WEBVTT - I AM GECK 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:03.600 All from Lee Lee. 0:00:06.400 --> 0:00:12.399 Yes, you you know what. I'm an upset because you know, 0:00:12.480 --> 0:00:15.480 you called me and I said Lee, and then you 0:00:15.600 --> 0:00:18.600 answered like I like I was bothering you. 0:00:19.880 --> 0:00:23.760 I'm surprised. I'm gonna be completely honest, I'm just really 0:00:23.800 --> 0:00:25.360 surprised that it actually went through. 0:00:26.079 --> 0:00:27.479 Really, what did you think would happen? 0:00:29.520 --> 0:00:31.600 I thought that I would either hear the beep or 0:00:31.680 --> 0:00:35.159 the hello. This is the therapy, get go, you know. 0:00:35.840 --> 0:00:38.800 Fuck, there's so many there's so many things about the 0:00:38.880 --> 0:00:40.839 stream that I set up when I first started doing it, 0:00:41.560 --> 0:00:43.880 uh like almost a year ago, that I haven't changed, 0:00:43.920 --> 0:00:47.080 and that's one of the voicemails one of them. 0:00:47.159 --> 0:00:54.360 Yeah, I'm not proud to how many times I call. 0:00:53.320 --> 0:00:55.480 Hmmm, well, it sounds like you've called a bunch. I 0:00:56.160 --> 0:00:59.080 want to know from you. What's your name? Lee? Lee? 0:00:59.160 --> 0:01:01.200 Is there anything that I can healthy with this evening? 0:01:04.240 --> 0:01:08.640 No, Honestly, just talking to like a E list celebrity 0:01:08.800 --> 0:01:10.520 is good enough for me. 0:01:11.400 --> 0:01:14.840 I'll take that that backhanded compliments. 0:01:17.520 --> 0:01:22.399 Mm hmm, Lee, Okay, do you listen? 0:01:23.080 --> 0:01:25.480 Do you want to hear about this cool thing that 0:01:25.560 --> 0:01:27.600 I have on my my desk? 0:01:29.000 --> 0:01:30.399 I would love to hear about the cool thing that 0:01:30.400 --> 0:01:31.200 you have on your desk. 0:01:32.680 --> 0:01:39.920 Okay, it's an anime titty mouse pad with big hongolongas. 0:01:40.120 --> 0:01:40.840 They're pretty big. 0:01:43.600 --> 0:01:47.000 Yeah, and did you buy that? Like, did you buy 0:01:47.000 --> 0:01:50.680 that for like sexual like because it turns you on? 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:57.240 It definitely doesn't turn me on, but uh, I like 0:01:57.320 --> 0:01:58.680 it a lot. I guess I don't know. If I 0:01:58.680 --> 0:02:01.639 saw her in person, I I just might be pretty 0:02:01.640 --> 0:02:02.040 turned on. 0:02:03.000 --> 0:02:05.480 Mm hmmm. Do you have any like, do you have 0:02:05.480 --> 0:02:07.400 an affinity for like anime women? 0:02:10.639 --> 0:02:12.560 Yeah, you should say. I'm a bit of a waboo. 0:02:13.280 --> 0:02:14.920 Do you do you like watch hantai and stuff? 0:02:17.040 --> 0:02:18.920 Yeah? I exclusively watch Anti? 0:02:19.360 --> 0:02:20.799 Really you exclusively watch Anti? 0:02:22.240 --> 0:02:22.480 Yeah? 0:02:22.520 --> 0:02:24.040 I don't. I don't like regular porn? 0:02:24.639 --> 0:02:28.240 Interesting? Now what kind of HINTI do you watch? 0:02:28.360 --> 0:02:28.600 Is it? 0:02:28.720 --> 0:02:34.400 Like is it parodies of currently existing ip like like 0:02:35.360 --> 0:02:39.600 Peter Griffin having sex with like Linda from Bob's Burgers, 0:02:39.720 --> 0:02:43.560 or is it like original characters? 0:02:44.200 --> 0:02:44.280 Like? 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:47.880 Yeah, like I like just you know that plain old 0:02:48.400 --> 0:02:51.600 vanilla you know, but it's like HINTI, So it's not 0:02:52.600 --> 0:02:55.280 it's not normal objectively, but it's not something that I've 0:02:55.280 --> 0:02:55.720 ever liked. 0:02:56.320 --> 0:02:59.000 Whatever the most vanilla hentai can be. 0:03:00.680 --> 0:03:01.600 Yeah, pretty much. 0:03:03.080 --> 0:03:05.640 Uh do you read it? Do you watch it? 0:03:07.919 --> 0:03:08.000 No? 0:03:08.160 --> 0:03:10.400 I watch it. I'm not a huge fan because, like 0:03:11.360 --> 0:03:15.480 you know, it takes a lot to you know, kind 0:03:15.480 --> 0:03:17.280 of kind of reach that peak for women. 0:03:17.280 --> 0:03:17.640 I don't know. 0:03:17.680 --> 0:03:19.440 There's like two things I have to do, so I 0:03:19.480 --> 0:03:23.040 need both of my hands, so I don't I don't. 0:03:22.919 --> 0:03:26.919 Like to have to, you know, scroll to Like you know, 0:03:27.000 --> 0:03:30.079 what's super interesting about HENTI to me is that porn 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:34.519 is easy. You can anyone can film porn, right, Uh, 0:03:34.880 --> 0:03:37.240 you know, amateurs can film porn. You can have to 0:03:37.280 --> 0:03:41.680 even even professionally. Filming porn doesn't take that many people. 0:03:41.920 --> 0:03:50.040 But to make animation takes the whole teams of people, 0:03:50.080 --> 0:03:54.280 Like it takes warehouses full of fucking people each making 0:03:54.360 --> 0:03:59.720 key frames, and like it's a really massive undertaking. Like 0:04:00.080 --> 0:04:07.600 a lot of people are involved in making this hent Tie. Yeah, 0:04:07.680 --> 0:04:08.640 that's incredible to. 0:04:08.640 --> 0:04:12.880 Me, isn't it. Can I ask you a really weird question? 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:15.600 Will it take us off the off the hen Ti topic? 0:04:17.120 --> 0:04:18.120 Not particularly? 0:04:18.200 --> 0:04:23.120 No, Okay, what's the question, What is the. 0:04:22.960 --> 0:04:30.560 Weirdest thing you've ever jerked off to? You don't have 0:04:30.640 --> 0:04:31.120 to answer. 0:04:31.839 --> 0:04:34.440 I'm no, no, I'm trying to see if I can 0:04:34.480 --> 0:04:36.000 give you the real answer. I'm trying to like think 0:04:36.000 --> 0:04:38.600 of what the real answer that question is. I have 0:04:38.640 --> 0:04:40.240 an answer. I'm trying to think if there's anything weird 0:04:40.320 --> 0:04:45.040 in that though. All right, I'll tell you when I 0:04:45.200 --> 0:04:48.080 was uh, well, actually I was going to tell what 0:04:48.120 --> 0:04:50.520 I was going to tell you before you even asked me. 0:04:50.560 --> 0:04:53.279 That was the VET when I first when I was 0:04:53.400 --> 0:04:57.919 like whatever, thirteen, probably earlier than thirteen when I whenever 0:04:57.920 --> 0:05:01.360 I first started watching porn, I would watch I watched, 0:05:01.400 --> 0:05:06.239 I only watched Head Tie, and because I was like twelve, 0:05:06.279 --> 0:05:10.880 I was right, did I was like twelve and like 0:05:10.960 --> 0:05:17.440 Super Smash Brothers Brawl just came out and I think 0:05:17.440 --> 0:05:19.200 I was twelve. I don't remember how it was. And 0:05:19.800 --> 0:05:23.320 Zero Suit Samus I would just watch. I would google 0:05:23.360 --> 0:05:26.400 like Zero Suit Samus and Tie and that was like 0:05:26.440 --> 0:05:29.320 the very first. Like I don't know if I could 0:05:29.360 --> 0:05:31.160 like jerk off all the time, but I remember watching 0:05:31.160 --> 0:05:32.640 it at least. 0:05:33.760 --> 0:05:35.600 Yeah, okay, But. 0:05:35.600 --> 0:05:37.400 Now, the weirdest thing I've ever jerked off to was 0:05:37.440 --> 0:05:41.200 I think in middle school there was a porn parody 0:05:41.240 --> 0:05:42.920 of Left I probably talked about this on stream the 0:05:42.920 --> 0:05:45.480 other day, But there's a porn parody of Left for Dead. 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:49.839 You know the video game Left for Dead called Left 0:05:49.880 --> 0:05:55.920 for Head and I remember I jerked off to that 0:05:59.240 --> 0:06:01.719 and it has the uh and it has this you know, 0:06:01.800 --> 0:06:04.240 the smoker from Left for Dead. He has this huge 0:06:04.360 --> 0:06:08.120 tongue that he like wraps you around in and Ship 0:06:08.520 --> 0:06:12.119 and in Left for Head though, his tongue is his cock, 0:06:12.640 --> 0:06:15.360 and he has this giant cock he like wraps Zoe 0:06:15.520 --> 0:06:18.760 from Left four Dead in And I remember watching that. 0:06:20.560 --> 0:06:24.440 Wow, that's that's really detailed. 0:06:24.720 --> 0:06:30.359 So you only watch like, does that mean that? Have 0:06:30.440 --> 0:06:33.320 you ever tried watching regular porn? 0:06:35.040 --> 0:06:35.280 Yeah? 0:06:35.440 --> 0:06:39.200 I have. I've tried. I've tried a couple of different genres. 0:06:40.200 --> 0:06:44.400 You know. I give that, I give that milk a whirlwind, 0:06:44.440 --> 0:06:50.120 I give the stepsister ship, the lesbian ship. I mean, 0:06:50.160 --> 0:06:54.240 I've even watched Japanese porn, you know, but uh, there's 0:06:54.360 --> 0:06:59.960 just there's just something about reading subtitles and just listening 0:07:00.160 --> 0:07:04.919 to the over dramatized screeching of an anime girl that 0:07:05.240 --> 0:07:08.320 just I don't know, you know, it just it gets 0:07:08.360 --> 0:07:10.360 me going. You know. 0:07:10.440 --> 0:07:15.200 There's all sorts of, you know, opinions out there of 0:07:15.360 --> 0:07:21.520 how watching too much porn can ruin or create unrealistic 0:07:21.600 --> 0:07:29.520 expectations of the sexual experience. Yeah, I feel like I 0:07:29.520 --> 0:07:32.240 feel like if you only watch Hentie, that makes it 0:07:32.320 --> 0:07:37.160 like in terms of those creating those unrealistic expectations, probably 0:07:37.160 --> 0:07:40.239 makes it like, I mean, a hundred times worse. 0:07:42.080 --> 0:07:44.880 Yeah, you would think that. But here's the thing, right, 0:07:46.120 --> 0:07:51.120 I wear the cock, So any unrealistic expectations I have 0:07:51.200 --> 0:07:55.720 about the size of my own dick is pretty much 0:07:55.960 --> 0:07:59.080 easily fulfilled. I would say, is pretty easy for me 0:07:59.120 --> 0:08:01.240 to get something that I can can just strap on 0:08:02.840 --> 0:08:06.240 and I I don't have a preference for the size 0:08:06.240 --> 0:08:10.640 of boobies. You know, A cup, d cup, They're all good. 0:08:10.760 --> 0:08:11.600 I love all of them. 0:08:11.720 --> 0:08:13.920 You know, dude, you should get a you know, you 0:08:13.920 --> 0:08:17.080 should fucking do you should get like a cell shaded 0:08:18.000 --> 0:08:21.320 sort of comic book cock. To use. 0:08:23.680 --> 0:08:26.280 A cell shaded comic book cock. 0:08:26.560 --> 0:08:28.360 Yeah, you know, you guys know what I'm talking about. 0:08:30.160 --> 0:08:31.320 I'm gonna look it up right now. 0:08:31.600 --> 0:08:44.400 No, it's like a fucking it's it's like, uh, you know, 0:08:44.520 --> 0:08:46.719 like the way that like comic ship is animated. 0:08:49.360 --> 0:08:53.679 I think I kind of I'm kind of imagining it. 0:08:53.800 --> 0:09:01.520 Yeah, Well, so I has has created this has created 0:09:01.559 --> 0:09:08.960 no friction in your normal sex life. 0:09:06.280 --> 0:09:10.480 I would I would say not now. It was only 0:09:10.520 --> 0:09:14.600 a few months ago that I decided. I say decided, 0:09:14.640 --> 0:09:20.480 like it's a choice. But I guess it was only 0:09:20.520 --> 0:09:25.080 a few months ago that I started really exploring my sexuality. 0:09:25.640 --> 0:09:29.000 And I gotta say, like, like, guys are great, you know, 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:32.320 they're cool, They're fun to hang out with, Like so 0:09:32.400 --> 0:09:37.320 are women. And there's just something about you know, a 0:09:37.360 --> 0:09:41.360 woman that, uh, I just find a lot more appealing. 0:09:42.400 --> 0:09:43.240 Well, listen what he'd say. 0:09:43.240 --> 0:09:43.800 Your name was. 0:09:45.840 --> 0:09:46.800 Lee, Lee. 0:09:46.840 --> 0:09:50.320 I'm very happy that you're fine, Like what makes you happy? 0:09:51.120 --> 0:09:54.360 And I hope you have a wonderful rest of the night. 0:09:54.679 --> 0:09:55.440 Thank you for sharing. 0:09:55.880 --> 0:09:58.280 All right, yep, you too, you have a great night. 0:09:58.400 --> 0:09:59.640 I'm gonna keep watching the stream. 0:10:00.200 --> 0:10:08.640 Goodbyely bye bye. Never weekend goes on the line, making 0:10:08.679 --> 0:10:12.719 your phone calls every night, verecond goes to side. I'm 0:10:12.720 --> 0:10:15.800 just teaching you your life is not. 0:10:15.920 --> 0:10:17.840 Really an expert. 0:10:21.920 --> 0:10:25.160 Call from Mac Mac. 0:10:28.280 --> 0:10:29.800 Hello, Hello, Mac? 0:10:33.760 --> 0:10:33.960 Hi? 0:10:34.440 --> 0:10:35.720 How are you Mac? 0:10:35.800 --> 0:10:37.559 I'm doing all right, Mac. Can you meet a stream 0:10:37.600 --> 0:10:38.360 for me real quick? 0:10:40.640 --> 0:10:42.160 Yep, I just turned off the streams. 0:10:42.679 --> 0:10:43.880 Have we spoken before, Mac? 0:10:45.400 --> 0:10:45.559 No? 0:10:45.679 --> 0:10:48.280 We have not interesting? Interesting? 0:10:49.120 --> 0:10:49.280 Hm? 0:10:49.360 --> 0:10:52.400 Hmm, what do you what? What? What? What? Sparked you 0:10:52.440 --> 0:10:53.360 to call in tonight. 0:10:55.800 --> 0:10:57.880 Well, I've been trying to talk to you for a 0:10:57.920 --> 0:10:58.760 while now. 0:10:59.360 --> 0:11:00.719 Mm hmm, what about. 0:11:03.760 --> 0:11:06.040 I don't know just anything. 0:11:05.960 --> 0:11:08.800 Really, I've just I've been watching you for a while now, 0:11:08.840 --> 0:11:11.920 and I've been very excited, you. 0:11:11.880 --> 0:11:14.520 Know, Mac. Someone in the chat brought up the idea 0:11:14.640 --> 0:11:19.600 of every subsequent caller, we'll ask a question for the 0:11:19.640 --> 0:11:21.480 next call to answer, which I like. I think that's 0:11:21.520 --> 0:11:25.200 a fun idea. But another caller asked, what's your Do 0:11:25.240 --> 0:11:32.720 you have any regrets? Would you say you have any regrets? 0:11:33.520 --> 0:11:34.000 Yeah? 0:11:34.120 --> 0:11:35.559 I have some regrets. 0:11:36.280 --> 0:11:36.559 Really. 0:11:38.840 --> 0:11:39.200 Yeah. 0:11:39.760 --> 0:11:40.959 I tend not. 0:11:41.000 --> 0:11:43.600 To speak up for myself and I tend to hide 0:11:43.640 --> 0:11:47.320 away from a lot of situations and confrontations. So I 0:11:47.360 --> 0:11:50.520 wish I had a little bit more confidence in that. 0:11:52.400 --> 0:11:58.880 Do you have any specific instances that you can remember 0:11:59.120 --> 0:12:01.000 in which you issue stood up for yourself? 0:12:03.920 --> 0:12:09.160 Yeah, especially so I went through emotional abuse with my mom, 0:12:10.720 --> 0:12:14.160 and that was very hard for me to go through. 0:12:15.480 --> 0:12:17.800 So a lot of the times where I was just 0:12:17.840 --> 0:12:22.240 being berated, I couldn't really stand up for myself and 0:12:22.280 --> 0:12:24.840 I just kind of didn't fight back. 0:12:30.440 --> 0:12:32.920 And do you feel like you're better suited to fight 0:12:33.000 --> 0:12:35.120 back now? Do you feel like you're better suited to 0:12:35.120 --> 0:12:36.080 stand up for yourself? 0:12:37.920 --> 0:12:38.640 Absolutely? 0:12:39.000 --> 0:12:42.040 I moved out of that situation. I'd been living on 0:12:42.080 --> 0:12:44.199 my own with my boyfriend for about a year and 0:12:44.240 --> 0:12:47.360 a half now, and we're doing. 0:12:47.160 --> 0:12:48.000 Great with each other. 0:12:48.440 --> 0:12:52.120 And what do you think gave you the what sort 0:12:52.120 --> 0:12:57.280 of flipped the switch? What gave you the power to 0:12:57.480 --> 0:12:59.320 start standing out for yourself more? 0:13:03.600 --> 0:13:07.280 Really, my boyfriend kind of helped me discover how to 0:13:07.320 --> 0:13:10.080 stick up for myself. He really stuck up for me 0:13:10.120 --> 0:13:15.560 there a lot when she wasn't really being a parent 0:13:16.000 --> 0:13:18.720 or a provider for me. So he kind of helped 0:13:18.720 --> 0:13:19.920 me find my voice. 0:13:20.840 --> 0:13:22.120 How did you and your boyfriend meet? 0:13:24.360 --> 0:13:24.720 Uh? 0:13:24.760 --> 0:13:27.840 It was marching band. He was a senior and I 0:13:27.880 --> 0:13:32.960 was a sophomore and we've been dating for almost six 0:13:33.040 --> 0:13:33.520 years now. 0:13:33.920 --> 0:13:37.760 Oh wow, that's awesome. You know I and this was 0:13:37.840 --> 0:13:40.200 high school or college? 0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:42.960 Can you repeat that? 0:13:43.480 --> 0:13:45.360 And then you this was high school marching band or 0:13:45.360 --> 0:13:46.160 college marching band? 0:13:47.280 --> 0:13:48.240 High school marching band? 0:13:48.520 --> 0:13:51.000 Interesting? That's cool, man, because you know, I talked a 0:13:51.000 --> 0:13:54.560 whole bunch of shit about high school relationships not being 0:13:54.559 --> 0:13:57.920 a good idea to carry into adult life. And I 0:13:57.960 --> 0:14:00.840 always enjoy being proven wrong by people. Who end up 0:14:00.840 --> 0:14:05.000 making it work. Uh, because you know which the world 0:14:05.080 --> 0:14:11.920 needs more pessimists for Listen, what did you say? Your 0:14:11.960 --> 0:14:12.360 name was? 0:14:14.160 --> 0:14:14.439 Mac? 0:14:14.920 --> 0:14:15.160 Mac? 0:14:15.320 --> 0:14:21.400 Give me a question to ask the next caller? Oh, 0:14:21.640 --> 0:14:23.440 I do you want to know? For a person, a 0:14:23.560 --> 0:14:24.520 random stranger? 0:14:26.400 --> 0:14:27.640 What do I want to know? 0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:35.600 Some really good advice for being an adult? 0:14:36.600 --> 0:14:41.000 Really good advice for being an adult? Watch, let's watch 0:14:41.080 --> 0:14:44.240 like a sixteen year old kid pretending to be eighteen 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:49.480 be the next caller. I'm not you know, I'm a 0:14:49.520 --> 0:14:52.920 little like I'll probably blame you because I feel like 0:14:52.960 --> 0:14:56.080 you kind of brought that that energy in you, like 0:14:56.120 --> 0:15:00.280 sort of jinxed us a little bit. But hope that 0:15:00.320 --> 0:15:00.840 won't happen. 0:15:02.200 --> 0:15:05.200 Okay, you know what, It's fine, blame me all you want. 0:15:06.000 --> 0:15:08.080 I will. Hey, thank you so much for calling man, 0:15:08.120 --> 0:15:09.480 Then thank you for sharing. You have a good night, 0:15:10.840 --> 0:15:11.200 you too. 0:15:14.520 --> 0:15:16.600 How from Jude? 0:15:17.960 --> 0:15:18.320 Jude? 0:15:20.240 --> 0:15:21.360 Hey, what's up? 0:15:21.600 --> 0:15:24.040 What's up? Jude? 0:15:24.400 --> 0:15:27.040 That much hanging out with the heads with. 0:15:27.160 --> 0:15:28.520 The Jude truth or there? 0:15:30.240 --> 0:15:30.360 Uh? 0:15:30.640 --> 0:15:31.000 Truth? 0:15:34.200 --> 0:15:36.280 Do you have any advice on being an adult? 0:15:39.080 --> 0:15:44.360 Any advice on being an adult? I would say to 0:15:44.600 --> 0:15:49.920 myself in my twenties to just let go. 0:15:50.200 --> 0:15:51.040 Enjoy it a little bit. 0:15:51.080 --> 0:15:53.520 More because it's not the end of the world when 0:15:53.520 --> 0:15:54.160 you turn thirty. 0:15:55.120 --> 0:15:56.560 Because it's not the end of the world when you 0:15:56.600 --> 0:15:57.480 turn thirty. 0:15:58.240 --> 0:16:02.760 Right if any thing it becomes an I'm thirty two, 0:16:03.520 --> 0:16:05.800 so I'm just at the beginning of it. So I'm 0:16:05.800 --> 0:16:07.760 not like panicking about forty quite yet. 0:16:07.800 --> 0:16:09.560 But it's been fun. 0:16:10.160 --> 0:16:12.200 I don't know, like when I hit thirty, I just 0:16:12.280 --> 0:16:16.480 kind of realize that, like, oh, I can do whatever 0:16:16.560 --> 0:16:19.480 I want. I can do whatever I want, and that 0:16:19.560 --> 0:16:22.840 means like even I'm a girl, I can fix my 0:16:22.880 --> 0:16:26.280 bath head or I can go walking out at three 0:16:26.360 --> 0:16:30.360 am and it's not an issue. Yeah, it's just getting 0:16:30.360 --> 0:16:33.400 more comfortable with it, and it takes time enjoy it. 0:16:35.920 --> 0:16:38.480 Jude, it's so interesting you say that, because I've been 0:16:38.480 --> 0:16:42.760 thinking about this a lot lately. There's a lot of 0:16:42.840 --> 0:16:48.600 fear from people about getting older. But I've tried to 0:16:48.640 --> 0:16:52.520 like generalize things as much as I possibly can. And 0:16:52.560 --> 0:16:55.680 when you look at the world in a macro sense, 0:16:58.160 --> 0:17:01.000 you kind of can do anything unless if you're dead. 0:17:01.640 --> 0:17:04.680 The only thing that stops you. Is like very sort 0:17:04.720 --> 0:17:09.840 of new societal expectations of where a person should be 0:17:09.960 --> 0:17:13.160 in their life at a certain age. But as long 0:17:13.160 --> 0:17:18.160 as you're not dead or incapacitated physically, you can do 0:17:18.200 --> 0:17:20.480 anything right. 0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:24.680 Just try it out, go for it. 0:17:24.760 --> 0:17:25.000 You know. 0:17:25.560 --> 0:17:30.040 Let me ask you some questions. What's something when you 0:17:30.119 --> 0:17:33.239 were twenty you were saying that, you know, when you 0:17:33.240 --> 0:17:35.160 were younger, you were a little bit more stressed about 0:17:35.200 --> 0:17:38.800 getting older. Well, I want to hear something at thirty 0:17:38.840 --> 0:17:43.199 two that you didn't think you could do when you 0:17:43.240 --> 0:17:44.880 were in your twenties that you still do. 0:17:48.160 --> 0:17:50.800 I didn't think I could get a divorce. 0:17:51.640 --> 0:17:55.520 I was one of those twenties that like got married 0:17:56.280 --> 0:18:01.920 at twenty and the high school sweetheart, and I thought 0:18:01.960 --> 0:18:05.520 I was kind of stop because that's how they kind 0:18:05.520 --> 0:18:06.080 of tell you. 0:18:05.880 --> 0:18:07.919 You know, you grow up, you go to college, you 0:18:07.960 --> 0:18:11.000 get married, you have kids. And I had rushed that 0:18:11.080 --> 0:18:13.320 getting married a part and I was like, well, now 0:18:13.359 --> 0:18:16.960 I just wasted everything, you know, and I'm stuck with 0:18:17.000 --> 0:18:23.040 this dirt back. And it's not the case. I could 0:18:23.040 --> 0:18:27.040 do whatever I wanted, I could leave him, I could 0:18:27.080 --> 0:18:30.000 move all that time, and I did and the world 0:18:30.040 --> 0:18:30.520 didn't end. 0:18:31.520 --> 0:18:37.679 So you were afraid of getting divorced because of the expectations, 0:18:38.640 --> 0:18:43.600 and you know, the sort of external shame that you 0:18:43.680 --> 0:18:45.159 might have gotten. 0:18:46.359 --> 0:18:49.679 Might have I did when my husband, my us husband 0:18:50.000 --> 0:18:53.000 had left that out of our house. My parents had 0:18:53.000 --> 0:18:55.440 come over because I asked him to come over to, 0:18:55.680 --> 0:18:58.520 you know, just kind of talk me through it. What's going, 0:18:58.760 --> 0:19:01.600 what's the nuts stop? And my mom sat down and 0:19:01.640 --> 0:19:05.800 she said to what did you do? As in like, 0:19:05.880 --> 0:19:06.560 I caused it? 0:19:07.000 --> 0:19:09.800 Because you can't get divorced? 0:19:10.240 --> 0:19:12.480 You know, I just messed everything up. 0:19:14.880 --> 0:19:19.639 I mean, divorce is awesome anytime it happens. Theoretically, theoretically, 0:19:20.280 --> 0:19:25.120 I know, I know that sounds insensitive, but theoretically it is. 0:19:25.440 --> 0:19:33.879 Because if there's either two options, either something is great, 0:19:34.280 --> 0:19:38.119 in which case it keeps going, or it's not, in 0:19:38.160 --> 0:19:41.919 which case it should not keep going. The alternative to 0:19:42.000 --> 0:19:46.320 divorce is a bad thing that keeps going, whereas the 0:19:46.400 --> 0:19:51.720 divorce is getting rid of the bad thing and allowing 0:19:51.840 --> 0:19:55.160 both parties to move on in their life toward other 0:19:55.280 --> 0:20:03.480 good thing, as opposed to prolonging bad thing for what 0:20:03.720 --> 0:20:04.600 reason really? 0:20:06.440 --> 0:20:09.199 Exactly, So, if you did not want to drive a 0:20:09.240 --> 0:20:11.040 car anymore, would you have to go to the DMD 0:20:11.119 --> 0:20:13.960 and take three hundred dollars to take your license away? 0:20:14.480 --> 0:20:19.840 Exactly? It's a it's sort of a sunk cost fallacy. 0:20:19.960 --> 0:20:25.560 Of time exactly like marriage licenses should be renewable. 0:20:25.840 --> 0:20:28.320 You shouldn't have to pay more money to separate from 0:20:28.320 --> 0:20:32.879 a person. That I think is a terrible thing, like 0:20:33.080 --> 0:20:36.000 trap for people who try to get married and then 0:20:36.080 --> 0:20:38.480 get out of it. Like set a marriage license where 0:20:38.480 --> 0:20:41.240 it expires in ten years, go into your doll about, 0:20:41.560 --> 0:20:44.360 have a party, eat cake, and do it all over 0:20:44.400 --> 0:20:48.440 again instead of like people like just feeling like they're 0:20:48.440 --> 0:20:49.199 trapped in divorce. 0:20:50.600 --> 0:20:55.479 Now, once you got out of your divorce, then how 0:20:55.520 --> 0:20:55.920 old are you? 0:20:58.240 --> 0:21:01.480 I was twenty six? 0:21:02.160 --> 0:21:06.439 Twenty six, Okay, so it's been a while. What was 0:21:06.480 --> 0:21:09.119 your next move? Were you like trying to find someone 0:21:09.200 --> 0:21:12.520 new or were you like, I'm going to go live 0:21:12.560 --> 0:21:13.720 my own life for a little bit. 0:21:16.640 --> 0:21:21.600 Well, I moved out with my daughter and we moved 0:21:21.600 --> 0:21:25.280 in with my sister, got this crappy ass apartment back 0:21:25.320 --> 0:21:28.040 in our hometown, which is never a good feeling when 0:21:28.040 --> 0:21:30.600 you have to go back to the hometown after divorce, 0:21:30.680 --> 0:21:30.960 Like you. 0:21:30.880 --> 0:21:31.960 Said, that shame thing. 0:21:32.760 --> 0:21:37.280 It's sick in Stoll Town. So we go back and 0:21:37.720 --> 0:21:40.360 I meet up with my old high school best friends 0:21:40.520 --> 0:21:44.800 and he just got out of the warmed relationships and 0:21:45.240 --> 0:21:48.960 we started talking and we started dating and he's my 0:21:49.040 --> 0:21:53.040 best friend. And I've been married to him now for 0:21:53.760 --> 0:21:58.520 three years and we have four kids, and it's wonderful. 0:22:01.160 --> 0:22:03.600 If I hadn't gone through that, I wouldn't be wearing 0:22:03.600 --> 0:22:04.080 that now. 0:22:04.800 --> 0:22:07.280 And like, he's the best. 0:22:07.400 --> 0:22:09.960 I'm not sure if you remember Shitty improv. I was 0:22:10.000 --> 0:22:12.320 a very, very shitty hamster, but he was a. 0:22:12.280 --> 0:22:17.840 Great I do remember you guys from Shitty. Yeah, that's 0:22:17.880 --> 0:22:18.480 so cool. 0:22:19.040 --> 0:22:21.639 He's hilarious. He's the light of my life. He's my 0:22:21.680 --> 0:22:22.200 best friend. 0:22:22.440 --> 0:22:24.480 I'm sorry, happy to hear that that worked out for you. 0:22:26.160 --> 0:22:30.199 Advice for people growing up, like it gets it gets better, man, Like, 0:22:30.400 --> 0:22:36.200 just keep writing it and enjoy it. Only you only 0:22:36.240 --> 0:22:37.720 get one one time around. 0:22:37.480 --> 0:22:41.879 That you know, absolutely not the year. I feel like 0:22:41.880 --> 0:22:44.600 there's so many points, so like you know, your first marriage, 0:22:44.720 --> 0:22:47.679 first job, first whatever, where you're like, this is it 0:22:47.800 --> 0:22:53.919 nothing else after this? Uh no, further life. This is 0:22:53.960 --> 0:22:57.280 my life forever And it just never works out that way. 0:22:58.280 --> 0:22:59.360 And if something does get. 0:23:00.400 --> 0:23:00.840 I had to. 0:23:01.160 --> 0:23:03.640 I had to leave my job as a branch manager. 0:23:04.080 --> 0:23:05.639 M MD, do you have it back or. 0:23:05.600 --> 0:23:09.840 Did you no? I I decided to say a house 0:23:09.920 --> 0:23:15.600 life because I had a kid during the pandemic, and 0:23:15.640 --> 0:23:17.240 once again it was like one of those things that 0:23:17.280 --> 0:23:20.760 you're talking about with like being like this is it. 0:23:20.800 --> 0:23:22.639 Like I thought this was my career. I'm going to 0:23:22.680 --> 0:23:25.880 be a banker for the rest of my life, and 0:23:26.200 --> 0:23:29.360 then this, you know, my my life had to take 0:23:29.359 --> 0:23:31.119 a different turn and there is no room for that 0:23:31.160 --> 0:23:34.479 bank anymore, and you just got to lean into it 0:23:34.520 --> 0:23:35.640 and make the best out of it. 0:23:36.840 --> 0:23:38.920 Awesome, dude, thank you for sharing. Look, I'm glad that 0:23:38.960 --> 0:23:41.280 your life is going and about I love I love 0:23:41.359 --> 0:23:43.280 stories like these. This is I have. I have my 0:23:43.359 --> 0:23:47.320 little category of like favorite kind of stories, and I 0:23:47.320 --> 0:23:50.840 love things where like you think, so your life's going 0:23:50.920 --> 0:23:54.040 one way and then it goes the other way. And 0:23:54.400 --> 0:23:56.800 especially if if you're in a situation where like life 0:23:56.840 --> 0:23:59.119 is going one way and you're you're scared if it 0:23:59.680 --> 0:24:02.639 falls apart, but then it does, but then you rise 0:24:02.640 --> 0:24:07.680 out of the ashes into something you didn't even expect, right, And. 0:24:07.800 --> 0:24:10.200 Ain't it fun? It's so much fun? 0:24:10.480 --> 0:24:12.000 Hey, thank you so much for sharing. Man, you have 0:24:12.040 --> 0:24:12.840 a good rest of the night. 0:24:14.160 --> 0:24:15.320 You too, have a good one. 0:24:17.320 --> 0:24:32.680 All from gen Helma gem gem Oh it's jam jam Yeah, 0:24:32.800 --> 0:24:34.080 Like just spread on toast. 0:24:34.720 --> 0:24:35.720 Do you eat a lot of toast? 0:24:37.240 --> 0:24:38.359 Do you eat a lot of toast? 0:24:38.440 --> 0:24:47.280 How much toast do you eat, like on a weekly basis. 0:24:44.320 --> 0:24:46.280 Probably like half the local week. 0:24:47.440 --> 0:24:48.720 Do you eat toast every day. 0:24:50.440 --> 0:24:51.120 Pretty much? 0:24:51.760 --> 0:24:52.399 Is that healthy? 0:24:54.040 --> 0:24:54.639 Probably not? 0:24:55.560 --> 0:24:58.440 Do you value your physical health that much? Some people don't. 0:24:58.200 --> 0:25:00.680 I know, I don't. 0:25:00.920 --> 0:25:01.800 I try to. 0:25:02.000 --> 0:25:05.720 I try to eat right. Brand is my big like weakness. 0:25:05.720 --> 0:25:07.560 I'm a vegetarian and all that. 0:25:07.760 --> 0:25:10.960 So what inspired you to become a vegetarian? 0:25:13.320 --> 0:25:16.119 I just I just don't like the thought of eating 0:25:16.240 --> 0:25:18.960 something that like can talk, you. 0:25:18.920 --> 0:25:20.480 Know, not talk, but like make noise. 0:25:21.560 --> 0:25:23.639 Well, if something's well, if it's dead, it can't talk. 0:25:25.400 --> 0:25:27.959 I do eat fish I should have had. 0:25:28.640 --> 0:25:29.240 I'm sorry. 0:25:29.440 --> 0:25:31.479 Well, actually, you know what, even if it's alive, it 0:25:31.520 --> 0:25:33.719 can't actually hold on, I don't think about it. Even 0:25:33.760 --> 0:25:37.280 if it's alive, it can't talk. Well, if you're eating 0:25:37.320 --> 0:25:40.960 something that can talk, you're that's you're probably going to jail. 0:25:43.080 --> 0:25:44.600 Well, I mean, like. 0:25:44.520 --> 0:25:48.440 It makes noises like a dog bark. Sure, sometimes when 0:25:48.480 --> 0:25:50.399 animals make noises it sounds like words. 0:25:50.440 --> 0:25:52.359 Parrots can talk, other birds can do you know? 0:25:52.400 --> 0:25:53.920 Actually that's what I was about to say. Can you 0:25:54.000 --> 0:25:54.800 eat a parrot? 0:25:56.359 --> 0:25:59.320 I mean personally me, no, but I mean you can. 0:25:59.440 --> 0:26:00.199 You can do any thing. 0:26:00.880 --> 0:26:02.760 You can do anything. I've always thought about this, like 0:26:02.800 --> 0:26:10.960 what animals? You know what? The funny thing about animals 0:26:11.119 --> 0:26:16.760 and eating them is the weird barriers between what is 0:26:16.960 --> 0:26:21.960 and is not okay to eat, Like could you No 0:26:22.040 --> 0:26:26.240 one can really answer the question of why it's okay 0:26:27.000 --> 0:26:30.200 to kill and eat a cow but not okay to 0:26:30.280 --> 0:26:31.360 kill and eat a dog. 0:26:32.680 --> 0:26:33.240 Exactly. 0:26:33.600 --> 0:26:37.680 There's no real answer to that question. 0:26:39.080 --> 0:26:39.560 Exactly. 0:26:39.600 --> 0:26:41.960 That's why I prefer to just stay away from it. 0:26:42.640 --> 0:26:46.639 I find good substitution. I'm happy with my eating habits 0:26:46.640 --> 0:26:47.000 for now. 0:26:48.320 --> 0:26:48.439 Hm. 0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:53.240 You know, here's the thing is veg Eating a cow. 0:26:55.400 --> 0:26:58.680 Eating a cow should theoretically be as bad as eating 0:26:58.680 --> 0:27:01.200 a dog. So when I'm eat eating like a hamburger, 0:27:01.200 --> 0:27:03.159 I should feel as horrified as if like I was 0:27:03.200 --> 0:27:05.480 eating my dog. But I don't. But I don't because 0:27:05.880 --> 0:27:12.360 there's like a fake mental thing that makes me see 0:27:12.440 --> 0:27:14.639 cows is like well who you know, fuck them and 0:27:14.720 --> 0:27:19.520 fuck fish? Who cares about them? We can eat those. 0:27:21.840 --> 0:27:25.280 Exactly. It's like many things in our society are. 0:27:25.160 --> 0:27:27.959 Just like a human made up thing, and we do 0:27:28.040 --> 0:27:32.320 things because we made it up that way. 0:27:32.359 --> 0:27:37.200 You know, going even further, going even further? Is it okay? 0:27:37.920 --> 0:27:41.639 Why is it so much worse to kill like a 0:27:41.720 --> 0:27:45.000 cat than it is to kill like the step on 0:27:45.040 --> 0:27:46.880 an ant? 0:27:48.840 --> 0:27:50.520 I think they are more ants in the world. Aren't 0:27:50.520 --> 0:27:52.919 there like a million ants to each person or something 0:27:53.000 --> 0:27:55.880 like that? And like, I guess people do have ant farms, 0:27:55.920 --> 0:27:59.159 but you're more likely to come across someone who has 0:27:59.200 --> 0:28:01.000 like a cat in the house from an ant parm 0:28:01.040 --> 0:28:02.440 you know, So. 0:28:02.520 --> 0:28:04.960 Is that it is? Is it that like the value 0:28:05.000 --> 0:28:12.960 of the life is lower because there's so many of them? 0:28:13.040 --> 0:28:15.000 I don't think that's the only reason, but I do 0:28:15.119 --> 0:28:16.480 think it's part of it. 0:28:17.800 --> 0:28:19.800 But then I feel like it gets it gets kind 0:28:19.800 --> 0:28:21.119 of relative. 0:28:20.640 --> 0:28:24.760 Because it's like, yeah, it's kind of like a bell courage. 0:28:25.520 --> 0:28:28.840 You can kill. How many fucking elephants are There's probably 0:28:28.880 --> 0:28:33.280 less elephants than people, And you can kill an elephant 0:28:33.400 --> 0:28:36.760 and eat like where it's who as a hat, it's 0:28:36.800 --> 0:28:39.480 it's trunk as a hat, and you don't go you 0:28:39.520 --> 0:28:48.600 don't go to jail, but a human you go to jail. Right, 0:28:50.480 --> 0:28:53.240 you're sick of this conversation. I can tell it's under 0:28:53.320 --> 0:28:58.080 understand No, No, I'm not. You don't want to talk anymore 0:28:58.080 --> 0:29:01.440 about killing things. 0:29:01.680 --> 0:29:04.480 I mean, we don't. I wouldn't phrase it. 0:29:04.720 --> 0:29:06.840 We can move we can move past this part of 0:29:06.880 --> 0:29:10.000 the conversation if you want. I'm ready to I'm ready 0:29:10.080 --> 0:29:12.959 to move on. I I I feel like I was 0:29:13.000 --> 0:29:17.600 the only I was like the main driver of the 0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:21.360 conversation in that direction, And I almost feel like I 0:29:21.400 --> 0:29:26.880 pulled you there without you. You came along, but I 0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:29.440 could tell you didn't. You weren't, like you didn't not 0:29:29.480 --> 0:29:31.040 want to be there enough to fight me on it. 0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:32.720 But I could tell you you maybe didn't want to 0:29:32.760 --> 0:29:33.080 be there. 0:29:34.560 --> 0:29:39.240 I mean, I mean, I'm like so against killing animals, 0:29:39.240 --> 0:29:41.600 but I don't eat most of them, So I guess 0:29:41.600 --> 0:29:43.080 that's my position on that. 0:29:43.840 --> 0:29:46.160 In theory, I'd like to say I'm against I am 0:29:46.200 --> 0:29:51.320 against killing animals, but I eat meat, so I guess 0:29:51.360 --> 0:29:54.200 I'm not at all. But I am again, but I'm 0:29:54.240 --> 0:29:56.960 I'm I'm in the weird sect of like, all right, 0:29:57.040 --> 0:30:00.400 some animals or you should never kill and then cows, 0:30:01.400 --> 0:30:02.440 we'll make new cows. 0:30:04.680 --> 0:30:08.280 Yeah, it's just this weird human construct and it depends 0:30:08.280 --> 0:30:10.240 on where you are in the world, Like there are 0:30:10.320 --> 0:30:11.920 other places in the world where. 0:30:11.760 --> 0:30:13.640 It's taboo to eat cows. You know. 0:30:14.520 --> 0:30:14.840 Really? 0:30:17.240 --> 0:30:22.320 Yeah, Jim, who are you? What do you do with 0:30:22.400 --> 0:30:25.440 your life? 0:30:25.480 --> 0:30:26.640 I am nineteen. 0:30:27.640 --> 0:30:32.400 I currently I am not doing much with my life. 0:30:32.440 --> 0:30:34.640 I just kind of quit my jobs like last month, 0:30:35.280 --> 0:30:38.000 waiting for my least to run out, and then I'm 0:30:38.040 --> 0:30:41.800 gonna go live with a friend back home and figure 0:30:41.840 --> 0:30:42.280 things out. 0:30:42.360 --> 0:30:45.920 I guess I like that for you. I like that 0:30:45.960 --> 0:30:49.240 you're figuring anything. What are you trying to figure out? 0:30:51.160 --> 0:30:53.680 I really want to travel, I really do. 0:30:53.840 --> 0:30:54.320 I see. 0:30:54.360 --> 0:30:57.120 I think that's kind of why I can't make up 0:30:57.120 --> 0:31:00.240 my mind, because that gives me more time to be 0:31:00.320 --> 0:31:00.840 on the road. 0:31:01.280 --> 0:31:02.680 Because I currently. 0:31:02.280 --> 0:31:05.880 Live in Tempe, Arizona, and I'm originally from a small 0:31:05.920 --> 0:31:06.960 town in Ohio. 0:31:07.880 --> 0:31:10.760 So when you say you want to travel, like where 0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:13.000 we talk and we talk in international, we talk in 0:31:13.160 --> 0:31:17.360 van life, we talk in Europe, we talk we talk 0:31:17.440 --> 0:31:20.520 in Asia everywhere. 0:31:20.640 --> 0:31:24.400 Man, Like, I want to travel across the US, across Asia, 0:31:24.400 --> 0:31:26.640 across Europe, everywhere. 0:31:27.880 --> 0:31:30.680 Jim, let me tell you something, Jim, go out on 0:31:30.720 --> 0:31:33.400 the road. Go be on the road as long as 0:31:33.400 --> 0:31:39.120 you possibly can. You know, if I've looked into this stuff, 0:31:39.160 --> 0:31:42.000 because I'm thinking about running away from my entire life 0:31:42.440 --> 0:31:46.560 at some point it's not I mean you can't. You 0:31:46.560 --> 0:31:51.440 can't do it for free, but it's not horrifically expensive 0:31:52.560 --> 0:31:54.800 to travel around. 0:31:55.640 --> 0:31:55.880 Yeah. 0:31:56.160 --> 0:31:58.440 I've been looking into maybe getting in like a summer 0:31:58.560 --> 0:32:00.240 job at like a national park. 0:32:00.440 --> 0:32:03.120 Oh yeah, I like that. I like that. Yeah, check 0:32:03.120 --> 0:32:06.320 out the work away because I'll pay it. 0:32:07.760 --> 0:32:08.240 Mm hmmm. 0:32:08.760 --> 0:32:10.880 I like that for you, jam, jam Jam. Let me 0:32:10.960 --> 0:32:12.960 let me get a question for another for the next caller. 0:32:13.120 --> 0:32:14.400 I forgot to do that last time. 0:32:15.640 --> 0:32:20.840 Oh how about what is your ideal way to die? 0:32:21.320 --> 0:32:24.280 Love it? Love it? Love it? Jam. Thank you so 0:32:24.360 --> 0:32:25.800 much for sharing. You have a good rest of the night, 0:32:27.080 --> 0:32:34.280 you too, Thank you. My ideal way to die, for 0:32:34.320 --> 0:32:37.880 those who were wondering, is I'd love to be cooked 0:32:38.360 --> 0:32:42.040 and made into a sandwich for someone else to eat. 0:32:42.280 --> 0:32:46.560 I think, I think, when I die, here's what, here's 0:32:46.600 --> 0:32:51.120 here's my here's my thing, all right. I figured it out. 0:32:51.640 --> 0:32:53.840 When I die, and you can all when I when 0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:57.560 a lawyer comes and like settles my will or whatever, 0:32:58.400 --> 0:33:00.239 and you you, you can all batch this is on 0:33:00.240 --> 0:33:05.840 the internet, all right. When I die, put me feed 0:33:06.040 --> 0:33:08.760 me to like some cows and some chickens and some pigs. 0:33:10.320 --> 0:33:12.959 That's the circle of life. It'll make up for all 0:33:13.000 --> 0:33:16.080 the meat I've eaten. Put me in between a bun, 0:33:18.280 --> 0:33:25.280 put some barbecue sauce on my breasts, and feed me 0:33:25.400 --> 0:33:30.480 to some cows. That'll make up for it all. 0:33:30.560 --> 0:33:39.000 From Gabby. Hello, Oh, I kind of knew that I 0:33:39.080 --> 0:33:40.880 was going to get the call this time, and I 0:33:41.080 --> 0:33:44.600 just went outside and did an adult thing. And now 0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:46.120 I'm like overthinking everything. 0:33:46.160 --> 0:33:48.760 I'm gonna say, hold on, hold on, Gabby, Gabby looks 0:33:48.760 --> 0:33:50.360 stay with me here, Stay with me here, because you 0:33:50.480 --> 0:33:53.040 just said said a bunch of things. I'm gonna break 0:33:53.040 --> 0:33:55.840 them all down and before I want to remember what 0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:57.880 they are before I forget. One that I wanted to 0:33:57.920 --> 0:34:00.840 ask you about is that you knew you were going 0:34:00.880 --> 0:34:02.000 to get on. And the second thing I want to 0:34:02.000 --> 0:34:03.600 answer about is that you went outside and you did 0:34:03.600 --> 0:34:05.680 an adult thing. So I'm gonna remember those two things 0:34:05.680 --> 0:34:08.319 that I want to ask them one at a time. One. 0:34:08.560 --> 0:34:11.279 You say, first of all, we've never we've never spoken before. 0:34:11.320 --> 0:34:13.680 I so we've never spoke him before. 0:34:13.800 --> 0:34:18.800 And you you knew, you knew you had conviction that 0:34:18.840 --> 0:34:20.200 you were going to get on this time. Where did 0:34:20.200 --> 0:34:21.160 that conviction come from? 0:34:22.000 --> 0:34:23.919 Okay, so you know how like you can call onto 0:34:23.920 --> 0:34:28.239 the radio and when concert tickets or like food vouchers 0:34:28.480 --> 0:34:32.319 and we never get the call right. Well, I used 0:34:32.320 --> 0:34:34.839 to call in all the time and if you call enough, 0:34:34.920 --> 0:34:37.600 like of course you're going to get an answer. But 0:34:37.760 --> 0:34:40.120 I have what a few concert tickets and there's just 0:34:40.160 --> 0:34:43.640 that gut feeling and this call. I like, how the 0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:45.799 timing perfect. I was like, I'm going to get to 0:34:45.800 --> 0:34:47.880 talk to him the day, so I'm happy. 0:34:48.680 --> 0:34:51.719 I regret to inform you I have absolutely I mean, 0:34:51.760 --> 0:34:52.960 I don't have tickets to anything. 0:34:53.120 --> 0:34:56.040 I don't even think, oh, I've got to hang up now. 0:34:56.120 --> 0:35:02.200 Then maybe maybe that's why I should. I wish I could. Uh, 0:35:02.600 --> 0:35:04.120 I don't know what do you? What do you want? Gabby? 0:35:04.120 --> 0:35:06.719 What can I give you for being the the the 0:35:06.760 --> 0:35:07.600 something as color? 0:35:08.960 --> 0:35:11.880 I saw some people talking about a GET song. I 0:35:11.920 --> 0:35:12.880 want a GET song. 0:35:12.840 --> 0:35:14.920 A gekt song. Okay, good to know that there are 0:35:14.960 --> 0:35:17.960 more people out there who are interested in that. We 0:35:18.000 --> 0:35:20.160 will consult the consumer products division. 0:35:20.640 --> 0:35:21.000 Got it. 0:35:21.239 --> 0:35:22.959 I would love I would love like a gext store. 0:35:22.960 --> 0:35:24.880 I'd love a pop up store. I'd love to sell 0:35:24.960 --> 0:35:27.279 like god, you know what I want? You know those 0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:32.239 I fucking hate these things these giant phone cases that 0:35:32.320 --> 0:35:35.040 are not made for utility at all, the ones that 0:35:35.080 --> 0:35:38.640 like just make your phone super fat and bulky for 0:35:38.719 --> 0:35:39.560 no reason so that it. 0:35:39.560 --> 0:35:43.600 Can look like a penny for anything. Yeah, I know 0:35:43.600 --> 0:35:45.320 what you're talking about. I've had a few of those. 0:35:47.440 --> 0:35:49.720 You had a bunny like, Oh, that must be awful. 0:35:49.719 --> 0:35:51.960 It had probably the big fucking ears laying out right 0:35:52.120 --> 0:35:55.600 at the top. Yep, I would. I could never own 0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:57.279 it those, But I want something. I want like one 0:35:57.320 --> 0:35:59.439 of that, and it's it's a gecko and the tail 0:35:59.560 --> 0:36:02.360 is super long at the bottom and the arms go 0:36:02.600 --> 0:36:04.880 and just making it impossible for you to put your 0:36:04.880 --> 0:36:05.760 phone in your pocket. 0:36:07.400 --> 0:36:09.839 I think if you opened the shop or a pop 0:36:09.880 --> 0:36:12.719 up store and had something like that, I really think 0:36:12.760 --> 0:36:15.399 you do well. Honestly, it's make me come back. 0:36:16.040 --> 0:36:18.160 I gotta do more. I got it. We'll we'll, we'll 0:36:18.160 --> 0:36:22.839 put that in the we'll put that on the list. Okay, 0:36:21.920 --> 0:36:24.360 so you knew, Gabby that you were gonna get it. 0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:26.680 You said you stepped outside to do some adult stuff. 0:36:26.680 --> 0:36:27.520 What does that mean? 0:36:29.880 --> 0:36:32.240 I can I say it on your stream? 0:36:32.920 --> 0:36:34.520 Yeah, you can say whatever you want. 0:36:34.920 --> 0:36:38.120 Oh okay, Well I just smoked and my roommate left 0:36:38.200 --> 0:36:40.880 me earlier, and I'm lonely, and I was just like, 0:36:40.960 --> 0:36:43.960 there's nothing else to do, so I went outside. 0:36:44.000 --> 0:36:46.640 I didn't know you smoked weed. If you If I 0:36:46.680 --> 0:36:48.160 had known that, I would not have let you say 0:36:48.200 --> 0:36:48.840 it on stream. 0:36:49.480 --> 0:36:51.000 Oh no, I'm talking about heroin. 0:36:51.080 --> 0:36:51.480 Actually. 0:36:51.760 --> 0:36:54.359 Oh no, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I' kidding. 0:36:56.040 --> 0:36:56.680 No, I was just weird. 0:36:57.239 --> 0:37:00.640 I thought this call was about to get, uh turn 0:37:00.719 --> 0:37:01.240 into something. 0:37:02.880 --> 0:37:03.080 Yeah. 0:37:03.120 --> 0:37:06.280 I started saying, shit, Okay, you smoked weed. 0:37:06.560 --> 0:37:09.400 You smoked, you smoked. We'll leave it at that. And 0:37:09.520 --> 0:37:13.880 you smoked with your friend and they left. 0:37:14.760 --> 0:37:17.000 She left me, and then I smoked. 0:37:17.719 --> 0:37:20.560 Okay, so you you she left first, and then you 0:37:20.600 --> 0:37:23.200 smoked to cope with sadness and the loneliness. 0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:26.279 Yes, she's going out of town for ten days and 0:37:26.320 --> 0:37:27.280 I missed her already. 0:37:27.440 --> 0:37:32.759 Is that codependent a little bit? How do you know her? 0:37:33.400 --> 0:37:35.120 How did you guys meet? 0:37:35.440 --> 0:37:40.200 I met her last year, my sophomore year of college, 0:37:40.360 --> 0:37:44.520 and then we just started hanging out. And this last 0:37:44.560 --> 0:37:47.200 semester I was at her place all the time. And 0:37:47.239 --> 0:37:49.680 now for the summer, one of her roommates moved out 0:37:50.239 --> 0:37:53.040 and asked if I would like pay her some money 0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:54.360 to live in the room because she wasn't going to 0:37:54.400 --> 0:37:55.719 be here, and she's still. 0:37:55.640 --> 0:37:58.960 Leete and tell me the codependency is about to get 0:37:58.960 --> 0:38:00.040 a lot worse. 0:38:00.840 --> 0:38:04.080 What it already is. Yeah, she woke me up this morning. 0:38:04.200 --> 0:38:06.160 I've been living here for like two or three months, 0:38:06.200 --> 0:38:08.960 and she woke me up this morning with the remote 0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:11.400 because I had like a job interview and she was 0:38:11.440 --> 0:38:13.600 smacking me with it because I wouldn't wake up. And 0:38:13.760 --> 0:38:15.960 I miss that. Who else is going to smack me 0:38:16.000 --> 0:38:17.640 with a remote to wake me up? You know? 0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:20.719 It's nice. That's nice. So you guys met in a 0:38:20.760 --> 0:38:22.480 sophomore year of college and you say you have a 0:38:22.560 --> 0:38:25.440 code the Pennant relationship. Let me ask you something, What 0:38:26.320 --> 0:38:30.560 if you had to pin it to something, if you 0:38:30.640 --> 0:38:36.719 had to pin it to something, would be the driving 0:38:36.800 --> 0:38:38.839 force behind your relationship. 0:38:40.160 --> 0:38:46.160 Behind my relationship with her? Yes, you know, we meet 0:38:46.200 --> 0:38:48.200 so many people and we have a lot of friends 0:38:48.239 --> 0:38:50.920 growing up, and I'm very grateful to have met a 0:38:50.920 --> 0:38:54.319 lot of people coming to college. But there's so many 0:38:54.320 --> 0:38:57.760 different types and it's hard to find that one person 0:38:58.560 --> 0:39:01.040 who you can really feel like is your soulmate, you know, 0:39:01.120 --> 0:39:04.520 even with a relationship and like just as my best friend. 0:39:04.840 --> 0:39:07.920 We get along so well. We have the same humor, 0:39:08.160 --> 0:39:11.640 we like, have the same characteristics, always dont to go 0:39:11.680 --> 0:39:15.439 do something new and have fun and just like let 0:39:15.520 --> 0:39:18.359 loose without getting too serious about life. But when life 0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:21.279 does get serious, I feel like she's always been that 0:39:21.320 --> 0:39:23.759 one person that has been there for me, has defended me. 0:39:25.920 --> 0:39:27.719 I don't know, I just love her. I doesn't mean 0:39:27.719 --> 0:39:28.920 to gush about my roommate. 0:39:29.520 --> 0:39:31.279 Well, now let me ask you something else. You say 0:39:31.320 --> 0:39:33.680 you are code dependent, and I know you're joking, but 0:39:35.120 --> 0:39:37.920 do you think there is any hint of truth in that? 0:39:39.520 --> 0:39:42.879 Absolutely? You know, we all say we want our alone time, 0:39:42.920 --> 0:39:44.960 and I would like to think that I'm independent, But 0:39:45.760 --> 0:39:47.879 when it comes down to it, like you do need 0:39:47.920 --> 0:39:51.040 someone to talk to you sometimes, and not a lot 0:39:51.080 --> 0:39:54.479 of us have that or it doesn't set that at least, 0:39:54.520 --> 0:39:56.120 so now that I have it, I don't want to 0:39:56.160 --> 0:39:56.560 lose it. 0:39:59.120 --> 0:40:03.240 Has it typically been difficult for you to form relationships 0:40:03.280 --> 0:40:05.719 like these? Like it's just a rarity for you to 0:40:06.480 --> 0:40:08.480 have a relationship as close as this. 0:40:10.719 --> 0:40:13.120 You know, I'm pretty open and I would like to 0:40:13.160 --> 0:40:16.120 think that others like we can all get deep and 0:40:16.160 --> 0:40:21.959 talk about stuff. But I I feel like so many 0:40:21.960 --> 0:40:24.960 of these relationships, and that's where I get into my 0:40:25.000 --> 0:40:27.239 own head, is like, oh, how long are these going 0:40:27.320 --> 0:40:29.359 to last? When you're not supposed to think about that, 0:40:29.480 --> 0:40:33.400 Like with my roommate, I've never thought about that. I'm 0:40:33.440 --> 0:40:36.319 just so grateful to hear and like, I don't want 0:40:36.320 --> 0:40:38.960 to think about an end time with it. And I 0:40:39.000 --> 0:40:41.759 don't think she's ever put that thought into my head. 0:40:41.960 --> 0:40:45.239 So I think that makes her special in herself. And yeah, 0:40:45.280 --> 0:40:49.160 it is like a rare relationship to form. 0:40:49.480 --> 0:40:52.360 Well, you know, I'm glad that you've been able to 0:40:52.400 --> 0:40:57.200 find a relationship like this, and you know, look similar 0:40:57.239 --> 0:41:00.720 to ants. There's a lot of people in the world. 0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:04.360 I've always I felt I feel like I when I 0:41:04.440 --> 0:41:07.440 went from high school to college, I almost feel like 0:41:09.080 --> 0:41:12.520 I gained I had some sort of epiphany where I 0:41:12.560 --> 0:41:16.080 was like, Wow, you know, when you're young and you 0:41:16.160 --> 0:41:18.200 live in one place and you never leave it and 0:41:18.200 --> 0:41:20.520 you hang out with the same seven people, you start 0:41:20.560 --> 0:41:23.360 to form this thing in your head of all people 0:41:24.440 --> 0:41:28.399 are like these people that I hang out with, these 0:41:28.480 --> 0:41:32.279 you know, five people that I hang out with. I 0:41:32.360 --> 0:41:37.440 have met and befriended five people, and those five relationships 0:41:37.440 --> 0:41:39.960 and five friendships well form the basis of what I 0:41:40.080 --> 0:41:44.120 believe friendship to be as a whole, right, And then 0:41:44.160 --> 0:41:47.799 you meet new people and expand your horizons. And then 0:41:47.800 --> 0:41:49.440 you meet someone and you're like, I didn't know that 0:41:50.520 --> 0:41:52.759 there are people like you in the world. I thought 0:41:52.800 --> 0:41:57.680 i'd met all the people, but you don't. Yeah, so 0:41:57.840 --> 0:42:00.520 you know, I'm excited for you to make more friends 0:42:00.520 --> 0:42:01.000 in the future. 0:42:01.080 --> 0:42:02.879 Dude, thank you. 0:42:03.080 --> 0:42:05.719 I think I think adding on to that, it all 0:42:05.760 --> 0:42:09.440 goes to like a certain type of person that you're meeting, 0:42:09.480 --> 0:42:13.720 and like they can all have different relationships, like meaning 0:42:13.760 --> 0:42:16.480 wise to you. So I've met a lot of people, 0:42:16.480 --> 0:42:18.120 and I would like to think that I'm close to 0:42:18.239 --> 0:42:23.400 enough people, but I do feel like you have whether 0:42:23.440 --> 0:42:26.040 it be one or multiple, but like a friendship fill 0:42:26.120 --> 0:42:29.359 me and for now and in the time being. I 0:42:29.400 --> 0:42:32.200 love her and I've never found anyone else like her. 0:42:32.400 --> 0:42:35.120 If she said to you, Gabby, I want to try Heroin, 0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:36.240 but I don't want to do it alone. 0:42:38.840 --> 0:42:43.440 Now that's a good question. I feel like, like Heroin 0:42:44.360 --> 0:42:47.080 is pretty bad. So I feel like I have to 0:42:47.120 --> 0:42:49.120 just like talk her off of that ledge and be 0:42:49.239 --> 0:42:52.440 like we can try something else, but maybe not Heroin. 0:42:54.280 --> 0:42:54.800 Is that bad? 0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:57.879 Is that bad? Or you're asking me if it's bad 0:42:57.920 --> 0:43:00.319 to not do heroin like. 0:43:00.520 --> 0:43:04.520 Trying something else? Maybe that means like going and doing something. 0:43:04.800 --> 0:43:14.880 What's what's one below heroin? Like maths crack? You can 0:43:15.480 --> 0:43:17.919 what's whatever one below it? You could try that. 0:43:19.120 --> 0:43:20.640 I don't know if I would want to try the 0:43:20.719 --> 0:43:22.560 one below it. There's so many different. 0:43:22.440 --> 0:43:24.960 You could do. You could go two below, three below it? 0:43:25.000 --> 0:43:28.600 What's three? What's when do we get to hard? 0:43:28.960 --> 0:43:29.200 Hard? 0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:31.120 Sider a drug? 0:43:31.760 --> 0:43:34.840 How? What's how many? What like? How many? What do 0:43:34.840 --> 0:43:37.960 you have to numerically if we ranked these, how much 0:43:38.000 --> 0:43:43.120 do you subtract until you get to a hard selter? 0:43:44.200 --> 0:43:44.359 Oh? 0:43:44.440 --> 0:43:46.879 Ship, hey, let me get it, let me get a question. 0:43:46.960 --> 0:43:48.799 I feel like I forgot I was supposed to ask 0:43:48.840 --> 0:43:49.480 you a question. 0:43:50.840 --> 0:43:56.000 Okay, I didn't think about question was Oh, oh I 0:43:56.040 --> 0:43:58.279 got the job that I interviewed for today, So what 0:43:58.440 --> 0:44:00.319 is the worst job that the next? 0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.400 Okay? I like that. I like that. Oh wait, I 0:44:03.440 --> 0:44:05.239 know I forgot to ask you the question from the 0:44:05.280 --> 0:44:08.600 last car. How would you, real quick tell me what's 0:44:08.640 --> 0:44:09.760 your ideal way to die? 0:44:10.920 --> 0:44:14.359 I feel like, uh, it would be pretty ironic if 0:44:14.360 --> 0:44:16.560 I drowned, because I've always been really closed with water. 0:44:16.760 --> 0:44:20.720 So if it's like funny at least like for my life, 0:44:21.200 --> 0:44:22.560 I feel like that'd be a good way for me 0:44:22.640 --> 0:44:23.240 to go out. 0:44:23.400 --> 0:44:25.600 I totally wanted you to say heroin overdose to. 0:44:25.760 --> 0:44:29.240 Capwall, heroin overdose, my bad, beautiful. 0:44:30.800 --> 0:44:32.680 Thank you so much, Gabby. You have a wonderful rest 0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:38.560 of the night, you too, Thank you for talking with me. 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All right, 0:45:19.760 --> 0:45:21.200 back to the calls. 0:45:21.239 --> 0:45:29.960 All from the Super High, the Super High. 0:45:30.040 --> 0:45:33.840 Yeah, what's up, Lyle U dude, what's up with you? 0:45:35.640 --> 0:45:37.560 Well, right now I'm gonna walk away from the computer 0:45:37.640 --> 0:45:39.640 so I don't see you on stream. And I guess 0:45:39.640 --> 0:45:41.560 one of the things I came up with for a 0:45:41.600 --> 0:45:44.279 way to die. But maybe we can move on from 0:45:44.280 --> 0:45:44.800 that topic. 0:45:46.320 --> 0:45:50.920 Hm shit, Oh yeah, the thing was, Uh, what's the 0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:52.200 worst job you've had? 0:45:54.800 --> 0:45:55.040 Couy? 0:45:55.200 --> 0:45:56.760 Is there a way to comby in the two things? 0:45:56.800 --> 0:45:59.960 Did you? Maybe you died at one of your last jobs. 0:46:02.040 --> 0:46:04.800 Now, I didn't die, but I was electrocuted while climbing 0:46:04.800 --> 0:46:05.520 a telephone pole. 0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:08.440 If that counts, that counts a little bit. That's the 0:46:08.880 --> 0:46:12.959 that's the closest. That's pretty close. That's a way to die. 0:46:14.560 --> 0:46:17.040 And another thing too, is like getting over the fear 0:46:17.080 --> 0:46:20.280 of heights and always being up high, like twenty thirty 0:46:20.320 --> 0:46:25.319 feet working above expressways. I've seen some wild stuff in 0:46:25.360 --> 0:46:26.280 the fields. 0:46:28.440 --> 0:46:31.560 You've seen some wild stuff on the field. How unsafe 0:46:31.600 --> 0:46:35.440 is it really like when you're up there climbing telephone poles? 0:46:35.480 --> 0:46:37.879 So we could all send memes to each other, are 0:46:37.920 --> 0:46:40.000 you like, am I risking my life for nothing? 0:46:41.640 --> 0:46:43.560 It's not for nothing, because we got to power around 0:46:43.600 --> 0:46:45.279 the city, we got to keep the lights turned on, 0:46:46.000 --> 0:46:47.920 we got to make sure everyone has Wi Fi connected 0:46:47.920 --> 0:46:51.080 to their house phone calls going through, so it feels 0:46:51.120 --> 0:46:53.960 really important. But at the time I almost feel like 0:46:54.000 --> 0:46:56.399 an ant and there's an army of ants and I'm 0:46:56.440 --> 0:46:58.080 just one of the ants playing the game. 0:46:59.040 --> 0:47:02.680 M This goes back by the way. This by the way, 0:47:02.840 --> 0:47:06.560 it goes back to our previous conversation, which was kind 0:47:06.560 --> 0:47:08.680 of more like a monologue that I did at the person, 0:47:08.719 --> 0:47:12.000 but still about how why is it okay to kill 0:47:12.040 --> 0:47:14.880 an ant? But not like you know something bigger? 0:47:16.880 --> 0:47:19.520 I think I think there is. I think there is 0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:21.960 almost no answer to that question. It's almost as if 0:47:22.360 --> 0:47:26.080 every little being has some existence, and I don't believe 0:47:26.120 --> 0:47:28.360 in just turning the lights off on one. I feel 0:47:28.360 --> 0:47:30.440 like even like a rebirth in some sense. 0:47:31.600 --> 0:47:34.560 Really do you think a like if I kill an ant, 0:47:34.600 --> 0:47:38.120 that will it? Can it give rebirthed into something else, 0:47:38.600 --> 0:47:39.279 just another ant? 0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:40.759 No? 0:47:40.800 --> 0:47:43.320 I think I think it gets rebirthed into any anything 0:47:43.360 --> 0:47:44.840 around it surrounding. 0:47:45.120 --> 0:47:47.200 Because I got rebirth into another ant, I would just 0:47:47.280 --> 0:47:51.160 kill that ant. And by the way, if I kill 0:47:51.360 --> 0:47:54.720 if I kill a fucking moth and it gets rebursed 0:47:54.719 --> 0:47:56.560 into another moth, I bet it would be it would 0:47:56.600 --> 0:48:01.880 it best be getting rebirthed outside of my house, right, No, totally. 0:48:03.239 --> 0:48:03.960 I just I don't know. 0:48:03.960 --> 0:48:06.040 Maybe we can get off the killing topic for a second. 0:48:06.120 --> 0:48:09.160 Maybe how about Uh I had a question. 0:48:10.760 --> 0:48:13.840 Wait, I have a question for you, please, please please? 0:48:13.960 --> 0:48:15.160 What was your favorite color? 0:48:15.920 --> 0:48:16.960 That's my favorite color? 0:48:18.239 --> 0:48:27.799 Yeah? 0:48:28.320 --> 0:48:28.680 Black? 0:48:31.160 --> 0:48:33.000 And what if I said that black is a shade 0:48:33.040 --> 0:48:33.480 and not a. 0:48:33.440 --> 0:48:37.920 Color, I would say, again, I don't know anything about science. 0:48:40.200 --> 0:48:41.399 No, that's good, that's good. 0:48:42.680 --> 0:48:44.600 What's your favorite color? 0:48:46.080 --> 0:48:48.479 My favorite color has been It's funny because I would 0:48:48.480 --> 0:48:50.200 say black as well, but if it was a color 0:48:50.520 --> 0:48:54.520 based on the spectrum, I'd go with red. 0:48:56.239 --> 0:48:58.719 Do people get annoyed at you when you get specific 0:48:58.719 --> 0:48:59.080 about this? 0:49:00.800 --> 0:49:01.000 Uh? 0:49:01.120 --> 0:49:03.240 Yeah, in the past it has been. You know, I've 0:49:03.040 --> 0:49:06.440 I've had simple people ask me questions and they're just like, 0:49:06.640 --> 0:49:08.239 what's your favorite color? I say black and then they 0:49:08.239 --> 0:49:09.839 tell me it's the shade like I did to you, 0:49:10.440 --> 0:49:12.560 And now I'm thinking black. 0:49:13.640 --> 0:49:16.759 And that pissed you off, and so you're kind of 0:49:16.840 --> 0:49:17.759 keeping the chain. Gun. 0:49:19.960 --> 0:49:23.919 Ah, you know what, that's actually pretty pretty good. Uh 0:49:24.000 --> 0:49:27.080 theory behind that? Yeah, that's uh, that's it. 0:49:27.120 --> 0:49:27.680 That's accurate. 0:49:27.760 --> 0:49:30.759 Yes, kam, all right, So I'll have to do this 0:49:30.800 --> 0:49:38.239 to someone next. Awesome, m Maybe that'll be well, I'll 0:49:38.239 --> 0:49:39.880 do it to the next caller. I'll ask them their 0:49:39.920 --> 0:49:44.600 favorite coller. Oh wait, no, no, no, no, I don't 0:49:44.600 --> 0:49:46.200 want that to be your question, though. What is the 0:49:46.280 --> 0:49:47.760 question I should ask to the next caller? 0:49:49.520 --> 0:49:51.120 Have you ever invented something? 0:49:51.280 --> 0:49:54.520 Have you ever invented something? I like that. That's a 0:49:54.560 --> 0:49:56.399 great question. I gotta write down some of these question 0:49:56.400 --> 0:49:57.960 I'm gonna I'm gonna take some of these questions. I'm 0:49:57.960 --> 0:50:03.319 gonna expand upon them for next new streams. That's a part. 0:50:03.400 --> 0:50:04.600 That's a fantastic question. 0:50:06.360 --> 0:50:08.080 And the fun thing too, is it could be something 0:50:08.200 --> 0:50:11.080 very simple and minute, like, just something to speed along 0:50:11.120 --> 0:50:12.440 your day and make you more efficient. 0:50:12.640 --> 0:50:15.760 It could be a game, it could be a thought, 0:50:15.840 --> 0:50:17.839 it could be anything. I like that. 0:50:17.880 --> 0:50:18.279 Put that. 0:50:18.360 --> 0:50:19.960 Let's put that in the discord. I want to I 0:50:20.000 --> 0:50:23.160 want to remember that for later. Awesome. 0:50:23.200 --> 0:50:24.320 I appreciate you times. 0:50:24.120 --> 0:50:25.439 Of course, man, thank you so much for calling. 0:50:26.640 --> 0:50:26.879 Thanks. 0:50:26.920 --> 0:50:27.160 Wow. 0:50:31.360 --> 0:50:34.160 How is black not a color? Let me get folks 0:50:34.280 --> 0:50:38.280 for for those of you who who heard the previous 0:50:38.320 --> 0:50:42.040 callers say that black is not a color, here's the 0:50:42.120 --> 0:50:45.200 thing that here, and you're like, of course, everything is 0:50:45.200 --> 0:50:51.680 a color. Here's the thing is anything theoretically is whatever 0:50:51.719 --> 0:50:54.799 you say. It is like if I if I just 0:50:54.840 --> 0:50:57.480 want to say that green is a type of dog, 0:50:57.680 --> 0:51:00.960 I can and when and if you were to tell 0:51:01.000 --> 0:51:05.360 me I'm wrong, I would say by what authority? And 0:51:05.480 --> 0:51:09.480 you'd be like reality and I'd be like, I don't, 0:51:09.960 --> 0:51:14.719 I don't abide by the authority of reality, and I 0:51:14.719 --> 0:51:19.919 would be correct. Still, you can do whatever you want 0:51:20.000 --> 0:51:21.759 all the time, or anything could be whatever you want 0:51:21.840 --> 0:51:33.520 it to be. All from hunt, Cunt, Yo, what's up, cunt? 0:51:36.560 --> 0:51:41.240 I totally expected the colleagues. Now, I'm surprised at all awesome. 0:51:41.640 --> 0:51:43.000 Have we ever spoken before? Cunt? 0:51:44.400 --> 0:51:44.600 Uh? 0:51:44.680 --> 0:51:48.640 Yeah, I called you one well you weren't live, you 0:51:48.680 --> 0:51:53.360 like picked up my call, and yeah. 0:51:52.840 --> 0:51:56.560 When was that? I do? I do? I do that? Sometimes? 0:51:57.880 --> 0:52:00.239 I was pretty shocked. I thought it was stake. I thought, like, 0:52:00.239 --> 0:52:02.600 I thought you were fucking with me at first, and 0:52:02.680 --> 0:52:03.800 I caught on pretty quickly. 0:52:03.880 --> 0:52:07.120 But you thought I was fucking bad, like in what way? 0:52:08.520 --> 0:52:10.799 Well, it looked like you were live. I don't use 0:52:10.840 --> 0:52:12.360 towitch a whole lot, So I thought it was you, 0:52:12.480 --> 0:52:14.160 like were live and you were messing with me. 0:52:14.239 --> 0:52:18.920 Out But no, there are rare occasions where because what 0:52:19.000 --> 0:52:22.360 happens is, like my Google Voice account, it's linked to 0:52:22.400 --> 0:52:26.680 my email. So if I'm on if I'm like checking 0:52:26.680 --> 0:52:29.719 my email and I get a call, it'll pop up. 0:52:30.080 --> 0:52:31.080 And sometimes I'm. 0:52:30.920 --> 0:52:34.440 Like, it's just like you're curious. 0:52:34.440 --> 0:52:36.239 And sometimes I'm like, fuck it, let's I'm gonna answer 0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:51.600 this call. Yeah, what did we talk about? 0:52:53.440 --> 0:52:56.040 I think you just asked me. Uh oh, you were like, 0:52:56.800 --> 0:52:59.480 what do I want in life? And I set a house. 0:53:00.760 --> 0:53:01.200 M hmm. 0:53:02.800 --> 0:53:04.160 Yeah. 0:53:04.239 --> 0:53:07.960 I picked up one of those calls once and someone said, 0:53:09.239 --> 0:53:11.120 and I don't know if I believed them, but they said, 0:53:12.000 --> 0:53:14.400 I found this number in the back of a taxi cab. 0:53:18.960 --> 0:53:23.120 Oh yeah, I believe it was that you take a 0:53:23.120 --> 0:53:26.279 place to find that. Yeah. Yeah, I've read it done 0:53:26.280 --> 0:53:28.000 a couple of times in a few cabs. I don't 0:53:28.000 --> 0:53:29.600 know if that specific time was me. 0:53:30.120 --> 0:53:32.719 You've you've written it or you said you've written down 0:53:32.719 --> 0:53:35.640 my phone number at a taxi cabs? 0:53:35.840 --> 0:53:36.560 Really? Yeah? 0:53:36.920 --> 0:53:37.520 Are you serious? 0:53:39.280 --> 0:53:41.000 Yeah? Like, like I'll just write them on like the 0:53:41.040 --> 0:53:43.960 back of stop signs and like taxicabs. And you know 0:53:44.200 --> 0:53:49.359 you like graffiti and bathrooms, are you sis? Yeah? Advertisement 0:53:50.160 --> 0:53:50.560 I like that. 0:53:50.680 --> 0:53:55.560 I encourage everyone listening. You know, I encourage nothing illegal. 0:53:56.960 --> 0:54:00.480 But you know, if you go to us, if whatever, 0:54:00.560 --> 0:54:04.799 you're in college, write it on every whiteboard in every 0:54:04.840 --> 0:54:07.319 class room you see, you know, get it out there. 0:54:07.760 --> 0:54:09.920 I want I would love to have this number like 0:54:10.880 --> 0:54:13.279 displayed as publicly as pot so that like we can 0:54:13.280 --> 0:54:16.080 get people calling in who don't even know that there's 0:54:16.120 --> 0:54:17.319 a twitch stream going on. 0:54:20.120 --> 0:54:21.000 How would you do that? 0:54:21.960 --> 0:54:23.840 I don't know. I don't know how I do it 0:54:23.880 --> 0:54:27.399 without littering a lot of like business cards all over 0:54:27.400 --> 0:54:27.800 the place. 0:54:30.680 --> 0:54:32.920 Oh yeah you could. Yeah, you could put them on 0:54:32.960 --> 0:54:36.200 like bulletin boards, like apartments have stuff like that. You 0:54:36.280 --> 0:54:39.680 just like put your number like leaving places. 0:54:40.239 --> 0:54:42.640 Let me let me ask you some Yeah. 0:54:42.680 --> 0:54:43.040 Sure. 0:54:43.280 --> 0:54:48.520 What's like a piece of art? You know, music, television, 0:54:49.600 --> 0:54:52.279 traditional art, I mean anything that you could consider art 0:54:52.760 --> 0:54:55.840 that you've consumed. Have you heard that you enjoyed? 0:54:57.520 --> 0:55:00.600 Yeah? Have you heard that? Like pea this song by 0:55:00.680 --> 0:55:05.239 Justin Bieber, what's it called? It's like I got my 0:55:05.280 --> 0:55:09.920 peaches out in Georgia? That song by Justin Bieber Radio? Yeah, 0:55:10.000 --> 0:55:17.920 probably that the melody it fits, It makes a good 0:55:17.960 --> 0:55:20.600 ring in my head and keep listening to it. 0:55:20.920 --> 0:55:23.480 How often would you say that song plays in your. 0:55:23.320 --> 0:55:26.799 Head a lot because it plays all the time. 0:55:27.400 --> 0:55:28.959 Can you had it away from it again? 0:55:31.520 --> 0:55:32.200 The song? 0:55:32.560 --> 0:55:36.200 Yeah, the way the way you sang it was in 0:55:36.280 --> 0:55:38.400 like uh oh, it goes like this way. But I 0:55:38.400 --> 0:55:40.720 want you to sing it in a like I'm singing 0:55:40.760 --> 0:55:42.120 this song way. 0:55:42.719 --> 0:55:43.319 I can't do that. 0:55:43.360 --> 0:55:45.040 I refuse, you refuse. 0:55:46.360 --> 0:55:47.080 I couldn't do it. 0:55:47.239 --> 0:55:50.520 Do you refuse because you cannot? It's a big difference. 0:55:51.160 --> 0:55:52.560 I just can't. 0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:56.040 I don't think. I don't believe you. I think you can. 0:56:00.680 --> 0:56:05.000 It's really nice of you. Maybe I'll do some voice lessons. 0:56:05.160 --> 0:56:09.319 How's it go? Because you started talking, you start doing, 0:56:09.400 --> 0:56:11.600 you started saying it, you started singing it, like to 0:56:11.680 --> 0:56:12.520 tell me how it went? 0:56:15.840 --> 0:56:16.000 Well? 0:56:16.080 --> 0:56:20.080 Yeah, but I wasn't singing, was I? Did you think 0:56:20.080 --> 0:56:20.719 it sounded good? 0:56:20.800 --> 0:56:20.880 No? 0:56:21.239 --> 0:56:23.200 It's I can do it again the way that it wins? 0:56:27.200 --> 0:56:29.400 What what went the song Peaches in Georgia. 0:56:33.239 --> 0:56:35.120 I got my peaches out in Georgia. 0:56:35.840 --> 0:56:40.480 I got my peaches out in Georgia. Yeah, so I 0:56:40.640 --> 0:56:41.120 just do that. 0:56:43.360 --> 0:56:43.879 I did it. 0:56:44.560 --> 0:56:45.880 But the you know, like, but you know, but you 0:56:45.920 --> 0:56:47.200 said it, we're trying to sing it. 0:56:48.760 --> 0:56:49.720 No, that was me singing. 0:56:50.560 --> 0:56:53.080 No, that was just saying it. How there's an example. 0:56:57.080 --> 0:57:00.759 Are you I'm confused? Are saying so? Are you saying 0:57:01.040 --> 0:57:03.399 I'm like, I wasn't singing it? Just now? 0:57:12.840 --> 0:57:14.960 What's a good question to ask the next caller? 0:57:20.160 --> 0:57:21.720 Where do you want to be in the next ten years? 0:57:22.000 --> 0:57:23.480 Love it? Thank you so much for calling man. You 0:57:23.520 --> 0:57:24.200 have the rest of the night. 0:57:24.960 --> 0:57:27.240 Got shout that number of collar before twenty in the chat. 0:57:29.720 --> 0:57:40.480 How from Michael Michael, Hi, Hi, I knew I was 0:57:40.520 --> 0:57:41.400 going to get through tonight. 0:57:41.400 --> 0:57:41.800 What's up? 0:57:41.840 --> 0:57:50.960 Ghek hold on? Ah, I haven't drank water in so long. 0:57:52.960 --> 0:57:55.840 You gotta do that. It's so important. You could wither 0:57:55.960 --> 0:58:01.880 up and die. I could wither up and die, especially 0:58:01.880 --> 0:58:04.680 you know, like I'm just saying you're a hot looking 0:58:04.720 --> 0:58:06.840 get go, and I mean that in multiple ways. 0:58:06.960 --> 0:58:11.000 Thank you, Thank you you mean that multiple ways. To 0:58:11.360 --> 0:58:14.240 tell me all the ways and what you mean then, well. 0:58:14.000 --> 0:58:18.560 Like you know physically obviously, but also like temperature wise, 0:58:18.600 --> 0:58:21.320 it seems like you know you've got some good lighting 0:58:21.440 --> 0:58:23.600 going on at the very least, and you got to 0:58:23.680 --> 0:58:24.880 hydrate otherwise. 0:58:24.920 --> 0:58:27.760 Oh yeah, I've been thinking about a shout out to 0:58:27.800 --> 0:58:31.160 de shout out to Fairy Devin in the chat who 0:58:32.960 --> 0:58:35.880 dms me on Instagram and was like, hey, you know, 0:58:35.920 --> 0:58:37.760 if you're gonna be hiking and if you're gonna be 0:58:37.800 --> 0:58:40.640 in fucking Arizona this summer with your Gek makeup, it's 0:58:40.680 --> 0:58:44.200 going to fall off. And he sent me these this 0:58:44.360 --> 0:58:47.080 settings spray. I did not know that this stuff existed. 0:58:48.160 --> 0:58:57.240 Settings spray that you can like fucking spray your fucking face. 0:58:58.280 --> 0:59:00.080 I could spray my face with like a thing. It 0:59:00.160 --> 0:59:01.560 makes it so that if I'm out in the sun, 0:59:01.640 --> 0:59:02.560 it won't come off. 0:59:04.240 --> 0:59:06.000 That makes sense to me. I mean, like, I'm a 0:59:06.000 --> 0:59:08.680 big Star Trek fan, and they had that character Dato 0:59:08.720 --> 0:59:10.800 who's all silver all the time. They must have been 0:59:10.880 --> 0:59:12.040 using that shit with him. 0:59:12.160 --> 0:59:14.200 Right, I mean, I'm gonna need you know, I'm hiking 0:59:14.240 --> 0:59:16.400 the Grand Canyon and this ship. You know I'm gonna 0:59:16.440 --> 0:59:18.920 need a whole bottle. What I'm probably gonna do is 0:59:18.960 --> 0:59:23.840 I'm gonna uncork the spray part of it and just 0:59:27.200 --> 0:59:29.160 pour the liquid all over my face. 0:59:30.560 --> 0:59:33.640 That you should read the labels on that first gap 0:59:33.680 --> 0:59:34.120 to make sure. 0:59:34.160 --> 0:59:39.120 Why I'm smarter than I look at literally every warning 0:59:39.160 --> 0:59:41.680 label I look at. I go, you are an object, 0:59:41.760 --> 0:59:44.560 don't tell me what to do. I'm a human being 0:59:44.960 --> 0:59:49.120 of my own agency. I don't bow down to the 0:59:49.160 --> 0:59:50.600 requests of things. 0:59:51.920 --> 0:59:53.560 You don't even have a mouth. How are you gonna 0:59:53.560 --> 0:59:54.280 tell me what to do? 0:59:54.680 --> 0:59:55.320 Exactly? 0:59:56.880 --> 1:00:00.120 All right? I'm down? You do you gek? Honestly? Who 1:00:00.200 --> 1:00:02.080 needs to see? There are plenty of people who don't. 1:00:03.640 --> 1:00:03.840 Fuck? 1:00:03.920 --> 1:00:05.920 What was what was the what was the question that 1:00:06.240 --> 1:00:07.840 the other caller told me to ask her? Hold On, 1:00:07.880 --> 1:00:10.600 I'm we're a no, no, don't. I'm gonna sit here 1:00:10.640 --> 1:00:14.640 until I remember it. Don't tell me. I'm gonna sit 1:00:14.680 --> 1:00:16.479 here until I remember. Okay, hold on. 1:00:16.800 --> 1:00:18.800 I'm not gonna tell you because I don't remember either. 1:00:19.040 --> 1:00:20.880 I'm not looking at the chat. We're gonna sit here 1:00:20.960 --> 1:00:24.040 for a long time until I remember it. What is it? 1:00:24.080 --> 1:00:28.640 What was it? He said? Colorado for twenty oh? Fuck? 1:00:28.720 --> 1:00:29.920 Hold on, I remember that? 1:00:30.200 --> 1:00:33.600 Hold On? Hold I need to focus here. What did 1:00:33.640 --> 1:00:36.000 he say at the end? I'm not looking at chat? 1:00:36.000 --> 1:00:37.960 I don't care. I don't go the whole check if 1:00:37.960 --> 1:00:39.000 you said around, I'm not looking. 1:00:39.520 --> 1:00:42.200 I'm not looking at it either. Just for the record, 1:00:42.360 --> 1:00:43.440 going and blind good? 1:00:44.000 --> 1:00:44.840 What did he say? 1:00:47.080 --> 1:00:47.320 Shit? 1:00:48.440 --> 1:00:51.400 Chat? What do we say? Where do you see yourself 1:00:51.400 --> 1:00:53.320 in ten years? Great? Where do you see yourself in 1:00:53.320 --> 1:00:54.240 ten years. 1:00:55.280 --> 1:00:57.480 Oh man, that's like such a loaded question with me 1:00:57.480 --> 1:00:59.560 because I got a five year old, so like, I'm 1:00:59.560 --> 1:01:01.800 gonna be raising a teenager and that's going to be 1:01:01.800 --> 1:01:03.880 fun as hell, I hope, except it's probably going to 1:01:03.920 --> 1:01:07.920 be scary as hell too, because teenagers are a lot. 1:01:08.560 --> 1:01:13.080 Five I I don't hang out with a lot of kids, 1:01:13.720 --> 1:01:17.200 so I'm not like, I don't know the what age 1:01:17.280 --> 1:01:20.200 are they like people where you can talk to him? 1:01:20.600 --> 1:01:23.680 Oh, he's totally conversational. It was hilarious the other day. 1:01:23.720 --> 1:01:25.200 I was like, all right, y'all, I'm gonna go take 1:01:25.200 --> 1:01:29.120 a bath, and he looked me and went, that's your prerogative, Dad, Like, 1:01:29.160 --> 1:01:31.840 oh shit, I'm prerogative. 1:01:32.600 --> 1:01:35.080 But fifteen is an interesting because I have fifteen. They're 1:01:35.080 --> 1:01:36.880 They're kind, They're kind of like a real like a 1:01:36.920 --> 1:01:39.080 real person, and you can like, you know, I actually 1:01:39.080 --> 1:01:39.840 talked to you a lot of. 1:01:39.880 --> 1:01:42.680 Getting up the Shenanigans at that age. When I was fifteen, 1:01:42.720 --> 1:01:43.480 I was in trouble. 1:01:43.960 --> 1:01:46.160 You were you were in trouble. What kind of trouble 1:01:46.160 --> 1:01:46.520 were you in? 1:01:47.760 --> 1:01:49.440 I was a military school at fifteen. 1:01:49.880 --> 1:01:51.160 Really they sent you away? 1:01:52.440 --> 1:01:52.680 Yeah? 1:01:52.680 --> 1:01:53.439 They sent me away? 1:01:53.560 --> 1:01:54.960 What did they do to get you sent What did 1:01:54.960 --> 1:01:56.200 you do to get yourself sent away? 1:01:57.160 --> 1:01:58.760 Oh let's smoke in the marijuana. 1:02:00.240 --> 1:02:01.480 Nothing bad, that's it. 1:02:01.560 --> 1:02:05.760 Just for that, That's what I was saying. 1:02:05.760 --> 1:02:08.520 And I was like, well, listen, see my grandma's who 1:02:08.600 --> 1:02:10.280 raised me, and she would always threaten me with it 1:02:10.360 --> 1:02:12.840 anytime I even acted a little out of line, which 1:02:13.000 --> 1:02:16.520 just meant smoking marijuana. And uh, I got caught in 1:02:16.560 --> 1:02:20.280 school with it, and they wanted to spend me and 1:02:20.320 --> 1:02:22.280 she was like, no, he's going to military school. And 1:02:22.320 --> 1:02:26.360 I'm like, oh damn, you were serious, and then they 1:02:26.520 --> 1:02:27.920 like shaved my head and shit, and I was there, 1:02:27.960 --> 1:02:28.919 prappy year dude. 1:02:28.920 --> 1:02:30.800 If I were high and talking to my grandma, I 1:02:30.800 --> 1:02:35.760 could not stop laughing, and she's like, yeah, I'm sending 1:02:35.840 --> 1:02:39.560 you to military school. I would just burst out. I 1:02:40.920 --> 1:02:43.520 think that that might have made of dust. 1:02:45.000 --> 1:02:47.280 That's probably what got me sent there was I would 1:02:47.360 --> 1:02:49.120 just like she would threaten that, and then I would 1:02:49.120 --> 1:02:50.760 just laugh in her face. And then one day she 1:02:50.880 --> 1:02:53.080 was like fuck you and just actually did it. 1:02:53.640 --> 1:02:56.439 But how can she she can't, how can she send 1:02:56.480 --> 1:03:00.240 you to military school? Like she's he was my. 1:03:00.240 --> 1:03:01.880 Adoptive parent, so. 1:03:03.520 --> 1:03:04.840 Like it's complicated and. 1:03:07.000 --> 1:03:08.840 You you made it out of course. How old are 1:03:08.840 --> 1:03:09.200 you now? 1:03:09.680 --> 1:03:12.000 Yeah, oh gosh, I'm thirty three. 1:03:12.040 --> 1:03:12.240 Now. 1:03:12.880 --> 1:03:18.160 It was shit. You know. They give a whole bunch 1:03:18.160 --> 1:03:22.840 of teenagers imaginary military ranks and then let them like 1:03:23.000 --> 1:03:24.440 fucking go to town at one another. 1:03:24.520 --> 1:03:26.120 It's it's wild go. 1:03:26.080 --> 1:03:28.440 To town on one another like engage. 1:03:28.480 --> 1:03:33.800 And yeah, I mean honestly sort of. Yeah. They there 1:03:33.800 --> 1:03:36.240 were a lot of fights in the barracks and stuff 1:03:36.280 --> 1:03:39.400 like that. The year after I left, someone had to 1:03:39.400 --> 1:03:42.360 get reconstructive facial surgery because they got the ship beat 1:03:42.400 --> 1:03:46.200 on them with master lock in the sock. Didn't happen 1:03:46.240 --> 1:03:46.880 when I was there. 1:03:47.240 --> 1:03:48.880 There were a lot of smoking weed. 1:03:50.520 --> 1:03:52.920 Yeah, they were smoking too much weed, and they got violent. 1:03:55.400 --> 1:03:57.000 So they were beating the shit out of each other. 1:03:57.120 --> 1:03:59.520 I mean, for any particular reason, or was it just 1:03:59.680 --> 1:04:03.320 put a bunch of put a bunch of troubled, violent 1:04:03.440 --> 1:04:06.560 kids in one place and uh, we'll see what happens 1:04:06.680 --> 1:04:07.120 kind of thing. 1:04:08.480 --> 1:04:13.640 It's more along those lines. There were some like tensions 1:04:13.680 --> 1:04:17.000 for other reasons, like there was a pretty racially divided 1:04:17.120 --> 1:04:20.280 military school which had a very big black population and 1:04:20.320 --> 1:04:25.160 white population and Latino and frankly everybody. So there was 1:04:25.200 --> 1:04:26.920 that kind of tension. And then there was a lot 1:04:26.960 --> 1:04:29.480 of classesm too, because there were some people who were there, 1:04:29.520 --> 1:04:31.840 like from the inner city who got in there on 1:04:31.920 --> 1:04:35.240 programs and shit like that, and other people whose rich 1:04:35.240 --> 1:04:38.000 ass parents sent them there, and there was clashes and 1:04:38.800 --> 1:04:42.120 yeah no, And then you add in imaginary military ranks 1:04:42.160 --> 1:04:45.480 where like you can literally report people because they're your 1:04:45.640 --> 1:04:49.040 subordinates and shit like that, and like, yeah, no, people 1:04:49.240 --> 1:04:50.520 people got wild. 1:04:50.360 --> 1:04:54.120 There were your supportinates. Now how did you get How 1:04:54.160 --> 1:04:56.000 do you rise in the ranks? Do you just like, 1:04:56.040 --> 1:04:57.760 if you beat the shit out of a kid, you 1:04:57.800 --> 1:05:00.400 become a corporom. 1:05:00.840 --> 1:05:03.919 I wouldn't know I stayed a private if I had 1:05:03.920 --> 1:05:07.160 the guests, it's probably by following the rules and like 1:05:07.360 --> 1:05:11.640 not getting in trouble and excelling academically and probably in 1:05:12.600 --> 1:05:15.919 what do you call that athletics. Yeah, I didn't do that. 1:05:18.560 --> 1:05:20.600 So that was kind of would work out because then 1:05:20.640 --> 1:05:24.720 the theoretically all the higher ups would be like nerds. 1:05:27.840 --> 1:05:32.560 I feel like that's probably the military in general for you. 1:05:32.760 --> 1:05:35.160 How is it the military in general? You just described 1:05:35.160 --> 1:05:36.880 to me a whole bunch of people beating the shit 1:05:36.960 --> 1:05:40.600 out of each other with the back of rifles and shit, 1:05:41.360 --> 1:05:43.600 it doesn't sound like yeah at all. 1:05:45.280 --> 1:05:47.440 And the only ones who managed to get all the 1:05:47.440 --> 1:05:52.400 way up through military school into military college and then 1:05:52.640 --> 1:05:56.640 like become high ranking military officials. They're fucking nerdy ass 1:05:58.120 --> 1:06:02.000 motherfuckers who excelled academic and managed to pass all their 1:06:02.080 --> 1:06:04.160 tests correctly and keep enough brain. 1:06:04.040 --> 1:06:04.760 Cells to do so. 1:06:05.120 --> 1:06:06.680 The way you're talking about this, it makes it sound 1:06:06.720 --> 1:06:07.760 like kind of like prison. 1:06:09.200 --> 1:06:11.920 It was kind of like prison, except not nearly as 1:06:11.920 --> 1:06:14.640 bad because there was no license plate stamping and shit 1:06:14.760 --> 1:06:14.920 like that. 1:06:16.360 --> 1:06:18.640 License plight stamping sounds fun. I want to learn how 1:06:18.680 --> 1:06:21.600 to write cock and write like kunt on. 1:06:21.680 --> 1:06:27.919 A license plate, you know what I mean? Just like oops, sorry, three. 1:06:30.080 --> 1:06:32.280 Now you're thirty two and you did this when you're fifteen. 1:06:32.400 --> 1:06:35.200 Let me ask you before we go. Is there anything 1:06:36.320 --> 1:06:40.080 as a thirty two year old that you learned when 1:06:40.120 --> 1:06:41.560 you were in middle that you when you were in 1:06:41.600 --> 1:06:46.080 a military school that you used today? 1:06:46.280 --> 1:06:51.480 Oh? God, yeah. I learned how to dissociate in shitty situations. 1:06:51.560 --> 1:06:53.760 So now if I'm in a bad situation, I can 1:06:53.840 --> 1:06:55.720 just kind of like it's almost like it's not even 1:06:55.800 --> 1:06:58.680 happening because I'm so used to being in bad situations there. 1:06:58.920 --> 1:07:01.080 Oh my god, we got to someone. We got to 1:07:01.120 --> 1:07:05.200 write you like a bridge to Terabithia style coming of 1:07:05.280 --> 1:07:09.360 age story of a kid who gets sent to military 1:07:09.440 --> 1:07:16.320 school and disassociates, like imagining fictional land of what's your 1:07:16.400 --> 1:07:24.240 name Michael, Michael, Michael Bythia Michael Topia, and you escape 1:07:24.240 --> 1:07:31.240 into you befriend all these magical creatures and they beat them. Yes, 1:07:32.520 --> 1:07:36.560 and then you actually you're actually using reality to escape 1:07:36.600 --> 1:07:39.320 from fantasy. You are like, I want to stay in 1:07:39.400 --> 1:07:42.640 military school so I don't have to creep into the 1:07:42.640 --> 1:07:45.880 part of my brain where monsters give me wedgies. 1:07:48.440 --> 1:07:50.600 Yeah, no, one wants that. It's not a fun place 1:07:50.640 --> 1:07:50.800 to be. 1:07:50.960 --> 1:07:53.120 Hey, what's the question we should give to the next caller? 1:07:54.760 --> 1:07:56.440 Do they believe in aliens? 1:07:56.720 --> 1:07:59.200 I like it? Thank you so much for Sharon. Then 1:08:00.640 --> 1:08:01.520 take the guy. 1:08:03.560 --> 1:08:05.400 All from David. 1:08:06.800 --> 1:08:07.160 David. 1:08:08.480 --> 1:08:11.760 Okay, so I got a crazy story to tell you. 1:08:13.320 --> 1:08:15.880 I just got it out of an abusive relationship. 1:08:16.520 --> 1:08:18.120 Wait when you say you have you say you have 1:08:18.160 --> 1:08:20.800 a crazy story to tell me, I like what I 1:08:20.840 --> 1:08:22.360 want to kind of start doing this thing now when 1:08:22.360 --> 1:08:25.560 people want to tell stories, can we like Quentin Tarantino 1:08:25.640 --> 1:08:29.320 this a little bit like I want to hear how 1:08:29.360 --> 1:08:31.560 mapped out is your story in your head? 1:08:33.000 --> 1:08:33.920 I mean if you try. 1:08:33.720 --> 1:08:36.640 To run me over, Like here's what I mean, Like, 1:08:36.840 --> 1:08:39.559 can we take can we can we take the middle 1:08:39.640 --> 1:08:43.840 of your story? Start with that, and then and then 1:08:43.880 --> 1:08:45.920 we'll go back to the beginning, like in a way 1:08:45.920 --> 1:08:48.040 of like we we start out one place and then 1:08:48.240 --> 1:08:50.920 we're like that's we that's our one scene, and then 1:08:50.960 --> 1:08:53.160 you go, I wonder how you how we got here? 1:08:53.160 --> 1:08:54.880 And then we start at the beginning, like can we 1:08:54.880 --> 1:08:57.200 get to like the middle, Like you don't have to, 1:08:57.360 --> 1:08:58.800 we don't. I gotta star in the middle, but like 1:08:59.080 --> 1:09:01.639 give me like a one one the one middle part, 1:09:01.960 --> 1:09:03.600 and then we'll go back and we'll do it chronics. 1:09:03.920 --> 1:09:07.439 The most important part involves you, I think. 1:09:07.880 --> 1:09:10.719 Really, let's I want to hear that part right now? 1:09:12.520 --> 1:09:14.320 She burned my therapy gecko shirt. 1:09:14.920 --> 1:09:18.799 Perfect. Perfect, All right, let's start from the beginning. 1:09:20.200 --> 1:09:24.960 Okay, So we've been on and off for six years. 1:09:25.520 --> 1:09:27.360 I don't know. It was really good. We got back 1:09:27.600 --> 1:09:32.439 before COVID started, like legitimately, like January second, we started 1:09:32.479 --> 1:09:38.360 seeing each other again. Things were good, but then things 1:09:38.400 --> 1:09:42.599 went chaotic and I don't know, it was just toxic 1:09:42.640 --> 1:09:47.280 on both sides. She thought I was cheating unheard I wasn't. 1:09:49.120 --> 1:09:53.439 She broke my laptop in the process, uh destroyed my 1:09:53.520 --> 1:09:56.680 PC monitor, destroyed my house, put like seven holes in 1:09:56.800 --> 1:10:01.400 my walls, keep my uh MIDI van just destroyed the 1:10:01.560 --> 1:10:04.000 entire apartment. And I don't know. I was just miserable 1:10:04.000 --> 1:10:10.439 after that. And I don't know. I mean, I tried 1:10:10.439 --> 1:10:12.360 to fix things, try to be better, but it just 1:10:12.439 --> 1:10:14.680 wasn't the same. Man for the sack and it just 1:10:14.720 --> 1:10:18.160 got abusive and all that stuff on both parts. I think, 1:10:18.200 --> 1:10:21.719 like both of us that presidents in it to where 1:10:21.800 --> 1:10:24.200 every time we got into a fight, it would get 1:10:24.200 --> 1:10:28.560 that low like physically, which I wouldn't hit her or 1:10:28.600 --> 1:10:29.639 anything like that, but it. 1:10:29.640 --> 1:10:30.240 Was just it. 1:10:30.720 --> 1:10:34.120 She would hit me, and you know, it just wasn't healthy. 1:10:34.120 --> 1:10:36.840 I want to get out of it. Anyways, fast forward 1:10:36.920 --> 1:10:41.880 to like this year, I finally cut it off. I'd 1:10:41.880 --> 1:10:45.879 go to jail, I move out. All this stuff happens, 1:10:45.920 --> 1:10:52.000 I got court coming up next week, and after everything 1:10:52.000 --> 1:10:55.240 has happened, I'm just like, hey, because I just bought 1:10:55.240 --> 1:10:58.000 your shirt because I've been watching Therapy Get Go a lot, 1:10:58.080 --> 1:11:03.360 and I listened when I first found it out about you. 1:11:03.400 --> 1:11:06.960 I listened to you at work all the time, and 1:11:07.160 --> 1:11:09.960 I like listened to all your podcasts on Spotify, like 1:11:10.120 --> 1:11:13.960 in a weekend because I worked for our shoes. So 1:11:14.000 --> 1:11:18.439 I bought your shirt. I bought your shirt, and uh, 1:11:18.479 --> 1:11:21.320 I was really excited. I got the uh Alaska is uh, 1:11:22.000 --> 1:11:26.080 it's a city, it's not a state, or Alaska is 1:11:26.160 --> 1:11:29.280 not or yeah whatever about that, took a picture with 1:11:29.360 --> 1:11:33.720 it mm hmm, and uh I was looking for it 1:11:33.800 --> 1:11:35.840 one day. I was like, did I leave that at 1:11:35.840 --> 1:11:39.439 her place? Like by accident? And turns out I did, 1:11:40.240 --> 1:11:42.000 And that was like the one of the last things 1:11:42.040 --> 1:11:45.120 I asked about her before we blocked each other was 1:11:45.280 --> 1:11:49.920 if she still had that. She Uh, she burned it. 1:11:50.080 --> 1:11:53.080 She said fuck you, I hate you all this other 1:11:53.160 --> 1:11:57.160 hateful bullshit and later apologized like this week and all 1:11:57.200 --> 1:12:01.160 that stuff. But I was thoroughly upset that she burnt 1:12:01.280 --> 1:12:04.599 it because it was my favorite shirt at the time 1:12:04.640 --> 1:12:07.400 and only wore like I only wore it like three times. 1:12:07.680 --> 1:12:09.040 All right, well you gotta all right, well you gotta 1:12:09.120 --> 1:12:11.000 DM me because I'm I'll send you a new shirt. 1:12:13.200 --> 1:12:15.040 Dude, I'm telling you. 1:12:15.720 --> 1:12:18.959 I'll send you a new shirt, all right, Bet. 1:12:18.840 --> 1:12:21.839 But like, I don't know, it's it's I'm going therapy 1:12:21.880 --> 1:12:25.320 for it, like seriously as far as like the abusiveness 1:12:25.320 --> 1:12:28.320 and me work on myself as a person. And I'm 1:12:28.320 --> 1:12:31.840 just glad I'm out of it. But uh yeah that's 1:12:31.880 --> 1:12:33.439 where I'm at. 1:12:34.360 --> 1:12:39.679 Damn. So mm hmm you said you went to jail. 1:12:39.720 --> 1:12:41.080 What did you go to jail for? If you don't 1:12:41.080 --> 1:12:41.840 mind me asking? 1:12:43.600 --> 1:12:44.040 Do you y? 1:12:44.320 --> 1:12:48.400 Because like she, uh had a guy over while we 1:12:48.400 --> 1:12:51.880 were still kind of trying work things out, and I 1:12:51.960 --> 1:12:53.880 just kind of went off and stuff like that. But 1:12:53.920 --> 1:12:55.240 he was like a technicality? 1:12:55.320 --> 1:12:55.680 Do you I? 1:12:56.000 --> 1:12:57.759 So I was like in the driveway and stuff. 1:12:58.960 --> 1:13:01.840 Oh so you it was a it was a what 1:13:01.960 --> 1:13:03.600 is a what is a technicality? 1:13:03.640 --> 1:13:05.839 Do you? I? Keys in the ignition? 1:13:06.880 --> 1:13:14.160 H interesting? M yeah, So off again with her? 1:13:15.400 --> 1:13:18.639 Yeah, it's just stupid. I'm talking young and dumb and 1:13:18.720 --> 1:13:23.040 I'm new to all this bullshit. You man on twenty 1:13:23.040 --> 1:13:24.920 four but this is my first relationship. 1:13:25.479 --> 1:13:27.400 Okay, where where you know? 1:13:29.040 --> 1:13:29.160 Then? 1:13:29.240 --> 1:13:32.160 That? When? When when did you guys finally become off off? 1:13:32.320 --> 1:13:33.040 Like off off? 1:13:34.560 --> 1:13:34.760 Uh? 1:13:35.360 --> 1:13:37.080 Probably a couple of months back? 1:13:38.280 --> 1:13:39.759 Okay, and what have you been doing since? 1:13:39.880 --> 1:13:41.920 But I was looking I was looking for that shirt 1:13:43.080 --> 1:13:47.160 a month ago. And so I'm this is true about 1:13:47.560 --> 1:13:50.840 a couple of weeks ago. Seem maybe if she might 1:13:51.080 --> 1:13:52.880 have had it, turns up she did. 1:13:53.120 --> 1:13:55.519 Did she buy any chance send you a picture of 1:13:55.560 --> 1:13:56.599 the shirt on fire? 1:13:58.920 --> 1:14:01.920 No, I don't think she's just that. Of all the 1:14:01.960 --> 1:14:04.479 things that she's like done, it would like it just 1:14:04.760 --> 1:14:06.920 if I knew she had it, I knew it was 1:14:06.960 --> 1:14:08.759 gone like it was at that point. 1:14:08.800 --> 1:14:09.280 I just. 1:14:13.680 --> 1:14:19.280 Mhmm, yeah, there's no way, because. 1:14:19.080 --> 1:14:20.920 I would be I would use that in like the 1:14:23.240 --> 1:14:25.760 in the store. I think that would be kind of cool. 1:14:26.280 --> 1:14:28.479 I don't know why, what do you think a picture 1:14:28.479 --> 1:14:31.640 of the shirt on fire? Like you're just kind of 1:14:31.760 --> 1:14:34.479 uses to it. I feel like it's a good selling 1:14:34.479 --> 1:14:36.479 points in some ways. 1:14:36.560 --> 1:14:39.280 Now I have pictures of everything else she's destroyed, but 1:14:39.360 --> 1:14:41.519 other than that, hmmm. 1:14:43.880 --> 1:14:46.200 So okay, So you gotta let us about a month ago, 1:14:46.640 --> 1:14:49.560 and what have you been doing since? What have you 1:14:49.600 --> 1:14:52.759 been up to? You've been working, You've been seeing other people, 1:14:52.920 --> 1:14:56.040 even holding off on dating, kind. 1:14:55.880 --> 1:14:58.200 Of holding off on dating. I'm trying to work on myself, 1:14:58.280 --> 1:15:02.680 get back to school, walking through the graveyard with a 1:15:02.880 --> 1:15:05.400 weighted vest type of thing. 1:15:05.840 --> 1:15:06.439 Reading more. 1:15:07.920 --> 1:15:10.000 I like all that you already go to school for. 1:15:11.479 --> 1:15:12.439 Electrical engineering. 1:15:13.000 --> 1:15:16.000 Electrical engineering, I got. 1:15:15.760 --> 1:15:18.439 Like seventy credits and all that stuff, and I just 1:15:18.520 --> 1:15:21.240 kind of dropped out because I kind of got I 1:15:21.280 --> 1:15:23.680 don't know, I just got depressed and went through a 1:15:23.720 --> 1:15:25.160 hole and I was like, you know what, I don't 1:15:25.200 --> 1:15:26.280 know if this is me right now? 1:15:26.360 --> 1:15:27.960 So I dropped out and. 1:15:28.160 --> 1:15:31.040 And you know, sort of as it stands, now, how 1:15:31.040 --> 1:15:34.200 are you feeling about school and life and everything. 1:15:35.920 --> 1:15:38.679 I think I want to get into artificial intelligence type 1:15:38.720 --> 1:15:41.920 of things like I want to. I've been listening into 1:15:41.960 --> 1:15:44.800 your podcast and Lex Friedman's if you know who he is? 1:15:45.040 --> 1:15:47.320 Who Lex Friedman? 1:15:47.840 --> 1:15:49.679 Lex Freedman? Who is Lex Friedman? 1:15:50.720 --> 1:15:52.880 He does artificial intelligence and stuff like that. 1:15:53.280 --> 1:15:55.960 Interesting, ooh, you can help us build the gekpot. 1:15:57.600 --> 1:16:00.360 Maybe maybe I have been listening to a lot of 1:16:00.400 --> 1:16:03.920 how that stuff works out, and it is very interesting. 1:16:04.080 --> 1:16:09.120 Like there's an Amy Winehouse impersonation bot and it was 1:16:09.200 --> 1:16:11.240 really beautiful. I really like this soundtrack. 1:16:12.439 --> 1:16:17.040 That stuff gets scary. The deep fakes and you see 1:16:17.040 --> 1:16:21.040 this guy on TikTok deep fake Tom Cruise. You ever 1:16:21.080 --> 1:16:21.479 seen this? 1:16:21.680 --> 1:16:24.200 No, I think there's a deep fake. 1:16:25.600 --> 1:16:30.080 Mona Lisa dude, it's so uh, this is a whole 1:16:30.120 --> 1:16:32.360 tangent here, but it is so interesting and I'm not 1:16:32.360 --> 1:16:33.920 gonna think I know anything about any of the stuff. 1:16:34.080 --> 1:16:37.800 But how the law the lawmakers are gonna have to 1:16:37.800 --> 1:16:40.280 be sprinting to catch up with technology. 1:16:41.720 --> 1:16:45.559 Yeah, the bureaucracy isn't catching up obviously. They're trying to, like, 1:16:47.000 --> 1:16:52.439 you know, Internet, all this bitcoin, kinda trying to regulate that. 1:16:52.479 --> 1:16:53.280 But you just can't. 1:16:53.479 --> 1:16:55.280 You can't. Everyone's got to go and get in their 1:16:55.320 --> 1:16:59.080 illegal ship now while they still can, before I finally catch. 1:16:58.920 --> 1:17:02.160 Telling you all all the drugs in the mail and 1:17:02.320 --> 1:17:05.040 whatever it is that you're doing. Do it now while 1:17:05.080 --> 1:17:05.360 you can. 1:17:06.000 --> 1:17:08.400 Dude, if you want to inflict upon my intellectual but 1:17:08.439 --> 1:17:10.640 if you if someone wanted to like deep fake me 1:17:11.800 --> 1:17:17.200 and make another stream, it's probably legal. Someone could just 1:17:17.520 --> 1:17:21.240 steal the therapy, getck of my face, of my fucking face. 1:17:21.040 --> 1:17:26.360 The piece easily easily. They do it already, like taking 1:17:26.360 --> 1:17:28.200 your clips. Maybe modify a little bit. 1:17:28.120 --> 1:17:32.840 You know, listen before we go me just good. A 1:17:32.920 --> 1:17:34.240 question for the next caller. 1:17:39.360 --> 1:17:46.120 Uh, what is your favorite piece of sentiment? 1:17:46.200 --> 1:17:51.200 Like what what item the hold sentimental value? That is 1:17:51.280 --> 1:17:51.840 kind of weird. 1:17:52.280 --> 1:17:56.839 Item that holds sentimental value. God, that's a good question. Listen, David, 1:17:57.200 --> 1:17:59.000 send me a DM I'll send you in new shirt. 1:18:00.120 --> 1:18:02.200 All right, thank you of course, man, we'll do you. 1:18:02.280 --> 1:18:03.320 Take care. I'll talk to you soon. 1:18:03.920 --> 1:18:10.599 You too, all from Hello? 1:18:12.560 --> 1:18:12.880 Hello? 1:18:14.760 --> 1:18:16.360 Do you want to explain that noise? 1:18:18.400 --> 1:18:18.719 Oh? 1:18:19.080 --> 1:18:21.360 Sorry, I'm gonna have to be sorry. 1:18:23.720 --> 1:18:24.320 Mm hmm. 1:18:25.800 --> 1:18:26.000 Yeah. 1:18:26.040 --> 1:18:26.599 What's up? GEK? 1:18:26.600 --> 1:18:31.479 How's your day? 1:18:32.680 --> 1:18:33.400 My day's going good? 1:18:33.439 --> 1:18:35.800 Did how you doing good? 1:18:36.120 --> 1:18:36.360 Well? 1:18:36.439 --> 1:18:38.479 Yeah, I mean it's actually not good. 1:18:38.479 --> 1:18:38.960 I'm lying. 1:18:40.400 --> 1:18:42.680 I'm gonna be honest here. It wasn't that good of 1:18:42.680 --> 1:18:46.280 a day. But I get to I get to not 1:18:46.400 --> 1:18:47.080 have a good day. 1:18:47.760 --> 1:18:52.600 Why was your day not going good? 1:18:53.160 --> 1:18:54.680 I don't know. Just kind of going through like a 1:18:54.840 --> 1:18:59.120 quarter life crisis. Quarter you ever just like get really yeah, 1:18:59.200 --> 1:19:02.080 yeah yeah, the kind of like you go to work 1:19:02.080 --> 1:19:04.840 one day and you're like, Hey, what the hell am 1:19:04.840 --> 1:19:05.240 I doing? 1:19:05.960 --> 1:19:06.519 How old are you? 1:19:06.960 --> 1:19:09.000 Why am I here? Why am I doing this job 1:19:09.760 --> 1:19:12.880 to make money to afford the things I want to 1:19:12.880 --> 1:19:16.400 do with my life? But I can't do most of 1:19:16.400 --> 1:19:18.760 those things anyways, because I've worked the next week and 1:19:18.800 --> 1:19:19.400 the day after. 1:19:20.680 --> 1:19:24.040 Interesting, Uh, let me ask a couple to how old 1:19:24.080 --> 1:19:24.360 are you. 1:19:26.000 --> 1:19:26.880 I'm twenty six. 1:19:27.320 --> 1:19:29.679 Twenty six, you're actually that's actually six years a little 1:19:29.720 --> 1:19:31.439 late for the quarter life crisis. A lot of people 1:19:31.479 --> 1:19:34.400 think they'll live to be one hundred probably probably not 1:19:34.439 --> 1:19:37.880 gonna it'll probably live to be about eighty. Yeah, the 1:19:37.920 --> 1:19:40.240 quarter life crisis. You you're a little six years late. 1:19:40.479 --> 1:19:42.439 But that's besides the point. What is it that you 1:19:42.479 --> 1:19:43.000 want to do? 1:19:46.479 --> 1:19:50.400 Honestly, man, not just sound like like a total yuppie, 1:19:51.200 --> 1:19:54.200 but I guess, like I don't know, just like not 1:19:55.160 --> 1:19:59.120 work every single day, and I guess, you know, enjoy 1:19:59.160 --> 1:20:01.479 being around my fami family, enjoy being around my friends 1:20:01.520 --> 1:20:05.760 and whatnot. Travel the world, you know, I'm tired of 1:20:06.960 --> 1:20:08.840 I guess a lot of people are. It's kind of 1:20:08.840 --> 1:20:13.640 the norm now where everyone's like kind of sensitized to 1:20:14.640 --> 1:20:17.400 you know, for example, like TikTok that show, oh, five 1:20:17.439 --> 1:20:20.360 Ways to be a Millionaire or five places you need 1:20:20.360 --> 1:20:20.879 to see. 1:20:20.720 --> 1:20:21.360 In the world. 1:20:22.200 --> 1:20:24.200 But I want to do that. 1:20:24.320 --> 1:20:27.840 I don't want to just see it, you know. M 1:20:33.160 --> 1:20:35.679 oh wait uh, I'm a salesman. 1:20:35.760 --> 1:20:37.000 I work in space planning. 1:20:37.439 --> 1:20:39.640 You're gonna stace planning. What part of the country you 1:20:39.640 --> 1:20:39.880 live in? 1:20:41.680 --> 1:20:45.160 I live I grew up in Louisiana and I'm in Texas. 1:20:44.800 --> 1:20:52.760 Now like Austin Texas expensive place in Texas. 1:20:50.320 --> 1:20:53.040 More like poop poop peepe Texas, poop and poopy Texas. 1:20:53.120 --> 1:20:54.439 I feel like, I mean, I feel like you can 1:20:54.439 --> 1:20:56.840 save a lot of money living in poopoo poopy Texas. 1:20:58.520 --> 1:21:01.760 Yeah, but it's starting to get a little bit more 1:21:01.800 --> 1:21:06.040 expensive in poofhoo peepee Texas because poofoo peepee is starting 1:21:06.040 --> 1:21:10.920 to become cool and hip, and now it's like, oh, 1:21:10.960 --> 1:21:14.679 we got to raise this money. Uh and like make 1:21:14.800 --> 1:21:16.280 housing unaffordable and stuff. 1:21:16.400 --> 1:21:21.400 Yeah, are you you're twenty six? Do you work remotely 1:21:21.439 --> 1:21:22.400 or do you have to go into a place? 1:21:24.200 --> 1:21:24.479 Uh? 1:21:24.520 --> 1:21:28.400 So I have to go in. We worked remote probably 1:21:28.479 --> 1:21:33.760 for like maybe two months and then now because I'm 1:21:33.760 --> 1:21:38.679 not like married with kids or anything, so they're like, hey, yeah, 1:21:38.760 --> 1:21:40.479 come in. I'm like okay. 1:21:41.120 --> 1:21:42.840 So well, because you could do a couple of years, 1:21:42.840 --> 1:21:47.439 because you could find a remote job, you could move 1:21:47.520 --> 1:21:49.559 back in with your parents for a year and save 1:21:49.640 --> 1:21:59.280 up a lot of money. Mm hmmm, what do you do? 1:22:00.280 --> 1:22:02.160 Is there any like thing that you do in your 1:22:02.200 --> 1:22:04.120 life that you feel like you could spend less money on? 1:22:05.000 --> 1:22:06.599 Because I think about this ship all the time. 1:22:07.880 --> 1:22:12.479 Yeah, dude, I feel you anything in my life, I 1:22:12.520 --> 1:22:15.960 don't know. I feel like my hobbies are just really expensive. 1:22:16.600 --> 1:22:21.120 So that's kind of what kind of like my my release. 1:22:24.680 --> 1:22:27.439 What what are these expensive? Are you a drag racer, 1:22:28.000 --> 1:22:32.800 you're a you're a car I'm gonna guess, Uh, give me, 1:22:33.280 --> 1:22:37.760 give me. I want ten guesses. No, that's that's successive. 1:22:37.840 --> 1:22:47.599 I want five guesses. All right, all right, you're all right. 1:22:47.600 --> 1:22:50.160 I already used the car guy. That was my free one. 1:22:51.120 --> 1:22:58.559 You collect expensive sports memorabilia. Nope, you go sailing. 1:23:00.400 --> 1:23:03.280 No not No, we don't have water in Texas. 1:23:03.880 --> 1:23:14.840 Expensive hobby. You're a musician, No, not anymore. Chat you 1:23:14.880 --> 1:23:22.799 want to try Hold on golf? 1:23:25.400 --> 1:23:27.960 Uh no, I'm not a boomer. 1:23:28.880 --> 1:23:30.280 All right, hold on, we get one more. I want 1:23:30.320 --> 1:23:47.880 to pick one more. Kay, you paint expensive figurines. No. 1:23:48.080 --> 1:23:51.639 I saw someone type in only fans addict, and it's 1:23:51.680 --> 1:23:55.200 pretty sad. Pretty sure there's people out there that. 1:23:56.680 --> 1:24:01.120 That baby you scrapped a lot only fans. 1:24:01.200 --> 1:24:06.719 No, no, no, I I do not do only fans. 1:24:10.000 --> 1:24:12.760 All right, it's an expensive hobby, by the way, you 1:24:12.800 --> 1:24:14.519 said fans. 1:24:15.520 --> 1:24:18.479 Yeah, honestly, you're you're pretty close on the first one. 1:24:18.600 --> 1:24:27.840 I furry. No, I I like working on motorcycles in furry. 1:24:27.880 --> 1:24:30.680 Because I've talked to a couple of furries. Apparently the 1:24:30.680 --> 1:24:33.439 fur suits are very expensive. I will I'll tell you guys, 1:24:33.439 --> 1:24:36.200 I'll be conspare with you guys, these gecko suits. Not 1:24:36.240 --> 1:24:38.080 that I'm a furry and these gecko suits. If I 1:24:38.120 --> 1:24:39.920 show if I were a furry and I showed up 1:24:39.920 --> 1:24:42.400 to a fur convention and they were like and I 1:24:42.479 --> 1:24:44.280 was like, this is my suit, they'd laugh at me 1:24:44.760 --> 1:24:47.799 with their like, oh my god, you look that's like nothing. 1:24:47.800 --> 1:24:50.320 I mean, this thing is made of whatever. These cost 1:24:50.360 --> 1:24:51.439 like sixty bucks a pop. 1:24:52.760 --> 1:24:56.759 Yeah, well, I've heard they were like a couple of thousand. 1:24:56.800 --> 1:24:59.360 I mean I've seen some people. I don't know why 1:24:59.400 --> 1:25:04.839 I went through a of watching furry documentaries on YouTube 1:25:05.720 --> 1:25:12.479 because it's such a very bizarrely interesting, uh lifestyle, you know, 1:25:12.600 --> 1:25:17.880 like the the amount of effort and focus required, Like 1:25:18.320 --> 1:25:22.680 apparently they like wear diapers and stuff on the inside 1:25:22.760 --> 1:25:24.920 whenever they're at fur coons and whatnot. 1:25:25.000 --> 1:25:26.680 Well I should start doing that with what I do. 1:25:26.960 --> 1:25:28.680 What is what's your expensive Harby though? 1:25:31.560 --> 1:25:36.799 Oh uh, it's between photography and uh motorcycle stuff. 1:25:37.439 --> 1:25:41.840 Motorcycle stuff. I feel like motorcycles it's got to be 1:25:41.880 --> 1:25:43.719 less expensive than owning a car though. 1:25:45.439 --> 1:25:51.280 Yeah, you're right, So it's keep on gas. Yeah, yeah, 1:25:51.280 --> 1:25:53.120 I've done it for seven years and I finally bought 1:25:53.120 --> 1:25:57.760 a car last year. But yeah, it's cheap on gas. 1:25:57.760 --> 1:25:59.519 Depending on what kind of bike you did. It's cheap 1:25:59.560 --> 1:26:03.080 on insurance too. But I think for me, I like 1:26:04.240 --> 1:26:06.880 just kind of like building it and modifying it and stuff. 1:26:07.040 --> 1:26:09.280 So that's kind of what I do, and I just 1:26:09.280 --> 1:26:10.719 take it on like road trips and whatnot. 1:26:11.520 --> 1:26:13.240 Well, hold on, you take your bike on road trips. 1:26:13.280 --> 1:26:14.960 You just said that you feel like you can't go anywhere. 1:26:15.040 --> 1:26:16.519 Do you feel you want to take more road trips? 1:26:16.520 --> 1:26:19.040 So these road trips, like you know, on the Saturdays 1:26:19.080 --> 1:26:20.160 you go when you can. 1:26:22.200 --> 1:26:27.840 Yeah, but I'll I want to do it more than 1:26:27.880 --> 1:26:31.639 I do now. So I really go on these trips 1:26:31.680 --> 1:26:36.640 like once every two months or so. It's really not 1:26:36.680 --> 1:26:37.160 that often. 1:26:39.320 --> 1:26:43.760 M Oh, I'm not an expert, but would you move? 1:26:43.800 --> 1:26:45.439 Would you move back in with your parents for like 1:26:45.479 --> 1:26:46.719 a year and save up money? 1:26:48.479 --> 1:26:53.120 So my mother lives in Louisiana still, and she was like, hey, 1:26:53.160 --> 1:26:56.320 you should totally come back, like save some money. 1:26:57.560 --> 1:26:57.880 I don't know. 1:26:57.920 --> 1:27:00.559 I just feel like I would be leaving behind a 1:27:00.600 --> 1:27:03.479 lot of like good friends and new friends that I 1:27:03.520 --> 1:27:07.280 made over here over the last few years. So it's 1:27:07.360 --> 1:27:09.280 kind of a weird spot. Like I kind of made 1:27:09.280 --> 1:27:11.920 this home that I'm in now like my home, and 1:27:11.960 --> 1:27:15.200 it took a while, so it's kind of weird. It's like, hey, 1:27:15.200 --> 1:27:16.800 do I want to give all this up to like 1:27:17.479 --> 1:27:20.960 temporarily live with my mother again or just kind of 1:27:20.960 --> 1:27:24.840 sit tight and maybe not be such a baby about it. 1:27:25.320 --> 1:27:29.599 And I don't know, figure it out well, I. 1:27:29.520 --> 1:27:31.760 Mean, looked at I don't know if I were you, 1:27:31.920 --> 1:27:35.120 not that I'm in fucking not that I'm Dave Ramsey 1:27:35.160 --> 1:27:40.439 or anything, but you know, definitely keep looking for ways 1:27:40.479 --> 1:27:45.839 to save money and keep those keep those grand goals 1:27:45.880 --> 1:27:46.920 in mind. 1:27:48.080 --> 1:27:50.439 And also, yeah, I've looked at. 1:27:50.320 --> 1:27:54.200 This shit because I always am like, I'm always like 1:27:54.400 --> 1:27:58.040 I got very lucky because right now all I do 1:27:58.160 --> 1:28:01.280 is is is you know, be a echo. But I'm like, 1:28:01.360 --> 1:28:03.599 if if for whatever reason, I can't do this anymore, 1:28:03.640 --> 1:28:06.920 I'm like, I'll I looked, I look into like we 1:28:06.960 --> 1:28:09.920 all right, if I can't do this anymore, what what 1:28:10.000 --> 1:28:12.080 will I do next? I look into like, all right, 1:28:12.120 --> 1:28:15.920 how much does it cost to like live in fucking 1:28:16.080 --> 1:28:21.040 Bali for a year and whatever? It's not you know, 1:28:21.080 --> 1:28:25.120 there's ways to escape from life from my research. 1:28:26.680 --> 1:28:29.800 Yeah, definitely. A couple of my friends started getting into 1:28:29.800 --> 1:28:33.599 streaming and stuff. But I feel like it's really hard 1:28:33.800 --> 1:28:39.479 to I guess find that niche find that. You know, 1:28:39.600 --> 1:28:41.680 not everyone in the world to get go like you are. 1:28:41.720 --> 1:28:44.320 So that's awesome that you're you know, you were just 1:28:44.320 --> 1:28:45.160 born for this role. 1:28:46.200 --> 1:28:49.880 Well, see, I might be. Uh, maybe I'll quit being again. 1:28:49.920 --> 1:28:52.360 We'll just start playing Fortnite instead. I always think about 1:28:52.360 --> 1:28:56.320 that too. Maybe I'll just start playing Minecraft. I'll just 1:28:56.320 --> 1:28:57.599 be and I'll get rid of it. I'll just be 1:28:58.000 --> 1:29:04.920 another fucking random guy playing mine Craft. Hey, what's what's 1:29:04.920 --> 1:29:06.799 the question that we should ask to the next caller? 1:29:08.600 --> 1:29:16.759 Oh, let me do something weird. Let me think. 1:29:18.520 --> 1:29:19.759 What does chat think. 1:29:22.280 --> 1:29:24.920 It would be a good question? Somebody? Well, they still 1:29:25.000 --> 1:29:27.599 you still have the David questions about aliens. 1:29:27.920 --> 1:29:29.519 I didn't ask any of the I didn't ask any 1:29:29.560 --> 1:29:31.839 of the two previous two callers a questions. 1:29:33.560 --> 1:29:35.160 Yeah, I mean you still got those if you want 1:29:35.200 --> 1:29:39.400 to use those all right, we'll do that, all right, awesome, man, 1:29:39.479 --> 1:29:40.799 appreciate it. Gut take care. 1:29:42.479 --> 1:29:48.519 Later. All from Kevin Ken. 1:29:50.240 --> 1:29:51.680 Hey, what's up man? 1:29:52.000 --> 1:29:52.519 How you doing? 1:29:52.600 --> 1:29:54.080 Don good? 1:29:54.080 --> 1:29:54.920 I'm Flap of the Asian. 1:29:54.920 --> 1:29:57.080 I just said that six months Oh. 1:29:56.840 --> 1:29:59.840 Shit, thank you, Flap of the Asian. What's up dude? 1:30:00.320 --> 1:30:02.599 Yeah, I'm just going to say, uh, it was something 1:30:02.600 --> 1:30:04.200 that's one of my really really good friends. She just 1:30:04.200 --> 1:30:06.960 sit you with the raid a little bit ago, very 1:30:07.000 --> 1:30:08.679 small raid, but you know, spreading the love. 1:30:09.800 --> 1:30:11.960 She's a hero, dude. How do we? 1:30:12.080 --> 1:30:12.400 Uh? 1:30:12.439 --> 1:30:14.200 Have we ever spoken before? Flappy? 1:30:15.360 --> 1:30:15.479 No? 1:30:15.520 --> 1:30:16.200 I don't think we have. 1:30:16.240 --> 1:30:18.880 I've tried before, but first time getting. 1:30:18.640 --> 1:30:21.559 In Oh man, how can I help you today? Flappy? 1:30:22.560 --> 1:30:23.000 I don't know. 1:30:23.080 --> 1:30:26.040 I mean I just I remember like six months ago, 1:30:26.080 --> 1:30:27.880 I guess we saw you and I was like, holy shit, 1:30:28.000 --> 1:30:28.759 this guy's amazing. 1:30:28.800 --> 1:30:29.400 Can I say shit? 1:30:29.520 --> 1:30:30.000 Is that cool? 1:30:30.880 --> 1:30:31.800 Yeah? You can say shit? 1:30:32.840 --> 1:30:33.519 All right? Cool? 1:30:33.600 --> 1:30:33.840 Cool? 1:30:34.000 --> 1:30:36.920 Well? Wait, how have you been? How have you been 1:30:37.360 --> 1:30:40.960 subscribed for six months and watched this whole stream but 1:30:41.040 --> 1:30:42.120 not heard people say shit? 1:30:43.400 --> 1:30:45.200 I just like I stop in here and there. 1:30:46.439 --> 1:30:47.080 Usually it's holds. 1:30:47.080 --> 1:30:48.880 In college, remember one time I called and some guy 1:30:49.000 --> 1:30:51.920 was being real weird about like a secret from their 1:30:51.960 --> 1:30:53.840 girlfriend or something when you were doing your bath sub 1:30:53.840 --> 1:31:00.880 stream way back when. Oh yeah, yeah, I think if 1:31:00.920 --> 1:31:04.160 you could Sailor's something. She's a huge fan, right, we 1:31:04.280 --> 1:31:06.280 found you together. If you could just say like, hey, Holly, 1:31:06.840 --> 1:31:08.720 I think she'd like that, Holly. 1:31:09.280 --> 1:31:13.840 I shout say a sailor, sailor or something. We'll shoot 1:31:14.000 --> 1:31:17.559 shoot you back. We'll shoot you back. Hell yeah, thank you? 1:31:17.600 --> 1:31:20.000 So what is how do you guys know each other? 1:31:21.439 --> 1:31:23.439 We went to boarding school together, believe it or not, 1:31:23.479 --> 1:31:25.640 like years ago. It always blows my mind when I 1:31:25.680 --> 1:31:27.080 remember it's been like eight years. 1:31:27.080 --> 1:31:32.439 I think seven eight years boarding school. What was it like? 1:31:32.520 --> 1:31:36.839 Tell me about boarding school on a scale from prison 1:31:36.920 --> 1:31:39.280 to Zoe one on one? What's it like? 1:31:39.720 --> 1:31:39.920 Man? 1:31:40.040 --> 1:31:42.960 I think quotes are on the prison side. Definitely a 1:31:42.960 --> 1:31:44.559 little bit of Zoe one on one here and there. 1:31:44.920 --> 1:31:46.920 There was this thing where if you got in trouble, 1:31:47.360 --> 1:31:51.120 there was like different restriction levels. There was a hotel 1:31:51.160 --> 1:31:52.599 if you were just like a little bad, and then 1:31:52.640 --> 1:31:55.080 the meet you when you're really bad, the meet you 1:31:55.120 --> 1:31:55.400 had to go. 1:31:57.400 --> 1:31:57.599 Yeah. 1:31:58.080 --> 1:32:01.000 I think they were like like tried me. So there 1:32:01.040 --> 1:32:04.679 was like Anasazi dorm and then like Tayu and Siri 1:32:04.840 --> 1:32:05.200 and all this. 1:32:05.640 --> 1:32:05.840 It was. 1:32:05.880 --> 1:32:06.519 It was crazy. 1:32:06.560 --> 1:32:07.160 It was really weird. 1:32:07.160 --> 1:32:10.519 I don't know why they did it that way, but uh, if. 1:32:10.360 --> 1:32:12.120 You got on the meat, you had to shovel worship 1:32:12.160 --> 1:32:16.439 in the corral for like two weeks straight. Oh man, 1:32:16.560 --> 1:32:17.280 so many times. 1:32:17.360 --> 1:32:19.679 What does one have to do to get onto mecI? 1:32:21.520 --> 1:32:24.680 Uh, I said, well, it's really dumb. This is like 1:32:24.720 --> 1:32:26.360 the most wholesome way. 1:32:26.880 --> 1:32:27.040 Uh. 1:32:27.080 --> 1:32:29.320 There was a game we liked to play called Ninja, 1:32:29.479 --> 1:32:32.240 and after certain hours, when it got darker out, there 1:32:32.240 --> 1:32:33.760 was places called out of Bounce or like if it 1:32:33.800 --> 1:32:35.720 was dark or behind bushes and stuff, you couldn't go 1:32:35.760 --> 1:32:39.000 there because you could be doing something elicit, and so 1:32:39.040 --> 1:32:39.639 we would just. 1:32:40.479 --> 1:32:42.400 It sounds like this place sounds like it has fucking 1:32:42.479 --> 1:32:44.719 cameras set up at every single corner. 1:32:45.640 --> 1:32:47.519 I wouldn't be surprised when it was lights out. When 1:32:47.520 --> 1:32:49.080 you went back to your dorm, they turned on a 1:32:49.080 --> 1:32:51.759 security system for the dorm so you couldn't leave without 1:32:51.760 --> 1:32:53.240 them knowing, without sitting an alarm office. 1:32:53.280 --> 1:32:54.920 That's fucking spooky. This was when you guys were in 1:32:54.960 --> 1:32:55.479 high school. 1:32:56.439 --> 1:32:57.519 Yeah, this was high school. 1:32:57.680 --> 1:32:58.439 What it was? 1:32:58.600 --> 1:33:04.120 Because do you do you like, did you did you 1:33:04.960 --> 1:33:06.599 opt to go to boarding schools. 1:33:07.600 --> 1:33:09.519 Oh, not at all, man, not at all. 1:33:10.520 --> 1:33:13.959 I I was a little, a little. 1:33:13.720 --> 1:33:16.040 Rescullion when I was younger. You know, I got expelled 1:33:16.080 --> 1:33:19.280 from my public school. So my mom was like, all right, 1:33:19.280 --> 1:33:22.240 you're going to boarding school. That's it, Like no more chances. 1:33:22.400 --> 1:33:26.440 Right off the bad I went to school. 1:33:26.920 --> 1:33:28.160 What did you do to get expelled? 1:33:29.720 --> 1:33:29.960 Ah? 1:33:30.040 --> 1:33:32.840 Man, So again, this was a while ago, but I 1:33:32.840 --> 1:33:36.120 had broken my ankle, a spial fracture on my tipbib 1:33:36.280 --> 1:33:38.640 and three inches into my growth plates. And I was 1:33:38.680 --> 1:33:41.360 on a bunch of painkillers and I have add so 1:33:41.400 --> 1:33:44.960 I was prescribed adderall. And so I got this big 1:33:45.000 --> 1:33:46.960 fucking bag event and sold it to one of my 1:33:47.000 --> 1:33:49.640 classmates for like fifteen dollars and got caught because I 1:33:49.720 --> 1:33:53.960 was on a bunch of painkillers. My mom tried to argue, saying, like, 1:33:54.080 --> 1:33:57.080 I'm she's a doctor, which I'm a licensed posician, and 1:33:57.120 --> 1:33:59.839 he's on pain meds, like he doesn't have good decision 1:33:59.840 --> 1:34:02.280 making the fields, Like I don't believe you. It's like, well, 1:34:02.320 --> 1:34:06.400 I'm a doctor. So but I got called and uh 1:34:06.880 --> 1:34:07.719 went to boarding school. 1:34:08.560 --> 1:34:11.040 M damn, you saw the whole big ass thing of 1:34:11.080 --> 1:34:14.439 adderall to uh oh yeah for only fifteen bucks. 1:34:15.520 --> 1:34:16.519 Yeah, it was like, you. 1:34:16.439 --> 1:34:19.000 Know what's fun? They got caught and they were like, 1:34:19.080 --> 1:34:20.960 how long you been selling drugs at a school? Like 1:34:21.000 --> 1:34:23.120 this is the first time? Like, no one gets caught 1:34:23.120 --> 1:34:23.720 the first time. 1:34:23.760 --> 1:34:26.680 I don't are they They said that, they said, no 1:34:26.760 --> 1:34:28.160 one gets caught the first time. 1:34:29.400 --> 1:34:31.759 Yeah, like start to disappoint. I guess I'm a shitty 1:34:31.800 --> 1:34:32.320 drug dealer. 1:34:32.600 --> 1:34:34.439 By the way. First of all, they shouldn't know that 1:34:34.520 --> 1:34:37.680 because if you get caught, Because they shouldn't know that 1:34:37.800 --> 1:34:40.160 because anyone who gets caught drug dealing, if someone asks 1:34:40.240 --> 1:34:43.200 is this the first time? Say yes? 1:34:44.320 --> 1:34:44.519 Yeah? 1:34:44.520 --> 1:34:45.280 I always say yes? 1:34:45.400 --> 1:34:47.120 Why what? What? What else would I say? 1:34:47.200 --> 1:34:47.280 No? 1:34:47.439 --> 1:34:51.040 I do this all the time. Yeah, Like why would 1:34:51.040 --> 1:34:53.040 they say that to the person that's trying to get 1:34:53.080 --> 1:34:59.240 them in trouble. They wouldn't know the first time exactly. 1:34:59.280 --> 1:35:02.640 I mean, always say yes to that they're trying to 1:35:02.840 --> 1:35:05.479 bait you into say like, okay, you got me. I've 1:35:05.479 --> 1:35:07.760 done it a couple of times. 1:35:08.520 --> 1:35:14.320 Hm hmm. So boarding school and so I mean did 1:35:14.360 --> 1:35:16.759 you all right? So it sounds like you and uh 1:35:17.479 --> 1:35:19.960 Saturn something did a little bit of trauma bonding. 1:35:21.520 --> 1:35:22.240 Yeah, a little bit. 1:35:22.280 --> 1:35:25.040 She actually she's allergic to the There was like a 1:35:25.080 --> 1:35:27.920 lot of cottonwood trees and she was allergic to them, 1:35:27.960 --> 1:35:30.000 so she kind of stayed indoors all the time. We 1:35:30.040 --> 1:35:32.639 actually had a mini reunion and someone was like, hey, yeah, 1:35:33.040 --> 1:35:36.000 none of us know what you like or into because 1:35:36.000 --> 1:35:36.800 we never saw you. 1:35:37.800 --> 1:35:41.519 Mmm. She was to what trees? Condon trees? 1:35:42.680 --> 1:35:44.679 Yeah, con no, cotton tree. 1:35:44.560 --> 1:35:47.120 Cotton tree. I'm learning so many new words with you, 1:35:47.240 --> 1:35:52.439 the masocre stocks. Mmm. What do you do now? 1:35:54.520 --> 1:35:55.400 I'm twenty five. 1:35:56.280 --> 1:35:58.839 I stream in my free time and take some classes 1:35:59.560 --> 1:36:01.080 online to the pandemic. 1:36:03.360 --> 1:36:03.880 Uh man. 1:36:04.000 --> 1:36:07.360 I like to do like among us first class Trouble 1:36:07.400 --> 1:36:09.679 is always fun. I do single player Sundays and I'm 1:36:09.720 --> 1:36:11.639 doing a lot of Pokemon openings. 1:36:11.640 --> 1:36:12.200 I actually have a. 1:36:12.120 --> 1:36:14.639 Giveaway later this month, but I don't want to sell promo. 1:36:15.000 --> 1:36:18.800 People love a watch. I never like this is this 1:36:18.880 --> 1:36:21.040 is weird coming from a Twitch streamer, But I'm always 1:36:21.080 --> 1:36:25.479 like nervous to stream video games because I'm like, would 1:36:25.520 --> 1:36:27.839 would people like watch me play video games? 1:36:29.000 --> 1:36:29.200 Yeah? 1:36:29.240 --> 1:36:31.240 I think that's the hardest thing. Because I was gone 1:36:31.240 --> 1:36:33.639 for about a month on vacation and I came back 1:36:33.680 --> 1:36:35.439 and I was talking to to or something I was like, 1:36:35.920 --> 1:36:38.080 I know, I've been doing this for a while and 1:36:38.120 --> 1:36:40.400 I've been doing good, but like it's weird getting back 1:36:40.400 --> 1:36:42.200 into it. Like I'm nervous to do a single player 1:36:42.200 --> 1:36:44.920 game now because what the fuck do I talk about? 1:36:45.000 --> 1:36:47.080 And like my first stream back, there was definitely a 1:36:47.080 --> 1:36:49.800 lot of blank moments. I think it's just like the 1:36:49.840 --> 1:36:52.599 add helps of that to just keep yourself talking about whatever, 1:36:52.680 --> 1:36:53.719 even if no one's listening. 1:36:54.200 --> 1:36:56.479 Well, listen, let me give you a tip. If you 1:36:56.560 --> 1:36:58.720 never know what to talk about, you can just not 1:36:58.840 --> 1:37:00.599 say anything and stare in to the camera. 1:37:03.120 --> 1:37:09.280 I love that. That's fucking great. Yeah, there you go, 1:37:09.479 --> 1:37:10.040 There you go. 1:37:10.800 --> 1:37:13.599 That's what I do. Hey, Flappy, thank you so much 1:37:13.600 --> 1:37:15.280 for calling in. Man. You have a wonderful rest of 1:37:15.320 --> 1:37:15.599 the night. 1:37:16.280 --> 1:37:16.760 You and he do you. 1:37:16.800 --> 1:37:17.679 Thanks for taking the calls. 1:37:18.000 --> 1:37:20.120 Take care of dor you doll. 1:37:20.200 --> 1:37:25.719 I never can goes on the line taking your phone 1:37:25.720 --> 1:37:26.680 calls every night. 1:37:27.040 --> 1:37:28.920 Never Beak goes doing his hide. 1:37:29.080 --> 1:37:30.480 He's teaching you cloud. 1:37:30.200 --> 1:37:31.840 In the middle of your life blood. 1:37:31.840 --> 1:37:33.760 He's not really an expert.