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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Mila. Happy Wednesday, Happy Wednesday, Witches.

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Speaker 1: It's top day, bitches. How you do Onceitches? I'm about

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Speaker 1: to drop some fourth because my name is Erica and

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Speaker 1: I could drive four Wow.

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Speaker 2: That was beautiful.

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Speaker 1: That's as far as it goes my mind. I'm high.

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Speaker 1: So that's that's it.

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Speaker 2: Guys, Welcome back to the show.

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Speaker 1: Oh you know what, you know what? Sorry, I just

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Speaker 1: remembered I've have been writing poetry again, so I think

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Speaker 1: that maybe at some point I do need to bring

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Speaker 1: back like my my wraps and my readings for my journal.

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Speaker 3: Do we need to do like a poetry Slam episode?

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Speaker 3: Because I have some very very emo poetry that I

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Speaker 3: can dig up from my seventeen thousand journals that I

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Speaker 3: have in my apartment.

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Speaker 1: Should we? I think we should? Okay, Okay, I like that.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, right, yeah.

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Speaker 1: Good Mom's Poetry Slam.

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Speaker 3: Yes, Oh my god, it's so good. We could like

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Speaker 3: put like snaps in the back. My name is jam.

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Speaker 3: I didn't have a little lamb. Her fleece was not

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Speaker 3: white as snow. She always wanted more.

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Speaker 2: And I gotta work on it.

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Speaker 3: But you know, yeah, ho ho ho ho ho ho ho.

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Speaker 1: But it ain't Christmas, Oh nope, it's August.

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Speaker 3: You know, I was a deep fucking poetry writer all

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Speaker 3: throughout my teenage years, like deep as hell. I had,

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Speaker 3: Like yeah, I had deep poetry aspirations. And I'm so

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Speaker 3: glad that we've created a platform or we could do

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Speaker 3: whatever the fuck we want, including bringing back our teenage.

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Speaker 1: I knew that one day these would see the light

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Speaker 1: of day.

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Speaker 2: Do we need to have like a poetry show?

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Speaker 1: Maybe maybe it's like a poetry after hours with good moms.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Lisa, I'm looking forward to this. I have some

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Speaker 2: deep shit to say.

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Speaker 2: How you doing, I'm good, I'm doing good, beautiful.

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Speaker 1: I just noticed that your scarf matches your boots. It's

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Speaker 1: giving like pop a pop of color.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I was gonna take the scarf off, but I said,

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Speaker 3: I'm a fashion icon, so I'm gonna do two prints.

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Speaker 1: No, it looks good. If you're on YouTube, make sure

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Speaker 1: you check out Jamila's outfit. Wait, shake it up and

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Speaker 1: show the people because remember the girl said she wants

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Speaker 1: us to show her outfits more often.

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Speaker 4: This is me and.

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Speaker 1: Good Mom's bad choices YouTube. Okay, okay, don't. I was

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Speaker 1: told I look like it's like I'm going to space.

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Speaker 2: Here goes Erica.

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Speaker 3: She's wearing a futuristic casual business jumpsuit, but it's sleeveless

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Speaker 3: and she's wearing a beautiful futuristic earring.

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Speaker 2: Is it a robot? No, it's just Erica's fat ass.

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Speaker 2: No shoes because he I need choose except me. If

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Speaker 2: you're wearing pink Barbie boots.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I kept it. I'm a hippie today, I'm I'm

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Speaker 1: a space hippie.

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Speaker 3: I don't know what this is. This is business, cowgirl business, cowgirls,

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Speaker 3: poci space hippie. Yes.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: If you guys haven't checked out on YouTube, now is

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Speaker 3: the time, because we'd be looking the fuck it.

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Speaker 1: We may be like rest enough for y'all.

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Speaker 3: We'd be having different hairstyles, be doing our makeup and

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Speaker 3: sheet and we figured like, yeah, come see us, don't

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Speaker 3: be talking shit, just say nice things.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because it's some weirdos on YouTube.

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Speaker 3: So lovely, what's going on? How are you this hump day?

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Speaker 3: This fun, lovely hump day?

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Speaker 1: This hump day is good. I am feeling excited because

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Speaker 1: I just feel like I'm in a new season of

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Speaker 1: my life, that the doors have opened and I'm walking

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Speaker 1: through them and I'm grateful, and I've just been called

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Speaker 1: to just really recognize how grateful i am. More and

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Speaker 1: more often. This week, I've been writing in my journal more,

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Speaker 1: which has been nice. I don't know. I know that

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Speaker 1: I'm supposed to write in my journal, Like this is

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Speaker 1: literally like the thing that I'm told all the time

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Speaker 1: by like every person that's ever read me, any therapist,

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Speaker 1: So I've gotten in the habit of the first thing

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Speaker 1: which is like pretty standard. I think that's like everyone's

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Speaker 1: tip to writing, but it really helps me, Like I

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Speaker 1: went back and I went back and I read my

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Speaker 1: twenty nineteen Life Partner Manifestation. Actually I have a picture

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Speaker 1: I need to revisit that. It's so it's so interesting

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Speaker 1: because the person that I'm seeing right now seems to

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Speaker 1: encompass many of these things, and they're pretty specific. Life

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Speaker 1: Partner Web Funny Gentle helps me grow. I can understand

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Speaker 1: or listen to my needs and not take everything personal.

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Speaker 1: Hastyle loves me boldly and loudly. Protect Or Provider plays

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Speaker 1: golf with my dad.

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Speaker 2: Beautiful so specific.

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Speaker 1: Golf with my dad. What else apple of his eye,

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Speaker 1: loves to dance, willing to explore sexually, which is why

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Speaker 1: the vitamins are very important in my lifestyle right now.

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Speaker 2: Your sexual exploration lifestyle, it's heavy on the sex. I

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Speaker 3: If I can find my on my phone because you know,

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Speaker 3: if you put any keywords in your fucking robot find it.

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Speaker 1: It's so weird.

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Speaker 3: If you put any words in your robot phone writing,

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Speaker 3: it will be there, which is fucking scary as shit.

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Speaker 3: The government is fucking watching against you, guys. Get your

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Speaker 1: But yeah, So I've just been trying to let things

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Speaker 3: Do you feel like that helps with your communication and

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Speaker 1: Yes, because I feel like I'm actually not that great

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Speaker 1: Even though I communicate a lot, it doesn't always feel

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Speaker 2: Was gonna say, it's so much difference your experience.

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Speaker 1: It's the same. It's the same. It's the same. It's messy,

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Speaker 1: I remember that, and that makes sense. Oh yeah, Actually,

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Speaker 3: Do, right, Yeah, I need to be better at keeping

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Speaker 2: I feel like we talk so fucking much.

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Speaker 1: I did, But you know what, it doesn't have to

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Speaker 1: that's all I got. Yeah, Yeah, I woke up and

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I wrote five sentences.

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Speaker 2: I am alive and happy and well.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And I think that's kind of like, I think

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Speaker 1: that's kind of like the overall misconception of wellness in

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't want to write because that means

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Speaker 1: Just do what you can cliff notes true. So yeah,

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Speaker 1: when I wake up, sometimes I'll write three pages. Sometimes

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Speaker 1: I'll write half a page. Sometimes I'll just write two words,

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Speaker 1: you know, like this is how I feel. You know,

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Speaker 1: so do it? Will you feel good about it? I will?

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Speaker 3: I will, And I'll read more too. I think reading

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Speaker 3: makes me want to write more. See reading is hard

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Speaker 1: I fall asleep.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, me too, Like I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I go through like phases. There's times where I can

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Speaker 1: read a lot, Like I remember I read the Miles

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Speaker 3: Someone gave me a free year of Audible. I don't

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Speaker 1: crazy and it can take us away and almost forget

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00:21:55,520 --> 00:21:57,879
Speaker 1: some of the most important people. We get like trapped

441
00:21:57,880 --> 00:21:59,440
Speaker 1: in this bubble and it's just like our life is

442
00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:01,639
Speaker 1: the most import and thing happening. Everything that's right in

443
00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:06,720
Speaker 1: front of you is like what's happening. And also it's

444
00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:10,840
Speaker 1: kind of easier to do that. It's kind of easier

445
00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:13,640
Speaker 1: to be like a I don't feel like it right now,

446
00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:15,359
Speaker 1: I don't feel like it. I'll get to it. I'll

447
00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:16,399
Speaker 1: get to it. We'll get to it. I'll get to

448
00:22:16,440 --> 00:22:19,879
Speaker 1: it until you can't get to it anymore, you know,

449
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,200
Speaker 1: And I don't. I don't want to ever feel that way.

450
00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:26,199
Speaker 1: I know that life is inevitable, but if you can

451
00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:28,879
Speaker 1: help it, and you know, like it, and even just

452
00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:32,080
Speaker 1: setting boundaries, like if I can help, if I if

453
00:22:32,119 --> 00:22:34,800
Speaker 1: I can help you set boundaries like today you said

454
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:36,359
Speaker 1: you need to leave at this time, Like, Okay, that's

455
00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:37,840
Speaker 1: what's going to happen. We need to do that, like

456
00:22:37,880 --> 00:22:39,400
Speaker 1: because I know that you'll be like okay, it's okay,

457
00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:41,359
Speaker 1: Like we can be flexible. No, let's not be flexible.

458
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:45,200
Speaker 1: Let's not be flexible. Let's like really set the boundary

459
00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:47,400
Speaker 1: that this is what needs to happen, because honestly, that's

460
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:50,240
Speaker 1: the only way it will happen. True, you know, and

461
00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:52,520
Speaker 1: like and I know, and I hope that like I know,

462
00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:54,440
Speaker 1: and I hope that you'll always hold those boundaries for

463
00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:56,199
Speaker 1: me because I want to do that for you to

464
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:58,480
Speaker 1: make sure because I know that we get focused on

465
00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:00,200
Speaker 1: the goal and I know that we have like things

466
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:01,719
Speaker 1: that we're trying to do and that we love what

467
00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:05,879
Speaker 1: we do. You know, but yeah, it's like having the

468
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:09,080
Speaker 1: boundaries that we have for this also having those boundaries

469
00:23:09,119 --> 00:23:10,960
Speaker 1: for everything and everyone else that we love.

470
00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,320
Speaker 3: Too, I know, And there's like this like for me,

471
00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:15,720
Speaker 3: I feel like, oh, I'm gonna when I reach this goal,

472
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:17,399
Speaker 3: then I'm gonna have time to do this and this

473
00:23:17,440 --> 00:23:19,399
Speaker 3: and that. When I have when I reach this, School'm

474
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:20,840
Speaker 3: gonna have money to do this and this and that,

475
00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:22,480
Speaker 3: and then you can come do this and I can

476
00:23:22,560 --> 00:23:24,320
Speaker 3: pay for this, and then everything's going to be like

477
00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:28,280
Speaker 3: this happy, like fucking fairy tale. But like you know,

478
00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:31,040
Speaker 3: we're always trying to get to a goal, and we're

479
00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:32,800
Speaker 3: always trying to have more money, and we're always trying

480
00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:35,680
Speaker 3: to have more things. And like in the meantime though,

481
00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:38,000
Speaker 3: in the process, what are you doing, you know, for

482
00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:40,560
Speaker 3: the people that you love and that are important to you.

483
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:48,640
Speaker 3: And yeah, that was like seriously shifting for me. And yeah,

484
00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:50,399
Speaker 3: I don't want to get lost in that all over again,

485
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:52,879
Speaker 3: just because like he's better and things are fine, you

486
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:56,320
Speaker 3: know what I mean, But just not being so self

487
00:23:56,359 --> 00:24:01,280
Speaker 3: absorbed that I'm not just paying attention, you know, even

488
00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:04,119
Speaker 3: to Luna, even to my mom, even to and some

489
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:06,959
Speaker 3: things I can't deal with you know, but some things

490
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,760
Speaker 3: I can be more patient. I can I can slow down,

491
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:13,920
Speaker 3: I can put my phone away to spend.

492
00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:15,879
Speaker 2: Time with the people like this. We only get one life.

493
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:18,760
Speaker 3: We only get one motherfucking life, you know, And the

494
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:23,320
Speaker 3: truth is we never know when the end of that is.

495
00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:25,720
Speaker 3: And life is beautiful and it should be. It's to

496
00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:27,480
Speaker 3: be lived, but it's also to be spent and live

497
00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:30,760
Speaker 3: with people that matter, you know. I think we spend

498
00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 3: a lot of time just like pleasing people that don't

499
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,399
Speaker 3: fucking matter. You don't know that, you won't know for

500
00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:38,760
Speaker 3: a long time. Niggas that you met, niggas that you

501
00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:40,800
Speaker 3: think are cute, but when you look at them deeper,

502
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 3: they're not cute at all.

503
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:42,439
Speaker 1: You know.

504
00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:43,200
Speaker 2: There's just so.

505
00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:49,439
Speaker 3: Much noise essentially, and it's I think the older I've gotten,

506
00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:53,840
Speaker 3: the more clear it is that some relationships, most of them,

507
00:24:53,880 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 3: are just noise and don't need to be.

508
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,320
Speaker 2: Delved in very deeply. You know.

509
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 3: I'm just like essentially learning boundaries, and I think it's difficult.

510
00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:08,160
Speaker 2: I'm a people person. I respond to all my dms.

511
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:13,280
Speaker 3: Honestly, this is not an invitation, guys, No, I signed

512
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:15,480
Speaker 3: up like I'll answer all the jail calls, you know,

513
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 3: like friends, I'm don for fucking fifteen years. I'm like, well,

514
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:22,440
Speaker 3: you know, I gotta write the letter, to send the pictures,

515
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 3: like just all these things. But it's like this expectation

516
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,920
Speaker 3: that I don't even know where I've gotten this from,

517
00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:32,919
Speaker 3: like the people pleasing or what, but just no, you know,

518
00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:35,399
Speaker 3: and that and not feeling guilty about it, because that's

519
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,480
Speaker 3: another thing that I'll feel bad, and it's just like

520
00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,160
Speaker 3: bad about what, you know. It's just like really being

521
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:43,720
Speaker 3: intentional with my time because I'm realizing because we're getting

522
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:46,879
Speaker 3: so busy that we don't have a lot of time,

523
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:49,719
Speaker 3: like the things I want to plan, I'm like, my god,

524
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:51,200
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna be able to do that till November.

525
00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:53,879
Speaker 3: Erica asked me that, like the other day, when are

526
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:55,199
Speaker 3: we gonna be able to take a break, and I

527
00:25:55,240 --> 00:26:02,320
Speaker 3: told her a strong twenty twenty four, it's looking more

528
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:03,520
Speaker 3: like early twenty twenty five.

529
00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:06,080
Speaker 1: Don't say that, no, I'm just kidding.

530
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:06,720
Speaker 2: Twenty twenty four.

531
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:10,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's twenty twenty four. My psychic said that thirty five,

532
00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:13,920
Speaker 1: I'll by thirty six, I'll be making things for fun.

533
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 2: Okay, that means I'll be thirty five, which means one year.

534
00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 1: So it's we're closer than we think.

535
00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 3: Literally, when Erica has a reading, I'm like, oh, even

536
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:23,639
Speaker 3: need to get one?

537
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:25,160
Speaker 2: What'd she say?

538
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:28,720
Speaker 1: This specific psychic will not email me back. I have

539
00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:30,800
Speaker 1: been I missed one appointment and she's done with me.

540
00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:32,800
Speaker 2: I don't know that's the same one. Yes, Oh, give

541
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 2: me your nab. I'm gonna try.

542
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:37,679
Speaker 1: Okay, I think I did give her in. I'll give

543
00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,720
Speaker 1: it to you again. Yeah, you know, be forgetting, but yes,

544
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:47,040
Speaker 1: it is. It's yeah, it's like but even with knowing that, like,

545
00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:49,200
Speaker 1: I feel like we have to remove the anxiety from

546
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:53,520
Speaker 1: that because there's so much greatness in that time and

547
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 1: there's so many lessons in that time, and the biggest

548
00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:58,439
Speaker 1: one is balance and how do we actually do it

549
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:01,720
Speaker 1: so that by the time twenty twenty twenty four twenty

550
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:04,320
Speaker 1: twenty four hits we don't hate what we do. Like,

551
00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:06,040
Speaker 1: I want to always love what I do and if

552
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:07,960
Speaker 1: it feels stressful, which it does all the time, but

553
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:09,959
Speaker 1: I still do it because I love it. Like, at

554
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:13,120
Speaker 1: what point does that stress become resentment towards what I want?

555
00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 1: What I'm doing? You know? I want to keep the

556
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:18,040
Speaker 1: joy in what I do at all times. And so

557
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:25,120
Speaker 1: I think balance, boundaries, work, boundaries, motherhood, boundaries, love life,

558
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:28,760
Speaker 1: like all those things, and like they have to exist

559
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 1: and it doesn't. And boundaries sometimes can sound like a negative,

560
00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:34,679
Speaker 1: like you're like really structured, which I know, like you

561
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,439
Speaker 1: don't thrive and structure, and really neither do I Like,

562
00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:39,480
Speaker 1: there's elements of structure that I need, but I don't

563
00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:44,240
Speaker 1: really like to be married to time because I'm late everywhere,

564
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:47,680
Speaker 1: but which I'm also trying to work on too, because

565
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 1: that's a source of I think my anxiousness is me

566
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:52,200
Speaker 1: always being late places. I'm like, oh my god, people

567
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,639
Speaker 1: are waiting on me. Oh my god, I'm rude, Oh

568
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:55,720
Speaker 1: my god. Like you know, but these are all things

569
00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 1: that we can control, and the boundaries we set are

570
00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:02,080
Speaker 1: all things that are possible, you know. So it's just

571
00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 1: a matter of like shifting the mindset and knowing that

572
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:11,960
Speaker 1: like by twenty twenty four, mark our words, it's gonna

573
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:13,720
Speaker 1: be explosion's gonna be so crazy.

574
00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:14,679
Speaker 2: Gonna be balanced, bitches.

575
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:17,879
Speaker 1: By then, balanced, we're gonna be fucking levitating off the ground.

576
00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:20,560
Speaker 2: Okay, we're gonna be just doing the podcast.

577
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 1: Like literally're gonna walk into rooms. We're gonna be not

578
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 1: if our toes don't even touch the floor.

579
00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:24,320
Speaker 2: Hello, let's ask.

580
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:29,200
Speaker 3: We've come with a great balance and mastership fullness.

581
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:29,960
Speaker 2: Twenty twenty four.

582
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:34,160
Speaker 3: I told you bitches, I'd to be gliding on you host.

583
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 1: Be gliding and swiping in on your hose.

584
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:40,000
Speaker 2: Twenty twenty four. We're gonna read.

585
00:28:40,040 --> 00:28:41,120
Speaker 1: But also your host can come.

586
00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:45,880
Speaker 3: I can see you how to levitate too. Just come

587
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:51,000
Speaker 3: to Costamika. You even need a flight home, Just levitate home,

588
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 3: unlock the magic.

589
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:55,680
Speaker 1: Oh my god, we need to smoke.

590
00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:57,760
Speaker 2: Okay, I have something rolled.

591
00:28:58,520 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 1: Wait what is that?

592
00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:04,120
Speaker 3: Oh girl, this is my blunt. I recently started smoking Backwoods.

593
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:05,480
Speaker 4: Yeah.

594
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:07,480
Speaker 2: I got the honey flavor and I kind of love it.

595
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:09,719
Speaker 1: You know what. My old nigga used to smoke honey

596
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:11,000
Speaker 1: and he used to love that shit.

597
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:14,240
Speaker 3: I love it, and you know, out here and try it.

598
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:16,320
Speaker 2: Hmmm. Right.

599
00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:19,600
Speaker 3: I add a little lavender for a little extra relaxation.

600
00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: Oh I taste that lavender.

601
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 3: Honey and the lavender and my wonderful weed. It really

602
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 3: is my it's a game changer. It's my new favorite

603
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:28,320
Speaker 3: go to for blunts.

604
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:30,400
Speaker 1: Oh my god, this is actually like surprisingly smooth.

605
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:32,640
Speaker 2: Right, you're welcome.

606
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 1: Oh my god, but it's true.

607
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:38,200
Speaker 2: I was listening to.

608
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 3: I was listening to our first mom Tilla episode, and

609
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:49,239
Speaker 3: it was about us like manifesting like little shit like

610
00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:52,160
Speaker 3: Natalie from Fashion Mamas on the show, Like we really

611
00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:54,280
Speaker 3: wanted to meet Natalie, and she like just popped up

612
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 3: and appeared and like all these little things and we

613
00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:58,800
Speaker 3: kind of just started to realize.

614
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:01,120
Speaker 2: Like, oh my god, like, huh, I think we could

615
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:01,840
Speaker 2: do whatever we want.

616
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:06,400
Speaker 3: And I'm like it was so silly things like manifesting

617
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:09,360
Speaker 3: listening to Florence in the Machine that the Fashion Mama's

618
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:12,080
Speaker 3: fucking poll party and it's be sitting there and the

619
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:15,440
Speaker 3: fucking Florence and the machine comes on. But as I

620
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,480
Speaker 3: was listening to that from some fucking two years ago,

621
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:20,800
Speaker 3: three years ago, I was like, Wow, we've really mastered

622
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:24,720
Speaker 3: this motherfucking magic. And we've gotten a book deal, we've

623
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:28,880
Speaker 3: gotten a retreat with an s We've gotten you know,

624
00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:31,400
Speaker 3: like all the things that we've gotten. You know, we've

625
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:37,520
Speaker 3: found our people. But that's just like from intentionally speaking

626
00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 3: it and that's why I've really started to try to

627
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:42,920
Speaker 3: apply the same manifestation to like my relationships. You know,

628
00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:45,560
Speaker 3: please give me more time, give me my I'm gonna

629
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:47,080
Speaker 3: have more time to spend with my mom and be

630
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 3: more patient with my mom. I'm gonna work better on

631
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,320
Speaker 3: our relationship. We're gonna be closer. Same with my brother. Now,

632
00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:53,960
Speaker 3: I'm like, let me, let me. I'm gonna have time.

633
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:55,680
Speaker 3: We're gonna have a lot of moments together. I'm gonna

634
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:59,400
Speaker 3: be really present because just like you can manifest financial

635
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 3: and busin and this success and all those other things

636
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:03,640
Speaker 3: that are the first things on our list to ask for,

637
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 3: you can also manifest protection and clarity and being present

638
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:11,800
Speaker 3: and time and the opposite of anxiousness, which I don't

639
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:12,600
Speaker 3: even know what the word is.

640
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,760
Speaker 2: Peace, peace, fucking peace.

641
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:21,800
Speaker 1: You know. Also because I you know, I think that

642
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:26,160
Speaker 1: we believe, like there were things that we just believed

643
00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:30,240
Speaker 1: innately with each other that maybe individually we might have

644
00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:34,800
Speaker 1: not believed on our own. And I think that it's

645
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,080
Speaker 1: a matter too like when you're putting those manifestations, because

646
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:39,640
Speaker 1: I think a lot of times people they're like, I've

647
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:42,080
Speaker 1: been manifesting and nothing's happening for me, Like why is

648
00:31:42,120 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 1: it happening? And it's because you have to put intention

649
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:48,800
Speaker 1: behind it. You actually have to like do the thing Also,

650
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:51,400
Speaker 1: it doesn't just show up, Like boundaries aren't just going

651
00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:53,320
Speaker 1: to show up. You actually have to put them in practice.

652
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:55,520
Speaker 1: You have to you have to know that you're going

653
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,400
Speaker 1: to feel bad, and you have to just keep say no,

654
00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 1: feel bad and still say no, you know what I mean,

655
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,360
Speaker 1: Like you have to like I have to say, Okay,

656
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:06,959
Speaker 1: I'm going to spend every Sunday, I'm turning my computer

657
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,800
Speaker 1: off not working, and I'm going to pay attention like

658
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,400
Speaker 1: undivided attention with Iri. That's it. Like if I say

659
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 1: that I want more time and more peace with Iri,

660
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:18,920
Speaker 1: like what are the things that I'm putting behind that

661
00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,520
Speaker 1: to actually make that happen? Or that it just feels

662
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 1: like flow because I think manifesting is things you already have,

663
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:28,360
Speaker 1: Like it's just kind of like building upon me things

664
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 1: you already have, the ideas you already have. Like so

665
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:34,480
Speaker 1: I just I feel like sometimes people like there's people

666
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:36,640
Speaker 1: that have said to me, like I don't know, like

667
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:39,440
Speaker 1: that manifesting shit doesn't work, Like I've done it and

668
00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:42,560
Speaker 1: it shit, I don't know, it's not working. And I'm like, well,

669
00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 1: are you just landing candles on the full moon or

670
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:48,680
Speaker 1: like or like are you actually believing it with someone.

671
00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:50,760
Speaker 1: Are you speaking it to somebody, are you telling your

672
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,320
Speaker 1: friends that this is what's going to happen. Because even

673
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:55,600
Speaker 1: the other day, we rented this house and it was beautiful.

674
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,600
Speaker 1: We rented it with our friend, and I was so

675
00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 1: grateful that we were able to do that with her,

676
00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:01,800
Speaker 1: because this is our like rich friend who like always

677
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:04,719
Speaker 1: is like taking care of shit for us. And I

678
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:07,080
Speaker 1: was like, no, no, we got we got it too, girl,

679
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:08,600
Speaker 1: like hold on, I let me put some money on

680
00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:11,880
Speaker 1: this house for you, real quick, bitch. And it felt

681
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 1: good to do that. And when I was in that house,

682
00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 1: my lover called me and he was like, oh, you're

683
00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:20,080
Speaker 1: not home. I said, no, I'm home and he was like, no,

684
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,560
Speaker 1: you're not at your house. I was like, no, I'm

685
00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:22,120
Speaker 1: at my house.

686
00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:23,120
Speaker 2: No, I'm here, and.

687
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 1: He's like you know what I mean. I was like, no,

688
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:27,840
Speaker 1: I don't. I was like, this is my house. I

689
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,560
Speaker 1: was like, this is the way I live. This is

690
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:31,520
Speaker 1: the way I want to live with anyone who's in

691
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,560
Speaker 1: my space. This is it. Like there's no like bar

692
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,320
Speaker 1: below this and we only go up and he's like, okay,

693
00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:41,320
Speaker 1: I got it, and I was like yeah, yeah.

694
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,920
Speaker 2: No, for sure. For sure.

695
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:44,840
Speaker 3: When we made that agreement, we were like, oh, yeah,

696
00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 3: this is our house.

697
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:47,440
Speaker 2: I believe that.

698
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:50,280
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, this is like not far out of reach,

699
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 3: and it is not. This is like God aligning. We're

700
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:56,160
Speaker 3: aligning with this, like the systems that we already know

701
00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:57,840
Speaker 3: are going to happen by renting the house.

702
00:34:00,560 --> 00:34:01,960
Speaker 2: We refuse to get out of the house.

703
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 1: Literally, they like had to kick us out the house

704
00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:09,279
Speaker 1: with my big ass combat stripper boots. They're cleaning, people

705
00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:11,960
Speaker 1: were coming in the kids with the king, like what

706
00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:12,640
Speaker 1: happened here?

707
00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:17,799
Speaker 3: But for the belief believing it for sure, for sure,

708
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:21,160
Speaker 3: even like the things that are ours that are happening

709
00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:23,400
Speaker 3: that you know, sometimes you have business deals in the

710
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:25,680
Speaker 3: works and you don't speak on them too soon.

711
00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:26,759
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh no, this is what I have.

712
00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:33,839
Speaker 3: So I people do miss out on the manifestation because

713
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:36,400
Speaker 3: they don't really believe it and also visualizing it. And

714
00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:38,279
Speaker 3: I feel like being in the house, living in the

715
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:41,319
Speaker 3: house for the weekend is the visualizing it.

716
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:44,160
Speaker 1: And that's in too, like I get it, like some

717
00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:46,600
Speaker 1: people are like the rebuttal to that is like I

718
00:34:46,640 --> 00:34:49,000
Speaker 1: can't visualize it because look where I'm at right now,

719
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:50,719
Speaker 1: And it's like well, that's why you have to put

720
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 1: all these things in practice all the time, the speaking

721
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:55,319
Speaker 1: it out loud, the visualizing it until you do believe it,

722
00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:58,480
Speaker 1: Like you have to keep trying until you do believe it,

723
00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:01,200
Speaker 1: Like it doesn't just happen. Been like when I there

724
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,200
Speaker 1: were things with me and Mila where I'm like, I

725
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,440
Speaker 1: can't imagine, like there was not I don't want to

726
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,520
Speaker 1: say I can't because I can't. Actually is something that

727
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:11,000
Speaker 1: never really has come up here. I don't know why,

728
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:15,080
Speaker 1: which is weird. No, but there were moments where I

729
00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:19,480
Speaker 1: was like will it like how when you know, like damn,

730
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:22,200
Speaker 1: like look at them like they they've already they got what.

731
00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:24,320
Speaker 2: I want, like right, like how the fuck?

732
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:28,400
Speaker 1: You know? And just having to kind of talk yourself

733
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:31,600
Speaker 1: off of those ledges, and also kind of like that

734
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:35,600
Speaker 1: victimhood of like why not me? Why me? Why is

735
00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:39,239
Speaker 1: all this happening to me? And not to diminish anyone's experience,

736
00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 1: because yeah, it should be happening, but like, okay, so

737
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 1: now what.

738
00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:46,560
Speaker 3: Though I know I was looking at my you know,

739
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 3: my favorite couple from the internet, the witch the Witchy couple.

740
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:54,080
Speaker 2: They recently they moved somewhere. Yeah, you saw I saw, Yeah,

741
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:55,400
Speaker 2: I saw something happening where they go.

742
00:35:55,480 --> 00:35:59,680
Speaker 3: They got a farm where it's still in Louisiana.

743
00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 2: Why do I know their life?

744
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,160
Speaker 3: It's four hours from New Orleans and they finally got

745
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:06,799
Speaker 3: their farm and they manifested it together and it's so

746
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,520
Speaker 3: fucking cute and they have chickens, and I was like,

747
00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:10,719
Speaker 3: oh my god, do I need a farm. I didn't

748
00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:12,840
Speaker 3: manifest a farm with chickens. I'm like with my fucking

749
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 3: warrior man fucking carrying the furniture inside.

750
00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:20,919
Speaker 2: I was on their stories last night, but uh fuck

751
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:21,960
Speaker 2: were we talking about.

752
00:36:23,239 --> 00:36:24,279
Speaker 1: Believing it? Oh?

753
00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:26,200
Speaker 2: Oh believing it? Oh oh?

754
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,200
Speaker 3: So for the like not for the first time, but

755
00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:30,480
Speaker 3: I was like when I saw it, I was like, damn,

756
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,719
Speaker 3: I'm like kind of jealous, but also oh I could

757
00:36:32,800 --> 00:36:36,319
Speaker 3: have this too. Oh they manifest this, manifested this, and

758
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:37,920
Speaker 3: I can have that too. And now my thought is

759
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 3: you need to manifest to really. I was thinking of this, like,

760
00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:42,120
Speaker 3: you need to manifest really specifically, because do you want

761
00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 3: the farm or do you want the fucking four million house?

762
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:45,000
Speaker 1: Both both?

763
00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 2: And that's what I was thinking, like, I want both,

764
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:47,359
Speaker 2: you know what?

765
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,000
Speaker 1: It? Also, I think I battle this all the time.

766
00:36:50,040 --> 00:36:52,319
Speaker 1: I think, especially as we go to Costa Rica more

767
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 1: and more like the the polarity were, like, I guess

768
00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:01,000
Speaker 1: like not the polarity is what I'm the lifestyles in

769
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,880
Speaker 1: which I feel like I have to choose, like you

770
00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 1: know and like and a lot of that is it's

771
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:08,680
Speaker 1: all in my head, like of like, oh, I can't.

772
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:12,040
Speaker 1: I couldn't leave all this behind and then give up

773
00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:15,239
Speaker 1: my life and go raise a farm, go go like

774
00:37:15,320 --> 00:37:16,839
Speaker 1: live a simple life with my man on the farm.

775
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,759
Speaker 1: No I could. I could. It's just like either I

776
00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,040
Speaker 1: don't want to right now or I'm just not quite there.

777
00:37:22,360 --> 00:37:24,920
Speaker 1: But I do battle between like feeling like I want

778
00:37:24,920 --> 00:37:26,680
Speaker 1: to escape it all. And I've talked about this a

779
00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:28,480
Speaker 1: lot on the show. Is like wanting to escape it all,

780
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:32,640
Speaker 1: but then also like wanting to like maximize my potential.

781
00:37:32,719 --> 00:37:35,000
Speaker 3: Also, I think, I think the beautiful thing about us

782
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:38,960
Speaker 3: designing our life is that we know that we can

783
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,640
Speaker 3: have both, and we know we probably need both because

784
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:45,400
Speaker 3: we're like some hippie las bitches. You know, I need

785
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:47,440
Speaker 3: a little luxury. I need to go to the luxury

786
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:52,800
Speaker 3: in the jungle all luxury though, or the farm.

787
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:53,920
Speaker 2: But I do.

788
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:56,480
Speaker 3: I think it's I think It's just really beautiful and

789
00:37:56,560 --> 00:38:00,360
Speaker 3: cool to be in this place where I really understand

790
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 3: that I can design my life and I literally can

791
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:06,719
Speaker 3: have this and that and I will, you know, and

792
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:08,719
Speaker 3: I can spend a year there and six months there

793
00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:11,920
Speaker 3: and I'll have the space and time to do so.

794
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,759
Speaker 3: And the choice, the choice, which is so beautiful because

795
00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:17,960
Speaker 3: she was like, she was like as she was talking

796
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 3: to me, the new house is four hours from the city,

797
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:24,480
Speaker 3: And I was like, God, can I live four hours

798
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:26,600
Speaker 3: from a city? And I was like, yes, you could,

799
00:38:27,239 --> 00:38:30,480
Speaker 3: you sure could, you know, And like just the piece

800
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:32,640
Speaker 3: that she's probably feeling with her little family, she's a

801
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:33,280
Speaker 3: new baby.

802
00:38:33,560 --> 00:38:35,240
Speaker 2: While you would think this bitch is my best friend,

803
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:37,919
Speaker 2: it's less.

804
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 3: It comes from a place of less like jealousy, like

805
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:43,080
Speaker 3: you know how you get on social like fuck them,

806
00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 3: and like, huh, I can have that, and that's beautiful

807
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:45,839
Speaker 3: for them.

808
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:48,680
Speaker 1: It's that, but it's also like, Wow, you've already reached

809
00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:54,720
Speaker 1: that part of your like you've released that part of

810
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:58,759
Speaker 1: this like desire to have things and that she doesn't

811
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:00,360
Speaker 1: have things, because I'm sure she has plenty things and

812
00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 1: she's she's probably got she'd be killing on Patreon. I'm

813
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,920
Speaker 1: sure over there with all her witchy spells and her

814
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:07,799
Speaker 1: fine man doing weird things on the internet so fun.

815
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:08,759
Speaker 1: I might need to subscribe.

816
00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:10,840
Speaker 2: Can we please subscribe?

817
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:12,880
Speaker 1: I think I need to too, but that she's kind of

818
00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,600
Speaker 1: like said fuck it, but like not really though, because

819
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 1: shes still tapped in. Yeah, you know, and it's really

820
00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:22,400
Speaker 1: it is like a mind shift and a mindset shifts

821
00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:27,000
Speaker 1: of like what it is that is important, what you desire. Also,

822
00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:30,840
Speaker 1: I think, you know, even like what your partner desires,

823
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:34,120
Speaker 1: and like how you I'm sure they've influenced each other,

824
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,759
Speaker 1: you know. And I often think like could I go

825
00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:38,520
Speaker 1: live on a farm by myself with my daughter or

826
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:41,600
Speaker 1: do I need to have a man like kind of

827
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:42,759
Speaker 1: want to do it with me?

828
00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:46,760
Speaker 2: I would like a man to come with me. I need.

829
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:52,480
Speaker 3: I like partnership and doing things. I welcome a man

830
00:39:52,880 --> 00:39:57,839
Speaker 3: that is healthy and wants to lay eggs honestly pick

831
00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:02,279
Speaker 3: up the chickens like the candles, you know, like I do.

832
00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:05,720
Speaker 3: I like the I like the partnership aspect. And also

833
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:08,000
Speaker 3: if I don't, if like that doesn't manifest that way.

834
00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 2: I'll still do it.

835
00:40:08,520 --> 00:40:09,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm still I'm here.

836
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:13,040
Speaker 3: Now I'll just hire some farmers to like learn how

837
00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:15,680
Speaker 3: to plow myself or maybe not.

838
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, the moral of the story is do whatever

839
00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:25,120
Speaker 1: you want, manifest what you want, design your life, design

840
00:40:25,200 --> 00:40:27,600
Speaker 1: your life, remember the people. Don't forget the people you love.

841
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:30,040
Speaker 1: Check in with the people that you love. If there's

842
00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:31,440
Speaker 1: someone that you haven't talked to in a while that's

843
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 1: been on your mind, call them.

844
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:35,439
Speaker 3: Or just like if you don't know where they're at,

845
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 3: just telepathically call them by thinking about them and they

846
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:38,640
Speaker 3: will come to you.

847
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:46,319
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. Speaking of telepathics and energies, is it tarot tyme?

848
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Speaker 2: I think it is.

849
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,440
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850
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Speaker 1: You're welcome.

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Speaker 2: And today's taro. I pulled a.

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Speaker 3: Page of cups, which is creative opportunities, intuitive messages, curiosity

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Speaker 3: and possibility. The page of cups upright soges a new

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Speaker 3: idea or opportunity has come to you out of the blue.

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Speaker 3: Creative energy is flowing, and now the question is how

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Speaker 3: will you express it. Will you snap up to this

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00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:27,640
Speaker 3: new idea and turn it into something, or you'll let

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Speaker 3: someone else bring it to fruition?

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Speaker 2: Is it up to you?

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Speaker 3: Spend time exploring the idea to see if you want

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Speaker 3: to move forward. The page of cups invites you to

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Speaker 3: have an open and curious mind. Be open to anything,

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Speaker 3: including a fish popping its head out of a cup a.

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Speaker 3: It is with a curious mind that you will discover

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Speaker 3: new aspects of life and yourself. Open your mind to

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Speaker 3: all possibilities, especially those of creative intuitive nature. You will

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Speaker 3: be pleasantly surprised, be ready to dream the impossible dream

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Speaker 3: and explore the magic of your fullest potential, even if

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Speaker 3: it seems out of reach. The page of cup is

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Speaker 3: asking you to embrace the inner child and believe that

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Speaker 3: anything is possible. Did I not just fucking say that

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Speaker 3: I could have everything?

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Speaker 1: You have?

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Speaker 2: Both?

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Speaker 1: You did?

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Speaker 3: The page of the Each page asked you to explore

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Speaker 3: a new facet of yourself. The page of cups is

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Speaker 3: asking you to explore your creative, emotional self. You may

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Speaker 3: start a new art class, read books about how to

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Speaker 3: express your feelings, or learn more about developing your psychic abilities.

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Speaker 3: We need to get the Patreon dreamy aspirations race through

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Speaker 3: your mind, and you may find yourself moved by simple things.

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Speaker 3: Don't be afraid to let your feelings show and wear

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Speaker 3: your heart on your sleeve.

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Speaker 1: You may be moved by simple things. We're just saying,

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Speaker 1: just how like the simplicities of life are often like

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Speaker 1: the most appealing? Yeah yeah, And that you want to

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Speaker 1: read more books? I do.

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Speaker 2: I'm going to.

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Speaker 1: Um.

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Speaker 3: And then Erica pulled the Queen of pentacles. Pentacles are

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Speaker 3: usually finances. She's looking luxury and lavish, so I'm betting

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Speaker 3: on the riches the Queen of Pentacles is the nurturing

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Speaker 3: mother of the material world. At home, she shows her

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Speaker 3: love for others by cooking nutritious meals, maintaining a clean

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Speaker 3: and inviting home, and giving warm cuddles to those who

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Speaker 3: needed most. She is also able to work a full

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Speaker 3: time job and make a financial contribution to the household,

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Speaker 3: often as the primary breadwinner. She is masterful at taking

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Speaker 3: care of the practical needs of work, home, and family,

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Speaker 3: while also giving her love and support to those she

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Speaker 3: cares about. Sounds balanced When the Queen of Pentacles appears

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Speaker 3: in a tarot reading, you are embodying the ultimate working

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Speaker 3: parent archetype. You care for your family and domestic responsibilities

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Speaker 3: while also making a living for yourself and creating financial abundance.

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Speaker 3: You can maintain a healthy balance between home and work

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Speaker 3: by in creating the two and finding your place of

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Speaker 3: flow in alignment. You strive to create a warm and

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Speaker 3: secure environment for your family and loved ones while giving

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Speaker 3: your love and support freely.

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Speaker 1: Hmmm, I love that.

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Speaker 2: I love that for you.

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Speaker 1: Thanks.

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Speaker 2: Okay, y'all, you have affirmation? Do I have an affirmation?

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Speaker 1: I am easily accessible to those who prioritize my joy

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Speaker 1: and their joy.

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Speaker 3: I am easily accessible to those who prioritize my joy

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Speaker 3: and their joy.

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Speaker 2: Amen.

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Speaker 3: Amen, Thank you guys so much for joining us today

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Speaker 3: on another episode of Good Mom's Bad Choices. Please please

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Speaker 2: in the comments.

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Speaker 4: Bye.

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Speaker 1: M h

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Speaker 4: M hmm