1 00:00:02,720 --> 00:00:15,160 Speaker 1: Life Audio. Thank you for listening to your daily prayer, 2 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:17,959 Speaker 1: where we help you find the words you need to 3 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:21,040 Speaker 1: connect to your Father in Heaven. No matter what's happening 4 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:23,600 Speaker 1: in your life today, you can trust that God wants 5 00:00:23,640 --> 00:00:26,440 Speaker 1: to hear from you. Right after this short word from 6 00:00:26,480 --> 00:00:29,840 Speaker 1: our sponsors, we'll pray through today's prayer for if you're 7 00:00:29,880 --> 00:00:52,000 Speaker 1: feeling hopeless this Resurrection season. A prayer if you're feeling 8 00:00:52,080 --> 00:00:57,520 Speaker 1: hopeless this Resurrection Season, written by Peyton Garland, read by 9 00:00:57,560 --> 00:01:02,600 Speaker 1: Leah Gerard. We can rejoice too when we run into 10 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:05,840 Speaker 1: problems and trials, for we know that they help us 11 00:01:05,880 --> 00:01:11,560 Speaker 1: develop endurance, and endurance develops strength of character, and character 12 00:01:12,200 --> 00:01:17,759 Speaker 1: strengthens our confident hope of salvation Romans five three through four. 13 00:01:19,800 --> 00:01:24,200 Speaker 1: My childhood flawlessly fits the middle class suburban narrative. In fact, 14 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:27,960 Speaker 1: you might say my family created its mold. My elementary 15 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:31,000 Speaker 1: days were filled with bicycle rides round and round the 16 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:35,360 Speaker 1: cul de sac. Popsicle juice dripped from my fingers. Neighbors 17 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:38,880 Speaker 1: refilled their mailbox planners each spring, and girl Scouts and 18 00:01:38,959 --> 00:01:42,000 Speaker 1: insurance salesmen always felt safe enough to knock on the 19 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:46,280 Speaker 1: front door. It was the slow, simple things that gave 20 00:01:46,360 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 1: my youth meaning, even when my unhealthy mind couldn't quite 21 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:54,880 Speaker 1: understand why its thoughts moved much faster than the world 22 00:01:54,960 --> 00:02:01,960 Speaker 1: outside my window on maryl Drive. Nonetheless, Providence sustained my small, 23 00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:06,520 Speaker 1: dirt caked hands as they dug for roly pollys, picked daisies, 24 00:02:06,640 --> 00:02:09,120 Speaker 1: and yelled at my baby's sister not to play too 25 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:15,000 Speaker 1: close to the bite bite bush. Providence still sustains me today, 26 00:02:15,280 --> 00:02:19,600 Speaker 1: but certainly not in a simpler, suburban way. I now 27 00:02:19,680 --> 00:02:24,320 Speaker 1: know why my brain never slows down, why reckless thoughts 28 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:28,880 Speaker 1: riddle my soul, and why I'll never ever be normal. 29 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:33,320 Speaker 1: There's a diagnosed name to the beasts that left my 30 00:02:33,480 --> 00:02:39,600 Speaker 1: therapists saying there's medication, there's treatment, but there's no cure. 31 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 1: In other words, there's hope. But in this fallen world, 32 00:02:46,320 --> 00:02:50,120 Speaker 1: such hope will ride bitter waves of bitter sweet highs 33 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:54,000 Speaker 1: and desperate lows, and somehow in it all life will 34 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:56,920 Speaker 1: go on. It's not always because I want it to, 35 00:02:57,040 --> 00:03:03,600 Speaker 1: but because God says resurrection wins. Providence pieces together my ending, 36 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:07,320 Speaker 1: and when I die to what I want life to be, 37 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:11,000 Speaker 1: I find the courage to breathe in what surrounds me. 38 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:15,840 Speaker 1: I know to appreciate the little bits of truth filled 39 00:03:15,880 --> 00:03:20,800 Speaker 1: with hope that God sprinkles into my ordinary days. I 40 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 1: know to notice the daffodils that pop up each February 41 00:03:24,520 --> 00:03:27,600 Speaker 1: and litter my pasture, willing to bloom despite the last 42 00:03:27,680 --> 00:03:31,400 Speaker 1: bite of winter that always threatens to weigh down their stems. 43 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 1: I know to pause my routine to take in their color, 44 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:40,560 Speaker 1: their posture, and their maker. I know to notice the 45 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:43,800 Speaker 1: young man who, before loading my groceries in my trunk, 46 00:03:44,160 --> 00:03:46,960 Speaker 1: knocks on my car window to say, I notice a 47 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:48,880 Speaker 1: stick caught in your tire and I got it out. 48 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:54,880 Speaker 1: I know to remember his long hair, funky tennis shoes, 49 00:03:55,440 --> 00:03:58,200 Speaker 1: an accent that says I'm probably not from here, but 50 00:03:58,320 --> 00:04:01,320 Speaker 1: I'll treat you a total stranger as if you're home. 51 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,400 Speaker 1: I know to notice when someone wants to stop me 52 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:08,160 Speaker 1: in the craft store and remind me just how quickly 53 00:04:08,200 --> 00:04:11,680 Speaker 1: this season of motherhood will fly by, how much I'll 54 00:04:11,720 --> 00:04:14,280 Speaker 1: miss it, Even while my son tries to topple over 55 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:19,240 Speaker 1: a glass display. I know to pause my angst and 56 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:24,839 Speaker 1: anxiousness to say, you're so right, thank you. We often 57 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:27,560 Speaker 1: struggle to feel and believe in things we can't see, 58 00:04:28,040 --> 00:04:31,760 Speaker 1: in what our limited bodies can't fully know. But I 59 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:36,159 Speaker 1: wonder if much of our blindness is self induced. Of course, 60 00:04:36,640 --> 00:04:40,560 Speaker 1: we don't wilfully proactively live in the dark, especially as 61 00:04:40,600 --> 00:04:43,560 Speaker 1: believers in the light of all life, But the Resurrection 62 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:48,239 Speaker 1: season will require that we surrender our senses to hope. 63 00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 1: In this we can appreciate the truth even when it 64 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:58,159 Speaker 1: locks our legs, swells our eyes, and leaves us wishing things. 65 00:04:58,200 --> 00:05:03,480 Speaker 1: We're so much easier. Just as our hearts first trusted 66 00:05:03,560 --> 00:05:07,560 Speaker 1: in Christ's resurrection for our salvation, our eyes and ears, 67 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:13,360 Speaker 1: even our mouths, nose, fingertips, must give trust mobility. We 68 00:05:13,440 --> 00:05:16,960 Speaker 1: must give trust the ability to live and breathe in 69 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:21,880 Speaker 1: all things, even the hard ones that aren't simple, joyful, 70 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: or curable. As Easter approaches, don't force Hope down a 71 00:05:28,279 --> 00:05:34,960 Speaker 1: one way street. Meet him, run to him, embrace him, 72 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 1: and tell him that he's welcome in your world. Come 73 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:45,159 Speaker 1: what may, Let's pray. Father. In a world filled with uncertainty, sin, 74 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:48,039 Speaker 1: and hopelessness, it's easy to miss the beauty of the 75 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:52,159 Speaker 1: Resurrection season. I mean, we live as though Your resurrection 76 00:05:52,279 --> 00:05:56,080 Speaker 1: has filled every scene we enter, every space, we occupy, 77 00:05:56,200 --> 00:06:01,680 Speaker 1: in every soul that's yours, Because it does give us 78 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:04,840 Speaker 1: an undeniable sense of your grace that longs for us 79 00:06:04,839 --> 00:06:09,000 Speaker 1: to fight for laughter, community, and the defense of the downtrodden. 80 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:13,640 Speaker 1: We can never thank you enough for your death, burial 81 00:06:13,680 --> 00:06:16,960 Speaker 1: and resurrection, but as we praise you with what little 82 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:19,800 Speaker 1: we can offer, may we bring the hope of your 83 00:06:19,920 --> 00:06:25,719 Speaker 1: salvation into every season of life. We love you, Father, 84 00:06:26,200 --> 00:06:41,960 Speaker 1: forever Amen. 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