1 00:00:01,960 --> 00:00:03,960 Speaker 1: Hey, every well, welcome back to beat Your Happy Hour. 2 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:06,480 Speaker 1: I'm Jell and I'm Serena, and we are here today 3 00:00:06,519 --> 00:00:10,080 Speaker 1: with our guests from Grant season. Carolina, Welcome to Batler 4 00:00:10,119 --> 00:00:10,600 Speaker 1: Happy Hour. 5 00:00:11,160 --> 00:00:13,760 Speaker 2: Thank you guys. How are you good? How are you 6 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:15,480 Speaker 2: all as well? 7 00:00:15,960 --> 00:00:16,560 Speaker 3: All as well? 8 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:17,919 Speaker 2: Where you were? Yeah? 9 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:20,320 Speaker 3: Now that the season's finally officially done. 10 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:22,960 Speaker 2: Yes, all right, where should we? 11 00:00:23,120 --> 00:00:26,159 Speaker 1: Let's start because you haven't been on our podcast, so 12 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:27,800 Speaker 1: we haven't had a chance to talk to you during 13 00:00:27,800 --> 00:00:30,600 Speaker 1: the season. Let's start from the beginning. 14 00:00:31,400 --> 00:00:32,720 Speaker 3: Okay, how did you get on the show? 15 00:00:34,280 --> 00:00:39,160 Speaker 4: I got on the show because I saw it's funny, 16 00:00:39,159 --> 00:00:41,040 Speaker 4: because my friend my best friends always wanted me to 17 00:00:41,040 --> 00:00:42,839 Speaker 4: go on the show. We've always watched the show and 18 00:00:42,840 --> 00:00:45,479 Speaker 4: they're all married and I'm the one that's not. But 19 00:00:45,520 --> 00:00:48,640 Speaker 4: I always figured like applying would be such a hassle 20 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:49,800 Speaker 4: and nothing would get. 21 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:51,800 Speaker 2: Red, Like it just seems like this long form. And 22 00:00:51,880 --> 00:00:52,760 Speaker 2: I saw this. 23 00:00:54,840 --> 00:00:57,319 Speaker 4: Like a sponsored ad on Instagram and it was a 24 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:59,680 Speaker 4: casting person saying like, oh, let me know if you 25 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:02,000 Speaker 4: want to, So I just DMed him, did not expect 26 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,959 Speaker 4: anything from it, and it just moved super quickly. 27 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:06,640 Speaker 3: Wow, where do. 28 00:01:06,640 --> 00:01:10,440 Speaker 1: You Where do you live? Okay, so you go, you 29 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:13,120 Speaker 1: go on, you go on the show, you cast it. 30 00:01:14,319 --> 00:01:17,720 Speaker 1: What are your initial thoughts? Are you excited, nervous, hesitant 31 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:18,040 Speaker 1: at all? 32 00:01:19,959 --> 00:01:20,920 Speaker 2: So I was excited. 33 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:23,200 Speaker 4: I felt like, you know, it felt like a right fit. 34 00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 2: It felt like Grant would be a good match with me. 35 00:01:28,760 --> 00:01:32,440 Speaker 4: I knew that he had lived, he had played basketball 36 00:01:32,440 --> 00:01:35,360 Speaker 4: in Puerto Rico and the d R, so I knew 37 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:39,200 Speaker 4: that he had that in him. And I watched one 38 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:41,600 Speaker 4: of his interviews on the File Files and I was like, oh, 39 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:45,280 Speaker 4: he seems really emotionally intelligent. Like if I don't know 40 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:47,160 Speaker 4: if you guys can tell, but I'm a very anxious person. 41 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:53,320 Speaker 2: And it felt like I felt at ease. Sorry, I 42 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:55,000 Speaker 2: kind of yapped a little bit there. 43 00:01:55,120 --> 00:01:57,760 Speaker 1: It's a podcast, yep, yep, all you want. You felt 44 00:01:57,800 --> 00:02:01,160 Speaker 1: at at ease because you thought Grant, you and Grant 45 00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:02,760 Speaker 1: would mesh well. 46 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:05,760 Speaker 4: I felt that we would mesh well, and I felt 47 00:02:05,800 --> 00:02:08,920 Speaker 4: that me and production would mesh well. 48 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:12,960 Speaker 2: It just felt it just felt like harmonious. 49 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:15,200 Speaker 3: I don't know, No, that's a good word for it. 50 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:19,200 Speaker 3: So going onto the show, what is your dating history 51 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:22,880 Speaker 3: and where are you at kind of in your your 52 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:25,840 Speaker 3: dating life, your journey and hearing The Bachelor. 53 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:30,120 Speaker 4: So I had only had two serious relationships prior to 54 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:34,960 Speaker 4: the show. One of them was like the healthy kind 55 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,320 Speaker 4: of love when I was younger, and it was like 56 00:02:37,360 --> 00:02:39,720 Speaker 4: a few years and it didn't work out, but it 57 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:42,760 Speaker 4: wasn't anything negative or traumatizing or anything bad. 58 00:02:43,440 --> 00:02:46,200 Speaker 2: And then my second serious. 59 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:48,080 Speaker 4: Relationship was the DJ that I mentioned that everyone seemed 60 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:52,360 Speaker 4: to think was hilarious. 61 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:52,320 Speaker 2: And that one was pretty bad. 62 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:54,840 Speaker 4: But I learned a lot about what I wanted, what 63 00:02:54,880 --> 00:02:58,240 Speaker 4: I don't want. And sounds super cheesy to say, but 64 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:00,360 Speaker 4: I don't know if you guys have heard this, but 65 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:03,000 Speaker 4: I've always heard that typically you have like three loves 66 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:04,680 Speaker 4: in your life. You have like the puppy love, the 67 00:03:04,680 --> 00:03:07,400 Speaker 4: one that gives you the heartbreak and the lessons, and 68 00:03:07,440 --> 00:03:09,880 Speaker 4: then you find your person. And I just felt really 69 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:14,960 Speaker 4: ready for that. Yeah, so that's kind of where I 70 00:03:15,040 --> 00:03:15,799 Speaker 4: was at. 71 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:19,560 Speaker 1: Okay, nice, And then what are your initial thoughts stepping 72 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:22,520 Speaker 1: out of the limo and seeing Grant in person for 73 00:03:22,560 --> 00:03:23,160 Speaker 1: the first time. 74 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:26,519 Speaker 2: So everyone had asked me, like, are you nervous? 75 00:03:26,520 --> 00:03:27,799 Speaker 4: I was like, no, I got this in the bag, 76 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:29,800 Speaker 4: Like I'm gonna be confident, it's gonna be fine. 77 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:32,600 Speaker 2: No, I got so nervous. 78 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 4: I knew that my little bit was going to be 79 00:03:34,800 --> 00:03:37,840 Speaker 4: like in Spanish, but I didn't think it all the 80 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:39,680 Speaker 4: way through because I thought he was going to be 81 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 4: like laughing at me because he didn't get it. But 82 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:45,080 Speaker 4: I think he wanted to be respectful so he was 83 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 4: like but I could tell that the joke wasn't landing, 84 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 4: you know, and I'm like, oh my god, like he 85 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:51,280 Speaker 4: hate for your boy home. 86 00:03:52,120 --> 00:03:56,160 Speaker 2: Yeah it was. It was awkward, but we made it through. 87 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:59,800 Speaker 3: It didn't Watching it watching it as an audience member 88 00:03:59,880 --> 00:04:02,960 Speaker 3: did didn't feel awkward. But we also had subtitles, so 89 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,200 Speaker 3: I felt like viewing it were like in on the 90 00:04:05,280 --> 00:04:06,800 Speaker 3: joke with you, you know what I mean? 91 00:04:07,400 --> 00:04:07,720 Speaker 2: Yeah? 92 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:10,120 Speaker 4: Yeah, I think I also like said the same thing twice. 93 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 4: Maybe with the subtitles you can't tell. 94 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:14,720 Speaker 2: But wait, I'm so sorry. 95 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,440 Speaker 4: That's okay, my dogs are deciding to not behave right 96 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,040 Speaker 4: now one sec. 97 00:04:19,520 --> 00:04:20,240 Speaker 2: I'm so sorry. 98 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:24,120 Speaker 3: This is not the first puppy interruption we have had. 99 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:27,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I used to podcast with her dog 100 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:33,640 Speaker 1: interrupted us every time. Okay, okay, our grant was physically 101 00:04:33,680 --> 00:04:34,440 Speaker 1: is he your type? 102 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:35,640 Speaker 2: Yes? 103 00:04:35,839 --> 00:04:38,560 Speaker 4: Well I okay, I don't really have a type because 104 00:04:38,760 --> 00:04:40,800 Speaker 4: you if you if you look at my dating history, 105 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:44,680 Speaker 4: like everyone looks super different, but I thought it was 106 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 4: really attractive. 107 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:48,200 Speaker 1: Okay, that's good. Okay, that's gonna start. 108 00:04:48,720 --> 00:04:51,920 Speaker 3: And then walk us through your first conversation with him 109 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:52,440 Speaker 3: night one. 110 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:55,159 Speaker 2: It was really sweet. 111 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:58,360 Speaker 4: Uh I Also I still felt awkward though. 112 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:00,280 Speaker 2: You're not used to dating someone on camera, so. 113 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:02,920 Speaker 4: You have like these like bright lights on you, and 114 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:06,719 Speaker 4: it's like you feel like you know a little bit 115 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,240 Speaker 4: about this person that they know nothing about you, and 116 00:05:08,240 --> 00:05:09,480 Speaker 4: you know how you don't know how much you want 117 00:05:09,520 --> 00:05:11,800 Speaker 4: to share. You don't want to get too deep on 118 00:05:11,920 --> 00:05:14,960 Speaker 4: night one, and it was never my intention to tear 119 00:05:15,040 --> 00:05:19,240 Speaker 4: up on night one, but our conversation just started flowing. 120 00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:22,479 Speaker 4: And you know, my dad had just recently gone through 121 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:27,200 Speaker 4: a health scare and that's why that was really heavy 122 00:05:27,279 --> 00:05:27,880 Speaker 4: on my mind. 123 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:30,000 Speaker 2: And it was just really sweet. 124 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,320 Speaker 3: And so you your first conversation, you felt like, well, 125 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:36,839 Speaker 3: what went well? It's obviously the most overwhelming is night wine. 126 00:05:37,040 --> 00:05:41,039 Speaker 3: You know, camera's lights. It's like kind of a jarring experience, 127 00:05:41,320 --> 00:05:43,839 Speaker 3: and obviously you got but I was in my head. Sorry, no, 128 00:05:43,920 --> 00:05:45,160 Speaker 3: it's okay, Yeah, I. 129 00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:47,120 Speaker 2: Was so in my head. I was so in my head. 130 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 4: I was like because you see the sweet moments, but 131 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:53,240 Speaker 4: there was definitely like a you know where someone's like, so, like, what. 132 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:53,839 Speaker 2: Are your hobbies? 133 00:05:53,880 --> 00:05:56,080 Speaker 4: And you're like, oh, this is not going well. Like 134 00:05:56,480 --> 00:05:57,920 Speaker 4: when you have to ask that, it's like that you 135 00:05:58,040 --> 00:06:02,240 Speaker 4: like filler question. You're like, he hates me. I'm going home. 136 00:06:02,720 --> 00:06:04,880 Speaker 1: So yeah, I think a lot of people feel that way, 137 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:08,000 Speaker 1: Like I mean, I was in my head constantly on 138 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:08,400 Speaker 1: that show. 139 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:10,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, but that's interesting to hear because I feel like 140 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:12,560 Speaker 3: watching Night One back it. You know, if we were 141 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:14,280 Speaker 3: to name a couple of people that seemed to have 142 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 3: like a really good first conversation, it seemed very natural, 143 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:20,679 Speaker 3: but you felt like you were like, oh my gosh, 144 00:06:20,680 --> 00:06:23,560 Speaker 3: I don't know how that went. Maybe I'm going home tonight. 145 00:06:23,839 --> 00:06:25,440 Speaker 3: Did you feel confident you're getting a risk? 146 00:06:25,560 --> 00:06:26,640 Speaker 2: No, not at all. 147 00:06:26,680 --> 00:06:28,840 Speaker 4: And by the way, by the way people are saying like, 148 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:32,320 Speaker 4: she's so dramatic, she's like shaking. I wasn't shaking of 149 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:34,919 Speaker 4: nerves though it was really cold, but I did feel 150 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:38,120 Speaker 4: that way on the inside. I'm like, like, my I 151 00:06:38,240 --> 00:06:40,040 Speaker 4: my name wasn't called into like the middle, which is 152 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:42,440 Speaker 4: so dramatic of me to already be assuming that I'm 153 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:44,039 Speaker 4: just going home, but I was like, it's not me, 154 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:45,799 Speaker 4: it's not me, Like it's just not happening. 155 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:51,000 Speaker 1: Okay, so let's jump to I forgot, you know, I 156 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:53,440 Speaker 1: forgot exactly the group date, but it was the group 157 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:57,039 Speaker 1: date where you danced with Grant, and I feel like 158 00:06:57,080 --> 00:07:00,000 Speaker 1: that's kind of that was kind of the start, yeah, 159 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:06,360 Speaker 1: of everything for you. Ye okay, okay, So just in 160 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:09,920 Speaker 1: the moment and like right after, how did you feel 161 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:14,640 Speaker 1: that interaction or that moment went with Grant? 162 00:07:16,360 --> 00:07:20,360 Speaker 4: With Grant, I thought it was great, Like the dancing portion, 163 00:07:20,560 --> 00:07:22,920 Speaker 4: we were just like talking and laughing the whole time, 164 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:25,600 Speaker 4: like because I didn't know what I was doing, and 165 00:07:25,640 --> 00:07:28,760 Speaker 4: it was really sweet, and yeah, we just had a 166 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:30,880 Speaker 4: lot of fun, and I finally felt like I really 167 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:33,360 Speaker 4: clicked with him, like I still had. I was still 168 00:07:33,360 --> 00:07:36,040 Speaker 4: in my head about the first night because the first time, 169 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:40,000 Speaker 4: you're really just trying to like not get sent home 170 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:41,560 Speaker 4: because you know that you're not gonna be able to 171 00:07:41,600 --> 00:07:42,720 Speaker 4: establish that strong. 172 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:45,720 Speaker 2: Connection right away. So it's kind of like I did. 173 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:47,560 Speaker 4: I felt like if I got sent home night one, 174 00:07:48,440 --> 00:07:50,440 Speaker 4: it would have sucked because he didn't know the real. 175 00:07:50,280 --> 00:07:51,280 Speaker 2: Me, if that makes sense. 176 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:53,840 Speaker 4: Like at that point, I was like, Okay, we're really 177 00:07:53,880 --> 00:07:56,960 Speaker 4: building something and he's seeing like who I really am. 178 00:07:57,560 --> 00:08:00,000 Speaker 3: So you're starting to feel more secure in the relationship 179 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:01,320 Speaker 3: and ship probably also. 180 00:08:01,640 --> 00:08:03,160 Speaker 4: Yeah, And I just think that, like I was so 181 00:08:03,280 --> 00:08:05,480 Speaker 4: nervous in like day one, and this time we were 182 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:09,080 Speaker 4: just having fun, so I felt more at ease. 183 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:18,840 Speaker 1: Okay, So then while he was dancing with you, he 184 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:24,360 Speaker 1: was thinking of Rose, let's let's let's talk about now 185 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:27,200 Speaker 1: we need to talk about that, because that was probably 186 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:30,720 Speaker 1: I would that was like the biggest storyline of the show. 187 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:31,760 Speaker 1: I mean, we've talked, can we go? 188 00:08:31,960 --> 00:08:33,320 Speaker 2: Can't we back to rock real quick? 189 00:08:33,520 --> 00:08:33,760 Speaker 1: Yeah? 190 00:08:33,760 --> 00:08:36,120 Speaker 4: I want to. I want. I just wanted to be 191 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:40,680 Speaker 4: known that the crowd was screaming kiss, Kiss, Kiss, So 192 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:45,040 Speaker 4: to me, it really felt like like it's like a performance, 193 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:47,439 Speaker 4: like we're having like we're joking with it, we're having fun. 194 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:51,400 Speaker 4: And that is why I felt so bad, because I 195 00:08:51,440 --> 00:08:55,080 Speaker 4: was like, it felt like we were all such great friends. 196 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:55,600 Speaker 2: Up until this point. 197 00:08:55,640 --> 00:08:58,120 Speaker 4: And I just remember even from night one, everyone was 198 00:08:58,160 --> 00:09:00,600 Speaker 4: talking about how they kissed him and what and it 199 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:02,480 Speaker 4: felt like it was just like girly pop chat, like 200 00:09:02,720 --> 00:09:04,040 Speaker 4: no one's that invested yet. 201 00:09:04,040 --> 00:09:06,360 Speaker 2: And I was insecure because I didn't kiss him. 202 00:09:06,520 --> 00:09:08,920 Speaker 4: And so I was just like whatever, like we're having fun. 203 00:09:08,960 --> 00:09:12,400 Speaker 4: It's like it's like I meant it, but it was 204 00:09:12,440 --> 00:09:16,200 Speaker 4: like a performative like it was you know, so I 205 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:18,880 Speaker 4: that it. That's kind of why I felt so bad 206 00:09:18,920 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 4: after the fact, because it was like wait oh, like. 207 00:09:21,800 --> 00:09:24,840 Speaker 1: Oops, yeah, you kissed him in front of the entire group. 208 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:26,559 Speaker 1: But also like, but. 209 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:29,120 Speaker 4: When a crowd is chanting kiss kids, like what do 210 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:32,240 Speaker 4: you do? No, like stay shy and not do it, like. 211 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,559 Speaker 3: And it happens every season, Like You're not the first 212 00:09:35,559 --> 00:09:37,559 Speaker 3: girl to kiss him in front of the rest of 213 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:38,560 Speaker 3: the girls at a group date. 214 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:42,400 Speaker 4: Yeah, I will say, and I can admit the straddling 215 00:09:42,559 --> 00:09:45,920 Speaker 4: was a lot, but I will in my defense and 216 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:49,160 Speaker 4: I am sorry to everyone. I remember when I was 217 00:09:49,200 --> 00:09:51,320 Speaker 4: with him from night one, I was like, I don't 218 00:09:51,320 --> 00:09:52,680 Speaker 4: know how I'm ever going to kiss this guy because 219 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:55,080 Speaker 4: my dresses are tight and like I'm never like I'm 220 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:58,559 Speaker 4: like awkwardly, like it felt like this is like I'm 221 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:00,400 Speaker 4: wearing pants. This is the one time I could get 222 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:02,080 Speaker 4: comfortable to kiss him, because that was another thing that 223 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:04,679 Speaker 4: I was so terrified of kissing him on camera and 224 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:05,840 Speaker 4: it being so awkward. 225 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:09,480 Speaker 3: So yeah, because you were like in a little mini 226 00:10:09,640 --> 00:10:09,880 Speaker 3: like and. 227 00:10:09,920 --> 00:10:12,319 Speaker 4: A little and like he's so tall, and you're like 228 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:15,719 Speaker 4: you're like, you know, like it's just. 229 00:10:15,840 --> 00:10:21,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, so okay, so let's talk about like, give. 230 00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:24,160 Speaker 3: Let's talk about the night portion of that date. Yeah, 231 00:10:24,200 --> 00:10:27,120 Speaker 3: so we go to the night portion. Energy is a 232 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:30,520 Speaker 3: little off. You've kissed him, you've had a little extra 233 00:10:30,640 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 3: dance time, the girls are not feeling so hot. Tell 234 00:10:35,880 --> 00:10:37,160 Speaker 3: us how that night unfolded for you. 235 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:44,480 Speaker 4: So, right after we danced, I had noticed that the 236 00:10:44,520 --> 00:10:48,680 Speaker 4: girls seemed like off, but I thought everyone was tired 237 00:10:48,800 --> 00:10:51,200 Speaker 4: or I was getting like I tried my very best 238 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:55,079 Speaker 4: throughout this whole process to not make assumptions, so I 239 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:58,400 Speaker 4: was like, maybe they're just like tired, and I get it, 240 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:00,320 Speaker 4: like I'm tired too, and they were just ding there 241 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,400 Speaker 4: for a while, like at least I had like the 242 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:04,920 Speaker 4: adrenaline going up like dancing, so you know, I did 243 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:06,520 Speaker 4: pick up on that, But then it felt like everything 244 00:11:06,559 --> 00:11:09,200 Speaker 4: was fine. You know, we go we change and I 245 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:11,200 Speaker 4: had I was only with one girl and she was 246 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:15,640 Speaker 4: happy and seemed normal. So like walking in, I didn't 247 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:18,400 Speaker 4: realize that anything was off, Like I felt like walking in, 248 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:19,960 Speaker 4: everyone looked fine. 249 00:11:20,160 --> 00:11:23,760 Speaker 2: Again and like re energize or rejuvenate or I don't 250 00:11:23,800 --> 00:11:25,160 Speaker 2: know what word I'm looking for. 251 00:11:25,760 --> 00:11:27,640 Speaker 4: So that's why I was like, wait, so you guys 252 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:31,120 Speaker 4: are frustrated, Like. 253 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 1: Did they say yes to that? Were they like we are? 254 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:36,600 Speaker 1: And did you guys talk about it? 255 00:11:37,120 --> 00:11:43,520 Speaker 4: Well, that's also where my frustration comes in. There was 256 00:11:43,600 --> 00:11:49,840 Speaker 4: one comment that was made that was like, yeah, we 257 00:11:49,880 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 4: are frustrated, but like because we all tried so hard, 258 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:55,000 Speaker 4: but see, we're such great friends that we didn't make 259 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 4: you feel like we were. 260 00:11:56,840 --> 00:11:59,040 Speaker 2: And for someone to say that, I was. 261 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:00,720 Speaker 4: Like, well, then let me tell you that you're a 262 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:03,760 Speaker 4: great like you're kind of like backtracking and by letting 263 00:12:03,760 --> 00:12:06,000 Speaker 4: me know that you're not making me feel bad, like 264 00:12:06,040 --> 00:12:08,079 Speaker 4: do you want me to give you like brownie points 265 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:15,600 Speaker 4: for that? And that was where I felt that, like, oh, okay, damn, 266 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:17,600 Speaker 4: this is gonna be a conversation that keeps happening all 267 00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:19,880 Speaker 4: throughout the night because that's what it seemed like, and 268 00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:23,600 Speaker 4: people were coming back from their conversations with him saying like, yep, 269 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 4: we talked about that, and so that's why I was like, 270 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:28,080 Speaker 4: why is everyone like focusing on me? 271 00:12:28,160 --> 00:12:29,160 Speaker 2: Like I really am sorry. 272 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,880 Speaker 4: I didn't mean to hurt anyone, but also we knew 273 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:33,960 Speaker 4: that it was a competition and that someone was gonna 274 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:38,040 Speaker 4: win the time, Like, it wasn't like he decided to 275 00:12:38,080 --> 00:12:40,320 Speaker 4: not give somebody else attention. It was like we we 276 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:42,600 Speaker 4: knew it was a competition and so someone had to win. 277 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:44,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, so address that. 278 00:12:45,960 --> 00:12:48,240 Speaker 4: Yeah, And to be honest, I don't think like I 279 00:12:48,360 --> 00:12:51,000 Speaker 4: left that night thinking that we were good like I did. 280 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:55,040 Speaker 4: Not to me didn't feel as dramatic from the group 281 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:58,080 Speaker 4: as it did from one person. So I thought it 282 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:02,520 Speaker 4: was one person that started the train of the conversations 283 00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:06,320 Speaker 4: going a certain direction, and it felt like it was 284 00:13:06,360 --> 00:13:08,840 Speaker 4: all like we were all over it by the next day. 285 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:13,640 Speaker 3: So do you feel like that night the frustration was 286 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:16,160 Speaker 3: more about the situation or do you feel like it 287 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:20,040 Speaker 3: was really about you? And where did you feel like 288 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:22,800 Speaker 3: your relationship with the girls stood kind of leaving that night. 289 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:28,000 Speaker 4: Leaving that night, I felt awkward, but it didn't feel 290 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:29,800 Speaker 4: like it was the start of. 291 00:13:31,640 --> 00:13:33,319 Speaker 2: Drama like I think. 292 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:35,080 Speaker 3: They were felt like it was like a tough night, 293 00:13:35,320 --> 00:13:37,280 Speaker 3: but like, yeah, we're gonna move past this. 294 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:37,720 Speaker 1: Yeah. 295 00:13:37,760 --> 00:13:39,559 Speaker 4: It felt like the girls were saying like, look, we 296 00:13:39,559 --> 00:13:43,760 Speaker 4: were forced to watch you do that, But we're not 297 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 4: going to like really hold it against you, like, yeah, 298 00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:50,720 Speaker 4: it sucked, but you know, it seemed like we were fine. 299 00:13:50,800 --> 00:13:55,240 Speaker 4: So my frustration was more about one girl starting a 300 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:59,560 Speaker 4: train of like, damn, does this completely invalidate like all 301 00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:01,480 Speaker 4: the good time that I just had, Like I want 302 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:03,160 Speaker 4: us all to be support Like, I'm not always going 303 00:14:03,200 --> 00:14:04,680 Speaker 4: to win the competition, so I want to be able 304 00:14:04,679 --> 00:14:06,720 Speaker 4: to be happy for the person that wins the next time, 305 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 4: because that's how competition is. 306 00:14:10,320 --> 00:14:12,000 Speaker 2: So it was like, your feelings are valid, but it's 307 00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:14,720 Speaker 2: also like, oh, like that sucks. 308 00:14:14,559 --> 00:14:17,280 Speaker 4: You know. She also had said on the way there 309 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:19,960 Speaker 4: that if there was any drama that we should try 310 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:21,840 Speaker 4: to address it with each other because of what had 311 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:25,480 Speaker 4: happened with the basketball date, rather than bring it. 312 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:27,400 Speaker 2: Up with Grant. I was like, that's a great plan. 313 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:29,800 Speaker 4: So it felt kind of like, wait, so you said 314 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:34,160 Speaker 4: this and then you're like dragging me into something. 315 00:14:34,640 --> 00:14:35,800 Speaker 2: I don't know. It just felt icky. 316 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:40,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, your hope was that everything could get resolved amongst 317 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:42,560 Speaker 3: the girls and not have Grant get involved. 318 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:45,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, that was always the goal for me. Oops. 319 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:50,840 Speaker 1: Okay, so let's now jump to what was the It 320 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:53,840 Speaker 1: really seemed like the story of the season, which was 321 00:14:54,200 --> 00:15:00,560 Speaker 1: the conversation that happened off camera with you and Rose 322 00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:03,680 Speaker 1: and Roseta. Correct. 323 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:08,800 Speaker 4: Latia wasn't in the first part of that conversation, Okay, 324 00:15:09,160 --> 00:15:12,920 Speaker 4: when he when he's when she said what Grant said? 325 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:15,640 Speaker 4: It was me, Rose and Dina in the room. 326 00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:19,080 Speaker 3: Okay, do you want to walk us through that conversation? 327 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:23,640 Speaker 4: Sure? I was expressing to them because we had all 328 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:28,480 Speaker 4: already discussed so Rose. Rose had already told me that 329 00:15:28,520 --> 00:15:31,920 Speaker 4: Grant did the exact same thing for her and for Latia. 330 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:33,960 Speaker 2: On the finance date. 331 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:37,000 Speaker 4: So we were kind of like, how much of this 332 00:15:37,320 --> 00:15:39,920 Speaker 4: is Grant versus how much of this is forced on 333 00:15:40,040 --> 00:15:42,560 Speaker 4: him to do certain things? But then how much is 334 00:15:42,640 --> 00:15:44,360 Speaker 4: real and how much can we trust? 335 00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 3: Wait by exact same thing. What are you referring to? 336 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:49,360 Speaker 4: I don't know what it was because they never even 337 00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:51,040 Speaker 4: aired it, but I guess he like did like some 338 00:15:51,160 --> 00:15:52,280 Speaker 4: grand gesture for. 339 00:15:52,280 --> 00:15:55,360 Speaker 3: Them, like on their one on one time during night. 340 00:15:55,920 --> 00:15:59,200 Speaker 4: On the on the on the either the basketball date 341 00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:01,680 Speaker 4: or the financing I don't I don't remember. 342 00:16:01,880 --> 00:16:06,080 Speaker 2: Okay, so finance because they were yeah, so you So. 343 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:08,680 Speaker 1: You guys are kind of piecing together in this moment, 344 00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:13,080 Speaker 1: like Grant is saying and doing some of the same 345 00:16:13,120 --> 00:16:16,400 Speaker 1: things for all of us, yeah. 346 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:18,320 Speaker 2: For them too. And I had just gotten back. 347 00:16:18,160 --> 00:16:20,840 Speaker 4: From my one on one and we were just kind 348 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:22,680 Speaker 4: of like, so, how much, like we know, we signed 349 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:26,400 Speaker 4: up for a TV show, but like what is real 350 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:28,720 Speaker 4: and what's like performative and how much of that is 351 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:29,400 Speaker 4: his choice? 352 00:16:29,440 --> 00:16:30,800 Speaker 2: And like how much you know? 353 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:37,600 Speaker 4: And I mean on my one on one, Grant said. 354 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:39,400 Speaker 2: A lot. 355 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:44,960 Speaker 4: And you have to keep in mind that, like, for 356 00:16:45,040 --> 00:16:46,560 Speaker 4: me opening up the way that I did, that's not 357 00:16:46,600 --> 00:16:48,960 Speaker 4: something that I talk about with anyone. Like I knew 358 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:52,160 Speaker 4: that I was going to open up for not just him, 359 00:16:52,240 --> 00:16:54,680 Speaker 4: but for the world, and it was only something that 360 00:16:54,720 --> 00:16:58,280 Speaker 4: I was willing to do if I felt really good 361 00:16:58,320 --> 00:17:00,760 Speaker 4: about him in the moment, because it is really scary 362 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:04,399 Speaker 4: for me. And we can talk about that some more 363 00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:06,199 Speaker 4: later if you want. But but you know, I have 364 00:17:06,280 --> 00:17:09,199 Speaker 4: this like amazing date and the guy is super into me, 365 00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:14,440 Speaker 4: it seems. And unfortunately, once I finish my epilepsy story, 366 00:17:14,520 --> 00:17:16,040 Speaker 4: it like wraps up like that and it's like you 367 00:17:16,040 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 4: gotta go, and I'm like, wait, but what about you? 368 00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:19,199 Speaker 4: Like I want to know you, I want to know 369 00:17:19,200 --> 00:17:21,800 Speaker 4: more about your story, I want to like connect more. 370 00:17:23,560 --> 00:17:25,280 Speaker 4: And I also don't want it to come across as 371 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:28,359 Speaker 4: if I'm ungrateful, Like the plane is great, the jumping 372 00:17:28,359 --> 00:17:31,240 Speaker 4: out of something is great. But I even told him 373 00:17:31,240 --> 00:17:33,040 Speaker 4: like this isn't real life, Like I want to have 374 00:17:33,080 --> 00:17:36,159 Speaker 4: more conversations with you. That's all I can really care about. 375 00:17:37,840 --> 00:17:39,399 Speaker 4: And so we didn't have the time to do that. 376 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:42,960 Speaker 4: And then I get back home. Sorry, I feel like 377 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:44,359 Speaker 4: I'm literally going in circles again. 378 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:46,359 Speaker 1: No, no, you're just tell you tell your story. But 379 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:49,280 Speaker 1: let's yeah, okay. So then going back to the conversation, 380 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:53,800 Speaker 1: after you're one on one, you have a conversation with Rose, 381 00:17:54,359 --> 00:17:57,119 Speaker 1: things are said, can you kind of break down that 382 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:58,360 Speaker 1: situation for us? 383 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:04,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, so Rose that told me that granted the exact 384 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:05,680 Speaker 2: same thing for her. 385 00:18:05,600 --> 00:18:10,280 Speaker 4: In Latia, and you know, he he. 386 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:11,600 Speaker 2: Was saying a lot to me. 387 00:18:13,280 --> 00:18:16,280 Speaker 4: On my one on one I'm piecing it all together 388 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:18,719 Speaker 4: because in the moment when you're living it, you're kind 389 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:22,080 Speaker 4: of like so happy, and then you haven't really processed. 390 00:18:22,119 --> 00:18:24,720 Speaker 4: So I'm processing all of this in real time with Rose, 391 00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:28,960 Speaker 4: who was telling me, you know, he did the same 392 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:33,600 Speaker 4: thing for Latilla, and then he was he was also 393 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:36,639 Speaker 4: saying a lot to Dina and we were both like damn, 394 00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:38,359 Speaker 4: like like. 395 00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:39,160 Speaker 2: This is crazy. 396 00:18:41,280 --> 00:18:45,160 Speaker 4: And I will say she did say should we keep 397 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:46,480 Speaker 4: going or are we gonna hurt each other? 398 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:50,760 Speaker 2: And I was like, no, let's like let's help each other, like. 399 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:53,280 Speaker 4: Not fall for any anything, you know, like if this 400 00:18:53,320 --> 00:18:55,080 Speaker 4: guy's like playing us, tell me. 401 00:19:02,680 --> 00:19:04,919 Speaker 2: I don't think that Rose just pulled that out of 402 00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:05,360 Speaker 2: thin air. 403 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:10,920 Speaker 4: I think she really thought he said that, and it 404 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:13,199 Speaker 4: was obviously very concerning and it's not something that I 405 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 4: can let slide, like if this guy is just respecting 406 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:18,520 Speaker 4: me like that, I don't want to be a part 407 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 4: of it. And I really really didn't want to get 408 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:24,080 Speaker 4: her involved in the drama. I tried my best. I 409 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:27,359 Speaker 4: feel really bad that I did. I tried to protect 410 00:19:27,359 --> 00:19:31,040 Speaker 4: her identity. And when I left my conversation with Grant, 411 00:19:31,119 --> 00:19:33,040 Speaker 4: it felt like, I mean, that's another thing. He told 412 00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:35,200 Speaker 4: me he wasn't going to look into it. He told 413 00:19:35,280 --> 00:19:36,960 Speaker 4: me he was gonna he told me I'm gonna protect you. 414 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:40,120 Speaker 4: I'm not going to look into it because I told him, 415 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:42,120 Speaker 4: I know you're probably frustrated. We can discuss it later 416 00:19:42,160 --> 00:19:43,919 Speaker 4: on if you really need to. I promise you this 417 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:46,399 Speaker 4: person has no bad intentions. She's not just you know, 418 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:47,920 Speaker 4: it was just miscommunication. 419 00:19:48,080 --> 00:19:49,160 Speaker 2: And I was telling him. 420 00:19:49,160 --> 00:19:51,480 Speaker 4: I was coming at him from a place of you're 421 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,120 Speaker 4: doing a lot and saying a lot to a lot 422 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:56,919 Speaker 4: of people, even to me. And I even told him 423 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:58,639 Speaker 4: because I was still trying to protect him. I was like, 424 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:01,320 Speaker 4: you whispered something in my ear during our one on one. 425 00:20:01,359 --> 00:20:03,520 Speaker 4: I didn't even want to repeat it on camera to 426 00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:06,560 Speaker 4: protect him, but you're doing a lot, and I need 427 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:08,760 Speaker 4: I need to be able to trust you. And I'm 428 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:11,639 Speaker 4: kind of you know, and I felt so good and 429 00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:15,440 Speaker 4: so like, Wow, that's a man. When he's like, you're fine, 430 00:20:15,440 --> 00:20:16,960 Speaker 4: I'm gonna protect you. I'm not going to look into 431 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:19,040 Speaker 4: it like it's fine. I was like, oh that is, 432 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,719 Speaker 4: like that's hot, Okay, I'm sold. And you know, then 433 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:26,160 Speaker 4: he comes and finds me, apologizes for going to Rose 434 00:20:26,359 --> 00:20:28,479 Speaker 4: because he figured it out, and I'm like, damn, Like 435 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:30,840 Speaker 4: I'm frustrated, but I get why you had to do it. 436 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:32,480 Speaker 4: I just wish the next time you could like tell 437 00:20:32,520 --> 00:20:35,080 Speaker 4: me ahead of time before you drag me into it. 438 00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:38,840 Speaker 4: Like and then I come back in the house and 439 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:43,040 Speaker 4: minutes later, Chloe's crying because he told her about the drama. 440 00:20:43,119 --> 00:20:45,880 Speaker 4: And now the whole house knows, and so not only 441 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,919 Speaker 4: did he make a promise that he couldn't keep and 442 00:20:48,119 --> 00:20:50,600 Speaker 4: went to Rose, he now brought it to the entire house, 443 00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:54,320 Speaker 4: knowing that I was really scared that it would lead 444 00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 4: to drama. 445 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,880 Speaker 2: So I was really disappointed. 446 00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:02,479 Speaker 1: Okay, So but when you left that conversation with Rose, 447 00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:07,600 Speaker 1: what was agreed upon between both of you was it was? 448 00:21:07,640 --> 00:21:11,320 Speaker 1: It was there no understanding. Did you say like, hey, 449 00:21:11,359 --> 00:21:13,200 Speaker 1: I won't repeat this, You won't repeat this? 450 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:14,320 Speaker 4: No? Okay? 451 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:16,400 Speaker 2: So what so so. 452 00:21:18,200 --> 00:21:21,439 Speaker 4: We we kind of mad made jokes like oh, we're 453 00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:25,119 Speaker 4: going to protect each other, and like Dina and Rose 454 00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:27,320 Speaker 4: like giggled and I tried giggling too, but it really 455 00:21:27,359 --> 00:21:29,399 Speaker 4: was still sitting with me. It was a pit in 456 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:33,720 Speaker 4: my stomach feeling. And had I told her that I. 457 00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:35,120 Speaker 2: Wasn't going to repeat it, I wouldn't. 458 00:21:35,160 --> 00:21:38,000 Speaker 4: I would never like my word means everything to me, 459 00:21:38,119 --> 00:21:41,640 Speaker 4: and I remember thinking like, I hope she doesn't ask 460 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:44,520 Speaker 4: me to not bring it up, because I don't know 461 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:46,879 Speaker 4: how to move forward without it. And I was like, 462 00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:49,200 Speaker 4: I need to sit with it and think about how 463 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:53,400 Speaker 4: I can not betray her but still find the answers 464 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:56,280 Speaker 4: that I need. And I went to bed, trying to 465 00:21:56,359 --> 00:21:58,639 Speaker 4: like pretend that everything was fine, but it wasn't. In 466 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:01,160 Speaker 4: the next morning, you can ask anyone like I really 467 00:22:01,160 --> 00:22:01,680 Speaker 4: had like a pit. 468 00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:02,280 Speaker 2: In my stomach feeling. 469 00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:04,520 Speaker 4: I was like, like I was so anxious, you know, 470 00:22:04,560 --> 00:22:05,960 Speaker 4: I thought I was just gonna go home. 471 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:08,960 Speaker 2: Because I believed her. 472 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:14,720 Speaker 3: Looking back on that night specifically, is there anything you 473 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:18,199 Speaker 3: wish you had done differently? And is there anything you 474 00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:21,240 Speaker 3: wish Grant had done differently that you feel like could 475 00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:23,640 Speaker 3: have allowed the situation to unfold in a better way. 476 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:27,960 Speaker 4: I wish Grant had stuck to had stuck to his word. 477 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:32,440 Speaker 4: I wish Grant had you know. My frustration with Grant 478 00:22:32,520 --> 00:22:34,600 Speaker 4: is like, don't make promises you can't keep. Like if 479 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,080 Speaker 4: he had just told me, hey, I need to address 480 00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 4: it with Rose, we could have both gone and addressed 481 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:38,200 Speaker 4: it with her. 482 00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:45,880 Speaker 2: I think, I mean, I do feel really bad. 483 00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:49,240 Speaker 4: I feel really really bad that Rose was dragged into it. 484 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:52,760 Speaker 4: I really tried to protect her. I thought I did 485 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:54,560 Speaker 4: a good enough job. Like I walked away from that 486 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:58,080 Speaker 4: conversation thinking he doesn't know who it is. When he's 487 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 4: listing names, I'm like, no, what's stop? Because I didn't 488 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,879 Speaker 4: want him to. There's there's a moment when someone says like, 489 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:05,560 Speaker 4: is it this person? You're like, I'm not going to 490 00:23:05,640 --> 00:23:07,119 Speaker 4: tell you. It kind of sounds like you are. And 491 00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:09,160 Speaker 4: I definitely didn't want to like attribute it to someone 492 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,600 Speaker 4: who wasn't it. But I'm like, no, what's stop right now? 493 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:13,639 Speaker 4: Like I didn't want him to keep going down the list. 494 00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:19,399 Speaker 4: And I also didn't realize that there were two people 495 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,119 Speaker 4: that had been on that date who had already left. 496 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:24,160 Speaker 4: So in the moment, I think in my head, I'm 497 00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:27,440 Speaker 4: picturing the date and I'm thinking there's still other people 498 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:29,560 Speaker 4: that it could have been. It just felt like he 499 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,800 Speaker 4: doesn't know and he's okay with it, and I'm walking 500 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:34,679 Speaker 4: away with it with the resolution that I needed. And 501 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:38,000 Speaker 4: I didn't let my friend down, And you know that 502 00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:38,399 Speaker 4: was that. 503 00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:41,040 Speaker 2: So I do wish sorry, go ahead. 504 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:43,400 Speaker 1: Looking back on it now, do you wish you would 505 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:49,000 Speaker 1: have told Rose like, hey, this is affecting me and 506 00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:52,720 Speaker 1: if I talked to Grant, I may bring it up. 507 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:56,320 Speaker 1: Do you wish you would have given her that heads up? 508 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:09,080 Speaker 4: I I wish no. I wish I could have done 509 00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:12,840 Speaker 4: a better job of protecting her. I felt like if 510 00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,720 Speaker 4: I told her that I wanted to bring it up. 511 00:24:14,760 --> 00:24:16,760 Speaker 4: She would have asked me not to, and again, I 512 00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:19,439 Speaker 4: can't commit to something and then not follow through. So 513 00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:22,480 Speaker 4: I wouldn't have been able to tell her I won't 514 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:22,960 Speaker 4: do it. 515 00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:25,320 Speaker 2: And then do it anyway, you know. 516 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:29,920 Speaker 4: And I was just I really really wanted to protect 517 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,760 Speaker 4: her and I didn't want to stress her out and 518 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:33,199 Speaker 4: have everything it's going to get back to me, Like, 519 00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:35,359 Speaker 4: you know, I thought I was gonna be able to 520 00:24:35,359 --> 00:24:35,920 Speaker 4: pull it off. 521 00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:38,480 Speaker 3: I really did so world it would have been like, 522 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,080 Speaker 3: bring it to Grant and it ends there, like you 523 00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:44,880 Speaker 3: have your one conversation with Grant and like Rose's name 524 00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:48,560 Speaker 3: never gets brought up, and you guys like air it 525 00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:50,640 Speaker 3: out well initially and then it's done. 526 00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:54,359 Speaker 4: Initially, I was so confident that what she said was 527 00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:56,000 Speaker 4: right that I was gonna like walk up to him 528 00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:58,240 Speaker 4: and be like I'm done, Like I'm not even discussing it, 529 00:24:58,320 --> 00:24:59,840 Speaker 4: like I want to leave this show right now. 530 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:00,600 Speaker 2: I'm over it. 531 00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:03,840 Speaker 4: But then I let it sit with me, and I 532 00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:06,919 Speaker 4: was like, I'm I'm thinking it all through, and I'm like, 533 00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:09,400 Speaker 4: I have to give him the benefit of the doubt. 534 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,840 Speaker 2: And what I'm assuming might have happened is he. 535 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:15,720 Speaker 4: May have said it in a way to like pacify 536 00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:18,280 Speaker 4: the situation from that group day where everyone was upset. 537 00:25:18,520 --> 00:25:19,800 Speaker 2: But what I was letting him know. 538 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:24,840 Speaker 4: Was, if it is me at the end of all 539 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:26,720 Speaker 4: of this, I don't want to watch it back and 540 00:25:26,760 --> 00:25:29,040 Speaker 4: be humiliated. And I said those exact words to him. 541 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:32,439 Speaker 4: If you did say this, even if you didn't mean it, 542 00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:38,400 Speaker 4: even if even if now you feel different because now 543 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,080 Speaker 4: you're more into me or whatever it is, like, I 544 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,800 Speaker 4: don't want to watch his back and be humiliated. I 545 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:44,639 Speaker 4: want a man that like stands by his word and 546 00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:47,080 Speaker 4: doesn't have to like bring me down to lift someone 547 00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:49,640 Speaker 4: else up. But I also thought maybe he didn't mention 548 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:52,040 Speaker 4: my name, Maybe he was just trying to you know, 549 00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:54,240 Speaker 4: so in giving him that benefit of the doubt, that's 550 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:56,320 Speaker 4: kind of like all I wanted to do, and and 551 00:25:57,280 --> 00:25:58,520 Speaker 4: I hope that that's. 552 00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:00,000 Speaker 2: Not what he had said. 553 00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:01,320 Speaker 4: What do you believe? What do you believe? 554 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:03,080 Speaker 1: What do you think really happened? Do you think he 555 00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:04,480 Speaker 1: said it or you. 556 00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:06,399 Speaker 4: I don't think he mentioned my name from from what 557 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:09,320 Speaker 4: we saw, okay and that clip. But I do think 558 00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:12,159 Speaker 4: that Rose was valid in thinking what she did because 559 00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:14,119 Speaker 4: he's saying I'm not gonna lie like I was thinking 560 00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:16,399 Speaker 4: about you, and it kind of sounds like like, oh, like, 561 00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:19,000 Speaker 4: I'm not going to pretend that I wasn't too her 562 00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:20,320 Speaker 4: because I was thinking about you. 563 00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:25,119 Speaker 1: I well, I don't know. That's that's very different. Like 564 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:28,000 Speaker 1: if if Grant said like I was thinking about you 565 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:31,840 Speaker 1: on the date, that's very different from saying I was 566 00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:34,520 Speaker 1: thinking about you while I was dancing with Carolina, like 567 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:34,960 Speaker 1: those are. 568 00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:37,240 Speaker 3: But I feel like watching the clip, I can. 569 00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:39,480 Speaker 2: I see both sides should happen. 570 00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:42,119 Speaker 4: I see both sides, and that's what I wanted to believe, 571 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:44,320 Speaker 4: And I was like, I can see both sides. But 572 00:26:44,359 --> 00:26:47,400 Speaker 4: I also think that Grant is saying weird things to 573 00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:49,399 Speaker 4: too many people, and I'm just trying to tell him, like, 574 00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:55,359 Speaker 4: you can do things and reassure other people without doing 575 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:58,280 Speaker 4: too much and being disrespectful. 576 00:26:58,280 --> 00:26:59,919 Speaker 2: And that's what I really wanted to clear the air with. 577 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:05,440 Speaker 3: Do you feel like you had a sense of anxiety 578 00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:11,119 Speaker 3: or paranoia about the way Grant was moving after this 579 00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:12,880 Speaker 3: incident with Rose? 580 00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:14,720 Speaker 2: Absolutely? Absolutely. 581 00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:23,480 Speaker 4: I it's frustrating because Rose wasn't mad at me that night. 582 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:25,679 Speaker 4: She was mad at him, and she came crying to 583 00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:27,640 Speaker 4: me and we talked about it in the room, and 584 00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:28,280 Speaker 4: I don't know why. 585 00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:29,359 Speaker 2: She changed her story. 586 00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:35,000 Speaker 1: Later and wasn't mad at you. After No found out 587 00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:36,520 Speaker 1: you said that to Grant, she was fine. 588 00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:38,440 Speaker 2: No, she came to me like, no, she wasn't fine. 589 00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:38,880 Speaker 2: She was crying. 590 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:40,479 Speaker 4: But we went up to her room to talk about it. 591 00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:44,280 Speaker 4: I was like, oh my god, I'm so sorry whatever, 592 00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:45,720 Speaker 4: and she's like, no, like I don't even know if 593 00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,240 Speaker 4: I want to be here. So it was kind of 594 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:50,719 Speaker 4: like both of us like talking about him, and I 595 00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 4: was like, oh damn. And that's already a red flag 596 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:57,200 Speaker 4: for me too, because it's kind of like if you're 597 00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:59,280 Speaker 4: not treating rosewell and if you're not treating the other 598 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:03,040 Speaker 4: women well, and like why, Like that's still a red 599 00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:04,359 Speaker 4: flag for me, right, Like I want a guy who's 600 00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:06,640 Speaker 4: gonna be respectful to everyone. There was just a lot 601 00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:08,399 Speaker 4: going on in my mind that I was just like, 602 00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:09,800 Speaker 4: can I trust this guy? 603 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:12,720 Speaker 2: And I was crucified for. 604 00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:18,760 Speaker 3: That, So I was gonna say so I was, yeah, 605 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:22,040 Speaker 3: jumping from Rose because we kind of see that unfold 606 00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:24,240 Speaker 3: and then we see Rose goes home the following week. 607 00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:29,119 Speaker 3: Let's move on to your conversation with Juliana. Can you 608 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:33,400 Speaker 3: just walk us through, you know, Juliana pulls you outside. 609 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:37,359 Speaker 3: It seems like you are unassuming of like what is 610 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 3: about to happen, what she's pulling you aside for, and 611 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:45,240 Speaker 3: we see she wants to a dress. Kind of your 612 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:48,760 Speaker 3: behavior in the house and how it's affecting the other women. 613 00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:52,360 Speaker 3: Were you surprised by this conversation or did you have 614 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:56,440 Speaker 3: a sense of like there was turmoil in the house 615 00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:58,320 Speaker 3: surrounding your relationships a little bit. 616 00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:03,920 Speaker 4: I was surprised about the topic of the conversation. I 617 00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 4: was not surprised that Juliana was trying to stow the pod, 618 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:10,800 Speaker 4: which is why I was like trying to shut it down. 619 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:13,600 Speaker 4: I was like, you're not gonna catch me fighting another 620 00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:16,800 Speaker 4: woman on TV. Like I was just like this, I'm bored, 621 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:19,600 Speaker 4: Like I I don't want to be a part of this. 622 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:25,680 Speaker 4: She said, I believe on your podcast that she lost 623 00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:29,920 Speaker 4: her pool when the Rose situation happened, and she did 624 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:34,440 Speaker 4: so after the Rose situation. Juliana came at Rose while 625 00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:37,600 Speaker 4: Rose was already crying right after that Rose ceremony, and 626 00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,760 Speaker 4: she's like, in front of everyone, she's calling her out 627 00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:41,960 Speaker 4: like she should have like talked to her grant directly. 628 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:43,719 Speaker 4: Blah blah blah, and I had to step in and 629 00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:47,000 Speaker 4: defend Rose and be like, if anything, blame me, but like, 630 00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:50,040 Speaker 4: why are we doing this. Let's not fight with women 631 00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:53,440 Speaker 4: like it's it's gonna be fine, Like let's move on. 632 00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:59,480 Speaker 4: So you know, I never had like a friendship with Juliana, 633 00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:01,680 Speaker 4: so when she told me, I was like, Okay, what's 634 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:04,960 Speaker 4: this going to be about? And yeah, it just felt 635 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:07,600 Speaker 4: like it was performative. I feel like at the hotel 636 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:10,320 Speaker 4: we could have talked about it. We could have had 637 00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:12,800 Speaker 4: a civil conversation the same way that we me and 638 00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:15,400 Speaker 4: Rose did. We didn't want me and Rose didn't feel 639 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:18,560 Speaker 4: like we were trying to create drama for a TV show. 640 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:21,280 Speaker 4: It felt like we were friends. And with Juliana, I 641 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:23,280 Speaker 4: was like, you you couldn't I've told her this. I 642 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:25,080 Speaker 4: was like, you could have addressed this at the hotel. 643 00:30:25,440 --> 00:30:28,360 Speaker 4: You don't have to be doing this like for show. 644 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 4: And the way that she approached it is she comes 645 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:34,040 Speaker 4: up to me and she's like, I'm just going to 646 00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,200 Speaker 4: keep it real because we've been talking shit about you 647 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:38,160 Speaker 4: and I just want you to know before it airs. 648 00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:39,720 Speaker 2: So that's why I'm like, okay, so. 649 00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,840 Speaker 4: What is your question? Like I don't even know you're 650 00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:45,080 Speaker 4: not trying to have a conversation with me. You're trying 651 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:48,120 Speaker 4: to I don't know if it's like a cert dominance 652 00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:51,800 Speaker 4: or have like this hero like arc or something that 653 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:52,920 Speaker 4: you're protecting grant. 654 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:56,320 Speaker 2: I don't. It just felt like it came out of 655 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:57,720 Speaker 2: left field, and. 656 00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,480 Speaker 1: I and her sayecause I remember that, I remember that 657 00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:05,280 Speaker 1: conversation and being like, what did we just watch? Like 658 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,160 Speaker 1: what was And I just. 659 00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:10,840 Speaker 4: Didn't understand because you also watch it with the interviews, 660 00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:13,000 Speaker 4: so you know what they're saying or they're thinking going 661 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,520 Speaker 4: into it. But like when she's coming at me and 662 00:31:15,560 --> 00:31:18,680 Speaker 4: saying that they're talking about me, I'm like, about what like? 663 00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:26,480 Speaker 4: And then she's like, well, you have like doubts about 664 00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:29,320 Speaker 4: being here, and I'm like, well, the thing is like 665 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:30,760 Speaker 4: and you guys know how this works. 666 00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:31,880 Speaker 2: In the real world. 667 00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:33,920 Speaker 4: You don't talk about you don't talk about your relationship 668 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:36,720 Speaker 4: with the guy with the same girls that are dating him. 669 00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:38,960 Speaker 2: But here we have to write. 670 00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:41,120 Speaker 4: And so I was like, how am I being negative 671 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:44,040 Speaker 4: by being neutral by saying I do like him, but 672 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,240 Speaker 4: I still have questions. 673 00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:46,920 Speaker 2: I still need to get to know him more. 674 00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,600 Speaker 4: I still like I feel like that's always been a 675 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:52,120 Speaker 4: part of the show, like we've always part of the 676 00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:56,080 Speaker 4: show is struggling with getting to know the guy while 677 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:57,480 Speaker 4: he's still spending time. 678 00:31:57,360 --> 00:31:57,960 Speaker 2: With other women. 679 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:00,520 Speaker 4: And and it was like, what do you mean, I'm negative? 680 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:04,120 Speaker 4: Like what is I wasn't seeing like where was coming from. 681 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:06,200 Speaker 4: So I just didn't understand it. 682 00:32:06,480 --> 00:32:09,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, it seemed like a lot of the women were 683 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:16,880 Speaker 1: under the It was just like Carolina has gotten time 684 00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:21,560 Speaker 1: with him, and she's not appreciative, and she's complaining and 685 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:26,800 Speaker 1: doesn't want to be here or doesn't think this is working. Meanwhile, 686 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:29,480 Speaker 1: none of us have time, have gotten time, right, Like 687 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,400 Speaker 1: that was kind of. 688 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,880 Speaker 3: The general argument. 689 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:36,320 Speaker 4: Way, Yeah, but I think anything that well, I just 690 00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:39,760 Speaker 4: think that like just like Grant didn't know who he 691 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:43,360 Speaker 4: wanted to be with, and that's fair, Like it seems 692 00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:48,920 Speaker 4: so like, I don't know, like embarrassing anti like anti 693 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:51,520 Speaker 4: feminists to be like I'm going to bow down to 694 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,680 Speaker 4: this man because he's the bachelor and have no doubts 695 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,800 Speaker 4: about him because he's the bachelor. So like I at 696 00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:00,239 Speaker 4: this moment, I remember asking Juliana, I was like, so 697 00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:02,360 Speaker 4: you mean to tell me that if he proposed to you, 698 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:04,680 Speaker 4: you can absolutely say that you will say yes, And 699 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,200 Speaker 4: she's like yeah, and I'm like, well, then I'm sad 700 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,000 Speaker 4: for you because you haven't even been on a one 701 00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:11,720 Speaker 4: on one So how can you know that you want 702 00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:15,200 Speaker 4: to be with the guy? Like, I don't think you know. 703 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,760 Speaker 4: It's it's a whole process, and even that whole process 704 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:20,600 Speaker 4: is really short. It's a short amount of time to 705 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:22,360 Speaker 4: get married, to get engaged to someone. 706 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:24,640 Speaker 2: But like, we still had more time to go. 707 00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:27,160 Speaker 4: So I wasn't saying I hate the guy, I don't 708 00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:29,280 Speaker 4: want to be here. I was saying I feel like 709 00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:30,160 Speaker 4: I need more time. 710 00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that's fair. Okay, I think this is 711 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:38,440 Speaker 1: a good place to stop the interview. Everyone, please stay 712 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,360 Speaker 1: tuned because we will be doing part two with Carolina. 713 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,960 Speaker 1: Thank you for tuning in to Better app Yall. 714 00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:47,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, and be sure to tune into part two. Thanks 715 00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:48,240 Speaker 3: for listening. Bye,