1 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:17,680 Speaker 1: Here he is from New York. That Kevin mcclellaugh. 2 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:23,680 Speaker 2: Him Kevin McCullough Today, no news. We're not talking about 3 00:00:23,960 --> 00:00:26,760 Speaker 2: the headlines of the newspaper or what's going on. We're 4 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:30,280 Speaker 2: going to an older text, a text called the Bible 5 00:00:30,800 --> 00:00:34,040 Speaker 2: to hear a story that is as ubiquitous as the 6 00:00:34,159 --> 00:00:37,839 Speaker 2: character It features, the thief on the Cross. This is 7 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:41,360 Speaker 2: called Heaven How I Got Here, and it stars actor 8 00:00:41,400 --> 00:00:45,280 Speaker 2: Stephen Baldwin in a text by pastor Colin S. Smith. 9 00:00:45,760 --> 00:00:49,520 Speaker 3: I can't begin to tell you what it's like up here. 10 00:00:50,159 --> 00:00:52,839 Speaker 3: I've heard it said that there's only a small distance 11 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:58,680 Speaker 3: between agony and ecstasy. That I can tell you from 12 00:00:58,680 --> 00:01:05,920 Speaker 3: my experience, there an unfathomable gulf. I endured the agony 13 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:10,959 Speaker 3: of crucifixion, but the ordeal passed, and now I'm savoring 14 00:01:11,000 --> 00:01:16,080 Speaker 3: the perfect joys of heaven. How I got here is 15 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:18,840 Speaker 3: still amazing to me. But I'm telling my story so 16 00:01:18,920 --> 00:01:26,720 Speaker 3: that you can share the joys I have found. Looking 17 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:30,399 Speaker 3: back on what happened that day, I now see so 18 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:32,800 Speaker 3: much more than I was able to grasp with the time, 19 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:42,880 Speaker 3: and the more I discover, the more staggering and wonderful 20 00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:50,440 Speaker 3: the whole story becomes not Many men open their eyes 21 00:01:50,480 --> 00:01:53,320 Speaker 3: in the morning knowing it's their last day on earth. 22 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:58,920 Speaker 3: This is it, This is the day I die. Looking 23 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:02,840 Speaker 3: back the entire day and how it ended still blows 24 00:02:02,920 --> 00:02:10,399 Speaker 3: my mind. I awoke in the cell where they were 25 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:16,919 Speaker 3: holding me, impending execution, or, to be more accurate, torture, humiliation, 26 00:02:17,800 --> 00:02:21,120 Speaker 3: and a long, slow descent into death on a cross. 27 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:25,640 Speaker 3: Only the Romans could have perpetuated such barbarity, and I 28 00:02:25,720 --> 00:02:30,120 Speaker 3: hated them with every fiber of my being. My story 29 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:33,840 Speaker 3: began in an ordinary home and is largely without surprise. 30 00:02:34,240 --> 00:02:36,880 Speaker 3: My father made a modest living as a builder, while 31 00:02:36,919 --> 00:02:40,160 Speaker 3: my mother, who set the pace for our family, gave 32 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:43,320 Speaker 3: herself to setting her children on the right path. Because 33 00:02:43,320 --> 00:02:46,240 Speaker 3: we were Jewish, the synagogue was a regular part of 34 00:02:46,280 --> 00:02:49,400 Speaker 3: our family life, as was the annual trip to the 35 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:54,320 Speaker 3: temple in Jerusalem. My mother, a woman of ridiculous faith, 36 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:57,840 Speaker 3: made sure that I was well schooled in the teachings 37 00:02:57,840 --> 00:03:00,880 Speaker 3: of our fathers. God is watching you, she would say, 38 00:03:01,880 --> 00:03:06,560 Speaker 3: He sees everything, and he never forgets. He remembers the 39 00:03:06,600 --> 00:03:11,080 Speaker 3: good and he remembers the evil. You always read what 40 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 3: you sew. Her favorite book in the Scriptures was the 41 00:03:15,440 --> 00:03:19,799 Speaker 3: Book of Proverbs. I can still hear her voice telling 42 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:22,840 Speaker 3: me that the fear of the Lord is the beginning 43 00:03:22,840 --> 00:03:25,960 Speaker 3: of wisdom, and then she would ask me, do you 44 00:03:26,040 --> 00:03:29,840 Speaker 3: fear God? It never occurred to me that there was 45 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:34,000 Speaker 3: any other option. Like most children, I pretty much just 46 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:38,000 Speaker 3: accepted what my mother taught me about God until my 47 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:41,640 Speaker 3: early teens, when I began to have questions about God 48 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:47,920 Speaker 3: and about authority in general. A major turning point occurred 49 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:49,839 Speaker 3: for me at the age of thirteen, when I saw 50 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:53,080 Speaker 3: up close the injustice that was woven into the fabric 51 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:57,200 Speaker 3: of our national life. My father works so hard to 52 00:03:57,200 --> 00:04:01,440 Speaker 3: make ends meet for our family, but the taxes imposed 53 00:04:01,480 --> 00:04:05,080 Speaker 3: on us by the occupying Roman army made even our 54 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:11,080 Speaker 3: modest lifestyle hard to sustain. That particular day, the tax 55 00:04:11,160 --> 00:04:15,080 Speaker 3: collector knocked on the door with his latest, unfounded demand. 56 00:04:17,520 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 3: I remember the pain of the powerless look on my 57 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:23,919 Speaker 3: father's face. He was as if they hadn't broken his 58 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:28,599 Speaker 3: back and crushed his spirit. Everyone knew that the system 59 00:04:28,640 --> 00:04:31,840 Speaker 3: was riddled with corruption, but what can you do when 60 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:34,920 Speaker 3: the power of a brutal army stands behind the slimy 61 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:39,480 Speaker 3: little tax man. Seeing my father look that way made 62 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:44,239 Speaker 3: me furious. What right did these impostors have to march 63 00:04:44,279 --> 00:04:48,680 Speaker 3: into our land and demand our money? Since when did 64 00:04:48,680 --> 00:04:52,919 Speaker 3: we owe them? The whole thing was an injustice, and 65 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:56,200 Speaker 3: even as a young man, it made me mad. It 66 00:04:56,279 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 3: simply wasn't fair. Our annual visit to the Temple in 67 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:06,600 Speaker 3: Jerusalem had always been a highlight of our family life. 68 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:09,560 Speaker 3: I think of a vacation with your extended family and 69 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:13,240 Speaker 3: you'll get the idea. My first impression of the Temple 70 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:17,239 Speaker 3: was of awe and wonder. The size of the building, 71 00:05:17,360 --> 00:05:20,520 Speaker 3: the depth of the walls, the noise of the crowds, 72 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:23,400 Speaker 3: and the relentless activity in the temple courts took my 73 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:29,880 Speaker 3: breath away. But as the years passed, my questions began 74 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:33,040 Speaker 3: to grow. Over time, the hatred I felt to a 75 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:37,359 Speaker 3: drone showed up in a growing resentment toward the Temple, 76 00:05:38,080 --> 00:05:44,000 Speaker 3: its rules, and it's God. I watched how people poured 77 00:05:44,080 --> 00:05:47,400 Speaker 3: money into the temple treasury and thought about how that 78 00:05:47,480 --> 00:05:50,039 Speaker 3: money could be used to fund the small bands of 79 00:05:50,080 --> 00:05:53,120 Speaker 3: freedom fighters who were ready to risk their lives in 80 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:59,040 Speaker 3: standing up to the Roman occupation. But that didn't happen. Instead, 81 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:01,640 Speaker 3: the money rolled into the temple coffers to be sunk 82 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 3: into the endless maintenance of buildings and priests, who, as 83 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:11,640 Speaker 3: far as I could see, had little to offer rules, morality. 84 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:16,200 Speaker 3: Where was this getting us? What could it all accomplish? 85 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 3: Somewhere in these anxious and angry thoughts, a rebellion was 86 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 3: born in my heart. So you won't be surprised when 87 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:28,039 Speaker 3: I tell you that the temple was the scene of 88 00:06:28,120 --> 00:06:32,120 Speaker 3: my first theft. At age fifteen. I had been watching 89 00:06:32,160 --> 00:06:35,000 Speaker 3: as people put their money into the treasury and had 90 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:39,000 Speaker 3: been surprised by the low level of security. It would 91 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:41,960 Speaker 3: be as easy, I figured, for me to take money 92 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,560 Speaker 3: out of the treasury as it was for them to 93 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:47,800 Speaker 3: put money in. If the priests weren't going to put 94 00:06:47,839 --> 00:06:52,080 Speaker 3: the money to good use, maybe I could. As the 95 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:57,880 Speaker 3: thought settled decision emerged, my palms began to sweat as 96 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:01,719 Speaker 3: I watched and waited for the right moment. Then, with 97 00:07:01,839 --> 00:07:03,960 Speaker 3: money in hand, I stepped forward to the basin where 98 00:07:03,960 --> 00:07:07,520 Speaker 3: the gifts were gathered, famed the dropping of my coins, 99 00:07:08,760 --> 00:07:13,440 Speaker 3: and in the same movement gathered a fistful of cash. 100 00:07:13,840 --> 00:07:16,280 Speaker 3: Walking away, I felt sure that a large hand would 101 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:19,160 Speaker 3: be laid on my shoulder and that I would be confronted, 102 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:24,360 Speaker 3: but it never happened. I had committed the perfect crime, 103 00:07:25,320 --> 00:07:29,040 Speaker 3: and as much as I hated to admit it, it 104 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:33,520 Speaker 3: felt good. My theft at the treasury planted the seed 105 00:07:33,640 --> 00:07:37,800 Speaker 3: of a grander scheme for a nobler purpose. Somebody needed 106 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:42,440 Speaker 3: to do something bold, and that became my life's ambition. 107 00:07:45,120 --> 00:07:48,520 Speaker 3: Each time I stole, it got easier for me. I 108 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:52,440 Speaker 3: had far bigger hauls and far less fear of consequences. 109 00:07:53,600 --> 00:07:56,800 Speaker 3: Over time, I became arrogant in my crimes and lazy 110 00:07:56,880 --> 00:08:02,080 Speaker 3: in my efforts to hide them. After years of stealing, lying, 111 00:08:02,320 --> 00:08:06,760 Speaker 3: and taking advantage of others, the consequences of my lifestyle 112 00:08:06,840 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 3: finally caught up with me. That large hand of the 113 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:15,320 Speaker 3: law I had eluded for so long landed on my 114 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:19,160 Speaker 3: shoulder and led me to the cell where I began 115 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:25,360 Speaker 3: the last day of my life. A loud thud verberately 116 00:08:25,440 --> 00:08:28,760 Speaker 3: on the cell door as a heartless guard stepped in 117 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:34,520 Speaker 3: with a mug and plate in his hand. Breakfast, he said, 118 00:08:34,880 --> 00:08:39,600 Speaker 3: as he spat in my food. Enjoy your last meal. 119 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:47,160 Speaker 3: The door closed and I sat alone, powerless, staring at 120 00:08:47,240 --> 00:08:51,679 Speaker 3: the walls of my miserable cell. This was the end 121 00:08:51,720 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 3: of the line for me, and it felt as if 122 00:08:54,520 --> 00:09:00,000 Speaker 3: the devil was on my shoulder. In front of me 123 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:04,800 Speaker 3: was a day of excruciating pain, and who knew what 124 00:09:04,880 --> 00:09:11,800 Speaker 3: would lie beyond that. Rage against Rome had energized my life, 125 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:13,680 Speaker 3: and now I was in the hands of the people 126 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:18,480 Speaker 3: I hated. I had dared to resist their power, and 127 00:09:18,559 --> 00:09:23,640 Speaker 3: I knew that they would show me no mercy. They 128 00:09:23,679 --> 00:09:26,199 Speaker 3: would make an example of me and use my pain 129 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:29,280 Speaker 3: to stop any brave souls whom I consider following my 130 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:35,560 Speaker 3: example in their tracks. As I considered the day that 131 00:09:35,679 --> 00:09:40,160 Speaker 3: stretched in front of me, I determined to show no weakness. 132 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:46,040 Speaker 3: The Romans could break my body, but they could never 133 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:51,880 Speaker 3: break my spirit. I resolved to die in defiance. 134 00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:57,280 Speaker 2: You're listening to Heaven how I got here, the story 135 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:59,719 Speaker 2: of the Thief on the Cross. I'm Kevin McCullough will 136 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:00,680 Speaker 2: be right back. 137 00:10:11,800 --> 00:10:11,959 Speaker 4: Here. 138 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:17,560 Speaker 1: He is from New York, That Kevin mcoma. 139 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,080 Speaker 2: It's hard for me to believe that it's been the 140 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:26,959 Speaker 2: number of years that it has since we originally produced 141 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:31,080 Speaker 2: what we're listening to on this Holy weekend. This story 142 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:34,920 Speaker 2: the Thief on the Cross was a sermon. Well, it 143 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:37,319 Speaker 2: was from scripture, but it was a sermon written by 144 00:10:37,360 --> 00:10:41,640 Speaker 2: Colin S. Smith from the Orchard Church in Chicago, and 145 00:10:41,880 --> 00:10:45,560 Speaker 2: they had reached out and asked my business partner and 146 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 2: co host on Saturday nights across the country, Stephen Baldwin 147 00:10:49,679 --> 00:10:52,880 Speaker 2: at the time, if he could be the embodiment of 148 00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:55,280 Speaker 2: the Thief on the Cross in a couple of different ways. 149 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 2: And on radio tonight, we're just listening to the audio 150 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:04,560 Speaker 2: drum presentation that we produced. I directed this and did 151 00:11:04,679 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 2: every ounce of the recording with Stephen into the late 152 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:09,320 Speaker 2: nights as he was embodying the Thief and kind of 153 00:11:09,320 --> 00:11:13,360 Speaker 2: going through the different stages of what the Thief experiences 154 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:19,680 Speaker 2: in his dramatic transformation that took place that day on 155 00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:21,960 Speaker 2: the cross next to Jesus. But this is a very 156 00:11:22,960 --> 00:11:26,800 Speaker 2: moving presentation and I feel very, very humbled and grateful 157 00:11:27,240 --> 00:11:31,120 Speaker 2: to open the Bible dot Org. Open the Bible dot 158 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 2: org if you want to know more about where this 159 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:36,600 Speaker 2: book came from, where the story came from. If you'd 160 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:40,319 Speaker 2: like to get a copy of this presentation itself, they 161 00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:43,079 Speaker 2: have them there for download, and I think you can 162 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:46,760 Speaker 2: also still get it on good old fashioned CD. I 163 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:49,880 Speaker 2: don't know if that's of interest to anybody, but open 164 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:52,280 Speaker 2: the Bible dot Org is where you go for that 165 00:11:52,360 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 2: information open the Bible dot org. We now continue with 166 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:01,240 Speaker 2: the next chapter of the life of the Thief on 167 00:12:01,360 --> 00:12:05,200 Speaker 2: the Cross, on the day when he had breakfast in 168 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 2: prison but had supper with his savior as he described 169 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:12,720 Speaker 2: in chapter one. Again, this is the actor Stephen Baldwin 170 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:15,360 Speaker 2: in the book by Colin S. 171 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:24,720 Speaker 3: Smith, Chapter two, Hatred nine Am. Two others shared my 172 00:12:24,960 --> 00:12:28,760 Speaker 3: ordeal of the day I was crucified one after the other. 173 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:32,640 Speaker 3: They nailed us to cross as I was not able 174 00:12:32,679 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 3: to see the guards do their work on the first victim, 175 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:40,600 Speaker 3: but I watched closely as the second was pushed forward. 176 00:12:41,559 --> 00:12:43,960 Speaker 3: A large beam of wood was placed on the ground, 177 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:47,000 Speaker 3: and a moment later the victim, who had been poleaxed 178 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:50,560 Speaker 3: by the guard, was lying on it. One of the 179 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:54,320 Speaker 3: soldiers stomped on the man's right forearm, pinning him to 180 00:12:54,400 --> 00:13:01,359 Speaker 3: a second beam. Then they produced the nails organized screaming 181 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:04,680 Speaker 3: put through the morning air. As the victim's hand was 182 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:10,520 Speaker 3: pierced by a blunt spike four times. I heard that 183 00:13:10,640 --> 00:13:16,199 Speaker 3: awful shriek. This is what happens to thieves, shouted one 184 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:19,360 Speaker 3: of the guards. His words seemed to be for the 185 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:22,880 Speaker 3: crowd rather than the victim, to whom he gave no regard. 186 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:35,880 Speaker 3: Then it happened to me. There are no words to 187 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:40,960 Speaker 3: describe the pain of crucifixion. All I can tell you 188 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:52,120 Speaker 3: is that hatred sustained me determine to show no weakness. 189 00:13:52,120 --> 00:13:54,319 Speaker 3: I fixed my eyes on the guard but the hammer, 190 00:13:54,360 --> 00:13:57,760 Speaker 3: and loathed him. He looked at me for a brief moment, 191 00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:00,960 Speaker 3: but seeing the intensity in my eye, as he turned away. 192 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:05,920 Speaker 3: I stared at him and stealed myself as he indulged 193 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:12,320 Speaker 3: his macabre act. But worse was yet to come. After 194 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:15,560 Speaker 3: fixing my body to this instrument of torture, they lifted 195 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:18,079 Speaker 3: me up and dropped the beam into the roughly cut 196 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:23,320 Speaker 3: hole in the ground. The weight of my entire body 197 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:27,520 Speaker 3: sent searing pain through the wounds in my hands. My 198 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:31,359 Speaker 3: only relief was to press down with my legs, transferring 199 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:35,040 Speaker 3: the most intense pain to my feet. I found that 200 00:14:35,080 --> 00:14:37,400 Speaker 3: I could breathe when the weight was on my feet, 201 00:14:37,440 --> 00:14:41,040 Speaker 3: so I developed a kind of rhythm in which I 202 00:14:41,160 --> 00:14:45,280 Speaker 3: moved between hanging from my hands and pressing on my feet. 203 00:14:45,320 --> 00:14:52,360 Speaker 3: Either way, the agony was unrelenting. The first victim was 204 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:57,440 Speaker 3: clearly the object of unusual attention. His cross had been 205 00:14:57,560 --> 00:15:00,320 Speaker 3: placed at the center, with the second VICTI him and 206 00:15:00,360 --> 00:15:04,680 Speaker 3: myself just a few feet away on either side. I 207 00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:08,880 Speaker 3: was completely absorbed with my own pain and had taken 208 00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:15,920 Speaker 3: no notice of him until I heard him speak, Father, 209 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:22,560 Speaker 3: forgive them, he said, forgive them? Who is this man? 210 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:28,120 Speaker 3: Some kind of saint? My entire life I found it 211 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:31,160 Speaker 3: hard to even think about forgiving people who wronged me. 212 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:35,480 Speaker 3: I held grudges for years over small things people said 213 00:15:35,640 --> 00:15:39,120 Speaker 3: or did to me. The idea of forgiving these executioners, 214 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:44,040 Speaker 3: for mutilating our bodies and seemingly enjoying it, You've got 215 00:15:44,080 --> 00:15:49,280 Speaker 3: to be kidding. I hated them. Anyone who would forgive 216 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:53,960 Speaker 3: them was no friend of mine. As I turned toward him, 217 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 3: I saw the writing above his head. This is Jesus, 218 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:05,800 Speaker 3: the King of the Jews. Jesus. I had heard about him, 219 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:14,600 Speaker 3: the miracle worker from Nazareth who claimed to be the Messiah. Well, 220 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:18,640 Speaker 3: I thought, if he is able to perform miracles, this 221 00:16:18,800 --> 00:16:21,480 Speaker 3: is surely the day to produce one. But it's always 222 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:26,800 Speaker 3: the same thing with these religious types. Great claims, nice thoughts, 223 00:16:27,240 --> 00:16:31,360 Speaker 3: but no muscle to confront the harsh realities of this world. 224 00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:37,960 Speaker 3: Seeing him, writhe in agony, seemed only to prove my point. 225 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:43,760 Speaker 3: Praying for forgiveness might sound impressive to some, but it 226 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:47,840 Speaker 3: could never match the raw power of nails and a hammer. 227 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:56,640 Speaker 3: I watched him, and already I despised him. I was 228 00:16:56,680 --> 00:17:02,080 Speaker 3: not alone. Crucifixions always drew a crowd, but this crowd 229 00:17:02,240 --> 00:17:06,800 Speaker 3: was larger and more hostile than usual. People walked back 230 00:17:06,840 --> 00:17:09,479 Speaker 3: and forward in front of his cross, looking up and 231 00:17:09,520 --> 00:17:16,040 Speaker 3: addressing the helpless victim above them. Someone shouted, if you 232 00:17:16,119 --> 00:17:18,880 Speaker 3: are the son of God, come down from the cross. 233 00:17:19,840 --> 00:17:23,400 Speaker 3: The crowd responded by chanting in a wave of agreement, 234 00:17:24,480 --> 00:17:33,520 Speaker 3: come down, Come down, Come down. Then someone else from 235 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:37,199 Speaker 3: the crowd stepped away and, pointing at Jesus, shouted, you 236 00:17:37,320 --> 00:17:39,679 Speaker 3: said you would destroy the temple and rebuild it in 237 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:45,119 Speaker 3: three days. Save yourself. As the taunts wore on, I 238 00:17:45,240 --> 00:17:51,120 Speaker 3: wondered how this Jesus had ignited so much hostility. After all, 239 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:53,760 Speaker 3: someone who wanted to destroy the temple couldn't be all 240 00:17:53,800 --> 00:18:01,240 Speaker 3: that bad. As far as I was concerned, what it 241 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:03,879 Speaker 3: would mean to be the son of God was vague 242 00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:08,720 Speaker 3: to me then, though it is wonderfully clear to me 243 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:13,520 Speaker 3: now that I'm in heaven. Names described characters in our culture. 244 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,960 Speaker 3: If you were a miserable person, you might be described 245 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:21,640 Speaker 3: as the son of misery. If you regularly encouraged others, 246 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:27,359 Speaker 3: you could be described as a son of encouragement. So 247 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:30,760 Speaker 3: the son of God would describe a person who embodied 248 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:36,800 Speaker 3: all that God is in the flesh. The absurdity of 249 00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:40,280 Speaker 3: this might seem obvious to you, but according to the crowd, 250 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:44,320 Speaker 3: Jesus had claimed to be the son of God, so 251 00:18:44,359 --> 00:18:48,120 Speaker 3: it was hardly surprising to hear them give him this challenge. 252 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:51,160 Speaker 3: If you are the Son of God, come down from 253 00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:52,240 Speaker 3: the cross. 254 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:57,320 Speaker 2: Kevin McCullough. We continue with Heaven, How I got here 255 00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:00,480 Speaker 2: the story of the Thief on the Cross in just moment, 256 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:02,760 Speaker 2: and I want you to stay with me for just 257 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:07,720 Speaker 2: another minute or so. It's Kevin McCollough. Because this year, 258 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 2: if you've been listening to this show, you know that 259 00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:13,360 Speaker 2: our desire has been to get this story to as 260 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:18,480 Speaker 2: many people as humanly possible. There is a video slash 261 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:22,200 Speaker 2: film slash one man play version of this same presentation 262 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 2: that if you go to that Kevinshow dot com slash Heaven, 263 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:30,359 Speaker 2: that Kevinshow dot com slash Heaven, you will be able 264 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:36,280 Speaker 2: to see for yourself. The story that can be ordered. 265 00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:41,040 Speaker 2: We can send you a trailer, but also send you 266 00:19:41,080 --> 00:19:43,840 Speaker 2: the link to the film itself. And the reason that 267 00:19:43,840 --> 00:19:46,840 Speaker 2: we're doing this is very strategic. Friends. We want you 268 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:52,000 Speaker 2: to view this story, watch the film, but then we 269 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,320 Speaker 2: would like you to watch it with someone who does 270 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:57,439 Speaker 2: not know Jesus. We would like you to watch it 271 00:19:57,480 --> 00:20:01,440 Speaker 2: with someone who needs the hope that the thief ultimately finds, 272 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:05,399 Speaker 2: because this story does go to a very dark place, 273 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:08,960 Speaker 2: but it returns to a very big message of hope 274 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:11,880 Speaker 2: that no matter how far gone you think you are, 275 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:15,679 Speaker 2: you're not. And we want to make it available to 276 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:18,840 Speaker 2: you free of charge. Go to that kevinshow dot com 277 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:23,240 Speaker 2: backslash Heaven and get your copy of the trailer, the film, 278 00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,600 Speaker 2: and some study questions that may be helpful for you 279 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:29,240 Speaker 2: to have a conversation with someone about this following that. 280 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:32,240 Speaker 2: It's absolutely free and it's available right now at that 281 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:37,119 Speaker 2: Kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven, that Kevinshow dot com backslash 282 00:20:37,119 --> 00:20:41,680 Speaker 2: Heaven very special presentation of That Kevin Show today. Thank 283 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:43,679 Speaker 2: you for being with us. It is our honor to 284 00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:46,200 Speaker 2: bring this to you and we hope that it touches 285 00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:49,920 Speaker 2: a lot of lives and maybe asks some big questions 286 00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 2: for people. You know, what did Jesus do and why 287 00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:55,640 Speaker 2: did the thief on the cross become so enamored with it? 288 00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:59,240 Speaker 2: We're coming right back at this most holy of all seasons. 289 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:02,240 Speaker 2: Our thoughts are not only on those who are suffering 290 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:05,600 Speaker 2: in our country today, but with the eternal message of 291 00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:09,760 Speaker 2: forgiveness and hope found in the story of Scripture. We 292 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:11,520 Speaker 2: returned to heaven. How I got here? 293 00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:18,520 Speaker 3: Pain seared through my body as I pressed down on 294 00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:23,160 Speaker 3: my feet take another gulp of air. It was hard 295 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:26,560 Speaker 3: to tell how much time had elapsed since my crucifixion, 296 00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 3: which had been set for nine am. Since then, the 297 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:34,240 Speaker 3: minutes had seemed like ours, but from the position of 298 00:21:34,280 --> 00:21:36,439 Speaker 3: the sun at that point I guessed it was around 299 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:42,760 Speaker 3: ten am. One hour had seemed like an eternity already. 300 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:45,119 Speaker 3: It was clear to me that as time passed, I 301 00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:48,920 Speaker 3: would be less able to lift my weight, and with that, 302 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:54,119 Speaker 3: less able to breathe. I was inching toward death on 303 00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:59,919 Speaker 3: a one way street. Looking at Jesus, I noticed the 304 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:05,240 Speaker 3: many wounds up and down his severely beaten body. There 305 00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:11,080 Speaker 3: were countless deep and open lacerations, around his entire torso, 306 00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:16,840 Speaker 3: and up and down his legs. Long thorns had been 307 00:22:17,119 --> 00:22:21,440 Speaker 3: pressed into his brow, as if to crown this bloodied king. 308 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 3: If God had a son, it was hard to imagine 309 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:32,640 Speaker 3: how he could ever look like this. He saved others, 310 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:38,120 Speaker 3: the crowd chanted, but he can't save himself. Who had 311 00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:42,719 Speaker 3: he saved? What did he save them from? As a child, 312 00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:45,480 Speaker 3: I had been taught that God is the one who saves. 313 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,520 Speaker 3: If Jesus was the son of God, saving was clearly 314 00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:52,479 Speaker 3: something he would do. And yet when the crowd called 315 00:22:52,520 --> 00:22:58,120 Speaker 3: on him to save himself, he made no response. That's 316 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:01,879 Speaker 3: religion for you, I thought. He says he will destroy 317 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:06,000 Speaker 3: the temple, but doesn't remove a stone. He claims to 318 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:10,480 Speaker 3: be the promised Savior, but can't even save himself. My 319 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:15,320 Speaker 3: anger intensified as these thoughts raced through my mind. My 320 00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:18,840 Speaker 3: mother used to say God is gracious and compassionate, slow 321 00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:21,440 Speaker 3: to anger, and abounding in love. As far as I 322 00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:25,119 Speaker 3: was concerned, he was way too slow to anger with 323 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:32,199 Speaker 3: the Romans, and not nearly compassionate enough to us. The 324 00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:36,000 Speaker 3: searing pain shooting through my body seemed to reinforce the 325 00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:41,920 Speaker 3: point it takes energy to speak when you are in 326 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:45,480 Speaker 3: excruciating pain, and up to this point I had not 327 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:51,080 Speaker 3: spoken a single word. But somehow these thoughts caused all 328 00:23:51,320 --> 00:23:55,199 Speaker 3: hell to break loose inside of me, and I poured 329 00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:59,440 Speaker 3: out the foulest stream of hatred and abuse toward Jesus 330 00:24:00,280 --> 00:24:04,000 Speaker 3: pure venom. The second victim, whose cross had been planted 331 00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:07,359 Speaker 3: on the other side of Jesus, joined in, and that 332 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:11,360 Speaker 3: got the crowd going again. I wondered if there had 333 00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:15,760 Speaker 3: ever been a time when so much hatred had been 334 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:21,720 Speaker 3: poured out on one man. Looking down, there were a 335 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:24,480 Speaker 3: few weeping women and one man who seemed to care 336 00:24:24,520 --> 00:24:28,000 Speaker 3: about him, but to everyone else he was an object 337 00:24:28,040 --> 00:24:32,520 Speaker 3: of ridicule. Although I knew little about him, I was 338 00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:36,120 Speaker 3: glad to join them. I couldn't keep it up, though 339 00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:42,560 Speaker 3: my body soon sagged exhausted, and as my voice fell silent, 340 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,680 Speaker 3: I began to wonder why had I aimed my tirade 341 00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:50,479 Speaker 3: at Jesus. I hated Rome, so why didn't I spend 342 00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:55,240 Speaker 3: that energy cursing Caesar or Pilot or the Centurion who 343 00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:58,880 Speaker 3: was standing just a few feet away. A thought came 344 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:00,960 Speaker 3: to me, like a shaft of light I had never 345 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:07,040 Speaker 3: seen before. Behind every hatred lies a deeper hatred of God. 346 00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:12,719 Speaker 3: I had never thought of myself as a God hater before, 347 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:18,120 Speaker 3: but somehow this thought made sense to me. Long ago, 348 00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 3: I had come to the sad conclusion that God and 349 00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:24,919 Speaker 3: his laws were irrelevant to my life, and that the 350 00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:28,560 Speaker 3: religious establishment was largely useless to the great causes of 351 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:32,199 Speaker 3: justice and peace. I had thought of myself as a 352 00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:37,320 Speaker 3: God skeptic. But in that moment I saw something deeper 353 00:25:37,359 --> 00:25:40,680 Speaker 3: and darker in my soul. Behind my hatred of Rome 354 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:45,879 Speaker 3: lay my hatred of God, the same God who had 355 00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:50,199 Speaker 3: allowed Rome to stomp all over his people, who had 356 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:54,440 Speaker 3: permitted the tax collectors to extort our family, who had 357 00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:58,199 Speaker 3: made a world in which people die excruciating deaths on 358 00:25:58,280 --> 00:26:04,119 Speaker 3: wooden beams, being fueled the hatred that filled my soul 359 00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:11,680 Speaker 3: in this awful ordeal. I hated Rome, I hated myself. 360 00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:19,960 Speaker 3: I hated God. I hated his son. I was on 361 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:24,560 Speaker 3: the brink of hell. I could taste it already. 362 00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:29,879 Speaker 2: What happens to the thief? From here? Is he, in 363 00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:32,760 Speaker 2: his own words, is on the brink of hell. We 364 00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:35,400 Speaker 2: continue with the production of heaven. How I got here 365 00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:38,760 Speaker 2: on this special Holy Week presentation, I'm Kevin McCullough so 366 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:41,600 Speaker 2: honored to have you. We continue with Heaven How I 367 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,680 Speaker 2: Got Here, featuring actor Stephen Baldwin. But before we do, 368 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,560 Speaker 2: I just wanted to remind you that there is a 369 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:51,280 Speaker 2: film version of this story that you're listening to, and 370 00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:54,280 Speaker 2: it is being provided to you free of charge from 371 00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:58,919 Speaker 2: an organization called Open the Bible. Their only desire is 372 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:02,560 Speaker 2: to get you to be interested in what is in scripture. 373 00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:05,840 Speaker 2: That's the whole purpose of their organization, just to create 374 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 2: a curiosity in you about what scripture has to say. 375 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,560 Speaker 2: And this story that we're listening to, the story of 376 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:15,679 Speaker 2: the thief on the Cross may be the best, most 377 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:19,159 Speaker 2: excellent example of what it means to be a believer 378 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:21,960 Speaker 2: in Jesus Christ. We'll see more of that as the 379 00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:24,000 Speaker 2: story continues. But if you'd like a copy of this 380 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:27,399 Speaker 2: story for yourself, go to that Kevin Show, slash Heaven, 381 00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:31,919 Speaker 2: that Kevinshow dot com, slash Heaven, put your email in 382 00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,639 Speaker 2: and you'll be able to receive a copy of the 383 00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,840 Speaker 2: film and some study questions that may be helpful for 384 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:41,000 Speaker 2: you to think these things through. That Kevinshow dot com 385 00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:46,080 Speaker 2: backslash Heaven, that Kevinshow dot Com backslash Heaven. We continue 386 00:27:46,119 --> 00:27:49,080 Speaker 2: with the ubiquitous story of Heaven How I got here, 387 00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:51,639 Speaker 2: the story of the Thief on the Cross with actor 388 00:27:51,680 --> 00:28:03,199 Speaker 2: Stephen Baldwin from Colin S. Smith. When we continue and 389 00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:06,800 Speaker 2: welcome back to this special presentation, I'm Cavia McCullough. It 390 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,760 Speaker 2: tells the story of the Thief on the Cross, who, 391 00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:11,359 Speaker 2: when you think about it, is one of the most 392 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:16,760 Speaker 2: miraculous stories that Scripture ever unfolded. How could he find faith? 393 00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:18,560 Speaker 2: That's what this chapter's about. 394 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:28,120 Speaker 3: Chapter three of Faith eleven fourteen. AM. I don't really 395 00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:31,480 Speaker 3: know how to explain what happened next. All I can 396 00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:34,960 Speaker 3: tell you is that a strange stillness came over my soul, 397 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,680 Speaker 3: and for the first time I began to consider what 398 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:45,880 Speaker 3: lay ahead. My life was slipping away, Earth was receding, 399 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:51,280 Speaker 3: and eternity was looming large on the horizon. I had 400 00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,760 Speaker 3: not planned on this, and I had not prepared for 401 00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:58,880 Speaker 3: it either. My mind went back to my childhood and 402 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:03,440 Speaker 3: I heard my mother's voice quoting the scriptures. The fear 403 00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:06,640 Speaker 3: of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. I had 404 00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:09,880 Speaker 3: always believed in God, of course, now that came with 405 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:13,480 Speaker 3: my Jewish blood. But there is a big difference between 406 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:18,520 Speaker 3: believing in God and fearing him. People who say they 407 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:21,240 Speaker 3: believe in God often give a little or no place 408 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:24,720 Speaker 3: to Him in their lives, But fearing God means you 409 00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:28,280 Speaker 3: give weight to Him and your decisions and your priorities. 410 00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:33,800 Speaker 3: Pleasing Him becomes your first consideration and your greatest joy. 411 00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:39,200 Speaker 3: I thought back to my first theft at the temple 412 00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:42,520 Speaker 3: and realized that the fear of God had been largely 413 00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:46,479 Speaker 3: absent from my life. Since that time. I had chosen 414 00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:49,680 Speaker 3: my own path and pursued my own way. I had 415 00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:53,240 Speaker 3: lived at a distance from God, and now I was 416 00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:57,480 Speaker 3: dying far from him too. What would lie beyond I 417 00:29:57,560 --> 00:30:00,920 Speaker 3: didn't know, and over the years I he hadn't cared. 418 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:05,560 Speaker 3: But as life was slipping away from me, nothing mattered more. 419 00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:13,040 Speaker 3: The second victim launched into a tirade of cursing and blasphemy. 420 00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,720 Speaker 3: A short time before, I had joined in with him, 421 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:22,080 Speaker 3: curling abuse at Jesus. But now his antagonism toward God 422 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:28,000 Speaker 3: seemed to me like the height of folly. I pushed 423 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:33,480 Speaker 3: myself up and called out to rebuke him. Don't you 424 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:41,400 Speaker 3: fear God? The second victim became quiet, and so I continued, 425 00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:48,280 Speaker 3: We are punished justly before we are getting what our 426 00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:54,840 Speaker 3: deeds deserve, I said, but this man has done nothing wrong. 427 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:01,000 Speaker 3: My words came as a surprise to me, as they 428 00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:05,400 Speaker 3: must have to him too. Throughout my life, I always 429 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:09,240 Speaker 3: had a defense for everything I did. When I rejected 430 00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:11,600 Speaker 3: the Temple, it was because the Temple had failed me. 431 00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:15,360 Speaker 3: When I stole from Rome, it was because Rome had 432 00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:20,320 Speaker 3: stolen from me. As I saw it, right was on 433 00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:24,120 Speaker 3: my side. Some one else was always in the wrong. 434 00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,240 Speaker 3: But in the strange calm that came over my soul 435 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:34,680 Speaker 3: in those moments, things looked very different. I began to 436 00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:38,480 Speaker 3: see that my greatest theft lay not in stealing from Rome, 437 00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:42,520 Speaker 3: but in robbing God. I had thought about this life 438 00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:46,320 Speaker 3: as mine rather than his, and had given him no 439 00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:49,239 Speaker 3: place in it. I had measured my life by what 440 00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:53,880 Speaker 3: satisfied me, and on the basis had considered that my 441 00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:58,240 Speaker 3: good outweighed my bad. But as my life was slowly 442 00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 3: bleaning out to a miserable end, and I knew that 443 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:06,640 Speaker 3: I was far from good and far from God, I 444 00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:11,760 Speaker 3: looked again toward Jesus, who, despite the relentless taunting, had 445 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:16,640 Speaker 3: remained silent. The crowd was outraged because he claimed to 446 00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:20,120 Speaker 3: be the Christ. What if he was. They hated him 447 00:32:20,120 --> 00:32:23,560 Speaker 3: because he said he was the son of God. If 448 00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:26,920 Speaker 3: that were true, there would be some evidence, and apparently 449 00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 3: there was. The crowd had said he saved others. I 450 00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:36,560 Speaker 3: thought about that, if he saved others, was there any 451 00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:40,520 Speaker 3: chance he could save me? The sign above his head, 452 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:44,120 Speaker 3: just a few feet away from me read, this is Jesus, 453 00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:48,400 Speaker 3: the King of the Jews. If he was a king, 454 00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:53,600 Speaker 3: he must have a kingdom. But as I watched him 455 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:57,280 Speaker 3: moving toward his death, I realized that his kingdom did 456 00:32:57,320 --> 00:33:01,600 Speaker 3: not belong to this world. It was but they say 457 00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,719 Speaker 3: that as you get closer to death on the cross, 458 00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:09,200 Speaker 3: your brain struggles for oxygen. You would think that my 459 00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:12,240 Speaker 3: brain would have been slowing down, and yet he was 460 00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:16,720 Speaker 3: the exact opposite. My growing fear of God kept driving 461 00:33:16,800 --> 00:33:21,760 Speaker 3: my thoughts, and the thoughts were becoming clearer and clearer. 462 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:25,840 Speaker 3: If Jesus was God in the flesh, he would indeed 463 00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:30,680 Speaker 3: be the Christ. If he was the Christ, he would 464 00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:34,240 Speaker 3: be in the business of saving people. And if he 465 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:38,600 Speaker 3: saved people, he could bring them into his kingdom. Within 466 00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:41,760 Speaker 3: a few hours, Jesus would be leaving this world, and 467 00:33:42,080 --> 00:33:45,240 Speaker 3: so would I. His kingdom would be on the other 468 00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:51,800 Speaker 3: side of death. Perhaps he could do something to help me. Jesus, 469 00:33:52,440 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 3: I said, remember me when you come into your kingdom. 470 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:05,640 Speaker 3: There might be some hope for me. But what would 471 00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:08,880 Speaker 3: be in it for him? I couldn't think of anything. 472 00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,640 Speaker 3: If he took an interest in me, it would not 473 00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:15,400 Speaker 3: be because of anything I had done or anything I 474 00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:20,600 Speaker 3: could offer. If he remembered me at all, it would 475 00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:27,000 Speaker 3: be an act of undeserved mercy and kindness. But that 476 00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:30,400 Speaker 3: was exactly what he offered to the soldiers who crucified him. 477 00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:36,080 Speaker 3: He showed them mercy and kindness. Would he do the 478 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:40,640 Speaker 3: same for me? Asking him to remember me was deceptively simple. 479 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:46,600 Speaker 3: I began to fear God. I recognized my sinful condition. 480 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:51,440 Speaker 3: I believed that Jesus was who he said he was, 481 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:57,880 Speaker 3: the Christ, the Messiah, and I asked him to save me. 482 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:03,120 Speaker 3: That is something thing you can do too. In doing this, 483 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,480 Speaker 3: I gave up all the hostility in my heart, and 484 00:35:05,520 --> 00:35:08,320 Speaker 3: I abandoned my illusion of having a life that would 485 00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:13,480 Speaker 3: somehow be impressive to God. I placed my life as 486 00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:16,200 Speaker 3: it was, with all I had done, into the hands 487 00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:21,200 Speaker 3: of Jesus, my hands outstretched to his hands outstretched I 488 00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:24,760 Speaker 3: believed in him as the Christ, the Son of God, 489 00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:30,440 Speaker 3: the Savior, and the King, and left the rest up 490 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:34,560 Speaker 3: to him. Clinging to life by a slender thread. I 491 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:40,560 Speaker 3: gasped for breath, then waited for him to respond. 492 00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:46,839 Speaker 2: Friends, the good news is that he will respond. I'm 493 00:35:46,880 --> 00:35:48,960 Speaker 2: Cavin mccallaugh. This is heaven. How I got here a 494 00:35:49,000 --> 00:36:02,680 Speaker 2: special dramatic presentation. We continue in a moment and welcome 495 00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,359 Speaker 2: back to the final installment, this hour of Heaven. How 496 00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:06,000 Speaker 2: I got here? 497 00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:17,400 Speaker 5: I'm Kevin Mcalla, Chapter four of Hope, eleven fifteen AM. 498 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:24,080 Speaker 3: My request had been simple, Jesus, remember me when you 499 00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:31,040 Speaker 3: come into your kingdom. His answer was simpler still, Amen, 500 00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:39,160 Speaker 3: There was no mistaking his enthusiasm. Joy filled his eyes 501 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:42,239 Speaker 3: as he looked at me. It was as if he 502 00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:45,360 Speaker 3: had been waiting for me to ask, as if his 503 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:48,600 Speaker 3: answer to my request was bound up with why he 504 00:36:48,719 --> 00:36:54,200 Speaker 3: was there. It fell to me as if his arms, 505 00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:57,400 Speaker 3: which were pinned to the cross, were reaching out to 506 00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:00,560 Speaker 3: me with the same love and forgiveness that he had 507 00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:09,600 Speaker 3: offered to the guards. Amen. Yes, I'm with you. Your 508 00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:30,239 Speaker 3: prayer is mine. It will be done. Death does not 509 00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:34,400 Speaker 3: lead to a long period of unconsciousness, nor does it 510 00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:37,880 Speaker 3: lead to a long process of being prepared for the 511 00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:42,400 Speaker 3: friends of Jesus. Death is an immediate translation into the 512 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:47,400 Speaker 3: joys of life at the right hand of God. My 513 00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:52,400 Speaker 3: story is unusual, to say the least, but it teaches 514 00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:57,920 Speaker 3: something that everyone needs to know. Entrance into heaven does 515 00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:02,640 Speaker 3: not depend on your performance in the Christ. Think about 516 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:06,719 Speaker 3: what happened to me. I trusted Christ and went to 517 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:13,560 Speaker 3: heaven on the same day. How could that possibly be true? 518 00:38:13,880 --> 00:38:17,799 Speaker 3: I went to heaven without ever living the Christian life. 519 00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:21,200 Speaker 3: I didn't have the opportunity. With my hands fix on 520 00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:25,880 Speaker 3: the cross, I was in no position to do good works. 521 00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:29,719 Speaker 3: With my feet nailed to a wooden beam, I could 522 00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:34,400 Speaker 3: hardly walk in paths of righteousness. And with death only 523 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,879 Speaker 3: hours away, there was no time for me to turn 524 00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:42,279 Speaker 3: over a new leaf and live a better life. You 525 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:46,880 Speaker 3: too need to know this. The good news is that 526 00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:51,719 Speaker 3: salvation does not depend on your work for Christ, but 527 00:38:51,840 --> 00:38:56,160 Speaker 3: on Christ's work for you. Your work for Him is 528 00:38:56,280 --> 00:39:00,640 Speaker 3: never done that you can take it from me that 529 00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:03,480 Speaker 3: has worked for you is already complete. 530 00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:05,600 Speaker 1: If you can. 531 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:14,040 Speaker 3: Rest your life, death, and eternity on Him with complete confidence. 532 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:18,319 Speaker 3: That's what I did, and I can tell you I 533 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:19,719 Speaker 3: was not disappointed. 534 00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:24,640 Speaker 2: Not to give too much away, but I think the 535 00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:27,640 Speaker 2: Thief's message is that you won't be disappointed either. If 536 00:39:27,680 --> 00:39:30,120 Speaker 2: you have questions and would like answers, please go to 537 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:34,960 Speaker 2: Unlockingthbible dot org to have those questions answered. I'm Kevin 538 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,560 Speaker 2: McCollough was my honor to direct this presentation some five 539 00:39:38,640 --> 00:39:41,640 Speaker 2: years ago, and I hope it ministers and means something 540 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:45,600 Speaker 2: to you this holiday season. And just a quick reminder 541 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:48,120 Speaker 2: that if you would like to use this story in 542 00:39:48,160 --> 00:39:51,319 Speaker 2: your own observance of this holy weekend, you can do 543 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:54,880 Speaker 2: so by just going to that kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven, 544 00:39:55,440 --> 00:39:59,240 Speaker 2: that kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven and request a copy 545 00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:02,239 Speaker 2: of the film. There will be also a trailer that 546 00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:04,919 Speaker 2: comes with it and some discussion questions. But what better 547 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:08,239 Speaker 2: way to share the hope of the true joy that's 548 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:11,160 Speaker 2: found in the Gospel of Jesus than to share this 549 00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:13,840 Speaker 2: story with someone who maybe you've been burdened for for 550 00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:18,759 Speaker 2: quite a while. That kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven. Just 551 00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:21,440 Speaker 2: put your email in and we'll send you the complete 552 00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:24,720 Speaker 2: film and also the study questions that will help shape 553 00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:28,680 Speaker 2: your discussion with your friends. After that, watch it yourself 554 00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:31,239 Speaker 2: for sure, and then share it with friends. That kevinshow 555 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:35,680 Speaker 2: dot com backslash Heaven. That kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven. 556 00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:38,200 Speaker 2: And when we come back or the next time you 557 00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:41,040 Speaker 2: join us, it will be the second half of Heaven. 558 00:40:41,080 --> 00:40:44,719 Speaker 2: How I Got Here? The story the ubiquitous story of 559 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:54,480 Speaker 2: the Thief on the Cross. Don't go anywhere, hi, Kela McCollough. 560 00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:58,000 Speaker 2: This is the second part of Heaven, How I Got Here? 561 00:40:58,160 --> 00:41:01,440 Speaker 2: The presentation of the story the Thief Across, an ubiquitous 562 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:07,000 Speaker 2: character from scripture whose name and very circumstance draws into 563 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:11,319 Speaker 2: relevance the claims of Christ and the Christian faith. If 564 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:14,120 Speaker 2: someone liked the Thief on the Cross can find heaven, 565 00:41:14,560 --> 00:41:17,759 Speaker 2: who can't. He never went to a Bible study, he 566 00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:21,920 Speaker 2: never understood the sacraments of the Church, and yet Jesus 567 00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:25,440 Speaker 2: promised he would join him in Paradise. We pick up 568 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:29,080 Speaker 2: the story from where we left off. This is chapter five, 569 00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:30,640 Speaker 2: called Love. 570 00:41:31,719 --> 00:41:35,640 Speaker 3: The bright sun dazzled my eyes. So I looked down 571 00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:38,720 Speaker 3: to the small group of friends standing in front of Jesus. 572 00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:42,680 Speaker 3: One of them was called Mary, and it became clear 573 00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:51,360 Speaker 3: to me that she was Jesus' mother. There was a 574 00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:56,480 Speaker 3: radiant beauty about Mary. She wept and watched and waited. 575 00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:04,319 Speaker 3: Surrounded by hatred, she exuded love. It seemed to me 576 00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:08,680 Speaker 3: that Jesus Christ was more hated and more loved than 577 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:12,680 Speaker 3: any other person I had known. I thought about my 578 00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:16,080 Speaker 3: own mother and was glad that she was not there. 579 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:20,080 Speaker 3: I had already broken her heart with the choices of 580 00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:24,080 Speaker 3: my life, the choices that led to years of estrangement. 581 00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:27,880 Speaker 3: On top of all of that, if she had to 582 00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:31,320 Speaker 3: endure seeing me on a cross, I think the pain 583 00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:36,640 Speaker 3: would have been unbearable for her. But Mary, the mother 584 00:42:36,719 --> 00:42:44,160 Speaker 3: of Jesus, was there. I tried to imagine what it 585 00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:48,120 Speaker 3: was like for her to watch her son suffer. I 586 00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:51,239 Speaker 3: had come to trust him in the last hour, but 587 00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:53,720 Speaker 3: she had loved him from the day of his birth. 588 00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:59,520 Speaker 3: Now the brow she had kissed as she put him 589 00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:04,400 Speaker 3: to bed was crowned with thorns, and the hands she 590 00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:07,200 Speaker 3: had held as she taught him to walk were pierced 591 00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:13,759 Speaker 3: with nails. I looked at her and felt compassion. It 592 00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:16,399 Speaker 3: was a strange sensation for a heart that was more 593 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:21,520 Speaker 3: familiar with hate than would love over the years, I 594 00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:28,000 Speaker 3: had hardened myself. My lifestyle demanded it. Grit and steel 595 00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:33,680 Speaker 3: were my familiar friends. Compassion was far from me, but 596 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:40,880 Speaker 3: now enveloped in pain, I felt compassion for a woman 597 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 3: I did not even know. Something good was happening in 598 00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:51,720 Speaker 3: my heart, and I knew that it was happening because 599 00:43:51,760 --> 00:44:01,440 Speaker 3: of Jesus. Love had been a stranger to me. My 600 00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:04,799 Speaker 3: mother had loved me in her own disciplined way, but 601 00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:09,840 Speaker 3: I had long since broken away from family. From the crowd, 602 00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:14,120 Speaker 3: I ran with loyalty on the basis of self interest 603 00:44:14,520 --> 00:44:18,319 Speaker 3: was the standard substitute for love. Think about the love 604 00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:22,240 Speaker 3: that you have experienced. Love usually comes with a reason. 605 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:27,000 Speaker 3: Your mother loves you because you're her child. Your spouse 606 00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,040 Speaker 3: loves you because he or she is drawn to something 607 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:34,400 Speaker 3: in you. Your friends love you because they enjoy your company. 608 00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:39,000 Speaker 3: But Christ loved me without a reason. He cared for 609 00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:45,800 Speaker 3: me without cause. His love is its own explanation. Christ 610 00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:50,280 Speaker 3: loves you for no other reason than that he loves 611 00:44:50,320 --> 00:44:56,359 Speaker 3: you for thirty three years. Jesus had been Mary's son, 612 00:44:57,680 --> 00:45:02,080 Speaker 3: but he was and is the so of God. He 613 00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:05,279 Speaker 3: took on human flesh from his mother so that he 614 00:45:05,320 --> 00:45:09,760 Speaker 3: could become our savior. But as he hung on the cross, 615 00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:13,200 Speaker 3: with the blood draining from his body and the life 616 00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:17,480 Speaker 3: of his flesh ebbing away, the relationship between Jesus and 617 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:22,400 Speaker 3: Mary was changing. Mary stood at the foot of the cross, 618 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:30,680 Speaker 3: crying out, my son, my son, my son. But Jesus 619 00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:33,719 Speaker 3: was saying, you must no longer think of me as 620 00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:37,759 Speaker 3: your son. From now on, John is to take that 621 00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:43,520 Speaker 3: place in your life. Regard him as your son. So 622 00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:47,280 Speaker 3: how then was Mary to regard Jesus as her savior 623 00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:51,720 Speaker 3: and as her lord. When the angel told Mary about 624 00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:56,759 Speaker 3: the son she would bear, Mary said, my spirit rejoices 625 00:45:56,840 --> 00:46:01,600 Speaker 3: in God, my savior, looked to God as her savior, 626 00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:06,439 Speaker 3: and this is how God saved her. Jesus, God's son, 627 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:09,799 Speaker 3: went to the cross and laid down the life he 628 00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:14,440 Speaker 3: had drawn from Mary. His body was broken, his blood 629 00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:19,799 Speaker 3: was shed. Mary's son died, and in his death he 630 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:26,440 Speaker 3: became her savior. Mary lost an irreplaceable son, and she 631 00:46:26,560 --> 00:46:35,040 Speaker 3: gained an incomparable savior. Her gain was far greater than 632 00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:39,120 Speaker 3: her loss. You already know about the hate that was 633 00:46:39,160 --> 00:46:43,160 Speaker 3: in my heart, the blasphemy I spoke against Jesus, and 634 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:47,160 Speaker 3: the crimes I committed against my fellow man I was 635 00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:51,880 Speaker 3: the bottom of the pile, the worst of sinners. But 636 00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:56,920 Speaker 3: Christ became my savior, and because of him I am 637 00:46:56,960 --> 00:47:01,680 Speaker 3: in heaven today. Mary was at the other end of 638 00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:07,440 Speaker 3: the moral spectrum. I can't imagine a more godly woman 639 00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:14,040 Speaker 3: than Mary. She was patient, kind, good and true, a 640 00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:19,080 Speaker 3: woman of virtue, blessed by God and a blessing to others. 641 00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:23,880 Speaker 3: And Mary is in heaven today not because Jesus was 642 00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:29,759 Speaker 3: her son, but because he is her savior. If she 643 00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:33,600 Speaker 3: looked to Christ to save her, every person who has 644 00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:36,280 Speaker 3: sought to live a good life must do the same. 645 00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:40,640 Speaker 3: Here's the amazing thing that I still can't get over. 646 00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:44,160 Speaker 3: I had lived a life that was as bad as 647 00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:48,000 Speaker 3: they come. Mary lived a life that was as good 648 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:52,080 Speaker 3: as they come. Yet both of us entered into Heaven 649 00:47:52,200 --> 00:47:58,759 Speaker 3: precisely the same way, through faith in Jesus. In the 650 00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:03,080 Speaker 3: words he spoke to me, me and then to marry. Jesus 651 00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:07,960 Speaker 3: embraced the worst and the best of humanity and reconciled 652 00:48:08,040 --> 00:48:13,880 Speaker 3: us both to his Father. So wherever you are on 653 00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:18,640 Speaker 3: the moral spectrum, Jesus Christ is the savior for you. 654 00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:23,360 Speaker 3: Two misconceptions keep many people out of heaven. One is 655 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:26,600 Speaker 3: that they are too bad to come to Christ, and 656 00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,280 Speaker 3: the other is that they are too good to need him. 657 00:48:30,160 --> 00:48:33,960 Speaker 3: You may be as wretched as me, as righteous as Mary, 658 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:39,440 Speaker 3: or somewhere in between. Wherever you are, don't let the 659 00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:42,920 Speaker 3: bad or the good you've done keep you from embracing 660 00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:46,880 Speaker 3: Christ as your savior. In these last hours on the cross. 661 00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:50,279 Speaker 3: The steely eyed hatred that filled my heart when the 662 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:54,319 Speaker 3: day began melted like snow on a warm afternoon. Knew 663 00:48:54,640 --> 00:48:58,360 Speaker 3: something had changed inside of me. I knew that Jesus 664 00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:02,000 Speaker 3: had made me different person. The heart that had been 665 00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:07,040 Speaker 3: filled with bitterness now felt compassion. The mind that had 666 00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:11,359 Speaker 3: been hostile to Jesus and out trusted and believed in him. 667 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,880 Speaker 3: The will that had been hell bent on pursuing my 668 00:49:14,960 --> 00:49:19,560 Speaker 3: own way now desired more than anything to honor Christ. 669 00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:27,240 Speaker 3: I never experienced anything like this before, that of religion 670 00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:30,080 Speaker 3: I was brought up with attempted to change me from 671 00:49:30,120 --> 00:49:34,560 Speaker 3: the outside. INN, Do these things, and you will be 672 00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:40,919 Speaker 3: a good person. It never worked. All I can say 673 00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:47,160 Speaker 3: is that when Christ's word went into me, my heart changed, 674 00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:53,600 Speaker 3: and I believed. I now understand why Jesus spoke of 675 00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:59,560 Speaker 3: this interchange as being born again. I was changed from 676 00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:07,520 Speaker 3: the side out. So here we were a scoundrel on 677 00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:12,000 Speaker 3: the cross and a saintly woman standing below, and both 678 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:15,640 Speaker 3: of our lives changed forever by Jesus Christ. 679 00:50:19,080 --> 00:50:21,960 Speaker 2: A sinner and a saint, but both in need of 680 00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:25,319 Speaker 2: a savior. And that's what the thief found. Friends, if 681 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,640 Speaker 2: you have questions about what the thief believed, what got 682 00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:31,600 Speaker 2: him to heaven, the friends at Unlocking the Bible that 683 00:50:31,680 --> 00:50:35,319 Speaker 2: produced this and gave me the tremendous, humbling honor to 684 00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:38,680 Speaker 2: direct it five years ago are ready to answer your questions. 685 00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:43,200 Speaker 2: Just go to Unlocking the Bible dot Com. That's Unlocking 686 00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:46,800 Speaker 2: the Bible dot Com. Stay with us the most traumatic 687 00:50:46,880 --> 00:50:48,160 Speaker 2: moments of that day. 688 00:50:48,560 --> 00:51:06,440 Speaker 3: When we continue. 689 00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:06,720 Speaker 1: Here he is from New York, that Kevin McCollough. 690 00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:12,680 Speaker 2: We are so glad that. 691 00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:13,720 Speaker 1: This is early weekend. 692 00:51:14,160 --> 00:51:16,640 Speaker 2: We have the distinct honor of having you with us. 693 00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:17,520 Speaker 1: I held. 694 00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:20,040 Speaker 2: In a number of places. 695 00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:24,680 Speaker 6: You could be things, you could be maybe big celebrations 696 00:51:25,120 --> 00:51:30,200 Speaker 6: even for Sunday underway. But tonight, as we hear the 697 00:51:30,239 --> 00:51:34,000 Speaker 6: story of the thief of our cause, it is it 698 00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:37,000 Speaker 6: is an important moment that we have come to because 699 00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:41,399 Speaker 6: in this next in this next chapter, what we see 700 00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:49,239 Speaker 6: is the genuine experience of everything that he has thought 701 00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:52,879 Speaker 6: about that day thus far coming to Fruition, and so 702 00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:56,480 Speaker 6: we are glad to welcome you back. You may notice 703 00:51:56,520 --> 00:51:59,799 Speaker 6: this isn't the normal That Kevin Show. That's fine, we 704 00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:03,040 Speaker 6: do take this weekend to do this special presentation. I 705 00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:07,120 Speaker 6: was very humbled and honored and very grateful to be 706 00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:11,080 Speaker 6: given the chance to direct this radio drama. Stephen Baldwin, 707 00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:18,319 Speaker 6: the cast, the entire cast of the script, not only 708 00:52:18,320 --> 00:52:20,799 Speaker 6: did this, but he also did a stage play which 709 00:52:20,840 --> 00:52:23,960 Speaker 6: tonight on That Kevin Show on the TV side, we 710 00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:26,400 Speaker 6: are debuting that for the first time, so if you 711 00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:29,800 Speaker 6: want to see the one man stage play that interprets 712 00:52:29,840 --> 00:52:33,400 Speaker 6: this story as well, and it's a different presentation, different music, 713 00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:37,160 Speaker 6: different tone, but equally equally Moving anyway back to the 714 00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:41,080 Speaker 6: radio version, here is Stephen Baldwin and The Thief on 715 00:52:41,120 --> 00:52:45,160 Speaker 6: the Cross. 716 00:52:42,600 --> 00:52:47,640 Speaker 2: Welcome back to Heaven. How I got here? The story 717 00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:50,480 Speaker 2: of the Thief on the Cross. I'm Kevin McCullough. You're 718 00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:53,719 Speaker 2: used to hearing something slightly different right now, but it's 719 00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:56,120 Speaker 2: my pleasure to present to you this presentation which we 720 00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:58,120 Speaker 2: produced and I was honored enough to be able to 721 00:52:58,120 --> 00:53:00,920 Speaker 2: direct it. Five years ago. It seems impossible that it's 722 00:53:01,239 --> 00:53:05,200 Speaker 2: been that long. It's a story of humanity. It's a 723 00:53:05,239 --> 00:53:07,640 Speaker 2: story of someone who thought they were never good enough 724 00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:11,000 Speaker 2: for God, but God loved them just the same. 725 00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:31,080 Speaker 3: Chapter six Darkness Noon. What in the world just happened? 726 00:53:31,640 --> 00:53:32,560 Speaker 3: Did I black out? 727 00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:36,120 Speaker 2: No? 728 00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:39,920 Speaker 3: One minute the sun glared down on us, and the 729 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:45,040 Speaker 3: next we were plunged into complete darkness. Not slowly like 730 00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:50,839 Speaker 3: on a stormy day, but instantly complete darkness. We went 731 00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:56,000 Speaker 3: from midday to midnight in a moment. It was the 732 00:53:56,040 --> 00:54:02,440 Speaker 3: scariest thing I've ever experienced. First thought was God's judgment 733 00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:05,080 Speaker 3: must be falling on the soldiers who had struck and 734 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:09,000 Speaker 3: nailed Jesus, or maybe on the people who had mocked him, 735 00:54:09,680 --> 00:54:13,040 Speaker 3: or on the leaders who had condemned him. But that 736 00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:16,520 Speaker 3: didn't happen. All of them slept in their beds that 737 00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:20,279 Speaker 3: night and woke to continue their lives the following day. 738 00:54:22,600 --> 00:54:25,960 Speaker 3: The judgment of God was falling on someone else that day, 739 00:54:27,360 --> 00:54:32,319 Speaker 3: and now I know who it was, Jesus, the son 740 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:38,680 Speaker 3: of God, who was about to die. Jesus himself was 741 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:47,359 Speaker 3: coming under the judgment of God. The crowd had been 742 00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:51,160 Speaker 3: quite sure that they were on God's side, and that 743 00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:55,680 Speaker 3: he would affirm their condemnation of Jesus as they were right. 744 00:54:55,880 --> 00:54:58,920 Speaker 3: Trusting Jesus would turn out to be the greatest mistake 745 00:54:59,000 --> 00:55:04,840 Speaker 3: of my life. My head spun with questions about what 746 00:55:05,080 --> 00:55:07,720 Speaker 3: just a few hours earlier I had come to believe. 747 00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:15,120 Speaker 3: Then Jesus' agonizing cry broke right through all of my questions. 748 00:55:16,760 --> 00:55:31,680 Speaker 3: My God, My God, why have you forsaken me? I 749 00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:35,359 Speaker 3: felt a gut wrenching anguish as these words echoed through 750 00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:43,360 Speaker 3: the ear a darkness. Had God abandoned Jesus? This terrified me. 751 00:55:44,640 --> 00:55:47,279 Speaker 3: I had put my trust in Jesus, and he had 752 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:50,719 Speaker 3: promised paradise to me. But if God had forsaken him, 753 00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:53,680 Speaker 3: what hope was there for me? My new faith was 754 00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:58,480 Speaker 3: being stretched to the limit. When doubts crowd in and 755 00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:02,160 Speaker 3: you find yourself in darkness, go back to what you 756 00:56:02,239 --> 00:56:06,960 Speaker 3: know about Jesus. That's what I did, and it got 757 00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:11,319 Speaker 3: me through. I didn't know much about Jesus, but it 758 00:56:11,360 --> 00:56:13,799 Speaker 3: was clear to me that his suffering was a travesty 759 00:56:13,840 --> 00:56:17,160 Speaker 3: of justice. That was why I said to the other thief, 760 00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:21,799 Speaker 3: we are receiving our due reward, but Jesus has done 761 00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:27,600 Speaker 3: nothing wrong. I rehearsed this truth to myself. This man 762 00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:31,560 Speaker 3: has done nothing wrong. Why would a man who had 763 00:56:31,560 --> 00:56:34,759 Speaker 3: done nothing wrong find himself under the judgment of God? 764 00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,040 Speaker 3: Why would a man who had done nothing wrong be 765 00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:42,840 Speaker 3: crucified on a cross the most hideous method of death 766 00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:48,799 Speaker 3: ever devised. I now know the answer, and the more 767 00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:52,440 Speaker 3: I think about it, the more astonishing I find it 768 00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:57,080 Speaker 3: to be. Jesus suffered the judgment that was due to me. 769 00:56:58,560 --> 00:57:01,720 Speaker 3: The crowd was sure that Jesus was under God's curse, 770 00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:05,759 Speaker 3: and in a sense they were right. He was under 771 00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:09,359 Speaker 3: God's curse, but the curse did not fall on him 772 00:57:09,520 --> 00:57:13,600 Speaker 3: for his own sins he had none. He came under 773 00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:17,760 Speaker 3: the curse for the sins of others. He endured my 774 00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:23,439 Speaker 3: judgment so that I could enter into his reward. Even 775 00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:27,160 Speaker 3: here in Heaven, I still can't get over this. My 776 00:57:27,360 --> 00:57:31,720 Speaker 3: sin was laid on Jesus. The guilt of my theft, 777 00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:37,960 Speaker 3: my blasphemy, and my godless, selfish life was lifted from 778 00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:43,000 Speaker 3: my shoulders and transferred onto him. He bore my sins 779 00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:48,520 Speaker 3: they were laid on him. More than that, he took 780 00:57:49,080 --> 00:57:53,480 Speaker 3: all the sins of every person who would trust in him. 781 00:57:53,920 --> 00:57:58,320 Speaker 3: He carried their guilt and judgment in full. The cumulative 782 00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:03,120 Speaker 3: weight of this is unimagined. But to me, only Christ 783 00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:06,640 Speaker 3: could have borne it, and this was the reason why 784 00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:10,440 Speaker 3: he was pierced and crushed. It was for sinners like 785 00:58:10,520 --> 00:58:15,000 Speaker 3: you and me. Without Jesus, I would have carried my 786 00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:18,120 Speaker 3: sins into my death and emerged on the other side 787 00:58:18,200 --> 00:58:22,400 Speaker 3: to face the Almighty. All that I had endured at 788 00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:26,520 Speaker 3: the hands of men would only have been a prelude 789 00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:29,560 Speaker 3: to what I would have suffered at the hand of God. 790 00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:36,520 Speaker 3: But Jesus carried my sins into his death so that 791 00:58:36,680 --> 00:58:40,960 Speaker 3: I should not carry them into mine. I suffered the 792 00:58:41,040 --> 00:58:45,240 Speaker 3: judgment of men, but through Christ and all that he 793 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:49,320 Speaker 3: endured in the darkness, I was saved from the judgment 794 00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:54,439 Speaker 3: of God. That's why I'm in heaven today. Some say 795 00:58:54,480 --> 00:58:58,400 Speaker 3: I trusted Christ at the last moment, But the way 796 00:58:58,440 --> 00:59:01,720 Speaker 3: I look at it, I trusted Christ at my first opportunity, 797 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,560 Speaker 3: and that's what you should do. Trust him. 798 00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:12,479 Speaker 2: Now, perhaps you have questions about how that is done. 799 00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:17,080 Speaker 2: The friends who put this together at Openthebible dot org 800 00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:20,400 Speaker 2: and open the Bible Ministry with Colin S. Smith, the 801 00:59:20,480 --> 00:59:23,760 Speaker 2: author of the book that this is entirely based upon, 802 00:59:24,680 --> 00:59:28,720 Speaker 2: are ready to answer your questions. Just go today Openthbible 803 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:33,360 Speaker 2: dot org. Open the Bible dot org. All right, Kevin McCullough, 804 00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:36,200 Speaker 2: glad to have you with us. And if you are 805 00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:39,800 Speaker 2: in a different situation, a situation in which you would 806 00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:43,560 Speaker 2: like to share this story with someone who may need 807 00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:47,960 Speaker 2: to make this decision. This is available via a film 808 00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:52,280 Speaker 2: presentation of a one man play. It was produced by 809 00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:56,120 Speaker 2: Open the Bible. As this radio special was a number 810 00:59:56,160 --> 00:59:59,840 Speaker 2: of years ago, but it has literally been translated into 811 01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:04,280 Speaker 2: I think thirty different languages, and over the course of 812 01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:07,720 Speaker 2: this weekend, we hope to see more than one million 813 01:00:07,840 --> 01:00:11,680 Speaker 2: people hear the story of the Thief on the Cross 814 01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:16,720 Speaker 2: and perhaps have their hearts opened, perhaps have their eyes opened, 815 01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:22,720 Speaker 2: and their lives changed, because they discover, similarly to the thief, 816 01:00:23,840 --> 01:00:27,240 Speaker 2: that no one is beyond God's reach. So, friend, if 817 01:00:27,280 --> 01:00:30,520 Speaker 2: you would like a copy of the film for yourself, 818 01:00:31,600 --> 01:00:37,000 Speaker 2: go to that kevinshow dot com backslash Heaven, put in 819 01:00:37,040 --> 01:00:40,080 Speaker 2: your email address and we will send you the trailer. 820 01:00:40,480 --> 01:00:42,479 Speaker 2: We will send you the full length film a link 821 01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:45,680 Speaker 2: to it, and we will send you the study questions 822 01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:48,840 Speaker 2: that you can use. We're not asking you to be 823 01:00:48,880 --> 01:00:51,720 Speaker 2: a theologian or a Bible expert in any way. But 824 01:00:51,880 --> 01:00:55,120 Speaker 2: if you can guide a few questions and answer a 825 01:00:55,120 --> 01:00:57,880 Speaker 2: few of them, we are more than happy to supply 826 01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:00,360 Speaker 2: the tools that you need to make this a part 827 01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:03,880 Speaker 2: of your Holy Week celebration this year. And who knows, 828 01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:08,480 Speaker 2: maybe someone you have been praying for for years, maybe 829 01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:12,000 Speaker 2: someone that you had, like many people in the thief's life, 830 01:01:12,080 --> 01:01:15,120 Speaker 2: probably did just given up on whether or not he 831 01:01:15,120 --> 01:01:19,680 Speaker 2: would ever come to be of anything of spiritual value. 832 01:01:19,760 --> 01:01:24,880 Speaker 2: And what he is discovering through the real life interaction 833 01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:29,680 Speaker 2: with Jesus himself is that Jesus grace and love are 834 01:01:29,760 --> 01:01:32,360 Speaker 2: never too far away, no matter what you've done, no 835 01:01:32,440 --> 01:01:34,880 Speaker 2: matter where you've been. There was nothing good that that 836 01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:37,920 Speaker 2: thief could do, and yet Jesus brought him to heaven 837 01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:41,040 Speaker 2: with him, assuring him that he would be with him 838 01:01:41,080 --> 01:01:44,080 Speaker 2: that day in Paradise. We have more of the thief 839 01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:47,000 Speaker 2: on the cross yet to go. Stay with us. Hi, 840 01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:49,720 Speaker 2: Kevin McCollough, Welcome back. In this day and age, we 841 01:01:49,840 --> 01:01:53,280 Speaker 2: don't seriously question whether or not people suffer from time 842 01:01:53,280 --> 01:01:57,800 Speaker 2: to time. We've seen pandemics wreck the world over, but 843 01:01:57,960 --> 01:02:02,280 Speaker 2: have we seen or sensed or experienced agony? True heart 844 01:02:02,320 --> 01:02:05,840 Speaker 2: wrenching agony, of the separation of a child from a parent, 845 01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:10,520 Speaker 2: of taking pain that the world has all onto one person. 846 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:14,120 Speaker 2: That's the story of this chapter from Heaven. How I 847 01:02:14,200 --> 01:02:14,880 Speaker 2: got here. 848 01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:23,800 Speaker 3: Chapter seven, Agony, two fifty nine PM. Pain shot through 849 01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:27,200 Speaker 3: the nerves of my body as much after I trusted 850 01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:32,720 Speaker 3: in Jesus as it did before. With every hour that passed, 851 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:36,520 Speaker 3: my pain increased, as the wounds from the nails and 852 01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:39,720 Speaker 3: my hands and my feet widened under the weight of 853 01:02:39,760 --> 01:02:47,080 Speaker 3: my body. Fever raged dehydration followed. My whole body was 854 01:02:47,360 --> 01:02:51,440 Speaker 3: burning up. It was the same for Jesus, and that 855 01:02:51,560 --> 01:03:03,280 Speaker 3: is why he cried out I thirst. Despite their barbarity, 856 01:03:04,040 --> 01:03:08,040 Speaker 3: the Roman soldiers sometimes offered a mild sedative to their 857 01:03:08,120 --> 01:03:12,600 Speaker 3: victims before crucifixion. Earlier in the morning. They had done 858 01:03:12,600 --> 01:03:18,000 Speaker 3: this for Jesus, offering him wine mixed with gall Jesus 859 01:03:18,000 --> 01:03:22,480 Speaker 3: refused the sedative. Any compassionate person would say to him, 860 01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:26,600 Speaker 3: drink take the sedative, doll your senses to the horrors 861 01:03:26,720 --> 01:03:30,920 Speaker 3: you're about to endure. But he did not take it. 862 01:03:32,200 --> 01:03:37,920 Speaker 3: Why At the time I despised him for this and 863 01:03:38,120 --> 01:03:41,440 Speaker 3: counted him a fool. But when I asked him to 864 01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:45,240 Speaker 3: remember me. I was so glad that his senses were 865 01:03:45,280 --> 01:03:52,040 Speaker 3: not dulled, drugged, or drowsy. Christ was fully conscious, and 866 01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:54,880 Speaker 3: that meant he was ready and able to save me, 867 01:03:55,920 --> 01:03:59,080 Speaker 3: to pray for his enemies, and reach out in love 868 01:03:59,200 --> 01:04:04,120 Speaker 3: to his mother. Becoming a man meant that Jesus's body 869 01:04:04,720 --> 01:04:07,720 Speaker 3: had a central nervous system, just like yours and mine. 870 01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:12,120 Speaker 3: So the physical agony of crucifixion was the same for 871 01:04:12,280 --> 01:04:15,919 Speaker 3: Jesus as it was for me. But there was more 872 01:04:16,040 --> 01:04:21,840 Speaker 3: to his pain. The physical agony what Jesus endured went 873 01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:27,720 Speaker 3: far beyond what I experienced that day. From the deepest darkness, 874 01:04:28,680 --> 01:04:36,120 Speaker 3: Jesus cried out in a loud voice, My God, My God, 875 01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:42,600 Speaker 3: why have you forsaken me? Nothing that I had endured 876 01:04:42,680 --> 01:04:44,720 Speaker 3: came close to what it meant for him to be 877 01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:52,360 Speaker 3: forsaken by his father. And there's more. Jesus experienced Hell 878 01:04:52,840 --> 01:04:57,400 Speaker 3: on the cross. Some people think that hell is a myth, 879 01:04:58,320 --> 01:05:01,120 Speaker 3: but I tell you that Hell is as realistic cross, 880 01:05:02,160 --> 01:05:05,120 Speaker 3: and it's more than just a way of describing something 881 01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:12,200 Speaker 3: really bad. Much more. Hell has six dimensions, and Jesus 882 01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:17,880 Speaker 3: experienced all of them on the cross. He was in 883 01:05:18,160 --> 01:05:26,760 Speaker 3: conscious suffering, he was in blackest darkness. He was surrounded 884 01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:33,800 Speaker 3: by demonic powers. He was bearing sin, he was under judgment, 885 01:05:34,960 --> 01:05:38,160 Speaker 3: He was separated from the knowledge of the love of 886 01:05:38,200 --> 01:05:47,520 Speaker 3: God that is hell. I endured the pains of crucifixion, 887 01:05:49,760 --> 01:05:56,200 Speaker 3: but I did not experience the agonies of hell. Jesus 888 01:05:56,280 --> 01:05:56,960 Speaker 3: endured them. 889 01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:57,440 Speaker 4: For me. 890 01:06:00,280 --> 01:06:05,280 Speaker 3: Never have to know what they are like. The more 891 01:06:05,360 --> 01:06:27,640 Speaker 3: I think about this, the more staggering it gets. Seeing 892 01:06:27,680 --> 01:06:31,360 Speaker 3: what Jesus suffered and hearing him cry out in agony 893 01:06:31,800 --> 01:06:36,800 Speaker 3: had a profound effect on me. From childhood, I had 894 01:06:36,800 --> 01:06:39,440 Speaker 3: been told that God's law was given to show us 895 01:06:39,480 --> 01:06:43,600 Speaker 3: our sins. That's true, But I have to tell you 896 01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:47,640 Speaker 3: that the clearest view I ever got of the ugliness 897 01:06:47,840 --> 01:06:51,600 Speaker 3: of my sin was not in reading the Ten Commandments, 898 01:06:52,560 --> 01:06:56,320 Speaker 3: but in being near to Jesus in that awful darkness 899 01:06:56,360 --> 01:07:01,080 Speaker 3: on the cross. I began to see that if my 900 01:07:01,280 --> 01:07:06,520 Speaker 3: sins caused him so much suffering, they must be very great. Indeed, 901 01:07:07,600 --> 01:07:10,600 Speaker 3: I learned to hate my sins of the cross. My 902 01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:14,240 Speaker 3: greatest desire was to be done with any and every 903 01:07:14,400 --> 01:07:17,480 Speaker 3: sin that had ever gained a foothold in my life. 904 01:07:18,760 --> 01:07:22,400 Speaker 3: I found myself longing to be holy, to be filled 905 01:07:22,400 --> 01:07:25,080 Speaker 3: with the love that I had seen in Jesus' eyes 906 01:07:26,120 --> 01:07:30,680 Speaker 3: and to live a life that would please him. I 907 01:07:30,760 --> 01:07:36,040 Speaker 3: only had a few hours left for that. I hope 908 01:07:36,080 --> 01:07:37,400 Speaker 3: you have much longer. 909 01:07:39,600 --> 01:07:42,000 Speaker 2: And if you have questions, the people at Unlocking the 910 01:07:42,080 --> 01:07:45,400 Speaker 2: Bible dot Com are standing by to answer, to be 911 01:07:45,440 --> 01:07:47,560 Speaker 2: candid with you. Friend. It's one of the most important 912 01:07:47,600 --> 01:07:51,919 Speaker 2: reasons why we put this radio special on this time 913 01:07:51,960 --> 01:07:55,200 Speaker 2: of year. People are leaning in a little bit to 914 01:07:55,240 --> 01:07:59,840 Speaker 2: the biblical narrative. What happened in these days? What was 915 01:07:59,880 --> 01:08:03,760 Speaker 2: it all about? Why was there a trial? Why did 916 01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:07,200 Speaker 2: a pilot make the decision he made? Why did Jesus 917 01:08:07,920 --> 01:08:11,960 Speaker 2: be convicted if he did nothing wrong? What you find 918 01:08:12,200 --> 01:08:16,360 Speaker 2: in digging through the deeper layers of this story is 919 01:08:16,400 --> 01:08:20,439 Speaker 2: that despite all the injustice and all the agony and 920 01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:24,519 Speaker 2: all the pain, that the very heart and core of 921 01:08:24,560 --> 01:08:28,280 Speaker 2: what this is is about allowing you a chance to 922 01:08:28,320 --> 01:08:31,639 Speaker 2: know the God who made you in the most intimate 923 01:08:31,880 --> 01:08:36,720 Speaker 2: and personal of relationships, that he sent his son to 924 01:08:36,720 --> 01:08:40,760 Speaker 2: pay the price that you owe so that you could 925 01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:45,400 Speaker 2: know him. We'll be right back with more Heaven. How 926 01:08:45,439 --> 01:08:50,040 Speaker 2: I Got Here? Hi, Kevin mccallaugh. Welcome back to Heaven. 927 01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:52,840 Speaker 2: How I Got Here? Authored by Colin s. Smith and 928 01:08:52,880 --> 01:08:55,520 Speaker 2: presented by Stephen Baldwin as Actor. 929 01:08:57,040 --> 01:09:09,880 Speaker 3: Chapter eight, Triumph, three PM. His voice pierced the silence 930 01:09:10,120 --> 01:09:16,559 Speaker 3: like the blast of a trumpet. It is finished, Father, 931 01:09:16,680 --> 01:09:22,400 Speaker 3: Into your hands, I commit my spirit. No one ever 932 01:09:22,479 --> 01:09:27,920 Speaker 3: died like this. Have you ever heard of someone whose 933 01:09:28,160 --> 01:09:34,320 Speaker 3: last words were spoken with a loud voice. When a 934 01:09:34,360 --> 01:09:40,760 Speaker 3: man dies, his voice becomes weaker than weaker, until it 935 01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:45,599 Speaker 3: is no more than a whisper, and then he is gone. 936 01:09:46,479 --> 01:09:50,360 Speaker 3: Nobody shouts at the moment of his own death, But 937 01:09:50,680 --> 01:09:56,519 Speaker 3: Jesus did. Christ entered into death not in defeat, but 938 01:09:56,640 --> 01:10:02,600 Speaker 3: in triumph. He was in complete control. He accomplished everything 939 01:10:02,960 --> 01:10:07,000 Speaker 3: he had come to do, and gave himself into death. 940 01:10:09,640 --> 01:10:14,559 Speaker 3: And then all hell brokeness. The earth beneath me shook, 941 01:10:15,240 --> 01:10:19,240 Speaker 3: causing the beam on which I was suspended to lurch violently. 942 01:10:20,400 --> 01:10:26,479 Speaker 3: The shock was agonizing. The crowd, whose jeering had been 943 01:10:26,600 --> 01:10:31,040 Speaker 3: quieted by the darkness, now erupted in panic and confusion. 944 01:10:32,080 --> 01:10:35,799 Speaker 3: People screamed as the tremors ripped through the city. Cracks 945 01:10:35,840 --> 01:10:40,080 Speaker 3: began to open in the ground. Was this the end? 946 01:10:42,479 --> 01:10:45,519 Speaker 3: I knew my time had almost run out, but had 947 01:10:45,640 --> 01:10:52,760 Speaker 3: humanity's time run out too? We had just crucified God's son, 948 01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:59,760 Speaker 3: God's justice had to fall. I closed my eyes and 949 01:10:59,800 --> 01:11:04,439 Speaker 3: I held my breath, bracing myself against whatever came next. 950 01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:10,679 Speaker 3: The commander, who was responsible for overseeing our executions, looked 951 01:11:10,720 --> 01:11:14,600 Speaker 3: up at Jesus's lifeless body and said, surely this was 952 01:11:14,680 --> 01:11:18,519 Speaker 3: the son of God. The soldiers, who a few hours 953 01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:22,360 Speaker 3: before had cast lots for Jesus's robe, now looked at 954 01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:27,520 Speaker 3: each other in fear and terror. What have we done 955 01:11:27,880 --> 01:11:32,160 Speaker 3: for me? There was a strange comfort. The man who 956 01:11:32,160 --> 01:11:36,880 Speaker 3: had carried out my execution now shared my faith. In 957 01:11:36,920 --> 01:11:40,960 Speaker 3: those surreal moments after the quake, the crowd dispersed into 958 01:11:40,960 --> 01:11:46,000 Speaker 3: the shadows. They were frightened, They were confused what had 959 01:11:46,080 --> 01:11:51,280 Speaker 3: just happened? Then, as suddenly as the darkness had descended 960 01:11:51,760 --> 01:12:03,439 Speaker 3: on us hours before, it lifted, the lifeless body of 961 01:12:03,520 --> 01:12:06,960 Speaker 3: Jesus hung in silence a few feet away from me, 962 01:12:08,240 --> 01:12:19,880 Speaker 3: and having staked everything on him, I now felt completely alone. 963 01:12:20,240 --> 01:12:29,240 Speaker 3: Right before Jesus died, he said, it is finished. When 964 01:12:29,320 --> 01:12:33,479 Speaker 3: was I ever able to say that? My life was 965 01:12:33,520 --> 01:12:39,679 Speaker 3: a tangle of flue sands, nothing was complete. My mother 966 01:12:39,760 --> 01:12:43,880 Speaker 3: poured all her energy into the pursuit of a godly life, 967 01:12:44,280 --> 01:12:48,120 Speaker 3: but For all of her relentless effort, the feeling of 968 01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:53,400 Speaker 3: incompleteness haunted her. She found it hard to rest because 969 01:12:53,400 --> 01:12:56,400 Speaker 3: she always felt there was more to do, more that 970 01:12:56,520 --> 01:13:01,160 Speaker 3: was required. Nothing was ever enough. She was right in 971 01:13:01,240 --> 01:13:05,720 Speaker 3: saying that there is no rest for the wicked. I 972 01:13:05,800 --> 01:13:08,439 Speaker 3: knew that to be true. But as far as I 973 01:13:08,479 --> 01:13:12,320 Speaker 3: could see, there isn't much rest for people who try 974 01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:19,880 Speaker 3: to be righteous either. It is finished. Now, There's something 975 01:13:19,880 --> 01:13:23,160 Speaker 3: that neither I nor my mother could ever have said, 976 01:13:24,920 --> 01:13:30,639 Speaker 3: but Jesus said it with a shout of triumph. Time 977 01:13:30,800 --> 01:13:35,759 Speaker 3: seemed to stretch on forever. Then suddenly there was movement. 978 01:13:35,880 --> 01:13:38,839 Speaker 3: Some one had come out from the city. The soldiers 979 01:13:38,920 --> 01:13:44,080 Speaker 3: immediately stood at attention. New instructions were given. Killed the criminals, 980 01:13:44,240 --> 01:13:48,000 Speaker 3: bury the bodies, take down the crosses. So the soldiers 981 01:13:48,320 --> 01:13:53,719 Speaker 3: turned and walked purposefully toward me, armed with their clubs. 982 01:13:54,040 --> 01:13:56,040 Speaker 3: For one swing to the head with one of those 983 01:13:56,080 --> 01:13:59,120 Speaker 3: would kill a man. And if there was any interest 984 01:13:59,160 --> 01:14:01,920 Speaker 3: in believing my pain, they could have ended my life 985 01:14:01,960 --> 01:14:05,120 Speaker 3: in an instant. But that was not what they had 986 01:14:05,160 --> 01:14:11,559 Speaker 3: in mind. My legs were their target. I screamed out 987 01:14:11,680 --> 01:14:15,759 Speaker 3: as the first blow slammed into my knees. Then the second, 988 01:14:16,320 --> 01:14:21,320 Speaker 3: and then the third. My body sad suspended but no 989 01:14:21,360 --> 01:14:30,759 Speaker 3: longer supported. Unbearable pain seared through my aching hands. Without 990 01:14:30,800 --> 01:14:33,280 Speaker 3: the support of my legs, I no longer had the 991 01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:37,280 Speaker 3: strength to lift my body and to breathe on me. 992 01:14:37,400 --> 01:14:43,479 Speaker 3: A few minutes longer, they moved to the victim on 993 01:14:43,520 --> 01:14:46,960 Speaker 3: the other side of Jesus and broke his legs too. 994 01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:50,280 Speaker 3: Now this one, said one of the soldiers as they 995 01:14:50,320 --> 01:14:56,320 Speaker 3: came to Jesus, he's already dead. To make sure, we 996 01:14:56,400 --> 01:15:00,800 Speaker 3: don't want any doubt, the soldier pulled back with his 997 01:15:00,880 --> 01:15:04,679 Speaker 3: spear and with full force, brammed it into the side 998 01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:08,400 Speaker 3: of Jesus's body, ripping it open with a huge gash, 999 01:15:08,439 --> 01:15:13,639 Speaker 3: from which his blood spilled out onto the ground. That 1000 01:15:15,720 --> 01:15:27,800 Speaker 3: was the last thing I saw on Earth. I sometimes 1001 01:15:27,880 --> 01:15:31,519 Speaker 3: wondered what the journey of my soul leaving my body 1002 01:15:31,560 --> 01:15:36,479 Speaker 3: would be like. Being launched out like a shivering ghost, 1003 01:15:36,720 --> 01:15:41,800 Speaker 3: lost and alone in the unknown, vastness of space, I 1004 01:15:41,920 --> 01:15:48,000 Speaker 3: thought was terrifying me, But the reality was very different. 1005 01:15:49,520 --> 01:15:52,599 Speaker 3: It felt for me like moving through a tunnel at 1006 01:15:52,680 --> 01:15:59,280 Speaker 3: lightning speed. The release was sweet. After hours of pain. 1007 01:15:59,360 --> 01:16:06,040 Speaker 3: I closed my eyes and was set free. When the 1008 01:16:06,080 --> 01:16:11,800 Speaker 3: moment came, I knew I was not alone. I was accompanied, 1009 01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:16,200 Speaker 3: I was carried, I was taken up, and I was 1010 01:16:16,600 --> 01:16:25,400 Speaker 3: welcomed by Jesus himself. Death is a dark place that 1011 01:16:25,600 --> 01:16:28,599 Speaker 3: Jesus had already been through it, and he had made 1012 01:16:28,600 --> 01:16:34,479 Speaker 3: it a safe place for me, and watching now from 1013 01:16:34,479 --> 01:16:39,120 Speaker 3: the other side, I've seen millions of people come through 1014 01:16:39,240 --> 01:16:42,799 Speaker 3: safely because of him. 1015 01:16:43,040 --> 01:16:45,559 Speaker 2: The final thoughts from the Thief on the Cross when 1016 01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:48,280 Speaker 2: we conclude in a moment and welcome back to the 1017 01:16:48,320 --> 01:16:50,719 Speaker 2: final segment of Heaven. How I got here the story 1018 01:16:50,760 --> 01:16:53,400 Speaker 2: of the Thief on the Cross. I'm Cavin mcchella. If 1019 01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:56,000 Speaker 2: you have any question about what you've heard. Unlocking the 1020 01:16:56,080 --> 01:16:57,599 Speaker 2: Bible dot org. 1021 01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:06,280 Speaker 3: Nine Safety five thirty eight pm. The lifeless body of 1022 01:17:06,360 --> 01:17:10,599 Speaker 3: Jesus was still hanging on the cross beside me. Beyond him, 1023 01:17:10,680 --> 01:17:14,400 Speaker 3: the other victim had exhausted himself, and those still breathing 1024 01:17:14,960 --> 01:17:22,840 Speaker 3: had become largely silent. Where had Jesus gone. He told 1025 01:17:22,880 --> 01:17:29,719 Speaker 3: me today, you will be with me in Paradise. Today 1026 01:17:30,200 --> 01:17:35,320 Speaker 3: meant before sundown. And he said with me, so he 1027 01:17:35,439 --> 01:17:40,360 Speaker 3: would be there too. I believed him, so there was 1028 01:17:40,439 --> 01:17:43,120 Speaker 3: no doubt in my mind that Jesus was in heaven already, 1029 01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:46,320 Speaker 3: He had gone there ahead of me. When Jesus died, 1030 01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:50,719 Speaker 3: he said, Father, into your hands, I commit my spirit. 1031 01:17:50,960 --> 01:17:54,800 Speaker 3: He had no doubt about where he was going. His 1032 01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:57,559 Speaker 3: body remained on the cross until it was taken down 1033 01:17:57,560 --> 01:18:00,720 Speaker 3: and laid in the tomb, but his spirit went immediately 1034 01:18:01,040 --> 01:18:04,160 Speaker 3: into the presence of his father in heaven. At the 1035 01:18:04,240 --> 01:18:07,879 Speaker 3: moment of his death, Jesus was translated from the agony 1036 01:18:08,000 --> 01:18:12,400 Speaker 3: of suffering in the body to the conscious enjoyment of 1037 01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:16,640 Speaker 3: life in heaven, and he had promised the same to me. 1038 01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:23,880 Speaker 3: It felt as if that my sins would overwhelm me 1039 01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:28,040 Speaker 3: and damn me forever. All I could do was trust 1040 01:18:28,200 --> 01:18:34,840 Speaker 3: the promise of Jesus. Today you will be in paradise. 1041 01:18:35,600 --> 01:18:38,720 Speaker 3: He had given his word, and I found hope in 1042 01:18:38,800 --> 01:18:42,960 Speaker 3: believing that his commitment to bring me into Heaven would 1043 01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:47,639 Speaker 3: be stronger than everything that would conspire to keep me out. 1044 01:18:49,400 --> 01:18:53,760 Speaker 3: Trusting in Jesus begins with a decision, a commitment, and 1045 01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:58,920 Speaker 3: a prayer. But it's more than that, trusting Jesus as 1046 01:18:58,960 --> 01:19:02,240 Speaker 3: a way of life. Looking back, I see that I 1047 01:19:02,320 --> 01:19:06,439 Speaker 3: wasted my years on earth. I lived for myself. I 1048 01:19:06,560 --> 01:19:11,080 Speaker 3: failed to love God. But that changed when I met 1049 01:19:11,160 --> 01:19:17,599 Speaker 3: Jesus Christ, a king capture to my mind. His love 1050 01:19:17,800 --> 01:19:21,240 Speaker 3: and care for me laid hold of my heart. If 1051 01:19:21,240 --> 01:19:24,080 Speaker 3: I had been given a longer life on earth, I 1052 01:19:24,120 --> 01:19:29,160 Speaker 3: would have lived it for him. No question, that gift 1053 01:19:29,280 --> 01:19:32,840 Speaker 3: was not given to me, but right now it is 1054 01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:37,760 Speaker 3: being given to you. So please cherish every day you 1055 01:19:37,880 --> 01:19:41,120 Speaker 3: have and live in a way that honors your Lord 1056 01:19:41,200 --> 01:19:46,200 Speaker 3: and savior, Jesus Christ. And Jesus gives all of us 1057 01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:54,479 Speaker 3: who trust him a whole new purpose and desire. It's 1058 01:19:54,560 --> 01:19:58,599 Speaker 3: not so much that you are living for something. You 1059 01:19:58,640 --> 01:20:03,080 Speaker 3: are living for someone, the one who loved you and 1060 01:20:03,160 --> 01:20:06,719 Speaker 3: gave himself for you, the one that you are going 1061 01:20:06,800 --> 01:20:12,679 Speaker 3: to share the unending choice of heaven with, the one 1062 01:20:13,040 --> 01:20:18,920 Speaker 3: who one day who welcome you into heaven, Jesus Christ, 1063 01:20:19,520 --> 01:20:20,320 Speaker 3: the Son of God. 1064 01:20:23,160 --> 01:20:25,599 Speaker 2: This has been a production of Unlocking the Bible, and 1065 01:20:25,640 --> 01:20:29,280 Speaker 2: you can get questions answered at Unlockingthebible dot org. I'm 1066 01:20:29,320 --> 01:20:31,800 Speaker 2: Calvin McCullough. Thank you for spending this time with us, 1067 01:20:31,960 --> 01:20:35,280 Speaker 2: and we pray it's added something meaningful to your experience 1068 01:20:36,040 --> 01:20:37,120 Speaker 2: this Holy Week season. 1069 01:20:41,200 --> 01:20:50,320 Speaker 4: Jesus, Oh thou mine. 1070 01:20:54,439 --> 01:21:04,720 Speaker 1: For all of SENI resign. 1071 01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:29,639 Speaker 4: My gracious Street team my Savior. If eever loved my Jesus, 1072 01:21:31,479 --> 01:21:39,320 Speaker 4: tis now I love you because 1073 01:21:41,720 --> 01:21:45,680 Speaker 1: Have first loved me for diusness