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Speaker 1: The Nicky Nicky Yeah, opening up buzzy Via, getting ready

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Speaker 1: for the pod. It's Monday. How's it going out there? Everyone?

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Speaker 1: Welcome to the Ni Glazer Podcast. Having a great day

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Speaker 1: so far. I hope you are too. We are going

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Speaker 1: to have such a good show for you today. I

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Speaker 1: feel it in my bones. Welcome to the show. If

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Speaker 1: it's the first time listening, welcome. There's lots of insaide

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Speaker 1: jokes you'll catch on soon. Um, we love having you.

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Speaker 1: We always invite new people to listen. If you're returning, Uh, bestie,

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Speaker 1: that's what we call you. Welcome back to the show.

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Speaker 1: I thought about you guys a lot this weekend, and

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Speaker 1: I journaled about you, and I just love I just

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Speaker 1: love people that listen to this podcast. It brings me immense,

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Speaker 1: immense joy and I feel, um, very close to you,

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Speaker 1: So thank you for listening. Uh Noah is here today.

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Speaker 1: Hello Noah. Hi, Nikki. Noah is an Arizona. She's a

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Speaker 1: producer of my show. I don't know why I wanted

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Speaker 1: to like reset today and just bring anyone in who

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Speaker 1: might be new, because I feel like we've been kind

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Speaker 1: of disregarding that and I want to just keep it

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Speaker 1: so like table that always lets in new people in

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Speaker 1: the cafeteria. Like we sometimes I can be a bitch

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Speaker 1: and like be the bitchy girl that's like don't sit

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Speaker 1: with us, But like that is not today. I want

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Speaker 1: you to sit with us. Welcome in and as always,

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Speaker 1: you can drop in and out of the show. This

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Speaker 1: is like a morning radio show. You don't need to

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Speaker 1: like listen to every single one, but I love people

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Speaker 1: that do no. Uh, starting off the show today, we

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Speaker 1: were talking a little bit before we got started, and

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Speaker 1: you were like, F Boy Island. You you are now

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Speaker 1: a fan of the show. You've let it in your heart.

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Speaker 1: You want to know things. I have a lot of

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Speaker 1: people reaching out to me. I mean I have had

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Speaker 1: the same phone number for um, I guess since of

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Speaker 1: since high school. I'm not even joking you. And there

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Speaker 1: are people that have got my number back in college

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Speaker 1: and high school, which has now been twenty years ago,

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Speaker 1: you know, for people from my past reaching out because

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Speaker 1: of F Boy Island. Like everyone has reached out to me.

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Speaker 1: I'm getting random numbers just like what what are your

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Speaker 1: thoughts or just people. My lawyer sent me a huge

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Speaker 1: lev Ginsburg, who is not f by Islands, probably like Prime,

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Speaker 1: like Target. He's obsessed and his got's family into it.

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Speaker 1: And he said that his his wife was mad because

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Speaker 1: she's too young, UM for it. Her name is Shira.

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Speaker 1: I love that name more than anything. But um, he

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Speaker 1: they want more, and so she gave in. Uh, it

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Speaker 1: was really funny. So, UM, what do you want to know? Noah,

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Speaker 1: I I'm I'm actually I don't like when people reach

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Speaker 1: So when I was watching it last night or binging,

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Speaker 1: just took down four last night. I mean, it's a

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Speaker 1: Yesterday was practicing practicing guitar. I just felt so lame,

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Speaker 1: I have so much to say on that. I was

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Speaker 1: really talking about it a lot this weekend with a

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Speaker 1: Meal and Emil Joachim, who is going to be a

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Speaker 1: part of my tour now my stand up tour, because

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Speaker 1: he did a guest set over the weekend Atlantic City

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Speaker 1: and was so fun to have with us. We wrote

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Speaker 1: We were just like, this is great. But we were

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Speaker 1: mainly work and other people, and then WhatsApp is just

428
00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:07,040
Speaker 1: for this really fun chain of like connection and like vulnerability,

429
00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:09,320
Speaker 1: and we're all just like so like kind to each

430
00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:13,800
Speaker 1: other and make each other laugh. Honestly, my Kersen is

431
00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:17,240
Speaker 1: the funniest person I think I'll ever now. And I

432
00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:18,880
Speaker 1: just told her today that I'm so glad you don't

433
00:22:18,920 --> 00:22:20,560
Speaker 1: want to be famous, because you could be and it

434
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:25,639
Speaker 1: would like and everyone would realize that you I steal,

435
00:22:25,920 --> 00:22:29,240
Speaker 1: I steal my your essence, and that's I'm just well,

436
00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:32,040
Speaker 1: it's not I've become other people since I've mixed a

437
00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:34,199
Speaker 1: bunch of people's essences to make my own, and now

438
00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:38,200
Speaker 1: I'm kind of finding my own. But Kirsten is so funny.

439
00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:42,760
Speaker 1: So Carlole started this off by hearing the podcast on

440
00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:48,119
Speaker 1: UM Sorry one second. When Carlisle heard the podcast the

441
00:22:48,119 --> 00:22:50,560
Speaker 1: other day where I was talking about feeling stained, and

442
00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:54,760
Speaker 1: she wrote to all of us um or she did

443
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,080
Speaker 1: a voice memo to all of us, and I just

444
00:22:56,119 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 1: want to play it because it made me laugh so

445
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:00,720
Speaker 1: hard and it led to so many funny things that

446
00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:02,840
Speaker 1: I just want to share with these people. Okay, so

447
00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,480
Speaker 1: this is Carlisle. Um. I'm gonna do it at two

448
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,600
Speaker 1: times or one point five times to speed. That's the

449
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:09,520
Speaker 1: other thing I love about What's up is the voice memos.

450
00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:13,000
Speaker 1: You can speed him up. Here we go, He's so

451
00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,399
Speaker 1: I don't feel imposter anymore. I listen to the podcast

452
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,280
Speaker 1: the other day and you're talking about being a stained person,

453
00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:19,240
Speaker 1: and I think this is something that's grouped and enjoy.

454
00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:22,760
Speaker 1: Does anybody remember the nineties band Stain. Okay, I'm gonna

455
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,600
Speaker 1: refresh your memory. They sang a song that was like

456
00:23:24,880 --> 00:23:29,280
Speaker 1: good wow, dude, dude, or something like that. Does anybody

457
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:31,320
Speaker 1: remember this Sustain? I get thinking about what you're saying,

458
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:34,560
Speaker 1: your stained person, like your real state. Okay, So she's

459
00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:37,040
Speaker 1: calling me a stained head because like when I was

460
00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:38,960
Speaker 1: a stained person, she was thinking that. I was like

461
00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:40,399
Speaker 1: a fan of Stained And if you don't know the

462
00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:42,320
Speaker 1: band in the Stained, it is that band that sinks

463
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:48,160
Speaker 1: and everything I can't remember. No, no, no, no, no no.

464
00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:50,359
Speaker 1: It was on the radio all the time around like

465
00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:52,760
Speaker 1: two thousand and eight, two thousand nine. No, are you

466
00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:57,439
Speaker 1: a Stained fan? I'm not a I never got into Stained,

467
00:23:57,480 --> 00:24:00,800
Speaker 1: but I know we're like the band and stuff. He's

468
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,760
Speaker 1: very sweaty, very past. Aaron Lewis is his name? What

469
00:24:03,880 --> 00:24:07,240
Speaker 1: is this thing? You know? His name? Aaron Lewis? WHOA?

470
00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,800
Speaker 1: That is not what you would think. The name is

471
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:13,640
Speaker 1: also Uncle Cracker, which not many people know. Yeah, same guy.

472
00:24:13,840 --> 00:24:17,240
Speaker 1: Yeah no, you know that's not true, but I bet

473
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,120
Speaker 1: you someone would have believed it and we just kept

474
00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:22,680
Speaker 1: that is so funny or or like Sean Mullins, remember

475
00:24:22,680 --> 00:24:26,040
Speaker 1: that I grew up with the rodeo and the boulevard

476
00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:28,840
Speaker 1: the guy that's like and everyone was there. It was

477
00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: Buddy Holly and Sonny and Share. It's like everything. He's

478
00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:43,120
Speaker 1: one hit wonders from like the late nineties, early Nashville. Yes, yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

479
00:24:43,119 --> 00:24:45,200
Speaker 1: that's what we always say. We always referenced Seawan Mullins,

480
00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:48,399
Speaker 1: where is he at all at the Cracker barrel? So

481
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:54,160
Speaker 1: then Kirtin goes into singing Stained lyrics like now we've

482
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:58,280
Speaker 1: taken the Stained. It's been a while format and now

483
00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 1: we are going to make it at inside joke and

484
00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:02,760
Speaker 1: I want I want to bring the best season on

485
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:05,760
Speaker 1: this because it's so fun to just do. It's been

486
00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:10,879
Speaker 1: a while, and that's what we're gonna. So here's Kurston. Yeah,

487
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:14,239
Speaker 1: you'll want to after we get through this. Okay, So

488
00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:18,680
Speaker 1: this is Kurstons. Okay, so this is Kurston's. I'm gonna

489
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:20,600
Speaker 1: play at one point five the speed. Last time I

490
00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:22,959
Speaker 1: played Carlos at two point times the speed. Here we go.

491
00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:26,240
Speaker 1: It's been a wow since I'm gone, fucking ends up,

492
00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:30,240
Speaker 1: just laughed off, always done. It's been a while, And

493
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:33,520
Speaker 1: my hand, that sounds exactly like saying, am I right? Um,

494
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,359
Speaker 1: it does sound exactly like I want to play it

495
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 1: again at the right speed because she actually nails the impression.

496
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:44,400
Speaker 1: Been a wow since I'm gone, fuckings up, just laughed off,

497
00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 1: wires done. Okay, it's so good. Now I'm gonna I'm

498
00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:51,360
Speaker 1: gonna beef up the speed because then she gets into

499
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:54,920
Speaker 1: making jokes about it. In my hand that sounds exactly

500
00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:58,800
Speaker 1: like sing am I right? But everything disappears, man, I'm

501
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 1: right yo. I'm walking down the street my neighborhood can

502
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:05,160
Speaker 1: you imagine like seeing like a house life singing. It's

503
00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:08,920
Speaker 1: been a wow. Okay, next story about the guy. Wait,

504
00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:12,479
Speaker 1: hold on, okay, so now Carlisle is going to get

505
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,520
Speaker 1: back in on the party. Yes, that is the one,

506
00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:17,159
Speaker 1: and I think this needs to be the song that

507
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,080
Speaker 1: we like seeing anytime anybody feels like an imposter, to

508
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 1: make yourself laugh and you can just be like, it's

509
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:27,800
Speaker 1: been a wow since i'spute the whole call feel my carpet.

510
00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:33,360
Speaker 1: It's been a wow since I cleaned my house now

511
00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:38,760
Speaker 1: curse it. Since I I'm looking like a man, it's

512
00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:41,840
Speaker 1: been a wow since I've chirkeed a proper mail. Let's

513
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:48,960
Speaker 1: takeout in man. It's been a while since I've got

514
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,280
Speaker 1: to a proper meal. It's take out in my hand.

515
00:26:52,200 --> 00:26:57,560
Speaker 1: I am dying. It's been a whow. It's so fun

516
00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:00,400
Speaker 1: to do that and everyone can hit that note. Yeah,

517
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:03,360
Speaker 1: it's not it's just a strain. It's not too difficult.

518
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:05,680
Speaker 1: How does that song start? I feel like it starts

519
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:09,679
Speaker 1: like really like I know how it ends. It ends mysteriously.

520
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,680
Speaker 1: It goes at the very end, it goes since I

521
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:16,720
Speaker 1: for so you and it's like see when on seven

522
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 1: bringing all the hits on a summer hot day, we

523
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 1: got Kayo coming up with kiss Me through the phone.

524
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,199
Speaker 1: Like it's just like it reminds me so much of

525
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:32,400
Speaker 1: like the summer DJs Copelin How wait, so now, let

526
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:35,960
Speaker 1: me just say that Taylor gets on the chain and

527
00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:39,960
Speaker 1: she is showing us a tour of her house and

528
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:43,600
Speaker 1: she is talking about how she is. One of Taylor's hobbies,

529
00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:47,360
Speaker 1: she's a very interesting person, is collecting bugs. Okay, well

530
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:53,479
Speaker 1: you're getting you're getting ready. Oh, I guess it just

531
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:56,880
Speaker 1: starts right, it's been a while, that's not just let's see,

532
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:07,080
Speaker 1: it's been a while old my head up high, it's

533
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:12,480
Speaker 1: coming back to I love this song. Okay, okay, so

534
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 1: then on the chain. It's been a while since I

535
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 1: did laundry, separate the colors and whites. It's been a

536
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:27,640
Speaker 1: while since I since I addressed one of the piles

537
00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:30,520
Speaker 1: in the four corners on my room. And it's been

538
00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:34,240
Speaker 1: a while since I brush my teeth or went to

539
00:28:34,359 --> 00:28:38,200
Speaker 1: the dentist. And it's been a while. I just got

540
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 1: a shower caddy. You did get a shower caddy. It

541
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:46,120
Speaker 1: hasn't been a while since my tooth first been on

542
00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:49,960
Speaker 1: the floor. Of my shower. It hasn't been a while

543
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: since the longest pube you've ever seen touched the back

544
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:57,600
Speaker 1: of the brush. Dude, I filmed the shower the other day.

545
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:01,800
Speaker 1: That was vulnerable, vulnerable. I mean everything about that was vulnerable.

546
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:04,440
Speaker 1: You were really really vulnerable in that video. We showed

547
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:07,360
Speaker 1: your room, which was a nightmare, and I just talked

548
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:10,200
Speaker 1: about cleaning it two days. You were really you're really

549
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 1: cocky about what happened there. What happened between you being like,

550
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:16,480
Speaker 1: I'm I'm doing it, I'm gonna clean because listen, we

551
00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:20,080
Speaker 1: all really it was like after you clean up all

552
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:23,360
Speaker 1: the rubble of war and then they're like, we got

553
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 1: one more bomb for you. So like, I cleaned up

554
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:28,440
Speaker 1: a good amount and then somehow within two days another

555
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,480
Speaker 1: bomb went off. I don't even know how it happened. Yeah,

556
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm the same way. I I YEA. So for those

557
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 1: of you might not see in our Instagram story, which

558
00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,960
Speaker 1: you can't miss stuff that we post on Instagram because

559
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:42,960
Speaker 1: when we do, it's so vulnerable and funny. Uh Nikki

560
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,000
Speaker 1: Glazer Pod just you gotta request access because it's private,

561
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:50,200
Speaker 1: because we do put stuff out there that's vulnerable, and

562
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:53,000
Speaker 1: so the other day, Andrew, Uh, what what was it

563
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,680
Speaker 1: going in there to film in the first place? Oh,

564
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 1: I know, because you had gotten a shower caddy so

565
00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,840
Speaker 1: that your toothbrush wouldn't be on the flower floor of

566
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:05,520
Speaker 1: flower shore um. And you you got a caddy in

567
00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: the picture on Amazon, there were there. The caddy had

568
00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:13,160
Speaker 1: been filled with things, your shampoo, there's condition there. There

569
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:15,240
Speaker 1: is a cup that has like a thing in it,

570
00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:17,920
Speaker 1: but not even a toothbrush on the thing. But he

571
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:20,440
Speaker 1: thought all of those things would come in the caddy

572
00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:23,800
Speaker 1: instead of just was the caddy. Yes, yes, it was

573
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:28,640
Speaker 1: a false advertising. I got booze, I got bamboozle. I

574
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:32,080
Speaker 1: tell you, when you buy a shirt, do you think

575
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:35,240
Speaker 1: the man is coming is wearing the shirt? I'm always

576
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:38,680
Speaker 1: mad when he's in the package. Okay, Well it was

577
00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:42,120
Speaker 1: hilarious because then I realized I had bought you weeks

578
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,880
Speaker 1: ago when the toothbrust thing came up. I had bought

579
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 1: you two toothbrush holders and tons of toothbrushes to fill

580
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:52,880
Speaker 1: tooth so then be everywhere. Not because well not because

581
00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:56,000
Speaker 1: I wanted you. I want you to have better oral hygiene,

582
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,440
Speaker 1: because I want you to have like it's really important

583
00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:00,320
Speaker 1: for your health, to take care of your teeth. And

584
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 1: I actually am, like, legitimately worried about you, but not

585
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:04,600
Speaker 1: in a way that I'm like, I just want you

586
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:07,080
Speaker 1: to because I know that way the brushes really makes

587
00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,000
Speaker 1: me sound like a dirty man. I do brush my teeth,

588
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:14,320
Speaker 1: but only when you shower. You said sometimes you don't. Though.

589
00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:15,880
Speaker 1: If you skip a day, then you skip a day

590
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:18,000
Speaker 1: of brushing. So I just wanted brushes to be everywhere,

591
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,760
Speaker 1: and you might have. Now that's good. I think people

592
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,840
Speaker 1: think my mouth is a goddamn dumpster fire, and it

593
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,520
Speaker 1: kind of is. It's not always on fire. How long

594
00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:29,160
Speaker 1: has it been since you've been to the dentist? They're

595
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:33,800
Speaker 1: still around. I mean, I'm guessing the one that you

596
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:38,720
Speaker 1: have gone to before died. Yeah, you know how hard

597
00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:41,520
Speaker 1: he worked that day he died exhaust Well, I told

598
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,600
Speaker 1: this story I've never told on the pod, but I

599
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: went in to the dentist and the guy goes, so,

600
00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:49,480
Speaker 1: how long have you been a smoker? And I go,

601
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:52,360
Speaker 1: because how many years have you smoked? I go, I've

602
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:56,480
Speaker 1: never smoked a cigarette and he just looks at my mouth.

603
00:31:56,480 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 1: He goes interesting, and oh my god, it's like, how

604
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:06,120
Speaker 1: long have you been eating dogshit, and I'm like, never,

605
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:10,240
Speaker 1: never went, never assumed. I mean, that's like the pregnancy

606
00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:15,640
Speaker 1: of mouth, Like when are you do um? So real quick?

607
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 1: I just would have finished the same thing talking about

608
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 1: my teeth. Yeah, oh my god. Yeah, No, your teeth

609
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:24,480
Speaker 1: look fine. Actually it's just like they can look fine,

610
00:32:24,560 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 1: but I know that there's stuff, there's gum stuff. Yeah,

611
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 1: and I come from a family where teeth will get

612
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 1: lost out of the mouth. Yeah, my grandpa te Yeah,

613
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:35,880
Speaker 1: my grandpa Henriett at all fakes on the bottom. Yeah,

614
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 1: you might just you should just get veneers. I don't

615
00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:41,280
Speaker 1: know why you wouldn't do that. Yeah, if I got vneers,

616
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,720
Speaker 1: I'd get even worse vanners than I got. And then

617
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:46,520
Speaker 1: I go, ha ha, but I got better teeth underneath.

618
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 1: You would buy veneers thinking that the I'm trying to

619
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:53,720
Speaker 1: think of like the shower catty thing. But again, there's

620
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:55,920
Speaker 1: nothing really that comes with veneers, And I'm trying to

621
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,880
Speaker 1: think of, well, they could show maybe stains on him,

622
00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 1: and when they come with no, they don't show stands.

623
00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 1: Veneers look really good now though, like they look you

624
00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,560
Speaker 1: don't really know when people have them a lot of

625
00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 1: times you shaved down, but then you just get smaller

626
00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:15,640
Speaker 1: ones put in complete too late. I don't mind it.

627
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:18,840
Speaker 1: Just get a bald, just get a wig. Just I

628
00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:21,719
Speaker 1: think that's okay when people, you know, people think that

629
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:25,800
Speaker 1: you have to like slowly get your hair to come back,

630
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,720
Speaker 1: like or have face work done in a slow way.

631
00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 1: Just say I had face work done. Just say I'm

632
00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 1: wearing a tupee. Like if people ask, and and if

633
00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:37,040
Speaker 1: you're honest, it's that you free. So let me just

634
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 1: say this one thing. So Taylor starts to share about

635
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 1: her life. And Taylor is very interesting. She's into like

636
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:48,240
Speaker 1: anthropology and collecting bugs and uh her O C D

637
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:50,760
Speaker 1: and her like whatever. She's like a very smart person

638
00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 1: that likes to like make maps, like she actually likes

639
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 1: to do cartography. So she is mapping out a reservoir

640
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:59,640
Speaker 1: that no maps have any She lives in Woodstock, New York.

641
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,360
Speaker 1: There's no maps of this reservoir that she lives near,

642
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 1: and so she's mapping it out. And she went to

643
00:34:04,240 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 1: the library and went through micro feet and found all

644
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:08,920
Speaker 1: these print outs. She wrote down all the people's numbers

645
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,560
Speaker 1: to call them about like the history of this reservoir.

646
00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 1: Very interesting person and um showing us all of her

647
00:34:15,480 --> 00:34:17,719
Speaker 1: hobbies around her house. She collects old bottle like she's

648
00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: always looking for artifacts. She's just so interesting. So um

649
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:24,760
Speaker 1: then we so Kirsten makes a it's been a while

650
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:29,040
Speaker 1: about Taylor's interests. Here we go, Wow, since I even

651
00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:33,239
Speaker 1: knew what the fuck car Reservoir really is, I'm gonna

652
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:37,320
Speaker 1: look it up on Wakeup. I think it's a body

653
00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 1: of water something like that. Your whole video, Taylor just

654
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:47,280
Speaker 1: made me feel like such a basic bitch sitting here

655
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:51,839
Speaker 1: reading a novel from Reasons where there spooning club here.

656
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,840
Speaker 1: It's true. It made us feel like such amazing business.

657
00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:01,560
Speaker 1: And then I was laughing so hard at all of

658
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:06,719
Speaker 1: this at Whole Foods, cracking up about um, it's been

659
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,399
Speaker 1: a while and um. So then I sent this one.

660
00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:18,760
Speaker 1: Let me see since I have left in public that hard.

661
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:22,920
Speaker 1: But I was not a Whole Foods and every spot

662
00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:27,319
Speaker 1: was looking at me. They were mad. I was having fun.

663
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:32,560
Speaker 1: I am so impressed y house tailor, and that you

664
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:38,000
Speaker 1: do things that's been pouring fun. You're so cute, it's

665
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:40,239
Speaker 1: so fun to do. It's been a while, so I

666
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 1: just would to encourage everyone to do it. Carlile then

667
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:45,080
Speaker 1: made a photoshop of me wearing a stained shirt that

668
00:35:45,080 --> 00:35:47,920
Speaker 1: I'm going to post on the Instagram today. Um but

669
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:53,759
Speaker 1: I think God people have hobbies like that, or this

670
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 1: world would not be We wouldn't have found Amerigo Va

671
00:35:57,200 --> 00:36:01,120
Speaker 1: Spucci found America is looking well. I'm always interested in

672
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:04,080
Speaker 1: old school maps, when they had to like, you know,

673
00:36:04,239 --> 00:36:06,799
Speaker 1: put down like a nail or something, then walk with

674
00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:09,319
Speaker 1: a string like two miles and then figure out the

675
00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:12,200
Speaker 1: topography from without being able to see it from above.

676
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 1: It's wild. I thank god people are still interested in

677
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:17,160
Speaker 1: that stuff, even though we have TikTok. Let's get to

678
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:24,680
Speaker 1: the news and Google maps. I'm sure that she has

679
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,440
Speaker 1: a flip phone. Taylor has a flip phone. She's one

680
00:36:26,480 --> 00:36:27,920
Speaker 1: of these people that wants to be off the grid,

681
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,839
Speaker 1: even though she likes to grid charts and he wants

682
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:36,440
Speaker 1: to write on grids. Oh man, the news is here, everybody,

683
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:39,080
Speaker 1: and we had a great weekend. I hope you did too.

684
00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,080
Speaker 1: I hope you had all the swells and I'm talking

685
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:43,480
Speaker 1: all of them. I'm sorry that you're asking your s

686
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 1: s DJ right now acting like a B B D.

687
00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 1: But hey, let's not a B A D dB dumb

688
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:51,600
Speaker 1: dumb bitch. Yeah, and a lot of people didn't know

689
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:54,239
Speaker 1: what that one was on the Instagram. Yeah, yeah, someone

690
00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:56,600
Speaker 1: made a thing of all of our inside jokes. D

691
00:36:56,719 --> 00:36:58,279
Speaker 1: dB is a dumb, dumb bitch, and that can be

692
00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:01,759
Speaker 1: a guy or a girl. It's not misogynistic or misogynist.

693
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:04,160
Speaker 1: And then uh s s d J. It's still a

694
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,439
Speaker 1: second dust job. Okay, let's what's the first story. Okay,

695
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:10,000
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but right now it's not coming up the email.

696
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:14,560
Speaker 1: Is this my sent email? Okay, here it is. Maybe

697
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:17,040
Speaker 1: we keep this because it's kind of funny. Okay, alright,

698
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:20,759
Speaker 1: first headline, it's been a while since we started the

699
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 1: news segment. It's been a while. We might not get

700
00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:29,160
Speaker 1: to it because the wifire is too late. Here we go.

701
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:33,760
Speaker 1: So um. A woman was found swimming inside a seventy

702
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:36,560
Speaker 1: foot tall water tank filled with three hundred and fifty

703
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:41,160
Speaker 1: thousand gallons of water. She was found swimming. She climbed

704
00:37:41,200 --> 00:37:46,279
Speaker 1: this water tank. Oh this is like hotel, Yeah, like

705
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:49,520
Speaker 1: the Cecil hotel. Yeah, but this girl was alive. She

706
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:52,920
Speaker 1: was found They saw her climb a cops are climbing

707
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: up to seventy ft tank. She just tried to take

708
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,920
Speaker 1: a little swimmy because the latch was open. I don't

709
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:00,600
Speaker 1: know how she knew to the latch with open. Someone

710
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:02,560
Speaker 1: was painting it. So is this like a tank that's

711
00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:10,120
Speaker 1: next to a reservoir, Like it's like for water stuff? Okay,

712
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:12,439
Speaker 1: and she wanted to go swimming. I'm guessing this woman

713
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:16,319
Speaker 1: was on something like a raft or something. She bring

714
00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:19,640
Speaker 1: a pool. She was just in there, she was just

715
00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:25,360
Speaker 1: doing laps. She wanted to what. First of all, you

716
00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 1: don't know inside that tank it's going to be clean water?

717
00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:31,360
Speaker 1: Do tanks have that's say, like, this isn't poop on them? No,

718
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,760
Speaker 1: I would just figure any tank could have feces. Dude,

719
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:38,560
Speaker 1: One time I was at camp at band camp. It's

720
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:41,160
Speaker 1: been since I've been at camp, and uh, we picked

721
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:43,560
Speaker 1: up a rock and a guy fell into the sewer

722
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:48,000
Speaker 1: and he was neck up and poop. Oh god, it

723
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 1: was the most wild thing I've ever seen. And then

724
00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:51,640
Speaker 1: he came out and he was in such shock. He

725
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:56,400
Speaker 1: just started running around the camp with So that's so

726
00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:59,799
Speaker 1: sad that I'm guessing he's done now, Yeah, he died.

727
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 1: I mean that is so I mean swimming and pool,

728
00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:04,680
Speaker 1: but you get that why this woman want to go

729
00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 1: swimming in this tank. Something refreshing about it, especially if

730
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:09,480
Speaker 1: you're homeless and you haven't taken a shower in the

731
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,920
Speaker 1: water dark tank that you flipped the lid on or

732
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:14,000
Speaker 1: was it like open air? Was it like an above

733
00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:17,719
Speaker 1: ground pool that's seventy feet yeah, yeah, yeah, that's a

734
00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 1: that's a massive above ground pool. There's something about swimming

735
00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 1: in water that's very deep that is like scary yet

736
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 1: also refreshing. Yeah, what do you mean refreshing? I don't know.

737
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,880
Speaker 1: There's something about buoyancy and like not knowing where the

738
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,040
Speaker 1: bottom is. I don't know. Have you ever swim in

739
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 1: the oceans. Everyone's biggest fear is that you can't see

740
00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:40,279
Speaker 1: the bottom and what lurks beneath. I mean, I got

741
00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:42,120
Speaker 1: scared of the lines on the pool as a kid.

742
00:39:42,239 --> 00:39:44,239
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like when I can't see anything on

743
00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:47,120
Speaker 1: the bottom. Yeah, but you swim with whales in the

744
00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:49,400
Speaker 1: open ocean. I do like swimming with whales, and I

745
00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:51,759
Speaker 1: don't mind if I see sharks and I can jump

746
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:54,600
Speaker 1: I'll I went swimming with sharks. I jumped in because

747
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:57,760
Speaker 1: the people on this yacht that are like ran this yacht,

748
00:39:57,800 --> 00:39:59,640
Speaker 1: these like crew were like, oh, Yeah, you can swim

749
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:01,600
Speaker 1: with those are fine. And I just jumped in without

750
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:05,719
Speaker 1: any like any other kind of like googling the type

751
00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 1: of shark making sure. I just jumped in because I

752
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,280
Speaker 1: could see them and I was told they were okay,

753
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 1: and you trusted these people. But I don't wanna. I'm

754
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:16,520
Speaker 1: scared more scared of riptides. Okay, So you're more afraid

755
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:19,640
Speaker 1: of a rip tide than getting your skin ripped by

756
00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:23,960
Speaker 1: a shark. Yeah, now why, Okay, I get drowning is

757
00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:27,239
Speaker 1: a little that's scary, just being sucked out to see

758
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:30,200
Speaker 1: and not being able to Yeah, drowning freaks me out.

759
00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:31,680
Speaker 1: But I don't really think about the drowning part. I

760
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,640
Speaker 1: just I mean, obviously that's the end of it, but

761
00:40:34,280 --> 00:40:38,719
Speaker 1: it's more the unknown, like riptides. You just can't see them.

762
00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:40,360
Speaker 1: They just come out of nowhere. And I know that

763
00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:42,680
Speaker 1: you're supposed to swin parallel with the shore, but I

764
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:45,600
Speaker 1: just don't know in that moment. I'll remember that tactic.

765
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:48,719
Speaker 1: So you would rather know the boogeyman's under the bed,

766
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:52,080
Speaker 1: and see the boogeyman and see how scary the boogeyman is,

767
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:54,919
Speaker 1: and then be cool with the boogeyman didn't not knowing

768
00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:57,560
Speaker 1: at all that the boogeyman is there. No, I mean,

769
00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:01,080
Speaker 1: I mean what what you don't know is scarier than

770
00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,080
Speaker 1: what you do know. I think it's like I don't

771
00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 1: I don't feel that way when I'm surfing. I don't

772
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:07,800
Speaker 1: want to know what's underneath the water. I just assume

773
00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:10,640
Speaker 1: there's nothing. Brings us back to what we're talking about before.

774
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:12,880
Speaker 1: When you are in a relationship, you don't want to

775
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:17,160
Speaker 1: ever hear about ex girlfriends or ex boyfriends. You want

776
00:41:17,160 --> 00:41:20,480
Speaker 1: to go swimming without knowing the thing. You know that

777
00:41:20,480 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 1: there's been excess, but you're in denial of it. You're

778
00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:27,759
Speaker 1: it's skilled denial, and living in denial is bad for you.

779
00:41:27,840 --> 00:41:31,759
Speaker 1: I believe not. I think there's probably again, like a

780
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:34,759
Speaker 1: nice balance of knowing about their ex as and knowing

781
00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:38,160
Speaker 1: about their past relationships where you don't need to know everything,

782
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:40,759
Speaker 1: but not being in complete denial about it. I don't

783
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,960
Speaker 1: think you should want to be like, so, what exactly

784
00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:46,040
Speaker 1: did his dick look like? Or what exactly did you know?

785
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 1: You would prefer to never know about it? If you could,

786
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:54,040
Speaker 1: you only say I would I'll know about it, because

787
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,839
Speaker 1: you just you don't. I had a dream last night

788
00:41:56,880 --> 00:42:01,960
Speaker 1: that Brenna cheated and I was really upset. I really

789
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:04,680
Speaker 1: hurt my feelings. But she didn't like hook. It was weird.

790
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:08,520
Speaker 1: We're at a party with new people and she just

791
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:11,600
Speaker 1: like went off without me, and I was like looking

792
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,080
Speaker 1: for and then she wasn't answering my text and I

793
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:16,080
Speaker 1: saw her Instagram story and she was with a guy

794
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:19,239
Speaker 1: that like seemed really cool. Oh but they weren't tell

795
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:22,200
Speaker 1: but you weren't hanging out with him? Yeah, you love

796
00:42:22,239 --> 00:42:26,160
Speaker 1: a cool guy. He was jack and looked realte like

797
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:30,959
Speaker 1: he could help you with your swing. Um. Yeah, that's

798
00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:33,440
Speaker 1: that's something you ever dreamed of about someone cheating on

799
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,400
Speaker 1: you and how did that make you feel? No, I

800
00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:37,720
Speaker 1: don't think I've dreamed of that. I've just dreamed of people,

801
00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 1: um being mad at me, or um just being really

802
00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,120
Speaker 1: cruel to me. That's what I have a dream about

803
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 1: a lot, is like my family and my UM friends,

804
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:50,800
Speaker 1: or like people that I think loved me doing something

805
00:42:50,840 --> 00:42:54,480
Speaker 1: that I can never I guess, cheating on me emotionally

806
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:56,799
Speaker 1: in terms of like I thought I trusted you to

807
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:58,960
Speaker 1: not talk to me like that or treat me like that,

808
00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,799
Speaker 1: but not cheating. No, I don't have that fear. Yeah,

809
00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:04,240
Speaker 1: I usually don't have that fear, and I really don't

810
00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:08,759
Speaker 1: have the fear ansciously with Brenna, Like I don't think

811
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,160
Speaker 1: I really do think she'd be loyal or whatever. All Um,

812
00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 1: psychoanalyze this off, Mike, But I think what we're dealing

813
00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:18,560
Speaker 1: with is something else than what dreams often present. Not

814
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:23,080
Speaker 1: literally what you're scared of, but something else. Next story,

815
00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:27,120
Speaker 1: all right, So um, A lot of people have dreams

816
00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:28,960
Speaker 1: of their teeth falling out? Do you ever have that?

817
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:35,480
Speaker 1: Do you have dreams of your teeth staying in? I

818
00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:39,919
Speaker 1: have dreams of moving on of my of my back

819
00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:44,040
Speaker 1: teeth coming back and being and never hurting. Oh, Andrew,

820
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:47,279
Speaker 1: go to the dentist. You go, I will. I mean

821
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 1: I've been in. I know, well I've been to one

822
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:52,480
Speaker 1: of those in the past year and a half. It's

823
00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:56,799
Speaker 1: just been a year and a half, which is dude.

824
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:59,320
Speaker 1: I know. Greta had a tooth inner stomach. Yeah, it

825
00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:02,920
Speaker 1: can happen wild all right, after recovering from our heart.

826
00:44:04,680 --> 00:44:06,200
Speaker 1: That's how you get a tooth in your stomach. Well,

827
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:09,880
Speaker 1: you probably slept in my bed. I just thought it

828
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:14,000
Speaker 1: was a piece of popcorn. Okay, go on, you get

829
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:16,440
Speaker 1: a toothbery when your adult teeth all out, come on,

830
00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:18,960
Speaker 1: I'll give you some money. How much if I lose

831
00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 1: a tooth or I've got Caman coins, I can some

832
00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:26,840
Speaker 1: chuckles I can throw under your stained pillow. If you

833
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:32,320
Speaker 1: fail me a grand of tooth, your boy will be gummy. Yes, Okay.

834
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:34,880
Speaker 1: After recovering from a heart attack on set, Bob Odin

835
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:38,439
Speaker 1: Kirk tweets, I am doing great. I've had my very

836
00:44:38,440 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 1: own It's a wonderful life week of people insisting I

837
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 1: make the world slightly better. Thank you. I love everyone

838
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:48,160
Speaker 1: right now, but let's keep expectations reasonable. Yeah. He he

839
00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:51,960
Speaker 1: got that out flooring that you get when you almost

840
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,760
Speaker 1: when you die, you know. Trevor More Comedian Trevor Moore

841
00:44:56,200 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 1: from Why does Kids? You Know? Um died over the

842
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:03,440
Speaker 1: weekend in an accident. No details yet. Even though I'm

843
00:45:03,719 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 1: morbidly curious of what happened, I'm not going to ask.

844
00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 1: The people that I know probably know, but I didn't

845
00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:15,399
Speaker 1: know him. Um. He's a father and uh husband and

846
00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:18,840
Speaker 1: just beloved by anyone who knew him. And I was

847
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:20,840
Speaker 1: watching all these clips this weekend. He was hilarious and

848
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:22,879
Speaker 1: I was just thinking, like God, I wish he could

849
00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:26,720
Speaker 1: see what people are saying on Reddit, like people. I

850
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:29,040
Speaker 1: was watching his people, his fans were finding out on

851
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:31,279
Speaker 1: Reddit and like the comments coming in, and it was

852
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 1: making me cry just how much he had moved all

853
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:35,839
Speaker 1: these strangers. And I was thinking about, Oh my god,

854
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:37,360
Speaker 1: when I die, I am so sad that I'm not

855
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:40,040
Speaker 1: gonna be around to see what people will say, because

856
00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:43,399
Speaker 1: people get so fucking nice when you die, and it's

857
00:45:43,440 --> 00:45:45,840
Speaker 1: just maybe it's nice boboed and Kirk was able to see,

858
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:47,879
Speaker 1: you know that it's a wonder that's what he means

859
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:50,600
Speaker 1: by the it's a wonderful life thing. Yeah, I mean

860
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,840
Speaker 1: that happened to me when I went in the coma.

861
00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:57,399
Speaker 1: Remember your friends thought you died. Yeah, And I didn't

862
00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:59,759
Speaker 1: really give him. So will you tell us what you

863
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 1: tell our listeners. I was in college. I was a

864
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:05,640
Speaker 1: sophomore in college. I know, I was going, what, yeah,

865
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:07,480
Speaker 1: this is wild, all right? So I hooked up with

866
00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:10,160
Speaker 1: a girl who I just made out with her. I

867
00:46:10,160 --> 00:46:13,400
Speaker 1: didn't even like fuck her, nothing like that serious. And

868
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 1: I didn't even know she was into me. We didn't

869
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,759
Speaker 1: really even talk that much. And then she wanted to

870
00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:19,040
Speaker 1: come visit me in New Orleans. I was at college

871
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:21,759
Speaker 1: at Tulane. She was living in Stuart, Florida, and she

872
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:24,680
Speaker 1: told her dad she asked her dad for a plane ticket?

873
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,800
Speaker 1: Did you make out with her in Florida over the summer?

874
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:30,319
Speaker 1: And then I went back to school and uh. She

875
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:32,480
Speaker 1: asked her dad for like, to buy a plane ticket

876
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:35,160
Speaker 1: for her, and he's like no, and so she went back.

877
00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:37,400
Speaker 1: She made up the story that I'm in a coma,

878
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:40,160
Speaker 1: that I got in a car wreck, and now can

879
00:46:40,160 --> 00:46:43,040
Speaker 1: you pay for the plane ticket because I'm in this coma?

880
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:46,560
Speaker 1: And she needed to be there because that seems like

881
00:46:46,600 --> 00:46:48,800
Speaker 1: the thing you would have done. She was probably swimming

882
00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:55,160
Speaker 1: in a water. Probably who this woman is? Right? So

883
00:46:55,160 --> 00:46:58,760
Speaker 1: so so the guy she tells her dad, who's a doctor.

884
00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 1: My dad's a doctor. He tells my dad because I

885
00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 1: see your dad that this guy's that, and it gets

886
00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:09,960
Speaker 1: your dad and your dad says what Uh, He's like, uh,

887
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:12,200
Speaker 1: call me back. I can't talk about no. No. No,

888
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:17,920
Speaker 1: He like, I just got launched. Sandwich is good. No.

889
00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:21,560
Speaker 1: So I don't know exactly what happened in how the

890
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,840
Speaker 1: game of telephone went on to get to my friends

891
00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:27,319
Speaker 1: because my I had a cell phone, but it was off,

892
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 1: So for three days I wasn't able to be contacted.

893
00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:34,120
Speaker 1: It kind of shows that I didn't care about needing

894
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,520
Speaker 1: anyone's attention or whatever, but which was kind of nice.

895
00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:38,759
Speaker 1: But anyways, for three days my phone was off and

896
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:40,719
Speaker 1: all these people it got around and I was in

897
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,560
Speaker 1: a coma and all my friends thought I was in

898
00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:45,560
Speaker 1: a coma. Your Florida friends that you were in a

899
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:49,600
Speaker 1: coma in New Orleans and no one touch with me.

900
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:52,160
Speaker 1: How many days did your friends think? Three days they

901
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:53,879
Speaker 1: thought you were I don't know if it was three days.

902
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 1: I feel like it was around there, maybe like it

903
00:47:56,239 --> 00:47:58,919
Speaker 1: maybe maybe two days, because three days they probably would

904
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 1: have like so Rusty Rusty and my buddy Kelly were

905
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,800
Speaker 1: driving to New Orleans to come see me in my coma.

906
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:07,920
Speaker 1: So finally I fucking turned my phone on and I

907
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:11,960
Speaker 1: have you would think fifty messages I had. I had

908
00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:15,000
Speaker 1: a decent amount. I thought some girls would be like, no,

909
00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:17,960
Speaker 1: I always wanted to funk. You didn't get that. It's

910
00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:20,399
Speaker 1: more like we're coming there for spring break and you're

911
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:25,440
Speaker 1: looking dead. Come on, brouh. Yeah, so did what did?

912
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:28,640
Speaker 1: Were they talking to you like you were dead? And

913
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 1: then like in a Comma were they just like man,

914
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:33,719
Speaker 1: I heard about what happened like a vibe, Like I

915
00:48:33,760 --> 00:48:36,759
Speaker 1: remember Rusty leaving a message like, Hey, we're driving to

916
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:40,160
Speaker 1: New Orleans. We really hope that you recover. You know,

917
00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:47,200
Speaker 1: maybe we'll stop by after Bourbon Street up off. Yeah,

918
00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:51,800
Speaker 1: we'll play flip cup off your grave. So anyways, uh

919
00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:54,839
Speaker 1: but yeah, So I just kind of found out kind

920
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:56,600
Speaker 1: of how people would be talking, and a lot of

921
00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:58,480
Speaker 1: people were really sad, Like a lot of the girls

922
00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:01,000
Speaker 1: in my high school were sad, a lot of guys.

923
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:04,080
Speaker 1: But it wasn't like insane. But I kind of do

924
00:49:04,239 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 1: know that, like i'd have about forty people were now

925
00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:10,320
Speaker 1: people would be sad. You are well known enough, you

926
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:12,080
Speaker 1: would have a good you would have a I think

927
00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:14,520
Speaker 1: you'd be very happy with the response of if you died.

928
00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,960
Speaker 1: But it's the weirdest thing that that's when it happens

929
00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:21,000
Speaker 1: is after you're gone, like when you can't even appreciate it.

930
00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:24,120
Speaker 1: It's just I wish there were some way to adequately

931
00:49:24,280 --> 00:49:27,120
Speaker 1: celebrate someone and think about them in the way that

932
00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:29,480
Speaker 1: you do when they're gone, But there's no way to

933
00:49:29,600 --> 00:49:36,840
Speaker 1: do that. I guess, like a wedding to all your

934
00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:38,839
Speaker 1: friends are like, he's dead to us now. I mean,

935
00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:41,839
Speaker 1: we're not gonna see this guy until he gets divorced. Yeah,

936
00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 1: it's pretty much the best man will really be able

937
00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:47,560
Speaker 1: to hang out with him. Yeah, but but yeah, I

938
00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:51,400
Speaker 1: guess that's kind of those moments you know Bay on

939
00:49:51,440 --> 00:49:54,640
Speaker 1: Instagram people most Mother's Day, like you can get celebrated,

940
00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:57,719
Speaker 1: but not in the same way I guess when you

941
00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,560
Speaker 1: get sick and maybe if people are like if you

942
00:50:00,600 --> 00:50:02,080
Speaker 1: get sick and you get to the point where you're like,

943
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:06,359
Speaker 1: I'm saying goodbye, like there can be that, but if

944
00:50:06,480 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 1: you truly won't ever know, But there's another thing of

945
00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 1: him going through that, and like that feeling of having

946
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:14,560
Speaker 1: it's like when I got stabbed, or like if you

947
00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 1: you know, when you were maybe sick with your eating

948
00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:19,759
Speaker 1: disorder and stuff like where you get close to death

949
00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:22,680
Speaker 1: which makes you feel more alive. I wish every person.

950
00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:25,359
Speaker 1: Some people go through life and don't feel like they're

951
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,000
Speaker 1: going to die until they die at eight five, and

952
00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:31,759
Speaker 1: they don't have that like rebirth feeling. I didn't really

953
00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:37,879
Speaker 1: get it. When I got didn't I appreciate. I was like,

954
00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:39,640
Speaker 1: oh God, I have to find some other way to

955
00:50:39,719 --> 00:50:42,800
Speaker 1: kill myself. Because I like food. Now, I know, I

956
00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:44,799
Speaker 1: feel like if I had a massive heart attack three

957
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,880
Speaker 1: days later, I'd be like eating like shitty again and

958
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:49,960
Speaker 1: being like, oh man, that was weird. Now. They did

959
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:52,560
Speaker 1: a study. My friend recently told me they did a

960
00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:56,160
Speaker 1: study with ten people and or you know, like they

961
00:50:56,200 --> 00:51:00,640
Speaker 1: found out like nine of people. If you are told

962
00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:05,480
Speaker 1: that you're going to die unless you stop doing this

963
00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:10,360
Speaker 1: one thing, uh, you'll be dead within a year, these people.

964
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:12,840
Speaker 1: And it's legitimate things that these people, like, if you

965
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:14,719
Speaker 1: don't stop this habit, you're gonna die in a year.

966
00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:19,239
Speaker 1: Everyone goes, oh, I'm done, I'm done. And by the

967
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:22,960
Speaker 1: end of that year, only ten of those people actually

968
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:26,359
Speaker 1: are able to stick it out. Even though those other

969
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:29,520
Speaker 1: nine percent know that this is going to make them die,

970
00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:33,120
Speaker 1: they still do it because you just convince yourself. It's like,

971
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 1: I'm I'm kind of getting to the point where I'm

972
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:37,719
Speaker 1: I want to i want to change some of my

973
00:51:37,719 --> 00:51:39,600
Speaker 1: habits because I realize I'm getting older, and it's like

974
00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:42,600
Speaker 1: you just can't do this ship to your body forever

975
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:45,120
Speaker 1: without consequences, Like it does catch up to you. The

976
00:51:45,160 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 1: way you eat and the way you frank smoke, whatever

977
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:52,520
Speaker 1: it is, um, and it's just there. But they're but

978
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,920
Speaker 1: that's what people know that cigarettes cause cancer. Yet they

979
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:58,320
Speaker 1: still keep smoking and they'll be coughing up black stuff

980
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:01,400
Speaker 1: and they still smoke. It's like it doesn't make you stop.

981
00:52:01,440 --> 00:52:04,279
Speaker 1: It's it takes more than that. It's interesting because like

982
00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:07,600
Speaker 1: the time frame of it, like if I go, hey,

983
00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 1: if you can't, you know, eat a protein bar. If

984
00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:13,120
Speaker 1: you don't, if you don't stop eating protein bar, you're

985
00:52:13,120 --> 00:52:15,839
Speaker 1: gonna die in a week, right as opposed to you're

986
00:52:15,880 --> 00:52:18,880
Speaker 1: gonna die in twenty years. Twenty years. You're like, it

987
00:52:18,920 --> 00:52:22,040
Speaker 1: doesn't really you don't really feel you don't really fear that.

988
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:24,360
Speaker 1: Please have the example of the person that kept smoking

989
00:52:24,440 --> 00:52:27,640
Speaker 1: until they were ninety and Richards out there who like

990
00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:31,799
Speaker 1: only people go Dirk Steps, you know, every day and

991
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:34,719
Speaker 1: it's like already laying like these people that like abuse

992
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:39,359
Speaker 1: their bodies and our examples of everlasting people, but they

993
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:41,279
Speaker 1: wake up and they feel like ship though, you know,

994
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:43,879
Speaker 1: like it's there's they're not avoiding hangovers and all those

995
00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:47,480
Speaker 1: things like and and and then there's healthy people. I well,

996
00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:50,280
Speaker 1: I know someone that you know, Kathy Griffin has lung cancer,

997
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,640
Speaker 1: just had half her lung removed. She's never smoked a

998
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:55,880
Speaker 1: day in her life. So there's people like that that

999
00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:58,600
Speaker 1: you go, well, I'm gonna get it anyway. Let's just

1000
00:52:59,239 --> 00:53:03,080
Speaker 1: but it's all coming back to the word denial, not

1001
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:06,680
Speaker 1: being honest with yourself, not actually looking at how often

1002
00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:13,040
Speaker 1: you smoke, how often you drink. Oh, it's I drink socially. Well,

1003
00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:14,759
Speaker 1: what does that mean? Does that mean every day or

1004
00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:16,840
Speaker 1: does that mean every weekend? And if it means every weekend,

1005
00:53:17,040 --> 00:53:20,520
Speaker 1: that's you're getting hammered fifty two times a year. That's

1006
00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:22,840
Speaker 1: a lot if you actually look at this, if you

1007
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:25,359
Speaker 1: look at it all, it's a lot. And that's why,

1008
00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:28,319
Speaker 1: Like I did not see what my eating disorder was,

1009
00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:31,040
Speaker 1: and still until I started being accountable for it and

1010
00:53:31,080 --> 00:53:33,480
Speaker 1: taking pictures of my food before I ate and sending

1011
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 1: it to someone. And then I started looking at it,

1012
00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:38,360
Speaker 1: I was like, what the funk is this? Like I

1013
00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:40,600
Speaker 1: would go through I would I would see our text

1014
00:53:40,719 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 1: chain and it was just me sending pictures of like

1015
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:45,560
Speaker 1: the weirdest ship and I'm just like, God, when you

1016
00:53:45,560 --> 00:53:49,120
Speaker 1: see it all like this, it really speaks volumes. I

1017
00:53:49,160 --> 00:53:51,320
Speaker 1: wasn't able, even though I knew what I was putting

1018
00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:53,440
Speaker 1: in my body. I wasn't able to see it until I, like,

1019
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:56,359
Speaker 1: I was actually taking pictures of it. It really helped me.

1020
00:53:56,680 --> 00:53:58,839
Speaker 1: It's like with ted Lasso when they say they don't

1021
00:53:58,880 --> 00:54:02,320
Speaker 1: say the word the yips, Oh yeah, and the psychiatrist

1022
00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:06,600
Speaker 1: is like our psychologists like, why don't you say it? Because, oh,

1023
00:54:06,680 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 1: you just don't mention the yips. And the yips is

1024
00:54:09,239 --> 00:54:12,560
Speaker 1: in sports when you whatever, like you you can't because

1025
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,440
Speaker 1: of a mental block, you can't perform well, so you

1026
00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:18,200
Speaker 1: don't talk about it. You're in denial about it. It's

1027
00:54:18,239 --> 00:54:21,279
Speaker 1: like alcoholism and a family, Like, how many listeners out

1028
00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:24,360
Speaker 1: there do you have some kind of drug or and

1029
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:26,720
Speaker 1: someone in your family has a drug or a problem

1030
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:29,279
Speaker 1: or alcohol problem and they get wasted and they say

1031
00:54:29,320 --> 00:54:32,319
Speaker 1: all this ship and then the next day everything no

1032
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:35,480
Speaker 1: one talks about it. It's denial and it's like it

1033
00:54:35,640 --> 00:54:37,600
Speaker 1: runs so deep and you go, no, I know that

1034
00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:39,960
Speaker 1: they said it. They don't know, and so it will

1035
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:43,640
Speaker 1: never get brought up. Molestation people, the fact that you

1036
00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:46,920
Speaker 1: know you can't be because the molestation makes everyone so

1037
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:50,359
Speaker 1: fucking uncomfortable because everyone's been molested. No one talks about it.

1038
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:52,719
Speaker 1: When you don't talk about it, people have shame because

1039
00:54:52,719 --> 00:54:54,640
Speaker 1: it seems like something no one else has. But when

1040
00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:57,480
Speaker 1: you start talking about it, you realize everyone's been and

1041
00:54:58,239 --> 00:55:00,640
Speaker 1: we need each other. You need to can imunity to

1042
00:55:00,920 --> 00:55:04,000
Speaker 1: get over any kind of struggle. You can't do it alone.

1043
00:55:04,320 --> 00:55:06,160
Speaker 1: That's what I found, and I do like the idea

1044
00:55:06,200 --> 00:55:08,440
Speaker 1: of like if you if you get ahead of it,

1045
00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:11,640
Speaker 1: Like let's say someone has some tendencies to be an

1046
00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:15,600
Speaker 1: alcoholic early on and you just have conversation, open conversations.

1047
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:18,280
Speaker 1: It's not going to lead to an intervention and rehab,

1048
00:55:18,320 --> 00:55:20,960
Speaker 1: Like that's the last resort. That's when people bring it

1049
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:23,759
Speaker 1: up when it's so bad that you have to, Like

1050
00:55:24,200 --> 00:55:28,879
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, cheating, let's bring it up before it's

1051
00:55:28,920 --> 00:55:33,279
Speaker 1: so bad. I got Develota crush on someone she worked with. Okay,

1052
00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:34,600
Speaker 1: I know she works with a bunch of women, but

1053
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:36,239
Speaker 1: like if she met a guy and she has a

1054
00:55:36,239 --> 00:55:38,600
Speaker 1: crush on him and she said, do you listen, I

1055
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:42,960
Speaker 1: have a crush on this person and nothing's happened. Nothing.

1056
00:55:43,239 --> 00:55:44,759
Speaker 1: I don't want anything to happen. I want to be

1057
00:55:44,800 --> 00:55:47,920
Speaker 1: with you. Would you rather that or would you rather

1058
00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 1: just keep it to herself? God, that's tough. I don't know.

1059
00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:56,399
Speaker 1: I really don't know how nice are his teeth? They're

1060
00:55:56,480 --> 00:56:05,360
Speaker 1: nice after got about is really responsible and like his

1061
00:56:05,560 --> 00:56:08,040
Speaker 1: room is clean, like all the things that you aren't

1062
00:56:08,080 --> 00:56:14,600
Speaker 1: he is and uh heuh he just broke seventy Oh

1063
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,239
Speaker 1: my god, dude. Fun that I don't want to know,

1064
00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 1: But she says, I want to tell you because I

1065
00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:23,000
Speaker 1: love you and I don't want to cheat on you,

1066
00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:25,840
Speaker 1: and I haven't yet. What would you say? What do

1067
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:28,120
Speaker 1: you want to know or not? What? Honestly? Like, I

1068
00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:30,800
Speaker 1: would want to know even more like if I didn't

1069
00:56:31,040 --> 00:56:32,800
Speaker 1: find out more, i'd want to know. Why do you

1070
00:56:32,840 --> 00:56:36,960
Speaker 1: have a crush on him? Is that attraction? Emotional attraction?

1071
00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:39,440
Speaker 1: It's all of those things. I just the way that

1072
00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:41,359
Speaker 1: I felt about you when I liked you, like that

1073
00:56:41,480 --> 00:56:44,360
Speaker 1: early stage of a crush. You've known that feeling, Andrew.

1074
00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:47,319
Speaker 1: What if she added a very important factor, Nikki, which

1075
00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:50,399
Speaker 1: we talked about previously. What if she says, Yeah, I'm

1076
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:53,239
Speaker 1: attracted to him, but I have integrity and I love

1077
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:56,279
Speaker 1: our relationship and I would never cheat. Um, it's not

1078
00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:58,799
Speaker 1: that I would never cheat, I don't want to. And

1079
00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:01,920
Speaker 1: I'm starting to see ill and think about this person

1080
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:04,399
Speaker 1: in a way that makes me scared that I might

1081
00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:08,279
Speaker 1: jump off this ledge. Yeah. Um, and I wanted to

1082
00:57:08,320 --> 00:57:11,799
Speaker 1: tell you about it. It'd be tough, man. It'd be

1083
00:57:11,840 --> 00:57:14,239
Speaker 1: one thing if like she wasn't like with him all

1084
00:57:14,239 --> 00:57:16,280
Speaker 1: the time, you know what I mean. And obviously I'm

1085
00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:18,720
Speaker 1: not there, so part of me would be like, should

1086
00:57:18,720 --> 00:57:21,160
Speaker 1: I let her go and be with this guy because

1087
00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 1: I'm long distance? Like, I would think about that as well.

1088
00:57:23,800 --> 00:57:26,080
Speaker 1: You're not hearing me. She's saying I don't want to

1089
00:57:26,160 --> 00:57:28,840
Speaker 1: cheat on I'm hearing you, But I'm saying even if

1090
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:31,560
Speaker 1: she said that I would, I would still feel I

1091
00:57:31,600 --> 00:57:34,120
Speaker 1: would still it would still funk with my brain to

1092
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:36,800
Speaker 1: the point where I wouldn't want to deal with that. Yeah, okay,

1093
00:57:36,920 --> 00:57:41,640
Speaker 1: Well the alternative is definitely she's going to cheat on you,

1094
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:44,600
Speaker 1: because if you can't talk about it and the person

1095
00:57:44,680 --> 00:57:47,160
Speaker 1: that you're dealing with doesn't get brought in and like

1096
00:57:47,520 --> 00:57:50,280
Speaker 1: it will leave. That's how cheating happens. It always starts

1097
00:57:50,280 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 1: with a crush of like, oh, I shouldn't do this,

1098
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:54,200
Speaker 1: but I'll do It's just a flirtation. I'm not going

1099
00:57:54,240 --> 00:57:56,120
Speaker 1: to do anything. Then it goes to the next thing.

1100
00:57:56,120 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 1: Then it's been and you guys get in a fight,

1101
00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:00,880
Speaker 1: and it makes her if you have no idea this

1102
00:58:00,920 --> 00:58:03,400
Speaker 1: guy even fucking This is a pretense scenario, but it

1103
00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:06,440
Speaker 1: happens all the time, and it doesn't mean that Brenna's

1104
00:58:06,440 --> 00:58:08,840
Speaker 1: going to do this. But if it happened, it's it's

1105
00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:12,760
Speaker 1: very normal. Uh. Then you have a fight, and then

1106
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:15,960
Speaker 1: all of a sudden, it's this guy wants to go out.

1107
00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:17,520
Speaker 1: I'll go out with them because I'm not. It's not

1108
00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:20,080
Speaker 1: a date, we're just coworkers. Then you have a couple

1109
00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:22,600
Speaker 1: of drinks and it's like you're not texting your back

1110
00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:24,880
Speaker 1: and you're being a little pissy bitch about something because

1111
00:58:24,880 --> 00:58:27,280
Speaker 1: you're dealing with your ship. And then it just and

1112
00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:29,640
Speaker 1: then in her mind it could I'm not saying this

1113
00:58:29,680 --> 00:58:32,280
Speaker 1: for Brennan, but this happens all the time. I'm just

1114
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:36,160
Speaker 1: saying that I think her bringing a crush to you

1115
00:58:36,240 --> 00:58:37,960
Speaker 1: would be the best way to get ahead of it.

1116
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:39,720
Speaker 1: And I think that how many times do you talk

1117
00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:41,640
Speaker 1: about this crush? Because I don't want to have a

1118
00:58:41,680 --> 00:58:44,840
Speaker 1: million conversations, But well, if it's still coming up and

1119
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,520
Speaker 1: she's still feeling I don't want, I'd rather her cheat

1120
00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:50,200
Speaker 1: and just break up. Well, then they're going to live

1121
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:53,040
Speaker 1: in denial because she's a person you are with is

1122
00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:55,680
Speaker 1: going to have crushes on other people, and everyone's going,

1123
00:58:56,840 --> 00:59:01,520
Speaker 1: my husband does it. I don't. Yes you have, Yes

1124
00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,800
Speaker 1: you have, You're gonna have feelings for other people. And

1125
00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:06,560
Speaker 1: whether I get what you're saying, I'm just saying you

1126
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:08,479
Speaker 1: need to step up. Is I think what it means

1127
00:59:08,720 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 1: she's not feeling emotionally and physically supported enough. And this

1128
00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,240
Speaker 1: is a hypothetical. Obviously, now I feel like you're gonna

1129
00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:17,200
Speaker 1: be mad at Branna after this conversation. But like Brenna

1130
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:21,440
Speaker 1: who she's dating someone else, she's dating our manager Jose

1131
00:59:21,800 --> 00:59:26,640
Speaker 1: or I don't know. I just think that I I

1132
00:59:26,720 --> 00:59:29,480
Speaker 1: hope that I can handle that. If a guy, I

1133
00:59:29,640 --> 00:59:32,200
Speaker 1: think it would be an annoying conversation to talk about

1134
00:59:32,280 --> 00:59:35,520
Speaker 1: another crush more than more than like if it came

1135
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:37,120
Speaker 1: up like once a week, I'm like, I don't want

1136
00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:38,640
Speaker 1: to be in this relationship. I don't want to I

1137
00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 1: don't think it needs Well, it might get to that

1138
00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:43,680
Speaker 1: point where you go, if you're still having a crush

1139
00:59:43,680 --> 00:59:45,800
Speaker 1: on this person, I'm obviously not the person for you,

1140
00:59:45,840 --> 00:59:47,960
Speaker 1: and then you would break up. But I do think

1141
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,360
Speaker 1: that there's something to someone being able to say that

1142
00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:53,640
Speaker 1: and going, well, can I just can you send me

1143
00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:55,200
Speaker 1: a picture of this person so I can make fun

1144
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 1: of them for you and we can just like we

1145
00:59:56,680 --> 00:59:59,640
Speaker 1: can we can seam up on this guy and now

1146
00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:01,920
Speaker 1: and help you. What could I do to make you

1147
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:05,760
Speaker 1: feel like you? Because women, generally, I don't want to

1148
01:00:05,760 --> 01:00:09,640
Speaker 1: speak for us all. If we're feeling emotionally and physically loved,

1149
01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:14,040
Speaker 1: we don't really feel attracted to other people. It's then

1150
01:00:14,480 --> 01:00:16,080
Speaker 1: is different because you guys just want to get your

1151
01:00:16,080 --> 01:00:18,360
Speaker 1: dicks wet and and you have a different biology. But

1152
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:20,320
Speaker 1: and that's not all men either, by the way. Some

1153
01:00:20,400 --> 01:00:22,040
Speaker 1: men are more like feminine in this way and some

1154
01:00:22,080 --> 01:00:23,640
Speaker 1: women are more masculine in the way that they just

1155
01:00:23,640 --> 01:00:27,560
Speaker 1: want to funk around. But I generally feel that it's

1156
01:00:27,600 --> 01:00:30,960
Speaker 1: just a symptom of the relationship not being the not

1157
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:33,480
Speaker 1: being good enough. But don't women cheat as much? As

1158
01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:35,640
Speaker 1: I feel like that's a statistic. I just saw that

1159
01:00:35,680 --> 01:00:38,240
Speaker 1: women cheat just as much as men in marriages. Um

1160
01:00:38,280 --> 01:00:43,360
Speaker 1: I wouldn't, Yeah, because they don't feel emotionally and physically

1161
01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:47,360
Speaker 1: supported and men are financially supported. I think that's a

1162
01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:50,200
Speaker 1: big thing, I really do. Yeah, of course it means

1163
01:00:50,560 --> 01:00:53,439
Speaker 1: it's support. If a woman enters into a marriage saying

1164
01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:55,680
Speaker 1: I'm not going to work and I want this because

1165
01:00:55,840 --> 01:00:57,640
Speaker 1: you are going to provide for me. You're my husband,

1166
01:00:58,200 --> 01:01:02,200
Speaker 1: and suddenly that he has a gambling problem or gets

1167
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:05,560
Speaker 1: fired and can't work and that was part of the plan.

1168
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:08,920
Speaker 1: There's there's a deficiency now on the agreement that you

1169
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:10,800
Speaker 1: locked into before you got married, and you have to

1170
01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:14,080
Speaker 1: address that. I'm gonna your boss that fired you, possibly

1171
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:19,000
Speaker 1: if he has all his tea and he damn it shot.

1172
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:24,040
Speaker 1: Yeah sixty three. Um, all right, let's get to why

1173
01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:27,760
Speaker 1: do I care? Why do I care? Oh man, why

1174
01:01:27,800 --> 01:01:30,840
Speaker 1: do you care? Dwayne Johnson says he's the opposite of

1175
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:34,520
Speaker 1: not washing themselves to Leb he like made this whole

1176
01:01:34,560 --> 01:01:37,560
Speaker 1: list on Twitter about how much he showers, how cleanly

1177
01:01:37,600 --> 01:01:41,440
Speaker 1: he is, because Ashton Kutcher and me Lacunas are saying

1178
01:01:41,720 --> 01:01:44,560
Speaker 1: they don't they don't shower their kids. And then, uh, yeah,

1179
01:01:44,720 --> 01:01:48,040
Speaker 1: Ryan Gosling or not Ryan Gosling, what's his name was it?

1180
01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 1: Ryan Gosling? Some other guys said he doesn't clean him

1181
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:53,920
Speaker 1: Sack Shepherd, that shepherd and yeah, and Kristen Bell said

1182
01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:55,440
Speaker 1: the same thing about the kids, and then Jake Jillenhall

1183
01:01:55,480 --> 01:01:57,480
Speaker 1: said he doesn't shower that often. It might be and

1184
01:01:57,480 --> 01:02:00,720
Speaker 1: people say he might be stinky. Um And says Dwayne,

1185
01:02:01,120 --> 01:02:04,840
Speaker 1: I don't like the Rock. I'm not a huge fan either.

1186
01:02:05,200 --> 01:02:08,720
Speaker 1: I think thy Doth protests too much, and that anyone

1187
01:02:08,960 --> 01:02:12,880
Speaker 1: that works out that much or talks about how clean

1188
01:02:13,240 --> 01:02:16,919
Speaker 1: they are and like how good they are cleaning themselves

1189
01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:23,600
Speaker 1: is hiding hiding. I just I don't know. I just

1190
01:02:23,840 --> 01:02:26,080
Speaker 1: I it's not like I don't like I don't know

1191
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:29,479
Speaker 1: the Rock. I don't think i'll ever I just I've

1192
01:02:29,520 --> 01:02:31,960
Speaker 1: never understood the obsession with him. I don't. I guess

1193
01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:33,840
Speaker 1: I haven't seen his movies. I really have, and I've

1194
01:02:33,840 --> 01:02:37,600
Speaker 1: never seen a rock movie. He laughs at video, goes

1195
01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:42,240
Speaker 1: in the gym. I just worked out hard. Five am

1196
01:02:42,560 --> 01:02:46,800
Speaker 1: Are you up yet? I am? I feel bad saying

1197
01:02:46,840 --> 01:02:49,360
Speaker 1: I don't like the Rock. I really feel bad saying that,

1198
01:02:49,400 --> 01:02:51,400
Speaker 1: because if I were the Rock and heard this, or

1199
01:02:51,520 --> 01:02:53,640
Speaker 1: like new knew the Rock and I heard this, I'd

1200
01:02:53,680 --> 01:02:55,640
Speaker 1: be like, you don't know fucking rock? Shut up, Nikki.

1201
01:02:56,080 --> 01:02:57,800
Speaker 1: Um So, I just want to say that I am

1202
01:02:58,280 --> 01:03:00,600
Speaker 1: your backtracking on the Rock. Yeah, I'm saying that I

1203
01:03:00,600 --> 01:03:04,920
Speaker 1: don't like the Rock because I feel I'm probably jealous

1204
01:03:04,960 --> 01:03:08,320
Speaker 1: of him in some way or insecure things I'm mad

1205
01:03:08,320 --> 01:03:11,680
Speaker 1: at him about. I'm insecure about the comedian. So comedian

1206
01:03:11,680 --> 01:03:15,280
Speaker 1: that's in New York Geon, I forget his name. I'm sorry,

1207
01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:17,560
Speaker 1: but I'm not trying to like be like cool about it.

1208
01:03:17,600 --> 01:03:20,320
Speaker 1: But I I he said something like, I think this

1209
01:03:20,400 --> 01:03:23,480
Speaker 1: is weirder than the dirty people, essentially, so he just

1210
01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:27,160
Speaker 1: went through his resur Yeah, he takes a shower three

1211
01:03:27,200 --> 01:03:31,280
Speaker 1: times a day. Okay, this guy's I think something. I'm sorry,

1212
01:03:31,360 --> 01:03:32,720
Speaker 1: I'm going to take back what I said. It's not

1213
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:35,760
Speaker 1: about a security you are if you shower three times

1214
01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:39,280
Speaker 1: a day, you have an obsessive compulsive um disorder, which

1215
01:03:39,560 --> 01:03:43,520
Speaker 1: you know. No judgment there. Um, I just heard things

1216
01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 1: about the Rock. Let me just say that I've heard

1217
01:03:46,040 --> 01:03:49,520
Speaker 1: things about the Rock that I don't care to disclose.

1218
01:03:49,680 --> 01:03:54,880
Speaker 1: But I'm just not a fan. Let's get to top one,

1219
01:03:54,880 --> 01:04:00,960
Speaker 1: bottom one. No one knows what I could have heard.

1220
01:04:01,000 --> 01:04:03,920
Speaker 1: It could have been that he was rude to someone,

1221
01:04:04,600 --> 01:04:06,520
Speaker 1: you know what, Like, it doesn't matter what I heard

1222
01:04:06,560 --> 01:04:10,480
Speaker 1: because it was just a rumor his comedian, Like he

1223
01:04:10,520 --> 01:04:15,120
Speaker 1: wrote back to the comedian. Oh he comes a comedians. Okay,

1224
01:04:15,160 --> 01:04:18,080
Speaker 1: let's take that out. I love The Rock, I love

1225
01:04:18,160 --> 01:04:22,040
Speaker 1: San Andreas. It's made me. It really inspired me trying

1226
01:04:22,040 --> 01:04:24,360
Speaker 1: to find a husband because I was like, I gotta

1227
01:04:24,360 --> 01:04:26,280
Speaker 1: find someone like The Rock in case there's a huge

1228
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:28,520
Speaker 1: earthquake to save me, because the only people that survive

1229
01:04:28,560 --> 01:04:31,800
Speaker 1: in that movie are He's not gonna be able to shower.

1230
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:34,680
Speaker 1: Oh that's so true. He's gonna be in a water

1231
01:04:34,760 --> 01:04:37,800
Speaker 1: tank trying to wash on. That's the only way you

1232
01:04:37,800 --> 01:04:40,440
Speaker 1: can make a bath. He's so huge, I mean showering

1233
01:04:40,440 --> 01:04:43,040
Speaker 1: three times a day. How does he get the hard replaces?

1234
01:04:43,080 --> 01:04:45,520
Speaker 1: Because he is so jacked. I'm sure he is a

1235
01:04:45,560 --> 01:04:56,440
Speaker 1: team Top one, bottom one, alright, team? Oh my god,

1236
01:04:57,160 --> 01:05:01,120
Speaker 1: that's so funny. Top one, bottom one, back one, front

1237
01:05:01,160 --> 01:05:05,360
Speaker 1: one alright, So top one, bottom one. Today's category is

1238
01:05:07,000 --> 01:05:10,320
Speaker 1: a kind of touch. Okay, so your least favorite touch

1239
01:05:10,400 --> 01:05:15,440
Speaker 1: in your favorite touch, Let's start with bottoms least favorite touch,

1240
01:05:15,760 --> 01:05:19,760
Speaker 1: and yes, yes you may go go first because I'm

1241
01:05:19,760 --> 01:05:24,520
Speaker 1: still kind of debate. So uh. This was inspired by

1242
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:27,680
Speaker 1: a post on Instagram that Andrew and Anya made. It

1243
01:05:27,760 --> 01:05:31,040
Speaker 1: was a very beautiful, heartwarming post where he's holding you

1244
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:34,280
Speaker 1: and an on stage from over the weekend, and then

1245
01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:38,240
Speaker 1: I zoom into where his hands were. Yeah, and that

1246
01:05:38,520 --> 01:05:41,520
Speaker 1: I can't if, like I friend is just thinking about it.

1247
01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:46,400
Speaker 1: Oh my god, they're supposed to wait. No, no, no, no,

1248
01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:49,000
Speaker 1: it's so for me. The worst place that you could

1249
01:05:49,000 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 1: touch me is behind the knee, in that ligament. And

1250
01:05:54,160 --> 01:05:56,600
Speaker 1: I can't even look at it. Oh my god, I

1251
01:05:56,800 --> 01:05:59,480
Speaker 1: see what you're talking about, that ligament that stretches out

1252
01:05:59,560 --> 01:06:03,160
Speaker 1: Like why why no h because it's like your achilles

1253
01:06:03,200 --> 01:06:06,200
Speaker 1: like a snap, like he could somehow snap it just

1254
01:06:06,200 --> 01:06:08,840
Speaker 1: just like imagining a finger on it. It just really

1255
01:06:08,840 --> 01:06:11,120
Speaker 1: grosses me out. I don't know. Why does anyone else

1256
01:06:11,200 --> 01:06:13,680
Speaker 1: have that? Please right in if you know what she's

1257
01:06:13,720 --> 01:06:15,560
Speaker 1: talking about. I mean I see it in this picture,

1258
01:06:15,680 --> 01:06:18,840
Speaker 1: Like you're touching the back of Anya's leg. That doesn't

1259
01:06:18,880 --> 01:06:21,440
Speaker 1: bother me. Um, what about the way he's grabbing my

1260
01:06:21,520 --> 01:06:23,360
Speaker 1: leg he's like wrapped around mind? Does that bother you?

1261
01:06:23,400 --> 01:06:24,640
Speaker 1: As it just had to be like the touch of

1262
01:06:24,680 --> 01:06:27,320
Speaker 1: the back. It's okay, So it's not exactly the back

1263
01:06:27,320 --> 01:06:30,400
Speaker 1: of the knee. That's fine, it's that like it's that ligament.

1264
01:06:31,560 --> 01:06:39,560
Speaker 1: Yeah on the other side, oh blow, oh okay, wow, okay, yes,

1265
01:06:39,760 --> 01:06:44,720
Speaker 1: that little tendon like you. I just don't like the

1266
01:06:44,760 --> 01:06:47,760
Speaker 1: way it feels when it's touched. It grosses me as

1267
01:06:48,440 --> 01:06:51,960
Speaker 1: that shivers down my spine. Interesting. Um, I will go

1268
01:06:52,040 --> 01:07:00,240
Speaker 1: with my least favorite touch being um my uh lower ass,

1269
01:07:00,280 --> 01:07:03,320
Speaker 1: like my ass in any way, um, not by a

1270
01:07:03,360 --> 01:07:05,440
Speaker 1: loved one, but like I mean, I guess no one

1271
01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:08,280
Speaker 1: wants there asked touched by a stranger. But for me,

1272
01:07:08,480 --> 01:07:11,480
Speaker 1: I get panicky when people touch my butt because I

1273
01:07:11,520 --> 01:07:13,720
Speaker 1: feel I have insecurity. It's about my butt, so it

1274
01:07:13,720 --> 01:07:15,680
Speaker 1: makes me go, oh my god, I'm sorry. I like,

1275
01:07:15,720 --> 01:07:17,760
Speaker 1: I'm sorry that this isn't what you wanted. And I

1276
01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:20,640
Speaker 1: feel like I've been sexually harassed before and honestly felt

1277
01:07:20,680 --> 01:07:22,640
Speaker 1: like I should apologize to the man who grabbed my

1278
01:07:22,680 --> 01:07:25,920
Speaker 1: butt because um, it was so not a good butt

1279
01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:32,760
Speaker 1: It's insane. But now I love it, I've got I'm

1280
01:07:32,800 --> 01:07:35,280
Speaker 1: okay with it now. But I would say and also

1281
01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:38,320
Speaker 1: let me just say, any um touch from a man

1282
01:07:38,520 --> 01:07:41,360
Speaker 1: to get by in a uh and I do quotes

1283
01:07:41,360 --> 01:07:45,120
Speaker 1: around this crowded room or bar when men touch your waist,

1284
01:07:45,120 --> 01:07:47,080
Speaker 1: it's just a way for them to touch you. Even

1285
01:07:47,120 --> 01:07:49,640
Speaker 1: though to be like, oh move sweetie, do you do

1286
01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:51,360
Speaker 1: that to men? Excuse me. Do you do that to

1287
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:52,640
Speaker 1: men when you need to get by? Do you touch

1288
01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:55,200
Speaker 1: them on the waist or the lower back? No, you don't.

1289
01:07:55,200 --> 01:07:57,959
Speaker 1: You say excuse me, because men know how to fucking move.

1290
01:07:58,280 --> 01:08:00,720
Speaker 1: You don't need to touch us to move us. Other way,

1291
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:02,280
Speaker 1: you can say excuse me, and we can get out

1292
01:08:02,280 --> 01:08:04,120
Speaker 1: of the way. We know how to do that too.

1293
01:08:04,480 --> 01:08:06,440
Speaker 1: I prefer for a guy to stick his fingers up

1294
01:08:06,480 --> 01:08:08,440
Speaker 1: me and then plant me where he wants me to

1295
01:08:08,480 --> 01:08:12,360
Speaker 1: be and direct me with his whole hand inside me

1296
01:08:12,480 --> 01:08:16,120
Speaker 1: would be best. So you on inside rather than outside. Yes,

1297
01:08:16,320 --> 01:08:18,639
Speaker 1: that's my that's my least favorite touch, as a man

1298
01:08:18,760 --> 01:08:22,360
Speaker 1: touching you pretending like he needs to get by when

1299
01:08:22,439 --> 01:08:25,040
Speaker 1: he really wouldn't do that to a man. So my

1300
01:08:25,200 --> 01:08:29,599
Speaker 1: two would be uh bottom, my two bottoms. No, it's

1301
01:08:29,640 --> 01:08:32,439
Speaker 1: just one bottom. I gave two because I'm the host. Okay,

1302
01:08:32,439 --> 01:08:39,080
Speaker 1: so my three, my three bottoms. Uh well, I was

1303
01:08:39,080 --> 01:08:41,400
Speaker 1: just gonna say one is just I hate when a

1304
01:08:41,520 --> 01:08:45,639
Speaker 1: girl she'll put her hand by your armpit, but not

1305
01:08:45,880 --> 01:08:48,880
Speaker 1: tickle it yet, but kind of tickle it where it's

1306
01:08:48,920 --> 01:08:53,800
Speaker 1: like a half tickle. A tickle is the light touch.

1307
01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:56,320
Speaker 1: A hard touch note doesn't feel like a tickle a tickle, No,

1308
01:08:56,439 --> 01:08:58,960
Speaker 1: but I'm saying like a hard tickle. Like a hard

1309
01:08:58,960 --> 01:09:01,519
Speaker 1: tickle could be a let with a light touch, but

1310
01:09:01,960 --> 01:09:04,519
Speaker 1: she's not going fully in. But they're in just enough

1311
01:09:04,520 --> 01:09:07,519
Speaker 1: where you almost anticipate the tickle. Yes, it's like, either

1312
01:09:07,600 --> 01:09:10,880
Speaker 1: tickle me and let's get this over with, or don't

1313
01:09:10,920 --> 01:09:14,599
Speaker 1: do like armpits are your like most I don't love

1314
01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:16,760
Speaker 1: armpits and I don't like being a little spoon. And

1315
01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:20,639
Speaker 1: they aren't their hands on my stomach, my hair, my hair,

1316
01:09:21,040 --> 01:09:24,360
Speaker 1: don't touch that. I'm changing mine my hair. Don't touch

1317
01:09:24,439 --> 01:09:26,479
Speaker 1: my hair. It's it's a struggle for me to go

1318
01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:28,960
Speaker 1: get my hair done. I always have to, like, I

1319
01:09:29,120 --> 01:09:31,640
Speaker 1: dread it because I just people don't handle it as

1320
01:09:31,800 --> 01:09:34,519
Speaker 1: as delicately as I would like it to be handled.

1321
01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:39,400
Speaker 1: So my hair, what's your favorite touch? Noah, favorite touch

1322
01:09:39,600 --> 01:09:42,240
Speaker 1: would have to be like in the inside of um

1323
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:44,120
Speaker 1: my thigh, and it has to be a firm grab,

1324
01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:47,960
Speaker 1: not a light one. Your favorite touch and your worst

1325
01:09:47,960 --> 01:09:53,960
Speaker 1: touch are within centimeter of it. It's a fine tendon

1326
01:09:55,800 --> 01:09:58,280
Speaker 1: inside of your thigh. I wouldn't. I think most women

1327
01:09:58,320 --> 01:10:00,920
Speaker 1: would hate that because that's like, you know, that's our

1328
01:10:00,960 --> 01:10:04,160
Speaker 1: insecure region. Of like our thighs are fat or whatever,

1329
01:10:04,600 --> 01:10:07,240
Speaker 1: like you like the inside of your thigh, inside of

1330
01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:10,760
Speaker 1: my thigh with a firm grab. Okay, I like a

1331
01:10:10,880 --> 01:10:16,880
Speaker 1: loved one, not UM. My favorite touch is definitely like

1332
01:10:17,080 --> 01:10:20,919
Speaker 1: delicately on my face by a lover, like a gentle

1333
01:10:21,040 --> 01:10:24,479
Speaker 1: touch of like holding my face. I feel like it

1334
01:10:24,560 --> 01:10:28,040
Speaker 1: is so loving and something that you only let someone

1335
01:10:28,080 --> 01:10:30,160
Speaker 1: who like, only someone who would love you would even

1336
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:33,040
Speaker 1: want to do it and hold your face And oh

1337
01:10:33,080 --> 01:10:35,000
Speaker 1: my god, I'm gonna like tear up just thinking about

1338
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:36,800
Speaker 1: like the one time it happened to me that I

1339
01:10:36,840 --> 01:10:40,040
Speaker 1: didn't have to beg for it. Um, it made me

1340
01:10:40,120 --> 01:10:43,880
Speaker 1: cry on the spot someone like help my face and

1341
01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:47,160
Speaker 1: just like said, you know, said a nice thing to me,

1342
01:10:47,200 --> 01:10:49,840
Speaker 1: But it was the face holding. It's just such a tender,

1343
01:10:50,479 --> 01:10:53,479
Speaker 1: loving thing that, um has only happened to me like

1344
01:10:53,600 --> 01:10:58,840
Speaker 1: kind of organically once in my life. It's okay, It'll

1345
01:10:58,840 --> 01:11:02,719
Speaker 1: have it again. UM. I think my top one would

1346
01:11:02,720 --> 01:11:06,280
Speaker 1: be UM. I like when when a girl or Briana

1347
01:11:06,439 --> 01:11:08,400
Speaker 1: for that instance, when I'm laying in bed and she

1348
01:11:08,520 --> 01:11:11,720
Speaker 1: just scratches the back of my head. Yeah, like like

1349
01:11:11,920 --> 01:11:14,360
Speaker 1: it's kind of like when you get a really good

1350
01:11:14,360 --> 01:11:17,080
Speaker 1: shampoo massage, you know what I mean. But just like

1351
01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:20,120
Speaker 1: the back of the head, just you know, hard enough

1352
01:11:20,320 --> 01:11:23,400
Speaker 1: where it doesn't it's not you know where you get

1353
01:11:23,439 --> 01:11:26,400
Speaker 1: in there, but not too hard. We should do ones

1354
01:11:26,479 --> 01:11:31,879
Speaker 1: our favorite places to touch people or like that's interesting

1355
01:11:31,920 --> 01:11:34,080
Speaker 1: because yeah, I do like doing that to the back

1356
01:11:34,120 --> 01:11:36,320
Speaker 1: of guy's head is like playing with their hair. And

1357
01:11:36,439 --> 01:11:38,680
Speaker 1: I hope that the person that I do it to

1358
01:11:38,840 --> 01:11:41,519
Speaker 1: likes it. But I feel like sometimes you know, love

1359
01:11:41,600 --> 01:11:45,719
Speaker 1: language is much like some sometimes love languages. Our touch.

1360
01:11:46,160 --> 01:11:49,360
Speaker 1: It is a love language. But um, some people don't

1361
01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:52,080
Speaker 1: like touch at all, you know, like that it really

1362
01:11:52,720 --> 01:11:56,439
Speaker 1: it sucks because if you like being touched and someone

1363
01:11:56,720 --> 01:11:58,960
Speaker 1: doesn't like being touched, like it's not their love language.

1364
01:11:58,960 --> 01:12:01,600
Speaker 1: They don't understand how to give it. I mean it

1365
01:12:01,680 --> 01:12:04,000
Speaker 1: is interesting, like I like the back of my to

1366
01:12:04,160 --> 01:12:06,720
Speaker 1: be touched, you need to touch someone. So if your

1367
01:12:06,760 --> 01:12:09,200
Speaker 1: love isn't touched and you are with someone who likes

1368
01:12:09,200 --> 01:12:10,960
Speaker 1: to be touched, you have to touch them, which is

1369
01:12:11,040 --> 01:12:16,080
Speaker 1: in turn by their heads. That's a good point. Okay, Um,

1370
01:12:16,120 --> 01:12:18,280
Speaker 1: I like the back of my head and usually I

1371
01:12:18,320 --> 01:12:20,280
Speaker 1: don't like when girls play with the top of my

1372
01:12:20,320 --> 01:12:25,519
Speaker 1: head because but with her, I feel very like like,

1373
01:12:25,680 --> 01:12:28,160
Speaker 1: go ahead, get in there, get into the receding allies.

1374
01:12:28,240 --> 01:12:31,160
Speaker 1: I trust you, I love you, Get in there. I

1375
01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:34,160
Speaker 1: was touching a guy's hair recently, and he I know,

1376
01:12:34,280 --> 01:12:37,200
Speaker 1: has concerns about being receding, and I was just like, oh,

1377
01:12:37,240 --> 01:12:39,400
Speaker 1: I wonder if he's insecure about this, but I just

1378
01:12:39,439 --> 01:12:41,479
Speaker 1: don't care. It's just like I'll be and I'm this

1379
01:12:41,520 --> 01:12:43,920
Speaker 1: one who worries about losing hair. I'm very delicate. But

1380
01:12:44,479 --> 01:12:47,120
Speaker 1: also I was just like, the idea that I would

1381
01:12:47,160 --> 01:12:50,320
Speaker 1: love you like that I would like you, or the

1382
01:12:50,320 --> 01:12:53,040
Speaker 1: way I feel about you, I would feel less if

1383
01:12:53,040 --> 01:12:55,800
Speaker 1: you were bald is truly insane to me. And I

1384
01:12:55,840 --> 01:12:58,599
Speaker 1: know that I could be attracted to men with hair

1385
01:12:58,720 --> 01:13:00,200
Speaker 1: and not try to the bald guys. But if I

1386
01:13:00,240 --> 01:13:02,479
Speaker 1: know you would love you if you lose your hair,

1387
01:13:02,920 --> 01:13:04,640
Speaker 1: I will still love you the same. That would be

1388
01:13:04,720 --> 01:13:07,240
Speaker 1: insane for me to love you less so because then

1389
01:13:07,280 --> 01:13:10,800
Speaker 1: you can't cheat. You know no one else is going

1390
01:13:10,840 --> 01:13:14,400
Speaker 1: to love you, so I'll love you more essentially, so

1391
01:13:14,439 --> 01:13:16,160
Speaker 1: now I don't have to worry. The guy in the

1392
01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:19,479
Speaker 1: scenario also has a full head of hair. It's thick,

1393
01:13:19,600 --> 01:13:25,800
Speaker 1: it's long, okay, well, and again shoot the sixty three. Well,

1394
01:13:25,960 --> 01:13:28,080
Speaker 1: final thought, I mean, let's move into it. Do we

1395
01:13:28,080 --> 01:13:31,200
Speaker 1: want to even go back to that? No? No, no, yeah,

1396
01:13:31,280 --> 01:13:34,880
Speaker 1: what what do you want to talk about? Um? Final thought? Uh?

1397
01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:40,599
Speaker 1: What's your day like today? I have a lesson at

1398
01:13:40,640 --> 01:13:43,360
Speaker 1: Too Sweet. I gotta buy you a coconut water my

1399
01:13:43,439 --> 01:13:46,519
Speaker 1: bad on that got a video for Cosmopolatin where I'm

1400
01:13:46,520 --> 01:13:51,280
Speaker 1: comparing like cheap things with the expensive version. And Andrew

1401
01:13:51,360 --> 01:13:54,800
Speaker 1: drank my cheap version of coconut water. He just like,

1402
01:13:54,880 --> 01:13:56,680
Speaker 1: I opened this box with all this random ship. And

1403
01:13:56,720 --> 01:13:59,280
Speaker 1: then I was going through the recycling today, of course,

1404
01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:02,120
Speaker 1: and I see an empty coconut water and I go,

1405
01:14:02,360 --> 01:14:06,040
Speaker 1: is this motherfucker go in my Cosmo box? That they

1406
01:14:06,280 --> 01:14:09,920
Speaker 1: just shoot this? God, you were complaining about this box

1407
01:14:09,960 --> 01:14:11,840
Speaker 1: when we were leaving. Right before we left, She's like

1408
01:14:11,880 --> 01:14:17,000
Speaker 1: this because I didn't know what it was. I realized

1409
01:14:17,040 --> 01:14:19,640
Speaker 1: it was a Cosmo doing this video. So yeah, and

1410
01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:22,719
Speaker 1: I've never seen you drink coconut water. And I didn't

1411
01:14:22,760 --> 01:14:24,680
Speaker 1: get mad at you. I know, but you had but

1412
01:14:24,720 --> 01:14:26,880
Speaker 1: this was the best part. You had your air pods in,

1413
01:14:27,560 --> 01:14:30,320
Speaker 1: so you go, did you buy this? That's how loud

1414
01:14:30,360 --> 01:14:32,080
Speaker 1: it was. And I was like, I just woke up,

1415
01:14:32,760 --> 01:14:35,040
Speaker 1: So I know when Nikki is like very motivated. Some

1416
01:14:35,120 --> 01:14:37,679
Speaker 1: some mornings you wake up and you're like super motivated

1417
01:14:37,720 --> 01:14:39,759
Speaker 1: to clean the house and stuff. And I get scared

1418
01:14:39,800 --> 01:14:43,160
Speaker 1: in bed because I'm like, she's so motivated out there

1419
01:14:43,200 --> 01:14:45,439
Speaker 1: and I'm just rolling out and so I get up

1420
01:14:45,479 --> 01:14:47,519
Speaker 1: and she's like, did you buy this? And I'm like,

1421
01:14:47,520 --> 01:14:49,439
Speaker 1: oh my god, I just want to go. I didn't

1422
01:14:49,560 --> 01:14:56,479
Speaker 1: care at all. The airs are dangerous, these new ones

1423
01:14:56,520 --> 01:15:00,920
Speaker 1: with the noise cancelation. I can't hear anything anything when

1424
01:15:00,960 --> 01:15:03,759
Speaker 1: I am wearing them like it is. It truly is dangerous.

1425
01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:05,840
Speaker 1: People talk to me and think I'm rude. Or the

1426
01:15:05,960 --> 01:15:09,200
Speaker 1: girl at the Donetta downstairs, whenever I don't have the

1427
01:15:09,240 --> 01:15:10,840
Speaker 1: minute talked to her, I go, hey, Doneta. But if

1428
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:12,240
Speaker 1: I have them and I'm listening to music, it's too

1429
01:15:12,320 --> 01:15:14,040
Speaker 1: much to take them out and be like, how are

1430
01:15:14,040 --> 01:15:16,599
Speaker 1: you like? I still, so she must think I'm so

1431
01:15:16,680 --> 01:15:19,880
Speaker 1: rude sometimes because I just go hot like it's it's

1432
01:15:19,960 --> 01:15:22,880
Speaker 1: so um. If you're out there and you have those airpots,

1433
01:15:22,920 --> 01:15:25,080
Speaker 1: you know what I'm talking about. Noise cancelation is is

1434
01:15:25,160 --> 01:15:28,240
Speaker 1: truly makes you antisocial, and if you can't people can't

1435
01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:30,559
Speaker 1: see them in your ears. They think you're just being rude.

1436
01:15:30,960 --> 01:15:33,639
Speaker 1: So you get hit by a car, yeah, oh yeah,

1437
01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:37,679
Speaker 1: for sure, you need to hear things around you, for sure.

1438
01:15:37,960 --> 01:15:39,680
Speaker 1: How many times did you walk across the street in

1439
01:15:39,720 --> 01:15:43,080
Speaker 1: New York and you die and you go and a

1440
01:15:43,160 --> 01:15:45,360
Speaker 1: and a puge truck or yeah, and you're like, I

1441
01:15:45,400 --> 01:15:47,760
Speaker 1: didn't look. I know, I didn't look. I could have

1442
01:15:47,840 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 1: been hit. Or it's like two ways or it's one

1443
01:15:51,160 --> 01:15:55,640
Speaker 1: way the other way. So many times with a d

1444
01:15:55,720 --> 01:15:59,200
Speaker 1: D like it's a scary city. It's it's it really

1445
01:15:59,280 --> 01:16:01,760
Speaker 1: is a cross in the street there. I Anya was

1446
01:16:01,800 --> 01:16:04,479
Speaker 1: always really good about only going at the time, like

1447
01:16:04,520 --> 01:16:06,720
Speaker 1: when it would be the crosswalk and say walk, which

1448
01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:09,559
Speaker 1: in New York no one follows that. But she just

1449
01:16:09,600 --> 01:16:12,200
Speaker 1: didn't trust and it's smart of her. Even though the

1450
01:16:12,240 --> 01:16:14,760
Speaker 1: time I did get hit by a car, I had

1451
01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:17,920
Speaker 1: the countdown, the walking countdown. I got hit by the car.

1452
01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:20,559
Speaker 1: I got up from rolling on the hood, rolling onto

1453
01:16:20,560 --> 01:16:24,240
Speaker 1: the pavement in Tenth Avenue, traffic stopping. I got up

1454
01:16:24,320 --> 01:16:26,280
Speaker 1: from the pavement after getting hit by a car, and

1455
01:16:26,360 --> 01:16:28,840
Speaker 1: it was still seven seconds to go for me to

1456
01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:30,600
Speaker 1: cross the street. It was still counting down, and I

1457
01:16:30,920 --> 01:16:34,400
Speaker 1: remember gesturing to it and going I still have a second,

1458
01:16:35,760 --> 01:16:38,559
Speaker 1: like knowing for sure that I didn't suck up. I

1459
01:16:38,680 --> 01:16:42,600
Speaker 1: was so your last words are seven. And then I

1460
01:16:42,680 --> 01:16:48,639
Speaker 1: just dropped, wearing a no that I saw it coming

1461
01:16:48,680 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 1: to I saw the car coming, I heard it. I turned.

1462
01:16:52,040 --> 01:16:55,760
Speaker 1: I saw it turning onto Tenth Avenue, going right, trying

1463
01:16:55,760 --> 01:16:58,320
Speaker 1: to make a yellow light or I guess red it

1464
01:16:58,320 --> 01:17:02,040
Speaker 1: was running a red light. And and I just and

1465
01:17:02,040 --> 01:17:05,920
Speaker 1: and and my last words. I remember as it was turning,

1466
01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:08,400
Speaker 1: I thought I was going to die because it was

1467
01:17:08,439 --> 01:17:10,439
Speaker 1: at such a crazy speed. It was definitely gonna hit me.

1468
01:17:11,080 --> 01:17:13,679
Speaker 1: And I just go no, no, no, no, no no.

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Speaker 1: And I remember as I said it, I'm not joking you.

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Speaker 1: It's so weird. If people have had near death experiences,

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Speaker 1: you know that time slows down and you have all

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Speaker 1: of these thoughts like it. Really, I don't know if

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Speaker 1: life lashes before years, but you can have whole thoughts.

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Speaker 1: And my whole thought was, first of all, I'm about

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Speaker 1: to die and my last words are no, no no.

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Speaker 1: I really thought that's the last thing I'm going to

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Speaker 1: say on earth. And uh, and it wasn't, unfortunately, But

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Speaker 1: I don't know what the last thing I'm gonna say,

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Speaker 1: is and you took that lesson from that accident, and

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Speaker 1: you My last words are probably going to be what

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Speaker 1: the funk is my blingo password? Because I'll try be

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01:17:53,320 --> 01:17:55,160
Speaker 1: on a plane that's about to crash or something, and

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01:17:55,160 --> 01:17:56,840
Speaker 1: I'll be trying to log onto the WiFi so that

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Speaker 1: I can say goodbye to my family, and instead I

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Speaker 1: can't get on it because I don't remember what password

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Speaker 1: I used to get access. My last words is I

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Speaker 1: think I'm having a heart attack, and then hearing you

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Speaker 1: go it's just stress, and then I'll be how I die? Oh,

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Speaker 1: this last thing you hear it's all in your head,

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Speaker 1: and then I'm dead. Yeah, And then I'll wake up

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Speaker 1: again and go it wasn't and then and then and

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Speaker 1: then I call your dad and tell him and he's

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Speaker 1: like again, I'm it's I'm on my lunch break. I'll

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Speaker 1: get to it in a second. Al Right, guys, thank

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Speaker 1: you so much for listening today. We will be here

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Speaker 1: all week long. It's been a while and it won't

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Speaker 1: be a while until you hear us tomorrow on the

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Speaker 1: Niki Layser Podcast. Don't be kid out there as always,

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Speaker 1: and uh follow us on our Instagram post about listening

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Speaker 1: to the show and we love you so much, and

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Speaker 1: uh did you did you say I have all the

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Speaker 1: swells before? Yes, I did. Okay,