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Speaker 3: Now, the subject matter for this is quote unquote reverse

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Speaker 3: stealthing question mark.

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Speaker 3: Stealth po oh, stealthing is something that is a criminal act.

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Speaker 3: And what's crazy about that is I share about my

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Speaker 3: stealthy experience in the book No Holds Barred under my

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Speaker 3: let's see if this is actually reverse stelthing Wizie.

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Speaker 3: Is it bad that I am quote unquote reverse stealthing

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Speaker 3: of months later DNA proved that it was not mine.

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Speaker 1: No big deal, bitch, the tea, No big deal.

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Speaker 3: Though she is fervently adamant about my baby cream pies

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Speaker 3: He's slipping in and on contraceptive films during backshots.

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Speaker 3: unprotected sex doesn't sit well with him because clearly he's

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Speaker 2: What you need to do is find out ye talking

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Speaker 2: about we're having doing grown stuff, nigga, go be grown

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Speaker 3: To the conclusion that you're having sex with multiple partners

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Speaker 2: Because if we're being real about it, this is so

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Speaker 1: To get rid of it. You over here, I have

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Speaker 2: Was clearly sleeping with someone else when you thought she

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Speaker 1: And you were that part.

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Speaker 2: I think you got to get your shit together, bro.

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Speaker 2: I appreciate the vulnerability and being honest about like, hey,

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Speaker 2: everyone listening, We've all been there. There's been something, whether

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Speaker 3: I know this is a very stealthing, but you don't

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Speaker 3: convictions to what is believed to be first in Scotland

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Speaker 3: for stealthing. Of course, again where a condom is removed

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Speaker 3: or not used without a partner's knowledge, and at thirty

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Speaker 3: the abuse of nine women.

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Speaker 1: Well, but this.

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Speaker 3: this guy to be a dangerous and manipulative sexual predator.

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Speaker 1: Now that's my thing with this. What you're doing.

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Speaker 3: On a psychological side of this thing is you're manipulating

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Speaker 2: Helthing is considered a form of rape, right right, But

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Speaker 2: the states that ban sell thing, by the way, in

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Speaker 1: Of thirty five. Yes, and I am of this statistic

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Speaker 2: I think the first time I experienced it, it was

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Speaker 1: I hate the word gaslighting. Good.

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Speaker 2: He was just like you ain't tell me you saw it,

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Speaker 1: You both times. For me, I did not see it.

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Speaker 3: And of course men normally will try to make you

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Speaker 3: It all or oh my god, you're just so tight.

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Speaker 3: I just wanted to like they'll gaslights, So why they

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Speaker 1: Manipulative in the sense of sex.

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Speaker 3: Sex I say all the time is ninety percent psychological,

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Speaker 2: The largest issue, too, is that there's no communication at all. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: So the crazier thing about this message is that you're

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Speaker 1: I feel like the email should be.

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Speaker 2: Weak It's the guy who wrote in I know I'm

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Speaker 2: saying involved normally, Yes, you're right, you're right, you're right.

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Speaker 2: You know the fact that someone thinks they're doing something

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Speaker 1: Not like yeah, no, I feel like my feelings would

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Speaker 2: If someone was like, hey, I've been slipping on spermicide,

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Speaker 1: Why are you just say something you know? Well? Then advice? Then?

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Speaker 3: Do you think that this is a larger conversation? Does

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Speaker 3: Should he just suggest, Hey, we're not committed. I don't

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Speaker 3: with protection. How would you advise him?

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Speaker 2: He doesn't want to have sex protection, He just doesn't

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Speaker 2: want to. No, he doesn't want to have kids with her. No, no, no,

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Speaker 2: he's not using condoms on purpose. He's only doing the

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Speaker 2: in reality you need to cut all that out because how.

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Speaker 3: Does he approach the situation because okay, maybe it's not condoms,

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Speaker 3: it without her knowledge. So should he recommend this to her?

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Speaker 3: How would you suggest? What would your advice be to

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Speaker 2: Oh, I think you've got to make it really nice

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Speaker 2: So I want to just leave all that cream price

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Speaker 2: stuff out, like I want to pull out. That's my

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Speaker 2: safe form, which by the way, it don't stop.

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Speaker 1: Baby pull out. Yeah no, no, no, no. We two grown

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Speaker 3: A man saying I'll pull out to me is not

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Speaker 1: That's why I'm taking to say that that talk doesn't

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Speaker 3: But if he feels comfortable with the contraception being vaginal film,

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Speaker 3: Clearly there's other ways of contraception. But he doesn't want

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Speaker 1: We all know that as adults.

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Speaker 3: So to me, then my advice would be is to

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Speaker 3: But if you feel safer still engaging in sex with

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Speaker 1: It's that simple, Like, it's.

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Speaker 3: Not that you don't like using contraception, because you're using

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Speaker 1: I mean, y'all know, I'm an.

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Speaker 3: Advocate on safe sex, protected sex, condom, dick, and so

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Speaker 3: I'm aware that you can still have all the fun.

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Speaker 1: You can place the baby somewhere at else.

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Speaker 3: Now.

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Speaker 2: Nandy looked directly into the camera into my soul when

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Speaker 1: I mean, there's other good advice though, Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I think there's a way to make protected sex sexy.

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Speaker 3: And I know that there's all these stigmas and things

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Speaker 3: it with plenty of partners that y'all have heard on

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