1 00:00:02,800 --> 00:00:10,600 Speaker 1: Life audio. 2 00:00:11,280 --> 00:00:14,440 Speaker 2: Have you ever been absolutely confident in how you would 3 00:00:14,520 --> 00:00:17,919 Speaker 2: respond in an emergency until you are actually in it. 4 00:00:18,600 --> 00:00:20,079 Speaker 2: Most of us think that we are going to be 5 00:00:20,160 --> 00:00:22,880 Speaker 2: calm under pressure, We're going to be loyal, we're going 6 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:25,640 Speaker 2: to be helpful. But the reality that we find in 7 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:30,120 Speaker 2: March chapter fourteen is that fear changes people. Today, we're 8 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:33,360 Speaker 2: going to take a look at Peter, who confidently tells Jesus, 9 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:36,959 Speaker 2: even if everyone else falls away, I won't. And by 10 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:40,519 Speaker 2: the end of the night he's cursing Jesus's name and 11 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 2: denying that he even knows him. And this is not 12 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:47,160 Speaker 2: because Peter is uniquely weak. It's because fear really does 13 00:00:47,479 --> 00:00:51,360 Speaker 2: change us. Let's take a look at the painfully familiar 14 00:00:51,479 --> 00:00:56,160 Speaker 2: story in March chapter fourteen of Peter. Every week we 15 00:00:56,240 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 2: come together to study scripture, not just to gather information, 16 00:00:59,480 --> 00:01:02,000 Speaker 2: but to really understand the story of what God is 17 00:01:02,040 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 2: telling us about himself and about us, and about how 18 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 2: we can experience Him in our everyday life. Welcome to 19 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 2: how to say the Bible, My friends. I'm so glad 20 00:01:15,240 --> 00:01:17,399 Speaker 2: that we have a chance to be together and to 21 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,920 Speaker 2: walk and discover slowly through Mark fourteen fifteen sixteen. This 22 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:27,400 Speaker 2: really powerful truth that changes everything for us. So today 23 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,399 Speaker 2: we're going to be in Mark chapter fourteen, and we're 24 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:31,679 Speaker 2: kind of looking at this middle section. 25 00:01:31,840 --> 00:01:32,959 Speaker 1: I would love for you to read it. 26 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:34,160 Speaker 2: I'm not going to be able to read through the 27 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:36,800 Speaker 2: whole passage, it's quite long, but we're going to get 28 00:01:36,800 --> 00:01:41,280 Speaker 2: this story that really tracks Peter's denial of Jesus, and 29 00:01:41,319 --> 00:01:43,760 Speaker 2: for many of us, this may be a very familiar story, 30 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:45,880 Speaker 2: but I would invite you to read it again because 31 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:49,120 Speaker 2: every time we go to scripture, it's so dynamic and 32 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:52,360 Speaker 2: we are always changing as human beings that when you 33 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:55,640 Speaker 2: slow down and actually allow yourself to be curious and 34 00:01:55,640 --> 00:01:59,080 Speaker 2: to ask questions of the text, you usually will find 35 00:01:59,200 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 2: something new almost every time that you do it. 36 00:02:01,560 --> 00:02:03,240 Speaker 1: I know that was my experience this morning. 37 00:02:03,240 --> 00:02:05,320 Speaker 2: As I was preparing for this, I thought, Wow, this 38 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:08,400 Speaker 2: is just coming to life for me again, just the 39 00:02:08,440 --> 00:02:11,280 Speaker 2: reality of what this feels like. And I think it 40 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:14,280 Speaker 2: can be easy sometimes with scripture to kind of see 41 00:02:14,320 --> 00:02:18,840 Speaker 2: people as cartoon characters, like just almost like very. 42 00:02:18,600 --> 00:02:21,400 Speaker 1: Flat, very much like the villain or the hero of 43 00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:22,000 Speaker 1: the story. 44 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:25,680 Speaker 2: But underneath those details, I really think that the invitation 45 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:29,079 Speaker 2: that the Spirit is giving us is to find ourselves 46 00:02:29,120 --> 00:02:32,680 Speaker 2: in the story. Rather than to sort of distance ourselves 47 00:02:32,680 --> 00:02:36,040 Speaker 2: from the characters, it's to find ourselves in the characters. 48 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:40,480 Speaker 2: And there's really no character that anyone who is adventurous 49 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:43,560 Speaker 2: and impulsive and maybe sometimes runs their mouth a little 50 00:02:43,560 --> 00:02:46,359 Speaker 2: too fast. There's no one that you can identify more 51 00:02:46,400 --> 00:02:49,240 Speaker 2: with than Jesus. And so in this story, I want 52 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:51,640 Speaker 2: us to take a look at kind of what happens 53 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:55,480 Speaker 2: over the context of fourteen twenty seven through seventy two. 54 00:02:55,960 --> 00:02:59,079 Speaker 2: So first we see Jesus predicting Peter's denial. He tells 55 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:04,200 Speaker 2: Peter Peters declares his allegiance to Jesus. He actually distances 56 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,760 Speaker 2: himself from all the other disciples. He's like, even if 57 00:03:06,800 --> 00:03:09,239 Speaker 2: everyone else falls away, I won't fall away. I will 58 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:11,960 Speaker 2: follow you to death. And Jesus says, I tell you 59 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:15,120 Speaker 2: the truth, Peter, before the rooster crows two times today, 60 00:03:15,520 --> 00:03:18,800 Speaker 2: you will have denied me three times. And Peter like 61 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:22,680 Speaker 2: can't even accept that. It's sort of like that whole 62 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:25,720 Speaker 2: idea of who am I under pressure? And we really 63 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:29,760 Speaker 2: generally think that we can hold up under pressure, that 64 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:32,000 Speaker 2: we can hold up for the things that we believe in. 65 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:34,360 Speaker 2: We think we're gonna be a certain way, and Peter 66 00:03:34,480 --> 00:03:36,200 Speaker 2: certainly does that himself. 67 00:03:36,280 --> 00:03:37,440 Speaker 1: And the next. 68 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:40,320 Speaker 2: Thing that we see is Jesus asks Peter, James, and John, 69 00:03:40,400 --> 00:03:43,320 Speaker 2: his three closest disciples, to come with him to the 70 00:03:43,360 --> 00:03:47,800 Speaker 2: Garden of Gsemone. And here we have this really agonizing 71 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:52,440 Speaker 2: moment of humanity with Jesus. And of course Jesus is 72 00:03:52,640 --> 00:03:55,200 Speaker 2: fully God and fully maned. That is the mystery of 73 00:03:55,240 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 2: who he is. But in this moment, it's like the 74 00:03:57,800 --> 00:04:00,480 Speaker 2: facet turns and we can really see that human hmanity. 75 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:04,040 Speaker 2: Jesus cries out to his father. He's praying so earnestly. 76 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:07,360 Speaker 2: He knows what's coming. And if anyone's ever thought like, oh, 77 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 2: like Jesus, like he died on the cross and he 78 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:10,560 Speaker 2: rears from the dead, and it was just just saying, 79 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:15,160 Speaker 2: if you read this passage, you realize, oh, this is excruciating. 80 00:04:15,360 --> 00:04:18,800 Speaker 2: This is as painful as it would be for any human. 81 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:23,240 Speaker 2: And Jesus is earnestly praying. He's actually asking God, if 82 00:04:23,240 --> 00:04:26,480 Speaker 2: there's any other way that this mission can be fulfilled, 83 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:28,520 Speaker 2: if there's any other way to do this, God, will 84 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:31,520 Speaker 2: you take this cup from me? He's faltering in his 85 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:34,440 Speaker 2: own strength, and he's drawing on the strength of his 86 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:37,599 Speaker 2: father in order to continue forward. So we kind of 87 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:40,000 Speaker 2: have again like we did last chapter, you know, still 88 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:42,479 Speaker 2: in this chapter, but these two other characters with Judas 89 00:04:42,480 --> 00:04:45,719 Speaker 2: and the woman who anoints Jesus. We see Jesus now 90 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:50,239 Speaker 2: under pressure, calling on the name of his father, drawing 91 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:54,040 Speaker 2: strength through prayer. We see the disciples under pressure, and 92 00:04:54,080 --> 00:04:57,360 Speaker 2: what happens here is they actually fall asleep. They can't 93 00:04:57,520 --> 00:05:00,600 Speaker 2: keep praying, they keep falling asleep. Jesus checks on them, 94 00:05:00,640 --> 00:05:04,640 Speaker 2: they fall asleep again. He is arrested. Eventually, as the 95 00:05:04,680 --> 00:05:09,039 Speaker 2: sun is rising, He's arrested, betrayed by Jesus, arrested and abandoned. 96 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:12,000 Speaker 2: We see the disciples begin to fall away from Jesus. 97 00:05:12,080 --> 00:05:15,839 Speaker 2: It says specifically that Peter followed, but that Peter followed 98 00:05:15,839 --> 00:05:19,279 Speaker 2: at a distance. And then we see this prophecy come true, 99 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:21,919 Speaker 2: that Jesus said, hey, Peter, this is who you're actually 100 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,680 Speaker 2: going to be under pressure, and we see Peter deny 101 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:26,000 Speaker 2: Jesus three times. 102 00:05:35,160 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 1: So a couple things to notice in this passage. 103 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:41,200 Speaker 2: The first is that Peter really believes that he will 104 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:45,880 Speaker 2: stay faithful. He clearly is deep inside of himself believes 105 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 2: what he's saying like he thinks that he can follow Jesus. 106 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:51,200 Speaker 2: He thinks he can follow Jesus more than anyone else 107 00:05:51,440 --> 00:05:54,440 Speaker 2: can follow Jesus. And you've got to love that sincerity 108 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:57,679 Speaker 2: and to know that we deceive ourselves often. 109 00:05:57,839 --> 00:05:59,120 Speaker 1: We deceive ourselves with. 110 00:05:59,080 --> 00:06:02,360 Speaker 2: Our ability to love, our ability to be courageous, our 111 00:06:02,400 --> 00:06:03,680 Speaker 2: ability to be righteous. 112 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:05,600 Speaker 1: It's very easy to do that. 113 00:06:05,839 --> 00:06:09,440 Speaker 2: And there's this just like compassion that comes over me 114 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:12,680 Speaker 2: when I think about, like this sincerity with which Peter 115 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:16,560 Speaker 2: really believed these things to be true. Jesus repeatedly tells 116 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,120 Speaker 2: his disciples to stay awake. You may remember, I think 117 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:21,839 Speaker 2: it was Mark chapter thirteen where we talked about this 118 00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 2: idea of stay watchful, stay awake. And you know, being 119 00:06:25,760 --> 00:06:28,800 Speaker 2: awake is not just about being physically awake. It's about 120 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:33,080 Speaker 2: being awake to spiritual realities around us, to being attentive 121 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:36,640 Speaker 2: to the spirit moving around us in life. 122 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:39,679 Speaker 1: And they aren't able to. They fall asleep again and again. 123 00:06:39,800 --> 00:06:44,640 Speaker 2: Everyone flees after the arrest, and then, just like Jesus 124 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:48,599 Speaker 2: told Peter, when Peter actually hears the rooster crow for 125 00:06:48,680 --> 00:06:51,840 Speaker 2: the second time, it all becomes clear to him and 126 00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:55,120 Speaker 2: he realizes what he's done. He actually doesn't realize what 127 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:57,960 Speaker 2: he's doing until that moment. And in that moment, it 128 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:02,600 Speaker 2: says that Peter wept bitterly. It's like Peter realized who 129 00:07:02,640 --> 00:07:05,720 Speaker 2: he was and what he couldn't do and all of 130 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:09,479 Speaker 2: his failing and lack in this moment of pressure. So 131 00:07:09,960 --> 00:07:12,080 Speaker 2: a couple of things backstory, We already talked about the 132 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:14,520 Speaker 2: stay awake language that we saw in Mark chapter thirteen. 133 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:18,760 Speaker 2: This whole idea of being spiritually alert, that spiritually being 134 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 2: spiritually awake is necessary, It's a prerequisite to being successful 135 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:26,480 Speaker 2: under pressure. One of the reasons that I am so 136 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:30,040 Speaker 2: deeply committed and connected to helping you guys be in 137 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:34,640 Speaker 2: scripture hopefully daily, is that you don't get ready for 138 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:39,200 Speaker 2: pressure situations. When you're in the pressure situation. You don't 139 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:43,240 Speaker 2: withstand temptation. When you're in the moment of temptation, you 140 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:48,000 Speaker 2: actually withstand pressure and make courageous decisions and know how 141 00:07:48,040 --> 00:07:51,840 Speaker 2: to love people because of the preparation that you've put 142 00:07:51,920 --> 00:07:55,480 Speaker 2: in place. Just like most people would never stand up 143 00:07:55,480 --> 00:07:57,880 Speaker 2: and be like, let's go run a marathon. Like you 144 00:07:57,880 --> 00:08:00,400 Speaker 2: don't just run a marathon, you just stand up from 145 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:04,040 Speaker 2: your desk and run a marathon. You train, you prepare, 146 00:08:04,520 --> 00:08:07,720 Speaker 2: you build muscle in your legs, you build endurance, you 147 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 2: work up to that marathon. And in the same way, 148 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:15,679 Speaker 2: we aren't going to be prepared for what God has 149 00:08:15,720 --> 00:08:18,080 Speaker 2: for us, what he's calling us to do. How He's 150 00:08:18,560 --> 00:08:22,200 Speaker 2: letting us participate in the work of the kingdom without preparation. 151 00:08:22,680 --> 00:08:24,680 Speaker 2: And so that's what it means to be asleep. It 152 00:08:24,720 --> 00:08:28,680 Speaker 2: means missing out on what God is actually doing. If 153 00:08:28,720 --> 00:08:32,240 Speaker 2: you're living your spiritual life thinking that this life is 154 00:08:32,280 --> 00:08:35,200 Speaker 2: about me doing good and being good so that I 155 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:37,840 Speaker 2: can go to heaven, this is kind of my spiritual 156 00:08:37,880 --> 00:08:40,520 Speaker 2: life insurance policy. I just want to say to you, 157 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,480 Speaker 2: like you are missing out, Like that is not what 158 00:08:44,520 --> 00:08:48,319 Speaker 2: this is about. Jesus is about being alive in your 159 00:08:48,360 --> 00:08:53,240 Speaker 2: life right now. God is about advancing his kingdom, his justice, 160 00:08:53,320 --> 00:08:57,040 Speaker 2: his mercy, his love, his compassion right now, like He 161 00:08:57,240 --> 00:09:00,560 Speaker 2: is moving in people's lives around you. He's moving in 162 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:03,199 Speaker 2: our communities, and he's inviting you to be a part 163 00:09:03,280 --> 00:09:05,880 Speaker 2: of that. And so if you're just like dialing this 164 00:09:06,080 --> 00:09:08,080 Speaker 2: in while you just go about living your life and 165 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:10,720 Speaker 2: you're wondering, why does my life feel empty? Or why 166 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:13,360 Speaker 2: am I depressed? Or why am I anxious all the time? 167 00:09:13,480 --> 00:09:16,360 Speaker 2: Or why do things kind of feel like empty and 168 00:09:16,400 --> 00:09:19,000 Speaker 2: sort of void of meaning. Well, it's because you're missing 169 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:22,200 Speaker 2: out on what actually we're being offered here through Jesus. 170 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:24,400 Speaker 2: And that's what he's saying when he talks about being 171 00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:28,200 Speaker 2: spiritually alert. And we will fail, and we will try 172 00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:30,840 Speaker 2: and not succeed, and we will fall away. And that's 173 00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:34,839 Speaker 2: part of the human condition is recognizing who we really are, 174 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:37,560 Speaker 2: just like Peter does when he has this moment of 175 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:41,000 Speaker 2: recognition where he realizes, oh, like, in my own strength, 176 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:43,560 Speaker 2: I can't do any of this. Everything that I said 177 00:09:43,559 --> 00:09:46,720 Speaker 2: I could do, I can't do outside of the strength 178 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:50,080 Speaker 2: of Jesus. Jesus got his strength from his heavenly father. 179 00:09:50,200 --> 00:09:53,160 Speaker 2: He actually was filled up for the work ahead, whereas 180 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 2: his disciples were asleep. And we're meant to notice that difference. Okay, friends, 181 00:09:58,800 --> 00:10:03,280 Speaker 2: if today's episode feels uncomfortably familiar to you, if you 182 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:05,920 Speaker 2: yourself have felt like, man, I don't know how to 183 00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:08,880 Speaker 2: have courage. I don't know what to do with a 184 00:10:08,920 --> 00:10:11,600 Speaker 2: relationship with fear. I feel like I shrink back from 185 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:13,800 Speaker 2: life a lot. I wrote this book for you. This 186 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:16,640 Speaker 2: is called Brave Enough and This book is really about 187 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:19,200 Speaker 2: what does it look like to understand God's calling on 188 00:10:19,240 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 2: your life and to actually live within the limits He's 189 00:10:22,040 --> 00:10:24,640 Speaker 2: placed in your life, but also to live into the 190 00:10:24,720 --> 00:10:27,280 Speaker 2: expansive Kingdom of God that he's calling you to be 191 00:10:27,320 --> 00:10:29,360 Speaker 2: a part of right in your everyday life. 192 00:10:29,400 --> 00:10:31,320 Speaker 1: This is about the life you have. 193 00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:34,480 Speaker 2: Not the life you wished you had, and it allows 194 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:36,920 Speaker 2: you to find God in the midst of your everyday 195 00:10:37,040 --> 00:10:39,920 Speaker 2: struggles and your everyday opportunities. So would love for you 196 00:10:39,960 --> 00:10:41,959 Speaker 2: guys to check this out as a resource for you 197 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:53,959 Speaker 2: in this season. Okay, everyone, So when we think about 198 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:57,840 Speaker 2: what happens here, this overarching experience of what Jesus is 199 00:10:57,880 --> 00:11:00,160 Speaker 2: going through, what Peter and the disciples are going through, 200 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,480 Speaker 2: I think there's a few things that we can draw 201 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:05,679 Speaker 2: out here as principles. And remember, our principle is timeless. 202 00:11:06,080 --> 00:11:07,679 Speaker 2: It meant the same at the time that it was 203 00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:09,960 Speaker 2: written as it does to us today. So before we 204 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,679 Speaker 2: apply it to our lives, we ask the question, what 205 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:15,120 Speaker 2: is this telling us about humans? What is this telling 206 00:11:15,200 --> 00:11:17,480 Speaker 2: us about God? What is this telling us about the 207 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:20,360 Speaker 2: interaction of God and us? And so here's a couple 208 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:23,319 Speaker 2: of things I think we can see. First of all, 209 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:28,080 Speaker 2: Human confidence is fragile. Human confidence is tested under pressure 210 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:29,880 Speaker 2: and often does not hold up. 211 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:31,800 Speaker 1: The second thing I think is that. 212 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:35,559 Speaker 2: Fear can reshape our behavior very quickly, probably more quickly 213 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:39,240 Speaker 2: than we would expect that. Understanding our relationship with fear 214 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:42,200 Speaker 2: and anxiety, understanding what holds us back is a really 215 00:11:42,240 --> 00:11:46,280 Speaker 2: important part of our spiritual maturity. Meant that Jesus remains 216 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:48,040 Speaker 2: faithful even when we fail. 217 00:11:48,480 --> 00:11:50,880 Speaker 1: He stays faithful to us, He stays faithful. 218 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:54,280 Speaker 2: To his father, and through Jesus, we have access to 219 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:57,280 Speaker 2: that kind of courage, to that kind of confidence. So 220 00:11:57,280 --> 00:11:59,320 Speaker 2: when you ask yourself what does this mean for me? 221 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:02,400 Speaker 2: I invite you to ask a few questions, maybe in 222 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:06,120 Speaker 2: your everyday kind of journaling and your reflection, what fears 223 00:12:06,240 --> 00:12:09,920 Speaker 2: most influence your decisions? Where do you find that you're 224 00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:13,680 Speaker 2: often making decisions out of fear rather than out of courage. 225 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:16,120 Speaker 2: I'll give you, guys, a couple of examples. I think 226 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:19,560 Speaker 2: one of them can be wanting to please people. I 227 00:12:19,559 --> 00:12:22,200 Speaker 2: think another can be wanting to protect your image or 228 00:12:22,240 --> 00:12:24,880 Speaker 2: the way people see you. I think another one can 229 00:12:24,920 --> 00:12:27,720 Speaker 2: be a fear of failing and just not wanting to 230 00:12:27,800 --> 00:12:31,440 Speaker 2: like look stupid or not do something perfectly. So maybe 231 00:12:31,480 --> 00:12:34,680 Speaker 2: ask yourself those questions, is there something that's holding you back? 232 00:12:35,040 --> 00:12:38,200 Speaker 2: What influence is your decisions? And is there any place 233 00:12:38,200 --> 00:12:40,840 Speaker 2: in your life where you're following Jesus at a distance? 234 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:43,760 Speaker 2: And this is a place that the Spirit can really 235 00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:46,920 Speaker 2: awaken something in you. I think if that phrase really 236 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:49,120 Speaker 2: stood out to you in this chapter, this idea that 237 00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:52,960 Speaker 2: Peter followed Jesus at a distance, maybe allow that phrase 238 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:55,079 Speaker 2: to stay with you when you're driving to work or 239 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:57,480 Speaker 2: when you're walking the dog this week, Like, God, is 240 00:12:57,520 --> 00:12:59,480 Speaker 2: there any place that I'm following you at a distance? 241 00:12:59,520 --> 00:13:01,880 Speaker 2: Will you show only where that is so we can 242 00:13:01,920 --> 00:13:05,160 Speaker 2: close the gap between where maybe fear is holding me back, 243 00:13:05,280 --> 00:13:08,520 Speaker 2: maybe pressures is holding me back, and ask God to 244 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:11,280 Speaker 2: help you change there. And then finally, where do I 245 00:13:11,320 --> 00:13:15,120 Speaker 2: rely on self confidence instead of dependence on God? And 246 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:17,640 Speaker 2: sometimes these are the places where we're most successful. And 247 00:13:17,679 --> 00:13:19,520 Speaker 2: that's what's interesting to me about the story of Peter. 248 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:22,760 Speaker 2: I think that he felt like he was very loyal 249 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:26,319 Speaker 2: to Jesus, more so than anyone else, and he probably 250 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:29,360 Speaker 2: relied on the confidence that he had in himself rather 251 00:13:29,440 --> 00:13:33,280 Speaker 2: than confidence that comes from God. Here's our Psalm connection 252 00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:36,560 Speaker 2: for today Psalm fifty six, verse three. When I'm afraid, 253 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:40,480 Speaker 2: I put my trust in you. Here's a one sentence 254 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:42,920 Speaker 2: prayer that you can pray this week. God, help me 255 00:13:42,960 --> 00:13:46,600 Speaker 2: bring my fears honestly to you instead of pretending I'm 256 00:13:46,640 --> 00:13:50,000 Speaker 2: stronger than I really am. All right, guys, fear may 257 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:52,080 Speaker 2: shake your faith, but it does not have to have 258 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:53,040 Speaker 2: the final chapter. 259 00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:54,960 Speaker 1: If you want to continue to get. 260 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:58,239 Speaker 2: Connected to resources like this, come on over to Nicoleyunis 261 00:13:58,240 --> 00:14:01,400 Speaker 2: dot com, slash real talk and jump on my email list. 262 00:14:01,679 --> 00:14:03,400 Speaker 1: All right, you guys, talk with you next week. 263 00:14:07,440 --> 00:14:10,000 Speaker 3: How to Study the Bible with Nicole Unis is a 264 00:14:10,040 --> 00:14:13,480 Speaker 3: production of Live Audio and Salem Media. 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