WEBVTT - Let's Q&A with Shannen Doherty (Part 2)

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<v Speaker 1>This is Let's be clear with Shannon Dorty.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, hi, everybody, welcome to another episode. Let's be

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<v Speaker 2>clear with Shannon Doherty. This is our second Q and A.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of love these because they're just so interesting

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<v Speaker 2>what you guys want to ask, and it's not stuff

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<v Speaker 2>that I would have thought to address. So now I'm

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<v Speaker 2>going to let's get to this question.

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<v Speaker 1>Holly Murray.

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<v Speaker 2>Combs announced that all the cast members are ready for

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<v Speaker 2>the reunion of Charmed. The only problem is the rights

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<v Speaker 2>to the series, which they don't have right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this true?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, So the way that it works is us as actors,

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<v Speaker 2>unless we wrote the show, created it, produced it, we

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<v Speaker 2>have no rights to it. I believe it's CBS who

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<v Speaker 2>owns the show. So the only person or the only

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<v Speaker 2>company that can make a reunion happen is CBS. So

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<v Speaker 2>if you guys really want one, then you have to

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<v Speaker 2>barred their Instagram, their Facebook, right mail.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't really know.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even know how to do any of that,

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<v Speaker 2>but that's the only way. You know, do petitions and

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<v Speaker 2>send them in. That's pretty much the only way that

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<v Speaker 2>it would happen, and it would have to happen pretty

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<v Speaker 2>quickly unless you want to see all of us as Grandma's. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>what is your most memorable moment, both professionally and personally

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<v Speaker 2>and would you have done anything differently? Most memorable moment?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I have so many amazing memories with my

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<v Speaker 2>family and particularly with my dad growing up that and

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<v Speaker 2>because he's no longer with me, I couldn't name just

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<v Speaker 2>one at all, because every single one of them is

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<v Speaker 2>incredibly precious to me. Personally, I think probably working with

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<v Speaker 2>Michael Landon was one of the most amazing professional moments

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<v Speaker 2>that I had because he was so kind, so nice,

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<v Speaker 2>such a good man. I learned a lot from him,

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<v Speaker 2>so he was Yeah, he was amazing, absolutely amazing. I

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<v Speaker 2>I've gotten to work with a lot of fantastic actors

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<v Speaker 2>and also with friends like James Glenbressak, Like, those are

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<v Speaker 2>very memorable moments that we've had. What do you value

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<v Speaker 2>most in others and what do you wish you can

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<v Speaker 2>improve in yourself? Honesty, honesty, and loyalty is what I

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<v Speaker 2>value the most in others, even over a sense of humor,

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<v Speaker 2>which is incredibly important to me. If you're an honest person,

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<v Speaker 2>if you're loyal, I am going to forever be by

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<v Speaker 2>your side, and if you're not, you're not going to

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<v Speaker 2>be by my side. What do you wish you could

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<v Speaker 2>improve in yourself? Probably my directness. I wish I could

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<v Speaker 2>soften my edges a little bit. I think that I

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<v Speaker 2>was raised to be very direct and no bullshit, and

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<v Speaker 2>because of that, I can come across harsh and abrasive.

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<v Speaker 2>And I mean, I'll tell you guys, I did it

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<v Speaker 2>five minutes before I started filming this podcast because Brian,

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<v Speaker 2>my wonderful engineer, couldn't hear me on the mic and

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<v Speaker 2>I've been rushing today and we were, you know, running late,

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<v Speaker 2>and so he was like, is the mic plugged in?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like yes, He's like, it's not really plugged in

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<v Speaker 2>because I can't hear you. And I was like, here's

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<v Speaker 2>the plug. It doesn't plug into the damn computer. And

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<v Speaker 2>then I found the thing and I was like, oh God.

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<v Speaker 2>So I think I had to soften my edges and

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<v Speaker 2>not be so direct sometimes maybe and more patients. I

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<v Speaker 2>need a lot more patience. I find that, particularly lately,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have as much patience as I have had,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's probably because of the protocol that I'm currently

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<v Speaker 2>on and I struggle with pain a lot currently, which

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<v Speaker 2>we'll get into in another episode coming very soon. All Right,

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<v Speaker 2>what's your favorite Charmed episode and if you could play

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<v Speaker 2>any other Charmed character, who would it be and why?

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<v Speaker 2>My favorite Charmed episode is the Western because I got

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<v Speaker 2>to ride horses and I love horses. I'm obsessed with horses.

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<v Speaker 2>And I directed it and I thought it was one

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<v Speaker 2>of my better episodes.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>The whole thing, just the script felt cool to me,

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<v Speaker 2>the clothes were cool, the visuals, my DP did an

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<v Speaker 2>amazing job. I just loved that episode. I also loved

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<v Speaker 2>my last episode because I directed it. But it wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>because I died, that's definitely a reason to hate it,

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<v Speaker 2>but because I thought the acting was on point. Out

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<v Speaker 2>of every single cast member, everybody was fantastic in that episode.

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<v Speaker 2>As an actress, how does it feel when you know

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<v Speaker 2>the screenplay of the series, show, or movie you'll be

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<v Speaker 2>a part of, is if not stupid or at least senseless.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that means.

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<v Speaker 2>That there's something I did in my career that you

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<v Speaker 2>felt was senseless. The person asking this question, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>what I'll tell you is if I did something senseless,

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<v Speaker 2>either A I needed the money, or B I had

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<v Speaker 2>no control over the episode. So if I had no control,

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<v Speaker 2>that means that I was, you know, on a series

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<v Speaker 2>and there was a really stupid episode or something, and

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<v Speaker 2>and back then, you know, I didn't have that much control.

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<v Speaker 2>But if it was not on a TV show and

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<v Speaker 2>I did something sinceless, I promise you it was for

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<v Speaker 2>the money, yeah, you know, I mean I helped support

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<v Speaker 2>a family. So there were a lot of jobs that

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<v Speaker 2>I took, not a lot, but a few that I

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<v Speaker 2>took that was strictly for the paycheck. And I don't

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<v Speaker 2>necessarily regret those because being able to help support.

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<v Speaker 1>My family and my dad when.

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<v Speaker 2>He was so sick is really important to me and

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<v Speaker 2>something I'm very proud that I was able to do

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<v Speaker 2>for him, and for my mom and for my brother.

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<v Speaker 2>You've been traveling all over doing various comic con appearances,

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<v Speaker 2>and many of us have traveled a great distance to

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<v Speaker 2>meet you in parentheses, and while worth it, many of

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<v Speaker 2>us will walk away from this experience having lived an

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<v Speaker 2>absolute bucket list moment. What is that you take away

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<v Speaker 2>from these experiences and what have been some highlights for you?

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<v Speaker 2>I think, honestly, for me, the it shocks me every

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<v Speaker 2>single time I do a comic con. It shocks me

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<v Speaker 2>that anybody cares enough to meet me. I do not

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<v Speaker 2>think I'm that special. I don't think that I'm somebody

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<v Speaker 2>that should be on anybody's bucket list. I think that

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<v Speaker 2>probably the only thing that truly makes me special is

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<v Speaker 2>cancer and being able to reach people and help people.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, I deeply appreciate if I'm on anybody's

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<v Speaker 2>bucket list, that's pretty amazing and it's such an ego

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<v Speaker 2>boost and super flattering. But I just I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I maybe I'm just a very insecure person. So I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not quite sure right anybody cares about me at the

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<v Speaker 2>end of the day. But those EXPERI chiances make me

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<v Speaker 2>believe in that short weekend that maybe I am special

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<v Speaker 2>for more than just having cancer. Maybe it's cancer and

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<v Speaker 2>the acting. Maybe it's all of it combined. And what

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<v Speaker 2>really touches me is when people share with me their

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<v Speaker 2>own journeys and their journeys that have been not so

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<v Speaker 2>easy and rough, and whether it's that we got somebody

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<v Speaker 2>through a very rough childhood watching Charmed and how much

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<v Speaker 2>that helped them, or whether I helped a daughter go

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<v Speaker 2>through cancer with her mom, or a husband go through

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<v Speaker 2>or a wife go through it. Those moments mean the

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<v Speaker 2>absolute most to me. And honestly, walking out on that

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<v Speaker 2>stage when we do the Q and a's and everybody

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<v Speaker 2>at the comic con just of plouding, it's like, for

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<v Speaker 2>one second, you feel like a rock star. You feel

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<v Speaker 2>just so good and good about yourself in that brief moment.

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<v Speaker 2>So my experience always as I walk away, going wow,

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<v Speaker 2>that was super cool, and that I have like the

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<v Speaker 2>best most loyal fans anybody could ever ask for, and

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<v Speaker 2>I feel extremely blessed. So those are my highlights, and

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<v Speaker 2>that's my takeaway is just you guys. My takeaway is

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<v Speaker 2>you guys, right hey, lifelong fan here. My question is,

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<v Speaker 2>I really loved the movie Friends till the end, but

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<v Speaker 2>it reminded me of the Brende slash Laura storyline from

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<v Speaker 2>season four of Beverly Hills nine oh two zero. I

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<v Speaker 2>just want to hear thoughts on this. You know, I

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<v Speaker 2>had never thought of that. I had never thought of

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<v Speaker 2>like the comparison, But you're right, You're one hundred percent

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<v Speaker 2>right there is yeah, because Laura ended up being crazy too.

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<v Speaker 2>And Jennifer who played sort of my Friend slash Rival

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<v Speaker 2>at the end she ended up being crazy as well,

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<v Speaker 2>so they are similar. The cool thing about Friend Cilienne

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<v Speaker 2>was that I got to sing and I can still

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<v Speaker 2>like google it and hear the tracks that I put down.

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<v Speaker 2>Thought I just sounded like I'm trying to be a

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<v Speaker 2>recording artist with tracks put down. But anyway, it was

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<v Speaker 2>an amazing experience. I loved every single second of doing

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<v Speaker 2>that movie. I know your biggest source of inspiration is

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<v Speaker 2>your mom, but if not, is there an actor actress

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<v Speaker 2>who has inspired you? Okay, well, my biggest source of inspiration, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>is my mother, but it's also my father, and that is,

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<v Speaker 2>in fact, my two biggest sources beyond an actor and actress.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I would never swap my mom and my dad

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<v Speaker 2>as my inspirations for anybody else, but actors are actresses.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I was heavily influenced by Catherine Hepburn and

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<v Speaker 2>Bert Lancaster and Henry Fonda growing up, and then that

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<v Speaker 2>sort of went into you know, Robert de Niro and

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<v Speaker 2>Al Pacino, heavily influenced by the director Martin Scorsese, Joe Wright,

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<v Speaker 2>Quentin Tarantino, Steven Soderberg. I was you know, greatly inspired

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<v Speaker 2>by my most serious boyfriend, which was Rob Weiss, his

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<v Speaker 2>dedication to work, his writing, all of it. So I've

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<v Speaker 2>had a lot of inspirations. As far as more female actresses,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, obviously, I think Nicole Kimman is amazing. I've

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<v Speaker 2>probably been the most inspired by Michelle Pfeiffer, and I

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<v Speaker 2>just find her to be remarkable in every way, shape

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<v Speaker 2>and form. I mean, yes, she's a stunning woman. But

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<v Speaker 2>if you view her body of work from Scarface to

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<v Speaker 2>the Fabulous Baker Boys to Tequila Sunrise, you know, to uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean to everything, like the span is ridiculous. She

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<v Speaker 2>just she she changes and I don't see any effort

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<v Speaker 2>in the change, which is really stunning. So she's a

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<v Speaker 2>very very very very big inspiration to me. And as

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<v Speaker 2>far as like a much younger generation, there's god, there's

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<v Speaker 2>so many young kids nowadays that are like fantastic, really

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<v Speaker 2>really really fantastic. But those are my those are my

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<v Speaker 2>main sources, right there. Hi, And will you have Rose

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<v Speaker 2>mcgallan as a guest on your podcast? I yes, that's

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred percent positive. Rose and I get along really well,

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<v Speaker 2>We adore each other, and I really like respect her

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<v Speaker 2>her foundation, Like I don't mean foundation like a you know,

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<v Speaker 2>charity foundation, I mean like her foundation in herself. I

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<v Speaker 2>sort of view our bodies as like we sit in

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<v Speaker 2>a foundation. It's basically how we were raised. Our morals,

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<v Speaker 2>our beliefs, everything like that. That's our foundation. And uh,

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<v Speaker 2>and I admire hers. I think that. I also admire

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<v Speaker 2>the fact that her you know, her book Brave aptly

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<v Speaker 2>titled Brave, she she went against a lot of people

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<v Speaker 2>and suffered for it. And I admire her bravery also

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<v Speaker 2>her wit. She's very, very, very witty. When you did Charmed,

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<v Speaker 2>how did the nine to two and zero cast rate act?

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<v Speaker 2>I have no idea how they were acted? Were they

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<v Speaker 2>shocked that you were working with spelling? Again, I have

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<v Speaker 2>no idea. I don't even know the timing. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if nine O two was already canceled. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know who had already left nine O two and Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Like you guys could probably educate me

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<v Speaker 2>if there was like a lap over, but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Once I was done with nine O two and Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I did not sort of look back in that direction.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, when you get fired from something, you sort

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<v Speaker 2>of tried to move on because it's hard. How much

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<v Speaker 2>of yourself do you think Brenda and yourself are similar?

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<v Speaker 2>I would say that we were more similar in the

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<v Speaker 2>beginning because I always felt like a fish out of

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<v Speaker 2>water as well and a little bit naive. But I

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<v Speaker 2>think as time went on, and I can't say this

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<v Speaker 2>for sure, right, but perhaps some of the writers and

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<v Speaker 2>perhaps one of the producers look at my outside persona.

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<v Speaker 2>That was a lot of lies and bad you know,

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<v Speaker 2>bad journalism. You can't call it journalism. It's just trash

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<v Speaker 2>writing people trying to make a book at the expense

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<v Speaker 2>of somebody else, like the National Inquirer, Star Magazine and

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<v Speaker 2>all of those. They made up a lot of lies.

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<v Speaker 2>And I think that some people that I worked with

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<v Speaker 2>correlated myself and those lies together and wrote them into Brenda.

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<v Speaker 2>And the more angsty Brenda got, the more unhappy I

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<v Speaker 2>got with her. And also when the whole you know, Dylan, Brenda,

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<v Speaker 2>Kelly trying what happened, there was like nothing similar because

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<v Speaker 2>Brenda eventually forgave Kelly. And I can tell you that

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<v Speaker 2>if one of my friends cheated with somebody that I

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<v Speaker 2>absolutely loved, there would be no forgiveness. I would know

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<v Speaker 2>ever speak to them again, because I'm a pretty resolute

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<v Speaker 2>person about loyalty and about boundaries and how you treat

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<v Speaker 2>another human being, so we're not very similar. We'd love

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<v Speaker 2>to hear stories about Luke and Shannon's friendship over the years.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's changed a lot, right, So it like

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<v Speaker 2>like true friends, true brother and sister, true boyfriend, girlfriend,

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<v Speaker 2>truex ex's relationships go in waves, and Luke and I

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<v Speaker 2>definitely had our waves. There were moments that we got

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<v Speaker 2>along so well, moments that we fought, then we would

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<v Speaker 2>make up, then we would fight, then we would make up.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of that was just when we were working

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<v Speaker 2>together on the set. I think once we stopped working

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<v Speaker 2>together on the set and we matured a little bit,

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<v Speaker 2>our friendship just grew and grew and grew and got

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<v Speaker 2>a lot stronger, and there was a deeper appreciation for

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<v Speaker 2>one another.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Somebody told me that the nine on two O cast

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<v Speaker 2>minus me did a convention, a con and that in

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<v Speaker 2>a Q and A Luke said something to the effect of,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, none of us would be here without Shannon,

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<v Speaker 2>And if that is true, I've not looked it up

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<v Speaker 2>because probably I just want to believe it's true. But

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<v Speaker 2>that kind of sums up like our relationship now or

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<v Speaker 2>what it was. What it ended once he passed away

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<v Speaker 2>was a deeper appreciation for one another and what we

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<v Speaker 2>brought to each other's careers and to our lives. Will

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<v Speaker 2>you ever sing the songs you're saying on friends, Tilly?

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<v Speaker 2>And if somebody pays me a lot of money, sure, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I've probably also can't like drink ginger ail. I'll have

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<v Speaker 2>to get you know, I have like nodules in my

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<v Speaker 2>vocal cords, So even for that, I was having to

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<v Speaker 2>get steroids shots to get those nodules down.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever done theater? And if not, would you I?

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<v Speaker 2>When I was very young I did like local theater,

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<v Speaker 2>and then at the Burbank Playhouse they did a production

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<v Speaker 2>of a play called The Mound Builders. And then for

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<v Speaker 2>whatever reason, I guess, I became very, very very self conscious.

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<v Speaker 2>So and I think it definitely happened during nn Tuna

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<v Speaker 2>where I just felt so judged and misunderstood, sometimes rightfully

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<v Speaker 2>so right Sometimes I put out a bad message and

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't behave or whatever. So I take full responsibility,

0:18:54.640 --> 0:18:56.960
<v Speaker 2>not full. I take some responsibility for some of it.

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<v Speaker 2>But it made me so self conscious that I have

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<v Speaker 2>turned down some really good plays because I think it's

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<v Speaker 2>easier to be in your TV or on your screen

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<v Speaker 2>as opposed to not getting a laugh in real time

0:19:17.760 --> 0:19:22.400
<v Speaker 2>if you're doing a play that's comedy, or just glancing

0:19:22.440 --> 0:19:25.040
<v Speaker 2>out and seeing that somebody is not happy with your performance,

0:19:25.080 --> 0:19:28.840
<v Speaker 2>it's so real and it's so palpable how the audience

0:19:28.920 --> 0:19:31.920
<v Speaker 2>is responding to you in a play. I'm not quite

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<v Speaker 2>sure I could handle it. I think I'm I think

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<v Speaker 2>I'm too fragile for it now, and my days of

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<v Speaker 2>challenging myself to that degree, I'm just I don't know.

0:19:48.160 --> 0:19:50.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm not sure if I have it in me anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I like to challenge myself, but it's in a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of other areas in my life. I don't think I

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<v Speaker 2>want to be judged anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>Period.

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<v Speaker 2>Doing this podcast has become it's a blessing and a curse.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of it that I love, and there's

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<v Speaker 2>a lot lately that I don't love. The part that

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<v Speaker 2>I don't love is, you know, mean comments or I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not dishing enough dirt for certain people. They you know

0:20:23.359 --> 0:20:25.480
<v Speaker 2>I have said, well, it's called let's be clear, and

0:20:25.560 --> 0:20:27.399
<v Speaker 2>you're not being clear because you're not naming names.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me just remind you, let's be clear. Is about me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's about my journey. It's about me telling my truth.

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<v Speaker 2>My truth I don't I don't always have to throw

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<v Speaker 2>somebody under the bus in order to tell my truth.

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<v Speaker 2>My main objective of doing this podcast, and I know

0:20:44.480 --> 0:20:47.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm going way off of what the question was doing

0:20:47.359 --> 0:20:51.639
<v Speaker 2>the podcast is in fact a diary. It is a

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<v Speaker 2>diary of the past, the present, and the future.

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<v Speaker 1>It is a.

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<v Speaker 2>Version of a memoir. I am not a person who

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<v Speaker 2>will ever do a scandalous tell all memoir. I've been

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<v Speaker 2>offered a ton of money, a ton for years and

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<v Speaker 2>years and years. I have refused to do it. If

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<v Speaker 2>something is incredibly obvious and somebody else has called me out,

0:21:15.520 --> 0:21:17.400
<v Speaker 2>sure I can then bring up their name, because they've

0:21:17.400 --> 0:21:22.080
<v Speaker 2>already fired first shot. If somebody got me fired, sure

0:21:22.119 --> 0:21:25.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to have that conversation. But if I see

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<v Speaker 2>that somebody's changed, or or if I don't see the

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<v Speaker 2>benefit to either person, or if I feel it's nothing

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<v Speaker 2>but dr and the person and I didn't even get

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<v Speaker 2>a chance to clean it up, I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like there is a line that you have to

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<v Speaker 2>draw in the sand of integrity and pleasing certain people

0:21:46.160 --> 0:21:48.560
<v Speaker 2>who are listening to your podcast. And I will always

0:21:48.640 --> 0:21:54.840
<v Speaker 2>choose integrity over somebody listening to my podcast, because integrity

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<v Speaker 2>wins every time. So I don't know why I went

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<v Speaker 2>on that. I'm so sorry you guys. Oh, I was

0:22:04.119 --> 0:22:10.280
<v Speaker 2>talking about judgment. So yeah, no, theater, probably not. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>in a place in my life where if I'm going

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<v Speaker 2>to work in acting ever again, then it's got to

0:22:17.800 --> 0:22:22.000
<v Speaker 2>be with people that I really love and respect. And

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<v Speaker 2>this podcast will continue until I feel too judged, and

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<v Speaker 2>then I will stop it because I'm you know, I've

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<v Speaker 2>judged myself enough in my life and found myself guilty

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<v Speaker 2>far too many times, and punish myself far too many

0:22:39.080 --> 0:22:42.320
<v Speaker 2>times and continue to make bad choices. Because I was

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<v Speaker 2>punishing myself, I would beat myself so up so much

0:22:45.400 --> 0:22:49.760
<v Speaker 2>that I had, you know, lack of self esteem, lack

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<v Speaker 2>of a lot of things. So I and I've worked

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<v Speaker 2>on myself quite a bit, and now with cancer, I

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<v Speaker 2>just don't think that I can handle it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your favorite quote of all time? Gosh, now that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm on this, Botto, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 2>actually quote it correctly, but I can do all things

0:23:11.320 --> 0:23:13.399
<v Speaker 2>through Christ, who strengthen with me.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's from the Bible. Favorite books of all time.

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<v Speaker 1>There's too many. There's too many, And there's one that

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<v Speaker 1>I like adore right now, but I'm trying to get

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<v Speaker 1>to the rights to it, so I can't say what

0:23:26.920 --> 0:23:33.639
<v Speaker 1>it is. I have a really like vast range of

0:23:33.680 --> 0:23:39.040
<v Speaker 1>books that I like. I like. I love books about history.

0:23:39.080 --> 0:23:43.320
<v Speaker 2>I love learning about the past because I feel like

0:23:43.400 --> 0:23:47.960
<v Speaker 2>the past always comes into our present and helps shape

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<v Speaker 2>our future to some degree.

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<v Speaker 1>So I love books like that. But I also love,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, just.

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<v Speaker 2>Complete fiction that takes me into a completely different world

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<v Speaker 2>in a different space. And sometimes I'll even read a

0:24:04.119 --> 0:24:07.800
<v Speaker 2>ya novel just because they're fun and they're easy. It

0:24:07.920 --> 0:24:11.760
<v Speaker 2>just depends on my mood. Who makes you laugh the

0:24:11.800 --> 0:24:16.919
<v Speaker 2>best and hardest? From the belly h This is a

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<v Speaker 2>hard one for me because some of my friends are

0:24:18.560 --> 0:24:23.679
<v Speaker 2>getting it very upset hearing that it's not them. My

0:24:23.800 --> 0:24:27.800
<v Speaker 2>friend Julie makes me laugh really, really, really hard. We

0:24:27.800 --> 0:24:35.040
<v Speaker 2>were just on vacation together and I laughed until I

0:24:35.080 --> 0:24:39.080
<v Speaker 2>fell asleep, Like it was a problem. I laughed so

0:24:39.320 --> 0:24:42.639
<v Speaker 2>hard that I came back from vacation with ABS because

0:24:42.640 --> 0:24:46.360
<v Speaker 2>I was laughing that hard. My other friend Amrie has

0:24:46.440 --> 0:24:50.600
<v Speaker 2>always made me laugh, and Chris and I we just

0:24:51.800 --> 0:24:55.800
<v Speaker 2>we find moments that nobody else would find funny and

0:24:55.920 --> 0:25:01.800
<v Speaker 2>we laugh hysterically. So and you know what, my dog

0:25:02.000 --> 0:25:02.640
<v Speaker 2>makes me laugh.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

0:25:03.119 --> 0:25:07.960
<v Speaker 2>I love laughing. And I'm really fortunate to have the

0:25:08.040 --> 0:25:11.160
<v Speaker 2>people in my life that I have now because they

0:25:11.160 --> 0:25:12.880
<v Speaker 2>do make me laugh. And I think that they all

0:25:13.720 --> 0:25:17.920
<v Speaker 2>realize the importance of laughter for me because so many

0:25:18.000 --> 0:25:23.400
<v Speaker 2>other things are hard that if they can make me laugh,

0:25:23.440 --> 0:25:26.040
<v Speaker 2>if I can make them laugh, if we have those moments,

0:25:26.080 --> 0:25:31.200
<v Speaker 2>they're so special and something to be really valued. Would

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<v Speaker 2>you voice Prue in a Charmed animated series? Absolutely? I

0:25:36.200 --> 0:25:41.000
<v Speaker 2>love Charmed, I love Prue, I love our audience, I

0:25:41.040 --> 0:25:45.240
<v Speaker 2>love our fans, So of course I would absolutely in

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<v Speaker 2>a heartbeat. Can you share a special memory from working

0:25:48.560 --> 0:25:51.000
<v Speaker 2>girls just want to have fun? Was it as fun

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<v Speaker 2>to film as it looked on screen?

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<v Speaker 1>So?

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<v Speaker 2>I have a really embarrassing moment that still to this

0:25:56.800 --> 0:25:59.600
<v Speaker 2>day is an embarrassing moment for me as an actor,

0:26:00.119 --> 0:26:03.840
<v Speaker 2>which was that moment where my character who I can't

0:26:03.880 --> 0:26:09.280
<v Speaker 2>remember her name Jonathan Silverman was playing my brother's friend

0:26:09.520 --> 0:26:13.960
<v Speaker 2>who my character had a crush on, and I think

0:26:14.000 --> 0:26:17.280
<v Speaker 2>he called me a punker, said I looked punk or something,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had to show excitement, and even as a

0:26:23.280 --> 0:26:27.560
<v Speaker 2>little girl, I was never somebody who was very girly

0:26:28.040 --> 0:26:31.720
<v Speaker 2>and showed excitement in a very girly or demonstrative way.

0:26:32.480 --> 0:26:36.199
<v Speaker 2>And so I did a couple of takes and the

0:26:36.280 --> 0:26:42.720
<v Speaker 2>director wanted me to be more excited and of a

0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:47.520
<v Speaker 2>girl that age with a crush, how she would react

0:26:48.000 --> 0:26:53.359
<v Speaker 2>fair fantastic note he was right, But I was so

0:26:53.560 --> 0:26:55.600
<v Speaker 2>confused on how to do that because it was so

0:26:55.720 --> 0:26:59.600
<v Speaker 2>outside of my own personality and I was not a

0:26:59.640 --> 0:27:03.480
<v Speaker 2>girl who had experienced a crush yet. So it was

0:27:03.560 --> 0:27:08.239
<v Speaker 2>really digging from nowhere essentially to come up with an

0:27:08.359 --> 0:27:12.320
<v Speaker 2>appropriate reaction that would make everybody happy with my performance.

0:27:14.160 --> 0:27:17.280
<v Speaker 2>So I think sarcastically because I didn't really want to

0:27:17.320 --> 0:27:22.639
<v Speaker 2>do any more takes. I jumped up and down and

0:27:22.680 --> 0:27:28.280
<v Speaker 2>in circles and squealed. And I'm not somebody who ever

0:27:28.920 --> 0:27:32.360
<v Speaker 2>is a squealer like that, but I actually squealed and

0:27:32.680 --> 0:27:35.800
<v Speaker 2>jumped in a circle. If you watch it, you'll note

0:27:35.800 --> 0:27:40.520
<v Speaker 2>the scene it's It's at the dance off. When I

0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:44.000
<v Speaker 2>watched that years and years later, because I don't like

0:27:44.080 --> 0:27:46.840
<v Speaker 2>watching anything that I am in, but people kept on

0:27:46.880 --> 0:27:50.320
<v Speaker 2>talking about girls just want to have fun, I thought, huh,

0:27:50.320 --> 0:27:54.240
<v Speaker 2>should probably watch it. People really liked it. I cringe

0:27:54.480 --> 0:27:58.240
<v Speaker 2>when that scene came on. Cringe. My face turned red.

0:27:59.040 --> 0:28:03.120
<v Speaker 2>I wondered how I could buy up every DVD. How

0:28:03.160 --> 0:28:05.560
<v Speaker 2>I could because that's probably how long ago it was

0:28:05.560 --> 0:28:10.280
<v Speaker 2>that I watched it. I was humiliated and embarrassed by

0:28:10.280 --> 0:28:14.000
<v Speaker 2>my performance, and I deeply apologized to the director Chuck

0:28:14.600 --> 0:28:19.439
<v Speaker 2>that I had that performance. It was really bad. But

0:28:21.000 --> 0:28:24.320
<v Speaker 2>that's my most memorable moment, just because it was awful.

0:28:25.000 --> 0:28:30.760
<v Speaker 2>And also working with Sarah Jessica Parker and Helen Hunt,

0:28:31.800 --> 0:28:36.119
<v Speaker 2>who seemed to me like the absolute coolest girls in

0:28:36.160 --> 0:28:39.120
<v Speaker 2>the world, and they were cool. They were wonderful to

0:28:39.160 --> 0:28:42.440
<v Speaker 2>work with. In season three of Charmed, we saw the

0:28:42.440 --> 0:28:45.520
<v Speaker 2>show get darker and add more action. Was this something

0:28:45.520 --> 0:28:50.200
<v Speaker 2>you fought for and had influence over or suggested? Yeah,

0:28:50.280 --> 0:28:53.600
<v Speaker 2>I think I definitely had a hand in the direction

0:28:53.840 --> 0:28:57.920
<v Speaker 2>of Charmed. It could either go very light and silly

0:28:57.960 --> 0:29:03.160
<v Speaker 2>at times, or it could go very emotional and deep

0:29:04.880 --> 0:29:10.560
<v Speaker 2>and intellectual and dark, which has always been my preference. Yes,

0:29:10.760 --> 0:29:13.560
<v Speaker 2>I think you can certainly afford to lighten the mood

0:29:13.640 --> 0:29:17.719
<v Speaker 2>sometimes with some silliness, but I've always been more of

0:29:17.760 --> 0:29:22.680
<v Speaker 2>a more serious human being, so for me, it was

0:29:23.080 --> 0:29:27.360
<v Speaker 2>more attractive to do episodes that were a little bit darker.

0:29:27.560 --> 0:29:31.640
<v Speaker 2>But also because I didn't understand why, we just ended

0:29:31.720 --> 0:29:34.680
<v Speaker 2>up getting used to these crazy demons in front of us,

0:29:34.760 --> 0:29:37.959
<v Speaker 2>and sometimes would make jokes like, this is serious business.

0:29:38.120 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 2>We need to kick their asses, and we don't know

0:29:39.600 --> 0:29:42.280
<v Speaker 2>how strong they are, so let's be a little bit serious.

0:29:43.160 --> 0:29:47.560
<v Speaker 1>So I think I did. But also also I.

0:29:47.480 --> 0:29:51.960
<v Speaker 2>Just think our writers were really good and they helped

0:29:52.040 --> 0:29:55.480
<v Speaker 2>take it into that direction, and our directors certainly played

0:29:55.480 --> 0:29:59.720
<v Speaker 2>a part with how they directed us and got us

0:29:59.800 --> 0:30:02.920
<v Speaker 2>in to those moments. And then you add Rick, our

0:30:03.000 --> 0:30:05.160
<v Speaker 2>DP and how he lit everything.

0:30:06.040 --> 0:30:08.160
<v Speaker 1>So it was a collective.

0:30:08.880 --> 0:30:12.880
<v Speaker 2>Effort in taking the show in that direction while I

0:30:13.000 --> 0:30:16.440
<v Speaker 2>was on it. What was your least favorite storyline on nine?

0:30:16.480 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 2>Oh too and Oh definitely the cheating. Definitely, one hundred percent.

0:30:19.880 --> 0:30:24.080
<v Speaker 1>The cheating. The Dylan cheating on Brenda with her best friend.

0:30:24.680 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 2>I still to this day can't stand it. I think

0:30:29.760 --> 0:30:32.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what friend does that to another friend.

0:30:32.640 --> 0:30:38.400
<v Speaker 2>I literally cannot get over that. And I don't really

0:30:38.440 --> 0:30:42.560
<v Speaker 2>like cheaters, So there's that as well. Would you ever

0:30:42.600 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 2>do a guest spot on any TV shows currently on Airon?

0:30:44.960 --> 0:30:48.440
<v Speaker 2>What TV shows would you like them to be? Ooh, well,

0:30:48.880 --> 0:30:51.080
<v Speaker 2>my number one choice would have been Succession, but it's

0:30:51.120 --> 0:30:57.800
<v Speaker 2>now done. But oh my goodness. So on the drama side,

0:30:58.080 --> 0:31:01.120
<v Speaker 2>there's a new show called The Veil with Elizabeth Moss

0:31:01.120 --> 0:31:04.320
<v Speaker 2>and I am obsessed with it. I would love to

0:31:04.360 --> 0:31:08.440
<v Speaker 2>guest star on that show. As far as lighter comedy,

0:31:09.640 --> 0:31:11.960
<v Speaker 2>I of course would still love to be on Sex

0:31:12.000 --> 0:31:14.920
<v Speaker 2>and the City, and just like that, they're sort of

0:31:14.920 --> 0:31:18.120
<v Speaker 2>a new name, just because I was obsessed with that

0:31:18.160 --> 0:31:20.840
<v Speaker 2>show and I still kind of am. I watch it

0:31:20.880 --> 0:31:24.280
<v Speaker 2>when I'm depressed or whatever, and it makes me a

0:31:24.280 --> 0:31:27.560
<v Speaker 2>little bit happier. How about a TV show with you

0:31:27.640 --> 0:31:33.560
<v Speaker 2>and Jason Priestley The wash Twins? Aha, Patty uh I,

0:31:35.080 --> 0:31:38.360
<v Speaker 2>he's on a TV show. I don't know what would

0:31:38.400 --> 0:31:40.960
<v Speaker 2>we do as the wash Twins. There's something about Brenda

0:31:40.960 --> 0:31:44.160
<v Speaker 2>I never want to play again now to no question,

0:31:44.360 --> 0:31:47.800
<v Speaker 2>ignoring the reboot CW series, do you think that Brendan

0:31:47.880 --> 0:31:50.640
<v Speaker 2>Dylan wound up together absolutely. I do think that they

0:31:50.640 --> 0:31:54.480
<v Speaker 2>wound up together. I think it was more than just

0:31:54.560 --> 0:31:58.800
<v Speaker 2>about first love. I think for them it was a

0:31:58.840 --> 0:32:04.760
<v Speaker 2>true soul connection and that never went away. When you're

0:32:04.800 --> 0:32:08.040
<v Speaker 2>that young, you can make mistakes or think that you

0:32:08.080 --> 0:32:13.280
<v Speaker 2>should venture out, like Dylan did with other women or

0:32:13.320 --> 0:32:17.800
<v Speaker 2>with men. But I think as you grow older, you

0:32:18.760 --> 0:32:22.920
<v Speaker 2>look back on certain relationships and think, wow, I wish

0:32:22.960 --> 0:32:24.920
<v Speaker 2>I was still with that person, or I wish I

0:32:24.920 --> 0:32:26.680
<v Speaker 2>had met them later in life when I was ready

0:32:26.680 --> 0:32:29.840
<v Speaker 2>for that kind of relationship. And I feel that with

0:32:29.880 --> 0:32:34.880
<v Speaker 2>Brenda going off to London and getting her own identity

0:32:35.000 --> 0:32:39.720
<v Speaker 2>right away from her twin, away from her parents, away

0:32:39.720 --> 0:32:43.320
<v Speaker 2>from Beverly Hills, and doing something that.

0:32:45.000 --> 0:32:48.640
<v Speaker 1>She loved, theater, I feel.

0:32:48.360 --> 0:32:53.200
<v Speaker 2>That that probably gave her a confidence and a maturity

0:32:53.240 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 2>that she was lacking. And I do feel that Dylan

0:33:02.640 --> 0:33:04.560
<v Speaker 2>and her would have run into each other, would have

0:33:05.240 --> 0:33:10.720
<v Speaker 2>seen each other or something, and that that spark would

0:33:10.760 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 2>still be there, but they would be in different places

0:33:13.160 --> 0:33:15.880
<v Speaker 2>in their life where they could handle each other, and

0:33:16.120 --> 0:33:18.959
<v Speaker 2>that there wasn't There was no more drama, It was

0:33:19.080 --> 0:33:23.600
<v Speaker 2>just about this soul connection. So yeah, I do think

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:27.280
<v Speaker 2>that they would be together. What is a skill or

0:33:27.320 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 2>talent you have that fans probably don't know about. I'm

0:33:30.360 --> 0:33:33.760
<v Speaker 2>a really good cook. I'm a really, really really good cook.

0:33:34.000 --> 0:33:35.960
<v Speaker 1>And I'm a really good photographer.

0:33:36.960 --> 0:33:41.240
<v Speaker 2>That photo that's right back there is a wild horse

0:33:41.480 --> 0:33:45.200
<v Speaker 2>at a sanctuary called Return to Freedom, and I took

0:33:45.240 --> 0:33:50.760
<v Speaker 2>that photo. I have six more that are scattered around

0:33:51.160 --> 0:33:54.160
<v Speaker 2>that I took. So I'm a very good photographer and

0:33:54.280 --> 0:33:57.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm a really good chef. So those are my secret talents.

0:33:58.360 --> 0:34:00.560
<v Speaker 2>Was there a role that you really wanted didn't get

0:34:00.680 --> 0:34:03.080
<v Speaker 2>and then when you saw the show or movie you said, phew,

0:34:03.200 --> 0:34:06.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad I didn't get it. No, the roles that

0:34:06.160 --> 0:34:11.319
<v Speaker 2>I really wanted, I saw them and I was like,

0:34:11.800 --> 0:34:14.479
<v Speaker 2>damn it. I really wish I had gotten that role.

0:34:14.560 --> 0:34:17.640
<v Speaker 2>But the person that they chose was better than me

0:34:18.680 --> 0:34:21.080
<v Speaker 2>for that role. I would like her to talk about

0:34:21.080 --> 0:34:23.600
<v Speaker 2>her Native American heritage and have it shaped her as

0:34:23.640 --> 0:34:29.680
<v Speaker 2>a person. Yeah, and thank you for that question. A

0:34:29.719 --> 0:34:34.640
<v Speaker 2>lot of people aren't aware that I'm partially Native American.

0:34:34.760 --> 0:34:39.920
<v Speaker 2>I am Irish and Native American I have I'm a

0:34:39.960 --> 0:34:46.480
<v Speaker 2>fairly decent percentage of Native American and it does impact me.

0:34:46.560 --> 0:34:52.240
<v Speaker 2>It impacts me because I feel like Native American Indians

0:34:52.239 --> 0:34:59.799
<v Speaker 2>are often overlooked, often, if not always, overlooked, and that

0:34:59.800 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 2>that that is a big concern for me and something

0:35:03.160 --> 0:35:07.959
<v Speaker 2>that I've diligently, behind the scenes investigated and looked into

0:35:08.080 --> 0:35:10.520
<v Speaker 2>and tried to figure out how to help. I think

0:35:10.640 --> 0:35:16.240
<v Speaker 2>there's I think I definitely get some personality from my ancestors.

0:35:16.400 --> 0:35:22.840
<v Speaker 2>And I believe that this is going to sound super cooky.

0:35:23.920 --> 0:35:30.399
<v Speaker 2>I believe that my Native American ancestors protect me quite

0:35:30.440 --> 0:35:33.640
<v Speaker 2>a bit. They protect my home, they protect my house,

0:35:34.440 --> 0:35:40.160
<v Speaker 2>they protect me, and I'm and in those senses, I

0:35:40.200 --> 0:35:44.400
<v Speaker 2>am deeply, deeply, deeply connected to it. So Jason was

0:35:44.440 --> 0:35:47.880
<v Speaker 2>already on your podcast, and I really wanted for you

0:35:47.960 --> 0:35:50.400
<v Speaker 2>all to clarify the comment he made about you in

0:35:50.440 --> 0:35:52.960
<v Speaker 2>his memoir when you went to visit you on the

0:35:53.000 --> 0:35:56.040
<v Speaker 2>side of Charmed and you made the comment of it's

0:35:56.080 --> 0:35:57.879
<v Speaker 2>either Alyssa or me, What do you have to say

0:35:57.880 --> 0:36:02.120
<v Speaker 2>about that? I never said that, so I remember him

0:36:02.120 --> 0:36:06.640
<v Speaker 2>being on the set. I certainly never said that. I

0:36:06.680 --> 0:36:10.200
<v Speaker 2>did not have the the I probably had the power,

0:36:10.239 --> 0:36:13.719
<v Speaker 2>but I didn't have There was no reason for me

0:36:13.800 --> 0:36:15.760
<v Speaker 2>to say it, like I didn't really know her.

0:36:16.280 --> 0:36:17.399
<v Speaker 1>I had never worked with her.

0:36:17.480 --> 0:36:21.120
<v Speaker 2>I never experienced her, and my concern was always what

0:36:21.239 --> 0:36:26.400
<v Speaker 2>is best for the show, and Alyssa had a large, large,

0:36:26.520 --> 0:36:30.200
<v Speaker 2>large fan base. I wanted the show to be successful.

0:36:30.360 --> 0:36:34.880
<v Speaker 2>So the bigger star my co star is, the more

0:36:34.960 --> 0:36:38.000
<v Speaker 2>successful the show is going to be. So I don't

0:36:38.040 --> 0:36:41.960
<v Speaker 2>really know where that came from. Jason and I could,

0:36:42.239 --> 0:36:46.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, debate this all day long, probably, but I'm

0:36:46.840 --> 0:36:52.240
<v Speaker 2>not a person who says stuff like that, and certainly

0:36:52.400 --> 0:36:56.759
<v Speaker 2>not to Jason, because there's no reason for me to

0:36:56.800 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 2>say something like that to him. I'm It's just it

0:36:59.600 --> 0:37:02.120
<v Speaker 2>would be over sharing with someone that you're not close with.

0:37:02.600 --> 0:37:06.080
<v Speaker 2>And he, meanwhile, was very close with Aaron Spelling, so

0:37:06.320 --> 0:37:08.319
<v Speaker 2>me saying it to him would put me in a

0:37:08.320 --> 0:37:11.640
<v Speaker 2>bad position with Aaron Spelling, and because he would obviously

0:37:11.719 --> 0:37:15.239
<v Speaker 2>go and probably tell Aaron and not And by the way,

0:37:15.400 --> 0:37:18.920
<v Speaker 2>I love Jason, but this is just you know, facts.

0:37:19.560 --> 0:37:26.120
<v Speaker 2>So I did not say that. Sorry, sorry, not sorry, right,

0:37:26.840 --> 0:37:29.319
<v Speaker 2>And I think there was was that the question that

0:37:29.400 --> 0:37:32.840
<v Speaker 2>I saw and I was like, Oh, nobody's gonna breate

0:37:32.880 --> 0:37:35.879
<v Speaker 2>that down for me to answer because they're gonna think

0:37:35.880 --> 0:37:39.880
<v Speaker 2>it's too controversial, Like there's really no controversy.

0:37:39.960 --> 0:37:41.400
<v Speaker 1>I just didn't say it. Period.

0:37:42.280 --> 0:37:44.360
<v Speaker 2>I didn't say it. Maybe somebody else said it, but

0:37:44.560 --> 0:37:59.839
<v Speaker 2>I did not say it. How would you want Prue

0:38:00.080 --> 0:38:03.600
<v Speaker 2>to return? If Charmed ever got a proper reunion, Charmed

0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:06.719
<v Speaker 2>fans dream for Proun Paige to meet. I would love

0:38:06.840 --> 0:38:13.719
<v Speaker 2>Prune Paige to meet. I think Prue would be the

0:38:13.800 --> 0:38:19.960
<v Speaker 2>strongest elder where she could be with the sisters, be physical,

0:38:20.239 --> 0:38:25.000
<v Speaker 2>be there. I and I think that her page would

0:38:25.080 --> 0:38:27.919
<v Speaker 2>just form like an instant rapport. I like to think

0:38:27.920 --> 0:38:30.960
<v Speaker 2>that Pru has been watching over them this entire time. Anyway,

0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:33.640
<v Speaker 2>how is your relationship with Jenny Garth?

0:38:33.719 --> 0:38:35.000
<v Speaker 1>It's good, you know.

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:41.279
<v Speaker 2>I see her at conventions and we talk and you know,

0:38:42.320 --> 0:38:44.920
<v Speaker 2>like we laugh. I mean those conventions. We work really hard,

0:38:45.040 --> 0:38:49.240
<v Speaker 2>but we're all good. We're you know, we were Jenny

0:38:49.280 --> 0:38:54.560
<v Speaker 2>and I were young, and I don't there are things

0:38:54.560 --> 0:38:59.600
<v Speaker 2>that perhaps I would have done different back then, way

0:38:59.600 --> 0:39:03.560
<v Speaker 2>back then. But I don't really particularly hold any grudges

0:39:03.560 --> 0:39:07.840
<v Speaker 2>against anyone from that show. I just think that we

0:39:07.920 --> 0:39:11.520
<v Speaker 2>all were experiencing something for the very first time, and

0:39:12.440 --> 0:39:14.880
<v Speaker 2>when you are experiencing something for the first time, you

0:39:15.000 --> 0:39:18.280
<v Speaker 2>have to allow, if to give an allowance for mistakes

0:39:18.480 --> 0:39:20.719
<v Speaker 2>and sometimes poor judgment on my part.

0:39:20.960 --> 0:39:22.640
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I'm theirs. I don't really know.

0:39:22.960 --> 0:39:28.440
<v Speaker 2>But I think that we're all good now, and I mean,

0:39:28.480 --> 0:39:33.480
<v Speaker 2>I hope we are, so I would say our relationship

0:39:33.520 --> 0:39:38.840
<v Speaker 2>is good. What is your favorite Brendan Dylan moment slash episode?

0:39:39.040 --> 0:39:42.879
<v Speaker 2>It's when we went to Gosh, you guys on this show?

0:39:42.880 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 2>Did we go to Rosa, Rita? Or did we go

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:49.480
<v Speaker 2>to Baja? I can't remember which place it was, but

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:58.239
<v Speaker 2>I loved, loved that episode. I think Luke and I

0:39:58.480 --> 0:40:02.200
<v Speaker 2>had an amazing time. We were sort of isolated with

0:40:02.320 --> 0:40:04.440
<v Speaker 2>our crew but away from the rest of the cast

0:40:04.520 --> 0:40:08.880
<v Speaker 2>shooting that. And there was that scene where you know,

0:40:09.400 --> 0:40:14.360
<v Speaker 2>Dylan started spinning Brenda around and we were dancing, and

0:40:14.480 --> 0:40:17.960
<v Speaker 2>Luke and I had such a fun time shooting all

0:40:18.000 --> 0:40:22.040
<v Speaker 2>of that that I will forever ever hold that as

0:40:22.120 --> 0:40:27.359
<v Speaker 2>one of my favorite memories of nine period. What scene

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:29.640
<v Speaker 2>are you the most proud of from nine and Charmed

0:40:31.000 --> 0:40:33.239
<v Speaker 2>n No, I'm not sure because it's been so long

0:40:33.280 --> 0:40:38.360
<v Speaker 2>since I watched it, but probably Maggie playing Maggie the

0:40:38.400 --> 0:40:42.720
<v Speaker 2>cat and doing those lines Tennessee Williams. It's not easy

0:40:42.760 --> 0:40:47.400
<v Speaker 2>to do, and I think that actually having to like

0:40:47.440 --> 0:40:51.880
<v Speaker 2>perform even a very small part of that was something

0:40:51.880 --> 0:40:57.399
<v Speaker 2>that I'm proud of and Charmed, So obviously I'm most

0:40:57.400 --> 0:41:01.839
<v Speaker 2>proud of two of the episodes I directed, not all

0:41:01.880 --> 0:41:04.680
<v Speaker 2>of them, but two of them. But as far as

0:41:04.680 --> 0:41:08.799
<v Speaker 2>the scene goes, But what was it? Was it the

0:41:08.840 --> 0:41:11.600
<v Speaker 2>second season that Andy died, you guys, but it was

0:41:11.640 --> 0:41:15.680
<v Speaker 2>when Prue was dealing with the aftermath of his death.

0:41:17.000 --> 0:41:20.400
<v Speaker 2>I was dealing with a lot of tension on the

0:41:20.440 --> 0:41:27.879
<v Speaker 2>set and it came out in my performance. But it's

0:41:27.920 --> 0:41:31.840
<v Speaker 2>probably to date one of my best performances because it

0:41:32.000 --> 0:41:37.440
<v Speaker 2>just was raw and you could see that Prue was raw, anguish,

0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:41.320
<v Speaker 2>and those tears and those emotions and the voice cracking

0:41:41.600 --> 0:41:48.400
<v Speaker 2>was like me literally just feeling so ostracized and alone

0:41:48.880 --> 0:41:53.520
<v Speaker 2>and lonely that it came out in the performance. And

0:41:53.600 --> 0:41:56.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm very proud that I was able to channel everything

0:41:56.719 --> 0:42:01.560
<v Speaker 2>that I felt in real life that is incredibly destructive

0:42:01.640 --> 0:42:04.680
<v Speaker 2>to my mental health, but that I was able to

0:42:04.800 --> 0:42:09.040
<v Speaker 2>channel that into good which was my performance. So probably

0:42:09.120 --> 0:42:12.000
<v Speaker 2>the most proud of that scene and doing any of

0:42:12.000 --> 0:42:12.759
<v Speaker 2>my stunts.

0:42:12.520 --> 0:42:15.920
<v Speaker 1>Because guys, that stuff is hard.

0:42:17.480 --> 0:42:20.160
<v Speaker 2>Which goes what was the hardest scene to film and

0:42:20.239 --> 0:42:24.080
<v Speaker 2>Charmed stn't work and that scene that I just mentioned

0:42:24.840 --> 0:42:26.320
<v Speaker 2>my absolute favorite song.

0:42:27.040 --> 0:42:30.720
<v Speaker 1>Oh that's so hard. That is so hard.

0:42:31.320 --> 0:42:33.200
<v Speaker 2>I guess I would have to say Neil Diamonds Forever

0:42:33.280 --> 0:42:34.920
<v Speaker 2>and Blue Jeans because it was my dad's and I

0:42:35.040 --> 0:42:38.759
<v Speaker 2>song and it just reminds me of him. Outside of

0:42:38.800 --> 0:42:42.799
<v Speaker 2>that song, I'm a very very very big You Two fan,

0:42:44.160 --> 0:42:47.480
<v Speaker 2>like the largest You Two fan, and.

0:42:49.440 --> 0:42:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I find.

0:42:51.480 --> 0:42:53.600
<v Speaker 2>All of their songs, all of their albums to be

0:42:53.800 --> 0:42:59.120
<v Speaker 2>incredibly inspirational and they make me think and want to

0:43:00.200 --> 0:43:05.759
<v Speaker 2>do more in all aspects of my life. So any

0:43:05.800 --> 0:43:10.480
<v Speaker 2>song by You two really, and it was such a

0:43:10.520 --> 0:43:16.960
<v Speaker 2>deep respect for musicians like pink Ough. I'm her voice,

0:43:17.440 --> 0:43:26.200
<v Speaker 2>her lyrics, her everything. She's unbelievable. Do you regret not

0:43:26.239 --> 0:43:29.120
<v Speaker 2>coming back for the final Charmed No. I regret it

0:43:29.120 --> 0:43:32.239
<v Speaker 2>in one sense. I regret it for the fans, but

0:43:32.440 --> 0:43:36.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't regret it for me because I was so

0:43:37.280 --> 0:43:43.399
<v Speaker 2>incredibly wrecked from getting fired that I think, even years

0:43:43.400 --> 0:43:45.920
<v Speaker 2>and years and years later, I had I walked on

0:43:45.960 --> 0:43:50.120
<v Speaker 2>that set, and I think it just would have stirred

0:43:50.120 --> 0:43:53.279
<v Speaker 2>everything back up for me, and it had questioned me

0:43:53.360 --> 0:43:56.640
<v Speaker 2>all over again. Please tell us about the support you

0:43:56.680 --> 0:43:59.000
<v Speaker 2>got from the male producers Brad Kern and Charles Rosen.

0:44:00.360 --> 0:44:03.759
<v Speaker 2>I do feel they both are what responsible one for

0:44:03.800 --> 0:44:11.239
<v Speaker 2>the lack of support from both shows. Uh yeah, yeah,

0:44:11.640 --> 0:44:15.680
<v Speaker 2>one hundred percent lack of support, particularly from Charles Rosen.

0:44:17.000 --> 0:44:18.240
<v Speaker 1>You know, to each their own.

0:44:18.680 --> 0:44:21.799
<v Speaker 2>But I won't say anything mean about him except that

0:44:21.840 --> 0:44:22.720
<v Speaker 2>he was not supportive.

0:44:23.960 --> 0:44:26.920
<v Speaker 1>Uh. And Brad. You know, Brad's an interesting one for me.

0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:33.040
<v Speaker 2>Because I I didn't struggle with Brad as some others did.

0:44:33.280 --> 0:44:38.040
<v Speaker 2>I and I and I didn't have any like inappropriate

0:44:38.080 --> 0:44:43.800
<v Speaker 2>moments with Brad. I I felt like Brad was listening

0:44:43.840 --> 0:44:47.879
<v Speaker 2>to me, and I was listening to Brad. I think

0:44:47.960 --> 0:44:51.399
<v Speaker 2>later you find out that you know, it was all

0:44:51.400 --> 0:44:57.319
<v Speaker 2>pretend and he wasn't listening, but then later apologize for

0:44:57.360 --> 0:44:59.000
<v Speaker 2>that in a letter. And yes, I know you guys

0:44:59.040 --> 0:45:02.120
<v Speaker 2>have said, can you read the letter? I'm getting there.

0:45:02.800 --> 0:45:06.520
<v Speaker 2>Some of this is very hard, because you know, when

0:45:06.520 --> 0:45:10.000
<v Speaker 2>you've buried it for so long or packed it in

0:45:10.080 --> 0:45:13.040
<v Speaker 2>like a foul cabinet in my brain and locked the

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:17.000
<v Speaker 2>foul cabinet and hidden the key from myself, to dig

0:45:17.080 --> 0:45:19.360
<v Speaker 2>for the key again and unlock that and start talking

0:45:19.360 --> 0:45:25.839
<v Speaker 2>about it again can be emotionally draining. And I think

0:45:25.960 --> 0:45:31.560
<v Speaker 2>sometimes some things will take me a little bit longer

0:45:31.680 --> 0:45:34.520
<v Speaker 2>to get to, but I will. Is there anywhere you

0:45:34.560 --> 0:45:36.319
<v Speaker 2>would like to go and visit that you haven't yet

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:38.759
<v Speaker 2>and what would be your bucket list of things to do?

0:45:39.000 --> 0:45:56.680
<v Speaker 2>Crazy or low key places to go or people to meet? Ah, Tanzania, Botswana, Vietnam, Thailand. God,

0:45:57.200 --> 0:45:59.360
<v Speaker 2>there's so many places I want to go that I

0:45:59.400 --> 0:46:01.680
<v Speaker 2>haven't been yet, and there are so many places that

0:46:01.719 --> 0:46:04.720
<v Speaker 2>I have been that I want to go back, and

0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:09.360
<v Speaker 2>those are all of my bucket list I really wanted

0:46:09.360 --> 0:46:12.720
<v Speaker 2>to really really really want to do. There is a

0:46:12.920 --> 0:46:15.319
<v Speaker 2>safari that you can do in Tanzania and it's all

0:46:15.360 --> 0:46:19.080
<v Speaker 2>on horseback, and I've talked to my girlfriend Julie about

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<v Speaker 2>doing it with me, So that's that's definitely something that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to do before I die, because that's a

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, first of all, it's a crazy idea to

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<v Speaker 2>do a safari on horseback because I'm pretty sure the

0:46:32.040 --> 0:46:35.480
<v Speaker 2>lions run faster than the horses, so it's a little crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>But I love animals so much, and I know that

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<v Speaker 2>when I went to South Africa and I did a safari,

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<v Speaker 2>it changed my life. Not only because of the safari

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<v Speaker 2>and the respect for animals that I've always had, but

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<v Speaker 2>that just heightened it.

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<v Speaker 1>But seeing the people.

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<v Speaker 2>So I went to South Africa and I went to Mozambique,

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<v Speaker 2>and I remember in Mozambique, I came across in like

0:46:59.719 --> 0:47:05.720
<v Speaker 2>the village that the locals lived in, a fifteen year old.

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<v Speaker 2>We were doing like a you know, ride through it

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<v Speaker 2>and a car ride through it, open jeepear ride. And

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<v Speaker 2>the fifteen year old kept talking about how badly he

0:47:15.280 --> 0:47:17.880
<v Speaker 2>wanted to go to college. And I said, why do

0:47:17.920 --> 0:47:19.200
<v Speaker 2>you want to go to college? And he said, I

0:47:19.239 --> 0:47:21.160
<v Speaker 2>want to study medicine. I want to become a doctor.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, well, that's amazing. Why do you

0:47:23.680 --> 0:47:26.560
<v Speaker 2>want to become a doctor and he said because I

0:47:26.600 --> 0:47:30.400
<v Speaker 2>want to come back here and heal my village. And

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<v Speaker 2>it just I broke down in tears. Like the purity

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<v Speaker 2>of this boy and what he wanted to do to

0:47:38.360 --> 0:47:40.799
<v Speaker 2>help his family and to help the people in his

0:47:40.880 --> 0:47:46.160
<v Speaker 2>village was unbelievable. That place touched my heart and rocked

0:47:46.200 --> 0:47:49.640
<v Speaker 2>my soul unlike any other place I've ever been, So

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<v Speaker 2>anywhere in Africa, I want to go.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>As a director, do you have a say on how

0:47:57.200 --> 0:47:59.680
<v Speaker 2>characters look like? For example, on your final Charmed episode

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<v Speaker 2>shown for the first time, but looks completely different from

0:48:02.320 --> 0:48:02.960
<v Speaker 2>other appearances.

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<v Speaker 1>How does that work? Okay? I did. Yes.

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<v Speaker 2>You would have to ask the other directors if they

0:48:09.640 --> 0:48:13.040
<v Speaker 2>had an influence. My influence was I didn't pick out

0:48:13.040 --> 0:48:18.040
<v Speaker 2>people's wardrobe, but I based everything the look of the show.

0:48:19.120 --> 0:48:21.759
<v Speaker 2>The last episode that I was in and directed, I

0:48:21.880 --> 0:48:25.799
<v Speaker 2>based it on a salvad Or Dolly painting. So I

0:48:25.880 --> 0:48:30.240
<v Speaker 2>wanted the whole color scheme to be from this painting,

0:48:30.760 --> 0:48:33.759
<v Speaker 2>and that meant that each character had to sort of

0:48:33.800 --> 0:48:38.160
<v Speaker 2>stay in that color scheme. The lighting had to be

0:48:38.239 --> 0:48:42.479
<v Speaker 2>within that color scheme, and the source had to be

0:48:43.320 --> 0:48:46.160
<v Speaker 2>a certain look. It was all about a salvad Or

0:48:46.200 --> 0:48:50.239
<v Speaker 2>Dolly painting for me. All right, that is definitely all

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<v Speaker 2>I have time for. But thank you guys so much

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<v Speaker 2>for listening to another episode of Let's Be Clear with

0:48:56.280 --> 0:48:59.919
<v Speaker 2>Shannon Dherty. Get ready, you, guys, I have a couple

0:48:59.960 --> 0:49:05.920
<v Speaker 2>of great episodes coming up about healing, about how I

0:49:06.160 --> 0:49:10.560
<v Speaker 2>have been struggling for the last month with some depression,

0:49:11.080 --> 0:49:16.600
<v Speaker 2>what I'm doing to combat it, and also some fun episodes.

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<v Speaker 2>So I hope you all have a great week and

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<v Speaker 2>that you enjoyed this week's podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Ye bye,