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Speaker 1: The Ryan re Show, California. This is the Ryan Reshow.

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Speaker 1: Post your questions using at Ryan Reese on his Instagram,

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Speaker 2: All right tonight? I have Sean McKeon in studio. You're back.

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Speaker 3: I'm back.

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Speaker 2: I've been hiding where.

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Speaker 3: Places a lot of.

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Speaker 2: Change since the lost time I seen you.

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Speaker 4: I'm trying to think, uh, the last time I had

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Speaker 4: you on here that your dad, when Ron and your

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Speaker 4: dad passed away.

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Speaker 2: What have you been on the show since?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, that's right. We were supposed to do a

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Speaker 2: show interesting.

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Speaker 4: So yeah, when we you got to do that funeral

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Speaker 4: during that week and give me just give the listeners

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Speaker 4: a little background on what's been going on, because it

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Speaker 4: was a it was an amazing story, honesty about just

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Speaker 4: even your dad's story from when we all met high

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Speaker 4: school and stuff to where God got how he got

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Speaker 4: ahold of them.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, you know, it's crazy. You know at the funeral,

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Speaker 5: I told Ryan and a lot of people before that

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Speaker 5: I was going to surprise everybody at the funeral and

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Speaker 5: end it with the radio show. When my dad called

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Speaker 5: in a few years ago, and it was an epic

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Speaker 5: way to close it. My dad called in to you

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Speaker 5: and kind of apologizing for the way he treated you

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Speaker 5: when we were younger, because he always blamed you for

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Speaker 5: me getting a lot of trouble. But obviously we were

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Speaker 5: all kind of living our own lives and just acting crazy.

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Speaker 4: You threw rocks, which is in the book. You threw

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Speaker 4: rocks at the teachers parking lot cars. Yes, you were

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Speaker 4: way worse than me.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: No, So you know what's crazy, Ryan is like, it's

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Speaker 5: been it's been a trip, you know, to be honest,

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Speaker 5: Over the last couple it's probably almost been two months.

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Speaker 5: I mean my dad passed away April six, so yeah,

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Speaker 5: we're coming close to two months right now, And a

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Speaker 5: lot of people would ask like was it expected or unexpected?

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Speaker 5: I had had multiple conversations with people that I felt

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Speaker 5: like this year was gonna be my dad's last year.

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Speaker 5: He was slowing down in a lot of ways. Not

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Speaker 5: his mental ability was. He was still good like so

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Speaker 5: he never hit like rock bottom at all, but like

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Speaker 5: physically he had. He had been passing out like three

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Speaker 5: or four times in the last six months, and nobody

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Speaker 5: really knew why. I was running all the tests and

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Speaker 5: he was being obedient to it, which my dad hated.

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Speaker 5: Going doctors and stuff and.

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Speaker 2: What was there be hands he could he could eat

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Speaker 2: a certain way.

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Speaker 5: Well, he couldn't eat a certain way, but he did

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Speaker 5: like lose like thirty some pounds like in the last

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Speaker 5: other things, but a lot of the test are coming

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Speaker 5: six months ago, I actually got a phone call on

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Speaker 5: that moment, my mom called me and she was just

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Speaker 5: I think, I think Dad passed away.

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Speaker 5: And as I'm on the phone with her, he comes back.

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Speaker 5: And so it was kind of crazy, but you felt

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Speaker 5: run tennis and he's fine. But it happened three or

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Speaker 5: four times. Anyway, as you reflect back, like on your

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Speaker 5: dad's life, like it's pretty crazy because me and my

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Speaker 5: dad have always been close. Unfortunate, like we talked about

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Speaker 5: how I did drive my dad crazy growing up, but

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Speaker 5: my dad was always down for us, always. I never

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Speaker 5: doubted his love for us. I really have no regrets

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Speaker 5: to my relationship with my dad. The day he would

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Speaker 5: was at my son's baseball games. He was always encouraging

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Speaker 5: always end by saying, but don't tell your mama. Don't

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Speaker 5: tell your mama. Yeah, because mom think I'm gonna get

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Speaker 2: And by the way, that funeral was like it was sad, obviously,

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Speaker 2: but he was thinking hilarious because all the stories about

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Speaker 3: My brother's hilarious too.

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Speaker 4: I was literally like I was in the back and

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Speaker 4: I know you could hear my laugh. Dude, I was

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Speaker 4: laughing so hard, just going because all the stories your brother,

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Speaker 4: your mom, your mom, your mom killed it.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god.

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Speaker 5: The one what my mom was saying, because my mom

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Speaker 5: is like an angel, like she's like morally like on

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Speaker 5: and she said they'd be in line and my dad

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Speaker 3: He's like, you never making the projects?

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Speaker 2: He told I probably wouldn't making it in the project.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, those moments.

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Speaker 2: He grew up in the projects in New York.

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Speaker 5: My no, no, not in New York. It was in

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Speaker 5: he grew up on the pran Jenks and it was

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Speaker 5: And my dad's influence on our lives, just his attitude

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Speaker 5: not taking anything from nobody. And then music, I mean

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Speaker 5: he as a young kid, dude, like I knew like

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Speaker 5: old music like Fats Domino, obviously, Elvis Presley, you know that,

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Speaker 5: like Eve when we were like younger, like I was

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Speaker 5: onto the Beastie Boys and Chili Peppers or whatever. But

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Speaker 5: when we were like in high School's going to make

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Speaker 5: was something that was like a foundation. I've been listening

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Speaker 5: to a lot of Elvis all the way since my

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Speaker 5: And so anyway, with that being said, like he shaped us.

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Speaker 5: I think our ability to talk trash to people, have

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Speaker 5: a sense of humor, you know, be loyal to our family,

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Speaker 5: work hard, being on time, all those kind of things

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Speaker 5: have kind of instilled by my dad. You're never completely ready,

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Speaker 5: but we were prepared, as I said, And you know.

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Speaker 3: We're I'm a.

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Speaker 5: Pastor, you know, you're an evangelis doing ministry. We're dealing

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Speaker 5: with life and death situations all the time. And we know,

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Speaker 5: like the whole Gospel message it's predicated upon death in

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Speaker 5: life and eternity.

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Speaker 3: Heaven's real, you know.

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Speaker 5: And so the Bible tellies is that we are not

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Speaker 5: to mourn as other people mourn without hope. And I

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Speaker 5: aspect of I know where my dad's at, but you

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Speaker 5: do have different emotions. My mom works through them today,

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Speaker 5: Like you miss them, you miss them coming around the corn,

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Speaker 5: like going to call him. It doesn't go too far,

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Speaker 5: but just like that desire to go call me, like

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Speaker 5: well he's gone, like you know. So it's kind of

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Speaker 5: I'm thankful that I don't have regrets to my relationship

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Speaker 5: my dad threatened my life I don't know how many

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Speaker 5: he was not that way. He drank a little bit

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Speaker 5: you know, yeah, the service was epic and like a

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Speaker 5: out of how you end your life matters, and I

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Speaker 5: think that more than ever, like this is just for

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Speaker 5: the listeners out there as well, like do inventry on

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Speaker 5: You want to make sure that you're influencing people and

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Speaker 5: you're you're not living in vain, right, That's what i'd say.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, as I'm listening to what you're saying

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Speaker 4: people have to find the balance, you know, it's it's

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Speaker 2: And so you have no regrets.

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Speaker 5: I don't really have a grant seriously, like you know,

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Speaker 5: and I know we all get busy. My dad was

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Speaker 5: calls his brother was saying, like you call it seven

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Speaker 5: me and my brother talked like he'd call for nothing.

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Speaker 3: We're busy.

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Speaker 5: My brother is a firefighter captain. You know, I have

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Speaker 5: a lot of stuff going on. And so yeah, there's

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Speaker 5: sometimes where you're maybe short, you're being quick or whatnot.

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Speaker 5: But at the end of the day, my dad would

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Speaker 5: always be I don't want to take away from you.

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Speaker 3: I don't you know. I know you're busy, yeah, you know,

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Speaker 5: Do little things. I think I said that day to you.

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Speaker 5: My dad he always looked at us as his kids,

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Speaker 5: like even as the grown men. Like he'd be like, hey, boy,

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Speaker 5: Like he just always looked out for you. And I

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Speaker 5: think with all of us, I think everyone can relate

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Speaker 5: I've done that before too with him and with my

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Speaker 4: you can't you can't come back from. Like once you

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Speaker 4: take your last breath on this earth, then you enter

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Speaker 4: eternity and wherever you align with God is where you

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Speaker 4: end up.

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Speaker 2: And like your father, he was a Christian, rough around

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Speaker 2: the edges Christian.

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Speaker 4: He loved God and we know that when he took

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Speaker 4: his last breath, angels were there to take him to

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Speaker 4: heaven and he would see God. And now he's there

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Speaker 4: resting in paradise, partying in paradise, waiting for the rest

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Speaker 4: of the family.

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Speaker 2: But it's a serious thing. But that's the hope we have.

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Speaker 5: I hope we haven't. It's a living hope. The Bible says, right,

452
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Speaker 5: it's like it's a it's a hope that you can

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Speaker 5: have daily, like when it's like, I don't fear death

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Speaker 5: like serious and be able to say that, like even

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Speaker 5: at forty four years old, like if God calls me home,

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Speaker 5: whether it's through a sickness or whether it's a car

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Speaker 5: accident or whatever it may be, understand like I know

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Speaker 5: in whom I believe. And that hope, that drive in

459
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Speaker 5: the scriptures is what caused men and women to give

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Speaker 5: their lives for the faith to understand of do the

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Speaker 5: pains and trials of life as a whole. Like it

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Speaker 5: kept them going forward because they recognize that this world

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Speaker 5: is temporary at best. Even if you have a lot

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Speaker 5: of good things on those earth, they are temporary. And

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Speaker 5: I think that point that you're bringing up is important

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Speaker 5: because we can take these things so lightly. And I

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Speaker 5: think that when you lose a loved one in your life.

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Speaker 5: It should motivate you more of sharing the gospel. Understand

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Speaker 5: that you have hope. You desire people to have hope.

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Speaker 5: You know, people fear death.

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Speaker 3: You know.

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Speaker 5: I think it was an old Marvin Gaye song that

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Speaker 5: used to say, like in the chorus, is like a

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Speaker 5: few things that are promised, and it's death taxes. And

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Speaker 5: I don't know if it's grief for pain or whatever,

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Speaker 5: but death is guaranteed to all of us. You know,

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Speaker 5: the consequences of death are two vast different things. Hope, eternity,

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Speaker 5: heaven with Christ's hell, destruction, torment with the enemy, and

479
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Speaker 5: all of it comes down to a simple choice acknowledging

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Speaker 5: that your sinner, asking Christ into your life, having your

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Speaker 5: sins forgiven. And it's not just the good person or

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Speaker 5: the person that does everything right in life, Like dude,

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Speaker 5: we all fall short.

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Speaker 3: We're all a mess.

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Speaker 5: But when we ask Christ into your life and we're

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Speaker 5: forgiven of our sins and we start this journey with

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Speaker 5: the Lord, the Bible says, as Christ forgave the thief

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Speaker 5: on the cross, today you will be with me. In paradigm,

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Speaker 5: it says a living hope that that's given to you today,

490
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Speaker 5: and life has too much confusion in the world today.

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Speaker 5: People are so stressed out. Depression we talk about this

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Speaker 5: all time is on record high as suicides record highs.

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Speaker 5: I've been talking about the big issue happened here recently

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Speaker 5: with a firefighter that kind of lost it and shot.

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Speaker 3: Up a station.

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Speaker 5: Like, people are hurting in the days that are living

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Speaker 5: in today, and the only way that you're going to

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Speaker 5: be able to navigate through this crazy world is to

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Speaker 5: have a living hope that's founded the Lord. And even

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Speaker 5: when you lose loved ones, because when you lose a

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Speaker 5: loved one and you don't have dude, you go crazy, Like,

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Speaker 5: I don't know how people function through all all this stuff.

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Speaker 2: Well, they're like, are you ever going to see him again?

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Speaker 4: What's going I mean there's a lot of a lot

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Speaker 4: of stuff you know that that goes on with them. Well,

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Speaker 4: I would encourage people that are listening now. You know,

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Speaker 4: life is short and it's so important to.

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Speaker 2: Have that word of God.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I don't know about you, man, but if

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Speaker 4: I'm not studying or like you know, when I say studying,

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Speaker 4: I'm just like listening to a Bible study, okay, Or

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Speaker 4: if I'm like reading the Bible or a devotion of

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Speaker 4: the day. If I don't have that time, dude, my life,

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Speaker 4: I get feel off, you know, because that spirit it needs,

515
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Speaker 4: it needs to feed off the word of God.

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Speaker 2: That's we don't live by bread alone. The Jesus says,

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Speaker 2: it's the word of God.

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Speaker 4: And I would encourage people to press in to have

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Speaker 4: a relationship with God. Those anxieties, the depression, suicide, addiction,

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Speaker 4: even like.

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Speaker 2: Hurting pain from like lost ones and all these things.

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Speaker 4: God will meet you, but you have to like hear

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Speaker 4: his voice, and how to hear his voice.

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Speaker 2: It's written in scriptures all through the Bible.

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Speaker 4: That's his voice from Genesis Revelations. So if you read it,

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Speaker 4: he will speak you and you will help you in

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Speaker 4: these times for that, for that living hope.

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Speaker 5: Right, And we're living in a hurting generation. You know

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Speaker 5: that you're on the streets, You're dealing with a lot

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Speaker 5: of people, you know. I see it too, Like in

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Speaker 5: people's lines I always bring up like coach baseball, but

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Speaker 5: I'm in I'm connected with so many families and young kids,

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Speaker 5: and I just look at things from a different perspective

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Speaker 5: in a lot of ways, you know, seeing young kids

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Speaker 5: being exposed to so many things at a young age.

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Speaker 5: We talk about it, but just seeing it practically lived out,

537
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Speaker 5: and it causes you to just have like this compassion

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Speaker 5: on people and then just hurting like people are just

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Speaker 5: hurting at as a whole the things that people are

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Speaker 5: so divided. You know, people are lost in a lot

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Speaker 5: of ways. And I think that we just need to

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Speaker 5: pray for God to like do your work in our

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Speaker 5: lives that we can have compassion on people. What you

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Speaker 5: brought up. It starts with that, like encouraging yourself and

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Speaker 5: the Lord. Because myself as a pastor, like I go

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Speaker 5: through my seasons of wilderness experiences. Sometimes sometimes I feel

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Speaker 5: like offbeat. Sometimes sometimes I'm stressed out on different things

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Speaker 5: that I'm facing.

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Speaker 3: You know, me and my wife, I mean, we have a.

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Speaker 5: Good relationship, but sometimes we're off like as far as

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Speaker 5: she's stressed out, Like I come home, the house is

552
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Speaker 5: jacked up, you know, and like before you know it,

553
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Speaker 5: you're just in this mix and you could go down

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Speaker 5: a road that you're just acting like the world as

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Speaker 5: far as just like stout and angry or whatever. And

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Speaker 5: you always have we always have to be aware of

557
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Speaker 5: like dude, we're just sinner, save by grace, and we

558
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Speaker 5: just need to stay close to the heartbeat God. I

559
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Speaker 5: know that I'm an idiot if God's not number one

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Speaker 5: in my life.

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Speaker 3: And so I got to keep the Lord close.

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Speaker 4: And that is the whole goal, is to continue to

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Speaker 4: press in and hear his voice. And sometimes we get

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Speaker 4: distracted as far as we think the enemy is just

565
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Speaker 4: like you stink, you can't do it.

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Speaker 2: And that's what he wants to do, is he wants

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Speaker 2: to get you off track.

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Speaker 4: So stay on track. Just keep fighting for it. It's

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Speaker 4: a fight, it's a war to continue. I want to

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Speaker 4: plug a couple of things here we uh we The

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Speaker 4: Who's Servers is on tour. We are doing a US

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Speaker 4: Mega tour. If you go to the who servers dot com,

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Speaker 4: we have all the tour dates there.

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Speaker 2: We're hitting, like where are we going?

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Speaker 3: We're going to like we're gonna be up in Thousand Oaks.

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Speaker 4: Thousand Oaks, Texas for for a concert event Delaware.

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Speaker 3: Are you going to organ too?

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Speaker 2: I feel like there's some.

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Speaker 4: Organ stuff have there's some Denver talk, there's some Tennessee talk.

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Speaker 4: So there's different things that are that are we're booking

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Speaker 4: right now. So hit usup at the hooservers dot com

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Speaker 4: book us. I just got back from Mature, which I'll

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Speaker 4: talk a little bit about on the on the next

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Speaker 4: side of this with I was out there with Sonny

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Speaker 4: from Peud, the lead singer from the band Peude, and

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Speaker 4: the guitar player from Corn Brian Head Welch. And then Uh,

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Speaker 4: lucas our tour manager. He was with us as well,

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Speaker 4: and he does.

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Speaker 2: All the radio stuff too.

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Speaker 4: But we had a we had a good oh and

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Speaker 4: Tom Tom Gillis was out there, the pro snowboarder who's

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Speaker 4: been on the show.

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Speaker 2: Really cool stuff, different vibe and Arkansas.

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Speaker 3: Hell yeah, I want to talk about that Arkansaw.

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Speaker 2: You know we're gonna have to come back.

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Speaker 4: I've never been to Arkansas, and I'll tell you about

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Speaker 4: my experience.

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Speaker 2: But go to the hoost rivers dot com. We have

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Speaker 2: products you can buy.

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Speaker 4: We have a six slip on it's called the Preyhard.

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Speaker 4: I think you're wearing them right now looking good. They

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Speaker 4: have a preyhard pattern which is like a light gray

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Speaker 4: which uh with the black.

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Speaker 2: It looks really good.

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Speaker 4: It's like Monotona looks sick and then it's just prey

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Speaker 4: Hard on the back of the Heel Real Nice.

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Speaker 2: All of our products fund our movement.

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Speaker 4: I have this book out called Kill the Noise, Finding

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Speaker 4: Meaning Above the Madness.

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Speaker 2: Came out on Hashit Publishing recently, you can buy anywhere

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Speaker 2: books are sold.

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Speaker 4: Amazon's it's actually number one release on Amazon since it

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Speaker 4: actually started pre ordering, so it was has a good

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Speaker 4: get a lot of good feedback, five stars. But what's

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Speaker 4: really rad is that the feedback I'm getting on this thing.

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Speaker 3: I've been watching your Instagram.

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Speaker 4: I'm just posting the comments of what people are saying. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: and it's literally like I'm getting pictures of the book.

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Speaker 4: It almost looks like a Bible well, because by the way,

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Speaker 4: it's a faith building book, it's a discipleship book. It

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Speaker 4: has a Bible teaching life application, Bible Teaching life application.

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Speaker 2: I wanted it like a work work book.

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Speaker 4: But everyone's writing their notes, they're dating it stuff, they're

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Speaker 4: like underlining stuff, they're like highlighting stuff. It's dude, it's

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Speaker 4: really cool to see this book actually impact.

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Speaker 2: It's actually happening.

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Speaker 3: It came out legit.

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Speaker 5: I know we're going on a break here in a moment,

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Speaker 5: but just talking about the book, like me going through

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Speaker 5: it prior for its release, Like, I thought it was

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Speaker 5: really well and I'm like, I'm can be biased because

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Speaker 5: I know you well, but I also know your voice

633
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Speaker 5: and I felt like it really stayed true to your

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Speaker 5: voice all though I do it communicates it on a

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Speaker 5: simple practical level, and so I'm not surprised of the

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Speaker 5: impact of the book, but I think it's even surpassing

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Speaker 5: what I envisioned as well.

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Speaker 4: I didn't know i'd see like notes and you know,

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Speaker 4: like it's almost like a study Bible most like people

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Speaker 4: are like because there's so much scripture in there. But

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Speaker 4: what I love about it is I was reading the

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Speaker 4: reviews and people are saying, I love how honest it was,

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Speaker 4: how raw, authentic and truthful, because it's very like I

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Speaker 4: use all my insecurities and my highs and lows all

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Speaker 4: to bring out what God has done in my life,

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Speaker 4: and that is what people relate.

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Speaker 2: To, you know, where I break.

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Speaker 1: So maybe that more of the Ryan Reese Show coming up.

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Speaker 1: Post your questions at Ryan Reee on these Instagram, Twitter

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Speaker 1: and or Facebook. Now back to the Ryan rees.

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Speaker 4: Show, Well, it was just showing Sean my motorcycle that

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Speaker 4: I got for there it is look for ash Relex

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Speaker 4: yet so he was driving around the house.

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Speaker 2: My son's five years old, and then Evelyn jumped on

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Speaker 2: the back hit it.

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Speaker 4: So do but he drives around. Hey, I think he

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Speaker 4: had a little bit too much torque for him. You

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Speaker 4: got a little sketched out for a minute. But dude,

659
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:30,880
Speaker 4: he Oh my gosh, he's amazing. We're just talking about

660
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:33,560
Speaker 4: kids at the break and yep, they're growing and they

661
00:30:33,560 --> 00:30:34,920
Speaker 4: are a rip.

662
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:36,920
Speaker 2: They are hilarious.

663
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:42,640
Speaker 4: They're also unique individuals, even though triplets are also so different,

664
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,840
Speaker 4: a lot different. But right right before the break, we

665
00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:48,360
Speaker 4: were talking about the book before we get onto this tour.

666
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:51,440
Speaker 4: I've been reading the reviews and people are saying it's

667
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 4: so authentic, it's so real, it's so transparent, and they're saying, like,

668
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,640
Speaker 4: you know, I'm reading it for the second time and

669
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:59,680
Speaker 4: it's a it's just a tool, and it's it's definitely

670
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 4: more than I'm seeing more gnarly amazing feedback.

671
00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:07,000
Speaker 5: Then I thought, you know, what's what I was thinking

672
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,560
Speaker 5: about with it, Like God's timing with everything, because I

673
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,720
Speaker 5: know you've thought about it or tried it a couple

674
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 5: of times, or we're about to and then everything just

675
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:17,960
Speaker 5: came together the right time to put.

676
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 3: In the content that was supposed to be there. You

677
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:20,640
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying.

678
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, yeah, I know because and before like whether

679
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:28,440
Speaker 5: it's just all about your story and all that developed,

680
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:30,840
Speaker 5: Like yes, there's parts of it, but like having that

681
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:34,640
Speaker 5: long term vision where it's not just a testimonial book,

682
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,800
Speaker 5: Like it has some elements of that, but the base

683
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:40,360
Speaker 5: is kind of like bringing somebody to a thing of

684
00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:43,680
Speaker 5: maturity and like understanding the ups and downs, the struggles

685
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:47,440
Speaker 5: that that we have, temptations, finding out who you are

686
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,560
Speaker 5: in Christ and finding a purpose, living it out, living

687
00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:52,959
Speaker 5: by faith, like all being led by the Holy Spirit.

688
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:55,840
Speaker 5: Like that's the practical aspect that we all have to

689
00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 5: realize because none of us would want to when we

690
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 5: get our life to the Lord orre just like just

691
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:02,520
Speaker 5: check out and just sit in a church in just that.

692
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 5: Like you have to have vision for your life outside

693
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:07,680
Speaker 5: the church. I mean as a passion leader for myself, Yes,

694
00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:09,720
Speaker 5: I have to have an influence inside the church. I

695
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:12,720
Speaker 5: have a call, I have responsibility, but also it has

696
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 5: to impact your life at home. It has to impact

697
00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:17,280
Speaker 5: on things that you have vision outside of the ministry

698
00:32:17,320 --> 00:32:17,760
Speaker 5: as well.

699
00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:18,080
Speaker 2: Yeah.

700
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:20,240
Speaker 4: No, it's interesting because I mean when I'm looking at

701
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 4: the chapters, I had to go through all that stuff

702
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,239
Speaker 4: in order to get perspective. And then not only that,

703
00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,520
Speaker 4: as I was going through these life circumstances, I started

704
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:31,960
Speaker 4: teaching shine Bible studies through the Gospels of Mark and John.

705
00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 2: I did all Mark and then I got halfway through.

706
00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:37,160
Speaker 4: John in three years of just going through it, and

707
00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 4: a lot of that teaching is in here. In like

708
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,560
Speaker 4: I had, I had to learn how to teach. I

709
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:44,120
Speaker 4: had to learn the word even more and more and

710
00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:46,960
Speaker 4: then apply it. I applied it to all these life applications.

711
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 4: So I had to go through this whole process and

712
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:52,239
Speaker 4: order for this book to be what it is. If

713
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:54,400
Speaker 4: I would have just wrote it on my first book deal,

714
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:56,680
Speaker 4: like just to write my testimony, that would have just

715
00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 4: been my biography and not even close to me in

716
00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:02,400
Speaker 4: his powerful as this. I mean, this is like, you know,

717
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:05,320
Speaker 4: this is I was just talking on a previous show,

718
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,160
Speaker 4: how this is. I'm you know, I'm forty five years old,

719
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 4: So this is like forty five years compacted. Yeah, you

720
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:14,720
Speaker 4: know into the highlight reel of like the power of

721
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:17,360
Speaker 4: God and how he uses you. Stuff that people need

722
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:18,680
Speaker 4: to hold on to you know.

723
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 3: So what do you have a vision for more books?

724
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:21,880
Speaker 2: What I'm writing one right now?

725
00:33:22,360 --> 00:33:22,960
Speaker 3: Book two.

726
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,280
Speaker 4: It's gonna be about because this this book, I end

727
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:30,720
Speaker 4: with a chapter called no Posers, and it's basically, you know,

728
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:32,840
Speaker 4: I ended with that Mary and Martha store.

729
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:34,560
Speaker 2: You know, are you Mary or you know? Martha?

730
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:34,880
Speaker 1: You know?

731
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:38,960
Speaker 2: Are you? Are you distracted? Or you a worshiper? You know?

732
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:42,560
Speaker 4: And from that chapter you basically leave the last chapter

733
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,160
Speaker 4: like you should be like on fire for God. When

734
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:47,680
Speaker 4: I say on fire, you should be asking God to

735
00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:49,680
Speaker 4: fill you with the baptism of the Holy Spirit, and

736
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:51,360
Speaker 4: going God, what are we doing?

737
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:55,120
Speaker 2: Like I'm ready, I'm killing the noise? Let's go what that?

738
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 2: What does that look like?

739
00:33:56,280 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 4: So the next chapter is basically or not the next chapter,

740
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,840
Speaker 4: but book two would be like okay, now now.

741
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:04,840
Speaker 2: What do you do at leading the book one?

742
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 4: Now, this is what it looks This is what the

743
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:10,960
Speaker 4: Great Commission looks like in life application, not literally, like

744
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:14,240
Speaker 4: the Great Commission isn't like I'm going out and I'm

745
00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:16,919
Speaker 4: you know, I'm going to be a missionary in Africa. Yeah,

746
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:18,799
Speaker 4: that is the Great Commission. But Great Commission is all

747
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:19,359
Speaker 4: around us.

748
00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:22,480
Speaker 2: It just says, go right, go and make disciples. So go.

749
00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:25,319
Speaker 4: It's just like going from wherever you're at, going to

750
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,280
Speaker 4: the office, going to school, going to the church, going

751
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,360
Speaker 4: to work, going to the skate park, going to the

752
00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:35,359
Speaker 4: baseball game, going as you're going. As you're going, you're

753
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,719
Speaker 4: making disciples right of the nation.

754
00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 2: So wherever you're at, you're a coach.

755
00:34:39,680 --> 00:34:41,680
Speaker 4: So you're there, you're talking to the coaches, you're talking

756
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,120
Speaker 4: to the kids, you're talking to the parents. When God

757
00:34:43,160 --> 00:34:46,360
Speaker 4: opens opportunity, but you're going. So we're not supposed to

758
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:50,560
Speaker 4: be stagnant and sitting. So as you're going, that would

759
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:52,440
Speaker 4: be the Great commission. So I'm going to do a

760
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 4: whole story on the Great Commission on you know, I'll

761
00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:57,239
Speaker 4: leave it at that.

762
00:34:57,360 --> 00:34:58,640
Speaker 2: There's I'm this book.

763
00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:00,600
Speaker 4: I pitched it to the to my book agent and

764
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:01,879
Speaker 4: they were like, let's go.

765
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:03,920
Speaker 2: I was sitting there for a minute, like what's he

766
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:04,319
Speaker 2: gonna think?

767
00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:06,400
Speaker 4: Because I walked through all the chapters with him. I'm

768
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:09,760
Speaker 4: chapter one and he's like, that sounds amazing.

769
00:35:10,239 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 3: And those guys are cool because they're straight shooters too.

770
00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:14,279
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, they're not gonna yeah, they're not if you

771
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:17,040
Speaker 4: have a crappy idea, they're not gonna pick up this is,

772
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:19,239
Speaker 4: this is you know, they're not gonna go pitch it

773
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:21,400
Speaker 4: to I mean, these guys deal with like you know,

774
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:25,040
Speaker 4: Max Locato and uh, they did a crazy book and

775
00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:27,640
Speaker 4: like all these Jared, David, Jeremiah, he represents all these

776
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 4: big all the Carson what's his name, Ben Carson even

777
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:34,320
Speaker 4: did a book for Franklin Graham. So this guy, he

778
00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 4: only deals with the biggest. You know, Uh, he's not

779
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:38,799
Speaker 4: gonna tell if you have a idea, it's not gonna work,

780
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:39,279
Speaker 4: it's not gonna go.

781
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,839
Speaker 2: But yeah, they he was like, let's go.

782
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,440
Speaker 4: So I'm actually more excited about book two, even though

783
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:47,920
Speaker 4: this book is great, But Book two, I'm excited because

784
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 4: this is like all like just being filled with the

785
00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:56,200
Speaker 4: spirit being in the word and then seeing the Word

786
00:35:56,280 --> 00:36:00,640
Speaker 4: come alive in the Great Commission, like seeing God move

787
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:05,240
Speaker 4: in power and uh speaking to people and touching people's

788
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:08,120
Speaker 4: lives and just hearing testimonials of of people.

789
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:09,080
Speaker 2: Dude, it's gonna be amazing.

790
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:12,359
Speaker 5: So it's a trip that you hated reading growing up,

791
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:13,840
Speaker 5: and now you're putting books together.

792
00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:22,319
Speaker 4: Well, yes, I still hate reading. I'm an audio I'm

793
00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:25,400
Speaker 4: an audio guy. Yeah, so audiobooks I do audiobooks and

794
00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:26,800
Speaker 4: I do audio Bible studies.

795
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:28,040
Speaker 2: I don't know.

796
00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:31,680
Speaker 4: My brain retains for audio for some reason. I don't

797
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaker 4: know just the way it works reading because I'm a

798
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 4: poor reading level, and that's why I created the book.

799
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 4: I saw one of my friends the other day and I'm, well,

800
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,319
Speaker 4: here's a book. He's like, He's like, I don't read.

801
00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:42,480
Speaker 4: I'm horrible out reading. I go, dude, I wrote it

802
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:45,560
Speaker 4: for people with ad D, people that have a horrible

803
00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 4: reading level skill. I wrote it for you to actually

804
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:52,200
Speaker 4: read to keep. Yeah, this book is for you. So

805
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 4: but that's the way I created it. So it's not

806
00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 4: in these like massive words are gonna trip you up.

807
00:36:57,200 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 4: But my problem is I'm dyslexia too, So when I read,

808
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:03,120
Speaker 4: I see things backwards and sometimes I'm trying to figure

809
00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:04,520
Speaker 4: words out and then I get lost in trying to

810
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:05,880
Speaker 4: figure his word on. It leaves my whole train of

811
00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:08,920
Speaker 4: thought where the book's going. So but audio, it just

812
00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 4: flows in. It sticks with me, and that's just, uh,

813
00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 4: what what works for me?

814
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,760
Speaker 5: Okay, So let's let's talk about your trip in Arkansas

815
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 5: a little bit. But like after that book was released,

816
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 5: you you ended up going to Arkansas pretty French. You

817
00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:24,200
Speaker 5: met up with Sunny had all those guys like what

818
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:26,480
Speaker 5: are they saying about the book or just a little

819
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:29,040
Speaker 5: bit talk about the trip, but like what's the impact

820
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,040
Speaker 5: that you're seeing over there?

821
00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, So we got we got booked for Arkansas.

822
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 4: So as I'm packing my bags, I'm like, okay, hold on,

823
00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:39,680
Speaker 4: where exactly is Arkansas? Because I know I know it's

824
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:42,080
Speaker 4: over in the Midwest somewhere right. But so I went.

825
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:43,720
Speaker 4: We went, I looked rough its out. I'm like, okay,

826
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:46,960
Speaker 4: so wait, what's the weather? Like you know, but so

827
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:48,919
Speaker 4: it said like the weather was gonna be like eighty

828
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 4: or something. So I was like, okay, dude, this is

829
00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,759
Speaker 4: amazing good weather. So we show up there. Turns out

830
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,320
Speaker 4: we got there on perfect weather. Normally it's like really humid.

831
00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:56,239
Speaker 3: Okay, wasn't humid?

832
00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:59,400
Speaker 4: No, well, a little bit of humidity, but not like

833
00:37:59,400 --> 00:37:59,960
Speaker 4: like no, I won't.

834
00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:01,880
Speaker 2: Have you ever been to like Kansas City or Missouri

835
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:02,799
Speaker 2: where I was like, I've been.

836
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:04,000
Speaker 3: In North Carolina and it was.

837
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:07,280
Speaker 4: Hell hot humidity and you're like, dude, you're just wet soaked,

838
00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,520
Speaker 4: and it wasn't like that. Okay, but we are doing

839
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:11,520
Speaker 4: skate contest, so you get soaked, you know, started getting

840
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:13,759
Speaker 4: wet when you're skating. But anyway, I get there and

841
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:15,640
Speaker 4: I'm like, so doo tell me about Arkansas. And I

842
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:19,239
Speaker 4: actually ended up sitting between these a girl on a

843
00:38:19,239 --> 00:38:22,840
Speaker 4: plane that was a well the plane I was supposed

844
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 4: to be on, it was missed my connection, so they

845
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:25,800
Speaker 4: got me off United to put me on America. And

846
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:28,279
Speaker 4: I ended up in the back of the plane, like

847
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,319
Speaker 4: in the very back, like by the bathrooms. And I

848
00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:31,919
Speaker 4: was sitting there next to this girl of purple hair

849
00:38:32,320 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 4: and this other girl. And it turns out this girl

850
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 4: was a swinger. Swinger like she's like, I have two husbands.

851
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 4: I'm like what She's like, Yeah, I live in Arkansas,

852
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 4: have two husbands. I'm like, what the heck is going

853
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:43,600
Speaker 4: on in Arkansas?

854
00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 2: Anyway?

855
00:38:44,520 --> 00:38:47,000
Speaker 4: And then I'm talking to this other girl in Arkansas,

856
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:49,000
Speaker 4: which I later found out that is the Bible Belt.

857
00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:51,360
Speaker 2: So the swinger lives there, she has two husbands, and

858
00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 2: this other.

859
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 4: Girl I meaning there she grew up in Her dad

860
00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 4: was gay, so basically she grew up with a dad

861
00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:59,279
Speaker 4: that had a boyfriend in the house.

862
00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:02,759
Speaker 2: Living in Arkansas. So I'm like, isn't much different than Hollywood?

863
00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:05,480
Speaker 4: So I was like, okay, you know, same problems everywhere

864
00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 4: you go, same same issues. So anyway, talk to them,

865
00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:10,120
Speaker 4: got to hang out with them for the whole trip

866
00:39:10,239 --> 00:39:11,880
Speaker 4: on the way to Arkansas. Got there, and then all

867
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:13,160
Speaker 4: of a sudden, I'm like, hey, guys, so what's going

868
00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:15,759
Speaker 4: on Arkansas. They're like, well, if you go north, you know,

869
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 4: you don't want to stay out after the lights go

870
00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:17,920
Speaker 4: down because that's.

871
00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:20,960
Speaker 2: Like one of the KKK headquarters. I'm like, are you serious,

872
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,319
Speaker 2: this is like a real thing over here. Yeah. Man,

873
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:24,880
Speaker 2: if you have colored skin, you don't want to go

874
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 2: over there. You know.

875
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:27,120
Speaker 4: So it's sunny, you know, it's latinos, so you know,

876
00:39:27,120 --> 00:39:28,640
Speaker 4: he got the darks again. So we didn't stay out

877
00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:30,560
Speaker 4: past late past past the street lights.

878
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:31,080
Speaker 2: No.

879
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:34,800
Speaker 4: But yeah, but it's beautiful there. It's really beautiful, really green.

880
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:37,959
Speaker 4: And what we did is we went to we worked

881
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:42,800
Speaker 4: with a series of churches, all different denominations, five churches

882
00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:48,360
Speaker 4: in five days, all different churches, really awesome pastors and leaders,

883
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:50,359
Speaker 4: really got the one of the guys k got saved

884
00:39:50,360 --> 00:39:52,440
Speaker 4: out of the Hippie movement, the Jesus movement.

885
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:55,880
Speaker 2: Wow, And he's a pastor out there now in Arkansas.

886
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:58,680
Speaker 2: And Little Rock. But we hit all the local skate parks.

887
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 2: And you know, skate parks is the same crowd.

888
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 4: You've got the drugs, you got the alk. We were

889
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:06,360
Speaker 4: smoking weed, drinking beer cans. It's just that rough crowd.

890
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:07,200
Speaker 2: But we went.

891
00:40:07,320 --> 00:40:09,439
Speaker 4: We did best trick contest. Everyone heard what we said.

892
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:11,240
Speaker 4: We prayed for people to give their life to Christ.

893
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:14,880
Speaker 4: We had a high impact on people getting saved. Uh.

894
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:16,120
Speaker 2: And then I was passed out books.

895
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:17,960
Speaker 4: Dude. I was like, I was like, hey, man, at

896
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:19,560
Speaker 4: the end, I'm like, because they know I'm a skater

897
00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:22,239
Speaker 4: and I grew up in the skate industry. I'm like, look, man,

898
00:40:22,239 --> 00:40:23,759
Speaker 4: I'm I know. I don't even know if any of

899
00:40:23,800 --> 00:40:25,839
Speaker 4: you guys read or not, you know, but I'm like,

900
00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:28,240
Speaker 4: if you guys read, and if you want this book,

901
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 4: so this is a this is a cool story that

902
00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:33,160
Speaker 4: will that will help you with issues that are going

903
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:34,600
Speaker 4: in your life. If you want to come up to

904
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:35,560
Speaker 4: me and I'll give it to I'm not gonna just

905
00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:36,520
Speaker 4: give it to you. If you want to come and

906
00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:39,000
Speaker 4: get it, dude. They all came up. And what's cool

907
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,000
Speaker 4: about the South? People in the South are so cool, man,

908
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:46,000
Speaker 4: They're such nice, they're like sir ma'am, Sir ma'am, I'm

909
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:49,239
Speaker 4: like relax, you know. But they're just really genuine. They're

910
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 4: really nice, cool, genuine people. So we had a we

911
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:53,960
Speaker 4: had a really great time in the South. We saw

912
00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:56,600
Speaker 4: all kinds of people get saved. We were baptizing people. See,

913
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:59,680
Speaker 4: they don't care out there, like the Christianity at the

914
00:40:59,719 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 4: South as They're like, we're gonna give the message and

915
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:06,319
Speaker 4: then after if you want, if you want prayer, we're

916
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 4: gonna play worship.

917
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 2: You come up, We're gonna lay hands on you. We're

918
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,160
Speaker 2: gonna pray that God's gonna heal you spiritually physically. Like

919
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:13,480
Speaker 2: they don't play games there.

920
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:15,920
Speaker 4: They're just like all because I'm like kind of like

921
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 4: you know, churches here, different places.

922
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 2: I believe.

923
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,560
Speaker 4: Like if you say, if you want to call people

924
00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:21,439
Speaker 4: lay hands on people after, it's kind of like.

925
00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:24,040
Speaker 2: Is that cool? I don't know, is that bad, dude.

926
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:25,680
Speaker 2: That's just the way they roll in the South.

927
00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:28,239
Speaker 4: And and from there then they're like if you want

928
00:41:28,239 --> 00:41:30,360
Speaker 4: to get baptized, if you were encouraged, we.

929
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 2: Got a T shirt and we got some shorts that

930
00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 2: you can wear. You're gonna're gonna hook you up. You

931
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:35,000
Speaker 2: can get baptized, dude.

932
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,040
Speaker 4: They brought out the tank and we started dunking people

933
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:38,280
Speaker 4: right there.

934
00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 2: In the church.

935
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:41,520
Speaker 4: They're like a like a horse trough or no, it

936
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,319
Speaker 4: was a blow up pool or one place at a

937
00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 4: horse trapp the other players had a blowpool.

938
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:45,439
Speaker 2: Dude.

939
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 4: They just baptize you right there on the spot, and

940
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 4: we baptize all kinds of and they've even told us like,

941
00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:53,040
Speaker 4: we've never baptized as many people in one service.

942
00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:54,040
Speaker 2: It was.

943
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:57,759
Speaker 4: It was and one of the pastors white daughters, she

944
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:01,279
Speaker 4: I got to it was cool. This is kind of

945
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 4: a I get choked up thinking about this because.

946
00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:09,000
Speaker 2: It's kind of a cool. It's a really cool thing.

947
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:11,480
Speaker 4: Because we were we were in the green room in

948
00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:13,840
Speaker 4: the in this backstage area and the pastor, you know,

949
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:14,920
Speaker 4: he's just being very polite.

950
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,080
Speaker 2: You know, you're a really cool guy, and he's just

951
00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 2: like and.

952
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:20,319
Speaker 4: I'm like, I mentioned his name right now, but he's

953
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:23,239
Speaker 4: just like, you know, he's like, hey, really quick, I.

954
00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:25,160
Speaker 2: Just want you to meet you know, we're with stunning heads.

955
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:28,879
Speaker 4: So these are rock stars, right, so typically people think,

956
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,360
Speaker 4: you know, rock stars want to be by themselves and

957
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:34,239
Speaker 4: isolated and don't everyone just stay away from them, but

958
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:34,960
Speaker 4: sunning Head.

959
00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:36,879
Speaker 2: Aren't like that. You know, they're like normal guys. They're

960
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:40,799
Speaker 2: rock stars, but they're not acting like rock stars. So

961
00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:43,480
Speaker 2: the guy's like, hey, oh, by the way, this is

962
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:44,560
Speaker 2: my he's like younger daughter.

963
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:46,279
Speaker 4: She came in and said had her dad and I'm like, oh,

964
00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:48,080
Speaker 4: who's this And he's like, oh, this is my daughter

965
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,960
Speaker 4: and I cool and she goes, okay, honey, thank you,

966
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 4: thanks for coming out.

967
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,959
Speaker 2: Talk to you a minute. I go no, I go, hey,

968
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:55,399
Speaker 2: I go, do you guys want to hang out?

969
00:42:55,640 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 4: And he's like, what is it? Really is that that's cool?

970
00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,839
Speaker 4: Go yeah, I go where's whe's your wife?

971
00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:00,399
Speaker 2: For your kids?

972
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:02,480
Speaker 4: With your family and said, oh yeah, these are them,

973
00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 4: Like dude, everyone come in, grab your food.

974
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:05,200
Speaker 2: And come in hang out with us.

975
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:11,480
Speaker 4: So just that connection brought them in. And basically what

976
00:43:11,640 --> 00:43:16,680
Speaker 4: happened is she was as pastors kids. She's just going

977
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:20,239
Speaker 4: through a hard season and made like very very difficult season.

978
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:23,279
Speaker 4: We'll just say and and I didn't know, but I.

979
00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:25,239
Speaker 2: Was loving on him and hanging out with them, and

980
00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:26,040
Speaker 2: God was.

981
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 4: Just he kept drawing me to this this this girl there,

982
00:43:30,239 --> 00:43:32,719
Speaker 4: and throughout the services do the different time I'd see her,

983
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:36,160
Speaker 4: I'd talked to her or whatever, and then I spoke

984
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:39,880
Speaker 4: the last night, and dude, I just walked off stage

985
00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:42,200
Speaker 4: to pray for people, and I looked over and I

986
00:43:42,239 --> 00:43:45,359
Speaker 4: saw her and she just looked like.

987
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,280
Speaker 2: She was worshiping. And I walked up and I just started.

988
00:43:48,560 --> 00:43:49,719
Speaker 4: I said, kind of pray for you, and I just

989
00:43:49,719 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 4: started praying into her, and dude, she just started bawling.

990
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:55,880
Speaker 4: God was just giving me stuff for her, and and

991
00:43:55,960 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 4: I can't remember exactly what I said, but I just

992
00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:02,279
Speaker 4: prayed over her and she just started crying and and

993
00:44:02,320 --> 00:44:05,360
Speaker 4: I was just like, God, my God, God wants to

994
00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:06,759
Speaker 4: do something right now in you.

995
00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:08,920
Speaker 2: And I said, I'm gonna pray for you to get fieled.

996
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:11,560
Speaker 4: And I just kept praying over and then I stepped

997
00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:13,239
Speaker 4: back in a minute, and then I looked at her

998
00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 4: and I go, I go, have you ever been baptized?

999
00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:22,200
Speaker 2: And she's like yeah, when I was like nine, I go,

1000
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,680
Speaker 2: you need to get baptized. And she starts bawling.

1001
00:44:24,719 --> 00:44:27,440
Speaker 4: She's like, that's so crazy because God was just literally

1002
00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 4: telling me to get baptized. Now this is the pastor's

1003
00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 4: kid in front of this big church that gets a

1004
00:44:32,719 --> 00:44:35,719
Speaker 4: big church like our sanc story fool to do this.

1005
00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:37,400
Speaker 4: She's in a normal street coas, she didn't come to

1006
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:38,360
Speaker 4: get baptized.

1007
00:44:38,960 --> 00:44:40,040
Speaker 2: But what happened is.

1008
00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:46,359
Speaker 4: God, in very long story short, through the message that

1009
00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:47,879
Speaker 4: through that message, whatever I said that.

1010
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,319
Speaker 2: Night or whatever, it was just hitting home. Boom boom boom.

1011
00:44:50,320 --> 00:44:51,880
Speaker 4: And then the prayer and got the Holy Spirit was

1012
00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:55,239
Speaker 4: just getting boom bom bom bom boom, and she just

1013
00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:59,000
Speaker 4: surrendered it all and we prayed for her, and and

1014
00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:01,319
Speaker 4: I did. I took off my shoet, I jumped in

1015
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:05,080
Speaker 4: the dunk tank. I jumped in and I go, I'm baptizing.

1016
00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 2: You right now.

1017
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,719
Speaker 4: And I just went in there and I freaking dunked

1018
00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:09,680
Speaker 4: her right there in the church. And it was just

1019
00:45:09,719 --> 00:45:12,799
Speaker 4: such a just an amazing thing. And then I even

1020
00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:14,400
Speaker 4: got to talk to one of the other pastor's daughters

1021
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:17,440
Speaker 4: out there, and she got to she was she was

1022
00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:20,680
Speaker 4: going through some stuff and just got to minister to

1023
00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:22,560
Speaker 4: her and pray for her. And God just like showed

1024
00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:24,640
Speaker 4: up in her life and just impacted her. And it

1025
00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:28,279
Speaker 4: was just cool because you know, there was just so

1026
00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:30,480
Speaker 4: much awesome ministry going on in the in the skate

1027
00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:33,960
Speaker 4: parks with the non Christians. But to me, because I'm

1028
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:38,520
Speaker 4: a pastor's kid, and when you grow up in that environment,

1029
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:41,960
Speaker 4: you feel like you have to be okay. And if

1030
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 4: you're a Christian and you're walking with God, like me,

1031
00:45:44,200 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 4: I rebelled.

1032
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,160
Speaker 2: I was like, I forget this. You know, I don't

1033
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:48,759
Speaker 2: care about nothing. Oh I'm bad good, I know that,

1034
00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:50,800
Speaker 2: Like I don't care. You know what you say, idiot?

1035
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,120
Speaker 4: You know, but when you're literally trying to do what's

1036
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:57,120
Speaker 4: right and you're getting attacked and not by people, but

1037
00:45:57,200 --> 00:45:59,680
Speaker 4: just you're getting attacked and you're just you have this

1038
00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:02,560
Speaker 4: like this weight you're carrying to be I feel like

1039
00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:03,759
Speaker 4: you have it all together, but you don't.

1040
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:05,799
Speaker 2: You're a kid. You're trying to figure it out.

1041
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:08,280
Speaker 4: You're junior high or high school or whatever all through life.

1042
00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:14,320
Speaker 4: But God used me to God is giving me a ministry.

1043
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:19,919
Speaker 4: I believe with the pastors kids and and and got

1044
00:46:19,920 --> 00:46:22,080
Speaker 4: to just pour into them and they got to set

1045
00:46:22,080 --> 00:46:24,120
Speaker 4: free and just I think things I got to speak

1046
00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:27,279
Speaker 4: about into their life that Like one person I said,

1047
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:29,520
Speaker 4: did you know it's okay not to be okay? And

1048
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:33,799
Speaker 4: she's like, what, I've never heard that before, So yeah,

1049
00:46:34,120 --> 00:46:38,239
Speaker 4: it's okay not to be okay. Like we're Christians. You

1050
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:40,520
Speaker 4: don't have to be perfect for under construction. You know,

1051
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:43,000
Speaker 4: we've said that before on this radio show. If you're

1052
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:46,080
Speaker 4: a Christian, you're under construction and you're work in progress.

1053
00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:48,200
Speaker 4: It's okay not to have everything figured out. And that

1054
00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:50,879
Speaker 4: was like a it was like the lights came on being.

1055
00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:54,960
Speaker 4: It was like this freedom came and like oh oh,

1056
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:58,000
Speaker 4: and we prayed and she just said she felt like

1057
00:46:58,000 --> 00:47:00,600
Speaker 4: this heaviness has come off of her, and it was

1058
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:02,520
Speaker 4: just like the enemy, he wants to deceive you, who

1059
00:47:02,560 --> 00:47:04,800
Speaker 4: wants to get you tripped up and wrapped up in

1060
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:07,400
Speaker 4: bondages as a Christian or a non Christian.

1061
00:47:07,920 --> 00:47:08,799
Speaker 2: But it was cool.

1062
00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:10,840
Speaker 4: Now they got the book and I said, hey, go,

1063
00:47:10,719 --> 00:47:13,439
Speaker 4: I go everything all these questions that you have, these things,

1064
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 4: I go, I answer them all through here. I take

1065
00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:18,680
Speaker 4: in that process. But it's uh, it's been really cool.

1066
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:18,880
Speaker 1: Then.

1067
00:47:18,920 --> 00:47:24,040
Speaker 4: Also, since I'm talking about pastors kids, I got this.

1068
00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:27,280
Speaker 4: I got this DM from you know, Zoe Poncho Warrez

1069
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 4: from Calviy topple Mano Bello. I got this text from

1070
00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:32,799
Speaker 4: her the other she's the one that posted that picture

1071
00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 4: of the book where it's all like signed or all

1072
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:36,600
Speaker 4: like written in notes. Because I'm like, hey, I'm on,

1073
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:38,480
Speaker 4: did you get go? Cause she goes, I got the book?

1074
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:39,600
Speaker 2: I go, did you read it?

1075
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:41,560
Speaker 4: And she sent me all of our notes and she's like, Ryan,

1076
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:45,240
Speaker 4: this and this is the pastor's kid that I actually

1077
00:47:45,239 --> 00:47:48,480
Speaker 4: had a chance to actually pour into.

1078
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 2: Actually I don't even know if I have. I think

1079
00:47:51,239 --> 00:47:54,320
Speaker 2: I might have actually deleted it. Did I deleted it?

1080
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 2: That sucks? I have to look it up.

1081
00:47:56,360 --> 00:47:59,440
Speaker 4: But she basically just sent me a DM just saying Ryan,

1082
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:02,480
Speaker 4: thank you. She's like, I was just telling my friend

1083
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:05,239
Speaker 4: the other day when I was fifteen years old, you

1084
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:07,560
Speaker 4: were speaking at my church and I came into the

1085
00:48:07,560 --> 00:48:11,839
Speaker 4: back room and you were there, and I just poured

1086
00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:15,400
Speaker 4: into her and I just probably along the lines I

1087
00:48:15,480 --> 00:48:17,799
Speaker 4: just loved her and just let her know like it

1088
00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:21,080
Speaker 4: doesn't matter, Like she doesn't have to follow that Jesus

1089
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Speaker 4: that her mom and dad follow, because Jesus is gonna

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Speaker 4: be unique to her and God has a unique plan

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Speaker 4: for her and she's an individual and not to get

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Speaker 4: caught up in all the hype and just focus on

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Speaker 4: who Jesus of the Bible is and that's where you're

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Speaker 4: gonna find your call. And anyway, she said, she went

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Speaker 4: into like a messy relationship and this weird stuff. And

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Speaker 4: I kept I would text her out of nowhere and

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Speaker 4: I'd reach out because I follow on Instagram, and I'd

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Speaker 4: reach out, Hey, how you doing, kid?

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Speaker 2: Love you? And I just these little moments of these

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Speaker 2: crazy times where I just encourage her. And then I

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Speaker 2: brought her into Do Shine.

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Speaker 4: Yeah. Remember she just wrote it all out like she's

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Speaker 4: like all these moments that me and Crystal reached would

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Speaker 4: reach out to her and we embraced her when she

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Speaker 4: was just in a really bad place in her life,

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Speaker 4: didn't know what the heck was going on. I don't

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Speaker 4: even if she was walking with God at these points,

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Speaker 4: probably not, But I embraced.

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Speaker 2: Her and brought her in and just.

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Speaker 4: That love through those those that time over the last

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Speaker 4: do This had to be at least six years, seven years.

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Speaker 2: And now she got the book. She's on fire for God.

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Speaker 2: She's just surrendered and here she is. And it took

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Speaker 2: just six years of just these these moments that.

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Speaker 5: That vision there is important, like because we was talking

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Speaker 5: about the hurting generation, but it's like it's inside the churches, outside.

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Speaker 3: The churches everywhere.

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Speaker 5: Everyone like you can't put people labels on people and

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Speaker 5: it's like, oh, they're the church or whatnot, and they

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Speaker 5: just got everything together just bad sometimes right, and like

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Speaker 5: that's real. It's that that pressure that somebody pastors kids

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Speaker 5: or just kids that are very involved in a ministry,

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Speaker 5: but you know they feel like they have to be

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Speaker 5: like this square and be perfect, and they put all

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Speaker 5: this pressure on themselves. Then that doesn't need to be

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Speaker 5: there and really encourage me to them is just like

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Speaker 5: growing in your own relationship with God and being led

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Speaker 5: by God's spirit and like allowing conviction in your life

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Speaker 5: and allowing change that happens and growth that happens in

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Speaker 5: your life. But it's a process.

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Speaker 4: I actually I actually found it. It says this, I'm

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Speaker 4: gonna read it. It says I was talking to my

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Speaker 4: friend Melissa about the time when I was fifteen and

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Speaker 4: you sat with me and poured into me at my

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Speaker 4: dad's church, and then in between when I was doing

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Speaker 4: announcements that shine, and then the random phone call a

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Speaker 4: couple of years back when I was living in the

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Speaker 4: most janky apartment with a situation where the wat guy.

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Speaker 4: All to say is that you and Crystal have always

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Speaker 4: believed me, bleed in me, and seen me even in

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Speaker 4: the middle of my confusion and grossness, you guys will

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Speaker 4: forever have a special place in my heart.

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Speaker 2: See, And that's it.

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Speaker 4: It's just loving people in these in these places, you know.

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Speaker 4: And I obviously knew that she was in a crazy place,

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Speaker 4: you know.

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Speaker 2: And I know she's a.

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Speaker 4: Pastor's kid, so she what what can I tell her?

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Speaker 4: Baby her over the head with the Bible, sherety knows,

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Speaker 4: sherety knows. But you just have to love her and believe,

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Speaker 4: and then here here she is walking with God. And

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Speaker 4: that's it.

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Speaker 2: I gotta get her on the radio show.

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Speaker 5: I like Zoe. I remember when she was a part

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Speaker 5: of Shine down there for sure, and I follow on

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Speaker 5: Instagram too because of the Shine stuff and just the

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Speaker 5: interaction that we all had with her. I actually saw

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Speaker 5: a video she did recently where she kind of gave

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Speaker 5: like her whole vision of what she does now, like

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Speaker 5: as far as she had his passion for for styling

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Speaker 5: and all that kind of stuff. So it's kind of

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Speaker 5: cool to see that. It's dope that she got that

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Speaker 5: book and be able to get impacted. That's an amazing

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Speaker 5: because there's a lot of people that can relate to that. Ryan,

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Speaker 5: I think a lot of people feel like they have

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Speaker 5: to be this cookie cutter, perfect person and if they're not,

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Speaker 5: then they're not good.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I would want to speak into that, you know,

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Speaker 4: to be honest, what I've what I went I've been

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Speaker 4: going through a crazy season this year, and it's God's

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Speaker 4: grace and it's been very It's been a hard time,

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Speaker 4: just as you know, a lot of my old things

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Speaker 4: have been coming up in my life just from like

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Speaker 4: anger and different things of like because hard times, you know,

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Speaker 4: you go through and not like and I never went

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Speaker 4: back to porn and all that stuff, but just more

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Speaker 4: like the old man coming to life in different ways

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Speaker 4: and just trying to like work out my faith of

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Speaker 4: fear and trembling and just trying to just get through

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Speaker 4: it and and and dealing with storm after storm and

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Speaker 4: just hard times and stress and all this stuff. And

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Speaker 4: you know, what I've honestly seen through this time is

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Speaker 4: that God's grace is sufficient. And that sounds me to

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Speaker 4: sound cloche cliche, but I've seen the power of God

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Speaker 4: manifest even more in my life, honestly, like doing ministry

1186
00:52:46,920 --> 00:52:49,960
Speaker 4: because you think, oh man, I'm not I'm in this

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Speaker 4: place in my life, like how can I be used

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Speaker 4: in ministry. But when I go out on the Great

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Speaker 4: Commission and I'm out praying for people and leaning peard,

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Speaker 4: I'm seeing more people get saved. I'm seeing more people

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Speaker 4: get healed, seeing more miracles and more stuff happen. The

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Speaker 4: power of God manifest through because God's like, Ryan, I

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Speaker 4: know you're a knucklehead, but I know I got your heart.

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Speaker 4: It's my heart that he has, So He's gonna just

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Speaker 4: manifest through me through his grace. So you don't have

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Speaker 4: to be perfect.

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Speaker 2: You got to just keep You have to have your heart.

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Speaker 4: And your heart means that you're mad at yourself when

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Speaker 4: you mess up. That's repenting, is dude, Why did I

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Speaker 4: do that? I need to stop doing that. Okay, stop

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Speaker 4: doing it and go to God. And if you continually

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Speaker 4: have that thought process, then you have God has your heart.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and you got to read his word.

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Speaker 5: I was just talking to somebody about that the other day,

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Speaker 5: and it's just the Bible says is that David was

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Speaker 5: a man of the God's own heart. Doesn't mean that

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Speaker 5: David is perfect, no man, he had not only something

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Speaker 5: happened later later in his life, but he made mistakes

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Speaker 5: along the way.

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Speaker 4: And too.

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Speaker 5: You know, sometimes you got a head of God. A

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Speaker 5: lot of times you waited upon God in his life,

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Speaker 5: and it just goes for us as well. I was like,

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Speaker 5: it's just having a relationship with God.

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Speaker 3: That's it.

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Speaker 2: That's it.

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Speaker 4: It's the basic I need to talk about that in

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Speaker 4: book two. Actually, that's a good idea, is just the

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Speaker 4: simplicities and not get caught up in the hype of Christianity.

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Speaker 4: But when I say Christianity, like the institution, the bubble

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Speaker 4: or what you think, like, look at the word for

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Speaker 4: face value and look at these characters of the Bible.

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Speaker 4: You just said, David, look at Peter, look at Paul,

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Speaker 4: look at these guys and study their character.

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Speaker 2: Mos, all these guys. It's just all grace. But they

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Speaker 2: had God had their heart right, That's what it comes

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Speaker 2: down to, all right.

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Speaker 2: Keep us on mission. We are on mission.

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Speaker 4: We haven't stopped during the pandemic and we will not stop. Sean,

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Speaker 4: thank you for being on the show. We will see

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Speaker 4: you when we get to heaven.

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Speaker 5: We love you.

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Speaker 4: You are greatly missed. Just the stories at the funeral.

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Speaker 4: I cannot wait to hear more stories when we get

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Speaker 4: to heaven. You're a wild man.

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Speaker 2: I love you. Yeah, dude, it's on a crack and

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Speaker 2: we'll see you guys next weekend. Peace.

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Speaker 3: Peace.

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