more,

932
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:58,480
Speaker 3: most important thing about any of this right now, I

933
00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:01,560
Speaker 3: still got to keep working on me. Yeah, I still

934
00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:03,560
Speaker 3: got to strengthen me. There are points in my own

935
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,600
Speaker 3: mind that I know I got to strengthen. There are

936
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:08,880
Speaker 3: points that I find I gotta find, you know, what's

937
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:12,000
Speaker 3: going to meet the foundation I built and still need

938
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:14,839
Speaker 3: to build on me to those points, to that when

939
00:51:14,880 --> 00:51:17,319
Speaker 3: the right person comes along again, I'll be ready for

940
00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:20,319
Speaker 3: that person. They don't have to struggle to meet neet me.

941
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:22,680
Speaker 3: You know that we're bumping heads on the way, which

942
00:51:22,719 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 3: is good still, but I still need need to be

943
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:31,360
Speaker 3: more working on me right now because yeah, still Atlanta,

944
00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:32,240
Speaker 3: you're still there.

945
00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:34,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, okay.

946
00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:36,480
Speaker 3: Still around the right people, still around that, you know,

947
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 3: the whole right crew is still around me, still encouraging me.

948
00:51:39,160 --> 00:51:43,240
Speaker 3: Still everything uh as as and growing on and stuff

949
00:51:43,280 --> 00:51:45,680
Speaker 3: like that. But that was when I told that him

950
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:48,040
Speaker 3: in the car ride. He goes, that's the best thing

951
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:50,400
Speaker 3: I heard you say right now because instead of running

952
00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:53,560
Speaker 3: to a relationship, or instead of running to this or

953
00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:56,719
Speaker 3: running to that, you know, you still are focusing on you,

954
00:51:56,800 --> 00:52:01,560
Speaker 3: which means uh, the because none of us expected you

955
00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,279
Speaker 3: to be you're at in this short amount of time.

956
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 3: You blew the dwarves away. You got your mouth thinking

957
00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:10,400
Speaker 3: you blew the doors away on that. How good you

958
00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:10,879
Speaker 3: look now?

959
00:52:11,239 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 1: So every beard off that was keep done.

960
00:52:16,239 --> 00:52:19,120
Speaker 3: The beard was a security blanket for sure. You know

961
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:21,759
Speaker 3: it was the best way. And I don't know, I

962
00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:24,600
Speaker 3: look at a lot of pictures, even back in I

963
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:27,000
Speaker 3: think it's twenty twelve or twenty thirteen, with the last

964
00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:30,040
Speaker 3: big events that they with Marcus, I had a big

965
00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:32,719
Speaker 3: beard because I just want to chance with a beard out.

966
00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:36,000
Speaker 3: I just like the beard. I just do. Actually had

967
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:38,560
Speaker 3: a little bit of stumble going on before this. I went.

968
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:41,840
Speaker 3: I started thinking, the last time I was on your show,

969
00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:43,839
Speaker 3: I had a beard going. So I'm gonna go ahead

970
00:52:43,840 --> 00:52:46,200
Speaker 3: and take five minutes before I was right right before you.

971
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 3: I shaved. I shaved the beard down. So if they

972
00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:51,359
Speaker 3: do look back in the in your in your in

973
00:52:51,400 --> 00:52:53,799
Speaker 3: your past stuff and I see the old man there

974
00:52:53,920 --> 00:52:56,560
Speaker 3: with the beard and stuff like that, this time a

975
00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:02,520
Speaker 3: whole other one. A year later. I'm clean even, great, smile, great,

976
00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:07,040
Speaker 3: and you know, and tanned as orn Anderson would always

977
00:53:07,040 --> 00:53:09,560
Speaker 3: say that looks better tanned you got.

978
00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:12,680
Speaker 1: Because I'm well as a ghost. So that's you got

979
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:16,560
Speaker 1: me with the tanning. But you look great. You look great.

980
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:21,600
Speaker 1: I couldn't be more proud of you. Honestly, you're doing

981
00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:24,840
Speaker 1: a hell of a job. Chad, do you have anything

982
00:53:25,080 --> 00:53:26,000
Speaker 1: you want to ask them?

983
00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:28,440
Speaker 2: It's just incredible to watch. I mean I watched the

984
00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:30,840
Speaker 2: whole thing the second that came out when it hit online,

985
00:53:30,880 --> 00:53:33,680
Speaker 2: and it just you know, I've followed you for years

986
00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:36,239
Speaker 2: because I interviewed you back in twenty fifteen, you know,

987
00:53:36,360 --> 00:53:39,880
Speaker 2: like a two hour, thirty minute epic covering your start

988
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:43,760
Speaker 2: to your finish, and just you've always been so giving

989
00:53:44,239 --> 00:53:46,799
Speaker 2: to everybody. You know, you give great answers, you give

990
00:53:46,840 --> 00:53:49,560
Speaker 2: great details, and it's you know, you've always been so

991
00:53:49,719 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 2: open about your struggles, and you've always been so caring

992
00:53:53,719 --> 00:53:55,920
Speaker 2: to fans when they've reached out to you and said

993
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:59,600
Speaker 2: stuff online. So I've just always appreciated seeing you, know

994
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 2: you you've been so cool with everybody, and it's just

995
00:54:03,280 --> 00:54:05,880
Speaker 2: it's so nice to see how you've recovered here. So

996
00:54:06,520 --> 00:54:09,200
Speaker 2: my head off to you, and I alwaysreciate coming on

997
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:09,799
Speaker 2: the show Man.

998
00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:13,000
Speaker 3: One of the funny things that put the funny thought pot. No, Mom,

999
00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:15,399
Speaker 3: you said you give great answers. You know, you get

1000
00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:18,800
Speaker 3: great detail and stuff, and like going well Chris Jericho

1001
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:21,480
Speaker 3: would tell will tell you that, he'd ask me what

1002
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,080
Speaker 3: time it is, and I tell him how to go

1003
00:54:23,200 --> 00:54:26,680
Speaker 3: to watch and never never know, never get to the

1004
00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:28,480
Speaker 3: time of oh, by the way, it's you know, four

1005
00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:32,600
Speaker 3: thirty or whatever. You know, my stories until unless you

1006
00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:36,719
Speaker 3: got me a little bit temple to ramble as Riggs.

1007
00:54:37,160 --> 00:54:38,080
Speaker 2: No, it's great, but I'll.

1008
00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:39,680
Speaker 3: Make the place says it's a great story. But I

1009
00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:40,640
Speaker 3: never get to the point.

1010
00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:43,720
Speaker 2: How about this? So when you got to the crib

1011
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:45,880
Speaker 2: right and they showed you, you know what they have

1012
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:50,160
Speaker 2: at the operation where you like completely floored with the

1013
00:54:50,200 --> 00:54:54,200
Speaker 2: whole production and how they have this whole like mecca

1014
00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:59,120
Speaker 2: of filming and all these great you know, well filming,

1015
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:00,759
Speaker 2: uh you know processes.

1016
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:05,839
Speaker 3: Now, as in that point, see the stuff we did

1017
00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 3: at the at the crib, there wasn't anything that was

1018
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:11,600
Speaker 3: actually being filmed on a daily basis or something like

1019
00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:15,960
Speaker 3: that like them before with Jake and Scott at Hall

1020
00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:19,920
Speaker 3: and marcuson better beating those guys. When I moved in,

1021
00:55:19,920 --> 00:55:23,120
Speaker 3: it was just being Marcus Marcus's girlfriend Stacy, and that

1022
00:55:23,239 --> 00:55:25,759
Speaker 3: was pretty much it. I was up in one corner

1023
00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:27,680
Speaker 3: of the house Margaut Stacy the other corner of the

1024
00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:30,680
Speaker 3: house and we meet to go work out. But we

1025
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,600
Speaker 3: all kind of lived our separate lives a little bit,

1026
00:55:33,120 --> 00:55:35,480
Speaker 3: so there wasn't a production stuff through them that was

1027
00:55:35,520 --> 00:55:39,040
Speaker 3: going on. We were just living there. And that was

1028
00:55:39,080 --> 00:55:41,800
Speaker 3: actually the best environment for me, because all of a sudden,

1029
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:43,840
Speaker 3: I have a camera maybe in my face or this

1030
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:47,279
Speaker 3: going on or that going on, or that would have

1031
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:51,160
Speaker 3: probably would have maybe go okay, cool, at like three

1032
00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:53,239
Speaker 3: o'clock in the morning, pack my car and disappear, because

1033
00:55:53,239 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 3: that would probably not have been the thing that would

1034
00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:58,640
Speaker 3: not have been the thing to hit me where I

1035
00:55:58,719 --> 00:56:01,480
Speaker 3: was at at that time, to be part of a

1036
00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 3: TV show, okay, And so we we we took something

1037
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:09,359
Speaker 3: like that. That one that before picture from March of

1038
00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:15,160
Speaker 3: twenty three. That was one picture, one take before I

1039
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:17,040
Speaker 3: started working out. It was like when I first got

1040
00:56:17,040 --> 00:56:18,880
Speaker 3: to the crib, it was like, hey, I was tink

1041
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:21,680
Speaker 3: it before picture boom And Dallas's first thing to say

1042
00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 3: is what makes the best after picture? A really shitty

1043
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:31,000
Speaker 3: before picture? And I had a really shitty before picture.

1044
00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:33,520
Speaker 3: Believe me. I look at it and go, God, I

1045
00:56:33,600 --> 00:56:36,440
Speaker 3: hate to show that thing, but look at you now,

1046
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:39,399
Speaker 3: Yeah the thing is now. I go look we there,

1047
00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:42,360
Speaker 3: here's six months and then there's nine months. Yeah, and

1048
00:56:42,920 --> 00:56:45,520
Speaker 3: Dallas for the longest time wouldn't let me or anybody

1049
00:56:45,560 --> 00:56:48,840
Speaker 3: else show that before picture because he wanted it for

1050
00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:51,520
Speaker 3: the big reveal at the end of it. And the

1051
00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,080
Speaker 3: funny thing is the guys who worked out of the

1052
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:54,799
Speaker 3: gym with there's a couple of guys. We got to

1053
00:56:54,840 --> 00:56:57,080
Speaker 3: know each other pretty quick. When they throw me Marcus,

1054
00:56:57,480 --> 00:56:59,320
Speaker 3: they knew who we kind of worked for the America

1055
00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:02,920
Speaker 3: Mail to start to ask us questions stuff. Uh, and

1056
00:57:03,000 --> 00:57:06,320
Speaker 3: they I was always wearing like a long sleeve that

1057
00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:09,920
Speaker 3: was Cowboys T shirt. Basically everything I had on was

1058
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:12,520
Speaker 3: always long sleeve and sent for my shorts. I still

1059
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:15,240
Speaker 3: have my calves. My dad blessed me with good calves.

1060
00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 3: Kept I always showed the calves off, so I had

1061
00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:22,120
Speaker 3: the calves going for me. But I always kept everything

1062
00:57:22,160 --> 00:57:26,560
Speaker 3: covered and like most bodybuilders were peaking for a contest,

1063
00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:31,120
Speaker 3: almost always covered. And I started, you know, just working

1064
00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:34,080
Speaker 3: out that way. As my body started to shape shape, reshape,

1065
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:37,440
Speaker 3: everything started moving directions, everything started getting back to how

1066
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:40,520
Speaker 3: I looked before. Some of the guys started looking at

1067
00:57:40,560 --> 00:57:43,040
Speaker 3: on going what are you hiding on that thing? You know.

1068
00:57:43,040 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 3: Also I started tanning a little bit too, started getting

1069
00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:49,560
Speaker 3: a little color, and then we took the I had

1070
00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:53,360
Speaker 3: the big beard going long, strutty haired at Grizzly Adams

1071
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:57,120
Speaker 3: a long time ago. And one of the guys that

1072
00:57:57,160 --> 00:57:59,400
Speaker 3: we were close to, uh his name is Josh Naire.

1073
00:58:00,040 --> 00:58:04,200
Speaker 3: Actually there who does the a W interviews backstage. It's

1074
00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:08,640
Speaker 3: his daughter and but uh, but Josh had a couple

1075
00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:11,960
Speaker 3: of friends that would that that came in to do

1076
00:58:12,120 --> 00:58:14,400
Speaker 3: my face, turn my beard up and do my hair

1077
00:58:14,440 --> 00:58:16,600
Speaker 3: and stuff like that. So we did that, and that's

1078
00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:18,560
Speaker 3: where that first photo with me with the beard the

1079
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:21,360
Speaker 3: hair going up that way, that first photo, but was

1080
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:23,880
Speaker 3: after six months, and then the nine month later came

1081
00:58:23,920 --> 00:58:29,160
Speaker 3: also and Dallas was like, uh, we went to the

1082
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:32,160
Speaker 3: same thing. He was showing the picture because here's Scotty

1083
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:35,479
Speaker 3: a year ago. Here he is six months and said,

1084
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:37,880
Speaker 3: I want to show him the nine month He goes, yeah, yeah,

1085
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:39,920
Speaker 3: you got that, don't you. So I started showing that. That

1086
00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:42,560
Speaker 3: was our gimmick we had going me and Dallas, here's

1087
00:58:42,560 --> 00:58:45,320
Speaker 3: that that that, here's this now it was only three

1088
00:58:45,360 --> 00:58:48,840
Speaker 3: weeks ago. That's like, bro, give me that, give me

1089
00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:52,600
Speaker 3: that picture. So I went from this to Dallas to

1090
00:58:52,720 --> 00:58:55,560
Speaker 3: go boom boom boom because he wanted to do the dramatic.

1091
00:58:57,320 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 3: You know, here's what did two Eyes do for him,

1092
00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:03,800
Speaker 3: the diet and Steve Margus everything boom boom boom, boom boom.

1093
00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:08,760
Speaker 3: And you know, Dallas is like, dude, we've had some

1094
00:59:08,760 --> 00:59:12,080
Speaker 3: transformations on the way because but you've been the fastest,

1095
00:59:12,240 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 3: the best one I've ever had, and you've been the

1096
00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:17,200
Speaker 3: most eloquent one to be able to show everybody. That's

1097
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:20,320
Speaker 3: the reason they want me to stay around is because

1098
00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:23,440
Speaker 3: I can be that person for them right now that

1099
00:59:23,640 --> 00:59:25,680
Speaker 3: is live and breathing right here in front of them,

1100
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:28,320
Speaker 3: that they can just boom at any point in time,

1101
00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:31,000
Speaker 3: grab me and show me off in a sense, which

1102
00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:34,000
Speaker 3: for what they gave me from when I came in.

1103
00:59:35,040 --> 00:59:38,400
Speaker 3: Use me, abuse me, take advantage of me anything you want,

1104
00:59:38,840 --> 00:59:41,360
Speaker 3: because if we can make because we can use this

1105
00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:44,040
Speaker 3: to make somebody else better. Now do it.

1106
00:59:44,560 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 1: Yep, absolutely, let me hold on. You need to do

1107
00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:53,520
Speaker 1: me one favor. Next time you talk to Dallas, which

1108
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,280
Speaker 1: is probably gonna be later, tell him I said thank

1109
00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:58,280
Speaker 1: you for saving my friend.

1110
00:59:59,600 --> 01:00:02,960
Speaker 3: Please will do that. Please do go ahead.

1111
01:00:03,200 --> 01:00:07,600
Speaker 2: My comment makes literally no like merit now it means nothing.

1112
01:00:07,720 --> 01:00:09,240
Speaker 2: I was just saying, when you grow back the beard,

1113
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:14,480
Speaker 2: it's got to be the little dotty, scruff American man. No,

1114
01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:16,480
Speaker 2: I think he looks great without it, but if he did,

1115
01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:19,080
Speaker 2: it's got to be the American male, little five o'clock shadow.

1116
01:00:19,400 --> 01:00:22,880
Speaker 3: Well, the only problem with the five o'clock shadow now

1117
01:00:22,920 --> 01:00:25,720
Speaker 3: is it's all white. Yeah, well you know, you know,

1118
01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:30,640
Speaker 3: it's all gray white. There's old salt and pepper, but

1119
01:00:30,680 --> 01:00:33,160
Speaker 3: there's no salt and pepper anymore. So it looks so

1120
01:00:33,440 --> 01:00:36,560
Speaker 3: even though even Steve and Marcus will say, dude, shave

1121
01:00:36,640 --> 01:00:39,400
Speaker 3: that off because it just makes you look old, you look.

1122
01:00:39,280 --> 01:00:42,640
Speaker 1: Younger, you look much younger without younger.

1123
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:45,000
Speaker 3: But I do, miss. I was telling Steve last night

1124
01:00:45,120 --> 01:00:47,760
Speaker 3: before we're working out, like, dude, looking at where we're going,

1125
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,400
Speaker 3: and we did les. I'm looking, man, I missed my beard.

1126
01:00:50,680 --> 01:00:54,720
Speaker 1: Do you a little bit of the what is that called?

1127
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:59,240
Speaker 3: Just from oh that? No, like a little bit of dark?

1128
01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,400
Speaker 3: And see, I don't want to die my hair either.

1129
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:04,320
Speaker 3: You know, I've embraced my gray. I don't want to die.

1130
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:06,880
Speaker 1: You don't have to do with that. You're fine the

1131
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:07,520
Speaker 1: way you are.

1132
01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:08,800
Speaker 3: Thank you.

1133
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:13,120
Speaker 1: You you are amazing You're an amazing person. Your story

1134
01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:18,960
Speaker 1: is just it's it's the perfect ending. This is the

1135
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:22,800
Speaker 1: perfect ending. You're doing great. I'm so proud of you.

1136
01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:26,240
Speaker 1: I every day is a blessing and that's what you

1137
01:01:26,280 --> 01:01:30,080
Speaker 1: have to tell yourself. Yeah, definitely, And don't look ahead,

1138
01:01:30,800 --> 01:01:32,640
Speaker 1: you know, a month from now, a year from now.

1139
01:01:33,520 --> 01:01:36,280
Speaker 1: Just take it for every day one.

1140
01:01:36,320 --> 01:01:40,800
Speaker 3: Is that just just you know? And I'm kind of

1141
01:01:40,880 --> 01:01:44,680
Speaker 3: worst sometimes about Uh. I don't know if the worst

1142
01:01:44,720 --> 01:01:48,760
Speaker 3: I mean might not be the right word, but I

1143
01:01:48,760 --> 01:01:50,520
Speaker 3: always call myself the old man in the group. As

1144
01:01:50,560 --> 01:01:53,800
Speaker 3: I am, I'm other than Dallas. I'm fifty seven to

1145
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 3: s fifty seven, Like, yeah, I've been a grumpy rigs

1146
01:01:57,040 --> 01:02:00,640
Speaker 3: you know. Then, and I saw the thing that Bruce

1147
01:02:00,720 --> 01:02:05,080
Speaker 3: Lee says, Uh, don't even use words like that about

1148
01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:07,840
Speaker 3: yourself in a joking way, because you're buying. Your body

1149
01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:12,680
Speaker 3: doesn't know your words are joking. That's why it's called

1150
01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:17,640
Speaker 3: spelling words. You spell words because the cat your words

1151
01:02:17,720 --> 01:02:20,760
Speaker 3: cast spells. So if you say something negative, even in

1152
01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:25,560
Speaker 3: a funny way about yourself that your body doesn't know,

1153
01:02:25,600 --> 01:02:27,920
Speaker 3: you're teasing that your body doesn't know you're joking. It

1154
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:32,600
Speaker 3: uses that those words negatively as your energy. So that

1155
01:02:32,600 --> 01:02:34,720
Speaker 3: that's something I learned about going. Man, I'm going to

1156
01:02:34,760 --> 01:02:40,560
Speaker 3: stop busting home chops about being the old guy. Yeah,

1157
01:02:40,880 --> 01:02:45,360
Speaker 3: stop breaking your exactly. But I do it for entertainment. Facts.

1158
01:02:45,400 --> 01:02:48,360
Speaker 3: But but but my body doesn't try to entertain everybody.

1159
01:02:48,400 --> 01:02:50,880
Speaker 3: My body is saying, hey, you are old. You gotta

1160
01:02:51,360 --> 01:02:52,160
Speaker 3: know I'm not old.

1161
01:02:53,040 --> 01:02:55,640
Speaker 1: We're only as old as we feel. I feel like exactly,

1162
01:02:56,200 --> 01:02:58,800
Speaker 1: so you know, I guess I'm one hundred years old.

1163
01:02:59,120 --> 01:03:02,000
Speaker 3: But or if if you're a hundred, brandy, you're awesome

1164
01:03:02,040 --> 01:03:04,440
Speaker 3: looking hundred thank you.

1165
01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:08,400
Speaker 1: Where where can people see you next? What are we doing.

1166
01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:13,520
Speaker 3: Right now? I don't have anything really coming up at

1167
01:03:13,520 --> 01:03:17,920
Speaker 3: the moment, Okay, but you can always follow me on

1168
01:03:17,960 --> 01:03:22,919
Speaker 3: real Scottie Riggs on Twitter, Real Scottie Riggs on Instagram.

1169
01:03:23,120 --> 01:03:25,040
Speaker 3: I'm getting a lot more active on Instagram than I

1170
01:03:25,080 --> 01:03:28,800
Speaker 3: ever have been. I never took pictures until just now recently.

1171
01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:30,560
Speaker 3: But hope, we've got we've got We've got a couple

1172
01:03:30,560 --> 01:03:35,080
Speaker 3: of things that are coming into the mix. That's Uh,

1173
01:03:35,520 --> 01:03:38,400
Speaker 3: the DPY stories came out on Margarets myself starts to

1174
01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:41,160
Speaker 3: have the ring and everything else. Uh, so we're getting

1175
01:03:41,160 --> 01:03:44,360
Speaker 3: some connections, some calls about stuff. But to book me

1176
01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:50,120
Speaker 3: h for any conventions, any other podcasts, autograph signs or whatever.

1177
01:03:50,200 --> 01:03:53,600
Speaker 3: You can go to book Scottieeridgs at gmail dot com.

1178
01:03:54,360 --> 01:03:56,320
Speaker 3: Cant that me through there, or you can even go

1179
01:03:56,360 --> 01:03:59,120
Speaker 3: to Marcus Buff Bagwell at gmail dot com to book

1180
01:03:59,160 --> 01:04:02,840
Speaker 3: the American Mails Together. Perfect. There's two ways you can

1181
01:04:02,880 --> 01:04:05,480
Speaker 3: get either one of us that since we get a

1182
01:04:05,520 --> 01:04:08,080
Speaker 3: lot more calls about doing the American Males thing, which

1183
01:04:08,120 --> 01:04:11,280
Speaker 3: is really cool because we can also go as Buff

1184
01:04:11,480 --> 01:04:14,720
Speaker 3: and Scottie and still do our own things separately, so

1185
01:04:15,600 --> 01:04:16,480
Speaker 3: and be there together.

1186
01:04:17,080 --> 01:04:17,760
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

1187
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:19,600
Speaker 3: It's like kind of you and Shane when you can

1188
01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:22,320
Speaker 3: do the your three thing with it with these three

1189
01:04:22,400 --> 01:04:25,480
Speaker 3: or these three you see one of those, one of

1190
01:04:25,640 --> 01:04:28,760
Speaker 3: y'all have that thing going together. But yeah, there you go.

1191
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:31,760
Speaker 3: But but but y'all can do Shane or yourself and

1192
01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:34,920
Speaker 3: you and yourself Frannie so and it works great, y'all.

1193
01:04:35,000 --> 01:04:37,360
Speaker 3: You're you're working ten together and we we still do

1194
01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:38,520
Speaker 3: the same thing here.

1195
01:04:38,480 --> 01:04:43,800
Speaker 1: Perfect well do I again. I'm thrilled. I'm so happy

1196
01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:47,919
Speaker 1: and grateful that you're still with us and that you're

1197
01:04:47,960 --> 01:04:55,200
Speaker 1: thriving and you look incredible, and just keep being positive.

1198
01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:57,000
Speaker 3: There's a light more of these guys. Was the last

1199
01:04:57,040 --> 01:04:58,439
Speaker 3: time we did this podcast together.

1200
01:04:58,680 --> 01:05:03,960
Speaker 1: There I like a whole different aura, you know what

1201
01:05:04,080 --> 01:05:07,360
Speaker 1: I mean. And it's a pot and and my heart's happy,

1202
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:11,040
Speaker 1: and that's all I can say. So you know I'm

1203
01:05:11,080 --> 01:05:13,240
Speaker 1: going to check up on you from time to time

1204
01:05:13,280 --> 01:05:16,160
Speaker 1: because I told you that, and you know you're just

1205
01:05:16,240 --> 01:05:17,120
Speaker 1: gonna have to accept that.

1206
01:05:17,480 --> 01:05:19,880
Speaker 3: But I do, I do, you do.

1207
01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:23,280
Speaker 1: But if you need me, I am a phone call. Awafe.

1208
01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:27,400
Speaker 3: Thank you so much. Been a pleasure chat with you guys.

1209
01:05:27,480 --> 01:05:30,920
Speaker 3: Thanks for listening again all my life. I'm so much

1210
01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:34,800
Speaker 3: better now in a sense that we're gonna see here

1211
01:05:34,840 --> 01:05:38,320
Speaker 3: and not just talk about random wrestling things about life stuff.

1212
01:05:39,280 --> 01:05:42,280
Speaker 3: We talk about some life stuff that hopefully anybody else

1213
01:05:42,280 --> 01:05:47,280
Speaker 3: who loses can maybe get a better just lease on life,

1214
01:05:47,440 --> 01:05:49,480
Speaker 3: better breath in life that you know, if I can

1215
01:05:49,680 --> 01:05:52,640
Speaker 3: use that way to really encourage somebody to find that,

1216
01:05:52,720 --> 01:05:54,480
Speaker 3: you know, to reach out to somebody and find out

1217
01:05:54,480 --> 01:05:57,040
Speaker 3: there's a grace that's better for them, because that was

1218
01:05:57,040 --> 01:05:59,360
Speaker 3: something I didn't realize there was. There are people who

1219
01:05:59,440 --> 01:06:02,520
Speaker 3: do love me, There are people who do gave me

1220
01:06:02,680 --> 01:06:05,080
Speaker 3: grace and gave me hope. You know, Stinger. Every time

1221
01:06:05,120 --> 01:06:07,320
Speaker 3: I talked to him, he was always you know, we

1222
01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:09,000
Speaker 3: get quiet a man, and he'd be praying for me,

1223
01:06:09,520 --> 01:06:12,480
Speaker 3: and he'd always say, I always getta lie from him

1224
01:06:12,960 --> 01:06:15,400
Speaker 3: a Bible verse somewhere where he would always be praying

1225
01:06:15,480 --> 01:06:18,600
Speaker 3: for me. And when I saw him and this thing,

1226
01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:22,760
Speaker 3: when I first walked in with Dallas, Sting and his

1227
01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:26,200
Speaker 3: sons were by ringside, which might be fifty yards away

1228
01:06:26,240 --> 01:06:28,760
Speaker 3: from where I walked out by the entrance. Then I

1229
01:06:28,840 --> 01:06:30,040
Speaker 3: was going to try to work my way to him,

1230
01:06:30,080 --> 01:06:31,680
Speaker 3: but then he started walk up the ramps, so we're

1231
01:06:31,720 --> 01:06:35,080
Speaker 3: going away from me to her this way. Be turned around,

1232
01:06:35,120 --> 01:06:39,680
Speaker 3: walked up to him. I said, Stinger, hold on moving parts, foul.

1233
01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:42,320
Speaker 3: But other than that was kind of going on because

1234
01:06:42,320 --> 01:06:45,040
Speaker 3: he was like, it might be a little too active,

1235
01:06:45,080 --> 01:06:46,960
Speaker 3: but whole on moving parts for you and Marcus to

1236
01:06:47,000 --> 01:06:49,080
Speaker 3: come up, parents and everything else. Marcus couldn't come goose

1237
01:06:49,120 --> 01:06:52,880
Speaker 3: foot surgery, but I came up. And the funny thing

1238
01:06:53,160 --> 01:06:56,040
Speaker 3: was to even come up to the thing because we

1239
01:06:56,120 --> 01:07:00,960
Speaker 3: were still headitant about going to it until Sunday Duck

1240
01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:03,400
Speaker 3: called up, sent me a text and said, hey, we

1241
01:07:03,480 --> 01:07:05,520
Speaker 3: heard you. We know you're coming up. We're gonna get

1242
01:07:05,520 --> 01:07:07,400
Speaker 3: your hotel room, take care of this, take care of that.

1243
01:07:07,920 --> 01:07:11,040
Speaker 3: So a w instead of just coming, gave me the

1244
01:07:11,120 --> 01:07:14,800
Speaker 3: invite awesome very next day, which was a complete blessing.

1245
01:07:15,360 --> 01:07:18,520
Speaker 3: So to finish this thing story, will I'll come, went, hey,

1246
01:07:18,520 --> 01:07:21,640
Speaker 3: I want your parts, foul, don't go look and he

1247
01:07:21,680 --> 01:07:23,160
Speaker 3: looked over for me. He just swings over it and

1248
01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:25,960
Speaker 3: before you get anything else, he goes, dude, I was

1249
01:07:26,000 --> 01:07:28,800
Speaker 3: still captivated by your story, by you and Marcus, by

1250
01:07:28,880 --> 01:07:32,000
Speaker 3: everything else. I love it. I'm so happy for you.

1251
01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:34,080
Speaker 3: I'm glad you're here. I'm going to give you a

1252
01:07:34,160 --> 01:07:36,720
Speaker 3: hug in a minute. He finished this real quick, get

1253
01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:39,400
Speaker 3: up here, but he would not let me see anything else,

1254
01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:41,920
Speaker 3: and he just went I was captivated by y'all story

1255
01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:44,200
Speaker 3: because by the second half of your thing, he goes

1256
01:07:44,400 --> 01:07:46,880
Speaker 3: it just I could not stop watching. It's good. The

1257
01:07:46,920 --> 01:07:49,360
Speaker 3: first part of your Marcus is like twenty four minutes.

1258
01:07:49,920 --> 01:07:52,920
Speaker 3: My other part, individually, my teeth and another part of

1259
01:07:52,960 --> 01:07:56,960
Speaker 3: my adventure was about another eighteen nineteen minutes. So he

1260
01:07:57,040 --> 01:07:59,280
Speaker 3: sat back and watched both back to back. That's a

1261
01:07:59,360 --> 01:08:02,240
Speaker 3: forty five minut the window of time that he devoted

1262
01:08:02,280 --> 01:08:04,400
Speaker 3: to it. He was due. I'm so proud of you.

1263
01:08:04,760 --> 01:08:07,360
Speaker 3: Like you said, I brought tears my eyes.

1264
01:08:09,480 --> 01:08:13,440
Speaker 1: Oh you don't do it. Don't make me cry again.

1265
01:08:15,320 --> 01:08:16,559
Speaker 1: I'm not doing it, Scott.

1266
01:08:17,000 --> 01:08:17,840
Speaker 3: We'll do it. We'll do it.

1267
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:21,080
Speaker 1: I cried at the table, I cried after the phone call.

1268
01:08:21,520 --> 01:08:23,960
Speaker 1: Now I have tears in my eyes again. But it's

1269
01:08:24,040 --> 01:08:25,000
Speaker 1: all love. It's all.

1270
01:08:26,240 --> 01:08:28,160
Speaker 3: It's all. It's all. It's a good cry. It's a

1271
01:08:28,200 --> 01:08:33,160
Speaker 3: partive energy and good tears. Now. Yeah, so yeah, okay,

1272
01:08:33,479 --> 01:08:38,000
Speaker 3: you see rustlers cry. You know, Cody cried on TV.

1273
01:08:38,520 --> 01:08:40,040
Speaker 3: We got the Cody criers out there.

1274
01:08:42,400 --> 01:08:47,080
Speaker 1: This isn't this isn't supposed to happen again. I'm just

1275
01:08:47,240 --> 01:08:49,479
Speaker 1: so proud of you. So if you need me, but

1276
01:08:49,680 --> 01:08:50,400
Speaker 1: know that I love you.

1277
01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,200
Speaker 3: Please, love you too, both of you. Thank you so

1278
01:08:53,320 --> 01:08:54,840
Speaker 3: much for having me, and go.

1279
01:08:54,960 --> 01:08:58,000
Speaker 1: Thank Dallas for me, because I will. He saved the

1280
01:08:58,080 --> 01:09:00,360
Speaker 1: friends and I'm eternally grateful for that.

1281
01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:02,519
Speaker 3: So we will always do that.

1282
01:09:02,800 --> 01:09:04,920
Speaker 1: All right, Doc, I will see you soon, I hope.

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Speaker 3: Chad, Thank you, brother, Appreciate you here, Scottie, all the

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Speaker 3: best talk soon, Yes, love y'all. I love you. Bye.

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Speaker 3: Oh wow, man, that's awesome.

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Speaker 1: I know he came to the table. I put up

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Speaker 1: a picture of us, and uh, I cried at the table,

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Speaker 1: and I cried during our phone call and when I

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Speaker 1: hung up, because man, it's it's it's it's a good story.

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Speaker 2: Though unbelievable, it's a good story and it's true.

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Speaker 1: I do think Dallas for saving his life, Marcus and Dallas.

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Speaker 1: You know, if Marcus didn't call him God forbid.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you know, when we had him on the

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Speaker 2: first time, you know, I guess I love every time.

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Speaker 2: You know, when I interviewed him years ago, was amazing,

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Speaker 2: great stories, amazing details, the whole night yards just like

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Speaker 2: what I said when he was on. And then when

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Speaker 2: we had him on, you guys are shooting the breeze

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Speaker 2: and telling old stories and blah blah blah blah blah.

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01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:03,120
Speaker 2: You know, it was great and it was fun, but

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Speaker 2: then you read the stuff he was putting online and

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01:10:05,360 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 2: it was just feeling. I would feel so sad because

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01:10:07,360 --> 01:10:09,760
Speaker 2: it just you could feel some of the pain. But

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01:10:09,880 --> 01:10:15,280
Speaker 2: then he would be encouraging other people through his pain. Right,

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01:10:15,439 --> 01:10:17,240
Speaker 2: you could see he was hurting, but he would be

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Speaker 2: telling other people, get help, I'm here for you, you know,

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Speaker 2: and it'd be like, man, like, he's such a good soul,

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01:10:24,640 --> 01:10:27,200
Speaker 2: but you can feel he's hurting. So then when all

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Speaker 2: that stuff started to come out, the outpouring of love

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01:10:31,479 --> 01:10:35,760
Speaker 2: from the wrestling community, which was always there, was just

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01:10:36,120 --> 01:10:38,360
Speaker 2: out of this world. And I'm just I'm so glad

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01:10:38,439 --> 01:10:40,800
Speaker 2: to see all that. And that guy that was just

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01:10:40,960 --> 01:10:45,519
Speaker 2: on here looks like a million dollars and he looks awesome.

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Speaker 1: He looks so it's like you suffer in silence, oh,

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01:10:51,200 --> 01:10:53,600
Speaker 1: you know, to anyone, And I know, like you know,

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01:10:53,720 --> 01:10:56,519
Speaker 1: being you saw me go through it. Being a caregiver

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01:10:56,720 --> 01:11:01,680
Speaker 1: that is a huge responsibility and it does, you know,

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01:11:01,880 --> 01:11:05,439
Speaker 1: it takes its toll on you. And then when you

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01:11:05,600 --> 01:11:08,200
Speaker 1: lose the one you love, that's awful too, and then

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01:11:08,240 --> 01:11:11,960
Speaker 1: you have to bounce back. And you know, at least

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01:11:12,000 --> 01:11:14,280
Speaker 1: I have a support group here, but Scotty was all

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01:11:14,320 --> 01:11:18,560
Speaker 1: alone and it was hard for him. So anytime I

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01:11:18,600 --> 01:11:22,040
Speaker 1: would talk to him, he would never let on to

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01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:24,040
Speaker 1: me that he was as bad as he was, and

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01:11:24,120 --> 01:11:26,920
Speaker 1: I had no clue. And then when I saw him,

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01:11:27,200 --> 01:11:31,439
Speaker 1: he just everything just came out and oh my god,

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01:11:31,680 --> 01:11:34,600
Speaker 1: it just touched me. You know, I don't want to

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01:11:34,600 --> 01:11:39,840
Speaker 1: see any of my friends struggle. Yeah, So a sad story,

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Speaker 1: but a happy ending, thank God. And he's doing great

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01:11:43,600 --> 01:11:48,120
Speaker 1: and he looks great. And if you're not following them,

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01:11:48,200 --> 01:11:49,360
Speaker 1: go follow him because.

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Speaker 2: He's well, oh yeah, story is not over.

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01:11:52,280 --> 01:11:55,240
Speaker 1: It's just it's just beginning. Now. He has a newly

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01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:57,559
Speaker 1: saw life, which I love. So that's great.

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Speaker 3: Do I have to do this again?

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01:12:04,160 --> 01:12:06,320
Speaker 1: I should make that his ringtone when he calls me?

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01:12:07,320 --> 01:12:10,519
Speaker 1: Do people still do that with the film? Can you

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01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:11,519
Speaker 1: customize people?

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01:12:11,640 --> 01:12:12,400
Speaker 2: You probably can?

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01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:15,000
Speaker 1: But it's I don't know how. It's a little corn

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01:12:16,479 --> 01:12:17,559
Speaker 1: Oh it's funny though.

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01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:20,200
Speaker 2: And it's all about it's all about the beginning.

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01:12:20,560 --> 01:12:22,840
Speaker 1: It would pop him if I did it, that's for sure.

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01:12:23,840 --> 01:12:25,720
Speaker 2: He heard it, did I tell you? They played it

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01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:28,639
Speaker 2: on the bus, the party bus from my bachelor party.

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01:12:28,720 --> 01:12:31,640
Speaker 1: They they played American Males? Were they playing all the

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01:12:32,400 --> 01:12:33,040
Speaker 1: entrance music?

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01:12:33,360 --> 01:12:35,880
Speaker 2: Not all of them, but that one was played just

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01:12:36,040 --> 01:12:38,439
Speaker 2: for the goof part of the American Males being like

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01:12:38,560 --> 01:12:40,040
Speaker 2: the corny funny you know?

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Speaker 1: Did they play perfect Strangers?

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01:12:42,960 --> 01:12:45,519
Speaker 2: I think they probably did, because that was on every

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01:12:45,680 --> 01:12:46,639
Speaker 2: CD that I made.

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01:12:47,160 --> 01:12:48,960
Speaker 1: Do you know that when we went to the dive

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01:12:49,040 --> 01:12:52,559
Speaker 1: bar the other weekend with Widow that I talked about

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01:12:52,640 --> 01:12:54,479
Speaker 1: in the other interview or was it this interview.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, yeah, it was this.

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Speaker 1: It was this interview. The guys that were there were

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01:12:59,760 --> 01:13:02,479
Speaker 1: two promoters with us that brought Guido in. They went

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01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:07,000
Speaker 1: to the jukebox and they played Everybody's Entrance over and

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Speaker 1: over again, and I was like, dude, really, like, how

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01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:11,240
Speaker 1: many times do we have to hear this song? Oh

1363
01:13:11,360 --> 01:13:11,720
Speaker 1: my god?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:15,519
Speaker 2: I think Perfect Strangers on every CD that I made

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01:13:15,560 --> 01:13:19,479
Speaker 2: for my car between two thousand and one and about

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01:13:19,560 --> 01:13:21,759
Speaker 2: two thousand and nine, just about everyone.

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01:13:22,800 --> 01:13:23,040
Speaker 3: Wow.

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01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:28,320
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, great interview. Great guy, what do you

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01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:28,880
Speaker 1: got going on?

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01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,040
Speaker 2: Well, before I got what's going on? You got something

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01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:33,040
Speaker 2: big going on, don't you.

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Speaker 1: It's coming up this weekend this Friday, Saturday, Sunday. I

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01:13:37,560 --> 01:13:40,920
Speaker 1: will be appearing all three days April fifth, sixth, and

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01:13:41,080 --> 01:13:47,240
Speaker 1: seventh at Wrestle Common and Masters of Ring Entertainment and

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01:13:47,400 --> 01:13:50,640
Speaker 1: More Wrestling. You can go to More Wrestling dot com

1377
01:13:50,720 --> 01:13:52,600
Speaker 1: for more info. They're bringing in in Shane and I,

1378
01:13:52,920 --> 01:13:56,800
Speaker 1: so we'll be there all three days, and also that

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Speaker 1: Friday from four to seven pm, we'll be at the

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Speaker 1: block party for Icons of Wrestling over at the ECW Arena.

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Speaker 1: I think it's called the two thousand Arena now or

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01:14:09,200 --> 01:14:09,760
Speaker 1: something or.

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01:14:09,760 --> 01:14:13,599
Speaker 2: Twenty one hundred arena, twenty three, twenty three hundred, you're

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01:14:13,640 --> 01:14:17,639
Speaker 2: getting close. One May three hundred three.

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01:14:18,200 --> 01:14:23,439
Speaker 1: Is that the address? Yes, oh, okay, twenty three hundred Arena.

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01:14:23,520 --> 01:14:26,200
Speaker 1: I'll be there from four to seven signing autographs and

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01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:30,120
Speaker 1: then I'm on the Big Shoe that evening, the Big Shoe,

1388
01:14:30,400 --> 01:14:33,920
Speaker 1: the Big Shoe. So if you're in the area, which

1389
01:14:33,920 --> 01:14:36,240
Speaker 1: a lot of people are flying in from all over

1390
01:14:36,360 --> 01:14:39,160
Speaker 1: for Wrestle Coan, come and see Shane and I and

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01:14:39,640 --> 01:14:40,479
Speaker 1: it'll be a good time.

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01:14:41,240 --> 01:14:43,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, really looking forward to it. They're flying in from

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01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:47,120
Speaker 2: countries we never even heard of to get to wrestle kan.

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01:14:47,360 --> 01:14:50,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, they really do. It's it's it's the big one.

1395
01:14:50,439 --> 01:14:54,240
Speaker 1: So and one of my outfits is so awesome and

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01:14:54,520 --> 01:14:58,040
Speaker 1: so utterly ridiculous at the same time, and I can't

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Speaker 1: wait to wear it.

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Speaker 2: Do you have c h A D be dazzled on it?

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01:15:04,200 --> 01:15:08,160
Speaker 1: And no, no, it's be dazzled but not with Chad,

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01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:10,560
Speaker 1: damn it. It's so ridiculous.

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01:15:10,600 --> 01:15:12,320
Speaker 2: I gotta get one of those Bobby the brain heen

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01:15:12,400 --> 01:15:12,880
Speaker 2: and jackets.

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01:15:13,080 --> 01:15:15,400
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I was wearing it because I you know,

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01:15:15,760 --> 01:15:18,840
Speaker 1: I've been kind of like wearing like normal clothes to these,

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01:15:19,040 --> 01:15:21,040
Speaker 1: but you know, Russell CON's a big deal. So I

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01:15:21,120 --> 01:15:25,200
Speaker 1: went and I bought like gimmicky outfit. Where the hell

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01:15:25,280 --> 01:15:27,599
Speaker 1: do I think I'm going? Like if I in uh

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01:15:28,240 --> 01:15:31,920
Speaker 1: one of the what were they at music City? Uh

1409
01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:35,320
Speaker 1: Radio City music called the Rockets or something with these

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01:15:37,479 --> 01:15:38,400
Speaker 1: cothers in my hair.

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01:15:38,640 --> 01:15:42,560
Speaker 2: It's it's crazy, but the can while you say it

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01:15:43,040 --> 01:15:49,280
Speaker 2: can't wait great, feel so inclined. You want to follow me?

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01:15:49,360 --> 01:15:52,800
Speaker 2: It's at chatty and be on Twitter. If you want

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01:15:52,960 --> 01:15:55,240
Speaker 2: to uh get more of us, head on over to

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01:15:55,479 --> 01:15:57,759
Speaker 2: the the eyes of your YouTube channel.

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Speaker 3: Uh.

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01:15:59,439 --> 01:16:02,519
Speaker 2: There's tons of content on there, not just the regular

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01:16:02,680 --> 01:16:06,519
Speaker 2: is of pre podcast content, but exclusive content. There's a

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01:16:06,600 --> 01:16:11,519
Speaker 2: membership tier. There's fifty something videos on there, as well

1420
01:16:11,680 --> 01:16:15,320
Speaker 2: as snippets from the interviews that we have and classic

1421
01:16:15,439 --> 01:16:18,280
Speaker 2: content that we upload that we've had throughout our run

1422
01:16:18,520 --> 01:16:22,280
Speaker 2: in the podcast and the video world. So get over

1423
01:16:22,320 --> 01:16:25,479
Speaker 2: there if you haven't subscribed to the YouTube channel. And

1424
01:16:26,520 --> 01:16:28,840
Speaker 2: you never know what's going to pop up WrestleMania season,

1425
01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:32,080
Speaker 2: there's always something on the tip of our tongues and

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01:16:32,160 --> 01:16:37,280
Speaker 2: noses because something's always smelling around the WrestleMania scene. Smelling

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01:16:37,320 --> 01:16:39,639
Speaker 2: all right, ye, smell it because we're smelling. You smell

1428
01:16:39,680 --> 01:16:43,679
Speaker 2: what the rock is cooking. Come on, sniffing, sniffer, sniffing

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01:16:43,800 --> 01:16:46,240
Speaker 2: for something. I'm smelling what the rock is cooking.

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Speaker 3: Okay, if you.

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Speaker 1: Want to follow me on social media across the board,

1432
01:16:49,800 --> 01:16:52,560
Speaker 1: you can find me at ecw D ter Francine. I

1433
01:16:52,640 --> 01:16:55,120
Speaker 1: hope you're staying safe. I hope you are staying healthy.

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Speaker 1: And most of all, oh, by a bendy do I

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01:16:58,720 --> 01:16:59,519
Speaker 1: still have time for that?

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01:17:00,080 --> 01:17:00,639
Speaker 2: Know what's over?

1437
01:17:00,920 --> 01:17:05,160
Speaker 1: It's over? Never mind, I have but buy them from you?

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01:17:05,400 --> 01:17:05,519
Speaker 3: Right?

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01:17:05,600 --> 01:17:06,760
Speaker 1: When do you have them? I don't know

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Speaker 3: If you're saying extreme