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<v Speaker 1>And he walked me to my door and then he

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<v Speaker 1>like hugged for like fifteen seconds, and then he walked away,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like all giddy, like a fucking teenager,

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<v Speaker 1>like like making weird sounds like okay, Like I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>what the fuck is wrong with you? You're fucking not

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<v Speaker 1>smooth at all, bitch, shut up. And I watched him

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<v Speaker 1>walk away and he like has his hands behind his back,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, like like pensive, like walking like.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, like all like to the car. Yeah, like

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<v Speaker 2>he's thinking deeply about what just happened. And I'm looking

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<v Speaker 2>at him.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, fifty second time He's walking all slow like fucking Buddha.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, oh my god. And then I closed

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<v Speaker 1>the door and I'm like, oh my god, Wow, that

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<v Speaker 1>was so great. And then I realized my panties are

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<v Speaker 1>fucking soaked and my pussy is pulsating, and I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, did I just nut my pants? Like we don't

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<v Speaker 2>even do shit.

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<v Speaker 1>M Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm Mila.

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<v Speaker 3>Happy December, Happy December, Lovely, how are you?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm great?

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<v Speaker 1>I am black, beautiful and juicy.

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<v Speaker 2>Hallelujah.

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<v Speaker 1>Black beautiful and juicy.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm great. How are you?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm great, I'm black, beautiful and juicy, and I'm happy.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that for you. Thank you. I love that

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<v Speaker 2>for you. You know what?

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<v Speaker 1>What was I watching?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? You know what?

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<v Speaker 1>I was watching Scottie Beams podcast and she had this

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<v Speaker 1>like clip that I loved actually.

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<v Speaker 2>And it was like, you know what.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, there was like three things that really or

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<v Speaker 1>her that people do, and one of them is when

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<v Speaker 1>people say I love that for you, because she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's fucking disrespectful.

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<v Speaker 2>It's rude. I never really was a fan of that.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it can be rude though, because I remember

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I heard it, one of our homegirls

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<v Speaker 1>said it to me and I was like, are you

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<v Speaker 1>shading me?

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<v Speaker 2>I think I know who it is? You think exactly

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<v Speaker 2>who it is. She's a fellow Scorpio yep hm, because

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<v Speaker 2>she started that ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Because that was where I first said it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like, I guess that's good. I'm like, are you

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<v Speaker 2>be bitch? I know what? I don't think? She mean?

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<v Speaker 1>She also so she hates when niggas come out the

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<v Speaker 1>shower and their towels are around like underneath her armpits.

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<v Speaker 1>Like if a nigga comes out the shower with his

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<v Speaker 1>towel wrapped around his chest. The visual that I'm getting

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<v Speaker 1>right now, he is the fucking towel twisted on his head,

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<v Speaker 1>just complete the look.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't know what.

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<v Speaker 1>That clip was. Great, that's the great a editing. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a Scottie Beam. Well, what's the third one?

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<v Speaker 2>Ship?

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<v Speaker 1>The third one was?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh god, what was it? It was one? Luck? It

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<v Speaker 2>was another good one to find the clip.

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<v Speaker 1>That was, okay, sorry, we're I was shuffling cards and

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<v Speaker 1>they just fell out. We got the death and we

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<v Speaker 1>got what the ten of Pinnacles?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think one was. One was Ba's reverse. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know. You picked both of them up like this whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>Speaking of okay, what are some things that irk you?

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<v Speaker 3>Um?

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<v Speaker 2>Things that irk me?

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<v Speaker 1>And a man who name drops, Oh my god, irritates

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<v Speaker 1>my soul?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I need too. That's so you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I think.

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<v Speaker 3>I thought, I'm just programmed that way because we were

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<v Speaker 3>in Hollywood and niggas do that all the fucking time.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I know what it was. I know what the

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<v Speaker 1>third one was. Was it a nigga who mumbles because

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<v Speaker 1>I can't stand a nigga who mumble because I'm fucking deaf?

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<v Speaker 1>So how dare you mumble?

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<v Speaker 2>Bitch?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I it's like you want me to fail.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, it's just not confident. You want me to.

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<v Speaker 1>Admit my deafness. And also like, why are you whispering?

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, it's not sexy, it's not sexy.

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<v Speaker 2>Speak up.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's the third one, and that's actually one of

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<v Speaker 1>mine as well.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't I hate niggas who have long nails and

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<v Speaker 3>dirty nails. That really disgusted me, Like what the fuck

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<v Speaker 3>do you have all those nails for it? And like

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<v Speaker 3>you just doesn't look groomed. You're not groomed. Nobody us

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<v Speaker 3>you know what.

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<v Speaker 1>I've also realized it irks me. And you're not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>believe this because I was actually a proponent for not

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<v Speaker 1>letting this trend die and I still think that women

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<v Speaker 1>can pull this off. So I recently wanted on a

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<v Speaker 1>hinge date and the guy rolled up, he did, I did, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been having a whole double life.

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<v Speaker 2>Do not tell me.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like really like think racking my brain right now,

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<v Speaker 3>like hinge date, hinge date.

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<v Speaker 2>What the hell bitch going on? Tom? Are you even

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<v Speaker 2>my friend. Yeah, how many hinge dates have you been

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<v Speaker 2>on behind my back? Two? Are you cheating on me?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm one in Mexico City? And one okay I remember, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I remember Mesco City. Oh, then one here. I made

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<v Speaker 2>him drive all the way to Calabasas.

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<v Speaker 3>You did not tell me about the one here, which

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<v Speaker 3>is appalling.

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<v Speaker 1>In LA and we've been talking. He was a nice guy,

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<v Speaker 1>he really was. He just wasn't my guy. I learned

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<v Speaker 1>later that his like, actually I don't want to expose him,

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<v Speaker 1>but his family's like really high up in like some

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<v Speaker 1>sort of church group.

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<v Speaker 2>First of all, too late, his dad is like the head.

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<v Speaker 1>Of like the Seventh day Adventists, like some shiit like

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<v Speaker 1>globally internationally. And I was like, this is very off

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<v Speaker 1>brand for you, sir, And he's like, I'm not a

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<v Speaker 1>Seventh day Adventist, but my family they grew up very religious.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, I don't even want to unpack

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<v Speaker 1>all this means in a relationship with you.

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<v Speaker 2>But more importantly, I'm upset.

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<v Speaker 1>That you're wearing skinny jeans anymore, said that you've chosen

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<v Speaker 1>to wear these skinny jeans and these Gucci sneakers, that

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<v Speaker 1>all niggas bought at one point in their life, like

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<v Speaker 1>the preppy niggas that are not too stylish but just

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<v Speaker 1>enough style and they want to dress designer and then

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<v Speaker 1>buy those specific Yes, you know he wore that, and

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<v Speaker 1>he wore some skinny jean.

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<v Speaker 2>What color were the jeans?

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<v Speaker 1>No socks on?

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<v Speaker 2>What kind of shirt? Like a color like a dark gray?

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<v Speaker 2>And then the shirt.

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<v Speaker 1>He's it's just you know that I'm a slut for

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<v Speaker 1>fashion niggas, Like if a.

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<v Speaker 2>Man can dress I I'm a slut for fashion. All

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<v Speaker 2>my manners. You will style.

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<v Speaker 1>Fashion to above average stylish and the like I had

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<v Speaker 1>a few in there that weren't okay. I'm honest, like

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<v Speaker 1>like poetry slash scammer Bay he was not stolen teeth Bae,

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<v Speaker 1>stolen teeth bay. He He tried, he tried his best.

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<v Speaker 1>But I remember there's this one time he wore this

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<v Speaker 1>like long white tunic.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember this, vagabe, do you remember? And I was like, whoa, well,

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<v Speaker 2>what's happening?

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<v Speaker 1>Why?

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<v Speaker 2>I actually like that tunic? I just he it would

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<v Speaker 2>think it was him him.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like it just looked weird, like he was

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<v Speaker 1>going to church, like he was gonna go like lead

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<v Speaker 1>a sermon or something. I don't know, but anyway, this

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<v Speaker 1>this nice hinged date wore those skinny jeans and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, wow, I really don't like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Really you're a distractive I really don't like that.

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<v Speaker 1>And and then he proceeded to talk about his kid

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<v Speaker 1>the whole day, which you know, I've been thinking like

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I need to date more dads, Like maybe that's

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<v Speaker 1>some of the disconnects sometimes for me, is like I

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<v Speaker 1>need to date someone that understands, you know, my schedule,

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<v Speaker 1>understands responsible a certain responsibility, maybe has more patience with

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<v Speaker 1>kids so that they're patient with my kid. And then

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<v Speaker 1>I sat down with his dad and all he did

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<v Speaker 1>was talk about his fucking son the whole motherfuck.

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<v Speaker 2>How old is the sun? Ten?

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<v Speaker 1>What is there?

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<v Speaker 2>How much is here to talk about your ten year old?

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<v Speaker 2>Like what like food? What his eating habits?

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<v Speaker 1>It was like literally like I was on a date

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<v Speaker 1>with my like my homegirl, like my new mommy friend,

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<v Speaker 1>with my new mommy friend.

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<v Speaker 3>Not even mommy friends do that she was telling me.

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<v Speaker 3>He was telling me was food and these are things

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<v Speaker 3>we'd already discussed. So I was like, why are we

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<v Speaker 3>talking about this again?

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<v Speaker 2>I've never heard of this.

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<v Speaker 3>This is an interesting I heard women do this, but

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<v Speaker 3>I've never heard of a man coming on a date.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe he thinks this is going to get him like

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<v Speaker 3>in the like this is going to get him in

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<v Speaker 3>because he seems like caring.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what it was, but it wasn't for me,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was kind. I got a free dinner. That

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<v Speaker 1>was great. I would have happily paid also, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad that I didn't have to where'd you guys go?

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<v Speaker 2>We went to Crossroads? Oh? Oh, I did?

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<v Speaker 3>There's one out there? Hmm okay, and that's a pretty

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<v Speaker 3>expensive vegan restaurant.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. It was good.

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<v Speaker 1>I really didn't have to do much. I just drove

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<v Speaker 1>down the street and talked and talked and then left

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<v Speaker 1>and then decided no thanks.

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<v Speaker 2>No thanks. I don't like seven.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't like seventy seven genes or overly religious family

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<v Speaker 3>you think. Do you assume that men who come from

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<v Speaker 3>religious family backgrounds have a lot to impact?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes? I do. I was gonna say I believe that

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<v Speaker 2>it's not the case.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe there's always room for, you know, like something

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<v Speaker 1>different to be laid out. But I do believe the

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<v Speaker 1>chances are higher, and especially specifically in that practice, they're

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<v Speaker 1>pretty extreme. So I was just like, this is not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna work, like have you seen clips of my show?

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<v Speaker 1>And then I'm glad he didn't even know. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>even really talk about other podcasts. So hopefully he'll never

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<v Speaker 1>listen to this and I won't have to apologize to

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<v Speaker 1>someone else because someone actually also told me that I

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<v Speaker 1>ran into recently on The Hinge, a former Hinger, which

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<v Speaker 1>if you're listening, hey.

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<v Speaker 2>Said that I shared one.

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<v Speaker 1>Of his dating experiences and that he felt that I

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<v Speaker 1>went on a date with him for content. No, you

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<v Speaker 1>know the amount of content I got this first of all,

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<v Speaker 1>look at me.

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<v Speaker 2>I am talking about you right now, however, and I

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<v Speaker 2>do just look like you need to go on a

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<v Speaker 2>date for content.

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<v Speaker 1>I respected his view. I respected his view, and I apologize.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not my intention.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say? What did you say about the date?

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't about it was even about our date. It

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<v Speaker 1>was about he shared a scary dating experience he had,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I shared it on the show, and then

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<v Speaker 1>he must have listened to it and felt like I

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<v Speaker 1>went on a date with him for content to share

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<v Speaker 1>his own content.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>And the point of the story is is you can't

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<v Speaker 1>tell everybody. I have a podcast on Hin's going crazy

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<v Speaker 1>on Hind right now, things are going crazy on Hind and.

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<v Speaker 3>Then you go over there just to see what's going on.

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<v Speaker 3>He used to be so entertaining. It's like a game boy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm really bad though, because I only check it every

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<v Speaker 1>like nine days. And then somebody messaging me. This one guy,

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<v Speaker 1>we finally like, I finally gave him my number, and

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<v Speaker 1>then he called me and I could just tell. I

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<v Speaker 1>was that this conversation is kind of boring, and then

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<v Speaker 1>he was like, oh, my mom's calling, let me call

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<v Speaker 1>you back, and then he hung up. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I'm never going to answer again. And then

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<v Speaker 1>he called and I never. I was like, no, you

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<v Speaker 1>fucked up. You hung up on me for your mom.

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<v Speaker 3>So not nuts at all. Don't you know who comes first?

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<v Speaker 3>Bit she met on a Hinge, I've already.

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<v Speaker 2>Established this isn't going to work. Now, already have mommy issues.

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<v Speaker 2>She can call back. It's not an emergency.

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<v Speaker 1>She only called on Hinge Chronicles loading Erica is single

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<v Speaker 1>again and now we're back onto the dating field, and

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<v Speaker 1>the stories will unload. Unfortunately, Jamila is very much in love. However,

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<v Speaker 1>thankfully her and her partner are just as wild as

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<v Speaker 1>almost being single. So not it's almost being single, so

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<v Speaker 1>you'll still get the stories. I yeah, you know, there

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<v Speaker 1>was a whole heavy season of us just posting exposing

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<v Speaker 1>niggas from him.

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<v Speaker 2>Exposed so many niggas on the Hinge and close friends.

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<v Speaker 3>It was not kind, but also it was kind of funny.

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<v Speaker 3>And also it's public. It's public like uh property now,

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<v Speaker 3>it's just like on Instagram, it's after you post that shit.

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<v Speaker 2>I could use it for anything.

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<v Speaker 3>It's wild, but it's the wild, wild West. And so therefore,

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<v Speaker 3>I now you're on the shopping block because it's how.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I'm gonna we're gonna read.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm relaunching my Hinge chronicles on close Friends, so if

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<v Speaker 1>you're not part of our close Friends, you're gonna miss out.

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<v Speaker 1>So I want to encourage you to join Patreon right now.

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<v Speaker 1>A because the Hinge chronicles are lit. B because next

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<v Speaker 1>year we're going into seasons and you're only gonna get

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<v Speaker 1>our off season episodes exclusively on Patreon. B because there's

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<v Speaker 1>tons of other shit and we talk to you guys,

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<v Speaker 1>directly way more there. And number four because I cry

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<v Speaker 1>a lot more publicly on Patreon than anywhere else on

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<v Speaker 1>the internet, so if you want to see me cry.

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<v Speaker 3>We're just tired telling all our business. The niggas are

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<v Speaker 3>tired of us talk exposing them for content. We're tired

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<v Speaker 3>telling our business.

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<v Speaker 2>To everybody for free. You know it.

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<v Speaker 3>Just at some point six years in you got to

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<v Speaker 3>put your foot down. Finally we're mature and we're like

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<v Speaker 3>you guys, you can't know all of our fucking business.

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<v Speaker 2>You can for small prefer smaping.

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<v Speaker 3>We might be worse than like the only fans that

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<v Speaker 3>we're giving everything, all of our inner pourings.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm you know, I'm actually excited to.

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<v Speaker 3>Relive your dating life through you, even though you're not

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<v Speaker 3>even telling me when you go on fucking dates with

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<v Speaker 3>the neigas the skinny jeans, which is wild, but that's

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<v Speaker 3>we're gonna say that for later. A little sneaky bitch.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, if you guys have any scorpio friends, are

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<v Speaker 3>they like a little bit sneaky? Yeah, like twenty five

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<v Speaker 3>percent sneaky.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually feel like I'm like less of a sneaky

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<v Speaker 1>scorpio than most scorpios.

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<v Speaker 2>That's probably true.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's a lot more sneakiness happening in the

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<v Speaker 1>scorpio department. I don't know how, because I'm very heavily scorpio.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's that like that one slither one sagittear, the

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<v Speaker 1>sagt terrius in me. That's like, be free. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>tell everyone my business.

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<v Speaker 2>Well the word.

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<v Speaker 3>It's working for you, that one percent has worked for you,

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<v Speaker 3>but thankfully it's worked for us.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank god you agreed and said yes to the said

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<v Speaker 2>yes to the dress.

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<v Speaker 1>Shout out to the Sages. I know it's your season.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel you. I've been starting to read my my

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<v Speaker 1>sage horoscopes and I'm like starting to see like the

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<v Speaker 1>other the parts, the other elements of me. And I

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<v Speaker 1>just love sad I love sage women. They're so fiery,

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<v Speaker 1>they're so fun, and they don't fuck with them.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, no, no, no, no, I can see that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Luna is going to be a little beast.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I'm her mother, so I wouldn't really recommend

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<v Speaker 3>that in general. Yeah, I don't think I give them

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<v Speaker 3>and I don't really give off like I'm to be

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<v Speaker 3>fucked with the vibes.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Quite. Frankly, I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm very friendly, but I don't think anyone's like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>let me fuck with her and see what happened.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think I give that.

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<v Speaker 1>Off ever since she climbed at me like a little

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<v Speaker 1>fucking monkey Coachella. But she tried to beat my ass,

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<v Speaker 1>and she the the speed in which she climbed up

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<v Speaker 1>my body.

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<v Speaker 2>I was not ready. Don't try to.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, she really might beat my ass here,

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<v Speaker 1>don't you expose me?

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<v Speaker 2>It was like, shut the fuck up.

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<v Speaker 1>Next thing I knew, I was on the floor being straddled.

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<v Speaker 3>You hear that.

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<v Speaker 2>Person ninety eight pounds?

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<v Speaker 3>You hope don't ever try to attack me in public.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not a good it's not a good look. It

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<v Speaker 3>won't happen for you.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 3>We we're supposed to talk about this episode the things

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<v Speaker 3>that we've learned this year.

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<v Speaker 1>This is a long episode.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, yeah, that's one thing you learned. Well, you guys.

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<v Speaker 3>I've said I said this on the Holiday Gift Guide,

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<v Speaker 3>but I haven't really officially said it.

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<v Speaker 2>I've learned a lot of things. Do you know why?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I am now certified government certified sexologist, and Tanter

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<v Speaker 3>practitioner as of the last speak of November que the

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<v Speaker 3>Claps Orlando.

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<v Speaker 2>She was glasses, this was lingerie, she was leather.

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<v Speaker 1>She'd warned you, She did warn you, she said. The

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<v Speaker 1>moment she becomes a Tantrica, she is gonna be wearing

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<v Speaker 1>lingerie and leather and glasses. And here she is. She's

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<v Speaker 1>a woman of her word.

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<v Speaker 3>Mela Map sexologists in. Hello, Hello, it's me. Do you

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<v Speaker 3>have any questions? Dial them in.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have any you need to have, any sexual roadblocks,

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<v Speaker 1>any things that are holding you up in your relationship privately,

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<v Speaker 1>personally publicly called your Meala Map, I have the answers

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<v Speaker 1>for you.

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<v Speaker 3>No, But really, I really I learned a lot of things.

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<v Speaker 3>I would like to say that I had learned not

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<v Speaker 3>to procrastinate, but I have not conquered.

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<v Speaker 2>That yet, still in progress.

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<v Speaker 3>But I feel super I do feel like I've gained

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of knowledge from my program, and I feel

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<v Speaker 3>supercharged with sex smartness and advice and also just like

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<v Speaker 3>a very clear understanding of I don't know, like my divinity.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel very in tune with the you know, the

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<v Speaker 3>divine source through Tantra and I don't know, I'm really

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<v Speaker 3>excited for you to go on your tantra journey. And

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<v Speaker 3>I kind of feel like I've been like I've been

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<v Speaker 3>upgraded in my witchery, a tantra witch superpower activated activated.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I love that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I also learned that we can do whatever the fuck

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<v Speaker 3>we want, and we could probably plan it better.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well it's possible, got it?

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<v Speaker 3>Yea, and we should probably not even though we can,

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<v Speaker 3>probably shouldn't. That's probably one of my biggest lessons. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>you just slowly, stead steady pasting.

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<v Speaker 2>What have I learned?

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<v Speaker 1>God, I've learned how important the company I keep is

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<v Speaker 1>to my how I show up in all of my relationships.

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<v Speaker 1>I realized compartmentalizing is not my superpower and it probably

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<v Speaker 1>will never be.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>And that whatever environment, that whatever person or people I

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<v Speaker 1>choose to keep in my space really have to be

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<v Speaker 1>in alignment with where I'm at, doesn't We don't necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>have to be on the same path, but that there

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<v Speaker 1>is an specifically in my love space, it is so

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<v Speaker 1>crucial that I am in alignment with my partner spiritually,

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<v Speaker 1>that we have dedicated ourselves to some sort of practice.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm already dedicated to my practices, and I'm obviously always

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<v Speaker 1>still like trying to make sure that I'm staying on

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<v Speaker 1>the path of that, and you know, it goes in

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<v Speaker 1>ebbs and flows. But I realized if a person that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm with hasn't even really begun to do to be

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<v Speaker 1>in that space and to understand the importance of spiritual

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<v Speaker 1>growth and healing, that I can't have you in me

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<v Speaker 1>or on me. And I think I always knew that,

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<v Speaker 1>but I like felt like I could bring people on

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<v Speaker 1>the journey with me. And I've learned that like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't really that's not where I'm at at this point

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. That I would much more actually prefer

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<v Speaker 1>someone to be farther along in their journey even than

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<v Speaker 1>I am.

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<v Speaker 2>That I want to be led in that way.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I've realized that I realized that I have

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<v Speaker 1>a very huge capacity for I realized like I have

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<v Speaker 1>so much love to give, and I think that I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't always feel that way. That I realized like I

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<v Speaker 1>have a lot of empathy in the ways that I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't think that I did or do. And that also

0:20:08.680 --> 0:20:12.680
<v Speaker 1>that my boundaries, I'm not I need to never question.

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<v Speaker 2>My boundaries again. No, no, I that.

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<v Speaker 3>My boundaries are they're legit, they're good. Well, they need

0:20:19.840 --> 0:20:21.960
<v Speaker 3>they need to be like cement. They can't be really

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<v Speaker 3>malleable because then I can fuck their whole shit up.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I think you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I even had this conversation with you. I remember,

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<v Speaker 1>like when I was crying at our friends was it

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<v Speaker 1>Halloween party? Am like where was I at? Or I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like a spice girls, Oh it was her

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<v Speaker 1>birthday party at the party, and I was saying, how

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've been really hard on people, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I feel like I've needed to explore letting my

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<v Speaker 1>boundaries come down more so that I can feel more

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<v Speaker 1>empathetic towards people. And you were like, no, You're like,

0:20:58.760 --> 0:20:59.879
<v Speaker 1>that's actually, don't do that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I realized, yeah, you're right, and that generally, I

0:21:05.960 --> 0:21:11.880
<v Speaker 1>think there's like a balance between being kind but also

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<v Speaker 1>still having hard boundaries and saying, you know what, I

0:21:15.720 --> 0:21:19.520
<v Speaker 1>don't relate to that, but I want what's best. I

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<v Speaker 1>hope the best for you, and I'm going to gently

0:21:24.359 --> 0:21:28.520
<v Speaker 1>stand over here, Whereas this year I really stood in

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<v Speaker 1>it and I said I'm gonna go I'm gonna stand

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<v Speaker 1>in it. Fuck it, you know, and I needed that

0:21:34.800 --> 0:21:39.800
<v Speaker 1>I needed to kind of just retract on all my

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<v Speaker 1>retract on all of the work that I've done a

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<v Speaker 1>bit to kind of like double check it almost Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think this year and I'm still processing this

0:21:53.800 --> 0:21:56.120
<v Speaker 1>year honestly, Like it's not the end of the year yet,

0:21:56.160 --> 0:22:02.000
<v Speaker 1>and a lot has happened for me, good, bad, great, medium,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like I'm still in processing of all

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<v Speaker 1>of it. But ultimately I'm grateful for all of the

0:22:09.119 --> 0:22:11.600
<v Speaker 1>things that I went through this year, all the memories,

0:22:12.080 --> 0:22:16.320
<v Speaker 1>all the experiences, the love that I experienced, the heartbreak

0:22:16.320 --> 0:22:20.520
<v Speaker 1>that I experienced, Like I really am grateful for being

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<v Speaker 1>able to kind of be raw because I think at

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<v Speaker 1>the beginning of this year, what I said was like

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<v Speaker 1>I want this year to be my rawest year, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I want to really feel like I'm like the most honest,

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<v Speaker 1>And I really went for it. I really explored all

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<v Speaker 1>the parts that I like might have judged other people

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<v Speaker 1>for and I just said, fuck it, and I realized

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't suit me, and it doesn't suit me because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how to compartmentalize those things. Like I've realized,

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<v Speaker 1>like I really have to be in a good frequency

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<v Speaker 1>and energy or else it fucks up everything.

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<v Speaker 3>Well it doesn't. It doesn't suit you, but it really

0:23:02.080 --> 0:23:05.640
<v Speaker 3>suits to no one. Like environmental pollution is real.

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<v Speaker 1>But some people and you shouldn't do this anyway, but

0:23:08.320 --> 0:23:11.000
<v Speaker 1>some people are better at being able to, like be

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<v Speaker 1>in toxic spaces and still having a positive output for

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<v Speaker 1>other people. I can't do that. I can't be in

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<v Speaker 1>a toxic situation and then be positive in other spaces.

0:23:25.800 --> 0:23:28.840
<v Speaker 1>I becod. I start toxifying all of my spaces that way,

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<v Speaker 1>I think, because so much of my love, so much

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<v Speaker 1>of who I am is rooted in like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even know what the word like where it is, like

0:23:38.359 --> 0:23:41.959
<v Speaker 1>like I don't know my heart centered and like womb

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<v Speaker 1>centered and like as women we are. But I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I just I know for me personally, like the

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<v Speaker 1>moment I started entertaining any sort of bullshit, it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to ultimately spread bullshit in all the other areas of

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<v Speaker 1>my life.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, it definitely will. Unfortunately, the longer you

0:24:03.680 --> 0:24:05.920
<v Speaker 3>stay in it too, like if you're unaware, it will

0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:08.080
<v Speaker 3>numb you out, and so you start to think like

0:24:08.160 --> 0:24:10.359
<v Speaker 3>this is normal, see, this is comfort, and then you

0:24:10.400 --> 0:24:12.680
<v Speaker 3>just start to like vibrate there. And that's the thing

0:24:12.760 --> 0:24:15.239
<v Speaker 3>is like being around tap people who are unwilling or

0:24:15.359 --> 0:24:17.919
<v Speaker 3>you know, to look at themselves or heal or like

0:24:17.960 --> 0:24:20.320
<v Speaker 3>even beginning to do that work, which is so fun.

0:24:20.359 --> 0:24:21.919
<v Speaker 3>It's fucked up because a lot of men are not

0:24:21.960 --> 0:24:25.239
<v Speaker 3>there yet. Most men are not having spiritual practices. I'm

0:24:25.280 --> 0:24:27.440
<v Speaker 3>not saying you know all, but a lot of them

0:24:27.440 --> 0:24:28.679
<v Speaker 3>are not. You know, a lot of them are not

0:24:28.680 --> 0:24:31.320
<v Speaker 3>going to be you know, inklings in front of the

0:24:31.359 --> 0:24:34.080
<v Speaker 3>women because like this is kind of our territory and

0:24:34.080 --> 0:24:36.960
<v Speaker 3>we're kind of like reclaiming it. But the thing is,

0:24:37.000 --> 0:24:40.639
<v Speaker 3>like so many women second guest guests, second guests themselves

0:24:40.800 --> 0:24:44.800
<v Speaker 3>that they they become numb to to you know, how

0:24:44.840 --> 0:24:47.320
<v Speaker 3>they do pollute spaces and how they do show up,

0:24:47.320 --> 0:24:50.520
<v Speaker 3>and how their energy is low and like how their

0:24:50.560 --> 0:24:53.320
<v Speaker 3>heart is hurting and like they're just functioning despite it

0:24:53.640 --> 0:24:55.800
<v Speaker 3>and you know, pretending and it's just like that is

0:24:55.840 --> 0:24:59.040
<v Speaker 3>really scary, and it's like it has been a tough year,

0:24:59.119 --> 0:25:03.679
<v Speaker 3>but like thankful you are self aware enough to be like, huh,

0:25:04.119 --> 0:25:07.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, something feels off. You know, like I'm like

0:25:07.560 --> 0:25:10.280
<v Speaker 3>at least being like, okay, well I realized I've not

0:25:10.359 --> 0:25:12.320
<v Speaker 3>been myself in you know, X amount of time, and

0:25:12.359 --> 0:25:16.600
<v Speaker 3>I can you know, I can directly related back to

0:25:16.680 --> 0:25:20.080
<v Speaker 3>this and just like you know, take responsibility for participating

0:25:20.119 --> 0:25:22.600
<v Speaker 3>in it, and then you know, actually moving forward doing

0:25:22.600 --> 0:25:25.879
<v Speaker 3>something differently and having the discernment to be like I

0:25:26.000 --> 0:25:28.960
<v Speaker 3>was tripping, but fool me once, You're not gonna, you know,

0:25:29.000 --> 0:25:31.760
<v Speaker 3>fill me four times. We've all been fooled multiple times.

0:25:31.800 --> 0:25:35.200
<v Speaker 3>But just being having the commitment to yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean I think about as you're talking, I

0:25:38.680 --> 0:25:40.720
<v Speaker 1>think about how men are on the internet, you see,

0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:42.600
<v Speaker 1>and even women they're saying like I want a god

0:25:42.640 --> 0:25:45.439
<v Speaker 1>fearing man, or like they must be God fearing or

0:25:45.440 --> 0:25:49.439
<v Speaker 1>they must be Christian, And I kind of, yeah, I

0:25:49.520 --> 0:25:51.560
<v Speaker 1>kind of relate to that, and not in the same way,

0:25:51.640 --> 0:25:54.920
<v Speaker 1>like I want someone who's like spirit loving, someone.

0:25:54.760 --> 0:25:57.800
<v Speaker 3>Who's like devout, devout self devout, Yes, like.

0:25:58.000 --> 0:26:01.760
<v Speaker 1>Virtually have to have to believe in something.

0:26:01.520 --> 0:26:08.199
<v Speaker 3>Committed to spiritual advancement, committed to committed to just discovering

0:26:08.240 --> 0:26:09.840
<v Speaker 3>your own divinity.

0:26:09.680 --> 0:26:12.080
<v Speaker 1>Discovering your own divinity but also knowing like that there's

0:26:12.119 --> 0:26:17.520
<v Speaker 1>something bigger than us, and like committed to investigating what

0:26:17.560 --> 0:26:19.879
<v Speaker 1>that is and how that impacts.

0:26:19.359 --> 0:26:21.160
<v Speaker 3>You, Right, and how you show up in the world

0:26:21.200 --> 0:26:24.240
<v Speaker 3>because of that source that is like obviously you know,

0:26:24.320 --> 0:26:25.240
<v Speaker 3>transmitted through you.

0:26:25.440 --> 0:26:29.280
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely absolutely, and that's a non negotiable for me. So

0:26:29.359 --> 0:26:33.000
<v Speaker 1>my dating pool is getting extremely much smaller now.

0:26:33.040 --> 0:26:36.600
<v Speaker 2>But that's great, No, it is. But we don't have.

0:26:38.040 --> 0:26:44.720
<v Speaker 1>No skinny jeans like medium to high on the fashions tall.

0:26:45.440 --> 0:26:48.160
<v Speaker 2>Black, not medium to high on the fashion.

0:26:48.200 --> 0:26:54.800
<v Speaker 1>Medium okay black or brown at least brownish. And you know,

0:26:55.000 --> 0:26:57.160
<v Speaker 1>you don't even have to be tall, like just taller

0:26:57.200 --> 0:26:59.080
<v Speaker 1>than me, like I can wear heels and you're my

0:26:59.200 --> 0:27:06.000
<v Speaker 1>height at least to like strong five nine ten. So

0:27:06.320 --> 0:27:11.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I might be more clear now, specifically

0:27:12.040 --> 0:27:15.640
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not having sex and I don't have any

0:27:15.640 --> 0:27:20.160
<v Speaker 1>intentions on having sex. I really don't think I'm gonna

0:27:20.160 --> 0:27:23.959
<v Speaker 1>have sex until I'm in a relationship with somebody. Yeah,

0:27:24.040 --> 0:27:28.080
<v Speaker 1>and which is kind of scary because I we probably

0:27:28.119 --> 0:27:30.040
<v Speaker 1>need to have sex before we commit to the relationship

0:27:30.080 --> 0:27:32.280
<v Speaker 1>because I don't want any funny business. However, I do

0:27:32.320 --> 0:27:34.360
<v Speaker 1>think that like once you are in the like once

0:27:34.400 --> 0:27:36.920
<v Speaker 1>you really tap in with someone, you know what they

0:27:36.960 --> 0:27:41.320
<v Speaker 1>fuck like, you know, yeah, you know what they fuck?

0:27:41.400 --> 0:27:44.199
<v Speaker 2>Like have been wrong? Might not? Bitches are not tapped in.

0:27:44.760 --> 0:27:45.919
<v Speaker 2>They're they're confused.

0:27:46.040 --> 0:27:48.280
<v Speaker 1>Now you know what they fuck like, but you don't

0:27:48.280 --> 0:27:52.439
<v Speaker 1>know what that dick sizes, which check? Which will that

0:27:52.520 --> 0:27:54.720
<v Speaker 1>will be checked? But I just don't have any interest.

0:27:54.800 --> 0:27:56.960
<v Speaker 1>I can't even imagine a man inside of me. I

0:27:57.000 --> 0:28:01.280
<v Speaker 1>have no like I'm very horn like I want.

0:28:01.840 --> 0:28:03.280
<v Speaker 2>Oh, I know I want.

0:28:04.480 --> 0:28:09.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm very horny. But I just can't imagine having sex

0:28:09.200 --> 0:28:12.080
<v Speaker 1>with someone and then like looking at them and cuddling

0:28:12.080 --> 0:28:15.439
<v Speaker 1>and like being excited like yeah, and like excite, like

0:28:15.520 --> 0:28:17.720
<v Speaker 1>stupidly excited, like I don't know where this is going.

0:28:18.200 --> 0:28:21.679
<v Speaker 1>That was like, no, I don't, I do care, and

0:28:21.760 --> 0:28:23.680
<v Speaker 1>like I can't have casual ste and because I can't

0:28:23.680 --> 0:28:25.919
<v Speaker 1>have casual sex, I can't lay with you and like

0:28:26.040 --> 0:28:26.680
<v Speaker 1>be like that was.

0:28:26.640 --> 0:28:27.520
<v Speaker 2>Fun, that was cute.

0:28:27.560 --> 0:28:29.600
<v Speaker 1>Maybe hopefully you'll call me like no, I need to

0:28:29.680 --> 0:28:32.280
<v Speaker 1>know you're gonna fucking call me like I don't want

0:28:32.320 --> 0:28:36.040
<v Speaker 1>to do any of this in between grey area. Yeah,

0:28:36.119 --> 0:28:39.480
<v Speaker 1>So it's very much it's very much better. It's very

0:28:39.520 --> 0:28:43.920
<v Speaker 1>much better if like I'm dating with real clarity and

0:28:44.000 --> 0:28:48.960
<v Speaker 1>intention and dating someone who's clearly on the same path,

0:28:49.280 --> 0:28:53.920
<v Speaker 1>because if we're not on that same tip, then it's

0:28:54.040 --> 0:28:55.840
<v Speaker 1>due it's doomed. It's gonna be doomed.

0:28:58.400 --> 0:29:00.680
<v Speaker 2>So you're gonna hear dating.

0:29:00.440 --> 0:29:03.479
<v Speaker 1>Stories on how much sex stories you're gonna hear, But

0:29:03.520 --> 0:29:05.600
<v Speaker 1>maybe there's like other although I did tell you the

0:29:05.600 --> 0:29:08.840
<v Speaker 1>other day that I've been like hanging out with this

0:29:08.920 --> 0:29:13.560
<v Speaker 1>guy and like we haven't even like kissed, like barely touch,

0:29:14.320 --> 0:29:19.480
<v Speaker 1>like there's clear sexual tension happening between us, but we've

0:29:19.480 --> 0:29:24.000
<v Speaker 1>both kind of like well before this like silently acknowledged

0:29:24.040 --> 0:29:26.080
<v Speaker 1>that this is like we're not going to like take

0:29:26.080 --> 0:29:29.600
<v Speaker 1>it there. And then I like actually vocalized to him

0:29:29.640 --> 0:29:31.760
<v Speaker 1>like this is where I'm at and I respect where

0:29:31.800 --> 0:29:33.760
<v Speaker 1>you're at, and blah blah blah, and then he walked

0:29:33.800 --> 0:29:36.080
<v Speaker 1>me to my door. And after this was like after

0:29:36.120 --> 0:29:38.320
<v Speaker 1>we like had dinner and we went on like up

0:29:38.360 --> 0:29:41.959
<v Speaker 1>the mountain and overlooked the mountain like overlooked LA and

0:29:42.000 --> 0:29:42.880
<v Speaker 1>had like smoked up.

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:45.400
<v Speaker 2>There and it was really it was really cute.

0:29:45.480 --> 0:29:47.520
<v Speaker 1>And he walked me to my door and then we

0:29:47.560 --> 0:29:52.280
<v Speaker 1>like hugged for like fifteen seconds and then he walked away,

0:29:52.400 --> 0:29:54.400
<v Speaker 1>and I was like all giddy, like a fucking teenager

0:29:54.520 --> 0:30:00.640
<v Speaker 1>like like making weird sounds like okay, Like I was

0:30:00.680 --> 0:30:02.719
<v Speaker 1>like what the fuck is wrong with you? You're fucking

0:30:02.800 --> 0:30:03.840
<v Speaker 1>not smooth at all.

0:30:03.720 --> 0:30:04.480
<v Speaker 2>Bitch, shut up.

0:30:05.960 --> 0:30:08.720
<v Speaker 1>And I watched him walk away and he like has

0:30:08.760 --> 0:30:11.760
<v Speaker 1>his hands behind his back like you know, like like pensive,

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:12.720
<v Speaker 1>like walking.

0:30:12.480 --> 0:30:16.240
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, like all like to the car. Yeah,

0:30:16.240 --> 0:30:18.880
<v Speaker 2>like he's thinking deeply about what just happened. And I'm

0:30:18.880 --> 0:30:19.560
<v Speaker 2>looking at him.

0:30:20.240 --> 0:30:23.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, fifty second time He's walking all slow like fucking Buddha,

0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:25.880
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, oh my god. And then I closed

0:30:25.920 --> 0:30:29.120
<v Speaker 1>the door and I'm like, oh my god, Wow, that

0:30:29.240 --> 0:30:33.080
<v Speaker 1>was so great. And then I realized my panties.

0:30:32.640 --> 0:30:37.400
<v Speaker 2>Are fucking soaked and my pussy is pulsating, and I'm like,

0:30:37.440 --> 0:30:40.720
<v Speaker 2>did I just nut my pants? Like we don't even

0:30:40.760 --> 0:30:42.120
<v Speaker 2>do shit, We even.

0:30:41.920 --> 0:30:44.720
<v Speaker 3>Touched fifteen second hugs, Like I'm like, is this my

0:30:44.840 --> 0:30:45.640
<v Speaker 3>new foreplay?

0:30:45.800 --> 0:30:48.240
<v Speaker 1>Is this the new shit for me? Like? Or is

0:30:48.280 --> 0:30:49.920
<v Speaker 1>it because I haven't fucked in like two and a

0:30:49.960 --> 0:30:52.200
<v Speaker 1>half months that like this is where I'm at. I

0:30:52.680 --> 0:30:55.479
<v Speaker 1>was like, either I've just unlocked a new level of

0:30:55.480 --> 0:30:58.200
<v Speaker 1>intimacy I didn't even know I could have, or a

0:30:58.200 --> 0:31:02.080
<v Speaker 1>bitch is just so desperately horny that that's all it took.

0:31:02.480 --> 0:31:04.800
<v Speaker 3>Well, I think it's a combination of both, and you're

0:31:04.800 --> 0:31:07.720
<v Speaker 3>probably gonna I think it's like the longer it goes,

0:31:07.760 --> 0:31:10.480
<v Speaker 3>the easier it'll be to like honor it, because like

0:31:10.560 --> 0:31:11.880
<v Speaker 3>after a certain amount of time, you're like, I'm not

0:31:11.880 --> 0:31:15.080
<v Speaker 3>gonna just waste it. I've wasted all like I've committed

0:31:15.160 --> 0:31:17.160
<v Speaker 3>all this time. So yeah, when you you're gonna be

0:31:17.240 --> 0:31:21.400
<v Speaker 3>very sensitive to someone entering your like actually touching you.

0:31:21.560 --> 0:31:22.560
<v Speaker 2>So I think it's good.

0:31:22.720 --> 0:31:25.680
<v Speaker 3>And you are probably very highly on the high end

0:31:26.000 --> 0:31:28.320
<v Speaker 3>of horny right now, but I think he'll balance its

0:31:28.320 --> 0:31:29.080
<v Speaker 3>way out.

0:31:29.320 --> 0:31:31.160
<v Speaker 1>Oh I want to do They do this in tantra

0:31:31.240 --> 0:31:33.800
<v Speaker 1>school where they do like the no touch orgasms, Well,

0:31:33.800 --> 0:31:36.479
<v Speaker 1>well me learn about them. I feel like I'm open.

0:31:37.280 --> 0:31:39.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm ready, like, put me in the session, baby out.

0:31:40.080 --> 0:31:42.479
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if they discard everywhere no touch.

0:31:44.040 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 2>That's what it felt like.

0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:46.920
<v Speaker 1>I was like, that was like some weird that was

0:31:46.960 --> 0:31:50.160
<v Speaker 1>like some tantric shit that just happened. Like he closed

0:31:50.160 --> 0:31:52.720
<v Speaker 1>the door. I watched him walk away, and that turned

0:31:52.720 --> 0:31:54.680
<v Speaker 1>me on, Like specifically the way he walked away turned

0:31:54.720 --> 0:31:54.920
<v Speaker 1>me on.

0:31:55.400 --> 0:31:57.480
<v Speaker 2>And then I closed it in the way he walks. Yes,

0:31:57.880 --> 0:32:00.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what it was. It was like he

0:32:00.360 --> 0:32:02.160
<v Speaker 2>was floated away he floated.

0:32:01.880 --> 0:32:04.120
<v Speaker 1>Away, but I could tell he was in deep, like

0:32:04.760 --> 0:32:07.280
<v Speaker 1>he was still super present in like what we had

0:32:07.320 --> 0:32:10.560
<v Speaker 1>just experienced even as he was leaving me. You know,

0:32:10.600 --> 0:32:12.360
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't like he was like okay and off my

0:32:12.400 --> 0:32:16.120
<v Speaker 1>next blah blah blah, you know. And yeah, and then

0:32:16.160 --> 0:32:18.920
<v Speaker 1>I just was like, oh my god, I think I

0:32:18.960 --> 0:32:21.120
<v Speaker 1>met it in my pants and I didn't even.

0:32:20.960 --> 0:32:25.240
<v Speaker 3>Well, there's also something super sexy about a man being

0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:28.800
<v Speaker 3>able to exercise a certain amount of discipline not too

0:32:28.960 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 3>That is like super sexy. And like you're not even

0:32:30.920 --> 0:32:33.160
<v Speaker 3>trying me, and you're not even being overly like we're

0:32:33.160 --> 0:32:37.360
<v Speaker 3>so used to like you know, so like so easily.

0:32:37.440 --> 0:32:41.160
<v Speaker 3>So like when a man is exercising but still showing

0:32:41.200 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 3>interest and intimacy and investing time, it's like, oh, like

0:32:45.760 --> 0:32:47.920
<v Speaker 3>you're not just fucking everything and you're spending time with me.

0:32:48.080 --> 0:32:50.520
<v Speaker 3>That is that is sexy, you know, so like I

0:32:50.520 --> 0:32:53.880
<v Speaker 3>can see how that could be in like an aphrodisiac.

0:32:54.000 --> 0:32:55.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:32:55.760 --> 0:32:59.560
<v Speaker 1>So I'm just I'm excited to just keep exploring that

0:32:59.640 --> 0:33:05.720
<v Speaker 1>space and yeah, do a little sex magic on myself. Yeah,

0:33:05.920 --> 0:33:09.520
<v Speaker 1>harnessing my own personal sexual power.

0:33:10.040 --> 0:33:10.640
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely.

0:33:10.680 --> 0:33:13.720
<v Speaker 3>I invite you to just continue to take note of

0:33:14.240 --> 0:33:17.880
<v Speaker 3>how your body feels in the interim and like when

0:33:17.880 --> 0:33:20.480
<v Speaker 3>you're around this person, just around people, especially just during

0:33:20.560 --> 0:33:23.440
<v Speaker 3>hinge dating too. I think like people like don't pay

0:33:23.520 --> 0:33:26.200
<v Speaker 3>enough attention to like literally, how does my body feel?

0:33:26.560 --> 0:33:26.760
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

0:33:26.800 --> 0:33:29.040
<v Speaker 3>So, actually my friend did this thing on me and

0:33:29.080 --> 0:33:31.120
<v Speaker 3>I was super interested. It was super It was a

0:33:31.200 --> 0:33:34.440
<v Speaker 3>crazy thing. So I'm going to ask you two questions, okay,

0:33:34.720 --> 0:33:36.440
<v Speaker 3>and I want you to say yes to both of them.

0:33:36.680 --> 0:33:43.920
<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, is your name Erica? Yes? How does that

0:33:43.960 --> 0:33:48.320
<v Speaker 2>feel in your body? That yes? I muso say yes again?

0:33:48.440 --> 0:33:55.280
<v Speaker 2>Just this thing? This feel? It is your name Greg? Yes?

0:33:57.400 --> 0:34:00.760
<v Speaker 2>How does that feel in your body? Caucasian?

0:34:01.960 --> 0:34:04.000
<v Speaker 3>Do you feel the way your body reacts when you

0:34:04.040 --> 0:34:07.000
<v Speaker 3>say yes to something that's not true and something yes

0:34:07.040 --> 0:34:08.000
<v Speaker 3>that something is true?

0:34:08.200 --> 0:34:08.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:34:08.440 --> 0:34:12.239
<v Speaker 3>I felt like, uh, like my chest got tight when

0:34:12.280 --> 0:34:15.799
<v Speaker 3>you said yes to Greg. So these are just like

0:34:16.040 --> 0:34:19.480
<v Speaker 3>super simple indications of how.

0:34:19.400 --> 0:34:21.600
<v Speaker 1>To pay attention to your when you're saying yes to shit,

0:34:21.640 --> 0:34:22.120
<v Speaker 1>you don't really.

0:34:22.800 --> 0:34:25.000
<v Speaker 3>Yes yes one of the things you're saying, or if

0:34:25.000 --> 0:34:28.080
<v Speaker 3>they align with your your body and like that's so

0:34:28.239 --> 0:34:32.000
<v Speaker 3>fucking simple, but it's like wild, how if you really

0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:35.920
<v Speaker 3>pay attention And like my friend asked me when we

0:34:35.920 --> 0:34:40.680
<v Speaker 3>were leaving the airport in from graduation and something had

0:34:40.680 --> 0:34:42.120
<v Speaker 3>come up. A lot of things have come up, that's

0:34:42.120 --> 0:34:43.960
<v Speaker 3>a whole different thing. But she did this to me,

0:34:44.000 --> 0:34:47.320
<v Speaker 3>and it was so interesting, Like I felt like a release,

0:34:47.480 --> 0:34:49.560
<v Speaker 3>like a tingly feeling, and like the back of my

0:34:49.800 --> 0:34:52.279
<v Speaker 3>like almost like the back like my right lung or something.

0:34:52.320 --> 0:34:54.239
<v Speaker 3>When I said yes. But when she asked me the

0:34:54.239 --> 0:34:59.080
<v Speaker 3>other question I said yes, I felt nothing like I

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:02.960
<v Speaker 3>almost like I I had checked out. But when my

0:35:03.040 --> 0:35:05.640
<v Speaker 3>first response was to say, it felt normal to lie,

0:35:05.800 --> 0:35:09.160
<v Speaker 3>to lie, So it was an indication to me that

0:35:09.200 --> 0:35:11.400
<v Speaker 3>like I'm not, I wasn't aware that when I'm leaving

0:35:11.440 --> 0:35:16.239
<v Speaker 3>my body to just like just okay, you know, like

0:35:16.400 --> 0:35:19.680
<v Speaker 3>bypass my my inner my inner dialogue.

0:35:20.120 --> 0:35:22.360
<v Speaker 2>And then that I literally when I said the yes, it's.

0:35:22.239 --> 0:35:24.480
<v Speaker 3>Like a spark went off, Like it was. It was

0:35:24.480 --> 0:35:27.879
<v Speaker 3>a strange observation and it's so simple. But like I think,

0:35:27.920 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 3>as people, we're just so busy going through life, like

0:35:31.080 --> 0:35:34.680
<v Speaker 3>this actual fucking body that we have that indicates this

0:35:35.120 --> 0:35:37.759
<v Speaker 3>our intuition and tells us things we're so used to

0:35:37.800 --> 0:35:41.040
<v Speaker 3>bypassing it that we forget to just like simply check in.

0:35:41.640 --> 0:35:44.560
<v Speaker 3>It's true so as you get to go through this process,

0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:48.920
<v Speaker 3>your your hinge and your rias and et cetera, you know,

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:52.359
<v Speaker 3>just be one being being attunement with.

0:35:52.320 --> 0:35:54.480
<v Speaker 2>That, thank you, I shall, I shall?

0:35:57.120 --> 0:36:04.600
<v Speaker 3>Do you have an affirmation? Move with mindfulness, Move with intention?

0:36:04.760 --> 0:36:07.600
<v Speaker 3>What do we have today? What's in your spirit?

0:36:08.120 --> 0:36:12.000
<v Speaker 1>If we aren't spiritually aligned, get off my line.

0:36:12.800 --> 0:36:17.880
<v Speaker 3>If we aren't spiritually aligned, get off my line.

0:36:18.160 --> 0:36:18.560
<v Speaker 2>You hear that.

0:36:19.160 --> 0:36:23.200
<v Speaker 1>If we aren't spiritually aligned, get off my motherfucking line.

0:36:23.360 --> 0:36:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Bye bye, Nigga bade ty ron, Go worship whatever the

0:36:28.000 --> 0:36:30.120
<v Speaker 1>fuck you worship, video games, football.

0:36:30.600 --> 0:36:31.440
<v Speaker 2>Go where you worship.

0:36:33.800 --> 0:36:38.120
<v Speaker 3>Recently, when I came home from my graduation, my loveliest

0:36:38.800 --> 0:36:43.120
<v Speaker 3>darling husband boyfriend made me an altar in the house,

0:36:43.400 --> 0:36:46.960
<v Speaker 3>oh with like our book and some books and some

0:36:47.040 --> 0:36:50.720
<v Speaker 3>money and some ancestor money and all these nice things

0:36:50.800 --> 0:36:54.239
<v Speaker 3>candles and incense and I was and some food offerings

0:36:54.320 --> 0:36:57.040
<v Speaker 3>and it was a success alter that he created for me.

0:36:57.080 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 3>And I said, oh, my god, you're listening. You're paying

0:36:59.560 --> 0:37:04.239
<v Speaker 3>attention in that is it? Really it warmed my heart.

0:37:04.280 --> 0:37:07.960
<v Speaker 3>But mostly I was like, perfect, which ways are working?

0:37:08.880 --> 0:37:12.520
<v Speaker 3>He understands that, he understands the goals, you know, But

0:37:12.719 --> 0:37:17.080
<v Speaker 3>like I completely agree and align with you and someone

0:37:17.120 --> 0:37:21.279
<v Speaker 3>who's at least willing to recognize that, like being in

0:37:21.400 --> 0:37:26.280
<v Speaker 3>attunement with source is super important and like just like us,

0:37:26.320 --> 0:37:29.680
<v Speaker 3>you know, like we locked in and then we really

0:37:30.360 --> 0:37:34.080
<v Speaker 3>utilize that entity, you know, our powers and we kind

0:37:34.080 --> 0:37:36.440
<v Speaker 3>of like see how it works and numbers. And so

0:37:36.480 --> 0:37:38.719
<v Speaker 3>if you can like unlock that with sex and with

0:37:38.760 --> 0:37:42.359
<v Speaker 3>your partner, like you can really create generational wealth and

0:37:42.520 --> 0:37:46.319
<v Speaker 3>success and peace and happiness, like with your ancestors and

0:37:46.360 --> 0:37:49.399
<v Speaker 3>with your your spirit guides in alignment with what you're doing.

0:37:49.440 --> 0:37:52.400
<v Speaker 3>And I think, I think that's what makes me excited

0:37:52.440 --> 0:37:55.400
<v Speaker 3>about this journey because I know that if I commit

0:37:55.480 --> 0:37:58.000
<v Speaker 3>to it in the way that I want with somebody

0:37:58.040 --> 0:38:01.400
<v Speaker 3>who's who is spiritually aligned, the type of sex that

0:38:01.440 --> 0:38:03.000
<v Speaker 3>we will be able to do and the type of

0:38:03.080 --> 0:38:05.680
<v Speaker 3>magic that we will be able to create. And I

0:38:05.760 --> 0:38:07.840
<v Speaker 3>know that because of what I've been able to create

0:38:07.880 --> 0:38:11.279
<v Speaker 3>with you, like that being able to do that in

0:38:11.440 --> 0:38:15.880
<v Speaker 3>in that way will be life Like will.

0:38:15.640 --> 0:38:17.439
<v Speaker 1>Save the world. We can't change the world.

0:38:17.680 --> 0:38:21.520
<v Speaker 3>I mean, essentially, I really do attribute our relationship to

0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:28.279
<v Speaker 3>my understanding of like not like sex magic, but like

0:38:28.320 --> 0:38:32.240
<v Speaker 3>co creation and just co creation with commitment with love

0:38:32.400 --> 0:38:35.759
<v Speaker 3>with like blind faith, you know, like I really I

0:38:36.239 --> 0:38:39.879
<v Speaker 3>attribute understanding my power and our collaborative power so much

0:38:40.000 --> 0:38:43.399
<v Speaker 3>in like how I've chosen just like in a relationship,

0:38:43.680 --> 0:38:46.200
<v Speaker 3>because it's true, like if we can do this, it's

0:38:46.239 --> 0:38:48.359
<v Speaker 3>just like you finding your tribe, you know, like if

0:38:48.360 --> 0:38:50.239
<v Speaker 3>we can do this, we could do anything. And when

0:38:50.239 --> 0:38:53.799
<v Speaker 3>you add sex to it, it can like really up

0:38:53.840 --> 0:38:56.360
<v Speaker 3>the ante. And I do I do believe just like

0:38:56.400 --> 0:38:59.239
<v Speaker 3>spiritually like man and woman yin and yang, like we

0:38:59.280 --> 0:39:02.239
<v Speaker 3>are we we've obviously been put on this earth to

0:39:02.239 --> 0:39:06.319
<v Speaker 3>co create, like we maintain humanity. So it's just like

0:39:06.360 --> 0:39:10.560
<v Speaker 3>when we really align with people who respect and honor

0:39:10.760 --> 0:39:14.480
<v Speaker 3>and hold space and love us and are and like

0:39:14.719 --> 0:39:20.480
<v Speaker 3>committed to the spiritual evolution, it's some magical ass shit happened,

0:39:21.320 --> 0:39:25.160
<v Speaker 3>Like it's some magical tribal which you shit.

0:39:25.480 --> 0:39:26.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So.

0:39:28.080 --> 0:39:30.880
<v Speaker 1>That's the kind of sex I want. So until I

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:32.600
<v Speaker 1>get that, or until I feel like I'm gonna get that,

0:39:32.640 --> 0:39:34.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm cool. I'll just keep fucking myself because I fuck

0:39:35.040 --> 0:39:35.839
<v Speaker 1>myself pretty good.

0:39:36.680 --> 0:39:38.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna get a lot of that in tanger School,

0:39:38.640 --> 0:39:41.239
<v Speaker 3>My love lots of tantric masturbation.

0:39:41.480 --> 0:39:42.720
<v Speaker 2>You know what I've been doing too lately.

0:39:43.160 --> 0:39:45.640
<v Speaker 1>The people that I'm attracted to, I take screenshots of

0:39:45.680 --> 0:39:52.960
<v Speaker 1>them and I zoom into their eyes. I zoom into

0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:56.840
<v Speaker 1>their eyes and I look at them when I'm coming,

0:39:57.239 --> 0:40:01.680
<v Speaker 1>and it tells me if you're a fucking nigga or

0:40:01.680 --> 0:40:03.719
<v Speaker 1>if you're safe. There's a few where I'm like, I

0:40:03.719 --> 0:40:05.879
<v Speaker 1>should have known, because I've done it to a few

0:40:05.920 --> 0:40:09.360
<v Speaker 1>people that I fucked, and I was like, I'm scared.

0:40:11.200 --> 0:40:14.120
<v Speaker 3>I'm scared, and I you're scared.

0:40:16.200 --> 0:40:18.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So that's the kind of tip of one. I

0:40:19.000 --> 0:40:21.200
<v Speaker 1>want to have sex with me now, Guys.

0:40:21.080 --> 0:40:25.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm not your screenshotting and zooming into their eyes. I

0:40:25.280 --> 0:40:29.400
<v Speaker 3>need to see how close I show you in my phone.

0:40:30.880 --> 0:40:34.880
<v Speaker 3>My friend's not crazy at all. No, totally normal. Nothing

0:40:34.880 --> 0:40:38.360
<v Speaker 3>to see here, guys. I'm supposed to roll a joint.

0:40:38.480 --> 0:40:39.360
<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's roll it.

0:40:39.680 --> 0:40:41.279
<v Speaker 2>I brought my sash box.

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:46.239
<v Speaker 1>Is so fucking cute.

0:40:45.600 --> 0:40:49.400
<v Speaker 3>It's the mom lunchbox. It's the four to twenty mom lunchbox.

0:40:49.680 --> 0:40:50.560
<v Speaker 2>I was in my car.

0:40:50.719 --> 0:40:51.160
<v Speaker 1>She saw mine.

0:40:51.239 --> 0:40:52.399
<v Speaker 2>She's like, is that a lunch box.

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:56.960
<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, well, it's Mom's lunchbox.

0:40:57.280 --> 0:40:59.640
<v Speaker 2>You open it and.

0:41:01.520 --> 0:41:03.600
<v Speaker 1>All of my weed things, my weed and things, all

0:41:03.719 --> 0:41:07.600
<v Speaker 1>weed and things, and then this little this discovery right.

0:41:07.480 --> 0:41:10.880
<v Speaker 2>Here that the tray is the game changer.

0:41:11.840 --> 0:41:18.600
<v Speaker 1>Now we have our our cannabis. Lill this out if

0:41:18.640 --> 0:41:20.840
<v Speaker 1>you look at it. If you check out our holiday guide,

0:41:22.080 --> 0:41:25.960
<v Speaker 1>our holiday wellness episode where basically we were treated at

0:41:26.000 --> 0:41:31.919
<v Speaker 1>a beautiful house overlooking the eight one eight, then you'll

0:41:31.920 --> 0:41:34.520
<v Speaker 1>know all about the sash box and how we use it.

0:41:34.560 --> 0:41:38.040
<v Speaker 3>But I have so many things, and there's gummies, like,

0:41:38.080 --> 0:41:40.440
<v Speaker 3>there's many joints or should we just do this?

0:41:40.440 --> 0:41:40.839
<v Speaker 2>This is right?

0:41:40.880 --> 0:41:41.000
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:41:41.080 --> 0:41:43.720
<v Speaker 2>I already get moready here more to hear. You're here.

0:41:44.640 --> 0:41:46.600
<v Speaker 1>She got the weeds, she got the joints, she got

0:41:46.640 --> 0:41:48.480
<v Speaker 1>the gummies. I'm gonna roll us something.

0:41:48.640 --> 0:41:51.480
<v Speaker 2>It's like a little weed treasure box. That's why I

0:41:51.520 --> 0:41:51.960
<v Speaker 2>love it.

0:41:52.320 --> 0:41:54.680
<v Speaker 3>And it's smell proof, so you could, like you don't

0:41:54.680 --> 0:41:56.600
<v Speaker 3>have to worry about your loud stinking up the whole

0:41:56.640 --> 0:42:00.640
<v Speaker 3>fucking vehicle. I always worry about that before I go,

0:42:00.760 --> 0:42:03.239
<v Speaker 3>like pick up Luna from like like a play date.

0:42:03.760 --> 0:42:06.440
<v Speaker 3>She's been having like play dates with friends that I are,

0:42:06.480 --> 0:42:08.839
<v Speaker 3>not my friends that I made her have, and so

0:42:08.920 --> 0:42:11.040
<v Speaker 3>it's been I'm like, oh my god, I smell like weed?

0:42:11.120 --> 0:42:14.640
<v Speaker 2>Am I that? Mom? I'm that mom.

0:42:15.200 --> 0:42:20.520
<v Speaker 1>Speaking of moms, I'm really excited we are. We haven't

0:42:20.560 --> 0:42:21.080
<v Speaker 1>told you.

0:42:20.960 --> 0:42:22.800
<v Speaker 2>Guys yet, but special announcement.

0:42:22.800 --> 0:42:25.400
<v Speaker 1>This is this big, special announcement to all the moms

0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:28.200
<v Speaker 1>listening right now, right here, all the moms that have

0:42:28.600 --> 0:42:30.600
<v Speaker 1>been wanting to come to one of our retreats. But

0:42:31.640 --> 0:42:33.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, I get it. Going out of the country

0:42:33.760 --> 0:42:37.600
<v Speaker 1>can feel overwhelming, it can feel you know, all the

0:42:37.640 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 1>things you're leaving your kid. It's an investment. And so

0:42:40.840 --> 0:42:42.960
<v Speaker 1>me and Mila have been talking for a while about

0:42:42.960 --> 0:42:46.400
<v Speaker 1>how we can bring the good vibe retreat state side.

0:42:47.120 --> 0:42:51.480
<v Speaker 1>And guess what we are bringing stateside. We are having

0:42:51.960 --> 0:42:57.920
<v Speaker 1>a Mother's Day retreat in Atlanta.

0:42:58.480 --> 0:43:01.080
<v Speaker 2>Hey, it's gonna super intimate.

0:43:01.560 --> 0:43:04.080
<v Speaker 3>It's going to be for the mamas, it's for creatives,

0:43:04.320 --> 0:43:08.440
<v Speaker 3>it's for wellness, it's just, you know, it's really just

0:43:09.680 --> 0:43:12.120
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, it's like everything I wish we had

0:43:12.120 --> 0:43:13.480
<v Speaker 3>in brainstorming group.

0:43:13.600 --> 0:43:15.080
<v Speaker 2>It's a Brainstorming weekend.

0:43:15.760 --> 0:43:19.279
<v Speaker 1>So it's May tenth through the twelfth in Atlanta. So

0:43:19.400 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Speaker 1>if you are an entrepreneur, if you're creative, if you

0:43:22.200 --> 0:43:24.680
<v Speaker 1>just need a space to kind of just say your

0:43:24.680 --> 0:43:27.319
<v Speaker 1>ideas out loud, because let's be honest, sometimes it can

0:43:27.360 --> 0:43:30.879
<v Speaker 1>feel intimidating to share your ideas. Sometimes even your your

0:43:30.920 --> 0:43:32.520
<v Speaker 1>closest friends don't get it.

0:43:32.600 --> 0:43:33.719
<v Speaker 2>They aren't your supporters.

0:43:33.840 --> 0:43:37.040
<v Speaker 1>If me and Mila listen to some of our friends

0:43:37.160 --> 0:43:39.319
<v Speaker 1>about starting good Mom's bad Choices, we would not be

0:43:39.360 --> 0:43:42.319
<v Speaker 1>here right now. So sometimes you actually need strangers to

0:43:42.400 --> 0:43:46.279
<v Speaker 1>validate your crazy delusions. So at this retreat, we are

0:43:46.360 --> 0:43:49.319
<v Speaker 1>going to be validating your crazy delusions. We're gonna have

0:43:49.320 --> 0:43:51.520
<v Speaker 1>wellness sessions similar to what we do with the Goodbybe

0:43:51.560 --> 0:43:53.960
<v Speaker 1>Retreat to be able to get a little taste of

0:43:53.960 --> 0:43:56.800
<v Speaker 1>what we do in Costa Rica right here in Atlanta.

0:43:57.360 --> 0:44:00.919
<v Speaker 1>And we leave you, guys, We send you off back

0:44:00.960 --> 0:44:03.200
<v Speaker 1>to being good moms on Mother's Day, so you'll have

0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:05.759
<v Speaker 1>breakfast in the morning with us on Mother's Day, and

0:44:05.800 --> 0:44:08.640
<v Speaker 1>then we release you to your children as good moms.

0:44:08.640 --> 0:44:11.200
<v Speaker 1>So if you're local to Atlanta, you'll still be able

0:44:11.239 --> 0:44:14.040
<v Speaker 1>to spend the day with your kid and you'll be

0:44:14.040 --> 0:44:19.719
<v Speaker 1>a but a bitch, a much better mother because of it.

0:44:20.040 --> 0:44:21.879
<v Speaker 2>Come that good moms filleth your cup.

0:44:22.040 --> 0:44:24.480
<v Speaker 1>And there's very limited space at this retreat. We don't

0:44:24.520 --> 0:44:26.080
<v Speaker 1>have a lot of We don't have a lot of space.

0:44:26.600 --> 0:44:28.799
<v Speaker 1>This is not like our typical retreats where we have

0:44:28.880 --> 0:44:32.400
<v Speaker 1>like you know, twenty five rooms. If you want to

0:44:32.480 --> 0:44:39.160
<v Speaker 1>stay on property with us at our beautiful mansion in Atlanta,

0:44:39.880 --> 0:44:42.479
<v Speaker 1>those spaces are super limited. And then we'll also open

0:44:42.480 --> 0:44:44.000
<v Speaker 1>it up to just people that kind of want to

0:44:44.000 --> 0:44:47.600
<v Speaker 1>come in for day passes. But I really want to

0:44:47.680 --> 0:44:51.719
<v Speaker 1>encourage you to come fully integrate into the experience and

0:44:51.760 --> 0:44:54.640
<v Speaker 1>come stay with us at the house so that we

0:44:54.680 --> 0:44:57.240
<v Speaker 1>can just keep the energy going and keep the energy flowing.

0:44:57.480 --> 0:44:58.920
<v Speaker 2>And it's going to be.

0:44:59.480 --> 0:45:00.000
<v Speaker 1>It's going to be.

0:45:00.680 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Speaker 3>I really can't wait to just.

0:45:04.640 --> 0:45:07.600
<v Speaker 2>Brainstorm and create with a bunch of strangers.

0:45:07.680 --> 0:45:09.560
<v Speaker 1>I know. If you're writing a book, this is the

0:45:09.640 --> 0:45:13.880
<v Speaker 1>place to come. You're sitting with published office, if you

0:45:13.920 --> 0:45:14.560
<v Speaker 1>want to start a.

0:45:14.520 --> 0:45:16.800
<v Speaker 2>Podcast site, if you want to start a podcast.

0:45:16.880 --> 0:45:19.759
<v Speaker 3>Honestly, any idea, anything that you want to create that

0:45:19.800 --> 0:45:22.000
<v Speaker 3>you are feeling stuck or in between, or maybe you've

0:45:22.000 --> 0:45:24.520
<v Speaker 3>already created it and you're still just trying to evolve

0:45:24.560 --> 0:45:26.960
<v Speaker 3>the idea and just run it past other people and

0:45:27.080 --> 0:45:30.000
<v Speaker 3>just have creative input and be in an artistic space

0:45:30.040 --> 0:45:33.600
<v Speaker 3>to get inspired. This is the place. You don't need

0:45:33.600 --> 0:45:37.880
<v Speaker 3>no passport. It's a very limited space. It's very intimate space,

0:45:38.040 --> 0:45:40.640
<v Speaker 3>and I don't know what better way to bring in

0:45:40.680 --> 0:45:43.520
<v Speaker 3>your mother's day than investing.

0:45:43.000 --> 0:45:47.800
<v Speaker 1>In yourself, spoiling yourself with ideas and also wellness because

0:45:48.400 --> 0:45:49.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get a massage. I don't know if

0:45:49.719 --> 0:45:51.040
<v Speaker 1>you're going to get a message, but I will be

0:45:51.040 --> 0:45:51.880
<v Speaker 1>getting massage.

0:45:52.200 --> 0:45:55.359
<v Speaker 2>I sure will. Massages make me more creative and.

0:45:55.360 --> 0:45:57.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm really excited too. I'm going to be doing a

0:45:57.040 --> 0:45:59.520
<v Speaker 1>sound bath for you guys, so I've been tapping into

0:45:59.520 --> 0:46:01.560
<v Speaker 1>my sound my sand healer bag.

0:46:01.640 --> 0:46:06.000
<v Speaker 3>We're gonna have some yoga, some morning yoga sessions, maybe

0:46:06.000 --> 0:46:10.160
<v Speaker 3>do some tantric workshops. There's gonna be a lot of

0:46:11.320 --> 0:46:13.160
<v Speaker 3>dope people in the building, so you really don't want

0:46:13.160 --> 0:46:13.560
<v Speaker 3>to miss this.

0:46:13.800 --> 0:46:15.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we're definitely going to lean on in on our

0:46:15.640 --> 0:46:19.080
<v Speaker 1>Atlanta community and former guests to come.

0:46:18.920 --> 0:46:20.440
<v Speaker 2>Through with some knowledge.

0:46:20.520 --> 0:46:24.000
<v Speaker 1>So we haven't released who's actually going to be coming

0:46:24.040 --> 0:46:27.319
<v Speaker 1>in and hosting a workshop, but that information will be

0:46:27.360 --> 0:46:29.880
<v Speaker 1>coming soon. So make sure you hit the link in

0:46:29.920 --> 0:46:33.560
<v Speaker 1>this episode description and reserve your spot now because these

0:46:33.560 --> 0:46:35.359
<v Speaker 1>are going to sell out. I told you there's only

0:46:35.400 --> 0:46:40.520
<v Speaker 1>a few, and it's more affordable than our Costa Rica retreat,

0:46:40.719 --> 0:46:44.000
<v Speaker 1>so you definitely want to come feel the vibes, and

0:46:44.040 --> 0:46:45.799
<v Speaker 1>then we'll see you in the jungle, because once you

0:46:45.840 --> 0:46:47.719
<v Speaker 1>come and tap in Atlanta, you're gonna be like, all right,

0:46:47.719 --> 0:46:50.960
<v Speaker 1>I got to see these bitches in another country. So

0:46:51.000 --> 0:46:54.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm really excited for that experience. Really putting a lot

0:46:54.840 --> 0:46:57.160
<v Speaker 1>of TLC into that. I kind of like, put too

0:46:57.200 --> 0:46:59.239
<v Speaker 1>much weed in here, But I mean, I don't know

0:46:59.239 --> 0:47:00.000
<v Speaker 1>if you can put too much.

0:47:00.480 --> 0:47:01.319
<v Speaker 2>There's no such thing.

0:47:01.400 --> 0:47:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I love my friend Jared. He rolls the most beautiful joints.

0:47:04.960 --> 0:47:06.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm always trying to like he knows how to do

0:47:07.000 --> 0:47:09.879
<v Speaker 1>a cone without being like without a cone.

0:47:09.560 --> 0:47:09.759
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:47:11.280 --> 0:47:14.040
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, papers are not my forte. I'm not gonna lie

0:47:14.080 --> 0:47:16.280
<v Speaker 3>every time I try. It looks good, it burns terribly.

0:47:17.560 --> 0:47:19.440
<v Speaker 3>Should I read the taros?

0:47:19.440 --> 0:47:24.279
<v Speaker 2>True? I think they're both upright. I think I picked

0:47:24.320 --> 0:47:28.440
<v Speaker 2>him up like this. But we got the death card. Eh,

0:47:29.200 --> 0:47:31.440
<v Speaker 2>that doesn't mean anything bad, no, but we rarely get

0:47:31.440 --> 0:47:32.000
<v Speaker 2>the death card.

0:47:34.280 --> 0:47:37.640
<v Speaker 3>It's the most feared and misunderstood of all the cards

0:47:37.680 --> 0:47:40.560
<v Speaker 3>in the tarot deck. Just mention the card's name and

0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:43.239
<v Speaker 3>most people freak out word. They will suddenly keel over

0:47:43.320 --> 0:47:46.719
<v Speaker 3>and die as soon as his card Appeals appears. Relax

0:47:47.160 --> 0:47:49.280
<v Speaker 3>the death card can be one of the most positive

0:47:49.320 --> 0:47:51.799
<v Speaker 3>cards in the deck after a period of pause and

0:47:51.840 --> 0:47:54.600
<v Speaker 3>reflection with the hanged man. The death card symbolizes the

0:47:54.719 --> 0:47:57.240
<v Speaker 3>end of a major phase or aspect of your life

0:47:57.480 --> 0:48:00.480
<v Speaker 3>that you realize is no longer serving you, putting up

0:48:00.480 --> 0:48:04.120
<v Speaker 3>the possibility of something far more valuable and essential. You

0:48:04.200 --> 0:48:07.000
<v Speaker 3>must close one door to open another. You need to

0:48:07.000 --> 0:48:09.319
<v Speaker 3>put the pass behind you and part ways, ready to

0:48:09.360 --> 0:48:12.840
<v Speaker 3>embrace new opportunities and possibilities. It may be difficult to

0:48:12.960 --> 0:48:15.319
<v Speaker 3>let go of the past, but you will soon see

0:48:15.360 --> 0:48:19.359
<v Speaker 3>its importance and the promise of renewal and transformation. If

0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:23.719
<v Speaker 3>you resist these necessary endings, you may experience pain, both

0:48:23.719 --> 0:48:27.719
<v Speaker 3>emotionally and physically. But if you exercise your imagination and

0:48:27.800 --> 0:48:34.480
<v Speaker 3>visualize a new possibility, you allow more constructive patterns to emerge. Similarly,

0:48:34.560 --> 0:48:38.520
<v Speaker 3>death shows a time of significant transformation, change and transition.

0:48:39.000 --> 0:48:41.600
<v Speaker 3>You need to transform yourself and clear away the old

0:48:41.680 --> 0:48:44.640
<v Speaker 3>to bring in the new. Any change you should be

0:48:44.680 --> 0:48:48.280
<v Speaker 3>welcomed as a positive, cleansing, transformational force in your life.

0:48:50.719 --> 0:48:54.040
<v Speaker 3>It's the death and clearing away of the death and

0:48:54.080 --> 0:48:57.239
<v Speaker 3>clearing away of limiting factors can open the door to

0:48:57.360 --> 0:49:02.319
<v Speaker 3>a broader, more satisfying experience of life. Hm hmm, Well,

0:49:02.360 --> 0:49:05.719
<v Speaker 3>I think that speaks to us our activation.

0:49:06.360 --> 0:49:08.280
<v Speaker 2>This next realm.

0:49:09.080 --> 0:49:16.560
<v Speaker 3>Super powerful letting go old ship cocooning to butterfly coconing coconing.

0:49:17.840 --> 0:49:18.279
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm.

0:49:19.880 --> 0:49:21.640
<v Speaker 2>You also pulled this one too. It is this tend

0:49:21.640 --> 0:49:22.320
<v Speaker 2>of pentacles.

0:49:24.440 --> 0:49:27.360
<v Speaker 1>I definitely feel the transformation. I think I see that

0:49:27.560 --> 0:49:29.680
<v Speaker 1>so much in a lot in so many of the

0:49:29.680 --> 0:49:33.279
<v Speaker 1>people in my life right now that this year has

0:49:33.320 --> 0:49:36.880
<v Speaker 1>been one of like there's been a lot of push,

0:49:37.680 --> 0:49:44.360
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of forcing the hand, you know, personally

0:49:44.400 --> 0:49:46.640
<v Speaker 1>and privately. I think about even in our own business,

0:49:46.719 --> 0:49:51.799
<v Speaker 1>like just us realizing like we've had to we've had

0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:53.960
<v Speaker 1>to make some big changes this year, you know that

0:49:54.000 --> 0:49:55.000
<v Speaker 1>were uncomfortable.

0:49:56.719 --> 0:49:59.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, realizations.

0:50:01.320 --> 0:50:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Fear around change because I think even like thinking about

0:50:05.840 --> 0:50:08.680
<v Speaker 1>not putting out an episode every single week like we've

0:50:08.719 --> 0:50:12.960
<v Speaker 1>done for so many years. Yeah, felt really scary. Has

0:50:12.960 --> 0:50:15.200
<v Speaker 1>felt really scary, Like are we doing is just a

0:50:15.239 --> 0:50:16.759
<v Speaker 1>disservice to our community?

0:50:17.560 --> 0:50:19.279
<v Speaker 2>Like what are they gonna lose our people? Are they

0:50:19.320 --> 0:50:20.320
<v Speaker 2>gonna leave us?

0:50:20.360 --> 0:50:25.319
<v Speaker 1>Like, and it's like, no, we deserve to rest, we

0:50:25.360 --> 0:50:29.480
<v Speaker 1>deserve to integrate the information, and they.

0:50:29.360 --> 0:50:32.600
<v Speaker 2>Deserve to have the best of us of us.

0:50:33.080 --> 0:50:36.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and so that that I feel like is gonna

0:50:36.600 --> 0:50:41.319
<v Speaker 1>be a big transformation for us next year. And even

0:50:41.360 --> 0:50:44.759
<v Speaker 1>in our own friendship, there's been like there, this was

0:50:44.760 --> 0:50:48.560
<v Speaker 1>probably like the hardest year of our friendship ever, you know,

0:50:48.760 --> 0:50:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and like I had, like me, like us having to

0:50:52.000 --> 0:50:56.320
<v Speaker 1>have uncomfortable conversations and actually us have to work on it, thankfully.

0:50:56.400 --> 0:51:00.279
<v Speaker 2>Like I think that we're so.

0:51:02.440 --> 0:51:06.960
<v Speaker 1>Attuned to one another that it could have been really deep,

0:51:07.000 --> 0:51:08.719
<v Speaker 1>heavy work, and I think we're still in it, but

0:51:08.760 --> 0:51:12.600
<v Speaker 1>like it's been a lot easier than I thought it

0:51:12.640 --> 0:51:13.840
<v Speaker 1>was going to be. When I was thinking about the

0:51:13.880 --> 0:51:15.719
<v Speaker 1>work that we needed to do on our friendship, it

0:51:15.760 --> 0:51:17.400
<v Speaker 1>wasn't like I don't know what I thought, but like

0:51:18.080 --> 0:51:18.479
<v Speaker 1>it was.

0:51:19.880 --> 0:51:20.759
<v Speaker 2>As hammering away.

0:51:22.360 --> 0:51:24.359
<v Speaker 1>I think maybe I related it to what I've had

0:51:24.400 --> 0:51:29.160
<v Speaker 1>to do with men, which actually healing a friendship with

0:51:29.239 --> 0:51:32.000
<v Speaker 1>a woman has been considerably a lot more enjoyable than.

0:51:31.920 --> 0:51:32.879
<v Speaker 2>It has with a man.

0:51:33.680 --> 0:51:36.480
<v Speaker 3>Well, I think about both parties have to be like

0:51:36.760 --> 0:51:37.920
<v Speaker 3>willing and.

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:41.759
<v Speaker 2>Just aware in order to do that.

0:51:41.800 --> 0:51:45.200
<v Speaker 3>And I think because I think it was so scary

0:51:45.239 --> 0:51:47.080
<v Speaker 3>for us because we have so much on the line,

0:51:47.120 --> 0:51:50.200
<v Speaker 3>and it's everything is so important to us, but it's

0:51:50.200 --> 0:51:54.480
<v Speaker 3>also why it's really easy because everything is so important

0:51:54.520 --> 0:51:58.879
<v Speaker 3>to us, and we've worked really hard, and we're all

0:51:58.960 --> 0:52:04.640
<v Speaker 3>sensitive as fun sensitive fucking water sign ass bitches, and

0:52:05.320 --> 0:52:11.880
<v Speaker 3>emotional and also deeply empathetic. We can read each other's

0:52:12.000 --> 0:52:15.040
<v Speaker 3>minds and feel each other even if nobody really wanted to.

0:52:16.680 --> 0:52:20.040
<v Speaker 3>It's just we're so connected, you know. And there's been

0:52:20.120 --> 0:52:25.120
<v Speaker 3>so many changes in our business and our love lives.

0:52:25.280 --> 0:52:30.000
<v Speaker 3>And I think what we don't realize is like even

0:52:30.000 --> 0:52:36.719
<v Speaker 3>in love, we're pulling up different versions of ourselves in relationships,

0:52:36.760 --> 0:52:39.840
<v Speaker 3>and that affects our friendship because when we're both fucking

0:52:40.440 --> 0:52:44.840
<v Speaker 3>running the streets wild, that brings out a certain aspect

0:52:44.920 --> 0:52:46.719
<v Speaker 3>we're in the same place. And then we get relationships,

0:52:46.719 --> 0:52:48.480
<v Speaker 3>and then someone moves in, and then so you know,

0:52:48.920 --> 0:52:52.240
<v Speaker 3>doing a long distance relationship, and like there's so many

0:52:52.960 --> 0:52:58.560
<v Speaker 3>we're so connected that like all of those factors have

0:52:58.920 --> 0:53:01.880
<v Speaker 3>made us show up different. And I mean, I know,

0:53:02.040 --> 0:53:05.480
<v Speaker 3>even for me, like it's been challenging just because I

0:53:05.520 --> 0:53:08.360
<v Speaker 3>haven't been in a very serious relationship like this and

0:53:08.560 --> 0:53:12.239
<v Speaker 3>like a very long time, and it's it's tested me,

0:53:12.440 --> 0:53:14.480
<v Speaker 3>you know, and so and then and you know, I know,

0:53:14.600 --> 0:53:18.000
<v Speaker 3>vice versa, and so it's just and then we published

0:53:18.000 --> 0:53:24.320
<v Speaker 3>a fucking book. We published a book, which.

0:53:24.239 --> 0:53:25.879
<v Speaker 1>By the way, I get for a holiday season. It's

0:53:25.880 --> 0:53:29.799
<v Speaker 1>a great gift to making bad choices. It's probably on

0:53:29.840 --> 0:53:31.640
<v Speaker 1>discount on Amazon right now. You can probably get it

0:53:31.719 --> 0:53:33.640
<v Speaker 1>right now if you just pause the episode and click it,

0:53:33.680 --> 0:53:35.360
<v Speaker 1>and it'll probably be at your doorstep tomorrow.

0:53:35.520 --> 0:53:37.799
<v Speaker 2>It's a good little winter read. It's a good anytime read.

0:53:37.880 --> 0:53:39.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's a good coffee. Look at how cute

0:53:39.320 --> 0:53:41.600
<v Speaker 1>it looks right here, just right here. We're so cute

0:53:41.640 --> 0:53:46.160
<v Speaker 1>on it. People are going to say, what's that and

0:53:46.160 --> 0:53:47.160
<v Speaker 1>you be like, oh, you haven't heard of that.

0:53:47.880 --> 0:53:50.240
<v Speaker 3>And we really did pour like blood, sweat and tears

0:53:50.239 --> 0:53:53.120
<v Speaker 3>into it. And yeah, it just so happens that this

0:53:53.160 --> 0:53:56.360
<v Speaker 3>came out of the most difficult year of our friendship,

0:53:57.239 --> 0:53:59.360
<v Speaker 3>when we had to do a lot of difficult things,

0:53:59.760 --> 0:54:02.520
<v Speaker 3>and I feel like that contributed to it. You know too,

0:54:02.600 --> 0:54:05.120
<v Speaker 3>It's just a lot of pressure to perform and to

0:54:05.200 --> 0:54:08.319
<v Speaker 3>make it good and you know, prove ourselves as all

0:54:08.400 --> 0:54:13.719
<v Speaker 3>setters in the world. But ultimately we're so guided and

0:54:13.760 --> 0:54:16.480
<v Speaker 3>protected and what we're doing is just like for the

0:54:16.480 --> 0:54:21.120
<v Speaker 3>greater good. And I genuinely believe that you know, someone

0:54:21.200 --> 0:54:25.280
<v Speaker 3>just left us a nasty comment before we started recording.

0:54:26.080 --> 0:54:27.839
<v Speaker 1>Saying that they'll be happy when we go to hell.

0:54:27.920 --> 0:54:30.919
<v Speaker 1>It will be two lesson what do they call it, women,

0:54:30.960 --> 0:54:35.440
<v Speaker 1>nigga women in the world, And you know that guy's crazy.

0:54:35.680 --> 0:54:39.319
<v Speaker 3>But you know this is all for the collective, you know,

0:54:39.400 --> 0:54:43.280
<v Speaker 3>for our friendship, for our daughters, for just the women

0:54:43.480 --> 0:54:47.240
<v Speaker 3>who just you know, I was watching a documentary with Orlando,

0:54:48.280 --> 0:54:52.160
<v Speaker 3>and sometimes because I'm so empathetic, there's certain like documentaries

0:54:52.239 --> 0:54:56.600
<v Speaker 3>about you know, the black American black experience that I

0:54:56.600 --> 0:54:59.000
<v Speaker 3>I'd be like, I can't right now, you know, I know,

0:54:59.239 --> 0:55:02.680
<v Speaker 3>but we just caught this documentary and it was just

0:55:02.719 --> 0:55:06.000
<v Speaker 3>talking about, you know, some of the slaves, the Africans

0:55:06.000 --> 0:55:10.359
<v Speaker 3>that came to America and just how terribly we were

0:55:10.400 --> 0:55:13.080
<v Speaker 3>treated as mothers. This woman hid in an attic for

0:55:13.120 --> 0:55:17.719
<v Speaker 3>seven years so she wouldn't get raped. Can hear her

0:55:17.760 --> 0:55:20.040
<v Speaker 3>children downstairs? They didn't know she was there, literally, and

0:55:20.040 --> 0:55:21.560
<v Speaker 3>the only reason she got out because the white woman

0:55:21.880 --> 0:55:23.160
<v Speaker 3>ended up buying her freedom.

0:55:23.280 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 2>But then she wrote about it, and that was you know,

0:55:26.640 --> 0:55:27.799
<v Speaker 2>her children were down there.

0:55:28.040 --> 0:55:30.440
<v Speaker 3>She was being raped by this the master in the house,

0:55:30.480 --> 0:55:33.040
<v Speaker 3>and because she was oh, she was like, this is

0:55:33.239 --> 0:55:35.840
<v Speaker 3>the worst shit ever. So those children were the master's

0:55:35.920 --> 0:55:37.960
<v Speaker 3>children with her, No, I think they were just her children.

0:55:38.120 --> 0:55:41.239
<v Speaker 3>That wasn't clear. But she hid in an attict because

0:55:41.239 --> 0:55:42.880
<v Speaker 3>she didn't run away. She just hid in the attic

0:55:42.920 --> 0:55:45.239
<v Speaker 3>with like right rats and mice. They would give her

0:55:45.239 --> 0:55:47.759
<v Speaker 3>plates at night. She could hear the children downstairs, but

0:55:47.800 --> 0:55:49.120
<v Speaker 3>she just never came out because she never wanted to

0:55:49.120 --> 0:55:52.319
<v Speaker 3>go back to the big house. And then when she

0:55:52.400 --> 0:55:54.480
<v Speaker 3>was done, after she got her freedom, years later, she

0:55:54.520 --> 0:55:55.120
<v Speaker 3>wrote about it.

0:55:55.239 --> 0:55:56.560
<v Speaker 2>Seven years is wild.

0:55:57.000 --> 0:56:01.279
<v Speaker 3>But to keep from being raped, I mean, yeah, but

0:56:01.320 --> 0:56:04.200
<v Speaker 3>it's just But it's just the fact that she created

0:56:04.320 --> 0:56:08.799
<v Speaker 3>art around this experience, and the fact that you know,

0:56:09.440 --> 0:56:11.319
<v Speaker 3>there was a time there were so many voices that

0:56:11.400 --> 0:56:14.600
<v Speaker 3>had these experiences that weren't able to record them, didn't

0:56:14.600 --> 0:56:17.560
<v Speaker 3>have the tools, could never tell their story. It is

0:56:17.719 --> 0:56:20.680
<v Speaker 3>such a fucking we have with such a blessing to

0:56:20.719 --> 0:56:22.360
<v Speaker 3>be able to show up in this space and just

0:56:22.400 --> 0:56:25.040
<v Speaker 3>speak honestly. There is not a single soul who could

0:56:25.040 --> 0:56:28.440
<v Speaker 3>tell me anything. I don't give a shit about anybody's

0:56:28.480 --> 0:56:32.040
<v Speaker 3>opinion because I get to tell my story in my voice,

0:56:32.080 --> 0:56:34.040
<v Speaker 3>in my words. I get to create art, whether I

0:56:34.080 --> 0:56:36.360
<v Speaker 3>say it, whether I write it down. It is my

0:56:37.800 --> 0:56:40.080
<v Speaker 3>It is just such a rebellious act. And when you

0:56:40.120 --> 0:56:42.720
<v Speaker 3>think of our history, that is not that far along

0:56:43.080 --> 0:56:47.360
<v Speaker 3>that long ago that black women were literally able to

0:56:47.440 --> 0:56:52.000
<v Speaker 3>create art, record their art, record their experiences, record their

0:56:52.040 --> 0:56:56.640
<v Speaker 3>honest you know, just have control of their bodies, own

0:56:56.800 --> 0:56:59.439
<v Speaker 3>their sexuality. Like these are things that were like ripped

0:56:59.440 --> 0:57:02.560
<v Speaker 3>away from us. So I just feel so blessed and

0:57:02.600 --> 0:57:06.879
<v Speaker 3>thankful to just be able to do this with you.

0:57:07.080 --> 0:57:09.080
<v Speaker 3>And I really do feel protected in what we do.

0:57:09.120 --> 0:57:11.520
<v Speaker 3>And I feel like it's not just for us, and

0:57:11.560 --> 0:57:13.520
<v Speaker 3>we're not you know, maybe we're not for everybody, but

0:57:13.719 --> 0:57:16.280
<v Speaker 3>there's you know, it's for a bigger picture. And to

0:57:16.400 --> 0:57:18.720
<v Speaker 3>get to use our voices and our love for one

0:57:18.760 --> 0:57:21.560
<v Speaker 3>another and our love just in general. For women to

0:57:23.360 --> 0:57:25.200
<v Speaker 3>say I'm going to say whatever I want and you're

0:57:25.200 --> 0:57:28.240
<v Speaker 3>going to listen. Goddamn is such a beautiful gift and

0:57:28.240 --> 0:57:31.240
<v Speaker 3>the blessing. And I just know we're going to continue

0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:36.200
<v Speaker 3>to thrive because our ancestors got our back and they

0:57:36.320 --> 0:57:40.600
<v Speaker 3>struggled deeply, and you know, now it's our time.

0:57:42.880 --> 0:57:46.760
<v Speaker 2>I receive all of that. Thank you for that. Yeah,

0:57:46.800 --> 0:57:50.160
<v Speaker 2>we kind sometimes you need a reminder, you know, I mean.

0:57:50.320 --> 0:57:55.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't take this privilege lightly of being able to

0:57:56.080 --> 0:58:00.800
<v Speaker 1>also be like the friend in your head, like the

0:58:00.880 --> 0:58:03.400
<v Speaker 1>friend in whoever's listening's head, who's like, I wasn't a

0:58:03.440 --> 0:58:06.040
<v Speaker 1>good mom's bad choices because I fuck with Erica or

0:58:06.080 --> 0:58:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I fuck with Jamila, or I fuck with both of them, or.

0:58:07.880 --> 0:58:09.760
<v Speaker 2>Whatever the fuck whatever brought you here.

0:58:09.960 --> 0:58:14.040
<v Speaker 1>Like, I don't take that lightly. I take that like

0:58:14.680 --> 0:58:17.840
<v Speaker 1>that's a bit to have a platform as a black woman,

0:58:17.920 --> 0:58:20.360
<v Speaker 1>a brown woman, be able to sit here every day

0:58:21.160 --> 0:58:24.200
<v Speaker 1>and just share openly.

0:58:24.080 --> 0:58:29.160
<v Speaker 3>And occupy people's time and energy and openly. Yeah, without well,

0:58:29.160 --> 0:58:32.320
<v Speaker 3>there's always there's still persecution in ways. There is, but

0:58:32.400 --> 0:58:36.120
<v Speaker 3>it's not that it's it's vastly different, you know, because

0:58:36.160 --> 0:58:39.000
<v Speaker 3>black women are persecuted for sharing their voice all the time.

0:58:39.040 --> 0:58:40.680
<v Speaker 3>I mean even we are all the time.

0:58:40.720 --> 0:58:43.920
<v Speaker 1>There's we're penalized constantly, whether that's from a brand that

0:58:43.960 --> 0:58:45.840
<v Speaker 1>doesn't want to fuck with us because we said something

0:58:45.880 --> 0:58:48.760
<v Speaker 1>that doesn't it's too much, not kosher enough, you know

0:58:49.600 --> 0:58:52.120
<v Speaker 1>that white women have said a thousand times. You know,

0:58:52.640 --> 0:58:55.800
<v Speaker 1>like there's still a there's still a shackling that happens

0:58:55.880 --> 0:59:02.760
<v Speaker 1>even in this space, but we are vastly more, uh

0:59:03.800 --> 0:59:08.960
<v Speaker 1>just We've been just given this opportunity and like what

0:59:09.000 --> 0:59:12.440
<v Speaker 1>they always say, like you're living your ancestors' wildest dreams

0:59:12.480 --> 0:59:18.400
<v Speaker 1>like we are, and even listening, we're whoever's listening to

0:59:18.440 --> 0:59:20.400
<v Speaker 1>this right now, so are you. And it's like you

0:59:20.520 --> 0:59:23.680
<v Speaker 1>have this, we have this duty. I feel like to

0:59:23.840 --> 0:59:26.560
<v Speaker 1>keep that moving forward. I was talking to my friend

0:59:26.600 --> 0:59:30.240
<v Speaker 1>the other day about just like how important how seriously

0:59:30.280 --> 0:59:38.640
<v Speaker 1>I take my karma and like my karmic like the cleanliness,

0:59:38.680 --> 0:59:41.240
<v Speaker 1>and like how I feel like I've been very blessed

0:59:41.240 --> 0:59:45.280
<v Speaker 1>in this in this lifetime and protected in this lifetime

0:59:45.400 --> 0:59:49.280
<v Speaker 1>because whoever was before me did that, Like I feel

0:59:49.320 --> 0:59:51.720
<v Speaker 1>that like they took it seriously as well, like this

0:59:51.880 --> 0:59:56.360
<v Speaker 1>responsibility to do the right thing and be a good

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<v Speaker 1>person in this life for the next person.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, and.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think if more people thought that way, we

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<v Speaker 1>would be probably.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. And I think that different decisions, And I think

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<v Speaker 2>that's why we evolve.

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<v Speaker 3>It's because I think our commitment has always been just

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<v Speaker 3>the commitment has always been like to liberate, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like I want you to think for yourself. I want

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<v Speaker 3>you to step out of this box. This can you

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<v Speaker 3>know this this rigid box of society and just like

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<v Speaker 3>live I want you to experience, you know, bliss and

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<v Speaker 3>peace and pleasure at the highest fucking potential. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>And so many people are just you know, we are

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<v Speaker 3>so enslaved by the systems that we create in our minds.

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<v Speaker 3>How we show up in the world is so so policed,

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<v Speaker 3>and it's like, I just I want to invite everyone

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<v Speaker 3>all the time to just be like what's real and

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<v Speaker 3>honest to you though, you know, yeah, that like it

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<v Speaker 3>is such a blessing to be able to to do

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<v Speaker 3>that and also.

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<v Speaker 2>Remind people like life.

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<v Speaker 3>Is short and love it's just love, Like, let's not

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<v Speaker 3>judge each other. Let's not waste time talking shit on

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<v Speaker 3>the internet and typing out whatever evil shit you wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to type out, Like, let's just live in our own

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<v Speaker 3>lanes at our highest radiance, being exactly who the fuck

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<v Speaker 3>we're supposed to be.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe that you need those people though too, a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>But people talk shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you need them a little bit. You need because

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<v Speaker 1>if everything was love, you wouldn't even know what it

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<v Speaker 1>meant felt like anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to have the duality of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And like, those people matter too, that it's not they

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<v Speaker 1>they are love as well.

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<v Speaker 2>They just are hurt. Yeah, you know, they haven't found

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<v Speaker 2>ways to transmute it yet.

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<v Speaker 1>They remind me of that I am love.

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<v Speaker 2>Right right, that you've purified certain things.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the karmak thing is very we must have done

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<v Speaker 3>really well or our last lifetime because yeah, this this

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<v Speaker 3>karmas karma game really pretty well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I'm trying to karmack the fuck out of my life. Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>the comic life is so hard, but I feel that

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like.

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<v Speaker 1>Be so comically clean.

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<v Speaker 2>Bitch. The other day, I was just like, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what.

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<v Speaker 3>I was stressed out, like getting to you, and I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, bitch, you woke up at ten you like

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<v Speaker 3>you woke up at nine am, and like you smoked

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<v Speaker 3>a joint. Now you're leisurely making your way through the

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<v Speaker 3>valley at ten am to fucking shoot by a pool.

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<v Speaker 2>Like shut up.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I've been working for twelve hours and it

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<v Speaker 3>is hard work, but I just I'd rather be working

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<v Speaker 3>with my best friend. I'd rather be working like spreading

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<v Speaker 3>the good word of self expression, creating, creating, Yeah, creating.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do it this way? Actually, can you

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<v Speaker 1>do it this way? Let's do it that way.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually listen to me, do it this.

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<v Speaker 3>Way, you know, like and it did. It came out beautifully.

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<v Speaker 3>That fucking holiday gift guide is beautiful. Go check out

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<v Speaker 3>our holiday gift guide.

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<v Speaker 2>We're podcasting in the wild.

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<v Speaker 1>We're switching up our format. It's totally different. We're out

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<v Speaker 1>of studio. We're getting the fuck out of the studio

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<v Speaker 1>every now and then because we're good moms and because

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<v Speaker 1>we're wild women, wild women, and we must be in

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<v Speaker 1>the wild. That's where we really belong. You guys haven't

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<v Speaker 1>even really tapped into like really our truest nature. You've

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<v Speaker 1>just heard about it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you just kind of heard about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you can kind of come in and actually experience

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<v Speaker 1>it with us, like when we are be part of

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<v Speaker 1>the story that we're telling because you were there right right. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Podcasting in the Wild twenty twenty four.

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<v Speaker 2>Can't wait to see you there.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, got to go pick up our kids from school,

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<v Speaker 3>so yeah, got to go do that. Yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I hope everyone has a beautiful holiday. I know this

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<v Speaker 3>time can be you know, sometimes cold and just weird

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<v Speaker 3>for people, But just remember all this shit is fake.

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<v Speaker 3>It's all made up, So that can inflate prices. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>just be warm and cuddling and find some love. Don't

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<v Speaker 3>don't let all the bullshit on TV get to you.

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<v Speaker 2>So specific. Don't let Chris Brown's Christmas holiday special. Don't

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<v Speaker 2>let that.

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram girl use follows of holiday photos fuck you up.

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<v Speaker 1>I felt and follow everyone that triggers you during the holidays.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like, am I bad?

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<v Speaker 3>I always like we have some friends that always send

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<v Speaker 3>it like a holiday card, and like I just all

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<v Speaker 3>nine years of parenting, I've never I've never got a

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<v Speaker 3>holiday card together. I could barely extend fucking happy Birthday text.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's just not your style.

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<v Speaker 3>Do we need to get a holiday card with the kids,

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<v Speaker 3>like as lesbian life, Well, we've had, We've had, We've

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<v Speaker 3>had holiday posts.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the same thing, right, we did we had a

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<v Speaker 1>holiday We've had like two holiday posts. We have Nisha

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<v Speaker 1>that shout out to Nische for always making sure that

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<v Speaker 1>the friends tribe it gets a holiday photo. So you

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<v Speaker 1>have not in the you know, traditional hard copy way.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Okay, that's that's the thing of the past.

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<v Speaker 1>I did that my first two years of parenting, and

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<v Speaker 1>then third year I was like, who's paying for this.

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<v Speaker 2>How is this gonna invest for this?

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<v Speaker 1>And you guys are not even maybe twenty percent of

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<v Speaker 1>your putting this on your fridge. The rest are throwing

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<v Speaker 1>the shit away. Why am I doing this Instagram post?

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<v Speaker 1>You're right, yeah, and that's what you just when you

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<v Speaker 1>post it on Instagram and say this is my official

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<v Speaker 1>fan of Car announcement.

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<v Speaker 3>We're gonna do it right here, all right, it's perfect, beautiful.

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<v Speaker 3>We don't put any Christmas jargon of this year.

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<v Speaker 1>We should have put a tree.

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<v Speaker 2>God, are we moms or not? We're delayed.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have a tree in my house though right now. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't popped it up real quick. Last night.

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<v Speaker 2>It took about twenty minutes. I was like, Wow, that's it, okay, perfect.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I need to figure this out as I tell people

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<v Speaker 3>not to participate in the holiday bullshit.

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<v Speaker 2>I need to get a tree.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I do like that. I got a fake tree,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's fine. I don't feel like I'm doing anything

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<v Speaker 1>to the environment. I've realized I've had this tree for

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<v Speaker 1>nine years.

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, and it's still good. So it's not good for

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<v Speaker 3>the environment, right if I get a real one.

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<v Speaker 2>No mine.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, listen, I've done really well. I've I haven't cut

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<v Speaker 1>down a tree in nine years because well that's not true.

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<v Speaker 1>My mom did give me a tree one time, but

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<v Speaker 1>that I didn't buy it, so it wasn't me. They

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<v Speaker 1>were gonna steal it. It wasn't me at night like

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<v Speaker 1>just break in and Christmas tree.

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<v Speaker 2>Like at the thing. Yeah, I wond how many people

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<v Speaker 2>do that. I mean, I feel like that, like I

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<v Speaker 2>feel you could easily steal it. I mean, you gotta

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<v Speaker 2>tie it up.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe not, don't en courage you able to go start

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<v Speaker 1>stealing Christmas trees. Bitch, you gotta you gotta switch the tags.

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<v Speaker 1>You got to take the tag from a little tree

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<v Speaker 1>and put it on a big tree and be like.

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<v Speaker 2>They're gonna know.

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<v Speaker 3>I gotta honor it because I already brought it to

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<v Speaker 3>the front. Girl gave me this tree for one fifty.

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<v Speaker 3>I know it says three hundred.

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<v Speaker 2>These trees are expensive. They're so expensive. Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I bought a tree, because it's an investment.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a long term. This is a pagan holiday, It's true.

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<v Speaker 1>But I do like the tree, the trees, but my

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<v Speaker 1>house during that time not gonna lie. It has to

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<v Speaker 1>be some kind of better search tree. Oh yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>is a mushroom tree. I'm having a mush a shrims.

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<v Speaker 1>Miss yeah, Oh my god, when I haven't picked the

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<v Speaker 1>date yet. Okay, it's gonna we have to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, so shrims.

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<v Speaker 1>We have to bite leaf or we have two.

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<v Speaker 2>We have one at my new house too.

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<v Speaker 1>I need to have one on the deck. And we

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<v Speaker 1>need to have a groovy outdoor part two of the

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<v Speaker 1>other outdoor party we had that was the.

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<v Speaker 3>Best fucking Christmas mushroom fucking random, fucking day of our lives.

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<v Speaker 2>It was so fucking good.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I'm just trying to.

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<v Speaker 2>Like relive it. I know, I know, I'm chasing it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm chasing this like leaf. We have to do this again,

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<v Speaker 2>father father, father Leaf. Remember remember shoes, bitch, take your

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<v Speaker 2>shoes off. Relax, Remember slut over kangles no floodover sloodover.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, we're just saying a bunch of random things and

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<v Speaker 3>no one knows what we're talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>Then, you know, Yeah, that's a long time ago. All right, y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, happy holidays. We love you, we do. I hope

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<v Speaker 1>you rest, I hope you breathe and mm hmmmm you

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<v Speaker 1>next week.

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<v Speaker 2>Bye, m

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<v Speaker 3>H m hmm.