WEBVTT - Steven Russell

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<v Speaker 1>R and B Money.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Chi.

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<v Speaker 1>And B ladies and gentleman. My name is Tank.

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<v Speaker 1>All things R and B real, R and B. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Wing spreaders, huh, come on fly, come on. Whole whole

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<v Speaker 1>line dedicated to the name of the group. Yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>clothing line. You know I'm talking about some steppers. Help me.

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<v Speaker 1>Steppers call them my nesty. They say birds of a feather.

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<v Speaker 1>What they do flock together. Okay, I got my brother

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<v Speaker 1>in the builder, my loved one. We have created magic together.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, we had to get to talk about it all

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<v Speaker 4>right here on the Army Money podcast. Get up, Yes,

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<v Speaker 4>that's yeah true.

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<v Speaker 2>The legendary, legendary Yeah yeah, West Coasting.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a din in the house. I'm reminded of a

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<v Speaker 1>story you told me. I want.

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<v Speaker 4>I want to get on two things first before we

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<v Speaker 4>paused that. The first story you told me you came

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<v Speaker 4>in to I forget where you were.

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<v Speaker 1>You were like.

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<v Speaker 4>Backstage somewhere or something, and uh songs was doing good right,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, you was popping and you had your shades on,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, your your your I'm doing this ship shades on. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>and a guy by the name of jel LeVert walked

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<v Speaker 4>up to you and said, not yet, not yet.

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<v Speaker 1>No, he did turn your LIFs down. Listen your light. Yeah, relax,

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<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 5>I feel you, Bro, but one more record at least, Bro,

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<v Speaker 5>just pace it not this moment. And I respected it.

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<v Speaker 5>But my feet were off the ground. David Blade, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>where was this? We had a show together, Rude Boys,

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<v Speaker 5>Men at Large, Jeli Image Awards, Wow, and we were

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<v Speaker 5>doing the Temptations. And this was the third Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 5>this was the third album. I had went through my

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<v Speaker 5>college days with Chuckie and Babyface and everybody, the first two.

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<v Speaker 5>The third album, I went in and put my work in,

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<v Speaker 5>through the litigation and all that. I was in the

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<v Speaker 5>studio one percent of the time, and I thought I

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<v Speaker 5>was ready, you know. I thought I had not reached

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<v Speaker 5>where I wanted to be, of course, but I thought

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<v Speaker 5>I was in a place where where I was solid

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<v Speaker 5>as a creator, you know. And we were getting ready

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<v Speaker 5>to do the Temptation. And mind you, we had been

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<v Speaker 5>on a road killing it Hammer Keith, I mean all

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<v Speaker 5>the rappers were killing it. You know, we're new addition

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<v Speaker 5>in our bubble. Yeah, completely, and so we're getting ready

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<v Speaker 5>to do this temptation thing. So man, what I am

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<v Speaker 5>David ruffin tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>Guy? Right?

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<v Speaker 5>And you know, I loved Gerald so much because that's

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<v Speaker 5>not the only time that Gerald, you know, Joel was

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<v Speaker 5>like a big brother to me. But I love him

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<v Speaker 5>and I appreciate that moment so much because we don't

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<v Speaker 5>know when God in the flesh is talking to you,

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<v Speaker 5>dealing with you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, You're gonna speak to you through something, through somebody.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, come on, and it's up to you to know

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<v Speaker 5>his face when you see for sure, you know. And

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<v Speaker 5>because I like to learn and like to grow. And

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<v Speaker 5>I was such a big GERLD fan period when he

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<v Speaker 5>said that, I was able to say, Okay, Steve, I

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<v Speaker 5>feel what he's saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Because I'm.

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<v Speaker 4>Anybody else, anybody else, anybody else said it, you probably

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<v Speaker 4>would not have.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're talking to yes, bro, I'm number one.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm number one, as you're telling me this, excuse me,

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<v Speaker 5>excuse me.

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<v Speaker 6>Right now, at least in this second.

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<v Speaker 4>Now, everybody everybody wears shades now, but I didn't do that.

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<v Speaker 4>But everybody wearing sh now. But back then, if you

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<v Speaker 4>had on some shades.

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<v Speaker 1>It was.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, I had lines. You know, I'm designed up,

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<v Speaker 5>made over new grill. You know, I had porcelains in

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<v Speaker 5>the nineties.

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<v Speaker 2>I was the first thing Caniga smiling.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm you know, just you know, keeping it real.

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<v Speaker 5>Gerald was one of the guys that always pulled my coattail,

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<v Speaker 5>but he always pushed me forward at the same time. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, I remember we did our Senior Hall second album,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm Not Suited. We didn't know New Audition was gonna

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<v Speaker 5>be there, and you know, Gerald was always my.

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<v Speaker 1>Round table guy.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, I didn't have any brothers and stuff growing up,

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<v Speaker 5>but Jerald he was the guy I always called just

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<v Speaker 5>for whatever. So I was real nervous and scared, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>and he was pumping, Man, man, you're gonna do great man, y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you the ship man, you know whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>So I remember after we finished I'm Not suit Bro,

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<v Speaker 5>he called me crying.

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<v Speaker 1>Man, your niggas is great, man, You niggas is great.

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<v Speaker 1>I told you, I told you, man. He's so passionate.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, he's so passionate.

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<v Speaker 5>He was so happy that we killed it the way

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<v Speaker 5>we killed it because he's rooting for the under he

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<v Speaker 5>wants us to kill it, and we killed it, bro,

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<v Speaker 5>and he called me he was so proud.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget that. Wow, Rest in peace, man.

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<v Speaker 4>And then another other story. When we first got the building,

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, man, I was like, what.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you doing on the roof right? I'm working with

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<v Speaker 1>my birds?

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<v Speaker 4>I said, what what are you doing here?

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<v Speaker 1>Birds? He said, yeah, my pitch and my birds. I

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<v Speaker 1>said what.

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<v Speaker 4>So from him, you know, and we'll get more into

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<v Speaker 4>that so you can really explain that. But from there

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<v Speaker 4>is me, and you just began to hang out more

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<v Speaker 4>and happen more.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. He's like, he's like, na, we're nesty. I said,

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<v Speaker 1>what is a nasty had two eggs?

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<v Speaker 6>Mans?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? You like my master.

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<v Speaker 4>So take us back, Take us back, Steve too the

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<v Speaker 4>very beginning, like where does the star for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Where is it?

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<v Speaker 5>Like?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, okay, I got something, I'm finding something, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>tapping into something. As this young kid.

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<v Speaker 5>I was, I was an only child with my you know,

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<v Speaker 5>single parent home, my mom and my grandmother. Her mother

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<v Speaker 5>used to always tell my mother that boy is special

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<v Speaker 5>my entire life, and because I loved her so much,

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<v Speaker 5>that meant something to believe whether I knew what it was.

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<v Speaker 5>I believe that because she said it, and she said

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<v Speaker 5>it a year after.

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<v Speaker 1>You make sure you keep him with drawing paper. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you know this boy can draw?

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<v Speaker 5>Because I was with her this summer in Texas and

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<v Speaker 5>that Marilla, bless her heart. Anyway, it started from that

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<v Speaker 5>her saying this to me. So fast forward fourteen years old, enter.

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<v Speaker 1>In high school.

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<v Speaker 5>She passes from an aneurysm before I even become fifteen.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm dealing with her not seeing me manifesting anything right.

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<v Speaker 5>And I was walking on campus when I first got there,

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<v Speaker 5>and I saw myself homeless actually, and I was older

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<v Speaker 5>and I was on the street, bro, and it scared

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<v Speaker 5>the living shit out of me. And from that moment,

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<v Speaker 5>it was either football or music. Because I grew up

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<v Speaker 5>I was popular as a dancer in Pasadena.

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<v Speaker 1>I was one of the only little kids.

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<v Speaker 5>You knew, this little dude, he's always danced, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>And then I went into Michael Jackson, and I was

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<v Speaker 5>super popular doing Michael Jackson. I was famous doing Michael Jackson.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro.

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<v Speaker 5>I was Mike at twelve, and so I already loved

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<v Speaker 5>the fans. I used to make people happy doing Mike,

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<v Speaker 5>and I fell in love with that. I fell in

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<v Speaker 5>love with making people feel good because it made me

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<v Speaker 5>feel good, you know. And that was all connected with that,

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<v Speaker 5>seeing myself homeless and wanting to be something for my

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<v Speaker 5>grandmom and my mom. All that was the moment where

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<v Speaker 5>it was like, okay, so on, I don't care what

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<v Speaker 5>it is. It's either football. I was playing football against

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<v Speaker 5>my mom's will.

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<v Speaker 1>I was good.

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<v Speaker 5>I got over my fear of defensive back. I got

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<v Speaker 5>over my fear of hitting. It was over once I

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<v Speaker 5>knew I was hitting you monster. So anyway, it was

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<v Speaker 5>either that or singing. And I started giving demo tapes

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<v Speaker 5>around in the studios in Pasadena. I would record what

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<v Speaker 5>were you recording on UH eight recorder cassette recorded those

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<v Speaker 5>great cassette recorders.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro, you pressed, You have to press real hard to

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<v Speaker 1>get it to record.

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<v Speaker 6>Playing record. At the same time with the Little Black.

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<v Speaker 5>Mic No, I was singing Jermaine Jackson, Dude, what you

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<v Speaker 5>do when you did?

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<v Speaker 1>What you did?

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<v Speaker 3>Tell how Jermaine had a hit to it, because you know,

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<v Speaker 3>sleep you record record he did on Jermaine's name.

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<v Speaker 5>Man, that song was us, So you know, yeah, I

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<v Speaker 5>was passing my sorry, I was passing my demo around

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<v Speaker 5>and then a guy from school that I knew that

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<v Speaker 5>played sports and stuff said, hey, man, you got to

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<v Speaker 5>watch us this weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>We on this show called Putting on the Hits and

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<v Speaker 1>it was a litsen show.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah you know so, and I was like, you won't

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<v Speaker 5>Putting on the Hit you played basketball. So I watched it.

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<v Speaker 1>I went home and they was getting down cooler than now.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean bust so I was telling my mom. I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, I'll go to school these dudes, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>So anyway, they won week fast forward. He's we got

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<v Speaker 5>these big talent shows. Back then, it was always huge

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<v Speaker 5>city talent shows, so we were getting prepared for one

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<v Speaker 5>of those. The lady who was running the talent show

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<v Speaker 5>wanted me to get them. At the same time, someone

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<v Speaker 5>had contacted Putting on the Hits to find out if

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<v Speaker 5>that group could sing, but they wasn't a singing group.

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<v Speaker 5>So he was looking for me while I was looking

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<v Speaker 5>for him, and when we run into each other, I'm like, Rodney,

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<v Speaker 5>I need you for this talent show. He was like

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<v Speaker 5>talent show. He was like, yo, a producer called the show.

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<v Speaker 5>I want to know if we can sing, bro, I

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<v Speaker 5>need you in my group. I need you in my group. Bro,

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<v Speaker 5>you gotta talk to my mom.

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<v Speaker 2>I need you because how old are you? Guys are

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<v Speaker 2>fifteen years old.

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<v Speaker 5>We're cute freshmans.

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<v Speaker 1>We're freshmans, bro.

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<v Speaker 5>And of course I just made this decision.

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<v Speaker 2>Work.

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<v Speaker 1>I had just made the win at all costs.

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<v Speaker 5>Here comes Rodney. I need you in the group. So

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<v Speaker 5>of course, fast forward.

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<v Speaker 1>John John was.

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<v Speaker 5>In one of my thriller groups when I was doing

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<v Speaker 5>mic so he came along. He found out I was

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<v Speaker 5>in the group.

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<v Speaker 1>He made he bullied hisself. That's my god, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>So you know Alan came shortly thereafter, and you know

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<v Speaker 5>we rehearsed every day, bro.

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<v Speaker 1>So start off with four.

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<v Speaker 5>Well it was well, it was it was four because

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<v Speaker 5>one of the original members was sticking around, our buddy Shane.

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<v Speaker 5>He was still believing a little but that ran out

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<v Speaker 5>for him, you know, And that was I had already

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<v Speaker 5>met Alan uh singing in a park or something. So

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<v Speaker 5>I remember this guy I can sing. I know, Rodney

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<v Speaker 5>him and looking at me like, I'm this guy, but

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<v Speaker 5>I need a singer in the group, you know what

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<v Speaker 5>I'm saying. So when Shane made space for Alan, boom

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<v Speaker 5>and that was five.

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<v Speaker 7>Of a kind, Bro, what you said, Well, Reggie and Rodney.

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<v Speaker 7>Reggie and Rodney were the originals, and they were the

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<v Speaker 7>originals that went on putting on their heads, and Reggie

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<v Speaker 7>stayed him and Rodney were the two originals that remained

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<v Speaker 7>from that putting on the hits.

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<v Speaker 5>And from there, Man, we rehearsed every day, day in

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<v Speaker 5>day out. And now that I'm older and i've I've

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<v Speaker 5>learned some stuff about what life is about. I look

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<v Speaker 5>back now, like in hard times or when I feel

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<v Speaker 5>like it's a struggle going on, and I remember rehearsing

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<v Speaker 5>and not being on the sidewalk.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro.

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<v Speaker 5>There would come a time in rehearsal that I was

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<v Speaker 5>on stage in front of thousands of people, and by

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<v Speaker 5>the time the rehearsal was over, I was back before

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<v Speaker 5>I got in the eleventh grade. Were signed to Atlantic Records.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro, this is about a two year process.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, you know, to get the development, Yes, for us

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<v Speaker 5>to get our stuff together, but no, we developed. We

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<v Speaker 5>got signed June second, on a Tuesday in eighty six. Wow,

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<v Speaker 5>so we still had work to do. But the manifestation

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<v Speaker 5>from the visualization is real. It's really really real, man,

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<v Speaker 5>And all of us was on one accord, So it

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<v Speaker 5>was nothing the universe could do but just move it

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<v Speaker 5>out of the way. By the time I was in

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<v Speaker 5>twelfth grade, Mama Citu.

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<v Speaker 1>Was almost number one.

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<v Speaker 5>You know what, man, My classmates got to see me

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<v Speaker 5>on Donnie Simpson after all of those years of saying, oh,

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<v Speaker 5>we're coming out next month.

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<v Speaker 6>So by the time we get to the twelfth grade.

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<v Speaker 1>But before that, are you guys already? True? No, five

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<v Speaker 1>of a con, five of a con.

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<v Speaker 5>We're the guys in the twelfth grade, before we before

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<v Speaker 5>that record comes out.

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<v Speaker 1>We're the guys. But our group was the guys, and

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<v Speaker 1>there was a.

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<v Speaker 5>Group called Guy that had a release date before hours

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<v Speaker 5>a couple of weeks groove me wow, yes, and we

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<v Speaker 5>had to change our name bro, and we already had

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<v Speaker 5>to day wait.

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<v Speaker 1>So at the same time Teddy and him got Guy,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all got the Guy.

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<v Speaker 5>We were the guys, but y'all signed too, and yeah

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<v Speaker 5>we were signed the guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>So okay, So and didn't even know about Is there

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<v Speaker 2>a brainstorming meet? Yes, West Coast, East coast? Is there

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<v Speaker 2>a brainstorming meeting of like, what are we going to call?

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<v Speaker 1>No question? How does that go?

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<v Speaker 5>Merlyn Bob rest in peace. He's Sylvie Rome's right hand man,

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<v Speaker 5>but he was our handler, you know, we were his ships.

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<v Speaker 5>He got us on the phone and said we need

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<v Speaker 5>a name now this second. So everybody was scrambling for

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<v Speaker 5>a second. And you know me, I'm a download guy.

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<v Speaker 5>So as soon as I got the download Troopers, we

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<v Speaker 5>had a dance. We were already doing the Truth.

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<v Speaker 1>That's us.

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<v Speaker 6>You know what I'm saying. We're not a new addition

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<v Speaker 6>with true, my nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's how it happened.

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<v Speaker 5>I said, with the True, and everybody at simultaneous like

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<v Speaker 5>that's it, that's it, and Maryland hung up the phone

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<v Speaker 5>and then Alan sat there for a couple of seconds

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<v Speaker 5>and came up with total respect of other people, and

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<v Speaker 5>that was it.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, number one record. I didn't know that number one record.

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<v Speaker 5>After the number one record, we never flopped, bro, we

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<v Speaker 5>never felt the feeling of a defeat on a charting record.

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<v Speaker 4>Give me because I know you yeah, I know you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I know it.

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<v Speaker 1>Give me twelfth grade with a hit record. How is

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<v Speaker 1>that well floated? I'm sure he was flowing.

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<v Speaker 5>All of us know each other like the people that

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<v Speaker 5>we went to school, which you've been in school with

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<v Speaker 5>him since second grade, So we know everybody. So you

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<v Speaker 5>already have built up the people who knew you weren't

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<v Speaker 5>not gonna make it. You already have that crowd. You

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<v Speaker 5>have the crowd who's rooting for you, and you got

0:17:05.160 --> 0:17:06.960
<v Speaker 5>the crowd that know you're gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 1>So we had.

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<v Speaker 5>Stopped talking about what we were doing well before we

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<v Speaker 5>got like by the time we got the record deal

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<v Speaker 5>and all that, we wasn't going to school hoping people

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<v Speaker 5>believed us anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>So we were just.

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<v Speaker 5>Regular right when we got on Donnie Simpson's couch, that

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<v Speaker 5>couch when we came back to school, this is the

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<v Speaker 5>last week of school, Bro, you got four more days.

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<v Speaker 1>You're out video. So when we came back that.

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<v Speaker 5>Monday from being on video, so bro, that four days

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<v Speaker 5>was the best four days of our high We were

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<v Speaker 5>on the couch, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>How big that was. I made the couch, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I found out that the elevator wasn't real

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<v Speaker 3>because I tried to the elevator.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, man, I want to get on the elevator.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, that's true.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was a wonderful experience.

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>Was there a particular young lady That's all he wanted

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<v Speaker 4>to know if you had to go use your flag,

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<v Speaker 4>was there a particular young lady that you had had

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<v Speaker 4>your eyes on, and maybe it was maybe it was

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<v Speaker 4>a little difficult, Maybe it was just a little challenging,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying. But you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 4>before the couch, but then right after the couch to

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<v Speaker 4>you know, to get.

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<v Speaker 1>Back in retaliation. The reciprocation was.

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<v Speaker 4>It was just on a different level where it was like,

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<v Speaker 4>I've always had my eye on you a lot of it, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of it. I was a crusher.

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<v Speaker 5>I was the quiet guy that you know, I like

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<v Speaker 5>particular girls. I didn't just like everybody, but I liked

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<v Speaker 5>that special little thing, you know, And I didn't always match,

0:18:49.960 --> 0:18:52.959
<v Speaker 5>it didn't always align, you know. But I had a

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<v Speaker 5>girlfriend during high school. Crystal was my high school sweetheart.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I was a flirt.

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<v Speaker 5>I was out there and yeah once, uh, that little

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<v Speaker 5>one bedroom apartment turned into a nice Beverly Hills little retreat.

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<v Speaker 5>No no, no, yeah right there in Pasaden, in that

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<v Speaker 5>same one bedroom apartment, so.

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<v Speaker 1>He turned it into it for Beverly Hills Retreat.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, yeah, yeah, you know you always.

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<v Speaker 1>That one apartment in the hood that got the leather couch.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody know about that. Get that bunk bit out of

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<v Speaker 1>here and bring that water.

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<v Speaker 6>It was nice.

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<v Speaker 1>And I wasn't. I didn't.

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't take advantage of it like.

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<v Speaker 1>I could have, but I appreciated.

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<v Speaker 5>I did appreciate.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Okay, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Feel like the people who took advantage of it like

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<v Speaker 2>they quote unquote should.

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<v Speaker 1>Have, they didn't survive. And I didn't do that. Bro,

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<v Speaker 1>you got a patient, Yes, I did have to patience.

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<v Speaker 1>I did, man, I did. I mean the entire time. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>we got on the road.

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<v Speaker 5>Man, I used to room with Reggie, and Reggie was

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<v Speaker 5>a person professional already. This definitely wasn't his first time

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<v Speaker 5>around touring or none of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Bro.

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<v Speaker 5>When we got out on the road, he was already

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<v Speaker 5>max savvy. He already knew. Yeah, he knew and.

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<v Speaker 6>Ready.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 5>You how do you know how to I mean grown?

0:20:27.400 --> 0:20:28.800
<v Speaker 5>I mean bringing grown women.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like your kids. I was like, I couldn't believe

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<v Speaker 1>he'd come in the room with somebody.

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<v Speaker 6>I just rolled with all the cover.

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<v Speaker 8>I start saying that put the nigga shineing, shout.

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<v Speaker 1>Rest in peace. Wow. Crazy, We had a ball man.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a ball who's.

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<v Speaker 2>The first tour? Yeah, oh, the first tour. Maama Sita

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<v Speaker 2>is going crazy.

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<v Speaker 5>We did a ninety city too, by ourselves.

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<v Speaker 1>We did a ninety city tour. How many days does

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<v Speaker 1>it take you all to do ninety cities?

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<v Speaker 5>People were crying and everything before it was over with,

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<v Speaker 5>and airports.

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<v Speaker 1>Crying broke down.

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<v Speaker 6>Everybody went through hell, I want to go home.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh, and we laughed at everybody that we laughed and

0:21:27.320 --> 0:21:29.679
<v Speaker 5>everybody who went through it, and everybody went through it.

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<v Speaker 1>We did a ninety city tour by ourselves.

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<v Speaker 5>Every skating rink across the country, every boys club, girls

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<v Speaker 5>girls club, schools, every every school, everything that you could

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<v Speaker 5>think of. Truth was there. And that's why we're able

0:21:45.840 --> 0:21:47.960
<v Speaker 5>to exist today because we were the people. We were

0:21:47.960 --> 0:21:53.320
<v Speaker 5>eating at people's houses. We were those guys old school though.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what you see in the school ray. And we

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<v Speaker 1>did that.

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<v Speaker 5>We did that. That was we We lived that. And

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<v Speaker 5>people love us for thirty years because they remember when

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<v Speaker 5>they were four and we were at their house and

0:22:06.600 --> 0:22:09.640
<v Speaker 5>the neighbors. The whole block was lit because truth was there.

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<v Speaker 5>No shooting, no fighting, nothing, love. One hundred people on

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<v Speaker 5>the neighborhood.

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<v Speaker 2>Really over here and they really over here because we

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<v Speaker 2>was hot, were on fire.

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<v Speaker 5>But we never did get to experience what a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of successful groups experienced, like a new addition or Joe

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<v Speaker 5>to see or boys to men.

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<v Speaker 1>We were right on the cusp. You know, why do

0:22:45.760 --> 0:22:52.000
<v Speaker 1>you think that was energy within the group? Of course? Okay?

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<v Speaker 5>And you know universal laws lack attracts like you know,

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<v Speaker 5>when you get off course with that, you're still attracting,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, when you lose the appreciation and the abundance

0:23:09.960 --> 0:23:14.000
<v Speaker 5>that that's bestowed up on you being here, when you

0:23:14.080 --> 0:23:17.200
<v Speaker 5>lose focus of that, and you allow. They didn't teach

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<v Speaker 5>us about the ego, right. They told us that the

0:23:20.040 --> 0:23:23.200
<v Speaker 5>ego was self centered. And if you don't self centered

0:23:23.240 --> 0:23:25.440
<v Speaker 5>with Jay, who's gonna self center with you? You know,

0:23:25.600 --> 0:23:27.359
<v Speaker 5>you gotta be self centered in order to be in

0:23:27.400 --> 0:23:30.960
<v Speaker 5>alignment with yourself. Right, So anyway, they miseducated us about

0:23:30.960 --> 0:23:34.119
<v Speaker 5>the ego. They didn't tell you that the ego comes

0:23:34.119 --> 0:23:37.280
<v Speaker 5>with your flesh when you borrow it to get some

0:23:37.359 --> 0:23:40.600
<v Speaker 5>expansion in this body, that you got a part of

0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:45.080
<v Speaker 5>yourself that hates your guts, that's going to remind you

0:23:45.440 --> 0:23:51.600
<v Speaker 5>of every ill thing that has ever been perceived by

0:23:51.640 --> 0:23:53.679
<v Speaker 5>you at any time, because your ego comes with you,

0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:56.320
<v Speaker 5>even if you're a baby. The ego's there, right.

0:23:56.720 --> 0:23:56.960
<v Speaker 1>So.

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<v Speaker 5>Going through beat up by an ego that you don't

0:24:01.920 --> 0:24:03.600
<v Speaker 5>even know this, there's like being in a ring with

0:24:03.680 --> 0:24:06.240
<v Speaker 5>somebody that got gloves on and they pounded on it

0:24:06.280 --> 0:24:08.000
<v Speaker 5>and you don't even know You're in a boxing match.

0:24:08.040 --> 0:24:08.159
<v Speaker 2>Bro.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, living that kind of life where the egos

0:24:13.920 --> 0:24:19.000
<v Speaker 5>gas tank is full, the higher self, the soul side,

0:24:19.040 --> 0:24:22.679
<v Speaker 5>that creative side that was rehearsing and visualizing. Once you

0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:25.680
<v Speaker 5>get hit records and you make money and now it's

0:24:25.720 --> 0:24:29.159
<v Speaker 5>turned into work. Now it's turned Now you have family

0:24:29.280 --> 0:24:30.680
<v Speaker 5>and now you dig steve from truth.

0:24:30.800 --> 0:24:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Now you married.

0:24:32.440 --> 0:24:34.200
<v Speaker 5>Now you're taking care of a family, youngster.

0:24:34.960 --> 0:24:38.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, yes, requirements, yeah right.

0:24:38.920 --> 0:24:41.360
<v Speaker 5>Ego is there waiting the whole time because the ego

0:24:41.400 --> 0:24:43.240
<v Speaker 5>didn't like it when you were famous and feeling good

0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:47.720
<v Speaker 5>about yourself. So now you feel in a certain kind

0:24:47.720 --> 0:24:50.280
<v Speaker 5>of way. You feeling this, You've been in TGT. Come on, man,

0:24:50.320 --> 0:24:52.320
<v Speaker 5>you know how it goes when you're not in alignment.

0:24:52.320 --> 0:24:55.000
<v Speaker 5>You're not in alignment. There's not a lot of attraction

0:24:55.160 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 5>coming your way as a unit and you got three

0:24:57.560 --> 0:25:01.560
<v Speaker 5>different energies going on in one bubble, it just doesn't happen.

0:25:01.560 --> 0:25:05.159
<v Speaker 5>And that's what happened with us, man. Just like in

0:25:05.200 --> 0:25:11.600
<v Speaker 5>the Temptations movie, the money made different people different who

0:25:11.640 --> 0:25:16.359
<v Speaker 5>they really were. And oh my god. You know, like

0:25:16.400 --> 0:25:19.359
<v Speaker 5>I told you me, I'm not ashamed. I was a

0:25:19.480 --> 0:25:20.760
<v Speaker 5>perfection idiot.

0:25:21.119 --> 0:25:21.359
<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 5>I knew I was over the edge in that way,

0:25:23.560 --> 0:25:26.680
<v Speaker 5>but it was for the all. I wasn't walking around

0:25:26.680 --> 0:25:30.320
<v Speaker 5>talking about Steve Russell, you know, I wasn't saying Steve

0:25:30.400 --> 0:25:32.399
<v Speaker 5>and true you know, it never turned into that. My

0:25:32.480 --> 0:25:36.080
<v Speaker 5>focus was always for the body of the entity. But

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<v Speaker 5>when you're growing and you're getting to know yourself. We

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<v Speaker 5>were kids, man. When you're growing and you're getting to

0:25:42.160 --> 0:25:45.240
<v Speaker 5>know yourself and you're learning all of these different things,

0:25:45.320 --> 0:25:47.960
<v Speaker 5>and ego is there telling you what you're not, what

0:25:48.040 --> 0:25:50.560
<v Speaker 5>you should have been, keeping you, you know, keeping you

0:25:50.680 --> 0:25:56.720
<v Speaker 5>lacking something. It can destroy everything, bro, you know, And

0:25:57.640 --> 0:26:00.399
<v Speaker 5>that's what happened with us. We were not able to

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<v Speaker 5>maintain enough frequency to keep attracting what we ultimately wanted

0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:14.320
<v Speaker 5>with success and wealth, you know, the the egotistical niggas

0:26:14.320 --> 0:26:18.480
<v Speaker 5>shit makes you make bad decisions. And when I say

0:26:18.560 --> 0:26:21.280
<v Speaker 5>nigga shit. I don't mean black people shit. I mean ignorant,

0:26:22.560 --> 0:26:26.600
<v Speaker 5>not knowing shit. When you get into living in a

0:26:26.720 --> 0:26:33.320
<v Speaker 5>not knowing thing, uh an ego, you can't vibrate in anything, bro,

0:26:34.160 --> 0:26:37.600
<v Speaker 5>Now life starts. Now you forget that you got that

0:26:37.680 --> 0:26:41.119
<v Speaker 5>you can vibrate in anything. You got bills to pay,

0:26:41.800 --> 0:26:43.880
<v Speaker 5>you don't even know you're creator no more.

0:26:45.520 --> 0:26:48.639
<v Speaker 1>Depression a slave to it. You become a slave to it,

0:26:49.800 --> 0:26:53.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, so now you're depressed. Was there a spokesman

0:26:53.320 --> 0:26:54.560
<v Speaker 1>for the group like that?

0:26:54.600 --> 0:26:57.679
<v Speaker 2>Within the group that was that everybody was like, you know,

0:26:57.800 --> 0:27:01.440
<v Speaker 2>the level head and the person and that was having

0:27:01.480 --> 0:27:04.840
<v Speaker 2>the conversations with you know, multiple members to keep everything

0:27:04.880 --> 0:27:05.919
<v Speaker 2>together or try to.

0:27:06.840 --> 0:27:11.800
<v Speaker 5>Rodney was that guy. But Rodney lost his power when

0:27:12.440 --> 0:27:16.520
<v Speaker 5>me and Alan became the two guys to make the decisions,

0:27:16.520 --> 0:27:20.880
<v Speaker 5>and then we were at each other's throat when when

0:27:20.880 --> 0:27:24.640
<v Speaker 5>the cane and abels started, which I tried to prevent

0:27:25.200 --> 0:27:28.440
<v Speaker 5>the entire time, because Alan was different. When I found

0:27:29.240 --> 0:27:31.000
<v Speaker 5>when he lived with me, it was different. And I'm

0:27:31.040 --> 0:27:32.919
<v Speaker 5>not you know, we all are different, but I'm just

0:27:32.920 --> 0:27:37.920
<v Speaker 5>saying the energy that we had Alan wasn't that. Alan

0:27:38.040 --> 0:27:40.280
<v Speaker 5>was much more mature. He wasn't physical on me and you.

0:27:41.320 --> 0:27:43.280
<v Speaker 5>He was not into none of that type of you know,

0:27:43.400 --> 0:27:49.520
<v Speaker 5>we was wow bro. So anyway, that manifested eventually with

0:27:49.680 --> 0:27:52.560
<v Speaker 5>money and you know, you got your crew. Everybody in

0:27:52.560 --> 0:27:54.879
<v Speaker 5>the group ended up having six niggas that they hung with.

0:27:55.520 --> 0:27:57.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, how would y'all have individual buses onto it

0:27:57.680 --> 0:28:05.000
<v Speaker 1>or okay, we wanted it. We wanted I mean, you

0:28:05.000 --> 0:28:05.960
<v Speaker 1>know it's tough.

0:28:05.760 --> 0:28:09.639
<v Speaker 5>Man, but you know, when you lose focus, when you

0:28:09.720 --> 0:28:12.720
<v Speaker 5>lose energy, when you lose the energy that connects you

0:28:12.800 --> 0:28:18.040
<v Speaker 5>to manifestation, you have a journey. Now you have to

0:28:18.040 --> 0:28:20.760
<v Speaker 5>go through these things that you're creating. They didn't tell

0:28:20.840 --> 0:28:23.080
<v Speaker 5>us that we were creating the picture. They taught us

0:28:23.080 --> 0:28:27.040
<v Speaker 5>that life happens to us. But you're creating it. You're

0:28:27.119 --> 0:28:29.600
<v Speaker 5>up there on stage looking good because you create that.

0:28:30.280 --> 0:28:34.920
<v Speaker 5>You believe in tank, people believe in you. Lack attracts

0:28:35.000 --> 0:28:37.560
<v Speaker 5>like you know, if you believe you ain't shit in

0:28:37.560 --> 0:28:40.200
<v Speaker 5>the world is against you. God is going to agree

0:28:40.200 --> 0:28:42.520
<v Speaker 5>with you. He's not going to disagree with you because

0:28:42.560 --> 0:28:46.320
<v Speaker 5>he's already imparted himself in you, and you don't know it.

0:28:47.160 --> 0:28:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna play games with you. I'm God. You

0:28:50.360 --> 0:28:50.760
<v Speaker 1>ain't shit.

0:28:51.120 --> 0:28:54.440
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I'm not going to prove myself to you.

0:28:54.200 --> 0:28:55.200
<v Speaker 1>You think you broke.

0:28:55.240 --> 0:28:58.000
<v Speaker 5>You believe in lack because you don't see money in

0:28:58.000 --> 0:29:00.280
<v Speaker 5>your pockets. You think that's me. That's the true that

0:29:00.360 --> 0:29:02.320
<v Speaker 5>you see an empty piece of fabric.

0:29:03.040 --> 0:29:07.560
<v Speaker 1>You believe that. Okay.

0:29:08.600 --> 0:29:13.479
<v Speaker 5>The grace of God is measured by the grace of

0:29:13.520 --> 0:29:14.960
<v Speaker 5>you on your motherfucking self.

0:29:15.840 --> 0:29:16.240
<v Speaker 1>Mhmm.

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:19.560
<v Speaker 5>God is gonna agree with you as you agree with you,

0:29:20.760 --> 0:29:22.320
<v Speaker 5>as you love you and believe in you.

0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:23.760
<v Speaker 1>He's gonna cheer you on.

0:29:23.920 --> 0:29:26.680
<v Speaker 5>Come on, you got it as you see ship that's

0:29:26.720 --> 0:29:30.400
<v Speaker 5>not there, but you feel good about it anyway. Now

0:29:30.440 --> 0:29:31.360
<v Speaker 5>he really cheering.

0:29:31.440 --> 0:29:32.160
<v Speaker 1>Now he's got the pomp.

0:29:32.160 --> 0:29:35.120
<v Speaker 5>Come on, tank, it ain't even manifesting you feeling good.

0:29:34.960 --> 0:29:36.800
<v Speaker 1>Baby, come on. That's how it works.

0:29:37.040 --> 0:29:40.840
<v Speaker 5>But they don't teach us that. So in my experience,

0:29:40.840 --> 0:29:43.920
<v Speaker 5>I had to learn that the tough way, you know.

0:29:44.240 --> 0:29:46.320
<v Speaker 5>I had to relearn that I'm a piece of God,

0:29:46.400 --> 0:29:50.240
<v Speaker 5>having a physical experience, able to create things from thought

0:29:50.320 --> 0:29:51.760
<v Speaker 5>in the physical manifestation.

0:29:52.120 --> 0:29:52.680
<v Speaker 1>We did it.

0:29:52.920 --> 0:29:58.520
<v Speaker 5>We did it together, okay, because we have we have to.

0:29:58.600 --> 0:30:00.760
<v Speaker 2>We have to give the journey. We got to give

0:30:00.800 --> 0:30:04.240
<v Speaker 2>the journey, and your journey is amazing. Like we all

0:30:04.280 --> 0:30:05.680
<v Speaker 2>know that, and we've all been a part of that

0:30:05.760 --> 0:30:09.720
<v Speaker 2>journey with you. I mean, you know, I remember you

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:13.520
<v Speaker 2>told me during our underdog days, which we'll get to,

0:30:15.120 --> 0:30:18.320
<v Speaker 2>you were like Jay, you know, we never had this

0:30:18.360 --> 0:30:21.160
<v Speaker 2>conversation because she was a kid, he was younger. You know,

0:30:21.200 --> 0:30:24.720
<v Speaker 2>your father helped me and I remember us having that

0:30:24.760 --> 0:30:27.520
<v Speaker 2>conversation and I never knew about that, you know what

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:29.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I never knew that, you know, he had

0:30:29.200 --> 0:30:33.200
<v Speaker 2>helped you in a situation in this business and and

0:30:33.360 --> 0:30:35.000
<v Speaker 2>was able to, you know, assist in some you know,

0:30:35.040 --> 0:30:35.760
<v Speaker 2>good dudes.

0:30:35.560 --> 0:30:36.960
<v Speaker 1>Some things that you needed to you know, have to

0:30:36.960 --> 0:30:46.280
<v Speaker 1>take care of, and he loved and we've all, you.

0:30:46.240 --> 0:30:50.360
<v Speaker 2>Know, we've all had, you know, uh, a piece of

0:30:50.400 --> 0:30:55.920
<v Speaker 2>each other's journey that brings us here today. So when

0:30:56.080 --> 0:31:01.200
<v Speaker 2>Troop disbands, what is that like for you? At that

0:31:01.320 --> 0:31:04.040
<v Speaker 2>moment when you're like, Okay, I gotta figure because how

0:31:04.080 --> 0:31:04.720
<v Speaker 2>old are you at this point?

0:31:04.760 --> 0:31:08.440
<v Speaker 1>You still what? Yeah, late twenties, bro, Well you got

0:31:08.440 --> 0:31:09.680
<v Speaker 1>to figure out your new life.

0:31:10.720 --> 0:31:16.200
<v Speaker 5>It was scary because I grew up an only child

0:31:16.320 --> 0:31:18.320
<v Speaker 5>and like I tell you, you don't know about the egos,

0:31:18.360 --> 0:31:21.120
<v Speaker 5>so you don't know that there's this thing recording everything.

0:31:21.280 --> 0:31:24.720
<v Speaker 5>So for me being an only child and having those brothers,

0:31:26.080 --> 0:31:30.520
<v Speaker 5>good or bad, indifferent, whatever I had them, you know,

0:31:32.280 --> 0:31:38.800
<v Speaker 5>and then you have the higher self saying, steve your first.

0:31:39.080 --> 0:31:44.520
<v Speaker 5>Put yourself first, dear one, you know, put yourself first.

0:31:44.560 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 1>You know.

0:31:44.840 --> 0:31:48.760
<v Speaker 5>So my battle was that the entire time of you know,

0:31:49.080 --> 0:31:50.680
<v Speaker 5>and my mom, she really helped me. She was the

0:31:50.720 --> 0:31:55.240
<v Speaker 5>one that said, look, son, you got all these songs.

0:31:56.560 --> 0:32:00.560
<v Speaker 5>You need to focus on you. Let others get your

0:32:00.600 --> 0:32:03.840
<v Speaker 5>songs to other people. There are people not having problems

0:32:03.840 --> 0:32:06.000
<v Speaker 5>in the group that need your records.

0:32:06.880 --> 0:32:10.240
<v Speaker 1>I never take start placing the records.

0:32:10.480 --> 0:32:12.840
<v Speaker 5>Listen when I tell you I was blind, I told you,

0:32:12.880 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 5>he go blind you I'm nothing.

0:32:14.920 --> 0:32:15.200
<v Speaker 1>Now.

0:32:15.840 --> 0:32:20.240
<v Speaker 5>We messed up our record deal. You know it's shit now,

0:32:20.280 --> 0:32:22.320
<v Speaker 5>and you know you believe that. If you believe it,

0:32:22.360 --> 0:32:23.320
<v Speaker 5>you're going to experience it.

0:32:23.320 --> 0:32:24.000
<v Speaker 1>And I was in it.

0:32:24.040 --> 0:32:27.800
<v Speaker 5>And my mom said, son, you got all these records.

0:32:27.840 --> 0:32:28.080
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:32:28.240 --> 0:32:31.520
<v Speaker 5>I never sold any of my equipment never. I always

0:32:31.600 --> 0:32:34.120
<v Speaker 5>knew if I had something to offer, I was okay, right,

0:32:34.960 --> 0:32:36.960
<v Speaker 5>So at my lowest love, my mom said, you need

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:39.760
<v Speaker 5>to leave troop alone. You need to allow troop to

0:32:39.800 --> 0:32:42.480
<v Speaker 5>breathe without you. You need to you need to give

0:32:42.560 --> 0:32:45.520
<v Speaker 5>Troop a break and give yourself an opportunity to see

0:32:45.520 --> 0:32:48.920
<v Speaker 5>what life has for you, as Steve Russell, because you

0:32:48.960 --> 0:32:55.880
<v Speaker 5>are are you are Steve, you know. And I Randy

0:32:55.960 --> 0:33:01.440
<v Speaker 5>Jackson used to work at MCA from American. I write

0:33:01.480 --> 0:33:03.040
<v Speaker 5>a song called I Wonder Why.

0:33:03.200 --> 0:33:06.160
<v Speaker 1>I Wonder Why. I Wonder Why, I Why.

0:33:05.800 --> 0:33:09.600
<v Speaker 5>Some jodasy sound of song, but it wasn't that. But anyway,

0:33:10.280 --> 0:33:13.240
<v Speaker 5>he gave me twenty five thousand dollars to do that

0:33:13.400 --> 0:33:15.640
<v Speaker 5>song on a group he had called Jersey Avenue.

0:33:16.200 --> 0:33:17.479
<v Speaker 1>I remember Jersey Avenue.

0:33:17.560 --> 0:33:20.320
<v Speaker 5>I produced a record for them bro called I Wonder Why,

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:23.760
<v Speaker 5>And that turned everything around.

0:33:24.280 --> 0:33:25.000
<v Speaker 1>And I had.

0:33:24.920 --> 0:33:29.480
<v Speaker 5>Already prior to that, ran into a guy named Vasill Befford,

0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:33.280
<v Speaker 5>and I was I was producing for Vasall Bedford and

0:33:34.360 --> 0:33:37.600
<v Speaker 5>I met this guy, this engineer we hired named Harvey.

0:33:37.280 --> 0:33:41.400
<v Speaker 1>Mason, young guy. His dad was this famous drummer.

0:33:43.840 --> 0:33:47.960
<v Speaker 5>And me and this guy, Harvey Visas was always gone.

0:33:48.040 --> 0:33:50.320
<v Speaker 5>You know, he got somebody doing music for him. You know,

0:33:50.360 --> 0:33:51.640
<v Speaker 5>he come in and polish that's it.

0:33:52.240 --> 0:33:52.880
<v Speaker 1>I was gone.

0:33:53.640 --> 0:33:56.760
<v Speaker 5>So me and this kid, Harvey Mason, man, we become

0:33:57.960 --> 0:34:00.080
<v Speaker 5>like two p's in the pods on the writing. You

0:34:00.120 --> 0:34:03.360
<v Speaker 5>know at first he's just engineering and tripping off of

0:34:03.400 --> 0:34:05.000
<v Speaker 5>my vocal arrangements and ship.

0:34:04.920 --> 0:34:06.520
<v Speaker 6>Like, man, why are you doing that? Man?

0:34:06.560 --> 0:34:12.800
<v Speaker 1>You know it's hard science.

0:34:13.280 --> 0:34:17.920
<v Speaker 5>He wants the science. So I was like a science

0:34:18.040 --> 0:34:21.560
<v Speaker 5>project for him because as he's engineering, he's listening to

0:34:21.600 --> 0:34:23.560
<v Speaker 5>how I'm doing my vocal rams. I'm all laid back

0:34:23.600 --> 0:34:25.920
<v Speaker 5>because I'm picking up from Allen and everybody I'm around.

0:34:26.040 --> 0:34:28.480
<v Speaker 5>I'm a part of drill every I got everybody. In

0:34:28.520 --> 0:34:32.440
<v Speaker 5>my late twenties, I was ready, you know, creatively. So

0:34:33.200 --> 0:34:35.960
<v Speaker 5>you know he's he's figuring out what I'm doing, and

0:34:36.000 --> 0:34:37.840
<v Speaker 5>before you know it, we're writing songs together.

0:34:38.800 --> 0:34:40.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean bad records, bro.

0:34:41.239 --> 0:34:43.240
<v Speaker 5>Just me and him vasales lock us in the studio.

0:34:43.239 --> 0:34:44.200
<v Speaker 5>It wouldn't give us the key.

0:34:44.600 --> 0:34:45.759
<v Speaker 1>Me and Harvey have to shake.

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:48.359
<v Speaker 5>The only way we could stay warm after we get

0:34:48.400 --> 0:34:51.560
<v Speaker 5>tired is to sleep under the SSL because of the

0:34:51.640 --> 0:34:54.319
<v Speaker 5>heat that's under the SSL, and me and Harvey in

0:34:54.320 --> 0:34:56.239
<v Speaker 5>the studio sleep into versad coming.

0:34:56.440 --> 0:34:59.960
<v Speaker 1>And this is after you've had record.

0:35:00.120 --> 0:35:02.320
<v Speaker 5>This is this is the new journey of Steve becoming

0:35:02.360 --> 0:35:02.960
<v Speaker 5>a songwriter.

0:35:03.080 --> 0:35:07.960
<v Speaker 2>Look camera Steve and tell them how this ship really goes? Man,

0:35:08.000 --> 0:35:10.319
<v Speaker 2>And if you really love this thing that we're in.

0:35:11.239 --> 0:35:14.120
<v Speaker 2>What you gotta go through sometimes, what you're willing to

0:35:14.200 --> 0:35:14.720
<v Speaker 2>go through.

0:35:15.080 --> 0:35:21.440
<v Speaker 5>You gotta be willing to go through what you consider

0:35:21.560 --> 0:35:24.719
<v Speaker 5>being uncomfortable. You gotta be willing to go through with

0:35:24.840 --> 0:35:28.960
<v Speaker 5>blinders on when they's so foggy you can't you can't see.

0:35:29.040 --> 0:35:31.359
<v Speaker 5>But you gotta open your motherfucking ears up and keep

0:35:31.400 --> 0:35:32.160
<v Speaker 5>walking straight.

0:35:33.880 --> 0:35:34.239
<v Speaker 1>You gotta.

0:35:34.360 --> 0:35:37.240
<v Speaker 5>You gotta keep walking, even if you gotta take little

0:35:37.280 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 5>tiny chopping steps.

0:35:38.880 --> 0:35:41.320
<v Speaker 1>Just keep your feet moving. You've played sports.

0:35:41.680 --> 0:35:45.520
<v Speaker 5>Keep your feet moving, chop your feet, keep walking, keep

0:35:45.600 --> 0:35:50.120
<v Speaker 5>moving because you're on your way. Everything that is coming

0:35:50.280 --> 0:35:55.600
<v Speaker 5>against you in perception is there to move you forward.

0:35:56.320 --> 0:36:00.360
<v Speaker 5>Everything is all good. There's nothing in your journey against

0:36:00.400 --> 0:36:04.120
<v Speaker 5>you from a lestation. No daddy, no mother, nothing is

0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:08.200
<v Speaker 5>against you. You're molested. The absent mother, the absent father,

0:36:08.400 --> 0:36:10.839
<v Speaker 5>all have agreed to do a job for you here

0:36:11.080 --> 0:36:13.799
<v Speaker 5>to move you forward. But if you fall in love

0:36:13.800 --> 0:36:16.240
<v Speaker 5>with the gift and forget the gift giver, you'll worship

0:36:16.280 --> 0:36:17.319
<v Speaker 5>the molestation and.

0:36:17.239 --> 0:36:19.280
<v Speaker 1>Be robbed in your life.

0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:23.719
<v Speaker 5>If you have abusive father, abusive mother, you fall in

0:36:23.760 --> 0:36:25.680
<v Speaker 5>love with that and the agony because that you have

0:36:25.719 --> 0:36:30.080
<v Speaker 5>an ego, you have this flesh that loves pain, it

0:36:30.120 --> 0:36:32.160
<v Speaker 5>loves the long and I wish I was like Tank.

0:36:32.440 --> 0:36:35.560
<v Speaker 5>Oh I wish I could get in shape. Oh I wish. See,

0:36:35.560 --> 0:36:38.440
<v Speaker 5>that's the ego and the flesh. Get your ass on

0:36:38.480 --> 0:36:42.120
<v Speaker 5>the floor and do it right. That's the choices that

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:47.479
<v Speaker 5>you have to make. But you have to know that

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:51.399
<v Speaker 5>everything is all good. And that's very tough when you're

0:36:51.480 --> 0:36:54.359
<v Speaker 5>sleeping in your car and tomorrow you don't know what

0:36:54.400 --> 0:36:56.720
<v Speaker 5>you're gonna do. But if you get up that morning,

0:36:56.719 --> 0:36:58.520
<v Speaker 5>out of that sleeping car and they head to the studio,

0:36:58.640 --> 0:37:00.200
<v Speaker 5>your ass is on the right track.

0:37:00.600 --> 0:37:02.120
<v Speaker 1>You get what I'm trying to say.

0:37:02.480 --> 0:37:05.640
<v Speaker 5>Because when I was working with you guys before, before Tank,

0:37:06.640 --> 0:37:09.440
<v Speaker 5>right at the beginning of the Underdogs, was when I

0:37:09.480 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 5>had moved back from Rialto. This is me from my

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:17.760
<v Speaker 5>mom's motivation. Now I'm back, Harvey, Harvey came. I forgot

0:37:17.760 --> 0:37:21.120
<v Speaker 5>to tell you I'm writing songs. After I did that

0:37:21.160 --> 0:37:24.080
<v Speaker 5>song from Randy Jackson, I'm stealing this. My mom had

0:37:24.120 --> 0:37:26.319
<v Speaker 5>some apartments. She did right by what I gave her.

0:37:26.760 --> 0:37:28.839
<v Speaker 5>She has these apartments, so she has some stuff set up.

0:37:29.000 --> 0:37:31.880
<v Speaker 5>Come on, man in the hood. In Rialto in the Hood,

0:37:32.000 --> 0:37:34.880
<v Speaker 5>she had an apartment. Y'all come and get this. I

0:37:34.920 --> 0:37:37.400
<v Speaker 5>lost the house. Y'all come and stay in this apartment

0:37:37.440 --> 0:37:38.719
<v Speaker 5>and get to you get your ship right.

0:37:38.880 --> 0:37:42.920
<v Speaker 1>Mom's on my team. Wow, come get to this apartment.

0:37:43.280 --> 0:37:48.000
<v Speaker 1>We sprayed this motherfucker down, you know, spread down to

0:37:48.080 --> 0:37:48.560
<v Speaker 1>get up in here.

0:37:48.560 --> 0:37:50.680
<v Speaker 5>It ain't gonna be that long. This was mom, bro,

0:37:50.920 --> 0:37:53.520
<v Speaker 5>and you know, and now it was over. It felt

0:37:53.560 --> 0:37:58.000
<v Speaker 5>like this was I'm in Rialto. How the fuck did

0:37:58.040 --> 0:38:03.160
<v Speaker 5>I get in Rialto? But the god side, my god

0:38:03.320 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 5>self was so appreciative. I was so appreciative of that apartment. Man,

0:38:09.160 --> 0:38:13.720
<v Speaker 5>my first wife. No, nigga, you done fell off my nigga.

0:38:14.120 --> 0:38:14.960
<v Speaker 1>This ain't hurt.

0:38:15.080 --> 0:38:19.680
<v Speaker 5>Saying, but this is the reality feeling. Yeah, I'm finna

0:38:19.719 --> 0:38:22.080
<v Speaker 5>move to Compton. I'm going to move back with my mom.

0:38:22.200 --> 0:38:28.840
<v Speaker 5>I'm out of here right. I'm focused on having something

0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:32.040
<v Speaker 5>to offer. I just proved to myself from that placement

0:38:32.440 --> 0:38:35.360
<v Speaker 5>that I'm okay. I still got some breath in me.

0:38:36.719 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Speaker 5>So I'm focused. I'm writing. I'm writing.

0:38:41.320 --> 0:38:45.200
<v Speaker 1>Steve's Harvey Mace. What a man, What a man you

0:38:45.320 --> 0:38:48.239
<v Speaker 1>still were? Rodney. Uh, you know, I'm kind of we leave.

0:38:48.320 --> 0:38:48.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm out of that.

0:38:48.880 --> 0:38:51.560
<v Speaker 5>But I met this guy we're going to create this

0:38:51.719 --> 0:38:56.000
<v Speaker 5>writing team. Damon Winning picked his guy, so I'm picking

0:38:56.040 --> 0:38:59.640
<v Speaker 5>my guy. I know you like writing by yourself, but

0:38:59.680 --> 0:39:01.720
<v Speaker 5>I think this would be great for your career.

0:39:02.360 --> 0:39:03.879
<v Speaker 1>I think this would be good for us. Bro.

0:39:04.400 --> 0:39:05.719
<v Speaker 5>Just come and check us out and see if you

0:39:05.760 --> 0:39:06.880
<v Speaker 5>want to vibe with us.

0:39:07.480 --> 0:39:09.719
<v Speaker 1>Right underdogs.

0:39:10.560 --> 0:39:14.120
<v Speaker 5>Jay Valentine's the main writer, already got a smash.

0:39:14.160 --> 0:39:14.719
<v Speaker 1>I like them.

0:39:16.719 --> 0:39:21.120
<v Speaker 6>I'm coming in will murder. That's my guy right there.

0:39:21.920 --> 0:39:24.239
<v Speaker 1>They don't even realize we know each other. Yeah, they

0:39:24.280 --> 0:39:27.359
<v Speaker 1>have no idea when he's baby. Yeah.

0:39:27.440 --> 0:39:29.520
<v Speaker 5>When he said he got ja, I said, okay, Jay,

0:39:30.000 --> 0:39:31.239
<v Speaker 5>he's growing right.

0:39:32.840 --> 0:39:35.800
<v Speaker 1>So we love them. These guys we.

0:39:35.880 --> 0:39:38.800
<v Speaker 5>Love They were our group.

0:39:38.840 --> 0:39:39.960
<v Speaker 1>Man, we love them so much.

0:39:40.000 --> 0:39:43.279
<v Speaker 5>So just the thought of that was a And I'm

0:39:43.280 --> 0:39:45.880
<v Speaker 5>a super positive dude anyway. You know, I'm not a hater.

0:39:46.000 --> 0:39:49.200
<v Speaker 5>I was blessed not to be envious. I don't have

0:39:49.320 --> 0:39:50.920
<v Speaker 5>envy me, so it's always good with me.

0:39:51.040 --> 0:39:52.040
<v Speaker 1>So that was perfect.

0:39:52.440 --> 0:39:55.839
<v Speaker 5>When he said, Jay Valentine's like, oh shit, you know, so.

0:39:58.719 --> 0:39:59.399
<v Speaker 1>That was the.

0:39:59.440 --> 0:40:05.719
<v Speaker 5>Universe obliging my willingness to still have.

0:40:07.000 --> 0:40:07.600
<v Speaker 1>Not belief.

0:40:08.600 --> 0:40:15.279
<v Speaker 5>Belief is whack, faith enough to still persevere creatively when

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:20.600
<v Speaker 5>there's nothing to be creative for. So it seems egotistically, what.

0:40:20.520 --> 0:40:23.120
<v Speaker 1>Are you doing this for? No, but you're in reality,

0:40:23.200 --> 0:40:24.000
<v Speaker 1>you're the hood buddy.

0:40:24.120 --> 0:40:26.319
<v Speaker 5>Now to remind you the ego and make you kill

0:40:26.360 --> 0:40:30.279
<v Speaker 5>somebody and then say you never do that. No, the

0:40:30.360 --> 0:40:33.439
<v Speaker 5>ego is the worst part of it, I'm telling you, man.

0:40:33.760 --> 0:40:36.440
<v Speaker 5>And there needs to be more conversation, especially amongst us

0:40:36.800 --> 0:40:40.160
<v Speaker 5>getting of age, separating ourselves, especially when we deal with

0:40:40.200 --> 0:40:44.000
<v Speaker 5>our women, man, introducing them to that part of themselves

0:40:44.040 --> 0:40:47.880
<v Speaker 5>that they believe is them. When you're feeling off, that

0:40:47.920 --> 0:40:48.720
<v Speaker 5>ain't you baby?

0:40:49.800 --> 0:40:50.040
<v Speaker 1>You know?

0:40:50.440 --> 0:40:53.040
<v Speaker 5>And once we stop claiming the egos thoughts and the

0:40:53.080 --> 0:40:56.920
<v Speaker 5>egos feelings, your journey is a little easier because you

0:40:57.040 --> 0:41:00.520
<v Speaker 5>know how you want to feel in every moment when

0:41:00.600 --> 0:41:04.200
<v Speaker 5>you when you're off, you know, it's the ego. When

0:41:04.239 --> 0:41:07.280
<v Speaker 5>you have a part of yourself trying to explain something

0:41:07.320 --> 0:41:10.480
<v Speaker 5>to you, trying to convince you of some shit, the

0:41:10.600 --> 0:41:15.359
<v Speaker 5>ego higher self is gonna say, hey, go left and

0:41:15.440 --> 0:41:18.800
<v Speaker 5>give you the opportunity to respect that Jesus and self

0:41:18.840 --> 0:41:21.680
<v Speaker 5>relationship or not, the higher selling is gonna explain shit

0:41:21.719 --> 0:41:22.719
<v Speaker 5>to you because it got another life.

0:41:22.719 --> 0:41:23.520
<v Speaker 1>We can do anyway.

0:41:23.800 --> 0:41:26.440
<v Speaker 5>It doesn't matter even if you don't get it this time,

0:41:26.800 --> 0:41:30.279
<v Speaker 5>it doesn't matter, right, the ego is.

0:41:30.239 --> 0:41:31.279
<v Speaker 1>Going to be trying to convince you.

0:41:31.320 --> 0:41:33.600
<v Speaker 5>No, Jay, Man, we might Man, shit, we could get

0:41:33.600 --> 0:41:36.560
<v Speaker 5>this man, and you know how like say, ay, tank Man,

0:41:36.600 --> 0:41:38.840
<v Speaker 5>just come do the show, bro, And I know this

0:41:38.960 --> 0:41:41.080
<v Speaker 5>ain't your fee, but man, you know it's a lot

0:41:41.080 --> 0:41:43.160
<v Speaker 5>of people gonna be there. We're gonna have some promoters there.

0:41:43.200 --> 0:41:45.600
<v Speaker 5>It's gonna be some This guy is supposed to be there.

0:41:45.600 --> 0:41:48.440
<v Speaker 5>And your ego is saying, now you've already made a

0:41:48.480 --> 0:41:51.640
<v Speaker 5>standard from the higher self and loving self, I'm not

0:41:51.680 --> 0:41:52.560
<v Speaker 5>going lower than this.

0:41:53.680 --> 0:41:56.839
<v Speaker 1>The ego. Oh man, the people gonna be there.

0:41:56.920 --> 0:41:57.160
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:41:57.960 --> 0:42:00.560
<v Speaker 5>You know, man, you might get another opportunit needed out

0:42:00.600 --> 0:42:04.920
<v Speaker 5>of this one, you know, pulling you to challenge yourself,

0:42:05.520 --> 0:42:08.279
<v Speaker 5>you know. And we need to people need to have

0:42:08.320 --> 0:42:12.760
<v Speaker 5>those conversations about ego because you have thoughts and feelings

0:42:12.800 --> 0:42:18.040
<v Speaker 5>that are manifesting, especially now that everything is changing energetically.

0:42:18.200 --> 0:42:21.200
<v Speaker 1>Is more than ever. You need to know and be

0:42:21.520 --> 0:42:22.360
<v Speaker 1>solid on.

0:42:22.320 --> 0:42:26.160
<v Speaker 5>Your relationship with your ego because the decisions that you're

0:42:26.200 --> 0:42:28.799
<v Speaker 5>making now in this time, we can't afford to make

0:42:28.880 --> 0:42:34.919
<v Speaker 5>egotistical and I don't mean arrogant I'm saying egotistical perceived

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:39.680
<v Speaker 5>decisions that trick yourself and witchcraft yourself to stay in

0:42:39.719 --> 0:42:43.000
<v Speaker 5>that box of not knowing anything. You know, the ego

0:42:43.080 --> 0:42:45.800
<v Speaker 5>is always unsafe and insecure, and it always wants.

0:42:45.600 --> 0:43:02.520
<v Speaker 1>You to feel you've ub a lot of musical excellence

0:43:02.600 --> 0:43:07.760
<v Speaker 1>in your times, been around the world, and a yah yah.

0:43:11.040 --> 0:43:13.560
<v Speaker 4>You know you you you've you've been on the charts,

0:43:13.600 --> 0:43:16.080
<v Speaker 4>while other people on the charts are waiting to be

0:43:16.160 --> 0:43:21.080
<v Speaker 4>number one, I mean, big artists. You just said it

0:43:21.120 --> 0:43:24.040
<v Speaker 4>so mean. Now we want to get into the mind

0:43:24.120 --> 0:43:26.520
<v Speaker 4>of little Steve and figure out your.

0:43:28.560 --> 0:43:42.320
<v Speaker 9>Top five, your top five, top five, your top five

0:43:43.320 --> 0:43:46.359
<v Speaker 9>all be singer. What's up.

0:43:48.120 --> 0:43:50.920
<v Speaker 1>Me, so, Steve?

0:43:51.000 --> 0:43:59.000
<v Speaker 9>Don't a little drouth bar, little drut little top top top.

0:44:03.520 --> 0:44:30.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yes, lusty time FU love you, baby Steve. Okay, nasty,

0:44:30.239 --> 0:44:32.760
<v Speaker 1>I can pull that off. Who is your top five

0:44:34.400 --> 0:44:36.680
<v Speaker 1>R and B singers?

0:44:36.719 --> 0:44:42.239
<v Speaker 5>My first and favorite influence singer Damn Johnny Wilder from

0:44:42.280 --> 0:44:46.160
<v Speaker 5>Heat Wave m is one of my favorite all time.

0:44:46.320 --> 0:44:50.080
<v Speaker 5>I just love him man, rest in peace. Wow, I

0:44:50.160 --> 0:45:01.000
<v Speaker 5>just love him. Man. Charlie Wilson, his voice steal it's

0:45:01.040 --> 0:45:07.320
<v Speaker 5>hard to it's hard to. Charlie is good man, Charlie,

0:45:11.200 --> 0:45:14.320
<v Speaker 5>and I can't say Charlie without saying Stevie because Charlie

0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:18.520
<v Speaker 5>is a Stevie child, you know, So I gotta give

0:45:18.560 --> 0:45:24.800
<v Speaker 5>props to Stevie. It's one of my favorites. Michael Jackson

0:45:24.840 --> 0:45:28.000
<v Speaker 5>is a Stevie child, so it's hard. You know, that's

0:45:28.080 --> 0:45:30.359
<v Speaker 5>under the umbrella. So Michael is a part of that,

0:45:30.840 --> 0:45:37.799
<v Speaker 5>My top five. Luther Vandros, his body, his voice gives

0:45:37.840 --> 0:45:40.080
<v Speaker 5>me chills to this day. I've been on Luther for

0:45:40.120 --> 0:45:42.319
<v Speaker 5>the past two weeks and I can't even believe that

0:45:44.160 --> 0:45:47.360
<v Speaker 5>his essence and tone I get him now as a

0:45:47.400 --> 0:45:50.480
<v Speaker 5>grown man more than I did. You know, of course, Damn,

0:45:50.600 --> 0:45:53.200
<v Speaker 5>y'all got me blank. You asked a cold question.

0:45:53.280 --> 0:45:57.600
<v Speaker 1>And now we're gonna move on, so our top top

0:45:57.719 --> 0:46:00.000
<v Speaker 1>That was unfair, bro, Yeah that was called.

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:03.799
<v Speaker 4>Now we're gonna move on to our top R and

0:46:03.880 --> 0:46:07.800
<v Speaker 4>B songs. We'll stick top five. Okay, this will be five.

0:46:08.080 --> 0:46:09.239
<v Speaker 5>Damn, that's not fair.

0:46:09.400 --> 0:46:13.120
<v Speaker 1>This will be five. This will be okay. Five songs

0:46:13.120 --> 0:46:13.680
<v Speaker 1>at the top.

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:24.120
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, damn, man, five songs always and for everybody. She's

0:46:24.160 --> 0:46:30.280
<v Speaker 5>out of my life. Michael Jackson, Superstar, Luther Vandros, Lady

0:46:30.320 --> 0:46:32.640
<v Speaker 5>in My Life by Michael Jackson is definitely one of

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:36.200
<v Speaker 5>my favorite songs, I would say, and Holy Spirited by

0:46:36.280 --> 0:46:39.200
<v Speaker 5>kimberrell Man that's one of my that's.

0:46:39.000 --> 0:46:42.239
<v Speaker 1>Definitely one of my top five songs. I love.

0:46:42.440 --> 0:46:43.000
<v Speaker 5>I got one more.

0:46:43.360 --> 0:46:46.719
<v Speaker 1>Oh that's fine, But Lady in my Life he said,

0:46:47.480 --> 0:46:49.760
<v Speaker 1>she's out of my Lady.

0:46:50.040 --> 0:46:56.360
<v Speaker 5>So Mike got two of my life my life songs.

0:46:56.960 --> 0:46:58.440
<v Speaker 5>But my Heartbreak Hotel.

0:46:58.160 --> 0:47:02.680
<v Speaker 1>Is one of my favorites songs. So we'll be we're

0:47:02.680 --> 0:47:04.920
<v Speaker 1>going to do now and the song.

0:47:07.239 --> 0:47:12.640
<v Speaker 4>I'll take that an extra record. What we're gonna do

0:47:12.760 --> 0:47:14.560
<v Speaker 4>right now is we're gonna do what we like to

0:47:14.600 --> 0:47:18.719
<v Speaker 4>call a vultron. You're going to build your perfect R

0:47:18.760 --> 0:47:21.960
<v Speaker 4>and B artists, and we're going to figure out who

0:47:22.000 --> 0:47:24.880
<v Speaker 4>you get the vocal from, who you get the performance

0:47:24.880 --> 0:47:31.280
<v Speaker 4>style from, who you get the drip from, and then

0:47:31.600 --> 0:47:35.120
<v Speaker 4>who you get the passion from the heart of the artists.

0:47:35.440 --> 0:47:37.960
<v Speaker 4>So let's start with the vocal. Who are you getting

0:47:38.680 --> 0:47:41.399
<v Speaker 4>the vocal from to build your arm B artist?

0:47:41.480 --> 0:47:50.360
<v Speaker 1>One vocal Chris Brown. Chris Brown, Chris Brown, the universal

0:47:51.480 --> 0:47:56.920
<v Speaker 1>radio vocal has a missed yet performance style on stage.

0:47:57.080 --> 0:48:01.359
<v Speaker 1>Who you get do I have to just one person only?

0:48:01.960 --> 0:48:04.239
<v Speaker 1>That's it. Yes, I can't combine one.

0:48:05.440 --> 0:48:10.080
<v Speaker 2>You know what combined. No, little Steve can combine. We've

0:48:10.160 --> 0:48:12.480
<v Speaker 2>let somebody combine. Little Steve can combine.

0:48:13.320 --> 0:48:14.759
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you give me.

0:48:17.280 --> 0:48:21.280
<v Speaker 5>Prerogative Bobby Brown on the Awards when he was actually

0:48:21.320 --> 0:48:22.960
<v Speaker 5>floating on the air monster.

0:48:22.640 --> 0:48:24.399
<v Speaker 1>And he was in his highest energy. You get King

0:48:24.480 --> 0:48:26.960
<v Speaker 1>of R and B. Give me the King of R

0:48:26.960 --> 0:48:27.239
<v Speaker 1>and B.

0:48:27.239 --> 0:48:31.520
<v Speaker 5>Bobby Brown performing style with of course, Michael Jackson.

0:48:32.440 --> 0:48:33.920
<v Speaker 1>I want to be the greatest. It's going to be

0:48:33.960 --> 0:48:41.440
<v Speaker 1>Michael king of everything, all things. Yeah, you have to Michael,

0:48:41.440 --> 0:48:42.320
<v Speaker 1>Bobby Brown.

0:48:42.200 --> 0:48:46.879
<v Speaker 5>Bobby Brown's attitude over Michael's attitude. When Bobby is doing

0:48:46.920 --> 0:48:50.480
<v Speaker 5>prerogative with them two niggas and he's got hard. When

0:48:50.480 --> 0:48:53.040
<v Speaker 5>he's got hard and he's spinning around and you don't

0:48:53.080 --> 0:48:59.040
<v Speaker 5>know where he's gonna land at it, he's you know,

0:48:59.800 --> 0:49:02.319
<v Speaker 5>he was a different am I trip it not at all.

0:49:02.480 --> 0:49:07.640
<v Speaker 5>Bobby was different. Bobby was a different dude, Bro. Bobby

0:49:07.680 --> 0:49:09.279
<v Speaker 5>Brown was an untouchable.

0:49:10.160 --> 0:49:17.000
<v Speaker 1>That that's great, you know from truth got the memo.

0:49:17.719 --> 0:49:19.480
<v Speaker 1>You know we tried the email.

0:49:19.200 --> 0:49:23.720
<v Speaker 6>You but no, man, that's that's energy.

0:49:23.760 --> 0:49:27.279
<v Speaker 1>I think Bobby's energy is peaking. You get what I'm saying,

0:49:27.320 --> 0:49:29.880
<v Speaker 1>I know what you're saying. Yeah, I take that, Michael,

0:49:29.880 --> 0:49:30.560
<v Speaker 1>and Bobby.

0:49:30.320 --> 0:49:33.319
<v Speaker 5>Is not to ship on Usher because Usher came after

0:49:33.360 --> 0:49:35.640
<v Speaker 5>Bobby and did very well with his thing.

0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:36.279
<v Speaker 1>Bobby though.

0:49:36.360 --> 0:49:40.640
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, Okay, Okay, I watched, We watched Bobby give New

0:49:40.760 --> 0:49:44.080
<v Speaker 10>Edition everything they needed on that hard by himself.

0:49:43.800 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 1>By himself himself. So you get what I'm saying, Okay.

0:49:51.600 --> 0:49:56.760
<v Speaker 10>The styling of the artists, styling don't put on them.

0:49:57.040 --> 0:49:58.640
<v Speaker 1>When artists put that ship on the you.

0:50:00.160 --> 0:50:04.960
<v Speaker 5>New Audition in BBD, the young and the professional. I'll

0:50:05.000 --> 0:50:09.720
<v Speaker 5>take the swag of to me. I envy New Audition swag.

0:50:09.880 --> 0:50:12.719
<v Speaker 5>I always have their the most swagged out niggas in

0:50:12.719 --> 0:50:15.840
<v Speaker 5>the industry to me, So I have to give it

0:50:15.920 --> 0:50:20.439
<v Speaker 5>the swag of New Dish BBD with the street ship.

0:50:20.640 --> 0:50:25.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they have the perfect blend, perfect New Audition in

0:50:25.160 --> 0:50:30.120
<v Speaker 1>BBD both and kill. It literally changed the look yes

0:50:30.800 --> 0:50:31.400
<v Speaker 1>of music.

0:50:32.400 --> 0:50:35.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, everybody looked like them. All the boy bands after

0:50:35.600 --> 0:50:38.840
<v Speaker 2>them look like New additions, all the hip hop artists

0:50:38.880 --> 0:50:40.279
<v Speaker 2>looked like BBD.

0:50:40.719 --> 0:50:41.719
<v Speaker 1>It did it.

0:50:41.840 --> 0:50:45.600
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So I have to give them that because what

0:50:45.719 --> 0:50:47.800
<v Speaker 5>other swag is there in between that for the artists

0:50:47.800 --> 0:50:48.280
<v Speaker 5>we're building?

0:50:48.400 --> 0:50:52.359
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, you know the passion of the artists, the

0:50:52.400 --> 0:50:53.240
<v Speaker 4>heart of the artists.

0:50:53.840 --> 0:50:59.400
<v Speaker 5>Michael Michael Jackson. You can't get more passionate than that.

0:50:59.480 --> 0:51:00.520
<v Speaker 1>You know you heard that cry.

0:51:00.760 --> 0:51:03.000
<v Speaker 5>Have you ever heard of a cappella track of Michael's?

0:51:03.480 --> 0:51:05.720
<v Speaker 1>Hurt your feelings, Hurt your feelings.

0:51:06.520 --> 0:51:09.359
<v Speaker 5>It's so much shit going on in the vocals. His

0:51:09.520 --> 0:51:12.839
<v Speaker 5>passion is unbeat You know. I sang baby Face some

0:51:12.840 --> 0:51:15.880
<v Speaker 5>demos for Baby baby Faces when he was submitting to

0:51:15.960 --> 0:51:19.480
<v Speaker 5>the Invincible album. I sang his demos from Michael and

0:51:19.560 --> 0:51:22.600
<v Speaker 5>those I worked harder singing those two songs than anything

0:51:22.680 --> 0:51:24.520
<v Speaker 5>I ever sang in my life.

0:51:25.719 --> 0:51:28.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, because we know you got some legendary stories.

0:51:30.680 --> 0:51:38.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she got you. I ain't saying no nicks. I

0:51:38.560 --> 0:51:42.000
<v Speaker 1>ain't saying no names. I ain't saying no names. Ain't

0:51:42.040 --> 0:51:44.840
<v Speaker 1>saying no names. Where was.

0:51:46.440 --> 0:51:46.640
<v Speaker 4>Did?

0:51:47.680 --> 0:52:06.000
<v Speaker 1>Don't see she saying no like that ship run? So

0:52:06.120 --> 0:52:06.760
<v Speaker 1>right now.

0:52:09.239 --> 0:52:11.600
<v Speaker 2>We got a segment of the show it's called I

0:52:11.600 --> 0:52:14.920
<v Speaker 2>ain't saying no names. Well, you tell us a story

0:52:15.680 --> 0:52:19.640
<v Speaker 2>funny or fucked up? Are funny and fucked up about

0:52:19.640 --> 0:52:26.160
<v Speaker 2>the travels of Little Steve Russell of TRUP The only

0:52:26.320 --> 0:52:29.960
<v Speaker 2>rule you just can't say the names you can't say

0:52:29.960 --> 0:52:32.759
<v Speaker 2>who was involved in it, not their name, but you know,

0:52:32.880 --> 0:52:34.600
<v Speaker 2>maybe the occupation of it. I mean, even you can

0:52:34.840 --> 0:52:39.279
<v Speaker 2>you can give some you know you you you've been

0:52:39.320 --> 0:52:41.680
<v Speaker 2>a big stepper for a long time. You definitely dance.

0:52:42.840 --> 0:52:47.319
<v Speaker 2>You just can't say their names. So right now this

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<v Speaker 2>is little Steve of True, the underdogs, all things legendary Russell.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't saying no names.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh wow, and this is a moment that means something

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<v Speaker 5>to me or just something. Okay, Well, being a kid

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<v Speaker 5>that always admired singers and the music business and stuff

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<v Speaker 5>and wanted to be in that world once I once

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<v Speaker 5>I got hits and was traveling, I found out that

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<v Speaker 5>there were certain members of my peer community that liked

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<v Speaker 5>me like I you know, like I admired them as

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<v Speaker 5>a fan or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I had fans amongst people that I admired.

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<v Speaker 1>M yeah, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>And I was fortunate at one time in my life

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<v Speaker 5>too become really good friends with somebody that I admired,

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<v Speaker 5>a whole whole lot of very famous singer, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>female singer, and.

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<v Speaker 1>I had to share the unselfish.

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<v Speaker 5>With her, you know, I had an introduce her to

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<v Speaker 5>the unselfish lumber incorporated, you know, incorporating.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just kidding.

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<v Speaker 6>We used to say that back in the day.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyway, no, I was.

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<v Speaker 5>It's not exciting for everybody else, but for me, it

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<v Speaker 5>was very exciting for me to be able to experience, uh,

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<v Speaker 5>intimate relationship with somebody that I watched on TV and

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<v Speaker 5>admired like a mog that's really liked him too. She

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<v Speaker 5>ended up liking a little Steve Back mistake. Fool you

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<v Speaker 5>baby down now, I'm just I'm just acting silly. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, I've had, I've had I've had an opportunity

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<v Speaker 5>to experience some pretty neat things man. In my experience

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<v Speaker 5>of touring and stuff. Man, I was I was the guy.

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<v Speaker 5>I was very particular. I liked having something with me,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, you know, I like mine where I'm at.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. So that was just my good down, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it just happened to be somebody that was

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<v Speaker 1>just on the level.

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<v Speaker 6>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I love oh Man, I level lumber Lane, oh Man.

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<v Speaker 5>And it was everything that you could dream it to be.

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<v Speaker 1>When they see you, they seen y'all.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, say my name, say my name, beautiful, man. I

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<v Speaker 5>wish I could say the name.

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<v Speaker 1>Cast some ship. Listen.

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<v Speaker 4>Steve had to say, when I've heard him say it

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<v Speaker 4>at least fifty eleven hundred times, you lucky.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't your type. Lucky, I ain't your time. I

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<v Speaker 1>used to wait because we used to have, We used

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<v Speaker 1>to always have.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I have some things around, you know what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, just helping to create some wall paper, some garness.

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<v Speaker 5>I would say, like a lot of time to eighty

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<v Speaker 5>percent of the time, it was to make people make

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<v Speaker 5>him laugh.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm gonna be the one.

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<v Speaker 1>I could look in his eyes and then tell when

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<v Speaker 1>it's a real stuff out of town.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, we be talking and we get into those

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<v Speaker 4>conversations and he just be like, and Steve is one

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<v Speaker 4>of those guys he's gonna compliment like, he's not gonna

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<v Speaker 4>hold punch of just who you bad?

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<v Speaker 1>You're lucky, I ain't your type.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, man, he be, he be, He throw that

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<v Speaker 4>line out there, wait for fish the hook, and all

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<v Speaker 4>of a sudden, you hear how you know.

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<v Speaker 1>You need a man?

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<v Speaker 4>Go?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you need some real in your life. You frustrated.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm mad with you.

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<v Speaker 5>Ship.

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<v Speaker 1>This is oh man. You guys listen, my brother, my

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<v Speaker 1>nasty man. We love you.

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<v Speaker 10>Man, y'all know that we miss you, brother. That man,

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<v Speaker 10>we got a lot close close the distance. Man, we

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<v Speaker 10>definitely need you know what I'm saying too much to

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<v Speaker 10>not do more. Yeah, definitely for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>This is your house and I love it. Man. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>such a fan of the show. Man.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm happy to be a part of it, the history

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<v Speaker 5>of it, you know, because what you guys are doing

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<v Speaker 5>is trend setting on some R and B ship and

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<v Speaker 5>it's awesome. And I like how you allow it to

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<v Speaker 5>just be a real uh platform.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 5>It ain't sugarcoated to please or please a certain thing,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, And I love that about what you guys

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<v Speaker 5>are doing. Man, thanks for having men cool. We love you, brother,

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<v Speaker 5>I love you to us too.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you too.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, man, listen, my name is Tank, I'm Jay Valentine

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<v Speaker 4>and this is the Army Money podcast, the authority on

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<v Speaker 4>all things R and B. And I can't say it

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<v Speaker 4>no better than this has been my nexte. I love

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<v Speaker 4>on one of the greatest. Thank you, Little Steve.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah. R and B Money.

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