1 00:00:02,560 --> 00:00:04,640 Speaker 1: This is Let's be clear with Shannon Dorty. 2 00:00:07,520 --> 00:00:09,719 Speaker 2: All right, hi, everybody, welcome to another episode. Let's be 3 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:13,080 Speaker 2: clear with Shannon Doherty. This is our second Q and A. 4 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:16,680 Speaker 2: I kind of love these because they're just so interesting 5 00:00:16,720 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 2: what you guys want to ask, and it's not stuff 6 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:23,040 Speaker 2: that I would have thought to address. So now I'm 7 00:00:23,040 --> 00:00:26,279 Speaker 2: going to let's get to this question. 8 00:00:27,800 --> 00:00:28,360 Speaker 1: Holly Murray. 9 00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:31,360 Speaker 2: Combs announced that all the cast members are ready for 10 00:00:31,400 --> 00:00:34,520 Speaker 2: the reunion of Charmed. The only problem is the rights 11 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,479 Speaker 2: to the series, which they don't have right now. 12 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:37,200 Speaker 1: Is this true? 13 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:41,400 Speaker 2: Yes, So the way that it works is us as actors, 14 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:45,080 Speaker 2: unless we wrote the show, created it, produced it, we 15 00:00:45,200 --> 00:00:48,879 Speaker 2: have no rights to it. I believe it's CBS who 16 00:00:48,920 --> 00:00:52,120 Speaker 2: owns the show. So the only person or the only 17 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:57,960 Speaker 2: company that can make a reunion happen is CBS. So 18 00:00:58,000 --> 00:00:59,720 Speaker 2: if you guys really want one, then you have to 19 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:06,039 Speaker 2: barred their Instagram, their Facebook, right mail. 20 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:07,200 Speaker 1: I don't really know. 21 00:01:07,720 --> 00:01:09,280 Speaker 2: I don't even know how to do any of that, 22 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 2: but that's the only way. You know, do petitions and 23 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:16,399 Speaker 2: send them in. That's pretty much the only way that 24 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:19,120 Speaker 2: it would happen, and it would have to happen pretty 25 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:23,479 Speaker 2: quickly unless you want to see all of us as Grandma's. Okay, 26 00:01:24,200 --> 00:01:27,960 Speaker 2: what is your most memorable moment, both professionally and personally 27 00:01:28,080 --> 00:01:33,919 Speaker 2: and would you have done anything differently? Most memorable moment? 28 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:39,679 Speaker 2: You know, I have so many amazing memories with my 29 00:01:39,800 --> 00:01:44,399 Speaker 2: family and particularly with my dad growing up that and 30 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:46,880 Speaker 2: because he's no longer with me, I couldn't name just 31 00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:52,640 Speaker 2: one at all, because every single one of them is 32 00:01:52,760 --> 00:01:58,040 Speaker 2: incredibly precious to me. Personally, I think probably working with 33 00:01:58,080 --> 00:02:02,240 Speaker 2: Michael Landon was one of the most amazing professional moments 34 00:02:02,320 --> 00:02:06,000 Speaker 2: that I had because he was so kind, so nice, 35 00:02:06,080 --> 00:02:09,079 Speaker 2: such a good man. I learned a lot from him, 36 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:13,799 Speaker 2: so he was Yeah, he was amazing, absolutely amazing. I 37 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:17,919 Speaker 2: I've gotten to work with a lot of fantastic actors 38 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:22,440 Speaker 2: and also with friends like James Glenbressak, Like, those are 39 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:25,799 Speaker 2: very memorable moments that we've had. What do you value 40 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:29,400 Speaker 2: most in others and what do you wish you can 41 00:02:29,520 --> 00:02:35,040 Speaker 2: improve in yourself? Honesty, honesty, and loyalty is what I 42 00:02:35,160 --> 00:02:38,680 Speaker 2: value the most in others, even over a sense of humor, 43 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:42,359 Speaker 2: which is incredibly important to me. If you're an honest person, 44 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:45,919 Speaker 2: if you're loyal, I am going to forever be by 45 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:48,880 Speaker 2: your side, and if you're not, you're not going to 46 00:02:48,880 --> 00:02:51,560 Speaker 2: be by my side. What do you wish you could 47 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:57,440 Speaker 2: improve in yourself? Probably my directness. I wish I could 48 00:02:58,800 --> 00:03:04,640 Speaker 2: soften my edges a little bit. I think that I 49 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:09,840 Speaker 2: was raised to be very direct and no bullshit, and 50 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:14,919 Speaker 2: because of that, I can come across harsh and abrasive. 51 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,840 Speaker 2: And I mean, I'll tell you guys, I did it 52 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:22,880 Speaker 2: five minutes before I started filming this podcast because Brian, 53 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:27,040 Speaker 2: my wonderful engineer, couldn't hear me on the mic and 54 00:03:27,800 --> 00:03:31,680 Speaker 2: I've been rushing today and we were, you know, running late, 55 00:03:31,760 --> 00:03:33,679 Speaker 2: and so he was like, is the mic plugged in? 56 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 2: I'm like yes, He's like, it's not really plugged in 57 00:03:35,640 --> 00:03:37,560 Speaker 2: because I can't hear you. And I was like, here's 58 00:03:37,600 --> 00:03:40,480 Speaker 2: the plug. It doesn't plug into the damn computer. And 59 00:03:40,840 --> 00:03:43,200 Speaker 2: then I found the thing and I was like, oh God. 60 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:49,800 Speaker 2: So I think I had to soften my edges and 61 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:56,360 Speaker 2: not be so direct sometimes maybe and more patients. I 62 00:03:56,440 --> 00:04:01,840 Speaker 2: need a lot more patience. I find that, particularly lately, 63 00:04:02,560 --> 00:04:06,520 Speaker 2: I don't have as much patience as I have had, 64 00:04:07,280 --> 00:04:09,960 Speaker 2: and it's probably because of the protocol that I'm currently 65 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 2: on and I struggle with pain a lot currently, which 66 00:04:15,200 --> 00:04:19,040 Speaker 2: we'll get into in another episode coming very soon. All Right, 67 00:04:20,920 --> 00:04:24,200 Speaker 2: what's your favorite Charmed episode and if you could play 68 00:04:24,240 --> 00:04:26,800 Speaker 2: any other Charmed character, who would it be and why? 69 00:04:27,839 --> 00:04:32,080 Speaker 2: My favorite Charmed episode is the Western because I got 70 00:04:32,080 --> 00:04:35,920 Speaker 2: to ride horses and I love horses. I'm obsessed with horses. 71 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:39,920 Speaker 2: And I directed it and I thought it was one 72 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:41,200 Speaker 2: of my better episodes. 73 00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:43,800 Speaker 1: And I don't know. 74 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:46,359 Speaker 2: The whole thing, just the script felt cool to me, 75 00:04:47,200 --> 00:04:51,920 Speaker 2: the clothes were cool, the visuals, my DP did an 76 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:55,960 Speaker 2: amazing job. I just loved that episode. I also loved 77 00:04:56,279 --> 00:04:59,279 Speaker 2: my last episode because I directed it. But it wasn't 78 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:02,720 Speaker 2: because I died, that's definitely a reason to hate it, 79 00:05:03,839 --> 00:05:07,880 Speaker 2: but because I thought the acting was on point. Out 80 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:11,520 Speaker 2: of every single cast member, everybody was fantastic in that episode. 81 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:14,680 Speaker 2: As an actress, how does it feel when you know 82 00:05:14,720 --> 00:05:17,320 Speaker 2: the screenplay of the series, show, or movie you'll be 83 00:05:17,360 --> 00:05:20,960 Speaker 2: a part of, is if not stupid or at least senseless. 84 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:24,880 Speaker 1: Oh that means. 85 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:27,360 Speaker 2: That there's something I did in my career that you 86 00:05:27,480 --> 00:05:33,120 Speaker 2: felt was senseless. The person asking this question, I mean, 87 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:37,160 Speaker 2: what I'll tell you is if I did something senseless, 88 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:43,400 Speaker 2: either A I needed the money, or B I had 89 00:05:43,440 --> 00:05:47,760 Speaker 2: no control over the episode. So if I had no control, 90 00:05:47,800 --> 00:05:50,840 Speaker 2: that means that I was, you know, on a series 91 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:55,839 Speaker 2: and there was a really stupid episode or something, and 92 00:05:55,839 --> 00:05:59,240 Speaker 2: and back then, you know, I didn't have that much control. 93 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:03,160 Speaker 2: But if it was not on a TV show and 94 00:06:03,200 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 2: I did something sinceless, I promise you it was for 95 00:06:05,760 --> 00:06:12,360 Speaker 2: the money, yeah, you know, I mean I helped support 96 00:06:12,400 --> 00:06:15,200 Speaker 2: a family. So there were a lot of jobs that 97 00:06:15,279 --> 00:06:18,800 Speaker 2: I took, not a lot, but a few that I 98 00:06:18,839 --> 00:06:23,400 Speaker 2: took that was strictly for the paycheck. And I don't 99 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:28,640 Speaker 2: necessarily regret those because being able to help support. 100 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:30,720 Speaker 1: My family and my dad when. 101 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:34,240 Speaker 2: He was so sick is really important to me and 102 00:06:34,320 --> 00:06:35,919 Speaker 2: something I'm very proud that I was able to do 103 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:38,280 Speaker 2: for him, and for my mom and for my brother. 104 00:06:40,040 --> 00:06:43,320 Speaker 2: You've been traveling all over doing various comic con appearances, 105 00:06:43,360 --> 00:06:45,479 Speaker 2: and many of us have traveled a great distance to 106 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:48,400 Speaker 2: meet you in parentheses, and while worth it, many of 107 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:50,880 Speaker 2: us will walk away from this experience having lived an 108 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:54,520 Speaker 2: absolute bucket list moment. What is that you take away 109 00:06:54,520 --> 00:06:57,840 Speaker 2: from these experiences and what have been some highlights for you? 110 00:06:58,320 --> 00:07:07,160 Speaker 2: I think, honestly, for me, the it shocks me every 111 00:07:07,320 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 2: single time I do a comic con. It shocks me 112 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:18,720 Speaker 2: that anybody cares enough to meet me. I do not 113 00:07:18,840 --> 00:07:23,760 Speaker 2: think I'm that special. I don't think that I'm somebody 114 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:27,440 Speaker 2: that should be on anybody's bucket list. I think that 115 00:07:28,080 --> 00:07:30,680 Speaker 2: probably the only thing that truly makes me special is 116 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:36,080 Speaker 2: cancer and being able to reach people and help people. 117 00:07:37,400 --> 00:07:39,880 Speaker 2: By the way, I deeply appreciate if I'm on anybody's 118 00:07:39,880 --> 00:07:43,760 Speaker 2: bucket list, that's pretty amazing and it's such an ego 119 00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:49,480 Speaker 2: boost and super flattering. But I just I don't know. 120 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:53,440 Speaker 2: I maybe I'm just a very insecure person. So I'm 121 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:56,280 Speaker 2: not quite sure right anybody cares about me at the 122 00:07:56,360 --> 00:08:02,880 Speaker 2: end of the day. But those EXPERI chiances make me 123 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:08,200 Speaker 2: believe in that short weekend that maybe I am special 124 00:08:08,320 --> 00:08:11,040 Speaker 2: for more than just having cancer. Maybe it's cancer and 125 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:15,640 Speaker 2: the acting. Maybe it's all of it combined. And what 126 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:22,080 Speaker 2: really touches me is when people share with me their 127 00:08:22,120 --> 00:08:26,960 Speaker 2: own journeys and their journeys that have been not so 128 00:08:27,080 --> 00:08:31,239 Speaker 2: easy and rough, and whether it's that we got somebody 129 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:35,120 Speaker 2: through a very rough childhood watching Charmed and how much 130 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:41,200 Speaker 2: that helped them, or whether I helped a daughter go 131 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:44,600 Speaker 2: through cancer with her mom, or a husband go through 132 00:08:45,160 --> 00:08:49,320 Speaker 2: or a wife go through it. Those moments mean the 133 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:53,280 Speaker 2: absolute most to me. And honestly, walking out on that 134 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:57,920 Speaker 2: stage when we do the Q and a's and everybody 135 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:01,200 Speaker 2: at the comic con just of plouding, it's like, for 136 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:04,840 Speaker 2: one second, you feel like a rock star. You feel 137 00:09:05,800 --> 00:09:12,480 Speaker 2: just so good and good about yourself in that brief moment. 138 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:17,160 Speaker 2: So my experience always as I walk away, going wow, 139 00:09:17,240 --> 00:09:21,520 Speaker 2: that was super cool, and that I have like the 140 00:09:21,559 --> 00:09:25,920 Speaker 2: best most loyal fans anybody could ever ask for, and 141 00:09:26,160 --> 00:09:31,040 Speaker 2: I feel extremely blessed. So those are my highlights, and 142 00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 2: that's my takeaway is just you guys. My takeaway is 143 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:41,480 Speaker 2: you guys, right hey, lifelong fan here. My question is, 144 00:09:41,600 --> 00:09:44,520 Speaker 2: I really loved the movie Friends till the end, but 145 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:47,559 Speaker 2: it reminded me of the Brende slash Laura storyline from 146 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:50,360 Speaker 2: season four of Beverly Hills nine oh two zero. I 147 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:53,760 Speaker 2: just want to hear thoughts on this. You know, I 148 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:56,760 Speaker 2: had never thought of that. I had never thought of 149 00:09:56,840 --> 00:10:02,959 Speaker 2: like the comparison, But you're right, You're one hundred percent 150 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:07,120 Speaker 2: right there is yeah, because Laura ended up being crazy too. 151 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:15,400 Speaker 2: And Jennifer who played sort of my Friend slash Rival 152 00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:19,120 Speaker 2: at the end she ended up being crazy as well, 153 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:23,720 Speaker 2: so they are similar. The cool thing about Friend Cilienne 154 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:28,800 Speaker 2: was that I got to sing and I can still 155 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:34,880 Speaker 2: like google it and hear the tracks that I put down. 156 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:37,160 Speaker 2: Thought I just sounded like I'm trying to be a 157 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:41,120 Speaker 2: recording artist with tracks put down. But anyway, it was 158 00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:45,240 Speaker 2: an amazing experience. I loved every single second of doing 159 00:10:45,240 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 2: that movie. I know your biggest source of inspiration is 160 00:10:49,559 --> 00:10:51,920 Speaker 2: your mom, but if not, is there an actor actress 161 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:55,320 Speaker 2: who has inspired you? Okay, well, my biggest source of inspiration, yes, 162 00:10:55,440 --> 00:11:00,800 Speaker 2: is my mother, but it's also my father, and that is, 163 00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:06,640 Speaker 2: in fact, my two biggest sources beyond an actor and actress. 164 00:11:06,679 --> 00:11:08,560 Speaker 2: Like I would never swap my mom and my dad 165 00:11:08,559 --> 00:11:14,120 Speaker 2: as my inspirations for anybody else, but actors are actresses. 166 00:11:14,160 --> 00:11:18,640 Speaker 2: I mean I was heavily influenced by Catherine Hepburn and 167 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:24,960 Speaker 2: Bert Lancaster and Henry Fonda growing up, and then that 168 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:29,200 Speaker 2: sort of went into you know, Robert de Niro and 169 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:34,920 Speaker 2: Al Pacino, heavily influenced by the director Martin Scorsese, Joe Wright, 170 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:42,680 Speaker 2: Quentin Tarantino, Steven Soderberg. I was you know, greatly inspired 171 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:47,560 Speaker 2: by my most serious boyfriend, which was Rob Weiss, his 172 00:11:47,679 --> 00:11:51,480 Speaker 2: dedication to work, his writing, all of it. So I've 173 00:11:51,480 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 2: had a lot of inspirations. As far as more female actresses, 174 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:58,800 Speaker 2: I mean, obviously, I think Nicole Kimman is amazing. I've 175 00:11:58,840 --> 00:12:03,320 Speaker 2: probably been the most inspired by Michelle Pfeiffer, and I 176 00:12:03,400 --> 00:12:09,200 Speaker 2: just find her to be remarkable in every way, shape 177 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:13,240 Speaker 2: and form. I mean, yes, she's a stunning woman. But 178 00:12:13,320 --> 00:12:17,800 Speaker 2: if you view her body of work from Scarface to 179 00:12:17,960 --> 00:12:22,400 Speaker 2: the Fabulous Baker Boys to Tequila Sunrise, you know, to uh, 180 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:28,040 Speaker 2: I mean to everything, like the span is ridiculous. She 181 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:33,200 Speaker 2: just she she changes and I don't see any effort 182 00:12:33,360 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 2: in the change, which is really stunning. So she's a 183 00:12:38,240 --> 00:12:41,640 Speaker 2: very very very very big inspiration to me. And as 184 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:47,360 Speaker 2: far as like a much younger generation, there's god, there's 185 00:12:47,360 --> 00:12:53,880 Speaker 2: so many young kids nowadays that are like fantastic, really 186 00:12:53,880 --> 00:12:56,800 Speaker 2: really really fantastic. But those are my those are my 187 00:12:56,880 --> 00:13:01,080 Speaker 2: main sources, right there. Hi, And will you have Rose 188 00:13:01,160 --> 00:13:04,840 Speaker 2: mcgallan as a guest on your podcast? I yes, that's 189 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:08,280 Speaker 2: one hundred percent positive. Rose and I get along really well, 190 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:12,640 Speaker 2: We adore each other, and I really like respect her 191 00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:18,560 Speaker 2: her foundation, Like I don't mean foundation like a you know, 192 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:23,800 Speaker 2: charity foundation, I mean like her foundation in herself. I 193 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:25,760 Speaker 2: sort of view our bodies as like we sit in 194 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:28,520 Speaker 2: a foundation. It's basically how we were raised. Our morals, 195 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:33,080 Speaker 2: our beliefs, everything like that. That's our foundation. And uh, 196 00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:36,880 Speaker 2: and I admire hers. I think that. I also admire 197 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:42,120 Speaker 2: the fact that her you know, her book Brave aptly 198 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:45,400 Speaker 2: titled Brave, she she went against a lot of people 199 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:51,439 Speaker 2: and suffered for it. And I admire her bravery also 200 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:56,640 Speaker 2: her wit. She's very, very, very witty. When you did Charmed, 201 00:13:58,480 --> 00:14:00,280 Speaker 2: how did the nine to two and zero cast rate act? 202 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:03,360 Speaker 2: I have no idea how they were acted? Were they 203 00:14:03,400 --> 00:14:05,320 Speaker 2: shocked that you were working with spelling? Again, I have 204 00:14:05,440 --> 00:14:08,160 Speaker 2: no idea. I don't even know the timing. I don't 205 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:10,760 Speaker 2: know if nine O two was already canceled. I don't 206 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 2: know who had already left nine O two and Oh, 207 00:14:12,640 --> 00:14:15,480 Speaker 2: I don't know. Like you guys could probably educate me 208 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:18,320 Speaker 2: if there was like a lap over, but I don't know. 209 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:19,880 Speaker 2: Once I was done with nine O two and Oh, 210 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,960 Speaker 2: I did not sort of look back in that direction. 211 00:14:24,440 --> 00:14:26,080 Speaker 2: You know, when you get fired from something, you sort 212 00:14:26,120 --> 00:14:30,720 Speaker 2: of tried to move on because it's hard. How much 213 00:14:30,760 --> 00:14:33,840 Speaker 2: of yourself do you think Brenda and yourself are similar? 214 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:37,200 Speaker 2: I would say that we were more similar in the 215 00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:40,720 Speaker 2: beginning because I always felt like a fish out of 216 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:47,800 Speaker 2: water as well and a little bit naive. But I 217 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:52,440 Speaker 2: think as time went on, and I can't say this 218 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:56,240 Speaker 2: for sure, right, but perhaps some of the writers and 219 00:14:56,280 --> 00:15:01,920 Speaker 2: perhaps one of the producers look at my outside persona. 220 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:06,040 Speaker 2: That was a lot of lies and bad you know, 221 00:15:06,280 --> 00:15:09,240 Speaker 2: bad journalism. You can't call it journalism. It's just trash 222 00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:12,280 Speaker 2: writing people trying to make a book at the expense 223 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:15,080 Speaker 2: of somebody else, like the National Inquirer, Star Magazine and 224 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:18,760 Speaker 2: all of those. They made up a lot of lies. 225 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:24,480 Speaker 2: And I think that some people that I worked with 226 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:31,200 Speaker 2: correlated myself and those lies together and wrote them into Brenda. 227 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:36,600 Speaker 2: And the more angsty Brenda got, the more unhappy I 228 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:42,600 Speaker 2: got with her. And also when the whole you know, Dylan, Brenda, 229 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:47,480 Speaker 2: Kelly trying what happened, there was like nothing similar because 230 00:15:47,520 --> 00:15:50,440 Speaker 2: Brenda eventually forgave Kelly. And I can tell you that 231 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:56,360 Speaker 2: if one of my friends cheated with somebody that I 232 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:59,920 Speaker 2: absolutely loved, there would be no forgiveness. I would know 233 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:03,120 Speaker 2: ever speak to them again, because I'm a pretty resolute 234 00:16:03,160 --> 00:16:08,200 Speaker 2: person about loyalty and about boundaries and how you treat 235 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:13,120 Speaker 2: another human being, so we're not very similar. We'd love 236 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,600 Speaker 2: to hear stories about Luke and Shannon's friendship over the years. 237 00:16:15,960 --> 00:16:20,640 Speaker 2: You know, it's changed a lot, right, So it like 238 00:16:21,240 --> 00:16:25,120 Speaker 2: like true friends, true brother and sister, true boyfriend, girlfriend, 239 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:32,160 Speaker 2: truex ex's relationships go in waves, and Luke and I 240 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:35,520 Speaker 2: definitely had our waves. There were moments that we got 241 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,880 Speaker 2: along so well, moments that we fought, then we would 242 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:40,960 Speaker 2: make up, then we would fight, then we would make up. 243 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:44,040 Speaker 2: A lot of that was just when we were working 244 00:16:44,040 --> 00:16:46,640 Speaker 2: together on the set. I think once we stopped working 245 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:49,320 Speaker 2: together on the set and we matured a little bit, 246 00:16:49,640 --> 00:16:52,000 Speaker 2: our friendship just grew and grew and grew and got 247 00:16:52,040 --> 00:16:56,560 Speaker 2: a lot stronger, and there was a deeper appreciation for 248 00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:57,200 Speaker 2: one another. 249 00:16:57,400 --> 00:16:57,640 Speaker 1: You know. 250 00:16:58,280 --> 00:17:01,640 Speaker 2: Somebody told me that the nine on two O cast 251 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:07,360 Speaker 2: minus me did a convention, a con and that in 252 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:11,240 Speaker 2: a Q and A Luke said something to the effect of, 253 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:14,600 Speaker 2: you know, none of us would be here without Shannon, 254 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:18,600 Speaker 2: And if that is true, I've not looked it up 255 00:17:18,840 --> 00:17:24,880 Speaker 2: because probably I just want to believe it's true. But 256 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:27,560 Speaker 2: that kind of sums up like our relationship now or 257 00:17:27,920 --> 00:17:30,800 Speaker 2: what it was. What it ended once he passed away 258 00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:34,560 Speaker 2: was a deeper appreciation for one another and what we 259 00:17:35,359 --> 00:17:50,720 Speaker 2: brought to each other's careers and to our lives. Will 260 00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:52,920 Speaker 2: you ever sing the songs you're saying on friends, Tilly? 261 00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:59,720 Speaker 2: And if somebody pays me a lot of money, sure, yeah, 262 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:04,040 Speaker 2: I've probably also can't like drink ginger ail. I'll have 263 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:07,439 Speaker 2: to get you know, I have like nodules in my 264 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:10,480 Speaker 2: vocal cords, So even for that, I was having to 265 00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:12,840 Speaker 2: get steroids shots to get those nodules down. 266 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:17,160 Speaker 1: Have you ever done theater? And if not, would you I? 267 00:18:17,200 --> 00:18:20,800 Speaker 2: When I was very young I did like local theater, 268 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:25,280 Speaker 2: and then at the Burbank Playhouse they did a production 269 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:29,800 Speaker 2: of a play called The Mound Builders. And then for 270 00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:35,879 Speaker 2: whatever reason, I guess, I became very, very very self conscious. 271 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:41,359 Speaker 2: So and I think it definitely happened during nn Tuna 272 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:48,440 Speaker 2: where I just felt so judged and misunderstood, sometimes rightfully 273 00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:51,560 Speaker 2: so right Sometimes I put out a bad message and 274 00:18:51,600 --> 00:18:54,480 Speaker 2: I didn't behave or whatever. So I take full responsibility, 275 00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:56,960 Speaker 2: not full. I take some responsibility for some of it. 276 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:03,800 Speaker 2: But it made me so self conscious that I have 277 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:09,160 Speaker 2: turned down some really good plays because I think it's 278 00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:12,240 Speaker 2: easier to be in your TV or on your screen 279 00:19:12,240 --> 00:19:17,720 Speaker 2: as opposed to not getting a laugh in real time 280 00:19:17,760 --> 00:19:22,400 Speaker 2: if you're doing a play that's comedy, or just glancing 281 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:25,040 Speaker 2: out and seeing that somebody is not happy with your performance, 282 00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:28,840 Speaker 2: it's so real and it's so palpable how the audience 283 00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:31,920 Speaker 2: is responding to you in a play. I'm not quite 284 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:37,680 Speaker 2: sure I could handle it. I think I'm I think 285 00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:42,840 Speaker 2: I'm too fragile for it now, and my days of 286 00:19:43,040 --> 00:19:47,919 Speaker 2: challenging myself to that degree, I'm just I don't know. 287 00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:50,480 Speaker 2: I'm not sure if I have it in me anymore. 288 00:19:50,560 --> 00:19:52,680 Speaker 2: I like to challenge myself, but it's in a lot 289 00:19:52,680 --> 00:19:56,159 Speaker 2: of other areas in my life. I don't think I 290 00:19:56,240 --> 00:19:57,640 Speaker 2: want to be judged anymore. 291 00:19:58,240 --> 00:19:58,680 Speaker 1: Period. 292 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:04,000 Speaker 2: Doing this podcast has become it's a blessing and a curse. 293 00:20:04,520 --> 00:20:09,160 Speaker 2: There's a lot of it that I love, and there's 294 00:20:09,359 --> 00:20:12,919 Speaker 2: a lot lately that I don't love. The part that 295 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:16,960 Speaker 2: I don't love is, you know, mean comments or I'm 296 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:22,520 Speaker 2: not dishing enough dirt for certain people. They you know 297 00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,480 Speaker 2: I have said, well, it's called let's be clear, and 298 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,399 Speaker 2: you're not being clear because you're not naming names. 299 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:30,480 Speaker 1: Let me just remind you, let's be clear. Is about me. 300 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:35,960 Speaker 2: It's about my journey. It's about me telling my truth. 301 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,440 Speaker 2: My truth I don't I don't always have to throw 302 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:40,560 Speaker 2: somebody under the bus in order to tell my truth. 303 00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:44,439 Speaker 2: My main objective of doing this podcast, and I know 304 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:47,320 Speaker 2: I'm going way off of what the question was doing 305 00:20:47,359 --> 00:20:51,639 Speaker 2: the podcast is in fact a diary. It is a 306 00:20:51,680 --> 00:20:54,200 Speaker 2: diary of the past, the present, and the future. 307 00:20:55,280 --> 00:20:57,640 Speaker 1: It is a. 308 00:20:56,800 --> 00:21:00,560 Speaker 2: Version of a memoir. I am not a person who 309 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:03,919 Speaker 2: will ever do a scandalous tell all memoir. I've been 310 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:07,879 Speaker 2: offered a ton of money, a ton for years and 311 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:11,360 Speaker 2: years and years. I have refused to do it. If 312 00:21:11,359 --> 00:21:15,240 Speaker 2: something is incredibly obvious and somebody else has called me out, 313 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,400 Speaker 2: sure I can then bring up their name, because they've 314 00:21:17,400 --> 00:21:22,080 Speaker 2: already fired first shot. If somebody got me fired, sure 315 00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:25,480 Speaker 2: I'm going to have that conversation. But if I see 316 00:21:25,480 --> 00:21:28,439 Speaker 2: that somebody's changed, or or if I don't see the 317 00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 2: benefit to either person, or if I feel it's nothing 318 00:21:34,119 --> 00:21:36,800 Speaker 2: but dr and the person and I didn't even get 319 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:38,840 Speaker 2: a chance to clean it up, I don't know. I 320 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,359 Speaker 2: feel like there is a line that you have to 321 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:46,160 Speaker 2: draw in the sand of integrity and pleasing certain people 322 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:48,560 Speaker 2: who are listening to your podcast. And I will always 323 00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 2: choose integrity over somebody listening to my podcast, because integrity 324 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:59,880 Speaker 2: wins every time. So I don't know why I went 325 00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:04,119 Speaker 2: on that. I'm so sorry you guys. Oh, I was 326 00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:10,280 Speaker 2: talking about judgment. So yeah, no, theater, probably not. I'm 327 00:22:10,280 --> 00:22:14,080 Speaker 2: in a place in my life where if I'm going 328 00:22:14,119 --> 00:22:17,800 Speaker 2: to work in acting ever again, then it's got to 329 00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:22,000 Speaker 2: be with people that I really love and respect. And 330 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:27,399 Speaker 2: this podcast will continue until I feel too judged, and 331 00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:32,080 Speaker 2: then I will stop it because I'm you know, I've 332 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:35,480 Speaker 2: judged myself enough in my life and found myself guilty 333 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:39,040 Speaker 2: far too many times, and punish myself far too many 334 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:42,320 Speaker 2: times and continue to make bad choices. Because I was 335 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:45,359 Speaker 2: punishing myself, I would beat myself so up so much 336 00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:49,760 Speaker 2: that I had, you know, lack of self esteem, lack 337 00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:53,760 Speaker 2: of a lot of things. So I and I've worked 338 00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:57,000 Speaker 2: on myself quite a bit, and now with cancer, I 339 00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:59,920 Speaker 2: just don't think that I can handle it. 340 00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:01,959 Speaker 1: Sorry. 341 00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:06,320 Speaker 2: What's your favorite quote of all time? Gosh, now that 342 00:23:06,359 --> 00:23:08,359 Speaker 2: I'm on this, Botto, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna 343 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:11,280 Speaker 2: actually quote it correctly, but I can do all things 344 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,399 Speaker 2: through Christ, who strengthen with me. 345 00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:16,920 Speaker 1: And it's from the Bible. Favorite books of all time. 346 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:23,040 Speaker 1: There's too many. There's too many, And there's one that 347 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:24,800 Speaker 1: I like adore right now, but I'm trying to get 348 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:26,879 Speaker 1: to the rights to it, so I can't say what 349 00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:33,639 Speaker 1: it is. I have a really like vast range of 350 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:39,040 Speaker 1: books that I like. I like. I love books about history. 351 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:43,320 Speaker 2: I love learning about the past because I feel like 352 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:47,960 Speaker 2: the past always comes into our present and helps shape 353 00:23:47,960 --> 00:23:49,440 Speaker 2: our future to some degree. 354 00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:54,920 Speaker 1: So I love books like that. But I also love, 355 00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:56,280 Speaker 1: you know, just. 356 00:23:56,320 --> 00:24:00,000 Speaker 2: Complete fiction that takes me into a completely different world 357 00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,679 Speaker 2: in a different space. And sometimes I'll even read a 358 00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:07,800 Speaker 2: ya novel just because they're fun and they're easy. It 359 00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:11,760 Speaker 2: just depends on my mood. Who makes you laugh the 360 00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:16,919 Speaker 2: best and hardest? From the belly h This is a 361 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,560 Speaker 2: hard one for me because some of my friends are 362 00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:23,679 Speaker 2: getting it very upset hearing that it's not them. My 363 00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:27,800 Speaker 2: friend Julie makes me laugh really, really, really hard. We 364 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:35,040 Speaker 2: were just on vacation together and I laughed until I 365 00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:39,080 Speaker 2: fell asleep, Like it was a problem. I laughed so 366 00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:42,639 Speaker 2: hard that I came back from vacation with ABS because 367 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,360 Speaker 2: I was laughing that hard. My other friend Amrie has 368 00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:50,600 Speaker 2: always made me laugh, and Chris and I we just 369 00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:55,800 Speaker 2: we find moments that nobody else would find funny and 370 00:24:55,920 --> 00:25:01,800 Speaker 2: we laugh hysterically. So and you know what, my dog 371 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:02,640 Speaker 2: makes me laugh. 372 00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:03,040 Speaker 1: I don't know. 373 00:25:03,119 --> 00:25:07,960 Speaker 2: I love laughing. And I'm really fortunate to have the 374 00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:11,160 Speaker 2: people in my life that I have now because they 375 00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:12,880 Speaker 2: do make me laugh. And I think that they all 376 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:17,920 Speaker 2: realize the importance of laughter for me because so many 377 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:23,400 Speaker 2: other things are hard that if they can make me laugh, 378 00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:26,040 Speaker 2: if I can make them laugh, if we have those moments, 379 00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:31,200 Speaker 2: they're so special and something to be really valued. Would 380 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:36,159 Speaker 2: you voice Prue in a Charmed animated series? Absolutely? I 381 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:41,000 Speaker 2: love Charmed, I love Prue, I love our audience, I 382 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:45,240 Speaker 2: love our fans, So of course I would absolutely in 383 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:48,440 Speaker 2: a heartbeat. Can you share a special memory from working 384 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:51,000 Speaker 2: girls just want to have fun? Was it as fun 385 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,280 Speaker 2: to film as it looked on screen? 386 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:54,040 Speaker 1: So? 387 00:25:54,080 --> 00:25:56,679 Speaker 2: I have a really embarrassing moment that still to this 388 00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,600 Speaker 2: day is an embarrassing moment for me as an actor, 389 00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:03,840 Speaker 2: which was that moment where my character who I can't 390 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:09,280 Speaker 2: remember her name Jonathan Silverman was playing my brother's friend 391 00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:13,960 Speaker 2: who my character had a crush on, and I think 392 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:17,280 Speaker 2: he called me a punker, said I looked punk or something, 393 00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:23,280 Speaker 2: and I had to show excitement, and even as a 394 00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:27,560 Speaker 2: little girl, I was never somebody who was very girly 395 00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:31,720 Speaker 2: and showed excitement in a very girly or demonstrative way. 396 00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:36,199 Speaker 2: And so I did a couple of takes and the 397 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:42,720 Speaker 2: director wanted me to be more excited and of a 398 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:47,520 Speaker 2: girl that age with a crush, how she would react 399 00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:53,359 Speaker 2: fair fantastic note he was right, But I was so 400 00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:55,600 Speaker 2: confused on how to do that because it was so 401 00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:59,600 Speaker 2: outside of my own personality and I was not a 402 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:03,480 Speaker 2: girl who had experienced a crush yet. So it was 403 00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:08,239 Speaker 2: really digging from nowhere essentially to come up with an 404 00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:12,320 Speaker 2: appropriate reaction that would make everybody happy with my performance. 405 00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:17,280 Speaker 2: So I think sarcastically because I didn't really want to 406 00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:22,639 Speaker 2: do any more takes. I jumped up and down and 407 00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:28,280 Speaker 2: in circles and squealed. And I'm not somebody who ever 408 00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:32,360 Speaker 2: is a squealer like that, but I actually squealed and 409 00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,800 Speaker 2: jumped in a circle. If you watch it, you'll note 410 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:40,520 Speaker 2: the scene it's It's at the dance off. When I 411 00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:44,000 Speaker 2: watched that years and years later, because I don't like 412 00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:46,840 Speaker 2: watching anything that I am in, but people kept on 413 00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:50,320 Speaker 2: talking about girls just want to have fun, I thought, huh, 414 00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:54,240 Speaker 2: should probably watch it. People really liked it. I cringe 415 00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:58,240 Speaker 2: when that scene came on. Cringe. My face turned red. 416 00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:03,120 Speaker 2: I wondered how I could buy up every DVD. How 417 00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:05,560 Speaker 2: I could because that's probably how long ago it was 418 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:10,280 Speaker 2: that I watched it. I was humiliated and embarrassed by 419 00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:14,000 Speaker 2: my performance, and I deeply apologized to the director Chuck 420 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:19,439 Speaker 2: that I had that performance. It was really bad. But 421 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:24,320 Speaker 2: that's my most memorable moment, just because it was awful. 422 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:30,760 Speaker 2: And also working with Sarah Jessica Parker and Helen Hunt, 423 00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:36,119 Speaker 2: who seemed to me like the absolute coolest girls in 424 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:39,120 Speaker 2: the world, and they were cool. They were wonderful to 425 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:42,440 Speaker 2: work with. In season three of Charmed, we saw the 426 00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:45,520 Speaker 2: show get darker and add more action. Was this something 427 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 2: you fought for and had influence over or suggested? Yeah, 428 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:53,600 Speaker 2: I think I definitely had a hand in the direction 429 00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:57,920 Speaker 2: of Charmed. It could either go very light and silly 430 00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:03,160 Speaker 2: at times, or it could go very emotional and deep 431 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:10,560 Speaker 2: and intellectual and dark, which has always been my preference. Yes, 432 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:13,560 Speaker 2: I think you can certainly afford to lighten the mood 433 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:17,719 Speaker 2: sometimes with some silliness, but I've always been more of 434 00:29:17,760 --> 00:29:22,680 Speaker 2: a more serious human being, so for me, it was 435 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:27,360 Speaker 2: more attractive to do episodes that were a little bit darker. 436 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:31,640 Speaker 2: But also because I didn't understand why, we just ended 437 00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:34,680 Speaker 2: up getting used to these crazy demons in front of us, 438 00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:37,959 Speaker 2: and sometimes would make jokes like, this is serious business. 439 00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 2: We need to kick their asses, and we don't know 440 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,280 Speaker 2: how strong they are, so let's be a little bit serious. 441 00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:47,560 Speaker 1: So I think I did. But also also I. 442 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:51,960 Speaker 2: Just think our writers were really good and they helped 443 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:55,480 Speaker 2: take it into that direction, and our directors certainly played 444 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:59,720 Speaker 2: a part with how they directed us and got us 445 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,920 Speaker 2: in to those moments. And then you add Rick, our 446 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,160 Speaker 2: DP and how he lit everything. 447 00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,160 Speaker 1: So it was a collective. 448 00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:12,880 Speaker 2: Effort in taking the show in that direction while I 449 00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:16,440 Speaker 2: was on it. What was your least favorite storyline on nine? 450 00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:19,840 Speaker 2: Oh too and Oh definitely the cheating. Definitely, one hundred percent. 451 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 1: The cheating. The Dylan cheating on Brenda with her best friend. 452 00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:28,560 Speaker 2: I still to this day can't stand it. I think 453 00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:32,200 Speaker 2: I don't know what friend does that to another friend. 454 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:38,400 Speaker 2: I literally cannot get over that. And I don't really 455 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:42,560 Speaker 2: like cheaters, So there's that as well. Would you ever 456 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,920 Speaker 2: do a guest spot on any TV shows currently on Airon? 457 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,440 Speaker 2: What TV shows would you like them to be? Ooh, well, 458 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:51,080 Speaker 2: my number one choice would have been Succession, but it's 459 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:57,800 Speaker 2: now done. But oh my goodness. So on the drama side, 460 00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:01,120 Speaker 2: there's a new show called The Veil with Elizabeth Moss 461 00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:04,320 Speaker 2: and I am obsessed with it. I would love to 462 00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:08,440 Speaker 2: guest star on that show. As far as lighter comedy, 463 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,960 Speaker 2: I of course would still love to be on Sex 464 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,920 Speaker 2: and the City, and just like that, they're sort of 465 00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:18,120 Speaker 2: a new name, just because I was obsessed with that 466 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 2: show and I still kind of am. I watch it 467 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:24,280 Speaker 2: when I'm depressed or whatever, and it makes me a 468 00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:27,560 Speaker 2: little bit happier. How about a TV show with you 469 00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:33,560 Speaker 2: and Jason Priestley The wash Twins? Aha, Patty uh I, 470 00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:38,360 Speaker 2: he's on a TV show. I don't know what would 471 00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:40,960 Speaker 2: we do as the wash Twins. There's something about Brenda 472 00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:44,160 Speaker 2: I never want to play again now to no question, 473 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:47,800 Speaker 2: ignoring the reboot CW series, do you think that Brendan 474 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:50,640 Speaker 2: Dylan wound up together absolutely. I do think that they 475 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:54,480 Speaker 2: wound up together. I think it was more than just 476 00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:58,800 Speaker 2: about first love. I think for them it was a 477 00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:04,760 Speaker 2: true soul connection and that never went away. When you're 478 00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:08,040 Speaker 2: that young, you can make mistakes or think that you 479 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:13,280 Speaker 2: should venture out, like Dylan did with other women or 480 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:17,800 Speaker 2: with men. But I think as you grow older, you 481 00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:22,920 Speaker 2: look back on certain relationships and think, wow, I wish 482 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:24,920 Speaker 2: I was still with that person, or I wish I 483 00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:26,680 Speaker 2: had met them later in life when I was ready 484 00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:29,840 Speaker 2: for that kind of relationship. And I feel that with 485 00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:34,880 Speaker 2: Brenda going off to London and getting her own identity 486 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:39,720 Speaker 2: right away from her twin, away from her parents, away 487 00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:43,320 Speaker 2: from Beverly Hills, and doing something that. 488 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:48,640 Speaker 1: She loved, theater, I feel. 489 00:32:48,360 --> 00:32:53,200 Speaker 2: That that probably gave her a confidence and a maturity 490 00:32:53,240 --> 00:33:02,560 Speaker 2: that she was lacking. And I do feel that Dylan 491 00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:04,560 Speaker 2: and her would have run into each other, would have 492 00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:10,720 Speaker 2: seen each other or something, and that that spark would 493 00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:13,160 Speaker 2: still be there, but they would be in different places 494 00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:15,880 Speaker 2: in their life where they could handle each other, and 495 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:18,959 Speaker 2: that there wasn't There was no more drama, It was 496 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:23,600 Speaker 2: just about this soul connection. So yeah, I do think 497 00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:27,280 Speaker 2: that they would be together. What is a skill or 498 00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:30,320 Speaker 2: talent you have that fans probably don't know about. I'm 499 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:33,760 Speaker 2: a really good cook. I'm a really, really really good cook. 500 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:35,960 Speaker 1: And I'm a really good photographer. 501 00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:41,240 Speaker 2: That photo that's right back there is a wild horse 502 00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:45,200 Speaker 2: at a sanctuary called Return to Freedom, and I took 503 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:50,760 Speaker 2: that photo. I have six more that are scattered around 504 00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:54,160 Speaker 2: that I took. So I'm a very good photographer and 505 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:57,640 Speaker 2: I'm a really good chef. So those are my secret talents. 506 00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:00,560 Speaker 2: Was there a role that you really wanted didn't get 507 00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:03,080 Speaker 2: and then when you saw the show or movie you said, phew, 508 00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:06,120 Speaker 2: I'm glad I didn't get it. No, the roles that 509 00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:11,319 Speaker 2: I really wanted, I saw them and I was like, 510 00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,479 Speaker 2: damn it. I really wish I had gotten that role. 511 00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:17,640 Speaker 2: But the person that they chose was better than me 512 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:21,080 Speaker 2: for that role. I would like her to talk about 513 00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:23,600 Speaker 2: her Native American heritage and have it shaped her as 514 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:29,680 Speaker 2: a person. Yeah, and thank you for that question. A 515 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:34,640 Speaker 2: lot of people aren't aware that I'm partially Native American. 516 00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:39,920 Speaker 2: I am Irish and Native American I have I'm a 517 00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:46,480 Speaker 2: fairly decent percentage of Native American and it does impact me. 518 00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:52,240 Speaker 2: It impacts me because I feel like Native American Indians 519 00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:59,799 Speaker 2: are often overlooked, often, if not always, overlooked, and that 520 00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 2: that that is a big concern for me and something 521 00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:07,959 Speaker 2: that I've diligently, behind the scenes investigated and looked into 522 00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:10,520 Speaker 2: and tried to figure out how to help. I think 523 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:16,240 Speaker 2: there's I think I definitely get some personality from my ancestors. 524 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:22,840 Speaker 2: And I believe that this is going to sound super cooky. 525 00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:30,399 Speaker 2: I believe that my Native American ancestors protect me quite 526 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:33,640 Speaker 2: a bit. They protect my home, they protect my house, 527 00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:40,160 Speaker 2: they protect me, and I'm and in those senses, I 528 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:44,400 Speaker 2: am deeply, deeply, deeply connected to it. So Jason was 529 00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:47,880 Speaker 2: already on your podcast, and I really wanted for you 530 00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:50,400 Speaker 2: all to clarify the comment he made about you in 531 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:52,960 Speaker 2: his memoir when you went to visit you on the 532 00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:56,040 Speaker 2: side of Charmed and you made the comment of it's 533 00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:57,879 Speaker 2: either Alyssa or me, What do you have to say 534 00:35:57,880 --> 00:36:02,120 Speaker 2: about that? I never said that, so I remember him 535 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:06,640 Speaker 2: being on the set. I certainly never said that. I 536 00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:10,200 Speaker 2: did not have the the I probably had the power, 537 00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:13,719 Speaker 2: but I didn't have There was no reason for me 538 00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:15,760 Speaker 2: to say it, like I didn't really know her. 539 00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:17,399 Speaker 1: I had never worked with her. 540 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:21,120 Speaker 2: I never experienced her, and my concern was always what 541 00:36:21,239 --> 00:36:26,400 Speaker 2: is best for the show, and Alyssa had a large, large, 542 00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 2: large fan base. I wanted the show to be successful. 543 00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:34,880 Speaker 2: So the bigger star my co star is, the more 544 00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:38,000 Speaker 2: successful the show is going to be. So I don't 545 00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:41,960 Speaker 2: really know where that came from. Jason and I could, 546 00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:46,640 Speaker 2: you know, debate this all day long, probably, but I'm 547 00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:52,240 Speaker 2: not a person who says stuff like that, and certainly 548 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:56,759 Speaker 2: not to Jason, because there's no reason for me to 549 00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:59,560 Speaker 2: say something like that to him. I'm It's just it 550 00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:02,120 Speaker 2: would be over sharing with someone that you're not close with. 551 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:06,080 Speaker 2: And he, meanwhile, was very close with Aaron Spelling, so 552 00:37:06,320 --> 00:37:08,319 Speaker 2: me saying it to him would put me in a 553 00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:11,640 Speaker 2: bad position with Aaron Spelling, and because he would obviously 554 00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:15,239 Speaker 2: go and probably tell Aaron and not And by the way, 555 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:18,920 Speaker 2: I love Jason, but this is just you know, facts. 556 00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:26,120 Speaker 2: So I did not say that. Sorry, sorry, not sorry, right, 557 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:29,319 Speaker 2: And I think there was was that the question that 558 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:32,840 Speaker 2: I saw and I was like, Oh, nobody's gonna breate 559 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:35,879 Speaker 2: that down for me to answer because they're gonna think 560 00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:39,880 Speaker 2: it's too controversial, Like there's really no controversy. 561 00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:41,400 Speaker 1: I just didn't say it. Period. 562 00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:44,360 Speaker 2: I didn't say it. Maybe somebody else said it, but 563 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:59,839 Speaker 2: I did not say it. How would you want Prue 564 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:03,600 Speaker 2: to return? If Charmed ever got a proper reunion, Charmed 565 00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,719 Speaker 2: fans dream for Proun Paige to meet. I would love 566 00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:13,719 Speaker 2: Prune Paige to meet. I think Prue would be the 567 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:19,960 Speaker 2: strongest elder where she could be with the sisters, be physical, 568 00:38:20,239 --> 00:38:25,000 Speaker 2: be there. I and I think that her page would 569 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:27,919 Speaker 2: just form like an instant rapport. I like to think 570 00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:30,960 Speaker 2: that Pru has been watching over them this entire time. Anyway, 571 00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:33,640 Speaker 2: how is your relationship with Jenny Garth? 572 00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:35,000 Speaker 1: It's good, you know. 573 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:41,279 Speaker 2: I see her at conventions and we talk and you know, 574 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:44,920 Speaker 2: like we laugh. I mean those conventions. We work really hard, 575 00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:49,240 Speaker 2: but we're all good. We're you know, we were Jenny 576 00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:54,560 Speaker 2: and I were young, and I don't there are things 577 00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:59,600 Speaker 2: that perhaps I would have done different back then, way 578 00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:03,560 Speaker 2: back then. But I don't really particularly hold any grudges 579 00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:07,840 Speaker 2: against anyone from that show. I just think that we 580 00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:11,520 Speaker 2: all were experiencing something for the very first time, and 581 00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:14,880 Speaker 2: when you are experiencing something for the first time, you 582 00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:18,280 Speaker 2: have to allow, if to give an allowance for mistakes 583 00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,719 Speaker 2: and sometimes poor judgment on my part. 584 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 1: Maybe I'm theirs. I don't really know. 585 00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:28,440 Speaker 2: But I think that we're all good now, and I mean, 586 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:33,480 Speaker 2: I hope we are, so I would say our relationship 587 00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:38,840 Speaker 2: is good. What is your favorite Brendan Dylan moment slash episode? 588 00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:42,879 Speaker 2: It's when we went to Gosh, you guys on this show? 589 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:44,680 Speaker 2: Did we go to Rosa, Rita? Or did we go 590 00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:49,480 Speaker 2: to Baja? I can't remember which place it was, but 591 00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:58,239 Speaker 2: I loved, loved that episode. I think Luke and I 592 00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:02,200 Speaker 2: had an amazing time. We were sort of isolated with 593 00:40:02,320 --> 00:40:04,440 Speaker 2: our crew but away from the rest of the cast 594 00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:08,880 Speaker 2: shooting that. And there was that scene where you know, 595 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:14,360 Speaker 2: Dylan started spinning Brenda around and we were dancing, and 596 00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 2: Luke and I had such a fun time shooting all 597 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:22,040 Speaker 2: of that that I will forever ever hold that as 598 00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:27,359 Speaker 2: one of my favorite memories of nine period. What scene 599 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,640 Speaker 2: are you the most proud of from nine and Charmed 600 00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,239 Speaker 2: n No, I'm not sure because it's been so long 601 00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:38,360 Speaker 2: since I watched it, but probably Maggie playing Maggie the 602 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:42,720 Speaker 2: cat and doing those lines Tennessee Williams. It's not easy 603 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:47,400 Speaker 2: to do, and I think that actually having to like 604 00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:51,880 Speaker 2: perform even a very small part of that was something 605 00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:57,399 Speaker 2: that I'm proud of and Charmed, So obviously I'm most 606 00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:01,839 Speaker 2: proud of two of the episodes I directed, not all 607 00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:04,680 Speaker 2: of them, but two of them. But as far as 608 00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:08,799 Speaker 2: the scene goes, But what was it? Was it the 609 00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:11,600 Speaker 2: second season that Andy died, you guys, but it was 610 00:41:11,640 --> 00:41:15,680 Speaker 2: when Prue was dealing with the aftermath of his death. 611 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:20,400 Speaker 2: I was dealing with a lot of tension on the 612 00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:27,879 Speaker 2: set and it came out in my performance. But it's 613 00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:31,840 Speaker 2: probably to date one of my best performances because it 614 00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:37,440 Speaker 2: just was raw and you could see that Prue was raw, anguish, 615 00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:41,320 Speaker 2: and those tears and those emotions and the voice cracking 616 00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:48,400 Speaker 2: was like me literally just feeling so ostracized and alone 617 00:41:48,880 --> 00:41:53,520 Speaker 2: and lonely that it came out in the performance. And 618 00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:56,720 Speaker 2: I'm very proud that I was able to channel everything 619 00:41:56,719 --> 00:42:01,560 Speaker 2: that I felt in real life that is incredibly destructive 620 00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:04,680 Speaker 2: to my mental health, but that I was able to 621 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:09,040 Speaker 2: channel that into good which was my performance. So probably 622 00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:12,000 Speaker 2: the most proud of that scene and doing any of 623 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:12,759 Speaker 2: my stunts. 624 00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:15,920 Speaker 1: Because guys, that stuff is hard. 625 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:20,160 Speaker 2: Which goes what was the hardest scene to film and 626 00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:24,080 Speaker 2: Charmed stn't work and that scene that I just mentioned 627 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:26,320 Speaker 2: my absolute favorite song. 628 00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:30,720 Speaker 1: Oh that's so hard. That is so hard. 629 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,200 Speaker 2: I guess I would have to say Neil Diamonds Forever 630 00:42:33,280 --> 00:42:34,920 Speaker 2: and Blue Jeans because it was my dad's and I 631 00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:38,759 Speaker 2: song and it just reminds me of him. Outside of 632 00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:42,799 Speaker 2: that song, I'm a very very very big You Two fan, 633 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,480 Speaker 2: like the largest You Two fan, and. 634 00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:50,200 Speaker 1: I find. 635 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:53,600 Speaker 2: All of their songs, all of their albums to be 636 00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:59,120 Speaker 2: incredibly inspirational and they make me think and want to 637 00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:05,759 Speaker 2: do more in all aspects of my life. So any 638 00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:10,480 Speaker 2: song by You two really, and it was such a 639 00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:16,960 Speaker 2: deep respect for musicians like pink Ough. I'm her voice, 640 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:26,200 Speaker 2: her lyrics, her everything. She's unbelievable. Do you regret not 641 00:43:26,239 --> 00:43:29,120 Speaker 2: coming back for the final Charmed No. I regret it 642 00:43:29,120 --> 00:43:32,239 Speaker 2: in one sense. I regret it for the fans, but 643 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:36,200 Speaker 2: I don't regret it for me because I was so 644 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:43,399 Speaker 2: incredibly wrecked from getting fired that I think, even years 645 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:45,920 Speaker 2: and years and years later, I had I walked on 646 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:50,120 Speaker 2: that set, and I think it just would have stirred 647 00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:53,279 Speaker 2: everything back up for me, and it had questioned me 648 00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:56,640 Speaker 2: all over again. Please tell us about the support you 649 00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:59,000 Speaker 2: got from the male producers Brad Kern and Charles Rosen. 650 00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:03,759 Speaker 2: I do feel they both are what responsible one for 651 00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:11,239 Speaker 2: the lack of support from both shows. Uh yeah, yeah, 652 00:44:11,640 --> 00:44:15,680 Speaker 2: one hundred percent lack of support, particularly from Charles Rosen. 653 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:18,240 Speaker 1: You know, to each their own. 654 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:21,799 Speaker 2: But I won't say anything mean about him except that 655 00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:22,720 Speaker 2: he was not supportive. 656 00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:26,920 Speaker 1: Uh. And Brad. You know, Brad's an interesting one for me. 657 00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:33,040 Speaker 2: Because I I didn't struggle with Brad as some others did. 658 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:38,040 Speaker 2: I and I and I didn't have any like inappropriate 659 00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:43,800 Speaker 2: moments with Brad. I I felt like Brad was listening 660 00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:47,879 Speaker 2: to me, and I was listening to Brad. I think 661 00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:51,399 Speaker 2: later you find out that you know, it was all 662 00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:57,319 Speaker 2: pretend and he wasn't listening, but then later apologize for 663 00:44:57,360 --> 00:44:59,000 Speaker 2: that in a letter. And yes, I know you guys 664 00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:02,120 Speaker 2: have said, can you read the letter? I'm getting there. 665 00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:06,520 Speaker 2: Some of this is very hard, because you know, when 666 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:10,000 Speaker 2: you've buried it for so long or packed it in 667 00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:13,040 Speaker 2: like a foul cabinet in my brain and locked the 668 00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:17,000 Speaker 2: foul cabinet and hidden the key from myself, to dig 669 00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:19,360 Speaker 2: for the key again and unlock that and start talking 670 00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:25,839 Speaker 2: about it again can be emotionally draining. And I think 671 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:31,560 Speaker 2: sometimes some things will take me a little bit longer 672 00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,520 Speaker 2: to get to, but I will. Is there anywhere you 673 00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:36,319 Speaker 2: would like to go and visit that you haven't yet 674 00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:38,759 Speaker 2: and what would be your bucket list of things to do? 675 00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:56,680 Speaker 2: Crazy or low key places to go or people to meet? Ah, Tanzania, Botswana, Vietnam, Thailand. God, 676 00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:59,360 Speaker 2: there's so many places I want to go that I 677 00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:01,680 Speaker 2: haven't been yet, and there are so many places that 678 00:46:01,719 --> 00:46:04,720 Speaker 2: I have been that I want to go back, and 679 00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:09,360 Speaker 2: those are all of my bucket list I really wanted 680 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:12,720 Speaker 2: to really really really want to do. There is a 681 00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:15,319 Speaker 2: safari that you can do in Tanzania and it's all 682 00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:19,080 Speaker 2: on horseback, and I've talked to my girlfriend Julie about 683 00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:23,719 Speaker 2: doing it with me, So that's that's definitely something that 684 00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:26,680 Speaker 2: I'm going to do before I die, because that's a 685 00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:29,640 Speaker 2: I mean, first of all, it's a crazy idea to 686 00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:32,000 Speaker 2: do a safari on horseback because I'm pretty sure the 687 00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:35,480 Speaker 2: lions run faster than the horses, so it's a little crazy. 688 00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:40,279 Speaker 2: But I love animals so much, and I know that 689 00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:43,239 Speaker 2: when I went to South Africa and I did a safari, 690 00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,560 Speaker 2: it changed my life. Not only because of the safari 691 00:46:46,600 --> 00:46:48,920 Speaker 2: and the respect for animals that I've always had, but 692 00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:49,920 Speaker 2: that just heightened it. 693 00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:52,480 Speaker 1: But seeing the people. 694 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,759 Speaker 2: So I went to South Africa and I went to Mozambique, 695 00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:59,600 Speaker 2: and I remember in Mozambique, I came across in like 696 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:05,720 Speaker 2: the village that the locals lived in, a fifteen year old. 697 00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:08,719 Speaker 2: We were doing like a you know, ride through it 698 00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:12,359 Speaker 2: and a car ride through it, open jeepear ride. And 699 00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:15,239 Speaker 2: the fifteen year old kept talking about how badly he 700 00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:17,880 Speaker 2: wanted to go to college. And I said, why do 701 00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:19,200 Speaker 2: you want to go to college? And he said, I 702 00:47:19,239 --> 00:47:21,160 Speaker 2: want to study medicine. I want to become a doctor. 703 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:23,680 Speaker 2: And I was like, well, that's amazing. Why do you 704 00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:26,560 Speaker 2: want to become a doctor and he said because I 705 00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:30,400 Speaker 2: want to come back here and heal my village. And 706 00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:35,719 Speaker 2: it just I broke down in tears. Like the purity 707 00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:38,319 Speaker 2: of this boy and what he wanted to do to 708 00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:40,799 Speaker 2: help his family and to help the people in his 709 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:46,160 Speaker 2: village was unbelievable. That place touched my heart and rocked 710 00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:49,640 Speaker 2: my soul unlike any other place I've ever been, So 711 00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:53,480 Speaker 2: anywhere in Africa, I want to go. 712 00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:55,200 Speaker 1: Oh. 713 00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:57,120 Speaker 2: As a director, do you have a say on how 714 00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:59,680 Speaker 2: characters look like? For example, on your final Charmed episode 715 00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:02,279 Speaker 2: shown for the first time, but looks completely different from 716 00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:02,960 Speaker 2: other appearances. 717 00:48:03,000 --> 00:48:05,759 Speaker 1: How does that work? Okay? I did. Yes. 718 00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:09,600 Speaker 2: You would have to ask the other directors if they 719 00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:13,040 Speaker 2: had an influence. My influence was I didn't pick out 720 00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:18,040 Speaker 2: people's wardrobe, but I based everything the look of the show. 721 00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:21,759 Speaker 2: The last episode that I was in and directed, I 722 00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:25,799 Speaker 2: based it on a salvad Or Dolly painting. So I 723 00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:30,240 Speaker 2: wanted the whole color scheme to be from this painting, 724 00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:33,759 Speaker 2: and that meant that each character had to sort of 725 00:48:33,800 --> 00:48:38,160 Speaker 2: stay in that color scheme. The lighting had to be 726 00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:42,479 Speaker 2: within that color scheme, and the source had to be 727 00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:46,160 Speaker 2: a certain look. It was all about a salvad Or 728 00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:50,239 Speaker 2: Dolly painting for me. All right, that is definitely all 729 00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:53,760 Speaker 2: I have time for. But thank you guys so much 730 00:48:53,880 --> 00:48:56,239 Speaker 2: for listening to another episode of Let's Be Clear with 731 00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:59,919 Speaker 2: Shannon Dherty. Get ready, you, guys, I have a couple 732 00:48:59,960 --> 00:49:05,920 Speaker 2: of great episodes coming up about healing, about how I 733 00:49:06,160 --> 00:49:10,560 Speaker 2: have been struggling for the last month with some depression, 734 00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:16,600 Speaker 2: what I'm doing to combat it, and also some fun episodes. 735 00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:19,440 Speaker 2: So I hope you all have a great week and 736 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:21,520 Speaker 2: that you enjoyed this week's podcast. 737 00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:30,320 Speaker 1: Ye bye,