WEBVTT - Murder, Mayhem, and Manuscripts: A Deep Dive with Crime Writer Sara Bailey

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<v Pamela Cook>Welcome to Rights for Women, a podcast all about celebrating

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<v Pamela Cook>women's voices and supporting women writers.

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<v Pamela Cook>I'm Pamela Cook, women's fiction author, writing teacher, mentor and podcaster.

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<v Pamela Cook>Before beginning today's chat, I would like to acknowledge and

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<v Pamela Cook>and a quick reminder that there could be strong language

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<v Pamela Cook>and adult concepts discussed in this podcast. So please be

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<v Pamela Cook>aware of this. If you have Children around,

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<v Pamela Cook>let's relax on the convo couch and chat to this

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<v Pamela Cook>week's guest.

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<v Pamela Cook>Hello and welcome to another episode of Rights for Women.

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<v Pamela Cook>This week we have something very special. A guest host

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<v Pamela Cook>Ray Cairns, talking to a fantastically loved crime author. Sarah

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<v Pamela Cook>Bailey Sarah is the author of six. I Think It

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<v Pamela Cook>is Crime novels, and this is a fantastic chat between

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<v Pamela Cook>Ray and Sarah,

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<v Pamela Cook>two wonderful crime authors chatting about Sarah's books, of course,

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<v Pamela Cook>particularly her latest release, Body of Lies, but also really

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<v Pamela Cook>getting into the writing process. And there's some great stuff

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<v Pamela Cook>here on how Sarah goes about research, how she fits

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<v Pamela Cook>writing into a very busy life with three Children and

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<v Pamela Cook>a full time job. All

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<v Pamela Cook>so a whole lot of other things about the writing process.

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<v Pamela Cook>So I think you're going to really love this interview

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<v Pamela Cook>regardless of whether you are a crime author or not,

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<v Pamela Cook>or whether you're a crime reader or not. This is

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<v Pamela Cook>one for all readers and writers, I think, and it's

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<v Pamela Cook>a really interesting conversation. Hope you enjoy it as much

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<v Pamela Cook>as I enjoyed listening to it as I was editing it.

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<v Pamela Cook>Ray Cairns is the author of The Good Mother

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<v Pamela Cook>and Dying to Know two brilliant crime slash thriller novels

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<v Pamela Cook>about ordinary women caught in very extraordinary situations. If you

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<v Pamela Cook>haven't read Ray Ray's books yet, I highly recommend them.

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<v Pamela Cook>They're absolutely gripping and page turning, and you can find

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<v Pamela Cook>the links to buy them in the show Notes for

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<v Pamela Cook>this episode. Not a whole lot for me to report

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<v Pamela Cook>this week in terms of my own writing. I've finally

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<v Pamela Cook>finished the editing slash proofread on both Blackwater Lake and

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<v Pamela Cook>out of the Ashes

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<v Pamela Cook>to get them ready for print and E book release

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<v Pamela Cook>later in the year,

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<v Pamela Cook>and I've also done my novella proofread that's gone off

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<v Pamela Cook>to the publisher at HQ. Harp Collins for this year's

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<v Pamela Cook>Christmas Anthology. Just today. Actually, the novella that I wrote

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<v Pamela Cook>for last year's anthology A Christmas to Remember has been

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<v Pamela Cook>released into the wild on its own, so you can

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<v Pamela Cook>grab that for just 299 as an eBook, along with

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<v Pamela Cook>any of the individual novellas from that anthology. So if

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<v Pamela Cook>you feel like just dipping into one or two of them,

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<v Pamela Cook>highly recommend you grab those at your favourite eBook retailer.

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<v Pamela Cook>Also, I wanted to give a shout out to all

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<v Pamela Cook>the people following along on my diary of a Procrastinator

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<v Pamela Cook>patreon series. This is for the family level supporters who

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<v Pamela Cook>pay $5 a month.

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<v Pamela Cook>And what I've been doing the last couple of weeks

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<v Pamela Cook>is doing an analysis of Donna Cameron's opening chapter for

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<v Pamela Cook>the Rewilding. Because I think it's just a really great

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<v Pamela Cook>gripping opening chapter, and it's a masterclass on how to

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<v Pamela Cook>write an opening chapter. So I've been reading that along

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<v Pamela Cook>with the patreon peeps and digging into what makes that

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<v Pamela Cook>such a great opening. Now that I've finished doing all

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<v Pamela Cook>my edits, I'm going to be get getting back to

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<v Pamela Cook>my own writing,

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<v Pamela Cook>and I will be sharing, uh, my process as I

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<v Pamela Cook>write the third in the Black Water Lake series, a

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<v Pamela Cook>place of her own. I'm already 25,000 words into that,

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<v Pamela Cook>and I had talked about that at the beginning of

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<v Pamela Cook>the Diary of a Procrastinator series. But I am going

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<v Pamela Cook>back to that tomorrow and will be doing a few

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<v Pamela Cook>updates each week for the patreon people just talking about

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<v Pamela Cook>my writing process, talking about any difficulties that I'm coming across,

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<v Pamela Cook>what I'm doing to get over them, talking about characterization,

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<v Pamela Cook>getting words on the page, anything at all to do

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<v Pamela Cook>with the process of getting that first draught down.

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<v Pamela Cook>And I'll be doing that in a fairly short period

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<v Pamela Cook>of time because it does need to get to the

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<v Pamela Cook>publisher in a few months. So follow along, aiming to

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<v Pamela Cook>do a nano this month and make a 50,000 words

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<v Pamela Cook>in a month. I'm also planning on doing a kind

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<v Pamela Cook>of write along sessions with the patreon people, where I'll

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<v Pamela Cook>just send a zoom link through, and anybody that wants

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<v Pamela Cook>to join me for a you know, half hour or

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<v Pamela Cook>one hour writing session as we motivate each other, that

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<v Pamela Cook>will be happening and so you can find out all

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<v Pamela Cook>about the Patreon programme on writes for Women.com/patreon.

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<v Pamela Cook>So let's get on with this week's chat. Ray Cairn's

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<v Pamela Cook>Chatting to Crime author Sarah Bailey, and it's a really

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<v Pamela Cook>great one. Hope you enjoy.

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<v Pamela Cook>Hi and welcome

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<v Rae Cairns>to this episode Rights for Women. My name is Rae Cairns.

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<v Rae Cairns>I write crime fiction, and I'm one of Pam's guest

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<v Rae Cairns>hosts for 2024. It's my absolute pleasure to be speaking

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<v Rae Cairns>with Sarah Bailey today about her fifth full length novel

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<v Rae Cairns>but sixth publication, Body of Lies. We'll also chat about

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<v Rae Cairns>her writing process and how that may have changed since

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<v Rae Cairns>Book one.

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<v Rae Cairns>Sarah Bailey is the author of the internationally award winning

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<v Rae Cairns>Gemma Woodstock series, as well as the best selling Stand-alone novel,

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<v Rae Cairns>The Housemate and an audible Original Final Act. The debut

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<v Rae Cairns>and first of four Gemma novels, The Dark Lake won

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<v Rae Cairns>the Ned Kelly Award for Best First Crime Fiction and

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<v Rae Cairns>the David Award for best debut Body of Lies, the

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<v Rae Cairns>fourth book in the Gemma series, was released in March

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<v Rae Cairns>this year. Sarah, Welcome to the Convoke Co.

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<v Rae Cairns>Thank you so much, Rae for having me so as

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<v Rae Cairns>well as being an internationally bestselling crime author.

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<v Rae Cairns>You have three sons, one of whom is moving into toddlers.

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<v Rae Cairns>You're also the managing director of the Melbourne and Sydney

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<v Rae Cairns>offices of an advertising agency. So my first question has

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<v Rae Cairns>to be, Do you have any tips on how to

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<v Rae Cairns>keep writing when time is scarce? It's a really good

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<v Rae Cairns>question that I'm currently asking myself if I do have

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<v Rae Cairns>a I do have a book deadline that was on

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<v Rae Cairns>the horizon, and now it feels like it's getting closer

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<v Rae Cairns>and I really need to do something about it.

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<v Rae Cairns>Look, I think with writing, and I'm sure that this

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<v Rae Cairns>is something that you would agree with. You do have

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<v Rae Cairns>to really want to do it because it's hard to

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<v Rae Cairns>find time, and it is deep work like it's that

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<v Rae Cairns>kind of work that you can't dip in and out

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<v Rae Cairns>of at certain phases of the writing process. I used

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<v Rae Cairns>to be a little bit better at doing that, maybe

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<v Rae Cairns>as well, but now I'm finding that I really need

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<v Rae Cairns>enough time to be able to get back into my

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<v Rae Cairns>story and read what's already written and then really think

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<v Rae Cairns>about the next

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<v Rae Cairns>steps and the next themes and what, what not. So

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<v Rae Cairns>I find that if I have half an hour,

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<v Rae Cairns>I can't do much with that. Like I can potentially

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<v Rae Cairns>do a tiny bit of editing. But to really make

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<v Rae Cairns>progress on a manuscript, I do need a couple of hours,

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<v Rae Cairns>at least set aside better than if a day, if possible.

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<v Rae Cairns>So

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<v Rae Cairns>time is the real challenge. When it comes to writing

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<v Rae Cairns>for me, I try to find blocks of time where

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<v Rae Cairns>I can just cordon myself off. And I do work

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<v Rae Cairns>quite quickly, which I think is lucky. I'm quite a far, uh,

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<v Rae Cairns>thinker and a fast writer that both in your first

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<v Rae Cairns>draught and in your editing you find you quite quick.

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<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, I think so. Just talking to other writers, and

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<v Rae Cairns>it's obviously really hard to compare and tell because you

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<v Rae Cairns>don't actually sit with someone else while they're writing. But

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<v Rae Cairns>from what they tell me, I feel like I am.

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<v Rae Cairns>I don't really second guess my decision. I'm not someone

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<v Rae Cairns>that agonises over every word. I'm fairly pragmatic, I think

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<v Rae Cairns>when it comes to writing so particularly in that first draught.

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<v Rae Cairns>I'm all about just getting the story out,

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<v Rae Cairns>getting it down, making sure it's making sense to me,

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<v Rae Cairns>having the loose beats of the story as clear as

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<v Rae Cairns>I can. The editing process is a bit different because

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<v Rae Cairns>you do have to be a little bit more thoughtful,

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<v Rae Cairns>and there is more of a kind of agonising over

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<v Rae Cairns>removing a scene or changing a character or big decisions.

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<v Rae Cairns>So that is a bit lower by nature.

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<v Rae Cairns>Um, and I go into, I think, quite a different

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<v Rae Cairns>pace from an editing point of view than I do

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<v Rae Cairns>with a like draught point of view. So do you

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<v Rae Cairns>tend to try and put aside a day on the

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<v Rae Cairns>weekend or Yeah, is that true? I do back working

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<v Rae Cairns>full time. Now I am back working full time, and

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<v Rae Cairns>the honest answer to your question is I actually don't

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<v Rae Cairns>know exactly how it's going to work now because I've

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<v Rae Cairns>never written with a baby before. My other Children were,

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<v Rae Cairns>I think, about four and seven or so when I

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<v Rae Cairns>first started writing,

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<v Rae Cairns>which is obviously quite a different ball game, because they

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<v Rae Cairns>were able to be entertaining themselves or di, different kind

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<v Rae Cairns>of patent, of sleeping and things like that. You know

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<v Rae Cairns>how it's gonna go. It'll be a bit of an experiment,

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<v Rae Cairns>and we'll find out. But I'm lucky. I've obviously got

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<v Rae Cairns>a supportive partner so I can negotiate specific blocks of time.

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<v Rae Cairns>But there is limited time to negotiate because work's already

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<v Rae Cairns>taken up a very big chunk of it, and my

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<v Rae Cairns>work's quite unpredictable, too. So even though it's full time

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<v Rae Cairns>and it's full time hours, we

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<v Rae Cairns>work in an industry where pitches come in or things change.

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<v Rae Cairns>And so even planning out weeknight to get two or

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<v Rae Cairns>three hours done can be a bit of a challenge,

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<v Rae Cairns>because it just doesn't always work out that way. But

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<v Rae Cairns>I'm just someone that

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<v Rae Cairns>I guess I don't stress about it. I feel like

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<v Rae Cairns>it's always worked out in the past, one way or another.

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<v Rae Cairns>I feel optimistic that it will continue to work out

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<v Rae Cairns>one way or another, and it's like Mike said here

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<v Rae Cairns>before that, that you've got to want to write.

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<v Rae Cairns>That's right. I was saying to someone the other day,

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<v Rae Cairns>I when I'm not writing, I miss it. And so

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<v Rae Cairns>I guess thats good to know. It's a sort of

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<v Rae Cairns>It's actually quite a nice thing to miss something, because

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<v Rae Cairns>I feel like that means that it is something that

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<v Rae Cairns>you wanna do. But that doesn't mean obviously that when

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<v Rae Cairns>you sit down, it's easy. I wish that it was

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<v Rae Cairns>getting easier and easier, but I actually don't feel that

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<v Rae Cairns>it's gotten any easier for me to do that over

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<v Rae Cairns>the six books. It hasn't got easier.

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<v Rae Cairns>No, not really. I think it's just because each book

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<v Rae Cairns>is its own unique puzzle and has its own sort

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<v Rae Cairns>of unique challenges. And I think that the main thing

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<v Rae Cairns>I've learned is to have that optimism, that it will

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<v Rae Cairns>get done because it has gotten done before, so I

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<v Rae Cairns>don't tend to stress about it. But it certainly

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<v Rae Cairns>I don't really necessarily feel like I've got all these

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<v Rae Cairns>skills that I've accumulated that have that make it easier.

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<v Rae Cairns>It's like a confidence in there somewhere that I'll figure

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<v Rae Cairns>it out. But each book is yeah, its own unique beast.

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<v Rae Cairns>So it's a strange craft. I think in that sense,

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<v Rae Cairns>because I guess you learn skills, but I don't know

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<v Rae Cairns>there's something about it that makes every book feel like

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<v Rae Cairns>a special challenge.

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<v Rae Cairns>But isn't that The other thing is that you're learning

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<v Rae Cairns>from each book, so as a craft, you keep learning.

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<v Rae Cairns>It's not like you go, Oh, I've done that. So yeah,

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<v Rae Cairns>and obviously that's part of why it's so rewarding because

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<v Rae Cairns>there is the struggle. Like, I think that if it

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<v Rae Cairns>was easy, it would just not be nearly as attractive

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<v Rae Cairns>to just be a writer, because I think that even

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<v Rae Cairns>though we all find it, I think most people find

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<v Rae Cairns>it quite challenging and certainly a big project to take on.

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<v Rae Cairns>If it was easy, I just don't think you'd have

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<v Rae Cairns>that satisfaction at the end that that is so special

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<v Rae Cairns>for me, that achievement of standing back and looking at

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<v Rae Cairns>a book and thinking about all the hours and decisions

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<v Rae Cairns>that went into it and the changes and the way

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<v Rae Cairns>that I had to navigate it. That's so much a

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<v Rae Cairns>part of the satisfaction that comes from writing. And I

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<v Rae Cairns>think it's also because in our world there's so few

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<v Rae Cairns>opportunities to complete a project in a way that feels

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<v Rae Cairns>like a full circle,

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<v Rae Cairns>something that you can tick off most of the things

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<v Rae Cairns>I work on in my other job, I sort of

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<v Rae Cairns>there's projects that get completed, but they just roll on

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<v Rae Cairns>to some extent as well. Whereas I think with a

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<v Rae Cairns>book it's done

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<v Rae Cairns>and you get to hold it and look at it

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<v Rae Cairns>and reflect on it. And maybe it's perfect, but it's

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<v Rae Cairns>a completed piece. It's really it is really special. And II.

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<v Rae Cairns>I think that it is a huge driving motivation during

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<v Rae Cairns>the process, like all of those times where you be

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<v Rae Cairns>bothered writing today or gosh, this is hard or I

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<v Rae Cairns>don't know how to fix this editorial feedback that that

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<v Rae Cairns>feeling that you're chasing to complete it is certainly the

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<v Rae Cairns>thing that keeps me going, I think,

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<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, absolutely. On that huge congratulations on Body of Lies

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<v Rae Cairns>I absolutely loved. It was the the twists and the

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<v Rae Cairns>red herrings and the way you wrangle numerous plot lines

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<v Rae Cairns>and still keep the build of tension going. And it's also,

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<v Rae Cairns>I think, a lesson in how to make a book

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<v Rae Cairns>in a series work as a stand alone novel like

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<v Rae Cairns>it really sits as a stand alone novel as well,

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<v Rae Cairns>which I I learned from that. So can you tell

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<v Rae Cairns>us a bit about the story?

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<v Rae Cairns>Yes, I can. And thank you, Rae. So much for

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<v Rae Cairns>those kind words. It's really nice to hear all of

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<v Rae Cairns>that feedback. Yeah. So the book is the fourth book

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<v Rae Cairns>in the Detective Gemma Woodstock series. And I have to

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<v Rae Cairns>say at the start, the idea came the premise. The

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<v Rae Cairns>idea of this book came before it was part of

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<v Rae Cairns>the series. Like I was considering it as a stand

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<v Rae Cairns>alone idea. This was just in my mind. I never

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<v Rae Cairns>put pen to paper, but

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<v Rae Cairns>I was thinking about this premise of a body being

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<v Rae Cairns>stolen from a hospital morgue. And I was loosely in

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<v Rae Cairns>my mind, had another detective character tied to it completely

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<v Rae Cairns>new character. And I was just thinking how that might

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<v Rae Cairns>all come together. And then there was a few things

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<v Rae Cairns>that sort of fell into place. So I decided it

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<v Rae Cairns>needed to be in a regional country

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<v Rae Cairns>town just to make the premise more believable. So the

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<v Rae Cairns>idea that a body could get stolen from a hospital

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<v Rae Cairns>felt like something that would be more likely to happen

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<v Rae Cairns>in these regional sort of towns. Just based on the

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<v Rae Cairns>way the hospital and the morgue relationship works. And so

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<v Rae Cairns>once I started framing it into that setting,

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<v Rae Cairns>Gemma popped up. And I'd already had this idea a

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<v Rae Cairns>long time ago of her being at a at the

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<v Rae Cairns>hospital with an unwell family member. And so I thought, Oh,

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<v Rae Cairns>she's already there. And so, yeah, it was a funny

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<v Rae Cairns>kind of process because I hadn't necessarily planned

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<v Rae Cairns>to write another Gemma book. I hadn't definitively written it off,

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<v Rae Cairns>but I certainly hadn't planned to write a four. The third.

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<v Rae Cairns>The third one, sort of ends in a way that

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<v Rae Cairns>I would have been happy with, I think. But once

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<v Rae Cairns>she started to mule her way into the story, it

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<v Rae Cairns>was so clear to me that there needed to be

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<v Rae Cairns>this fourth book and her story needed to continue. Yeah,

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<v Rae Cairns>it was really nice, actually, because then I had the

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<v Rae Cairns>character to put into the premise of the story.

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<v Rae Cairns>But I, I really started writing this book quite a

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<v Rae Cairns>long time ago. Like I started the sort of few

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<v Rae Cairns>first few chapters of this book when we were in

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<v Rae Cairns>lockdown in Melbourne in 2020 then parked it for a

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<v Rae Cairns>few months and was finishing the housemaid and got really

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<v Rae Cairns>busy doing that, and then ended up back in the

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<v Rae Cairns>opposite work and back being busy again. So I had

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<v Rae Cairns>about 25,000 words that sat on this manuscript for, I think,

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<v Rae Cairns>over 18 months,

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<v Rae Cairns>and I really didn't touch it for that whole time

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<v Rae Cairns>and then went back and did really like the premise

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<v Rae Cairns>really felt like it was worthy of pursuing. So worked

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<v Rae Cairns>through how it was all going to play out. But

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<v Rae Cairns>it changed quite a bit. And the subplot that you

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<v Rae Cairns>mentioned really didn't come into play until I went back

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<v Rae Cairns>and revisited it. Like that 1st, 25,000 words was quite

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<v Rae Cairns>straightforward. Initially, it was very much just around the key premise,

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<v Rae Cairns>and that was the focus, and that was it.

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<v Rae Cairns>And then it wasn't until later that I laid it

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<v Rae Cairns>in with some of these other characters and subplot situations,

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<v Rae Cairns>which

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<v Rae Cairns>Gemma was really helpful because I know so much about

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<v Rae Cairns>her and her world. I was then able to create

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<v Rae Cairns>the other kind of tensions and stories beyond that kind

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<v Rae Cairns>of core proposition of the book, so it was a

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<v Rae Cairns>Really Yeah, it's been a It was a really fun

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<v Rae Cairns>one to write. I'm gonna say that now, but we'll

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<v Rae Cairns>stick to that. I do remember at the time there

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<v Rae Cairns>were quite a few challenges, and I did edit this

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<v Rae Cairns>book with a very young baby. So I got the

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<v Rae Cairns>I did the first past the draught

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<v Rae Cairns>when he was about a month old, which was interesting.

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<v Rae Cairns>But as you would have known from reading the book,

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<v Rae Cairns>Gemma's also has a newborn in the book. And so

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<v Rae Cairns>it wasn't ever intended to be life imitating art because

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<v Rae Cairns>I started this book quite a long time ago.

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<v Rae Cairns>Before there was any idea in my mind that I

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<v Rae Cairns>would have another child. But it did end up that

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<v Rae Cairns>she's navigating crimes then with a baby strapped to her front,

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<v Rae Cairns>and I was kind of like typing around a baby

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<v Rae Cairns>strapped to my front, so it was quite funny. You know,

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<v Rae Cairns>those those bits the little snippets about work beautifully about.

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<v Rae Cairns>So yeah, it's like method writing. You should go a

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<v Rae Cairns>long way, don't you to get I Really? Yeah. For

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<v Rae Cairns>my art. I'll do anything better. Yeah. So it was

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<v Rae Cairns>a sort of an interesting process overall, and certainly the

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<v Rae Cairns>longest I've ever taken to to work on a book.

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<v Rae Cairns>Not that I think it actually, if you added up

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<v Rae Cairns>all the time, it took me overall, it probably didn't

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<v Rae Cairns>end up being any longer than the others. But it

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<v Rae Cairns>was just spread over quite a few years.

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<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, which I think probably ended up helping with the

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<v Rae Cairns>book because it's I think did need quite a lot

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<v Rae Cairns>of colour and that

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<v Rae Cairns>because it's the last book in the series, I really

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<v Rae Cairns>wanted to make sure it came full circle and so

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<v Rae Cairns>setting it back in Gemma's hometown, she's back to where

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<v Rae Cairns>it all started. And I think the growth

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<v Rae Cairns>that she has in this book is really important and

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<v Rae Cairns>makes me feel good about ending the series. I think

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<v Rae Cairns>like it does feel like it has got the right ending.

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<v Rae Cairns>So was it a hard decision to decide to end

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<v Rae Cairns>the series? I don't know, like I do get asked

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<v Rae Cairns>quite a bit if I miss her or was I

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<v Rae Cairns>sad and I like not really. It didn't feel particularly emotional.

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<v Rae Cairns>I think like she's been such that I feel lucky

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<v Rae Cairns>that I thought of her. I, I suppose, is more

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<v Rae Cairns>where I get to no idea where she came from.

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<v Rae Cairns>And

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<v Rae Cairns>she just appeared all those years ago, and I'm very fortunate,

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<v Rae Cairns>and I do feel lucky that she appeared and that

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<v Rae Cairns>she had so much in her that it could lead

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<v Rae Cairns>to four books, which I had no idea at the

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<v Rae Cairns>start was going to happen. So

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<v Rae Cairns>it's more just like an appreciation that I managed to

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<v Rae Cairns>land on a character that had that ability. But I

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<v Rae Cairns>don't really feel bad in a way. I think it's

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<v Rae Cairns>just that just the right time to end that theory,

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<v Rae Cairns>then I think also it's coincided with the books being

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<v Rae Cairns>turned into a TV show. So in a way, I

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<v Rae Cairns>feel like she's getting this extra life all over again.

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<v Rae Cairns>So maybe that's also helping it not feel like it's over.

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<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, yeah, OK, so returning to body of lies specifically

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<v Rae Cairns>just give us a little. So Gemma's back in her hometown.

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<v Rae Cairns>She is at the hospital with her dad.

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<v Rae Cairns>Essentially, what happens just to give people a little brief? Yeah, so, yes,

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<v Rae Cairns>Gemma's visiting her dad at the hospital who is unwell

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<v Rae Cairns>and they are talking. She's about to go home. She's

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<v Rae Cairns>visiting him after hours. She's on parental leave, so she's

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<v Rae Cairns>not on the job. She's not being a detective in

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<v Rae Cairns>that moment, and suddenly the hospital is plummeted into darkness.

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<v Rae Cairns>There's a blackout,

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<v Rae Cairns>and no one knows what's going on. The generators kick in,

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<v Rae Cairns>and as Gemma's going down to the main area to

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<v Rae Cairns>work out what is happening, it becomes apparent that someone

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<v Rae Cairns>has stolen a body from the morgue during the blackout.

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<v Rae Cairns>And the body is that of an unidentified woman who

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<v Rae Cairns>was brought in just hanging on to life, following a

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<v Rae Cairns>really dramatic car accident earlier in the evening. Um, and

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<v Rae Cairns>then she dies on arrival. So that was her body

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<v Rae Cairns>in the morgue, and someone had taken it. So it

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<v Rae Cairns>becomes very much a situation of Who was she? Why

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<v Rae Cairns>would someone want to steal her body? Was she good

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<v Rae Cairns>or bad with the car crash, an intentional one or

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<v Rae Cairns>an accident?

0:20:02.060 --> 0:20:06.760
<v Rae Cairns>What happened? And Gemma, while not technically being on the job,

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<v Rae Cairns>just cannot help herself from getting involved in the mystery,

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<v Rae Cairns>because it's just right up her alley. In terms of

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<v Rae Cairns>something that she wants to solve, and that the added

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<v Rae Cairns>complexity of the fact that the detective that essentially has

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<v Rae Cairns>replaced her while she's been on leave is someone that

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<v Rae Cairns>she doesn't particularly like. But there is a professional competitiveness

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<v Rae Cairns>to their relationship that

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<v Rae Cairns>really comes to the fore as she's trying to wrangle

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<v Rae Cairns>herself back into the investigation. Yeah, so she's got the investigation,

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<v Rae Cairns>and then she's got her work life with this kind

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<v Rae Cairns>of conflict with every and then she's also got a

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<v Rae Cairns>whole new change at home with a newborn baby because

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<v Rae Cairns>she has an older son. But then she's got the baby.

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<v Rae Cairns>So she's got a lot going on in her life.

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<v Rae Cairns>She was already having a little bit of a crisis

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<v Rae Cairns>of career confidence or almost even. What does she actually want?

0:20:59.209 --> 0:21:02.229
<v Rae Cairns>And I guess that the pull of the case makes

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<v Rae Cairns>it very clear that there is something about that role

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<v Rae Cairns>and that career that that absolutely is intrinsic in her.

0:21:08.829 --> 0:21:11.198
<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, but she does have some decisions to make you

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<v Rae Cairns>know about the future. And does she want to really

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<v Rae Cairns>double down on her ambition and progress in in that

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<v Rae Cairns>career and climb the ladder, or is it time to

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<v Rae Cairns>think about doing something different? So she's got all of

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<v Rae Cairns>that uncertainty swirling around in her mind. The baby as

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<v Rae Cairns>well as which is the

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<v Rae Cairns>Let's be honest, a physical inconvenience was that thunder work.

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<v Rae Cairns>So having to navigate like the logistics of a baby

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<v Rae Cairns>and the logistics of a case that's really not compatible.

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<v Rae Cairns>So she's navigating that as well, about how she navigated

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<v Rae Cairns>that with her son. So she's, Yeah, she's trying to

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<v Rae Cairns>do it better this time around. Gemma, you impulsive and selfish,

0:21:53.760 --> 0:21:56.869
<v Rae Cairns>and she's very morally.

0:21:57.310 --> 0:21:59.609
<v Rae Cairns>She wants to always do the right thing, but that

0:21:59.619 --> 0:22:02.010
<v Rae Cairns>doesn't her behaviour. To get to doing the right thing

0:22:02.020 --> 0:22:05.099
<v Rae Cairns>doesn't always play well with others. So she's always fighting

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<v Rae Cairns>against herself to some extent, and I think that certainly

0:22:07.319 --> 0:22:10.689
<v Rae Cairns>comes through, too. It does absolutely. Chris Hammer calls her

0:22:10.699 --> 0:22:12.579
<v Rae Cairns>his favourite Australian detective.

0:22:12.665 --> 0:22:15.834
<v Rae Cairns>Him and I, she's an absolute cracker, like she's flawed

0:22:15.844 --> 0:22:19.574
<v Rae Cairns>and relatable and infuriating all at the same time. Where's

0:22:19.584 --> 0:22:22.185
<v Rae Cairns>Chris Ham for saying that considering he had his own

0:22:22.635 --> 0:22:25.395
<v Rae Cairns>his own, which I said to him, I'm like, What

0:22:25.405 --> 0:22:26.905
<v Rae Cairns>are you talking about? But no, it is a very

0:22:26.915 --> 0:22:30.274
<v Rae Cairns>nice thing of him to say, But she's also like

0:22:30.285 --> 0:22:33.385
<v Rae Cairns>you said. Sometimes she makes this decision. She's quite polarising

0:22:33.744 --> 0:22:36.594
<v Rae Cairns>and with within the world of the novel,

0:22:36.939 --> 0:22:41.119
<v Rae Cairns>but also with readers. At times, they definitely I get

0:22:41.209 --> 0:22:46.270
<v Rae Cairns>lots of feedback. I, I have found particularly older women,

0:22:46.280 --> 0:22:50.050
<v Rae Cairns>find her infuriating. Like when they talk to me about her,

0:22:50.060 --> 0:22:53.889
<v Rae Cairns>they can often be like she's just so frustrating. I

0:22:53.900 --> 0:22:56.239
<v Rae Cairns>just want to give her a good shake, and I'm like, OK,

0:22:56.489 --> 0:22:59.429
<v Rae Cairns>but I, I totally understand that. And I think

0:22:59.729 --> 0:23:02.670
<v Rae Cairns>the good thing or the interesting thing for me in

0:23:02.680 --> 0:23:07.800
<v Rae Cairns>having managed her character before ball was the chance to

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<v Rae Cairns>have her

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<v Rae Cairns>self reflect more. In her first book, she she's aware

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<v Rae Cairns>of some of her actions not being ideal, but in

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<v Rae Cairns>a way that is quite defensive. Still, she's justified it

0:23:18.619 --> 0:23:21.170
<v Rae Cairns>all the time to herself, whereas by the fourth book

0:23:21.520 --> 0:23:23.900
<v Rae Cairns>we've actually got a person who is able to

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<v Rae Cairns>step back sometimes and think about why am I doing this?

0:23:27.959 --> 0:23:29.879
<v Rae Cairns>Why am I thinking this way? Why do I have

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<v Rae Cairns>the inclination to respond like that? Like she is able

0:23:34.040 --> 0:23:37.270
<v Rae Cairns>to reflect on her behaviour and regulate it. To some extent,

0:23:38.939 --> 0:23:43.140
<v Rae Cairns>she did mature so much over the four books, and

0:23:43.150 --> 0:23:47.150
<v Rae Cairns>yet you clearly didn't plan to have the fourth book.

0:23:47.550 --> 0:23:51.719
<v Rae Cairns>No second or the third character arc across the four

0:23:51.729 --> 0:23:54.310
<v Rae Cairns>books has just happened with each book. You didn't have

0:23:54.319 --> 0:23:56.020
<v Rae Cairns>that a thought process about that

0:23:56.890 --> 0:23:59.479
<v Rae Cairns>at the When I wrote the first book, there was

0:23:59.489 --> 0:24:02.149
<v Rae Cairns>no I didn't even know if I'd finished that book.

0:24:02.160 --> 0:24:06.728
<v Rae Cairns>So there was definitely no conscious thought around continuing that

0:24:06.739 --> 0:24:10.989
<v Rae Cairns>character across the series, I think I, I do remember one.

0:24:11.130 --> 0:24:13.899
<v Rae Cairns>It became clear that the publisher wanted a second book.

0:24:14.280 --> 0:24:18.619
<v Rae Cairns>I did remember feeling very strongly, like an instinct that

0:24:18.770 --> 0:24:20.430
<v Rae Cairns>she had to move away from the

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<v Rae Cairns>so she had to leave Smith then, and she had

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<v Rae Cairns>to go off and have her, like Two Towers book

0:24:25.109 --> 0:24:28.099
<v Rae Cairns>that I remember thinking she had to leave and be

0:24:28.109 --> 0:24:31.130
<v Rae Cairns>challenged in a different way. So I knew that second

0:24:31.140 --> 0:24:35.170
<v Rae Cairns>book had to be a bit of a rock bottom book,

0:24:35.180 --> 0:24:37.448
<v Rae Cairns>which I think, then did have me thinking about the

0:24:37.459 --> 0:24:40.160
<v Rae Cairns>third in a bit of a different energy that had

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<v Rae Cairns>to then be coming back up again. I think in

0:24:42.939 --> 0:24:45.530
<v Rae Cairns>her second book. She does a lot of soul searching,

0:24:45.540 --> 0:24:48.449
<v Rae Cairns>and it's not. She's in a not a good spot,

0:24:48.459 --> 0:24:50.290
<v Rae Cairns>functionally at work. She's fine,

0:24:50.910 --> 0:24:53.489
<v Rae Cairns>but she definitely grapples with a lot of demons and

0:24:53.500 --> 0:24:55.979
<v Rae Cairns>whatnot in that way of leaving home often does make

0:24:55.989 --> 0:24:58.150
<v Rae Cairns>yourself reflect where you have to be a new person

0:24:58.160 --> 0:25:02.209
<v Rae Cairns>in a new info. But yeah, it's always been it's

0:25:02.219 --> 0:25:05.859
<v Rae Cairns>developed as it's gone. And then the fourth book, I

0:25:05.869 --> 0:25:08.179
<v Rae Cairns>suppose I had more time to think about it because

0:25:08.189 --> 0:25:10.879
<v Rae Cairns>I didn't necessarily know it was gonna be a Gemma

0:25:10.890 --> 0:25:12.849
<v Rae Cairns>book for a while. By the time I decided it

0:25:12.859 --> 0:25:17.530
<v Rae Cairns>would be, I felt quite clear that full circle final

0:25:17.540 --> 0:25:20.410
<v Rae Cairns>piece of the puzzle really had to happen,

0:25:21.000 --> 0:25:23.180
<v Rae Cairns>like I was genuinely running out of time to to

0:25:23.189 --> 0:25:24.619
<v Rae Cairns>do it. If I didn't do it in this book,

0:25:24.630 --> 0:25:27.429
<v Rae Cairns>it wasn't gonna happen. And, yeah, it was nice to

0:25:27.439 --> 0:25:31.129
<v Rae Cairns>have the opportunity to have her learn some lessons in

0:25:31.140 --> 0:25:33.349
<v Rae Cairns>a way that I think you feel when you finish

0:25:33.359 --> 0:25:33.979
<v Rae Cairns>this book.

0:25:34.680 --> 0:25:38.709
<v Rae Cairns>Hopefully that she is gonna be OK because she has

0:25:38.719 --> 0:25:42.140
<v Rae Cairns>had to do that growth, and she hasn't just done it. Tokenistic.

0:25:42.150 --> 0:25:45.920
<v Rae Cairns>She's actually really acknowledged it and understood it in a

0:25:45.930 --> 0:25:48.619
<v Rae Cairns>way that you feel is quite key to how she's

0:25:48.630 --> 0:25:51.099
<v Rae Cairns>gonna go ahead into her life into the future. So,

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<v Rae Cairns>yeah, I mean, I some of it sounds really strategic

0:25:53.739 --> 0:25:55.959
<v Rae Cairns>when I say it like this. It doesn't feel that

0:25:55.969 --> 0:25:59.079
<v Rae Cairns>way when I'm writing it. It's much more instinctive than that.

0:25:59.189 --> 0:26:02.760
<v Rae Cairns>But sometimes the subs, isn't it? Yeah, I was just

0:26:02.770 --> 0:26:04.939
<v Rae Cairns>gonna say, I think that's right. Your brain is piecing

0:26:04.949 --> 0:26:08.229
<v Rae Cairns>some of those things together as you're writing. And it's

0:26:08.239 --> 0:26:10.119
<v Rae Cairns>not until you come back to do the editing that

0:26:10.130 --> 0:26:12.989
<v Rae Cairns>you feel like. Oh, yes, those connections are quite clear.

0:26:13.000 --> 0:26:16.890
<v Rae Cairns>And those themes are coming into play here, and obviously,

0:26:16.900 --> 0:26:19.420
<v Rae Cairns>then you can clone bits and pieces to make it, really.

0:26:20.030 --> 0:26:20.359
<v Rae Cairns>But

0:26:21.239 --> 0:26:23.560
<v Rae Cairns>yeah, I think you just Yeah, you man, I've managed

0:26:23.569 --> 0:26:24.660
<v Rae Cairns>her arc in a way that I

0:26:25.390 --> 0:26:28.219
<v Rae Cairns>has made sense to me. But she's still Gemma, and

0:26:28.229 --> 0:26:30.969
<v Rae Cairns>that's the whole point. You have to have someone that is,

0:26:31.180 --> 0:26:34.170
<v Rae Cairns>even when someone grows, they are still themselves, and she

0:26:34.180 --> 0:26:37.050
<v Rae Cairns>is certainly still impulsive, and she will be until the

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<v Rae Cairns>end of her life. What was the inspiration for Gemma

0:26:39.619 --> 0:26:41.579
<v Rae Cairns>like way back when you were right in the dark

0:26:41.589 --> 0:26:45.130
<v Rae Cairns>LA Did she arrive fully formed or did she develop?

0:26:45.140 --> 0:26:47.630
<v Rae Cairns>Or did you think very clearly about her and plan

0:26:47.640 --> 0:26:50.199
<v Rae Cairns>her or do you know what she just,

0:26:50.760 --> 0:26:55.069
<v Rae Cairns>like, literally appeared in my mind as a really fully

0:26:55.079 --> 0:26:57.540
<v Rae Cairns>formed character, Her name

0:26:58.270 --> 0:27:00.849
<v Rae Cairns>in my mind, even what she looked like? I have

0:27:00.859 --> 0:27:03.930
<v Rae Cairns>no idea where she came from. I really couldn't tell you.

0:27:03.939 --> 0:27:06.290
<v Rae Cairns>It was I was playing around with this idea of

0:27:06.300 --> 0:27:09.329
<v Rae Cairns>a murdered high school teacher in a small country town,

0:27:09.699 --> 0:27:13.199
<v Rae Cairns>just knowing that would be such a challenging thing for

0:27:13.209 --> 0:27:16.688
<v Rae Cairns>a community to navigate. And then, second to that, I

0:27:16.699 --> 0:27:20.930
<v Rae Cairns>think Gemma just needed to then be someone that had

0:27:20.939 --> 0:27:24.050
<v Rae Cairns>a relationship with this victim. And

0:27:24.540 --> 0:27:26.889
<v Rae Cairns>she disappeared in my mind. I could just see her

0:27:26.900 --> 0:27:29.839
<v Rae Cairns>tramping around the lake in the dark lake,

0:27:30.459 --> 0:27:33.679
<v Rae Cairns>looking at this high school peer of hers that was

0:27:33.689 --> 0:27:37.150
<v Rae Cairns>murdered 10 years later. And I never had to down

0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:38.000
<v Rae Cairns>and plan out,

0:27:38.770 --> 0:27:41.650
<v Rae Cairns>like her back story or her character or what? Whatever.

0:27:41.660 --> 0:27:44.589
<v Rae Cairns>It was just all genuinely there. She elbowed a way

0:27:44.599 --> 0:27:48.670
<v Rae Cairns>in like she does in her job. Like genu. Yeah, absolutely.

0:27:48.680 --> 0:27:51.719
<v Rae Cairns>And even things like I knew she had lost her

0:27:51.729 --> 0:27:54.189
<v Rae Cairns>mother as a teenager. I. I knew she had this

0:27:54.520 --> 0:27:58.218
<v Rae Cairns>lovely but removed relationship with her dad like it was

0:27:58.229 --> 0:28:00.909
<v Rae Cairns>all quite clear in my mind right from the start.

0:28:01.500 --> 0:28:05.270
<v Rae Cairns>But she has never been particularly challenging for me to write.

0:28:05.589 --> 0:28:07.550
<v Rae Cairns>It's more been the world around her.

0:28:08.079 --> 0:28:11.599
<v Rae Cairns>You've got quite a a cast of characters in Body

0:28:11.609 --> 0:28:14.780
<v Rae Cairns>of Lies. How do you keep track of them all?

0:28:14.790 --> 0:28:18.130
<v Rae Cairns>How do you like? Because there's a lot. Yeah, it's

0:28:18.140 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Rae Cairns>a nightmare. It's a total, but it's it is tricky,

0:28:21.689 --> 0:28:24.339
<v Rae Cairns>like I. I think what I've realised I do. Looking

0:28:24.349 --> 0:28:25.930
<v Rae Cairns>back on all of the books that I've written,

0:28:26.420 --> 0:28:29.329
<v Rae Cairns>I'm pretty good at holding everything in my mind for

0:28:29.339 --> 0:28:32.250
<v Rae Cairns>the first sort of 40 50,000 words of all my

0:28:32.260 --> 0:28:35.550
<v Rae Cairns>books people, an idea that don't know about How long

0:28:35.560 --> 0:28:39.109
<v Rae Cairns>are your books like this one? About 100,000 words Almost

0:28:39.119 --> 0:28:41.109
<v Rae Cairns>all of them have been. None of them have been

0:28:41.119 --> 0:28:45.079
<v Rae Cairns>less than 100,000 words, so they're all 100 to 110.

0:28:45.520 --> 0:28:48.239
<v Rae Cairns>So I tend to get to the halfway ish mark

0:28:48.699 --> 0:28:49.199
<v Rae Cairns>and

0:28:49.459 --> 0:28:52.729
<v Rae Cairns>yeah, it can be quite smugly all in my mind,

0:28:52.739 --> 0:28:54.989
<v Rae Cairns>I don't plan anything. So it's all just in my mind,

0:28:55.000 --> 0:28:58.680
<v Rae Cairns>and I'm quite confident up until that point. And then

0:28:58.689 --> 0:29:01.719
<v Rae Cairns>I tend to find that I open the file and

0:29:01.729 --> 0:29:04.900
<v Rae Cairns>it loads, and I start to realise that I've lost track.

0:29:05.380 --> 0:29:08.920
<v Rae Cairns>What's happening? What has to happen next, who everyone is,

0:29:08.930 --> 0:29:10.800
<v Rae Cairns>all the subplots and I'm like, Ah,

0:29:11.390 --> 0:29:15.229
<v Rae Cairns>and that's when I almost have a little pause moment

0:29:15.239 --> 0:29:18.209
<v Rae Cairns>and I almost have to go back and write out

0:29:18.219 --> 0:29:20.780
<v Rae Cairns>almost what's been in my own book so far, just

0:29:20.790 --> 0:29:23.109
<v Rae Cairns>so that I can get it straight so I'll tend

0:29:23.119 --> 0:29:25.939
<v Rae Cairns>to at that point, print it out. Go write in

0:29:25.949 --> 0:29:27.910
<v Rae Cairns>Chapter one. This happens, and I do a bit more

0:29:27.920 --> 0:29:29.630
<v Rae Cairns>of a visual sort of plan, like just on a

0:29:29.640 --> 0:29:32.390
<v Rae Cairns>post it thing on the wall. Which, to be honest,

0:29:32.400 --> 0:29:35.619
<v Rae Cairns>I actually think, is me just buying myself some time

0:29:35.630 --> 0:29:39.229
<v Rae Cairns>to recalibrate and reorient myself around my own book.

0:29:39.630 --> 0:29:43.160
<v Rae Cairns>Because as I do that, I tend to then realise

0:29:43.170 --> 0:29:46.469
<v Rae Cairns>that I'm figuring out what happens next and what hasn't

0:29:46.479 --> 0:29:49.089
<v Rae Cairns>been closed up off or tied up from a threads

0:29:49.099 --> 0:29:52.079
<v Rae Cairns>point of view and where subplots are and aren't working.

0:29:52.329 --> 0:29:55.729
<v Rae Cairns>It is mainly so unconscious. But I start to realise, OK,

0:29:55.739 --> 0:30:01.680
<v Rae Cairns>that's missing. That's not very clear during if it halfway through.

0:30:02.430 --> 0:30:05.520
<v Rae Cairns>And then I go back in again and keep drafting,

0:30:05.530 --> 0:30:07.319
<v Rae Cairns>but with a little bit more of

0:30:07.770 --> 0:30:10.439
<v Rae Cairns>re like a reboot. OK, I'm in a bit of

0:30:10.449 --> 0:30:12.329
<v Rae Cairns>a better place now. I think I can get to

0:30:12.339 --> 0:30:15.599
<v Rae Cairns>the end of this book. Hopefully because I've had this

0:30:15.609 --> 0:30:19.910
<v Rae Cairns>little review to myself around. What the hell is Yeah

0:30:21.069 --> 0:30:24.599
<v Rae Cairns>OK, so what is the physical draught look like for you?

0:30:24.609 --> 0:30:28.199
<v Rae Cairns>Like that first draught? You you type, you don't handwrite.

0:30:28.290 --> 0:30:31.150
<v Rae Cairns>Is it in word? Is it in Scribner? Is it

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:34.130
<v Rae Cairns>in some other? Oh, I wish it was in Scribner

0:30:34.140 --> 0:30:37.310
<v Rae Cairns>because it sounds really organised, but it's just in word

0:30:38.280 --> 0:30:41.530
<v Rae Cairns>when you Yeah, but I mean, it's a bit tricky, actually.

0:30:41.540 --> 0:30:43.939
<v Rae Cairns>To even say, Is it a first draught or is

0:30:43.949 --> 0:30:44.589
<v Rae Cairns>it like a

0:30:45.329 --> 0:30:48.140
<v Rae Cairns>the the 15th draught? Because I will, by that point,

0:30:48.150 --> 0:30:50.199
<v Rae Cairns>like by the time I sort of print out what

0:30:50.209 --> 0:30:52.140
<v Rae Cairns>I call the first draught,

0:30:52.869 --> 0:30:55.959
<v Rae Cairns>I have edited it a lot. I have gone back

0:30:55.969 --> 0:30:59.660
<v Rae Cairns>and probably already rearranged things, and I've given it a

0:30:59.670 --> 0:31:02.859
<v Rae Cairns>good sweep over as well. And so it's a weird.

0:31:02.869 --> 0:31:06.130
<v Rae Cairns>It is a first full draught, but it will still

0:31:06.140 --> 0:31:09.290
<v Rae Cairns>have bits where I'll be not yourself, saying this needs

0:31:09.300 --> 0:31:11.900
<v Rae Cairns>to change or this chapter's not quite right or this

0:31:11.910 --> 0:31:13.510
<v Rae Cairns>might not be in the right spot, so it'll have

0:31:13.520 --> 0:31:16.010
<v Rae Cairns>sort of little notes all over it. It'll have lots

0:31:16.020 --> 0:31:18.930
<v Rae Cairns>of things highlighted in yellow when something in my books

0:31:18.939 --> 0:31:21.890
<v Rae Cairns>highlighted in yellow, it means I know it's not good,

0:31:22.199 --> 0:31:25.040
<v Rae Cairns>but I can't be bothered fixing it right now. So

0:31:25.709 --> 0:31:27.939
<v Rae Cairns>unfortunate that I will go to office work and I'll

0:31:27.949 --> 0:31:29.750
<v Rae Cairns>be like, Oh, look at all that yellow that needs

0:31:29.760 --> 0:31:31.619
<v Rae Cairns>to be solved. But But I think for me the

0:31:31.630 --> 0:31:32.650
<v Rae Cairns>first draught is

0:31:33.469 --> 0:31:35.829
<v Rae Cairns>it's like tagging the finish line. It's like I've got

0:31:35.839 --> 0:31:38.489
<v Rae Cairns>to the end. It has a start. It has a finish.

0:31:38.500 --> 0:31:39.569
<v Rae Cairns>It has a middle.

0:31:40.410 --> 0:31:42.979
<v Rae Cairns>Things need to be fixed and changed, I know, but

0:31:42.989 --> 0:31:46.420
<v Rae Cairns>at least the full story has got its shape. That's

0:31:46.430 --> 0:31:49.579
<v Rae Cairns>actually your way of getting through. A first draught is

0:31:49.589 --> 0:31:51.310
<v Rae Cairns>going OK. I'll holler, light it in yellow and then

0:31:51.319 --> 0:31:55.619
<v Rae Cairns>I can just keep going rather than getting down inside Yes.

0:31:55.709 --> 0:31:57.770
<v Rae Cairns>I was gonna ask you a hint of getting words

0:31:57.780 --> 0:31:59.900
<v Rae Cairns>on the page for that first draught. And you Yeah,

0:32:00.229 --> 0:32:03.839
<v Rae Cairns>yeah, I know. I'm very clear on. I would never

0:32:03.849 --> 0:32:06.560
<v Rae Cairns>finish a book if I didn't just keep going. I

0:32:06.569 --> 0:32:12.579
<v Rae Cairns>need the momentum of the writing process. It's momentum feeds

0:32:12.589 --> 0:32:15.359
<v Rae Cairns>momentum for me, I think. And I find if I

0:32:15.369 --> 0:32:17.488
<v Rae Cairns>stop and get dark and

0:32:18.160 --> 0:32:22.400
<v Rae Cairns>kind of start to really procrastinate or weigh up different

0:32:22.410 --> 0:32:26.839
<v Rae Cairns>scenarios or whatever, I lose my own kind of momentum.

0:32:27.250 --> 0:32:30.219
<v Rae Cairns>So I think that's why even at that halfway mark, where,

0:32:30.229 --> 0:32:32.520
<v Rae Cairns>Let's be honest, I do get stuck. I don't know

0:32:32.530 --> 0:32:35.430
<v Rae Cairns>if I'd call it writer's block or just like bad planning,

0:32:35.439 --> 0:32:37.869
<v Rae Cairns>but I think that's why I then do switch. Just

0:32:37.880 --> 0:32:39.489
<v Rae Cairns>let's go back through the book and work out what's

0:32:39.500 --> 0:32:41.829
<v Rae Cairns>happening so I can keep moving. And that, for me,

0:32:41.839 --> 0:32:42.459
<v Rae Cairns>is just that

0:32:43.270 --> 0:32:47.329
<v Rae Cairns>perpetual motion kind of approach. If I'm not writing words

0:32:47.339 --> 0:32:48.849
<v Rae Cairns>down and doing something,

0:32:49.390 --> 0:32:52.790
<v Rae Cairns>I really start to feel like like I can't make

0:32:52.800 --> 0:32:54.689
<v Rae Cairns>the book work, so I think for me, it's that

0:32:54.699 --> 0:32:58.130
<v Rae Cairns>keep moving, keep going. I mean, if one scene's not working,

0:32:58.140 --> 0:33:01.709
<v Rae Cairns>jump to another one you jump ahead to a different scene.

0:33:01.719 --> 0:33:04.900
<v Rae Cairns>Just so you're writing correct? Yeah, I would much rather

0:33:04.910 --> 0:33:07.280
<v Rae Cairns>especially because I think I have such limited time. I

0:33:07.290 --> 0:33:09.530
<v Rae Cairns>guess that's also probably part of it. But I'm very

0:33:09.540 --> 0:33:12.089
<v Rae Cairns>much OK. That scene's not working. So I might say

0:33:12.380 --> 0:33:14.569
<v Rae Cairns>absolutely something that needs to happen here is

0:33:15.130 --> 0:33:17.489
<v Rae Cairns>this character needs to turn up and reveal this information,

0:33:17.500 --> 0:33:19.339
<v Rae Cairns>and I'll put I'll literally just put that in the

0:33:19.349 --> 0:33:21.770
<v Rae Cairns>jar and then I'll just jump. I'll just jump to

0:33:21.780 --> 0:33:23.869
<v Rae Cairns>another scene where I do feel confident that I know

0:33:23.880 --> 0:33:26.949
<v Rae Cairns>what's happening. I'd much rather spend like the hour that

0:33:26.959 --> 0:33:27.550
<v Rae Cairns>I've got

0:33:28.339 --> 0:33:31.079
<v Rae Cairns>writing a scene, then staring at the screen and not

0:33:31.089 --> 0:33:34.329
<v Rae Cairns>getting anywhere. So I do end up having to tap

0:33:34.339 --> 0:33:38.849
<v Rae Cairns>the ST style ditch all these disparate them together sometimes

0:33:38.859 --> 0:33:42.770
<v Rae Cairns>and then change the joining words and fix it. But

0:33:43.050 --> 0:33:48.050
<v Rae Cairns>I always feel like productivity is progress. You you can't have, uh,

0:33:48.060 --> 0:33:50.359
<v Rae Cairns>for me Anyway, I can't spend hours and hours and

0:33:50.369 --> 0:33:50.729
<v Rae Cairns>not

0:33:51.050 --> 0:33:53.689
<v Rae Cairns>generate words because I just think I'd never get anything

0:33:53.699 --> 0:33:56.430
<v Rae Cairns>done in the end. Yeah, so you write. You don't

0:33:56.439 --> 0:33:58.439
<v Rae Cairns>have a plan. At the beginning, you literally sit down

0:33:58.449 --> 0:33:59.510
<v Rae Cairns>and start writing.

0:34:02.229 --> 0:34:05.689
<v Rae Cairns>Your structures are very strong. So do you in your head?

0:34:05.699 --> 0:34:07.930
<v Rae Cairns>Have a have clear points you need to hit in

0:34:07.939 --> 0:34:12.489
<v Rae Cairns>your structure? Or is it something you've learned through reading

0:34:12.500 --> 0:34:14.649
<v Rae Cairns>or a method you've learned? Or some? Because I think

0:34:14.659 --> 0:34:17.040
<v Rae Cairns>people often get a bit overwhelmed by structure.

0:34:17.729 --> 0:34:20.429
<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, it's I was thinking when you said that I

0:34:20.439 --> 0:34:23.060
<v Rae Cairns>don't have a plan that's true, like I don't have

0:34:23.070 --> 0:34:27.209
<v Rae Cairns>anything written down, but I will. I think I do

0:34:27.219 --> 0:34:29.320
<v Rae Cairns>more work than I give my brain credit for it

0:34:29.330 --> 0:34:31.699
<v Rae Cairns>in my head. So I think I do start with

0:34:31.709 --> 0:34:34.069
<v Rae Cairns>a blank page. I don't have notes, or I might

0:34:34.080 --> 0:34:36.620
<v Rae Cairns>occasionally have written down something that's a small point. But

0:34:36.750 --> 0:34:40.589
<v Rae Cairns>what I do have is a really clear premise with

0:34:40.600 --> 0:34:42.709
<v Rae Cairns>body of Lies. It was very much like

0:34:43.678 --> 0:34:46.498
<v Rae Cairns>Gemma's at the hospital, dealing with her own sort of

0:34:46.509 --> 0:34:48.417
<v Rae Cairns>tragedy Family challenge.

0:34:49.340 --> 0:34:53.580
<v Rae Cairns>Then from Sideways, this amazing crime happens where a body

0:34:53.590 --> 0:34:58.080
<v Rae Cairns>is stolen from the morgue. Very strange, obviously go what happens,

0:34:58.090 --> 0:35:00.350
<v Rae Cairns>so that's very clear when I sit down and start

0:35:00.360 --> 0:35:03.600
<v Rae Cairns>writing and I think in my mind that question really

0:35:03.610 --> 0:35:07.089
<v Rae Cairns>continues to beat through every time I'm sitting down to write,

0:35:07.100 --> 0:35:11.040
<v Rae Cairns>I'm like, Is this still interesting? Is it making sense?

0:35:11.300 --> 0:35:13.679
<v Rae Cairns>Is it moving along in the way that I know

0:35:13.689 --> 0:35:15.889
<v Rae Cairns>it needs to as a reader? And I think the

0:35:15.899 --> 0:35:17.409
<v Rae Cairns>other thing that I do have and I don't know

0:35:17.419 --> 0:35:19.159
<v Rae Cairns>if this analogy makes sense, but

0:35:19.510 --> 0:35:21.709
<v Rae Cairns>and I'm certainly not a painter, but I imagine that

0:35:21.719 --> 0:35:24.959
<v Rae Cairns>when someone starts to think about painting something, they don't

0:35:24.969 --> 0:35:27.560
<v Rae Cairns>know exactly what it's gonna look like. But they have

0:35:27.570 --> 0:35:29.850
<v Rae Cairns>a plan in their mind of what they're trying to create.

0:35:29.989 --> 0:35:34.169
<v Rae Cairns>I will certainly have key beats of the story. So

0:35:34.419 --> 0:35:37.570
<v Rae Cairns>with this book, I guess that there's the overall premise,

0:35:37.580 --> 0:35:41.010
<v Rae Cairns>which is very clear to me. There's then Gemma's having

0:35:41.020 --> 0:35:44.889
<v Rae Cairns>all of these family issues that will end up being quite.

0:35:44.899 --> 0:35:46.540
<v Rae Cairns>I know there's a lot of drama that's gonna come

0:35:46.550 --> 0:35:47.850
<v Rae Cairns>from that. I know what I want

0:35:48.379 --> 0:35:51.590
<v Rae Cairns>to be a big reveal in that subplot perspective. Do

0:35:51.600 --> 0:35:54.479
<v Rae Cairns>you know what the end of that subplot is? Yeah,

0:35:54.489 --> 0:35:58.679
<v Rae Cairns>I did know with that, that family specific secret subplot

0:35:58.689 --> 0:36:00.949
<v Rae Cairns>I knew what that was. I also knew that she

0:36:00.959 --> 0:36:03.928
<v Rae Cairns>was gonna start having doubts about her personal relationship. Would

0:36:03.939 --> 0:36:06.639
<v Rae Cairns>add to the sort of drama and stress of her

0:36:06.649 --> 0:36:10.280
<v Rae Cairns>investigating the crime. I knew that I wanted her friendship

0:36:10.290 --> 0:36:12.388
<v Rae Cairns>with her old friend Candy to be a big part

0:36:12.399 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Rae Cairns>of the book

0:36:13.590 --> 0:36:17.239
<v Rae Cairns>in terms of an important relationship that she really relies on.

0:36:17.250 --> 0:36:19.989
<v Rae Cairns>So that needed to be clear. And I knew she

0:36:20.000 --> 0:36:23.760
<v Rae Cairns>needed to have some tension with her old boss that

0:36:23.770 --> 0:36:28.259
<v Rae Cairns>would really question her relationship with him, which came at

0:36:28.270 --> 0:36:31.100
<v Rae Cairns>a time where she was always also thinking about her career. Well, I,

0:36:31.110 --> 0:36:34.399
<v Rae Cairns>I do know that I've got all of these things

0:36:34.409 --> 0:36:36.500
<v Rae Cairns>that I need to cover off, but I don't always

0:36:36.510 --> 0:36:40.550
<v Rae Cairns>know exactly how. Yeah, Did you know who the perpetrator was?

0:36:41.850 --> 0:36:44.629
<v Rae Cairns>No. But I did know to be honest, Ma, mainly

0:36:44.639 --> 0:36:46.540
<v Rae Cairns>with my books. I always know that it's gonna be

0:36:46.550 --> 0:36:49.879
<v Rae Cairns>one of, say, five people, which is exactly how I

0:36:49.889 --> 0:36:52.189
<v Rae Cairns>think it should be when you read a book. Yeah,

0:36:52.699 --> 0:36:57.040
<v Rae Cairns>so it's almost for me feels like I am writing,

0:36:57.110 --> 0:37:01.320
<v Rae Cairns>but as a reader, it's the same process that I have.

0:37:01.330 --> 0:37:04.850
<v Rae Cairns>When I read other people's books where I'm working toward going,

0:37:04.860 --> 0:37:06.340
<v Rae Cairns>it could be that person. It could be that person

0:37:06.350 --> 0:37:08.939
<v Rae Cairns>it could be that person and really it should and

0:37:08.949 --> 0:37:10.479
<v Rae Cairns>could be any of those people.

0:37:10.830 --> 0:37:12.310
<v Rae Cairns>And then it ends up being one of them. And

0:37:12.320 --> 0:37:14.889
<v Rae Cairns>as long as there's a really clear motivational through line

0:37:14.899 --> 0:37:16.879
<v Rae Cairns>for that to be the case, then that I think

0:37:17.129 --> 0:37:20.699
<v Rae Cairns>a good outcome for a story. But I know as

0:37:20.709 --> 0:37:23.290
<v Rae Cairns>I was writing it, it could have also been any

0:37:23.300 --> 0:37:25.299
<v Rae Cairns>of the other four people as well. And so it's

0:37:25.310 --> 0:37:28.449
<v Rae Cairns>almost like I'm writing it as the way I would

0:37:28.459 --> 0:37:31.139
<v Rae Cairns>read it. And then hopefully that means that where I

0:37:31.149 --> 0:37:34.399
<v Rae Cairns>get to is a good story. If you don't know

0:37:34.409 --> 0:37:37.399
<v Rae Cairns>exactly who did it, then the reader's not gonna necessarily know.

0:37:37.989 --> 0:37:41.810
<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, absolutely. That again. It sounds all very planned. This is,

0:37:42.379 --> 0:37:44.350
<v Rae Cairns>you know, me and my mind, just hoping for the

0:37:44.360 --> 0:37:46.929
<v Rae Cairns>best and typing into the abyss most of the time.

0:37:46.939 --> 0:37:49.250
<v Rae Cairns>But But obviously, when you go back and do the editing,

0:37:49.260 --> 0:37:51.550
<v Rae Cairns>that's also when you have the chance to wrestle things

0:37:51.560 --> 0:37:54.989
<v Rae Cairns>into a slightly better shape, make things a little bit clearer,

0:37:55.239 --> 0:37:58.030
<v Rae Cairns>ensure that the red herrings, if you have them, aren't

0:37:58.280 --> 0:38:01.149
<v Rae Cairns>crazy bonkers. Just swing in from left field.

0:38:01.245 --> 0:38:03.435
<v Rae Cairns>All of those things. So I think the first draught

0:38:03.445 --> 0:38:05.965
<v Rae Cairns>is just a bit terrifying because you are just writing

0:38:05.975 --> 0:38:08.225
<v Rae Cairns>and hoping for the best. But you do obviously then

0:38:08.235 --> 0:38:10.935
<v Rae Cairns>have the chance to craft and fix and update and

0:38:10.945 --> 0:38:13.174
<v Rae Cairns>all that kind of stuff. Yeah, it's funny the whole,

0:38:13.185 --> 0:38:15.594
<v Rae Cairns>because there's talk about plotters and pants and I used

0:38:15.604 --> 0:38:18.395
<v Rae Cairns>to say, Oh, I'm a panther But I realised I

0:38:18.405 --> 0:38:20.064
<v Rae Cairns>just do a lot of the work in my head

0:38:20.524 --> 0:38:23.425
<v Rae Cairns>like it and it's processing. I just don't have it

0:38:23.635 --> 0:38:25.145
<v Rae Cairns>a bit like you, like I had to beat

0:38:25.629 --> 0:38:28.310
<v Rae Cairns>and the kind of a feel. But I don't really

0:38:28.320 --> 0:38:31.259
<v Rae Cairns>know who the perpetrator is. Yeah, it's interesting, that whole thing.

0:38:31.600 --> 0:38:35.520
<v Rae Cairns>I wanna move to research because I'm curious because it's

0:38:35.530 --> 0:38:39.570
<v Rae Cairns>a police procedural. Essentially, even though she's not always employed,

0:38:39.790 --> 0:38:43.389
<v Rae Cairns>will it get in? But she Why do you write

0:38:43.399 --> 0:38:48.169
<v Rae Cairns>a police procedural with start writing? Organically, I guess. Writing

0:38:48.179 --> 0:38:51.529
<v Rae Cairns>straight out. How do you manage the research of the novel?

0:38:52.139 --> 0:38:54.229
<v Rae Cairns>I do have a bit of a a What's it

0:38:54.239 --> 0:38:57.060
<v Rae Cairns>called a theory on research. So I'm very much fiction first,

0:38:58.110 --> 0:39:02.219
<v Rae Cairns>then back and then fix or finesse, and that the

0:39:02.229 --> 0:39:05.850
<v Rae Cairns>three stages of the sort of research process that I follow.

0:39:06.149 --> 0:39:07.729
<v Rae Cairns>And the reason for that is that,

0:39:08.739 --> 0:39:11.570
<v Rae Cairns>like I said before, I really need that energy and

0:39:11.580 --> 0:39:15.020
<v Rae Cairns>momentum in my books and particularly that first draught. If

0:39:15.030 --> 0:39:17.509
<v Rae Cairns>I'm not excited. Ha! Happy to keep moving with my story.

0:39:17.520 --> 0:39:19.679
<v Rae Cairns>I think you can feel that on the page. So

0:39:19.689 --> 0:39:21.580
<v Rae Cairns>I did have to do a little bit of very

0:39:21.590 --> 0:39:24.719
<v Rae Cairns>light research just to make sure that the actual premise

0:39:24.729 --> 0:39:28.169
<v Rae Cairns>made sense. So hospital do have morgues. I needed to

0:39:28.179 --> 0:39:31.070
<v Rae Cairns>make sure that it was realistic that if someone died

0:39:31.080 --> 0:39:33.500
<v Rae Cairns>in the emergency department that they would actually be taken

0:39:33.510 --> 0:39:35.350
<v Rae Cairns>to the hospital morgue and how that kind of would

0:39:35.360 --> 0:39:36.989
<v Rae Cairns>work and what kind of timeline? So I

0:39:37.500 --> 0:39:40.379
<v Rae Cairns>Luckily my mother is a nurse, so she was able

0:39:40.389 --> 0:39:41.959
<v Rae Cairns>to give me the overall

0:39:42.870 --> 0:39:44.709
<v Rae Cairns>reality of how that worked. I did a little bit

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:46.620
<v Rae Cairns>of research just to have a look online, like what

0:39:46.629 --> 0:39:48.770
<v Rae Cairns>the hospital moves look like, and how are they managed

0:39:48.780 --> 0:39:50.860
<v Rae Cairns>and all of that sort of thing. But that was

0:39:50.870 --> 0:39:56.000
<v Rae Cairns>not significant. It was really just pressure testing my own premise. Yeah,

0:39:56.010 --> 0:39:58.529
<v Rae Cairns>and then once that part of it was clear

0:39:59.280 --> 0:40:01.179
<v Rae Cairns>I just wrote, and I wrote the book,

0:40:01.840 --> 0:40:04.649
<v Rae Cairns>how I wanted it to be. From a story point

0:40:04.659 --> 0:40:07.540
<v Rae Cairns>of view, I would occasionally have to look up online

0:40:07.550 --> 0:40:10.739
<v Rae Cairns>just some of the procedural pieces and just make sure

0:40:10.750 --> 0:40:13.620
<v Rae Cairns>that things made sense broadly so that I wasn't writing

0:40:13.629 --> 0:40:17.649
<v Rae Cairns>20,000 words on something that just wasn't feasible in any way.

0:40:18.030 --> 0:40:19.330
<v Rae Cairns>As there's quite a health

0:40:19.989 --> 0:40:22.729
<v Rae Cairns>layer in this story, I do just have to orient

0:40:22.739 --> 0:40:25.600
<v Rae Cairns>myself around what is happening in that world at the

0:40:25.610 --> 0:40:27.290
<v Rae Cairns>moment and making sure that some of the things I

0:40:27.300 --> 0:40:30.929
<v Rae Cairns>was talking about were true and realistic. But I would.

0:40:30.939 --> 0:40:32.969
<v Rae Cairns>I don't know how I would quantify this, but the

0:40:32.979 --> 0:40:35.050
<v Rae Cairns>overall research that I would have done for that first

0:40:35.060 --> 0:40:37.810
<v Rae Cairns>draught would be less than a week's worth of effort,

0:40:37.820 --> 0:40:40.770
<v Rae Cairns>because it's really just making sure that there's feasibility

0:40:41.510 --> 0:40:44.350
<v Rae Cairns>around the premise of the book. Once I've got the drawer,

0:40:44.459 --> 0:40:46.790
<v Rae Cairns>that's when I go back and sort of fact check

0:40:46.800 --> 0:40:50.449
<v Rae Cairns>my own story, and I'm very clear that I'm not

0:40:50.459 --> 0:40:54.530
<v Rae Cairns>asking open ended questions of experts. I am very much

0:40:54.830 --> 0:40:59.449
<v Rae Cairns>Is this feasible or possible, Yes or no, because I'm

0:40:59.459 --> 0:41:00.780
<v Rae Cairns>not writing a

0:41:01.669 --> 0:41:05.540
<v Rae Cairns>diary of a police officer. I am writing an extraordinary

0:41:06.010 --> 0:41:10.100
<v Rae Cairns>once in a career type case because that's what is

0:41:10.110 --> 0:41:15.800
<v Rae Cairns>making it an interesting book. Hopefully it just for your paperwork. Yeah, thing.

0:41:15.810 --> 0:41:17.979
<v Rae Cairns>And so I think it's really difficult for experts when

0:41:17.989 --> 0:41:21.620
<v Rae Cairns>you're asking them about their job. They want to be

0:41:21.629 --> 0:41:24.540
<v Rae Cairns>telling you what's realistic and how it actually works, and

0:41:24.729 --> 0:41:27.340
<v Rae Cairns>I want that. But I also don't want that because

0:41:28.110 --> 0:41:30.189
<v Rae Cairns>this is supposed to be a A story, and it

0:41:30.199 --> 0:41:32.979
<v Rae Cairns>is an extraordinary story. That's why it's made a good premise, right?

0:41:32.989 --> 0:41:36.750
<v Rae Cairns>So I'm very much just checking. Is this feed the book?

0:41:36.760 --> 0:41:40.250
<v Rae Cairns>Could this happen? If this happened, could it be the

0:41:40.260 --> 0:41:44.138
<v Rae Cairns>response of a police officer and people get a bit?

0:41:44.379 --> 0:41:47.639
<v Rae Cairns>It's technically possible, and I'm like, Good. And that's all

0:41:47.649 --> 0:41:50.409
<v Rae Cairns>I want from you, The same with the medical

0:41:50.739 --> 0:41:55.439
<v Rae Cairns>information and the science information any like law information. I'm

0:41:55.449 --> 0:41:59.489
<v Rae Cairns>not looking for what is necessarily the most likely not

0:41:59.500 --> 0:42:01.388
<v Rae Cairns>in my books at the moment. Anyway. Maybe that would

0:42:01.399 --> 0:42:03.969
<v Rae Cairns>be in a different kind of book. I'm really wanting

0:42:03.979 --> 0:42:07.259
<v Rae Cairns>to understand. Have I written a story that is within

0:42:07.270 --> 0:42:10.389
<v Rae Cairns>the realm of possibility And then, obviously, occasionally I'll come

0:42:10.399 --> 0:42:12.770
<v Rae Cairns>up with something and they'll say, No, it's not And

0:42:12.899 --> 0:42:15.000
<v Rae Cairns>I'm so then I will have to go back and

0:42:15.010 --> 0:42:16.529
<v Rae Cairns>change it and make sure that it

0:42:16.969 --> 0:42:19.689
<v Rae Cairns>amended in a way that it does fit into that

0:42:19.699 --> 0:42:23.270
<v Rae Cairns>feasible world. And then there's a lot of connecting, obviously,

0:42:23.280 --> 0:42:25.989
<v Rae Cairns>and a lot of the editing that I find I

0:42:26.000 --> 0:42:28.030
<v Rae Cairns>have to do is timeline management.

0:42:28.870 --> 0:42:32.479
<v Rae Cairns>So the order of things, particularly with like DNA testing

0:42:32.489 --> 0:42:36.399
<v Rae Cairns>and things like that, like certain things can't happen quickly.

0:42:36.409 --> 0:42:39.659
<v Rae Cairns>Sometimes things can. And just having to make sure the

0:42:39.669 --> 0:42:44.679
<v Rae Cairns>procedural order of events is accurate and realistic so that

0:42:44.689 --> 0:42:46.639
<v Rae Cairns>someone's not reading the book and just being like, Oh,

0:42:46.649 --> 0:42:49.100
<v Rae Cairns>this is I can't engage with this story because I

0:42:49.110 --> 0:42:52.100
<v Rae Cairns>know that's not lipstick. That's what I'm trying to avoid.

0:42:52.469 --> 0:42:54.580
<v Rae Cairns>But I don't mind if they're a little bit like,

0:42:55.110 --> 0:42:57.679
<v Rae Cairns>Well, I don't think this is likely, but it's a

0:42:57.689 --> 0:43:01.370
<v Rae Cairns>pretty cool story that's fine. That premise of fiction first

0:43:01.840 --> 0:43:06.620
<v Rae Cairns>fiction the genre, I think, is reading that requirement. You

0:43:06.629 --> 0:43:07.549
<v Rae Cairns>are wanting

0:43:08.239 --> 0:43:12.459
<v Rae Cairns>an escape from reality, and they want a realistic story

0:43:12.469 --> 0:43:16.290
<v Rae Cairns>in an unrealistic kind of moment in time. In someone's world.

0:43:16.300 --> 0:43:19.139
<v Rae Cairns>And so I think that's where I'm circling around, getting right.

0:43:19.709 --> 0:43:22.229
<v Rae Cairns>Yeah. The other thing I was I really liked about

0:43:22.239 --> 0:43:24.750
<v Rae Cairns>what you said was not ask, not asking open ended

0:43:24.760 --> 0:43:27.159
<v Rae Cairns>questions because one of my things I was gonna ask

0:43:27.169 --> 0:43:29.929
<v Rae Cairns>you is do you have any tips for writers who

0:43:30.159 --> 0:43:33.658
<v Rae Cairns>have problems in their manuscript about how to one how

0:43:33.669 --> 0:43:38.679
<v Rae Cairns>to find information experts, things like that, But also then

0:43:38.689 --> 0:43:41.090
<v Rae Cairns>how you manage it? So you've already given that one

0:43:41.100 --> 0:43:44.799
<v Rae Cairns>to the no open ended question? Yeah. Any any other

0:43:44.810 --> 0:43:48.570
<v Rae Cairns>tips for writers on how to find? And look, I

0:43:48.580 --> 0:43:49.169
<v Rae Cairns>think

0:43:49.449 --> 0:43:52.439
<v Rae Cairns>I actually think open ended questions. Have a play, have

0:43:52.449 --> 0:43:55.229
<v Rae Cairns>a role to play if you don't have a premise.

0:43:56.250 --> 0:43:58.229
<v Rae Cairns>So I think if you were at the start of

0:43:58.239 --> 0:44:00.159
<v Rae Cairns>a sort of creative project and you have got some

0:44:00.169 --> 0:44:02.360
<v Rae Cairns>thoughts or maybe you've got a character or a setting,

0:44:02.810 --> 0:44:05.399
<v Rae Cairns>I think at that point, if you had access to

0:44:05.409 --> 0:44:08.250
<v Rae Cairns>an expert of some kind, asking them open ended questions

0:44:08.260 --> 0:44:10.239
<v Rae Cairns>at that stage would actually be helpful. I think, in

0:44:10.250 --> 0:44:13.339
<v Rae Cairns>generating some concepts and ideas because they might say something

0:44:13.350 --> 0:44:15.989
<v Rae Cairns>that you're like, Oh, that's a really good thought, but

0:44:16.000 --> 0:44:16.679
<v Rae Cairns>I think that

0:44:17.379 --> 0:44:19.439
<v Rae Cairns>for me anyway, there comes a point in my book

0:44:19.449 --> 0:44:22.679
<v Rae Cairns>where I don't want more feedback than I can handle.

0:44:23.139 --> 0:44:25.629
<v Rae Cairns>I actually really just want to start home like I

0:44:25.639 --> 0:44:27.860
<v Rae Cairns>wanna hone in on where I'm at with my story,

0:44:27.870 --> 0:44:30.679
<v Rae Cairns>not open up more books. So I find that's when

0:44:30.689 --> 0:44:33.179
<v Rae Cairns>I cut out the opening question because I just I

0:44:33.189 --> 0:44:36.600
<v Rae Cairns>can't you get overwhelmed. I think the editing process is

0:44:36.610 --> 0:44:39.870
<v Rae Cairns>already overwhelming for me, so I don't want to then

0:44:39.879 --> 0:44:43.479
<v Rae Cairns>throw in a whole another like range of really overwhelming feedback.

0:44:43.489 --> 0:44:45.199
<v Rae Cairns>So I think that's where I start to get pretty

0:44:45.790 --> 0:44:49.169
<v Rae Cairns>brutal about the yes or no kind of question. But

0:44:49.179 --> 0:44:51.989
<v Rae Cairns>in terms of just advice from from a research point

0:44:52.000 --> 0:44:54.010
<v Rae Cairns>of view, I think it's just engaging in all different

0:44:54.020 --> 0:44:58.209
<v Rae Cairns>kinds of information sources. Podcasts are amazing whether they're true

0:44:58.219 --> 0:45:02.080
<v Rae Cairns>crime or more fictional or opinion. I constantly get ideas

0:45:02.090 --> 0:45:03.169
<v Rae Cairns>from listening to

0:45:03.909 --> 0:45:06.649
<v Rae Cairns>deep dive into different, whether it's a, um, a cold

0:45:06.659 --> 0:45:09.729
<v Rae Cairns>case or just a news report or, uh, it could

0:45:09.739 --> 0:45:12.629
<v Rae Cairns>just be something like like a chatty lifestyle podcast, and

0:45:12.639 --> 0:45:16.830
<v Rae Cairns>you pick up little thoughts about characters or generations or whatever.

0:45:16.840 --> 0:45:19.540
<v Rae Cairns>So I think it's just being open to wherever idea

0:45:19.550 --> 0:45:20.449
<v Rae Cairns>might come from

0:45:21.169 --> 0:45:24.290
<v Rae Cairns>and being curious and going to events. And you go

0:45:24.300 --> 0:45:26.779
<v Rae Cairns>to writer's events and listening to people talking about where

0:45:26.790 --> 0:45:29.759
<v Rae Cairns>they get their inspiration from and, yeah, all of those

0:45:29.770 --> 0:45:32.520
<v Rae Cairns>types of things. So I think it's just engaging in

0:45:32.530 --> 0:45:34.870
<v Rae Cairns>the world. You can go and watch a criminal trial.

0:45:34.879 --> 0:45:36.800
<v Rae Cairns>That's something that you're able to do as a member

0:45:36.810 --> 0:45:39.739
<v Rae Cairns>of the public. So if your cape has one, go

0:45:39.750 --> 0:45:43.189
<v Rae Cairns>and watch one look up news reports and transcripts online.

0:45:43.199 --> 0:45:45.370
<v Rae Cairns>There is a lot of information out there you can

0:45:45.379 --> 0:45:47.229
<v Rae Cairns>access these days particularly,

0:45:47.580 --> 0:45:50.819
<v Rae Cairns>so I think it's just engaging in all of those things.

0:45:50.830 --> 0:45:53.250
<v Rae Cairns>And then it's that kind of thing. Be really broad

0:45:53.260 --> 0:45:55.699
<v Rae Cairns>at the start and then get really specific because you

0:45:55.709 --> 0:45:57.570
<v Rae Cairns>do need to get to a point where you stop

0:45:57.580 --> 0:46:01.049
<v Rae Cairns>collecting information and you write your book. And I know

0:46:01.060 --> 0:46:03.370
<v Rae Cairns>I don't know how people do historical, and I honestly

0:46:03.379 --> 0:46:06.040
<v Rae Cairns>do not understand it because I would. I think I

0:46:06.050 --> 0:46:10.089
<v Rae Cairns>would really struggle to shift from research mode to writing

0:46:10.100 --> 0:46:12.959
<v Rae Cairns>mode and feeling like I had enough information

0:46:13.350 --> 0:46:15.659
<v Rae Cairns>I'd get so bored. I think within two days I'd

0:46:15.669 --> 0:46:17.159
<v Rae Cairns>be like, I need you to start writing And then

0:46:17.169 --> 0:46:19.850
<v Rae Cairns>obviously I'd have no historical context, so it wouldn't make

0:46:19.860 --> 0:46:22.669
<v Rae Cairns>any sense. So I think it's amazing to me that

0:46:22.679 --> 0:46:24.889
<v Rae Cairns>people have the skill that they can go deep on

0:46:24.899 --> 0:46:28.449
<v Rae Cairns>research and then come out of that and write I am,

0:46:28.699 --> 0:46:31.500
<v Rae Cairns>I think too impatient for that to ever be something

0:46:31.510 --> 0:46:34.959
<v Rae Cairns>that I could do properly. So this genre obviously suits

0:46:34.969 --> 0:46:38.330
<v Rae Cairns>me better and this approach or the kind of idea

0:46:38.340 --> 0:46:41.330
<v Rae Cairns>of fiction. First, it also suits me better because it

0:46:41.340 --> 0:46:42.830
<v Rae Cairns>it means I get words down.

0:46:43.270 --> 0:46:47.729
<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, yeah, absolutely. So something in your writing that stands

0:46:47.739 --> 0:46:51.939
<v Rae Cairns>out is your ability to keep raising the tension like

0:46:51.949 --> 0:46:54.689
<v Rae Cairns>that is something that I would say is if all

0:46:54.699 --> 0:46:57.409
<v Rae Cairns>your books have that you just keep piling on

0:46:58.550 --> 0:47:02.010
<v Rae Cairns>called J or Ollie or whoever the main character is.

0:47:02.419 --> 0:47:05.419
<v Rae Cairns>But do you have any kind of tips and tricks

0:47:05.620 --> 0:47:08.459
<v Rae Cairns>for tension like it? Does it happen in your first draught?

0:47:08.469 --> 0:47:10.149
<v Rae Cairns>Or is it something you have to go and pull

0:47:10.159 --> 0:47:13.379
<v Rae Cairns>out later or yeah, any tips or ideas about tension

0:47:13.389 --> 0:47:13.929
<v Rae Cairns>in a novel?

0:47:14.659 --> 0:47:16.699
<v Rae Cairns>I think I do have to give my editor, Kate

0:47:16.709 --> 0:47:18.719
<v Rae Cairns>Gold wory a shout out. I always think of her

0:47:18.729 --> 0:47:19.719
<v Rae Cairns>like a director

0:47:20.560 --> 0:47:23.820
<v Rae Cairns>directing an actor and going like that, but more do

0:47:23.830 --> 0:47:26.419
<v Rae Cairns>another take, but ring more to it like she very

0:47:26.429 --> 0:47:29.620
<v Rae Cairns>much is saying to me, Go harder. Don't be scared

0:47:29.629 --> 0:47:31.939
<v Rae Cairns>about really putting your character through the ringer like just

0:47:32.290 --> 0:47:34.699
<v Rae Cairns>this bit more so. I think

0:47:35.330 --> 0:47:38.399
<v Rae Cairns>the second draught definitely often is where some of that

0:47:38.409 --> 0:47:42.189
<v Rae Cairns>attention really does get elevated, amplified. I tend to be

0:47:42.199 --> 0:47:43.959
<v Rae Cairns>a bit softly soft touch in the

0:47:45.129 --> 0:47:48.139
<v Rae Cairns>draught, I think, where I'm a bit scared to fully

0:47:48.149 --> 0:47:50.479
<v Rae Cairns>put them through the ringer. And I think that's also

0:47:50.489 --> 0:47:52.899
<v Rae Cairns>something that perhaps I have learned from the first and

0:47:52.909 --> 0:47:56.750
<v Rae Cairns>subsequent books is that it's OK to really load up

0:47:56.760 --> 0:47:59.259
<v Rae Cairns>someone up with a lot of stuff in a crime book.

0:47:59.270 --> 0:48:02.000
<v Rae Cairns>You you can keep hitting them until they almost can't

0:48:02.010 --> 0:48:04.439
<v Rae Cairns>take any more. Yeah, that's sort of part of the

0:48:04.449 --> 0:48:07.570
<v Rae Cairns>whole process, and readers are OK to go with you

0:48:07.580 --> 0:48:08.260
<v Rae Cairns>on that, I think,

0:48:08.520 --> 0:48:11.219
<v Rae Cairns>yeah, I think it is. It's little things. It's obviously

0:48:11.229 --> 0:48:13.530
<v Rae Cairns>the way you end chapters and the readability of making

0:48:13.540 --> 0:48:16.919
<v Rae Cairns>sure you. You are giving people enough C crumb that

0:48:16.929 --> 0:48:20.669
<v Rae Cairns>they want to keep reading and enough little moments of doubt.

0:48:20.679 --> 0:48:23.010
<v Rae Cairns>Like I call them. It's It's red herrings, but it's

0:48:23.020 --> 0:48:25.860
<v Rae Cairns>actually not just red herrings. It's also just little little

0:48:25.870 --> 0:48:28.609
<v Rae Cairns>senses of unease about certain characters where you're like, What

0:48:28.620 --> 0:48:28.939
<v Rae Cairns>is

0:48:29.189 --> 0:48:31.889
<v Rae Cairns>your motivation and what are you all about? And I

0:48:31.899 --> 0:48:35.409
<v Rae Cairns>think that thats the same as we do in life. Totally.

0:48:35.419 --> 0:48:38.040
<v Rae Cairns>It's very curious, I think for me and again, this

0:48:38.050 --> 0:48:42.029
<v Rae Cairns>sounds strategic. I'm probably not so consciously thinking of this

0:48:42.040 --> 0:48:42.969
<v Rae Cairns>when I write. But

0:48:43.699 --> 0:48:46.290
<v Rae Cairns>how do I make sure that people are feeling a

0:48:46.300 --> 0:48:49.629
<v Rae Cairns>spark of curiosity when they're reading my books, making sure

0:48:49.639 --> 0:48:51.939
<v Rae Cairns>that there's that constant like, I just don't know about

0:48:51.949 --> 0:48:54.770
<v Rae Cairns>you and I'm not sure about this situation and you're

0:48:54.780 --> 0:48:56.689
<v Rae Cairns>warning that kind of intrigue.

0:48:57.320 --> 0:49:00.830
<v Rae Cairns>It's a bit palpable, really, from the get go and

0:49:00.840 --> 0:49:03.719
<v Rae Cairns>sometimes even doubting characters that people have come to. I

0:49:03.729 --> 0:49:06.419
<v Rae Cairns>think that's always really interesting when you've got a series

0:49:06.429 --> 0:49:08.459
<v Rae Cairns>is that you can play around with you like this

0:49:08.469 --> 0:49:11.500
<v Rae Cairns>person and we all like this person. But actually they've

0:49:11.510 --> 0:49:13.389
<v Rae Cairns>gotten themselves into a bit of a pickle here So

0:49:13.399 --> 0:49:15.429
<v Rae Cairns>now how do we feel about them? So you're having

0:49:15.439 --> 0:49:19.600
<v Rae Cairns>this constant re eval evaluation. And because the Dark qua

0:49:19.669 --> 0:49:22.580
<v Rae Cairns>series is written in the first person, I suppose you're

0:49:22.590 --> 0:49:24.540
<v Rae Cairns>always having it from Gemma's perspective.

0:49:24.879 --> 0:49:29.040
<v Rae Cairns>So it's also that emotional investment that hopefully people have,

0:49:29.050 --> 0:49:32.600
<v Rae Cairns>where if she's sad about someone letting her down or

0:49:32.620 --> 0:49:35.379
<v Rae Cairns>someone that she thought she knew that it seems like

0:49:35.389 --> 0:49:39.179
<v Rae Cairns>perhaps she doesn't. You want that to hit pretty hard emotionally,

0:49:39.189 --> 0:49:41.569
<v Rae Cairns>because you should be in it with her. And we

0:49:41.580 --> 0:49:43.340
<v Rae Cairns>all know what that's like in real life, too,

0:49:43.909 --> 0:49:49.120
<v Rae Cairns>where someone disappoints you. So it's just that, yeah, it's unease, tension.

0:49:49.219 --> 0:49:51.580
<v Rae Cairns>It's sometimes a bit of a shock. And I guess

0:49:51.590 --> 0:49:53.888
<v Rae Cairns>you're balancing all of those things. And I think that

0:49:53.909 --> 0:49:57.000
<v Rae Cairns>if you get that balance broadly right or as right

0:49:57.010 --> 0:49:57.729
<v Rae Cairns>as possible,

0:49:58.219 --> 0:50:02.399
<v Rae Cairns>then hopefully it it results in the tension you're talking about.

0:50:02.409 --> 0:50:06.790
<v Rae Cairns>You also had some short, punchy chapters which help with

0:50:06.969 --> 0:50:09.658
<v Rae Cairns>and is making the chapter shorter, and your sentence structure

0:50:09.669 --> 0:50:12.209
<v Rae Cairns>changes a bit and you get a bit more di. Yeah,

0:50:12.219 --> 0:50:14.949
<v Rae Cairns>I think people do that really Well, I'm actually not

0:50:14.959 --> 0:50:18.320
<v Rae Cairns>sure I'm right at that, because I read sometimes other

0:50:18.330 --> 0:50:20.219
<v Rae Cairns>people's books, and I think, Oh my God, the way

0:50:20.229 --> 0:50:23.939
<v Rae Cairns>that you've just managed little short, punchy chapters I think

0:50:23.949 --> 0:50:25.610
<v Rae Cairns>that some people have a real

0:50:26.229 --> 0:50:30.300
<v Rae Cairns>in that regard. I'm my structure. Stuff's a bit looser.

0:50:30.310 --> 0:50:33.790
<v Rae Cairns>It's not a style. It It's different in every book.

0:50:33.800 --> 0:50:36.239
<v Rae Cairns>But yeah, I guess you're trying to adapt the writing

0:50:36.250 --> 0:50:38.939
<v Rae Cairns>and the energy of the reading experience to match what's

0:50:38.949 --> 0:50:41.560
<v Rae Cairns>happening in the book. So if there's kind of moments

0:50:41.570 --> 0:50:44.359
<v Rae Cairns>that are hard and fast shock, then you don't want

0:50:44.370 --> 0:50:48.009
<v Rae Cairns>meandering long chapter that are explaining things. So I think

0:50:48.020 --> 0:50:49.989
<v Rae Cairns>you are. Yeah, you would. I am trying to adapt

0:50:50.000 --> 0:50:50.149
<v Rae Cairns>to

0:50:50.245 --> 0:50:53.344
<v Rae Cairns>that kind of energy, and I wanna I just wanna

0:50:53.354 --> 0:50:55.864
<v Rae Cairns>touch back on point of view because in The Housemate,

0:50:55.875 --> 0:51:00.074
<v Rae Cairns>which was your stand alone novel, you did third person. OK,

0:51:00.524 --> 0:51:02.485
<v Rae Cairns>you have it from two points of view, and I

0:51:02.495 --> 0:51:05.935
<v Rae Cairns>wanted to talk a bit about the advantages and disadvantages

0:51:05.945 --> 0:51:09.303
<v Rae Cairns>of 1st and 3rd and what you're writing, because they're

0:51:09.314 --> 0:51:13.395
<v Rae Cairns>both all in present tense. But it's the Yeah, 1st

0:51:13.405 --> 0:51:16.455
<v Rae Cairns>and 3rd is the Yeah, I found it really hard.

0:51:16.465 --> 0:51:18.955
<v Rae Cairns>I have to say, Did you search the third person. Yeah,

0:51:19.449 --> 0:51:23.509
<v Rae Cairns>I think because I had written in first, which is

0:51:23.520 --> 0:51:26.909
<v Rae Cairns>so immediate, and it's got inbuilt momentum and energy in it,

0:51:26.919 --> 0:51:29.629
<v Rae Cairns>which I think suits the way I think and write more.

0:51:29.879 --> 0:51:32.229
<v Rae Cairns>Whereas I had to flip that perspective to be a

0:51:32.239 --> 0:51:35.469
<v Rae Cairns>bit more observational and reflective, and I had to change

0:51:35.479 --> 0:51:40.389
<v Rae Cairns>my pace, I think, to make that feel realistic, and

0:51:40.399 --> 0:51:42.000
<v Rae Cairns>I it took me a while to just get used

0:51:42.010 --> 0:51:44.029
<v Rae Cairns>to it. I kept flipping back into first person and

0:51:44.040 --> 0:51:45.189
<v Rae Cairns>then realising that I didn't

0:51:45.879 --> 0:51:48.979
<v Rae Cairns>know how he thought the character in the housemate. I

0:51:48.989 --> 0:51:51.949
<v Rae Cairns>was like, I'm not Gemma anymore. Like it's a different person.

0:51:52.750 --> 0:51:55.969
<v Rae Cairns>She's less impulsive and all those things. So I do

0:51:55.979 --> 0:51:57.780
<v Rae Cairns>think it worked really well for the house mate. I

0:51:57.790 --> 0:51:58.888
<v Rae Cairns>think it was the right

0:51:59.500 --> 0:52:02.199
<v Rae Cairns>decision, but it did take me a while just to

0:52:02.209 --> 0:52:05.908
<v Rae Cairns>get used to it, and I am writing a sequel

0:52:05.919 --> 0:52:08.300
<v Rae Cairns>to the housemaid at the moment, and so back in

0:52:08.310 --> 0:52:10.638
<v Rae Cairns>third person, I say I'm writing it. I actually touched

0:52:10.649 --> 0:52:13.689
<v Rae Cairns>the dreamer, but I should be writing it, and that's

0:52:13.699 --> 0:52:16.590
<v Rae Cairns>in third person as well. And again, I actually feel

0:52:16.600 --> 0:52:19.000
<v Rae Cairns>like sometimes I physically have to go click into a

0:52:19.010 --> 0:52:22.629
<v Rae Cairns>different like gear because you can't take shortcuts like in

0:52:22.639 --> 0:52:23.429
<v Rae Cairns>first person.

0:52:24.189 --> 0:52:26.820
<v Rae Cairns>You just say what that person's thinking and you're seeing

0:52:26.830 --> 0:52:29.060
<v Rae Cairns>the world from their eyes. It's all very clear the

0:52:29.070 --> 0:52:32.580
<v Rae Cairns>perspective for me. There's obviously things that they can't see

0:52:32.590 --> 0:52:34.889
<v Rae Cairns>and they don't know. And that's annoying because you then

0:52:34.899 --> 0:52:36.790
<v Rae Cairns>have to work out. How do they get that information?

0:52:36.800 --> 0:52:39.530
<v Rae Cairns>How does the reader get that information? So there's challenges

0:52:39.540 --> 0:52:44.409
<v Rae Cairns>in first person. There's limitation definitely within first person, whereas

0:52:44.639 --> 0:52:47.169
<v Rae Cairns>in third person you've got that omnipresent sort of

0:52:47.540 --> 0:52:51.060
<v Rae Cairns>ability. So it's a bit easier to reveal information and

0:52:51.070 --> 0:52:54.139
<v Rae Cairns>different things can happen. The person necessarily have to see

0:52:54.149 --> 0:52:56.590
<v Rae Cairns>and all of that type of thing. But yeah, I

0:52:56.600 --> 0:53:01.040
<v Rae Cairns>do find first person, I think, is more my natural style.

0:53:01.050 --> 0:53:03.320
<v Rae Cairns>So I have to work a bit harder to make

0:53:03.330 --> 0:53:04.310
<v Rae Cairns>the person work.

0:53:05.429 --> 0:53:05.889
<v Rae Cairns>OK,

0:53:06.520 --> 0:53:10.580
<v Rae Cairns>you've also explored different settings in your novels. So you've

0:53:10.590 --> 0:53:17.408
<v Rae Cairns>had Country city coastal country again, and obviously it's been

0:53:17.419 --> 0:53:20.389
<v Rae Cairns>a huge thing with crime novels being set in country town.

0:53:20.399 --> 0:53:23.000
<v Rae Cairns>So what are the advantages and disadvantages of setting a

0:53:23.010 --> 0:53:24.699
<v Rae Cairns>novel in the country versus the city?

0:53:26.100 --> 0:53:29.169
<v Rae Cairns>I think with a country town, you can have more

0:53:29.179 --> 0:53:33.439
<v Rae Cairns>coincidences than you can in a city. So because everyone

0:53:33.449 --> 0:53:36.159
<v Rae Cairns>knows of each other, even if they don't know each

0:53:36.169 --> 0:53:39.779
<v Rae Cairns>other and there's a smaller setting in terms of physical location,

0:53:39.969 --> 0:53:43.669
<v Rae Cairns>coincidences are more easily explained and not don't feel as F,

0:53:44.780 --> 0:53:48.199
<v Rae Cairns>whereas in a city setting you can't have people tripping

0:53:48.209 --> 0:53:51.350
<v Rae Cairns>over each other randomly when there's millions of people and

0:53:51.360 --> 0:53:54.560
<v Rae Cairns>like it's it's different. I found particularly going from the

0:53:54.570 --> 0:53:56.080
<v Rae Cairns>Dark Lake to into the night.

0:53:57.239 --> 0:53:59.540
<v Rae Cairns>That whole journey for Gemma was very much going from

0:53:59.550 --> 0:54:02.540
<v Rae Cairns>a town where she knew so much. Everything was so familiar.

0:54:02.750 --> 0:54:05.790
<v Rae Cairns>Whereas when she moved to the city, it was this

0:54:05.800 --> 0:54:08.770
<v Rae Cairns>anonymity that was really important and also a sense of

0:54:08.780 --> 0:54:12.379
<v Rae Cairns>just being quite alone and not knowing anybody. And so

0:54:12.389 --> 0:54:14.449
<v Rae Cairns>I think that you can just play around with different

0:54:14.459 --> 0:54:17.989
<v Rae Cairns>relationships in that way. Yeah, definitely. And OK, so I

0:54:18.000 --> 0:54:20.879
<v Rae Cairns>just want to touch really briefly on Final Act, which

0:54:20.889 --> 0:54:24.580
<v Rae Cairns>was your audio first book. Did you have to write

0:54:24.590 --> 0:54:26.500
<v Rae Cairns>differently for an audio first?

0:54:27.729 --> 0:54:30.169
<v Rae Cairns>I didn't start out as an audio book, so I

0:54:30.179 --> 0:54:33.529
<v Rae Cairns>guess I not. Initially I it was actually the first

0:54:33.540 --> 0:54:36.189
<v Rae Cairns>thing I ever wrote before the Dark Lake. I'd started

0:54:36.199 --> 0:54:38.949
<v Rae Cairns>the idea. Uh, yeah. I started this idea ages ago,

0:54:39.120 --> 0:54:42.510
<v Rae Cairns>got stuck, couldn't get it to work, had about 20,000

0:54:42.520 --> 0:54:45.590
<v Rae Cairns>words sitting there, flipped to the dark lake

0:54:46.399 --> 0:54:49.270
<v Rae Cairns>that obviously was successful and managed to get an agent

0:54:49.280 --> 0:54:51.840
<v Rae Cairns>and pitch it and all those things. And then I

0:54:51.850 --> 0:54:54.500
<v Rae Cairns>was at a writer's event or festival I can't remember.

0:54:54.830 --> 0:54:59.379
<v Rae Cairns>And someone from Audible heard me talking about this manuscript

0:54:59.389 --> 0:55:02.299
<v Rae Cairns>that I'd park and the premise of it

0:55:03.050 --> 0:55:06.149
<v Rae Cairns>contacted me and said, I'm interested in that. Do you

0:55:06.159 --> 0:55:10.030
<v Rae Cairns>think you finish it? And then that's how that happened. Yeah,

0:55:10.040 --> 0:55:12.709
<v Rae Cairns>I had to go back and work out if I

0:55:12.719 --> 0:55:16.110
<v Rae Cairns>could finish it, and I did still struggle with it

0:55:16.120 --> 0:55:18.310
<v Rae Cairns>a little bit. It's a It's quite a tricky story

0:55:18.320 --> 0:55:21.689
<v Rae Cairns>because it's it is still crime fiction, but it doesn't

0:55:21.699 --> 0:55:25.840
<v Rae Cairns>have traditional prot protagonist. There's no detective. There's no journal.

0:55:25.850 --> 0:55:26.709
<v Rae Cairns>There's no lawyer.

0:55:27.139 --> 0:55:31.870
<v Rae Cairns>So there's a surgeon main character, not an investigator, but

0:55:31.879 --> 0:55:35.199
<v Rae Cairns>ends up being a quasi detective. So it's a bit

0:55:35.209 --> 0:55:36.879
<v Rae Cairns>tricky logistically to make that all

0:55:37.800 --> 0:55:40.260
<v Rae Cairns>work. But yeah, it was a really good challenge, like

0:55:40.270 --> 0:55:44.580
<v Rae Cairns>picking up a book that I'd abandoned reenergizing it and

0:55:44.590 --> 0:55:47.439
<v Rae Cairns>making it work and finishing it. I think I was

0:55:47.449 --> 0:55:50.219
<v Rae Cairns>aware of the audio bit when I was writing it,

0:55:50.229 --> 0:55:51.729
<v Rae Cairns>just to the extent of

0:55:52.610 --> 0:55:58.199
<v Rae Cairns>maybe more, just clear out sort of description, like lots

0:55:58.209 --> 0:55:59.050
<v Rae Cairns>of dialogue

0:56:00.010 --> 0:56:01.830
<v Rae Cairns>and just but not in a way that I think

0:56:01.840 --> 0:56:05.949
<v Rae Cairns>I really wrote differently. Yeah, maybe just in the editing process.

0:56:05.959 --> 0:56:07.709
<v Rae Cairns>I was a bit aware of just being really clear

0:56:07.719 --> 0:56:10.879
<v Rae Cairns>with the dialogue and yeah, but I think the process

0:56:10.889 --> 0:56:15.209
<v Rae Cairns>is broadly pretty in LA At least it was for me. OK,

0:56:15.219 --> 0:56:18.750
<v Rae Cairns>that's interesting. And then you you mentioned before that gem

0:56:18.760 --> 0:56:21.189
<v Rae Cairns>is going into a TV series. I think you said

0:56:21.510 --> 0:56:24.159
<v Rae Cairns>yes. How has that been like? That is Obviously a

0:56:24.169 --> 0:56:27.560
<v Rae Cairns>lot of writers dream of seeing their books on the screen.

0:56:27.879 --> 0:56:31.570
<v Rae Cairns>Are you involved in that process? How long has it taken?

0:56:31.580 --> 0:56:33.620
<v Rae Cairns>Just give us a bit of Yeah, I am. I'm

0:56:33.629 --> 0:56:36.719
<v Rae Cairns>very excited because it feels like it's actually going to happen,

0:56:36.729 --> 0:56:39.549
<v Rae Cairns>but it has been, I think, seven years in the process.

0:56:39.560 --> 0:56:42.709
<v Rae Cairns>So I'm also a little bit reserved in that there's

0:56:42.719 --> 0:56:44.820
<v Rae Cairns>still quite a few hoops that it needs to jump

0:56:44.830 --> 0:56:48.159
<v Rae Cairns>through before it actually is in production.

0:56:48.540 --> 0:56:51.199
<v Rae Cairns>But it's certainly feeling very promising at the moment. So

0:56:51.209 --> 0:56:53.590
<v Rae Cairns>there's a A streaming partner has come on board. The

0:56:53.600 --> 0:56:56.629
<v Rae Cairns>production company has always been very committed to finding it

0:56:56.639 --> 0:56:59.929
<v Rae Cairns>at home. There's an actress attached, so it certainly feels

0:56:59.939 --> 0:57:04.280
<v Rae Cairns>like a gathering momentum. But TV is even more fickle

0:57:04.290 --> 0:57:07.280
<v Rae Cairns>than publishing, apparently. Yeah, I don't think we'll realise how

0:57:07.290 --> 0:57:09.810
<v Rae Cairns>long it can take. Like you might get something so

0:57:09.979 --> 0:57:11.879
<v Rae Cairns>long if it stays optioned for

0:57:12.510 --> 0:57:15.000
<v Rae Cairns>ever long. A piece of string is, yeah, yes, there's

0:57:15.010 --> 0:57:18.959
<v Rae Cairns>so much money that needs to be found to fund things.

0:57:18.969 --> 0:57:22.169
<v Rae Cairns>I always joke that when I want a dramatic thing

0:57:22.179 --> 0:57:24.780
<v Rae Cairns>and need to call in ambulances and fire engines, I

0:57:24.790 --> 0:57:27.360
<v Rae Cairns>just ride it, whereas in a TV, show it that

0:57:27.370 --> 0:57:31.469
<v Rae Cairns>$400,000 or something. So it's a different creative process. But yeah,

0:57:31.479 --> 0:57:31.770
<v Rae Cairns>I am

0:57:31.975 --> 0:57:34.804
<v Rae Cairns>quite involved. They're They've been amazing, wanting to make sure

0:57:34.814 --> 0:57:37.455
<v Rae Cairns>that I feel good about the way that they're looking

0:57:37.465 --> 0:57:40.334
<v Rae Cairns>to interpret it. So I'm not a producer. I'm not

0:57:40.344 --> 0:57:43.114
<v Rae Cairns>going to be writing it. There's a lead writer that's

0:57:43.125 --> 0:57:45.804
<v Rae Cairns>been brought onto the project and I'm very happy with that.

0:57:46.094 --> 0:57:48.564
<v Rae Cairns>But yeah, I'm involved, I don't know, almost like a

0:57:48.574 --> 0:57:52.114
<v Rae Cairns>consulting kind of role. So I will be in the

0:57:52.125 --> 0:57:54.814
<v Rae Cairns>writer's room for some of it. And then I will

0:57:54.824 --> 0:57:57.774
<v Rae Cairns>certainly review like the first episode that they write and

0:57:57.784 --> 0:58:01.235
<v Rae Cairns>just stay across the project broadly, which is perfect for me.

0:58:01.245 --> 0:58:01.715
<v Rae Cairns>I don't

0:58:02.560 --> 0:58:06.080
<v Rae Cairns>wants to be hugely involved. I'm really happy for them

0:58:06.090 --> 0:58:08.260
<v Rae Cairns>to take it in whatever direction they think needs to

0:58:08.270 --> 0:58:11.060
<v Rae Cairns>work for TV. I know it's a different sort of format,

0:58:11.070 --> 0:58:14.540
<v Rae Cairns>but it's really nice to be asked my opinion and

0:58:14.550 --> 0:58:17.300
<v Rae Cairns>just to be involved in that sort of the rural way.

0:58:17.310 --> 0:58:20.149
<v Rae Cairns>So yeah, like fingers crossed, it makes it all the

0:58:20.159 --> 0:58:24.550
<v Rae Cairns>way through. It's exciting. It's so exciting. OK, I've only

0:58:24.560 --> 0:58:27.459
<v Rae Cairns>got a couple little question. What's the best of writing

0:58:27.469 --> 0:58:28.379
<v Rae Cairns>life for you?

0:58:29.280 --> 0:58:30.810
<v Rae Cairns>What's the best part? Yeah,

0:58:32.520 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Rae Cairns>I think like I said earlier, that vibe that finishing

0:58:35.610 --> 0:58:39.500
<v Rae Cairns>a project and holding it, I guess, is always just

0:58:39.510 --> 0:58:40.659
<v Rae Cairns>an incredibly

0:58:41.350 --> 0:58:44.899
<v Rae Cairns>rewarding moment. And I do. I think I've become quite

0:58:44.909 --> 0:58:45.739
<v Rae Cairns>addicted to that

0:58:46.500 --> 0:58:48.659
<v Rae Cairns>sort of feeling because otherwise I just don't think I

0:58:48.669 --> 0:58:51.500
<v Rae Cairns>would keep doing. It's just I think it is just yeah,

0:58:51.510 --> 0:58:53.399
<v Rae Cairns>so rare to have something that you can hold and

0:58:53.409 --> 0:58:54.979
<v Rae Cairns>say I think that you've kind of done and I

0:58:54.989 --> 0:58:58.909
<v Rae Cairns>really think that for me important. But there's so many

0:58:58.919 --> 0:59:01.080
<v Rae Cairns>things about it that are amazing, like just the privilege

0:59:01.090 --> 0:59:02.120
<v Rae Cairns>of getting to create

0:59:02.959 --> 0:59:06.780
<v Rae Cairns>world and character of the story. It is special, and

0:59:06.790 --> 0:59:09.520
<v Rae Cairns>I'm really glad that I want to do that and

0:59:09.530 --> 0:59:11.899
<v Rae Cairns>that I get to do that. And I do sometimes

0:59:11.909 --> 0:59:14.600
<v Rae Cairns>look at other people and think, Oh, you'll never have

0:59:14.610 --> 0:59:16.229
<v Rae Cairns>that and I they don't want it So they're not

0:59:16.239 --> 0:59:19.139
<v Rae Cairns>happy about it, But I'm like, Oh, I really enjoy

0:59:19.149 --> 0:59:21.620
<v Rae Cairns>that And so I'm glad that I've had that experience

0:59:21.909 --> 0:59:24.139
<v Rae Cairns>and then just other writers, I think talking to other

0:59:24.149 --> 0:59:27.939
<v Rae Cairns>people about their ideas and their stories, and I just

0:59:27.949 --> 0:59:30.149
<v Rae Cairns>I already work in an industry that's very much around

0:59:30.159 --> 0:59:31.729
<v Rae Cairns>ideas and communication, and

0:59:32.139 --> 0:59:34.419
<v Rae Cairns>I just never cease to amaze me just how many

0:59:34.429 --> 0:59:37.389
<v Rae Cairns>ideas there are out there and just the different ways

0:59:37.399 --> 0:59:41.639
<v Rae Cairns>in to solving different problems. And it's just so reassuring

0:59:41.649 --> 0:59:43.989
<v Rae Cairns>that there is just always going to be art for

0:59:44.000 --> 0:59:47.780
<v Rae Cairns>evermore because people just always have ideas and I really

0:59:47.790 --> 0:59:50.959
<v Rae Cairns>love being in industries that are adjacent to that. That

0:59:50.969 --> 0:59:54.239
<v Rae Cairns>kind of creativity. And then, yeah, I think obviously meeting

0:59:54.250 --> 0:59:55.360
<v Rae Cairns>readers and having them

0:59:55.959 --> 0:59:58.500
<v Rae Cairns>tell you what they thought of your book is a

0:59:58.510 --> 1:00:01.739
<v Rae Cairns>kind of privilege. And you used to I don't know

1:00:01.750 --> 1:00:04.139
<v Rae Cairns>if this is the thing for you, Ray, but you've

1:00:04.149 --> 1:00:06.060
<v Rae Cairns>I'm very aware that I've written books and that they're

1:00:06.070 --> 1:00:08.310
<v Rae Cairns>out in the world and they're being read, But you

1:00:08.320 --> 1:00:11.000
<v Rae Cairns>don't really think about it very much. Someone comes up

1:00:11.010 --> 1:00:13.889
<v Rae Cairns>to you and says, I've read your book and I

1:00:13.899 --> 1:00:17.300
<v Rae Cairns>think it's even more highlighted when it's a book that

1:00:17.310 --> 1:00:19.060
<v Rae Cairns>you wrote five years ago and there

1:00:19.530 --> 1:00:21.149
<v Rae Cairns>telling you that I read it. I don't know last

1:00:21.159 --> 1:00:23.159
<v Rae Cairns>week and you, you're like, Oh, yeah, forget people are

1:00:23.169 --> 1:00:27.719
<v Rae Cairns>still reading those books and that's just it's amazing. And

1:00:27.729 --> 1:00:32.399
<v Rae Cairns>it's very strange. Um, yeah, I really appreciate that anyone's

1:00:32.409 --> 1:00:34.840
<v Rae Cairns>read any of my books, but having them tell you

1:00:34.850 --> 1:00:37.169
<v Rae Cairns>what they thought of it, how they interpret it, what

1:00:37.179 --> 1:00:39.520
<v Rae Cairns>they liked, what they didn't like, like it's just I

1:00:39.530 --> 1:00:41.199
<v Rae Cairns>love it. I don't mind if they don't like it.

1:00:41.209 --> 1:00:44.290
<v Rae Cairns>It's still great to have that dialogue and that kind

1:00:44.300 --> 1:00:46.870
<v Rae Cairns>of interaction. So, yeah, there's lots of things I like

1:00:46.879 --> 1:00:47.320
<v Rae Cairns>about it.

1:00:48.209 --> 1:00:50.639
<v Rae Cairns>That's great. We will almost finish there. I just have

1:00:50.649 --> 1:00:54.830
<v Rae Cairns>to ask Japan's favourite question for writers. What is at

1:00:54.840 --> 1:00:57.389
<v Rae Cairns>the heart of your writing and what ties your six

1:00:57.399 --> 1:00:58.949
<v Rae Cairns>novels together? What do you think?

1:01:00.010 --> 1:01:04.909
<v Rae Cairns>I think ethical dilemmas probably is the theme that when

1:01:04.919 --> 1:01:06.790
<v Rae Cairns>you really boil it all down it

1:01:07.790 --> 1:01:11.790
<v Rae Cairns>good people making good or bad choices and bad people

1:01:11.800 --> 1:01:14.560
<v Rae Cairns>making good or bad choices. And they happen to be

1:01:14.570 --> 1:01:18.290
<v Rae Cairns>in a world of voicing and journalism and law and

1:01:18.300 --> 1:01:19.330
<v Rae Cairns>things like that. But

1:01:20.179 --> 1:01:22.629
<v Rae Cairns>they're still just people, and I think that's like the

1:01:22.639 --> 1:01:27.360
<v Rae Cairns>characters around. That world is also what I'm fascinated by. So, yeah,

1:01:27.370 --> 1:01:31.639
<v Rae Cairns>ethical quandaries and what makes people tick, I think, is

1:01:31.649 --> 1:01:35.959
<v Rae Cairns>essentially what I'm really always trying to unpack and understand.

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<v Rae Cairns>Yeah, absolutely. I so enjoyed talking to you. Thank you

1:01:40.989 --> 1:01:45.449
<v Rae Cairns>so much for sharing all your tips and about various

1:01:45.459 --> 1:01:49.600
<v Rae Cairns>areas of writing. It was really interesting. A huge congratulations

1:01:49.610 --> 1:01:52.290
<v Rae Cairns>on body of lies and I can't wait to hear

1:01:52.300 --> 1:01:54.250
<v Rae Cairns>Read the sequel to the housemate.

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<v Rae Cairns>Oh, I need to finish it first, obviously. So I

1:01:57.300 --> 1:01:59.959
<v Rae Cairns>have to wait for a little while, but no, hopefully

1:01:59.969 --> 1:02:02.830
<v Rae Cairns>that will work its way into a book at some

1:02:02.840 --> 1:02:04.969
<v Rae Cairns>point as well. But I thank you. I've really enjoyed

1:02:04.979 --> 1:02:06.929
<v Rae Cairns>talking to you as well. Thank you.

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