00:00:02 Speaker 1: Life Audio's Life gets hie, but moll forward by a days. 00:00:13 Speaker 2: There's chapter is long. 00:00:17 Speaker 3: I remember to turn the play. 00:00:24 Speaker 4: Welcome back to the Real Deal Podcast with Abby Johnson and Reagan Long, where we deliver the Real Deal Deal completely unfiltered. Welcome everyone. It is Abby. I don't know about how it is in Texas, but here in North Carolina this morning, it is so gorgeous. It's going to be eighty nine degrees in sunny today. 00:00:52 Speaker 1: That is nice. 00:00:53 Speaker 2: Let me say it, it's gonna be eighty. 00:01:02 Speaker 4: Let me make most of the other states. 00:01:04 Speaker 2: Tuning in just so a little bit jealous. 00:01:09 Speaker 3: I just love it. 00:01:10 Speaker 1: The sun. The sun. 00:01:14 Speaker 4: Just Abby and I always talk about this. The sun just makes me feel so good. It makes like it's truly one of God's healing tools. 00:01:23 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. The other day, I was like, literally, I looked like I don't know what I looked like. I looked like a weird person, but I was just like I thought people were probably driving by, like what is this woman doing? But I was just sitting out on the driveway in a lawn chair with my head back, just letting the sun like hit my face. It felt so good. I sent a picture to you. Yes, I was like, I looked at me. 00:01:52 Speaker 4: I used to do that when I was pregnant with kJ I literally I had this like big old belly. 00:01:59 Speaker 1: It looked like I was carrying triplets. 00:02:01 Speaker 4: I would be like eating, holding like a bag of Cheetos, sitting at a lawn chair in the driveway, a baby pull like a kiddie pool, putting my feet in it, and I'm like, I'm so cousin eddie Ish and I would care less like a kid. 00:02:24 Speaker 2: Fulton was on his little crazy cart thing like just doing circles and going crazy on it. I was just like, yes, this is the best day ever. 00:02:34 Speaker 3: Living it up. 00:02:37 Speaker 5: Oh my god. 00:02:37 Speaker 2: I love the sun. 00:02:38 Speaker 3: I love the sun. 00:02:39 Speaker 2: I just it was yat in the sun like every day. I just love it. 00:02:43 Speaker 3: I love it. Guys. 00:02:44 Speaker 4: Before we started recording, Abby called me and again, and I think most people are like this with their best friend. It's like some days you can talk like four times a day. There's some days you go four days without talking. And I mean normally we text almost day, but when Abbie's on the road, obviously it's you know, she's much busier with her commitments and so like through the week, I'm like randomly sending her reels and tiktoks and like did you see this? 00:03:12 Speaker 3: Did you see this? Yeah? 00:03:13 Speaker 4: I was like, hey, let's get on, let's record a podcast. 00:03:16 Speaker 1: And then I forget. 00:03:18 Speaker 4: My best friend's like a world traveler, and I get these. I'll be randomly in the carpool line or somewhere because Abby and I have each other on Light three sixties, so I randomly get a ding and it's like Abby in Baltimore across the country or. 00:03:39 Speaker 3: I know, so buddy, buddy, I know, I know. 00:03:45 Speaker 2: I was like, like yan Has, I'll lose the raan Has is now back home. They don't like you. 00:03:58 Speaker 4: Actually, if you actually checked in with me a lot, you'd be like that chick's back at Chick fil A. She's a taco bell again, man, that's where all her money goes. 00:04:08 Speaker 2: I just get your I get your notifications every time you like get home. It's like as a ride back at home and I'm. 00:04:14 Speaker 4: Like, oh good, this likeliday. You know, Like there's times where Abby's like just waking up in the morning and so she's at a hotel or whatever, and I'm like, dude, like where are you? 00:04:32 Speaker 1: And She'll be like. 00:04:34 Speaker 4: Oh, I'm in like Wisconsin, and like her assistant will be like in the background, no, Abby were in Michigan, Like, no, we were already. 00:04:42 Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know where I'm at. 00:04:44 Speaker 3: I don't know. 00:04:45 Speaker 2: I'm to roll over and like look at the phone and look at the agress on the phone to be like what time zone where we're staying? I'm not really sure. I was walking through an airport the other day. 00:04:57 Speaker 3: I literally looked at man and went. 00:05:00 Speaker 2: Airport, Wait, where are we? 00:05:04 Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. 00:05:07 Speaker 1: It was so funny. 00:05:07 Speaker 4: So have you literally, because I don't know this answer, have you experienced some of these crazy like delays? Like have you seen ice at the airports? 00:05:17 Speaker 2: Okay? No, I have not yet. I expect I will because I am flying to Lax on Monday and crying out of Lax, so I expect. And because I'm going on my like my favorite guy in the world, I'm going on his show and I'm doing it in person. 00:05:39 Speaker 3: Shut up? Are you okay? I knew you were doing it, did you, Jackie Peterson? 00:05:43 Speaker 2: Yes, So I'm flying there on Monday and you're filming on Tuesday morning, and so I'm just so flipping excited to be opub and so literally thought it was like a scam. When my just send it to me, I was like, wait, I'm like, is this like a scam invitation? She's like, dude, it's like real, It's like from the bo's heir. And I'm like, oh my gosh. 00:06:10 Speaker 4: I remember it was like a year ago or maybe eighteen months ago, and you sent me like a reel of his and you were like, I just love this guy. He is so good and like and then when you text me about it, you're just so pumped at I'm like, oh, I love my gosh. 00:06:27 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my gosh, this is so exciting. Like I don't get excited about being. 00:06:32 Speaker 4: Met like big actors, big like big big, like big time people, And she's like, oh, hey, how are you. Meanwhile, they're drooling over Abby. So it's a very rare Abby gets excited over someone. 00:06:44 Speaker 2: She is so excited for this, so pumped to be on Jesse Peterson's show. I just love him and like it's not even that like I always agree with him or anything like that, but I just have such admiration for people who are willing to put their opinions out there, just so boldly, you know, and I'm justogically apologetically just they just put their views out there. And he has such an incredible life experience, you know, and so he has just a really amazing perspective. And sometimes the things that he says, like immediately is like it's it's kind of like an affront to what we have been trained to believe in our culture. And so sometimes I'm like, like when I. 00:07:35 Speaker 4: What I hear him saying, you should be used to that, considering I'm your best friend. 00:07:38 Speaker 6: I like, sometimes I like he said something, I'm like, I don't know, Like I don't know. Then like I think about it, and it really I'm like, uh like that it is an interesting perspective, like, and it causes me to really like think about and like sometimes rethink about like the way that we have been to make decisions in this country and the things that we incentivize in this country and things like that. 00:08:07 Speaker 2: And so but I just love how bold he is. And two boldies on a polar good pump. So anyway, so I fly to LA on Monday and then I fly out on Tuesday, and so I feel like I'm going to see, Yeah, I'm sure how bad it is in LA and then I have to fly to New York, and so New York will be probably interesting. Yeah, but I have I'm going to be gone for ten days, so I have seven events and ten days. So oh and I have to fly up to Canada too, So but Canada should be fine. But I know that Trump was signing like an executive order for TSA for their pay to be reinstated. But I actually talked a TSA agent, like a group of agents when I was leaving out of Austin, and you know, I just asked them. I was like, you know, how, like how are you guys doing, Like, first of all, thank you for being here, for working even though you're not getting paid. And I was like, you know, I was like, are you guys going to get like back paid for this? Like are you guys going to eventually get paid? And they were like, oh yeah, yeah, like we'll get paid. And this one really sweet woman, she was one of the lead officers, and she said, you know, she said, it's just really hard, like nobody tells you when you sign up to be a TSA officer that this could happen, like if the government, you know, if they can't come to some sort of you know, budgetary reconciliation, like we may not get paid, Like that's not in the training, right, Like nobody tells you that. And she said, you know a lot of people that work here are single parents. They're living paycheck to paycheck, like they have to have a job. And she was like, so there's like no shade thrown at them for being like I have to get out of here, like I have to get another job. And so she's like it's very understandable, like nobody's mad at anybody, you know, nobody here, Like none of us are mad in our friends. 00:10:14 Speaker 1: You're just trying to live. You're just trying to survive. 00:10:17 Speaker 2: He was like, I'm fortunate because I'm married and I have a husband who makes you know, an income. So she was like, we can survive right now off of his income, right, But yeah, she did say like she was like, yeah, we are going to get you know, back paced. So that that made me feel good, like at least or not just right for nothing, you know, right right, But yeah, I haven't. 00:10:41 Speaker 4: I've seen different reports across the US like it's hit or miss like some are. It's like, hey, it wasn't like that wasn't what I expected, and then others there's just photographs where the lines are just it's just it's just it's crazy. 00:10:55 Speaker 3: I know. 00:10:55 Speaker 2: Well, I'm about to fly literally all over the United States, so we will have a full report report. Yeah, like I'm I'm gonna be everywhere, Like I'm going to Washington State, Saint Louis, New York, Ontario, Maine, Ohio, DC, California, Monty. Listen, like okay, So I mean, like, if you want to know the truth, we'll swing back to Abby in like a week or two. Like you get in here, I'll let you know on the podcast, like what it was. 00:11:32 Speaker 4: Really I'm going to have to actually actually I'm like interested in this, and I think many people will be. And so who is it aw traveling with you? 00:11:41 Speaker 2: Yeah for all those okay, well not for all of them, but well not for all of them. Well Christine is traveling with me this week. 00:11:48 Speaker 4: Oh okay, Well I need to like text both of them to be like, listen, I want you to get a little video footage with Abby and lines in each report, document it and send it to me and we'll end it up. 00:12:00 Speaker 1: Because literally it. 00:12:01 Speaker 4: It would be kind of cool to see all these different parts and how and how it looks. 00:12:06 Speaker 2: I know, Yeah, this week I'm going to Lax and then Oklahoma, so I know Oklahoma. Yeah, gosh crazy. So I'm speaking at Oklahoma State. So I'm really excited. So yeah, two university events this week that went so great. And then yeah, and then I have another one for Make Abortion Murder Again campaign or Mama campaign. So or very excited. 00:12:33 Speaker 1: But I know, it's really cool. 00:12:34 Speaker 4: I like, you know, some of some of the places that I've gotten to be with you, Whereas I'm just the best friend, Like I just get to support you and watch you and be there. It's really cool to see you because of course, like I see Abby as a mom. I see her she's like another mom to my kids, and I'd be so good with kids, little babies and toddlers and tweens and teens. But like, you really do have such a cool way with college students, and I've gotten to witness that a few times, and it's like you're so good at being able to make them comfortable and getting to their level. And so I just know, just the small handful of interactions I've seen you, it's like it's just so good. 00:13:30 Speaker 2: It's just because I love them. I love them. 00:13:32 Speaker 1: Yeah, you're good, You're great. 00:13:34 Speaker 2: I mean even if they even if they like oppose what I'm saying, like, I still love talking to them. 00:13:39 Speaker 4: Yeah, And it's like I love it. I'm like really pumped for this. 00:13:44 Speaker 3: Yeah. 00:13:44 Speaker 2: So I'm really excited. And it's very it's like very common for someone, especially if I'm tabling on campus, like for them to come in like real hot, you know, right, and to come and like really angry. 00:13:58 Speaker 4: But I'm just but because she's so cool and calm, it unsteadies them like when you like you were so but again, like again, I'm high anxiety. Abby's just weirdly calm and collected and like I remember before an event you had here at Davidson, like there's all these kids outside and they're drying on sidewalks everything like against Abby and for abortion and all this stuff. And Abby's just literally walking smoothly like like the like like a little queen coming through, just calm and collected and smiling and literally because you really can't shake Abby. It unsettles the people a little bit. They're like hmm, you. 00:14:41 Speaker 2: Know, And I was like, I hope you guys come into the talk. 00:14:46 Speaker 4: Yeah, let's get some doughnuts after you went some Chacoal. 00:14:52 Speaker 3: Yeah. 00:14:53 Speaker 2: Well, it's just like a like, I think there's different ways of doing like campus outreach, and I think there's a way to do it where you're on a microphone and you're having people come up to a mic and you're doing this like big kind of back and forth, you know, and and of course, like you know, liberal kids are going to come up to the mic and and then you kind of feel like you need to own them at the mic or make them feel foolish. And then that exists on social media forever, and yeah, because it's good for hits. 00:15:27 Speaker 1: It's good for click yeah. 00:15:28 Speaker 2: Right, good for clicks and stuff, and I you know, could probably monetize on that and do well. But I feel like that's it's just not like who I am. Like, that's just not my way. And I'm not like criticizing that. I'm just saying, like my job is to is to actually like bring them to a place of conversion and like to bring them to Christ, like I want them to see like the heart of Christ. And so I just don't feel like owning these kids is just the right way. 00:16:03 Speaker 3: Way. 00:16:04 Speaker 4: Doing them down first is not the way or for breaking them down, for ridicule or I just don't that's just. 00:16:11 Speaker 2: Not the way I go about it. So anyway, it's just I'm excited. It's going to be fun. But yeah, anyway, Okay, what we want to talk about on the podcast today though it's super heavy, terrible, terrible situation that took place in Spain actually yesterday, So today is a twenty seventh, So this happened yesterday on the twenty sticks in Spain. This sweet young girl, Noelia Castillo, at the age of twenty four, had asked for to be euthanized. This young girl has had psychological problems since she was thirteen years old. She has been in and out of facilities since she was thirteen. While inside a facility, she was gang raped, just horrible, horrible, and after that she you know, was having a really hard time of course, coping with that trauma. She attempted suicide by jumping out of a five story building. Her father saw it happen, and she ended up surviving, but she was paralyzed from the waist down. Oh and so when she was twenty four, she asked a hospital to you know, help euthanize her and her father contested it. I mean he was aptsolutely like no way, right, you know, her mind is she's just too traumatized to even you know, have you know, to make this kind of consent, you know, to give consent. She's like not in her right mind. You know, he really was. I mean, he did everything he could to save his daughter. Her best friend came yesterday to try to talk to her. The hospital would not let her best friend and to see her because she was going to try to talk her out of it. Right, The hospital refused entrance to the best friend, which I like, I can't even imagine, like I would share it probably like John Q Public like with guns and be like. 00:18:50 Speaker 3: Got on my line. 00:18:52 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, and I would expect you, yeah, for sure. I mean it's just crazy. So anyway, it's the sadest thing, Yeah, it is. I mean it's just her photo. Her photo alone. 00:19:06 Speaker 1: You see this beautiful innocence. You see pain, but you. 00:19:12 Speaker 4: See such like you see this beautiful girl who was suffered, who's tired, but yet there's this like there's this meekness and there's almost this holiness. 00:19:26 Speaker 2: Yeah right right, that's what I saw too, right, Yeah, I know that's what I saw too, and it's just really really sad. So then her attorney, Noeli Is attorney actually yesterday, came out and said that the hospital was actually putting pressure on her to go through with the euthanasia, okay, because the hospital was going to be receiving eight million dollars from her organ. 00:20:06 Speaker 1: Yes, oh my goodness. 00:20:10 Speaker 4: And that rate there, Abbey, is is the red flag that everybody needs to know what this is really about. 00:20:19 Speaker 2: Yeah, And they had already begun prepping her body for organ transplant. So they had already been like giving her drugs and stuff I guess to prep her body. And the attorney like showed the receives for how much the hospital was going to be receiving per organ, and it totaled eight million dollars. And so the attorney was like speaking out against and this is her attorney, this is Noeli's attorney speaking out against this, saying this was wrong, like it didn't even give her the opportunity to her mind because it was such a conflict of interest because the hospital had a financial interest in killing herself. 00:21:09 Speaker 1: Right. 00:21:10 Speaker 4: So sad well, well, sadly, we see that, we see that with everything, we even looking back and I'm not going to go off on this tangent, but I mean, one of the first things that comes to my mind, Abby is the and you can so many doctors and nurses and medical staff I have come forward saying the amount of money that was made during COVID and. 00:21:34 Speaker 2: Those who are put on a say with like vaccines every vacan incentives. And I can speak to that like personally, because we at Planned Parenthood provided the guard to cell vaccine, the HPV vaccine, yes, and we got paid one hundred and fifty dollars for every vaccine that we gave someone, and that is a three found vaccine, right, and so we got paid So Merk not only did they pay for the vaccine, but then we got one hundred dollars and sent one hundred and fifty dollars incentive for every vaccine that we jabbed somebody with. So these that's that is a genuine conflict of interest. You're not really looking out for the patient, You're looking out for your own clinic revenue. And so I mean, it's crazy and it's no wonder that they didn't even let her best friend come in because the best friend was like, you don't need to do this, I don't want you to do this, and yeah it's and they're like, no, no, no, no, no no no, don't don't let anybody come in that may talk her out of it. And so this poor girl died alone, which is what she wanted. She wanted to die alone. She said she wanted to have a little makeup on her face. She wanted to die in a pretty dress. She did not want anyone in her room when she died. She had people come in and say goodbye to her. She wouldn't allow her father to come in because he had fought so hard to save her life, and so she was angry with him. But her mother, even though her mother was against what she was doing, her mother in the end was like, well, this is what she wants to do. I'll be there to support her. So I can't even imagine as a mother going to say goodbye to my daughter for the last time, knowing she's alive, and when I walk out, she's going to be dead by choice, right. And then she died and the hospital killed she didn't I, the hospital killed her, the state killed her. And she had four pictures with her in the bed And it's just the saddest thing that this is state sanctioned murder, and like, here's my thing. If somebody wants to kill themselves, I hate that, right, But if you want to kill yourself, all right, like okay, I mean you have the ability you can do that, but have a really hard time when the state gets involved. And now you're getting medical providers involved. Now you're getting nurses involved, Now you're getting other staff involved. Now you are opening up your suicide and the trauma of suicide onto other people that are medical workers. 00:24:43 Speaker 3: Right. Yeah. 00:24:44 Speaker 2: I don't think any medical assistants or you know, nurses or wherever they go to work in the hospital thinking oh good, I wanted to do this, this is what I wanted to do. I wanted to help people, physicians assistants to side, right. But now they've involved all these other people, which I mean, it is just crazy to me that now they're dragging everyone in and the state's allowing it. So, I mean, I know that's kind of like a weird take, but I just think, like. 00:25:17 Speaker 4: It's it's not it's not a weird take at all, because here's here's the thing. Just as they have done with abortion and you know, murdering a child in the womb and dismembering a child and calling that reproductive freedom and calling that love. And you know, you have people like Anne Hathaway saying that's that's it's a grace. It's a grace to be able, it's mercy to do that. I've literally Satan, who is the prince of this world, has truly brainwashed and conditioned and groomed us to think such evil and horror is normal and abby. This is exactly what is going to happen with this. It is going to become normalized. It's going to become again. It's a freedom. It show way out you don't have to suffer anymore. 00:26:14 Speaker 1: Well, I can't. 00:26:14 Speaker 2: Believe, honestly, how many conservatives think this already, Like like I look on people's pages that are I mean even my own page like where I post something about it, and there are literally conservatives on my page and on other people's pages that are like, well, I mean, she's an adult, so if she wanted to do it, I mean, that's up to her. I'm like, she's twenty five, Like I just it's not what we need to be doing to people who have been traumatized. You don't sure trauma with suicide. 00:26:51 Speaker 4: I don't and I don't think. Okay, you and I have both been diagnosed with depression at some point. You and I have both been diagnosed with PTSD at some point. You and I have both undergone you know, some light baby blue stuff after babies, some normal postpartum stuff after babies. 00:27:13 Speaker 1: You know the. 00:27:13 Speaker 4: Gamut, right, But I'm just gonna speak directly for myself here, and I mean, it wasn't long ago, Abby, I was on the phone with you in such pain and heartache. And again, if you haven't experienced this, then again you just don't know. 00:27:35 Speaker 1: But it's like when. 00:27:36 Speaker 4: You're it a low or you're like, you know, trying to keep your head above water and you slip. It is very fast, it is very scary, and it's like, again unless you've experienced it, you just can't wrap your head around it because it's like you can be low and then it's like you have just snowballed to the bottom where it is terrifying. 00:28:01 Speaker 1: Lo And you know, in those. 00:28:05 Speaker 4: Moments, you know it's it's a physical pain, it's an emotional pain. It's crying out to God in saying different things. 00:28:15 Speaker 1: But I also, in my. 00:28:17 Speaker 4: Deepest pain and knowing like, Okay, I'm not okay, like I'm i mentally hurt, I'm not like stable to make good decisions right now, like I'm aware of that. Right but amongst chaos and pain, I do know that in even wishing like okay, Lord, take me up now, I just want to be with you, Lord, I do know there's a part of you. And perhaps that's the Holy Spirit talking that you are not rational. These are not this is temporary. This is the enemy speaking lies into you, like, no, you don't want to take your life. You don't want someone else to take your life. Yes, this sucks, but no, you're going to be okay. And it's like you have to fight those urges. You have to claw your way out of the low points. You have to invoke Jesus, like you know, you're bigger than this, You're bigger than me. 00:29:15 Speaker 1: Lord. 00:29:15 Speaker 4: I'm giving this to you because I'm telling you it is. It is incredibly easy to be consumed with despair. 00:29:23 Speaker 2: Don't you think one of the things that that we're missing in our culture and even even in Christianity. I don't think in Catholicism we're missing it, because I think we we touch on it a lot in Catholicism. But I think just kind of like in Christianity in general, is we we miss the discussion of suffering, Yes, and and almost like the importance of suffering and how suffering brings us closer to God, like those crosses bring us closer to the Lord, and how like yes, like they can tempt us, like even Jesus was tempted, right, Yes. 00:30:16 Speaker 7: They can bring us immense pain. 00:30:19 Speaker 2: Like you know, I was reminded in the readings last week at church that you know, when Lazarus died, Jesus wept, he was. 00:30:29 Speaker 7: In Immen's pain when his friend passed. Jesus experienced Immen's pain, He experienced Immen's suffering, He experienced all of the things that we, you know, experience as humans. That's why he came to earth in human form. But like we we can't. So I think that's why it's so important like for us to talk about these things and talk about them in the church and not to be like, well, when you're a Christian, it's just going to be all roses and rainbows and its and it's not. It's not, and there will be a lot of suffering is humans, Like, of course it is just so you know, even some of the greatest saints that walked this earth who truly embraced suffering, like in a way that I can't imagine doing so, But so yes, is this human? It's like, who's really excited? Like, oh Lord, what kind of suffering can you be stow upon me today? 00:31:38 Speaker 4: Like we just don't do that? But there is something and I think it's not. I mean, and just because we're human, it's not until we see the glimmers of light abby when we're kind of allowing God to pull us through it where we're like, okay, you know what I mean. But but it is. It's like it's hard to see it when we're in it. But what a joy to be able to even our suffering is a drop in the bucket compared to what Jesus went through. And every Good Friday, and this is approaching Easter or so it's right upon us, and every Good Friday, I almost I get very anxious leading up to it every year, and I think it's truly because I'm so incredibly aware of the immense suffering Jesus went through. And every Good Friday, my children and I watch Passion of the Christ, and every single time it. Honestly, I don't. It's almost like it's harder to watch it. It doesn't get easier every year, No, it doesn't much more aware and I and again, I take it so much more personally, like looking at what he went through and knowing my sins were a part of that. And it's when you get to that level of knowing, okay, you know, as a walk is a Christian. I feel like it's like baby steps like I used to be. For the longest time, I just didn't want to go to Hell, Like, yeah, I loved God for sure, but it was like just this intense fear of hell. So I tried to like snap back out of sin right, and then it became it wasn't just that, it was like when you truly know that we cause God to weep and we're offending him and hurting him. Like I really saw how I elevated in my walk with Christ where it was like I just don't want to hurt God anymore, Like I don't want to offend God any. 00:33:43 Speaker 1: More than I already have. 00:33:45 Speaker 4: Yeah, because I've done it's so much and I've caused him so much suffering. And yet it's like so those moments of when we're in that grief and suffering. It's like it's so hard to look at it that way, but it is. It's like what an honor that we get to suffer. 00:34:05 Speaker 2: But yeah, and I think it's like as we grow in our faith, like we the Holy Spirit like pours out, like we receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Right, So I think like when we're children and when we're like young in our faith, our primary gift of the Holy Spirit is fear of the Lord. Yeah, right, I mean it's important. Yeah, yeah, and that is that is a gift of the Holy Spirit. Like you're you're like, oh, don't want to go to hell? Like, right, I know that the. 00:34:41 Speaker 3: Lord, you know. 00:34:42 Speaker 2: But then as you grow, like you, you, the Holy Spirit starts to impart more gifts on you. 00:34:49 Speaker 3: Right. 00:34:50 Speaker 2: You start to get like the gift of understanding, You start to get the gift of knowledge of piety, and and then it's you know, you, as you continue to grow, you get the gift of fortitude, You get the gift of counsel, which maybe then you can start getting to others, and then you know, finally, I feel like that for a lot of people, the last gift that the Holy Spirit imparts on us is wisdom, right, Like you're not going to have wisdom at you know, fifteen years old, right, but. 00:35:28 Speaker 4: Even it's forty or fifty, it's where you're matured in your faith, right, you know what I mean? And that's just something until we take our last breath, we pray that it continues to grow. 00:35:43 Speaker 3: Right. 00:35:43 Speaker 4: And so again, my two things that I pray for daily is discernment and wisdom, which I feel like they go hand in hand. But then the other biggest thing, abby is I feel like all of us who truly love God, we truly want to be in heaven, right, But I don't you know, I constantly have to pray for obedience to follow through because I do feel most of the time we all know, like what we're praying for an answer from God deep down deep dowb We know what the answer is, and most often when we keep asking him, it's because we don't like the answer and we're like, okay, you got to change your answer, God, like we already know. And so it's it's also praying for that obedience to follow through God's will for us, because it looks different for every. 00:36:30 Speaker 1: Single one of us. 00:36:31 Speaker 4: And so it's like, Okay, first you need that discernment and wisdom, and then it's like, oh, okay, Lord, I need the obedience. Bless me with the courage and the strength to be obedient and to carry out your will because because also, Abby, even if our life is full of suffering. And this is why you see, like the most the richest people in the world who don't have God, they all will come and tell you, yeah, I have every single thing I want for nothing, and I'm not happy. And yet you have a very poor person who has ailments and suffering, and they have Christ within them, and there's this certain piece and joy that they're like, it doesn't make sense, but I'm okay, I'm job. 00:37:17 Speaker 2: They feel they feel wealthy like they feel rich, you know, yes. 00:37:22 Speaker 4: And so it's like and so I truly do believe too, kind of putting the success and money aside. If you coulh you could be doing something in life where you're not sinning, but you're also not walking in the will God has for you. So if that's the case, okay, you're not sinning, you're not upsetting or offending God, but you still don't feel that peace like but something's not right, it's not fitting, like this isn't what God's calling me to do. And until you are walking like I'm telling you Abby, when I know I'm truly being obedient and I'm truly I might not even be doing some really heavy lifting. It might be some very simple things, but like I have this unexplainable piece where I'm like, Okay, the last three days I've literally been walking in exactly what God's called me to do, and it's this unexplainable piece. 00:38:19 Speaker 2: You know, yeah, totally yeah and yeah yeah. 00:38:24 Speaker 4: And then there's other days where I could be like, man, I accomplish this, this, this, this, and and yet I don't necessarily have that piece because even though I perhaps may have not been sitting, that was what God called me to do, right, you know. And so it's like it's really trying to be every day dying to self, literally every day dying to ourself, and like, no. 00:38:50 Speaker 1: God, what do you want from me? 00:38:51 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, see you dying to sell? Did you see where James tall Rico put on which I believe Sames Telrico is probably one of the most dangerous people running for office in this next selection because he you know, professes to be a Christian whatever. So Pete hag Sets pastor said that he hopes that James tell Rico becomes crucified with Christ, and James tell Rico took that as a death threat. Oh my gosh, oh lord. And I was like, okayright, like you don't understand that, like being crucified like means like dying to self? Like great, you actually think that his pastru meant we. 00:39:56 Speaker 4: Want to crucify him on the right, right, It's like find a Catholic to break that down for you. 00:40:03 Speaker 8: And we just tell Rico like goes online and it's like, you know, he can choose hate with his words or something like that, but I choose love, right, Oh of course, of course. 00:40:20 Speaker 3: I was laughing so hard. 00:40:22 Speaker 9: I was like, this guy like professes to be a Christian, like so got a Christian moral theologian or whatever. I doesn't know what being crucified in christ means? 00:40:35 Speaker 3: Like what like what? 00:40:37 Speaker 1: And you know what and abby that is? 00:40:40 Speaker 4: It is, it's it's insane and it's laughable. But I think that just goes to testify it's such a glaring truth of in Christianity today. 00:40:52 Speaker 1: Just love, love, love. 00:40:53 Speaker 4: And just everything should feel good and happy and everything should be comfortable, like why the heck should we ever have to suffer? 00:41:02 Speaker 2: Like everything, and all the comments underneath were like, James, you're such a good witness. We choose love with you. 00:41:10 Speaker 4: And I'm just like, oh my right, I mean, man, when Jesus comes back riding on his horse with the sword and fire in his eyes, like people are like they just you know, but as with everything, as with everything Abby, And again you and I also have this dare I say, authority influence very much more you, so very much more you. But with our numbers and our platforms, anyone with a large platform has this influence and power to literally condition their followers or people who come across what they're saying. We will literally That's why that's why they're called influencers. And again you and I talk about the heaviness of that responsibility because we have to answer to God for you know, truth or things of omission that we didn't share that we should have or whatever it might be. But again, this is I think we all need to remember. I mean, what God says about lukewarm Christians, Like I really feel like we're trying to change what it means to be a Christian, Like, no one wants to pick up their cross, right, follow Jesus. Did Jesus live in a palace and have this life of luxury? 00:42:35 Speaker 3: Like? 00:42:35 Speaker 4: What did he tell us? I mean, will it be worth it? Did he promise and guarantee us that? Absolutely he did? Did he promise you a life of zero suffering or zero persecution? No, he told you the opposite, right, that's what he told you. And and so I think we forget like the whole basis of what the son of God warned us. What it is to me to earn paradise, not that we can earn it, but what it means to like unite ourselves into our. 00:43:10 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, so like we have to have fruit, right like yeah, yeah, And so again people need to remember. 00:43:19 Speaker 4: So many people and I've always used this saying abby and I'm probably going to they think it's like Willy Wonka with golden tickets that we just repasses to heaven because we love Jesus and we proclaim he's the son of God and he died for us and he rose from the dead. And while that's great, Satan will tell you all of that. The deacons will tell you all of that they and they tremble before God. 00:43:44 Speaker 2: So yeah, it's like when people go, well, I'm spiritual, Hill is the devil? 00:43:50 Speaker 4: Yeah, And the couple can tell you all the facts he can recite, and the devil knows he'll tell you exactly what Jesus did in all the those things. Tell you he's the son of God that he's Oh yeah, so is that enough because Satan can do that, the. 00:44:06 Speaker 1: Demons can do that. 00:44:07 Speaker 4: Yeah, And so it's much more than that. And again because we are humans and so weak and frail. Yes we need a savior. Yes, we need our heavenly Father. And it takes that humility every day to go to him. Lord, I'm giving you my life. I'm laying myself with my family at the foot of the cross. Give me wisdom, give me discernment, give me obedience, you know, and I just you know, I tell everyone and I myself. You know, we all have to be on guard of the shiny things out there and anything that is trying to tell you from a biblical standpoint or from an eternity standpoint, anything to make it easier, or anything to water it down or anything. Oh, happy, happy, happy, love, love love, love love. It's just it's okay. God wants you to be happy, to do what ever your little heart tells you to do. No, your emotions will lie to you. Yeah, so yeah. I think they're the mo when people and people say like. 00:45:10 Speaker 2: You know, well, it's just all about love and love is love, and I'm like, well, water is water, so go drink out of the toilet, like no, right, it is not no, like it is not just about all love or it's not just all about no. It is like it is so like our relationship with God is not just that easy, right, Like it is intimate, it is all knowing. It takes me to be stripping human. It takes work, just like any relationship, right right. It's not like you have a one time encounter with a friend and then you never speak to them again for the rest of your life and then you're like, that's my best friend. I met them one time forty years ago and they've been my best friend ever since. Like that would be ridiculous. Like you have to foster a friendship. You have to nurture a friendship. You have to nurture all relationships if you want them to be strong. It's the same with the Lord absolutely, And in any relationship, there's going to be hard times, there's going to be difficult times, there's gonna be times of struggle. But the difference is that there's a certainty in your relationship with God that he will never abandon you, never, never, And that's that's the difference. That's the security. 00:46:37 Speaker 4: And as someone who has a paralyzing fear of abandonment, that is it's that word like security. It's like only he can give that to me, like no one else on this earth is ever going to be able to fill that void. And you know, Abby, so often, I feel like one of the most common essians I get from people is whether they've never really had a relationship or God or fallen away. They're just like, how do you like pray? And how do you like talk to God? And how do you start it? And I'm like, start it by going to him and saying that, like, Lord, I'm here and I don't know what to do, and I feel lost, and I feel angry, and I feel scared, and you are my father, And I said, talk to him as he is your father, because he is. And so I even tell people and I'm very open. I go to God. I approach him like my father all the time, and sometimes that's like a three year old stomping their feet, Like I literally go to God is my dad all the time, in so many different aspects, and I feel like while there's such again a reverence and like I just tremble at the thought of kneeling before God one day, there's such a love and comfort that it's like I just feel like I can also curl up on his lap and just be like God just told me, just give me that security. And so you just I go to God with everything, all the emotions, and He's pay like, there's my girl, there's. 00:48:12 Speaker 1: My unhinged girl. 00:48:14 Speaker 3: Covin ha. 00:48:16 Speaker 4: But and so, you know, kind of coming back to our main point of this podcast and seeing this beautiful girl who was who was legally murdered in a hospital. We all have suffering, We all have these we all carry a certain pain abby that no one else is going to understand. I've told you about some of mine, You've told me about some of yours. 00:48:46 Speaker 1: What this beautiful. 00:48:48 Speaker 4: Young woman under went through none of us would be able to understand. 00:48:53 Speaker 1: But only God understands it. 00:48:56 Speaker 4: He knows exactly what we've endured, and so I just my goodness, whoever is hurting, whoever is suffering, or if you're in a good spot, like, be aware that at some point the bottom may possibly drop out. And you have to know that when you were having those intense emotions like this is it, this is it, I do not want to be here anymore. Like you have to know who is speaking those thoughts into your head, right, and we have to realize that that is not that is not a natural test, that is not in any way, shape or form. All you have to go to is say, would God approve of this? 00:49:41 Speaker 3: Right? Again? 00:49:42 Speaker 4: Would God ever approve of the of the pulling of the limbs of his child in the womb? I don't care how that baby was conceived. He would never, under any circumstance approve of that. Would he approve? Yes, my poor daughter has suffered so greatly, so I want you to kill her by injecting her with these things. Never in a billion years would he do that. 00:50:05 Speaker 2: Yeah, but have you watched have you been watching the Pit on HBO? 00:50:09 Speaker 3: Max? 00:50:11 Speaker 2: They are you know, of course it's on HBO, So I mean, you know, you expect all the cultural things right now, But they were Okay, let's see in the past two episodes, Noah Wiley's in it and he's received like all the awards for it, and like it's a good show. There's good acting and stuff in it. But let's see the last two episodes, they have completely demonized ice. They have pushed a woman, They did euthanize a woman in the hospital, and you know, made it totally like normal. Yeah, she had the answer, and so they just totally normalize that, you know, like, well, this is her choice, this is what's best for her. She had two young children. You know, she's didn't want to fly anymore. 00:51:01 Speaker 4: Baby, It's going to be a total escape from suffering. No one has to suffer any Yes, no one has to suffer anymore. 00:51:08 Speaker 2: And I and I just think like it's so, it's just so our culture is so influenceable, Oh yeah, by these messages, and this is these are this is a TV show. This is fake right right, This isn't even like someone's real story. This is like, hey, okay, these are actors, but people are coming to conclusions and opinions about other people's real lives based on stories that they see by actors. And I'm like, oh my gosh, like, how stupidly vulnerable is our society right now? 00:51:56 Speaker 4: Well, we've done that with everything from even just from Abby the culture around sexuality. Oh, it's from it's from Netflix, is from HBO, it's from it's from series, it's from movies, it's from TV shows of normalizing it and putting it out there funny, qubickly and in that this is honestly, I think we probably don't even realize being euthanized. It's probaced so much more underway. 00:52:31 Speaker 1: I think that that. 00:52:32 Speaker 4: We're ready to realize this isn't just like random one here, one here, isolated in the. 00:52:39 Speaker 2: Center, happening like it's already happening in like Oregon, Washington State like happening, and it's happening in New Mexico. 00:52:47 Speaker 4: Going to accelerate with stories like this and TV shows like this, and again with the programming around it. This is uh, don't let your mother in law suffer, don't let your husband suffer, you know what I mean? 00:53:03 Speaker 1: And it that terrifies me. 00:53:06 Speaker 4: And this will be accelerated to be the next normalized thing as Satan laughs, because this is what we do, our sick culture, our evil society. We take everything that is good and holy, and we twist it, and we contort it, and we take it to the exact opposite, farthest from God. 00:53:31 Speaker 2: Well, and conservative Christians are falling for it. 00:53:33 Speaker 1: Yes, that's the worst part. Abby. 00:53:36 Speaker 4: I can't even I can't even identify anymore. Literally, I just I can't even identify. I feel like identifying even as a Republican, like I always tell people I'm a far right Christian conservative, but like, what again, everyone in our I feel like I've ticked off all the Republicans now too. I've always done a great job calling out the Democratic Party, which I have no alignment with, so I'm not saying that. But when you call out your own party, they think, oh, you're automatically a Democrat. Oh you're And I'm always like people are like hey, people who are just stumble upon a post of mine and my wording for just calling it like it is, Oh yeah, she wanted Kamala. 00:54:19 Speaker 1: Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me? 00:54:21 Speaker 3: No? I'm just not. 00:54:22 Speaker 4: Afraid to tell it like it is. And it breaks my heart when I see people on the same quote unquote team as me who are falling for it, who are conforming who are bending, who are same like you said, Appy has called it like it is because especially in the pro life movement, why is the other side winning because they never bend, They do not bend, And what does our side do? We always bend, we always will. Okay, let's just give it a like. That's not much at least, No, that's not winning. You have to plant your feet in the cement, not bend, because on most things it is black or white. And too many people on our team who are playing for God and who are playing for the Christians and the Conservatives, they are they are abby. They are being swiftly carried into the gray area. 00:55:19 Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's it's flarming willing, I mean willingly, willingly. 00:55:25 Speaker 4: Like again, and so when I'm seeing an Abby, I'm like, Okay, are they doing this blindly? Are they doing this for money? Is Satan literally just blind siding them? Is it all of the above? 00:55:38 Speaker 1: And it's and. 00:55:41 Speaker 4: Again I'm just like, man, this is such a crazy time, Like you have to be armored up, you have to be praying for graces. This is such spiritual warfare. And again, what Abby and I always say, and I know her, you know Abby and Doug do this with their chill children, and I do this with mine. You constantly have to be having very open conversations with your children. You constantly have to be praying with them, constantly praying over them. And again, you can't put them in a bubble. They have to face evil head on. And so you have to do it with them. I mean, that's the thing. You have to do it with them. You have to and just can't leave them like spiritually unprepared. 00:56:28 Speaker 1: No, no, and it is. 00:56:31 Speaker 4: It's it's literally armoring your kids up and armoring up beside them and knowing this is truth. 00:56:39 Speaker 1: This doesn't bend. 00:56:40 Speaker 4: It's never going to change, no matter what your teacher says, no matter what Johnny tells you in class, no matter what the Netflix. 00:56:48 Speaker 1: You know, the series tells you that. 00:56:51 Speaker 2: What was what? 00:56:52 Speaker 4: Oh Abby and I what was so innocent? For years, our little boys loved cocoa melon, and then like a year or two ago that that completely went sideways. 00:57:01 Speaker 3: Yeah and so. 00:57:04 Speaker 4: Yeah, and so it's like like come on, coco melon, come on, like Abby, years, we gave you years with kJ and fulls and and so it is that's suffer we sufferg he sufferd through the music and the kJ always had his hair. 00:57:23 Speaker 2: AJ and JJ. 00:57:27 Speaker 1: And and so it's. 00:57:30 Speaker 4: Like, yeah, it's not a fairy tale. It's never going to be And this is the world we live in. And again we're called to be saints, we are called to race saints. So it's like we can complain about the times we're living in or we can also feel honored to be like, dang, God shows us. God chose us right now for right now. So let that light of fire in you all. Yeah, because there are days where I'm like, dang, this would just this sucks, man, this sucks to be alive during this time while literally all of Heaven and the saints you're envious of us where they are just like if they even knew, what a time to be alive, to to really soldier up for God, what a time to be alive, to try to become a saint, to try to raise saints, to be a soldier for Christ amongst this evil, to stand up against Satan, to stand up against the sick, evil world. 00:58:29 Speaker 1: Man, the saints in Heaven are all envious. 00:58:32 Speaker 2: So literally those are totally and abounds. 00:58:38 Speaker 4: Grace abounds even more so when I do get scared and like man, Lord. It's like his mercy does has will abound even more. And so I'm telling you i'd be when I need to give myself a pep talk and a reminder of who I am and speak in authority over the enemy. It's like I am and not have a pity party for myself. Yeah, it's like the daughter of the Most High, my father's the king of the universe. 00:59:09 Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I mean. 00:59:11 Speaker 4: Like it's it's like, man, we've got to step up and stand out and be courageous and not bend, not bend flipping inch. 00:59:21 Speaker 2: Nope, that's what we've got to do. 00:59:24 Speaker 7: Yeah, just stop getting in, stop stopping getting in. 00:59:28 Speaker 4: I mean so many times, and we're gonna wrap here. Like Abby has called me over the months and she's like, rag, what am I doing? Like I'm the only one out here on the slim Like am I crazy? 00:59:40 Speaker 3: Am I? 00:59:40 Speaker 4: Like? Should I back? And I'm like, dude, what an honor? What an honor that it is? You saying certain things, taking persecution being out on that plank all alone, Like what an honor? And I think that's what I mean. Abby's the first one to be humble. She's the first one to list all her sins to you know, everything of her past is out there. But it's like if there's one thing, it's like Abby's going to shoot straight with you and she's going to be like whatever, I'm not moving, I'm not bending. 01:00:14 Speaker 1: Say what you want. 01:00:16 Speaker 4: And I think that is one of the most admirable things where we know we're if we're we're on the right side, if we're if we're if we're doing it for Christ, and we know it's like, man, no matter what, again, what a blessing to be persecuted. I think you know, I have people coming at me left and right, and some people are like, doesn't that hurt your feelings? 01:00:36 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, this is all. It's embarrassing to even compare it to what Jesus. 01:00:41 Speaker 2: Did for me. 01:00:41 Speaker 1: It's embarrassing. 01:00:42 Speaker 7: It's nothing. 01:00:43 Speaker 4: It's like every little thing that might get to me or might hurt my feelings, I offer it up to God. This is a drop in the bucket. This is it's beautiful to be persecuted and to suffer. 01:00:55 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's hard. It comes with the cost, but it's like us, do you know, whatever the penalty is, whatever the caust say is like Jesus, take care. 01:01:05 Speaker 1: This is a blip, your guys. 01:01:07 Speaker 4: Eternity is forever and ever and ever, and so you know, I pray every single person listening to this, I pray that God blesses you abundantly. I pray that He blesses your family abundantly with peace and joy and health and safety and perseverance, perseverance because again, yeah, I mean, we could all be just sitting in a closet crying, rocking back and forth, knowing the evil in this world. Or we can be like Lord, use me. I'm a I'm just your lowly servant. But use me, Lord, use me. Let me at least do something for you and your kingdom. And that just by the grace of God and what Jesus did for us, that I'm able and my children are able to spend eternity with you, worshiping you, and just let it light you on fire again, God shows you for this insane time, no matter how sinful you are, no matter how far off the path you are. I need again, Abby, one of my favorite verses. I mean, all of Heaven rejoices over that one that comes back versus the ninety nine that have been doing good because I know I've been there when I look at these super holy people and I'm like, man, I'm just so unworthy and gross and sinful. And then it's like all of Heaven is rejoicing. Every time I try to get back on track, They're like, she's back. 01:02:27 Speaker 1: She's back, she's enjoying it again. 01:02:31 Speaker 3: She's doing it. 01:02:32 Speaker 2: Folks. 01:02:33 Speaker 4: Come on like literally, guys like, I've gotta hype myself up like this. 01:02:38 Speaker 1: All of Heaven is like our girl's back. She's back. 01:02:41 Speaker 4: She is clawing away to get up here with us. And that's how you have to think of it. Literally, God, just use me, and I promise God will does not know how to say no when you are truly saying Lord, use me as a vessel, pour your graces into me. 01:02:59 Speaker 1: I promise you. 01:03:00 Speaker 4: He can't not do that. 01:03:02 Speaker 2: Yeah, and he will. 01:03:04 Speaker 1: He will. 01:03:05 Speaker 2: He will just have to have an open spirit, yes, and. 01:03:09 Speaker 4: Be willing to suffer, and be willing to suffer. You have to, because what that does come peace and joy there. It's an unexplainable peace and joy. 01:03:20 Speaker 2: I look at Job. If you've read the book of Job. 01:03:25 Speaker 4: Wild Man wild nobody got the shaft more than Job right and again it's not like he even had an inkling or because again, God knows her thoughts. It wasn't like, Okay, maybe if I push this out a little longer, I'm going to be blessed tenfold. 01:03:41 Speaker 2: No, it's like job's like man. 01:03:45 Speaker 4: Like, it's all gone. 01:03:48 Speaker 3: It's like I got boils on my body. 01:03:50 Speaker 4: Right, it's like dag, this is I can't get any lower. 01:03:56 Speaker 3: But you know why, God is good? Got boiled. 01:04:02 Speaker 1: It just hurts to be alive. 01:04:06 Speaker 4: You don't want to, right, You're probably moments Lord, if you want to bring me up, okay, anytime, any time good. But again, there was this something inside him that was like, you know what, No, you're not taking my worship away from God. You're taking my peace and joy away of my love for God. You know, he told his wife basically, what the hell are you speaking? 01:04:34 Speaker 3: Woman? 01:04:35 Speaker 1: I get behind me, sane? Literally, don't you. 01:04:39 Speaker 5: Dare All the all the apostles, like the way they were killed, they were like killed in horrific ways, right, they were like you know, crucified upside down. They're like flat open, like you're headed, like burned alive, like all these they're terrible and at any point in time they could have been like just kidding, like I didn't really see Jesus, like just kidding, like I wasn't the Last Supper, Like I didn't really see your rise from the dead. 01:05:08 Speaker 2: But like they were so sure, and they were so because they did see what. 01:05:13 Speaker 4: They dies and no one dies for a lie, No one dies for a lie, no one dies for life. And the Apostles were able to have this man, if I can only suffer a little more for what they saw, they they saw it, and so they were like, let me suffer more. No, you want to crucify me. No, I'm not worthy. Do it upside down, I'm not worthy to be crucified. 01:05:39 Speaker 2: Because I think it's like Saint Stephen was like he was like being burned alive and he's like he's like, turn me over, I'm done on this side. 01:05:49 Speaker 4: Literally like yeah yeah, like yeah, yeah, the other way. 01:05:54 Speaker 2: And so these were people that like knew I mean like they knew Jesus. And so look at. 01:06:00 Speaker 4: Saint John before being beheaded, there was like this peace and calmness and and it's like even you know, you know, just he knew what he was going towards. And it's like literally to be is and I always feel like I'm a little unhinged like Saint John. Like not I'm not trying to say good, but like I feel like I'm a little unhinged like Saint John, like all eating locusts. And but it's like to know, like, man, I'm about to be beheaded for God. 01:06:28 Speaker 1: This is so great, man. 01:06:30 Speaker 4: I mean, if we could all only write right and so and so, maybe we just pray that we can persevere until there and it will all be beheaded for Christ. Right, So literally, abby, I do There are times over a dozen i'd say that I have prayed for martyrdom, but I will say in the same breath I prayed two things that I never watched my children suffer and that they don't have to, And so I kind of put like little things on it. 01:07:01 Speaker 2: And I'm also like, Lord, if it could just be really quick, it could just be and I could be dying in a state of grice. 01:07:07 Speaker 4: Okay, So I've always liked me like, really really fast, and that's it, and don't let my children suffer or let me see them supper, and it could be really quick, and I'm in a. 01:07:17 Speaker 2: State of grace missions on this martyrdom, Okay, verry Lord, just those few, just those few, okay, and. 01:07:25 Speaker 4: That'll be okay, Oh my gosh. And again but Abby, and let's end on this statement. It is about those who persevere until the end, and so may we pray it's. 01:07:42 Speaker 2: A gift of the Holy spirits fortitude to persevere until the very end, no matter when that day comes. 01:07:50 Speaker 4: And I mean literally that should be in it. That should that should be the prayer, one of the many prayers, but a pretty frequent prayer. May may I persevere until the endlae four two dude, Yes, amen, Yeah, I. 01:08:06 Speaker 2: Just say I just want fortitude. 01:08:08 Speaker 3: Dude, Amen, I mean a. 01:08:14 Speaker 4: Well, I uh I pro people are probably like, we just never know what's coming from Abby and Reagan never know. 01:08:21 Speaker 3: You just never know. 01:08:22 Speaker 4: That's and Abby and I never know what's coming. And that's the best part about it. 01:08:28 Speaker 3: I love it. 01:08:28 Speaker 1: Well, I'm so glad y'all joined us. 01:08:31 Speaker 4: I am going to follow up with Abby and her assistance to make sure we get some airport updates over the next week or so and uh so peak at Abby socials for that. And truly, I really want everybody to remember this and stay steadfast until next time. 01:08:53 Speaker 2: Keep raising your little Saints 01:08:55 Speaker 4: Opted the little daring, take hard