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Speaker 1: Welcome to the I'm Still Fun pod sizzle.

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Speaker 2: Oh did you see the iHeart Radio had their iHeartRadio Podcast.

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Speaker 1: Awards last night?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I saw invited.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. So I think it's probably because they knew we

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Speaker 3: were busy changing from like the old KDWB studio to

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Speaker 3: the new one, and they were like, we don't want

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Speaker 3: to get in the way of them in that transition,

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Speaker 3: so they were like, we might as well not invite them.

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Speaker 2: Quick question, now, fun fact, I don't care, no one

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Speaker 2: listens to us. That is a management set stature. Did

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Speaker 2: Were there a liners? And I will explain what liners

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Speaker 2: are on a second? Were there liners to promote this

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Speaker 2: podcast event?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 2: Okay, So we get in our computer system, we log

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Speaker 2: in and there are things called liners, and there are

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Speaker 2: things we're supposed to mention or talk about. And they

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Speaker 2: can be local things going on, or they mostly seem

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Speaker 2: to be national things that the company is pushing us

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Speaker 2: to talk about, which is fine. They employ us, they

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Speaker 2: sign our paychecks, so we talk about it. But out

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Speaker 2: of nowhere, I saw iHeart Podcast as like an Instagram account.

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Speaker 2: I was like, oh, okay, I'll follow, and then out

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Speaker 2: of nowhere I saw that they were at sxsw yes

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Speaker 2: doing that's where their Podcast awards were last night, and

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Speaker 2: I was, don't get me wrong, beautiful, it's smart. I

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Speaker 2: think that I Heeart makes the most money off their

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Speaker 2: podcast now, more than even radio. And it was like,

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Speaker 2: good for them. But I do see those events sometimes

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Speaker 2: and I do get a little bit like, literally, if

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Speaker 2: you just didn't monogram the napkins, you could probably.

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Speaker 1: Give some people a raise.

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Speaker 3: It's very true.

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Speaker 2: I try not to be, but I'm like, okay, like,

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Speaker 2: but also, you gotta have, you know, good you have

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Speaker 2: to have. You do have to have keep growing and

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Speaker 2: have events and do things like this to stay relevant.

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Speaker 1: Like they just launched like TikTok radio.

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Speaker 2: This is not an ad, by the way, It's just

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Speaker 2: I see our company does a lot of stuff and

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Speaker 2: I'll see it via social media and I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 2: but yeah, we were not invited the iHeart Podcast Awards

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Speaker 2: after seeing like, first of all, like your favorite podcast

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Speaker 2: you've recommended to me multiple times one and a ward

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Speaker 2: one of.

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Speaker 1: It's your favorite, but you love that one of them.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, the Basement Yard guys, you Jenny loves them and

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Speaker 3: so funny.

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Speaker 1: They won an.

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Speaker 2: Award last night and I was like almost in to you.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, there's no way she didn't see this.

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Speaker 3: Yeah I saw. Well, honestly, I didn't listen to anything

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Speaker 3: they saw. I just saw that they won it, and

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Speaker 3: I'll probably see more of it today. So Will Ferrell

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Speaker 3: they won Best Podcast. Yeah, I think so, in general,

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Speaker 3: which I saw Hannah Berner at Mystic Lake. She's so

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Speaker 3: try a couple of years ago, and I probably listened

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Speaker 3: to one episode. I was like, it's not mine, but

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Speaker 3: like you could probably listen to one of our episodes

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Speaker 3: and maybe be like, yeah, this isn't for me. But

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Speaker 3: then like if you keep listening, you get to know

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Speaker 3: more or yeah, they are on you. So I feel

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Speaker 3: like I got to give them another shot.

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Speaker 2: They She did have a funny line when they won,

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Speaker 2: because they're like, we beat Mel Robbins.

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Speaker 1: Oh, and they were like she said.

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Speaker 2: Let them And that made me laugh quite a bit,

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Speaker 2: and I like that yet really yeah, really, I don't

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Speaker 2: know if she'd planned that or not. I'm going to

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Speaker 2: say the same thing to Colt that I'm saying to

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Speaker 2: you right now in our new studio, we have more windows.

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Speaker 2: Are you excited for additional opportunities to put them on

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Speaker 2: the glass?

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Speaker 3: See, you're the only one who I know who has

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Speaker 3: put them on the glass in the studios, and it's

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Speaker 1: Could see how you needed a little pick me up.

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Speaker 3: And by the way, she always sail had like a

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Speaker 3: She was such a prude. But no, you know what,

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Speaker 3: that if man. Okay, now I'm going to get off topic,

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Speaker 3: but sort of not really. I saw the drone window

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Speaker 3: and the whole meme was like, great, not another job.

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Speaker 3: You've been telling your kids how people used to scare

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Speaker 3: When the window washers would be doing it during the morning,

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Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, look at him, go look at him.

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Speaker 2: Good.

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Speaker 3: I don't think everyone was up and washing a hot minute.

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Speaker 2: No, well there was a dead fly in between the

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Speaker 2: windows of the KDEWB studio the entire entirety.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Today, well, yesterday was mine in colts lash show and

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Speaker 2: in the new studio today, Colt and I and I

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Speaker 2: there is just this weird, weird feeling of you know,

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Speaker 2: it's like when you buy a new car.

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Speaker 1: You feel sad.

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Speaker 2: You're like, we had so many mems me and this

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Speaker 2: You're excited for the new car. It's kind of how

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Speaker 2: it is. I went back today and looked through literally

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Speaker 2: scrolled back fourteen years on YouTube, and I was telling someone,

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Speaker 1: I was like, it's really weird to.

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Speaker 2: Have so much documented of my career because we really

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Speaker 2: that they were on YouTube so early, and it is

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Speaker 2: weird to look back at myself and first of all,

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Speaker 2: But I sat at my kitchen nook crying, laughing watching

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Speaker 2: And I don't completely I don't completely think that is

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Speaker 2: wish we knew we were living in our best time

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Speaker 2: while they were happening, something like that. Yeah, I don't

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Speaker 2: I think that, like maybe even now, like now that

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Speaker 2: I have all of them stuff, maybe these are.

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Speaker 1: But man, it was like the glory days of radio.

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Speaker 1: It felt like for me.

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Speaker 2: Dave would probably have a different era where he would

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Speaker 2: say it was for him because he was in it

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Speaker 2: longer than me, obviously, But man, like I forgot about

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Speaker 2: things we did.

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Speaker 1: They were so first of all, the commitment.

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Speaker 2: We had to doing things outside of that show, going

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Speaker 1: It's crazy. It's crazy to me.

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Speaker 2: But it was so funny and it was so fun

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Speaker 2: and I'm like so happy it was. It's part of

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Speaker 3: I was wondering how you found all those videos? So

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Speaker 3: you were just scrolling through YouTube? I did, Yeah, I

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Speaker 3: and we needed to accomplish something, so I go, all right,

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Speaker 3: it's funny, but like I need you to focus now.

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Speaker 3: We got to do some shit. But yeah, yeah, he

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Speaker 2: He was like, I forgot some of those, and I

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Speaker 2: I just was I quickly this morning was like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's years of videos.

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Speaker 2: Also, I'm concerned I actually should probably look through some

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Speaker 1: Or there was one video where Steve.

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Speaker 2: Yell's something white something, and Dave's like, was it going

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Speaker 2: Certain that I I don't. I just don't think it

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Speaker 3: No, I would be very shocked if we found something.

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Speaker 3: I do remember that you guys did the roast of Chrisco.

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Speaker 3: I don't know if that still survives online. Okay, I

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Speaker 3: won't reveal what happened to that. I was not part

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that was for me.

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Speaker 3: You're right, because it was gosh. I was an intern,

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Speaker 2: I forgot Mena was here, So I will say it

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Speaker 2: is no longer available, yeah, for that reason. Yeah, and

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Speaker 2: I will not say what happened to it.

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Speaker 3: Okay, that's right. I did forget. That's it's weird to

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Speaker 2: I will say early on in my career. Someone reached

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Speaker 2: I'll be honest, I was afraid to do anything because

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Speaker 2: it's not my video, it was Dave's. But I understood

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Speaker 2: I made it private, yeah, so that I was like,

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Speaker 2: I can't get in trouble for deleting it, but I

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Speaker 2: I canceled this person as they go on with their career.

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Speaker 3: Do you ever pay attention to like your Facebook memories

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Speaker 3: if you pop up and it's like, see, that's where

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Speaker 3: I wouldn't be canceled, But I am just ashamed of myself.

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Speaker 1: Mine because stupid I'm going to see Twilight New Moon tonight.

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Speaker 3: Well mine are like that too, but mine are also

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Speaker 3: mostly about talking about getting hammered in college, like oh,

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Speaker 2: Yeah you got this, and you're you're definitely not alone

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Speaker 3: It's open now?

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Speaker 3: like a month and a half ago, and so finally

441
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Speaker 3: it's open again, and I'm so happy to have my stallbag.

442
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Speaker 3: I live being in there, and Fallan has always made

443
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Speaker 3: fun of me, saying like, how dare you take the

444
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Speaker 3: first stall.

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Speaker 2: So that the entire place you get hit in the

446
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Speaker 2: face the moment you walk in, so you gotta walk

447
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Speaker 2: past me to get to the other three ones.

448
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Speaker 3: But it's just the comfort because I have a wall

449
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Speaker 3: on one side and so there's only opportunity for one

450
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Speaker 3: other person to be next to me.

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Speaker 2: Most people choose the handicap on the end. Yeah, but

452
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Speaker 2: then I feel so fall and that is.

453
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Speaker 1: A comfort because you're farther away from people.

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Speaker 3: I feel like I don't feel as secure in that

455
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Speaker 3: because there's too much space, Like I feel better being

456
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Speaker 3: in a tight knit stall.

457
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Speaker 1: No, she just feel your therapist about that.

458
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Speaker 3: There's a lot of things I think I've been realizing

459
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Speaker 3: I need to talk to my therapist about lately, and

460
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Speaker 3: I don't have a good one right now. Honestly, I

461
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Speaker 3: fired my last one because she was not good.

462
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Speaker 2: So something about our insurance is providing you some interesting therapists.

463
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Speaker 3: Well, it's pretty frustrating because we get like eight therapy

464
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Speaker 3: sessions through this company. We go through with iHeart for free.

465
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Speaker 3: And when I ever first started therapy, I really liked

466
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Speaker 3: my girl. But then I kind of like got to

467
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Speaker 3: a point where I was like, I don't think I

468
00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:50,399
Speaker 3: need this anymore, so I stopped going to her. That

469
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Speaker 3: was probably a couple of years ago. Now, Well, when

470
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Speaker 3: I started therapy again a year ago, that woman was

471
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Speaker 3: like inappropriate, like with my personal life and being on KATIEWB,

472
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Speaker 3: so I didn't continue going to her. I honestly didn't

473
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Speaker 3: think I was getting much out of the sessions with

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Speaker 3: her either that I hire another one. It was so

475
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Speaker 3: fucking awkward. I would tell her everything and she would

476
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Speaker 3: just sit there and be like, oh, that's so weird.

477
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Speaker 3: And she'd sit there and make little noises and bob

478
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Speaker 3: her head up and down. And I read recently that

479
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Speaker 3: if you want people to tell you more of a

480
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Speaker 3: story or confess more, you just stay silent, so I'm

481
00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:31,080
Speaker 3: sure it is somewhat of a technique, but like, I

482
00:21:31,119 --> 00:21:33,359
Speaker 3: wouldn't say anything, so finally I just started staring back

483
00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:36,200
Speaker 3: at her, and then she would do nothing, like she

484
00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:38,680
Speaker 3: really would do like nothing. And I get that there's

485
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Speaker 3: different forms of therapy, but she wasn't giving me anything

486
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Speaker 3: like she should have been able to at least, like,

487
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Speaker 3: because some people do go to therapy to just talk, yeah,

488
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Speaker 3: but like, if I'm not talking constantly, that means that

489
00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:53,840
Speaker 3: it's your turn to yeah, be a therapist, to be yeah.

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Speaker 3: So that was unfortunate, and I just I can't get

491
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Speaker 3: my old girl back because they always place us with

492
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Speaker 3: people locally now and the person I originally went to

493
00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:05,359
Speaker 3: she wasn't local, So I don't really know, but I

494
00:22:05,359 --> 00:22:07,280
Speaker 3: do think I need to get back into it. I

495
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Speaker 3: just I don't know. There's just so many things that

496
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Speaker 3: will happen, and I'm like, hmm, maybe a therapist could

497
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Speaker 3: help me understand this better.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I truly believe it's like finding your soulmate because I

500
00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,840
Speaker 2: had gone to so many therapists and I was so

501
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Speaker 2: exhausted with the intake forms and this and seeing if

502
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Speaker 2: it's covered by insurance that when I finally got like

503
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Speaker 2: the gala was going to she was like, straight up,

504
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Speaker 2: She's like, I don't take most insurance, just so you know,

505
00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:40,840
Speaker 2: somehow mine was covered because Jake had great insurance, but

506
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Speaker 2: I would have paid for this woman full price. And

507
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Speaker 2: it was like finding my soulmate of therapy. And I

508
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Speaker 2: cannot imagine now ever starting over and looking and people

509
00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:54,000
Speaker 2: always ask me who she is and she doesn't take

510
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Speaker 2: new clients, so I feel bad, but she just doesn't

511
00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:58,440
Speaker 2: so I don't.

512
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Speaker 1: Post her information.

513
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Speaker 2: Yeah, but even like so she by the way, when

514
00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:05,520
Speaker 2: it we first started, when I first reached out her,

515
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,240
Speaker 2: she was like, I don't take clients, and I go,

516
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Speaker 2: I'll wait, and she's like, okay, it's probably gonna be

517
00:23:10,359 --> 00:23:12,760
Speaker 2: a few months ago, I'll wait, and I did, and

518
00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:15,560
Speaker 2: then she was able to finally work me in. But

519
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,400
Speaker 2: but yeah, now I don't think she actually does it all.

520
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Speaker 2: So I hope you find your perfect therapist because it

521
00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:24,119
Speaker 2: does make a world of difference. And yeah, by the way,

522
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Speaker 2: my girl would literally you know who my therapist reminded

523
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Speaker 2: me of, which is gonna sound wild. From the beginning,

524
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Speaker 2: she reminded me of that. Sharon says, so, where's she's tall?

525
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,040
Speaker 2: We always only to zoom, but she's tall. And she

526
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Speaker 2: had this just crazy intelligence about her that made me

527
00:23:42,359 --> 00:23:43,960
Speaker 2: feel I don't even think she was that much older

528
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Speaker 2: than me. She was older than me, but it made

529
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Speaker 2: me feel like she knew everything, and she would say

530
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Speaker 2: things in a way that I actually understood and explain

531
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Speaker 2: them and she'd like, I noticed she said this word,

532
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Speaker 2: and then she'd break that down and then helped me

533
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Speaker 2: identify I was crazy.

534
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Speaker 1: She was so good. That's why this person.

535
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Speaker 2: Going uh huh makes me want to scream and jump

536
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Speaker 2: out of a win.

537
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Speaker 3: Not really, you would have had her, Oh, you would

538
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:10,240
Speaker 3: have hated her. And I think I I think I

539
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:13,399
Speaker 3: only did two sessions total with her, and we'd schedule

540
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Speaker 3: the third. But I just did that out of like

541
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Speaker 3: the kindness, because we were like in the zoom still.

542
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Speaker 3: But I immediately pretty much emailed hers like hey, I'm

543
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:23,560
Speaker 3: gonna just like hold off for now, and they're like, okay,

544
00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:26,840
Speaker 3: but whatever, it's life. I do want to say, because

545
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Speaker 3: we'll have to wrap up here soon. If you're listening

546
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Speaker 3: to this before March twentieth, I do have a few

547
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Speaker 3: spots open still on my bodie trip, and now I

548
00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:37,119
Speaker 3: know we're coming down to the wire, but I know

549
00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:39,200
Speaker 3: a lot of people have been waiting until the last

550
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Speaker 3: minute to decide if they want to go, And the

551
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Speaker 3: person who I coordinate the trip with, she was like,

552
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Speaker 3: make sure you let people know, like there's just no

553
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Speaker 3: chance they can get in after that. Okay, So if

554
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Speaker 3: you are interested still, there's still some spots open March twentieth,

555
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:54,800
Speaker 3: and if you have any questions, feel free to message me.

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Speaker 3: I'll send you my flight info because I think a

557
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Speaker 3: lot of people were kind of scared to fly on

558
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Speaker 3: their own, so I've sent people my flight info in

559
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:02,679
Speaker 3: case they want to try to coordinate and be on

560
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:04,600
Speaker 3: the same flights as me. But I'm just going to

561
00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 3: throw that out there. If you go to my Instagram,

562
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Speaker 3: it's linked in my bio. The itinerary and all that stuff,

563
00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:13,439
Speaker 3: but feel free to message me. I'm just you know,

564
00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 3: we have a really fun group so far because I

565
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,680
Speaker 3: got to meet like probably seventy five percent of them

566
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Speaker 3: at a happy hour, and so I'm very excited and

567
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,760
Speaker 3: it's coming up in like two months, and I'm just

568
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:26,600
Speaker 3: ready to get out of Minnesota for a little bit

569
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Speaker 3: because I mean specifically right now because the weather's been

570
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Speaker 3: hitting Bill.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, well thanks for hanging out with us. I

572
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Speaker 2: hope you have an awesome week and we will talk

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Speaker 2: to you next week. I