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Subscribe today for new 10 00:00:38,577 --> 00:00:39,577 Speaker 2: videos each week. 11 00:00:43,137 --> 00:00:45,817 Speaker 1: The heroes show up and none of them were tights, 12 00:00:46,217 --> 00:00:48,376 Speaker 1: and none of them were capes, and they just look 13 00:00:48,457 --> 00:00:51,297 Speaker 1: like ordinary friends who faithfully live out the message of 14 00:00:51,417 --> 00:00:54,776 Speaker 1: Jesus in life. If God can use those people, he 15 00:00:54,977 --> 00:00:57,337 Speaker 1: can use me. And that is a message I think 16 00:00:57,337 --> 00:00:58,617 Speaker 1: we need right now in this world. 17 00:01:00,297 --> 00:01:03,337 Speaker 2: Welcome to the Jesus Calling Podcast. This week, we're joined 18 00:01:03,337 --> 00:01:06,697 Speaker 2: by author and speaker John O'Leary. John shares the story 19 00:01:06,737 --> 00:01:10,057 Speaker 2: of a joyful Midwestern childhood that was forever changed at 20 00:01:10,097 --> 00:01:13,457 Speaker 2: age nine by a devastating house fire that doctor said 21 00:01:13,457 --> 00:01:16,817 Speaker 2: he would not survive. Through the unwavering love of his parents, 22 00:01:17,057 --> 00:01:20,257 Speaker 2: the kindness of unexpected heroes and a hard fought choice 23 00:01:20,257 --> 00:01:23,577 Speaker 2: to live. John's life became a testimony to hope rising 24 00:01:23,737 --> 00:01:27,617 Speaker 2: from an unimaginable pain. Later in the episode, we'll hear 25 00:01:27,657 --> 00:01:32,937 Speaker 2: from finance executive and advisor atanaz Kadita Chabaka known as At, 26 00:01:33,297 --> 00:01:35,697 Speaker 2: who was born in the Democratic Republic of the Congo. 27 00:01:36,217 --> 00:01:40,737 Speaker 2: At shares a journey shaped by poverty, displacement, and profound loss, 28 00:01:41,137 --> 00:01:44,457 Speaker 2: and the faith that sustained him through imprisonment and justice 29 00:01:44,577 --> 00:01:48,657 Speaker 2: and life threatening trials. Let's begin with John O'Leary's story. 30 00:01:58,057 --> 00:02:01,497 Speaker 1: I'm John O'Leary. I am a son to Susan and Denny, 31 00:02:01,897 --> 00:02:06,057 Speaker 1: brother to Jim, Katy Amy, Susan and Laura, to Beth 32 00:02:06,217 --> 00:02:08,377 Speaker 1: for now twenty two years, and I'm a father of 33 00:02:08,457 --> 00:02:12,857 Speaker 1: four teenagers. I'm also a speaker. I'm an author of 34 00:02:12,897 --> 00:02:15,496 Speaker 1: a couple books, and there was a film that recently 35 00:02:15,537 --> 00:02:20,977 Speaker 1: came out about our life called Soul on Fire. I 36 00:02:20,977 --> 00:02:23,737 Speaker 1: grew up in Missouri, just outside of Saint Louis. I 37 00:02:23,777 --> 00:02:26,777 Speaker 1: grew up to two awesome parents. We had dinner together 38 00:02:26,977 --> 00:02:30,257 Speaker 1: every single night as a family. We sat around with 39 00:02:30,297 --> 00:02:33,737 Speaker 1: six kids, a couple dogs, two parents, no elbows on 40 00:02:33,777 --> 00:02:37,657 Speaker 1: the table and it was just an awesome upbringing church 41 00:02:37,697 --> 00:02:41,657 Speaker 1: on Sundays, pancakes afterwards fried chicken Sunday Nights. My dream 42 00:02:41,697 --> 00:02:44,417 Speaker 1: as a kid was to be involved with baseball, and 43 00:02:44,537 --> 00:02:47,497 Speaker 1: specifically I was pretty darned sure as a child I 44 00:02:47,497 --> 00:02:50,657 Speaker 1: would play short stuff for the Saint Louis Cardinals. Lack 45 00:02:50,697 --> 00:02:55,217 Speaker 1: of athleticism eventually would derail that, but also a childhood 46 00:02:55,217 --> 00:02:58,417 Speaker 1: event would certainly eradicate any chance of that happened in 47 00:02:58,737 --> 00:03:01,457 Speaker 1: the first place. The gifts that my mom and I 48 00:03:01,537 --> 00:03:04,937 Speaker 1: gave me and the character they instilled in me, the 49 00:03:04,937 --> 00:03:09,857 Speaker 1: faith that they inspired in their children, is how we 50 00:03:09,977 --> 00:03:12,617 Speaker 1: keep showing up with this because of what they gave us. 51 00:03:13,337 --> 00:03:16,097 Speaker 1: So I've always found that it's very easy to be 52 00:03:16,097 --> 00:03:19,777 Speaker 1: faithful when life is going smashingly well. And for the 53 00:03:19,817 --> 00:03:22,257 Speaker 1: Olier family it sure did go well for a long time. 54 00:03:22,937 --> 00:03:25,457 Speaker 1: And then for me and for my siblings, and certainly 55 00:03:25,457 --> 00:03:27,857 Speaker 1: for my mom and dad that changed dramatically when I 56 00:03:27,897 --> 00:03:31,777 Speaker 1: was nine. So, at age nine, I was involved in 57 00:03:31,817 --> 00:03:35,537 Speaker 1: a gasoline explosion, burned in a house fire on one 58 00:03:35,577 --> 00:03:38,497 Speaker 1: hundred percent of my body. Eighty seven percent of those 59 00:03:38,537 --> 00:03:41,057 Speaker 1: burns were third degree, And to put all this in perspective, 60 00:03:41,497 --> 00:03:44,297 Speaker 1: in twenty twenty five, if a patient presents in an 61 00:03:44,497 --> 00:03:46,657 Speaker 1: ICU with burns like this, they take the percentage of 62 00:03:46,657 --> 00:03:49,937 Speaker 1: the body burned, they add age, and they've got mortality. 63 00:03:50,617 --> 00:03:53,417 Speaker 1: So in twenty twenty five, the same child would have 64 00:03:53,457 --> 00:03:56,857 Speaker 1: one hundred and nine percent likelihood of passing away. But 65 00:03:57,297 --> 00:04:00,577 Speaker 1: back in nineteen eighty seven, there's no chance. There's just 66 00:04:00,657 --> 00:04:02,777 Speaker 1: no chance. And so I don't know the math, I 67 00:04:02,777 --> 00:04:05,017 Speaker 1: don't know the science, but I know I'm in trouble here. 68 00:04:05,577 --> 00:04:07,457 Speaker 1: And I remember my mom and dad came into the 69 00:04:07,537 --> 00:04:10,577 Speaker 1: room separately, but my father first. The first thing he 70 00:04:10,657 --> 00:04:15,417 Speaker 1: said to me was John, I love you, and there's 71 00:04:15,457 --> 00:04:17,777 Speaker 1: nothing you can do about it. He said, I've never 72 00:04:17,817 --> 00:04:20,856 Speaker 1: been so proud of anyone in my entire life, and 73 00:04:20,897 --> 00:04:23,256 Speaker 1: I'm just grateful to be your dad. He said, I 74 00:04:23,296 --> 00:04:25,777 Speaker 1: love you, I love you, I love you, And right 75 00:04:25,777 --> 00:04:29,777 Speaker 1: behind my dad's incredible moment of grace and mercy comes 76 00:04:29,777 --> 00:04:31,856 Speaker 1: to my mom's. You know, they were both out of 77 00:04:31,897 --> 00:04:33,696 Speaker 1: the house when I was burned. I was playing with 78 00:04:33,736 --> 00:04:37,017 Speaker 1: gasoline in the garage. I caused this. I didn't mean to, 79 00:04:37,616 --> 00:04:40,856 Speaker 1: but I inflicted this damage on myself, on our home, 80 00:04:40,936 --> 00:04:43,616 Speaker 1: on our lives. And yet they're showing up to me 81 00:04:44,056 --> 00:04:46,736 Speaker 1: to be so sweet to me, so kind, so christ like. 82 00:04:47,217 --> 00:04:49,777 Speaker 1: My mom came into the room. She takes my right 83 00:04:49,777 --> 00:04:53,216 Speaker 1: hand in hers, she pats my bald head and she says, 84 00:04:53,257 --> 00:04:56,056 Speaker 1: I love you. And I remember looking up and I said, Mom, 85 00:04:56,056 --> 00:04:58,496 Speaker 1: I don't want to die, I want to live. Her 86 00:04:58,537 --> 00:05:01,496 Speaker 1: response is good, baby. Look you take the hand of God. 87 00:05:02,056 --> 00:05:04,416 Speaker 1: You walk the journey with him, and you fight like 88 00:05:04,457 --> 00:05:06,936 Speaker 1: you never fought before your daddy. And I will be 89 00:05:06,976 --> 00:05:09,176 Speaker 1: with you every step along the way. But do your 90 00:05:09,296 --> 00:05:12,976 Speaker 1: part and fight. And so on. That morning, this kid 91 00:05:13,017 --> 00:05:15,057 Speaker 1: who had grown up in the church and growing up 92 00:05:15,137 --> 00:05:17,537 Speaker 1: believing that Jesus can walk on water, and if you 93 00:05:17,577 --> 00:05:19,896 Speaker 1: believe it, you can too, I had to make a 94 00:05:19,976 --> 00:05:22,817 Speaker 1: decision to get out of the boat. I knew I 95 00:05:22,856 --> 00:05:24,856 Speaker 1: wasn't by myself. I knew my parents would be with me. 96 00:05:24,897 --> 00:05:27,176 Speaker 1: I knew I wasn't alone. I knew Christ would walk 97 00:05:27,217 --> 00:05:30,136 Speaker 1: with me. But it was the most important and difficult 98 00:05:30,217 --> 00:05:36,296 Speaker 1: decision I've ever made in my entire life. The wind 99 00:05:36,337 --> 00:05:38,737 Speaker 1: and the waves show up in every single breath and 100 00:05:38,856 --> 00:05:43,017 Speaker 1: hospital with a burn patient, every ensued me literally is 101 00:05:43,056 --> 00:05:48,217 Speaker 1: in pain chronically. It's impossible to imagine simply living is agony, 102 00:05:48,976 --> 00:05:51,696 Speaker 1: and yet in the midst of the storm, there was 103 00:05:51,856 --> 00:05:55,416 Speaker 1: always hope. There was always hope. There was hope of 104 00:05:55,457 --> 00:05:58,137 Speaker 1: a vision, a hope of getting out of the hospital. 105 00:05:58,577 --> 00:06:00,296 Speaker 1: There was hope that love would show back up in 106 00:06:00,296 --> 00:06:03,337 Speaker 1: my life. There was a friend of mine eventually named 107 00:06:03,416 --> 00:06:06,017 Speaker 1: Jack Bucky, was the broadcaster for the Saint Louis car Cardinals. 108 00:06:06,697 --> 00:06:09,016 Speaker 1: He heard about the child the night I was burned, 109 00:06:09,777 --> 00:06:11,976 Speaker 1: and rather than just hearing that a child in our 110 00:06:11,976 --> 00:06:16,416 Speaker 1: community was dying of burns, mister Buck left the party. Literally. 111 00:06:17,217 --> 00:06:19,697 Speaker 1: He goes to a burn center in Saint Louis called Mercy, 112 00:06:20,337 --> 00:06:22,577 Speaker 1: takes the elevator right up to the fourth floor, gets out, 113 00:06:22,697 --> 00:06:25,856 Speaker 1: walks in and speaking in light into my darkness because 114 00:06:25,856 --> 00:06:28,936 Speaker 1: my eyes back then were swollen shut. Mister Buck said 115 00:06:28,976 --> 00:06:32,537 Speaker 1: to me, kid, wake up, you are going to live. 116 00:06:33,017 --> 00:06:36,137 Speaker 1: Keep fighting. John O'Leary day at the ballpark will make 117 00:06:36,176 --> 00:06:39,976 Speaker 1: it all worthwhile, kidd, are you listening? Keep fighting? 118 00:06:40,457 --> 00:06:41,057 Speaker 3: Keep fighting? 119 00:06:42,137 --> 00:06:44,097 Speaker 1: And then he walks out. He's told that the little 120 00:06:44,137 --> 00:06:47,056 Speaker 1: guy is going to die. He cries about it, just 121 00:06:47,097 --> 00:06:50,176 Speaker 1: like Jesus would, but rather than giving up on it, 122 00:06:50,496 --> 00:06:53,176 Speaker 1: he goes home. He cries and prays more, and then 123 00:06:53,217 --> 00:06:54,897 Speaker 1: he asks the question what more can I do? And 124 00:06:55,416 --> 00:06:57,816 Speaker 1: Jack Buck, the radio announcer for the Saint Louis Cardinals, 125 00:06:57,897 --> 00:07:00,976 Speaker 1: a very busy guy, comes back to my room a 126 00:07:01,017 --> 00:07:04,736 Speaker 1: second time the following day and encourages me again, and 127 00:07:04,777 --> 00:07:06,856 Speaker 1: then does it again the following day and the following 128 00:07:07,017 --> 00:07:09,537 Speaker 1: and this goes on for the five and a half 129 00:07:09,537 --> 00:07:11,897 Speaker 1: months I'm in hospital. One of the wild things about 130 00:07:11,977 --> 00:07:15,697 Speaker 1: Jack Buck is he grew up in modest home environment. 131 00:07:16,257 --> 00:07:18,497 Speaker 1: He went off to fight World War two, picked up 132 00:07:18,537 --> 00:07:21,897 Speaker 1: a purple heart, came home changed. And I think when 133 00:07:21,897 --> 00:07:23,896 Speaker 1: we get burned in life, whatever that looks like for 134 00:07:23,937 --> 00:07:27,017 Speaker 1: all of us, we can become bitter about it and 135 00:07:27,137 --> 00:07:29,497 Speaker 1: wonder where God is in our mess. And that's one 136 00:07:29,537 --> 00:07:32,537 Speaker 1: way to go, and it's common. Or you can recognize 137 00:07:32,537 --> 00:07:34,537 Speaker 1: that God is all over this mess with you, and 138 00:07:34,577 --> 00:07:36,777 Speaker 1: that you can reveal that goodness and that grace in 139 00:07:36,816 --> 00:07:38,377 Speaker 1: them mercy to others through your life. 140 00:07:39,297 --> 00:07:40,297 Speaker 3: So Jack Buck. 141 00:07:40,137 --> 00:07:43,136 Speaker 1: Came out of the depression and then into the war, 142 00:07:43,537 --> 00:07:46,777 Speaker 1: picks up this wound, came home and felt like he 143 00:07:46,857 --> 00:07:49,457 Speaker 1: was the most blessed guy alive. He could not believe 144 00:07:49,697 --> 00:07:51,697 Speaker 1: the gift of his life. Then he ends up being 145 00:07:51,697 --> 00:07:55,136 Speaker 1: the broadcaster for a legendary organization called the Saint Louis 146 00:07:55,137 --> 00:07:59,136 Speaker 1: Cardinals for fifty years, and every single day he recognized, Gosh, 147 00:07:59,177 --> 00:08:00,896 Speaker 1: I get paid to do what I wanted to do 148 00:08:00,937 --> 00:08:02,577 Speaker 1: when I was a kid. How can I make a 149 00:08:02,617 --> 00:08:04,696 Speaker 1: difference in the lives of others who might be struggling, 150 00:08:05,097 --> 00:08:07,977 Speaker 1: who might listen to my voice in the summertime, but 151 00:08:08,177 --> 00:08:10,617 Speaker 1: might benefit from hearing my voice in their winter time. 152 00:08:11,417 --> 00:08:13,777 Speaker 1: And so I learned how generous he was only years 153 00:08:13,777 --> 00:08:15,617 Speaker 1: after he visited me in hospital. I never knew how 154 00:08:15,657 --> 00:08:18,177 Speaker 1: good he was, and to how many people he was good. 155 00:08:25,177 --> 00:08:28,297 Speaker 1: He was blessed in his life to such a degree 156 00:08:28,297 --> 00:08:30,937 Speaker 1: that he wanted to spend his life emptying himself out 157 00:08:30,937 --> 00:08:33,977 Speaker 1: into the life of others. Why he took such an 158 00:08:34,017 --> 00:08:36,297 Speaker 1: interest in me, though, I'll never know this oiude of eternity. 159 00:08:36,937 --> 00:08:39,177 Speaker 1: He brought me down to the ballgame like he promised. 160 00:08:39,737 --> 00:08:42,257 Speaker 1: He learned that night I could hold nothing in my hands. 161 00:08:42,297 --> 00:08:45,777 Speaker 1: My fingers had been amputated. So he started sending me baseballs. 162 00:08:46,737 --> 00:08:48,857 Speaker 1: Each ball from a Cardinal player came with a note 163 00:08:48,897 --> 00:08:51,937 Speaker 1: below at that said, kid, if you want a second baseball, 164 00:08:52,457 --> 00:08:54,177 Speaker 1: write a thank you letter to the man who signed 165 00:08:54,177 --> 00:08:56,777 Speaker 1: the first and I could not write as a nine 166 00:08:56,817 --> 00:08:59,897 Speaker 1: year old or ten year old, but desperately one in 167 00:08:59,937 --> 00:09:03,057 Speaker 1: another baseball. I figured it out with the help of 168 00:09:03,097 --> 00:09:06,977 Speaker 1: two occupational therapists. They pushed my hands together, we wrote 169 00:09:06,977 --> 00:09:08,777 Speaker 1: the note, we mailed it off, and then Jack would 170 00:09:08,777 --> 00:09:12,217 Speaker 1: send another baseball, and then another, and then another, and 171 00:09:12,257 --> 00:09:15,337 Speaker 1: then another, And that summer of nineteen eighty seven, mister 172 00:09:15,417 --> 00:09:19,177 Speaker 1: Buck sent a child who no one will probably hear 173 00:09:19,217 --> 00:09:19,617 Speaker 1: from ever. 174 00:09:19,737 --> 00:09:20,017 Speaker 3: Again. 175 00:09:21,057 --> 00:09:23,377 Speaker 1: I'm not a celebrity, I'm not a speaker, I'm not 176 00:09:23,897 --> 00:09:27,737 Speaker 1: academically inclined. I have no confidence. But he sends the 177 00:09:27,817 --> 00:09:32,377 Speaker 1: least among us sixty baseballs, teaching this child not only 178 00:09:32,417 --> 00:09:35,417 Speaker 1: how to write, but how to live, and never told 179 00:09:35,457 --> 00:09:38,017 Speaker 1: anybody he was doing this. And the final story on 180 00:09:38,137 --> 00:09:42,857 Speaker 1: Jack when I graduated university, which is not only the 181 00:09:42,897 --> 00:09:46,577 Speaker 1: apex of my academic career, but it's proof that the 182 00:09:46,617 --> 00:09:51,017 Speaker 1: work he did years earlier mattered like it wasn't wasted well. 183 00:09:51,017 --> 00:09:53,657 Speaker 1: He showed up the graduation with a package and a 184 00:09:53,697 --> 00:09:55,177 Speaker 1: note and the note, where had a kid? This means 185 00:09:55,177 --> 00:09:56,657 Speaker 1: a lot to me, I hope it means a lot 186 00:09:56,697 --> 00:09:59,457 Speaker 1: to you too. I opened up the gift and inside 187 00:10:00,057 --> 00:10:03,256 Speaker 1: was a crystal baseball I read more closely, and it 188 00:10:03,337 --> 00:10:07,617 Speaker 1: said Jack buck Baseball Hall of Fame. And I said, 189 00:10:07,777 --> 00:10:10,977 Speaker 1: mister Bucket, this is your baseball. I can't take this 190 00:10:11,337 --> 00:10:13,697 Speaker 1: at His response is, you're not taking it. I'm giving 191 00:10:13,697 --> 00:10:16,337 Speaker 1: it to you. It's a gift. It means a lot 192 00:10:16,377 --> 00:10:17,777 Speaker 1: to me. I hope it means a lot to you too, 193 00:10:18,097 --> 00:10:22,497 Speaker 1: and then he goes, try not to drop it. So 194 00:10:22,817 --> 00:10:25,497 Speaker 1: this was a man who never lost a sense of humor, 195 00:10:26,257 --> 00:10:29,457 Speaker 1: a man who collected many trophies along the journey of life, 196 00:10:29,937 --> 00:10:31,697 Speaker 1: and a man who tried to give them all away 197 00:10:31,697 --> 00:10:39,297 Speaker 1: by the end of it. I think when you go 198 00:10:39,377 --> 00:10:42,417 Speaker 1: through an event like this at any age, it's easy 199 00:10:42,457 --> 00:10:45,257 Speaker 1: to really quickly decide either I will be a victim 200 00:10:45,337 --> 00:10:47,577 Speaker 1: or a victor to this. When I was twenty eight, 201 00:10:47,817 --> 00:10:49,737 Speaker 1: I was in a church service and the pastors said, 202 00:10:49,777 --> 00:10:51,617 Speaker 1: for those of you who feel like you've got no talent, 203 00:10:52,217 --> 00:10:55,417 Speaker 1: and that's most certainly how I felt. He said, listen 204 00:10:55,457 --> 00:10:58,177 Speaker 1: to me, your life is a precious, priceless gift. You 205 00:10:58,257 --> 00:11:00,337 Speaker 1: got one job, say yes to be in use for good. 206 00:11:01,097 --> 00:11:04,537 Speaker 1: So I was just convicted by that message. Even if 207 00:11:04,537 --> 00:11:07,297 Speaker 1: you feel like you've got no ten your life is 208 00:11:07,337 --> 00:11:09,897 Speaker 1: a precious priceless gift, you got one job, say yes 209 00:11:09,937 --> 00:11:12,337 Speaker 1: to be in used for good. And the following day, 210 00:11:12,497 --> 00:11:15,897 Speaker 1: a little girl who read about the story and overwhelming odds, 211 00:11:16,657 --> 00:11:19,017 Speaker 1: makes a phone call to me. I'm working construction at 212 00:11:19,017 --> 00:11:21,297 Speaker 1: the time, and I answer the phone and she says, 213 00:11:21,337 --> 00:11:24,097 Speaker 1: mister John, can you speak at my school? And I 214 00:11:24,137 --> 00:11:26,537 Speaker 1: would have never answered that call. I would have never 215 00:11:26,577 --> 00:11:29,857 Speaker 1: said yes. But the day before our pastors said say yes. 216 00:11:30,537 --> 00:11:35,577 Speaker 1: So I did this awkward, introverted nobody said yes again 217 00:11:35,617 --> 00:11:39,097 Speaker 1: and again and over time, through God's hand, I've been 218 00:11:39,097 --> 00:11:42,817 Speaker 1: blessed to say yes twenty eight hundred times in fifty 219 00:11:42,817 --> 00:11:47,097 Speaker 1: different states, dozens of countries, because years and years earlier, 220 00:11:47,217 --> 00:11:49,977 Speaker 1: pastors said, hey, people, listen to me. Whether you think 221 00:11:50,017 --> 00:11:52,017 Speaker 1: you've got five, two or one talent, or some of 222 00:11:52,017 --> 00:11:55,257 Speaker 1: you somewhere in this church you think you've got none, listen. 223 00:11:56,057 --> 00:12:00,297 Speaker 1: Your life is a precious, priceless gift. You got one job. 224 00:12:00,417 --> 00:12:01,977 Speaker 3: Say yes. Man. 225 00:12:01,977 --> 00:12:05,057 Speaker 1: I just to me, that's so convicting. And I just 226 00:12:05,097 --> 00:12:07,057 Speaker 1: hope when you hearing the story that it convicts you too, 227 00:12:07,177 --> 00:12:09,217 Speaker 1: like your life, in spite of what you've been through 228 00:12:09,337 --> 00:12:12,057 Speaker 1: or done, can be used in mighty ways. If God 229 00:12:12,137 --> 00:12:15,257 Speaker 1: can't use those people he can use me, and that 230 00:12:15,377 --> 00:12:16,937 Speaker 1: is a message I think we need right now in 231 00:12:16,977 --> 00:12:22,417 Speaker 1: this world. I began reading Jesus Calling almost a decade ago, 232 00:12:22,657 --> 00:12:25,697 Speaker 1: and it was one of my first forays into intentional 233 00:12:26,897 --> 00:12:28,377 Speaker 1: reading outside of scripture. 234 00:12:28,417 --> 00:12:28,857 Speaker 3: Each day. 235 00:12:29,457 --> 00:12:32,857 Speaker 1: That was the type of thing I could get my hands, 236 00:12:32,937 --> 00:12:35,337 Speaker 1: heart and mind around and then take the next right 237 00:12:35,417 --> 00:12:38,457 Speaker 1: step leaving forward from that reading. So Jesus Calling and 238 00:12:38,537 --> 00:12:42,897 Speaker 1: had a mighty impact on my faith walk. Fire can 239 00:12:42,937 --> 00:12:46,977 Speaker 1: be so destructive. I am blessed because I survived, but 240 00:12:47,017 --> 00:12:49,417 Speaker 1: I know many children and many adults who get burned don't. 241 00:12:50,857 --> 00:12:54,617 Speaker 1: Fire can destroy homes, and it can destroy relationships and communities, 242 00:12:55,577 --> 00:13:00,817 Speaker 1: and it can be restorative. It can form character and 243 00:13:01,017 --> 00:13:04,177 Speaker 1: instill faithfulness, and it can draw us closer to Christ's 244 00:13:04,177 --> 00:13:07,297 Speaker 1: will for our lives. In my anyways, there was a 245 00:13:07,337 --> 00:13:10,337 Speaker 1: saint named Ignatius of Iola who used to sign off 246 00:13:10,337 --> 00:13:12,657 Speaker 1: his letters to his brothers and sisters, and he would 247 00:13:12,697 --> 00:13:14,417 Speaker 1: write off with the words that he would say this, 248 00:13:14,697 --> 00:13:18,337 Speaker 1: go forth and set the world on fire. It was 249 00:13:18,377 --> 00:13:20,977 Speaker 1: a way to bring light to those living in darkness, 250 00:13:21,457 --> 00:13:24,217 Speaker 1: to bring hope to those living in despair. Go forth 251 00:13:24,497 --> 00:13:28,217 Speaker 1: and set the world on fire. We are called to humbly, 252 00:13:28,297 --> 00:13:30,737 Speaker 1: faithfully go forth and set the world on fire for good. 253 00:13:33,937 --> 00:13:34,817 Speaker 1: To learn more about. 254 00:13:34,697 --> 00:13:38,617 Speaker 2: John O'Leary, visit John O'Leary inspires dot com and be 255 00:13:38,657 --> 00:13:41,256 Speaker 2: sure to check out the film Soul on Fire, now 256 00:13:41,297 --> 00:13:46,697 Speaker 2: available on streaming services. Stay tuned to Autuna's Kadita Chewbacca's 257 00:13:46,697 --> 00:14:02,057 Speaker 2: story after this message. 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Our next guest 263 00:14:28,337 --> 00:14:32,497 Speaker 2: is finance executive Achi Naz Kadita Chebacca, known as At, 264 00:14:32,977 --> 00:14:35,337 Speaker 2: who was born in the Democratic Republic of the Congo. 265 00:14:35,857 --> 00:14:39,297 Speaker 2: At reflects on growing up amid poverty and displacement, the 266 00:14:39,377 --> 00:14:42,057 Speaker 2: faith that carried him through seasons of danger and uncertainty, 267 00:14:42,417 --> 00:14:45,257 Speaker 2: and how God's grace shaped a life of purpose, service 268 00:14:45,537 --> 00:14:46,057 Speaker 2: and trust. 269 00:14:48,417 --> 00:14:51,817 Speaker 4: I was born in the Democratic Republic of the Congo. 270 00:14:52,617 --> 00:14:55,617 Speaker 4: This is the massive, a country right in the center 271 00:14:55,657 --> 00:14:57,297 Speaker 4: of Africa. 272 00:14:57,977 --> 00:14:59,097 Speaker 3: The town I was. 273 00:14:59,097 --> 00:15:10,217 Speaker 4: Born in was a diamond mining town called Chicapa. Growing up, 274 00:15:10,337 --> 00:15:14,097 Speaker 4: my first few years were spent in my Money. My 275 00:15:14,297 --> 00:15:19,017 Speaker 4: Money is a village about twenty miles outside of Chicapo. 276 00:15:19,537 --> 00:15:23,337 Speaker 4: And then my father passed away when I was three 277 00:15:23,417 --> 00:15:27,257 Speaker 4: years of the age. That was the beginning of what 278 00:15:27,337 --> 00:15:34,497 Speaker 4: I call my nomadic season because my mother struggling with 279 00:15:34,577 --> 00:15:35,417 Speaker 4: the five of us. 280 00:15:35,457 --> 00:15:37,337 Speaker 3: After my father passed away. 281 00:15:38,137 --> 00:15:41,617 Speaker 4: She would sometimes place me with my sister, or place 282 00:15:41,697 --> 00:15:46,057 Speaker 4: me with one of my older brothers or one of 283 00:15:45,217 --> 00:15:50,577 Speaker 4: her brothers. And then eventually in nineteen fifty nine. End 284 00:15:50,617 --> 00:15:54,417 Speaker 4: of nineteen fifty nine, Congo was then fighting for independence 285 00:15:55,257 --> 00:15:59,137 Speaker 4: and we had all kinds of problems and struggles. We 286 00:15:59,617 --> 00:16:03,857 Speaker 4: moved his refugees from one part of the Congo where 287 00:16:03,857 --> 00:16:08,497 Speaker 4: we were lazy, to the land of our ancestors. So 288 00:16:08,577 --> 00:16:12,897 Speaker 4: for quite a while we lived on United Nations for duration. 289 00:16:13,697 --> 00:16:16,217 Speaker 4: You know, growing up, if I told you that I 290 00:16:16,257 --> 00:16:18,137 Speaker 4: had dreams to become less, and the other thing I 291 00:16:18,137 --> 00:16:21,137 Speaker 4: would be lying to you. If I had dreams, it 292 00:16:21,377 --> 00:16:24,697 Speaker 4: was where is my next morsel of food going to 293 00:16:24,737 --> 00:16:29,097 Speaker 4: come from? I think about age five, I was staying 294 00:16:29,137 --> 00:16:33,577 Speaker 4: with my sister and she put me in a kindergarten 295 00:16:34,497 --> 00:16:38,897 Speaker 4: where I was supposed to be doing my schooling, but 296 00:16:39,417 --> 00:16:44,257 Speaker 4: I did not attend that school five days of the week. 297 00:16:44,297 --> 00:16:46,817 Speaker 4: I attend to only one day of the week. It 298 00:16:47,057 --> 00:16:51,737 Speaker 4: was Wednesdays, and you will ask who are you Wednesdays? 299 00:16:52,137 --> 00:16:56,217 Speaker 4: On Wednesdays, the school gave us milk and gave us 300 00:16:56,417 --> 00:16:58,057 Speaker 4: maybe one or two biscuits. 301 00:16:58,457 --> 00:17:00,457 Speaker 3: That was my motivation for going to. 302 00:17:00,337 --> 00:17:06,417 Speaker 4: School from a very very young age. A lot of 303 00:17:06,456 --> 00:17:11,137 Speaker 4: what shept me, other than God Almighty my mother. After 304 00:17:11,177 --> 00:17:15,577 Speaker 4: my father passed away, my mom had to work very 305 00:17:15,697 --> 00:17:20,337 Speaker 4: very hard to take care of us, and so therefore 306 00:17:20,897 --> 00:17:27,577 Speaker 4: the idea of you have to work very hard, even 307 00:17:27,697 --> 00:17:31,057 Speaker 4: though we were essentially living in poverty, so she had 308 00:17:31,097 --> 00:17:31,697 Speaker 4: to struggle. 309 00:17:31,697 --> 00:17:33,097 Speaker 3: She had to really work hard. 310 00:17:33,257 --> 00:17:38,817 Speaker 4: But even with her very bigger man, my mom also 311 00:17:38,897 --> 00:17:44,177 Speaker 4: showed me the value of hospitality and the value of generosity. 312 00:17:45,017 --> 00:17:46,417 Speaker 3: You know, there was. 313 00:17:46,657 --> 00:17:51,737 Speaker 4: Never an instant where some strangers came and she led 314 00:17:51,777 --> 00:17:53,657 Speaker 4: them just to go hungry or whatever. 315 00:17:54,257 --> 00:17:56,657 Speaker 3: Above it all God's grace. 316 00:17:58,297 --> 00:18:02,137 Speaker 4: As I came to accept passages that set my Lord 317 00:18:02,177 --> 00:18:04,976 Speaker 4: and Savior. A decision that I made in October nineteen 318 00:18:05,057 --> 00:18:11,897 Speaker 4: seventy five, reading the Bible daily and then having the 319 00:18:11,937 --> 00:18:16,377 Speaker 4: guidance of the Holy Spirit in many of the decisions 320 00:18:16,417 --> 00:18:18,976 Speaker 4: that I had to confront, whether in my career or 321 00:18:19,017 --> 00:18:23,177 Speaker 4: in my personal life. That became the difference maker in 322 00:18:23,377 --> 00:18:28,217 Speaker 4: form I really looked at myself as a solid Christian. 323 00:18:28,377 --> 00:18:33,417 Speaker 4: I was baptized, confirmed Catholic. I was baptized, confirmed Presbyterian. 324 00:18:33,737 --> 00:18:38,297 Speaker 4: I must be a sound, solid Christian. So for a 325 00:18:38,337 --> 00:18:42,936 Speaker 4: long time, even after my wife accepted the practice a 326 00:18:42,937 --> 00:18:46,257 Speaker 4: Lord and Savior and I saw changes in her life, 327 00:18:46,857 --> 00:18:50,457 Speaker 4: I pushed back every effort from her. But why don't 328 00:18:50,457 --> 00:18:52,497 Speaker 4: you come to death bybol study with view half at 329 00:18:52,537 --> 00:18:56,097 Speaker 4: this book. It's a good book. Now I am a Christian. 330 00:18:56,777 --> 00:19:01,377 Speaker 4: I just pushed back until nineteen seventy five. That's when 331 00:19:01,657 --> 00:19:06,217 Speaker 4: citing on a bench alone, reading a brochure back anthussed 332 00:19:06,297 --> 00:19:10,097 Speaker 4: for Christ. Every morning I would wake up nine am 333 00:19:10,537 --> 00:19:13,537 Speaker 4: with my Bible on my lap and I would read, 334 00:19:13,617 --> 00:19:17,657 Speaker 4: I would pray, then my day would start. And that's 335 00:19:17,697 --> 00:19:22,537 Speaker 4: when the Holy Spirit really came onto me and said 336 00:19:22,937 --> 00:19:26,057 Speaker 4: that was my day of decision. So when I decided 337 00:19:26,097 --> 00:19:29,297 Speaker 4: to accept Christ, there's Lord and tag. I had nobody 338 00:19:29,337 --> 00:19:33,857 Speaker 4: pushing me, I had nobody influencing me except that very 339 00:19:34,737 --> 00:19:39,937 Speaker 4: still voice, very gentle saying that was my day of decision, 340 00:19:40,097 --> 00:19:49,137 Speaker 4: and so I made my decision that day. For the 341 00:19:49,337 --> 00:19:54,217 Speaker 4: eight years that were were in the Congo, the challenges 342 00:19:54,297 --> 00:19:58,457 Speaker 4: and difficulties that my wife and I went through where 343 00:19:58,697 --> 00:20:03,817 Speaker 4: I was imprisoned. We were only married six months and 344 00:20:04,257 --> 00:20:06,057 Speaker 4: I ended up being put in prison. 345 00:20:07,937 --> 00:20:09,976 Speaker 3: Being in prisoned your. 346 00:20:09,897 --> 00:20:16,657 Speaker 4: Experience betrayal, Your experienced situations where people threaten to take 347 00:20:16,817 --> 00:20:20,017 Speaker 4: your life away because you would not make decisions that 348 00:20:20,097 --> 00:20:23,337 Speaker 4: they wanted, you know, you to make, and that sort 349 00:20:23,377 --> 00:20:27,857 Speaker 4: of thing, and very difficult years because the Congo was 350 00:20:27,937 --> 00:20:31,177 Speaker 4: run by a dictator and that dictator is the one 351 00:20:31,177 --> 00:20:32,216 Speaker 4: who put me in prison. 352 00:20:32,937 --> 00:20:34,617 Speaker 3: The second very. 353 00:20:36,337 --> 00:20:44,017 Speaker 4: You know, heavy, heavy experience was after we left Kenya 354 00:20:44,417 --> 00:20:48,337 Speaker 4: in nineteen eighty five, I was offered a position in 355 00:20:48,377 --> 00:20:53,817 Speaker 4: Brazil and going to Brazil and within one month of 356 00:20:53,897 --> 00:20:59,497 Speaker 4: being there being accused of malversation or something in the bank, 357 00:20:59,577 --> 00:21:02,696 Speaker 4: something that I did not do at all, somebody who 358 00:21:02,817 --> 00:21:06,417 Speaker 4: was jealous and did not want to see to be 359 00:21:06,457 --> 00:21:09,897 Speaker 4: happy with my success in the bank. And so having 360 00:21:10,017 --> 00:21:14,457 Speaker 4: to navigate that, realizing that everything that we had worked for, 361 00:21:15,617 --> 00:21:17,256 Speaker 4: everything was going to go out of the water, and 362 00:21:17,257 --> 00:21:19,417 Speaker 4: what do I do now with two children? We had 363 00:21:19,497 --> 00:21:22,297 Speaker 4: two little kids at the time, so that was also 364 00:21:22,457 --> 00:21:27,297 Speaker 4: very tough, very Unsteertay after they could atta in Liberia, 365 00:21:27,897 --> 00:21:31,937 Speaker 4: the government was taken over by what they call themselves 366 00:21:32,057 --> 00:21:36,977 Speaker 4: Revolutionary Council soldiers with high school degrees. They took over, 367 00:21:37,617 --> 00:21:40,897 Speaker 4: and then one of them coming to the bank wanting 368 00:21:40,977 --> 00:21:47,097 Speaker 4: me to compensate their cousin, saying that we had fired 369 00:21:47,097 --> 00:21:50,337 Speaker 4: a cousin wrongly. I did not fire somebody who was 370 00:21:50,377 --> 00:21:53,977 Speaker 4: there before me. And so you're fighting that. You're trying 371 00:21:54,017 --> 00:21:57,777 Speaker 4: to resist, and even though senior management of the bank 372 00:21:57,817 --> 00:22:01,377 Speaker 4: in New York says, go ahead, pay whatever they want, 373 00:22:02,057 --> 00:22:05,537 Speaker 4: your conscience is saying no, that's not the right decision. 374 00:22:05,697 --> 00:22:08,537 Speaker 4: So you try to do the right thing, but you 375 00:22:08,617 --> 00:22:14,097 Speaker 4: are running the risk of somebody coming doing damage to 376 00:22:14,137 --> 00:22:17,177 Speaker 4: you and to your family. So that was another very 377 00:22:17,217 --> 00:22:22,017 Speaker 4: difficult period time for us. But God saw us true 378 00:22:28,657 --> 00:22:33,417 Speaker 4: in terms of looking for a guidance, I can just 379 00:22:33,457 --> 00:22:36,857 Speaker 4: share an example. I did move from Kenya to Brazil, 380 00:22:37,977 --> 00:22:41,216 Speaker 4: but that decision was not a simple one of the 381 00:22:41,257 --> 00:22:44,257 Speaker 4: banks saying you've done whatever we wanted you to in 382 00:22:44,337 --> 00:22:46,737 Speaker 4: Kenya and I'll go to Brazil. The bank came and 383 00:22:46,897 --> 00:22:49,617 Speaker 4: said you can stay in Kenya or you can go 384 00:22:49,697 --> 00:22:52,736 Speaker 4: to the Philippines, you know, or you can go to 385 00:22:52,777 --> 00:22:57,657 Speaker 4: Brazil to oversee aspects of our business in South America. 386 00:22:58,537 --> 00:23:00,857 Speaker 4: And my wife and I did not want to go 387 00:23:00,857 --> 00:23:06,497 Speaker 4: to Brazil. So we said, let's pray. That's ask God 388 00:23:06,577 --> 00:23:10,857 Speaker 4: for guidance. And so we told God, We said, Lord, 389 00:23:11,817 --> 00:23:14,897 Speaker 4: it's between Kenya and the Philippines. Can you please tell us? 390 00:23:17,737 --> 00:23:21,057 Speaker 4: And we prayed and we prayed, and we had agreed 391 00:23:21,337 --> 00:23:24,417 Speaker 4: we would not tell each other whatever the Lord would 392 00:23:24,577 --> 00:23:29,657 Speaker 4: say that yeah, but we prayed two weeks nothing and 393 00:23:29,777 --> 00:23:34,577 Speaker 4: said maybe if we fast, God will hear our prayers. 394 00:23:34,737 --> 00:23:42,017 Speaker 4: And we fasted nothing. And then one day we realized 395 00:23:42,657 --> 00:23:45,337 Speaker 4: we are kind of restraining you know, the Lord. We're 396 00:23:45,337 --> 00:23:50,456 Speaker 4: telling him it's either Kenya or the Philippines. We're telling 397 00:23:50,537 --> 00:23:54,537 Speaker 4: him Brazil is out of the equation. So obviously God 398 00:23:54,617 --> 00:23:57,696 Speaker 4: wants us to put Brazil back on the table. So 399 00:23:57,697 --> 00:24:03,297 Speaker 4: it's okay, Lord, well that's all veryas word Kenya, Philippines 400 00:24:03,817 --> 00:24:07,057 Speaker 4: or Brazil. You know, you want to stay in Kenya, 401 00:24:07,217 --> 00:24:10,377 Speaker 4: and you know our second chance is Philip, can you 402 00:24:10,497 --> 00:24:13,696 Speaker 4: now guide us? And one day we had gone for 403 00:24:13,857 --> 00:24:17,657 Speaker 4: dinner at a friend's house. After dinner, my wife and 404 00:24:17,737 --> 00:24:21,737 Speaker 4: I get out We're walking in the friends garden holding 405 00:24:21,817 --> 00:24:26,216 Speaker 4: hands and we just turned to each other and we 406 00:24:26,497 --> 00:24:32,936 Speaker 4: almost instantaneously say it's Brazil, isn't it. And that was 407 00:24:33,137 --> 00:24:36,977 Speaker 4: how we ended up in Brazil, because you know, the 408 00:24:37,297 --> 00:24:41,297 Speaker 4: cad is so good. The Ambassador of Brazil dedicated one 409 00:24:41,537 --> 00:24:45,017 Speaker 4: of the staff members of the embassy told him make 410 00:24:45,177 --> 00:24:49,257 Speaker 4: sure that the transition of the Chibacca family from Kenya 411 00:24:49,297 --> 00:24:54,697 Speaker 4: to Brazil is small. He invited to his house to 412 00:24:54,897 --> 00:25:00,737 Speaker 4: give us some luncheon with Brazilian food and whatever and 413 00:25:00,977 --> 00:25:05,017 Speaker 4: put videos on to introduce us to Brazilan culture ambassador 414 00:25:05,617 --> 00:25:07,417 Speaker 4: all the country doing that. 415 00:25:07,577 --> 00:25:10,737 Speaker 3: But why God's end or favor? 416 00:25:12,297 --> 00:25:16,217 Speaker 4: My wife actually bought a number of the Jesus Calling books, 417 00:25:16,377 --> 00:25:18,776 Speaker 4: so we have one in our home that you know 418 00:25:19,017 --> 00:25:21,577 Speaker 4: she's been going through, and we have one in our 419 00:25:21,777 --> 00:25:26,577 Speaker 4: vacation home in ters Gecos Island for guests who stay there. 420 00:25:27,137 --> 00:25:32,177 Speaker 4: And she bought also twenty five books about a few 421 00:25:32,257 --> 00:25:36,497 Speaker 4: years ago that she distributed to her Bible study, the 422 00:25:36,577 --> 00:25:37,696 Speaker 4: Lady's Bible Study. 423 00:25:38,057 --> 00:25:43,177 Speaker 3: So we are familiar with Jesus Calling just being in 424 00:25:43,217 --> 00:25:43,817 Speaker 3: his world. 425 00:25:44,457 --> 00:25:48,657 Speaker 4: It's the daily devotions, it's Bible study, meetings with the 426 00:25:48,697 --> 00:25:52,697 Speaker 4: other followers of Christ, and sometimes there is a group 427 00:25:52,737 --> 00:25:56,137 Speaker 4: of friends that I have on my list. Sometimes we 428 00:25:56,297 --> 00:26:01,257 Speaker 4: kind of go through some devotionals together in the comments, 429 00:26:01,337 --> 00:26:06,016 Speaker 4: you know back, and so staying in the Bible and 430 00:26:06,297 --> 00:26:10,657 Speaker 4: staying attentive to whatever the Holy Spirit may be showing 431 00:26:10,737 --> 00:26:15,697 Speaker 4: me very important. And it doesn't say that I am 432 00:26:16,057 --> 00:26:22,577 Speaker 4: anywhere close to perfect or holly or anything like that, 433 00:26:23,457 --> 00:26:29,057 Speaker 4: because like most people, I am a cracked pot. I 434 00:26:29,097 --> 00:26:34,137 Speaker 4: am a leaking vessel, and I need to be refilled 435 00:26:34,337 --> 00:26:38,217 Speaker 4: by His Holy Spirit daily. And so reading the Bible 436 00:26:38,937 --> 00:26:42,337 Speaker 4: and being attentive to the promptings or the Holy Spirit, 437 00:26:42,857 --> 00:26:46,537 Speaker 4: and the meeting with others to study the Bible together 438 00:26:46,657 --> 00:26:50,817 Speaker 4: to pray, you know, in the various Bible study groups that. 439 00:26:50,897 --> 00:26:53,137 Speaker 3: Helps, you know, keep us growing. 440 00:26:55,937 --> 00:26:59,097 Speaker 4: I am going to be praying a prayer from Sarah 441 00:26:59,217 --> 00:27:08,697 Speaker 4: Young's prayer devotional Jesus listened, So let's pray, Dearest Jesus, 442 00:27:08,737 --> 00:27:12,817 Speaker 4: how wonderful it is to know that you are taking 443 00:27:12,937 --> 00:27:17,137 Speaker 4: care of me. When I am spending time with you, 444 00:27:17,897 --> 00:27:22,937 Speaker 4: enjoying the warmth and security of your loving presence, it's 445 00:27:23,137 --> 00:27:26,577 Speaker 4: easier to trust that every detail of my life is 446 00:27:26,697 --> 00:27:32,897 Speaker 4: under your control. The Bible affirms that everything fits into 447 00:27:32,937 --> 00:27:37,657 Speaker 4: a plan for good for those who love you and 448 00:27:37,977 --> 00:27:41,177 Speaker 4: are called according to your design and purpose. 449 00:27:42,377 --> 00:27:45,976 Speaker 3: Because the world is in such an abnormal. 450 00:27:45,377 --> 00:27:50,577 Speaker 4: Talent condition, it sometimes feels as if chances governing the 451 00:27:50,697 --> 00:27:57,057 Speaker 4: universe events seem to happen randomly with little or no 452 00:27:57,257 --> 00:28:01,537 Speaker 4: apparent meaning. But you've shown me that when I view 453 00:28:01,577 --> 00:28:05,697 Speaker 4: the world this way, I am overlooking a most import 454 00:28:05,697 --> 00:28:12,177 Speaker 4: with the fact the limitations of my understanding sub merge 455 00:28:12,297 --> 00:28:17,857 Speaker 4: beneath the surface of the visible world. There are mysteries 456 00:28:18,137 --> 00:28:22,657 Speaker 4: too profound for me to fathom. If I could actually 457 00:28:22,737 --> 00:28:26,417 Speaker 4: see how close you are to me and how constantly 458 00:28:26,977 --> 00:28:30,456 Speaker 4: you work on my behalf, I would never again doubt 459 00:28:30,857 --> 00:28:36,377 Speaker 4: your wonderful care for me. But your word instructs me 460 00:28:36,577 --> 00:28:41,137 Speaker 4: to live by faith, not by sight. Please help me 461 00:28:41,657 --> 00:28:48,897 Speaker 4: to trust in your mysterious, majestic presence, in your magnificent name. 462 00:28:50,017 --> 00:28:51,417 Speaker 4: Thank you, Jesus Amen. 463 00:28:54,137 --> 00:28:56,417 Speaker 2: Be sure to check out Eight's new book, Son of 464 00:28:56,457 --> 00:29:01,217 Speaker 2: a Congo, A journey of tragedy, triumph and transformation, available 465 00:29:01,257 --> 00:29:04,857 Speaker 2: at your favorite retailer in February. If you'd like to 466 00:29:04,897 --> 00:29:07,017 Speaker 2: know more stories about how our darkest days can bring 467 00:29:07,097 --> 00:29:10,377 Speaker 2: hope to others, check out our interview with Alice Murrae Johnson. 468 00:29:17,497 --> 00:29:19,857 Speaker 2: Next time on the Jesus Calling podcast, we'll hear from 469 00:29:19,977 --> 00:29:23,497 Speaker 2: Ed Newton, pastor of Community Bible Church in San Antonio, Texas. 470 00:29:24,057 --> 00:29:27,257 Speaker 2: Ed shares how years of empathy and leadership eventually gave 471 00:29:27,297 --> 00:29:30,057 Speaker 2: way to a breaking point and how honesty, grace, and 472 00:29:30,097 --> 00:29:33,017 Speaker 2: listening to God's voice reshaped his understanding of strength. 473 00:29:34,577 --> 00:29:38,857 Speaker 5: We're constantly hearing and listening and feeling, but when we 474 00:29:38,977 --> 00:29:41,617 Speaker 5: do not align our heart to what God says, who 475 00:29:41,817 --> 00:29:47,697 Speaker 5: is the ultimate voice, then it just conflicts really the directional, 476 00:29:47,777 --> 00:29:52,857 Speaker 5: navigational component of our life. 477 00:29:55,337 --> 00:29:57,857 Speaker 2: Thanks for listening to the Jesus Calling Stories of Faith 478 00:29:57,937 --> 00:30:01,777 Speaker 2: podcast on the Live Audio Network. 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