1 00:00:00,560 --> 00:00:02,920 Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylee Shore, and this is too much 2 00:00:02,960 --> 00:00:18,919 Speaker 1: to say it out you. This past week has been 3 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:22,759 Speaker 1: so busy and I'm really I've just forgotten how to 4 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:25,600 Speaker 1: be busy, which is interesting because you know, I just 5 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:28,680 Speaker 1: took like seven eight months to just sit around my 6 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:30,600 Speaker 1: house and now I'm gearing back up for a new 7 00:00:30,920 --> 00:00:34,000 Speaker 1: album release and releasing a single this Friday. Then I'm 8 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:37,599 Speaker 1: really really excited about. But I was like so tired, 9 00:00:37,720 --> 00:00:40,159 Speaker 1: and I used to have days like that twenty four 10 00:00:40,280 --> 00:00:42,800 Speaker 1: seven and that was just my work week, and now 11 00:00:42,840 --> 00:00:45,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, I have to get out of bed before 12 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:47,560 Speaker 1: ten am, and I'm like, oh my god, my life 13 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:50,200 Speaker 1: is so hard. So I'm hoping you guys can really 14 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:53,760 Speaker 1: feeling like what it's like coming back to work and whatnot. 15 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:57,120 Speaker 1: I also did this really cool live stream for C 16 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:59,520 Speaker 1: two C, which is a festival I've always wanted to 17 00:00:59,520 --> 00:01:02,560 Speaker 1: play over in the UK. Unfortunately I had to play 18 00:01:02,600 --> 00:01:05,160 Speaker 1: it from the States, but it's okay, it's all right. 19 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:08,160 Speaker 1: I was supposed to go on my first ever UK 20 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:10,560 Speaker 1: tour and actually my first time ever out of North 21 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:14,520 Speaker 1: America back in April with song stuff for Jets. It 22 00:01:14,680 --> 00:01:17,680 Speaker 1: was going to be so fun we had already sold 23 00:01:17,680 --> 00:01:21,400 Speaker 1: out our first night and I was just ecstatic. I 24 00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:23,280 Speaker 1: was gonna go with my best friend, Candy Carpenter, and 25 00:01:23,319 --> 00:01:25,959 Speaker 1: we had this trip planned to Paris. After it was 26 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:29,279 Speaker 1: like unreal, dream life kind of stuff did not happen, 27 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:32,600 Speaker 1: but I think it will. They're working on reschedules. It's 28 00:01:32,600 --> 00:01:35,120 Speaker 1: just hard because we don't know when we can reschedule 29 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 1: for I've already had my reschedule shows get rescheduled, which 30 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:42,880 Speaker 1: obviously is not fun. I was supposed to open for 31 00:01:42,959 --> 00:01:45,720 Speaker 1: Ario Speedwagon and Toledo this past weekend, which would have 32 00:01:45,720 --> 00:01:48,440 Speaker 1: been really really fun and a little random, but I'd 33 00:01:48,480 --> 00:01:52,200 Speaker 1: love Ario Speedwagon. It is also my roommates birthday and 34 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:54,680 Speaker 1: I worked really really hard making her this cake and 35 00:01:54,760 --> 00:01:59,120 Speaker 1: it's just aggressively meticulous. And I take things like that 36 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:03,920 Speaker 1: very very serious, and I've decorated several cakes over the 37 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:06,560 Speaker 1: past few years for people. I don't know when I 38 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:08,240 Speaker 1: got into it. I'm sure I just went down a 39 00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:10,880 Speaker 1: Pinterest rabbit hole and couldn't come back out. But for 40 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:13,440 Speaker 1: my twenty fifth birthday party last year, I had a 41 00:02:13,480 --> 00:02:16,880 Speaker 1: sex in the City themed party and it was really fun, 42 00:02:17,040 --> 00:02:21,919 Speaker 1: Like I basically pre made a giant craft whatever, I 43 00:02:21,960 --> 00:02:24,120 Speaker 1: don't know what to call it, a giant vessel that 44 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:28,400 Speaker 1: holds liquid of cosmos and have these like little plastic 45 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:31,680 Speaker 1: martini glasses and it was just ridiculous. I dressed up 46 00:02:31,720 --> 00:02:34,480 Speaker 1: like Carrie Bradshaw. Everybody dressed up as their favorite characters, 47 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:38,080 Speaker 1: and I made this cake and it was like hot, 48 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 1: pink and black because those are like the signature colors 49 00:02:41,040 --> 00:02:44,520 Speaker 1: of sex in the City. And I cut out the 50 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:48,079 Speaker 1: New York skyline in fond and and like stuck it 51 00:02:48,160 --> 00:02:49,919 Speaker 1: around the side of the cake. And it was so 52 00:02:50,360 --> 00:02:51,840 Speaker 1: But I am the kind of person who wants to 53 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 1: make their own birthday cake. Birthdays are weird for me, 54 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:59,000 Speaker 1: Like I want it to be very particular, and I 55 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:01,400 Speaker 1: have a lot of fun doing that for myself. So 56 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:03,280 Speaker 1: when people try to step in and they're like, oh 57 00:03:03,280 --> 00:03:05,359 Speaker 1: my god, no, I can take care of this, I'm like, yes, 58 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:08,400 Speaker 1: but like, this is my present to myself. Is getting 59 00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:12,079 Speaker 1: to be really intense about this stuff. Like I'm a 60 00:03:12,160 --> 00:03:14,120 Speaker 1: big fan of the gift bag, so I always like 61 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:17,040 Speaker 1: give people gifts on my birthday. I don't know, I'm 62 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:19,440 Speaker 1: sure the Love Languages Test would have something to say 63 00:03:19,440 --> 00:03:22,079 Speaker 1: about that, but it was a really good birthday this 64 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,839 Speaker 1: year was pretty fun as well. I had a party 65 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:27,680 Speaker 1: in my backyard and my boyfriend made these masks that 66 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,960 Speaker 1: said Kaylee's COVID Conscious Birthday Party and it was like 67 00:03:31,080 --> 00:03:33,919 Speaker 1: so cute, and he put my astrological sign on it, 68 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:36,960 Speaker 1: and so I was like, Okay, maybe sometimes we can 69 00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:41,800 Speaker 1: let other people do small things for my birthday. But 70 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:43,680 Speaker 1: he actually planned most of it, so that was very, 71 00:03:43,760 --> 00:03:47,320 Speaker 1: very fun. So I'm trying to like find a groove 72 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:49,320 Speaker 1: with segments for the show, Like I want to do 73 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:52,840 Speaker 1: some things where we come back to them every week 74 00:03:52,880 --> 00:03:56,080 Speaker 1: and there's like, you know this thing from this week 75 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:57,920 Speaker 1: and whatnot. And I'm trying to find my group. So 76 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:59,840 Speaker 1: we're basically going to throw a bunch of spaghetti at 77 00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:02,120 Speaker 1: the all this episode and see what sticks. Let me 78 00:04:02,160 --> 00:04:03,840 Speaker 1: know which ones you guys like, let me know which 79 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:06,960 Speaker 1: ones you guys hate. But this segment is going to 80 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:11,200 Speaker 1: be the funniest fan tweet of the week. I literally 81 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:14,640 Speaker 1: cracked up when I read this. Okay, this one comes 82 00:04:14,720 --> 00:04:18,559 Speaker 1: from Amanda McCarthy and she's actually a country songwriter. She's 83 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,680 Speaker 1: from New England as well, and I've actually known her 84 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:23,719 Speaker 1: for a while. But she said whenever life sucks. I 85 00:04:23,800 --> 00:04:25,760 Speaker 1: need to remember that it could always be worse. I 86 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:28,600 Speaker 1: could be Kaylee Shore's X not only having half an 87 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:31,360 Speaker 1: album released about me, but then rereleased and then if 88 00:04:31,360 --> 00:04:33,920 Speaker 1: that wasn't enough, a podcast as the cherry on top. 89 00:04:34,200 --> 00:04:39,159 Speaker 1: Poor guy not really sucks to sock. So that was 90 00:04:39,200 --> 00:04:42,200 Speaker 1: pretty funny. Yeah, I mean, I K I kind of 91 00:04:42,200 --> 00:04:46,680 Speaker 1: feel a little bad sometimes, But it's also like, if 92 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:50,400 Speaker 1: you're gonna date a songwriter, you need to know that 93 00:04:50,440 --> 00:04:53,479 Speaker 1: this is on the table. And I think when he 94 00:04:53,640 --> 00:04:56,159 Speaker 1: met me, I was writing songs about my high school 95 00:04:56,160 --> 00:04:59,520 Speaker 1: ex boyfriend, Like it was definitely not a new personality trait. 96 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:02,240 Speaker 1: You didn't see this coming. When he cheated on me 97 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:05,520 Speaker 1: and then slept with all my friends, that's kind of 98 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:07,880 Speaker 1: on him, you know. I don't know, but my favorite 99 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:12,640 Speaker 1: Twitter moment of the week was just the most heartwarming, wholesome, 100 00:05:12,880 --> 00:05:15,000 Speaker 1: pure thing. I have seen him so long, and it 101 00:05:15,080 --> 00:05:19,800 Speaker 1: just brought me so much joy. This Twitter user Edmund 102 00:05:19,839 --> 00:05:24,600 Speaker 1: O'Leary at Emerald nineteen ten tweeted a very vulnerable tweet 103 00:05:24,720 --> 00:05:26,760 Speaker 1: let me read you his Twitter bio. First proud dad 104 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:30,120 Speaker 1: of twin Soun's strong interest in mental health issues, trustee 105 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:33,000 Speaker 1: of FSO based mental health charity, love Me, Love my Mind, 106 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:37,000 Speaker 1: I love aviation. And all of this man's tweets are 107 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:42,080 Speaker 1: like him tweeting about good experiences he had and hospitality 108 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:45,600 Speaker 1: from like hotels to restaurants, and you know, it's like 109 00:05:45,880 --> 00:05:49,560 Speaker 1: the reverse Karen, Like he's just go only goes on 110 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:52,880 Speaker 1: Twitter to like compliment people and put nice things out 111 00:05:52,880 --> 00:05:55,480 Speaker 1: into the world. And I'm I think this might be 112 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:58,760 Speaker 1: just the sweetest man. And he tweeted something a few 113 00:05:58,839 --> 00:06:03,239 Speaker 1: days ago and he said, I'm not okay, feeling rock bottom. 114 00:06:03,440 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 1: Please take a few seconds to say hello. If you 115 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:10,240 Speaker 1: see this tweet, thank you, And three hundred thousand people 116 00:06:10,600 --> 00:06:15,520 Speaker 1: said hello. And some of the responses came from famous people, 117 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:19,359 Speaker 1: like there's Jake Tapper, who's a CNN correspondent, and he 118 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:22,680 Speaker 1: sent a picture of the kittens that he bought his 119 00:06:22,760 --> 00:06:25,839 Speaker 1: mother after her cat of nineteen years passed away, and 120 00:06:25,920 --> 00:06:28,160 Speaker 1: he sent a video of one named Lulu playing, which 121 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:33,480 Speaker 1: is so cute. And then Sophia Bush from One Tree 122 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,960 Speaker 1: Hill said, hello, Edmund. We don't know each other, but 123 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 1: I know that so so many people are feeling heavy 124 00:06:39,160 --> 00:06:41,320 Speaker 1: right now. The twelve of this year is immense. Just 125 00:06:41,360 --> 00:06:43,760 Speaker 1: remember that it's a relay. We can all share the baton. 126 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:46,599 Speaker 1: You're not alone. Better days are coming and you deserve 127 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:50,279 Speaker 1: to see them. Sending love. And Sophia Bush has always 128 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:52,320 Speaker 1: been like a really big advocate for mental health, so 129 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:54,200 Speaker 1: I thought that was really cool for her to reach out. 130 00:06:54,200 --> 00:06:56,280 Speaker 1: And she was one of the first people, I feel 131 00:06:56,279 --> 00:06:59,800 Speaker 1: like to say something, and you know, the editor and 132 00:06:59,839 --> 00:07:02,680 Speaker 1: she of huff Post posted the former CEO of T 133 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:06,360 Speaker 1: Mobile like people with millions of followers, and it was 134 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:10,160 Speaker 1: all people saying, Hey, Edmund, I know what you're going through. 135 00:07:10,320 --> 00:07:13,680 Speaker 1: It gets better, and then people responding to people like 136 00:07:13,720 --> 00:07:15,680 Speaker 1: that being like, wow, I really needed to read that. 137 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:18,520 Speaker 1: I hope it's okay that I read that like it 138 00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:21,520 Speaker 1: was for me, And I mean it just was like 139 00:07:22,200 --> 00:07:27,200 Speaker 1: so many people who like, you know, they were sending 140 00:07:27,240 --> 00:07:30,800 Speaker 1: pictures of babies and cute dogs and I posted this 141 00:07:31,240 --> 00:07:34,600 Speaker 1: read on my Twitter account, so I would highly recommend 142 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:36,960 Speaker 1: going and checking it out. It'll just like fill your 143 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:41,000 Speaker 1: heart with so much warmth. One of my personal favorites 144 00:07:41,280 --> 00:07:45,400 Speaker 1: was sending you leven strength. It's just from at Ford 145 00:07:45,400 --> 00:07:49,760 Speaker 1: to lump Twitter handles are always hilarious and they have 146 00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:52,440 Speaker 1: a very smiley Pumpkin as their user photo, but they said, 147 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:54,600 Speaker 1: my sister who passed away sends me butterflies to let 148 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:57,000 Speaker 1: me know she's still with me. This particular one showed 149 00:07:57,040 --> 00:07:58,800 Speaker 1: up on my birthday and proceeded to climb on my 150 00:07:58,880 --> 00:08:00,440 Speaker 1: arm and onto my face, where it stayed for a 151 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:03,920 Speaker 1: long time while I cried. Isn't that just so sweet? 152 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:07,520 Speaker 1: I'm I'm getting choked up. I'm such a softy. Like 153 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:10,560 Speaker 1: my relationship with crying is kind of weird, because like, 154 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 1: when something bad happens to me and I need to cry, 155 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:16,239 Speaker 1: I literally can't. But when I'm like looking at pictures 156 00:08:16,240 --> 00:08:18,360 Speaker 1: of animals or like people being nice to each other, 157 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:22,400 Speaker 1: that's when I cry. But I just want to send 158 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:25,080 Speaker 1: all my love to Edmund. He just seems like such 159 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:28,840 Speaker 1: a sweetheart, and that one vulnerable moment that he had 160 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:31,800 Speaker 1: helped so many people, and I think it made a 161 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:33,840 Speaker 1: lot of people feel less alone. And I think that 162 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:36,880 Speaker 1: the beautiful thing about that was it was just people 163 00:08:36,920 --> 00:08:40,679 Speaker 1: coming together. And right now, social media is so full 164 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:46,160 Speaker 1: of anger and hatred. Some of the anger is warranted, 165 00:08:46,280 --> 00:08:50,240 Speaker 1: some of it's just excessive. And this had nothing to 166 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:55,000 Speaker 1: do with what country he was from, or politics or anything, 167 00:08:55,080 --> 00:08:58,360 Speaker 1: and it was just like this you know, reminder that 168 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:01,360 Speaker 1: people can care about each other and they can care 169 00:09:01,400 --> 00:09:04,440 Speaker 1: about strangers. And it was just it really really made 170 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:07,400 Speaker 1: my week. So this week I've been reading a book 171 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:10,679 Speaker 1: called Maybe You Should Talk to Someone A Therapist, Her 172 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:14,400 Speaker 1: Therapist and Our Lives Revealed, and it's by Laurie Gottlieb. 173 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:19,560 Speaker 1: I think I pronounced that correctly, and it is so fascinating. 174 00:09:19,640 --> 00:09:24,160 Speaker 1: So the book is non fiction, but it's written about 175 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:27,280 Speaker 1: her patients, which is definitely like you need to tread 176 00:09:27,360 --> 00:09:30,080 Speaker 1: carefully in this one. Who's like, I E. You're not 177 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 1: supposed to talk about your patients at all, but she 178 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:35,400 Speaker 1: got written permission from several of our patients to share 179 00:09:35,440 --> 00:09:39,600 Speaker 1: their stories in her novel and it's so so good. 180 00:09:39,880 --> 00:09:44,120 Speaker 1: So she's going through a breakup and some revelations of 181 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:47,240 Speaker 1: her own while she's still being a therapist for other people, 182 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:49,199 Speaker 1: and so she makes a choice to go see somebody, 183 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:52,360 Speaker 1: and I think one of the funniest parts so far 184 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:58,000 Speaker 1: is just how she goes into therapy like it's something 185 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:00,880 Speaker 1: you can get an ap lesson, and she has all 186 00:10:00,920 --> 00:10:03,520 Speaker 1: these notes and she's like trying to prove to her 187 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:05,960 Speaker 1: therapist like well, like I really know all my problems, 188 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:10,000 Speaker 1: so I'm really just here just as like a precaution. 189 00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:14,079 Speaker 1: And she and I really related to that, even though 190 00:10:14,120 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 1: I'm not a therapist. But when I started therapy, there's 191 00:10:17,840 --> 00:10:21,560 Speaker 1: like this weird thing that happens to some people, myself included, 192 00:10:21,559 --> 00:10:24,400 Speaker 1: where you want to be your therapist's favorite client and 193 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:26,320 Speaker 1: be like the one who's like the most put together, 194 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:28,720 Speaker 1: but like you're still admitting you need help. And I 195 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:31,240 Speaker 1: think a lot of that comes down to using self 196 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:35,760 Speaker 1: awareness as a crutch. For me, I absolutely do that, 197 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:39,720 Speaker 1: where like if I say the negative thing about myself first, 198 00:10:39,800 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 1: air hurts a lot less when somebody else says it, 199 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 1: and you know, it's like, oh, yeah, I'm fully aware 200 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:48,719 Speaker 1: that I should be moving past this breakup and that 201 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:52,480 Speaker 1: maybe I'm holding on to too much resentment, but I'm 202 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:56,080 Speaker 1: definitely cognizant of that, and like just say things like 203 00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:58,079 Speaker 1: that and it's like okay, but you're not doing anything 204 00:10:58,120 --> 00:11:01,120 Speaker 1: about it. So self awareness really only work if you 205 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:04,480 Speaker 1: use it to change your behaviors. And she really calls 206 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:06,400 Speaker 1: herself out on that in this book, which I think 207 00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:09,800 Speaker 1: is amazing. But her therapist is like the exact opposite 208 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 1: of her, and he's like this older man named Wendel, 209 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:17,080 Speaker 1: and his approach to her is so funny, Like there's 210 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:19,040 Speaker 1: this one scene where he literally walks over and he 211 00:11:19,320 --> 00:11:21,440 Speaker 1: kicks her foot, and it's like, well, you seem to 212 00:11:21,520 --> 00:11:25,600 Speaker 1: like hurting yourself. It's a really really great book, and 213 00:11:25,679 --> 00:11:27,840 Speaker 1: she has a fascinating backstory. She used to work on 214 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:30,680 Speaker 1: the TV shows Er and Friends, and then she realized 215 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:33,840 Speaker 1: that the film industry was slowly sucking the life out 216 00:11:33,840 --> 00:11:35,720 Speaker 1: of her, and then decided to go to med school, 217 00:11:35,760 --> 00:11:39,080 Speaker 1: and then after that realized that she had a really 218 00:11:39,080 --> 00:11:41,520 Speaker 1: big passion for writing because she had been writing a 219 00:11:41,520 --> 00:11:44,319 Speaker 1: lot of articles while she was in med school about medicine. 220 00:11:44,760 --> 00:11:48,120 Speaker 1: And it's just a fascinating story of somebody transforming. And 221 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:50,440 Speaker 1: I'm only about halfway through, but I'm very, very into 222 00:11:50,480 --> 00:11:53,400 Speaker 1: that book this week. Okay, now I'm going to give 223 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:55,800 Speaker 1: something a negative review. But I watched this movie on 224 00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:59,040 Speaker 1: Netflix the other night, and it's called The Devil All 225 00:11:59,080 --> 00:12:03,200 Speaker 1: the Time. Has Tom Holland and Robert Pattinson in it, 226 00:12:03,640 --> 00:12:05,880 Speaker 1: and a bunch of really other great actors. So you 227 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:09,360 Speaker 1: would think like it would be good, right, Good actors 228 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 1: do good movies. No, I cannot tell you how much 229 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:18,520 Speaker 1: I disliked this movie, and I'm just gonna go I'm 230 00:12:18,520 --> 00:12:20,679 Speaker 1: gonna go full Karen on this movie right now because 231 00:12:20,679 --> 00:12:24,319 Speaker 1: I just hated it so much. It's not branded as 232 00:12:24,360 --> 00:12:27,960 Speaker 1: a horror movie, but I think that one, um, you 233 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:31,400 Speaker 1: show a dismembered person, and by dismembered, I mean like 234 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:35,320 Speaker 1: everything got dismembered using your imagination or don't on that one. 235 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:39,240 Speaker 1: Maybe it's a horror movie. I don't know it was. 236 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:41,880 Speaker 1: It started off with like these two kids who just 237 00:12:41,920 --> 00:12:44,480 Speaker 1: like had these terrible things happen to them. And that's 238 00:12:44,480 --> 00:12:46,319 Speaker 1: a rough way to start off a movie to begin with, 239 00:12:46,360 --> 00:12:49,640 Speaker 1: because I'm already just like my heart is hurting. And 240 00:12:49,679 --> 00:12:52,120 Speaker 1: then it just kept getting worse and kept getting worse, 241 00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:54,559 Speaker 1: and there was like no redeeming moments. There were only 242 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:59,000 Speaker 1: two characters that you didn't hate, and they had terrible 243 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:01,200 Speaker 1: things happen to them any ways, and it was just 244 00:13:01,240 --> 00:13:04,480 Speaker 1: like all darkness and all evil and just there was 245 00:13:04,559 --> 00:13:07,880 Speaker 1: nothing good about the movie. I mean, I would argue 246 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:10,960 Speaker 1: that even some horror movies have happy endings, like this 247 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:15,640 Speaker 1: was so weird and I could not even finish it. 248 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:18,480 Speaker 1: So yeah, take this with a grain of salt. I'm 249 00:13:18,520 --> 00:13:20,800 Speaker 1: giving a review to a movie that I didn't even finish. 250 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:24,880 Speaker 1: But what I typically do with movies like that, Like 251 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:28,440 Speaker 1: there was that one on Netflix. It was like called 252 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:31,880 Speaker 1: The Platform or something like that. It was like the 253 00:13:31,920 --> 00:13:34,080 Speaker 1: one where like these prisoners all had to fight for 254 00:13:34,120 --> 00:13:36,960 Speaker 1: food on this platform that like rose up all the levels, 255 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:39,840 Speaker 1: and I was like, Oh, that looks like an interesting storyline. 256 00:13:39,880 --> 00:13:42,800 Speaker 1: I don't really want to watch all the like gory 257 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:45,240 Speaker 1: stuff that happens, so I'm just gonna go to Wikipedia 258 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:48,160 Speaker 1: and I'm gonna read the plotline. So that's my typical 259 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:50,559 Speaker 1: approach to horror movies, where I'm like interested, but I 260 00:13:50,600 --> 00:13:52,080 Speaker 1: don't want to spend an hour and a half of 261 00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:57,080 Speaker 1: my life watching people, you know, get murdered. So with 262 00:13:57,200 --> 00:13:59,400 Speaker 1: this movie, as soon as I got there was just 263 00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 1: this one scene with one of the people you were 264 00:14:02,080 --> 00:14:05,000 Speaker 1: rooting for, and I was just like, yep, nope, I'm done. 265 00:14:05,080 --> 00:14:07,040 Speaker 1: I'm done. This is this is not worth any more 266 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:09,720 Speaker 1: of my time. So I just went to bed and 267 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 1: read the rest of it on Wikipedia and felt very 268 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:15,360 Speaker 1: confident about my decision to not finish the movie. But 269 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:19,440 Speaker 1: I am going to have to say that maybe my 270 00:14:19,520 --> 00:14:25,000 Speaker 1: least favorite movie I've ever watched. Yeah, honestly. But this 271 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:27,240 Speaker 1: is coming from a girl who watched Raise Your Voice 272 00:14:27,280 --> 00:14:30,760 Speaker 1: by Hilary Duff every single night before I went to 273 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 1: bed the summer before eighth grade. So maybe you know. 274 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,880 Speaker 1: I'm not a film critic for The New York Times, 275 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,080 Speaker 1: but these are my opinions, and you guys are here 276 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:55,640 Speaker 1: to listen to them. I sent out a tweet a 277 00:14:55,640 --> 00:14:58,160 Speaker 1: few days ago asking you guys to send in some 278 00:14:58,240 --> 00:14:59,680 Speaker 1: questions because I was going to do a little Q 279 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:02,120 Speaker 1: and A segment on this episode, and I got some 280 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:05,880 Speaker 1: really really good ones that I'm very excited about. Let's 281 00:15:05,880 --> 00:15:09,680 Speaker 1: just dive right in. So Meg's whose handle is at 282 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:13,080 Speaker 1: shore good Time, which we love to see it. We 283 00:15:13,160 --> 00:15:15,000 Speaker 1: love a good pun. We love a good pun about 284 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:18,120 Speaker 1: my name. That's very cute. She said, what book slash 285 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:21,640 Speaker 1: songs have changed my outlook on life? I would say 286 00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:24,680 Speaker 1: two of the biggest books I've read that really kind 287 00:15:24,680 --> 00:15:28,440 Speaker 1: of felt like hitting a reset button for my soul, 288 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:31,680 Speaker 1: which sounds dramatic, but I really do mean that are 289 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:37,280 Speaker 1: The Alchemist by Paul Kolo, and that book is so 290 00:15:37,280 --> 00:15:39,560 Speaker 1: so cool. It's written kind of like a parable like 291 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:40,760 Speaker 1: I don't know if any of you guys have read 292 00:15:40,760 --> 00:15:45,440 Speaker 1: Pilgrim's Progress, which is a Christian allegorical novel about the 293 00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:49,640 Speaker 1: hero's journey and going through these trials and tribulations, and 294 00:15:49,760 --> 00:15:53,120 Speaker 1: The Alchemist is a lot like that, and it talks 295 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 1: kind of about your journey to realizing your dreams and 296 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:58,720 Speaker 1: what they refer to that as in the book is 297 00:15:58,760 --> 00:16:03,760 Speaker 1: called your personal legend, which is really cool. So it's 298 00:16:03,800 --> 00:16:06,600 Speaker 1: talking all about this thing that we're given, which is 299 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:09,800 Speaker 1: a passion, which is our job to both find and pursue. 300 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:14,200 Speaker 1: And there's a lot of people in the novel who 301 00:16:14,280 --> 00:16:17,000 Speaker 1: give up and kind of settle into something else and 302 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:19,680 Speaker 1: they still have happy lives, but they never feel that 303 00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:24,800 Speaker 1: like deep, deep, deep fulfillment. And it specifically talked a 304 00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:29,200 Speaker 1: lot about how right before you achieve your purpose and 305 00:16:29,480 --> 00:16:32,040 Speaker 1: start to really find that deep fulfillment, you're going to 306 00:16:32,080 --> 00:16:35,200 Speaker 1: face challenges because God in the universe is going to 307 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:37,360 Speaker 1: be like, well, how bad do you want it? Because 308 00:16:37,680 --> 00:16:40,880 Speaker 1: what makes you different from all these other people? Why 309 00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:45,000 Speaker 1: do you deserve this fulfillment? And it's just about putting 310 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:48,040 Speaker 1: in the work and persevering and not giving up. And 311 00:16:48,160 --> 00:16:51,920 Speaker 1: it's written really beautifully. It's translated from another language, so 312 00:16:52,400 --> 00:16:54,880 Speaker 1: it's actually pretty easy to read. I mean, I would 313 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:56,440 Speaker 1: say that I probably could have read that when I 314 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:59,440 Speaker 1: was like twelve or thirteen and understood most of it. 315 00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:02,840 Speaker 1: But that book is amazing. And then the other one 316 00:17:02,840 --> 00:17:06,560 Speaker 1: that probably changed my outlook was Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins, 317 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:10,880 Speaker 1: which is this very whimsical book that talks a lot 318 00:17:10,920 --> 00:17:16,680 Speaker 1: about immortality and spirituality, but it's like really funny, and 319 00:17:17,080 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 1: the author goes off on these really long tangents about 320 00:17:20,680 --> 00:17:22,560 Speaker 1: ridiculous things in the middle of the book, so it 321 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,879 Speaker 1: makes it really fun to read because you're you're reading 322 00:17:24,880 --> 00:17:27,080 Speaker 1: about these heady concepts, but I'll also have these like 323 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:30,840 Speaker 1: random diet tribes about ridiculous things. And that book has 324 00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:33,600 Speaker 1: aligned in my life with a lot of different things. 325 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:37,639 Speaker 1: It takes place in Paris and Seattle and New Orleans 326 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:42,560 Speaker 1: and ancient Bohemia, and so my family is from ancient Bohemia, 327 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:45,359 Speaker 1: like my dad's a German immigrant, and before that, we 328 00:17:45,560 --> 00:17:50,879 Speaker 1: go all the way back to the beginning of ancient Bohemia. 329 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:53,919 Speaker 1: And then I had two really cool experiences with you 330 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:57,520 Speaker 1: soul searching and finding myself in both Seattle and New Orleans. 331 00:17:57,520 --> 00:18:00,080 Speaker 1: So the book is like just kind of been so 332 00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:02,040 Speaker 1: relevant to my life, and all of this was before 333 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:04,280 Speaker 1: I even read it, so that one is one of 334 00:18:04,320 --> 00:18:06,800 Speaker 1: my favorites as well. It's a little bit longer, it 335 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:09,120 Speaker 1: took me a minute to get through, but I would 336 00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:12,080 Speaker 1: highly recommend that because that I read it during quarantine 337 00:18:12,080 --> 00:18:15,960 Speaker 1: and it really really brought some peace and love and 338 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:19,080 Speaker 1: light into my life. As for songs that changed my 339 00:18:19,119 --> 00:18:22,920 Speaker 1: perspective on life, I am a huge Tim McGraw fan. 340 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:25,880 Speaker 1: Live Like You Were Dying, Red Ragtop I mean, they're 341 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:28,440 Speaker 1: also incredible, but Lived Like You Were Dying has such 342 00:18:28,480 --> 00:18:33,080 Speaker 1: an important message and it just always stuck with me. 343 00:18:33,119 --> 00:18:34,639 Speaker 1: I think I probably heard that for the first time 344 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:36,639 Speaker 1: when I was like seven or eight, and as I 345 00:18:36,640 --> 00:18:39,119 Speaker 1: got older, I understood it more and more. But I 346 00:18:39,240 --> 00:18:41,159 Speaker 1: love that song. I think Tim McGraw had some of 347 00:18:41,160 --> 00:18:45,000 Speaker 1: the most incredible, incredible songs in Nashville, and I just 348 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:47,719 Speaker 1: adore him. I also really loved the song in the 349 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:52,360 Speaker 1: Rough by Anna Nalek. It's about someone not loving you 350 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:55,600 Speaker 1: because you're flawed and not treating you the way you 351 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:59,080 Speaker 1: deserve to be treated. And it's this very hopeful song 352 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:01,720 Speaker 1: about finding someone who will love you like a diamond 353 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: in the rough and I just adore that song. It's 354 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 1: always the first song I listened to after a breakup 355 00:19:07,920 --> 00:19:11,280 Speaker 1: when you're in the like questioning your worth phase, which 356 00:19:11,480 --> 00:19:13,520 Speaker 1: is kind of a necessary part of the breakup. But 357 00:19:13,800 --> 00:19:16,720 Speaker 1: I have this playlist that I made for an outlet 358 00:19:16,760 --> 00:19:19,359 Speaker 1: called The Boot and it's called Kaylee Short's Playlist August 359 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:22,159 Speaker 1: twenty eighteen, and if you search that on Spotify, all 360 00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:24,399 Speaker 1: these songs will come up. But there are all the 361 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:28,239 Speaker 1: songs that are the reasons I write music, and I'm 362 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:31,040 Speaker 1: sure I'm going to think of a million more songs that. 363 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,879 Speaker 1: Oh wait, I thought of one More Cold Day in 364 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:37,199 Speaker 1: July by the Chicks off of their album Fly. That 365 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:39,680 Speaker 1: song I heard it when I was seven years old 366 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:44,199 Speaker 1: and my grandfather just passed away in July. And I 367 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:46,200 Speaker 1: know the song's about a breakup, but at that time 368 00:19:46,240 --> 00:19:49,560 Speaker 1: in my life, I really interpreted it to be about that. 369 00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:51,280 Speaker 1: And that's what I think the beauty of a song 370 00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,520 Speaker 1: is is you take from it what you need to, 371 00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:55,840 Speaker 1: even if it's not what the artist meant when they 372 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:59,240 Speaker 1: put on paper. And I just love that sentiment. So 373 00:19:59,280 --> 00:20:03,040 Speaker 1: that was another really lovely song that with a long answer. 374 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:05,160 Speaker 1: The rest will be shorter. But if you're gonna ask 375 00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:07,040 Speaker 1: me about books and songs, I'm gonna go off on 376 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:12,320 Speaker 1: a rant. Okay, b R Infinity Kae Brook said, what's 377 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:19,000 Speaker 1: your craziest meet and great experience? Boy? I mean, obviously, 378 00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:20,800 Speaker 1: there's like the fun ones where you get like a 379 00:20:20,800 --> 00:20:23,520 Speaker 1: crazy gift or like somebody starts singing or like whatever. 380 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:27,960 Speaker 1: Those are fun, But I was playing a show at 381 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:31,720 Speaker 1: a casino. I didn't have as much security as I 382 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:36,280 Speaker 1: would have preferred. And you wouldn't think security is necessary 383 00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:39,760 Speaker 1: unless you're like Taylor Swift or somebody. But like, people 384 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 1: get pretty weird, and I change the way I do 385 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:45,879 Speaker 1: meet and greets after this because of what happened. But 386 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,879 Speaker 1: this man walks up to me and he is wearing 387 00:20:49,200 --> 00:20:52,520 Speaker 1: a pinstripe suit and white sneakers, which should have been 388 00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:54,639 Speaker 1: a red flag to begin with, because like that is 389 00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:58,000 Speaker 1: a non non sequitur between your shoe choice and your 390 00:20:58,040 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 1: outfit choice. Correct, Okay, you can't judge a book by 391 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,159 Speaker 1: its cover, but like, come on, how many of you 392 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 1: guys have worn't sneakers with a suit unless it was, like, 393 00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:09,440 Speaker 1: you know, in a Brandy Carlyle cool way. Right, And 394 00:21:09,520 --> 00:21:11,639 Speaker 1: so he comes up to me and we're taking the picture, 395 00:21:11,680 --> 00:21:13,640 Speaker 1: and as we're taking the picture, I swear to God, 396 00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:16,240 Speaker 1: this man kisses me right on the mouth, right on 397 00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:19,960 Speaker 1: the mouth, and I was like so in shock, and 398 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:23,399 Speaker 1: I think that the security guard or whoever was watching 399 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:29,000 Speaker 1: didn't really notice either, and it really just was awful, 400 00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 1: and so I like, oh my God, I feel like 401 00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:33,520 Speaker 1: I like scrubbed my mouth out with my toothbrush after that. 402 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:36,200 Speaker 1: But it was so weird. So after that, my management 403 00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:38,640 Speaker 1: and I set up a creeper cam, as we call it, 404 00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:41,639 Speaker 1: which is a GoPro that we keep on during the 405 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:44,240 Speaker 1: meet and greet line so that if somebody does something 406 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:46,720 Speaker 1: like that, we have a picture of them and we 407 00:21:46,800 --> 00:21:49,000 Speaker 1: know that, like they're not welcome in a meet and 408 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:51,879 Speaker 1: green And a couple weeks later I believe this was 409 00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:53,959 Speaker 1: when I was touring with Sarah Evans and Raylyn on 410 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:57,680 Speaker 1: the CMT Next Woman a Country tour. But after that, 411 00:21:58,080 --> 00:22:01,480 Speaker 1: a couple weeks later, there was two moments in the 412 00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:04,800 Speaker 1: same meet and greet and I do not know what 413 00:22:04,920 --> 00:22:07,840 Speaker 1: was in the water wherever I was, but the creeps 414 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:10,640 Speaker 1: were out to play that night and one man went 415 00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:12,960 Speaker 1: to take a picture. We went to take a picture, 416 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:14,240 Speaker 1: and he like put his arm around me and he 417 00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:16,560 Speaker 1: like totally grabbed my boob and I was just like 418 00:22:17,560 --> 00:22:19,600 Speaker 1: and you just don't know what to do in those situations, 419 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:22,920 Speaker 1: Like you just freeze up. And that's what happens when 420 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:27,120 Speaker 1: it comes to you know, sexual assault, groping, etc. It's 421 00:22:27,240 --> 00:22:29,600 Speaker 1: you're just like, wait, people do that, and like in 422 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:31,840 Speaker 1: the moment, you just don't believe it happened because it's 423 00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:35,040 Speaker 1: like so out of left field and just crazy and 424 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,640 Speaker 1: very rude. And then like literally twenty minutes later, this 425 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,359 Speaker 1: man like put his hand on my butt when we 426 00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:44,679 Speaker 1: were taking a picture and I just like scooted it 427 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:46,960 Speaker 1: up and he was like, oh, I'm sorry. I thought 428 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:50,320 Speaker 1: that was okay, And I'm like, what we stranger? I 429 00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:52,160 Speaker 1: thought it would be okay if I grabbed your butt 430 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:55,080 Speaker 1: without asking permission. Like it was so weird. So those 431 00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:58,560 Speaker 1: are probably my craziest meeting great experiences, but the guy 432 00:22:58,560 --> 00:23:00,960 Speaker 1: who kissed me on the freaking mouth probably takes the 433 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,680 Speaker 1: cake with that. What celebrity have I met that has 434 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:06,560 Speaker 1: left me the most star struck? Was asked by at 435 00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:11,840 Speaker 1: Tiny Ballerini and her name is Spooky Sam. Happy Spooky 436 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:17,640 Speaker 1: season everybody. Oh definitely, definitely Taylor Swift. So I've met 437 00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:19,480 Speaker 1: her a few times now, but the first time I 438 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:22,440 Speaker 1: met her, I was sixteen and I was hurt standing 439 00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:25,200 Speaker 1: in the music video for her song Mine Off Speak Now. 440 00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:29,480 Speaker 1: She shot at my hometown. When I booked the role, 441 00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:33,240 Speaker 1: I was also an extra. I didn't know what artist 442 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,280 Speaker 1: it was for, but I like had a feeling it 443 00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:38,199 Speaker 1: was Taylor Swift, and the whole drive up, I listened 444 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:42,680 Speaker 1: to Fearless on repeat, knowing that it was probably her, 445 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:45,280 Speaker 1: even though no one had given me any information to 446 00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:47,320 Speaker 1: confirm that, and like, why would Taylor Swift shoot a 447 00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,240 Speaker 1: music video in Maine? But I was like, I'm gonna 448 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:52,680 Speaker 1: manifest that I'm in manifest And when I got there, 449 00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:56,120 Speaker 1: I went to this like holding room with a bunch 450 00:23:56,119 --> 00:23:57,800 Speaker 1: of the other extras. We were shooting at like a 451 00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:01,320 Speaker 1: house in Cape Elizabeth, Maine, and someone goes, oh, yeah, 452 00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:02,919 Speaker 1: Taylor's going to be in a second, and I was 453 00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:07,320 Speaker 1: like a Taylor Swift and they were like yeah, and 454 00:24:07,359 --> 00:24:10,399 Speaker 1: I was like, oh cool, like whatever. So I like 455 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:12,800 Speaker 1: run to the bathroom and I'm like crying and I'm 456 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:14,800 Speaker 1: just like trying to get it all out so that 457 00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:16,639 Speaker 1: I can be normal, and like, oh, I don't know 458 00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:20,520 Speaker 1: professional considering. I was like working and I'm just trying 459 00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:22,680 Speaker 1: to get it together and I'm like hyperventilating, and so 460 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:24,679 Speaker 1: I like splashed the water on my face and I 461 00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:26,240 Speaker 1: was like, Okay, all right, you got this, and I 462 00:24:26,359 --> 00:24:29,000 Speaker 1: like walk out and Taylor's right there and she's like, 463 00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:31,280 Speaker 1: oh my god, you must be Kaylee. You have the 464 00:24:31,320 --> 00:24:33,840 Speaker 1: prettiest eyes. And I was like, it is a miracle. 465 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:37,119 Speaker 1: I did not pass hour in that moment. So that 466 00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:41,760 Speaker 1: was that one was pretty intense. I also met Dolly 467 00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:45,040 Speaker 1: Parton that definitely. I got to interview her and I 468 00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:48,800 Speaker 1: managed to form complete sentences, which I'm very very proud 469 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:54,200 Speaker 1: of that. I also met William H. Macy aka Frank 470 00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:58,040 Speaker 1: from Shameless. He's played obviously so many different roles, but 471 00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:00,320 Speaker 1: and I got to like cheer Sam. We were like 472 00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:03,080 Speaker 1: drinking wine at this like fancy networking thing and I 473 00:25:03,119 --> 00:25:04,800 Speaker 1: talked to him for a second and that was very 474 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:09,239 Speaker 1: very cool. So Okay, Brandy H. Jones said, what are 475 00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:14,000 Speaker 1: your favorite EMO songs? Asking for a friend? Okay, vibe, 476 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:18,359 Speaker 1: I love. I'm just gonna get to my on repeat 477 00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:21,679 Speaker 1: playlist on Spotify. Okay, I'm like the biggest my chemical 478 00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:25,399 Speaker 1: romance fan, and I've been manifesting them getting back together 479 00:25:25,480 --> 00:25:27,479 Speaker 1: for the past like five years, and if you go 480 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,919 Speaker 1: to my Twitter, I have been tweeting about wanting them 481 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:32,520 Speaker 1: to get back together for that long and when it 482 00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:35,880 Speaker 1: finally happened beginning of this year, I lost my mind. 483 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 1: And obviously I will not get to see them on 484 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:39,280 Speaker 1: tour this year, but I'd like to think that they'll 485 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:41,040 Speaker 1: be able to stick it out and stay together until 486 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:45,040 Speaker 1: they can go back on tour. I love Helena, but 487 00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:47,840 Speaker 1: I think I'm not okay. I promise it's probably my favorite. 488 00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:49,240 Speaker 1: I have a pair of jeans that I wrote the 489 00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:51,680 Speaker 1: lyrics on and that sounds like something I would have 490 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:53,520 Speaker 1: done in middle school, but no, it's something I did 491 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:56,719 Speaker 1: last year. I also really love Swing Swing by All 492 00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:00,720 Speaker 1: American Rejects and Cute without the e by Taking Back Sunday. 493 00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 1: Just a big big fan. I think Reliant K would 494 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:08,120 Speaker 1: count be my escape. That was really cool because they're 495 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:11,200 Speaker 1: technically a Christian band, so I was allowed to listen 496 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:12,840 Speaker 1: to them and didn't have to like hide them in 497 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,520 Speaker 1: another CD case. My family was very strict, but look 498 00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:22,920 Speaker 1: how I turned out. You never know, someone said, I 499 00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 1: would like to know how you met Sam and rediscovered 500 00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:28,880 Speaker 1: true love That comes from Craig a bowl three. That's 501 00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:32,119 Speaker 1: so sweet. Um, I met my boyfriend four times before 502 00:26:32,119 --> 00:26:36,159 Speaker 1: I remembered him, which is absolutely on me. We have 503 00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:38,240 Speaker 1: a bunch of mutual friends. I think the first time 504 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,560 Speaker 1: we officially met was in a bar, so I don't 505 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,919 Speaker 1: that one. I don't blame myself for not remembering, because 506 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:46,520 Speaker 1: I'm sure there were things involved that make you forget things. 507 00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:51,200 Speaker 1: I think one of the moments that really stuck with 508 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:54,399 Speaker 1: me when I actually like remembered meeting him was I 509 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,800 Speaker 1: was with Candy Carpenter and he came up to Satis 510 00:26:57,840 --> 00:27:00,000 Speaker 1: show and you know, said how much he liked our music, 511 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,719 Speaker 1: and he was really nice about it. And one of 512 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:07,199 Speaker 1: my closest friends, Will Stone, who wrote Lullaby with me 513 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:11,000 Speaker 1: on my album, he produces Sam, and so I went 514 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:14,120 Speaker 1: to see Sam's show. We just kept running into each 515 00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:17,600 Speaker 1: other and he jokes that this is like some Pavlovian 516 00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:22,439 Speaker 1: like reinforcement thing. But every time I'd see him, he'd 517 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:24,240 Speaker 1: buy me a tequila shot. So he started to be 518 00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:25,920 Speaker 1: like the guy who bought me tequila shots. So whenever 519 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:27,400 Speaker 1: I'd see him, I'd be like, oh my God, Sam, 520 00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:30,040 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get in tequila shot and all of this 521 00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,200 Speaker 1: was like subconscious but maybe I don't know it worked. 522 00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:35,920 Speaker 1: But I went and saw him play a show and 523 00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:39,320 Speaker 1: he sang a cover of Dear Maria, Count Me In 524 00:27:39,359 --> 00:27:41,199 Speaker 1: by All Time Low with Pedal Steel on it, and 525 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:44,000 Speaker 1: I was like, yep, I want that one. And my 526 00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:46,320 Speaker 1: roommate texted me and was like, Hey, what are you 527 00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:48,320 Speaker 1: doing And I was like, oh, actively trying not to 528 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:50,880 Speaker 1: fall in love with Sam Varga, Let's see how this goes. 529 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:52,439 Speaker 1: And then the next day I was like, did a 530 00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:56,280 Speaker 1: terrible job at not falling in love with Stefar, so 531 00:27:56,440 --> 00:28:00,520 Speaker 1: um it. It was love at first emo cover, but 532 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,000 Speaker 1: definitely not love at first sight, because I don't really 533 00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:06,520 Speaker 1: remember the first time, but I would say like, we 534 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:08,919 Speaker 1: really became friends after we started writing songs together, and 535 00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:11,920 Speaker 1: then it all came out of that. At its Taylor 536 00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:15,359 Speaker 1: underscore XXO said if you could do a duet with anyone, 537 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:17,120 Speaker 1: dead or live, who would it be and why would 538 00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:21,640 Speaker 1: it be? Taylor Swift? Okay, that's very fair. I used 539 00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:24,959 Speaker 1: to play these shows in a hotel like a hotel bar, 540 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:28,280 Speaker 1: and I'd take requests all the time, and people will 541 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,840 Speaker 1: be like, play Taylor Swift. I'm like, okay, cool, Like 542 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:31,800 Speaker 1: I can play any Taylor Swift song and they're like, 543 00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,400 Speaker 1: what do you mean. I'm like, I can like like 544 00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:38,640 Speaker 1: literally play any Taylorstift song, including several unreleased ones that 545 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,240 Speaker 1: I somehow acquired the demos for when I was in 546 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:46,840 Speaker 1: high school. And I just love Taylor Swift and I 547 00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:50,719 Speaker 1: think probably knowing her entire catalog would be you know, 548 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,040 Speaker 1: a good inkling as to why I would love to 549 00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:55,680 Speaker 1: collaborate with her. But I also think somebody I would 550 00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:57,960 Speaker 1: really really really like to do a duet with is 551 00:28:58,040 --> 00:29:00,920 Speaker 1: a lot of Smore set. I think she's just incredible. 552 00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:04,600 Speaker 1: She's influenced by writing so much. Without Jagged Little Pill, 553 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:08,400 Speaker 1: Open Book would not exist. She's brought me so much 554 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:12,080 Speaker 1: comfort during the really tough times, from breakups to the 555 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:14,400 Speaker 1: music industry right through You as one of my go 556 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:16,640 Speaker 1: to songs when I'm starting to feel really you know, 557 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:19,960 Speaker 1: shitty and letting it get to me. And one of 558 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:23,400 Speaker 1: my biggest goals in addition to playing SNL and winning 559 00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:26,680 Speaker 1: a Grammy, are doing a CMT Crossroads a Thelonosmore set. 560 00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:30,520 Speaker 1: Okay at ck Golding said, what is the Endeagram number 561 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:34,440 Speaker 1: you least want to date. Okay, So I am not 562 00:29:34,480 --> 00:29:37,000 Speaker 1: trying to offend anybody. I just know myself and not 563 00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:40,120 Speaker 1: everybody can be compatible with everybody. Okay, that's just fair. 564 00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:42,920 Speaker 1: This is no shade and it's going to be a 565 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:46,800 Speaker 1: one for sure. I Ones are really hard. I would 566 00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:50,080 Speaker 1: also say fives would be difficult as well, because they're 567 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:53,360 Speaker 1: so introverted and it's really important to me that the 568 00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:57,640 Speaker 1: person I'm with is willing to be surrounded by several 569 00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,400 Speaker 1: dozen random people at all times. That's kind of it's 570 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:03,680 Speaker 1: kind of a vibe. But the funniest thing about that, though, 571 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:07,160 Speaker 1: is that sevens integrate to ones when they're unhealthy, and 572 00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:09,680 Speaker 1: they integrate to fives when they are healthy. So maybe 573 00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:12,200 Speaker 1: the reason I don't want to date those numbers is 574 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:15,640 Speaker 1: because I notice things about myself in them. So there's 575 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,160 Speaker 1: a lot to unpack there, but that's the point of 576 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:22,120 Speaker 1: the inneagram. Also, I've loved seeing what y'all's results have 577 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,720 Speaker 1: been and seeing that you've been able to do some 578 00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,160 Speaker 1: self reflection based on the aneagram episode, so that's really 579 00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:30,360 Speaker 1: really cool. Anyways, this week's episode was very random. Thank 580 00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:33,000 Speaker 1: you for bearing with me. I just wanted to try 581 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:34,960 Speaker 1: a bunch of different things. I think right now in 582 00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:37,160 Speaker 1: the podcast or at the point where I'm just trying 583 00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:40,360 Speaker 1: to see what works, what you guys like, and just 584 00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:43,480 Speaker 1: be kind of, you know, adventurous with it. So if 585 00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,240 Speaker 1: you like this episode, let me know. If you didn't 586 00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,160 Speaker 1: like this episode, also let me know and I'll never 587 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:51,400 Speaker 1: do it again. So really exciting news. I have a 588 00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:54,440 Speaker 1: song coming out on Friday. It's called My Voice and 589 00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:58,240 Speaker 1: it is the first single off of my rerelease of 590 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:01,400 Speaker 1: my album Open Book called Open Book a Bridge. It's 591 00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:04,360 Speaker 1: the most aggressive song I've ever released. It really calls 592 00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:06,600 Speaker 1: out a lot of bullshit and I'm really excited about it. 593 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:08,920 Speaker 1: I never thought this song would see the light of day, 594 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,160 Speaker 1: and I just am so excited. So I can't wait 595 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:13,440 Speaker 1: to hear what you guys think of the song. Let 596 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:14,840 Speaker 1: me know what you think of the episode. You can 597 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:17,760 Speaker 1: always tweet me at Kaylee Shore k L I E 598 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:20,080 Speaker 1: S H O R R. And thanks for tuning in. 599 00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:25,080 Speaker 1: This is too much to say with Kaylee Shore asking 600 00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:34,440 Speaker 1: questions too much, now turn it out of you