WEBVTT - Drew Passed Away

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to this episode of Emergency inter Com. You're

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like touching your toes because I think it's a

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<v Speaker 1>part of my body since it's like on my chair

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't need to be on my chair.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's this is like a staple of the podcast now,

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<v Speaker 2>like it's the only way I can be comfortable is

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<v Speaker 2>if my legs are elevated to your chair.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw comments of people being like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>I bet Drew like internally like shakes anytime any touches them.

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<v Speaker 1>We always touch each other, and they were always touching.

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<v Speaker 2>We're really touchy feely people like you'll get huh and

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<v Speaker 2>say like if you ever met us, like you'd get that,

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<v Speaker 2>but like no one wants that.

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<v Speaker 1>Also, we're not touching like people we'd like randomly meet.

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<v Speaker 1>But I guess when someone comes up to me, I

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<v Speaker 1>do Like before COVID, I would always hug them like

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<v Speaker 1>someone's like, oh my god, I know you.

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<v Speaker 2>I would go in for I'm like, why not I

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<v Speaker 2>literally hug everybody I meet. Yeah, I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>that's like a big no now, but like it'll literally

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<v Speaker 2>like it could be like a business meeting and I'll

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<v Speaker 2>like hug the person.

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<v Speaker 1>Ow if it's like an adult, like I'll shake hands. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like I'll shake hands. Yeah, it's someone around our age,

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<v Speaker 1>or it's like a friend of a friend, I'm fucking

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<v Speaker 1>hugging you exactly, exactly, like if you seem like a peer,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm hugging you, and I go like that, I hug

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<v Speaker 1>and I go into the air and then they like

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<v Speaker 1>give me a funny look, but they like wink it off.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's new. It's new with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually. One thing I do when update is I am

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<v Speaker 1>so tired. I'm back to being like chronically tired as shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Sleeping out until three am. But it's because you go

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<v Speaker 2>to bed at like five pm every night or five

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<v Speaker 2>am every night.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can't fall asleep, but it's because I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I just like, like my electronic it's just been overworked recently.

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<v Speaker 2>We've just been working too much.

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<v Speaker 1>We have been working a lot more than mutual because

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<v Speaker 1>of my imposter syndrome. I've decided that like I need

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<v Speaker 1>to be something like I need I need my roses,

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<v Speaker 1>like I like I feel like so useless and like

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't given anything to the world, which I already

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<v Speaker 1>said in the last episode, and people are gonna be like, damn, girls,

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<v Speaker 1>shut the fuck up.

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<v Speaker 2>You're really harping on that, aren't shit?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah it's real. Yeah I know because I mean it. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>we don't fake shit. We hate each ourselves, we hate

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<v Speaker 1>each other.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I was waiting for you to be like, what's

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<v Speaker 2>new with you, Drew?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay you even I needn't finish. Sorry, I'm actually

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<v Speaker 1>so bad at like asking people about their day because

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<v Speaker 1>I could just go on forever.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, me too. That is an insecurity. Sorry to cut

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<v Speaker 2>you off, but that is an insecurity of mine. Is like,

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<v Speaker 2>when I'm texting someone, I can make it somehow relatable

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<v Speaker 2>to my life every single time and no matter what

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<v Speaker 2>it is, and I.

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<v Speaker 1>Will the way that you didn't go when I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>talking to someone. But you said when I'm texting someone,

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<v Speaker 1>is this Like is this because you don't like interact

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<v Speaker 1>with a lot of people?

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<v Speaker 2>I think because I don't interact with a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people in real life. But like if I if there's

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<v Speaker 2>someone I'm like talking to or like just chatting with,

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<v Speaker 2>and like they're like opening up to me, like and

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<v Speaker 2>being like sensitive with me, Like somehow my narcissism like

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<v Speaker 2>takes over it, and it becomes genuinely hard for me

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<v Speaker 2>to not make it about myself. And I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what that says about me as a person.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I feel that I don't know if I

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm I think I'm pretty good. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>you in your fucking funky water WALKI I think I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like good at not making it about me, but I'm

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<v Speaker 1>really bad at talking my fucking ass off. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>will walk away from a conversation and be so embarrassed

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm like, I did not shut the fuck up

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<v Speaker 1>for thirty minutes. And it's especially worse when you're speaking

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<v Speaker 1>to someone who isn't like very talkative, yeah, which like

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<v Speaker 1>I should just be like, well whatever, that's like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very yeah, like that's how it's going to go. But

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<v Speaker 1>as we'll just like ran across the floor. But I

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<v Speaker 1>get so embarrassed because I'm like, oh my god, I

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<v Speaker 1>am so annoying, Like I don't shut up for one second.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm the person that doesn't talk too much,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I feel like I'm opposite to track. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>we are.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why our sex is really really good.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, none of that. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>how are you?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Have you been? I didn't want to get into this,

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<v Speaker 2>but since you asked, I have a bump on my face.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, No, I thought you were going to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about what we were originally going to talk about.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we'll get to that after this. But I woke

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<v Speaker 2>up one yesterday morning and I had a giant lump

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<v Speaker 2>on my face, right on my where my man, do

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<v Speaker 2>mandibule are? I think the the joint in my.

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<v Speaker 1>Jaw, English, bitch, just by your ear.

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<v Speaker 2>My joint in my jaw. I woke up with the

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<v Speaker 2>giant bump on my face and it swelled really big

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<v Speaker 2>yesterday where it was actually visible and it's it's sort

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<v Speaker 2>of the touch, but it went down last night, but

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<v Speaker 2>it's still sort of the touch. So basically, I have

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<v Speaker 2>a growth on my face and I may or may

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<v Speaker 2>not make it out of this. And that's what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 2>like you guys don't realize how precious life is. And

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<v Speaker 2>I may wake up tomorrow and it could burst and

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<v Speaker 2>infect my brain and I'll never be the same. And

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<v Speaker 2>that's but you might be normal. It might make my

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<v Speaker 2>brain normal. It spread to my eye too, Like my

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<v Speaker 2>eye was red.

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<v Speaker 1>So your eye was red because you took a fucking

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<v Speaker 1>shower and you scratched the fuck out of your eyeball.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I just wanted to talk about that. Everyone's like, oh, due,

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<v Speaker 2>it's probably just like a boil.

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<v Speaker 1>It was actually so anoying. Kai was sitting on the

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<v Speaker 1>couch and Drew went up to Kai, and Kai was like, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's probably a cis. They'll maybe have to drain it,

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<v Speaker 1>but like it could even be like acme like sis,

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<v Speaker 1>like it might not be that big of a deal.

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<v Speaker 1>And Drew so no, He's like, no, you don't understand.

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<v Speaker 1>They're gonna have to like cut me open, and like

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<v Speaker 1>trying so hard to get kinda be worried for him. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>that's all we do is worry for you.

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<v Speaker 2>No, you don't. No one worries for me anymore. That's

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<v Speaker 2>the saddest part about my life is no one's worried

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<v Speaker 2>about me anymore. Maybe my mom, maybe my mom is

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<v Speaker 2>worried about me. But like you really are all alone

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<v Speaker 2>in this life, and that's you. It's me, myself and

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<v Speaker 2>I versus the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Me.

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<v Speaker 2>What was I saying?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know I was. I know, that's just a

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<v Speaker 1>fucking saying you goddamn idiot, you were just singing.

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<v Speaker 2>It in the same time. That's something we should do.

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<v Speaker 2>One podcast episode is me trying to finish or even

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<v Speaker 2>replicate the lyrics to a song because I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I just listened to the song for the way it sounds.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't care about lyrics.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't understand when people say that because I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>unless unless you're because it makes sense obviously if you're

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<v Speaker 1>listening to like IDM and stuff, because there is no

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<v Speaker 1>lyrics there, so you're listening to like the music itself.

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<v Speaker 1>But if you're listening to a song with lyrics, at

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<v Speaker 1>the forefront of that song is the lyrics.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's why I fell so deeply, like down

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<v Speaker 2>that rabbit hole, like in twenty sixteen of like SoundCloud rap,

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<v Speaker 2>because it really is all beat driven, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of music is beat driven and lyrics are

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<v Speaker 2>just supporting and I just listened to the beats. And

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<v Speaker 2>also part of me, like you know, everyone in my

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<v Speaker 2>like close circle, nos, like I can't read. That's not

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<v Speaker 2>a joke, Like I actually can't read out loud. So

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<v Speaker 2>I just think I have like a problem understanding words

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<v Speaker 2>in so.

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<v Speaker 1>And the complete fucking opposite.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it is crazy, Like okay, you're.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you're like fingering my fucking pussy on the podcast

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<v Speaker 1>with your feet right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, I just like the warm Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you there, girl, but don't move around like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like caressing me.

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<v Speaker 2>What were we saying? Oh, I was gonna say, like

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<v Speaker 2>you can like clock a sample from like three million

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<v Speaker 2>miles away. It's like actually terrified.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know why, but it's literally because my brain it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Perk thirty walky slush.

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<v Speaker 1>My god. The thing is that's only a visual gag.

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<v Speaker 1>And everybody who's just listening you always do these weird

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<v Speaker 1>visual things and nobody's what's the run stuff in that drink.

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<v Speaker 2>B twelve or BE complex?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh is it those little packets?

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's a I got a dropper of B twelve,

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<v Speaker 2>Like can I have some?

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<v Speaker 1>I need some? I think I need like or BE

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<v Speaker 1>twelve for energy or something. I don't know. My diets

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<v Speaker 1>all fucked up. I'm like fully eating like pork and

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<v Speaker 1>like chicken and shit again and like I'm just like

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<v Speaker 1>destroying my body, going.

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<v Speaker 2>Off the deepen yeah, it's be twelve. And then I

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<v Speaker 2>put some mushroom extract and.

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<v Speaker 1>That's I want to buy.

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<v Speaker 2>LII was magnesium.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to buy lines made to eat because I

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<v Speaker 1>saw someone make like chicken nuggets out of it and

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<v Speaker 1>it looked so fucking good. But fuck what I was saying, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>we're talking about like how my like sample brain. It's

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<v Speaker 1>literally the same part of my brain that keeps like

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<v Speaker 1>the Nicki Minaj files.

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<v Speaker 2>That I'm like, oh, SpongeBob references. Nicki Minaj, you I

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<v Speaker 2>don't have.

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<v Speaker 1>That SpongeBob reference thing when people are like this is

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<v Speaker 1>a SpongeBob Like everything in my life is a SpongeBob reference.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved SpongeBob as a kid, But for some reason,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not a cartoon, like I think of a lot

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<v Speaker 1>a cartoon. I think of a lot is Flatjack.

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<v Speaker 2>For some reason. Yeah, I like I think, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's fucked up, Like this is genuinely like like one

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<v Speaker 2>of my darkest secrets that like I'm actually afraid to

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<v Speaker 2>admit to the Internet. And you know how we were

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<v Speaker 2>just talking about yesterday, like we can like keep some

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<v Speaker 2>things for ourselves. This is one thing that I've kept

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<v Speaker 2>myself for too long, and I'm just gonna out myself

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<v Speaker 2>on it because it's actually like fucked up that I

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<v Speaker 2>haven't done this yet. But I never watched the Adventure Time,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I don't think I've seen one episode of Adventure Time,

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<v Speaker 2>like legitimately, I don't think. I think I maybe seen

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<v Speaker 2>like three episodes.

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<v Speaker 1>That is insane.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, and everyone always talks about it and references

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<v Speaker 2>it and it's like Mars and I don't get any

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<v Speaker 2>of it, and I just play along and I'm like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it was so influential, like yeah, like and I don't

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<v Speaker 2>get it.

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<v Speaker 1>I never had literally me, when someone mentions the Beatles.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get it, never have, never will.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get it, never have, don't care to get it.

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<v Speaker 2>Fuck the Beatles, No.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally fucked the Beatles across the universe. I s this

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<v Speaker 1>song by Fiona Apple.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I saw a long ass time ago. Someone was

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<v Speaker 2>like the only reason the Beatles were as famous as

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<v Speaker 2>they were was because like literally everyone was horny like

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<v Speaker 2>all the time because they have like porn and shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, here's my thing with the Beatles. I used to

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<v Speaker 1>you know how people are like I know how to

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<v Speaker 1>make like film bros. Mad at the drop of a hat.

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<v Speaker 1>That's me With music bros. I know how to make

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<v Speaker 1>a music like freak mad at the drop of a hat,

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<v Speaker 1>because at the end of the day, this music shit

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<v Speaker 1>is just something I like, actually have a love for,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm not using it to shield my fucking insecurities,

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<v Speaker 1>which is what a lot of men do with their hobbies.

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<v Speaker 1>Like they're like, I love music and film, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>like more so because they have absolutely no confidence and

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<v Speaker 1>a huge ego, so they need something like that that

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't actually make to shield them.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, dude, I was just thinking about like some.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't some freaks, some freaks we've encountered, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know how to make those motherfuckers mad at the drop

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<v Speaker 1>of a hat. Even film bros. Because again, like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't love movies the way I love music, so I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know much about movies, and I just be saying

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<v Speaker 1>shit like yeah, okay, Quentin.

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<v Speaker 2>Teraryn who like Quentin terarrn pooh pooh.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm just like, I don't like the fuck do

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<v Speaker 1>you want me to do do a backflip for him?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't know. And music bros Are so easily aggravating.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's just like like you said, it's like their shield.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like I own this, like this is my thing,

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<v Speaker 2>and then it's yeah, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess that's that's all across the border, especially like

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like now on the Internet because people are

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<v Speaker 1>realizing like everybody's like and I have the same issue too.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone's like individualistic egos being burst because they're finding out

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<v Speaker 1>like there are a lot of people on this planet

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<v Speaker 1>who you even though you think the thing you like

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<v Speaker 1>is so fucking niche, and only you know about it.

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<v Speaker 1>If a thousand people know about it and you're on

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<v Speaker 1>one side of the Internet, that that's what I was

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<v Speaker 1>involved in, that there's a chance that everyone around you

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<v Speaker 1>is involved in it.

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<v Speaker 2>It just feels a lot bigger than it actually is.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just this small little echo chamber of just shit

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<v Speaker 2>that is just repeated and sent to the same people

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<v Speaker 2>over and over again because of the algorithm sees you

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<v Speaker 2>interacting with it every single time, and it just sucks

0:13:09.880 --> 0:13:11.959
<v Speaker 2>you deeper and deeper and deeper and gets your brain

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<v Speaker 2>just addicted to the literally.

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<v Speaker 1>Also, like as you get older, you realize, like, who

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<v Speaker 1>fucking gives a shit? Like I don't give a ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I say that, but there's still so much music that

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<v Speaker 1>I gay keep because I'm just like I am a

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<v Speaker 1>gate keeper, preserving the culture or preserving it's like keeping

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<v Speaker 1>some things for myself, Like I don't have to share everything.

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<v Speaker 2>I like. Back to the Beatles thing though, Fuck the Beatles.

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<v Speaker 1>No, literally, I like I of course, I'm like, yeah, whatever,

0:13:37.679 --> 0:13:39.280
<v Speaker 1>they did their thing, Like I get it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they were influential. They did the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>But did could they? Could the Beatles make Hotline Bling?

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<v Speaker 2>Could the Beatles do Emily Monts? Emily Montes could do

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<v Speaker 2>the Beatles, but the Beatles couldn't do Montes?

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<v Speaker 1>I do not know who Emily Montes is. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know who that is.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll show you after the podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>No, because now I need to know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just like impossible to explain without It's like this,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like an eight year old hyper pop. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know how. Oh I know, yeah, I know she makes

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<v Speaker 2>hyper pop.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally no, Like anybody could do the Beatles, but

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<v Speaker 1>the Beatles can't do anybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, like I just the Beatles. Yeah, they did

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<v Speaker 2>some things back in their time, but like it's just it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Just fun to say it's fun to say shit like this.

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<v Speaker 2>Because it makes so many people. I know there's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be when people.

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<v Speaker 1>Would be so fucking shocked when at the ripe age

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<v Speaker 1>of eighteen, I was like, I've never heard a fucking

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<v Speaker 1>Beatles album, Like I've never listened I never heard them

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<v Speaker 1>growing up, unless it was like in the fucking B Movie,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I feel like they have a song in the

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<v Speaker 1>B Movie, Like I never listened to the Beatles. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't hear that shit on the radio. People were like, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't hear on the radio, bitch. I lived in

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<v Speaker 1>fucking North Miami, Like you think I heard the Beatles

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<v Speaker 1>on the radio, Like why the fuck would we play

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<v Speaker 1>the Beatles? Like for maybe if I was still like

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<v Speaker 1>like it was nap time and I was like, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>like time to put something like really fucking boring on,

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<v Speaker 1>so I die, Like I just I mean I say that.

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<v Speaker 2>And like there are a few songs that I listened

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<v Speaker 2>to still regularly by the Beatles. But it's just so

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<v Speaker 2>fun to like piss the people off because I know, literally,

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<v Speaker 2>the only reason I brought it shaky, the only reason

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<v Speaker 2>I brought it back to that is because I just

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to like pit because you were like, it's so

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<v Speaker 2>easy to make people angry, and I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>prove that point.

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<v Speaker 1>There is not see but you're not true to the

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<v Speaker 1>word of fuck the Beatles, because there is not a

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<v Speaker 1>single Beatles song on any of my streaming platforms that

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<v Speaker 1>I listened to. Yesterday, I was listening to a really

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<v Speaker 1>old playlist and there was a Beatles song on it

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<v Speaker 1>that like a friend of mine had put it on,

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<v Speaker 1>and I literally laughed out loud because I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is.

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<v Speaker 2>So funny, Like, actually, you know what, I take back.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think I listened to a Beatles Beatles songs.

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<v Speaker 2>I listened to what is it that collaboration album between

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<v Speaker 2>John Lennon and his wife or John.

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<v Speaker 1>In Yoko No see, I don't even know that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, literally, I don't, like I was gonna say John

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<v Speaker 2>Legend and his wife Christina Aguilera or Kegan. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>just I.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't fucking care a bitch, Like I don't give a

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<v Speaker 1>fuck if they were influential, They're okay, good, they did

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<v Speaker 1>their job, just like some of you bitches say that

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<v Speaker 1>about me, Like I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Give a fuck about the Beatles, Like it's a cycle

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<v Speaker 3>like we we don't care who did what and where

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<v Speaker 3>they were and who they were because I got the

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<v Speaker 3>thing I wanted at the end, I don't give a

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<v Speaker 3>fuck who did it, Like, I just don't care.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, fuck the Beatles if no. I love when

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<v Speaker 1>people are like it's reminds me of my childhood. I'm like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>your ship.

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<v Speaker 2>Was boring childhood. Go touch some grass.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can't be like I'm trying to imagine my

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<v Speaker 1>dad playing the Beatles around me. No, it just didn't happen.

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<v Speaker 1>But I guess Also, I grew up in a Latin household,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, we were listening to Bachata, not Lost Beatles.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I don't even know where we were going

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<v Speaker 1>with that because this has nothing to do with the

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<v Speaker 1>original topic of this episode.

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<v Speaker 2>I just went on a tangent about the Beatles sucking ass,

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<v Speaker 2>but the original topic of this I mean, I guess

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<v Speaker 2>I could tie it in like music was playing where

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<v Speaker 2>we were, but oh.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so sorry, I have to say something. Yeah, there

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<v Speaker 1>are a lot of songs that were popular amongst like

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<v Speaker 1>specifically white people, that I do not relate to as kids,

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<v Speaker 1>And every time it comes on in a club or party.

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<v Speaker 1>I just act like I know the lyrics, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like I have heard the song maybe five times, and

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<v Speaker 1>each time it was at a party like this where

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<v Speaker 1>it was like a lot of white people who were

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<v Speaker 1>like screaming at the top of their lungs having time

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<v Speaker 1>of their life. I can't even think of the song.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's how I know I genuinely don't know it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like it's very like, uh, that song that was

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<v Speaker 1>like I just yet eat killing Me? Oh yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think I've ever heard that song in the day,

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<v Speaker 1>like never in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Why does everyone know that?

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<v Speaker 1>And everyone loves it? And I'm like I can play

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<v Speaker 1>and act like I'm supposed.

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<v Speaker 2>To like that fucking song called Kai. What's a song

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<v Speaker 2>called I just can't Stop killing Me?

0:18:15.400 --> 0:18:21.239
<v Speaker 1>It's killing The thing is I went through like an

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<v Speaker 1>alternative face, So I feel like that should be on

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<v Speaker 1>the docket of like I would. I love the Arctic Monkey,

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<v Speaker 1>so like I should know that.

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<v Speaker 2>We just learned about music and other places because I

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't under my ballsack.

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<v Speaker 1>I just have all of my files under my ballsack.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>It starts killers oh, which is like a classic song

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<v Speaker 2>that everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>Knows I'm thinking of a different song. I'm like, mister Bride.

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<v Speaker 2>Mister that's Yellow Magical Orchestra. Oh no, no, no, uh

0:18:54.840 --> 0:19:01.720
<v Speaker 2>bring me the light. No op, mister Brice, what is that?

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<v Speaker 2>What is that fucking song? Dunt Electric Orchestra?

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<v Speaker 1>I was, yeah, I was like a Yellow Magic Orchestra.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like that other group I'm thinking, And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I would know that if that was from them, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was. It's they have a spaceship on there.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know it starts in my toes and meaning

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<v Speaker 2>my nose. Every I do know that.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I'm like, hella pushing off white culture.

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<v Speaker 2>What's it like in New York City. I'm a thousand miles.

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<v Speaker 2>Why does no one put that on the club so pretty?

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<v Speaker 1>Because it's like sad.

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<v Speaker 2>Exactly, we need a club when you're sad. Oh my

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<v Speaker 2>fucking god. That's actually that's called.

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<v Speaker 1>Like a dive bar. That's what that is. That's what

0:19:44.400 --> 0:19:48.600
<v Speaker 1>a dive bar. It's literally what a dive bar. And

0:19:48.600 --> 0:19:51.920
<v Speaker 1>they have a jukebox so you can go play the sad.

0:19:51.440 --> 0:19:54.639
<v Speaker 2>Sad, shy music. Okay, okay, let's get into the topic

0:19:54.680 --> 0:19:57.879
<v Speaker 2>of this video this podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm so sorry one more thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I just realized, if I you're a big ball, I.

0:20:04.800 --> 0:20:08.359
<v Speaker 1>Injected it, Yes, because if I injected enough fat into

0:20:08.400 --> 0:20:13.119
<v Speaker 1>my vulva, my lips would fall like a ba ball.

0:20:15.720 --> 0:20:17.720
<v Speaker 2>Now what if I slapped the ship out of you?

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<v Speaker 2>The roles have been reversed because what the fuck? What

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<v Speaker 2>is it about it? No, I'm thinking about it, but

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<v Speaker 2>like I mean, it makes sense, but like in okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm itching, you're making me itchy.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So the topic of today was our big night out.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I guess I'll let you start it because

0:20:45.080 --> 0:20:49.359
<v Speaker 2>I barely remember half of it. And also it.

0:20:49.240 --> 0:20:49.800
<v Speaker 1>Starts with me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it starts with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay. So me Andrew have an issue where we get

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<v Speaker 1>invited out a lot. Well, we used to get invited

0:20:58.720 --> 0:21:02.080
<v Speaker 1>out all the time, but as we became hermits, we

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<v Speaker 1>would just never show up. So we stopped being invited

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<v Speaker 1>out and we fully fell out of that like social

0:21:08.680 --> 0:21:12.040
<v Speaker 1>like activity of going out. And people don't ask us

0:21:12.119 --> 0:21:14.800
<v Speaker 1>to go to parties anymore because it's like which we

0:21:14.880 --> 0:21:16.959
<v Speaker 1>never go. So people would like invite us and then

0:21:17.000 --> 0:21:17.840
<v Speaker 1>we just want to show up.

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<v Speaker 2>Also, it was peak pandemic. But another conversation, but keep going.

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<v Speaker 5>But no.

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<v Speaker 1>Even before that, we had like stopped for a while.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess before pandemic we were kind of getting back

0:21:27.760 --> 0:21:30.400
<v Speaker 1>into it, but we hadn't like made our footing yet,

0:21:30.440 --> 0:21:33.480
<v Speaker 1>as like we're back to it. So it's it. As

0:21:33.520 --> 0:21:36.320
<v Speaker 1>things started like opening back up, we weren't. It was

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<v Speaker 1>it was silence. It was radio silence, and it was hurtful.

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<v Speaker 2>And you and all of you know who you are,

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<v Speaker 2>me like they're listening. I mean, if they were real lovers.

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<v Speaker 1>They're not even inviting us to the party. They're not

0:21:51.080 --> 0:21:55.880
<v Speaker 1>listening to the podcast. I have a burpsuck and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like hurting.

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<v Speaker 2>You need to suck it out.

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<v Speaker 1>That was like vomit it.

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<v Speaker 2>Hmmm, ooh, it smells like toast.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a city.

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<v Speaker 4>M m.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to ship myself. Also, I'm about to shit

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<v Speaker 1>thro up. Okay. So recently I've been way more social. Drew,

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<v Speaker 1>shut the fuck up because it's like overpowering my words. Ew.

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<v Speaker 1>That was so gross. You look like a little kid. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>and then you picked your nose.

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<v Speaker 2>Itch. I didn't pick it, Itch.

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<v Speaker 1>So recently I've been a lot more social.

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<v Speaker 2>Does it feel like life is in slow motion right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Like the last like thirty minutes. Have it felt like

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<v Speaker 2>has it felt like slow motion for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes? And no, it felt like very quick Weirdly for me, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Feel like I'm in slow motion.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you made me lose my train of thought, you

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<v Speaker 1>fucking idiot. Oh okay. So recently, I've personally been a

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<v Speaker 1>lot more social, Like anytime someone invites me out, I'm like,

0:22:56.359 --> 0:22:58.639
<v Speaker 1>I go, I go, I go. But there's one homie

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<v Speaker 1>who like has been inviting me out to parties and stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and I always say no. But it's usually because like

0:23:05.560 --> 0:23:07.680
<v Speaker 1>the timing is awful. Like literally one of the nights

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<v Speaker 1>I had like come home after a shoot and was

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<v Speaker 1>like sobbing on the couch. Yeah, And then I was

0:23:11.359 --> 0:23:13.160
<v Speaker 1>invited to a party and I was like, I literally

0:23:13.160 --> 0:23:14.840
<v Speaker 1>can't go. I'm like in a depressive state on my

0:23:14.880 --> 0:23:17.919
<v Speaker 1>couch right now. I'm like sinking into the abyss. But

0:23:17.960 --> 0:23:21.119
<v Speaker 1>I got invited again, and Quinn also got invited, so

0:23:21.160 --> 0:23:23.640
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, if Quinn's going, I'll go,

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<v Speaker 1>Like that is like a safety friend who I'm like,

0:23:27.680 --> 0:23:30.239
<v Speaker 1>I know this friend who's going other than like if

0:23:30.320 --> 0:23:32.399
<v Speaker 1>Drew wants to go. And at this point I didn't

0:23:32.400 --> 0:23:34.120
<v Speaker 1>know if Drew wanted to go because we had both

0:23:34.119 --> 0:23:36.280
<v Speaker 1>been running around and working all day. So I was like,

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:38.480
<v Speaker 1>there's a chance we don't go, and I was honestly

0:23:38.520 --> 0:23:40.879
<v Speaker 1>fucking dreading it because I was so exhausted.

0:23:40.960 --> 0:23:45.200
<v Speaker 2>Like I was actually surprisingly like the roles were reversed. Normally,

0:23:45.200 --> 0:23:47.480
<v Speaker 2>it's like Enya does or once ago and I don't,

0:23:47.480 --> 0:23:49.639
<v Speaker 2>But this time I was kind of like rooting for

0:23:49.720 --> 0:23:52.439
<v Speaker 2>going out. I was kind of like I missed the

0:23:52.520 --> 0:23:55.040
<v Speaker 2>last two outings because I just didn't want to go,

0:23:55.280 --> 0:23:57.679
<v Speaker 2>and now like I have this opportunity to go, Like

0:23:57.800 --> 0:24:00.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm kind of excited, but I'm not pushing it for it. Yeah,

0:24:00.560 --> 0:24:03.600
<v Speaker 2>but like I was like, yeah, I'll go out, which

0:24:03.680 --> 0:24:08.120
<v Speaker 2>is like surprising now for me, but yeah, yeah.

0:24:08.119 --> 0:24:10.840
<v Speaker 1>I was literally so fucking exhausted, and I was like, oh,

0:24:10.880 --> 0:24:13.240
<v Speaker 1>I do want to go, but I knew deep in

0:24:13.280 --> 0:24:15.119
<v Speaker 1>my heart, I was like, this will probably be the

0:24:15.200 --> 0:24:17.120
<v Speaker 1>last time I'm ever invited.

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<v Speaker 2>Out before if you say no, if I if.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't show up, because every time I'm like no, no,

0:24:21.920 --> 0:24:24.439
<v Speaker 1>no no. And I had made a comment to them

0:24:24.480 --> 0:24:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, one of these days, I'm gonna ask

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<v Speaker 1>for an invite though, And I fucking expect to get it,

0:24:28.320 --> 0:24:30.800
<v Speaker 1>even though I keep saying no, but I obviously know that.

0:24:30.920 --> 0:24:33.359
<v Speaker 1>Like it's like when you hit up a homieho like

0:24:33.359 --> 0:24:35.880
<v Speaker 1>doesn't even reply to you, you're gonna stop hitting them up. Yeah,

0:24:35.960 --> 0:24:37.800
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, I need to do this to

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<v Speaker 1>show that I am the kind of person who will

0:24:40.440 --> 0:24:43.720
<v Speaker 1>follow through on these social activities and all that I'm invited.

0:24:44.280 --> 0:24:47.199
<v Speaker 2>Also, we were kind of like this is like the

0:24:47.240 --> 0:24:49.000
<v Speaker 2>beginning of our social light era, like we want to

0:24:49.040 --> 0:24:51.080
<v Speaker 2>be like little social lites kind of.

0:24:51.200 --> 0:24:53.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I like I literally have envy of Quinn because

0:24:53.520 --> 0:24:55.359
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how fucking Quinn does it. But Quinn

0:24:55.400 --> 0:25:00.720
<v Speaker 1>is genuinely like to me like Paris Hilton status social life,

0:25:00.760 --> 0:25:04.119
<v Speaker 1>Like she she's like always everybody, always there, She's always

0:25:04.119 --> 0:25:07.639
<v Speaker 1>on the scene, like everybody's talking to her, like she

0:25:07.800 --> 0:25:10.200
<v Speaker 1>knows literally everyone. And I'm like, wow, that's crazy. But

0:25:10.240 --> 0:25:12.399
<v Speaker 1>also like I feel like Quinn was like kind of

0:25:12.440 --> 0:25:14.600
<v Speaker 1>made for that, and like I'm I'm looking at kind

0:25:14.600 --> 0:25:15.840
<v Speaker 1>of I'm like I want to be that so bad,

0:25:15.920 --> 0:25:17.600
<v Speaker 1>but like I can't. I don't know if I have

0:25:17.680 --> 0:25:20.720
<v Speaker 1>brain capacity to do that, but we'll see, I'll push

0:25:20.720 --> 0:25:23.199
<v Speaker 1>myself to do it. So yeah, whatever, whatever. I'm like

0:25:23.200 --> 0:25:25.399
<v Speaker 1>granting at this point. But basically we go out to

0:25:25.440 --> 0:25:27.360
<v Speaker 1>eat because we were like this is very important.

0:25:27.440 --> 0:25:31.080
<v Speaker 2>We very very important. We eat a girthy bowl of

0:25:31.160 --> 0:25:32.080
<v Speaker 2>fucking ramen, like.

0:25:32.040 --> 0:25:35.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, ramen, and I have like way too much sushi.

0:25:35.480 --> 0:25:38.560
<v Speaker 2>I eat good like I eat a bowl of ramen too,

0:25:39.880 --> 0:25:43.880
<v Speaker 2>pork buns, like my stomach was full, Like it wasn't

0:25:43.920 --> 0:25:45.120
<v Speaker 2>like I had an empty stomach.

0:25:45.400 --> 0:25:48.040
<v Speaker 1>We had like a righty foundation for alcohol to be

0:25:48.080 --> 0:25:48.720
<v Speaker 1>poorn on top.

0:25:49.080 --> 0:25:52.560
<v Speaker 2>And like I've said in an earlier video, I mean,

0:25:52.600 --> 0:25:54.480
<v Speaker 2>I guess you can already understand, like you're kind of

0:25:54.480 --> 0:25:56.560
<v Speaker 2>putting the pieces together and seeing where this is going.

0:25:56.600 --> 0:26:02.439
<v Speaker 2>But like I go out in Perge in Purge like

0:26:03.119 --> 0:26:06.120
<v Speaker 2>two three, four times a year, Like I go out

0:26:06.640 --> 0:26:10.320
<v Speaker 2>and it's not fun, like for anybody but myself, and

0:26:10.359 --> 0:26:12.920
<v Speaker 2>even for myself, it's not fun. It's just like literally

0:26:13.280 --> 0:26:16.280
<v Speaker 2>getting it all out. But I but I was like, no,

0:26:16.680 --> 0:26:19.040
<v Speaker 2>like I'm not doing that. I'm just gonna have a

0:26:19.080 --> 0:26:22.719
<v Speaker 2>social night, Like I'm just gonna be like a twenty

0:26:22.760 --> 0:26:26.160
<v Speaker 2>something year old who doesn't fucking drink till they black out.

0:26:26.480 --> 0:26:28.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna have a good time, like I'm gonna enjoy myself.

0:26:28.840 --> 0:26:32.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna remember the night. I'm gonna drink lightly. We're

0:26:32.119 --> 0:26:33.840
<v Speaker 2>not buying drinks at the club. We don't know if

0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:37.080
<v Speaker 2>there's gonna be drinks there, but I'm gonna make sure

0:26:37.160 --> 0:26:40.120
<v Speaker 2>that I'm not over drinking because it's just I don't

0:26:40.119 --> 0:26:41.560
<v Speaker 2>want to feel like fucking garbage.

0:26:41.680 --> 0:26:44.919
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Literally both of us were like okay, cause also

0:26:45.080 --> 0:26:48.200
<v Speaker 1>like I've been going out often and I've like kind

0:26:48.200 --> 0:26:51.320
<v Speaker 1>of perfected like that if there is drinks, like I'm

0:26:51.320 --> 0:26:54.040
<v Speaker 1>good at being like no, I'll have like one or

0:26:54.080 --> 0:26:56.879
<v Speaker 1>two and like I'll be chill and I can like

0:26:57.040 --> 0:27:03.159
<v Speaker 1>rest there any that's even if drinks are free. Like

0:27:03.200 --> 0:27:05.040
<v Speaker 1>I had gone to an event like a few nights

0:27:05.040 --> 0:27:07.359
<v Speaker 1>before and it was like this open bar situation. I

0:27:07.400 --> 0:27:09.720
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, everyone's drinking. It is like a socially thing,

0:27:09.840 --> 0:27:12.240
<v Speaker 1>So like, okay, I'll have like a drink, like nothing

0:27:12.280 --> 0:27:14.720
<v Speaker 1>too crazy. I'm gonna make it back home, like saying,

0:27:14.760 --> 0:27:17.840
<v Speaker 1>and in one piece and like whatever. So in my

0:27:17.920 --> 0:27:19.560
<v Speaker 1>head I was like I can do that tonight too.

0:27:19.600 --> 0:27:23.359
<v Speaker 1>And we even took the precaution of we this. I

0:27:23.400 --> 0:27:25.439
<v Speaker 1>think this is where we fucked up. We should not

0:27:25.640 --> 0:27:29.679
<v Speaker 1>have pregamed here because we each had like three shots

0:27:29.800 --> 0:27:32.280
<v Speaker 1>before we left the house, which and.

0:27:32.320 --> 0:27:35.640
<v Speaker 2>It was like within like thirty minutes, Like it wasn't

0:27:35.760 --> 0:27:38.520
<v Speaker 2>it wasn't like pacing ourselves. It was three shots in

0:27:38.600 --> 0:27:44.840
<v Speaker 2>like thirty minutes. But in my defense, I am terrible

0:27:44.920 --> 0:27:49.800
<v Speaker 2>in social situations, like like I'm so unenjoyable and disgusting

0:27:49.920 --> 0:27:53.240
<v Speaker 2>and like really cannot communicate with people, and like that

0:27:53.400 --> 0:27:56.760
<v Speaker 2>is just exasperated by like loud music and people that

0:27:56.840 --> 0:28:00.359
<v Speaker 2>I am like intimidated by are in love with. So

0:28:01.680 --> 0:28:05.199
<v Speaker 2>the fear of going out without a shot in me

0:28:05.359 --> 0:28:08.719
<v Speaker 2>like genuinely, like I wouldn't have gone if like we

0:28:08.720 --> 0:28:11.600
<v Speaker 2>were like no pregame, but like now for now on,

0:28:11.720 --> 0:28:13.360
<v Speaker 2>no pregame, like genuinely.

0:28:13.000 --> 0:28:16.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, especially if there's a possibility of free drinks. Because

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:20.520
<v Speaker 1>we got there and I literally left my cards here

0:28:20.520 --> 0:28:24.160
<v Speaker 1>because Drew has good self control, where like he won't

0:28:24.200 --> 0:28:27.800
<v Speaker 1>buy something if he like set in his mind that

0:28:27.840 --> 0:28:30.480
<v Speaker 1>he won't. I don't, especially if I'm like drunk, I'll

0:28:30.520 --> 0:28:32.440
<v Speaker 1>be like I'll buy drinks like drinks, so everyone I

0:28:32.480 --> 0:28:35.920
<v Speaker 1>don't care, Like everyone like let's go. So I left

0:28:35.920 --> 0:28:37.800
<v Speaker 1>my cards here because we were like we're not buying anything.

0:28:37.840 --> 0:28:40.760
<v Speaker 1>We get there there are free drinks.

0:28:41.040 --> 0:28:42.960
<v Speaker 2>And bottle service.

0:28:44.040 --> 0:28:50.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't know the club, and we just got too drunk.

0:28:51.960 --> 0:28:55.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't I personally don't think I got too drunk,

0:28:55.280 --> 0:28:57.840
<v Speaker 1>Like I've been told that even when I'm like, dude,

0:28:57.920 --> 0:29:00.000
<v Speaker 1>I am so drunk right now that I handle myself

0:29:00.160 --> 0:29:02.800
<v Speaker 1>pretty well, and it's like rare that I'm like to

0:29:02.840 --> 0:29:05.560
<v Speaker 1>the point of like solaring words or anything like that.

0:29:05.840 --> 0:29:07.400
<v Speaker 1>But that night I was drunk enough that in the

0:29:07.480 --> 0:29:10.480
<v Speaker 1>videos I took and I like watched, I'm like, oh,

0:29:10.600 --> 0:29:12.400
<v Speaker 1>I was, like I was drunk, and I don't like

0:29:12.480 --> 0:29:13.200
<v Speaker 1>seeing that I was.

0:29:13.520 --> 0:29:18.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So I'll take over the story from here because it's.

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:20.360
<v Speaker 1>Kind of now it's your journey.

0:29:20.080 --> 0:29:23.280
<v Speaker 2>Fucking roller coasters. So this is my version of the story.

0:29:23.840 --> 0:29:26.280
<v Speaker 2>We take three shots at the house before we leave,

0:29:26.320 --> 0:29:30.120
<v Speaker 2>we get into the uber. I'm feeling myself like I'm like.

0:29:30.360 --> 0:29:32.880
<v Speaker 1>I know, before we got the uber, jews like I'm

0:29:32.880 --> 0:29:33.560
<v Speaker 1>not drunk yet.

0:29:33.640 --> 0:29:34.080
<v Speaker 2>And then he.

0:29:34.160 --> 0:29:35.560
<v Speaker 1>Opened the door to the ers.

0:29:35.400 --> 0:29:40.960
<v Speaker 2>Like like it's it's fucked up. Like I'm feeling myself

0:29:41.080 --> 0:29:44.560
<v Speaker 2>like it's it's naughty, it's not. It's not looking so

0:29:44.600 --> 0:29:47.360
<v Speaker 2>good so far. So then I get to the club

0:29:47.560 --> 0:29:50.880
<v Speaker 2>like we're waiting outside. I have like zero anxieties. I'm like, yes,

0:29:51.000 --> 0:29:53.560
<v Speaker 2>like my plan is working, like I like can communicate

0:29:53.600 --> 0:29:57.600
<v Speaker 2>with people. Like whatever we get in, we get led

0:29:57.640 --> 0:30:01.920
<v Speaker 2>through the fucking gross damn thing I don't fucking know

0:30:02.120 --> 0:30:05.120
<v Speaker 2>to this like table and like immediately or served like

0:30:05.200 --> 0:30:09.440
<v Speaker 2>a drink and like I take the shot and I'm like, okay,

0:30:10.400 --> 0:30:12.360
<v Speaker 2>that's it, like I'm gonna chill. I'm gonna chill here,

0:30:12.360 --> 0:30:15.800
<v Speaker 2>like please. And then for some reason, I just kept

0:30:15.800 --> 0:30:17.920
<v Speaker 2>getting past drinks, like whether it was like in your

0:30:18.080 --> 0:30:20.360
<v Speaker 2>drink like she's like take a sip of this, or

0:30:20.400 --> 0:30:22.360
<v Speaker 2>like Quinn was like I'm done with this drink, like

0:30:22.440 --> 0:30:25.800
<v Speaker 2>finish this like whatever, so I would just like do that,

0:30:26.200 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 2>and then I became the garbage disposal of the night

0:30:29.800 --> 0:30:32.480
<v Speaker 2>and like I'm literally so stingy. I was like I'm

0:30:32.480 --> 0:30:35.400
<v Speaker 2>not letting like whatever, like this is like whatever, it's

0:30:35.440 --> 0:30:37.520
<v Speaker 2>become this like I can't control it, like the trains

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:41.000
<v Speaker 2>move left the station, like I'm gonna just go for it.

0:30:41.040 --> 0:30:44.560
<v Speaker 2>And I like really tried to withhold, like I tried

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:46.680
<v Speaker 2>with all my might to just not let this happen,

0:30:46.720 --> 0:30:48.920
<v Speaker 2>but like it just I kept getting served drinks and

0:30:48.960 --> 0:30:53.280
<v Speaker 2>then we're sitting at this other table, like just being rowdy, rambunctious,

0:30:53.320 --> 0:30:56.080
<v Speaker 2>like idiots like try I think, I like try to

0:30:56.120 --> 0:30:58.440
<v Speaker 2>embarrass myself in the club. Like I'm like, y'all take

0:30:58.480 --> 0:31:02.240
<v Speaker 2>yourselves too serious. I'm gonna be the fool, like the gesture.

0:31:02.440 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 2>But yes, so we're drinking. I'm drinking too much. I

0:31:08.400 --> 0:31:10.760
<v Speaker 2>don't even like saying that because like I didn't drink

0:31:10.800 --> 0:31:12.720
<v Speaker 2>too much. I don't know how it. I don't know

0:31:12.760 --> 0:31:14.440
<v Speaker 2>how this happened, like it literally.

0:31:14.160 --> 0:31:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Like also, to clarify, Drew has not drank in months.

0:31:18.560 --> 0:31:22.080
<v Speaker 1>I think that's what it is, like personally, I literally

0:31:22.120 --> 0:31:25.880
<v Speaker 1>think because like I it's not that I've like been

0:31:26.000 --> 0:31:29.280
<v Speaker 1>drinking a lot, but like because I've been, it's not

0:31:29.360 --> 0:31:31.720
<v Speaker 1>like I haven't drank in like months, Like I've been

0:31:31.760 --> 0:31:34.360
<v Speaker 1>having like a drink every now and then and like

0:31:34.400 --> 0:31:36.880
<v Speaker 1>a few drinks and like getting close to being drunk

0:31:37.320 --> 0:31:39.840
<v Speaker 1>often enough that like I can go past the point

0:31:39.880 --> 0:31:41.840
<v Speaker 1>of being drunk and be fine because my body is

0:31:41.880 --> 0:31:44.400
<v Speaker 1>like I can handle this, but your body has literally

0:31:44.440 --> 0:31:48.520
<v Speaker 1>not consumed alcohol for so long.

0:31:48.840 --> 0:31:54.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like a like I'm I'm sober man, I'm so

0:31:55.080 --> 0:31:58.160
<v Speaker 2>here knows you no say no evil man, that's my life.

0:31:59.400 --> 0:32:02.720
<v Speaker 1>That's not the same. Isn't that here no say no

0:32:02.760 --> 0:32:05.160
<v Speaker 1>see no evil. That's what here knows, say no see

0:32:05.160 --> 0:32:05.600
<v Speaker 1>no evil.

0:32:06.680 --> 0:32:09.320
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, we're just clowns in the club, like I like,

0:32:09.480 --> 0:32:12.880
<v Speaker 2>I like making people look at me and laugh at me, and.

0:32:12.920 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't care to look like a fool's ma.

0:32:15.440 --> 0:32:17.120
<v Speaker 1>We're literally drunk. It's so embarrassing.

0:32:17.200 --> 0:32:19.200
<v Speaker 2>It's like my way of getting the attention like other

0:32:19.240 --> 0:32:21.720
<v Speaker 2>people do other things like look sexy, like do their

0:32:21.760 --> 0:32:29.360
<v Speaker 2>makeup whatever, like I like. Yeah. So, like I was saying,

0:32:29.400 --> 0:32:33.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't understand how I got here, but I ended

0:32:33.680 --> 0:32:36.040
<v Speaker 2>up here and in the club like I was, I

0:32:36.080 --> 0:32:39.600
<v Speaker 2>was acting normal like I wasn't like belligerent, I wasn't

0:32:39.680 --> 0:32:43.280
<v Speaker 2>like doing stupid shit. I wasn't acting way too drunk,

0:32:43.360 --> 0:32:47.320
<v Speaker 2>like I was holding my own And then like the

0:32:47.480 --> 0:32:49.680
<v Speaker 2>nights winding down like me and and you're, like we've

0:32:49.680 --> 0:32:51.960
<v Speaker 2>said before, our chillers, like we stay at the club

0:32:52.120 --> 0:32:56.080
<v Speaker 2>or the like events until fucking the last second.

0:32:56.200 --> 0:32:58.800
<v Speaker 1>It's probably that is the one thing I am embarrassed

0:32:58.800 --> 0:33:01.440
<v Speaker 1>about about our behavior. We like do not take a

0:33:01.480 --> 0:33:04.520
<v Speaker 1>signal to just fucking go home, Like we will hang

0:33:04.640 --> 0:33:07.160
<v Speaker 1>until the very last moment. But again it's because that's

0:33:07.160 --> 0:33:10.280
<v Speaker 1>what we do in our friend groups. Like all of

0:33:10.320 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 1>our friends we hang out till the fucking crack of

0:33:13.240 --> 0:33:15.440
<v Speaker 1>dawn until like our eyes are falling out of our head.

0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:18.080
<v Speaker 1>So we have the bad habit of in social settings

0:33:18.120 --> 0:33:20.080
<v Speaker 1>doing the same thing, but it doesn't read the same

0:33:20.120 --> 0:33:22.880
<v Speaker 1>because we just seem like we literally have nowhere else

0:33:22.920 --> 0:33:24.600
<v Speaker 1>to be, which is the truth. I have nowhere else

0:33:24.640 --> 0:33:25.720
<v Speaker 1>to be. That's why I'm here, bitch.

0:33:25.880 --> 0:33:26.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:33:27.160 --> 0:33:29.280
<v Speaker 1>But we like showed up thinking like we're gonna be

0:33:29.320 --> 0:33:30.920
<v Speaker 1>there and like we're gonna.

0:33:30.680 --> 0:33:32.320
<v Speaker 2>Be in and out, We're gonna be missing out.

0:33:32.160 --> 0:33:35.040
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna showface, be mysterious, leave Mitch.

0:33:34.960 --> 0:33:38.600
<v Speaker 2>No, no on on who's fucking a chord? Not mine?

0:33:38.840 --> 0:33:42.360
<v Speaker 2>Because then it's like, okay, it's time to go, and

0:33:42.400 --> 0:33:43.760
<v Speaker 2>I like hand in you on my phone and I'm

0:33:43.760 --> 0:33:52.800
<v Speaker 2>like call like call the fucking uber, like, oh no, Gore,

0:33:52.880 --> 0:33:54.880
<v Speaker 2>because I know he was destroying it. What was he

0:33:54.920 --> 0:34:12.160
<v Speaker 2>destroying it? Which leaf was it? Yes? Oh my god?

0:34:13.160 --> 0:34:16.080
<v Speaker 2>Whatever will just like constantly like ruins my life and

0:34:16.160 --> 0:34:17.359
<v Speaker 2>like literally just.

0:34:17.360 --> 0:34:19.480
<v Speaker 1>Someone else competent was like I literally can't tell if

0:34:19.520 --> 0:34:21.880
<v Speaker 1>Jews like obsessed with a Zool or wants her.

0:34:21.719 --> 0:34:25.160
<v Speaker 2>God both, Like I literally love a Zool with my

0:34:25.200 --> 0:34:28.800
<v Speaker 2>whole heart and that's my fault that it was there.

0:34:30.000 --> 0:34:34.120
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I hand any of the phone and I'm like, oh,

0:34:34.200 --> 0:34:36.719
<v Speaker 2>like I'm feeling it, like I'm starting to like.

0:34:36.960 --> 0:34:43.719
<v Speaker 6>Lose Oh he's evil, you just put it like some

0:34:44.680 --> 0:34:52.440
<v Speaker 6>Yeah it's dude.

0:34:52.480 --> 0:34:55.720
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, he just like ruined the whole podcast

0:34:55.760 --> 0:35:00.439
<v Speaker 2>from me. So I hand in my phone and given

0:35:00.560 --> 0:35:02.640
<v Speaker 2>like I'm like call it uber, Like I'm starting to

0:35:02.760 --> 0:35:05.400
<v Speaker 2>like lose consciousness at this point, like I'm starting to

0:35:05.440 --> 0:35:05.960
<v Speaker 2>like lose touch.

0:35:06.400 --> 0:35:09.880
<v Speaker 1>So crazy? Is you seemed so normal? Like Branton. I

0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:12.880
<v Speaker 1>was also like very drunk, and I did see a

0:35:12.960 --> 0:35:14.360
<v Speaker 1>video of both of us after and I was like

0:35:14.440 --> 0:35:16.520
<v Speaker 1>I never need to see us that drunk again. And

0:35:16.560 --> 0:35:19.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like dancing onto it and I was like, oh,

0:35:19.040 --> 0:35:21.480
<v Speaker 1>like also, I wonder if people think we're dating, like

0:35:21.480 --> 0:35:23.440
<v Speaker 1>we like fucking grind and fuck.

0:35:23.280 --> 0:35:26.839
<v Speaker 2>Each other clothes, but it's just fun, Like.

0:35:26.840 --> 0:35:28.840
<v Speaker 1>No, yeah it is, And that's how people in Miami,

0:35:28.920 --> 0:35:31.279
<v Speaker 1>that's how we show love. You grind on everybody you

0:35:31.600 --> 0:35:35.080
<v Speaker 1>claim to love exactly, but La, people wouldn't understand that

0:35:35.440 --> 0:35:38.640
<v Speaker 1>my Miami. You're right, here would understand me. Yeah, yeah,

0:35:39.080 --> 0:35:40.239
<v Speaker 1>shaking my hand off.

0:35:40.480 --> 0:35:44.759
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so yeah, you I get into the Uber, It's

0:35:45.160 --> 0:35:50.440
<v Speaker 2>it's immediately bad, like immediately like I like collapse, like

0:35:50.520 --> 0:35:54.040
<v Speaker 2>I I like im paralyzed. I can't feel my limbs,

0:35:54.640 --> 0:35:59.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm not in my head, I can't say words. I'm

0:35:59.400 --> 0:36:03.480
<v Speaker 2>sweating the most, so much, the most sweat I've ever

0:36:03.760 --> 0:36:06.319
<v Speaker 2>created in my entire life. I'm like just out of

0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:09.120
<v Speaker 2>every part of my body, like literally dripping sweat, and

0:36:09.160 --> 0:36:12.319
<v Speaker 2>I'm like getting cooled, like I'm cold at this point,

0:36:12.360 --> 0:36:15.960
<v Speaker 2>like because AC's blowing on me like it's fucked up,

0:36:16.000 --> 0:36:17.640
<v Speaker 2>like and it's starting to look really bad.

0:36:17.800 --> 0:36:20.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm literally Drew. We get in the car and I

0:36:20.280 --> 0:36:21.920
<v Speaker 1>think it's fine, and I go to get on my

0:36:22.000 --> 0:36:26.080
<v Speaker 1>phone and next thing I know, Drew's hand head is

0:36:26.120 --> 0:36:29.799
<v Speaker 1>in my hand like I'm literally holding him up, and

0:36:30.000 --> 0:36:32.560
<v Speaker 1>my hand is getting covered in sweat, like my hand

0:36:32.640 --> 0:36:36.280
<v Speaker 1>is wet from him, like all the alcohol is dripping

0:36:36.280 --> 0:36:37.960
<v Speaker 1>out of his pores. Like I think his body was

0:36:38.000 --> 0:36:42.080
<v Speaker 1>literally like get and I was just holding him.

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:45.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I have no thoughts in my head, like

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:49.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm I feel sick, so I'm like I'm sick, but

0:36:49.840 --> 0:36:52.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm not saying like like I.

0:36:52.760 --> 0:36:54.400
<v Speaker 1>Get it's not communicating anything.

0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:57.919
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I can't speak like it's it's looking really.

0:36:57.600 --> 0:36:59.520
<v Speaker 1>Really actually, you know, now that I think about it,

0:36:59.560 --> 0:37:03.399
<v Speaker 1>you you did ask twice like how far? Like how far?

0:37:03.640 --> 0:37:06.640
<v Speaker 1>Like you got like those words out because I remember

0:37:06.760 --> 0:37:08.800
<v Speaker 1>going out loud of being like and looking forward and

0:37:08.840 --> 0:37:12.480
<v Speaker 1>being like we're like three minutes, we're you're okay. It's

0:37:12.520 --> 0:37:15.560
<v Speaker 1>like three minutes, like you're gonna be good, dude, Yeah

0:37:15.560 --> 0:37:19.640
<v Speaker 1>that's fucking racing because he knew. But like I think

0:37:19.680 --> 0:37:21.719
<v Speaker 1>it was less so much about your safety but more

0:37:21.719 --> 0:37:23.279
<v Speaker 1>like get this motherfucker out of my car because I

0:37:23.280 --> 0:37:24.600
<v Speaker 1>know he's gonna puke everywhere.

0:37:24.800 --> 0:37:27.839
<v Speaker 2>Like so we pull up to the crib and like

0:37:28.440 --> 0:37:31.960
<v Speaker 2>light clockwork, I opened the door and I just projectile

0:37:32.040 --> 0:37:35.440
<v Speaker 2>vomit all over myself, like literally neon red because we

0:37:35.560 --> 0:37:40.400
<v Speaker 2>drank fucking Fantom for a chaser and like rom and

0:37:40.600 --> 0:37:43.760
<v Speaker 2>just all over me, like I can't think, I'm not thinking.

0:37:43.840 --> 0:37:44.839
<v Speaker 2>I just get out of the car.

0:37:45.080 --> 0:37:47.759
<v Speaker 1>I just like, yeah, you fall out, and I'm like

0:37:48.000 --> 0:37:50.080
<v Speaker 1>crawling behind him to the where I'm like thank you

0:37:50.120 --> 0:37:52.640
<v Speaker 1>so much. I'm so sorry, Like no vomit got in

0:37:52.680 --> 0:37:54.680
<v Speaker 1>the car but he was like, no, it's okay, like

0:37:54.719 --> 0:37:57.040
<v Speaker 1>please be safe, like it's okay, I understand, and I

0:37:57.080 --> 0:37:59.680
<v Speaker 1>was like I'm so sorry, and like I just like

0:38:00.080 --> 0:38:01.640
<v Speaker 1>push drew the rest out of the car.

0:38:01.760 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So I immediately collapse on the floor out front

0:38:04.800 --> 0:38:08.719
<v Speaker 2>of our house like it's two am. I'm dead, like

0:38:08.840 --> 0:38:12.480
<v Speaker 2>legitimately dead, Like I can't move, I can't think, I

0:38:12.520 --> 0:38:16.040
<v Speaker 2>can't speak words like genuinely so fucked up. And then

0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:20.160
<v Speaker 2>I continue just vomiting, like I keep throwing up all

0:38:20.200 --> 0:38:22.879
<v Speaker 2>over the place like it's it's really not looking good.

0:38:23.200 --> 0:38:26.040
<v Speaker 2>And then I start like like starting I'm starting to

0:38:26.080 --> 0:38:28.200
<v Speaker 2>freak out, like I've never felt like this in my

0:38:28.400 --> 0:38:32.239
<v Speaker 2>entire life, Like I know what being too drunk feels like,

0:38:32.400 --> 0:38:36.640
<v Speaker 2>but I have never felt this feeling before. Where like

0:38:37.400 --> 0:38:41.240
<v Speaker 2>my I'm like, I'm like cognitive, but I can't say

0:38:41.360 --> 0:38:44.480
<v Speaker 2>words and I can't move my body, so I'm starting

0:38:44.480 --> 0:38:47.880
<v Speaker 2>to panic and i'd like I'm like begging for an ambulance.

0:38:47.920 --> 0:38:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, take me to the hospital, like please, someone

0:38:50.560 --> 0:38:52.920
<v Speaker 2>like and then in your calls Josh and gets joshed

0:38:52.920 --> 0:38:55.000
<v Speaker 2>out there, but Josh can't take me to the hospital,

0:38:55.600 --> 0:38:57.759
<v Speaker 2>and and you can't take me to the hospital, so

0:38:57.880 --> 0:38:59.719
<v Speaker 2>because she's too drunk, and I'm like begging, I'm like,

0:38:59.719 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 2>please us call a fucking ambulance, and I'm.

0:39:01.960 --> 0:39:04.480
<v Speaker 1>Just like assessing, and like me and Josh are just

0:39:04.520 --> 0:39:06.080
<v Speaker 1>standing there looking at his dead body.

0:39:06.160 --> 0:39:08.560
<v Speaker 2>But also y'all are like, he doesn't need a fucking ambulance,

0:39:08.600 --> 0:39:09.640
<v Speaker 2>Like he doesn't need an amy.

0:39:09.520 --> 0:39:11.680
<v Speaker 1>No, because listen to this shit. In the middle of

0:39:11.760 --> 0:39:13.640
<v Speaker 1>all of this, what you was leaving out is that

0:39:13.760 --> 0:39:18.359
<v Speaker 1>every few minutes he would go video video, so we're like,

0:39:18.520 --> 0:39:20.279
<v Speaker 1>you are the most annoying person ever.

0:39:20.560 --> 0:39:22.200
<v Speaker 2>I didn't know the reason why. In my head, I

0:39:22.239 --> 0:39:24.640
<v Speaker 2>was like, I need a video of me like this

0:39:24.840 --> 0:39:27.520
<v Speaker 2>so I can remember this because I was one thousand percent,

0:39:27.640 --> 0:39:29.680
<v Speaker 2>like for sure blacked out, and I was like, I

0:39:29.719 --> 0:39:31.960
<v Speaker 2>need a video of this so I can be embarrassed

0:39:31.960 --> 0:39:34.400
<v Speaker 2>by myself so I never do this again, because this

0:39:34.560 --> 0:39:36.600
<v Speaker 2>is wrong in every sing the word.

0:39:36.719 --> 0:39:39.200
<v Speaker 1>Like also like, I wanna don't make it seem like

0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:41.880
<v Speaker 1>we're bad fucking people, because we I was just I.

0:39:41.880 --> 0:39:43.279
<v Speaker 2>Felt in the moment I felt like it.

0:39:43.320 --> 0:39:45.520
<v Speaker 1>I was like I was like no, and I was

0:39:45.600 --> 0:39:47.600
<v Speaker 1>more cognitive than you because I was standing on my

0:39:47.640 --> 0:39:49.239
<v Speaker 1>own two fucking feet and I'm the one who called

0:39:49.280 --> 0:39:51.680
<v Speaker 1>Josh because I was like, when from my perspective, when

0:39:51.680 --> 0:39:52.879
<v Speaker 1>you got out of the uber and you found the floor,

0:39:52.920 --> 0:39:55.080
<v Speaker 1>I was like, stop, this motherfucker's about to die and

0:39:55.120 --> 0:39:56.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna have to kill myself on top of his dead,

0:39:56.800 --> 0:39:59.520
<v Speaker 1>stupid fucking body. And I'm so pissed because I was like,

0:39:59.800 --> 0:40:02.680
<v Speaker 1>I I am too drunk to like assess this fully

0:40:02.840 --> 0:40:06.200
<v Speaker 1>because I could either like go into full panic or

0:40:06.239 --> 0:40:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I could like stay calm and be like, all right,

0:40:07.960 --> 0:40:10.560
<v Speaker 1>let me like actually look at this through a non panicked,

0:40:10.600 --> 0:40:13.200
<v Speaker 1>like hypochondriac lens. And I was looking at you and

0:40:13.239 --> 0:40:15.720
<v Speaker 1>you were like turning, you were like throwing up, and bitch.

0:40:16.000 --> 0:40:19.120
<v Speaker 1>Also a round of applause for me, because I fucking

0:40:19.360 --> 0:40:24.239
<v Speaker 1>hate vomit. It makes me and like I usually when

0:40:24.400 --> 0:40:26.359
<v Speaker 1>my friends, I'm so sorry, I'm the worst person ever.

0:40:26.400 --> 0:40:28.359
<v Speaker 1>When my friends are like so drunk that they're throwing up,

0:40:28.600 --> 0:40:31.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, good luck. Yeah, like and usually Orion's on

0:40:31.880 --> 0:40:34.439
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, Mommy will help you, Daddy's going to bed,

0:40:34.640 --> 0:40:38.040
<v Speaker 1>like I'm clucking out, But no one else was there,

0:40:38.120 --> 0:40:39.799
<v Speaker 1>so I was like I was helping you. I was

0:40:39.800 --> 0:40:41.839
<v Speaker 1>making sure you didn't continue throwing up on yourself. I

0:40:41.840 --> 0:40:43.560
<v Speaker 1>was like grabbing your head and like I was.

0:40:43.480 --> 0:40:45.840
<v Speaker 2>Like, put me on I said, put me on my side.

0:40:45.880 --> 0:40:48.799
<v Speaker 2>I can't move. And then You're like, don't let me die.

0:40:48.800 --> 0:40:49.719
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, I'm I'm a.

0:40:49.640 --> 0:40:52.480
<v Speaker 2>Buffy, No, You're not gonna die. I'm begging. At this point,

0:40:52.520 --> 0:40:55.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, please, like don't let me die, like take

0:40:55.480 --> 0:40:58.600
<v Speaker 2>me to the hospital, like colin ambulance. I'm like, I

0:40:58.640 --> 0:41:01.799
<v Speaker 2>have good insurance, Like I know it sounds scary, but please, like,

0:41:01.840 --> 0:41:03.839
<v Speaker 2>I genuinely don't want to die on this sidewalk, and

0:41:03.840 --> 0:41:07.200
<v Speaker 2>India and Josh are like, oh, like fuck, like maybe

0:41:07.560 --> 0:41:09.879
<v Speaker 2>there is something actually wrong.

0:41:10.000 --> 0:41:12.040
<v Speaker 1>He kept trying to get him up, and he literally

0:41:12.080 --> 0:41:14.320
<v Speaker 1>like would not move and he would just be rolling

0:41:14.320 --> 0:41:17.279
<v Speaker 1>and like growing like groaning, and like would take like

0:41:20.600 --> 0:41:22.920
<v Speaker 1>and like taking these weird breaths and we were like, stop,

0:41:22.960 --> 0:41:25.720
<v Speaker 1>he's dying. But then used to call an ambulance.

0:41:25.880 --> 0:41:28.960
<v Speaker 2>I was I remember I had this vivid thought. I

0:41:29.040 --> 0:41:32.360
<v Speaker 2>was like, I feel so bad for Indian Josh because

0:41:32.400 --> 0:41:34.480
<v Speaker 2>like they're not going to take me to the hospital

0:41:35.000 --> 0:41:37.080
<v Speaker 2>and I'm gonna die on this sidewalk and that is

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:39.000
<v Speaker 2>going to haunt them for the rest of their lives,

0:41:39.040 --> 0:41:41.719
<v Speaker 2>and I genuinely was freaked out. I was like, this

0:41:41.800 --> 0:41:43.840
<v Speaker 2>is so bad. So then I started like being like

0:41:43.920 --> 0:41:47.520
<v Speaker 2>please please please, please, please please please, And then I

0:41:47.560 --> 0:41:50.080
<v Speaker 2>did the staring thing. And that's why, No, that that wasn't.

0:41:50.120 --> 0:41:52.000
<v Speaker 1>That wasn't until we were already at the er. You

0:41:52.040 --> 0:41:54.120
<v Speaker 1>didn't stare at us. You were just when you were here.

0:41:54.200 --> 0:41:56.040
<v Speaker 2>I don't remember the time, see, Yeah, when.

0:41:55.960 --> 0:41:58.640
<v Speaker 1>You were on the floor, you literally like it was

0:41:58.719 --> 0:42:02.120
<v Speaker 1>just really confusing because you were still like laughing.

0:42:02.080 --> 0:42:04.040
<v Speaker 2>Because I think I was trying to I was trying

0:42:04.120 --> 0:42:06.200
<v Speaker 2>not to scare all that. I was like, I'm gonna

0:42:06.200 --> 0:42:07.839
<v Speaker 2>just put a smile on my face because I don't

0:42:07.880 --> 0:42:09.080
<v Speaker 2>want them to be scared, but I need to be

0:42:09.080 --> 0:42:09.760
<v Speaker 2>at the hospital.

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:13.920
<v Speaker 1>And then you And the other thing was our friend.

0:42:13.960 --> 0:42:16.240
<v Speaker 1>This happened to them the night before that. They didn't

0:42:16.280 --> 0:42:19.000
<v Speaker 1>have like that much to drink, but they were literally

0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:25.600
<v Speaker 1>vomiting like all fucking night and we're completely like dying. Yeah,

0:42:25.600 --> 0:42:28.239
<v Speaker 1>and the night before I panicked at that and I

0:42:28.280 --> 0:42:30.120
<v Speaker 1>was like, I think he needs to go to the

0:42:30.120 --> 0:42:32.759
<v Speaker 1>hospital because he should not be throwing that up that much.

0:42:32.840 --> 0:42:35.719
<v Speaker 1>I've like seen people really fucked up and never do

0:42:35.800 --> 0:42:37.520
<v Speaker 1>I see them throw up that much? And you were

0:42:37.560 --> 0:42:39.200
<v Speaker 1>throwing up the same amount. So in my head I

0:42:39.280 --> 0:42:41.799
<v Speaker 1>was like calm because that person woke up the next

0:42:41.880 --> 0:42:43.800
<v Speaker 1>day and was like I feel completely fine, Like I

0:42:43.840 --> 0:42:45.880
<v Speaker 1>don't know what happened to me, but I feel fine.

0:42:46.239 --> 0:42:49.360
<v Speaker 1>So I was like calm in that aspect. And also

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:51.920
<v Speaker 1>I was like, bitch, I don't know much about insurance,

0:42:51.960 --> 0:42:54.000
<v Speaker 1>but I know Dann while your insurance is not covering

0:42:54.040 --> 0:42:56.680
<v Speaker 1>a fucking ambulance fee. And I know Drew because there

0:42:56.680 --> 0:42:59.040
<v Speaker 1>have been multiple times where he has been like call

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:01.840
<v Speaker 1>by calling and then the next day I've been like,

0:43:01.880 --> 0:43:03.840
<v Speaker 1>if you called an ambulance, I would be so fucking

0:43:03.880 --> 0:43:06.240
<v Speaker 1>pissed at you. So I was like, I'm not calling

0:43:06.239 --> 0:43:08.840
<v Speaker 1>an ambulance. So I was like, Okay, who is like

0:43:08.880 --> 0:43:11.640
<v Speaker 1>a reliable person who I know is awake right now

0:43:11.880 --> 0:43:16.080
<v Speaker 1>and like is like smart and like can handle this

0:43:16.360 --> 0:43:18.319
<v Speaker 1>and like it's close. And I was like, I'm gonna

0:43:18.360 --> 0:43:21.239
<v Speaker 1>call Kai and he's literally behind the camera like moving

0:43:21.280 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 1>his fucking arms around. So I called Kay. I was

0:43:23.560 --> 0:43:25.839
<v Speaker 1>like and he I face timed him because I wanted

0:43:25.840 --> 0:43:27.600
<v Speaker 1>to see if the lights were on and shit, and

0:43:28.200 --> 0:43:30.520
<v Speaker 1>lo and behold the lights were on in his scary room,

0:43:30.520 --> 0:43:32.560
<v Speaker 1>my dad. He was using his fucking iPhone to watch TV.

0:43:35.320 --> 0:43:35.919
<v Speaker 2>To keep going.

0:43:37.719 --> 0:43:39.440
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I just showed him Drew and I

0:43:39.520 --> 0:43:41.200
<v Speaker 1>was like, you need to help us. Like I don't

0:43:41.200 --> 0:43:42.480
<v Speaker 1>even know what I said to Kaye on the phone.

0:43:42.520 --> 0:43:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like that we need help, and he was like, yeah,

0:43:45.000 --> 0:43:48.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm coming. So Kai hung up and he's like driving

0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:50.520
<v Speaker 1>over and me and Josh are literally just like for

0:43:50.600 --> 0:43:53.359
<v Speaker 1>everyone watching this is literally how I was standing looking

0:43:53.400 --> 0:43:55.400
<v Speaker 1>at him because I was just like really drunk and

0:43:55.480 --> 0:43:57.160
<v Speaker 1>had my boots on still and I was just.

0:43:57.080 --> 0:44:02.239
<v Speaker 2>Like like come on, man, man, and also like.

0:44:02.160 --> 0:44:03.839
<v Speaker 1>I was being selfish. I was like I was like

0:44:05.040 --> 0:44:07.680
<v Speaker 1>I know he's not gonna die. Can we just like

0:44:07.719 --> 0:44:09.800
<v Speaker 1>can I go to sleep? Like can you can like

0:44:09.840 --> 0:44:11.200
<v Speaker 1>the men on my.

0:44:11.000 --> 0:44:13.919
<v Speaker 2>While the men handle this on my way.

0:44:14.480 --> 0:44:17.000
<v Speaker 1>Kai got there, tried to get Drew inside. Drew wouldn't

0:44:17.000 --> 0:44:19.160
<v Speaker 1>go inside. Drew kept begging Kai to take him to

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:20.920
<v Speaker 1>the er, like begging.

0:44:21.160 --> 0:44:24.120
<v Speaker 2>I just didn't want to die, like okay, next time

0:44:24.160 --> 0:44:28.960
<v Speaker 2>I know that, like like I'm not actually like okay,

0:44:29.040 --> 0:44:32.239
<v Speaker 2>I I'm not actually suicidal because in moments where I'm

0:44:32.280 --> 0:44:34.400
<v Speaker 2>gonna die, I have like still a fight for life,

0:44:35.000 --> 0:44:37.720
<v Speaker 2>like I still want to live well.

0:44:37.560 --> 0:44:39.560
<v Speaker 1>Also like to be great to dying like that would

0:44:39.600 --> 0:44:43.600
<v Speaker 1>be so fucking embarrassing. We get invited to like a

0:44:43.719 --> 0:44:46.279
<v Speaker 1>club and there's free drinks and we don't know how

0:44:46.280 --> 0:44:47.680
<v Speaker 1>to act, and you fucking die.

0:44:48.080 --> 0:44:49.960
<v Speaker 2>I would blame it on them. I would write it

0:44:50.000 --> 0:44:50.840
<v Speaker 2>in my notes.

0:44:50.960 --> 0:44:54.399
<v Speaker 1>The girl, you've been dead. I would blame it on them.

0:44:54.640 --> 0:44:55.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, thank you.

0:44:57.239 --> 0:45:01.000
<v Speaker 1>So Kai gets there, he like they I run upstairs

0:45:01.000 --> 0:45:03.239
<v Speaker 1>to like change out of my fucking silly, little hole

0:45:03.600 --> 0:45:06.400
<v Speaker 1>ass outfit because I'm like literally standing on the sidewalk

0:45:06.400 --> 0:45:09.319
<v Speaker 1>in like the shortest skurt and like a sea through shirt.

0:45:09.360 --> 0:45:12.120
<v Speaker 1>So I like run upstairs, change, like take my makeup off,

0:45:12.160 --> 0:45:15.120
<v Speaker 1>come back downstairs, and I like grab a hydroflask full

0:45:15.120 --> 0:45:16.840
<v Speaker 1>of water because I'm a good drunk and I'm like

0:45:16.840 --> 0:45:19.040
<v Speaker 1>I need water because I need sober up. Like, so

0:45:19.120 --> 0:45:20.959
<v Speaker 1>I like run downstairs. I get in the car. Also,

0:45:21.040 --> 0:45:23.960
<v Speaker 1>I am drunk enough that bitch I took another l

0:45:24.080 --> 0:45:26.799
<v Speaker 1>for you, because I it took I would. I don't

0:45:26.800 --> 0:45:29.239
<v Speaker 1>know if KI realized I got so silent in those

0:45:29.280 --> 0:45:31.239
<v Speaker 1>car rides because I literally had to put my head

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:34.319
<v Speaker 1>down and just like think about my own existence because

0:45:34.360 --> 0:45:36.359
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I'm gonna start throwing up next because

0:45:36.360 --> 0:45:39.280
<v Speaker 1>I've seen so much vomit today and I'm so drunk

0:45:39.560 --> 0:45:40.960
<v Speaker 1>and I was so carc.

0:45:41.080 --> 0:45:43.120
<v Speaker 2>My vomit stack and it was.

0:45:43.200 --> 0:45:45.160
<v Speaker 1>All over me from touching dreak and.

0:45:45.120 --> 0:45:48.200
<v Speaker 2>It was all over it, just like it stained the air.

0:45:48.000 --> 0:45:49.399
<v Speaker 1>Like all over his face.

0:45:49.400 --> 0:45:52.000
<v Speaker 2>It was dude, no, it was. It was bad. Like

0:45:52.200 --> 0:45:54.640
<v Speaker 2>I was like phone like there was like foam on

0:45:54.680 --> 0:45:57.640
<v Speaker 2>my fucking chin, Like it was gross and nasty. Like

0:45:57.680 --> 0:46:00.880
<v Speaker 2>the photos after. I was like, dude, like this is

0:46:01.120 --> 0:46:03.160
<v Speaker 2>that was not chill. Like I don't know what the

0:46:03.200 --> 0:46:05.880
<v Speaker 2>fuck I was on, but like that was not chill.

0:46:07.200 --> 0:46:09.640
<v Speaker 2>So they like take me to the hospital. We pull up,

0:46:10.400 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm still immobile. I can't move. I'm starting I'm like

0:46:13.120 --> 0:46:17.479
<v Speaker 2>cognitive like I have like no, no, no. At this point,

0:46:17.520 --> 0:46:19.919
<v Speaker 2>I'm there's nothing like going on in my head. I'm

0:46:19.960 --> 0:46:23.480
<v Speaker 2>just like a rag doll like I'm there's nothing going on.

0:46:23.520 --> 0:46:25.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And we're like it's starting to actually get worried

0:46:25.760 --> 0:46:28.480
<v Speaker 1>because you would, like I feel like usually when people

0:46:28.480 --> 0:46:31.680
<v Speaker 1>are really drunk, as time goes on, they get better,

0:46:31.760 --> 0:46:34.600
<v Speaker 1>Like after that first throw up, they usually start sobering

0:46:34.680 --> 0:46:37.239
<v Speaker 1>up and like getting back to normal, but Drew was

0:46:37.320 --> 0:46:40.840
<v Speaker 1>not getting back to normal. He was like continuously throwing

0:46:40.920 --> 0:46:44.800
<v Speaker 1>up and just like losing like life behind his eyes.

0:46:45.239 --> 0:46:48.000
<v Speaker 1>So we were like, oh shit, like he needs to

0:46:48.040 --> 0:46:50.680
<v Speaker 1>be seen. And of course the er is being hella

0:46:50.719 --> 0:46:53.439
<v Speaker 1>fucking mean to us, like all the nurses are being

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:56.120
<v Speaker 1>so fucking mean to us, because we're like these twenty

0:46:56.239 --> 0:46:58.120
<v Speaker 1>year olds who just pulled up and we're like, hey,

0:46:58.280 --> 0:47:01.640
<v Speaker 1>our friend is like really really fucked up, and they're

0:47:01.680 --> 0:47:04.280
<v Speaker 1>like from what And we're like, okay, he was drinking,

0:47:04.320 --> 0:47:04.920
<v Speaker 1>but we are.

0:47:04.960 --> 0:47:07.560
<v Speaker 2>You should have just said it overdosed. You shouldn't, I know.

0:47:07.560 --> 0:47:08.960
<v Speaker 1>We should have fucking lied, but I was.

0:47:09.040 --> 0:47:10.880
<v Speaker 2>I was just like, oh my god, imagine they like

0:47:10.920 --> 0:47:14.640
<v Speaker 2>shot me with fucking narcian or something. And they were like, okay,

0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:15.960
<v Speaker 2>he's good, go send me.

0:47:16.680 --> 0:47:19.760
<v Speaker 1>But we were insinuating. We were like, we weirdly feel

0:47:19.760 --> 0:47:23.399
<v Speaker 1>like it's something more because he's not we've never seen

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:25.120
<v Speaker 1>him act this way or whatever, and they're just like

0:47:25.280 --> 0:47:28.000
<v Speaker 1>rolling their eyes at us. They I fill out all

0:47:28.000 --> 0:47:30.000
<v Speaker 1>his shit. They're like, you've been here before, and I'm

0:47:30.040 --> 0:47:32.719
<v Speaker 1>like he's been here before, Like what hospital are we at?

0:47:32.800 --> 0:47:34.640
<v Speaker 1>Like it was the most random hospital.

0:47:34.239 --> 0:47:37.280
<v Speaker 2>Ever, I'll just be going to the hospital.

0:47:37.320 --> 0:47:39.600
<v Speaker 1>I know you literally just go to the er like

0:47:39.640 --> 0:47:40.960
<v Speaker 1>you do it all the time.

0:47:41.040 --> 0:47:41.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't care.

0:47:41.640 --> 0:47:44.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know anybody who's gone to like emergency care

0:47:44.360 --> 0:47:46.600
<v Speaker 1>more than you, Like you've gone so often.

0:47:46.760 --> 0:47:48.040
<v Speaker 2>I go like twice a year.

0:47:50.560 --> 0:47:53.480
<v Speaker 1>What I would, I would argue three and twenty nineteen

0:47:53.520 --> 0:47:54.440
<v Speaker 1>there was a lot.

0:47:54.680 --> 0:47:58.879
<v Speaker 2>I'm just like scared of my hope. So but two

0:47:58.880 --> 0:48:00.880
<v Speaker 2>of the times in twenty nineteen were literally because my

0:48:01.040 --> 0:48:04.840
<v Speaker 2>shit was impacted from constipation and I needed it to

0:48:04.880 --> 0:48:05.920
<v Speaker 2>be leveled.

0:48:06.160 --> 0:48:07.759
<v Speaker 1>Like you couldn't pay me to go to the er.

0:48:07.800 --> 0:48:11.560
<v Speaker 1>I'd rather like be like borderline dying in my bedroom.

0:48:11.120 --> 0:48:14.160
<v Speaker 2>Before I imagine, imagine this in twenty nineteen, two times

0:48:14.200 --> 0:48:17.080
<v Speaker 2>out of the year, Drew laying on his side, doctor

0:48:17.160 --> 0:48:21.040
<v Speaker 2>going in with shovel scooping shit out so I can

0:48:21.120 --> 0:48:25.520
<v Speaker 2>spray shit out of my ass because the the magnesium

0:48:25.560 --> 0:48:28.280
<v Speaker 2>didn't work. That's my life.

0:48:29.600 --> 0:48:32.399
<v Speaker 7>So we like, I fill out all his shit and like, dude,

0:48:32.400 --> 0:48:34.319
<v Speaker 7>there's the funniest picture that we need to put and

0:48:34.440 --> 0:48:35.120
<v Speaker 7>Kai took it.

0:48:35.120 --> 0:48:38.839
<v Speaker 1>It's like me Josh and Drew like I love that picture.

0:48:38.640 --> 0:48:42.040
<v Speaker 2>So much, Like meet Josh holding the bag fucking angry

0:48:42.040 --> 0:48:45.080
<v Speaker 2>because he was like having like such a peaceful night,

0:48:45.280 --> 0:48:47.440
<v Speaker 2>I know, and I'm like rowing up into the bag.

0:48:47.840 --> 0:48:50.720
<v Speaker 2>Enya's filling out my paperwork. It's an iconic photo.

0:48:51.840 --> 0:48:55.480
<v Speaker 1>So we're like in there whatever, And then they keep

0:48:55.520 --> 0:48:57.120
<v Speaker 1>trying to talk to me, and I'm also so drunk.

0:48:57.120 --> 0:48:59.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, he needs help. I don't. I don't know

0:48:59.320 --> 0:49:00.759
<v Speaker 1>what else to say. I don't know if Kai spoke

0:49:00.800 --> 0:49:02.759
<v Speaker 1>to him or what, like, I kind of don't have

0:49:02.840 --> 0:49:05.400
<v Speaker 1>like pure recognition of what I said. But I was like,

0:49:05.480 --> 0:49:09.120
<v Speaker 1>he needs help. He won't stop throwing up, and I, dude,

0:49:09.239 --> 0:49:11.719
<v Speaker 1>I kept I fully forgot that we had eaten. So

0:49:11.920 --> 0:49:12.920
<v Speaker 1>I kept going like.

0:49:12.920 --> 0:49:15.959
<v Speaker 2>You were like what I remember that you were like, Drew,

0:49:16.000 --> 0:49:18.520
<v Speaker 2>when did you eat last? Drew, when was the last

0:49:18.520 --> 0:49:20.919
<v Speaker 2>meal you had? Like, Drew like tell me, like when

0:49:20.920 --> 0:49:23.080
<v Speaker 2>did you eat? And in my brain, I was like,

0:49:23.800 --> 0:49:26.799
<v Speaker 2>I ate ramen with you like four hours ago.

0:49:26.960 --> 0:49:28.480
<v Speaker 1>Forgot because I was drunk.

0:49:28.520 --> 0:49:30.960
<v Speaker 7>So I was like, oh my god, my friend, like

0:49:31.239 --> 0:49:33.760
<v Speaker 7>you need water, like he need flea.

0:49:34.040 --> 0:49:37.040
<v Speaker 1>He needs hydration and food to soak up the alcohol.

0:49:37.480 --> 0:49:39.279
<v Speaker 1>And like I just kept saying that and I was

0:49:39.280 --> 0:49:40.880
<v Speaker 1>like I don't but I told him that I was like,

0:49:40.920 --> 0:49:42.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know the last time he ate. I don't

0:49:42.239 --> 0:49:43.719
<v Speaker 1>know if he's had enough water. I don't know if

0:49:43.719 --> 0:49:46.000
<v Speaker 1>he's like suffering from alcohol poisoning. But he won't stop

0:49:46.040 --> 0:49:48.839
<v Speaker 1>throwing up. We tried to get him in the house,

0:49:49.239 --> 0:49:51.520
<v Speaker 1>he like is fully immobile and we don't know what

0:49:51.560 --> 0:49:52.920
<v Speaker 1>to do with him. She just looked at me and

0:49:52.920 --> 0:49:54.839
<v Speaker 1>she was like, well, it's five hour way. And I

0:49:54.880 --> 0:49:56.919
<v Speaker 1>was like, are you kidding me? And she was like yeah,

0:49:56.920 --> 0:49:58.680
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, even if he's sitting here throwing

0:49:58.760 --> 0:50:03.399
<v Speaker 1>up constantly, Like because also, bitch, if you were dying

0:50:03.400 --> 0:50:06.840
<v Speaker 1>from alcohol poisoning and you were sitting behind me continuously puking,

0:50:06.840 --> 0:50:10.520
<v Speaker 1>you would have died in the goddamn lobby. Yeah. Granted,

0:50:10.520 --> 0:50:12.359
<v Speaker 1>there's like motherfuckers like hobbling around with.

0:50:12.320 --> 0:50:18.040
<v Speaker 2>One foot in there, this gunshot victims like walking ways,

0:50:18.280 --> 0:50:20.560
<v Speaker 2>they're like a fully healthy twenty three year old who

0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:21.719
<v Speaker 2>had too much to drink.

0:50:21.600 --> 0:50:24.439
<v Speaker 1>Or like the lady who like is about to lose

0:50:24.440 --> 0:50:25.319
<v Speaker 1>her FUCKI.

0:50:25.360 --> 0:50:28.640
<v Speaker 2>Give birth in the lobby, which which one?

0:50:29.880 --> 0:50:31.719
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, and then they were like five hours in.

0:50:32.400 --> 0:50:34.560
<v Speaker 1>Kai and me and Josh all looked at each.

0:50:34.440 --> 0:50:36.920
<v Speaker 2>Other and we were like, sidebar, we're gonna take him home.

0:50:36.960 --> 0:50:38.799
<v Speaker 2>We're gonna put him in the fucking bathroom, and if

0:50:38.800 --> 0:50:39.840
<v Speaker 2>he lives, he lives, you know.

0:50:40.160 --> 0:50:41.799
<v Speaker 1>And we were like, we're just gonna take him home

0:50:41.840 --> 0:50:43.719
<v Speaker 1>and we're gonna watch him, because like originally we were

0:50:43.719 --> 0:50:45.279
<v Speaker 1>gonna leave you at the hospital and be like, all right,

0:50:45.320 --> 0:50:47.239
<v Speaker 1>we'll come back, like we can go to sleep, and

0:50:47.239 --> 0:50:48.480
<v Speaker 1>like come back and he'll be like a.

0:50:48.520 --> 0:50:50.960
<v Speaker 2>Lot, We're gonna leave me in the lobby.

0:50:51.040 --> 0:50:53.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the actual plan was. No, not

0:50:53.960 --> 0:50:56.160
<v Speaker 1>leaving you in the lobby. In my head, you would

0:50:56.160 --> 0:50:58.360
<v Speaker 1>get checked in and they would start taking care of you,

0:50:58.480 --> 0:51:00.759
<v Speaker 1>and then I'd be like we could go home, I

0:51:00.760 --> 0:51:02.399
<v Speaker 1>could go to sleep, wake up in the morning, come

0:51:02.440 --> 0:51:04.200
<v Speaker 1>make sure he's alive, and they will tell me if

0:51:04.200 --> 0:51:08.080
<v Speaker 1>he's dead. But now what was happening was we fully

0:51:08.120 --> 0:51:11.040
<v Speaker 1>had to fucking sit with you until goddamn almost six

0:51:11.080 --> 0:51:13.840
<v Speaker 1>in the morning and like make sure you were breathing.

0:51:14.239 --> 0:51:17.040
<v Speaker 1>And Drew was so dead, Like when Kai went to

0:51:17.080 --> 0:51:19.400
<v Speaker 1>go get the car, there was a moment where he

0:51:19.719 --> 0:51:21.759
<v Speaker 1>this is the moment you remember, and we were talking

0:51:21.800 --> 0:51:24.400
<v Speaker 1>about it's like there was a moment he had like

0:51:24.440 --> 0:51:27.440
<v Speaker 1>his eyes were not glossy, like they weren't even glossed over.

0:51:27.520 --> 0:51:30.960
<v Speaker 1>They were literally like fogged over, Like you looked like

0:51:31.040 --> 0:51:33.160
<v Speaker 1>you had that like disease old people get when they're

0:51:33.200 --> 0:51:36.440
<v Speaker 1>like starting to lose her And I was like, is

0:51:36.440 --> 0:51:39.120
<v Speaker 1>there vomit in his eyes? Like why is I like that?

0:51:40.080 --> 0:51:42.719
<v Speaker 1>And like me and Josh were just staring at you,

0:51:42.760 --> 0:51:45.840
<v Speaker 1>like in this wheelchair like dying, and You're like literally

0:51:45.880 --> 0:51:50.319
<v Speaker 1>like like this and like looking on at us, and

0:51:50.360 --> 0:51:50.920
<v Speaker 1>we were.

0:51:50.880 --> 0:51:53.840
<v Speaker 4>Just like staring at you, and me and Josh literally

0:51:53.840 --> 0:51:56.879
<v Speaker 4>were like two people who aren't in the right state

0:51:56.920 --> 0:52:01.040
<v Speaker 4>of mind to like fully make like a good solid

0:52:01.160 --> 0:52:03.120
<v Speaker 4>grounding of if this person is gonna or not.

0:52:03.360 --> 0:52:04.719
<v Speaker 1>And we were looking at each other and we were like,

0:52:06.480 --> 0:52:08.680
<v Speaker 1>I think he's gonna be okay, And we were just

0:52:08.719 --> 0:52:11.680
<v Speaker 1>looking at you, and we're like, he looks fucking dead, though,

0:52:12.000 --> 0:52:14.280
<v Speaker 1>And you were just staring at us, not saying a word,

0:52:14.480 --> 0:52:20.520
<v Speaker 1>like you were just staring us like and just looking

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:23.040
<v Speaker 1>at you, like there was genuinely mom where I was like,

0:52:23.320 --> 0:52:25.680
<v Speaker 1>my best friend is going to die tonight, like you

0:52:25.800 --> 0:52:26.360
<v Speaker 1>kept saying.

0:52:26.440 --> 0:52:29.360
<v Speaker 2>I remember you said, You're like jure, like you can't

0:52:29.400 --> 0:52:33.440
<v Speaker 2>fucking die because like the podcast, like the podcast relies

0:52:33.480 --> 0:52:35.520
<v Speaker 2>on you I remember you said that out loud, and

0:52:35.560 --> 0:52:37.439
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, like she cares about it.

0:52:38.080 --> 0:52:40.280
<v Speaker 1>That's how I just shows her. I'm like, don't fuck

0:52:40.320 --> 0:52:40.640
<v Speaker 1>with my.

0:52:40.680 --> 0:52:42.239
<v Speaker 2>Money, bitch me.

0:52:42.400 --> 0:52:43.640
<v Speaker 1>Don't fuck with my money.

0:52:43.880 --> 0:52:44.600
<v Speaker 2>What money?

0:52:45.760 --> 0:52:48.080
<v Speaker 1>Also, wait, this is such a like a tidbit to

0:52:48.160 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 1>throw in there. Why the fuck did no one tell

0:52:49.960 --> 0:52:52.080
<v Speaker 1>us that we accidentally had twenty ads on the God.

0:52:52.000 --> 0:52:55.640
<v Speaker 2>Damn Yeah, y'all were watching twenty fucking ads in episode

0:52:55.680 --> 0:52:57.040
<v Speaker 2>like are you deranged?

0:52:57.560 --> 0:53:01.640
<v Speaker 1>Like it was automatically posting it on the episodes, like

0:53:01.760 --> 0:53:03.839
<v Speaker 1>all the ads, and we went to go look because

0:53:03.840 --> 0:53:07.240
<v Speaker 1>we were like, oh shit, we finally got monetized. Every

0:53:07.280 --> 0:53:08.800
<v Speaker 1>single episode had twenty ads.

0:53:08.840 --> 0:53:13.799
<v Speaker 2>Psycho. But yeah, I made it home. They carried me upstairs.

0:53:14.000 --> 0:53:15.839
<v Speaker 2>They put me on the floor of the bathroom, set

0:53:15.880 --> 0:53:19.280
<v Speaker 2>me up nice with like a lavender scented trash bag.

0:53:19.440 --> 0:53:25.000
<v Speaker 2>Like I was continuing to va vomit and dry heave

0:53:25.040 --> 0:53:28.439
<v Speaker 2>on the floor of the bathroom, and I just knocked out,

0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:32.719
<v Speaker 2>and everybody left and checked on me periodically, and I

0:53:32.760 --> 0:53:35.879
<v Speaker 2>woke up the next day and I felt amazing. That's

0:53:35.920 --> 0:53:39.640
<v Speaker 2>the craziest part is I was like maybe three percent hungover,

0:53:39.840 --> 0:53:42.279
<v Speaker 2>But then nighttime came and I wanted to die. I

0:53:42.360 --> 0:53:43.440
<v Speaker 2>felt like I genuinely.

0:53:43.680 --> 0:53:46.160
<v Speaker 1>Also, we were like, we're not eating like correctly. We

0:53:46.239 --> 0:53:48.400
<v Speaker 1>like ate like fucking monsters, Like we should have had

0:53:48.440 --> 0:53:52.240
<v Speaker 1>a proper good meal that next day and we literally

0:53:52.440 --> 0:53:55.080
<v Speaker 1>each had half of Chipotle, and then at night came

0:53:55.120 --> 0:54:00.000
<v Speaker 1>together and had one half together. Yeah, and ate really

0:54:00.239 --> 0:54:01.920
<v Speaker 1>really dry overnight oats with that.

0:54:02.160 --> 0:54:05.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and then McDonald's frien Tracee for dinner. I woke

0:54:05.440 --> 0:54:07.239
<v Speaker 2>up the next morning actually, and I felt so good

0:54:07.320 --> 0:54:09.240
<v Speaker 2>that I hopped in the bath and I took a bath.

0:54:10.760 --> 0:54:11.040
<v Speaker 2>I know.

0:54:11.239 --> 0:54:13.719
<v Speaker 1>When I woke up at like noon, Kay texted me

0:54:13.760 --> 0:54:15.640
<v Speaker 1>he was like, is he alive? And I went and

0:54:15.719 --> 0:54:18.920
<v Speaker 1>checked and there he was, just like snugs a bug.

0:54:19.200 --> 0:54:22.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I woke up at like seven am and hopped

0:54:22.880 --> 0:54:25.680
<v Speaker 2>in the bath, chugged some water, and went to my

0:54:25.719 --> 0:54:27.000
<v Speaker 2>bed and slept till one thirty.

0:54:27.320 --> 0:54:30.799
<v Speaker 1>Dude. It was so insane. Also, I literally showered over

0:54:30.880 --> 0:54:33.759
<v Speaker 1>Drew's dead oh yeah, because he was in the bathroom

0:54:33.840 --> 0:54:35.399
<v Speaker 1>and we couldn't get him out of the bathroom because

0:54:35.400 --> 0:54:37.200
<v Speaker 1>we were like we didn't want to move into the

0:54:37.200 --> 0:54:38.719
<v Speaker 1>bed because we were like, we don't want him to throw

0:54:38.800 --> 0:54:41.200
<v Speaker 1>up all over his shit. So he was in the

0:54:41.239 --> 0:54:43.160
<v Speaker 1>bathroom and we would check up on him for like

0:54:43.200 --> 0:54:45.640
<v Speaker 1>an hour. At this point, it's like four am, and

0:54:45.680 --> 0:54:47.759
<v Speaker 1>we're like checking up on his dead body and he's like,

0:54:47.880 --> 0:54:49.839
<v Speaker 1>We're like he's alive. We go and like stare at

0:54:49.920 --> 0:54:51.919
<v Speaker 1>him and like see if he's breathing and checked dude,

0:54:51.920 --> 0:54:56.760
<v Speaker 1>we would be like Drew Drue dead, like fully out

0:54:56.920 --> 0:55:02.160
<v Speaker 1>knocked out, and I needed to fucking shower. I was

0:55:02.160 --> 0:55:04.719
<v Speaker 1>not going to see covered in his goddamn pupe. So

0:55:04.760 --> 0:55:05.920
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, what's the worst that

0:55:05.920 --> 0:55:08.000
<v Speaker 1>can happen? You could look up and see my fucking coucie.

0:55:08.120 --> 0:55:11.920
<v Speaker 1>Like he's so drunk he wouldn't remember seeing my couci Anyways.

0:55:11.719 --> 0:55:14.560
<v Speaker 2>It was one of the most magical moments in my life.

0:55:14.760 --> 0:55:20.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh you saw no, but yeah, I literally like his

0:55:20.200 --> 0:55:22.160
<v Speaker 1>dead body was like kind of like there was a

0:55:22.200 --> 0:55:24.719
<v Speaker 1>corner where his back was turned, and I just like

0:55:24.760 --> 0:55:27.200
<v Speaker 1>stood behind him and like got undressing through my clothes

0:55:27.200 --> 0:55:29.160
<v Speaker 1>and like was in the shower and would just washing

0:55:29.160 --> 0:55:31.440
<v Speaker 1>my hair and like would look down and there he was,

0:55:31.480 --> 0:55:31.960
<v Speaker 1>like dead.

0:55:32.280 --> 0:55:36.160
<v Speaker 2>I genuinely had zero recollection of that, Like I know, because.

0:55:35.920 --> 0:55:38.279
<v Speaker 1>You were genuinely so knocked out I was shocked that

0:55:38.320 --> 0:55:40.600
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't hear like the water fucking smashing on the

0:55:40.600 --> 0:55:41.480
<v Speaker 1>ground next to your head.

0:55:41.560 --> 0:55:44.680
<v Speaker 2>It was probably splashing on me, like genuinely zero percent.

0:55:44.760 --> 0:55:46.920
<v Speaker 1>Remember that it was probably soothing the sound of water.

0:55:49.080 --> 0:55:50.680
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, and then I went to bed and I

0:55:50.760 --> 0:55:54.200
<v Speaker 1>was fully fine and I was vibing. Woke up, h popelet.

0:55:55.920 --> 0:56:00.040
<v Speaker 5>Had the alcohol shits and yeah, that was the that

0:56:00.160 --> 0:56:01.719
<v Speaker 5>was our night, that was our big night out. And

0:56:01.760 --> 0:56:04.480
<v Speaker 5>that's why we need to go out more so that

0:56:04.520 --> 0:56:06.279
<v Speaker 5>when we do go out it doesn't turn into that

0:56:06.719 --> 0:56:09.640
<v Speaker 5>or not me. I've I've been living my social life

0:56:09.680 --> 0:56:11.000
<v Speaker 5>like I've been a social girl.

0:56:11.480 --> 0:56:14.640
<v Speaker 1>No more staying inside for enya and you's going out.

0:56:14.800 --> 0:56:16.400
<v Speaker 1>I say that like I didn't commit to being a

0:56:16.400 --> 0:56:17.799
<v Speaker 1>hermit for the rest of this week. I was like,

0:56:17.800 --> 0:56:18.799
<v Speaker 1>I can't do that over again.

0:56:19.000 --> 0:56:23.000
<v Speaker 2>That is the story of how I lost my mind.

0:56:23.080 --> 0:56:25.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm still not fully recovered, like I have had like

0:56:25.440 --> 0:56:28.000
<v Speaker 2>a brain fog hangover for the last four days.

0:56:29.000 --> 0:56:31.880
<v Speaker 1>That's why you need to like go and experience social

0:56:31.960 --> 0:56:33.920
<v Speaker 1>settings more often, so you don't like.

0:56:34.680 --> 0:56:37.440
<v Speaker 2>Fully so I'm constantly in a brain fog. I No,

0:56:37.760 --> 0:56:39.000
<v Speaker 2>I don't know the difference.

0:56:38.680 --> 0:56:41.439
<v Speaker 1>Between because this is what happens. You get that you

0:56:41.960 --> 0:56:44.200
<v Speaker 1>finally are like fuck it, I'll go out, But because

0:56:44.200 --> 0:56:46.440
<v Speaker 1>you haven't been out in so long, you're like purging,

0:56:46.520 --> 0:56:48.400
<v Speaker 1>and then you purge and then you're like in like

0:56:48.480 --> 0:56:53.080
<v Speaker 1>fucking ketosis like zombie land for like four days, and

0:56:53.120 --> 0:56:55.200
<v Speaker 1>then you're like, I'm never doing that again because that's

0:56:55.239 --> 0:56:57.240
<v Speaker 1>what it leads to and I can't experience that again.

0:56:57.360 --> 0:56:59.200
<v Speaker 1>But I'm like, girl, if you went out, when I

0:56:59.239 --> 0:57:01.600
<v Speaker 1>went out, when I you out, we would go out.

0:57:01.680 --> 0:57:05.280
<v Speaker 1>It wouldn't be that bad. Sometimes it's like socially overstimulating.

0:57:05.440 --> 0:57:08.239
<v Speaker 1>And then although this is like awful, I feel bad.

0:57:08.280 --> 0:57:09.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to like be the person who's like,

0:57:10.840 --> 0:57:14.480
<v Speaker 1>what's it called like, I don't want to like make

0:57:14.520 --> 0:57:16.200
<v Speaker 1>it seem like you have to have a drink when

0:57:16.240 --> 0:57:18.400
<v Speaker 1>you're like socially anxious, because I know that can like

0:57:18.480 --> 0:57:20.520
<v Speaker 1>lead people down a bad path, and you do not

0:57:20.600 --> 0:57:21.800
<v Speaker 1>have to rely on that, because.

0:57:21.560 --> 0:57:23.040
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes that's why I don't go.

0:57:23.280 --> 0:57:25.320
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I just bite the bullet and I like get

0:57:25.360 --> 0:57:28.360
<v Speaker 1>through like the first like twenty minutes of like social anxiety.

0:57:28.480 --> 0:57:31.080
<v Speaker 1>But then once you're comforted and grounded in the space,

0:57:31.280 --> 0:57:33.720
<v Speaker 1>you're like, oh, this is fully fine, Like I've done

0:57:33.720 --> 0:57:37.120
<v Speaker 1>the d ding and like been out with friends and

0:57:37.160 --> 0:57:39.800
<v Speaker 1>like where I'm fully sober, and I'm like there and

0:57:39.840 --> 0:57:43.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, this is very overstimulating and i can't carry

0:57:43.560 --> 0:57:45.840
<v Speaker 1>a conversation and I'm screaming over the people I'm talking

0:57:45.840 --> 0:57:48.040
<v Speaker 1>to and not letting them talk because I'm so nervous

0:57:48.520 --> 0:57:50.120
<v Speaker 1>and I don't want to be silent and make them

0:57:50.120 --> 0:57:53.320
<v Speaker 1>think I'm panicking, so I'm talking way too much. But

0:57:53.360 --> 0:57:55.480
<v Speaker 1>then once you've done that to like three people and

0:57:55.520 --> 0:57:57.760
<v Speaker 1>harm three people mentally like that, you can move on

0:57:57.800 --> 0:57:58.520
<v Speaker 1>for the rest of the night.

0:57:58.440 --> 0:58:02.880
<v Speaker 2>And be a normal person, emotional, irist. For me, I

0:58:03.000 --> 0:58:05.600
<v Speaker 2>like my purge. I know it's not fun for everybody.

0:58:05.680 --> 0:58:07.440
<v Speaker 2>It's only fun for me. It's fun.

0:58:07.480 --> 0:58:09.439
<v Speaker 1>It's fun for me because I still had a good time.

0:58:09.640 --> 0:58:14.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I do my purging once twice a year,

0:58:15.240 --> 0:58:18.120
<v Speaker 2>probably never again. And I'm good with that.

0:58:18.280 --> 0:58:22.000
<v Speaker 1>And we bought you in social settings girl, I'm a hermit. See.

0:58:22.040 --> 0:58:23.680
<v Speaker 1>But the thing is now I go out and I

0:58:23.720 --> 0:58:26.440
<v Speaker 1>get my stories and where are your stories?

0:58:27.280 --> 0:58:30.880
<v Speaker 2>Well, I think that's the episode. The moral of the

0:58:30.960 --> 0:58:33.840
<v Speaker 2>story is me and.

0:58:33.800 --> 0:58:37.040
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna have like the castiest, sloppiest seton just be

0:58:37.200 --> 0:58:40.840
<v Speaker 1>careful with who you surround yourself with because they will

0:58:40.920 --> 0:58:43.840
<v Speaker 1>let you down the sidewalk. We didn't, though, Like we didn't.

0:58:43.920 --> 0:58:46.280
<v Speaker 1>I called, I called Papa Kai and he came and

0:58:46.360 --> 0:58:46.919
<v Speaker 1>he did. Yeah.

0:58:47.080 --> 0:58:49.640
<v Speaker 2>No, I am so grateful for the friends I have

0:58:49.880 --> 0:58:54.000
<v Speaker 2>because I would have slept on the sidewalk and probably

0:58:54.360 --> 0:58:58.560
<v Speaker 2>been kidnapped had they not been there and been genuinely

0:58:58.640 --> 0:59:02.600
<v Speaker 2>kind people. So thank you guys fair making sure I

0:59:02.640 --> 0:59:04.919
<v Speaker 2>was alright, because you know, I'd probably do the same

0:59:04.960 --> 0:59:06.400
<v Speaker 2>for you, probably when.

0:59:08.000 --> 0:59:08.400
<v Speaker 5>You see.

0:59:08.440 --> 0:59:08.920
<v Speaker 2>The thing is.

0:59:09.080 --> 0:59:11.040
<v Speaker 1>The thing is like I can handle my liquor and

0:59:11.080 --> 0:59:13.240
<v Speaker 1>I would never be on the fucking sidewalk somewhere. That's

0:59:13.240 --> 0:59:16.080
<v Speaker 1>the difference between people like me and you, Like I

0:59:16.120 --> 0:59:18.160
<v Speaker 1>can get fucked up and I make it in the house.

0:59:18.240 --> 0:59:20.040
<v Speaker 2>I whatever.

0:59:20.160 --> 0:59:23.840
<v Speaker 1>Man, there's just like I've literally only been that black

0:59:23.880 --> 0:59:26.920
<v Speaker 1>out once and O'Ryan carried me to bed, like, Mammy, Mama,

0:59:27.160 --> 0:59:27.800
<v Speaker 1>Mama Ryan.

0:59:28.400 --> 0:59:29.240
<v Speaker 2>Let's do media.

0:59:29.320 --> 0:59:30.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we have to hurry because I'm actually about to

0:59:30.720 --> 0:59:32.680
<v Speaker 1>ship myself. Can I go first so I can go

0:59:32.680 --> 0:59:34.480
<v Speaker 1>shit and you can finish the podcast by yourself. Like

0:59:34.520 --> 0:59:37.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm actually about to ship myself. I want to sound

0:59:37.880 --> 0:59:39.480
<v Speaker 1>cool and be like so this is what I've been

0:59:39.560 --> 0:59:42.280
<v Speaker 1>listening to this week, Like here are my like little things,

0:59:42.600 --> 0:59:45.600
<v Speaker 1>but I've been listening to so much Drake the past week.

0:59:45.920 --> 0:59:46.480
<v Speaker 2>Crazy.

0:59:46.520 --> 0:59:49.040
<v Speaker 1>I've been listening to Drake, which not is it like

0:59:49.280 --> 0:59:52.840
<v Speaker 1>inherently not cool, but like compared to me sitting up

0:59:52.880 --> 0:59:55.800
<v Speaker 1>here and being like, here's this like underground like random

0:59:55.920 --> 0:59:59.520
<v Speaker 1>artists like go learn a little, go learn something, I'm like, uh,

1:00:00.040 --> 1:00:02.560
<v Speaker 1>I've been listening to Drake. I've been listening to a

1:00:02.560 --> 1:00:05.040
<v Speaker 1>lot of Byson Tiller, and then I've been listening to

1:00:05.400 --> 1:00:07.960
<v Speaker 1>like two of the most popular fucking artists in the world,

1:00:08.000 --> 1:00:11.160
<v Speaker 1>and like go take a Gandler, like go listen, and

1:00:11.200 --> 1:00:15.240
<v Speaker 1>then many times by Dijon and Superstars, by Eve's Tumor.

1:00:15.800 --> 1:00:19.960
<v Speaker 1>Those songs back to back make me feel like I

1:00:20.000 --> 1:00:22.600
<v Speaker 1>could grab a human and rip all of their fucking

1:00:22.600 --> 1:00:25.800
<v Speaker 1>bones apart from the cartilage. Like it makes me feel

1:00:25.800 --> 1:00:29.400
<v Speaker 1>so powerful driving and that and screaming and I be

1:00:29.480 --> 1:00:32.640
<v Speaker 1>hitting the fucking ceiling and I'm like screaming my goddamn

1:00:32.680 --> 1:00:33.120
<v Speaker 1>lungs out.

1:00:34.680 --> 1:00:39.600
<v Speaker 2>It's awesome. Yeah to watch what happens, Yeah.

1:00:39.480 --> 1:00:42.000
<v Speaker 1>And watches it because I don't let anybody get away

1:00:42.040 --> 1:00:45.160
<v Speaker 1>from what I'm listening to I literally opened Robinhood instead

1:00:45.160 --> 1:00:51.240
<v Speaker 1>of Fletterbox by accident. And then I haven't watched any movies,

1:00:51.400 --> 1:00:53.920
<v Speaker 1>written at any books, and I'm gonna.

1:00:53.680 --> 1:00:57.440
<v Speaker 2>Go shit, all right, bye, I carry it. I'll carry

1:00:57.440 --> 1:01:05.040
<v Speaker 2>it to the end. Oh so nice. Okay, now that

1:01:05.120 --> 1:01:09.560
<v Speaker 2>my feet are exposed. My media for the week. My

1:01:09.760 --> 1:01:15.919
<v Speaker 2>songs are Gango by BK the Ruler. Great song makes

1:01:15.960 --> 1:01:19.160
<v Speaker 2>me feel like Location by Playboy Catti. It's just so

1:01:19.600 --> 1:01:25.720
<v Speaker 2>beautiful and happy, and then uh, you want to see

1:01:25.720 --> 1:01:30.760
<v Speaker 2>me dead because of my House by Viper really just

1:01:30.920 --> 1:01:36.360
<v Speaker 2>depressing song, awesome production, but just like really repetitive. Whatever,

1:01:36.480 --> 1:01:39.640
<v Speaker 2>it's awesome. Just go listen to it, and I'm possible

1:01:39.920 --> 1:01:43.720
<v Speaker 2>or Impossible by Figurine. It's in my newest video. But

1:01:43.760 --> 1:01:45.560
<v Speaker 2>it just makes me really happy and it makes me

1:01:45.600 --> 1:01:49.160
<v Speaker 2>happy to be alive. And then also go watch squad Games.

1:01:49.360 --> 1:01:55.280
<v Speaker 2>It is legitimately so fucking good. I mean, like, I

1:01:55.320 --> 1:01:59.640
<v Speaker 2>feel like it's kind of predictable, but like, also it's

1:01:59.720 --> 1:02:02.920
<v Speaker 2>just fucking awesome. And I know I'm appreciated to the

1:02:03.000 --> 1:02:07.280
<v Speaker 2>choir at this point, but yeah, it's fantastic and it

1:02:07.320 --> 1:02:11.240
<v Speaker 2>was very very refreshing and just ripped my fucking heart

1:02:11.240 --> 1:02:13.320
<v Speaker 2>out thirty six times. See I love when a TV

1:02:13.480 --> 1:02:19.520
<v Speaker 2>show kills people you love because I like feeling the

1:02:19.560 --> 1:02:26.640
<v Speaker 2>pain of that. But that is emergency intercome, leave me

1:02:26.760 --> 1:02:31.480
<v Speaker 2>the fuck alone, and never speak to me again. Thank you.