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Speaker 1: my man Peter and the Spott Peter By. I got
Speaker 1: my manager and who actually supposed to manage my career
Speaker 1: for the most part, Still still is here today from
Speaker 1: the Gangster Chronicles Norm Norm Still and we got my
Speaker 1: peoples right here. Sierra LUs is super ere we go
Speaker 1: veteran that knows how different hustles working. Everybody's a hustler
Speaker 1: in the room, so it works out the lady of
Speaker 1: the hour. So I think, I think Pete, I think, um,
Speaker 1: I'm probably not. I'll be honest, like I'm not in
Speaker 1: up pouring at all, like very minimal, like like it
Speaker 1: has to serve a purpose for me, like I'm using
Speaker 1: it to just literally getting myself there and then sit
Speaker 1: verse his homies. I got homies who really into it
Speaker 1: and know all of the actresses and actors. For me,
Speaker 1: the only actor I know is Brian Pumper, right, because
Speaker 1: Brian is like and he's crazy, he's got madness going on.
Speaker 1: And then I think his name to do not know
Speaker 1: his name is Byron Long, so Julia because I think
Speaker 1: that's his government name is his government name is Julia.
Speaker 1: Julia used to date my older cousin when we was younger,
Speaker 1: and he used to always say that, yeah, I want
Speaker 1: to be a porn star, like I would sleep with
Speaker 1: a man. I'll do whatever it takes. And I was like,
Speaker 1: that's crazy, dude, but like he was like, yeah, it's porn.
Speaker 1: They pay me the funk. That's what I do. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, that's what I do. And then ten years later,
Speaker 1: like Julba turned into Byron Long. So it's to do
Speaker 1: with the dreads. He's just sucking all the girls. I'm like, damn.
Speaker 1: So I think about my cousin Tenise and be like
Speaker 1: he was sucking his porn star. That's the I wondered
Speaker 1: to she feel proud. I need to ask him day,
Speaker 1: like do you watch him like he used to do
Speaker 1: it better than that or that like taught him everything
Speaker 1: is new. Denisa, my cousin Tonisa, was off the port,
Speaker 1: so she might have taught him ship too. Did have
Speaker 1: a career opportunity till after we got didn't even know
Speaker 1: you feel, what kind of are you like a porn person?
Speaker 1: Not heavy in it like that, not probably more like
Speaker 1: means to us type of I mean as far as
Speaker 1: name and names and whatnot, and and watching the scenes
Speaker 1: and the acting and the whatever, not so much, big bro,
Speaker 1: when you were like a teenager. I mean, I know
Speaker 1: it's like a while ago, not like that, but I mean, like,
Speaker 1: were you in the porn when you were young? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I actually, um part still every once in a while
Speaker 1: we'll watch porn. But the only difference now if I
Speaker 1: watched it, I look at it with the MRUs so
Speaker 1: back when you were like a stub when you was young,
Speaker 1: before you got like you know, got with your old
Speaker 1: lady who was actually who was like the queen of
Speaker 1: porn when you was coming up, well, to me, I
Speaker 1: was always a Vanessa del Rio ebbing the eyes. Um.
Speaker 1: Then with some of the ones I've had my um,
Speaker 1: I see when you fifteen ages, fifteen, eighteen, you gotta
Speaker 1: call them jerk moments or jerk girlfriends, the ones that
Speaker 1: you look you know, we had the VHS tapes that
Speaker 1: you hear up under your mattress and when everybody was doomed,
Speaker 1: you go kick you a quick jerk, You go kick
Speaker 1: you kick you with a quick jerk in the hardware
Speaker 1: era exactly exactly craziest. Pouring in they days was like
Speaker 1: way better because they used to have pooring with those
Speaker 1: bad like actings where the plumber comes back. I heard
Speaker 1: you're having problems with your pipes and he come in
Speaker 1: with that era, pooring was dope. Well, no, that was
Speaker 1: the scripted era. That that that was the scripted area.
Speaker 1: And uh, actually I just remember this um lady name
Speaker 1: Maria Tortuga. I don't know because that actually translated from
Speaker 1: Spanish Maria turtle Um. She had She was very wet,
Speaker 1: and that was the first time when I saw want
Speaker 1: to squirt, so kind of sun my head up a
Speaker 1: little bit. Do you believe in squirt? And I swear
Speaker 1: that's pissed. I think it's just them pissing on somebody. Bro,
Speaker 1: I think I'll freak out people. That's not true. There's
Speaker 1: no way. That don't even make sense. No, what is squirting? Um,
Speaker 1: I don't know if this is the difference. It's the
Speaker 1: squirting and discussion. Gussion is actually cussion is different. I
Speaker 1: know concussion is like normal nubrication that the body producers
Speaker 1: for sex, right, but what is kind of the same thing.
Speaker 1: It's just no, it's not like you could get up
Speaker 1: and go I barely have my first encounter a couple
Speaker 1: of years ago. You could get up and go to
Speaker 1: the restroom and have sex or whatever. When you come
Speaker 1: back and it's not p not that much. Can't come
Speaker 1: out and still be pe. So wait a minute, So
Speaker 1: you mean to tell me, even like as a hustle,
Speaker 1: when you as you hustled in that industry, those guys
Speaker 1: didn't make you squirt. I've never squirted. Angela release almost
Speaker 1: really the spot that spot physiologically is a gland. I've
Speaker 1: read it into professional name of that god you're gonna.
Speaker 1: I didn't have that. I've seen different things. I've seen
Speaker 1: where it's uh, andrew release that like makes you pee.
Speaker 1: But we'll have to do a fluid test. So I
Speaker 1: don't know how much time smell like P. I have
Speaker 1: a lot of time, actually, but it doesn't smell like PE.
Speaker 1: It doesn't taste like it either, So that's crazy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think I had a squirting moment. Before, and I
Speaker 1: didn't know. This was a few years back, and I
Speaker 1: swear I can't believe I'm about to say this, but
Speaker 1: I woke up and I'm like that this motherfucker pee
Speaker 1: on me, because that's all I'm thinking in my head.
Speaker 1: I have a puddle around me, and I'm just like,
Speaker 1: peat on me, so mad, so mad that that makes
Speaker 1: men feel a lot less now because so that means
Speaker 1: most of the men are not hitting the G spot.
Speaker 1: It depends. I mean like I've had a couple of
Speaker 1: times like the girls and they haven't done it before,
Speaker 1: and they'd be like, that's what they think. They think
Speaker 1: that it's gonna be P because they've never had that experience.
Speaker 1: So what That's what I said, stop, stop, I'm gonna pee.
Speaker 1: And when it happened, it wasn't P. It was like
Speaker 1: literally just legitly clear. It was. It just tastes like nothing.
Speaker 1: I don't know how that explain it, but it was, Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's it's not I don't know how to explain it's not.
Speaker 1: It's awesome. So at that point, is that really like
Speaker 1: like the same thing as a climax, Like is it
Speaker 1: that kind of peak? Yes, I didn't know it's different,
Speaker 1: but also to score, it is a mental thing to like.
Speaker 1: If your mind is on so many other things besides
Speaker 1: just making love to this person or sex and them down,
Speaker 1: it won't happen because you're gonna be worried about stop. Stop, stop,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna pee you. No, you're just into it. But
Speaker 1: the it's like, I can't explain it. It's like it's
Speaker 1: better than sex. You're squared, so should women. So should
Speaker 1: somebody be worried if they don't make their wife squirt? No? No,
Speaker 1: let me tell you why. Because for a woman to return,
Speaker 1: we're a woman to reach our climax period. We could
Speaker 1: have sex all day, fifty times today and I could
Speaker 1: probably never come. But that's because I got fifty thousand
Speaker 1: things on my mind. There's so many other things running
Speaker 1: through my mind besides busting the nut. Now you're going
Speaker 1: to be thinking about busting this nut right now, and
Speaker 1: that's the only thing I'm worried about, as long as
Speaker 1: my man is pleased and fine, But I have so
Speaker 1: many other things running through my mind that you're not
Speaker 1: even focused. I'm not even focused on that. So sometimes
Speaker 1: if your girl could be a wet she could be
Speaker 1: personal get wet all the time, but at the time
Speaker 1: you're gonna notice it's weather. That's because she's not focused
Speaker 1: on something she so it is a mind. It really
Speaker 1: is even sporting that is crazy. Well, what I was
Speaker 1: gonna say, like, um, she just made a veilup pointless
Speaker 1: in the mind because the average woman, if they love
Speaker 1: a man, it don't necessarily mean because that's the best
Speaker 1: he the best motherfuckering lovers she ever had. No, no,
Speaker 1: not never, because for me, it wasn't even a man
Speaker 1: that made me scort. And it was a mental thing.
Speaker 1: I don't want to sound like a freak right now,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't. I didn't tell the truth. It's a
Speaker 1: mental thing because all in the mind, in her mind,
Speaker 1: she just kept saying like she wants to taste nuts,
Speaker 1: so I can't, Like I in my mind, I'm like,
Speaker 1: well how can I do that? I'm like, I gotta
Speaker 1: score and instantly like I just started scorting me before
Speaker 1: you knew that, she was like I'm drowning. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: then get up that I did what I had to do,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So, yeah, I don't know it.
Speaker 1: Like I said, it wasn't a man that made me score.
Speaker 1: So I can't say so women really do understand women
Speaker 1: a lot better. Oh yeah, I don't love women in
Speaker 1: my personal life, but professional dam me, bitch, get over
Speaker 1: here right now. You see that's what that's what. That's
Speaker 1: what Myron Long said. And see that was the thing
Speaker 1: that he was asking me earlier about, you know, being
Speaker 1: an important industry and this and that. It's all about
Speaker 1: some man. They be like, oh, I want to be
Speaker 1: a porn starre I got a big dig I know
Speaker 1: I could funk women like this. They know how they're
Speaker 1: making women feel and making women react, so they know.
Speaker 1: And at the times it's like, okay, well I can
Speaker 1: get three thou dollars right now, and I have a
Speaker 1: hearty head and the baby at the end of this,
Speaker 1: I need to pay my bills right now. So I
Speaker 1: think women and me and probably going to it for
Speaker 1: different reasons. Yeah, I have to ask somebody like because
Speaker 1: I would imagine me and go into it obviously thinking
Speaker 1: about a couple of dollars, but the vagina has to
Speaker 1: be the main how many bitches he could fuck? How
Speaker 1: many bad bitches? And then too, it's a million guys
Speaker 1: out there that want to fund this one bad bitch
Speaker 1: that he could fuck. I feel like I got it right.
Speaker 1: And then if she's that type of girl not saying
Speaker 1: anything negative about anybody in the industry, because we all
Speaker 1: was there and I go back if they were paying
Speaker 1: again like they was, but anyway, um, she might like
Speaker 1: to have sex like I got a cousin her name tilicious,
Speaker 1: she do porn to. She teld me like Dick is
Speaker 1: sweet to her. And I just don't understand how dick
Speaker 1: is sweet because you talked to girls who, like you
Speaker 1: were saying, like your guy might like the idea of
Speaker 1: sucking the girl that all these other guys watching want
Speaker 1: to fuck. Well, if that woman is like a consummate
Speaker 1: professional and it's just all production value the whole way through,
Speaker 1: what is like, do you have you talked to like
Speaker 1: male actors who been with girls and after the production
Speaker 1: ends that you know there's you were so so what
Speaker 1: about her to? Oh? Yeah, whatever you could tell like
Speaker 1: you can tell tell when you're there. She's a great actress, right,
Speaker 1: I'm one of those girls that is a fucking awesome actress.
Speaker 1: I will tell you the honest to god truth. I
Speaker 1: even had production like cut Sara, why are you doing
Speaker 1: him like that? Like it's called smashdown. He's supposed to
Speaker 1: be smashing you down. I'm like, oh, bull ship, tell
Speaker 1: me what's supposed to go onwn um the smashdown. It's
Speaker 1: like you just in my mind it was me smashing him.
Speaker 1: But he was supposed to be like just hard for
Speaker 1: darky style in all levels, like before the hand thing
Speaker 1: came behind the back. That's kind of like yet So
Speaker 1: they have a lot of different terms in the hustle
Speaker 1: at that point. Oh yes, they got one called big
Speaker 1: gass headaches, headache, white guy. This is their thing fetish
Speaker 1: not I'm not gonna blame you, but yeah, he wanted
Speaker 1: me to literally like smash his head in the wall.
Speaker 1: On the smash his head into the wall. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: in school, big ass, so my ass big as headaches.
Speaker 1: So he'd to the wall and I thought at first, like, no,
Speaker 1: he doesn't want me to like smash this hit and
Speaker 1: he literally grabbed me and small and I was just like, okay, wait,
Speaker 1: we can't do it that word because you have teeth
Speaker 1: in your nose and everything else. But I got the
Speaker 1: concept now, But yeah, he just wanted me. He laid
Speaker 1: down on the couch and I would just literally with
Speaker 1: all my forest. Okay, I thought it was a pay
Speaker 1: per view world restaurant. Close close. We even did one
Speaker 1: with dog De Downy Hunter. Well not with him per se,
Speaker 1: but that was that was a yeah, and I do
Speaker 1: believe it was like some controversy about it, but yeah,
Speaker 1: that's crazy. So so so do you did you when
Speaker 1: you grew up? Did you ever loose to look at porn?
Speaker 1: I never watched porn, and I'm so being honest, I
Speaker 1: still don't even watch porn. The only time I watched
Speaker 1: porn is to make sure I'm not doing the same
Speaker 1: in the next video. How do you feel you said,
Speaker 1: that's a good point. So look though, so like now
Speaker 1: that modern porn is like how it is, or like
Speaker 1: this kind of new conventional porn. Do you did you
Speaker 1: ever trip off when they would ask you to do
Speaker 1: actress things? Did you ever feel like that actually was
Speaker 1: involved actress? No? You know what, Honestly, when I started
Speaker 1: doing it, I wasn't worried about if I was gonna
Speaker 1: have to go in there and rediscrib work being actress.
Speaker 1: And really, you know understand at that point, right, I
Speaker 1: was like this and said what what I'm in that
Speaker 1: right now. Yes, you know. So I had an idea
Speaker 1: for a porn like I always wanted to direct one porn.
Speaker 1: I wanted to produce one porn, like an hour long porn. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: not no game. I had no idea, right, don't nobody
Speaker 1: still make sure you copyright this shot. I was about
Speaker 1: this No, no, Yeah, So I had an idea to
Speaker 1: do a porn that was rooted in slavery, and the
Speaker 1: whole thing takes place on a plantation, and his white
Speaker 1: slave owners, right is black slavers, black slaves, black slavers,
Speaker 1: slave ladies, the master master's wife, feel me, And I
Speaker 1: wanted to just produce and direct a porn where all
Speaker 1: of this freaky ship take place on a plantation, Like
Speaker 1: I wanted to have a brother hanging from a tree
Speaker 1: getting head like like like exactly right, and then the
Speaker 1: slave master's wife like sucking up while you're hanging from
Speaker 1: the tree. You are a pervert, sir. But I mean, honestly,
Speaker 1: that is that sounds like a fire porn. But that
Speaker 1: is the type of thoughts that they have. Though. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it would certainly be a good way to think
Speaker 1: about all the sexes, think about all the sex things
Speaker 1: that could work, like a plan Tation has a ton
Speaker 1: of sex scenes, right, and like the older white men
Speaker 1: who like porn, who feel like the new porn and
Speaker 1: pop and they will watch this, I'm gonna do that.
Speaker 1: I'm actually producing direct one porn just you know, really
Speaker 1: gonna go big, especially right now this day. And ain't
Speaker 1: just a lot of racism. It's a lot of things
Speaker 1: that are got together for me. Racist point is that
Speaker 1: like a genre. Yeah, every anything that you could think of.
Speaker 1: That's just like, that's why everybody's so confused about only
Speaker 1: fans or fans only whatever they think like it's the
Speaker 1: new prostitution or the new porn. It's not. Everybody is
Speaker 1: crazy to me, these bitches that are getting on there
Speaker 1: and your second dick. First of all, the thing, the
Speaker 1: key thing how it's got so famous is that the
Speaker 1: bitch got rich, made a million dollars off her feet.
Speaker 1: You bitches is getting on their second day because you
Speaker 1: want to. You're doing in the house porn and that's
Speaker 1: where you're sucking up for the bitches in the real game.
Speaker 1: But this is but it's like rap, Like that's like
Speaker 1: hip hop, right, hip hop is very much like these
Speaker 1: unspoken corners of ship that's happening, And what's happening is
Speaker 1: the average hip hop artists or that's a rapper that's
Speaker 1: posing as a hip hop artist. They're coming in with
Speaker 1: these very generic concepts and everybody's rewarding them because you know,
Speaker 1: mainstream dollars is being pushed. But hip hop itself was
Speaker 1: about these small pocket corners right of culture. And the
Speaker 1: first time you heard certain rappers sake cuse or talk
Speaker 1: like this or say use all of this lingo, you know,
Speaker 1: that's what hip hop was. And I don't think people
Speaker 1: are reaching and I would imagine it's the same with
Speaker 1: only fans. We're I was saying about getting bigger only fans.
Speaker 1: I mean, like, you can become really big, but it
Speaker 1: would be more efficient to do normal production, develop your
Speaker 1: name and get more money that way and then go
Speaker 1: to only fans. Don't start the only fans to be
Speaker 1: sucking dick for ten viewers until you build up to
Speaker 1: ten thousand viewers. That's a lot of fucking low priced
Speaker 1: dick sucking going on. Not only fans. Aren't most people
Speaker 1: doing it with their dudes? No, no, every time, because
Speaker 1: Twitter is like only fans. Twitter there like all the
Speaker 1: porn like Twitter, you could tell they know that's for
Speaker 1: adult so they don't harass porn. I mean they eventually
Speaker 1: take it down, but they don't harass it. But I
Speaker 1: noticed a lot of people that I do see that
Speaker 1: other people retweet it will be the same guy. Well,
Speaker 1: don't get me wrong. A lot of people are doing
Speaker 1: it in their relationship, are with somebody that they're comfortable with.
Speaker 1: But there's a lot of people. You'd be surprised if
Speaker 1: if you had a website set up right now, people
Speaker 1: will call you and be like, hey, you guys, you
Speaker 1: want to set up a date and um, you could
Speaker 1: put it on your only fans Like, motherfucker, I don't
Speaker 1: have it. The only fans did this. So a little
Speaker 1: dude that I know that rhyme right, dude is dope
Speaker 1: is fucking He had one song, Um, juju on that beat.
Speaker 1: I told you about this, yep, Juju on that beat.
Speaker 1: His name is Za hill Fa Za Dog is on
Speaker 1: Twitter now like the Jews you want to beat. You
Speaker 1: know he danced. Dude, he's actually fucking girls on his ship,
Speaker 1: jacking off on his Twitter and like sucking glass dial does.
Speaker 1: And I would think to myself. I'm like, Damn, I
Speaker 1: wonder because think he gave because he's probably not getting
Speaker 1: he actually used a deal dough on hisself. Bro. I
Speaker 1: felt so bad for that kid, like and I mean,
Speaker 1: it's not wrong with it, like if that's what you want,
Speaker 1: but I wonder just like when he just you know,
Speaker 1: modern wise, a lot of people don't think they're gay
Speaker 1: concerned about using a glass dial though. I think you
Speaker 1: need to be in a plastic and rubber game for
Speaker 1: something like that because it doesn't take much. She doesn't
Speaker 1: take much. It's a little just a little bit. And
Speaker 1: and Tiger Tiger got the only fans. Shout out to
Speaker 1: my boy Tiger, because this nigger really got the only
Speaker 1: fans where he knel and girls. That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Is he in the relationship? Is it the same bit
Speaker 1: people are doing it friplessly and not. I'm telling you
Speaker 1: it's the consequence that's like in the porn industry, like
Speaker 1: back in the day, you know porn days, should do
Speaker 1: we wear condoms when we start? When I started doing porn,
Speaker 1: people wouldn't wearing condoms. You go through this company call Aim,
Speaker 1: you would get tested then let you know, twenty four hours.
Speaker 1: If you got something. So y'all sucking all these people randomly?
Speaker 1: How how safe is that? I almost did them? Well.
Speaker 1: I got referred to that and I was like, you
Speaker 1: guys wanted to spending like three hundred dollars. I was
Speaker 1: dating a girl who's who's in this school. She's dead now.
Speaker 1: Name is Loria Alexia. Back in the day, she got
Speaker 1: killed in New York. But how she get killed. She
Speaker 1: was messing around with this Russian dude and then from
Speaker 1: what this, From what I understand, her friend put this
Speaker 1: on her Facebook cause I couldn't get ahold of for
Speaker 1: a while. She's like, Anna, I'm like, it's gonna be
Speaker 1: great when you come back to l A and yeah,
Speaker 1: I was like she stopped test me back, like that's
Speaker 1: just what. We didn't have that kind of volatility. So
Speaker 1: I want on her Facebook and her friend posted up
Speaker 1: that she had been dating some rushing dude. I was
Speaker 1: aware of it, but I guess they got mad or whatever,
Speaker 1: and she I can understand that. I mean, I got
Speaker 1: we got an argument. I left her on the street
Speaker 1: corner in middle San Frando Valley like four in the morning.
Speaker 1: I couldn't take it. Anymore. I didn't, but her boyfriend
Speaker 1: picked up a shot gun and blew a hole right
Speaker 1: through her right in the middle of their penthouse condo
Speaker 1: and then called the police or the police came and
Speaker 1: he was like, I didn't do that, like the stupidest.
Speaker 1: That's really like a crime of passion where you just
Speaker 1: like I was out of my skin. She picked me off.
Speaker 1: So I've seen the picture of the minute. How she
Speaker 1: almost get you important not because she was like, well, yeah,
Speaker 1: we could do one and they'll pay you, like you know,
Speaker 1: I'll get him to pay you. And I'm like, all right,
Speaker 1: just like you gotta go do this, And between me
Speaker 1: having problems with her and her being flaking and whatever else,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm gonna end up spending three fifty four
Speaker 1: or whatever the hell the price tag was to go
Speaker 1: through this stupid ass clinic and get all these tests
Speaker 1: done and it's not even gonna happen at the end
Speaker 1: of the day. I'm like just taking out of my
Speaker 1: paycheck on the back and like, no, you gotta pay
Speaker 1: a front scam. So let me ask you a question. Look, okay,
Speaker 1: so let's say a girl wanted to sleep with you.
Speaker 1: Let's be more realistic. I mean, but you didn't want
Speaker 1: to sleep with her. Yes, she wasn't ugly, or she
Speaker 1: wasn't horrible. You just was like, this is not your style.
Speaker 1: How much, honestly, would she had to pay you to
Speaker 1: sleep with you? What's a fair price? It depends, like
Speaker 1: like what do you mean? Like it's a girl who
Speaker 1: likes me and wants to and thinks that she's gonna
Speaker 1: backdoor fuck me into a relationship, or she just want
Speaker 1: to this is this is like a one off. She's like, look,
Speaker 1: I know you don't want to sleep with me. It
Speaker 1: would be whatever I could get her for. What if
Speaker 1: it was two hundred dollars but you did not want
Speaker 1: to sleep with her, it would be whatever I could
Speaker 1: get her for. So if I knew good and damn well,
Speaker 1: I've jill step bitch out of her last two dollars,
Speaker 1: Yeah I could her? Because what would you think? What
Speaker 1: would you think if if if if if Mrs Still
Speaker 1: if a lady, let's say you and Mrs Still is
Speaker 1: walking down the street, y'all somewhere because right and y'all
Speaker 1: walking together, and a wealthy lady, a wealthy old lady.
Speaker 1: Let's say she bought sixty nine white lady feel me,
Speaker 1: and she walked up to you, and she just complimenting you.
Speaker 1: She's telling Mrs Stell, Hey, I love how he looks.
Speaker 1: She's gorgeous. I want to sleep with him, like a
Speaker 1: decent proposal. What what? What do you want for him?
Speaker 1: Is there a number you think Mrs Still would be
Speaker 1: okay with? Well, in a decent proposal. I don't think
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be fine with no motherfucker asked me to.
Speaker 1: I'll probably knock the motherfuck out, I mean, lady, But
Speaker 1: if absolutely nothing, I'm asking you, what would the number
Speaker 1: you think she would go for? The numbers she would
Speaker 1: go for, I don't think my wife would go for
Speaker 1: nothing like that. You you know how conservative my wife feels.
Speaker 1: Man to tell me you think for a million dollars,
Speaker 1: I think the number would be however much it would
Speaker 1: cost to move him out? No, no, I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't agree with you, and I agree with you. She
Speaker 1: is conservative, right, But I bet you if an old
Speaker 1: white lady said I got a million dollars, I'll be
Speaker 1: honest with you. I don't think my wife's be with
Speaker 1: no stuff like that. But if somebody did you say
Speaker 1: a million dollars, it would be. It would definitely be
Speaker 1: a conversation about that ship because you think about it now,
Speaker 1: it's a little old last lady and it's just some
Speaker 1: sex for a million dollars, you change your whole life.
Speaker 1: But then again, just like in the movie in Decent Proposal,
Speaker 1: sometimes it ain't just that simple. Okay, look, let's let's
Speaker 1: let's because what we're doing is we're going to this.
Speaker 1: Don't funk that. Let's say it's this simple. What would
Speaker 1: the number be for Mrs Still Probably a couple of
Speaker 1: million dollars, So five millions, She's like, you better go
Speaker 1: do that. How how much would it be to get
Speaker 1: her out of her conservative zone? Think about what would
Speaker 1: be that number to get her out of her conservatives?
Speaker 1: On well, five million dollars, I think anybody could have
Speaker 1: to have a conversation about us, unless they just really
Speaker 1: independently wealthy. When somebody asking that question, five million dollars
Speaker 1: is life? Change your money? I agree, and I say
Speaker 1: something now back to the conversation that we were not
Speaker 1: live for it with your wife, that's the same thing.
Speaker 1: If you are incapable of having sex or pleasing your
Speaker 1: wife or whatever the case. May be vice versa. Ain't
Speaker 1: no dollars sign and man gonna be able to give
Speaker 1: you for your wife exactly, which which was my first answer,
Speaker 1: because right now, that was your first answer, because if
Speaker 1: it came to me and he was asked me, what
Speaker 1: would make her let me finish it? Now, this's my
Speaker 1: thing though, like I was explaining to you earlier, for better,
Speaker 1: for worse, for richard, for poor, it ain't not one
Speaker 1: dollar amount that no bitch on this earth gonna be
Speaker 1: able to give me for my husband. And I think
Speaker 1: I think she could give me for my husband that
Speaker 1: I wouldn't give a funk if the bitch needed twenty
Speaker 1: minutes with him and was gonna pay me two point
Speaker 1: five million dollars, amen, because I think that's I'm pretty sure,
Speaker 1: but I'm pretty sure that's how my wife would be too,
Speaker 1: because if the if the shoe was on the other
Speaker 1: foot in my pocket, it wouldn't be let me tell you,
Speaker 1: because if that one point two million can walk through,
Speaker 1: guess what it's gonna be another one point two million.
Speaker 1: It's gonna be another one point That's the point of
Speaker 1: this is the problem that people are having right now,
Speaker 1: and this is what I had to come to. Now,
Speaker 1: let me get real real, sure, this is the real
Speaker 1: ship that I had to come through too. Is that
Speaker 1: money worth me? Every time? I really love this person,
Speaker 1: and every time the money car I got to jump
Speaker 1: up and go because then guess what, I don't really
Speaker 1: love him. I really love money. No, but he's the
Speaker 1: one getting I wouldn't give a funk even if it
Speaker 1: is my husband getting fun. I love the money enough
Speaker 1: to pick my husband out. But listen, but listen, have
Speaker 1: you ever like when you like in the hustle like,
Speaker 1: have you ever felt like a prostitute? No, that's my point.
Speaker 1: Now that held up. I've never felt like a prostitute
Speaker 1: because I was built for this ship. And when I
Speaker 1: say that, this is way deeper than anything. A lot
Speaker 1: of people say, Oh, all the girls that do pour
Speaker 1: in their strip or whatever, they've been raped in their life.
Speaker 1: That's not why bitches do. Like I said, we ain't
Speaker 1: got shipped to be ashamed of it. Ain't no man
Speaker 1: about to watch for that. I'm gonna be worried. Oh
Speaker 1: my daddy gonna see me. I don't if you do
Speaker 1: see me. Thank you for the child support. Unwillingly you
Speaker 1: feel me, but you don't think that even could play
Speaker 1: a part. Like if let's say, if you're pops all around,
Speaker 1: you don't think that could play a part of why
Speaker 1: you maybe on the hustle. So tell that's why I said,
Speaker 1: because I have nothing to be ashamed of. If your
Speaker 1: dad was my dad was around, It's like, oh, like
Speaker 1: just recently when I went to Louisiana, my home girl
Speaker 1: from California, she came. She wanted to go to the club.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not. That's the thing. The thing that
Speaker 1: killed me about Motherfucker's because is motherfucker's will fly around
Speaker 1: the world to go to the club. Right. That's how
Speaker 1: you know people be intrigued with people so much. They
Speaker 1: different people. Nobody care about all these motherfuckers. I ain't
Speaker 1: going nowhere to see the same ship I see at home,
Speaker 1: and people ain't different. I need to. I mean, like, guys,
Speaker 1: it's consisting the club at all, whatever whatever it is.
Speaker 1: In Spanish, sty trying to fun whatever it is. And
Speaker 1: Italian they're trying to fun whatever it is. In Japanese
Speaker 1: they're trying to Ain't nobody so that. But I'm thinking
Speaker 1: about that, and I'm saying like, so at that same
Speaker 1: point that that guy wouldn't be you're not prostitute your husband, right,
Speaker 1: It's it's it's opportunity of a lifetime. It is the
Speaker 1: opportunity of a lifetime. But is the money gonna be
Speaker 1: the thing that all is? That, that's the rule of
Speaker 1: all evil? Is that's gonna be? What for the love
Speaker 1: and that in key word, listen, We're gonna get deeper
Speaker 1: than is. My grandfather he just had cancer. He just
Speaker 1: died whatever, whatever him, my grandma's been together for they've
Speaker 1: been together for thirty seven years. I don't want to
Speaker 1: get married no more. Just off of seeing that he
Speaker 1: came to my house. I'll take care of him. He
Speaker 1: came December third, He died December ten. The whole time,
Speaker 1: my grandma my birthday. Sorry, yeah, the whole time my
Speaker 1: grandma talked about, oh well we got six months. We've
Speaker 1: got six months. I'm literally arguing with my grandma. We
Speaker 1: didn't got to the point where I tried to get
Speaker 1: your sho get the funk out of my house. You
Speaker 1: can't go back there and hold his hands, show him
Speaker 1: a little bit of love. Nothing after a long thirty
Speaker 1: seven years, Well, he like, what kind of what kind
Speaker 1: of husband. Was he the best? If I never seen
Speaker 1: unconditional love, that's what he did show us. No, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna tell you what she loved, what their relationship is.
Speaker 1: They've smoked up. So instead of her sitting there holding
Speaker 1: her man's hand, that being with her for the last
Speaker 1: thirty seven years unconditionally, no matter what, she rather go
Speaker 1: get high. But that's what I'm saying. So, did you
Speaker 1: really love this man that you've been with for thirty
Speaker 1: seven years? Or did you love the dope? Because why
Speaker 1: you go smoking dope and he dying and he knows
Speaker 1: that this is your way of coping and this is
Speaker 1: how you cope with things, so he knows what you're
Speaker 1: doing and why you're not here his death. Bit. So
Speaker 1: while you out there getting hot, he dying. When So
Speaker 1: in that hustle, how many of the people are high
Speaker 1: and drunk before they're doing the scenes? Oh? I don't know.
Speaker 1: Is it alcohol and drugs on the set? No? Not
Speaker 1: like they don't. They don't provide it for us. Now,
Speaker 1: if you come and bring your own ship, that's on
Speaker 1: you and whatever you do. Let's say, if if if
Speaker 1: a male actor would have came in he drunk when
Speaker 1: they let him go on with the scene. Yeah, whatever
Speaker 1: they want to do. But see that's the thing. That's
Speaker 1: why I was telling you too, like I was built
Speaker 1: for this, Like, ain't no male actor's gonna come. I
Speaker 1: actually got him to it, one of them. You feel me,
Speaker 1: come in. I don't want to be name dropping, Like
Speaker 1: just tell me between us and everybody, Mr and Mr
Speaker 1: Market shout out to Mr. Market, shout out to Mr. Markets.
Speaker 1: So respect you feel me. But he showed a legend.
Speaker 1: I heard he's a big time legend. He actually that
Speaker 1: year we got him to it. A couple one months later, Um,
Speaker 1: it was the A b N. He was there, tee pain.
Speaker 1: He just released his book and yet got nominated. I
Speaker 1: think he actually won an award at the A v
Speaker 1: N is the Point Awards that year. So anyways, it's me. Nevertheless,
Speaker 1: you see what you and it's a light sky ambition
Speaker 1: named Kim Treats. She looks almost my twin only things smarter, yeah,
Speaker 1: smart as light skin and she's so it's just so
Speaker 1: fretty to me. But this nigga shows up an hour
Speaker 1: and a half late, star l a traffic and this
Speaker 1: holiday weekend. But he late come to find out, he
Speaker 1: did an old lady scene. The lady was like seventy
Speaker 1: eight years old, right, he shows up, can't get his
Speaker 1: dick hard? Sorry that I mean, listen, I can't always
Speaker 1: forgot the run right right right me? Sometimes I take
Speaker 1: my time and be like I need to come back
Speaker 1: to this tomorrow. But we're sucking this dick. And then
Speaker 1: it's like it's me and it's Kim Treats, and it's
Speaker 1: just like, well, damn okay. Now at the thirty minutes,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a different type of bit. I don't
Speaker 1: care about nothing else is going on. You're like, what's up?
Speaker 1: What's what? Right? He like, what do you mean what
Speaker 1: I need you to do? What you're doing? I said,
Speaker 1: obviously it's not working. Your dick ain't getting hard. Period.
Speaker 1: I'm not about I'm a legend. And so now here
Speaker 1: you go, which who you think you are? And I
Speaker 1: hit him with the same thing, nigger. We're both doing
Speaker 1: the same thing right now. So we're on the same level.
Speaker 1: Who do you think I am? I don't see your
Speaker 1: motherfucking less, don't forget that. And then not having a
Speaker 1: dad and then also being molested in the you know,
Speaker 1: growing up as a child. So when I do get
Speaker 1: in certain situations like that. I can be into a
Speaker 1: party words fifty niggers in there, and I'm the only female.
Speaker 1: So wait a minute. You said you got molested as
Speaker 1: a child. Yeah, I did so. Then you made everybody
Speaker 1: point right when you started off, like it usually something
Speaker 1: going wrong, right, we usually something does go wrong, But
Speaker 1: that is not the purpose or the reason. Like I said, Oh,
Speaker 1: she's doing it because you don't have a dad. No,
Speaker 1: it's because she doesn't have anything to be ashamed of.
Speaker 1: If if my mama watched porn, guess what you think
Speaker 1: I would be doing. No, because I have something to
Speaker 1: be ashamed of. You see what I'm saying. It's because
Speaker 1: you don't have something. These bitches that's walking down there
Speaker 1: on Fip Road with no panting, she don't. She ain't
Speaker 1: got to be ashamed of. She's not worried about her mom,
Speaker 1: but she's not worried about her grandmashin't got no daddy,
Speaker 1: Nobody gonna come snatch her up. She ain't got no
Speaker 1: big brother because it's uncle nobody that really cared. So
Speaker 1: it's like, you know what I'm saying. So I never thought, Yeah,
Speaker 1: when I'm out there, I gotta be the nigga and
Speaker 1: the female. I gotta be my own pimp. And it's
Speaker 1: you gotta suck your own mind to the point where
Speaker 1: you gotta make yourself built for this. How did I mean?
Speaker 1: I don't want to get into this because this is
Speaker 1: gonna make it too creepy. I hate creepy conversations. Who
Speaker 1: how did you get molested? Um, that's the craziest thing.
Speaker 1: It's not how, It's just that I think growing up
Speaker 1: in the house my mom was molested, My grandmother was molested.
Speaker 1: So back in their area is nobody say nothing, you'd
Speaker 1: be quiet. So my thing was growing up we had
Speaker 1: to live with my my mom's well, it started before that.
Speaker 1: When I was five, my brother molested me. So it
Speaker 1: was my mom selling doe being in doge game. She
Speaker 1: did five years in the penitentiary, and your yeah, he's
Speaker 1: yeah at the time he was my only brother, but yeah,
Speaker 1: my older brother. And then you know, not having people
Speaker 1: there who actually watching. If the kids is in the
Speaker 1: room and it's too quiet, I'm the first one in there.
Speaker 1: What's going on? My baby can't be in there too
Speaker 1: quiet for too long. I don't trust nothing. When my
Speaker 1: brother came home from prison. He did um from the
Speaker 1: age of twelve to eighteen. He came home, he was
Speaker 1: home for a week. My niece in the living room.
Speaker 1: I'm in the back room, but she crying. I don't
Speaker 1: appreciate that cry. I never heard that baby cry like that.
Speaker 1: So I go in there. What's going on? Oh? What bitch? Oh?
Speaker 1: I'm changing her diaper? And then you don't need a
Speaker 1: changer like roper change your ro I'm a girl. That
Speaker 1: one of us girls changing. He get got five counties
Speaker 1: in here, that one of us change your diapers. So
Speaker 1: it turned into a big thing where he actually started
Speaker 1: digging me and grabbed me a side down't and just
Speaker 1: from the fear of me always being afraid of him
Speaker 1: growing up. You know, she made me be in a space,
Speaker 1: so he beat me upside down't. Did he ever apologize
Speaker 1: for that? No, he didn't. And the crazy party is
Speaker 1: he actually wrote a letter to my sister. He did
Speaker 1: it to both of us and like my brother, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't want to make and I don't want to like. It.
Speaker 1: Ain't about raining though, because I think people be funked
Speaker 1: up when they're doing I don't think that's No. I've
Speaker 1: never seen a little girl that I thought was attracted,
Speaker 1: So I never had to fight off. Always say that
Speaker 1: to people, like like for a homosexual person, and I
Speaker 1: don't want to compare him. But I never saw a
Speaker 1: man that I had to comment Like I saw a man,
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this made it so handsome, and
Speaker 1: I right, like I don't think people people anything. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like I never had to feel though. I never seen
Speaker 1: a man that I thought was handsome. I never saw
Speaker 1: a child I thought was beautiful. But my brother, I
Speaker 1: think it was on a different level. Maybe he was
Speaker 1: like that's up or something. I watched a lot of
Speaker 1: First forty egg in Criminal Minds and stuff buzzee with
Speaker 1: what he would do. The weirdest ship he would have,
Speaker 1: like it would be a bird in the room, it
Speaker 1: would be a cat in the room and the dog.
Speaker 1: He would have the cat chasing the bird and then
Speaker 1: the dog chasing the cat, and when the cat caught
Speaker 1: the bird, and he would rape us and then he
Speaker 1: would dissect the bird. When he was done raping us,
Speaker 1: was gone, yeah, yeah, he's coming. Yeah. If you ever
Speaker 1: thought that maybe he was molested before, That's what I'll
Speaker 1: be thinking, because if that sounds like a transference of
Speaker 1: pain to me, right, And that's the thing I think. So,
Speaker 1: And if he was not molested, I think maybe he
Speaker 1: was beat and then something happened. Things were happening around
Speaker 1: him because, like I said, we lived a lifestyle my
Speaker 1: mom and they're so dope on my aunties. My grandma
Speaker 1: was a crack kid. We had an inn house, nowny.
Speaker 1: We didn't have the best life just because people didn't
Speaker 1: have had a manny we but we did. We had
Speaker 1: had a couple of dollars dollars running. Yeah, my MoMA
Speaker 1: name was a hustler like third Bread. It's crazy, that's crazy,
Speaker 1: but that's what made me tough enough to wear. Now
Speaker 1: nigga could come in here and it won't. That's why
Speaker 1: I got passed in my faceboo keys, because I'm not
Speaker 1: turning down nothing, anything to the next level except period.
Speaker 1: All energies will be. I'm gonna match you every single time.
Speaker 1: I don't care what it is, however you want to go.
Speaker 1: I don't even caracist the level that I'm not on.
Speaker 1: I'm about to get on your level just so you
Speaker 1: could know where we're gonna go with this. Yeah, So
Speaker 1: have you ever thought about seeing a therapist about it. Um,
Speaker 1: I actually I did. And this is the crazy part
Speaker 1: right now. Just recently my daughter ran away and she
Speaker 1: was just basically saying like I'm too much for her,
Speaker 1: and I'm just like, well, damn. When I did go
Speaker 1: to see a therapy about, you know, my problem with me,
Speaker 1: whatever I've been going through, it was like, okay, they
Speaker 1: give you this medication. Then once they gave me the
Speaker 1: medication I was on the medication for Like therapists give
Speaker 1: you medication. Yeah, they give you medication. You've got a
Speaker 1: bits bother to talk to your mind, your motherfucker's psychologist
Speaker 1: and psychiatrist. So which one is just for the mind? Psychiatrists?
Speaker 1: Psychiatrists has a script, has a script path psychologist? Right,
Speaker 1: Let's got to be able to afford that though, the
Speaker 1: bitch to just sit there and listen to your problems
Speaker 1: and not saying nothing, you know, otherwise medicale because that's
Speaker 1: what I got, you know, Sure, I go to the
Speaker 1: people behavior health. You go to the behavior health in
Speaker 1: or whatever. They have councilors in there, You talk to them,
Speaker 1: and then based on whatever their evaluation, they just recommend
Speaker 1: you to somebody anxiety. So we're gonna give you this.
Speaker 1: That is a bullshit, bro. What the fuck? Yeah? You
Speaker 1: know you add therapy? I think, Um, that's sharp. Like
Speaker 1: Charlotte man, that's his things. I see always pushing if
Speaker 1: you really check out, because that may always pushing like therapy.
Speaker 1: That's the thing. And I really understand why because we'll
Speaker 1: have all these problems and don't have anyone to talk
Speaker 1: to about what a thing is. Therapy is the best
Speaker 1: thing possible for you and us as black people. We've
Speaker 1: been taught for so long that anything huh, okay, how
Speaker 1: did you go to? Therefore, I wanted therapy. I had
Speaker 1: a lot of issues that helped me out. Um, I
Speaker 1: had a lot of I had a lot of issues,
Speaker 1: but I had a lot of issues with my father. Um,
Speaker 1: a lot of father issues. Um, you know, just stuff
Speaker 1: that went back from broken promises when I was little.
Speaker 1: Don't get me wrong, my father is a great man,
Speaker 1: get along purpose now. But that helped me to heal
Speaker 1: him because I was stuck so much in the past
Speaker 1: and stuff he did when he was a younger man
Speaker 1: and didn't know no better that I wasn't willing to
Speaker 1: move forward. And actually the best thing I ever did
Speaker 1: was go to therapy. Because it has him not a world.
Speaker 1: We got a great relationship and he's the best grandfather ever.
Speaker 1: He was a way better grandfather than he was a father.
Speaker 1: Because but what did you go to therapy before or
Speaker 1: after you were a father? And did that impact If
Speaker 1: it was after you had already been a father, did
Speaker 1: that change your perspective as a dad in your relationship
Speaker 1: with your sons? Yes, it did. And therefore, don't get
Speaker 1: me wrong, I was always a good father to step On.
Speaker 1: See the difference between my father and me. I was available,
Speaker 1: I was around, I was there, you know, I was
Speaker 1: in the house. I was providing everything else like that.
Speaker 1: But to be a father is more than just providing.
Speaker 1: It's more than just being because there being for somebody
Speaker 1: emotionally and you know, helping take care of their needs.
Speaker 1: And it helped me to become a better father. So therefore,
Speaker 1: Jasmine and Christopher probably got a better version of me
Speaker 1: than with Stepfin hapen he was drinking. Don't get me wrong,
Speaker 1: I wasn't horrible to step fine, but it's a lot
Speaker 1: of stuff I would have did different. But just but
Speaker 1: that's my point, Like even the fact that you were
Speaker 1: just there, So even though you might have thought you
Speaker 1: was like, Okay, the first one I did good, but
Speaker 1: I could do better, right exactly. Step Ron still came
Speaker 1: out really good. He came out because like, don't get
Speaker 1: me wrong, I was never messed up the step and
Speaker 1: I loved him and everything. Yeah, because what I had
Speaker 1: going on is I had for a period of time
Speaker 1: that I was still trying to pursue my dreams. It
Speaker 1: wasn't so much where I was. And that's the and
Speaker 1: that's what I was saying about not that's what makes
Speaker 1: me not want to have children. Like so if you
Speaker 1: know me, you know, like every day I get further
Speaker 1: away from being a parent because I think you start
Speaker 1: fighting this you you almost have to live vicariously through
Speaker 1: your children. What's funny is right? And this is I'm
Speaker 1: gonna tell you all this right, And I don't know
Speaker 1: if you want me to, but I don't give a funk.
Speaker 1: I'm this is my big bro. And he could be
Speaker 1: mad at me. I thought it was a time right
Speaker 1: when he was coaching Chris. Chris still is his son, right,
Speaker 1: Chris still is like this amazing corn you know, you know,
Speaker 1: because it was Chris's dad. Chris is a bigger deal
Speaker 1: and I want and I won't do that. Chris is
Speaker 1: my nephew, right, And I thought Big Broke start getting
Speaker 1: so carried away with trying to live vicariously through Chris.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, bro, I know you. I've been knowing
Speaker 1: you fifteen years. Like you are not done, Like you
Speaker 1: still got work to do, you still have an empire
Speaker 1: to build, and you still gotta be Chris's dad and
Speaker 1: doing all this other stuff. I think he started taking
Speaker 1: his life right. His dreams took a backseat to Chris's.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, that ain't right. And see that's where
Speaker 1: me and I think most people disagree. And I think
Speaker 1: people tend to start taking a back seat to their
Speaker 1: kid's dream Man, fuck them kids. I'm not saying the
Speaker 1: kids like that. Don't defend the kids. These kids just
Speaker 1: gonna grow up and go out and live their own life.
Speaker 1: And you, you gave a motherfucker eighteen years of being there. Again,
Speaker 1: you can never be the best parent without being the
Speaker 1: best version of yourself. It's always gonna be a weird
Speaker 1: type of respect. And so I believe that wholeheartedly. Every
Speaker 1: time I watch different people parent, you mean they like
Speaker 1: so still you feel me? Still was working a job
Speaker 1: and he was making good money, you know, probably says
Speaker 1: he said me eighty thousand dollars a year. Feel me
Speaker 1: and focus. But he would always complain to me like gee, man,
Speaker 1: like man, I hate this job. Man, I do same shit.
Speaker 1: And I used to tell him, like, cause your intellect
Speaker 1: is too vast for you to try to reduce yourself
Speaker 1: down in to that role, Like you can't just be
Speaker 1: Chris's dad and then you know, working for different dealerships.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, that's not going to work for you.
Speaker 1: God gave you too much for you to do that.
Speaker 1: You needed to keep building on you know, still is
Speaker 1: the first person that took me around the world touring.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, like, so he's always been very much
Speaker 1: somebody who has built empires. I'm like, you can't stop now.
Speaker 1: Like he started talking to me sometimes like he was
Speaker 1: like seving me. I'm like, bro, you got chick dude,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And he called me back,
Speaker 1: he was like, yo, gee, like let's do a podcast now,
Speaker 1: mind you. I turned down podcast is for you. I
Speaker 1: turned down podcast for years. I'm not doing the podcast
Speaker 1: crept and I'm not working with that. That ship is
Speaker 1: a bunch of niggas talking because I hate that ship.
Speaker 1: I've been listening to these niggas talking, and he was like, man,
Speaker 1: would you do a podcast? And because it was because
Speaker 1: because it was my big bro, it was still I
Speaker 1: was like, I need to do it. You feel me.
Speaker 1: I can't not because I just pumped this motherfucker up
Speaker 1: into doing it. I'm like, yeah, do it. And obviously
Speaker 1: we started off and at that time, you know, we
Speaker 1: was figuring out marketing and different things, and it became like, yeah,
Speaker 1: it failed by the wayside, but he never stopped and
Speaker 1: he started building the whole empire. Here we are today. Now,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't have did another podcast, but again, my friends,
Speaker 1: my friends, when they building their dreams feel me. I
Speaker 1: believe in their dreams. So I'm a part of their dreams.
Speaker 1: Like we when she got the Black Effect podcast network,
Speaker 1: He's like, gee, you gotta do it, and I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: you got your own thing, bro, fun I can't tell
Speaker 1: you know this show ship alright, because I do it
Speaker 1: for you. You feel me, And that's how I am.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying I'm that kind of person for
Speaker 1: my partners. So I'm glad I wanted to make sure
Speaker 1: I told you. I don't know if I ever told
Speaker 1: you that, because I'm really proudly bro that you you
Speaker 1: you understood because Chris is straight. That's not to say
Speaker 1: you you don't get to stop being Chris's father, But Chris,
Speaker 1: at this point, the work was already done. Now you're
Speaker 1: just kind of fine tuning the little machine is and
Speaker 1: making sure you're like, hey, that right there is gonna
Speaker 1: be sucked up. But you don't, you know, you don't
Speaker 1: gotta be overhands on with him. That little dude is
Speaker 1: a really smart, intelligent, sharp kid. Yeah, you know. And
Speaker 1: at the time that I did focus on Chris, I
Speaker 1: don't have no regrets for it because it made him
Speaker 1: the man that he is now. And see since my
Speaker 1: kids pretty much like Chris told me the day, I
Speaker 1: don't talk Chris everything, and he was. He needs to know.
Speaker 1: So when Chris coming to the crib, now there ain't
Speaker 1: no coach still more in the house. It's like we
Speaker 1: give each other pound his coaches up at the s
Speaker 1: c hand of all that business. I don't have nothing
Speaker 1: to do with this football stuff now. And I'm saying
Speaker 1: there was nothing wrong with that time, But I just
Speaker 1: I realized that and back to the point, um clean.
Speaker 1: It was like, um, that's the thing about children, you
Speaker 1: know that the motherfucker's ignorant. We was them and we
Speaker 1: was right. You know, ben Zino just facetimes you call
Speaker 1: him back being without guy man daughter because crazy let
Speaker 1: me see, let me see your phone? No that crazy?
Speaker 1: Because so his daughter is I think her name is
Speaker 1: Coally Reray. So she with blue face right now, little girl.
Speaker 1: I couldn't imagine what it's like to be a pop
Speaker 1: and see your baby on TV. Like you really got
Speaker 1: to be convinced. I wonder what that feels like as
Speaker 1: a father. When you talk to your dad, did you
Speaker 1: actually have to tell him? Did he know what? Actually?
Speaker 1: I when I found him, I did. I had to
Speaker 1: tell him. I was like, you know, I don't know
Speaker 1: how to tell him and my brother, like I don't
Speaker 1: know if y'all watch porn, But actually no, no, no,
Speaker 1: So I found my dad, but you know, he winded
Speaker 1: up not being my dad after all that time. But yeah,
Speaker 1: when I did find him, I found out that I
Speaker 1: had a brother and a sister on his side. But
Speaker 1: I had to tell them, like I don't know if
Speaker 1: y'all watch this porn. But my name is Cyril Less.
Speaker 1: I hope I'm not your favorite period. And literally that's
Speaker 1: how I say. Imagine if he was like he was
Speaker 1: like if he wouldn't that, but I mean, and let
Speaker 1: me just say this. He never responded. He didn't tell
Speaker 1: me yes, no, he didn't say nothing. So it was
Speaker 1: just more like, okay, imagine if your dad was like
Speaker 1: yacking it too, you didn't know you was his and
Speaker 1: that now, listen, that is the whole thing that I
Speaker 1: mean when I say we don't have nothing to be
Speaker 1: ashamed as we don't know if this is at home
Speaker 1: jacking off or not. But it's no different though, even
Speaker 1: hustling like when I started, when I start selling Sharman Ship,
Speaker 1: I'm in the streets every day doing my stuff for me.
Speaker 1: My mom was tripping wrestling so big olds. Oh. She
Speaker 1: was like, you know, the first time she she found
Speaker 1: out what I was doing, she tried to knock my teeth.
Speaker 1: She like, bro, you know, bust my nose, fucked me up,
Speaker 1: punched me in my face. And my mom had hands.
Speaker 1: She wasn't like six ft three hundred pam. My mom
Speaker 1: could fight like a dode for me. She she really
Speaker 1: could fight and she bust my mouth, but I was
Speaker 1: grown at that point, so I just was like, man,
Speaker 1: my my nose, not talking about the car, like man,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go get this money. You tripped it, mama.
Speaker 1: And the second time she called me, she tried to
Speaker 1: run me over with a car. Like with a car
Speaker 1: like she swooped on the curve like nigga, you for me.
Speaker 1: The third time she took me to buy a sixteen
Speaker 1: ouncercern she paid for it. She was like, don't care,
Speaker 1: nobody to cheat you right, feel me? So this is
Speaker 1: the kind of experience, fear me that we have growing up.
Speaker 1: And you don't be ashamed like I never. I don't
Speaker 1: think me and my dad. I don't think me and
Speaker 1: good bar ever sat down and chopped it up like Daddy,
Speaker 1: this is what I'm doing. But I think he knew
Speaker 1: and I wasn't ashamed. But the difference is, and this
Speaker 1: is the part where you either responsible or you not.
Speaker 1: Every time I went to jail, I never called my dad,
Speaker 1: I never called my step mom, I never called my mother.
Speaker 1: My brother's barely knew because I got myself into this
Speaker 1: ship getting myself out of this ship. So and I
Speaker 1: think when I listened to kids talk. You know, have
Speaker 1: you ever chopped up with your kid about it? Like
Speaker 1: do she know? What? Did she know that you did
Speaker 1: this before? Oh? Man, oh she had she find out.
Speaker 1: Goddamn yeah. My daughter is six team. And then I
Speaker 1: adopted two little kids. They're my sister's children, but I
Speaker 1: have custody of them now. But I moved to bar
Speaker 1: this before I got my sister's kids. I have moved
Speaker 1: to Barstow because I used to live in the inner
Speaker 1: city and s Bargino and I'm just like, you know,
Speaker 1: let me move and trying to change my life and
Speaker 1: just get things in order. My daughter's older now. The
Speaker 1: smallest place in bars though five exits. Sure enough, there's
Speaker 1: only one high school. There's the way. Yeah, I'm out
Speaker 1: of the way. Everything is good ship. When kids grew up,
Speaker 1: Internet got popular, they on God, I had a quit
Speaker 1: not that day, but that day, like I didn't go
Speaker 1: to work no more. Then brought it up to you
Speaker 1: first some little kids, multiple little boys, little kids like
Speaker 1: so humiliated. The little boy had to be in Kim
Speaker 1: Gurden get the fun. But that's because a high school student,
Speaker 1: this bit Alasia can't wait to catch her. She was
Speaker 1: a senior. Low key she was. She was in high school.
Speaker 1: She was I don't know if she was a freshman
Speaker 1: or not. But she's sitting there at the pool. She's
Speaker 1: sitting there, she's telling the kids like, oh, that's miss Tunisia.
Speaker 1: But I see her whispering to the kids. So then
Speaker 1: the next day, the little boy comes to the school like, oh,
Speaker 1: ms Tenisha. Lasia told me this that in the third
Speaker 1: about you like you do movies. I was like, what
Speaker 1: do you mean. He was like, yeah, like grown up movies.
Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, yeah, this ship just got real.
Speaker 1: So I went home. My daughters in high school. Now,
Speaker 1: I mean, you worked at the school. I worked at
Speaker 1: the school. All thought were just like the kids. No,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't cut the motherucker, I wouldn't touch the principle out.
Speaker 1: The next day they hired me to be the PTA president,
Speaker 1: the supervisor at the school and all kind of ship.
Speaker 1: So it's a part. Yeah, so that's what I thought.
Speaker 1: And then my daughter goes to school there, so I'm
Speaker 1: just like, yes, my baby. So at the end of
Speaker 1: like I said, eventually she goes to junior high. So
Speaker 1: now the junior high school students all have I fucking phones.
Speaker 1: Fuck your iPhone, all of them have iPhones. Man. So
Speaker 1: my daughter one day went to school and told this
Speaker 1: girl she was gonna set her on fire when she
Speaker 1: was at home making a video with the ball fire.
Speaker 1: She was gonna set the growing fire and this all
Speaker 1: this other stuff. Police bring her home, tell me like, yeah,
Speaker 1: she was in the car. YEA had the long story short,
Speaker 1: you know I beat her ass. So yeah, long story short,
Speaker 1: this was over and I didn't find out until later
Speaker 1: on because you weren't supposed to be the ass once
Speaker 1: you find out what it was over. If I wouldn't
Speaker 1: known in the beginning. But see, look I didn't. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I didn't go up around that day
Speaker 1: and we just talked about this. She even admitted it.
Speaker 1: The next day. She did some ship at school, acting
Speaker 1: like she was just a big Boston classroom. So I
Speaker 1: beat her. Ask when she came home, you're not come
Speaker 1: home in the police card day one and then you
Speaker 1: got a video balls of fire. And I kept asking
Speaker 1: her the night before, what you doing, What's up? What's up?
Speaker 1: She kept saying nothing, So I told her when the
Speaker 1: police came, I said, you see how God worked. I said, okay,
Speaker 1: so how did that conversation right? So she tells me, Mom,
Speaker 1: the reason why I threatened this, that the girl and
Speaker 1: fire was because this boy came up to me at
Speaker 1: school and he did this what she did when she
Speaker 1: had her phone in her hand and she showed me
Speaker 1: like this and she turned the fun away and I said, okay, well,
Speaker 1: what's what does that mean? She said it was a girl.
Speaker 1: Yeah it was me though, but I'm saying that she's
Speaker 1: your daughter is a girl, so it's different. So she
Speaker 1: just didn't want to make you feel bad still, right,
Speaker 1: And that was the thing. And that's the thing about
Speaker 1: my daughter real life scory like she is my right
Speaker 1: hand man, and I get what she did. And she
Speaker 1: said that I could be a lot because of the
Speaker 1: things that I have went through in my life. She
Speaker 1: the only person that's been there. She's the only person
Speaker 1: that see me hurt. She don't even see me happy.
Speaker 1: She see me up and she see me down. These
Speaker 1: bitches out here your pitches is sick. Y'all lose it.
Speaker 1: The only bit I could ever teach to be like me.
Speaker 1: Flossy motherfucking bossy is my daughter by mistake. You see
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, but they told my daughter like, yeah,
Speaker 1: this is your mom moved the whoop and looking out
Speaker 1: for me and her mom feelings. She didn't say nothing.
Speaker 1: She didn't say nothing after she got her as if
Speaker 1: that was a little boy crying. How did the conversation
Speaker 1: did she asked question? She just told me no. She
Speaker 1: didn't ask me no questions. I just had to keep
Speaker 1: your dream with her, like my nigga, this is how
Speaker 1: we was. This is how I provided for you after
Speaker 1: I left your dad. It was like, it's either one
Speaker 1: or two things. You feel me in the ninety five
Speaker 1: wasn't working fast enough. Should I had to go. I
Speaker 1: had to get up out my mom's house. That was
Speaker 1: the first time I went back to her house. I
Speaker 1: got hit in the eye with a crow bar. I
Speaker 1: was selling drugs, thinking I was living a life out
Speaker 1: there in Arizona, and I was like, yeah, this is it.
Speaker 1: So the smoker, we should find him her, we should
Speaker 1: find her. Yeah, well, but you know what, I just
Speaker 1: came to the Yeah, we're gonna have to put her
Speaker 1: in program when she's sober. That's how I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: You got a sober because because you need that energy
Speaker 1: that's how I'm like, I'm not gonna when I started,
Speaker 1: like as I was gang banging and ship, like I
Speaker 1: would never get into with my homeboys, like when they
Speaker 1: was loaded, they was all sharing a drunk. I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna fight when you sober tomorrow, because what's up with that?
Speaker 1: I was drunk? No, because that's how you feel the
Speaker 1: inside you was possessed by Mr Hennessy. Because now I
Speaker 1: need y'all fade for me. So that's fair to me.
Speaker 1: But no on everything, Like I realized that that was
Speaker 1: the energy that nigga is needed for me. So what's
Speaker 1: funny is as a drug dealer, like I didn't did
Speaker 1: so much scummy ship, I could relate. Even as a gangbanger,
Speaker 1: I did this so much scummy ship. I could relate,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So I could imagine, man.
Speaker 1: But she never talked about it no more. It's just
Speaker 1: the thing night and I ain't gonna mine Like now
Speaker 1: that she's older, people you know, nedn't say things like,
Speaker 1: oh well what about your mom? Or you like your
Speaker 1: mom mark you know a little ship like that. But
Speaker 1: see that's the thing she built for that type of conversation.
Speaker 1: You know how to defend herself that you feel me.
Speaker 1: That's why I told her when you run away, bitty
Speaker 1: streets aren't ready for you. There's three way double Dutch
Speaker 1: out here. They played with three ropes not too so
Speaker 1: why you think you're ready for it when the motherfucker's
Speaker 1: get wicked. I hope you know how to bleed on
Speaker 1: the concrete because I'm gonna tell you right now and
Speaker 1: nanny get out there, that ever could twist my mind
Speaker 1: to make me go any other way but forward, period,
Speaker 1: And I hope you build for that because it especially
Speaker 1: you think you want to go to Vegas, baby girl,
Speaker 1: please and take so So the porn star used to date?
Speaker 1: How like what that was? That was she actually a
Speaker 1: porn star? Yeah? Did you ever trip? Like did you
Speaker 1: ever listen to her? What like her? Did she have issues? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Like that was a thing I forgot how that he
Speaker 1: was like to grow over some ship. And I just
Speaker 1: just like trying to you're like the expression of basketball
Speaker 1: like a heat check. Yeah, yeah, certain, sometimes you just
Speaker 1: got the hot hand. Anybody you say hello too, it's
Speaker 1: gonna it's gonna happen when you first met her, keeping
Speaker 1: the buck because it's just like it's me and you here.
Speaker 1: Did you expect certain things? No? All. I when I
Speaker 1: first bumped into her, I was just like, you knew
Speaker 1: who she was. I know who she was. Also you
Speaker 1: knew who she was. Yeah, okay, I wanted to see
Speaker 1: if I could pull her. That's all it was. Niggas
Speaker 1: ain't shipped through all races. I'm the lowss to the low.
Speaker 1: I mean, you guys go over there with wives and
Speaker 1: standards and things like that. Tell you something. I said,
Speaker 1: I've been single for twelve years and counting, like what
Speaker 1: happened to the relationship didn't go well? But at the
Speaker 1: same time, like but but like here's me, Like I
Speaker 1: don't I'm not gonna wake up to a phone call
Speaker 1: talking about somebody got my kid. That's not gonna happen.
Speaker 1: So so I was like, you know where I was
Speaker 1: with Chicken like four years over the relationship relationship with
Speaker 1: about four years and it was kind of turbull. You know,
Speaker 1: it's just kind of that time of your life. But
Speaker 1: I loved I was about to propost where she just
Speaker 1: this didn't work out, And I was like, you know what,
Speaker 1: or I always keep a stack of insurance pussy, you know,
Speaker 1: just in case, and I'm like, you know what, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna go run this policy drive because it's that's good,
Speaker 1: because there's no way I can survive that unscathed. You
Speaker 1: coming out with moving, I'm gonna geting. I'm gonna chick
Speaker 1: who's got a boyfriend. Now it's gonna I've had enough
Speaker 1: ram dudes trying to run up on you, blow my
Speaker 1: spot up, whatever the hell, because they got their feelings hurt.
Speaker 1: But that's that's that's all it was. Because she's, you know,
Speaker 1: one of those chicks. We got the Chanel ship head
Speaker 1: to toe and all this stuff, and I knew what
Speaker 1: she was, she knew who she was. That to see
Speaker 1: fucking pull it off, and she was kind of cool.
Speaker 1: But she was just as you from Barbados. So it's like,
Speaker 1: I'm I don't have a great relationship with that island
Speaker 1: in general. I don't you don't mind dating girls that
Speaker 1: do poor strip and stuff like. It depends on what
Speaker 1: we're talking about for day. That's my question. Being seen
Speaker 1: with him in public, it depends on what public, and
Speaker 1: it depends on how they present themselves. So what if
Speaker 1: what if you made a good Christian have a real
Speaker 1: hard time I've been I've been dragged by some grimy
Speaker 1: bitches to church, So I'm not gonna bud man, what
Speaker 1: the dude, real ship there were nights because I used
Speaker 1: to have a few boys of who was in Madle
Speaker 1: Exotic down to the track and at the bumbo and
Speaker 1: they were nice for this miserable ass bitch I used
Speaker 1: to deal with. It was staying with me, would take
Speaker 1: me down the chair. I have to go where I
Speaker 1: asked the church on Sundays at that spot on Elsa
Speaker 1: Gundo and Avalon with the barbecuells and the boom boom
Speaker 1: role right the other side of the fucking wall. And
Speaker 1: I know my boys car still there because he got
Speaker 1: drunk because I drove him all three thirty in the
Speaker 1: morning and they're still there. And I'm here in the
Speaker 1: sleaziest person in there. So what I'm sitting in the
Speaker 1: pew next to but whatever, fucking Jesus Christ. So do
Speaker 1: you think that if you go somewhere in public, everybody's
Speaker 1: gonna know she that important? What's so fear? Well, here's
Speaker 1: you want to be all be here all the way.
Speaker 1: I don't personally care that much if it comes into
Speaker 1: a scenario where it's like and again I don't I
Speaker 1: haven't been all that much relationship be just by virtually
Speaker 1: a lot of factors in general. You know, there's girls
Speaker 1: that I would date, be in it with. Whatever the hell.
Speaker 1: My family not gonna like you. I know that if
Speaker 1: that matters to you, and I know it matters to you,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna put you through that. So we can't
Speaker 1: be together very safe. That's like when you wipe bro
Speaker 1: because it's black, you don't even give a parents like.
Speaker 1: But I don't care about no guts. I don't care
Speaker 1: if favor see you or you ever see but if
Speaker 1: you care, I'm not gonna put you through that. I
Speaker 1: don't think I've ever thought in my life what would
Speaker 1: my parents think of somebody else? Oh yeah, not my
Speaker 1: parents now their parents. Yeah, I'm like, that's a good
Speaker 1: pers That's what I want to know. What is the
Speaker 1: problem because let me say this, every girl the damn
Speaker 1: porn ain't got no problem and all that and got
Speaker 1: a lot of issues. And number two, like I said,
Speaker 1: they're some bitches out there that they dictate sweets so
Speaker 1: they like it. So what is the problem with being
Speaker 1: seen with the girl that does p and probit. I
Speaker 1: wasn't said what wasn't porn specific What I was saying, Well,
Speaker 1: I'm saying it's poring or stripping specifically because those you
Speaker 1: think that there's there's girls. Let me don't do to
Speaker 1: either question and don't lie because you're in the room. Yeah,
Speaker 1: one thing we're not gonna do on this no cel
Speaker 1: ship because they're not doing no line. If if I
Speaker 1: smell out your line, because on your line. So let
Speaker 1: me ask you a question, big bro. Do you see
Speaker 1: a porn start or what the same way you see
Speaker 1: a prostitute? Um, don't lie, you know what. No, No,
Speaker 1: you see a porn start the same way you see
Speaker 1: an actress. Um, you know what? You gotta look at
Speaker 1: them kind of was both? Um, the differences between the
Speaker 1: prostitute and um, no, I'm not lying. I'm telling the truth.
Speaker 1: This is my opinion that this between the prostitute the
Speaker 1: prostitute to meet almost the situations is different. Because what
Speaker 1: a porn star she doing that for a job, that's
Speaker 1: her job, that's what you're doing. It's a certain level
Speaker 1: of fantasy to that, right. A prostitute maybe out there
Speaker 1: that you've got a couple of different type of process.
Speaker 1: You got high paid kind of class women that you
Speaker 1: got to have some money. They're going a thousand, two
Speaker 1: thousand dollars apart, and then you got the prostitutes that's
Speaker 1: going out there for sucking thick in the back of Alberson's.
Speaker 1: So it's definitely a difference, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Because it is a difference because when you're second dig
Speaker 1: for a thousand dollars, your escort, you you didn't upper
Speaker 1: class your level to where you're not walking on the
Speaker 1: streets to where you're street walker. Right, So let me
Speaker 1: ask you a question. So y'all mean to tell me
Speaker 1: y'all think it's a difference between somebody's sucking dig for
Speaker 1: two thousand and two dollars, it's the same. It's the
Speaker 1: same practically. It's the thing I'm gonna tell you all.
Speaker 1: I know, it's a difference. If you see a bitch
Speaker 1: right now on figure rolling that looks like the bitches
Speaker 1: be looking on figure rolls, is some nice looking okay?
Speaker 1: They hang on. Let me say now, let me say
Speaker 1: it's pretty okay, let me say what I'm about to
Speaker 1: say now looking like the old And then you see
Speaker 1: a bitch out there and look yeah, exactly. Now you
Speaker 1: see a strawberry, then you see a bitch out there
Speaker 1: to look like me out there, and figure, roll, who
Speaker 1: are you gonna pick? I'm not no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: no no. I'm just gonna be honest with you. I
Speaker 1: would never pay for pussy because it's two okay, well
Speaker 1: not you. But I know what I'm saying. If pussy
Speaker 1: was more valued fair, it'd be different, like a pussy pussy.
Speaker 1: I changed my way pussy could be valued. That's the
Speaker 1: only way pussy could be value change. I change. I
Speaker 1: used to always have that I'm not gonna pay for
Speaker 1: pussy opinion, right. I did never say I wouldn't pay
Speaker 1: for pussy. I said pussy too expensive, so I never
Speaker 1: subscribed to paying for it. That's fair enough to just insane.
Speaker 1: I changed my opinion on this. And here's why. If
Speaker 1: I'm paying for pussy, I'm saying my time's worth more
Speaker 1: than yours. If I'm putting my time in because I'm
Speaker 1: paying for it, that's not working that way. Like I
Speaker 1: would rather at this point, like I'm I'm real funny
Speaker 1: on my time, right, like I would rather. And the
Speaker 1: people say, oh, all time you go on a date
Speaker 1: and do you take two days to go folks, some
Speaker 1: girl dinners and drinks all that ship that costs the
Speaker 1: same amount. Whatever, I'm not even talking about that. What
Speaker 1: about the four hours that I lost my time? I
Speaker 1: would rather pay you here. You want to go out
Speaker 1: with your home girl, so you want to feel special.
Speaker 1: You don't feel like you're giving a pussy for free.
Speaker 1: Whatever the hell you get something out of it, Call
Speaker 1: you two best friends. Here's the money that three of
Speaker 1: you idiots can go out and get drunk. I'll pick
Speaker 1: up the end of the night and suck you there.
Speaker 1: But I don't want to spend it from eight pm
Speaker 1: to midnight with you. Yeah, that's my motherfucker. That's paying
Speaker 1: playing games. Let me tell you something or real bit
Speaker 1: like me, if I meet you on the first date
Speaker 1: and I know you want to suck me, You're going
Speaker 1: to pay me? Why Because there's nothing that I want
Speaker 1: from you. You want something for me. So now what
Speaker 1: I want from you is your money. Anything ever than that,
Speaker 1: I don't want. I don't want your time. I don't
Speaker 1: want to talk to you. I don't want you to
Speaker 1: make me feel special later on or none of that,
Speaker 1: because then that is where you get a bit. That's
Speaker 1: really just playing games. You're not at that point. Even
Speaker 1: a girl who wants me, I would, who likes me,
Speaker 1: I'd rather just go out with your friends. Yeah. And
Speaker 1: I don't like sleeping with people either, so I have
Speaker 1: to I have to leave this. I ended a relationship
Speaker 1: because no, I was just a funny story. I was
Speaker 1: in Vegas, you know, last week. So I come back
Speaker 1: and I was gonna stay a couple bunch of days,
Speaker 1: as girls like, oh, come to god, I want to
Speaker 1: see whatever. Fine, I didn't want to, but I come down.
Speaker 1: I go to her place that in late and she
Speaker 1: usual sleeps on the couch. I know that's all right,
Speaker 1: Well you sleep on the couch, I'm sleeping in your
Speaker 1: bed whatever. Yeah, that's cool. So I drive there under
Speaker 1: the condition that I'm sleeping by myself in her bed
Speaker 1: because she apparently wanted me to be there because she
Speaker 1: had to go wherever for a few days. I don't
Speaker 1: even fun what you want. I get in the bed,
Speaker 1: I look over. She right there. She tricks right there.
Speaker 1: God damn it. Yeah, sure she had you come lay
Speaker 1: up with her four in the morning. I woke up
Speaker 1: pissed at seven right there and I'm like, she didn't
Speaker 1: have breakfast. No, she's still asleep. I wake up and
Speaker 1: start getting dressed. I don't even the girl, I don't
Speaker 1: even care. I wasn't even worth there, like dinner before.
Speaker 1: They don't make no sense. When you actually sleep at
Speaker 1: the girl house, you should always wake up to breakfast.
Speaker 1: No breakfast, breakfast, food breakfast, but more important breakfast. Breakfast
Speaker 1: is just more time. But this is the thing. If
Speaker 1: you wanted to sleep by yourself, key thing is to
Speaker 1: sleep on the couch next time, because she's gonna get
Speaker 1: all the goddamn went over there to sleep on a couch. Well,
Speaker 1: then she's not gonna happen. Good looking out for checking
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