WEBVTT - Patty Griffin

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. When Patty Griffin released a Crown of Roses earlier

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<v Speaker 1>this year, she delivered something both timeless and urgent. It's

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<v Speaker 1>an album that draws on gospel, folk and soul to

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<v Speaker 1>explore themes of faith, doubt, and resilience. It's a return

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<v Speaker 1>to the stripped down intimacy of her earliest work, but

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<v Speaker 1>with the wisdom and craft of an artist who spent

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<v Speaker 1>nearly three decades refining her voice. That voice first emerged

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen ninety six with Living with Ghosts, recorded on

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<v Speaker 1>a simple four track in her Bosson apartment. The album

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<v Speaker 1>introduced a songwriter who could turn personal pain into something universal.

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<v Speaker 1>Over the years that followed, Griffin's songs have been covered

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<v Speaker 1>by everyone from The Chicks to Solomon Burke, while her

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<v Speaker 1>own recordings have earned her multiple Grammy nominations and a

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<v Speaker 1>reputation as a songwriter songwriter. On today's episode, Bruce Sedlam

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<v Speaker 1>talks to pay Patty Griffin about the inspiration behind Crown

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<v Speaker 1>of Roses and how grit has shaped her songwriting throughout

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<v Speaker 1>her career. They also discussed her early days in Boston's

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<v Speaker 1>folks Seeing and the stories behind some of her most

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<v Speaker 1>well known songs. She also reflects on how finally getting

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<v Speaker 1>to know her mother at the end of her life

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<v Speaker 1>inspired her to see her mother's story in a whole

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<v Speaker 1>new light. This is broken record, real musicians, real conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Bruce Headlam with Patty Griffin.

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<v Speaker 2>So, Patty Griffin, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks for having me.

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<v Speaker 2>I was looking this up. Your first album came out

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<v Speaker 2>twenty nine years ago.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that right?

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<v Speaker 2>Twenty nine years ago? And I, well, I can't think

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<v Speaker 2>of a better songwriter over that period of time. Thank you. Wow,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe somebody else did.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well I can't so go over your list later.

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<v Speaker 2>But my list starts with you. And you've got a

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<v Speaker 2>new album called Crown of Roses.

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<v Speaker 3>Yep.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you talk a little bit about what you were

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<v Speaker 2>thinking going into this album? What led up to you

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<v Speaker 2>doing this album?

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<v Speaker 3>This album, there's a lot going on in my life

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<v Speaker 3>for the last ten years. It just sort of tumultuous years,

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<v Speaker 3>and tumultuous in the way that everything just kind of

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<v Speaker 3>turned upside down. But it doesn't look very exciting from

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<v Speaker 3>the outside. You know, this is all kinds of stuff

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<v Speaker 3>you've got to work with that's new and different and harder.

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<v Speaker 3>And my mom is passing away in this period of time,

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<v Speaker 3>and so she's in there. I think I'm probably hitting

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of my old themes with this record, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's just my older person's take on it.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, how's your take changed.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't need hope to be hopeful. Does that make

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<v Speaker 3>any sense at all? I feel like just the opposite

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<v Speaker 3>of that set up and makes me feel like like

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<v Speaker 3>knowing that you're going to struggle, things are going to

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<v Speaker 3>be hard, and that that's just part of being human

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<v Speaker 3>and you're not going to escape that, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>sort of just getting that in my bones has been

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<v Speaker 3>a really great part of my life because I think

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<v Speaker 3>it's you get to be a little more free, you

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<v Speaker 3>stop striving for certain things that are you know, you

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<v Speaker 3>sort of automatically strive for if you're born in the West.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's a little apocalyptic this album, is it? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>You've got well in the sense that the apocalypse is

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<v Speaker 2>also kind of a new beginning. And the first song

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<v Speaker 2>is yeah back at the start, you have birds disappearing,

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<v Speaker 2>you have songs called the end. It's really a I'll

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<v Speaker 2>be mixing my metaphors to say it's a baptism by fire,

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<v Speaker 2>but there is a sense of a lot of things

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<v Speaker 2>ending and things starting in this record.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that's sort of the world is in a

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<v Speaker 3>phase like that, So it makes a lot of sense

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<v Speaker 3>that I would be personally in a phase like that,

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<v Speaker 3>just being a person that somebody lives on the world,

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean. I think that we're all

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<v Speaker 3>experiencing that kind of change right now. The animals in

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<v Speaker 3>the bottom of the sea of the plants are under siege,

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<v Speaker 3>and it makes sense that I would also be experiencing

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<v Speaker 3>things that way.

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<v Speaker 2>You sent a note to Ken Weinstein, whom you work with,

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<v Speaker 2>something to the effect that so much of your work

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<v Speaker 2>has been focused on men and trying to understand them, right,

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<v Speaker 2>and this is the first time on record you've spent

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of time telling women's stories. Yeah, what do

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<v Speaker 2>you think prompted that?

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<v Speaker 3>I got a lot more interested in women's stories through

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<v Speaker 3>hanging out with my mom? I think that just sort

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<v Speaker 3>of naturally happened. And getting to know my mother was

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<v Speaker 3>like discovering the amazing creature that had been there all

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<v Speaker 3>along that didn't know how to come out because she

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<v Speaker 3>you know, women, especially from her generation, they just kind

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<v Speaker 3>of got passed over for their own understanding of how

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<v Speaker 3>of their contributions and their power was really you know,

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<v Speaker 3>just undervalued, I would say, And getting to know my mom,

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<v Speaker 3>I realized she's a badass. She was a badass, and

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<v Speaker 3>she was so smart and funny and tough as shit,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, and stronger than anybody had ever really met.

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<v Speaker 3>She grew up in poverty, she put herself through college,

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<v Speaker 3>She got married in the fifties and went straight into

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<v Speaker 3>having seven babies in seven years and stayed pregnant for

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<v Speaker 3>seven years, and then was just overwhelmed with that for

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<v Speaker 3>a long time. And I think, you know that the

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<v Speaker 3>fine tuning motherhood thing never happened with me because I

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<v Speaker 3>was number seven, you know what I mean. So just

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<v Speaker 3>was easy for me to sort of drift off and

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<v Speaker 3>do my thing and not really worry about my mother

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<v Speaker 3>at the end, because I feel like the bond is

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<v Speaker 3>not what other people have necessary with their mothers, And so,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, getting to know her in the last few years,

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<v Speaker 3>it really kind of just I think I grew as

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<v Speaker 3>a woman. I just understood how great it was to

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<v Speaker 3>be a woman.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just something about connecting with her, and I

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<v Speaker 3>don't even know what that is exactly, I can't pinpoint it.

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<v Speaker 2>But she had a tough she had kids, she wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to go on in school.

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<v Speaker 3>Was that right, Well, I guess when she met my

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<v Speaker 3>dad she had been working on a master's degree. And

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<v Speaker 3>I only bring that up because we never heard that

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<v Speaker 3>at all until the last few years, Like, she never

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<v Speaker 3>even brought it up.

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<v Speaker 2>So what was home like for you growing up?

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<v Speaker 3>It was very crowded. It sat on the floor a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>We had to crawl under the dinner table to get

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<v Speaker 3>to our seats if you were one of the smaller

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<v Speaker 3>kids in the family. Not a lot of money. But

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<v Speaker 3>we grew up like right next to the woods. And

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<v Speaker 3>my mom grew up her father worked in the woods,

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<v Speaker 3>and that was like you know, many many, many, many

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<v Speaker 3>generations of French settlers that worked in the woods. So

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<v Speaker 3>you just mentioned right, yes, And she's very connected to nature.

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<v Speaker 3>So like we just learned all the birds songs, and

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<v Speaker 3>learned all the names of the flowers, and learned all

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<v Speaker 3>the trees, and you know, we were just really it

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<v Speaker 3>was just part of how we lived. I didn't really

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<v Speaker 3>think of it as anything particularly special until I got

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<v Speaker 3>older and I realized that a lot of that stuff's

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<v Speaker 3>gone away.

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<v Speaker 2>For a lot of people and also gave you ideas

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<v Speaker 2>for thirty years of songs, I think because there's so

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<v Speaker 2>much nature in your yeah, yeah writing, yeah, including and

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<v Speaker 2>we'll get to the new album as well. So when

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<v Speaker 2>did music enter your life when you were a kid?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, my mother's voice. She comes from a family of

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<v Speaker 3>people that knew how to sing, and my father they

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<v Speaker 3>didn't have a particularly musical trained, formal musical life. My

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<v Speaker 3>father's the son of like Irish people, and so there's

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<v Speaker 3>definitely that thing in there for him too. But she

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<v Speaker 3>always had a voice that was just buttery and beautiful.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember, like some of my earliest memories are her

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<v Speaker 3>standing in a doorway where there are four bunk beds in.

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<v Speaker 3>My sisters and I were all in them, and she

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<v Speaker 3>was singing, and it was like magical.

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<v Speaker 2>Would she sing you to sleep?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? She sang, you know, hymns and like in French.

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<v Speaker 3>She that was her first language. So we heard those

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<v Speaker 3>old things that she got when she was a kid.

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<v Speaker 2>And did you have music through the Catholic church as

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<v Speaker 2>well or.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that not a Well yeah, that wasn't as interesting

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<v Speaker 3>to me at the time as my mom. I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>recognize like I remember realizing at one point that not

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<v Speaker 3>everybody's mom sang like that. You know, I was a

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<v Speaker 3>lot older. Oh wow, you know what, I wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 3>singing if it weren't for hearing her voice.

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<v Speaker 2>Did she ever teach you songs?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh? Yeah, well we would make up songs together when

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<v Speaker 3>I was really little.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so when did you start? What was your first instrument?

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<v Speaker 3>My first instrument was the flute because it was the

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<v Speaker 3>one the instrument that was available in the elementary school band.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was good old days where they would just

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<v Speaker 2>send students into a room and say, just pick up something.

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<v Speaker 3>I think.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>My sister had one. It's so accusing, that's what it was.

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<v Speaker 3>She actually wanted to play the flute, and she had

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<v Speaker 3>borrowed one or something from the high school. And so

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<v Speaker 3>I decided to try my hand at it. And I

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<v Speaker 3>could make it sing, you know, but it just didn't

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<v Speaker 3>have enough variety of sound to a flute.

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<v Speaker 2>So when did the guitar start?

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<v Speaker 3>When I was a teenager, I bought a Honer guitar

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<v Speaker 3>for like half of my savings account, which was probably

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<v Speaker 3>one hundred dollars and uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Was it at a local music store mail order Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a local music store the next town over

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<v Speaker 3>from where I grew up in Bangor, Maine, and I

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<v Speaker 3>met a guitar teacher there and started taking lessons, and

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<v Speaker 3>I just wanted to I knew I wanted to sing.

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<v Speaker 3>That was really where I went to after the flute

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<v Speaker 3>I couldn't get. I wanted a saxophone. It was not

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<v Speaker 3>going to happen. They were none available, too expensive, and

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<v Speaker 3>so because I thought that had the kind of tones

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<v Speaker 3>that it would feel really good. So I just tried

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<v Speaker 3>to train my voice to have more of those tones,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, starting at a pretty young age, started just

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<v Speaker 3>sitting inside my closet and singing.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, but you want to He wanted to have

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<v Speaker 2>an instrument, but.

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<v Speaker 3>I needed an instrument to write songs too with it.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I practiced the guitar as much as I could,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, as one of those guitars where the strings

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<v Speaker 3>are about an inch off of the neck, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>It really hurt your fingers, get really strong hands. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>we listening to radio at this point. Was there any

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<v Speaker 2>what music was coming in that sort of fed that

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<v Speaker 2>got it?

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<v Speaker 3>The music was great all the way through growing up.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean we I just looked at who was out

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<v Speaker 3>there singing, and I can't believe how lucky I was,

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<v Speaker 3>just starting with like motown on the radio, and I

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<v Speaker 3>was a really little you know, Smokey Robinson, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>that was what I was really into. And I was

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<v Speaker 3>small and music with voices, with beautiful voices and interesting lyrics.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I sort of moved on to the Beatles,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, after they broke up and Ricky Lee

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<v Speaker 3>Jones made her way into that mix. You know, at

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<v Speaker 3>some point when I was a teenager, and there's a

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<v Speaker 3>list of them, you know, it would take me a

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<v Speaker 3>long time to name them all.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, did you think this would be a career for you?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you? Was there part of you that thought, no,

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<v Speaker 2>music's going to be my life.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember being really little and thinking, having a very

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<v Speaker 3>direct thought, what I love to do more than anything

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<v Speaker 3>is sing and also write poems. I wrote poetry when

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<v Speaker 3>I was really little, and I thought, maybe there's something there,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, And I went after the singing. Because I

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<v Speaker 3>don't have a naturally powerful voice. I have to exercise it,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, train like an athlete with my voice to

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<v Speaker 3>get it to work.

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<v Speaker 2>I always think of you as like sort of being

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<v Speaker 2>a powerhouse. I think particularly your first album.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that was just being in really good. It was

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<v Speaker 3>just tuned up, you know. I built it that way.

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<v Speaker 2>So you had what people consider a late start. You

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<v Speaker 2>were in your thirties. I think, Yeah, your first album

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<v Speaker 2>came that is late start. How long had you been

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<v Speaker 2>singing before your first album came out.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd been working on singing all through my life, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and taking time to sing with certain singers on records.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was in love with Whitney Houston because she

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<v Speaker 3>was like, she's like my age. I got to see

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<v Speaker 3>her when she was twenty one years old in Boston

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<v Speaker 3>Common and it was like magic, you know, the voice

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<v Speaker 3>coming out of her. And there's just so many great

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<v Speaker 3>singers to study and learn different things from, and Aretha

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<v Speaker 3>Franklin and Edna James and you know, the great singers

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<v Speaker 3>like that. I studied a lot when I was younger

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<v Speaker 3>and Patsy Kline. I just wanted to strengthen my voice

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<v Speaker 3>and just nothing made me feel better than that in

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<v Speaker 3>my whole life. So the stronger it got, the more

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<v Speaker 3>it flowed, the more I could do with it, the

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<v Speaker 3>better I felt in the world.

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<v Speaker 2>When was the first time you went out on stage.

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<v Speaker 3>The first time I was still in high school. I

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<v Speaker 3>think my guitar teacher. He was playing at a ramata

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<v Speaker 3>inn in Bangor, Maine, and I got up and I

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<v Speaker 3>did chuck, he's in love with him?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, uh huh so okay, yeah? And then when did

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<v Speaker 2>you start doing it solo?

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<v Speaker 3>Not until my later twenties. It was really hard for

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<v Speaker 3>me to do that, you know good. I went to

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<v Speaker 3>an open mic night and because I was just so

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<v Speaker 3>afraid of saying it.

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<v Speaker 2>What was this in Boston?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you tell yourself to be able to get

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<v Speaker 2>up there and do that?

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<v Speaker 3>Well? I had a guitar teacher that another guitar teacher

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<v Speaker 3>that I would show up at, you know, a guitar lesson.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd play him a new song. You go, that's really great,

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<v Speaker 3>you should get gigs, and then I go. But I

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<v Speaker 3>really wanted him to come with me, and so I

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<v Speaker 3>finally wore him down and he did so he kind

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<v Speaker 3>of launched the duo with me with a duo, and

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<v Speaker 3>then I just started doing it on my own after

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<v Speaker 3>a while. John Curtis was his name.

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<v Speaker 2>You must have been doing something right. You got scouted

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<v Speaker 2>fair soon after you were you started playing, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 2>signed a record deal.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I had been playing, and then at a certain point,

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like the songwriting kind of kicked in. Like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you're just sort of practicing, practicing, practicing, you're

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like you go to art school and you

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<v Speaker 3>learn how to paint. You do these things over and

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<v Speaker 3>over and over and over again, and suddenly something comes

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<v Speaker 3>into the painting. You know. It's sort of like that's

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<v Speaker 3>how it was with the music. I felt like I

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't I was starting to understand how these songs that

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<v Speaker 3>I really loved might have occurred.

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<v Speaker 2>You mean other people's songs.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I always go back to Tears of a Clown. It's

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<v Speaker 3>like a miraculous song, which was co written with Stevie

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<v Speaker 3>Wonder actually and Smoke Your RUMs and but there's like

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<v Speaker 3>such a way that that flows melodically and then lyrically

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<v Speaker 3>it's magical as well. I mean, it's a painting, it's

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<v Speaker 3>a beautiful painting. Like how the hell do people do that?

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean? And I don't really know

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<v Speaker 3>how you do that, but I understand how something can

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<v Speaker 3>just kind of come out of you, right, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and it just for me, it just took years and

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<v Speaker 3>years and years of going through the motions of and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, trying and you know, trying and trying and trying,

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<v Speaker 3>and then it just kind of started they started showing up.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, well you I'm fascinated by this. Would you try

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<v Speaker 2>and break down that song? Like, what does the melody

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<v Speaker 2>do here? Wasn't anything formal like that?

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<v Speaker 3>No, No, I do a little bit of that now.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean now I listened to Tears of the Clown

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<v Speaker 3>for example, probably one of my favorite songs. I'm blown

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<v Speaker 3>away by the structure. You just can't believe how incredible

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<v Speaker 3>the choices are for melody, and and it just kind

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<v Speaker 3>of probably came out of them like that. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>they just probably now it goes here, and now it

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<v Speaker 3>goes here, and now the words say this, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's just I would love to know how that was

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<v Speaker 3>when they wrote that song.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back with more from Patty Griffin after the break.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, thinking about your first album, your first song is

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<v Speaker 2>on that album as Moses, And immediately when people hear that,

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<v Speaker 2>you start on a suspended chord? Did you study theory?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you know that? But it's got a it's got

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<v Speaker 2>a very particular I mean, it showcases your voice, but

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<v Speaker 2>you're not starting on a chord tone.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think there's a lot. Probably one of the

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<v Speaker 3>good things is that I don't know a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>what I'm doing, so I end up doing things Buddy

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<v Speaker 3>Miller once said to me. Great. Buddy Miller said, Patty,

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<v Speaker 3>I love watching you play guitar because everything you do

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<v Speaker 3>is so wrong and it gives me all kinds of

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<v Speaker 3>great idea. And I'm like, Okay, that's that's that's a compliment.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's a high compliment. Actually, okay, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Think I think you know a little more than you're

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<v Speaker 2>letting on.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I really don't. I really don't. I can

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<v Speaker 3>find a G, I can find an E, I can

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<v Speaker 3>find an F and an A, and you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean. I just but as far as the theory goes,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just always like hunt and peck on that stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>But you're often finding those those tones, those notes that

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<v Speaker 2>aren't in the chord, that like really color the chord.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's literally the first note you sang on that

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<v Speaker 2>on that record. It's just so powerful. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 2>that you didn't.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I think it's neat you. Well, I mean my mother.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually back to my mom explained to me that when

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<v Speaker 3>I was younger and she would be singing, that I

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<v Speaker 3>would automatically find harmonies to her voice when I would

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<v Speaker 3>sing with her, which I didn't know I was doing,

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<v Speaker 3>but apparently apparently I did. So I love to dig around.

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<v Speaker 3>I love to fish around and find my own harmonies.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not too crazy about doing like classic harmonies because

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you have to stick to stick to one

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<v Speaker 3>little line and you know you're over here and you

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<v Speaker 3>stay there on the fourth, you know the fifth, And

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not as good at that. I don't enjoy it

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<v Speaker 3>as much. And it's also studied and you have to

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<v Speaker 3>be able to I really don't have an understanding of

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<v Speaker 3>how one would even go about learning that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what was it like for you? And I'm going

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<v Speaker 2>to jump ahead, because you sang with Emilu Harris, you

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<v Speaker 2>sing Trapez what was because she is the gold standard

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<v Speaker 2>for duet singing. What was that like?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I know by then I'd known Emmy for a

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<v Speaker 3>really long time and we'd already sung on a bunch

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<v Speaker 3>of the others things, So it was just like having

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<v Speaker 3>my buddy come to the studio.

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<v Speaker 2>And sing so as natural.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you just like, you know, just let her go.

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<v Speaker 3>She does her thing and just let her roll back

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<v Speaker 3>when she wants to roll back and do things over.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, just let her do her thing. She really

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<v Speaker 3>she has an idea of what she wants to wants

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<v Speaker 3>it to be. I think she's feeling her way through it.

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<v Speaker 2>You just let her.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, okay, stay out of her way.

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<v Speaker 2>That first album, you did a whole produced album, and

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<v Speaker 2>I think with Nile Rogers, the producer.

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<v Speaker 3>No. Well, I did a project with Nile Rogers here

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<v Speaker 3>in the nineties which went absolutely nowhere. He had a

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<v Speaker 3>record label for like two minutes called ear Candy. He

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<v Speaker 3>wanted me to make records for that label, and I

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<v Speaker 3>was just in way over my head and I was

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<v Speaker 3>not prepared to work with someone of his kind of

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<v Speaker 3>technical caliber, and I didn't we didn't know how to

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<v Speaker 3>communicate in the studio with each other, and so that

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<v Speaker 3>didn't go very well. But then I made a record

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<v Speaker 3>with Malcolm Burn, who is you know from that whole

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<v Speaker 3>New Orleans Danny Lenwill Mark Howard Camp and that was,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, trial by fire. That was really like I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know what I'm doing either, and I'm like living

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<v Speaker 3>in a studio in New Orleans for a month with

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<v Speaker 3>all these people, and by the time that record was

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<v Speaker 3>finished and mixed, my record company had had it. They

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<v Speaker 3>didn't like any of the things that he did. And

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<v Speaker 3>that wasn't really crazy about it either, because I had

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<v Speaker 3>been so tired and confused making the record the whole time.

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<v Speaker 3>They just didn't hear me on it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>David Anderley was the head of A and R at

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<v Speaker 3>A and M Records, and I got called out to

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<v Speaker 3>California quite a few times in those early days. Here's

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<v Speaker 3>how this, here's how we see this. You know, they

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<v Speaker 3>really were great at trying to help you get there,

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<v Speaker 3>because I think a lot of people would have went, well,

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<v Speaker 3>that record's final, just put it out and then nobody's

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<v Speaker 3>going to care about it, and then we'll just drop

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<v Speaker 3>her and then we'll be on our way. But he

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<v Speaker 3>actually wanted to help me get my feet on the

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<v Speaker 3>ground as a working artist, and he knew it was

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<v Speaker 3>new for me, I think, and he really I think

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<v Speaker 3>he did me favor when he rejected that record, because

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<v Speaker 3>it made me go out as vulnerable as it possibly could.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it was kind of experiencing a big depression

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<v Speaker 3>at the end of that thing, and I just said,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how I'm going to make another record.

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<v Speaker 3>It's going to cost me like another you know whatever

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<v Speaker 3>to do it. And you love these demos, Why we

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<v Speaker 3>not just put demos out? You know, put these demos

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<v Speaker 3>that you love so much, these things that you know

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<v Speaker 3>they play him on the radio on small radio. Why

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<v Speaker 3>can't you just So he did what nobody was doing,

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<v Speaker 3>and he put a record out of new artists just

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<v Speaker 3>doing guitar and voice. And it really was the most

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<v Speaker 3>honest way to put me out there. And it was

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<v Speaker 3>really great for me to have to tour solo for

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<v Speaker 3>years and I got my legs on stage doing that.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a great way to you really have to get

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<v Speaker 3>your shit together unless you want people to throw things

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<v Speaker 3>at you, you know. So it was one of the

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<v Speaker 3>best things that ever happened to me.

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<v Speaker 2>But it must have been terrifying at the time.

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<v Speaker 3>It was weird. Yeah, it was weird to be And now,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I know musician friends who listen to the

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<v Speaker 3>first record and I go, oh, I totally get what

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<v Speaker 3>you should have done with that. Where were you back then?

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<v Speaker 2>You know you should have done with it. I mean

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<v Speaker 2>that's an incredible first record. Though the songs on it are.

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<v Speaker 3>They were definitely meant to be produced. They're written to

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<v Speaker 3>be arranged, but I didn't know how to do that

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<v Speaker 3>at the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you want to learn how to arrange after that?

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<v Speaker 3>I did, and I and I do, and I think

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<v Speaker 3>I have really good ideas, but I think there are

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<v Speaker 3>when it comes to my own stuff, I need someone

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<v Speaker 3>from the outside to come and help me, because you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I can't hold that perspective you know that you need.

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<v Speaker 2>And there are I mean, there are great songs on it.

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<v Speaker 2>There's let Them Fly, which a lot of people have covered.

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<v Speaker 2>Time Will Do the Talking, which I love, and then

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<v Speaker 2>there's a couple songs. There's one about your mother, Sweet Lorraine. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't know if poor Man's House is about

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<v Speaker 2>you growing up particularly, but it's it's an amazing song.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me about those songs.

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<v Speaker 3>Poor Man's House. That one was written. I was living

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<v Speaker 3>in Jamaica Plane in Boston, and that was just about

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<v Speaker 3>about a mile away from where my grandparents. My Irish

0:24:31.396 --> 0:24:35.636
<v Speaker 3>grandparents were servants on an estate. I think they worked

0:24:35.636 --> 0:24:39.556
<v Speaker 3>for the Roebucks, like the series of Robuts family and yeah,

0:24:39.756 --> 0:24:42.716
<v Speaker 3>and I realized, like so much of the way I was,

0:24:42.436 --> 0:24:46.796
<v Speaker 3>I was now working in Boston serving people, and I

0:24:46.916 --> 0:24:49.676
<v Speaker 3>just thought, that's funny. I wonder if they knew that

0:24:49.756 --> 0:24:51.076
<v Speaker 3>was going to happen. I was going to be a

0:24:51.076 --> 0:24:53.236
<v Speaker 3>mile away. Their granddaughter would be a mile away from

0:24:53.276 --> 0:24:58.156
<v Speaker 3>where they had lived and died. And I realized that,

0:24:58.836 --> 0:25:01.796
<v Speaker 3>you know, when the object is to sort of survive

0:25:01.956 --> 0:25:04.996
<v Speaker 3>and get your family to survives that you have, there

0:25:05.036 --> 0:25:09.876
<v Speaker 3>are people whose entire lives are that bare minimum. I

0:25:09.916 --> 0:25:12.436
<v Speaker 3>was sort of born into this very rare moment. I

0:25:12.476 --> 0:25:15.636
<v Speaker 3>think where I could start and place where I could

0:25:15.676 --> 0:25:19.316
<v Speaker 3>really think about what I really wanted to do and

0:25:19.316 --> 0:25:22.636
<v Speaker 3>try to do it and maybe managed to do it.

0:25:22.916 --> 0:25:25.276
<v Speaker 3>And I realized what a contrast that was. And there

0:25:25.316 --> 0:25:28.076
<v Speaker 3>was also this thing in me that didn't feel like

0:25:28.156 --> 0:25:30.596
<v Speaker 3>I felt like I was just spending a lot of

0:25:30.596 --> 0:25:33.516
<v Speaker 3>time with fluff because of that, and I wasn't really

0:25:33.556 --> 0:25:36.036
<v Speaker 3>out there trying to make a family and you know,

0:25:36.116 --> 0:25:39.076
<v Speaker 3>trying to do all the things that they had lived

0:25:39.156 --> 0:25:39.516
<v Speaker 3>to do.

0:25:39.956 --> 0:25:42.276
<v Speaker 2>Oh, you thought you were just doing fluff.

0:25:42.716 --> 0:25:45.476
<v Speaker 3>I noticed that we weren't allowed in our you know,

0:25:45.476 --> 0:25:48.076
<v Speaker 3>if you're from that background, you're not necessarily you don't

0:25:48.076 --> 0:25:51.356
<v Speaker 3>feel like you're necessarily allowed into this world of the

0:25:51.516 --> 0:25:56.356
<v Speaker 3>arts and this world of entertainment especially. It's something that

0:25:56.436 --> 0:25:59.636
<v Speaker 3>other people do that have maybe more advantages than you,

0:25:59.676 --> 0:26:02.676
<v Speaker 3>and you know, don't have to worry so much about money,

0:26:02.796 --> 0:26:05.876
<v Speaker 3>and you know what I mean, and you are your

0:26:05.996 --> 0:26:09.036
<v Speaker 3>job is to be the person that serves them, you know.

0:26:09.196 --> 0:26:14.396
<v Speaker 3>I realized that that my family's mindset was that through

0:26:14.716 --> 0:26:18.556
<v Speaker 3>the experiences that they'd had for so many generations on

0:26:18.596 --> 0:26:20.836
<v Speaker 3>both sides of my family, of being really poor. So

0:26:21.676 --> 0:26:23.596
<v Speaker 3>that was what poor Man's House grew out. It was

0:26:23.636 --> 0:26:26.636
<v Speaker 3>a sudden you know. I went to see the estate

0:26:26.796 --> 0:26:31.196
<v Speaker 3>where they had worked, and that just haunted me for

0:26:31.556 --> 0:26:35.116
<v Speaker 3>weeks and weeks and being there, just the experience of

0:26:35.196 --> 0:26:39.516
<v Speaker 3>being there and seeing the servants quarters, and it was

0:26:39.556 --> 0:26:41.116
<v Speaker 3>just the sadness that haunted me.

0:26:41.796 --> 0:26:43.836
<v Speaker 2>So when you say you had trouble getting up on stage,

0:26:43.916 --> 0:26:44.956
<v Speaker 2>was some of that feeling.

0:26:46.116 --> 0:26:46.316
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:26:46.716 --> 0:26:47.676
<v Speaker 2>I would inform that.

0:26:47.716 --> 0:26:50.236
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you should, you should. Your job is to go

0:26:50.316 --> 0:26:54.116
<v Speaker 3>and hand people things and that they need. And then

0:26:55.236 --> 0:26:57.756
<v Speaker 3>by then I'd been waiting on people for quite a while.

0:26:58.236 --> 0:27:00.956
<v Speaker 3>And I love service, by the way, I love it.

0:27:01.316 --> 0:27:05.156
<v Speaker 3>The only thing I don't love about service is the

0:27:05.316 --> 0:27:09.516
<v Speaker 3>way that you are vulnerable to being treated by others

0:27:09.596 --> 0:27:12.916
<v Speaker 3>because people don't recognize it as a really wonderful thing

0:27:12.996 --> 0:27:14.916
<v Speaker 3>to do and know how to do well.

0:27:15.196 --> 0:27:16.996
<v Speaker 2>I'll bet you you're a good tipper to this day.

0:27:17.156 --> 0:27:17.516
<v Speaker 3>I am.

0:27:17.916 --> 0:27:18.116
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:27:18.796 --> 0:27:21.236
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you got to really really mess up for me

0:27:21.276 --> 0:27:22.676
<v Speaker 3>to get you down to twenty percent.

0:27:26.076 --> 0:27:27.716
<v Speaker 2>And then tell me about sweet Lorraine.

0:27:28.036 --> 0:27:31.116
<v Speaker 3>Well, that came out of a conversation that I had

0:27:31.116 --> 0:27:33.836
<v Speaker 3>with my mom. I was getting divorced around that time,

0:27:33.916 --> 0:27:37.836
<v Speaker 3>and she talked to me for the first time about

0:27:38.036 --> 0:27:41.836
<v Speaker 3>her wedding day. The day before. She had her father,

0:27:41.956 --> 0:27:44.556
<v Speaker 3>who was this woodsman. He came in from the woods

0:27:44.636 --> 0:27:47.756
<v Speaker 3>every so often and kind of turned everybody's world upside

0:27:47.756 --> 0:27:51.236
<v Speaker 3>down and then went back to the woods, very heavy

0:27:51.316 --> 0:27:55.556
<v Speaker 3>drinker and a wild kind of guy. And she met

0:27:55.596 --> 0:27:59.276
<v Speaker 3>my dad and then started seeing my dad and then

0:27:59.356 --> 0:28:02.756
<v Speaker 3>very quickly got married. And he made some comment to

0:28:02.836 --> 0:28:05.876
<v Speaker 3>her at their sort of rehearsal dinner, I guess that

0:28:07.316 --> 0:28:10.596
<v Speaker 3>she must be pregnant, and then he went into calling

0:28:10.636 --> 0:28:14.236
<v Speaker 3>her some really bad names and they should never say

0:28:14.276 --> 0:28:17.436
<v Speaker 3>to your daughter. And the day of the wedding, my

0:28:17.596 --> 0:28:19.836
<v Speaker 3>dad tried to get out of it because he was

0:28:19.916 --> 0:28:25.876
<v Speaker 3>terrified getting married. So she's like, I mean, it's funny

0:28:25.916 --> 0:28:29.476
<v Speaker 3>now because I wasn't there. It wasn't me. But like,

0:28:29.556 --> 0:28:32.676
<v Speaker 3>she's gone through, she's made her wedding dress, she's gone

0:28:32.676 --> 0:28:36.036
<v Speaker 3>through all of this stuff. Should do this thing that

0:28:36.076 --> 0:28:38.876
<v Speaker 3>she wasn't even sure she wanted to do because she

0:28:38.956 --> 0:28:41.796
<v Speaker 3>was really doing all right on her own. And then

0:28:41.916 --> 0:28:45.116
<v Speaker 3>the next thing, you know, this guy who says really

0:28:45.156 --> 0:28:47.516
<v Speaker 3>horrible things to her is the guy that gives her

0:28:47.556 --> 0:28:50.316
<v Speaker 3>away to this guy who wants to get out of it,

0:28:51.636 --> 0:28:53.996
<v Speaker 3>you know. So it's like she just went there's no

0:28:54.116 --> 0:28:57.156
<v Speaker 3>way we're not doing this now because she just had it.

0:28:57.276 --> 0:29:00.156
<v Speaker 3>You know, with men, we're definitely getting married. You're gonna

0:29:00.156 --> 0:29:03.716
<v Speaker 3>marry me, and that's too bad, you know. So you

0:29:03.756 --> 0:29:06.796
<v Speaker 3>know my mom now looking back now, especially because I

0:29:06.836 --> 0:29:08.396
<v Speaker 3>know her in a different way, I know her as

0:29:08.436 --> 0:29:13.076
<v Speaker 3>a force of nature. Now, that was quite something for

0:29:13.116 --> 0:29:15.716
<v Speaker 3>a force of nature to be given away by a

0:29:15.756 --> 0:29:18.916
<v Speaker 3>drunk guy to somebody who was too scared to even

0:29:18.956 --> 0:29:21.516
<v Speaker 3>do what he'd asked her to do in the first place.

0:29:21.556 --> 0:29:25.836
<v Speaker 3>And she'd gone all to this great trouble of bringing herself.

0:29:25.436 --> 0:29:29.356
<v Speaker 2>To Was she telling you this because in some way

0:29:29.436 --> 0:29:31.716
<v Speaker 2>she admired you for being forgetting a divorce.

0:29:32.876 --> 0:29:35.476
<v Speaker 3>No, she didn't. She was. She's Catholic. My parents were

0:29:35.516 --> 0:29:39.516
<v Speaker 3>Catholic and they really she was against the divorce. I

0:29:39.596 --> 0:29:41.916
<v Speaker 3>was not Catholic at this point, so I didn't have

0:29:41.956 --> 0:29:46.516
<v Speaker 3>any problem getting divorced. But she really thought you stay

0:29:46.516 --> 0:29:47.356
<v Speaker 3>in your marriage.

0:29:47.876 --> 0:29:50.876
<v Speaker 2>So the next few albums you did Flaming Red, A

0:29:50.956 --> 0:29:55.156
<v Speaker 2>Thousand Kisses, Impossible Dream, you know, those albums to me,

0:29:56.196 --> 0:30:01.676
<v Speaker 2>captured that alternative country sound. Did you hear in so

0:30:01.756 --> 0:30:06.596
<v Speaker 2>many you know? You hear in the Robert Plant that

0:30:06.716 --> 0:30:09.876
<v Speaker 2>kind of t bone Burnett, you know, the kind of

0:30:09.956 --> 0:30:14.876
<v Speaker 2>softer percussion, a lot of feedback. Those are the records

0:30:14.876 --> 0:30:17.876
<v Speaker 2>to me that really solidified that sound. That's rights where

0:30:18.316 --> 0:30:21.636
<v Speaker 2>that sound? Is that something you wanted? Is that? How

0:30:21.676 --> 0:30:23.476
<v Speaker 2>involved were you with that production?

0:30:24.436 --> 0:30:29.996
<v Speaker 3>I was very involved with all of those productions. Jay

0:30:30.076 --> 0:30:33.476
<v Speaker 3>Joyce did Flaming Red, then I did A Thousand Kisses

0:30:33.476 --> 0:30:36.956
<v Speaker 3>with Doug Lancio and that by a Thousand Kisses, I

0:30:37.036 --> 0:30:40.836
<v Speaker 3>was off record labels, so I was I had to

0:30:40.876 --> 0:30:43.156
<v Speaker 3>make something on the cheap, which is why we shrunk

0:30:43.196 --> 0:30:47.116
<v Speaker 3>everything down to the bare minimum. We got an ensemble,

0:30:47.876 --> 0:30:51.356
<v Speaker 3>you know, and did a classic kind of ensemble kind

0:30:51.356 --> 0:30:54.076
<v Speaker 3>of record like they would have done in the fifties,

0:30:54.156 --> 0:30:56.756
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, our forties. We're just everybody's

0:30:56.836 --> 0:30:59.756
<v Speaker 3>you know, we have a xylophone, you know what I mean.

0:30:59.916 --> 0:31:02.316
<v Speaker 3>And we're going to use this through the whole record

0:31:02.436 --> 0:31:05.636
<v Speaker 3>because we had a very very tight budget. I haven't

0:31:05.676 --> 0:31:09.316
<v Speaker 3>ever set out to do anything that I've done. I

0:31:09.316 --> 0:31:11.996
<v Speaker 3>do set out to try to do things. I never

0:31:12.036 --> 0:31:14.636
<v Speaker 3>feel like I'm my authentic me, you know.

0:31:14.756 --> 0:31:16.316
<v Speaker 2>Really it's got to come to you.

0:31:16.476 --> 0:31:17.396
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:31:17.996 --> 0:31:20.996
<v Speaker 2>Was it a lot of live playing in the studio? Yeah,

0:31:21.756 --> 0:31:23.516
<v Speaker 2>and then were you was doing the singing on top

0:31:23.636 --> 0:31:25.156
<v Speaker 2>later or No.

0:31:25.276 --> 0:31:28.796
<v Speaker 3>We did a lot of stuff, especially A thousand kisses.

0:31:28.836 --> 0:31:32.516
<v Speaker 3>We did everything, guitar voice, you know. I did it

0:31:32.516 --> 0:31:34.596
<v Speaker 3>in like a couple of days. You know, it's it's

0:31:34.636 --> 0:31:39.236
<v Speaker 3>not a big long record, and I had lots of

0:31:39.276 --> 0:31:41.836
<v Speaker 3>time to get ready for it because I wasn't on

0:31:41.876 --> 0:31:44.596
<v Speaker 3>a label anymore. So it was just I just had

0:31:44.596 --> 0:31:48.036
<v Speaker 3>myself together because I knew we need to not spend

0:31:48.076 --> 0:31:50.716
<v Speaker 3>a lot of money. I went in there and just

0:31:50.796 --> 0:31:53.276
<v Speaker 3>kind of put the basics down and then Doug painted

0:31:53.316 --> 0:31:56.116
<v Speaker 3>over that. But Jay Joyce, that was a whole other

0:31:56.436 --> 0:31:59.596
<v Speaker 3>can of worms. The way he works, but it also

0:32:00.036 --> 0:32:01.596
<v Speaker 3>very quickly recorded.

0:32:02.436 --> 0:32:05.556
<v Speaker 2>You had been playing for so long solo or maybe

0:32:05.596 --> 0:32:09.316
<v Speaker 2>with one other guitarist to sing with a band, as

0:32:09.316 --> 0:32:11.716
<v Speaker 2>you started with on Flaming Red, what was that like?

0:32:12.316 --> 0:32:16.756
<v Speaker 3>I honestly felt like I was more powerful by myself,

0:32:18.196 --> 0:32:21.196
<v Speaker 3>Like you have to sing differently with the band because

0:32:21.516 --> 0:32:26.596
<v Speaker 3>they're doing the passion, so you have to step back.

0:32:26.916 --> 0:32:29.756
<v Speaker 3>To me, my mind always went, oh, that vocal now

0:32:29.796 --> 0:32:31.756
<v Speaker 3>has to step back a little bit, and they take

0:32:31.796 --> 0:32:36.396
<v Speaker 3>the emotional thing and they play it. So if we're

0:32:36.396 --> 0:32:39.916
<v Speaker 3>all doing that, it's going to be it'lbeit shit show,

0:32:40.076 --> 0:32:43.716
<v Speaker 3>you know. So I always felt like I had more

0:32:44.636 --> 0:32:47.516
<v Speaker 3>less control over how it was going to go on

0:32:47.596 --> 0:32:51.756
<v Speaker 3>stage until very recently. Yeah, I've been working with and

0:32:51.796 --> 0:32:54.596
<v Speaker 3>that's that's not anything on the bands that I worked

0:32:54.636 --> 0:32:58.116
<v Speaker 3>with had. I worked with this great guitar player, Doug Lancey,

0:32:58.116 --> 0:33:00.356
<v Speaker 3>who was my band leader for years, and he would

0:33:00.436 --> 0:33:03.716
<v Speaker 3>just chase me around like if I wasn't in tune,

0:33:03.876 --> 0:33:05.956
<v Speaker 3>he'd get out of tune and find, you know, and

0:33:06.036 --> 0:33:10.196
<v Speaker 3>just follow me everywhere. But I still didn't really get

0:33:10.196 --> 0:33:13.836
<v Speaker 3>into learning how to be play with people until the

0:33:13.916 --> 0:33:17.556
<v Speaker 3>last probably ten or fifteen years with David Polkingham. He's

0:33:17.636 --> 0:33:21.876
<v Speaker 3>really been the guy that has been just patiently helped

0:33:21.876 --> 0:33:24.076
<v Speaker 3>me figure out how to ask for what I want

0:33:24.476 --> 0:33:25.556
<v Speaker 3>and try to achieve it.

0:33:25.676 --> 0:33:28.516
<v Speaker 2>You know, that's interesting. So when you some of those songs,

0:33:28.556 --> 0:33:30.156
<v Speaker 2>if you went out by yourself, it was almost a

0:33:30.196 --> 0:33:33.876
<v Speaker 2>relief to sing them. Yeah, when you're doing solo yeah.

0:33:34.356 --> 0:33:35.636
<v Speaker 3>And now it's the other way around.

0:33:36.076 --> 0:33:40.436
<v Speaker 2>I really want to want to hide behind those guys.

0:33:42.036 --> 0:33:44.796
<v Speaker 1>After this last break, we'll be back with Patty Griffin.

0:33:49.356 --> 0:33:51.356
<v Speaker 2>You know what I mentioned at people I was talking

0:33:51.356 --> 0:33:54.276
<v Speaker 2>to you, everybody said, please ask her about, Please ask

0:33:54.276 --> 0:33:57.196
<v Speaker 2>her about. So I do have some greatest hits. I

0:33:57.236 --> 0:34:01.356
<v Speaker 2>have to ask you about long Ride Home. I always

0:34:01.356 --> 0:34:03.796
<v Speaker 2>thought that was from a man's point of view. It is,

0:34:04.196 --> 0:34:07.316
<v Speaker 2>it is. You're very good at singing from a man's

0:34:07.316 --> 0:34:07.836
<v Speaker 2>point of view.

0:34:07.956 --> 0:34:10.596
<v Speaker 3>I know something wrong with me.

0:34:10.996 --> 0:34:14.916
<v Speaker 2>No, No, like like your cover of the Springsteen song

0:34:14.996 --> 0:34:17.836
<v Speaker 2>Stolen Cars is perfect.

0:34:18.356 --> 0:34:22.836
<v Speaker 3>Well there, you know, And there's a whole world of

0:34:23.756 --> 0:34:26.036
<v Speaker 3>gender fluid out there which has a whole other take

0:34:26.076 --> 0:34:29.716
<v Speaker 3>on that too, I'm sure, but I never felt like

0:34:29.796 --> 0:34:34.076
<v Speaker 3>there should be it should be limited to your gender

0:34:34.396 --> 0:34:37.196
<v Speaker 3>as as far as characters go. You know, you don't

0:34:37.236 --> 0:34:42.036
<v Speaker 3>ask writers you're writing fiction, to only write if they're man,

0:34:42.196 --> 0:34:43.956
<v Speaker 3>only write about man at the women to write you

0:34:43.956 --> 0:34:44.356
<v Speaker 3>know what I mean.

0:34:44.436 --> 0:34:47.396
<v Speaker 2>Oh recently, yes, they have asked that, but general.

0:34:47.396 --> 0:34:49.676
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, maybe that's a good idea.

0:34:49.836 --> 0:34:55.276
<v Speaker 2>Actually, was that was any of that taken from an experience?

0:34:55.436 --> 0:34:57.756
<v Speaker 2>Or that was that was just a story you imagined.

0:34:58.396 --> 0:35:03.036
<v Speaker 3>I bought a guitar from Groom's Guitar store in Nashville.

0:35:03.196 --> 0:35:09.436
<v Speaker 3>It was still my main guitar. It's Gibson nineteen sixty

0:35:09.436 --> 0:35:14.476
<v Speaker 3>five J fifty and I just bought it, went sat

0:35:14.516 --> 0:35:17.516
<v Speaker 3>down at a kitchen table in Nashville and wrote that song.

0:35:17.556 --> 0:35:19.716
<v Speaker 3>It just kind of came out of the guitar. And

0:35:19.756 --> 0:35:22.636
<v Speaker 3>it's definitely based on you know, people that some people

0:35:22.716 --> 0:35:24.596
<v Speaker 3>I know, and what was happening in my life at

0:35:24.596 --> 0:35:24.956
<v Speaker 3>the time.

0:35:25.396 --> 0:35:27.276
<v Speaker 2>Are you the kind that works every day, like you

0:35:27.396 --> 0:35:30.316
<v Speaker 2>sit down every day with no, no.

0:35:29.956 --> 0:35:32.676
<v Speaker 3>No, Not anymore. I used to. I used to be

0:35:32.836 --> 0:35:37.916
<v Speaker 3>like kind of obsessive about that, and I needed a

0:35:37.956 --> 0:35:42.116
<v Speaker 3>break from that. And I haven't really resumed the work level.

0:35:42.276 --> 0:35:44.476
<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure I will. I mean, I'm older now too,

0:35:44.596 --> 0:35:47.196
<v Speaker 3>and there's a lot I want to do.

0:35:47.396 --> 0:35:49.396
<v Speaker 2>In the world besides songwriting.

0:35:49.556 --> 0:35:54.516
<v Speaker 3>Beside songwriting and it's very you know, it does take

0:35:54.596 --> 0:35:56.876
<v Speaker 3>up a lot of space when you do it. I

0:35:56.916 --> 0:36:01.476
<v Speaker 3>really enjoyed writing these last songs for this record because

0:36:01.516 --> 0:36:03.796
<v Speaker 3>I took a lot of songs that are on this

0:36:03.876 --> 0:36:06.836
<v Speaker 3>record or things that I had written and chucked out

0:36:07.796 --> 0:36:10.036
<v Speaker 3>and I just thought, oh, that's terrible, it's terrible, and

0:36:10.156 --> 0:36:12.636
<v Speaker 3>checked another one out. And then I kind of went

0:36:12.676 --> 0:36:14.796
<v Speaker 3>through the voice memos at a certain point and went,

0:36:15.156 --> 0:36:18.196
<v Speaker 3>that's not why to throw that out, Like I'd want

0:36:18.196 --> 0:36:20.196
<v Speaker 3>to hear how this turns out, you know what I mean?

0:36:20.276 --> 0:36:23.236
<v Speaker 3>So so I didn't. When I finished writing this record,

0:36:23.316 --> 0:36:26.036
<v Speaker 3>it was really just sort of almost like facing myself.

0:36:26.516 --> 0:36:30.116
<v Speaker 3>Everybody gets stuck in things, and sometimes you know you're

0:36:30.156 --> 0:36:33.996
<v Speaker 3>stuck in something and you're willing to stay stuck.

0:36:34.396 --> 0:36:37.596
<v Speaker 2>Damn it. You know, we're definitely was it in your

0:36:37.596 --> 0:36:38.636
<v Speaker 2>writing you felt stuck?

0:36:38.836 --> 0:36:42.876
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I didn't want to write cleverly. I wanted things

0:36:42.916 --> 0:36:48.356
<v Speaker 3>to be really basic and straight from my gut.

0:36:48.676 --> 0:36:51.876
<v Speaker 2>You're writing reminds me a lot of Leonard Cohen's right, Wow,

0:36:52.156 --> 0:36:52.716
<v Speaker 2>have you heard that?

0:36:53.036 --> 0:36:53.116
<v Speaker 1>No?

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you? Okay, and you're a Canadian, so thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>That's really absolutely I'm an honor.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's like saying you Wow, stick handle, like Wayne

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<v Speaker 2>Gretzky's can I Ask You about? A couple more songs

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<v Speaker 2>to get to the new album Okay, Useless Desires, which

0:37:10.316 --> 0:37:12.756
<v Speaker 2>I think is just a fabulous song.

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<v Speaker 3>That was me experimenting with. I was working a lot

0:37:18.076 --> 0:37:20.556
<v Speaker 3>in Nashville. I was hearing all kinds of music that

0:37:20.596 --> 0:37:23.476
<v Speaker 3>I'd never heard before, and I was working with Emilu

0:37:23.556 --> 0:37:27.076
<v Speaker 3>Harris and she's amazing, but I didn't grow up listening

0:37:27.076 --> 0:37:29.436
<v Speaker 3>to Emulu, So I was like she. I was getting

0:37:29.476 --> 0:37:32.436
<v Speaker 3>exposed to this kind of music that I'd never really

0:37:32.636 --> 0:37:37.036
<v Speaker 3>listened to before and enjoying it. And I was actually

0:37:37.076 --> 0:37:39.436
<v Speaker 3>just trying to find a spot in my voice to

0:37:39.476 --> 0:37:42.476
<v Speaker 3>see what would feel like to sing, And that's the

0:37:42.556 --> 0:37:46.356
<v Speaker 3>song that kind of rolled out on me. It was

0:37:46.396 --> 0:37:49.316
<v Speaker 3>really more about a feeling I wanted to have in

0:37:49.316 --> 0:37:50.276
<v Speaker 3>my voice.

0:37:50.676 --> 0:37:53.996
<v Speaker 2>When you're writing, the melodies come first before the chords before.

0:37:53.716 --> 0:37:56.156
<v Speaker 3>The most of the time, I would say most of

0:37:56.196 --> 0:37:57.556
<v Speaker 3>the time, but not all the time.

0:37:58.236 --> 0:38:01.036
<v Speaker 2>We should mention you did Band of Joy, which was

0:38:01.076 --> 0:38:03.996
<v Speaker 2>step which is stepping back a little bit and being

0:38:04.036 --> 0:38:06.676
<v Speaker 2>part of an ensemble. What was was that a good experience?

0:38:06.676 --> 0:38:07.436
<v Speaker 2>What was that like?

0:38:07.596 --> 0:38:10.596
<v Speaker 3>It was really good. I really he just wanted to

0:38:12.036 --> 0:38:16.236
<v Speaker 3>not have pressure on me of running the show and

0:38:16.356 --> 0:38:18.476
<v Speaker 3>just be part of the band, and I think that's

0:38:18.556 --> 0:38:22.596
<v Speaker 3>really where my personality is best suited as being on

0:38:22.636 --> 0:38:25.396
<v Speaker 3>a team. I met a movie director once and I said,

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<v Speaker 3>can I come and hang out and watch the guts

0:38:28.036 --> 0:38:29.676
<v Speaker 3>of a film? I just want to see what was

0:38:29.796 --> 0:38:32.316
<v Speaker 3>like back and he let me do that. I love

0:38:32.396 --> 0:38:34.996
<v Speaker 3>behind the scenes. I like being part of something that

0:38:35.036 --> 0:38:38.916
<v Speaker 3>supports I'm a better service person, more naturally suited to

0:38:38.956 --> 0:38:42.236
<v Speaker 3>it personality wise, I think. But at the same time,

0:38:42.276 --> 0:38:44.356
<v Speaker 3>I have my own stories that I want to tell.

0:38:44.716 --> 0:38:47.876
<v Speaker 3>So I didn't know where to go next musically, and

0:38:47.916 --> 0:38:50.676
<v Speaker 3>I really knew I wanted to make a change, and

0:38:50.716 --> 0:38:52.756
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know how to get there. And band a

0:38:52.836 --> 0:38:56.276
<v Speaker 3>joy without realizing it. Looking back, I think it was

0:38:56.356 --> 0:38:59.436
<v Speaker 3>me kind of just trying to shake myself up a

0:38:59.516 --> 0:39:03.716
<v Speaker 3>little bit and start moving into other directions, looking for

0:39:03.796 --> 0:39:06.596
<v Speaker 3>other things to do. And it was really really fun

0:39:07.076 --> 0:39:08.516
<v Speaker 3>and the band was amazing.

0:39:09.636 --> 0:39:12.156
<v Speaker 2>So I do want to talk about the new album,

0:39:12.276 --> 0:39:14.716
<v Speaker 2>which a lot is about your mother, as you've written,

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<v Speaker 2>and when I was listening to it, I kept thinking

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<v Speaker 2>about I think my favorite song of yours, which is Mary,

0:39:23.116 --> 0:39:25.236
<v Speaker 2>thank you, and I'm going to start up? Can you

0:39:25.316 --> 0:39:28.596
<v Speaker 2>actually finish the chorus for me? I couldn't stay another day.

0:39:28.676 --> 0:39:31.436
<v Speaker 3>I couldn't stay another day longer. He flies right by

0:39:31.516 --> 0:39:35.196
<v Speaker 3>and leaves a kiss upon her face while the angels

0:39:35.196 --> 0:39:38.196
<v Speaker 3>were I can't see that crazy seeing his praises in

0:39:38.636 --> 0:39:42.356
<v Speaker 3>a blaze of glory. Mary stayed behind and started cleaning up,

0:39:42.396 --> 0:39:45.756
<v Speaker 3>cleaning up the place. Yeah, that's definitely a theme.

0:39:48.436 --> 0:39:50.476
<v Speaker 2>But that is so I remember hearing that song for

0:39:50.516 --> 0:39:51.676
<v Speaker 2>the first time just being so.

0:39:52.276 --> 0:39:56.436
<v Speaker 3>Like, who's gonna, you know, who's sticking around to really

0:39:56.476 --> 0:39:57.836
<v Speaker 3>put life back together?

0:39:58.076 --> 0:40:00.756
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? No, And when I when I mentioned Leonard Cohen,

0:40:00.796 --> 0:40:04.276
<v Speaker 2>that's had he ever actually cleaned up, he might have

0:40:04.316 --> 0:40:08.996
<v Speaker 2>written yeah, but it is. It is such a great,

0:40:09.396 --> 0:40:13.276
<v Speaker 2>beautiful sort of encapsulation of that that role.

0:40:14.796 --> 0:40:19.156
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's a tricky spot for women too. That since

0:40:19.196 --> 0:40:21.436
<v Speaker 3>I've written it, I've thought about this a few times,

0:40:21.476 --> 0:40:25.836
<v Speaker 3>like if you put women like in this quiet kind

0:40:25.836 --> 0:40:28.756
<v Speaker 3>of stoic you know, we're just going to clean up

0:40:28.756 --> 0:40:31.556
<v Speaker 3>after you kind of stuff, you know. And I guess

0:40:31.596 --> 0:40:35.116
<v Speaker 3>when I wrote it, it was sort of like why why,

0:40:35.356 --> 0:40:38.756
<v Speaker 3>over and over again? Is this the pattern? I question it.

0:40:38.876 --> 0:40:42.236
<v Speaker 3>I think it just because things have always been the

0:40:42.276 --> 0:40:45.836
<v Speaker 3>way they've always been doesn't mean they have to stay

0:40:46.036 --> 0:40:49.196
<v Speaker 3>their destructive way, you.

0:40:49.156 --> 0:40:51.436
<v Speaker 2>Know, right. But you look back on your mother in

0:40:51.476 --> 0:40:55.676
<v Speaker 2>this record, in All the Way Home, which has a

0:40:55.716 --> 0:40:58.716
<v Speaker 2>line not the Life my Mother chose, Well.

0:40:58.596 --> 0:41:00.156
<v Speaker 3>That song is not about my mom?

0:41:00.356 --> 0:41:00.876
<v Speaker 2>Oh was that not?

0:41:01.156 --> 0:41:04.436
<v Speaker 3>No? No, no, that's like made up story, that's it?

0:41:04.676 --> 0:41:05.076
<v Speaker 2>Was that, right?

0:41:05.276 --> 0:41:05.436
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:41:05.516 --> 0:41:08.316
<v Speaker 2>I just assumed it was about your mother. Yeah. I

0:41:08.356 --> 0:41:11.796
<v Speaker 2>do want to ask you. I think they're all beautiful songs.

0:41:12.756 --> 0:41:14.836
<v Speaker 2>Back at the start at the end, she said, sort

0:41:14.876 --> 0:41:19.876
<v Speaker 2>of slightly apocalyptic. Born in a Cage is a beautiful song.

0:41:19.916 --> 0:41:22.756
<v Speaker 2>And you were talking about birds in your youth.

0:41:23.196 --> 0:41:27.676
<v Speaker 3>That grew the lyrics grew out of talking to my mom.

0:41:28.236 --> 0:41:31.676
<v Speaker 3>My mom noticed that she grew up in Maine, and

0:41:31.716 --> 0:41:34.276
<v Speaker 3>I remember there were like, you know, a bird feeder

0:41:34.276 --> 0:41:36.276
<v Speaker 3>would be out in the wintertime and there would just

0:41:36.316 --> 0:41:41.316
<v Speaker 3>be hundreds of little beautiful birds. And they have really

0:41:41.436 --> 0:41:44.916
<v Speaker 3>kind of their populations have really really diminished. She's just

0:41:44.956 --> 0:41:48.036
<v Speaker 3>not seeing some of the birds that she was used

0:41:48.036 --> 0:41:51.636
<v Speaker 3>to seeing twenty years before were just not coming back around.

0:41:52.316 --> 0:41:58.796
<v Speaker 3>And the Earth's taking a beating from us, and I

0:41:58.876 --> 0:42:02.036
<v Speaker 3>kind of put that in my mind with yet another

0:42:02.076 --> 0:42:04.796
<v Speaker 3>one of those moments that women are aware of and

0:42:06.396 --> 0:42:08.836
<v Speaker 3>kind of just accepting on a regular basis, But we

0:42:09.156 --> 0:42:13.036
<v Speaker 3>probably need to not be accepting it that the amount

0:42:13.116 --> 0:42:17.836
<v Speaker 3>of women disappearing on a regular basis daily in the world,

0:42:18.196 --> 0:42:23.476
<v Speaker 3>just disappearing, it's really similar. It's connected to the birds disappearing.

0:42:23.516 --> 0:42:25.796
<v Speaker 3>It's the same disease to me.

0:42:26.436 --> 0:42:29.476
<v Speaker 2>So the last song on the album A word. How

0:42:29.476 --> 0:42:33.036
<v Speaker 2>about the last line on the album, which is but

0:42:33.076 --> 0:42:35.316
<v Speaker 2>I Will never stop loving you, which is a is

0:42:35.316 --> 0:42:37.356
<v Speaker 2>a surprise in the song because it doesn't start as

0:42:37.356 --> 0:42:40.796
<v Speaker 2>a love song. So who's that about everybody?

0:42:41.196 --> 0:42:46.516
<v Speaker 3>Life? It really isn't about anybody in particular. It's really

0:42:46.556 --> 0:42:50.436
<v Speaker 3>about why I'm here. Just really done a lot of

0:42:50.516 --> 0:42:54.516
<v Speaker 3>thinking about why I'm here on earth, you know, in

0:42:54.556 --> 0:42:58.276
<v Speaker 3>the last few years, spending time with my mom. You know,

0:42:58.316 --> 0:43:01.076
<v Speaker 3>it's real honored to be with somebody when they're dying,

0:43:01.116 --> 0:43:05.196
<v Speaker 3>because they you end up kind of thinking about your

0:43:05.636 --> 0:43:10.436
<v Speaker 3>own stuff. And I just want to not be an asshole.

0:43:10.676 --> 0:43:14.556
<v Speaker 3>I want to support love. And sometimes I can go

0:43:14.596 --> 0:43:18.596
<v Speaker 3>through a day and really see how beautiful just about

0:43:18.596 --> 0:43:22.236
<v Speaker 3>everybody is and everything is. You know, some days sometimes

0:43:22.236 --> 0:43:24.756
<v Speaker 3>I can't do that at all. But that's my goal,

0:43:24.916 --> 0:43:29.116
<v Speaker 3>is to understand how precious it is and connected we

0:43:29.236 --> 0:43:32.356
<v Speaker 3>all are and everything is. And I know it sounds

0:43:32.396 --> 0:43:36.036
<v Speaker 3>awful woo woo, I'm sure, but it's really is actually

0:43:36.596 --> 0:43:38.076
<v Speaker 3>this thing that I try to.

0:43:38.316 --> 0:43:41.476
<v Speaker 2>Do that seems like a perfect place to start. Okay,

0:43:41.796 --> 0:43:43.836
<v Speaker 2>that was wonderful. Thank you so much, Thank you very much.

0:43:43.836 --> 0:43:44.756
<v Speaker 2>That was really wonderful.

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<v Speaker 3>Nice to talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>collection of songs over the course of her career. Be

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