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Speaker 1: Don't every day up waiting click your ass up the

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Speaker 1: breakfast club.

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Speaker 2: You know, I'm feelish for y'all.

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Speaker 1: Doune morning.

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Speaker 3: Everybody is DJ en Vy, Jess, hilarious, Chelamage the guy.

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Speaker 3: We are the breakfast Club, Long and Roses here with

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Speaker 3: us as well. We got a special guest in the building. Indeed,

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Speaker 3: welcome home, ladies and gentlemen. It's Feddie.

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Speaker 1: Welcome.

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Speaker 2: What's up are you feeling?

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Speaker 3: Brother?

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Speaker 2: I feel good man, You ain't.

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Speaker 1: There's no push up. It's been eating your protein, taking

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Speaker 1: full advantage of that time, a.

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Speaker 2: Couple of checking packs and tunes and all that.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying? How are you?

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Speaker 4: First of all, brother, I'm blessed man. You know I'm blessed.

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Speaker 4: I could ain't know whether if I can sum it up.

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Speaker 4: I'm just blessed. I feel good to be back, you know,

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Speaker 4: sleeping my own bed, eat some real food, see the family,

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Speaker 4: make it all.

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Speaker 2: I love man to.

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Speaker 4: See everybody just just happy to see me like I'm

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Speaker 4: happy to see them.

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Speaker 2: So it feel good. I'm definitely blessed for that.

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like you need to get right back

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Speaker 1: to it or like you know, do you want to

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Speaker 1: just adjust and be human first before they you got

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Speaker 1: to get in the artist fetti walk moved.

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Speaker 2: Oh we allowed to do that.

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Speaker 1: No, yes you are.

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Speaker 5: You're allowed to, but not like you would have to

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Speaker 5: make that decision for yourself.

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Speaker 4: I mean, uh, for me, I don't know. I'll just

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Speaker 4: you know, making music is just what I love to do.

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Speaker 4: So I wouldn't say I wouldn't say it's like getting

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Speaker 4: right back to it. It's just like something that I

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Speaker 4: missed for the last four years of my life.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: Definitely being in that studio, let that be my outlet,

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying for whatever I'm going through

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Speaker 4: at the time.

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Speaker 2: So if that's getting back to it, then yeah, you

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Speaker 2: definitely got to get right back to.

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Speaker 3: Have you gotten in the studio yet? Yeah, you're back

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Speaker 3: in there already here already you did.

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Speaker 1: The first day out record na, na the first day.

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Speaker 6: Excepted for a longer project or something.

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Speaker 4: No, just you know, just like you know how you said,

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Speaker 4: like you know, when when a box ain't been in

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Speaker 4: the ring for a while, you just gotta I mean,

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Speaker 4: you got to meet up real quick. So if you

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Speaker 4: still got it, you know what I'm saying, like that.

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Speaker 4: So that's all just just just feeling it back out.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna say. So, you know, most people want to

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Speaker 3: know what happened, right, and the reason they want to

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Speaker 3: know is you had numerous platum multi platinum hits, numerous

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Speaker 3: records that went through the charts. Now you had a

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Speaker 3: were doing ball mixed.

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Speaker 1: First.

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Speaker 3: What's the Spanish when you don't know I am not Spanish?

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Speaker 3: You know what I mean? You did everything and then

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Speaker 3: you want a different route. What happened? Like what was

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Speaker 3: the disconnect for Fetti?

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Speaker 5: Was it?

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Speaker 3: Label?

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Speaker 1: Was it?

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Speaker 2: Uh?

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Speaker 4: I mean, well, you know certain things that I still

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Speaker 2: What I mean, just for certain legal reasons.

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Speaker 4: But I guess to sum it up, you know what

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Speaker 4: I'm saying, as far as the music saw, Like as

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Speaker 4: far as the music saw, I just kind of, uh

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Speaker 4: was going through something with certain parts of a different label.

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Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

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Speaker 4: I don't want to say those names because I'm not

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Speaker 2: That's not what I do.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, But certain things just wasn't

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Speaker 4: lining up. So I just you know.

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Speaker 2: When they say, uh, you can't teach it? What is it?

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Speaker 4: What is it say you can't teach it something like that?

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying to basically put it in

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Speaker 2: Know what I mean? So I just had to just I.

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Speaker 4: Just did what I know how to do, you know

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Speaker 4: what I mean when certain things was happening.

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Speaker 3: So now when you got when you got locked up,

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Speaker 3: did it make you love music more? Because I feel

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Speaker 4: Being locked up did a few things from me as

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Speaker 4: far as music, Yeah, of course, know what it is.

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Speaker 2: Honestly, not being able.

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Speaker 4: To record music was the was the was the biggest

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Speaker 4: you're gonna you hear a little better. You do a

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Speaker 4: the writing and you get the right stuff in.

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Speaker 2: Your head or your humilodies in your head.

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Speaker 4: But that feeling when you just im about to go

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Speaker 4: it made me miss It made me miss the uh,

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Speaker 4: Definitely humble you a lot, you know what I'm saying

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Speaker 2: But yeah, so.

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Speaker 6: When you got that feeling when you were locked up,

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Speaker 6: did you just write?

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Speaker 5: Because as a creative it's still there, like what do

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Speaker 4: That's that's actually crazy, right because if you if anybody

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Speaker 4: I just kind of freestyle, like I just go in

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Speaker 2: I want to I will say this different. I don't

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Speaker 4: Like, so like when you're writing, it's kind of like,

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Speaker 4: I'm saying, like, but when it's coming out, it's just

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Speaker 1: What did prison teach you about yourself? That that success never.

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Speaker 4: Could what their person teach me about myself?

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Speaker 1: Uh, that's success of it.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean honestly, well in that case, not really

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Speaker 4: too much, not really too much. It just like made me, Uh,

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Speaker 4: it just made me understand certain things in life, you

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Speaker 4: the value of freedom.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: I don't think a lot of people understand how blessed

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Speaker 3: Well, let's slow you down from and I'm seeing interviews

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Speaker 3: Everybody gets an Avera rex, everybody gets a pair of jeans,

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Speaker 3: and then everybody gets a shirt. Are you will that

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Speaker 3: stop you from doing that? Were those same those twenty

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Speaker 3: people still there when you were locked up? Or you realize, damn,

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Speaker 3: they ain't there for me like that?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Nah, yeah, that yeah, that is definitely the crazy thing

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Speaker 4: is if they were there, it'll probably be the same mentality, No, no,

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Speaker 4: no exaggeration, you know, what I'm saying. They were, it'll

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Speaker 4: be the same mechality probably you know, let's get it.

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Speaker 4: Let's get it, like we're back on you know what

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Speaker 4: I'm saying. But you know, uh, when you behind that wall, man,

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Speaker 4: You want their time now, you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 4: And you gotta just take it how you want.

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Speaker 4: You want their time so they don't feel like doing it,

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Speaker 3: Was the industry there for you when you were locked up?

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Speaker 3: And like who artists label people? Family? Family?

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Speaker 2: Including family? Uh? Yeah, my family was there.

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Speaker 4: Industry Nah man, Uh let me see, oh Coiler Ray,

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Speaker 1: And like in what way like when you stay there

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Speaker 1: Each of them? Like what did Coy do? Well? Coy?

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Speaker 4: The love like it was like, all right, fetty, I

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Speaker 4: So like things like that, I could never like, I

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Speaker 4: And she from Jersey, so that that was even more

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Speaker 4: So for her to help lift me up in my

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Speaker 4: time with darkness, it was like, thank you a lot.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I'll be out too, you

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Speaker 4: said man fifty Uh. So I don't even know where

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Speaker 4: to start with him A lot for me, you know

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Speaker 4: what I'm saying. He uh. From from day one, it

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Speaker 4: was like he reached out like yo, whatever you need

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Speaker 4: I'm like all right, And then it was like where

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Speaker 2: Going, I'm like what you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: I ain't used to that.

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Speaker 2: I'm used to It's always the other way around, you

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Speaker 4: Yeah, So it was just like it was it was

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Speaker 4: it was nothing like he whatever I needed, he was

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Speaker 2: He he didn't shot you off. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: All the way down to the time I'm about to

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. So like if anything like

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Speaker 4: as far as as far as financial and like mental.

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Speaker 2: Like help, he was probably there the biggest.

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Speaker 6: Oh yeah, I know, I know.

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Speaker 5: Fifty was like helping you diversify like income and different

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Speaker 5: things like that as well to what were conversations like

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Speaker 2: I can't curse right yo, yo, stop sucking up. You

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Speaker 4: I should have should have never stopped making music, like

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Speaker 4: I'm saying, that's fifty fifty fifty gone. He was gonna

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Speaker 2: It was It was everything he told me.

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Speaker 4: It was just like, you know what I'm saying, just

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Speaker 2: You only got this this this is my last chance.

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Speaker 4: However, that however that sounds to people, But you know,

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So you gotta you gotta

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Speaker 1: I remember the interview you did with uh. I think

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Speaker 1: it was Academics before you had winning. Yeah, and you

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Speaker 1: was talking about, you know, going broke. What did what

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Speaker 4: See that's crazy because you know that was like clickbait.

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Speaker 4: You know if you if you actually rewatch the interview.

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Speaker 4: I never said that I was going broke. I just

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: It's a big difference.

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Speaker 2: Did Yeah, it was a big difference. Nah. I was

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Speaker 2: just basically like saying I was. I was telling him.

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Speaker 4: How I felt the transition from being twenty fifteen twenty

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Speaker 4: So it's just like I guess the way they broke

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Speaker 2: It is what it is.

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Speaker 3: But you blame yourself for that at all?

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Speaker 2: For the most part, man, I just you know what

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Speaker 4: I was young, hot headed, and you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And you know I didn't

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Speaker 4: But na truthfully though, man, truthfully, man, I just you know,

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Speaker 2: Like I was still I was.

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Speaker 4: I was young with all that money, man, like just

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Speaker 4: having fun, making sure everybody eat and making sure everybody.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Like everybody's shining, Like like

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: They told me a story the other day. Actually, they said,

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Speaker 3: of Palace, You pull up there, you buy fifty pairs

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Speaker 3: and nobody else paid for everything. They was like FEddi

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Speaker 3: would pay for everything. They said, they did this, damn

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Speaker 3: it every weekend. Then there'd be a time. But like

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Speaker 3: you didn't like to fly because it was like then

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Speaker 2: I'm scared of hell of flying even Yeah, dang oh,

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Speaker 2: just judts Man.

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Speaker 4: The last time I was on the plane before I

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Speaker 4: that's another thing, like I told I kept telling myself.

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Speaker 4: I said, looking first class. They let me out right now,

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Speaker 4: you can put me in fifty two in the Middle Sea.

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Speaker 2: Hey, y'all good, we.

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Speaker 4: Think anything, you know what I'm saying, Get a little

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Speaker 1: Too big now you can't sit it all the way

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Speaker 1: back there. Yeah, your shoulders too big for that ship

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Speaker 1: at this point.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: Man, So outside of like showing up for things like

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Speaker 5: of fetti WI, what else are you going to do differently,

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Speaker 5: like label wise because you said there was like some

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Speaker 6: Was that the r g F?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what's some issuage with the label? You know what

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Speaker 4: Uh? Uh, this is like the best way I could

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Speaker 4: I said, I don't like to bash nobody, and I'd

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Speaker 4: money complicates family and when when it gets to a

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Speaker 4: point where.

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Speaker 2: How can I say that? It's just like a money

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Speaker 4: You know, That's the best way I could put it,

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Speaker 4: like you know what I mean, without getting it all

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Speaker 4: of things. So with that being said, uh, you know

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Speaker 4: right because of a certain situation. So that was just

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Speaker 4: like that's one of the biggest things as far as

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Speaker 4: the fedie. We obside with the label. But other than that, man,

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Speaker 4: I'm still you know, I'm still. I'm just I'm just

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Speaker 1: I do. I do. I do hate when we do that,

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Speaker 1: the artist, because I know you're ready to make music

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Speaker 1: because you want to get back to it. But man,

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Speaker 1: there's still a part of you that just has to

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Speaker 1: be a human first, Like you just put your boots

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Speaker 1: back on the ground, you know, family, Like, like, I

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Speaker 1: don't know what was what was the hardest truth you

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Speaker 1: had to face while you were locked up?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 2: I lived in my truth man, like I didn't. I

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Speaker 2: don't know.

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Speaker 4: I just you know what I'm saying, Like where I

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Speaker 4: come from. I'm from Patterson, bron You know what I'm

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Speaker 2: Man, Like you you know what I mean? You make

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Speaker 2: your value out late.

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Speaker 4: So it wasn't when it happened, it was like all right, whatever,

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Speaker 4: like let's just get this ship over, you know what

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Speaker 4: I'm saying. Like it wasn't like damn, I wish I

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Speaker 4: could have did this or I did that. Because I

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Speaker 4: did it. I did it once, and that's what I

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Speaker 4: chose to do. I knew the consequences, I knew it

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Speaker 4: was gonna come with it.

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Speaker 2: So that was that.

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Speaker 1: Do you think you understand the lesson God might have

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Speaker 1: been teaching you?

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Speaker 2: Yeah for sure, Yeah for sure.

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Speaker 1: You want to share it?

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Speaker 2: Uh? Uh take it?

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Speaker 4: Take take advantage of your blessings while I'm giving them

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Speaker 4: to you. You know, uh, you know this time we're

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Speaker 4: gonna gonna show you what can happen. You keep playing around,

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Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Next time might.

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Speaker 2: Not be so lucky.

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Speaker 3: Are you staying away from Patterson or you know you're

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Speaker 3: out of Patterson? Are you going back home?

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Speaker 2: Of course, yeah, you don't have to.

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Speaker 4: I feel like that theory is flawed when they say, oh,

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Speaker 4: if you go back home, this can happen. That can happen.

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Speaker 4: It only happens if you're allowed. If you're a weak man, week,

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Speaker 4: shit gonna happen to you. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: When you stand on business, stand on business, you know

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Speaker 4: what I mean. So I don't I don't follow crowds,

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Speaker 4: I'll lead them, you know what I mean I wasn't.

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Speaker 4: I wasn't the remy boys. I'm fetty wap, you know

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Speaker 4: what I'm saying. Like I say what I'm saying, No

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Speaker 4: disrespect to my guys, but yeah, I'm not the follower,

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Speaker 4: I'm the leader. Have you spoke to the guys, Yeah,

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Speaker 4: I spoke to a few of them. I spoke to

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Speaker 1: Did you have to did you have to forgive yourself

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Speaker 4: I really I was. It's not more so me forgiving myself.

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Speaker 4: I just I just hope in the future that my

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Speaker 4: I took a lot of time from them, and.

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Speaker 2: Four years a long time. You see, you see your

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Speaker 4: From here to here, you know what I'm saying. And

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Speaker 4: it's just like I miss birthdays, I miss Christmas, I

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Speaker 4: miss doctor's appointments, I missed daddy school back, Daddy day

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Speaker 4: at school, and basketball games, dances, basketball games, football games,

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Speaker 4: my son first day of high school, stuff like that,

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Speaker 2: So more so, I just hope they forgive me.

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Speaker 6: Spoke to the older kids.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I spoke to the old ones. Yeah, do they

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Speaker 2: forgive you?

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Speaker 4: I think they're just happy right now. They don't really

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Speaker 4: understand yet they understand. Yeah, I don't think they really understand,

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Speaker 4: but you know they for a while, we just try

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Speaker 4: to play this, uh Daddy's away and then you know

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Speaker 4: it's like.

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Speaker 3: Back about thirty days, like all right now we ain't Yeah.

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Speaker 4: You know the phones and you know they're on social media,

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Speaker 4: so you know that is that in jail?

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Speaker 2: You know like that?

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Speaker 1: So how do you separate who you were from who

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Speaker 1: the world still thinks you are?

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Speaker 2: Mhm h. I guess I just separated about a time,

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Speaker 2: like separated by time.

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Speaker 1: Time.

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Speaker 4: Time either is gonna fix everything or it's just gonna

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Speaker 4: make it worse, you know what I'm saying. So for me,

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Speaker 4: I feel like this time away fixed a lot of

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Speaker 4: things from me, you know what I'm saying, especially with

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Speaker 4: me and my family, Me and my sister, like we

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Speaker 4: always had each other back. You know, that's my gym

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Speaker 4: to one. You know what I'm saying. She June sixth,

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Speaker 4: I'm June seventh. You know what I'm saying. Uh, my

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Speaker 4: brother like commissary every week. You know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 4: even if I ain't even need it, but I really

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Speaker 4: didn't even need it. Like, but you know, any phone call,

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Speaker 4: I might just be going I just might be going

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Speaker 4: through something. I'm calling your sister.

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Speaker 2: What you think? What you think they gonna think? They

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Speaker 2: still gonna rock with me when I.

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Speaker 4: Get home, you know what I'm saying, Like you know

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Speaker 4: how you saying if I leave a game, that gets

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Speaker 4: still gonna love me. You know, I'm like, uh and

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Speaker 4: then uh, just learning myself man, Like you know what

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Speaker 4: I'm saying, Like that detox and that detoxing and you know,

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Speaker 4: getting your body together, especially working out, working out kind

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Speaker 4: you know that discipline, like being at like I don't

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Speaker 4: just watching, just learning from the old heads in there.

445
00:18:26,960 --> 00:18:28,159
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I was down with a

446
00:18:28,160 --> 00:18:30,760
Speaker 4: few homies. That's you know that's not coming home no

447
00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:33,600
Speaker 4: time soon, you know what I'm saying. Really probably no

448
00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:36,840
Speaker 4: time ever, depending on if they outlast the years, I

449
00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:39,439
Speaker 4: mean outlast the sentence. And you know, I got a

450
00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:41,320
Speaker 4: lot of wisdom from them, man, and they all like,

451
00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:44,159
Speaker 4: you know, the way you carry yourself, little bro. Like

452
00:18:44,160 --> 00:18:45,960
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, way you carry yourself. I

453
00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:47,840
Speaker 4: don't really lay everybody little broke me. But you know

454
00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:49,719
Speaker 4: certain people that I respect, you know what I mean,

455
00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:53,040
Speaker 4: I call them big bro, And they just the way

456
00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:54,760
Speaker 4: you carry yourself, the way you move. You know what

457
00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:56,280
Speaker 4: I'm saying. I see the way you move through here.

458
00:18:56,359 --> 00:18:58,240
Speaker 4: You ain't You ain't full of yourself. You don't think

459
00:18:58,280 --> 00:19:00,440
Speaker 4: you the ship. And you know what I'm saying, like

460
00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:03,080
Speaker 4: when you get out there, man like, like like do

461
00:19:03,160 --> 00:19:04,600
Speaker 4: it for the gods, but we don't want to see

462
00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:06,080
Speaker 4: you back in here, man like, you got a lot

463
00:19:06,119 --> 00:19:07,359
Speaker 4: of shit to look out to. And then you know

464
00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:09,439
Speaker 4: a lot of people, Hey, hey, hey, hey, guess what

465
00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,960
Speaker 4: I'm in here with. You know what I'm saying, Hey, Oh,

466
00:19:12,359 --> 00:19:13,760
Speaker 4: tell them to send me a picture so you know,

467
00:19:13,800 --> 00:19:15,879
Speaker 4: I'll take a picture for the gods. We send the

468
00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:19,119
Speaker 4: autographs and shit like that. And yeah, me and my daughter, man,

469
00:19:19,160 --> 00:19:21,640
Speaker 4: the man, I'm like, man, I don't even know your

470
00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:23,760
Speaker 4: daughter knew I was, you know what I said? They younger, now,

471
00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:25,760
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. So it was just like

472
00:19:25,960 --> 00:19:29,160
Speaker 4: every every time I start to feel like I don't

473
00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:31,480
Speaker 4: know if it's gonna be it is hey, yo, man,

474
00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:34,399
Speaker 4: somebody saying, I'm like, well then, like I remember in

475
00:19:34,520 --> 00:19:36,840
Speaker 4: twenty twenty five, like the top of twenty twenty five

476
00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,200
Speaker 4: that was doing like the again thing with the JBL

477
00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:41,879
Speaker 4: speaker shit. So and it was like that my sister,

478
00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:44,520
Speaker 4: hey trending, I'm like, how the fuck what I do now?

479
00:19:44,840 --> 00:19:46,080
Speaker 4: Like you know what I'm saying, like what I do,

480
00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:48,480
Speaker 4: Like I'm in trouble with some shit like but it's

481
00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:51,879
Speaker 4: just like every time I started feeling down or feeling

482
00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:54,720
Speaker 4: like like out of like like like it wasn't gonna

483
00:19:54,720 --> 00:19:56,879
Speaker 4: be nothing for me when I come home, something always

484
00:19:56,880 --> 00:19:59,560
Speaker 4: reminded me man like, So like I said, either Tim

485
00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:01,040
Speaker 4: gon't either fix it make it worse.

486
00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:03,639
Speaker 2: So but this for me, Tom made everything better for me.

487
00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:05,720
Speaker 1: You know, you know, you know at your peak, everything

488
00:20:05,800 --> 00:20:08,000
Speaker 1: was moving fast, right, but then when you in prison,

489
00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:12,280
Speaker 1: everything stops. How did that shift your sense of purpose?

490
00:20:14,359 --> 00:20:18,800
Speaker 4: It was much needed. It was much needed, for sure,

491
00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:22,040
Speaker 4: definitely much needed. And a lot of people say I'm

492
00:20:22,040 --> 00:20:26,040
Speaker 4: crazy for that, you know what I'm saying, But you

493
00:20:26,119 --> 00:20:29,600
Speaker 4: got one day you downtown selling CDs, trying to make

494
00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:32,360
Speaker 4: a name for yourself, and then you got another day

495
00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:34,760
Speaker 4: you on you on, you on stage with Taylor Swift.

496
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,360
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And then it's like you

497
00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:39,080
Speaker 2: do so much.

498
00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:40,840
Speaker 4: Everything was a blur, like you know what I'm saying,

499
00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,720
Speaker 4: Like I was moving so fast half the times. I

500
00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:45,639
Speaker 4: don't even have pictures of everything out did I'm like,

501
00:20:45,640 --> 00:20:47,600
Speaker 4: ain't send me pictures that you ain't got nothing, like

502
00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:50,959
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. So it was like, all right,

503
00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:53,280
Speaker 4: let me see where I went wrong over here or

504
00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:54,879
Speaker 4: what I did this, and you start to you know,

505
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:59,080
Speaker 4: you just take mental notes like you learn yourself, man,

506
00:20:59,119 --> 00:21:01,359
Speaker 4: Like you learn yourself. Like I said, you're either gonna

507
00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:03,200
Speaker 4: get better or you're gonna get worse. You know what

508
00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:04,800
Speaker 4: I'm saying. You're gonna give up on yourself? Are you

509
00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:06,880
Speaker 4: going to go hard for yourself? You know what I'm saying.

510
00:21:07,320 --> 00:21:09,400
Speaker 4: So for me, it's just like I gotta go harder, man,

511
00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:12,240
Speaker 4: Like I can't. This can't be it for me right here,

512
00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:14,280
Speaker 4: Like you know what I'm saying, Like, ain't no way

513
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:15,920
Speaker 4: I'm about to just come home and just go get

514
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:17,200
Speaker 4: a job or some shit, like you.

515
00:21:17,119 --> 00:21:19,399
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying like I'm not going to target

516
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:21,240
Speaker 2: like you know what I'm saying, Like, I gotta do

517
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,600
Speaker 2: what I love to do. You know what I'm saying.

518
00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:24,679
Speaker 4: If I gotta, if I gotta, if I got a

519
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:27,119
Speaker 4: man up and take responsibility for the ship that I

520
00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:29,120
Speaker 4: did to make to get me in this position, I'm

521
00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:30,120
Speaker 4: gonna do that, you know what I'm saying.

522
00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:30,880
Speaker 2: And that's what I did.

523
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,080
Speaker 3: I did three hundred treat I seen you. You went

524
00:21:33,119 --> 00:21:34,840
Speaker 3: to three hundred yesterday. How was that reception?

525
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:35,200
Speaker 1: Yeah?

526
00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:36,360
Speaker 2: Man, you know it's it's love.

527
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:39,639
Speaker 4: And I've been with them for eleven year, oh ship, No,

528
00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:44,560
Speaker 4: it was six for twelve years now. Yeah, we've been

529
00:21:44,560 --> 00:21:47,600
Speaker 4: to goother for everybody left three hundred. When was the

530
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:50,959
Speaker 4: same people there right right? That Salam show there, right,

531
00:21:51,040 --> 00:21:53,119
Speaker 4: that Salame show there. I think if I'm not mistake,

532
00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:55,480
Speaker 4: I don't want to miss miss like uh but I

533
00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,359
Speaker 4: think they're like the president or something like that.

534
00:21:57,440 --> 00:22:00,320
Speaker 1: Yes, Seline, just I think you've got promote.

535
00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:02,800
Speaker 2: Yeah sure yeah man.

536
00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:07,040
Speaker 3: But so now what's your mind frame with doing music now?

537
00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 3: Is it one time you went straight street, another time

538
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 3: it was crossover and party and music. So what's what's

539
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:14,000
Speaker 3: Fettie's feeling.

540
00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:16,919
Speaker 4: Now, I don't have a I don't have a like

541
00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:21,000
Speaker 4: a genre. Man, Like, whatever I feel, I just do it,

542
00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:22,679
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Like I don't really have

543
00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:25,959
Speaker 4: like a I don't want to be in a box. Yeah,

544
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,680
Speaker 4: Like I don't want to be like that that that guy.

545
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,760
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. If it sounds good, if

546
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,800
Speaker 4: it feel good, I'm gonna do it. It's just it's

547
00:22:32,800 --> 00:22:34,680
Speaker 4: all up to the people reception of it, of course,

548
00:22:34,720 --> 00:22:36,800
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. But I don't try to

549
00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:41,479
Speaker 4: just stay you know what I mean, Because what I

550
00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:44,040
Speaker 4: feel like personally, I feel like when you when you

551
00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:47,199
Speaker 4: become a certain kind of artist, you have to follow

552
00:22:47,240 --> 00:22:51,639
Speaker 4: a certain kind of uh movement, you know what I'm saying.

553
00:22:52,119 --> 00:22:54,720
Speaker 4: So if you're a gangster artist, you gotta be a

554
00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:57,280
Speaker 4: gangster all day. If you're a trap artist, you gotta

555
00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:59,280
Speaker 4: really trap about this, you know what I mean, You

556
00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:01,440
Speaker 4: gotta really know what you're talking about. If you're a

557
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,840
Speaker 4: pop artist, you know what I'm saying, you can't be

558
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:06,639
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, Like, you can't be you

559
00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,879
Speaker 4: can't certain things you do. Like, But with me, it's like,

560
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 4: you know, even when when I'm like when I'm in prison.

561
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:14,800
Speaker 4: A lot of people listen to the songs and they like,

562
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:17,760
Speaker 4: ain't no way that's the same dude that's singing these songs. Like,

563
00:23:17,800 --> 00:23:19,159
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, just by the way I

564
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 4: carried myself. But then this is where I come from,

565
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:23,560
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. A lot of people misconcept

566
00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:28,040
Speaker 4: the artists for the person. So they're thinking like, oh,

567
00:23:28,119 --> 00:23:30,560
Speaker 4: he's singing and you know what I'm saying, he probably

568
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,080
Speaker 4: this way, and they it was good. It was popping

569
00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:36,600
Speaker 4: where the guys at.

570
00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:37,359
Speaker 2: What that's funny?

571
00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:38,560
Speaker 1: W you know what I'm saying.

572
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,560
Speaker 4: Like, So for me, I don't want to be in

573
00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:42,000
Speaker 4: a box. I don't want to be I just want

574
00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:42,879
Speaker 4: to be a great artist.

575
00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:43,080
Speaker 2: Man.

576
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:45,960
Speaker 3: Like, did your voice ever change? I think the first

577
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 3: project to the second project, it felt like your voice changed.

578
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,680
Speaker 2: A little bit. Yeah, for sure that for.

579
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,520
Speaker 3: Something you did on purpose or was it from drinking

580
00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:53,280
Speaker 3: and smoking?

581
00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:55,120
Speaker 2: She just came from getting older. I was.

582
00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:01,399
Speaker 4: Word, man, I was you know what I'm saying, Like,

583
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:04,560
Speaker 4: there's certain ranges and shit, I couldn't It's kind of.

584
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:05,280
Speaker 2: Hogh dam, but.

585
00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:10,359
Speaker 4: Hmm, I think more so more so for me it

586
00:24:10,480 --> 00:24:13,720
Speaker 4: was just like I was trying to find a way

587
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,240
Speaker 4: to just do something different, you know what I'm saying,

588
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,520
Speaker 4: because trying to follow, trying to follow these songs was

589
00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 4: damned the impossible. I'm stressing myself out trying to make

590
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:25,680
Speaker 4: another six seven, I try to make another Midway, try

591
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:26,119
Speaker 4: to make.

592
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:26,840
Speaker 2: Another Trap Queen.

593
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:29,159
Speaker 4: It's like this ship not gonna happen, bro, It's just

594
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:30,960
Speaker 4: it is what it is, you know what I'm saying.

595
00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:34,520
Speaker 4: And the way they built, like the way that the

596
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:38,080
Speaker 4: song's hyped up, like I can't it's like, you know

597
00:24:38,119 --> 00:24:40,880
Speaker 4: what I mean, It's a lot of people don't get

598
00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 4: a Trap Queen record, so trying to follow that shit

599
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,159
Speaker 4: is like damned impossible, you know what I'm saying. I'm

600
00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:50,080
Speaker 4: not saying it is, but that's tough, man. Like that

601
00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:52,280
Speaker 4: feeling like the ship I was going through at that time,

602
00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:53,080
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, I don't.

603
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:54,320
Speaker 2: I wasn't going through that no more.

604
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:58,399
Speaker 4: You know, like a lot of that plays and a

605
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:00,240
Speaker 4: lot of that plays a role, and you know, I

606
00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:02,800
Speaker 4: like a lot of things. I'll be saying, like you know,

607
00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:06,560
Speaker 4: when you follow artists from the beginning and once they pop,

608
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:08,960
Speaker 4: you kind of like, eh, I don't know what the

609
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,879
Speaker 4: hell you're talking about you know what I'm saying, Like,

610
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 4: I don't relate to that. And it was like the

611
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:14,960
Speaker 4: same thing happened with me. You know what I'm saying.

612
00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,239
Speaker 4: It was just like when we're doing trap quain, this

613
00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:19,720
Speaker 4: is real shit, Like well, like you know what I'm saying.

614
00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:22,320
Speaker 2: We we outside, you know what I mean.

615
00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 4: I'm we're looking through the little uh, we're looking through

616
00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:26,680
Speaker 4: We're looking through such things.

617
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:27,320
Speaker 1: You like that? Me?

618
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:28,760
Speaker 2: I like that one. If I could get this one,

619
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:29,919
Speaker 2: I would get it in this color. You know.

620
00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:32,280
Speaker 4: We we like that until and then it went to

621
00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:35,160
Speaker 4: which one of these you want? You know what I'm saying,

622
00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:36,439
Speaker 4: We're gonna take both of them.

623
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:37,040
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

624
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:41,480
Speaker 4: Like life changes, so life experience change, so music change.

625
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:45,359
Speaker 4: So it was like from the Fetti Wop album towards

626
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:47,359
Speaker 4: the Butterfly Effect. You know, I was going through a

627
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:50,240
Speaker 4: lot of ship uh, a lot of personal things was happening.

628
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,920
Speaker 4: So with the when the Butterfly Fact, it was more

629
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:57,000
Speaker 4: so me telling my story than trying to make.

630
00:25:56,840 --> 00:25:57,520
Speaker 1: A hit record.

631
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,560
Speaker 6: So what do you coming back to music? What do

632
00:26:01,640 --> 00:26:02,239
Speaker 6: you focus on?

633
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:04,080
Speaker 5: Cause people want to hit, but you've got a lot

634
00:26:04,119 --> 00:26:07,680
Speaker 5: of life to talk about at this point you spend years.

635
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:13,920
Speaker 4: I mean, honestly, I don't feel like that's important. Like

636
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,359
Speaker 4: like I did my time. You know what I'm saying.

637
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:18,639
Speaker 4: I did my time. It's a lot of rappers that

638
00:26:18,720 --> 00:26:20,280
Speaker 4: went to jail. I mean, I hate to say it

639
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:23,160
Speaker 4: like that. They came home and you know what I'm saying,

640
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,960
Speaker 4: they want if they chose to talk about their jail shit,

641
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:27,480
Speaker 4: that's them, you know what I'm saying. Like me, I

642
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:29,200
Speaker 4: did my time with the guys in there, you know

643
00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:32,920
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, and they all bro leadership behind you

644
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:36,040
Speaker 4: and you walk out leave ithead. You know what I'm saying.

645
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:40,160
Speaker 4: We trying to see you on TV. Everybody wanted. But listen,

646
00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:42,680
Speaker 4: I'm gonna tell y'all something in jail. There's three things

647
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:46,560
Speaker 4: that you don't turn the TV from. Sports, news, love,

648
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:51,160
Speaker 4: and hip hop. That's just the three things in jail,

649
00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:52,240
Speaker 4: you don't turn the TV from.

650
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,560
Speaker 2: Something might happen to you. You know what I'm saying. But

651
00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:57,160
Speaker 2: you know that's just we want to see you on TV. Bro.

652
00:26:57,200 --> 00:26:59,119
Speaker 4: We trying to hear on the radio. I know when

653
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,600
Speaker 4: you Bro get twenty days, I want to hear something

654
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:03,320
Speaker 4: new on it. On the computer, you know what I'm saying,

655
00:27:03,359 --> 00:27:05,680
Speaker 4: Like this is the type of motivation I was having,

656
00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:08,119
Speaker 4: So I don't. I don't to come home and to

657
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:11,840
Speaker 4: talk about that shit. It's pointless. I did my time

658
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:12,800
Speaker 4: in it some.

659
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,679
Speaker 1: Because I'm wondering, like, will you're writing change now that

660
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 1: you've lived such a real life consequence instead of success.

661
00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:26,920
Speaker 2: I guess, uh. I wouldn't say it'll change.

662
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,760
Speaker 4: I guess it's always going to change, especially when when

663
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:33,119
Speaker 4: you're trying to be creative. But more so, I uh,

664
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:38,280
Speaker 4: I just feel like I just feel like I gotta

665
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:42,640
Speaker 4: I appreciate music more. I appreciate I appreciate life more,

666
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:47,240
Speaker 4: like just checking out, going to seven eleven for a

667
00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,040
Speaker 4: bottle of water. You know what I'm saying, Like I

668
00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 4: appreciate everything, just to even just sit here without you

669
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:57,320
Speaker 4: know what i mean, visit over you.

670
00:27:57,240 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying Like that, you know what I'm

671
00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 2: say saying for real? So you know what I mean.

672
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:04,000
Speaker 4: You're watching people walk out the song, You're looking at

673
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:05,880
Speaker 4: that exit sign like damn, I can't wait to it's

674
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:08,159
Speaker 4: my turn. You feel what I'm saying. So it's like

675
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 4: I just appreciate everything, man, like I'm never gonna forget it.

676
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, I ain't gonna never forget it,

677
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 4: but I'm not I'm not trying to make that my

678
00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 4: focal point. Like you know what I'm saying, I don't

679
00:28:18,640 --> 00:28:20,359
Speaker 4: want nobody to feel bad for me. I'm knowing for

680
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,639
Speaker 4: making we're gonna have fun when these shits come on.

681
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:23,679
Speaker 4: Everybody want to grab it.

682
00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:24,240
Speaker 1: Damn.

683
00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:25,679
Speaker 4: I remember what I was doing at this time that

684
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:27,960
Speaker 4: I'm trying to keep that. I don't want that.

685
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:29,040
Speaker 2: Oh he talking.

686
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:32,080
Speaker 4: I lived this hit for real, like and if anybody

687
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:34,040
Speaker 4: that that was locked up with me, they'll tell you.

688
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:36,440
Speaker 4: Like Bro said on Business Like, you know what I'm saying,

689
00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 4: I wasn't wasn't in there playing around, you feel me?

690
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:42,120
Speaker 2: So it was just like I ain't. I'm chilling with.

691
00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 1: The ever moment. You know, it was so noisy in

692
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:46,120
Speaker 1: your life before you went in with the ever A

693
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:47,640
Speaker 1: moment when you was in prison where you fell in

694
00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:48,600
Speaker 1: love with the silence.

695
00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, for sure, definitely. I think I told my sister

696
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:54,720
Speaker 4: that a few times too.

697
00:28:55,560 --> 00:28:55,800
Speaker 1: Yeah.

698
00:28:55,840 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 2: I just like, man, I want to say, what year

699
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 2: was that, twenty fourteen?

700
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,720
Speaker 4: I think we did. I think I did six seven

701
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:11,680
Speaker 4: nine On my birthday in twenty fourteen. That was the

702
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 4: year we signed a deal with three hundred. I think

703
00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 4: like around November or September or something like that. I

704
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:21,120
Speaker 4: don't remember nothing else besides getting sentenced.

705
00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:22,680
Speaker 2: Like from there it was just.

706
00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:28,400
Speaker 4: A blurd yeah wow, Like I really, I think the

707
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:34,080
Speaker 4: earliest thing I remember with Southwest Southwest and the next

708
00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:36,160
Speaker 4: thing I know, it was like I'm about to go

709
00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:39,800
Speaker 4: to jazz, like for real, Like it was just like that.

710
00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:42,440
Speaker 2: So it's like, like, damn with it.

711
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:44,760
Speaker 4: I was just twenty three years old, you know what

712
00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:48,120
Speaker 4: I'm saying, like in my thirties now mid thirties, Like,

713
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 4: shit's crazy, you know what I'm saying. Looking at my son,

714
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 4: I'm like, well he was only five years old when

715
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,280
Speaker 4: all this shit was happening, you know what I'm saying

716
00:29:56,360 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 4: Like that, So it's just like, man, everything just happened

717
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:02,160
Speaker 4: so quick.

718
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 2: It was just crazy. You know.

719
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:07,240
Speaker 1: There's a Bible scripture. I think it's a Psalm forty

720
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:09,800
Speaker 1: six ten. Be still and know that I am God.

721
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,280
Speaker 1: Nobody know. I know people probably said that to you

722
00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:15,640
Speaker 1: when you said you you fell in love with the

723
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 1: silence a little bit.

724
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:20,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I just I don't know.

725
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,360
Speaker 4: It just felt good to just hear myself think for

726
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:26,480
Speaker 4: a second, slow it down, take just take control of

727
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:28,040
Speaker 4: my own my own life.

728
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:28,920
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

729
00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:31,480
Speaker 6: How you gonna keep that going now?

730
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:34,000
Speaker 5: Because like once things start going and you're moving around

731
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 5: and you're touring and all that stuff, like the noise

732
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:37,480
Speaker 5: is gonna come comes with the celebrity life.

733
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:40,400
Speaker 2: Oh trust me, it's a lot in prison. It's live.

734
00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:43,200
Speaker 2: As soon as they pop the doors, it's live. You

735
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:43,600
Speaker 2: know what I mean.

736
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 4: You just gotta whether it be you got your workout team,

737
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:49,880
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, we hit the yard at

738
00:30:49,880 --> 00:30:51,880
Speaker 4: a certain time, you know what I mean, we're gonna

739
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 4: get our money, all you got. You just you know,

740
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 4: you're getting you in your sad or your bunk and

741
00:30:57,320 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 4: you just you know what I mean, Yo, Look how

742
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:00,360
Speaker 4: that later?

743
00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:03,560
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like they gonna respect it,

744
00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:04,880
Speaker 2: or you know what I mean, or you make them

745
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:05,320
Speaker 2: respect it.

746
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:07,480
Speaker 4: So it's kind of like the same thing for me,

747
00:31:07,520 --> 00:31:09,440
Speaker 4: except this time I'm just going to go in the house,

748
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 4: like going to.

749
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 2: The crib, off like talking and take my phone.

750
00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:18,880
Speaker 1: That's how did time the time away change your relationship

751
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:19,360
Speaker 1: with fame?

752
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,080
Speaker 4: I mean, I think everybody know, I didn't really care

753
00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:26,120
Speaker 4: about being famous. I don't think that was like a secret.

754
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 4: I didn't. I don't. That's that's that was never the goal.

755
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:33,760
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Like that was never the goal.

756
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:36,400
Speaker 4: I just wanted to make everybody. I just wanted to

757
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 4: get a Ferrari, I said, And you.

758
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,760
Speaker 1: Got a few of those if being loved these all

759
00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:42,400
Speaker 1: types of shit.

760
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:43,640
Speaker 2: That's it.

761
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:45,640
Speaker 4: I just wanted to ferrari. You know what I'm saying.

762
00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,240
Speaker 4: I just wanted ferrari.

763
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,280
Speaker 1: About your mama house, Yeah for sure.

764
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:53,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, they used to ride the motorcycles in the

765
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:57,800
Speaker 3: Atlanta house. Yeah I didn't know that and everything they said.

766
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,040
Speaker 3: I used to ride the motorcycles in the Atlanta house.

767
00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:02,520
Speaker 2: Like my dirt bike chef. We just ride through the house.

768
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:05,360
Speaker 1: How much did you have in your account at the

769
00:32:05,400 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 1: peak of everything? Like, what number did you look at you? Like, god, damn,

770
00:32:10,120 --> 00:32:11,760
Speaker 1: at the peak of everything? How much did you have

771
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 1: in your account?

772
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:16,960
Speaker 2: A lot? It was a lot.

773
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:22,400
Speaker 1: It was like hundreds of millions.

774
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:26,280
Speaker 2: I'm still trying to get to one hundred millions. Yeah,

775
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:27,360
Speaker 2: I had a few. I had a few.

776
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,560
Speaker 1: What part of your old lifestyle do you not want back?

777
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 1: Even even if the money is there with it.

778
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:40,239
Speaker 4: Uh, the feeling the need to take care of everybody. Uh,

779
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:44,000
Speaker 4: everybody don't deserve me. Man, you know what I'm saying,

780
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,480
Speaker 4: Like I'm I'm a real lord person, I'm real, I'm

781
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:49,280
Speaker 4: loyal to a fault in a sense, and I'm loyal

782
00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:51,120
Speaker 4: to the court. When I love you, I love you

783
00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:53,760
Speaker 4: to deaths Like you know what I'm saying, I'll go

784
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:55,240
Speaker 4: to the end of the world for you. Like you

785
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, Like it ain't nothing I won't

786
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:01,960
Speaker 4: do for nobody I love so, Uh, that part of me,

787
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:05,080
Speaker 4: I don't. I don't miss it at all. Yeah, I

788
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 4: blocked him out. That was one of the main I

789
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,400
Speaker 4: guess you could say. No, I'm a geminar, so the

790
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 4: other side of me, I blocked him out, and definitely

791
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:17,280
Speaker 4: so for that ship. Like yeah, if I don't, I

792
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,600
Speaker 4: don't feel like I owe nobody nothing. I did it already.

793
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:25,280
Speaker 1: You just got home yesterday, right, Uh on this Wednesday?

794
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:26,680
Speaker 6: Like forty eight hours?

795
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:29,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, seventh Wednesday.

796
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:30,840
Speaker 6: It was not real fast.

797
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:32,040
Speaker 1: This is a lot days.

798
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,920
Speaker 6: It feels like you've been here for about three weeks

799
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:34,720
Speaker 6: for sure.

800
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:36,040
Speaker 1: Do you even get some checks yet?

801
00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:36,480
Speaker 2: No?

802
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:44,960
Speaker 1: You ain't even letting the band breathe weird.

803
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 6: I saw Masika tweeting about, yeah, that whole situation.

804
00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 3: She wanted that I was going to.

805
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:58,960
Speaker 5: Ask a question regardless you all in his bedroom, but

806
00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 5: I mean, okay, some asking you. I saw her tweet

807
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,840
Speaker 5: about disappointment and I know you guys have a daughter together,

808
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,560
Speaker 5: like what's the plan for you or her moving forward?

809
00:34:06,560 --> 00:34:07,800
Speaker 6: Because that gets loud.

810
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:11,120
Speaker 4: I appreciate her for you know, I appreciate her for

811
00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:14,759
Speaker 4: making sure. She making sure that my daughter knew that

812
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:18,239
Speaker 4: I love her. She didn't she didn't try to keep

813
00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:20,960
Speaker 4: her away at this time. You know, during that time

814
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:26,560
Speaker 4: I was damn uh. You know, whenever I called for her,

815
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:27,839
Speaker 4: she let me talk to her.

816
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:28,879
Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

817
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:34,720
Speaker 4: I don't got nothing bad to say about her, so whatever,

818
00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:36,480
Speaker 4: I don't know, I don't be I'm not really a

819
00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:37,439
Speaker 4: social media person.

820
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:39,719
Speaker 3: Would you jump back on the reality show? Would you

821
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:40,000
Speaker 3: do that?

822
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:46,200
Speaker 4: I promise my gods, I'll do it for them. But

823
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,040
Speaker 4: I don't you know what I'm saying. That's not that's

824
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,319
Speaker 4: not nothing that I would have chosen for myself. But

825
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:52,560
Speaker 4: like I said, when you when you're down, you just

826
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:54,680
Speaker 4: like damn, I should have did that, man, so I

827
00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:56,040
Speaker 4: could you know what I'm saying, Like it's just a

828
00:34:56,040 --> 00:34:57,839
Speaker 4: whole bunch of things you just wish you should have did.

829
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 4: But yeah, as far as that situation, yeah, I don't

830
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,839
Speaker 4: have nothing bad to say about nobody.

831
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:04,879
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, how do you plan to break cycles? Man?

832
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,000
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like not just financially, but

833
00:35:07,040 --> 00:35:08,560
Speaker 1: emotionally and spiritually.

834
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:12,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess.

835
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:15,120
Speaker 4: Just like I said, man, with time, man, Like I

836
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:17,960
Speaker 4: know it's probably like a like a like a corny answer,

837
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,520
Speaker 4: but like like I don't know how to explain that

838
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:24,239
Speaker 4: to you, Like I really don't know how to make

839
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:27,440
Speaker 4: it sound like how I feel about it, you know

840
00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:31,480
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Like just to have time to just

841
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:34,520
Speaker 4: it's just it's.

842
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:35,000
Speaker 2: A wonderful feeling man.

843
00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:37,759
Speaker 4: Like it's a lot of people waiting for their time

844
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:40,960
Speaker 4: to come, you know, to come home, to be back

845
00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 4: with their family, like you know what I'm saying. Or

846
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,239
Speaker 4: like when you want to visit floor and you keep

847
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:47,960
Speaker 4: looking at the at the clock, like time, what's up?

848
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:49,840
Speaker 2: Like that word is powerful, bro, Like you.

849
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:52,960
Speaker 4: Know what I'm saying, Like, like to have time is

850
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:55,759
Speaker 4: a lot, so to take advantage of it. So you

851
00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:58,399
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, Like to end my cycles, I'm

852
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:00,960
Speaker 4: gonna do it with time, like when what time comes

853
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:02,960
Speaker 4: great things for me? Like and I noticed that no

854
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:07,320
Speaker 4: matter what, like I haven't had a I haven't had

855
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:12,120
Speaker 4: a single besides the Yams things in ten years, bro,

856
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. And somehow, some way, every

857
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,839
Speaker 4: year one of them songs just get Do you all

858
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:21,960
Speaker 4: remember when we just used to scream seventeen thirty? Like somehow,

859
00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:24,800
Speaker 4: some way, if something happens, where they where's fetti?

860
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:25,520
Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying.

861
00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 4: And it just like like damn, I had to ask myself, like, bro,

862
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 4: where you at?

863
00:36:30,719 --> 00:36:33,120
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And with time I figured

864
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:34,400
Speaker 2: that question out. You know what I'm saying.

865
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:37,960
Speaker 1: So what kind of example are you most intentional about setting?

866
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:38,759
Speaker 1: Not at your home?

867
00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:46,640
Speaker 4: Oh honestly, I just want to like show kids, like

868
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:49,960
Speaker 4: especially kids with disabilities. You know what I'm saying, Like

869
00:36:50,040 --> 00:36:53,960
Speaker 4: kids with disabilities, kids that's less fortunate, kids that like

870
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:56,720
Speaker 4: grew up without their pops or grew up without their moms,

871
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,320
Speaker 4: or grew up in a foster kid that you know

872
00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:00,839
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, It's nothing impossible.

873
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like I.

874
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 4: Wasn't supposed to be able to drive, let alone even

875
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:10,239
Speaker 4: see I was born with congeneral black homer. You know

876
00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:11,840
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. It was supposed to affect both of

877
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:14,440
Speaker 4: my eyes, you know what I'm saying, But they save one.

878
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:16,879
Speaker 2: So like.

879
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:21,680
Speaker 4: I really want to do like a foundation for kids

880
00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:26,160
Speaker 4: that's like to to to better them with whatever the

881
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:28,719
Speaker 4: disability may be. You know what I'm saying. Of course,

882
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,040
Speaker 4: you know I fight for the for the for the blindness,

883
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:32,720
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. That's just you know, it's

884
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:37,200
Speaker 4: quite obvious why. But I just want to set an

885
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:39,319
Speaker 4: example that you know, no matter what you go through

886
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,879
Speaker 4: in life, like you don't have to let that define you.

887
00:37:41,920 --> 00:37:44,319
Speaker 4: Like you know what I'm saying, Like for years, you know,

888
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:45,920
Speaker 4: some people are going to say, oh, well he went

889
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 4: to jail, and you know what I mean.

890
00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:48,040
Speaker 2: You got him.

891
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:50,840
Speaker 4: Some people that that remind that remembers me from the music,

892
00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:52,480
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. But you have to set

893
00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:55,560
Speaker 4: the standard. You have to kind of narrate what you

894
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:57,600
Speaker 4: want to be or who you're going to be. So

895
00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:00,200
Speaker 4: I just want to, like I just want to be

896
00:38:00,320 --> 00:38:02,840
Speaker 4: there for the people that don't got nobody, you know

897
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:04,560
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. And if I could do that, then

898
00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:05,920
Speaker 4: I feel like I you know, I did a lot.

899
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:07,920
Speaker 1: I mean one of the dopest stories I heard. I

900
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:10,000
Speaker 1: don't know if it's true, but you said used to

901
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,560
Speaker 1: wear the prosthetic guy, but you stopped, Yeah, because you

902
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,200
Speaker 1: wanted to embrace the natural look.

903
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure. Definitely.

904
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:20,120
Speaker 5: When we got your statement when you first came home,

905
00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:23,840
Speaker 5: I posted it and the biggest feed that feedback that

906
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:26,080
Speaker 5: I got from, like the audience who like pays attentions

907
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,440
Speaker 5: when I'm posting the stories, is people really appreciated that

908
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,200
Speaker 5: the first thing you talked about was doing stuff for

909
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:31,840
Speaker 5: kids and what you wanted to do with your community

910
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:33,800
Speaker 5: and the foundation and not music.

911
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:35,520
Speaker 6: Like people were like we love that.

912
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:41,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, you know it's just like, first of all,

913
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:45,040
Speaker 4: I have kids myself, like and like I said, I was,

914
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:46,800
Speaker 4: I missed a lot of their life. You know what

915
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 4: I'm saying, I missed a lot of to me important parts.

916
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:50,680
Speaker 2: Of their life.

917
00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 4: Even if I see the phone calls, like sometimes it's

918
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:56,080
Speaker 4: not enough, you know what I'm saying.

919
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:57,160
Speaker 2: So and then like to.

920
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:03,160
Speaker 4: Before that, I'm running so much like I'm doing so

921
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,920
Speaker 4: much that I like, I really wasn't making time for

922
00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:07,560
Speaker 4: my own kids, you know what I'm saying. And I

923
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,200
Speaker 4: feel like I feel like, no, I was fucked up

924
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,359
Speaker 4: for that, you know what I'm saying. No matter how

925
00:39:12,719 --> 00:39:14,879
Speaker 4: how I tried to justify, Oh, I needed to get

926
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,279
Speaker 4: the money, so we've got the money. That might be good.

927
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,160
Speaker 4: I could make sure they always got rid of it.

928
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:20,879
Speaker 4: It doesn't matter, you know what I'm saying. One thing

929
00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:23,319
Speaker 4: I learned that the most important thing you could do

930
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,440
Speaker 4: for these kids is give them time. You know what

931
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:29,960
Speaker 4: I'm saying. Like there's nothing there's nothing bigger than time

932
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:33,239
Speaker 4: and showing up. And you know what I'm saying, Just

933
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:35,319
Speaker 4: comm here, let's watch Frozen, and you know.

934
00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:36,759
Speaker 2: What I'm saying. You know what I'm saying.

935
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:38,840
Speaker 4: You want let's go. You want to learn how to

936
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:41,359
Speaker 4: throw football, Let's go throw the football. Buying them Shit,

937
00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:42,680
Speaker 4: ain't gonna do it. You know what I'm saying.

938
00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:44,800
Speaker 2: You're just gonna be You're just gonna be the nigga

939
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:46,160
Speaker 2: with the money like you're not.

940
00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:48,319
Speaker 1: That, you know what I'm saying, gonna be the name

941
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:49,520
Speaker 1: of the new album.

942
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:51,000
Speaker 2: That sounds fired. But nah, I can't do that.

943
00:39:51,719 --> 00:39:53,840
Speaker 4: Nah, time is just something that means a lot to me,

944
00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:56,920
Speaker 4: man Like, that's just it. Just I learned a lot

945
00:39:56,960 --> 00:40:00,279
Speaker 4: within these within these few years, especially about myself, about

946
00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 4: how I want to approach certain things, and like when

947
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:07,000
Speaker 4: it comes to like helping the kids, man like, it's

948
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:09,880
Speaker 4: something I always did anyway. You know, I'm just like

949
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,080
Speaker 4: I said, I'm real private. And maybe it's a bad thing,

950
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:13,839
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, because you know I had

951
00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:17,880
Speaker 4: that mind state like damn you why you gotta post everything?

952
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:19,400
Speaker 4: Like I used to always say that to me, Like

953
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:21,000
Speaker 4: why they always got to post it if they're doing

954
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:22,320
Speaker 4: the shit from the heart, you know what I'm saying,

955
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:25,160
Speaker 4: And like I kind of understand now, like maybe some

956
00:40:25,160 --> 00:40:26,360
Speaker 4: people want to see it.

957
00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:27,439
Speaker 2: Some people don't.

958
00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 4: But for me, if everybody knows me, like I pull

959
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:33,120
Speaker 4: up all the kids around, everybody get one hundred dollars

960
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:36,120
Speaker 4: like little stuff like that. It was back to school drives.

961
00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:38,200
Speaker 4: We do back to school drives every year, you know

962
00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:40,200
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Resting peace of my cousin Jay, like

963
00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:42,560
Speaker 4: we did the rest of the back to school drives

964
00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:46,400
Speaker 4: every year. Jday, we do like two thousand book bags,

965
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 4: sneakers and school supplies without a post. You know what

966
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:53,560
Speaker 4: I'm saying, Like this is what we do. Like no,

967
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,760
Speaker 4: it's no secret to the community, but it's a secret

968
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:58,880
Speaker 4: to the world. So it's like for me, helping the

969
00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:01,719
Speaker 4: kids is something that I owe always been, you know

970
00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 4: what I mean.

971
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:02,799
Speaker 2: I know how I.

972
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:04,760
Speaker 4: Felt to go to school with some fucked up sneakers.

973
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:06,319
Speaker 4: I knew how I felt that, Like Damn, I don't

974
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:08,359
Speaker 4: really want to wear this because I just have. I've

975
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:10,640
Speaker 4: been wearing the same jeans for three days. You know

976
00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:12,719
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Like I know that feeling. I know

977
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 4: that feeling of like getting laughed at and stuff like that,

978
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:18,680
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. So when it came to

979
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:22,040
Speaker 4: when it was my turn, instead of me being there

980
00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:24,319
Speaker 4: for for for my little ones, you know what I'm saying,

981
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:27,080
Speaker 4: I'm thinking, let me make sure they all flyers had

982
00:41:27,239 --> 00:41:28,920
Speaker 4: like you know what I'm saying, so they don't have to.

983
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:30,719
Speaker 4: You don't got to worry about that feeling, you know

984
00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:32,800
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. Just get me good grades and you

985
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:34,799
Speaker 4: know it's it's a it's a bigger gap than that,

986
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,720
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. So, uh, just that just

987
00:41:38,719 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 4: just to be there and you know, let them let

988
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,080
Speaker 4: them see you, like you know what I'm saying, Like,

989
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,560
Speaker 4: let them see you, let them be next to you, like, Yo,

990
00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:47,759
Speaker 4: can I sit sit in the car my door open,

991
00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:50,040
Speaker 4: go ahead like bro nose like you know what I'm saying,

992
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,399
Speaker 4: like my doors to go ahead, sit in the car, sitting,

993
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:53,560
Speaker 4: take your pictures, do what you want.

994
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:55,359
Speaker 2: You can stand on top of this motherfucker. I don't care.

995
00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:56,959
Speaker 2: It's just a material item, you know what I'm saying.

996
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,879
Speaker 4: So I just I just want to be the best

997
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,160
Speaker 4: I could be for whoever that's gonna appreciate me.

998
00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:04,560
Speaker 1: I feel like in a way man, you know, and

999
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:06,520
Speaker 1: of course prison takes years from your life, but I

1000
00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:09,920
Speaker 1: feel like it also gave you the clarity to finally

1001
00:42:10,000 --> 00:42:10,799
Speaker 1: own your life.

1002
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:14,040
Speaker 4: Yeah for sure, in the right way. Yeah for sure.

1003
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:15,440
Speaker 4: I definitely agree with you on that.

1004
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:19,279
Speaker 3: Well, we appreciate you for joining us, man, and I

1005
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:20,960
Speaker 3: can't wait to hear new music. I know, ain't got

1006
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 3: nothing now, right, No, just double checking man.

1007
00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 6: Post it on the foundation work too, the foundation work.

1008
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:27,480
Speaker 1: For sure. I appreciate it.

1009
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,560
Speaker 2: Thank you absolutely. How do I do?

1010
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:32,799
Speaker 1: Got a couple more questions? How do you protect your freedom? Now?

1011
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:37,640
Speaker 1: Like I mean mentally, I mean financially, I mean spiritually,

1012
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:41,640
Speaker 1: Like how do you protect that freedom?

1013
00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 4: Like I said, man, turn that phone off, give yourself.

1014
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:47,799
Speaker 4: It's just saying we got we got in jail, right

1015
00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:49,840
Speaker 4: if you could, if you could watch.

1016
00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 2: TV for an hour, you could do anything for hour.

1017
00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:56,840
Speaker 4: So out of jail, of course, we don't have to

1018
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:58,760
Speaker 4: be at certain things at certain times.

1019
00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 2: Give yourself to our a day for yourself.

1020
00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:04,680
Speaker 4: Go in there, close the door, meditate whatever if that's

1021
00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:05,840
Speaker 4: what you want to meditate.

1022
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:08,080
Speaker 2: I don't know. Do some yoga or some shit. I

1023
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 2: don't know. I don't know how to do.

1024
00:43:09,080 --> 00:43:12,200
Speaker 4: Yoga and shit, I'm not flexible and shit. But for me,

1025
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,920
Speaker 4: I like pull ups. That's what I do. I like,

1026
00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 4: that's what I That's how I that's my thing. I

1027
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:22,719
Speaker 4: throw the headphones on, put the music on, do pull ups.

1028
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:24,480
Speaker 4: When I'm up there, I don't count.

1029
00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:27,040
Speaker 2: I think. I just go I'm all right. This was

1030
00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:30,480
Speaker 2: like get down, all right? Walking around next? Know what

1031
00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 2: I mean.

1032
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:32,960
Speaker 4: We're in the line and every time I hit it,

1033
00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:34,720
Speaker 4: I just think about something else, you know what I'm saying.

1034
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 4: Then I go back, I sit down, you know, take

1035
00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:36,920
Speaker 4: my shower.

1036
00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:38,319
Speaker 2: This's what we're gonna do. I'm gonna do this. I'm

1037
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:39,359
Speaker 2: gonna do this. I'm gonna do this.

1038
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:43,560
Speaker 4: You know, just you gotta find time for yourself to

1039
00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:45,560
Speaker 4: give yourself time to do things, you know what I'm saying.

1040
00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:48,840
Speaker 4: So that's basically how how I could keep my freedom.

1041
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 1: Do you believe the system, the prison system is designed

1042
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 1: for rehabilitation or just survival.

1043
00:43:55,800 --> 00:43:58,759
Speaker 2: The outside prison system or inside inside.

1044
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:05,080
Speaker 4: M I don't know if I can talk about that, Like,

1045
00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 4: I don't know if I can talk about that, but

1046
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,839
Speaker 4: my personal experience, if I had to give you an

1047
00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:13,680
Speaker 4: answer to be no, yeah, not at all.

1048
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:17,360
Speaker 1: How did I guess what I'm saying. Of course you survived,

1049
00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,440
Speaker 1: but how did you kind of rehabilitate yourself? Because I'm

1050
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:22,440
Speaker 1: seeing I feel the older wives of Fetti like, so

1051
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:25,200
Speaker 1: what did you do? You said exercise?

1052
00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, I like to learn shit, man. So I talked

1053
00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:32,920
Speaker 4: to a lot of the old ads, you know, like

1054
00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:36,080
Speaker 4: what you did, how you how you fuck up?

1055
00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:38,920
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, what you did wrong? You

1056
00:44:38,960 --> 00:44:40,439
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, what you did wrong?

1057
00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:44,480
Speaker 4: And then you hear you hear like they got classes

1058
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:47,799
Speaker 4: like so the state present and federal prison is two

1059
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:50,719
Speaker 4: different things. You know what I'm saying so, and in

1060
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 4: federal prison, the prisoners run the jail. You know what

1061
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:57,040
Speaker 4: I'm saying as far as let me let me rephrase

1062
00:44:57,080 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 4: that because I might get it wrong. Uh, the prisoners

1063
00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:04,840
Speaker 4: run the programs in jail. So if you like taking

1064
00:45:04,840 --> 00:45:07,720
Speaker 4: classes like I got my g D and uh uh

1065
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:09,960
Speaker 4: in prison, thank you?

1066
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 2: You know we did I did that.

1067
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 1: Uh.

1068
00:45:13,360 --> 00:45:16,359
Speaker 4: They have like stock classes or like what is it

1069
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 4: called S and P Fortune something like that, S and

1070
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:22,879
Speaker 4: P five hundreds, and they teach you about the Billinger top,

1071
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:25,279
Speaker 4: Billinger thing bottom, Bullaing, all of that stuff. If you

1072
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:28,480
Speaker 4: if that's what you went to, they got whatever you want.

1073
00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:29,799
Speaker 4: If you want to learn Spanish, you could go in

1074
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:31,880
Speaker 4: there and learn Spanish. If you if you don't know Spanish,

1075
00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:33,040
Speaker 4: you want to learn English, you go in there and

1076
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:37,560
Speaker 4: learn English. Like it's ways to better yourself. But the

1077
00:45:37,680 --> 00:45:39,359
Speaker 4: actual system now it's fucked up.

1078
00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:42,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's got to be more fucked up for

1079
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:46,160
Speaker 1: people who were actually rich and famous, you know what

1080
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:48,680
Speaker 1: I mean. Yeah, you totally different.

1081
00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 4: And that's that's that's the thing I always say too,

1082
00:45:51,080 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 4: Like you know that part, that part of being in

1083
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:57,520
Speaker 4: jail was always the worst part for me, because you're

1084
00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:59,560
Speaker 4: not coming, Like, no matter what spot I was at,

1085
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:03,320
Speaker 4: you don't just come in and you know, get yourself together.

1086
00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:06,200
Speaker 4: They know I was coming before I even knew I

1087
00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:10,560
Speaker 4: was going there, Like people knew I was coming weeks

1088
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:12,759
Speaker 4: before I even landed on it, before I landed on

1089
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,360
Speaker 4: the yard, you know what I'm saying.

1090
00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:17,880
Speaker 2: So it's like, all right, let's let's just get this.

1091
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 2: Let's just get this. Is straight to the.

1092
00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:21,520
Speaker 4: Point I be like, you know what I'm saying, I'm

1093
00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:24,200
Speaker 4: not about to be singing for nobody. We ain't about

1094
00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:28,440
Speaker 4: to be yelling seventeen thirty eight. But you know what

1095
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:31,759
Speaker 4: I mean, like, no, you just you just be a man.

1096
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:32,879
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Be a man.

1097
00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:34,960
Speaker 2: Man. They gonna they gonna respect it. Man, they don't

1098
00:46:34,960 --> 00:46:35,480
Speaker 2: respect it.

1099
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:41,239
Speaker 1: What do people misunderstand about incarceration if they've never experienced Oh.

1100
00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:45,279
Speaker 2: Hmm, wait, asked me a question.

1101
00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:49,239
Speaker 1: What do people misunderstand about incarceration if they've never experienced it?

1102
00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:55,120
Speaker 2: I think people think jail is like old jail.

1103
00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:59,560
Speaker 4: When I say that, like, I don't know if people

1104
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:02,680
Speaker 4: are watching like the show to ows Man like like that,

1105
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:05,640
Speaker 4: like in Jail's not like that, no more. It ain't

1106
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 4: like that no more. Don't get me wrong. It's violent,

1107
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:13,240
Speaker 4: it's hell definitely violent. But state president and federal president

1108
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 4: is way different, like it was way way way different.

1109
00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:19,160
Speaker 2: Like it's way different.

1110
00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 4: It's like goddamn government in there. It's politics, you know

1111
00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:25,640
Speaker 4: what I mean. You've got you this person. You're wrong

1112
00:47:25,680 --> 00:47:27,399
Speaker 4: with these people if you this, you wrong with them

1113
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,759
Speaker 4: and you can't even do nothing. You can't even do

1114
00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:33,040
Speaker 4: nothing without accent this dude and he go to ot

1115
00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:37,600
Speaker 4: access and then it's it's it's different. People misunderstand, like

1116
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:39,960
Speaker 4: you don't just go to jail and just think.

1117
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:42,640
Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't even know. I don't even

1118
00:47:42,680 --> 00:47:43,400
Speaker 2: know how to answer that.

1119
00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:46,880
Speaker 4: But you know, I don't want to tell nobody to

1120
00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:48,359
Speaker 4: go to jail, you know what I'm saying. But if

1121
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:50,240
Speaker 4: you want to figure out what it's like go to jail.

1122
00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:55,400
Speaker 1: What does redemption actually look like for you?

1123
00:47:56,560 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 2: Loving on my kids?

1124
00:47:57,480 --> 00:47:57,680
Speaker 1: Man?

1125
00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:03,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, loving a my kids. I just want you know,

1126
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:05,520
Speaker 4: when I'm able to just.

1127
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:09,920
Speaker 2: Come on, let's go. You know what I'm saying.

1128
00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 4: I'm in there watching I've never been on the cruise before,

1129
00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:15,879
Speaker 4: and I just seen like I was every day.

1130
00:48:15,920 --> 00:48:16,839
Speaker 2: The commercial come on.

1131
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:21,400
Speaker 3: Just said the same thing when he was like the cruise.

1132
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:23,959
Speaker 2: Yeah, like that's something you just it's it be little

1133
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:24,560
Speaker 2: ship like that.

1134
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:28,080
Speaker 4: Like I swear when I was home, uh, Chick Filate

1135
00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:30,279
Speaker 4: didn't have mac and cheese yet, and so every day

1136
00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:34,759
Speaker 4: Chick Filate show macaroni and cheese. I'm like, what the fuck, Damn,

1137
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:39,400
Speaker 4: I gotta get some macaronie. But you know it's like

1138
00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:43,840
Speaker 4: little things like that, you know what I'm saying. So man, Like,

1139
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:45,359
Speaker 4: I just want to love on the kids. Man, That's

1140
00:48:45,400 --> 00:48:46,399
Speaker 4: what my redemption feel.

1141
00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:46,560
Speaker 1: Like.

1142
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:48,680
Speaker 2: I get them. I want to go on the cruise.

1143
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:50,560
Speaker 4: I want to take them to Aspen in the winter,

1144
00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:53,440
Speaker 4: get a cabin, do the hot chocolate ship. I want

1145
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:55,719
Speaker 4: to take them to Norway so they could see the water.

1146
00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:59,600
Speaker 4: I want to take them everywhere like Florence, my favorite

1147
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:01,359
Speaker 4: place I been with Florence. I want to take them

1148
00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:03,680
Speaker 4: there so we go get some real Talian food. Like

1149
00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:07,200
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Just I just want to

1150
00:49:07,239 --> 00:49:09,239
Speaker 4: I just want to experience this shit with them, like

1151
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:09,880
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying.

1152
00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:12,000
Speaker 2: Like I said, like I.

1153
00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:14,160
Speaker 4: Like, they deserve they deserve me, you know what I mean?

1154
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,640
Speaker 4: Everything I gave these niggas, all them twenty cars that

1155
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:20,280
Speaker 4: I let everybody drive and we out at Atlantic City

1156
00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:21,120
Speaker 4: all this time.

1157
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:22,000
Speaker 2: And you know what I'm saying.

1158
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:24,959
Speaker 4: I'm telling myself, Oh no, you know I'm getting the money,

1159
00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:25,719
Speaker 4: so everything good.

1160
00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:26,880
Speaker 2: I could do this I deserve.

1161
00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 4: That's that's bullshit, you know what I'm saying, Even when

1162
00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:33,160
Speaker 4: it comes down to what you asked me earlier, as

1163
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:37,960
Speaker 4: far as my daughter's mom, like you know, like, no

1164
00:49:38,000 --> 00:49:41,480
Speaker 4: matter what happens, as a man, you stand up. So

1165
00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:45,960
Speaker 4: it doesn't matter what anybody says about me. You know

1166
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Like you take care of my you

1167
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:50,400
Speaker 4: take care of my kids. I'm a love you forever,

1168
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:52,640
Speaker 4: it doesn't matter, like you know what I'm saying. And

1169
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:56,200
Speaker 4: I appreciate each one of my kids moms. You know,

1170
00:49:56,520 --> 00:50:00,000
Speaker 4: they all healthy, they all in school, they all breathe,

1171
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:02,279
Speaker 4: then they're all doing anything. You know what I'm saying, Like,

1172
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:07,440
Speaker 4: and uh you know, oh yeah, And I want to

1173
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:10,839
Speaker 4: say I appreciate uh my daughter Lawrence mother too. She

1174
00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 4: was she was there at the beginning of this bit

1175
00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:14,640
Speaker 4: for me, you know, when she didn't have to be.

1176
00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:16,120
Speaker 4: You know, she was going through her own thing, you

1177
00:50:16,120 --> 00:50:21,439
Speaker 4: know what I mean. So yeah, I just I don't

1178
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 4: have time for negativity, man, Like I don't want to

1179
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:26,120
Speaker 4: be a negative person. I'm not even gonna feed into

1180
00:50:26,160 --> 00:50:28,719
Speaker 4: no negative shit man. And and that's how I'm gonna

1181
00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:31,080
Speaker 4: keep it going from here. Like I'm just gonna keep

1182
00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:31,520
Speaker 4: going up.

1183
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,040
Speaker 6: You're in the right place. What you give out is

1184
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:34,919
Speaker 6: what you're going to track. You're in the right place.

1185
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:36,560
Speaker 1: And I know it's only been forty eight hours, but

1186
00:50:36,680 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 1: you know what conversations with your kids, if you had that,

1187
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:40,200
Speaker 1: that just hit different.

1188
00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:45,040
Speaker 2: Gonna. Son's funny as my oldest son, he's funny. Is yeah,

1189
00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 2: he's a uh yo, I'm your height now, like chill,

1190
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:51,239
Speaker 2: baby boy.

1191
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:52,600
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I have to do it.

1192
00:50:52,680 --> 00:50:54,960
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. You know, man, but he

1193
00:50:55,080 --> 00:50:57,400
Speaker 4: gonna you know he that won't work out. Or the

1194
00:50:57,440 --> 00:51:00,120
Speaker 4: first day out. He took my chain, oh all, my

1195
00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:04,400
Speaker 4: my my nephew, my nephews, they took my chain and

1196
00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:05,480
Speaker 4: my hats.

1197
00:51:06,280 --> 00:51:09,400
Speaker 2: They took everything, the cloth and all. Yeah, they depot me.

1198
00:51:09,880 --> 00:51:11,319
Speaker 2: Were it up? So?

1199
00:51:11,680 --> 00:51:15,680
Speaker 4: Uh my oldest daughter she you know, she's she don't

1200
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:19,520
Speaker 4: play no games neither. She listen to that. I don't

1201
00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:21,960
Speaker 4: know what you're doing, but figure it out. I need

1202
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:22,880
Speaker 4: to see you.

1203
00:51:22,880 --> 00:51:24,400
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Wow.

1204
00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:28,120
Speaker 4: So it's just it's just man, I'm just happy, man, Like,

1205
00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:30,759
Speaker 4: I'm just happy to you know, see their face when

1206
00:51:30,760 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 4: that face time came through and they.

1207
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 2: Who and you know, to see that reaction like, yeah,

1208
00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:36,040
Speaker 2: daddy home.

1209
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:38,000
Speaker 6: You're surprising. They didn't know.

1210
00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:41,920
Speaker 4: Uh, some of them knew, but they didn't know exactly

1211
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:43,080
Speaker 4: when I was gonna pop up.

1212
00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, so it was like that, Oh, congratulations, man, I'm

1213
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:50,520
Speaker 1: happy that you home and I'm happy to hear the

1214
00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 1: clarity more soon than anything.

1215
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:54,280
Speaker 2: So you know, thank you.

1216
00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:56,000
Speaker 3: We appreciate you. I'm sure you'll be up here with

1217
00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:57,000
Speaker 3: many some music soon.

1218
00:51:57,120 --> 00:51:58,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. I got you man.

1219
00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:01,680
Speaker 1: And don't rush through. Get some cheeks for us, these

1220
00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:02,799
Speaker 1: cheeks man.

1221
00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:06,600
Speaker 5: If you're not in your pocket here bedroom, get out

1222
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:07,640
Speaker 5: all right.

1223
00:52:07,840 --> 00:52:12,320
Speaker 3: It's Fertie Wild. It's the Breakfast Club, Goring hold on every.

1224
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:15,280
Speaker 1: Day a wake, pick your ass up, the Breakfast Club.

1225
00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:16,759
Speaker 2: I'm finished for y'all. Done