WEBVTT - Don’t Give Up! -- Part 1

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<v S1>Coming up now on bold steps, Mark Jobe reveals the

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<v S1>power of what we ponder.

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<v S2>The question that you live with today determines the destiny

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<v S2>that you will embrace tomorrow. If you're asking yourself, do

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<v S2>people like me? Or if you're asking yourself, am I important?

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<v S2>Or if you're asking yourself, God, are you pleased with me?

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<v S2>Those questions lead you to different destinies.

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<v S1>Welcome to Bold Steps with Mark Jobe. Mark is founding

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<v S1>pastor of New Life Community Church in Chicago. Today we

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<v S1>begin a new series, Mark called A heart for God

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<v S1>is a simple but such an important message. Don't give up.

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<v S3>It is a powerful message. And this particular message is

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<v S3>about King Saul and Wayne. I just recently came back

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<v S3>from Israel and I was at the point at the

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<v S3>city at Bashan, where Saul and his sons bodies were

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<v S3>hung on a wall at the end of his life.

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<v S3>And I actually taught about off of this same passage.

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<v S3>Did you you know, Saul could have been such a great,

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<v S3>compelling leader, but he allowed his own personal insecurity to

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<v S3>deflect him from a heart for God.

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<v S1>Well, let's get into first Samuel chapter 13. Now for

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<v S1>this message from Mark. It's called Don't Give Up.

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<v S2>How many of you are parents here today? Raise your hand.

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<v S2>Isn't it crazy when your kids ask you questions that

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<v S2>are hard to answer? How about it? I remember one

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<v S2>of my kids starting to read the Bible when they

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<v S2>were very young, and they looked at me and they said, dad,

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<v S2>who did Adam and Eve's kids marry? I said, well,

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<v S2>you know, one family, dad, did they marry their sisters? Well, son. Uh,

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<v S2>I mean, those are tough questions, right? I remember one

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<v S2>of Marissa, who was about probably three years old. We

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<v S2>were driving down the road in Pulaski, 63rd and Pulaski,

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<v S2>and there used to be a statue of a of

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<v S2>an Indian like this advertising cigars. It's still there. So

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<v S2>she looked up at me and she said, daddy, is

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<v S2>the Indian praising Jesus? I was like, uh, you know,

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<v S2>I think maybe, honey, I'm not really sure. You know,

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<v S2>those are tough questions that people ask that you're not always, uh,

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<v S2>not always easy to answer. But, you know, there are

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<v S2>questions that we all have. And here's what I've discovered

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<v S2>over time, I've discovered that all of us are driven

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<v S2>by an undercurrent of question that rumbles in our mind

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<v S2>day after day. How do you relate to people. How

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<v S2>you see yourself, how you relate to God has a

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<v S2>lot to do with the question that you play over

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<v S2>and over and over and over in your mind. I

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<v S2>look at the story of King Saul. I look at

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<v S2>the story of Absalom, David's son, and I look at

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<v S2>the story of David. And they all had three different

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<v S2>questions that kept rumbling over and over in their mind.

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<v S2>When I look at King Saul, the question that I

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<v S2>see him constantly asking himself is this question. It determined

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<v S2>his future. It sabotaged his destiny. But here's the question

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<v S2>that Saul always asked himself. Do people like me? Do

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<v S2>people like me? What do people think about me? Some

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<v S2>of you ask yourself that question when you walked in

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<v S2>this auditorium today. You wonder, how do I look? Do

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<v S2>people like me? I wonder if they'll accept me. Some

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<v S2>of you who are new here today may may want

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<v S2>to do people look like me? AM I dressed appropriately?

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<v S2>Will people greet me? Do people like me? Will people

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<v S2>acknowledge me? Who will I sit next to? Some of

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<v S2>you constantly have that question going over and over in

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<v S2>your mind. AM I popular? Do people like me? Do

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<v S2>they accept me? What do people think about me? You

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<v S2>ask yourself when you walk in a new room, a

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<v S2>new setting, you ask yourself, what are people thinking about me?

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<v S2>It affects how you see yourself. It affects the decisions

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<v S2>that you make. Saul had that constant question in his mind.

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<v S2>Do people like me? Absalom, who is David's son, seems

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<v S2>to have another question, constantly rumbling in the back of

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<v S2>his mind. And the question that Absalom would ask himself

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<v S2>is this am I important? AM I important? Do people

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<v S2>see me as significant? Do people think I'm successful? Do

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<v S2>they look at me and think I'm somebody? AM I important?

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<v S2>It caused Absalom to want to hang around with important

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<v S2>people scurry for titles and ultimately try to sabotage his

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<v S2>father's kingdom because he always asked himself, am I important?

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<v S2>How do people see me? Do people think that I

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<v S2>have significance? It causes us to search for titles, to

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<v S2>tell people who we know, to try to angle our

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<v S2>our business card, to say, a title that's more important

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<v S2>than really what it is. We like to tell people

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<v S2>who we know and who we hung out with, what

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<v S2>degrees we have, because we're asking ourselves this question am

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<v S2>I important? But David, who seems to it looks like

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<v S2>his sins were greater than Saul's sins, but he ends

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<v S2>up with the kingdom. What I love about David is

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<v S2>that the Bible says about David, I have found a

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<v S2>man after my own heart. God says, and I ask myself,

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<v S2>what makes David a man after God's own heart? He

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<v S2>seems to constantly be asking himself this question. God. Are

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<v S2>you pleased with me, Lord? Do I have your favor?

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<v S2>Are you pleased with me? The question that you live

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<v S2>with today determines the destiny that you will embrace tomorrow.

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<v S2>If you're asking yourself, do people like me? Or if

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<v S2>you're asking yourself, am I important? Or if you're asking yourself, God,

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<v S2>are you pleased with me? Those questions lead you to

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<v S2>different destinies. And so today I want us to look

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<v S2>at First Samuel chapter 13. We're going to be looking

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<v S2>at verses one through 14 as we talk about the

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<v S2>question that drives our life, and how to make sure

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<v S2>that the question that drives your life does not sabotage

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<v S2>your future. If you're taking notes today, I want you

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<v S2>to write this. Write this phrase down. Don't give it up.

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<v S2>Don't give it up. I believe as I was praying today,

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<v S2>I felt an urgency because I felt like there may

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<v S2>be some people in this auditorium today. This morning I

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<v S2>was in the basement of my house and I was

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<v S2>praying for you. I was praying for this message, and

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<v S2>I felt compelled that there are some of you that

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<v S2>are giving up your you're giving up your call. You're

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<v S2>giving up your future. You're sabotaging what God wants to

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<v S2>do through you because you're giving something up right now

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<v S2>because of the question that you're asking yourself in your mind,

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<v S2>just like David and King Saul and Absalom, Saul gave

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<v S2>up his kingdom because of the question he kept asking

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<v S2>himself in his mind. And I believe that some of

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<v S2>you need to make sure you don't give it up.

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<v S2>And so don't give it up. Write this down. Refuse

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<v S2>to allow people pleasing pressure to drive you out of

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<v S2>your place of obedience. If you look at the story

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<v S2>of Saul, you'll recognize that Saul was the very first

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<v S2>king that Israel had. He was the equivalent of our

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<v S2>George Washington. Israel had never had a king. They had

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<v S2>been a theocracy up until that time, which means a, uh, a,

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<v S2>a government that was ruled by the prophets that represented God.

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<v S2>But the people of Israel asked for a king. And

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<v S2>so God chose a man by the name of Saul

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<v S2>to establish a monarchy in Israel. Saul was a foot

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<v S2>and a half taller than most Israeli men. He looked

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<v S2>like a king. He had the presence of a king physically,

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<v S2>but inside Saul was very timid and lacked confidence. And

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<v S2>I love the fact that God chose him, even knowing

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<v S2>that he had issues in his heart. And you see

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<v S2>the very first test that Saul had in his life,

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<v S2>The big enemies of the people of Israel at the

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<v S2>time were called the Philistines. And so Saul and his

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<v S2>men had aggravated the Philistines. And so the Philistine army

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<v S2>decided that they were going to come in massive force

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<v S2>and crush this young king called Saul, who was 30

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<v S2>years old. So Saul gathered his men about 2000 men

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<v S2>that he had another thousand were somewhere else. And they said,

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<v S2>we're going to wait for the prophet to come and

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<v S2>offer a sacrifice unto God, so that God would give

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<v S2>us a major victory in this battle against the Philistines.

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<v S2>So Saul waited with 2000 men, and as he waited,

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<v S2>he saw that on the other side of the valley

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<v S2>the Philistine army kept growing and growing and growing and growing.

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<v S2>The longer he waited, the greater the Philistine army grew.

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<v S2>With chariots and horses and armed men, and the more

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<v S2>intimidated his people became. How many of you know? Sometimes

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<v S2>it's like that, that the longer we wait, the bigger

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<v S2>our problems seem to get. And sometimes we're waiting and

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<v S2>it feels like our problems are growing and growing and

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<v S2>growing right in front of us. Well, the people of

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<v S2>Israel started to scatter. The men started to become confused.

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<v S2>They started running to the caves. Some of them were trembling.

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<v S2>And so Saul decided to do something that was not

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<v S2>his to do. He was waiting for Samuel the prophet,

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<v S2>to show up the sacrifice unto God. But since he

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<v S2>waited and waited and Samuel had said, in seven days

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<v S2>I'll be there. Saul took the offering himself, and he

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<v S2>went up, and he offered a sacrifice unto God himself.

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<v S2>I want you to notice what it says in verse eight.

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<v S2>It said he waited seven days, the time set by Samuel.

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<v S2>But Samuel did not come to Gilgal. And Saul's men

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<v S2>began to scatter. So he said, bring me the burnt

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<v S2>offering and the fellowship offering, and Saul offered up a

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<v S2>burnt offering. Here's what I want you to know. It was.

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<v S2>God had never called Saul to be a priest. And

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<v S2>so it was outlawed. It was not legal for him

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<v S2>to offer a sacrifice. Only the Levites, the priests, were

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<v S2>allowed to offer a sacrifice. But because Saul got pressured

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<v S2>by the people to do something, and he was asking himself,

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<v S2>do people like me? What do they think of me

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<v S2>as a leader? It pressured Saul to step out of

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<v S2>his place of obedience and to step into disobedience. There

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<v S2>are some people today that because of peer pressure around you,

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<v S2>you're doing things that you know you shouldn't do, but

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<v S2>people have pressured you into doing them because you're asking

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<v S2>yourself this question, do people like me? There are people

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<v S2>that are here that are living in compromise. Because you

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<v S2>feel the pressure of people wanting you to do some

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<v S2>things that violate your conscience and violate your convictions, but

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<v S2>you're doing them because the question that you ask yourself is,

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<v S2>do people like me?

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<v S1>Today's bold Steps message don't give up. We'll continue in

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<v S1>just a bit. I'm Wayne Shepherd here with Mark Jobe

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<v S1>and Mark. These daily messages are made possible in part

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<v S1>because of our faithful, bold partners who give monthly. We're

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<v S1>so excited about the response we received to bold steps

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<v S1>from all over the country, and even in other places

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<v S1>in the world. And we often talk about Malawi, Africa

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<v S1>because it's so exciting to us. The thing we're learning

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<v S1>is that in Malawi, they often listen in groups, not

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<v S1>like us Americans. We listen, you know, one at a

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<v S1>time in our cars, but they listen in groups.

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<v S4>Yeah. So radio access isn't always as easy as it

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<v S4>is in America. And so there's these radios. I think

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<v S4>they're solar generated radios that people have, and they gather

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<v S4>around and listen to these programs together. And so I

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<v S4>love that, by the way. And we received a message

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<v S4>from Malawi from one of the listeners that says this.

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<v S4>It says, hello, we want to give our thanks to

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<v S4>you for the big present of radio that you have

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<v S4>given us. Let me say that our listener club has

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<v S4>grown tremendously, and many are joining our club every day.

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<v S4>Apart from mine. We also have created five more listener clubs,

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<v S4>of which we want you to pay a visit.

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<v S1>All you need to book a ticket.

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<v S4>I know I would love to visit Malawi for. We

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<v S4>love to listen to the program which has directed us

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<v S4>to Jesus Christ. Thank you so much for the present

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<v S4>you have given us. May God graciously give you more

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<v S4>blessings so you may give to others who have need

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<v S4>as well.

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<v S1>They had a great picture. Radio as a present.

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<v S4>Yeah. And you know what, Wayne? I can visualize now

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<v S4>a group of five, six, seven, ten people sitting around

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<v S4>the radio listening to Bold Step program as they interact

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<v S4>with each other about the Word of God. What a

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<v S4>powerful image that is. And that's all made possible because

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<v S4>of our bold partners. Indeed. And so we want to

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<v S4>say thank you to those of you that have chosen

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<v S4>to give monthly to this program. Uh, because you believe

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<v S4>not in this program, you believe in the power of

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<v S4>the gospel and that we are faithfully attempting to present

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<v S4>it to the ends of the earth.

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<v S1>Amen to that. Thank you. Mark. If you'd like to

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<v S1>more to today's message. So let's get back after it today.

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<v S1>Don't give up.

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<v S2>I believe that many of us struggle with this. Many

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<v S2>of us can compromise our future for a moment of applause.

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<v S2>Do people like us? I remember struggling with this question

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<v S2>years ago. I was 22 years old. I had been

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<v S2>pastoring a year. The church was very small and I

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<v S2>was kind of struggling with, is this significant? Is this

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<v S2>really even making a difference? We had four men in

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<v S2>the church to walk into the church. I'd have to.

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<v S2>I'd have to ask the gang bangers that were sitting

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<v S2>on the front steps of the church to move over

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<v S2>so that I could get in there. They didn't respect

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<v S2>it very much. We didn't have a worship team. I'd

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<v S2>stand up on Sunday morning and there was about 15

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<v S2>people to preach to. Our worship was bad. Our building

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<v S2>was falling apart. They couldn't pay me a salary. My

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<v S2>salary was $8,000 and no insurance. And someone had loaned

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<v S2>me an office, a room in the back of their

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<v S2>office where I had a mattress on the floor and

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<v S2>that's where I was living, didn't have any furniture, and

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<v S2>I was really struggling with significance. God really did you

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<v S2>call me here? I mean, I got a four year

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<v S2>degree and I'm stuck in this little place. They can

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<v S2>barely pay me. It's in the middle of nowhere. We

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<v S2>don't have anything. The building is falling apart. We don't

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<v S2>have a worship team. We don't have leaders. We don't

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<v S2>barely have anything. And we're in a really tough neighborhood.

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<v S2>And I've told some of you this story before. And

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<v S2>then I got a phone call from a university that

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<v S2>was doing a graduation at the Rockefeller Center, right on

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<v S2>the campus of the University of Chicago. How many of

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<v S2>you have been there before or seen it? It's a beautiful,

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<v S2>ornate building that the richest man in the world, Rockefeller built,

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<v S2>and its beautiful stained glass windows, vaulted ceilings. And I

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<v S2>was struggling with insignificance. And I got this call from

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<v S2>a university that wanted me to do the invocation and

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<v S2>convocation at a graduation of all these important people. And

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<v S2>so they called me up and they said, uh, Reverend Mark,

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<v S2>we want to invite you to the convocation at this graduation.

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<v S2>And I'm like, wow, they called me. I said, yes, sir,

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<v S2>let me check my calendar open. So I showed up

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<v S2>at the Rockefeller Center and they said, there's going to

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<v S2>be a lot of people traveling from all over the

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<v S2>world to come to this graduation. And they put me

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<v S2>in my long graduation robes with a flat hat and

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<v S2>indicating that I had a bachelor's degree at the time.

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<v S2>And as we were walking up to the platform in

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<v S2>that ornate place, stained glass windows packed out, auditorium, the

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<v S2>master of ceremonies talked to me as we were walking

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<v S2>up to the platform, and he said, hey, Reverend Jobe,

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<v S2>we know that you're a smart young man going to

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<v S2>do some good things. And you know, this is a

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<v S2>nonsectarian event. There are people from a lot of different

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<v S2>religions here that are coming. And we know that you're

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<v S2>a smart young man that that's that's on his way up.

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<v S2>And we just I just want to make sure that

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<v S2>you keep your comments non-sectarian. And I said, what does

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<v S2>that mean exactly? He said, well, don't mention names like

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<v S2>Jesus or Christ or the cross or the gospel, the Bible,

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<v S2>because there's a lot of religions here and we don't

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<v S2>want to offend anybody. And I said, uh, well, I

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<v S2>wish someone would have told me that we know you're

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<v S2>a smart young man. And then set me down. And

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<v S2>I looked over this distinguished crowd of people, doctors and

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<v S2>lawyers and business people that have come in from all

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<v S2>over the world. And I thought, wow, I'm in a

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<v S2>place of importance here, the Rockefeller Chapel. I must be important.

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<v S2>And then they asked me, I heard Reverend Mark joke

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<v S2>is going to do the convocation. And so I stood

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<v S2>in front of that fancy podium, and I opened up

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<v S2>my mouth in front of that microphone. And what kept

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<v S2>coming to my mind is, well, you know, do people

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<v S2>like me, are they going to like me? I want

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<v S2>to make sure I do what they called me to do.

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<v S2>And so I prayed a prayer. And it was the

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<v S2>most generic, politically correct, light, whitewashed prayer that you would

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<v S2>ever heard. I didn't mention the name of Jesus, the gospel,

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<v S2>the Bible. It was like God and blessing graduates future.

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<v S2>I don't even know if I said Amen. And then

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<v S2>I sat down. Have you ever felt conviction before? You

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<v S2>know what? Conviction feels like a knife in the soul.

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<v S2>The Holy Spirit. I sat down on that big fancy

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<v S2>chair on that auditorium, and here's what I felt like

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<v S2>the Holy Spirit said to me. These words kept going

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<v S2>through my mind. I am not ashamed of the gospel

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<v S2>of Jesus Christ. For it is the power of God

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<v S2>unto salvation. It is foolishness to those that are perishing,

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<v S2>but it is salvation to those that embrace it. And

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<v S2>I was antsy and uncomfortable. And the whole time I'm like,

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<v S2>what have I just done? I've been asking myself this

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<v S2>question do people like me? Do people like me when

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<v S2>I should be asking my question, God, are you pleased?

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<v S2>And then all of a sudden, in the middle of

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<v S2>my thinking, I was brought back to reality when I heard.

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<v S2>And now the Reverend Mark Jobe is going to do

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<v S2>the benediction. This time I was ready. So I jumped

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<v S2>up to that fancy podium and I said, I know

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<v S2>this is a non-sectarian event. Don't want to be offensive,

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<v S2>but I'm going to pray in the only name I

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<v S2>know how to pray in. And that is the name

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<v S2>of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. And this time,

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<v S2>instead of praying like a watered down minister, I prayed

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<v S2>like a on fire Pentecostal preacher. I must have mentioned

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<v S2>the name of Jesus 3 or 4 times. I may

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<v S2>even raise my leg when I was preaching and asking

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<v S2>for blessing and power upon their lives. And I prayed

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<v S2>blessing and God and Jesus. Yeah, I mentioned a couple times,

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<v S2>and then as soon as it was over, the guy

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<v S2>after me came up a little nervous, a little befuddled,

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<v S2>and said, okay, we're dismissed. I didn't wait to shake

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<v S2>the hand with the president. Vice President Sarah. I just

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<v S2>ran off the stage with my robe flowing behind me.

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<v S2>Real because I was going fast, so it was flowing

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<v S2>like I'm getting off real fast. I didn't want to

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<v S2>say hi. No one wanted to say hi to me.

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<v S2>I felt like they were burning holes in the back

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<v S2>of my head. I got halfway down the aisle and

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<v S2>a girl jumps in front of me like this, and

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<v S2>I said, here it goes. And she said, pastor Mark.

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<v S2>I said, yes, could you move over? She said, no.

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<v S2>She said, pastor, I've been a student here for three years.

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<v S2>They've had Christian ministers pray. None of them have ever

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<v S2>mentioned the name of Jesus. Thank you for bringing up

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<v S2>the name of Jesus. Guess what? I never was invited

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<v S2>back to that place. Never again. Not. Didn't even get

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<v S2>a thank you card from them. But I tell you, I.

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<v S2>But let me tell you something. I may have lost

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<v S2>an invitation, but I didn't lose my soul.

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<v S1>And that's only part of Mark Jobe's message titled Don't

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<v S1>Give Up here on Bold Steps. Part two begins next time,

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<v S1>just visit our website, Bold steps.org. You know, Mark, it

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<v S1>feels like our culture grows more hostile to the Christian

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<v S1>faith with each passing day. A lot of evidence to this.

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<v S1>A lot of believers are looking around and feeling like

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<v S1>strangers in their own land, like they're living in exile.

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<v S1>And that's the picture behind this month's Bold Step gift,

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<v S1>a book called The Church in Babylon.

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<v S4>Yeah. So if you've felt like that, that, hey, your

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<v S4>Christian values, your faith seems stranger and stranger in the

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<v S4>culture that we live in, then you're not just imagining that.

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<v S1>You're not alone.

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<v S4>No. And by the way, the Bible talks about the

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<v S4>end times getting worse and, uh, but Erwin Lutzer, our

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<v S4>good friend Erwin Lutzer, pastor of Moody Church on Moody Radio,

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<v S4>written several books. He's written a book called The Church

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<v S4>in Babylon, heeding the call to be a light in darkness.

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<v S4>And he. He takes the. The story of Daniel, who

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<v S4>was thrust into a pagan culture surrounded by it, immersed

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<v S4>in it, but yet Daniel did not lose his way.

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<v S4>In fact, he ended up influencing that culture.

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<v S1>He stood firm.

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<v S4>Yeah. Yeah. So this is really important. How to live

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<v S4>faithfully as exiles in a culture that no longer shares

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<v S4>our value. This will encourage you if you have felt

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<v S4>a little bit overwhelmed by the culture around you.

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<v S1>Discover how taking shortcuts can sometimes sabotage your future. That's

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