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Speaker 1: Welcome back to this episode of Emergency inter Com. You're

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Speaker 1: I'm like touching your toes because I think it's a

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Speaker 1: part of my body since it's like on my chair

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Speaker 1: and you don't need to be on my chair.

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Speaker 2: No, it's this is like a staple of the podcast now,

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Speaker 2: like it's the only way I can be comfortable is

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Speaker 2: if my legs are elevated to your chair.

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Speaker 1: I saw comments of people being like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: I bet Drew like internally like shakes anytime any touches them.

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Speaker 1: We always touch each other, and they were always touching.

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Speaker 2: We're really touchy feely people like you'll get huh and

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Speaker 2: say like if you ever met us, like you'd get that,

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Speaker 2: but like no one wants that.

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Speaker 1: Also, we're not touching like people we'd like randomly meet.

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Speaker 1: But I guess when someone comes up to me, I

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Speaker 1: do Like before COVID, I would always hug them like

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Speaker 1: someone's like, oh my god, I know you.

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Speaker 2: I would go in for I'm like, why not I

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Speaker 2: literally hug everybody I meet. Yeah, I don't know if

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Speaker 2: that's like a big no now, but like it'll literally

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Speaker 2: like it could be like a business meeting and I'll

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Speaker 2: like hug the person.

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Speaker 1: Ow if it's like an adult, like I'll shake hands. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: like I'll shake hands. Yeah, it's someone around our age,

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Speaker 1: or it's like a friend of a friend, I'm fucking

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Speaker 1: hugging you exactly, exactly, like if you seem like a peer,

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Speaker 1: I'm hugging you, and I go like that, I hug

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Speaker 1: and I go into the air and then they like

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Speaker 1: give me a funny look, but they like wink it off.

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Speaker 2: So it's new. It's new with you.

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Speaker 1: Actually. One thing I do when update is I am

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Speaker 1: so tired. I'm back to being like chronically tired as shit.

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Speaker 2: Sleeping out until three am. But it's because you go

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Speaker 2: to bed at like five pm every night or five

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Speaker 2: am every night.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I can't fall asleep, but it's because I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I just like, like my electronic it's just been overworked recently.

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Speaker 2: We've just been working too much.

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Speaker 1: We have been working a lot more than mutual because

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Speaker 1: of my imposter syndrome. I've decided that like I need

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Speaker 1: to be something like I need I need my roses,

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Speaker 1: like I like I feel like so useless and like

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Speaker 1: I haven't given anything to the world, which I already

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Speaker 1: said in the last episode, and people are gonna be like, damn, girls,

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Speaker 1: shut the fuck up.

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Speaker 2: You're really harping on that, aren't shit?

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Speaker 1: Yeah it's real. Yeah I know because I mean it. Like,

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Speaker 1: we don't fake shit. We hate each ourselves, we hate

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Speaker 1: each other.

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Speaker 2: Well, I was waiting for you to be like, what's

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Speaker 2: new with you, Drew?

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Speaker 1: Okay, okay you even I needn't finish. Sorry, I'm actually

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Speaker 1: so bad at like asking people about their day because

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Speaker 1: I could just go on forever.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, me too. That is an insecurity. Sorry to cut

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Speaker 2: you off, but that is an insecurity of mine. Is like,

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Speaker 2: when I'm texting someone, I can make it somehow relatable

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Speaker 2: to my life every single time and no matter what

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Speaker 2: it is, and I.

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Speaker 1: Will the way that you didn't go when I'm just

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Speaker 1: talking to someone. But you said when I'm texting someone,

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Speaker 1: is this Like is this because you don't like interact

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Speaker 1: with a lot of people?

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Speaker 2: I think because I don't interact with a lot of

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Speaker 2: people in real life. But like if I if there's

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Speaker 2: someone I'm like talking to or like just chatting with,

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Speaker 2: and like they're like opening up to me, like and

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Speaker 2: being like sensitive with me, Like somehow my narcissism like

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Speaker 2: takes over it, and it becomes genuinely hard for me

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Speaker 2: to not make it about myself. And I don't know

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Speaker 2: what that says about me as a person.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I feel that I don't know if I

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Speaker 1: like I'm I think I'm pretty good. Oh my god,

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Speaker 1: you in your fucking funky water WALKI I think I'm

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Speaker 1: like good at not making it about me, but I'm

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Speaker 1: really bad at talking my fucking ass off. Like I

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Speaker 1: will walk away from a conversation and be so embarrassed

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Speaker 1: because I'm like, I did not shut the fuck up

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Speaker 1: for thirty minutes. And it's especially worse when you're speaking

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Speaker 1: to someone who isn't like very talkative, yeah, which like

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Speaker 1: I should just be like, well whatever, that's like I'm

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Speaker 1: very yeah, like that's how it's going to go. But

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Speaker 1: as we'll just like ran across the floor. But I

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Speaker 1: get so embarrassed because I'm like, oh my god, I

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Speaker 2: I feel like I'm the person that doesn't talk too much,

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Speaker 2: Like I feel like I'm opposite to track. That's what

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Speaker 2: we are.

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Speaker 1: That's why our sex is really really good.

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, none of that. Yes,

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Speaker 2: how are you?

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Speaker 1: What's up with you?

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Speaker 2: Have you been? I didn't want to get into this,

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Speaker 2: but since you asked, I have a bump on my face.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, No, I thought you were going to

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Speaker 1: talk about what we were originally going to talk about.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, we'll get to that after this. But I woke

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Speaker 2: up one yesterday morning and I had a giant lump

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Speaker 2: on my face, right on my where my man, do

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Speaker 2: mandibule are? I think the the joint in my.

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Speaker 1: Jaw, English, bitch, just by your ear.

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Speaker 2: My joint in my jaw. I woke up with the

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Speaker 2: giant bump on my face and it swelled really big

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Speaker 2: yesterday where it was actually visible and it's it's sort

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Speaker 2: of the touch, but it went down last night, but

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Speaker 2: it's still sort of the touch. So basically, I have

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Speaker 2: a growth on my face and I may or may

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Speaker 2: not make it out of this. And that's what I'm saying,

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Speaker 2: like you guys don't realize how precious life is. And

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Speaker 2: I may wake up tomorrow and it could burst and

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Speaker 2: infect my brain and I'll never be the same. And

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Speaker 2: that's but you might be normal. It might make my

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Speaker 2: brain normal. It spread to my eye too, Like my

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Speaker 2: eye was red.

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Speaker 1: So your eye was red because you took a fucking

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Speaker 1: shower and you scratched the fuck out of your eyeball.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, I just wanted to talk about that. Everyone's like, oh, due,

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Speaker 2: it's probably just like a boil.

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Speaker 1: It was actually so anoying. Kai was sitting on the

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Speaker 1: couch and Drew went up to Kai, and Kai was like, oh, yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's probably a cis. They'll maybe have to drain it,

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Speaker 1: but like it could even be like acme like sis,

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Speaker 1: like it might not be that big of a deal.

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Speaker 1: And Drew so no, He's like, no, you don't understand.

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Speaker 1: They're gonna have to like cut me open, and like

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Speaker 1: trying so hard to get kinda be worried for him. Yes,

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Speaker 1: that's all we do is worry for you.

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Speaker 2: No, you don't. No one worries for me anymore. That's

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Speaker 2: the saddest part about my life is no one's worried

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Speaker 2: about me anymore. Maybe my mom, maybe my mom is

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Speaker 2: in this life, and that's you. It's me, myself and

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Speaker 2: I versus the world.

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Speaker 1: Me.

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Speaker 2: What was I saying?

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Speaker 1: I don't know I was. I know, that's just a

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Speaker 1: fucking saying you goddamn idiot, you were just singing.

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Speaker 2: It in the same time. That's something we should do.

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Speaker 2: One podcast episode is me trying to finish or even

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Speaker 2: replicate the lyrics to a song because I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I just listened to the song for the way it sounds.

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Speaker 2: I don't care about lyrics.

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Speaker 1: I don't understand when people say that because I'm like,

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Speaker 1: unless unless you're because it makes sense obviously if you're

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Speaker 1: listening to like IDM and stuff, because there is no

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Speaker 1: lyrics there, so you're listening to like the music itself.

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Speaker 1: But if you're listening to a song with lyrics, at

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Speaker 1: the forefront of that song is the lyrics.

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Speaker 2: I think that's why I fell so deeply, like down

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Speaker 2: that rabbit hole, like in twenty sixteen of like SoundCloud rap,

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Speaker 2: because it really is all beat driven, and I think

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Speaker 2: a lot of music is beat driven and lyrics are

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Speaker 2: just supporting and I just listened to the beats. And

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Speaker 2: also part of me, like you know, everyone in my

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Speaker 2: like close circle, nos, like I can't read. That's not

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Speaker 2: a joke, Like I actually can't read out loud. So

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Speaker 2: I just think I have like a problem understanding words

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Speaker 1: And the complete fucking opposite.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it is crazy, Like okay, you're.

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Speaker 1: Like you're like fingering my fucking pussy on the podcast

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Speaker 1: with your feet right now.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I just like the warm Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Okay, you there, girl, but don't move around like that.

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Speaker 1: You're like caressing me.

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Speaker 2: What were we saying? Oh, I was gonna say, like

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Speaker 2: you can like clock a sample from like three million

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Speaker 2: miles away. It's like actually terrified.

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Speaker 1: I don't know why, but it's literally because my brain it's.

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Speaker 2: Perk thirty walky slush.

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Speaker 1: My god. The thing is that's only a visual gag.

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Speaker 1: And everybody who's just listening you always do these weird

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Speaker 1: visual things and nobody's what's the run stuff in that drink.

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Speaker 2: B twelve or BE complex?

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Speaker 1: Oh is it those little packets?

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Speaker 2: No, it's a I got a dropper of B twelve,

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Speaker 2: Like can I have some?

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Speaker 1: I need some? I think I need like or BE

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Speaker 1: twelve for energy or something. I don't know. My diets

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Speaker 1: all fucked up. I'm like fully eating like pork and

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Speaker 1: like chicken and shit again and like I'm just like

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Speaker 1: destroying my body, going.

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Speaker 2: Off the deepen yeah, it's be twelve. And then I

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Speaker 2: put some mushroom extract and.

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Speaker 1: That's I want to buy.

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Speaker 2: LII was magnesium.

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Speaker 1: I want to buy lines made to eat because I

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Speaker 1: saw someone make like chicken nuggets out of it and

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Speaker 1: it looked so fucking good. But fuck what I was saying, Oh,

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Speaker 1: we're talking about like how my like sample brain. It's

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Speaker 1: literally the same part of my brain that keeps like

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Speaker 1: the Nicki Minaj files.

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Speaker 2: That I'm like, oh, SpongeBob references. Nicki Minaj, you I

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Speaker 2: don't have.

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Speaker 1: That SpongeBob reference thing when people are like this is

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Speaker 1: a SpongeBob Like everything in my life is a SpongeBob reference.

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Speaker 1: I loved SpongeBob as a kid, But for some reason,

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Speaker 1: that's not a cartoon, like I think of a lot

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Speaker 1: a cartoon. I think of a lot is Flatjack.

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Speaker 2: For some reason. Yeah, I like I think, you know,

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Speaker 2: it's fucked up, Like this is genuinely like like one

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Speaker 2: of my darkest secrets that like I'm actually afraid to

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Speaker 2: admit to the Internet. And you know how we were

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Speaker 2: just talking about yesterday, like we can like keep some

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Speaker 2: things for ourselves. This is one thing that I've kept

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Speaker 2: myself for too long, and I'm just gonna out myself

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Speaker 2: on it because it's actually like fucked up that I

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Speaker 2: haven't done this yet. But I never watched the Adventure Time,

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Speaker 2: Like I don't think I've seen one episode of Adventure Time,

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Speaker 2: like legitimately, I don't think. I think I maybe seen

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Speaker 2: like three episodes.

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Speaker 1: That is insane.

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Speaker 2: I know, and everyone always talks about it and references

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Speaker 2: it and it's like Mars and I don't get any

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Speaker 2: it was so influential, like yeah, like and I don't

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Speaker 1: I never had literally me, when someone mentions the Beatles.

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Speaker 2: Fuck the Beatles, No.

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Speaker 1: Literally fucked the Beatles across the universe. I s this

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I saw a long ass time ago. Someone was

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Speaker 2: I like. Back to the Beatles thing though, Fuck the Beatles.

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Speaker 1: No, literally, I like I of course, I'm like, yeah, whatever,

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Speaker 1: But did could they? Could the Beatles make Hotline Bling?

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Speaker 2: Could the Beatles do Emily Monts? Emily Montes could do

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Speaker 1: I do not know who Emily Montes is. Yeah, I

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Speaker 2: We'll show you after the podcast.

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Speaker 1: No, because now I need to know.

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Speaker 2: It's just like impossible to explain without It's like this,

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Speaker 1: I literally no, Like anybody could do the Beatles, but

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, like I just the Beatles. Yeah, they did

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Speaker 1: Just fun to say it's fun to say shit like this.

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Speaker 2: Because it makes so many people. I know there's gonna

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Speaker 2: And like there are a few songs that I listened

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Speaker 1: There is not see but you're not true to the

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Speaker 2: So funny, Like, actually, you know what, I take back.

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Speaker 2: I don't think I listened to a Beatles Beatles songs.

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Speaker 2: I listened to what is it that collaboration album between

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Speaker 1: In Yoko No see, I don't even know that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, literally, I don't, like I was gonna say John

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Speaker 2: Legend and his wife Christina Aguilera or Kegan. Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: Don't fucking care a bitch, Like I don't give a

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Speaker 1: fuck if they were influential, They're okay, good, they did

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Speaker 1: their job, just like some of you bitches say that

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Speaker 3: Give a fuck about the Beatles, Like it's a cycle

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Speaker 3: like we we don't care who did what and where

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Speaker 1: But yeah, fuck the Beatles if no. I love when

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Speaker 2: Was boring childhood. Go touch some grass.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I can't be like I'm trying to imagine my

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Speaker 1: But I guess Also, I grew up in a Latin household,

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't even know where we were going

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Speaker 2: I just went on a tangent about the Beatles sucking ass,

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Speaker 2: I could tie it in like music was playing where

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Speaker 1: And every time it comes on in a club or party.

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Speaker 1: It's like it's very like, uh, that song that was

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Speaker 2: Why does everyone know that?

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Speaker 1: And everyone loves it? And I'm like I can play

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Speaker 2: To like that fucking song called Kai. What's a song

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Speaker 2: called I just can't Stop killing Me?

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Speaker 1: It's killing The thing is I went through like an

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Speaker 2: We just learned about music and other places because I

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Speaker 1: I just have all of my files under my ballsack.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 2: It starts killers oh, which is like a classic song

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Speaker 1: Knows I'm thinking of a different song. I'm like, mister Bride.

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Speaker 2: Mister that's Yellow Magical Orchestra. Oh no, no, no, uh

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Speaker 2: bring me the light. No op, mister Brice, what is that?

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Speaker 2: What is that fucking song? Dunt Electric Orchestra?

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Speaker 1: I was, yeah, I was like a Yellow Magic Orchestra.

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Speaker 2: But you know it starts in my toes and meaning

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Speaker 1: I guess I'm like, hella pushing off white culture.

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Speaker 2: What's it like in New York City. I'm a thousand miles.

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Speaker 2: Why does no one put that on the club so pretty?

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Speaker 1: Because it's like sad.

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Speaker 2: Exactly, we need a club when you're sad. Oh my

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Speaker 2: fucking god. That's actually that's called.

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Speaker 1: Like a dive bar. That's what that is. That's what

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Speaker 1: a dive bar. It's literally what a dive bar. And

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Speaker 1: they have a jukebox so you can go play the sad.

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Speaker 2: Sad, shy music. Okay, okay, let's get into the topic

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Speaker 1: So I'm so sorry one more thing.

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Speaker 2: I just realized, if I you're a big ball, I.

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Speaker 1: Injected it, Yes, because if I injected enough fat into

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Speaker 1: my vulva, my lips would fall like a ba ball.

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Speaker 2: Now what if I slapped the ship out of you?

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Speaker 2: The roles have been reversed because what the fuck? What

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Speaker 2: is it about it? No, I'm thinking about it, but

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Speaker 2: like I mean, it makes sense, but like in okay,

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Speaker 2: I'm itching, you're making me itchy.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So the topic of today was our big night out.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and I guess I'll let you start it because

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Speaker 2: I barely remember half of it. And also it.

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Speaker 1: Starts with me.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it starts with you.

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Speaker 1: Okay. So me Andrew have an issue where we get

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Speaker 1: we just want to show up.

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00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:23,040
Speaker 2: Also, it was peak pandemic. But another conversation, but keep going.

439
00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:23,879
Speaker 5: But no.

440
00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:25,760
Speaker 1: Even before that, we had like stopped for a while.

441
00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:27,719
Speaker 1: I guess before pandemic we were kind of getting back

442
00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:30,400
Speaker 1: into it, but we hadn't like made our footing yet,

443
00:21:30,440 --> 00:21:33,480
Speaker 1: as like we're back to it. So it's it. As

444
00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:36,320
Speaker 1: things started like opening back up, we weren't. It was

445
00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:39,160
Speaker 1: it was silence. It was radio silence, and it was hurtful.

446
00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:43,080
Speaker 2: And you and all of you know who you are,

447
00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:48,480
Speaker 2: me like they're listening. I mean, if they were real lovers.

448
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:50,960
Speaker 1: They're not even inviting us to the party. They're not

449
00:21:51,080 --> 00:21:55,880
Speaker 1: listening to the podcast. I have a burpsuck and it's

450
00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:56,280
Speaker 1: like hurting.

451
00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:57,959
Speaker 2: You need to suck it out.

452
00:21:59,080 --> 00:22:00,119
Speaker 1: That was like vomit it.

453
00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:04,600
Speaker 2: Hmmm, ooh, it smells like toast.

454
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:05,639
Speaker 1: It was a city.

455
00:22:06,160 --> 00:22:08,000
Speaker 4: M m.

456
00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:11,960
Speaker 1: I'm about to ship myself. Also, I'm about to shit

457
00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:18,280
Speaker 1: thro up. Okay. So recently I've been way more social. Drew,

458
00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:23,520
Speaker 1: shut the fuck up because it's like overpowering my words. Ew.

459
00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:27,080
Speaker 1: That was so gross. You look like a little kid. Sorry,

460
00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:28,480
Speaker 1: and then you picked your nose.

461
00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:30,119
Speaker 2: Itch. I didn't pick it, Itch.

462
00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:33,719
Speaker 1: So recently I've been a lot more social.

463
00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,680
Speaker 2: Does it feel like life is in slow motion right now?

464
00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:38,240
Speaker 2: Like the last like thirty minutes. Have it felt like

465
00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:39,600
Speaker 2: has it felt like slow motion for you?

466
00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 1: Yes? And no, it felt like very quick Weirdly for me, I.

467
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:45,120
Speaker 2: Feel like I'm in slow motion.

468
00:22:45,359 --> 00:22:50,240
Speaker 1: Okay, you made me lose my train of thought, you

469
00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 1: fucking idiot. Oh okay. So recently, I've personally been a

470
00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,320
Speaker 1: lot more social, Like anytime someone invites me out, I'm like,

471
00:22:56,359 --> 00:22:58,639
Speaker 1: I go, I go, I go. But there's one homie

472
00:22:58,680 --> 00:23:02,840
Speaker 1: who like has been inviting me out to parties and stuff,

473
00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,520
Speaker 1: and I always say no. But it's usually because like

474
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,680
Speaker 1: the timing is awful. Like literally one of the nights

475
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:09,440
Speaker 1: I had like come home after a shoot and was

476
00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:11,320
Speaker 1: like sobbing on the couch. Yeah, And then I was

477
00:23:11,359 --> 00:23:13,160
Speaker 1: invited to a party and I was like, I literally

478
00:23:13,160 --> 00:23:14,840
Speaker 1: can't go. I'm like in a depressive state on my

479
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,919
Speaker 1: couch right now. I'm like sinking into the abyss. But

480
00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:21,119
Speaker 1: I got invited again, and Quinn also got invited, so

481
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:23,640
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, if Quinn's going, I'll go,

482
00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:27,600
Speaker 1: Like that is like a safety friend who I'm like,

483
00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:30,239
Speaker 1: I know this friend who's going other than like if

484
00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:32,399
Speaker 1: Drew wants to go. And at this point I didn't

485
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:34,120
Speaker 1: know if Drew wanted to go because we had both

486
00:23:34,119 --> 00:23:36,280
Speaker 1: been running around and working all day. So I was like,

487
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,480
Speaker 1: there's a chance we don't go, and I was honestly

488
00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:40,879
Speaker 1: fucking dreading it because I was so exhausted.

489
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:45,200
Speaker 2: Like I was actually surprisingly like the roles were reversed. Normally,

490
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,480
Speaker 2: it's like Enya does or once ago and I don't,

491
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:49,639
Speaker 2: But this time I was kind of like rooting for

492
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:52,439
Speaker 2: going out. I was kind of like I missed the

493
00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:55,040
Speaker 2: last two outings because I just didn't want to go,

494
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,679
Speaker 2: and now like I have this opportunity to go, Like

495
00:23:57,800 --> 00:24:00,520
Speaker 2: I'm kind of excited, but I'm not pushing it for it. Yeah,

496
00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:03,600
Speaker 2: but like I was like, yeah, I'll go out, which

497
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:08,120
Speaker 2: is like surprising now for me, but yeah, yeah.

498
00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:10,840
Speaker 1: I was literally so fucking exhausted, and I was like, oh,

499
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:13,240
Speaker 1: I do want to go, but I knew deep in

500
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:15,119
Speaker 1: my heart, I was like, this will probably be the

501
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,120
Speaker 1: last time I'm ever invited.

502
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:19,440
Speaker 2: Out before if you say no, if I if.

503
00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:21,919
Speaker 1: I don't show up, because every time I'm like no, no,

504
00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:24,439
Speaker 1: no no. And I had made a comment to them

505
00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:26,000
Speaker 1: I was like, one of these days, I'm gonna ask

506
00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:28,120
Speaker 1: for an invite though, And I fucking expect to get it,

507
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 1: even though I keep saying no, but I obviously know that.

508
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:33,359
Speaker 1: Like it's like when you hit up a homieho like

509
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:35,880
Speaker 1: doesn't even reply to you, you're gonna stop hitting them up. Yeah,

510
00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: So I was like, I need to do this to

511
00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:40,440
Speaker 1: show that I am the kind of person who will

512
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:43,720
Speaker 1: follow through on these social activities and all that I'm invited.

513
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:47,199
Speaker 2: Also, we were kind of like this is like the

514
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,000
Speaker 2: beginning of our social light era, like we want to

515
00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:51,080
Speaker 2: be like little social lites kind of.

516
00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, I like I literally have envy of Quinn because

517
00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,359
Speaker 1: I don't know how fucking Quinn does it. But Quinn

518
00:24:55,400 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 1: is genuinely like to me like Paris Hilton status social life,

519
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:04,119
Speaker 1: Like she she's like always everybody, always there, She's always

520
00:25:04,119 --> 00:25:07,639
Speaker 1: on the scene, like everybody's talking to her, like she

521
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:10,200
Speaker 1: knows literally everyone. And I'm like, wow, that's crazy. But

522
00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:12,399
Speaker 1: also like I feel like Quinn was like kind of

523
00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:14,600
Speaker 1: made for that, and like I'm I'm looking at kind

524
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:15,840
Speaker 1: of I'm like I want to be that so bad,

525
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: but like I can't. I don't know if I have

526
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,720
Speaker 1: brain capacity to do that, but we'll see, I'll push

527
00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:23,199
Speaker 1: myself to do it. So yeah, whatever, whatever. I'm like

528
00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:25,399
Speaker 1: granting at this point. But basically we go out to

529
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,360
Speaker 1: eat because we were like this is very important.

530
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:31,080
Speaker 2: We very very important. We eat a girthy bowl of

531
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:32,080
Speaker 2: fucking ramen, like.

532
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, ramen, and I have like way too much sushi.

533
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:38,560
Speaker 2: I eat good like I eat a bowl of ramen too,

534
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:43,880
Speaker 2: pork buns, like my stomach was full, Like it wasn't

535
00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:45,120
Speaker 2: like I had an empty stomach.

536
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,040
Speaker 1: We had like a righty foundation for alcohol to be

537
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:48,720
Speaker 1: poorn on top.

538
00:25:49,080 --> 00:25:52,560
Speaker 2: And like I've said in an earlier video, I mean,

539
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 2: I guess you can already understand, like you're kind of

540
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:56,560
Speaker 2: putting the pieces together and seeing where this is going.

541
00:25:56,600 --> 00:26:02,439
Speaker 2: But like I go out in Perge in Purge like

542
00:26:03,119 --> 00:26:06,120
Speaker 2: two three, four times a year, Like I go out

543
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 2: and it's not fun, like for anybody but myself, and

544
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,920
Speaker 2: even for myself, it's not fun. It's just like literally

545
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 2: getting it all out. But I but I was like, no,

546
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:19,040
Speaker 2: like I'm not doing that. I'm just gonna have a

547
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:22,719
Speaker 2: social night, Like I'm just gonna be like a twenty

548
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:26,160
Speaker 2: something year old who doesn't fucking drink till they black out.

549
00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:28,800
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have a good time, like I'm gonna enjoy myself.

550
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:32,080
Speaker 2: I'm gonna remember the night. I'm gonna drink lightly. We're

551
00:26:32,119 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 2: not buying drinks at the club. We don't know if

552
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:37,080
Speaker 2: there's gonna be drinks there, but I'm gonna make sure

553
00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:40,120
Speaker 2: that I'm not over drinking because it's just I don't

554
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:41,560
Speaker 2: want to feel like fucking garbage.

555
00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:44,919
Speaker 1: Yeah. Literally both of us were like okay, cause also

556
00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:48,200
Speaker 1: like I've been going out often and I've like kind

557
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:51,320
Speaker 1: of perfected like that if there is drinks, like I'm

558
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:54,040
Speaker 1: good at being like no, I'll have like one or

559
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 1: two and like I'll be chill and I can like

560
00:26:57,040 --> 00:27:03,159
Speaker 1: rest there any that's even if drinks are free. Like

561
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,040
Speaker 1: I had gone to an event like a few nights

562
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 1: before and it was like this open bar situation. I

563
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:09,720
Speaker 1: was like, oh, everyone's drinking. It is like a socially thing,

564
00:27:09,840 --> 00:27:12,240
Speaker 1: So like, okay, I'll have like a drink, like nothing

565
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 1: too crazy. I'm gonna make it back home, like saying,

566
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,840
Speaker 1: and in one piece and like whatever. So in my

567
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:19,560
Speaker 1: head I was like I can do that tonight too.

568
00:27:19,600 --> 00:27:23,359
Speaker 1: And we even took the precaution of we this. I

569
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:25,439
Speaker 1: think this is where we fucked up. We should not

570
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:29,679
Speaker 1: have pregamed here because we each had like three shots

571
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:32,280
Speaker 1: before we left the house, which and.

572
00:27:32,320 --> 00:27:35,640
Speaker 2: It was like within like thirty minutes, Like it wasn't

573
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,520
Speaker 2: it wasn't like pacing ourselves. It was three shots in

574
00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 2: like thirty minutes. But in my defense, I am terrible

575
00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 2: in social situations, like like I'm so unenjoyable and disgusting

576
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:53,240
Speaker 2: and like really cannot communicate with people, and like that

577
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,760
Speaker 2: is just exasperated by like loud music and people that

578
00:27:56,840 --> 00:28:00,359
Speaker 2: I am like intimidated by are in love with. So

579
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:05,199
Speaker 2: the fear of going out without a shot in me

580
00:28:05,359 --> 00:28:08,719
Speaker 2: like genuinely, like I wouldn't have gone if like we

581
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 2: were like no pregame, but like now for now on,

582
00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:13,360
Speaker 2: no pregame, like genuinely.

583
00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:16,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, especially if there's a possibility of free drinks. Because

584
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:20,520
Speaker 1: we got there and I literally left my cards here

585
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:24,160
Speaker 1: because Drew has good self control, where like he won't

586
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:27,800
Speaker 1: buy something if he like set in his mind that

587
00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 1: he won't. I don't, especially if I'm like drunk, I'll

588
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,440
Speaker 1: be like I'll buy drinks like drinks, so everyone I

589
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:35,920
Speaker 1: don't care, Like everyone like let's go. So I left

590
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:37,800
Speaker 1: my cards here because we were like we're not buying anything.

591
00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:40,760
Speaker 1: We get there there are free drinks.

592
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:42,960
Speaker 2: And bottle service.

593
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:50,680
Speaker 1: I don't know the club, and we just got too drunk.

594
00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:55,160
Speaker 1: I don't I personally don't think I got too drunk,

595
00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: Like I've been told that even when I'm like, dude,

596
00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:00,000
Speaker 1: I am so drunk right now that I handle myself

597
00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:02,800
Speaker 1: pretty well, and it's like rare that I'm like to

598
00:29:02,840 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 1: the point of like solaring words or anything like that.

599
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:07,400
Speaker 1: But that night I was drunk enough that in the

600
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,480
Speaker 1: videos I took and I like watched, I'm like, oh,

601
00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:12,400
Speaker 1: I was, like I was drunk, and I don't like

602
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:13,200
Speaker 1: seeing that I was.

603
00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:18,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I'll take over the story from here because it's.

604
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:20,360
Speaker 1: Kind of now it's your journey.

605
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:23,280
Speaker 2: Fucking roller coasters. So this is my version of the story.

606
00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:26,280
Speaker 2: We take three shots at the house before we leave,

607
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:30,120
Speaker 2: we get into the uber. I'm feeling myself like I'm like.

608
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:32,880
Speaker 1: I know, before we got the uber, jews like I'm

609
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:33,560
Speaker 1: not drunk yet.

610
00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:34,080
Speaker 2: And then he.

611
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:35,560
Speaker 1: Opened the door to the ers.

612
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 2: Like like it's it's fucked up. Like I'm feeling myself

613
00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:44,560
Speaker 2: like it's it's naughty, it's not. It's not looking so

614
00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:47,360
Speaker 2: good so far. So then I get to the club

615
00:29:47,560 --> 00:29:50,880
Speaker 2: like we're waiting outside. I have like zero anxieties. I'm like, yes,

616
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,560
Speaker 2: like my plan is working, like I like can communicate

617
00:29:53,600 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 2: with people. Like whatever we get in, we get led

618
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:01,920
Speaker 2: through the fucking gross damn thing I don't fucking know

619
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:05,120
Speaker 2: to this like table and like immediately or served like

620
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:09,440
Speaker 2: a drink and like I take the shot and I'm like, okay,

621
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 2: that's it, like I'm gonna chill. I'm gonna chill here,

622
00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:15,800
Speaker 2: like please. And then for some reason, I just kept

623
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:17,920
Speaker 2: getting past drinks, like whether it was like in your

624
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 2: drink like she's like take a sip of this, or

625
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,360
Speaker 2: like Quinn was like I'm done with this drink, like

626
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:25,800
Speaker 2: finish this like whatever, so I would just like do that,

627
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,560
Speaker 2: and then I became the garbage disposal of the night

628
00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:32,480
Speaker 2: and like I'm literally so stingy. I was like I'm

629
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:35,400
Speaker 2: not letting like whatever, like this is like whatever, it's

630
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:37,520
Speaker 2: become this like I can't control it, like the trains

631
00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 2: move left the station, like I'm gonna just go for it.

632
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:44,560
Speaker 2: And I like really tried to withhold, like I tried

633
00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:46,680
Speaker 2: with all my might to just not let this happen,

634
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,920
Speaker 2: but like it just I kept getting served drinks and

635
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:53,280
Speaker 2: then we're sitting at this other table, like just being rowdy, rambunctious,

636
00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:56,080
Speaker 2: like idiots like try I think, I like try to

637
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:58,440
Speaker 2: embarrass myself in the club. Like I'm like, y'all take

638
00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:02,240
Speaker 2: yourselves too serious. I'm gonna be the fool, like the gesture.

639
00:31:02,440 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 2: But yes, so we're drinking. I'm drinking too much. I

640
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,760
Speaker 2: don't even like saying that because like I didn't drink

641
00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:12,720
Speaker 2: too much. I don't know how it. I don't know

642
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 2: how this happened, like it literally.

643
00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:18,480
Speaker 1: Like also, to clarify, Drew has not drank in months.

644
00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:22,080
Speaker 1: I think that's what it is, like personally, I literally

645
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:25,880
Speaker 1: think because like I it's not that I've like been

646
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 1: drinking a lot, but like because I've been, it's not

647
00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 1: like I haven't drank in like months, Like I've been

648
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 1: having like a drink every now and then and like

649
00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:36,880
Speaker 1: a few drinks and like getting close to being drunk

650
00:31:37,320 --> 00:31:39,840
Speaker 1: often enough that like I can go past the point

651
00:31:39,880 --> 00:31:41,840
Speaker 1: of being drunk and be fine because my body is

652
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,400
Speaker 1: like I can handle this, but your body has literally

653
00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:48,520
Speaker 1: not consumed alcohol for so long.

654
00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:54,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, like a like I'm I'm sober man, I'm so

655
00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:58,160
Speaker 2: here knows you no say no evil man, that's my life.

656
00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:02,720
Speaker 1: That's not the same. Isn't that here no say no

657
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:05,160
Speaker 1: see no evil. That's what here knows, say no see

658
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:05,600
Speaker 1: no evil.

659
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 2: So yeah, we're just clowns in the club, like I like,

660
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:12,880
Speaker 2: I like making people look at me and laugh at me, and.

661
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:14,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't care to look like a fool's ma.

662
00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:17,120
Speaker 1: We're literally drunk. It's so embarrassing.

663
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 2: It's like my way of getting the attention like other

664
00:32:19,240 --> 00:32:21,720
Speaker 2: people do other things like look sexy, like do their

665
00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:29,360
Speaker 2: makeup whatever, like I like. Yeah. So, like I was saying,

666
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:33,600
Speaker 2: I don't understand how I got here, but I ended

667
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:36,040
Speaker 2: up here and in the club like I was, I

668
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:39,600
Speaker 2: was acting normal like I wasn't like belligerent, I wasn't

669
00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:43,280
Speaker 2: like doing stupid shit. I wasn't acting way too drunk,

670
00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 2: like I was holding my own And then like the

671
00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:49,680
Speaker 2: nights winding down like me and and you're, like we've

672
00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:51,960
Speaker 2: said before, our chillers, like we stay at the club

673
00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:56,080
Speaker 2: or the like events until fucking the last second.

674
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:58,800
Speaker 1: It's probably that is the one thing I am embarrassed

675
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:01,440
Speaker 1: about about our behavior. We like do not take a

676
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:04,520
Speaker 1: signal to just fucking go home, Like we will hang

677
00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 1: until the very last moment. But again it's because that's

678
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 1: what we do in our friend groups. Like all of

679
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,160
Speaker 1: our friends we hang out till the fucking crack of

680
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 1: dawn until like our eyes are falling out of our head.

681
00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 1: So we have the bad habit of in social settings

682
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,080
Speaker 1: doing the same thing, but it doesn't read the same

683
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:22,880
Speaker 1: because we just seem like we literally have nowhere else

684
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 1: to be, which is the truth. I have nowhere else

685
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:25,720
Speaker 1: to be. That's why I'm here, bitch.

686
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:26,600
Speaker 2: Yeah.

687
00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 1: But we like showed up thinking like we're gonna be

688
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:30,920
Speaker 1: there and like we're gonna.

689
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,320
Speaker 2: Be in and out, We're gonna be missing out.

690
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 1: We're gonna showface, be mysterious, leave Mitch.

691
00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 2: No, no on on who's fucking a chord? Not mine?

692
00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 2: Because then it's like, okay, it's time to go, and

693
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 2: I like hand in you on my phone and I'm

694
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:52,800
Speaker 2: like call like call the fucking uber, like, oh no, Gore,

695
00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:54,880
Speaker 2: because I know he was destroying it. What was he

696
00:33:54,920 --> 00:34:12,160
Speaker 2: destroying it? Which leaf was it? Yes? Oh my god?

697
00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:16,080
Speaker 2: Whatever will just like constantly like ruins my life and

698
00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:17,359
Speaker 2: like literally just.

699
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:19,480
Speaker 1: Someone else competent was like I literally can't tell if

700
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,880
Speaker 1: Jews like obsessed with a Zool or wants her.

701
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 2: God both, Like I literally love a Zool with my

702
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,800
Speaker 2: whole heart and that's my fault that it was there.

703
00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:34,120
Speaker 2: But yeah, I hand any of the phone and I'm like, oh,

704
00:34:34,200 --> 00:34:36,719
Speaker 2: like I'm feeling it, like I'm starting to like.

705
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:43,719
Speaker 6: Lose Oh he's evil, you just put it like some

706
00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:52,440
Speaker 6: Yeah it's dude.

707
00:34:52,480 --> 00:34:55,720
Speaker 2: Oh my god, he just like ruined the whole podcast

708
00:34:55,760 --> 00:35:00,439
Speaker 2: from me. So I hand in my phone and given

709
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,640
Speaker 2: like I'm like call it uber, Like I'm starting to

710
00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:05,400
Speaker 2: like lose consciousness at this point, like I'm starting to

711
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 2: like lose touch.

712
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 1: So crazy? Is you seemed so normal? Like Branton. I

713
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:12,880
Speaker 1: was also like very drunk, and I did see a

714
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:14,360
Speaker 1: video of both of us after and I was like

715
00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:16,520
Speaker 1: I never need to see us that drunk again. And

716
00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:19,000
Speaker 1: I'm like dancing onto it and I was like, oh,

717
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 1: like also, I wonder if people think we're dating, like

718
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:23,440
Speaker 1: we like fucking grind and fuck.

719
00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:26,839
Speaker 2: Each other clothes, but it's just fun, Like.

720
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:28,840
Speaker 1: No, yeah it is, And that's how people in Miami,

721
00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 1: that's how we show love. You grind on everybody you

722
00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:35,080
Speaker 1: claim to love exactly, but La, people wouldn't understand that

723
00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:38,640
Speaker 1: my Miami. You're right, here would understand me. Yeah, yeah,

724
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:40,239
Speaker 1: shaking my hand off.

725
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:44,759
Speaker 2: Okay, so yeah, you I get into the Uber, It's

726
00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:50,440
Speaker 2: it's immediately bad, like immediately like I like collapse, like

727
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:54,040
Speaker 2: I I like im paralyzed. I can't feel my limbs,

728
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:59,360
Speaker 2: I'm not in my head, I can't say words. I'm

729
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:03,480
Speaker 2: sweating the most, so much, the most sweat I've ever

730
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:06,319
Speaker 2: created in my entire life. I'm like just out of

731
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,120
Speaker 2: every part of my body, like literally dripping sweat, and

732
00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 2: I'm like getting cooled, like I'm cold at this point,

733
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 2: like because AC's blowing on me like it's fucked up,

734
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 2: like and it's starting to look really bad.

735
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:20,239
Speaker 1: I'm literally Drew. We get in the car and I

736
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:21,920
Speaker 1: think it's fine, and I go to get on my

737
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 1: phone and next thing I know, Drew's hand head is

738
00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 1: in my hand like I'm literally holding him up, and

739
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,560
Speaker 1: my hand is getting covered in sweat, like my hand

740
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:36,280
Speaker 1: is wet from him, like all the alcohol is dripping

741
00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:37,960
Speaker 1: out of his pores. Like I think his body was

742
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:42,080
Speaker 1: literally like get and I was just holding him.

743
00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:45,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I have no thoughts in my head, like

744
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 2: I'm I feel sick, so I'm like I'm sick, but

745
00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:52,799
Speaker 2: I'm not saying like like I.

746
00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:54,400
Speaker 1: Get it's not communicating anything.

747
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,919
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can't speak like it's it's looking really.

748
00:36:57,600 --> 00:36:59,520
Speaker 1: Really actually, you know, now that I think about it,

749
00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:03,399
Speaker 1: you you did ask twice like how far? Like how far?

750
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,640
Speaker 1: Like you got like those words out because I remember

751
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:08,800
Speaker 1: going out loud of being like and looking forward and

752
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:12,480
Speaker 1: being like we're like three minutes, we're you're okay. It's

753
00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:15,560
Speaker 1: like three minutes, like you're gonna be good, dude, Yeah

754
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:19,640
Speaker 1: that's fucking racing because he knew. But like I think

755
00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 1: it was less so much about your safety but more

756
00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:23,279
Speaker 1: like get this motherfucker out of my car because I

757
00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:24,600
Speaker 1: know he's gonna puke everywhere.

758
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:27,839
Speaker 2: Like so we pull up to the crib and like

759
00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 2: light clockwork, I opened the door and I just projectile

760
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:35,440
Speaker 2: vomit all over myself, like literally neon red because we

761
00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:40,400
Speaker 2: drank fucking Fantom for a chaser and like rom and

762
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:43,760
Speaker 2: just all over me, like I can't think, I'm not thinking.

763
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:44,839
Speaker 2: I just get out of the car.

764
00:37:45,080 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 1: I just like, yeah, you fall out, and I'm like

765
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 1: crawling behind him to the where I'm like thank you

766
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:52,640
Speaker 1: so much. I'm so sorry, Like no vomit got in

767
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:54,680
Speaker 1: the car but he was like, no, it's okay, like

768
00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:57,040
Speaker 1: please be safe, like it's okay, I understand, and I

769
00:37:57,080 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 1: was like I'm so sorry, and like I just like

770
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:01,640
Speaker 1: push drew the rest out of the car.

771
00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,799
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I immediately collapse on the floor out front

772
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:08,719
Speaker 2: of our house like it's two am. I'm dead, like

773
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:12,480
Speaker 2: legitimately dead, Like I can't move, I can't think, I

774
00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:16,040
Speaker 2: can't speak words like genuinely so fucked up. And then

775
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:20,160
Speaker 2: I continue just vomiting, like I keep throwing up all

776
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:22,879
Speaker 2: over the place like it's it's really not looking good.

777
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:26,040
Speaker 2: And then I start like like starting I'm starting to

778
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,200
Speaker 2: freak out, like I've never felt like this in my

779
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:32,239
Speaker 2: entire life, Like I know what being too drunk feels like,

780
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 2: but I have never felt this feeling before. Where like

781
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:41,240
Speaker 2: my I'm like, I'm like cognitive, but I can't say

782
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,480
Speaker 2: words and I can't move my body, so I'm starting

783
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:47,880
Speaker 2: to panic and i'd like I'm like begging for an ambulance.

784
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:50,440
Speaker 2: I'm like, take me to the hospital, like please, someone

785
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:52,920
Speaker 2: like and then in your calls Josh and gets joshed

786
00:38:52,920 --> 00:38:55,000
Speaker 2: out there, but Josh can't take me to the hospital,

787
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 2: and and you can't take me to the hospital, so

788
00:38:57,880 --> 00:38:59,719
Speaker 2: because she's too drunk, and I'm like begging, I'm like,

789
00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:02,080
Speaker 2: please us call a fucking ambulance, and I'm.

790
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,480
Speaker 1: Just like assessing, and like me and Josh are just

791
00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,080
Speaker 1: standing there looking at his dead body.

792
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:08,560
Speaker 2: But also y'all are like, he doesn't need a fucking ambulance,

793
00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:09,640
Speaker 2: Like he doesn't need an amy.

794
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,680
Speaker 1: No, because listen to this shit. In the middle of

795
00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:13,640
Speaker 1: all of this, what you was leaving out is that

796
00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:18,359
Speaker 1: every few minutes he would go video video, so we're like,

797
00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:20,279
Speaker 1: you are the most annoying person ever.

798
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 2: I didn't know the reason why. In my head, I

799
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:24,640
Speaker 2: was like, I need a video of me like this

800
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:27,520
Speaker 2: so I can remember this because I was one thousand percent,

801
00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:29,680
Speaker 2: like for sure blacked out, and I was like, I

802
00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 2: need a video of this so I can be embarrassed

803
00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:34,400
Speaker 2: by myself so I never do this again, because this

804
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:36,600
Speaker 2: is wrong in every sing the word.

805
00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 1: Like also like, I wanna don't make it seem like

806
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,880
Speaker 1: we're bad fucking people, because we I was just I.

807
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:43,279
Speaker 2: Felt in the moment I felt like it.

808
00:39:43,320 --> 00:39:45,520
Speaker 1: I was like I was like no, and I was

809
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 1: more cognitive than you because I was standing on my

810
00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:49,239
Speaker 1: own two fucking feet and I'm the one who called

811
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,680
Speaker 1: Josh because I was like, when from my perspective, when

812
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:52,879
Speaker 1: you got out of the uber and you found the floor,

813
00:39:52,920 --> 00:39:55,080
Speaker 1: I was like, stop, this motherfucker's about to die and

814
00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:56,799
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have to kill myself on top of his dead,

815
00:39:56,800 --> 00:39:59,520
Speaker 1: stupid fucking body. And I'm so pissed because I was like,

816
00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:02,680
Speaker 1: I I am too drunk to like assess this fully

817
00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:06,200
Speaker 1: because I could either like go into full panic or

818
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:07,920
Speaker 1: I could like stay calm and be like, all right,

819
00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:10,560
Speaker 1: let me like actually look at this through a non panicked,

820
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:13,200
Speaker 1: like hypochondriac lens. And I was looking at you and

821
00:40:13,239 --> 00:40:15,720
Speaker 1: you were like turning, you were like throwing up, and bitch.

822
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 1: Also a round of applause for me, because I fucking

823
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 1: hate vomit. It makes me and like I usually when

824
00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:26,359
Speaker 1: my friends, I'm so sorry, I'm the worst person ever.

825
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,359
Speaker 1: When my friends are like so drunk that they're throwing up,

826
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,759
Speaker 1: I'm like, good luck. Yeah, like and usually Orion's on

827
00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,439
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Mommy will help you, Daddy's going to bed,

828
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:38,040
Speaker 1: like I'm clucking out, But no one else was there,

829
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:39,799
Speaker 1: so I was like I was helping you. I was

830
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:41,839
Speaker 1: making sure you didn't continue throwing up on yourself. I

831
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,560
Speaker 1: was like grabbing your head and like I was.

832
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:45,840
Speaker 2: Like, put me on I said, put me on my side.

833
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:48,799
Speaker 2: I can't move. And then You're like, don't let me die.

834
00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:49,719
Speaker 1: And I was like, I'm I'm a.

835
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 2: Buffy, No, You're not gonna die. I'm begging. At this point,

836
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 2: I'm like, please, like don't let me die, like take

837
00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:58,600
Speaker 2: me to the hospital, like colin ambulance. I'm like, I

838
00:40:58,640 --> 00:41:01,799
Speaker 2: have good insurance, Like I know it sounds scary, but please, like,

839
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:03,839
Speaker 2: I genuinely don't want to die on this sidewalk, and

840
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 2: India and Josh are like, oh, like fuck, like maybe

841
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,879
Speaker 2: there is something actually wrong.

842
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 1: He kept trying to get him up, and he literally

843
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:14,320
Speaker 1: like would not move and he would just be rolling

844
00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:17,279
Speaker 1: and like growing like groaning, and like would take like

845
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:22,920
Speaker 1: and like taking these weird breaths and we were like, stop,

846
00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:25,720
Speaker 1: he's dying. But then used to call an ambulance.

847
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:28,960
Speaker 2: I was I remember I had this vivid thought. I

848
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:32,360
Speaker 2: was like, I feel so bad for Indian Josh because

849
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 2: like they're not going to take me to the hospital

850
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,080
Speaker 2: and I'm gonna die on this sidewalk and that is

851
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:39,000
Speaker 2: going to haunt them for the rest of their lives,

852
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:41,719
Speaker 2: and I genuinely was freaked out. I was like, this

853
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:43,840
Speaker 2: is so bad. So then I started like being like

854
00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:47,520
Speaker 2: please please please, please, please please please, And then I

855
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:50,080
Speaker 2: did the staring thing. And that's why, No, that that wasn't.

856
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,000
Speaker 1: That wasn't until we were already at the er. You

857
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,120
Speaker 1: didn't stare at us. You were just when you were here.

858
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:56,040
Speaker 2: I don't remember the time, see, Yeah, when.

859
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:58,640
Speaker 1: You were on the floor, you literally like it was

860
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:02,120
Speaker 1: just really confusing because you were still like laughing.

861
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,040
Speaker 2: Because I think I was trying to I was trying

862
00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:06,200
Speaker 2: not to scare all that. I was like, I'm gonna

863
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:07,839
Speaker 2: just put a smile on my face because I don't

864
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 2: want them to be scared, but I need to be

865
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:09,760
Speaker 2: at the hospital.

866
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:13,920
Speaker 1: And then you And the other thing was our friend.

867
00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:16,240
Speaker 1: This happened to them the night before that. They didn't

868
00:42:16,280 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 1: have like that much to drink, but they were literally

869
00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:25,600
Speaker 1: vomiting like all fucking night and we're completely like dying. Yeah,

870
00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:28,239
Speaker 1: and the night before I panicked at that and I

871
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 1: was like, I think he needs to go to the

872
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,759
Speaker 1: hospital because he should not be throwing that up that much.

873
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:35,719
Speaker 1: I've like seen people really fucked up and never do

874
00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:37,520
Speaker 1: I see them throw up that much? And you were

875
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,200
Speaker 1: throwing up the same amount. So in my head I

876
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,799
Speaker 1: was like calm because that person woke up the next

877
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:43,800
Speaker 1: day and was like I feel completely fine, Like I

878
00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:45,880
Speaker 1: don't know what happened to me, but I feel fine.

879
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:49,360
Speaker 1: So I was like calm in that aspect. And also

880
00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:51,920
Speaker 1: I was like, bitch, I don't know much about insurance,

881
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,000
Speaker 1: but I know Dann while your insurance is not covering

882
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,680
Speaker 1: a fucking ambulance fee. And I know Drew because there

883
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 1: have been multiple times where he has been like call

884
00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:01,840
Speaker 1: by calling and then the next day I've been like,

885
00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,840
Speaker 1: if you called an ambulance, I would be so fucking

886
00:43:03,880 --> 00:43:06,240
Speaker 1: pissed at you. So I was like, I'm not calling

887
00:43:06,239 --> 00:43:08,840
Speaker 1: an ambulance. So I was like, Okay, who is like

888
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 1: a reliable person who I know is awake right now

889
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:16,080
Speaker 1: and like is like smart and like can handle this

890
00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:18,319
Speaker 1: and like it's close. And I was like, I'm gonna

891
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,239
Speaker 1: call Kai and he's literally behind the camera like moving

892
00:43:21,280 --> 00:43:23,480
Speaker 1: his fucking arms around. So I called Kay. I was

893
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:25,839
Speaker 1: like and he I face timed him because I wanted

894
00:43:25,840 --> 00:43:27,600
Speaker 1: to see if the lights were on and shit, and

895
00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 1: lo and behold the lights were on in his scary room,

896
00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,560
Speaker 1: my dad. He was using his fucking iPhone to watch TV.

897
00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:35,919
Speaker 2: To keep going.

898
00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:39,440
Speaker 1: I was like, I just showed him Drew and I

899
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:41,200
Speaker 1: was like, you need to help us. Like I don't

900
00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,480
Speaker 1: even know what I said to Kaye on the phone.

901
00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:45,000
Speaker 1: I was like that we need help, and he was like, yeah,

902
00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 1: I'm coming. So Kai hung up and he's like driving

903
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 1: over and me and Josh are literally just like for

904
00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:53,359
Speaker 1: everyone watching this is literally how I was standing looking

905
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:55,400
Speaker 1: at him because I was just like really drunk and

906
00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:57,160
Speaker 1: had my boots on still and I was just.

907
00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:02,239
Speaker 2: Like like come on, man, man, and also like.

908
00:44:02,160 --> 00:44:03,839
Speaker 1: I was being selfish. I was like I was like

909
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,680
Speaker 1: I know he's not gonna die. Can we just like

910
00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:09,800
Speaker 1: can I go to sleep? Like can you can like

911
00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:11,200
Speaker 1: the men on my.

912
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:13,919
Speaker 2: While the men handle this on my way.

913
00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:17,000
Speaker 1: Kai got there, tried to get Drew inside. Drew wouldn't

914
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:19,160
Speaker 1: go inside. Drew kept begging Kai to take him to

915
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:20,920
Speaker 1: the er, like begging.

916
00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:24,120
Speaker 2: I just didn't want to die, like okay, next time

917
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:28,960
Speaker 2: I know that, like like I'm not actually like okay,

918
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:32,239
Speaker 2: I I'm not actually suicidal because in moments where I'm

919
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:34,400
Speaker 2: gonna die, I have like still a fight for life,

920
00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,720
Speaker 2: like I still want to live well.

921
00:44:37,560 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 1: Also like to be great to dying like that would

922
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,600
Speaker 1: be so fucking embarrassing. We get invited to like a

923
00:44:43,719 --> 00:44:46,279
Speaker 1: club and there's free drinks and we don't know how

924
00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:47,680
Speaker 1: to act, and you fucking die.

925
00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:49,960
Speaker 2: I would blame it on them. I would write it

926
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:50,840
Speaker 2: in my notes.

927
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,399
Speaker 1: The girl, you've been dead. I would blame it on them.

928
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:55,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you.

929
00:44:57,239 --> 00:45:01,000
Speaker 1: So Kai gets there, he like they I run upstairs

930
00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:03,239
Speaker 1: to like change out of my fucking silly, little hole

931
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:06,400
Speaker 1: ass outfit because I'm like literally standing on the sidewalk

932
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:09,319
Speaker 1: in like the shortest skurt and like a sea through shirt.

933
00:45:09,360 --> 00:45:12,120
Speaker 1: So I like run upstairs, change, like take my makeup off,

934
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:15,120
Speaker 1: come back downstairs, and I like grab a hydroflask full

935
00:45:15,120 --> 00:45:16,840
Speaker 1: of water because I'm a good drunk and I'm like

936
00:45:16,840 --> 00:45:19,040
Speaker 1: I need water because I need sober up. Like, so

937
00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:20,959
Speaker 1: I like run downstairs. I get in the car. Also,

938
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:23,960
Speaker 1: I am drunk enough that bitch I took another l

939
00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:26,799
Speaker 1: for you, because I it took I would. I don't

940
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:29,239
Speaker 1: know if KI realized I got so silent in those

941
00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:31,239
Speaker 1: car rides because I literally had to put my head

942
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:34,319
Speaker 1: down and just like think about my own existence because

943
00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:36,359
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm gonna start throwing up next because

944
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:39,280
Speaker 1: I've seen so much vomit today and I'm so drunk

945
00:45:39,560 --> 00:45:40,960
Speaker 1: and I was so carc.

946
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:43,120
Speaker 2: My vomit stack and it was.

947
00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:45,160
Speaker 1: All over me from touching dreak and.

948
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:48,200
Speaker 2: It was all over it, just like it stained the air.

949
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,399
Speaker 1: Like all over his face.

950
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 2: It was dude, no, it was. It was bad. Like

951
00:45:52,200 --> 00:45:54,640
Speaker 2: I was like phone like there was like foam on

952
00:45:54,680 --> 00:45:57,640
Speaker 2: my fucking chin, Like it was gross and nasty. Like

953
00:45:57,680 --> 00:46:00,880
Speaker 2: the photos after. I was like, dude, like this is

954
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 2: that was not chill. Like I don't know what the

955
00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:05,880
Speaker 2: fuck I was on, but like that was not chill.

956
00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:09,640
Speaker 2: So they like take me to the hospital. We pull up,

957
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:13,040
Speaker 2: I'm still immobile. I can't move. I'm starting I'm like

958
00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:17,479
Speaker 2: cognitive like I have like no, no, no. At this point,

959
00:46:17,520 --> 00:46:19,919
Speaker 2: I'm there's nothing like going on in my head. I'm

960
00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:23,480
Speaker 2: just like a rag doll like I'm there's nothing going on.

961
00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:25,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, And we're like it's starting to actually get worried

962
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,480
Speaker 1: because you would, like I feel like usually when people

963
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 1: are really drunk, as time goes on, they get better,

964
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,600
Speaker 1: Like after that first throw up, they usually start sobering

965
00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:37,239
Speaker 1: up and like getting back to normal, but Drew was

966
00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:40,840
Speaker 1: not getting back to normal. He was like continuously throwing

967
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:44,800
Speaker 1: up and just like losing like life behind his eyes.

968
00:46:45,239 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: So we were like, oh shit, like he needs to

969
00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:50,680
Speaker 1: be seen. And of course the er is being hella

970
00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:53,439
Speaker 1: fucking mean to us, like all the nurses are being

971
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 1: so fucking mean to us, because we're like these twenty

972
00:46:56,239 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 1: year olds who just pulled up and we're like, hey,

973
00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 1: our friend is like really really fucked up, and they're

974
00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:04,280
Speaker 1: like from what And we're like, okay, he was drinking,

975
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:04,920
Speaker 1: but we are.

976
00:47:04,960 --> 00:47:07,560
Speaker 2: You should have just said it overdosed. You shouldn't, I know.

977
00:47:07,560 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 1: We should have fucking lied, but I was.

978
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:10,880
Speaker 2: I was just like, oh my god, imagine they like

979
00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:14,640
Speaker 2: shot me with fucking narcian or something. And they were like, okay,

980
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:15,960
Speaker 2: he's good, go send me.

981
00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:19,760
Speaker 1: But we were insinuating. We were like, we weirdly feel

982
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:23,399
Speaker 1: like it's something more because he's not we've never seen

983
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:25,120
Speaker 1: him act this way or whatever, and they're just like

984
00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:28,000
Speaker 1: rolling their eyes at us. They I fill out all

985
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 1: his shit. They're like, you've been here before, and I'm

986
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,719
Speaker 1: like he's been here before, Like what hospital are we at?

987
00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:34,640
Speaker 1: Like it was the most random hospital.

988
00:47:34,239 --> 00:47:37,280
Speaker 2: Ever, I'll just be going to the hospital.

989
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:39,600
Speaker 1: I know you literally just go to the er like

990
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:40,960
Speaker 1: you do it all the time.

991
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:41,480
Speaker 2: I don't care.

992
00:47:41,640 --> 00:47:44,120
Speaker 1: I don't know anybody who's gone to like emergency care

993
00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:46,600
Speaker 1: more than you, Like you've gone so often.

994
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:48,040
Speaker 2: I go like twice a year.

995
00:47:50,560 --> 00:47:53,480
Speaker 1: What I would, I would argue three and twenty nineteen

996
00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:54,440
Speaker 1: there was a lot.

997
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:58,879
Speaker 2: I'm just like scared of my hope. So but two

998
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:00,880
Speaker 2: of the times in twenty nineteen were literally because my

999
00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:04,840
Speaker 2: shit was impacted from constipation and I needed it to

1000
00:48:04,880 --> 00:48:05,920
Speaker 2: be leveled.

1001
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,759
Speaker 1: Like you couldn't pay me to go to the er.

1002
00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 1: I'd rather like be like borderline dying in my bedroom.

1003
00:48:11,120 --> 00:48:14,160
Speaker 2: Before I imagine, imagine this in twenty nineteen, two times

1004
00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:17,080
Speaker 2: out of the year, Drew laying on his side, doctor

1005
00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:21,040
Speaker 2: going in with shovel scooping shit out so I can

1006
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:25,520
Speaker 2: spray shit out of my ass because the the magnesium

1007
00:48:25,560 --> 00:48:28,280
Speaker 2: didn't work. That's my life.

1008
00:48:29,600 --> 00:48:32,399
Speaker 7: So we like, I fill out all his shit and like, dude,

1009
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:34,319
Speaker 7: there's the funniest picture that we need to put and

1010
00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:35,120
Speaker 7: Kai took it.

1011
00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:38,839
Speaker 1: It's like me Josh and Drew like I love that picture.

1012
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:42,040
Speaker 2: So much, Like meet Josh holding the bag fucking angry

1013
00:48:42,040 --> 00:48:45,080
Speaker 2: because he was like having like such a peaceful night,

1014
00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:47,440
Speaker 2: I know, and I'm like rowing up into the bag.

1015
00:48:47,840 --> 00:48:50,720
Speaker 2: Enya's filling out my paperwork. It's an iconic photo.

1016
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:55,480
Speaker 1: So we're like in there whatever, And then they keep

1017
00:48:55,520 --> 00:48:57,120
Speaker 1: trying to talk to me, and I'm also so drunk.

1018
00:48:57,120 --> 00:48:59,319
Speaker 1: I'm like, he needs help. I don't. I don't know

1019
00:48:59,320 --> 00:49:00,759
Speaker 1: what else to say. I don't know if Kai spoke

1020
00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:02,759
Speaker 1: to him or what, like, I kind of don't have

1021
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,400
Speaker 1: like pure recognition of what I said. But I was like,

1022
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:09,120
Speaker 1: he needs help. He won't stop throwing up, and I, dude,

1023
00:49:09,239 --> 00:49:11,719
Speaker 1: I kept I fully forgot that we had eaten. So

1024
00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:12,920
Speaker 1: I kept going like.

1025
00:49:12,920 --> 00:49:15,959
Speaker 2: You were like what I remember that you were like, Drew,

1026
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:18,520
Speaker 2: when did you eat last? Drew, when was the last

1027
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:20,919
Speaker 2: meal you had? Like, Drew like tell me, like when

1028
00:49:20,920 --> 00:49:23,080
Speaker 2: did you eat? And in my brain, I was like,

1029
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:26,799
Speaker 2: I ate ramen with you like four hours ago.

1030
00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 1: Forgot because I was drunk.

1031
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:30,960
Speaker 7: So I was like, oh my god, my friend, like

1032
00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:33,760
Speaker 7: you need water, like he need flea.

1033
00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:37,040
Speaker 1: He needs hydration and food to soak up the alcohol.

1034
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:39,279
Speaker 1: And like I just kept saying that and I was

1035
00:49:39,280 --> 00:49:40,880
Speaker 1: like I don't but I told him that I was like,

1036
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:42,239
Speaker 1: I don't know the last time he ate. I don't

1037
00:49:42,239 --> 00:49:43,719
Speaker 1: know if he's had enough water. I don't know if

1038
00:49:43,719 --> 00:49:46,000
Speaker 1: he's like suffering from alcohol poisoning. But he won't stop

1039
00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:48,839
Speaker 1: throwing up. We tried to get him in the house,

1040
00:49:49,239 --> 00:49:51,520
Speaker 1: he like is fully immobile and we don't know what

1041
00:49:51,560 --> 00:49:52,920
Speaker 1: to do with him. She just looked at me and

1042
00:49:52,920 --> 00:49:54,839
Speaker 1: she was like, well, it's five hour way. And I

1043
00:49:54,880 --> 00:49:56,919
Speaker 1: was like, are you kidding me? And she was like yeah,

1044
00:49:56,920 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 1: And I was like, even if he's sitting here throwing

1045
00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:03,399
Speaker 1: up constantly, Like because also, bitch, if you were dying

1046
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:06,840
Speaker 1: from alcohol poisoning and you were sitting behind me continuously puking,

1047
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 1: you would have died in the goddamn lobby. Yeah. Granted,

1048
00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:12,359
Speaker 1: there's like motherfuckers like hobbling around with.

1049
00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:18,040
Speaker 2: One foot in there, this gunshot victims like walking ways,

1050
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 2: they're like a fully healthy twenty three year old who

1051
00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:21,719
Speaker 2: had too much to drink.

1052
00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:24,439
Speaker 1: Or like the lady who like is about to lose

1053
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:25,319
Speaker 1: her FUCKI.

1054
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 2: Give birth in the lobby, which which one?

1055
00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:31,719
Speaker 1: But yeah, and then they were like five hours in.

1056
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 1: Kai and me and Josh all looked at each.

1057
00:50:34,440 --> 00:50:36,920
Speaker 2: Other and we were like, sidebar, we're gonna take him home.

1058
00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:38,799
Speaker 2: We're gonna put him in the fucking bathroom, and if

1059
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:39,840
Speaker 2: he lives, he lives, you know.

1060
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:41,799
Speaker 1: And we were like, we're just gonna take him home

1061
00:50:41,840 --> 00:50:43,719
Speaker 1: and we're gonna watch him, because like originally we were

1062
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:45,279
Speaker 1: gonna leave you at the hospital and be like, all right,

1063
00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:47,239
Speaker 1: we'll come back, like we can go to sleep, and

1064
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:48,480
Speaker 1: like come back and he'll be like a.

1065
00:50:48,520 --> 00:50:50,960
Speaker 2: Lot, We're gonna leave me in the lobby.

1066
00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:53,839
Speaker 1: I don't know what the actual plan was. No, not

1067
00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:56,160
Speaker 1: leaving you in the lobby. In my head, you would

1068
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:58,360
Speaker 1: get checked in and they would start taking care of you,

1069
00:50:58,480 --> 00:51:00,759
Speaker 1: and then I'd be like we could go home, I

1070
00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:02,399
Speaker 1: could go to sleep, wake up in the morning, come

1071
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:04,200
Speaker 1: make sure he's alive, and they will tell me if

1072
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:08,080
Speaker 1: he's dead. But now what was happening was we fully

1073
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:11,040
Speaker 1: had to fucking sit with you until goddamn almost six

1074
00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:13,840
Speaker 1: in the morning and like make sure you were breathing.

1075
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 1: And Drew was so dead, Like when Kai went to

1076
00:51:17,080 --> 00:51:19,400
Speaker 1: go get the car, there was a moment where he

1077
00:51:19,719 --> 00:51:21,759
Speaker 1: this is the moment you remember, and we were talking

1078
00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:24,400
Speaker 1: about it's like there was a moment he had like

1079
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:27,440
Speaker 1: his eyes were not glossy, like they weren't even glossed over.

1080
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,960
Speaker 1: They were literally like fogged over, Like you looked like

1081
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:33,160
Speaker 1: you had that like disease old people get when they're

1082
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:36,440
Speaker 1: like starting to lose her And I was like, is

1083
00:51:36,440 --> 00:51:39,120
Speaker 1: there vomit in his eyes? Like why is I like that?

1084
00:51:40,080 --> 00:51:42,719
Speaker 1: And like me and Josh were just staring at you,

1085
00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:45,840
Speaker 1: like in this wheelchair like dying, and You're like literally

1086
00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:50,319
Speaker 1: like like this and like looking on at us, and

1087
00:51:50,360 --> 00:51:50,920
Speaker 1: we were.

1088
00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:53,840
Speaker 4: Just like staring at you, and me and Josh literally

1089
00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:56,879
Speaker 4: were like two people who aren't in the right state

1090
00:51:56,920 --> 00:52:01,040
Speaker 4: of mind to like fully make like a good solid

1091
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:03,120
Speaker 4: grounding of if this person is gonna or not.

1092
00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:04,719
Speaker 1: And we were looking at each other and we were like,

1093
00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:08,680
Speaker 1: I think he's gonna be okay, And we were just

1094
00:52:08,719 --> 00:52:11,680
Speaker 1: looking at you, and we're like, he looks fucking dead, though,

1095
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,280
Speaker 1: And you were just staring at us, not saying a word,

1096
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:20,520
Speaker 1: like you were just staring us like and just looking

1097
00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:23,040
Speaker 1: at you, like there was genuinely mom where I was like,

1098
00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:25,680
Speaker 1: my best friend is going to die tonight, like you

1099
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:26,360
Speaker 1: kept saying.

1100
00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:29,360
Speaker 2: I remember you said, You're like jure, like you can't

1101
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:33,440
Speaker 2: fucking die because like the podcast, like the podcast relies

1102
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:35,520
Speaker 2: on you I remember you said that out loud, and

1103
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:37,439
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, like she cares about it.

1104
00:52:38,080 --> 00:52:40,280
Speaker 1: That's how I just shows her. I'm like, don't fuck

1105
00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 1: with my.

1106
00:52:40,680 --> 00:52:42,239
Speaker 2: Money, bitch me.

1107
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:43,640
Speaker 1: Don't fuck with my money.

1108
00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:44,600
Speaker 2: What money?

1109
00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:48,080
Speaker 1: Also, wait, this is such a like a tidbit to

1110
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:49,880
Speaker 1: throw in there. Why the fuck did no one tell

1111
00:52:49,960 --> 00:52:52,080
Speaker 1: us that we accidentally had twenty ads on the God.

1112
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:55,640
Speaker 2: Damn Yeah, y'all were watching twenty fucking ads in episode

1113
00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:57,040
Speaker 2: like are you deranged?

1114
00:52:57,560 --> 00:53:01,640
Speaker 1: Like it was automatically posting it on the episodes, like

1115
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:03,839
Speaker 1: all the ads, and we went to go look because

1116
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:07,240
Speaker 1: we were like, oh shit, we finally got monetized. Every

1117
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:08,800
Speaker 1: single episode had twenty ads.

1118
00:53:08,840 --> 00:53:13,799
Speaker 2: Psycho. But yeah, I made it home. They carried me upstairs.

1119
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:15,839
Speaker 2: They put me on the floor of the bathroom, set

1120
00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:19,280
Speaker 2: me up nice with like a lavender scented trash bag.

1121
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:25,000
Speaker 2: Like I was continuing to va vomit and dry heave

1122
00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:28,439
Speaker 2: on the floor of the bathroom, and I just knocked out,

1123
00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:32,719
Speaker 2: and everybody left and checked on me periodically, and I

1124
00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:35,879
Speaker 2: woke up the next day and I felt amazing. That's

1125
00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:39,640
Speaker 2: the craziest part is I was like maybe three percent hungover,

1126
00:53:39,840 --> 00:53:42,279
Speaker 2: But then nighttime came and I wanted to die. I

1127
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:43,440
Speaker 2: felt like I genuinely.

1128
00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 1: Also, we were like, we're not eating like correctly. We

1129
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:48,400
Speaker 1: like ate like fucking monsters, Like we should have had

1130
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:52,240
Speaker 1: a proper good meal that next day and we literally

1131
00:53:52,440 --> 00:53:55,080
Speaker 1: each had half of Chipotle, and then at night came

1132
00:53:55,120 --> 00:54:00,000
Speaker 1: together and had one half together. Yeah, and ate really

1133
00:54:00,239 --> 00:54:01,920
Speaker 1: really dry overnight oats with that.

1134
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:05,359
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then McDonald's frien Tracee for dinner. I woke

1135
00:54:05,440 --> 00:54:07,239
Speaker 2: up the next morning actually, and I felt so good

1136
00:54:07,320 --> 00:54:09,240
Speaker 2: that I hopped in the bath and I took a bath.

1137
00:54:10,760 --> 00:54:11,040
Speaker 2: I know.

1138
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:13,719
Speaker 1: When I woke up at like noon, Kay texted me

1139
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 1: he was like, is he alive? And I went and

1140
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:18,920
Speaker 1: checked and there he was, just like snugs a bug.

1141
00:54:19,200 --> 00:54:22,880
Speaker 2: Yeah. I woke up at like seven am and hopped

1142
00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:25,680
Speaker 2: in the bath, chugged some water, and went to my

1143
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:27,000
Speaker 2: bed and slept till one thirty.

1144
00:54:27,320 --> 00:54:30,799
Speaker 1: Dude. It was so insane. Also, I literally showered over

1145
00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:33,759
Speaker 1: Drew's dead oh yeah, because he was in the bathroom

1146
00:54:33,840 --> 00:54:35,399
Speaker 1: and we couldn't get him out of the bathroom because

1147
00:54:35,400 --> 00:54:37,200
Speaker 1: we were like we didn't want to move into the

1148
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:38,719
Speaker 1: bed because we were like, we don't want him to throw

1149
00:54:38,800 --> 00:54:41,200
Speaker 1: up all over his shit. So he was in the

1150
00:54:41,239 --> 00:54:43,160
Speaker 1: bathroom and we would check up on him for like

1151
00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:45,640
Speaker 1: an hour. At this point, it's like four am, and

1152
00:54:45,680 --> 00:54:47,759
Speaker 1: we're like checking up on his dead body and he's like,

1153
00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:49,839
Speaker 1: We're like he's alive. We go and like stare at

1154
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:51,919
Speaker 1: him and like see if he's breathing and checked dude,

1155
00:54:51,920 --> 00:54:56,760
Speaker 1: we would be like Drew Drue dead, like fully out

1156
00:54:56,920 --> 00:55:02,160
Speaker 1: knocked out, and I needed to fucking shower. I was

1157
00:55:02,160 --> 00:55:04,719
Speaker 1: not going to see covered in his goddamn pupe. So

1158
00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:05,920
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, what's the worst that

1159
00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:08,000
Speaker 1: can happen? You could look up and see my fucking coucie.

1160
00:55:08,120 --> 00:55:11,920
Speaker 1: Like he's so drunk he wouldn't remember seeing my couci Anyways.

1161
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:14,560
Speaker 2: It was one of the most magical moments in my life.

1162
00:55:14,760 --> 00:55:20,000
Speaker 1: Oh you saw no, but yeah, I literally like his

1163
00:55:20,200 --> 00:55:22,160
Speaker 1: dead body was like kind of like there was a

1164
00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:24,719
Speaker 1: corner where his back was turned, and I just like

1165
00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:27,200
Speaker 1: stood behind him and like got undressing through my clothes

1166
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:29,160
Speaker 1: and like was in the shower and would just washing

1167
00:55:29,160 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 1: my hair and like would look down and there he was,

1168
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:31,960
Speaker 1: like dead.

1169
00:55:32,280 --> 00:55:36,160
Speaker 2: I genuinely had zero recollection of that, Like I know, because.

1170
00:55:35,920 --> 00:55:38,279
Speaker 1: You were genuinely so knocked out I was shocked that

1171
00:55:38,320 --> 00:55:40,600
Speaker 1: you couldn't hear like the water fucking smashing on the

1172
00:55:40,600 --> 00:55:41,480
Speaker 1: ground next to your head.

1173
00:55:41,560 --> 00:55:44,680
Speaker 2: It was probably splashing on me, like genuinely zero percent.

1174
00:55:44,760 --> 00:55:46,920
Speaker 1: Remember that it was probably soothing the sound of water.

1175
00:55:49,080 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 1: But yeah, and then I went to bed and I

1176
00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:54,200
Speaker 1: was fully fine and I was vibing. Woke up, h popelet.

1177
00:55:55,920 --> 00:56:00,040
Speaker 5: Had the alcohol shits and yeah, that was the that

1178
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:01,719
Speaker 5: was our night, that was our big night out. And

1179
00:56:01,760 --> 00:56:04,480
Speaker 5: that's why we need to go out more so that

1180
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:06,279
Speaker 5: when we do go out it doesn't turn into that

1181
00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:09,640
Speaker 5: or not me. I've I've been living my social life

1182
00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:11,000
Speaker 5: like I've been a social girl.

1183
00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 1: No more staying inside for enya and you's going out.

1184
00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:16,400
Speaker 1: I say that like I didn't commit to being a

1185
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:17,799
Speaker 1: hermit for the rest of this week. I was like,

1186
00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:18,799
Speaker 1: I can't do that over again.

1187
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:23,000
Speaker 2: That is the story of how I lost my mind.

1188
00:56:23,080 --> 00:56:25,400
Speaker 2: I'm still not fully recovered, like I have had like

1189
00:56:25,440 --> 00:56:28,000
Speaker 2: a brain fog hangover for the last four days.

1190
00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:31,880
Speaker 1: That's why you need to like go and experience social

1191
00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:33,920
Speaker 1: settings more often, so you don't like.

1192
00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:37,440
Speaker 2: Fully so I'm constantly in a brain fog. I No,

1193
00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:39,000
Speaker 2: I don't know the difference.

1194
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,439
Speaker 1: Between because this is what happens. You get that you

1195
00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:44,200
Speaker 1: finally are like fuck it, I'll go out, But because

1196
00:56:44,200 --> 00:56:46,440
Speaker 1: you haven't been out in so long, you're like purging,

1197
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:48,400
Speaker 1: and then you purge and then you're like in like

1198
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:53,080
Speaker 1: fucking ketosis like zombie land for like four days, and

1199
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:55,200
Speaker 1: then you're like, I'm never doing that again because that's

1200
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:57,240
Speaker 1: what it leads to and I can't experience that again.

1201
00:56:57,360 --> 00:56:59,200
Speaker 1: But I'm like, girl, if you went out, when I

1202
00:56:59,239 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 1: went out, when I you out, we would go out.

1203
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:05,280
Speaker 1: It wouldn't be that bad. Sometimes it's like socially overstimulating.

1204
00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:08,239
Speaker 1: And then although this is like awful, I feel bad.

1205
00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:09,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to like be the person who's like,

1206
00:57:10,840 --> 00:57:14,480
Speaker 1: what's it called like, I don't want to like make

1207
00:57:14,520 --> 00:57:16,200
Speaker 1: it seem like you have to have a drink when

1208
00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:18,400
Speaker 1: you're like socially anxious, because I know that can like

1209
00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:20,520
Speaker 1: lead people down a bad path, and you do not

1210
00:57:20,600 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: have to rely on that, because.

1211
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:23,040
Speaker 2: Sometimes that's why I don't go.

1212
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:25,320
Speaker 1: Sometimes I just bite the bullet and I like get

1213
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:28,360
Speaker 1: through like the first like twenty minutes of like social anxiety.

1214
00:57:28,480 --> 00:57:31,080
Speaker 1: But then once you're comforted and grounded in the space,

1215
00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:33,720
Speaker 1: you're like, oh, this is fully fine, Like I've done

1216
00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:37,120
Speaker 1: the d ding and like been out with friends and

1217
00:57:37,160 --> 00:57:39,800
Speaker 1: like where I'm fully sober, and I'm like there and

1218
00:57:39,840 --> 00:57:43,520
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is very overstimulating and i can't carry

1219
00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:45,840
Speaker 1: a conversation and I'm screaming over the people I'm talking

1220
00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:48,040
Speaker 1: to and not letting them talk because I'm so nervous

1221
00:57:48,520 --> 00:57:50,120
Speaker 1: and I don't want to be silent and make them

1222
00:57:50,120 --> 00:57:53,320
Speaker 1: think I'm panicking, so I'm talking way too much. But

1223
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:55,480
Speaker 1: then once you've done that to like three people and

1224
00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:57,760
Speaker 1: harm three people mentally like that, you can move on

1225
00:57:57,800 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 1: for the rest of the night.

1226
00:57:58,440 --> 00:58:02,880
Speaker 2: And be a normal person, emotional, irist. For me, I

1227
00:58:03,000 --> 00:58:05,600
Speaker 2: like my purge. I know it's not fun for everybody.

1228
00:58:05,680 --> 00:58:07,440
Speaker 2: It's only fun for me. It's fun.

1229
00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:09,439
Speaker 1: It's fun for me because I still had a good time.

1230
00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I do my purging once twice a year,

1231
00:58:15,240 --> 00:58:18,120
Speaker 2: probably never again. And I'm good with that.

1232
00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:22,000
Speaker 1: And we bought you in social settings girl, I'm a hermit. See.

1233
00:58:22,040 --> 00:58:23,680
Speaker 1: But the thing is now I go out and I

1234
00:58:23,720 --> 00:58:26,440
Speaker 1: get my stories and where are your stories?

1235
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:30,880
Speaker 2: Well, I think that's the episode. The moral of the

1236
00:58:30,960 --> 00:58:33,840
Speaker 2: story is me and.

1237
00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:37,040
Speaker 1: You're gonna have like the castiest, sloppiest seton just be

1238
00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:40,840
Speaker 1: careful with who you surround yourself with because they will

1239
00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:43,840
Speaker 1: let you down the sidewalk. We didn't, though, Like we didn't.

1240
00:58:43,920 --> 00:58:46,280
Speaker 1: I called, I called Papa Kai and he came and

1241
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:46,919
Speaker 1: he did. Yeah.

1242
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:49,640
Speaker 2: No, I am so grateful for the friends I have

1243
00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:54,000
Speaker 2: because I would have slept on the sidewalk and probably

1244
00:58:54,360 --> 00:58:58,560
Speaker 2: been kidnapped had they not been there and been genuinely

1245
00:58:58,640 --> 00:59:02,600
Speaker 2: kind people. So thank you guys fair making sure I

1246
00:59:02,640 --> 00:59:04,919
Speaker 2: was alright, because you know, I'd probably do the same

1247
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:06,400
Speaker 2: for you, probably when.

1248
00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:08,400
Speaker 5: You see.

1249
00:59:08,440 --> 00:59:08,920
Speaker 2: The thing is.

1250
00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:11,040
Speaker 1: The thing is like I can handle my liquor and

1251
00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:13,240
Speaker 1: I would never be on the fucking sidewalk somewhere. That's

1252
00:59:13,240 --> 00:59:16,080
Speaker 1: the difference between people like me and you, Like I

1253
00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,160
Speaker 1: can get fucked up and I make it in the house.

1254
00:59:18,240 --> 00:59:20,040
Speaker 2: I whatever.

1255
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:23,840
Speaker 1: Man, there's just like I've literally only been that black

1256
00:59:23,880 --> 00:59:26,920
Speaker 1: out once and O'Ryan carried me to bed, like, Mammy, Mama,

1257
00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:27,800
Speaker 1: Mama Ryan.

1258
00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:29,240
Speaker 2: Let's do media.

1259
00:59:29,320 --> 00:59:30,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, we have to hurry because I'm actually about to

1260
00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:32,680
Speaker 1: ship myself. Can I go first so I can go

1261
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:34,480
Speaker 1: shit and you can finish the podcast by yourself. Like

1262
00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:37,760
Speaker 1: I'm actually about to ship myself. I want to sound

1263
00:59:37,880 --> 00:59:39,480
Speaker 1: cool and be like so this is what I've been

1264
00:59:39,560 --> 00:59:42,280
Speaker 1: listening to this week, Like here are my like little things,

1265
00:59:42,600 --> 00:59:45,600
Speaker 1: but I've been listening to so much Drake the past week.

1266
00:59:45,920 --> 00:59:46,480
Speaker 2: Crazy.

1267
00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:49,040
Speaker 1: I've been listening to Drake, which not is it like

1268
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 1: inherently not cool, but like compared to me sitting up

1269
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,800
Speaker 1: here and being like, here's this like underground like random

1270
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:59,520
Speaker 1: artists like go learn a little, go learn something, I'm like, uh,

1271
01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:02,560
Speaker 1: I've been listening to Drake. I've been listening to a

1272
01:00:02,560 --> 01:00:05,040
Speaker 1: lot of Byson Tiller, and then I've been listening to

1273
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:07,960
Speaker 1: like two of the most popular fucking artists in the world,

1274
01:00:08,000 --> 01:00:11,160
Speaker 1: and like go take a Gandler, like go listen, and

1275
01:00:11,200 --> 01:00:15,240
Speaker 1: then many times by Dijon and Superstars, by Eve's Tumor.

1276
01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:19,960
Speaker 1: Those songs back to back make me feel like I

1277
01:00:20,000 --> 01:00:22,600
Speaker 1: could grab a human and rip all of their fucking

1278
01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:25,800
Speaker 1: bones apart from the cartilage. Like it makes me feel

1279
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:29,400
Speaker 1: so powerful driving and that and screaming and I be

1280
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:32,640
Speaker 1: hitting the fucking ceiling and I'm like screaming my goddamn

1281
01:00:32,680 --> 01:00:33,120
Speaker 1: lungs out.

1282
01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:39,600
Speaker 2: It's awesome. Yeah to watch what happens, Yeah.

1283
01:00:39,480 --> 01:00:42,000
Speaker 1: And watches it because I don't let anybody get away

1284
01:00:42,040 --> 01:00:45,160
Speaker 1: from what I'm listening to I literally opened Robinhood instead

1285
01:00:45,160 --> 01:00:51,240
Speaker 1: of Fletterbox by accident. And then I haven't watched any movies,

1286
01:00:51,400 --> 01:00:53,920
Speaker 1: written at any books, and I'm gonna.

1287
01:00:53,680 --> 01:00:57,440
Speaker 2: Go shit, all right, bye, I carry it. I'll carry

1288
01:00:57,440 --> 01:01:05,040
Speaker 2: it to the end. Oh so nice. Okay, now that

1289
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:09,560
Speaker 2: my feet are exposed. My media for the week. My

1290
01:01:09,760 --> 01:01:15,919
Speaker 2: songs are Gango by BK the Ruler. Great song makes

1291
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:19,160
Speaker 2: me feel like Location by Playboy Catti. It's just so

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Speaker 2: beautiful and happy, and then uh, you want to see

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Speaker 2: me dead because of my House by Viper really just

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Speaker 2: depressing song, awesome production, but just like really repetitive. Whatever,

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Speaker 2: it's awesome. Just go listen to it, and I'm possible

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Speaker 2: or Impossible by Figurine. It's in my newest video. But

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Speaker 2: it just makes me really happy and it makes me

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Speaker 2: happy to be alive. And then also go watch squad Games.

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Speaker 2: It is legitimately so fucking good. I mean, like, I

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Speaker 2: feel like it's kind of predictable, but like, also it's

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Speaker 2: just fucking awesome. And I know I'm appreciated to the

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Speaker 2: choir at this point, but yeah, it's fantastic and it

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Speaker 2: was very very refreshing and just ripped my fucking heart

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Speaker 2: out thirty six times. See I love when a TV

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Speaker 2: show kills people you love because I like feeling the

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Speaker 2: pain of that. But that is emergency intercome, leave me

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Speaker 2: the fuck alone, and never speak to me again. Thank you.