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Speaker 1: You guys, really are you? Jace Jayce Yes Kezy.

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Speaker 2: Fan of the Hadarky Big Show podcast. Make sure you

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Speaker 2: check out more from Jay, Smike and Kezy on their.

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Speaker 3: Instagram at Hodaky Big Show.

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Speaker 2: Batching into them four to seven every weekday on Radio Hdarky.

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Speaker 1: Thanks mate, o Enjie there.

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Speaker 4: Cracking open a red ball the beginning of the end.

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Speaker 1: Well, Jason has been up early filming the top secret project,

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Speaker 1: so he's a bit tuckered. Is this one A that's

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Speaker 1: sugar free?

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Speaker 4: Okay, that's good, disgusting, Yeah, that's all right, No, it's

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Speaker 4: not hit the moogie, that's quick. I'm looking forward to

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Speaker 4: the weekend, fellas same, just because I don't want to

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Speaker 4: be here, you know what I'm saying. Nice cup of coffee,

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Speaker 4: froll Kezy over there.

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Speaker 2: I'll tell you why I am mogie.

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Speaker 3: We've had just shocking weekends because my wife and my

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Speaker 3: child and myself for a little while there were sick.

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Speaker 2: The high time. So we've had the most horrendously tedious.

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Speaker 3: Weekend and then the Batch weekend. Well actually the Batch

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Speaker 3: weekend followed three weekends in a row of illness. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: and so you know we're looking we've got all these

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Speaker 3: plans for the weekend.

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Speaker 4: It's going to be great good.

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Speaker 2: Susan lots of stuff to buy.

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Speaker 3: Keysy, We're going to go and figure out what line

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Speaker 3: are we want to put in our bathroom.

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Speaker 4: That's why you've been putting fifty bucks into your car

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Speaker 4: for guests.

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Speaker 3: And vanities for the bathroom and showers we've got to

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Speaker 3: get so we've brought a whole lot of plants. We

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Speaker 3: need some stands. I want to get a Tiffany lamp.

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Speaker 3: My wife's not into it. Incidentally, Pudson. He gave me

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Speaker 3: a little tip of a place and because we go

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Speaker 3: to sort of antique, sort of different shops rather than

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Speaker 3: your normal retail, and he said, check this place out

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Speaker 3: in Newmarket.

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Speaker 2: So I went to their website today.

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Speaker 1: Jesus expensive.

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Speaker 2: What wages is he on? I think I know the

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Speaker 2: joint hundreds of thousands. It was just like, what the

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Speaker 2: this is outrageous?

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Speaker 1: When he gets paid in yin is that what it is? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: So for him it works, it comes out in the

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Speaker 1: wash and it's all quite affordable. Right, Yeah, I've been

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Speaker 1: to that place. It's really nice, yes, but shit it's expensive.

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Speaker 2: Yeah is that?

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Speaker 3: But then it has really cheap, kind of shitty little

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Speaker 1: What's that about?

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Speaker 3: But there was a suitcase moogie that he was selling

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Speaker 3: seventeen hundred dollars and it would just looked like a

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Speaker 3: brand new one.

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Speaker 2: Well, no, it's an old one.

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Speaker 1: It leave the one with the straps.

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Speaker 2: Well no, it was.

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Speaker 3: Actually a sort of bizarre silver kind of it was like,

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Speaker 3: what seventeen hundred bucks.

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Speaker 1: But the thing is he must sell stuff like that,

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Speaker 1: or she he must. They must always sell stuff like

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Speaker 1: that really, like you know, so.

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Speaker 4: It's a good spot to be selling Parnell people, and

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Speaker 4: you know there's a few.

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Speaker 2: Bucks there, definitely, definitely for sure. Yeah yeah, but no,

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Speaker 2: like you.

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Speaker 3: I'm looking for of the week and it'll be good

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Speaker 3: and hopefully if it's weather like this too.

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Speaker 1: Well, I've got a romantic dinner tomorrow night with my

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Speaker 1: wife a fancy restaurant called Culprit.

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Speaker 4: Are you're just going to complain about how much things

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Speaker 4: cost the whole time? That's always a messive turned on?

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Speaker 2: You got a voucher?

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Speaker 1: What do you get when my wife got sacked?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Nice, I think I've been to Culprit.

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Speaker 1: And yeah it was really good. It was good. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: it wasn't just that. It was okay because is that

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Speaker 1: just down here?

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Speaker 2: Eh?

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Speaker 1: I actually don't know. It's in town somewhere. Yeah, it's

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Speaker 1: a set menu.

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Speaker 3: I went there with a good mate and dear, yes,

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Speaker 3: it's a set menu and it's very key we yana too.

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Speaker 3: They do sort of twists on classics, sort of Kiwi.

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Speaker 1: And you Love Me.

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Speaker 2: It was really good.

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's really good because it's one of those ones

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Speaker 1: where it's like and Mike, it goes against everything I

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Speaker 1: stand for. It's like fifty sixty dollars for a.

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Speaker 2: Minute, she wasn't cheap and who wasn't. Oh the restaurant

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Speaker 1: So I hate that because I'm not paying for it. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: three sweet airs days?

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Speaker 2: Will you make love after that?

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Speaker 1: Absolutely?

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Speaker 4: Man?

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Speaker 2: Remember that?

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Speaker 1: Why are you so tired? What's wrong? Did you have

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Speaker 1: a bad sleep?

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Speaker 4: Did I better than the night before? Better than the

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Speaker 4: night before? Just bagged?

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Speaker 2: I was saying to Mogi.

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Speaker 3: Actually, because I've been having shockers for a day after day,

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Speaker 3: I had a really early call this morning and I had.

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Speaker 2: A great sleep.

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Speaker 4: Well it.

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Speaker 3: Was actually it was actually sex there. I had to

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Speaker 3: be that they changed and you had a good sleep.

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Speaker 3: I had a really good sleep.

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Speaker 1: That's really weird.

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Speaker 2: And I woke up, you.

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Speaker 3: Know, because I got up at about five and I

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Speaker 3: felt good. Right, There was no no sort of ah,

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Speaker 3: it was like, yeah, I had some decent hours there.

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Speaker 1: I always wake up way too early for those things.

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Speaker 1: How did filming go?

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Speaker 4: You know? Your lines?

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Speaker 1: What were they?

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Speaker 4: Again?

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Speaker 2: Just in us?

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Speaker 4: One line?

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Speaker 3: I can't he went that way like that?

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Speaker 2: Though, yeah I did. Oh god, he went that way?

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Speaker 1: Surely that's not the line. Really he went that way?

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Speaker 1: The riding is top not.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so good.

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Speaker 1: We've been at the pub all afternoon. Yeah, what's the occasion?

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Speaker 2: Friday?

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Speaker 4: Am? All right?

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Speaker 1: Big Dilly one half of the Ummy Boys, it's his

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Speaker 1: final day. Was in tinship?

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Speaker 4: Are they not keeping them on? Now?

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Speaker 1: He'll be staying around for a wee bit but until

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Speaker 1: an actual job comes up, I guess. But he's covering

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Speaker 1: the pants Man while he's away for five weeks, so

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Speaker 1: plenty of you know.

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Speaker 4: So he's not leaving for another five weeks. But you

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Speaker 4: guys went on the past for three hours.

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Speaker 1: But what it is is, when you finish your internship,

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Speaker 1: you've got this whole assignment thing. You need a hand

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Speaker 1: in and it's quite involved. However, he asked for an extension,

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Speaker 1: so he hasn't actually done that yet.

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Speaker 2: Did Pegs go along for the drinks?

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Speaker 1: Pugs refused to come along for the first sort of

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Speaker 1: hour and a half to two hours, and then popped

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Speaker 1: by at the end had half a beer.

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Speaker 2: I was going to say slearing when I came in today, Yeah.

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Speaker 1: And then spilt aoli down his shirt and then we left.

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Speaker 2: I'm not going to say what even for me it

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Speaker 2: was not what was it?

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Speaker 4: Just your brain seduced it said.

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Speaker 2: No, I rejected it before it came out of.

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Speaker 1: My mouth, because last night before we left, Jason's mouth

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Speaker 1: has filtered. It pretty much disappeared that the stuff you

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Speaker 1: were saying, Remember the stuff was he saying about it's

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Speaker 1: towards It was in the six o'clock hour. Then we

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Speaker 1: were like, Jesus, I can't remember about you guys crushing

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Speaker 1: your bulls together in the bath.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that's all right. Of course, it is a surprise.

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Speaker 4: I was surprised by that.

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Speaker 3: I said it on the well, what else do you

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Speaker 3: mean to do with them when you're in a bath together?

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Speaker 3: It's the whole purpose of two men being in a

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Speaker 3: bath together is to crush the bullets.

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Speaker 1: That's so physically tough to do.

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Speaker 2: My god, the whole.

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Speaker 1: Archy Big Show days from four on Radio Hurdarchy.

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Speaker 2: Remember the Big Show podcast.

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Speaker 3: Because you said you did that when you hit that

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Speaker 3: spar with doing Christ, shouldn't you my mate?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Three years ago?

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Speaker 1: This is three years ago, very early doors in the show,

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Speaker 1: Jason's still referencing to you.

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Speaker 2: But was that more sort of sword fight scenario.

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Speaker 1: That was me visiting a friend who had recently moved

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Speaker 1: down there and married one of my relatives. And then

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Speaker 1: as crushing our balls together.

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Speaker 2: As a us.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, for people not finding out about the two crushing

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Speaker 1: Do you know what's funny is pug Son is now

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Speaker 1: online friends with that guy park Son hasn't doesn't realize

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Speaker 1: that we've crushed our balls together, and I because we

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Speaker 2: And let me just tell you game.

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Speaker 3: If you're if you're good, if you're doing a scissor.

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Speaker 2: With Bloody no scissoring, it's called if you're scissoring.

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Speaker 3: With pArg Son, your bulls are going to be crushed

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Speaker 3: with his massive malons.

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Speaker 1: Oh he's got massive so it's not just a massive piece,

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Speaker 1: it's huge testicles as well, of course, of course keys

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Speaker 2: Yeah, seriously think rock melon wow? Yeah, yeah, not honey Jew. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: it could be a honey Jew far out game.

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Speaker 3: I've got a feeling Magie's gonna have one of those

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Speaker 4: I'll tell you what. I've got to bring the energy somehow.

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Speaker 2: So yeah, I read go smash it in. They're really good.

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Speaker 4: I want to be able to watch the league eight

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Speaker 4: o'clock tonight. I don't want to be for that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's good eight o'clock.

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Speaker 1: Is it eight o'clock in the Tigers must win a

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Speaker 1: Warrior is by thirty. Yeah, but Mogi, if you had

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Speaker 1: a red Bull now, then both you and Jace could

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Speaker 1: be having panic attacks at the same time.

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Speaker 4: On It been actually pretty good with the panic attacks lately.

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Speaker 4: I think both you and I have come pretty good

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Speaker 4: on that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I haven't had too many. Yeah, early on my

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Speaker 2: standy four or five a day, Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Only five a day. Yeah, got through stints. But it's

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Speaker 4: been a little while, which is nice, nice little break

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Speaker 4: from that. And is it when you really busy? Nah,

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Speaker 4: there's no rym or reason to it, right. Yeah. When

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Speaker 4: they first started, now, when they first started ten years ago.

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Speaker 4: Was I'd never been happier, right, And I was on

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Speaker 4: holiday right, And I think it was because I was

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Speaker 4: so happy that my brain said, I'm going to give

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Speaker 4: you something.

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Speaker 1: To worry about, Yeah, something very much.

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Speaker 4: I honestly think that's what it was, because I was

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Speaker 4: remember what was happening with work, but it must have

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Speaker 4: been going good. And then yeah, and I I was

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Speaker 4: so happy. I could have died happy. That's how happy

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's your brain telling you, oh, it's all going

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Speaker 2: I got them in my twenties. That good time.

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Speaker 3: Where's one that I ever had? What I told you

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Speaker 2: And I felt like I was breathing through a straw.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, he saw our comedy shows and saw me in

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Speaker 4: And then what happened?

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Speaker 1: There's certainly highly creative.

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Speaker 1: I wonder why that is.

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Speaker 1: Whereas someone who's not very creative, Mike like you, you

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Speaker 4: That's true. I think there's some truth on that.

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Speaker 1: So I thought that was really interesting.

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Speaker 3: Poignant, poignant into the podcast, there and.

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Speaker 1: The poignant special?

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Speaker 4: Is this?

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Speaker 1: Is this on YouTube? Pugs?

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Speaker 2: Can we call this the melon Special?

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Speaker 1: Pugson Massive Melon Special? Are you guys excited for that

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Speaker 1: new promo we're going to do with Pugs and his

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Speaker 1: massive Load?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I be aware of it, but yeah, I'm keen.

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Speaker 1: We had a meeting about it on Wednesday ago. You

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Speaker 4: Yeah, get a load of Pugs.

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Speaker 1: And he was like, not keen on it. There's another

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Speaker 2: I just oh my god, what's going on in my

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Speaker 1: Is it Pugs is massive loaf?

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Speaker 3: Yes it is, but and combined with the load and

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Speaker 3: a Connie Ah good ship.

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Speaker 1: I'm glad this one's on YouTube.

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Speaker 2: Hey, listen to delete that, Pugs, Pugs.

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Speaker 1: If this goes on YouTube, we're gonna be furious.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and you know what the title will be, Podcaster

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Speaker 3: loses the plot?

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Speaker 1: Hey, Hoducky seven weekdays? You get around it.

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Speaker 2: Or don't, I don't really care.

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Speaker 1: What's sweet of God