1 00:00:06,040 --> 00:00:08,039 Speaker 1: It was a lot of pressure for people to give, 2 00:00:08,280 --> 00:00:10,640 Speaker 1: you know, and they had kids to feed, like they 3 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:13,360 Speaker 1: had bills to pay. And his message was basically like, 4 00:00:13,760 --> 00:00:16,239 Speaker 1: forget it by your kids, forget up by your bills, 5 00:00:16,640 --> 00:00:24,280 Speaker 1: give me all your money. 6 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:28,240 Speaker 2: Welcome back to forgive me for I have followed. I'm 7 00:00:28,320 --> 00:00:31,639 Speaker 2: Jess Cossavetto, executive producer of the Netflix series Dancing for 8 00:00:31,680 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 2: the Devil the Seven M TikTok Cult. This documentary explored 9 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:37,960 Speaker 2: the story of Robert Shin, the La based cha Kinda 10 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:41,400 Speaker 2: Church in seven M Films. Shin founded Chakina Church over 11 00:00:41,440 --> 00:00:44,400 Speaker 2: two decades ago before establishing seven M and is named 12 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:47,199 Speaker 2: in a civil lawsuit alleging abuse and cult like behavior. 13 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:50,519 Speaker 3: And I'm Khaliah Gray, former member of Chakinda Church and 14 00:00:50,600 --> 00:00:51,440 Speaker 3: seven M Films. 15 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:54,200 Speaker 2: In this special episode, we're gonna sit down with Melanie Lee, 16 00:00:54,480 --> 00:00:57,040 Speaker 2: a key figure from Dancing for the Devil, the Seven 17 00:00:57,160 --> 00:00:59,200 Speaker 2: M TikTok Cult, and we're going to expand on the 18 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:02,640 Speaker 2: last episode with Melanie and Kevin and Khalia diving a 19 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 2: little bit more into her experience with Chakaina. In life 20 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:09,440 Speaker 2: after the Church, she sheds light on Robert's tactics, offering 21 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:12,920 Speaker 2: insights into the early days of Chicaina. Melanie will also 22 00:01:12,959 --> 00:01:16,400 Speaker 2: reflect on the pivotal moments not fully explored in the documentary. 23 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:19,559 Speaker 2: There were a lot we only had so much time, 24 00:01:19,600 --> 00:01:22,759 Speaker 2: including her trip to Korea and revealing conversations with her 25 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:26,480 Speaker 2: and her sister. In the last episode, Kevin and Khalia 26 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:29,240 Speaker 2: had such a good time catching up with Melanie. I 27 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:31,240 Speaker 2: wanted to get into the conversation. 28 00:01:30,760 --> 00:01:34,360 Speaker 3: Too, And now our conversation with Melanie. 29 00:01:34,040 --> 00:02:01,240 Speaker 4: Lee Melanie, Hello, Hell, welcome Hello. 30 00:02:02,800 --> 00:02:04,880 Speaker 2: I kind of breezed past the fact that you are 31 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:08,120 Speaker 2: a key figure in the documentary. The documentary came to 32 00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:10,760 Speaker 2: life because of you, and so I'm so thankful to 33 00:02:11,400 --> 00:02:15,120 Speaker 2: you coming on and trusting us to share your story, 34 00:02:15,520 --> 00:02:19,119 Speaker 2: but also the friendship that was built from that experience. 35 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:20,320 Speaker 5: Absolutely. 36 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:26,480 Speaker 1: Yes, I don't even know where to start. So basically, 37 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:31,600 Speaker 1: I think when the conversation of starting a documentary came about, 38 00:02:31,880 --> 00:02:34,240 Speaker 1: I was like, I live in Pacific Palisades, like in 39 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:37,560 Speaker 1: the hills. I had a really good life, you know, 40 00:02:37,680 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 1: And then I started getting like these messages on my 41 00:02:41,280 --> 00:02:45,520 Speaker 1: phone and it was almost like, oh my gosh, is 42 00:02:45,520 --> 00:02:47,760 Speaker 1: someone going to be knocking on my door? And sure 43 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:54,680 Speaker 1: enough showed up just. 44 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:55,840 Speaker 6: Knocking on the door in the palace, do you want 45 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:57,040 Speaker 6: to make a documentary? 46 00:02:58,200 --> 00:02:59,880 Speaker 2: Not literally, but yes, it. 47 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:01,799 Speaker 5: Was so yeah, yeah, yeah. 48 00:03:01,840 --> 00:03:05,200 Speaker 1: I think the decision to come it was very layered. First, 49 00:03:05,639 --> 00:03:08,640 Speaker 1: you know, there's like this stigmatism like, oh, you know, 50 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:12,040 Speaker 1: they're gonna blast your story and you have no control. 51 00:03:12,560 --> 00:03:15,680 Speaker 1: And so I'm you know, doing research talking to people, 52 00:03:15,880 --> 00:03:19,320 Speaker 1: and people were like, well, do you really want your 53 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:22,040 Speaker 1: past coming up? Like you have such a good life 54 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:25,200 Speaker 1: now and nobody knows about it, you know, So there 55 00:03:25,240 --> 00:03:28,560 Speaker 1: was that kind of conversation. But I think ultimately I 56 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:30,760 Speaker 1: had a conversation with my husband and he was so 57 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:35,200 Speaker 1: supportive and he was excited. And then I had a 58 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:39,400 Speaker 1: conversation with someone I trust and he was like, not 59 00:03:39,520 --> 00:03:43,240 Speaker 1: a lot of victims have the opportunity to face their 60 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:47,280 Speaker 1: abuser and bring them down. And that was the line 61 00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:49,280 Speaker 1: that made me do it. You know, there are a 62 00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:51,280 Speaker 1: lot of women that get abused and they move on, 63 00:03:51,640 --> 00:03:54,680 Speaker 1: or men people that get abused, they move on and 64 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:56,440 Speaker 1: they will never see the light of the day of 65 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:59,600 Speaker 1: like what happened to that guy that ruined me at 66 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:02,880 Speaker 1: the time, and think was this is an opportunity for 67 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:06,800 Speaker 1: you to take down Robert and I said, Okay, I'm 68 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 1: going to do it, and I think. 69 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 5: That was it. 70 00:04:09,320 --> 00:04:11,640 Speaker 1: I know there are some other ex members that were 71 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:15,600 Speaker 1: like really bitter that they didn't get to like voice 72 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:20,200 Speaker 1: or say, but the reality it wasn't about me. It 73 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:24,840 Speaker 1: was about potential people getting trapped into Robert's cult. And 74 00:04:25,040 --> 00:04:26,560 Speaker 1: there's a way I can prevent that. 75 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:27,360 Speaker 5: Sure. 76 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 1: Why not? 77 00:04:28,120 --> 00:04:30,920 Speaker 2: Amazing and shout out to David and all the good 78 00:04:30,960 --> 00:04:35,040 Speaker 2: men and partners out there for encouraging it well diving 79 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:38,120 Speaker 2: into it. Mel In the documentary, we saw a glimpse 80 00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:41,400 Speaker 2: of the initial contact with Chakaina. Would you mind walking 81 00:04:41,440 --> 00:04:44,200 Speaker 2: us through kind of the first impressions of the church 82 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:46,160 Speaker 2: and what drew you to it initially? 83 00:04:46,720 --> 00:04:47,000 Speaker 3: Yes. 84 00:04:47,279 --> 00:04:51,719 Speaker 1: So I was first introduced to the church by this 85 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 1: guy named Joshua Lee, who was at the time Robert's 86 00:04:56,120 --> 00:05:00,480 Speaker 1: call it right hand person. Prior to China, he's been 87 00:05:00,520 --> 00:05:03,440 Speaker 1: a family friend and so of course we already had 88 00:05:03,440 --> 00:05:04,000 Speaker 1: that trust. 89 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:04,720 Speaker 5: So when he. 90 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:07,359 Speaker 1: Said, like, come to Chicaina, we were like, okay, Like, 91 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:09,360 Speaker 1: you know, we trust you. You're kind of like an 92 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:13,680 Speaker 1: older brother to us. So I joined first and instilling. 93 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:18,240 Speaker 1: I became friends with Robert's sisters daughters, so Robert had 94 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:22,240 Speaker 1: a sister named Katherine. She had three daughters, Jennifer, Sherry, 95 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:25,240 Speaker 1: and Jessica, and they were around my age and so 96 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: I always hung out with them. And it was nice 97 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:31,479 Speaker 1: because both my sisters were working a lot and it 98 00:05:31,560 --> 00:05:33,400 Speaker 1: was just the three of us, Like we didn't have 99 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:37,600 Speaker 1: parents growing up, so it was nice that like Katherine 100 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 1: and her family would take me in because I was 101 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:43,320 Speaker 1: still like in high school because normally I would come 102 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:45,600 Speaker 1: home from school and I was home alone. So then 103 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:48,000 Speaker 1: instead of doing that, they would pick me up. They 104 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:50,440 Speaker 1: let me hang out with the girls. On weekends. I 105 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:53,400 Speaker 1: would tag along on their family day, and those things 106 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:56,800 Speaker 1: like really matter for someone who grew up in a 107 00:05:56,839 --> 00:05:59,800 Speaker 1: broken home because it's like wow, like I get to 108 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:01,880 Speaker 1: do it all the stuff I've been seeing on TV, 109 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 1: like go to town Center. How exciting. That was what 110 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:10,520 Speaker 1: drew me in, the connection to her family and like 111 00:06:10,600 --> 00:06:15,599 Speaker 1: her daughters, talking to Robert was not allowed unless you 112 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:20,040 Speaker 1: were summoned or you know, usually went through the mentors. 113 00:06:20,040 --> 00:06:23,240 Speaker 1: So Catherine was the mentor for the girls and Joshua 114 00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:25,000 Speaker 1: was the mentor for the guys. So if you needed 115 00:06:25,040 --> 00:06:27,920 Speaker 1: to say anything, you go through the mentors and then 116 00:06:28,160 --> 00:06:30,359 Speaker 1: you were only allowed to talk to Robert if you 117 00:06:30,360 --> 00:06:31,640 Speaker 1: were in the leadership position. 118 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:34,719 Speaker 3: Could you give us more insight on who Robert was 119 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 3: in the early days of Chicina and how he's evolved 120 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:38,799 Speaker 3: throughout the years. 121 00:06:39,320 --> 00:06:41,479 Speaker 1: So when I first joined, I was in high school 122 00:06:41,680 --> 00:06:45,440 Speaker 1: and I didn't really interact with him much. I think 123 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:47,640 Speaker 1: he probably now looking back, like he just saw me 124 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:51,039 Speaker 1: and was like, Oh, you're in high school and you're 125 00:06:51,080 --> 00:06:53,919 Speaker 1: no good to me, because he had a lot of businesses, 126 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:56,920 Speaker 1: like he had flower shops and real estate companies, and 127 00:06:57,160 --> 00:07:00,520 Speaker 1: people who work there work there essentially for free. So 128 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 1: there was like nothing he couldn't get out of me 129 00:07:02,440 --> 00:07:05,000 Speaker 1: because I was still going to school. But then I 130 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: did see the involvement as a church. So the church 131 00:07:08,160 --> 00:07:12,040 Speaker 1: when I started was poor, and over time they were 132 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:15,360 Speaker 1: collecting a lot of money because his sermons were basically 133 00:07:15,640 --> 00:07:17,840 Speaker 1: about giving to the church and giving to the Man 134 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:20,720 Speaker 1: of God and giving, giving, giving, and literally encouraging people 135 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:23,800 Speaker 1: to come and give their entire paycheck to him and 136 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:27,480 Speaker 1: somehow God will provide their needs in return, and he 137 00:07:27,560 --> 00:07:31,960 Speaker 1: would essentially discriminate people who weren't giving enough, and so 138 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:34,640 Speaker 1: it was a lot of pressure for people to give. 139 00:07:34,840 --> 00:07:37,200 Speaker 1: You know, and they had kids to feed, like they 140 00:07:37,200 --> 00:07:39,920 Speaker 1: had bills to pay. And his message was basically like, 141 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:42,800 Speaker 1: forget a by your kids, forget a by your bills, 142 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:46,200 Speaker 1: give me all your money. I'm paraphrasing, but you know. 143 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:49,880 Speaker 1: And so the church over time became very rich. And 144 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:53,680 Speaker 1: you'll see it because Catherine upgraded her car to a Mercedes. 145 00:07:53,880 --> 00:07:55,600 Speaker 1: Like this is a woman that couldn't afford her rent, 146 00:07:55,760 --> 00:07:57,440 Speaker 1: so all of a sudden she rolled in with the 147 00:07:57,600 --> 00:07:58,720 Speaker 1: new Mercedes. 148 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:00,760 Speaker 5: All her kids got new cars. 149 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:04,600 Speaker 1: They were walking around with like designers like Chanelle, like 150 00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:07,440 Speaker 1: you know, Louis Vuitton. Hence like the drama with like 151 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:08,960 Speaker 1: Miranda and the Louisitan. 152 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:10,640 Speaker 5: Bags like that. All that has history. 153 00:08:11,160 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 1: And then then they will start handing out backs to 154 00:08:13,280 --> 00:08:16,000 Speaker 1: people that obeyed them, and they love to use the 155 00:08:16,080 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 1: word obey. And then Robert would show up with a 156 00:08:19,480 --> 00:08:23,080 Speaker 1: brand new BMW. And so in a sense that I've 157 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:26,760 Speaker 1: witnessed it the evolvement that way. But I was never 158 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:31,720 Speaker 1: in the inner circle until the church split, probably because 159 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:34,600 Speaker 1: he didn't have a lot of people left. But the 160 00:08:34,679 --> 00:08:37,760 Speaker 1: church grew and despite all the money they were getting, 161 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:40,200 Speaker 1: I was working at their flower shop from like seven 162 00:08:40,240 --> 00:08:43,160 Speaker 1: am to seven pm Monday to Saturday. And I was 163 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:46,400 Speaker 1: getting paid one hundred bucks a month. But they were rich, 164 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:49,120 Speaker 1: you know, like you know, they had no problem going 165 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:52,800 Speaker 1: out buying a thirty thousand dollars bag, you know, or 166 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:56,840 Speaker 1: going on extravagant trips. But you know, then, how do 167 00:08:56,880 --> 00:08:59,320 Speaker 1: you think they're making up that money they're paying people 168 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:02,240 Speaker 1: like me? And even there's this other guy named James, 169 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:03,520 Speaker 1: Like one hundred bucks a month. 170 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:07,839 Speaker 3: You labor exploitation really absolutely. 171 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:13,360 Speaker 2: After the break, we continue our conversation with Melanie. This 172 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,040 Speaker 2: is forgive me for I have followed. We'll be right back. 173 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:22,840 Speaker 3: Welcome back to forgive me for I have followed. Now 174 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:25,880 Speaker 3: back to our conversation with Melanie. 175 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:31,200 Speaker 2: So, Catherine, Robert's sister who you briefly mentioned she was 176 00:09:31,280 --> 00:09:33,760 Speaker 2: touched on in the dock just a little bit, can 177 00:09:33,840 --> 00:09:35,960 Speaker 2: you share with us a little more about her role 178 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:38,840 Speaker 2: in Chicina as well as I know you mentioned that 179 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:41,559 Speaker 2: she was a mentor, but maybe we can just remind 180 00:09:41,600 --> 00:09:44,800 Speaker 2: the listeners who she is and maybe why she left. 181 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:48,400 Speaker 1: Catherine joined the church before I was there, and she 182 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:50,640 Speaker 1: kind of was, for lack of better word, like the 183 00:09:50,679 --> 00:09:56,080 Speaker 1: coo like she ran the operations and everything went through her, 184 00:09:56,679 --> 00:10:01,240 Speaker 1: and so they created an environment that's like competitive, kind 185 00:10:01,240 --> 00:10:04,800 Speaker 1: of like hunger games, where like you were encouraged to 186 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:09,679 Speaker 1: backstep your fellow churchmate to get yourself ahead so you 187 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:13,360 Speaker 1: can be in good graces with leadership, and that's how 188 00:10:13,400 --> 00:10:16,920 Speaker 1: you would get like the better car and the better whatever. 189 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:19,360 Speaker 1: And there was this one girl and named Susan who's 190 00:10:19,360 --> 00:10:24,360 Speaker 1: had a sister, super competitive, and I remember exactly what 191 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:26,480 Speaker 1: she did to me that I was just like, you 192 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:29,199 Speaker 1: are evil. That's why I make the comment like some 193 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,400 Speaker 1: of them are victims and some of them are abusers, 194 00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:34,400 Speaker 1: where they go out of their way to put you 195 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:37,800 Speaker 1: down so they can look great. And she had made 196 00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:42,120 Speaker 1: up the story about like, oh, Melanie is like terrible, 197 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:46,280 Speaker 1: she doesn't listen, but your daughters are amazing. So then 198 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 1: I started getting punished for things that I didn't do, 199 00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:53,240 Speaker 1: nor would they let me like explain myself. And it 200 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:56,760 Speaker 1: was because like people like Susan were like reporting false 201 00:10:57,160 --> 00:10:59,760 Speaker 1: stories because they wanted to get ahead, like they wanted 202 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:04,400 Speaker 1: to be like Catherine's favorite, and Katherine encouraged that. You know, 203 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:06,840 Speaker 1: she loved it. She loved getting all the bags and 204 00:11:06,880 --> 00:11:10,680 Speaker 1: all the money for her kids, you know, and like 205 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:13,320 Speaker 1: I remember, like they wouldn't even give me lunch money, 206 00:11:13,679 --> 00:11:16,559 Speaker 1: but they were like getting sushi delivered to her daughter's 207 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:19,720 Speaker 1: school for lunch. Like it was like wild. I mean, 208 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: and as a child, this is so impressionable. And so 209 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:26,960 Speaker 1: I think in the beginning Catherine had the right intention. 210 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:29,320 Speaker 1: I think she thought she was joining at church truly, 211 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:32,120 Speaker 1: like for the God's calling. But then like money and 212 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 1: power does something to you, and then I saw her change. 213 00:11:37,559 --> 00:11:40,000 Speaker 1: And then there was this big scandal in two thousand 214 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:43,760 Speaker 1: and eight where Catherine came in bursting during a service, 215 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:47,000 Speaker 1: like accusing Robert of sexually harassing a lot of the women. 216 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:51,040 Speaker 1: And those women came in crying and pointing fingers at 217 00:11:51,120 --> 00:11:53,160 Speaker 1: Robert and saying like you you know, they actually didn't 218 00:11:53,160 --> 00:11:55,160 Speaker 1: say a thing. They were just crying and screaming. So 219 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:59,560 Speaker 1: we just assumed something happened, and she was kind of 220 00:11:59,600 --> 00:12:03,800 Speaker 1: acting like she was like their defender. But then when 221 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:06,800 Speaker 1: you hear Robert's side, which I'm not saying there's any 222 00:12:06,800 --> 00:12:11,200 Speaker 1: credibility to this, she was doing that because she wanted money, 223 00:12:11,840 --> 00:12:15,960 Speaker 1: and she was essentially like blackmailing him a little bit. Again, 224 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 1: this is all like from what I heard from people, 225 00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:21,000 Speaker 1: but it kind of tracks because the people that she 226 00:12:21,480 --> 00:12:23,880 Speaker 1: recruited to leave with her were all the people that 227 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:26,520 Speaker 1: were in charge of the businesses, that had access to 228 00:12:26,559 --> 00:12:30,280 Speaker 1: the financial records, that had access to the clients. So like, 229 00:12:30,320 --> 00:12:32,439 Speaker 1: she didn't come to me and say, hey, I think 230 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:35,800 Speaker 1: you're in danger. My brother might sexually assault you. She 231 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:38,400 Speaker 1: never had that conversation with me. But she went to 232 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:42,520 Speaker 1: my sister who was running his real estate empire at 233 00:12:42,559 --> 00:12:45,800 Speaker 1: the time, and she went to Joy who was running 234 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:49,600 Speaker 1: a business, and so she approached all the business managers. 235 00:12:49,840 --> 00:12:52,080 Speaker 1: But like, she didn't approach all the girls. So it 236 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:55,160 Speaker 1: makes me believe, like, if you're truly concerned about the 237 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:58,280 Speaker 1: young girls and they're getting sexually assaulted, why didn't you 238 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:00,480 Speaker 1: approach all of us, you know, why did you hand 239 00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:02,800 Speaker 1: pick only the business managers? 240 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:06,760 Speaker 3: And so Catherine had left with a bunch of the girl, 241 00:13:06,840 --> 00:13:09,560 Speaker 3: the business owners, the girls, and the mentors as well. 242 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:11,760 Speaker 5: Was part of the group that left with. 243 00:13:11,800 --> 00:13:16,119 Speaker 6: Catherine, some mentors, some mentors, which we've heard from Amanda, 244 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:20,200 Speaker 6: and I think Andrew also mentioned that he left shortly 245 00:13:20,240 --> 00:13:23,560 Speaker 6: after if I remember correctly, during that time, and so yeah, 246 00:13:23,640 --> 00:13:24,679 Speaker 6: even I. 247 00:13:24,640 --> 00:13:27,560 Speaker 2: Think more so with maybe Andrew's interview that we had 248 00:13:28,120 --> 00:13:32,199 Speaker 2: gave more insight on Catherine's running the businesses as if 249 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:34,559 Speaker 2: nothing had happened, And I thought that was so eye 250 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:36,240 Speaker 2: opening because he was like, no, we just went to 251 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:38,920 Speaker 2: work the next day like nothing just happened. 252 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:42,600 Speaker 1: It's like playing dodgeball and like who gets picked first. 253 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:45,880 Speaker 1: So there was Catherine's team and Robert's team and then 254 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:48,280 Speaker 1: the rest of us, and it's like, what can you 255 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,280 Speaker 1: do for me? And then they'll pick you to be 256 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:54,439 Speaker 1: on my team. For Robert, he wanted all the girls, 257 00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:58,280 Speaker 1: and for her, she wanted all the money makers and 258 00:13:58,720 --> 00:14:02,720 Speaker 1: the free labor, you know. And so that's how it split. 259 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:06,200 Speaker 3: So in two thousand and eight, when the split happened, 260 00:14:06,679 --> 00:14:09,200 Speaker 3: you had stayed from that, right I did? 261 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:10,720 Speaker 5: What made you stay? 262 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:17,680 Speaker 1: I stayed because she didn't warrant and I thought she 263 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:21,440 Speaker 1: was lying. I was getting two narratives. Robert was saying, oh, 264 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:26,080 Speaker 1: Catherine's money hungry, she's only taking the business managers and 265 00:14:26,120 --> 00:14:29,960 Speaker 1: she's making up lies. And then Catherine was basically saying, 266 00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:32,200 Speaker 1: I don't want you to come with me. So it's like, Okay, 267 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:34,000 Speaker 1: I'm going to stay with the person that wants me 268 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:34,560 Speaker 1: to stay. 269 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,760 Speaker 2: So after that, I imagine that shook up the church 270 00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:43,320 Speaker 2: quite a bit for you. What were some of those 271 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:46,440 Speaker 2: early signs or moments that made you realize kind of 272 00:14:46,560 --> 00:14:49,240 Speaker 2: the trajectory of where Shokhina was going and that it 273 00:14:49,320 --> 00:14:54,080 Speaker 2: was shifting to not really align with what you were 274 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:55,160 Speaker 2: valuing anymore. 275 00:14:55,440 --> 00:14:57,240 Speaker 1: Remember I was I started when I was a kid, 276 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: So they gave me the values that they wanted me 277 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: to have, and so there is no wake up moment. 278 00:15:04,680 --> 00:15:07,840 Speaker 1: But the only thing that I have to hold on 279 00:15:07,920 --> 00:15:11,360 Speaker 1: to was towards the end, towards my escape, it was 280 00:15:11,400 --> 00:15:14,320 Speaker 1: more like I felt like my life was threatened, but 281 00:15:14,400 --> 00:15:17,560 Speaker 1: there's nothing in between. And you endure a lot, you 282 00:15:17,680 --> 00:15:21,320 Speaker 1: endure the abuse, and you know all that because you 283 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:24,240 Speaker 1: think it's part of God's training, which is what he 284 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:29,080 Speaker 1: tells you. But the certain point, your body cannot handle 285 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:32,520 Speaker 1: it anymore, and it's I stay and there's a chance 286 00:15:33,240 --> 00:15:38,680 Speaker 1: I would like not live or I leave and see 287 00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:41,640 Speaker 1: if there's something out there for me. But to come 288 00:15:41,680 --> 00:15:45,360 Speaker 1: to that point, it's like it's like life and death. Yeah, yeah, 289 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:47,160 Speaker 1: and you don't know any better, Like you don't know 290 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:51,040 Speaker 1: you're eating like bad food. You don't know that you 291 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:54,120 Speaker 1: can have like great friends that you can trust like, 292 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:56,960 Speaker 1: you don't know that you can make decisions on the 293 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,240 Speaker 1: clothes you can wear, Like you don't know you have 294 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:03,280 Speaker 1: that freedom because you've never had that freedom. Yeah, so 295 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:06,920 Speaker 1: then when you leave, I mean, I couldn't balance a 296 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:13,600 Speaker 1: check book. Back then we were writing checks many. 297 00:16:11,840 --> 00:16:13,680 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, check book, got it, got it. You have 298 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 5: to balance those like on a weight, but a scale, 299 00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:19,120 Speaker 5: Like don't I have an app for that? 300 00:16:19,160 --> 00:16:22,040 Speaker 1: They do? Back then they didn't, So I didn't know, 301 00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:24,600 Speaker 1: but like, thankfully I had Marquis, so I would ask 302 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:26,600 Speaker 1: him and I was like, Marque, should I do this? 303 00:16:26,680 --> 00:16:28,520 Speaker 1: And Marquis was such a good friend because he was like, 304 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:31,280 Speaker 1: you need to learn how to make your own decisions. 305 00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:33,120 Speaker 1: I'm not going to tell you the answer. I'm like, 306 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:36,280 Speaker 1: just tell me the fucking like is vanilla latte better 307 00:16:36,280 --> 00:16:38,080 Speaker 1: and moca? 308 00:16:38,760 --> 00:16:38,960 Speaker 6: You know? 309 00:16:39,360 --> 00:16:41,160 Speaker 5: And it's like stupid stuff like that. 310 00:16:41,240 --> 00:16:41,440 Speaker 1: You know. 311 00:16:41,480 --> 00:16:44,560 Speaker 5: He's like, you know, try and both shout out to Marquis. 312 00:16:44,680 --> 00:16:47,640 Speaker 2: So I'm so happy that you had him by your 313 00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:53,240 Speaker 2: side during that process. So jumping into Korea, the trip 314 00:16:53,280 --> 00:16:57,040 Speaker 2: to Korea highlighted some significant moments. That scene with you 315 00:16:57,080 --> 00:16:59,440 Speaker 2: and Alicia talking and the tea house was so powerful. 316 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:01,320 Speaker 2: It's something that people bring up all the time when 317 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:03,880 Speaker 2: they talk about the documentary. Do you mind elaborating on 318 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:07,600 Speaker 2: the experience and why it holds such importance in your journey, 319 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:10,840 Speaker 2: not only the TC, but Korea in general, both personally 320 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:13,159 Speaker 2: and in your relationship to Chitkaina. 321 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:16,159 Speaker 1: Okay, So krew Weya came about because my sister wanted 322 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:19,720 Speaker 1: to esescially go back in time and visit how it 323 00:17:19,720 --> 00:17:22,879 Speaker 1: all started. And in her mind, she felt like it 324 00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:26,440 Speaker 1: started from our parents, you know, her mind, A little 325 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 1: bit of it was if our parents were around and present, 326 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:32,800 Speaker 1: then the chances of us getting in a cult would 327 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:35,240 Speaker 1: have been less. I'm not saying it's one hundred percent, 328 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:38,040 Speaker 1: because look at Miranda. She has a loving family and 329 00:17:38,119 --> 00:17:40,600 Speaker 1: she still ended up in it, but the chances of 330 00:17:40,640 --> 00:17:42,359 Speaker 1: it would have been less. And so I think as 331 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 1: part of her healing journey, she was seeking answers, and 332 00:17:45,880 --> 00:17:49,120 Speaker 1: I think she walked away with some. I walked away 333 00:17:49,160 --> 00:17:49,359 Speaker 1: with some. 334 00:17:51,359 --> 00:17:54,560 Speaker 2: When we returned the conclusion to our conversation with Melanie, 335 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:56,440 Speaker 2: this is forgive me for I have followed. 336 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,160 Speaker 3: Welcome back to forgive me for I have followed. Here's 337 00:18:04,200 --> 00:18:09,880 Speaker 3: the conclusion of our conversation with Melanie I'm glad both 338 00:18:09,920 --> 00:18:12,200 Speaker 3: of you had an experience out there that you can 339 00:18:12,280 --> 00:18:15,880 Speaker 3: take with you back and gain some key insights. So 340 00:18:15,960 --> 00:18:17,840 Speaker 3: how is your sister doing and what is your guys's 341 00:18:17,880 --> 00:18:18,920 Speaker 3: relationship like now? 342 00:18:19,560 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: So the scene in the documentary where we were kind 343 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,000 Speaker 1: of having a little bit of conflict, since then, it's 344 00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 1: been years, a couple of years, and we're very I mean, 345 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:30,920 Speaker 1: we'ven always been closed. So she comes over, she hangs 346 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:33,720 Speaker 1: out with the girls, like we go check out new restaurants. 347 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:36,720 Speaker 1: We talk, and we share a lot. And I could 348 00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:40,200 Speaker 1: tell every time I see her she's getting better and better, 349 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:44,919 Speaker 1: and I think her journey is somewhat accelerated because she 350 00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 1: has so much like love and support around her. The 351 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:50,680 Speaker 1: thing is is that she's always been talented, yeah, and 352 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:56,000 Speaker 1: Robert kind of squashed that. So she is just finding 353 00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:59,560 Speaker 1: her true self. The thing about the healing after Chakaina 354 00:18:59,800 --> 00:19:02,840 Speaker 1: is making a lot of mistakes. Yeah, you know, it's 355 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,160 Speaker 1: like that's the whole part of it, Like, because you've 356 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:07,399 Speaker 1: been told what to do for a very long time 357 00:19:08,119 --> 00:19:11,600 Speaker 1: and there's no wigger room. But she'll try this and 358 00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:14,080 Speaker 1: realize Okay, yeah, no I didn't like that, you know, 359 00:19:14,119 --> 00:19:15,719 Speaker 1: And then she'll try that, I be like, Okay, this 360 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,480 Speaker 1: is a little better for me. So it's the freedom 361 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:22,400 Speaker 1: to move around, to try different things, make mistakes, learn 362 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:25,359 Speaker 1: from mistakes, and that's like the key to it. And 363 00:19:25,400 --> 00:19:29,480 Speaker 1: she's doing really well on not making the same mistake twice. 364 00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:32,719 Speaker 3: That's incredible, and you know, kudos to her and her journey. 365 00:19:32,760 --> 00:19:35,320 Speaker 3: It's just it's definitely a process. So I love that 366 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 3: we're all like being able to do so much more 367 00:19:37,920 --> 00:19:40,359 Speaker 3: than we were told we could do. I think that 368 00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 3: is really beautiful. 369 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:43,600 Speaker 5: Thank you. And I had seen that you had met 370 00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:45,760 Speaker 5: up with the Wilkings. What was that relationship? 371 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:50,320 Speaker 1: Like, I don't think that Miranda is like talking to them. 372 00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:53,600 Speaker 1: For Kelly and Dean, I'm trying to bring them comfort 373 00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,359 Speaker 1: and support, you know, And so I think that's my rule. 374 00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:59,199 Speaker 1: Like I don't have the answers, like I can't say, oh, 375 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,560 Speaker 1: this is like when Miranda's gonna leave, or this is 376 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:04,560 Speaker 1: how you're gonna get Miranda out, but at least bringing 377 00:20:04,600 --> 00:20:07,920 Speaker 1: them some comfort and support on how to handle their pain. 378 00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:10,919 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, and even just being able to show like 379 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,320 Speaker 3: people have gotten out like it has been done before. 380 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:16,760 Speaker 3: So like there's always the possibility that you know, maybe 381 00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:19,080 Speaker 3: one day she starts to get the feelings of like, 382 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:21,760 Speaker 3: maybe this doesn't align with things that I truly value, 383 00:20:21,760 --> 00:20:23,520 Speaker 3: And you know, it's one of the things that we 384 00:20:23,600 --> 00:20:26,800 Speaker 3: can definitely hope for. And I think it's really beautiful 385 00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:29,160 Speaker 3: to see examples of that, even people who have spent 386 00:20:29,359 --> 00:20:32,080 Speaker 3: ten years, twenty years, thirty years and are able to 387 00:20:32,119 --> 00:20:32,560 Speaker 3: get out. 388 00:20:32,680 --> 00:20:35,200 Speaker 1: I will say though, like being in a cult, it's 389 00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,479 Speaker 1: kind of similar to when like your child goes missing. 390 00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:42,879 Speaker 1: After a certain time, it's hard for them to turn back, yeah, 391 00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:45,040 Speaker 1: you know, And so like for people out there, if 392 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:49,320 Speaker 1: your kid joins a cult, get them out before year one, 393 00:20:49,680 --> 00:20:53,800 Speaker 1: because then after that it only gets more difficult because 394 00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:57,240 Speaker 1: that means they've absorbed more bullshit. 395 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:01,720 Speaker 3: Yeah, and the indoctrination process, Yeah, throw the kitchen sink 396 00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:03,639 Speaker 3: at it, like the first six months. 397 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:09,000 Speaker 1: If you see Miranda's like trajectory, if someone had yanked 398 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:12,640 Speaker 1: her out before, like let's say like in the beginning 399 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:16,000 Speaker 1: times where she was kind of like checking it out. Yeah, 400 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:18,040 Speaker 1: but it was like once she got in, once she 401 00:21:18,160 --> 00:21:21,159 Speaker 1: moved in with b Dash, once she got fake married 402 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:24,200 Speaker 1: to be Dash, and then now it's like been years 403 00:21:24,280 --> 00:21:25,840 Speaker 1: and I think the other day they were saying, it's 404 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:28,480 Speaker 1: been three years or something at this point, she's in 405 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 1: you know, and so I just want to put that 406 00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:32,000 Speaker 1: out there. 407 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:34,600 Speaker 3: Which kind of brings in my next point, like the 408 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:39,159 Speaker 3: importance of advocacy for situations like this, Like what we 409 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,600 Speaker 3: are doing here right now is like advocating for people 410 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:44,360 Speaker 3: to if you have come in contact her, you suspect 411 00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:47,400 Speaker 3: that your child or loved one is in occult throw 412 00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:49,800 Speaker 3: the kitchen stick at them in the very beginning while 413 00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:52,600 Speaker 3: you can. And you've mentioned the importance of advocacy in 414 00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:55,200 Speaker 3: your journey, So what does advocacy mean to you now? 415 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:58,400 Speaker 3: And how do you plan to continue supporting others who 416 00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:00,000 Speaker 3: may have gone through similar experience. 417 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:04,399 Speaker 1: So I think bringing awareness is most important absolutely. I 418 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,040 Speaker 1: mean what I can do within my circle, like which 419 00:22:07,119 --> 00:22:09,720 Speaker 1: is like the people I know, like I'm really open 420 00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:12,840 Speaker 1: about it, like oh did you guys watch documentary? And 421 00:22:12,880 --> 00:22:15,800 Speaker 1: then I think in that sense, and then from there, 422 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:20,200 Speaker 1: I'm starting a podcast. Yes, and we already had Marquee 423 00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:24,120 Speaker 1: on end, we had Melanie on it. If people can 424 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:27,280 Speaker 1: walk away and say, Okay, if I run into a 425 00:22:27,320 --> 00:22:30,200 Speaker 1: situation where my loved one's in a cult, these are 426 00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:32,480 Speaker 1: the steps I can take you know, and I'm not 427 00:22:32,520 --> 00:22:34,880 Speaker 1: talking about like going in the middle of nine knnepping 428 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,360 Speaker 1: your child back. There needs to be, you know, some 429 00:22:37,440 --> 00:22:41,040 Speaker 1: kind of agency that helps with that, and I don't 430 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,480 Speaker 1: know what that is yet, and I'm open to ideas. 431 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:45,720 Speaker 1: But the one thing that I know that is, like 432 00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:49,360 Speaker 1: anything that I've wanted to do since kind of I've 433 00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:52,840 Speaker 1: gone it done and there's like nothing stopping me. So 434 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,879 Speaker 1: I'm in the exploration phase, like how are we going 435 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,200 Speaker 1: to get there? But that's my desire. 436 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:02,840 Speaker 3: So I'm so excited for you for yours podcast to start, 437 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,080 Speaker 3: and I'm going to be tuned in. I'm really ready. 438 00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:06,560 Speaker 1: You need to get on it that you guys are 439 00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:11,639 Speaker 1: going to get a call from me. 440 00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:11,960 Speaker 5: Your podcast called. 441 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:15,359 Speaker 1: I'll let you know, but you'll get an update on 442 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:18,679 Speaker 1: the only platform I have is Instagram. I'm like a 443 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,919 Speaker 1: Gramma when it comes to social media, so correct me 444 00:23:21,920 --> 00:23:25,040 Speaker 1: if I'm doing something wrong. But at Melanie Lee and 445 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:26,840 Speaker 1: then I'll post updates. 446 00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:30,639 Speaker 3: I really appreciated this conversation and getting to see you again. 447 00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:33,719 Speaker 3: Thank you so much for coming here. Yes, hopefully we'll 448 00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:37,560 Speaker 3: sit and talk in front of the microphones again tomorrow. Yes, 449 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:39,360 Speaker 3: I'm so excited because I know we could sit here 450 00:23:39,359 --> 00:23:42,440 Speaker 3: for hours, so I'm like, we'll save some for your podcast, 451 00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:45,040 Speaker 3: and I'm really. 452 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:48,679 Speaker 1: Excited for it. I love the friendships that we've generated 453 00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,680 Speaker 1: through the documentary. All of us had great relationships with 454 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:55,200 Speaker 1: the producers and everyone from Dirty Robber to Woolmer's group 455 00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: and then all the dancers. I mean, I love watching 456 00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:02,600 Speaker 1: you guys. I'm like, I'm so proud whenever I watched 457 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:05,360 Speaker 1: your stories or posts like you and Kevin, you guys 458 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:08,120 Speaker 1: are doing amazing, you know, and all the other dancers. 459 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,520 Speaker 1: I mean, it's just it's nice that we all got 460 00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,280 Speaker 1: to like get together and we can only talk about 461 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:17,040 Speaker 1: this with each other and truly understand right, So thank 462 00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:20,000 Speaker 1: you for doing this and for doing what you can 463 00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 1: to also bring awareness. 464 00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,360 Speaker 5: Yay, thank you so much. 465 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,119 Speaker 3: We'd like to thank Melanie for coming in and sharing 466 00:24:33,119 --> 00:24:36,320 Speaker 3: her story with us on today's episode and last week's episode. 467 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:39,840 Speaker 3: We truly appreciate her courage and speaking about her experiences, 468 00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,520 Speaker 3: and we wish her all the best on her future endeavors. 469 00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:46,040 Speaker 2: Since this recording, Melanie's video podcast found its title, and 470 00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:50,000 Speaker 2: you guessed it, It's called That's Culty. For more info, 471 00:24:50,119 --> 00:24:53,399 Speaker 2: follow at Melanie Lee on Instagram. It'll be available on 472 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,600 Speaker 2: YouTube and wherever you get your podcasts soon enough. We 473 00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:58,040 Speaker 2: will definitely be listening. 474 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,120 Speaker 3: Forgive Me For I Have Fallen is a production from 475 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:05,760 Speaker 3: wv Sound, Dirty Robert and iHeartMedia's Mikael Tore podcast network, 476 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:09,520 Speaker 3: hosted by me Khalia Gray and me Jess Cosabetto Forgive 477 00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:11,840 Speaker 3: Me For I Have Followed is produced by Aaron Burlson 478 00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:13,480 Speaker 3: and Sophie Spencer Zavos. 479 00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:17,480 Speaker 2: Our executive producers are Khalia Gray, myself, Wilmar Valderrama, Leo 480 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:20,240 Speaker 2: Klem and Aaron Burlson at wv Sound. 481 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:23,159 Speaker 5: This episode was edited by Sean Tracy. 482 00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:26,280 Speaker 3: And features original music by Madison Davenport and Halo Boy. 483 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:30,840 Speaker 3: For more podcasts from iHeart, visit the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, 484 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,840 Speaker 3: or wherever you listen to your favorite shows. 485 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:34,720 Speaker 4: See you next week, See you next week,