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Speaker 1: Life Audio. Thank you for listening to your Daily Prayer,

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Speaker 1: a podcast dedicated to helping you find the words you

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Speaker 1: need to connect with your Father in Heaven. No matter

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Speaker 1: what is going on in your life today, you can

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Speaker 1: trust that God wants to hear from you. Right after

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Speaker 1: this short word from our sponsor, we will pray you

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Speaker 1: today's prayer when we are wrestling with God. Together at prayer,

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Speaker 1: when we are wrestling with God, Written by Laura Bailey,

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Speaker 1: read by Kerrie Eichberger. Yet I will rejoice in the Lord.

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Speaker 1: I will be joyful in God, my Savior, Habaccic three,

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Speaker 1: verse eighteen, Mom, are you okay? Who were you yelling

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Speaker 1: at in the pasture? My eldest daughter asked, what do

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Speaker 1: you mean? I wasn't yelling at anyone. I was just

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Speaker 1: walking and praying, I answered, confused. I would hate to

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Speaker 1: see how you pray when you're upset, she gently teased.

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Speaker 1: For some my no holding back approach to prayer is unconventional.

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Speaker 1: For many years, I felt ashamed from being upset with God.

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Speaker 1: I avoided sharing my true feelings with him, instead offering

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Speaker 1: sweet latitudes and prayers that I thought God wanted to hear.

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Speaker 1: And then I read the Book of Habaccac, and never

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Speaker 1: had I felt so seen. If you aren't familiar with Habaccak,

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Speaker 1: he is a prophet from God commands to tell the

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Speaker 1: Israelites that they are about to enter into captivity. Going

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Speaker 1: into exile has tough news to digest. It's even more

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Speaker 1: challenging to hear that your enemy, and one of the

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Speaker 1: most wicked and violent empires, the Babylonians, is going to

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Speaker 1: be your captor. Talk about a guy who had a

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Speaker 1: tough job. Tobakak loved the Israelites and he desperately didn't

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Speaker 1: want them to experience destruction and devastation, and so he

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Speaker 1: pleads with God for their deliverance. Abachack boldly cries out

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Speaker 1: to the Lord, questioning if perhaps some Lord has completely

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Speaker 1: abandoned his people. Habachic isn't shy about airing his grievances

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Speaker 1: with God. He disagrees that the Israelites are deserving of

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Speaker 1: this punishment. He demands an explanation of why God would

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Speaker 1: use such a morally corrupt nation to distribute God's wrath

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Speaker 1: upon his chosen people. Twie, we see a Backic unapologetically

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Speaker 1: question God's plan, and then God responds. In we see

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Speaker 1: that while God allow us a back to bring forth

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Speaker 1: his frustrations, he doesn't explain or justify his actions. But

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Speaker 1: through the back and forth, Abackic deepens his appreciation of

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Speaker 1: God's sovereignty and renews and strengthens his faith, even though

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Speaker 1: his question goes unanswered. In the last few verses, we

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Speaker 1: find our key verse, Yet I will rejoice in the Lord.

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Speaker 1: I will be joyful in God, my savior. A bakk

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Speaker 1: doesn't understand or necessarily like God's plan, but he chooses

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Speaker 1: not only to trust, but to rejoice in God. I

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Speaker 1: shared with my daughter that earlier I had been wrestling

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Speaker 1: with God. The interaction she overheard was my attempt to

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Speaker 1: negotiate with the creator of the universe. I know, silly.

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Speaker 1: I had my tantrum, But then the Holy Spirit spoke

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Speaker 1: to my heart ever so gently, and I responded, Okay, God,

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Speaker 1: I may not like it, but I will trust in you,

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Speaker 1: and I will choose to rejoice because you are my savior.

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Speaker 1: God can't handle our wrestling, and he desires to hear

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Speaker 1: from his children. So go to him openly and honestly

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Speaker 1: and cast your fears upon him. Let's pray, Heavenly Father,

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Speaker 1: we are grateful that you are God who desires to

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Speaker 1: hear from your children like a back. Give us the

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Speaker 1: strength to boldly and openly go before you in prayer.

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Speaker 1: You know our every thought. The number appears on our head,

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Speaker 1: and before the beginning of time, you created us for

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Speaker 1: a purpose. Lord. There will be many times in our

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Speaker 1: lives when we are struggling to understand your ways, but

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Speaker 1: we know that your ways are not our ways, and

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Speaker 1: we rejoice even when we don't understand or like your plan.

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Speaker 1: May the desires of our hearts be your desires, and

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Speaker 1: know you can handle our wrestling. Maybe be ultimately put

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Speaker 1: our full trust and faith in you in Jesus' name. Amen.

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