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Speaker 2: I'm gonna get a little bit ruptured. I'm here for it.

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Speaker 2: out here in the Building, another episode of straight Shot,

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Speaker 2: No Chaser. Excited, uh, because I always excited to have Marcellus,

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Speaker 2: who'll be working so hard, like he say, just so

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Speaker 2: that Marcella's but I get to have my baby big

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Speaker 2: Michelle Wadley in the building. I told her to come

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Speaker 2: come on and chop it up with us, and so

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Speaker 2: she's I'm honored that she decided to take some time,

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Speaker 2: you know, the kind of choplo women by politics.

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Speaker 1: So hello Michelle and Marcellus.

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Speaker 3: Hello, I don't know how you. I don't know what

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Speaker 3: to feel about that being honored and that is that

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Speaker 3: a set up for the downfall?

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Speaker 1: Here came up have your presence.

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Speaker 3: Later she fluffed me before she asks me, and it's okay,

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna happen to be here.

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Speaker 1: Damn, where's the trust? I can't even honor.

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Speaker 3: This is experience. I got experience. I just got experience.

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Speaker 1: Experience. That's right now.

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Speaker 2: I'm abouing to be honorable and respectful. But okay, final

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Speaker 3: Money.

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Speaker 1: You failed, but I'm here for it. Effort.

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Speaker 2: Well, I brought Michelle long because those who don't know

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Speaker 2: Michelle and I, I've been trying to get rid of

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Speaker 1: Over ten years.

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Speaker 2: And we met on the Bernie Sanders campaign, and for real,

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Speaker 1: Get rid of Michelle.

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Speaker 3: Like, for real, I ain't going nowhere. I'm like baby's kids,

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Speaker 1: Let's just move for it.

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Speaker 2: She insisted, stay consistent, and so she just really became

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Speaker 2: So we lived together on the Bernie Sanders campaign. We

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Speaker 1: And so you fag when you.

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Speaker 3: Mean like y'all roommate it for real?

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Speaker 2: When we worked on the African American Outreach team for

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Speaker 2: How we would have to introduce in the people people

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Speaker 2: She'd being nice about it. I told her they're gonna

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they're gonna try to set you up. They're gonna

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Speaker 2: They always try to figure out a way to get

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Speaker 1: I want the people to know exactly what it is. Well,

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Speaker 1: But I just felt.

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Speaker 2: And let's also want I want to be very clear

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Speaker 2: So she was thinking, like most humans, you don't say

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Speaker 1: At least you know.

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Speaker 2: It's just making the distinction, Michelle, between me and them,

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Speaker 2: We're always pushing each other. It's not to say you

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Speaker 1: The way I do.

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Speaker 2: You know what I mean, I know that if you

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Speaker 2: We need people to know, let's a push the lot.

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Speaker 3: Like for real, well what I've heard, because you are

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Speaker 2: to go out by out. We must be willing to

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Speaker 2: stand in the long line.

441
00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:55,840
Speaker 1: That's what Michelle is talking about the consequences that come

442
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:57,679
Speaker 1: with this. We must be willing to do it.

443
00:20:58,119 --> 00:21:00,480
Speaker 2: You must be willing to hold all oh you can

444
00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:03,400
Speaker 2: hold until your arms are tired, and when your arms

445
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:06,520
Speaker 2: are tired, like what Moses talks about when Aron lifted

446
00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:08,760
Speaker 2: up Moses's arms and said, when your arms are tired,

447
00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:11,320
Speaker 2: I will lift them up for you. All of these

448
00:21:11,359 --> 00:21:14,919
Speaker 2: things are important if we understand our purpose and in

449
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:17,200
Speaker 2: our role. It's not for me to turn and look

450
00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:19,879
Speaker 2: at Michelle's basket and say why you got that and

451
00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:23,480
Speaker 2: why I don't have this, and tell them you got

452
00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:25,240
Speaker 2: that gift, and why God didn't give me this.

453
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Speaker 1: I'm Michelle, you got that gift. Why didn't she get

454
00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:29,120
Speaker 1: a Michelle, I've been working on that for ten years

455
00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:33,000
Speaker 1: because it was meant for you to have that. He

456
00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:37,160
Speaker 1: gave you what you had, and my role, my calling, I.

457
00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:38,840
Speaker 2: Believe what God has called me to do, is to

458
00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,399
Speaker 2: teach you how to look in your own basket and

459
00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,960
Speaker 2: know that everything you have in front of you is worthy,

460
00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:47,440
Speaker 2: it's worthy, and it's important.

461
00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 1: And if it's ten people behind you in the line

462
00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:50,800
Speaker 1: that said it ain't.

463
00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:53,359
Speaker 2: Worth it, it's ten more of me right in front of you,

464
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:59,760
Speaker 2: saying gone and swipe that thing. Look ahead the Bible,

465
00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:04,160
Speaker 2: say look forward to when that's coming my help. Don't

466
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:06,399
Speaker 2: worry about what the enemy saying behind you, Harry up,

467
00:22:06,440 --> 00:22:07,320
Speaker 2: what's taking us so long?

468
00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:10,040
Speaker 1: Why she's scanning so long? What's taking up? Damn?

469
00:22:10,119 --> 00:22:12,000
Speaker 2: She got the line held up. Don't worry about that.

470
00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:20,679
Speaker 2: Marcella's look ahead, m I sure be preaching, y'all girl.

471
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Speaker 1: Okay, what's his name?

472
00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:28,119
Speaker 2: The Wayne?

473
00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:31,679
Speaker 1: What what your producer?

474
00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:32,680
Speaker 3: Yeah?

475
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:34,560
Speaker 1: He did some handclouds on that.

476
00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:37,439
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, we didn't turn this Wednesday, not

477
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:41,360
Speaker 3: Bible study. Yeah, well I'm here for it.

478
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:42,000
Speaker 1: Yeah.

479
00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:44,720
Speaker 2: When God give me those messages, especially when you can visualize.

480
00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:46,040
Speaker 2: So as I was telling the story, I hope you

481
00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:47,040
Speaker 2: were visualizing it.

482
00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:48,040
Speaker 1: You know.

483
00:22:48,240 --> 00:22:50,359
Speaker 2: Everybody can know what it means to go in the store,

484
00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:53,919
Speaker 2: you know, and the crab things last minute things you

485
00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:57,040
Speaker 2: didn't that you forgot to get. Walk at the store

486
00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:59,080
Speaker 2: all day. I forgot to get this, forgot to get that.

487
00:22:59,200 --> 00:23:03,200
Speaker 2: He knows everything, and we just have to trust him.

488
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:06,520
Speaker 2: And it's hard to trust when you don't know the

489
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 2: price of it.

490
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:08,360
Speaker 3: That's it.

491
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:09,840
Speaker 1: It's hard to trust if I don't know if I'm

492
00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:11,879
Speaker 1: aawipe my credit card. Do I have enough on the

493
00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:14,080
Speaker 1: balance that's it?

494
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:17,280
Speaker 2: Is there something else in me? Because I don't think

495
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:21,200
Speaker 2: I have nothing left right now. You're going through something

496
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:22,560
Speaker 2: in your life with the people that can hear me

497
00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:24,720
Speaker 2: with sound of my voice, going through something that you

498
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:27,040
Speaker 2: just literally don't know if you have something that. Is

499
00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:31,080
Speaker 2: there anything left on the credit card that can Can I.

500
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Speaker 1: Hold something else? Yes? Yes, you know what I mean.

501
00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:37,760
Speaker 2: People say, well, he give you something, you know, they

502
00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:39,439
Speaker 2: always say, he don't give you more than you can

503
00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:40,879
Speaker 2: bear it. No, because there's a lot of people that

504
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:43,720
Speaker 2: come in suicide, so a lot of people that can't

505
00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:45,680
Speaker 2: bear it, so a lot of people that overdraft. We

506
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:50,000
Speaker 2: can't just assume that somebody can bear it. No, Sometime

507
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 2: I just can't bear it. Sometime I need another credit line,

508
00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:55,800
Speaker 2: that's right. Sometimes I need a little bit of extra

509
00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:59,159
Speaker 2: little overdraft protection. See a little bit of overdraft protection.

510
00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:04,000
Speaker 2: Come on now, and this is where you be a relationship.

511
00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 2: But I'm also very careful with who I build relationship with.

512
00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:12,719
Speaker 2: And that's why when I tell them shell, no, everybody

513
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:14,680
Speaker 2: don't just get to come in my life. That overdraft

514
00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:20,080
Speaker 2: protection I need is real. You got access to breaking

515
00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:23,919
Speaker 2: the bank. It's one thing to be in the comments

516
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 2: sation another when you in my life. Well, now I'm

517
00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:31,240
Speaker 2: vulnerable to you. So show up how I need you

518
00:24:31,320 --> 00:24:34,040
Speaker 2: to show up. And it may not be what I

519
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 2: find with people with me, they think you don't need

520
00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:37,760
Speaker 2: to show up in the way you think you need

521
00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:39,120
Speaker 2: to show up with me. Show up in the way

522
00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:40,760
Speaker 2: that I need you to show up. And it may

523
00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:41,640
Speaker 2: not be what you think.

524
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

525
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:44,320
Speaker 2: It may not be money, it may not be a word,

526
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:47,200
Speaker 2: it may not be whatever. It just might be testing

527
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 2: I'm here. However, you need me to show up, that's it.

528
00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:54,639
Speaker 2: Michelle and I worked on that a lot because she

529
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:57,960
Speaker 2: would be like, well, I want to be even and

530
00:24:58,000 --> 00:24:59,560
Speaker 2: give you what your girl. You can't give me what

531
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:01,840
Speaker 2: I give you. And that's why I'm the big sister.

532
00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:04,200
Speaker 2: It's gonna be a train wreck.

533
00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:07,520
Speaker 1: And why they have that.

534
00:25:07,560 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 3: Same conversation with my sister. Believe me, just a few

535
00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:12,399
Speaker 3: months ago and I was having I was saying, ooh my,

536
00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:14,560
Speaker 3: this is what Tess was talking about.

537
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, like, what's your mean? And we struggle with that.

538
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:22,119
Speaker 2: Even with men especial men in my life, they can't

539
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:26,760
Speaker 2: the gift the feminine. You know, the male female interrupts

540
00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:31,040
Speaker 2: a lot of times the gifts. Yes, God is operating

541
00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:34,560
Speaker 2: in me, not gender, you know what I mean. He's operating.

542
00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:39,359
Speaker 2: He sent you a comforter. But because of the male

543
00:25:39,520 --> 00:25:41,760
Speaker 2: gender role, you can't get past you know what I mean.

544
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,879
Speaker 2: Sometime they can't get passed. No, he just sent you

545
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:47,240
Speaker 2: a comfort. I know it's disturbing for me to be

546
00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:48,120
Speaker 2: right about a lot.

547
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:50,880
Speaker 1: It's disturbing to me. I don't want to be right.

548
00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,080
Speaker 1: I'm not right about everything.

549
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,760
Speaker 2: But there is something about prophecy, gift of prophecy and

550
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:58,440
Speaker 2: discernment and saying things and calling things out. And that's

551
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:01,080
Speaker 2: why when I y'all know, I share stuff with you

552
00:26:01,119 --> 00:26:03,000
Speaker 2: all the time, I told you all this was gonna happen.

553
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:06,520
Speaker 2: I told y'all it's not because I'm needing somebody to

554
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 2: help me keep score. It's because I want you to

555
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 2: know that when when you're tuned in and you're listening

556
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,360
Speaker 2: to God and have more here can show you certain things.

557
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:19,040
Speaker 2: If you tap in right, you don't have to go

558
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:20,119
Speaker 2: along to get along.

559
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,920
Speaker 3: That's right, and it's it's again, it's rare to see

560
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,359
Speaker 3: that in people, to see people move that way, and

561
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:33,040
Speaker 3: I think that's what either draws people to you or

562
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,359
Speaker 3: becomes a challenge. It's one thing to say I'm loyal.

563
00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:39,600
Speaker 3: It's another to turn down a job when you need

564
00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,359
Speaker 3: a job to show that you're loyal, like to show

565
00:26:42,359 --> 00:26:43,399
Speaker 3: what that actually looks like.

566
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:47,240
Speaker 2: Right, And if we just continue to trust you know,

567
00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:49,880
Speaker 2: I'll say this before we close out. I was gonna

568
00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:51,919
Speaker 2: talk about but this was so good, so I know

569
00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:53,680
Speaker 2: to have you on, I just let the spirit move.

570
00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:56,360
Speaker 2: I want to talk about progressives and outreach and all

571
00:26:56,359 --> 00:27:00,320
Speaker 2: that kind of stuff, but it just kind of goes

572
00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:03,320
Speaker 2: back to trusting him. You know. I went viral last

573
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:07,679
Speaker 2: week and whatever that means to go viral, but the

574
00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:09,639
Speaker 2: Shade Room definitely you would consider viral.

575
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 1: Yes, So look, let's just call it what it is.

576
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:19,879
Speaker 2: And it's so interesting because I did not want to

577
00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:22,399
Speaker 2: do that hit that day, as you know, and Marcella's

578
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 2: you know, because y'all work with me, Box called me

579
00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:26,800
Speaker 2: all the time and I'd just be like, hell whatever, yep,

580
00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:30,639
Speaker 2: And this one particular day, I was, honestly, and I

581
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:32,800
Speaker 2: probably still got them the text. I was like, oh

582
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:36,399
Speaker 2: hold up, wait a minute, my schedule got overbooked. It

583
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,800
Speaker 2: really didn't get over booked. PoTA did being and I

584
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:46,320
Speaker 2: was gonna put because she was like and as y'all know,

585
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 2: they don't give me the topics per se. You know,

586
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:50,760
Speaker 2: they'd be like, oh, can you come on to night? Yep,

587
00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:54,240
Speaker 2: I'm in whatever city. Then they tell me what for?

588
00:27:54,359 --> 00:27:57,320
Speaker 2: They just won me on and then I was like,

589
00:27:57,359 --> 00:27:58,760
Speaker 2: oh what I said. I was like, I don't feel

590
00:27:58,800 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 2: like gonna talk about that. I'm so tired talking about this.

591
00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 2: And then I was like, well, let me go. And

592
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:04,800
Speaker 2: I just wanted to move that day and I said, well,

593
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,439
Speaker 2: let me just go on and go do it. But

594
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:10,720
Speaker 2: it's just it's always just to show like when you're

595
00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:12,919
Speaker 2: just sobedient and just do what you're supposed to do.

596
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:18,240
Speaker 2: One of the reasons that Fox has been so exhausting

597
00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,239
Speaker 2: to do is because there has not been support. And

598
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:24,240
Speaker 2: you know this Frochelle and yeah, so you definitely know this.

599
00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,919
Speaker 2: And it's never been about the support because if it

600
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:28,640
Speaker 2: wasn't would have stopped a long time ago. Because there

601
00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:31,439
Speaker 2: hasn't been any support, meaning the mass is overall like

602
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 2: some people know I do it, but really people don't.

603
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:39,840
Speaker 2: Outside of Charlemagne killing Mike even being crumb don't share

604
00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:43,719
Speaker 2: my Fox commentary. But outside of that, no, people don't know,

605
00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 2: like consistent, because you gotta realize because even though y'all

606
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,800
Speaker 2: be thinking everybody know on Marsett, they don't know. No,

607
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:51,200
Speaker 2: everybody dos on Marset. They don't know a NONPARTI sand me,

608
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,040
Speaker 2: no Marcella's people. People have to see things like over

609
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:56,040
Speaker 2: and over and over and over and over in the algorithms.

610
00:28:56,080 --> 00:28:57,960
Speaker 1: You know. It's like I can post something about the

611
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 1: training and somebody said, oh, I never said, even though

612
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:01,680
Speaker 1: I posted ten times a day.

613
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:04,600
Speaker 2: Everybody don't know what I do with Fox. Even everybody

614
00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,040
Speaker 2: everybody follows me don't know. They don't know I'm a revoked.

615
00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 2: They know I've been on the repens CAUP, they don't know.

616
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:21,080
Speaker 2: It takes a lot to get that out. So it's

617
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:23,920
Speaker 2: never been a massive amount of support. In fact, it's

618
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:27,960
Speaker 2: been ostracized. I've been canceled, I've lost contracts as a result. Yes,

619
00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:31,400
Speaker 2: I'll never forget. Yeah, and that's a fact. Jord Reed

620
00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:33,240
Speaker 2: called me when I went on Fox and said I

621
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 2: can't believe you over there, And I probably still got

622
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:37,840
Speaker 2: the text because I keep my texts fever. But when

623
00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 2: she said I can't leave you over there with Fox.

624
00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,960
Speaker 2: Please don't tell me over there talking to them. Worst

625
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 2: career decision you made, da da and called me on

626
00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:47,720
Speaker 2: the phone to tell me, and I was like, but

627
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 2: I'm over here speaking black people.

628
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:50,200
Speaker 1: Da da da da. It don't matter.

629
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:51,400
Speaker 2: You don't need to get in bed with them, Da

630
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 2: da da. So to have her be the one to

631
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 2: share it, which is what the Shade Room ultimately shared.

632
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:59,480
Speaker 2: Her company just supposed to show you, Michelle, because you

633
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:02,880
Speaker 2: saw this in real time that when you say, consistent

634
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:05,200
Speaker 2: on what it is you're supposed to do, because it

635
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,120
Speaker 2: ain't about Jorge read if somebody came in, it's about

636
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 2: God showing up to say she wasn't my enemy, but

637
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:12,120
Speaker 2: I'm just using the enemy to be your footstool. That

638
00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 2: even those who were against what you were doing, and

639
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,680
Speaker 2: you know I'm Michelle. My favorite scripture Revelations three twelve,

640
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 2: where I say.

641
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 1: They will know it was you.

642
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:24,160
Speaker 2: It was me the whole time I put the crown.

643
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:29,200
Speaker 2: It was me all alone. Yes, you will never ignore it.

644
00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:31,760
Speaker 2: It's those moments. And Joey may not even remember her

645
00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 2: doing that. I think she do, and I think that

646
00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,760
Speaker 2: was her way of being supportive.

647
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:39,080
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm grateful that she did, not because

648
00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:41,840
Speaker 1: of the Shade Room, but just to show, like a

649
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 1: Michelle's somebody in my life like them, I said, you

650
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,640
Speaker 1: know the close people that follow me or you don't

651
00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:49,960
Speaker 1: know my work, just to show y'all that God really

652
00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:55,160
Speaker 1: do got it. Yes, he really got it. He really do.

653
00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:58,480
Speaker 2: And you know, I don't give a shit about being popular.

654
00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:01,200
Speaker 2: I don't care about that, y'all know. Hey, if it

655
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Speaker 2: ain't about training, I ain't with it.

656
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Speaker 1: Yep, I don't care about none of this.

657
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:07,760
Speaker 2: But every now and then he liked to show up

658
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Speaker 2: to say, yeah, I got it, I got you just

659
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Speaker 2: know I am the ultimate Shade Room.

660
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Speaker 1: Yes, I am the one.

661
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Speaker 2: So those who didn't support, even if the reasons were

662
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Speaker 2: not to benefit me, because you gotta know that too,

663
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Speaker 2: it wasn't it does. I don't know her genuine reason.

664
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Speaker 2: It could be they just like talking about Fox News.

665
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Speaker 2: I know, Shade Room just wanted to show joy talking

666
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Speaker 2: shit about Fox you know, like, I'm not confused. Never

667
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Speaker 2: drink your on kool aid, don't get confused. So that's

668
00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:42,960
Speaker 2: where a lot of people crash out. They think it

669
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Speaker 2: becomes about them. However, it got manipulated for it to happen.

670
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Speaker 2: Not my concern. My concern is letting those of you

671
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Speaker 2: that rock with me know that in the end and

672
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:58,160
Speaker 2: at the end of the day, stay consistent on who

673
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Speaker 2: you are. Continue to do with God's call you dude,

674
00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:02,920
Speaker 2: even people tell you it don't make no sense on.

675
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Speaker 1: This Da da da da da. Continue to be consistent

676
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:08,360
Speaker 1: because now all of a sudden, these same people said

677
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Speaker 1: never go to Fox, we don't need to.

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00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:13,640
Speaker 2: They're now realizing you cannot continue to talk to your

679
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Speaker 2: own choir.

680
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Speaker 1: And think you're gonna get anything accomplished.

681
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Speaker 3: That's it, Like you said, be obedient. That being obedient

682
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Speaker 3: is is like you said, Keith, and your obedient consistent

683
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Speaker 3: do what you're supposed to do. God shows up.

684
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Speaker 2: He does, and he and with me, and he has

685
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Speaker 2: to show up for me, like real bold like that, y'all.

686
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Speaker 1: Yeah, because I don't have.

687
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Speaker 2: I do have people that I admire, but I don't

688
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Speaker 2: have like a big sister like Michelle got me.

689
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Speaker 1: Is like I don't have a I do have peers, you.

690
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Speaker 2: Know, I talk to Michelle, workshop stuff out, best friend, prayer.

691
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Speaker 2: You know, I got peers, but I don't necessarily have

692
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Speaker 2: a go to.

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Speaker 1: I don't have a teslum from Tesslim right.

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Speaker 2: So, and I walk in soul divine order in some

695
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Speaker 2: things because I do things that most people don't, I

696
00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 2: have to have a different I gotta have the burning

697
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Speaker 2: bush like literally, you know what I mean, Like I

698
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:18,320
Speaker 2: gotta like if I'm like man Marcelle's I'm done. It's

699
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:20,560
Speaker 2: great hear marce Marcela saying no, God, I got something

700
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Speaker 2: mess for you, But I.

701
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Speaker 1: Gotta it don't work like that.

702
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:25,040
Speaker 2: It gotta be like that's good to hear, but I

703
00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:27,920
Speaker 2: gotta something gotta line up, you know what I mean,

704
00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 2: Like he gotta be you gotta make.

705
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Speaker 1: It real clear.

706
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 2: Because whatever it is he has for me to endure

707
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Speaker 2: requires that level of confidence. Like Michelle said, I can't

708
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Speaker 2: waiver on it. I can't question. Was Michelle Wright about

709
00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:46,840
Speaker 2: this or was marcell'es right back there?

710
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Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

711
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 2: He has to give me a whole armor, you know,

712
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Speaker 2: of clarity on how I'm moving. I'll say this before

713
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Speaker 2: I go, And Michelle, you should watch this, you know,

714
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Speaker 2: Barbara Watchers great documentary on Hulu.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, that's on my watch list.

716
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Speaker 1: Yeah, you always gonna watch list. But you never watch it.

717
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Speaker 1: You know you.

718
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Speaker 2: Got word some Marceill, well, at least myself, don't lie

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Speaker 2: about it. He said he ain't watching it, watching it,

720
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 2: it ain't shame about it. And just as another one,

721
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Speaker 2: mind that Marcello's has never watched the color purpose.

722
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Speaker 3: Of watch It just takes me a while.

723
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Speaker 1: But it is on my watch list.

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Speaker 2: Gary, you got about fifty things. You always those on

725
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Speaker 2: my watch list. But Oprah was talking about it was

726
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,480
Speaker 2: one of those. I watched it not to get a spoiler,

727
00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:42,640
Speaker 2: but she was saying she knew she could not be both.

728
00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:46,200
Speaker 2: She could not be a good mother and be Oprah.

729
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:47,440
Speaker 1: And she's right.

730
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Speaker 2: Contrary to Marcellis's belief, being a parent is more than

731
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Speaker 2: getting a tax refund y'all get them refunds, though what

732
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 2: don't And I don't show you what I got faith

733
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Speaker 2: being a parent, reponds one you around.

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Speaker 1: So network is amazing. Look an text the Dutchess.

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Speaker 3: But we ain't gonna talk about that.

736
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:27,600
Speaker 1: We ain't gonna make up get text. You know somebody

737
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:30,520
Speaker 1: don't really somebody.

738
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Speaker 2: Marcella's heard over that it's a lot of parents behind

739
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Speaker 2: this up, behind.

740
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Speaker 1: These sex rep.

741
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Speaker 2: So I watched that and I said, Wow, it makes

742
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:51,920
Speaker 2: total sense. And as I'm starting my next chapter in

743
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 2: life older, I do not regret being a mom. And

744
00:35:56,680 --> 00:36:02,440
Speaker 2: I felt even prouder Michelle, because I was like, I

745
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,799
Speaker 2: really made the sacrifice, you know what I mean, Like

746
00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:08,560
Speaker 2: I really Barbara Watcher's daughter, you know, did drugs really

747
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:11,320
Speaker 2: really bad and she was never home and ran away

748
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 2: and you know she's Barbara Walters, you know, two different

749
00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 2: city and she was more motivated to be Barbara Watchers.

750
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Speaker 1: And I'm just so grateful I never got that, bug.

751
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:22,920
Speaker 2: I really felt good, like, wow, I never because you know, Michelle,

752
00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,080
Speaker 2: I'm like that for real, like I really don't give

753
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:28,960
Speaker 2: a shit, Like no, you know, you really don't the money,

754
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:32,680
Speaker 2: the fame or whatever. And I adore like white Lady

755
00:36:32,719 --> 00:36:34,719
Speaker 2: and all like Barbara walk like that's it, you know,

756
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 2: that's the pennacil of that. But I still don't. I

757
00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 2: never I feel like, Okay, if I'm gonna be Barbara Walters,

758
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,160
Speaker 2: it's gonna have to be now in this big age,

759
00:36:44,239 --> 00:36:47,200
Speaker 2: you know. And so watching that and watching how she

760
00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 2: started the view at sixty, I left like, Okay, if

761
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,319
Speaker 2: there is something else, and I don't think it's in

762
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:57,320
Speaker 2: this television space. I really really enjoyed training. I felt

763
00:36:57,360 --> 00:36:59,120
Speaker 2: really good about doing.

764
00:37:00,880 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: That.

765
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:10,360
Speaker 2: Jada was worth every moment. I am so glad that

766
00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:14,359
Speaker 2: I did not have. I never Marcella's one time, and

767
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:17,799
Speaker 2: that was one point why I had her older. Never

768
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 2: at one time felt she was in the way or

769
00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 2: stopping me for something. I always know that I would

770
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:24,600
Speaker 2: do the best that I absolutely could do, you know,

771
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:28,279
Speaker 2: with the cars I was dealt with, and once she

772
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 2: went to college, I know, you know, Okay, there's an

773
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:34,239
Speaker 2: opportunity to do something different, even at this big age.

774
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Speaker 2: And I'm just I just feel really good about that.

775
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 2: So God just didn't. He didn't He took away the

776
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 2: desire for material things, the desire for advancement, career advancement.

777
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:48,359
Speaker 2: But I don't doubt people that have that, you know, Like,

778
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:50,800
Speaker 2: I think it's great. I want to encourage you to

779
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 2: ge everywhere. And I think I'm pretty damn ambitious myself,

780
00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:54,600
Speaker 2: to be honest.

781
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:59,279
Speaker 3: But I would think, so, yeah, look all the things

782
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,040
Speaker 3: that you've done yet that screams ambition.

783
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,480
Speaker 2: It's what I would say that if I was single,

784
00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:07,279
Speaker 2: if I didn't have a kid, I'd be stomping a

785
00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:08,200
Speaker 2: mud hole in y'all.

786
00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 1: Ass. That's for sure that I know.

787
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Speaker 3: I think this is where we start to break up.

788
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:19,040
Speaker 2: Sorry, yeah, can I know, but I but I am

789
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:23,600
Speaker 2: very grateful, you know, to not even feeling like now

790
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,000
Speaker 2: I got to compare myself to you know, by maybe

791
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:27,480
Speaker 2: if I didn't have a kid, I did it, you

792
00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:27,960
Speaker 2: know like that.

793
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:31,680
Speaker 1: That's been the own blessing to watch Jada and her

794
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Speaker 1: little Uh.

795
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Speaker 2: This has been real fun this last sixty days, like

796
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 2: turning into this little woman overnight. I'm talking to about

797
00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:43,120
Speaker 2: the club and oh wow, who this dad?

798
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:45,760
Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh am I really talking about the club.

799
00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:50,120
Speaker 2: And you know, it's just just a lot, but it's exciting.

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00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,439
Speaker 2: It's bittersweets, kind of sad, but it's also exciting because

801
00:38:53,480 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 2: I would get.

802
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,680
Speaker 1: To mold a little young you know, a young adult.

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00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:57,040
Speaker 1: You know.

804
00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:02,320
Speaker 2: That's so it's pretty cool in law school and Michelle's

805
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:05,440
Speaker 2: been a great study partner with me with that, pushing

806
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:07,640
Speaker 2: Michelle to go get to go into law school as well.

807
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 2: So guys, I'm just excited about where I am. I

808
00:39:10,160 --> 00:39:12,680
Speaker 2: don't think I'll ever be wealthy, wealthy rich, and I'm

809
00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:14,759
Speaker 2: totally okay with it. People say, don't say that, you

810
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 2: never know no, I'm really cool with I just don't

811
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 2: have the desire. What I ask God for is to

812
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:20,960
Speaker 2: be able to take care of my family. You know,

813
00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:22,720
Speaker 2: I want to be to take care of my family.

814
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,160
Speaker 2: And you know, now Michelle wants she wanted to travel

815
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Speaker 2: all over the world.

816
00:39:26,719 --> 00:39:27,799
Speaker 1: She want to go here, she want to go there.

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00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:29,319
Speaker 1: I really don't.

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00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:33,560
Speaker 2: I'm cool with Spirit Airlines. Well not no more because

819
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:36,799
Speaker 2: they don't have a middle seat. But I'm cool with

820
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:40,560
Speaker 2: just taking a quick little break, you know, watching Jade

821
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 2: be able to have what she needs when she needs.

822
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:46,160
Speaker 1: It, and being a resource to y'all.

823
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:49,319
Speaker 2: And I'm in long winded and talking rambling, but that's

824
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:51,239
Speaker 2: because podcast family, y'all like family too.

825
00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 1: We just talking like we want a big damn three

826
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Speaker 1: way calls.

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00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:57,880
Speaker 2: So support y'all, please continue to describe to the podcast.

828
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:00,200
Speaker 2: Come to the training, guys, because that really is my

829
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 2: last career stop. It really is like it's truly just

830
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:07,160
Speaker 2: about the training. That's it, nothing else but about the training.

831
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Speaker 2: Log onto the training. We'll have Michelle tap in from

832
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,400
Speaker 2: time to time. She has a lot of experienced guys

833
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:14,920
Speaker 2: run as a candidate. When we get done with the

834
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 2: five core trainings, are going to start rolling out the

835
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Speaker 2: webinars when bring Michelle on to talk about how she

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00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:22,680
Speaker 2: was successful in sixty days, how you can make an

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Speaker 2: impact in sixty days on a campaign.

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Speaker 1: A lot of good stuff that we're gonna talk about.

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Speaker 2: We're gonna have Marcello's as a guest speaker on how

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Speaker 2: he refused to set up the step and repeat.

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Speaker 1: Learn about work in advance. I'm learning and hope he

842
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 1: never had to set it up beginning. You just set

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00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:49,640
Speaker 1: it up the first time, So I'm learning like I

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Speaker 1: got an excellent team. I appreciate y'all. Thank you Michelle

845
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,360
Speaker 1: for joining us for this podcast.

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Speaker 2: You know, I always love having you on the tap in,

847
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:56,960
Speaker 2: but we really need to have you back because I

848
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:58,440
Speaker 2: really want to talk about the races.

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Speaker 1: I want to talk about the money.

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00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:02,160
Speaker 2: I want to talk about We just ended up going

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00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:04,440
Speaker 2: in another direction, but that's the beauty about podcast. Talk

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00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:06,279
Speaker 2: about with the LF I want to talk about and

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00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 2: shout out to the person in the commentsary, I'm glad

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00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 2: we getting back to the news, back to the original family.

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00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:11,880
Speaker 2: Wait a minute, I decide what we talk about on

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00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:14,960
Speaker 2: this podcast. So whoever said that lit up welcome home.

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00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:16,680
Speaker 1: I sit up here for forty five minutes and talk

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Speaker 1: about everything but the news, all right, could have found

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Speaker 1: I'm the founder beginning in the end, it's gonna be

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Speaker 1: what I want to talk about. And sometimes we don't

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00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:28,759
Speaker 1: want to talk about the news, we want to talk

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00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 1: about something else. So that's the beauty of the podcast.

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Speaker 2: Shy'all shout out to Charlemagne and God and made a

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00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:36,520
Speaker 2: debating We're gonna definitely keep this going, so appreciate y'all.

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Speaker 1: Pase pease.

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Speaker 2: If you like what you heard on Straight Shot No Chaser,

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Speaker 2: please subscribe and drop a five star review and tell

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Speaker 2: a friend. Straight Shot No Chaser is a production of

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Speaker 2: the Black Effect podcast networking iHeart Radio, ANTILM figure Out

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Speaker 2: and I like to thank our producer editor mixer Dwayne

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