1 00:00:00,960 --> 00:00:04,760 Speaker 1: Hello, lovely neighborhood, and welcome to our Olympic Spotlight series. 2 00:00:04,840 --> 00:00:07,320 Speaker 1: As you will know, we are back recording new episodes 3 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:10,280 Speaker 1: after our extended ninety two business month hiatus, now that 4 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:13,440 Speaker 1: mum life is becoming a little bit smoother, but given 5 00:00:13,480 --> 00:00:16,079 Speaker 1: that we find ourselves in the middle of Paris twenty 6 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:18,639 Speaker 1: twenty four and it is such a special time for 7 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:20,759 Speaker 1: the whole world. I love the Olympics so much I 8 00:00:20,800 --> 00:00:23,560 Speaker 1: get emotional every time. I thought we'd also do a 9 00:00:23,560 --> 00:00:27,040 Speaker 1: little Olympic or re release series. We are so lucky 10 00:00:27,080 --> 00:00:30,160 Speaker 1: to have had so many incredible Olympians as past guests, 11 00:00:30,160 --> 00:00:32,879 Speaker 1: who are also competing right now over in Paris. And 12 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: while our conversations are from a while back, so please 13 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:39,480 Speaker 1: mind the outdated time references. The essence of this show 14 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:42,440 Speaker 1: is reflecting on people's different chapters along the way, and 15 00:00:42,479 --> 00:00:44,680 Speaker 1: I thought it would be fascinating to reflect on how 16 00:00:44,720 --> 00:00:47,479 Speaker 1: far they've all come since our last chat, some of 17 00:00:47,520 --> 00:00:50,959 Speaker 1: which were even before the last Olympics in Tokyo. As 18 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,880 Speaker 1: I mentioned last episode, athletes aren't allowed to record from 19 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:56,320 Speaker 1: the Olympic village and or they can do interviews, but 20 00:00:56,360 --> 00:00:58,520 Speaker 1: they can't do audio and video, and we did have 21 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:01,120 Speaker 1: a few podcast interviews lined up that we had to postpone, 22 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:03,600 Speaker 1: which is why we couldn't do catch up episodes with 23 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:06,680 Speaker 1: these guests. But we do have a future record after 24 00:01:06,720 --> 00:01:10,240 Speaker 1: the Olympics are over, so stay tuned for those in 25 00:01:10,280 --> 00:01:12,880 Speaker 1: the meantime. I hope you are all loving watching along 26 00:01:13,040 --> 00:01:17,399 Speaker 1: and enjoy these throwback listens. Busy and happy are not 27 00:01:17,520 --> 00:01:20,480 Speaker 1: the same thing. We too rarely question what makes the 28 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:23,600 Speaker 1: heart seeing. We work, then we rest, but rarely we 29 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:26,720 Speaker 1: play and often don't realize there's more than one way. 30 00:01:26,959 --> 00:01:29,880 Speaker 1: So this is a platform to hear and explore the 31 00:01:29,959 --> 00:01:33,080 Speaker 1: stories of those who found lives They adore, the good, 32 00:01:33,120 --> 00:01:36,040 Speaker 1: bad and ugly. The best and worst day will bear 33 00:01:36,120 --> 00:01:40,920 Speaker 1: all the facets of seizing your yay. I'm Sarah Davidson 34 00:01:41,040 --> 00:01:44,520 Speaker 1: or a spoonful of Sarah, a lawyer turned funentrepreneurs walk 35 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:47,000 Speaker 1: the suits and heels to co found matcha Maiden and 36 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:50,880 Speaker 1: matcha Milk Bark. CAESA is a series of conversations on 37 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:54,680 Speaker 1: finding a life you love and exploring the self doubt, challenge, 38 00:01:54,800 --> 00:02:01,080 Speaker 1: joy and fulfillment along the way. So let me introduce 39 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:04,960 Speaker 1: you to this week's guest. I'm joined by our first 40 00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:09,639 Speaker 1: wooly wily woman beach volleyball olympian and Commonwealth Game silver 41 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:13,240 Speaker 1: medallist Telliqua Clancy You've probably seen I've been reflecting on 42 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:17,640 Speaker 1: cza's commitment to diversity of all kinds, but also in 43 00:02:17,720 --> 00:02:19,720 Speaker 1: light of the past few weeks the best way to 44 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:23,520 Speaker 1: contribute to the BIPOC dialogue specifically, and Telliqua is the 45 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:26,560 Speaker 1: first of a few wonderful guests coming up who offer 46 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:30,160 Speaker 1: some generously personal and thought provoking insights to the conversation. 47 00:02:31,120 --> 00:02:34,680 Speaker 1: Growing up in king Roy, Queensland, otherwise known as Peanut Town, 48 00:02:35,040 --> 00:02:38,760 Speaker 1: over two hundred kilometers from the nearest beach, you wouldn't 49 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:43,000 Speaker 1: expect Olympic success at beach volleyball to be in Telliqua's future, 50 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:46,560 Speaker 1: and yet she reached the quarterfinals in Rio, becoming the 51 00:02:46,600 --> 00:02:50,000 Speaker 1: first Aboriginal Olympian to compete in the sport, and is 52 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:54,119 Speaker 1: on her way to the slightly delayed Tokyo Olympics next year. 53 00:02:54,720 --> 00:02:58,440 Speaker 1: Telliqua is also an ambassador for our mutually beloved Cadbury, 54 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:01,440 Speaker 1: who are launching an amazing smart watch campaign this week 55 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:04,120 Speaker 1: to support us all staying active in Io, which you'll 56 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:07,440 Speaker 1: hear more about. I'll let teleiku tell you the rest, 57 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:10,839 Speaker 1: and I hope you enjoy as much as I did. Talikua, 58 00:03:11,160 --> 00:03:12,840 Speaker 1: Welcome to CZA. 59 00:03:12,919 --> 00:03:14,959 Speaker 2: Thank you for having me. So happy to be here. 60 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:17,680 Speaker 1: Oh it's such a pleasure and so weird to not 61 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:19,400 Speaker 1: be able to meet you in person, but still so 62 00:03:19,480 --> 00:03:22,079 Speaker 1: lovely to see your face you do. 63 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:24,160 Speaker 2: Oh my god, crazy times right. 64 00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:27,760 Speaker 1: Now, Oh my gosh, I know so much pivoting and adapting. Well, 65 00:03:27,800 --> 00:03:30,160 Speaker 1: that actually is my first question as well as I 66 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:32,600 Speaker 1: usually start with a little icebreaker, but now I've added 67 00:03:32,639 --> 00:03:34,640 Speaker 1: another one, which is just to ask how you are. 68 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 1: Are you an ISO fan or do you hate it? 69 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:38,760 Speaker 1: Are you waiting for it to finish? Or do are 70 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:40,240 Speaker 1: you kind of loving the hermit life? 71 00:03:40,880 --> 00:03:44,400 Speaker 2: A bit of both? Actually super lucky because obviously I'm 72 00:03:44,400 --> 00:03:46,800 Speaker 2: based in Adelaide and Essay has been doing so great, 73 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:49,240 Speaker 2: so you know, I've been back at training now for 74 00:03:49,280 --> 00:03:52,080 Speaker 2: a couple of months. But yeah, in the beginning at 75 00:03:52,120 --> 00:03:53,720 Speaker 2: the back here, I had like my own little like 76 00:03:53,720 --> 00:03:56,680 Speaker 2: home gym setup. We're lucky enough obviously beach volleyball and 77 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:58,640 Speaker 2: the beach is literally like five minutes down the road 78 00:03:58,680 --> 00:04:00,800 Speaker 2: for me, so we're still able to do some training 79 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:04,000 Speaker 2: during the time. But not gonna lie. I do love 80 00:04:04,040 --> 00:04:05,280 Speaker 2: the ISO life a little bit. 81 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:10,320 Speaker 1: I actually think we're all quietly real, introverted hermit crabs 82 00:04:10,320 --> 00:04:12,840 Speaker 1: that just don't really want to socialize that much. But 83 00:04:13,120 --> 00:04:15,920 Speaker 1: we've never admitted it as much before or something. 84 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:18,000 Speaker 2: Totally, and I don't think like you really noticed, because 85 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 2: I remember the first time I went for I was 86 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:22,560 Speaker 2: doing beach walks, like everybody was down here, and then 87 00:04:22,600 --> 00:04:25,080 Speaker 2: as soon as things started to like the restrictions and 88 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:27,200 Speaker 2: the cases were lower, there was more people on the beach, 89 00:04:27,240 --> 00:04:30,800 Speaker 2: and I was like, this is too much. I'm overwhelmed, 90 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:33,000 Speaker 2: Like I can't be around all you people, like I 91 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:33,839 Speaker 2: do stop. 92 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:36,640 Speaker 1: I know what you mean. Now, even when I go 93 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:39,240 Speaker 1: to like small gatherings at people's houses for dinner, I'm like, 94 00:04:39,680 --> 00:04:41,720 Speaker 1: oh my god, people are going to be socializing. Oh 95 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:42,880 Speaker 1: my god, Like how do I prepare? 96 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:48,360 Speaker 2: Like the thing for me too is being beach volleyballer. 97 00:04:48,600 --> 00:04:51,280 Speaker 2: This is my first winter in eight years, so usually 98 00:04:51,279 --> 00:04:53,680 Speaker 2: now I'm in Europe on world tour, and so I'm like, 99 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:55,960 Speaker 2: I don't know how to go out and like dress 100 00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:58,080 Speaker 2: in warm clothes, like I live in a bikini and 101 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:00,560 Speaker 2: shorts and shirts like that's my life. So it's been 102 00:05:00,600 --> 00:05:01,200 Speaker 2: an adjustment. 103 00:05:01,440 --> 00:05:03,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, of course I forgot that. For you know, people 104 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:07,159 Speaker 1: like athletes, there really is a huge cycle per year 105 00:05:07,240 --> 00:05:09,440 Speaker 1: that you guys are. You've never had to do this before. 106 00:05:09,440 --> 00:05:12,279 Speaker 1: It's actually quite confronting, I can imagine. 107 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:15,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess it's like a bonus because like, obviously, 108 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:17,200 Speaker 2: for once we get to like be where we are 109 00:05:17,560 --> 00:05:20,120 Speaker 2: and like spend more time in the family. Unfortunately, my 110 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:22,800 Speaker 2: family's in Queensland, so I didn't really get that opportunity 111 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 2: so much, but like for a lot of other athletes, 112 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:27,240 Speaker 2: I've had that opportunity, which is pretty Yeah. So that's 113 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:29,479 Speaker 2: the bonus of the isolation. 114 00:05:29,760 --> 00:05:31,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think that's all you can do, right 115 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:33,719 Speaker 1: is it? It's here. We can't change it, but you 116 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:36,880 Speaker 1: can look for the silver linings and the good things 117 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:39,040 Speaker 1: that come out of it. So before we kick off, 118 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:42,280 Speaker 1: the original eyesbreaker that I start every episode with is 119 00:05:42,320 --> 00:05:44,560 Speaker 1: asking everyone what the most down to earth thing is 120 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:48,360 Speaker 1: about them, And particularly for an Olympian who has an 121 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:52,200 Speaker 1: incredible story and people often see the really glossy side 122 00:05:52,200 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 1: of your life, it's easy to sort of you know, 123 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:57,719 Speaker 1: skim over there really down to earth, nitty gritty stuff. 124 00:05:57,760 --> 00:05:59,640 Speaker 1: So what's something super normal about you. 125 00:06:00,480 --> 00:06:03,039 Speaker 2: I think pretty much everything about me. But I'm just 126 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,960 Speaker 2: definitely just a very much a family girl. That's the 127 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:09,080 Speaker 2: most important to me. I love playing with my two nieces. 128 00:06:09,120 --> 00:06:12,880 Speaker 2: They're like my world, so that's really like my down 129 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:14,919 Speaker 2: to earth part. Everything is about family. 130 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:17,520 Speaker 1: I love that, and I think family does really keep 131 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:19,520 Speaker 1: you grounded. They'll never let you get too big for 132 00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 1: your booths. 133 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:23,640 Speaker 2: Definitely not, definitely not. So. 134 00:06:23,960 --> 00:06:26,359 Speaker 1: The first section is called your way Ta, which is 135 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:28,480 Speaker 1: pretty much how you got to where you are today, 136 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:31,479 Speaker 1: but going through right from the very beginning, all the 137 00:06:31,520 --> 00:06:33,760 Speaker 1: decisions that helped you get here, out the ups and 138 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:37,400 Speaker 1: the downs, and just reminding everyone that you know, pathways 139 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:39,960 Speaker 1: aren't linear, and that even if it looks like you're 140 00:06:40,360 --> 00:06:43,599 Speaker 1: seizing your ya now, there's often you know, it's not 141 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:46,640 Speaker 1: an overnight success. Ever, it's always a long long time 142 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:50,000 Speaker 1: in the making. So tell us about young Teleiqua, growing 143 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:53,359 Speaker 1: up in King Roy and your heritage. And you know, 144 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,000 Speaker 1: I laughed so much reading that your hometown is over 145 00:06:56,040 --> 00:07:01,080 Speaker 1: two hundred kilometers from a beach. So how did volleyball? 146 00:07:02,080 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 2: It's so crazy? So yeah, firstly, I'm a crowd bully, 147 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:07,640 Speaker 2: willy woman. That's that's my mom. And so I grew 148 00:07:07,720 --> 00:07:09,679 Speaker 2: up in king Roy, which is around the South Benet region, 149 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:12,640 Speaker 2: so that's where my family's from. And I've always been 150 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:16,080 Speaker 2: so blessed from a young age. I always knew I 151 00:07:16,080 --> 00:07:19,080 Speaker 2: wanted to be a professional athlete, like I always knew it. 152 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:21,120 Speaker 2: I just I don't know there was something with me 153 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:24,200 Speaker 2: in sport that I just like gravitated to. And then 154 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:26,600 Speaker 2: not until sitting down when the Sydney Olympics is on 155 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:29,080 Speaker 2: and I'm eight, and I was like, Okay, I'm going 156 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:30,880 Speaker 2: to be an Olympian, but if you told me it 157 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:32,480 Speaker 2: was going to be for beach volleyball. Growing up in 158 00:07:32,480 --> 00:07:34,080 Speaker 2: the country, I'd been like, I didn't even know what 159 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:36,040 Speaker 2: the sport was. And I feel so bad because that 160 00:07:36,240 --> 00:07:39,080 Speaker 2: cook she's like one of my greatest mentors, and she 161 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 2: won gold at Sydney Olympics, and I like, I didn't 162 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:42,200 Speaker 2: even see it. 163 00:07:44,040 --> 00:07:45,000 Speaker 1: I wasn't even watching. 164 00:07:45,040 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 2: So everybody asked I question, and I'm like, oh, no, 165 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:50,520 Speaker 2: I can't, but I definitely watch Kathy Freeman win the 166 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:53,880 Speaker 2: gold medal. So that's really where my motivation for being 167 00:07:53,960 --> 00:07:57,239 Speaker 2: Olympic came. Olympian came from. But I was always extremely 168 00:07:57,280 --> 00:08:00,320 Speaker 2: active like I did every sport under the sun. Ball 169 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:03,720 Speaker 2: start off in soccer, swimming, cross country, touch, footy, like 170 00:08:04,040 --> 00:08:06,600 Speaker 2: just anything I could get myself doing. But I was 171 00:08:06,640 --> 00:08:09,720 Speaker 2: always more drawn to the ball sports and team sports. 172 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:12,640 Speaker 2: So that's where I was lucky enough. In grade eight, 173 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:14,280 Speaker 2: so my mom was quite young. She had me when 174 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:16,840 Speaker 2: with seventeen, So my mom's baby sister is only like 175 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:19,360 Speaker 2: six years older than me. And so when I was 176 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:21,840 Speaker 2: about to go into high school, she was just finishing 177 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 2: and she told me, you have to play volleyball when 178 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:25,800 Speaker 2: you get to high school. It's really fun. And I 179 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:27,080 Speaker 2: was like, okay, great, this. 180 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 1: Was indoor yep, brand new sport. 181 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:30,640 Speaker 2: Yeah. And then from then and I've just been so 182 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:34,480 Speaker 2: lucky that I've been talent identified, selected for like Queenland 183 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:36,920 Speaker 2: teams and just I'm so lucky that my parents and 184 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:40,360 Speaker 2: my family always just said yes. So any camps that happened, 185 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:42,160 Speaker 2: they were like, let's make it happen, like we're going 186 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:44,000 Speaker 2: to go. We're going to go. The beauty of being 187 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 2: the only child, I guess, yeah, And so I was 188 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:50,160 Speaker 2: just really lucky that I relocated to Brisbane to be 189 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:52,280 Speaker 2: a part of the QYS when I was fifteen, sixteen, 190 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:54,760 Speaker 2: and then from there I was lucky enough to be 191 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:57,680 Speaker 2: talent identified to be a part of the then called 192 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:00,360 Speaker 2: Australian Institute of Sport. And then I really came down 193 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:03,000 Speaker 2: to Adelaide when I was seventeen and I'm twenty eight now. 194 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:07,320 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I mean that is just so young 195 00:09:07,559 --> 00:09:09,640 Speaker 1: to just be, you know, yoinked out of where you 196 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:12,080 Speaker 1: were in a sport that you didn't even actually know 197 00:09:12,280 --> 00:09:14,839 Speaker 1: much about until you were just sort of thrown into it, 198 00:09:14,880 --> 00:09:16,280 Speaker 1: and then you were so good at it that people 199 00:09:16,280 --> 00:09:19,240 Speaker 1: were like, we'll just take you and move you elsewhere. 200 00:09:19,320 --> 00:09:23,160 Speaker 2: And then again the funniest thing is I remember the 201 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:26,000 Speaker 2: first day I played beach volleyball. It was like Qas 202 00:09:26,040 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 2: at Sandstorm and I hated it, Like I hated beach 203 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 2: volleyball so much, No, so might so much, like even 204 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:37,360 Speaker 2: though it's like still dig said Spike from hardcore to 205 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:40,800 Speaker 2: sand I couldn't move, I could it jump. I was like, no, 206 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:42,720 Speaker 2: I can't do this. I was wearing bike shorts. I 207 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:46,440 Speaker 2: got these horrible tan lines like this, this sport is 208 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:49,800 Speaker 2: not for me. But it changed very quickly. Love came 209 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:50,600 Speaker 2: very quick. 210 00:09:50,559 --> 00:09:53,520 Speaker 1: And I mean even cooler that it did. Stem from 211 00:09:53,559 --> 00:09:57,280 Speaker 1: just being interested in all sports and then indoor was first. 212 00:09:57,360 --> 00:09:59,319 Speaker 1: Before it wasn't like I grew up on the beach 213 00:09:59,360 --> 00:10:01,920 Speaker 1: and I just needed to by the sad. I love 214 00:10:01,960 --> 00:10:04,240 Speaker 1: that you can really fall into random things on a 215 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:07,439 Speaker 1: pathway that you never expected, and as young as fifteen 216 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:10,840 Speaker 1: and then seventeen, be moved across the country. 217 00:10:10,559 --> 00:10:11,400 Speaker 2: To be there. 218 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:15,680 Speaker 1: So, before we move further into your incredible journey to 219 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:19,040 Speaker 1: the Olympics, you were in fact the first Indigenous Australian 220 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,840 Speaker 1: athlete to compete as an Olympian in beach volleyball ever, 221 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:26,080 Speaker 1: which is incredible. But you know, when we're younger, I 222 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:28,400 Speaker 1: think we all have such a roller coaster time with 223 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:31,200 Speaker 1: our identities, who we are, what we want to be. 224 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:34,400 Speaker 1: But particularly in the past few weeks, we've been focusing 225 00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:38,440 Speaker 1: on you know, cultural and ethnic experiences particularly, so tell 226 00:10:38,520 --> 00:10:41,320 Speaker 1: us about growing up as a wooly willy woman and 227 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:45,800 Speaker 1: watching athletes like Kathy Freeman and what that journey as 228 00:10:45,840 --> 00:10:47,720 Speaker 1: an Aboriginal woman has meant for you. 229 00:10:48,679 --> 00:10:52,240 Speaker 2: I always was extremely proud to be Aboriginal, like I 230 00:10:52,240 --> 00:10:55,040 Speaker 2: always knew. I was always extremely proud, but not until 231 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:58,480 Speaker 2: later in life. Now I'm trying to explore more into it, 232 00:10:58,520 --> 00:11:01,960 Speaker 2: and I definitely know my journey as an athlete, like 233 00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:04,679 Speaker 2: how much of a great positive role model I can 234 00:11:04,720 --> 00:11:07,560 Speaker 2: be and what role I can play. But yeah, it's 235 00:11:07,640 --> 00:11:10,760 Speaker 2: a crazy journey, especially watching mean that comes out, because 236 00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:12,560 Speaker 2: a lot of that resonates with me. And it's been 237 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:15,000 Speaker 2: like a long journey to really just be able to 238 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:17,920 Speaker 2: find my voice because in Queensland, I find a lot 239 00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:20,800 Speaker 2: growing up, we are a lot of culture is lost, 240 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:24,400 Speaker 2: Like there is no language spoken within my family. That's 241 00:11:24,440 --> 00:11:28,080 Speaker 2: all just that's all completely lost. And that's not easy, 242 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:30,640 Speaker 2: you know, like people say we need to move forward 243 00:11:30,679 --> 00:11:32,240 Speaker 2: or we need to get over it, and it's like, no, 244 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,439 Speaker 2: that's like you know, the Stolen generation. They're only in 245 00:11:34,480 --> 00:11:37,559 Speaker 2: their sixties, you know, like it's still very young and fresh. 246 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,880 Speaker 2: And if there's anything that I've learned now that I've 247 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:43,840 Speaker 2: gotten older, is that that does affect me, like that 248 00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:48,240 Speaker 2: trauma feeds through the generations. My grandparents and I call 249 00:11:48,280 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 2: them Mum and Dad as well. You know, they're incredible. 250 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:53,640 Speaker 2: They gave me an amazing life. But I feel like 251 00:11:54,040 --> 00:11:57,559 Speaker 2: because we had to adapt to just the strained way 252 00:11:57,600 --> 00:12:00,760 Speaker 2: and the white way is why I'm able to successful 253 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:02,720 Speaker 2: and get to where I am because I knew how 254 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:06,320 Speaker 2: to adapt. Because when I always find this, when I 255 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:09,800 Speaker 2: behave a bit more on my Aboriginal side, people get 256 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:12,880 Speaker 2: lost because they don't understand that cultural place of me. 257 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:15,679 Speaker 2: So I do feel like I can be quite isolated 258 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:19,200 Speaker 2: in that in that space. But when I can conform 259 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:22,200 Speaker 2: this way to the way that they understand, things have 260 00:12:22,280 --> 00:12:24,960 Speaker 2: always been a lot easier. So and that's really hard. 261 00:12:24,960 --> 00:12:28,320 Speaker 2: I do find that really challenging. I'm extremely lucky that 262 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:32,800 Speaker 2: my coach for Rio twenty sixteen cycle is Aboriginal, so 263 00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:35,760 Speaker 2: he understood, he understood my family because he knows too 264 00:12:35,800 --> 00:12:38,720 Speaker 2: that like the family comes with you like that. You know, 265 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:41,200 Speaker 2: we're a package deal, you know, just get me. And 266 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:44,520 Speaker 2: I'm blessed again in this cycle that my coach's multi 267 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:48,679 Speaker 2: so again that they're very similar culturally. So I've been 268 00:12:48,760 --> 00:12:52,640 Speaker 2: extremely blessed in my journey to have that constant understanding 269 00:12:52,720 --> 00:12:54,600 Speaker 2: and guidance through my career. 270 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:57,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, that must have really provided a lot of support 271 00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,840 Speaker 1: for you. I also find it's so interesting how you 272 00:12:59,840 --> 00:13:03,760 Speaker 1: do described your aboriginal side and then contrasting kind of 273 00:13:03,800 --> 00:13:07,000 Speaker 1: more conforming side, because it really highlights something I've been 274 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:09,840 Speaker 1: thinking about a lot over the past few weeks. You know, 275 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,800 Speaker 1: so much of the dialogue makes people one thing or 276 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:15,680 Speaker 1: the other and doesn't really take into account the grayer 277 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:18,120 Speaker 1: areas of life in between, where you can have different 278 00:13:18,160 --> 00:13:21,000 Speaker 1: sides to your heritage and personality and kind of swing 279 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:23,640 Speaker 1: between them depending what you're doing. I actually wrote a 280 00:13:23,640 --> 00:13:26,480 Speaker 1: post about how being Asian, so you know, I'm not 281 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:29,440 Speaker 1: white or a person of color technically, it really made 282 00:13:29,440 --> 00:13:33,760 Speaker 1: me realize that ethnicity isn't black or white, both specifically 283 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:38,120 Speaker 1: and metaphorically. It's a spectrum and we're only just learning 284 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:40,840 Speaker 1: the right language to have these conversations. You know, I 285 00:13:40,840 --> 00:13:44,440 Speaker 1: don't think people really see those degrees and the complexity 286 00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:44,880 Speaker 1: of it all. 287 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:48,840 Speaker 2: No, totally, not, totally not. I agree with you, And 288 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:51,080 Speaker 2: it is difficult because not so much have I ever 289 00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:55,160 Speaker 2: had racism directly to me. But for me, the words 290 00:13:55,200 --> 00:13:57,320 Speaker 2: that I had been told is like, you're not that black, 291 00:13:57,600 --> 00:14:01,240 Speaker 2: and that just hads just as much. No I am. 292 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:03,720 Speaker 2: It's just I can be a different person with you, 293 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 2: but when I'm with my family, I am a completely 294 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:09,240 Speaker 2: different person. Like that just hurts just as much. That's 295 00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:09,800 Speaker 2: hard to hear. 296 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:12,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, that was actually my next question for you. I 297 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:15,080 Speaker 1: think one thing people don't hear of as much is, 298 00:14:15,679 --> 00:14:18,640 Speaker 1: of course there are so many cases of blatant racism 299 00:14:18,720 --> 00:14:21,680 Speaker 1: or discrimination, but there are also cases where you might 300 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:25,200 Speaker 1: be half Indigenous or fully Indigenous, but have paler skin 301 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:28,200 Speaker 1: than others do, and people then attack you for sort 302 00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:31,360 Speaker 1: of not being Aboriginal enough. And I'm sure there are 303 00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 1: many people like you who've experienced that that kind of 304 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,000 Speaker 1: you know, it would be painful and confusing. 305 00:14:37,280 --> 00:14:41,960 Speaker 2: Definitely. It's for a really great example, it's Adam Good's 306 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:44,800 Speaker 2: journey because he had the same thing, and that's you know, 307 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 2: he didn't grow up knowing so much about culture, but 308 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:49,560 Speaker 2: he went out and he did his Aboriginal studies and 309 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:53,280 Speaker 2: it's just, yeah, it's really sad because it's just that, 310 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,920 Speaker 2: unfortunately is the case. And I do feel that. But 311 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:59,680 Speaker 2: I'm definitely learning to educate myself more and so I 312 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:02,240 Speaker 2: can be really a great, great voice for the future. 313 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:04,320 Speaker 2: Because I was extremely lucky too. I went was able 314 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:06,640 Speaker 2: to go to a primary school to talk about Reconciliation Week, 315 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:09,040 Speaker 2: and I was just so amazed about the questions they 316 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:11,840 Speaker 2: were asking me about racism. And a friend of ours, 317 00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:14,200 Speaker 2: my gym coach's start and they're learning about terror Nelius 318 00:15:14,200 --> 00:15:17,280 Speaker 2: and I was like, Wow, Okay, this is so powerful 319 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:20,000 Speaker 2: because I was not learning this in school. 320 00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:20,440 Speaker 1: Wow. 321 00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:22,960 Speaker 2: So there's a small shift. There still needs to be 322 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:25,880 Speaker 2: a lot more coming, but I was like, okay, this 323 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:29,120 Speaker 2: is the generations where I could make a good influence 324 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:32,640 Speaker 2: on and use my voice to hopefully make a shift 325 00:15:32,680 --> 00:15:33,480 Speaker 2: in the years to come. 326 00:15:33,800 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 1: Absolutely, I remember the first time I heard of terran 327 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:39,280 Speaker 1: elius as a concept was at law school, and I 328 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:42,160 Speaker 1: couldn't believe it wasn't part of our earlier school education. 329 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,400 Speaker 1: So it's you know, it's amazing to see indigenous role 330 00:15:45,440 --> 00:15:49,920 Speaker 1: models like yourself really vocally exploring your heritage and contributing 331 00:15:49,920 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 1: to the conversation for the younger Aboriginal community and also 332 00:15:53,400 --> 00:15:56,400 Speaker 1: society at large. So we'll come back to some of 333 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:59,680 Speaker 1: the work you've been doing, you know, mentoring in remote communities. 334 00:15:59,720 --> 00:16:02,880 Speaker 1: But first let's jump back onto the sporting journey. When 335 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:06,280 Speaker 1: you first moved to Brisy, I think for anyone at fifteen, 336 00:16:06,440 --> 00:16:09,160 Speaker 1: moving out of home and then moving cities is such 337 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:12,280 Speaker 1: a big deal. But you know, to full time training, 338 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:15,720 Speaker 1: then the AIS, then preparing for your first Olympics in Rio, 339 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:17,320 Speaker 1: what was it all like? 340 00:16:17,680 --> 00:16:20,520 Speaker 2: Honestly, I'm just like, I'm so fortunate that I've just 341 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:22,760 Speaker 2: been so clear on what I wanted, so it was like, yeah, 342 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 2: this was like my natural progression, like we're moving to 343 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:28,360 Speaker 2: Brisbane and like this is what we're doing. I have 344 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:31,200 Speaker 2: been like so lucky in terms of like support from 345 00:16:31,200 --> 00:16:33,520 Speaker 2: my mum and even though it was crazy because like 346 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:35,640 Speaker 2: now I can talk so freely, but I was so 347 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:37,840 Speaker 2: shy when I was younger. I feel like that's just 348 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,400 Speaker 2: the country the country girl, and like you know, we watch, 349 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:45,440 Speaker 2: we take it in and then we like stepped into 350 00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:47,880 Speaker 2: that space because I like, I never used to speak 351 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,680 Speaker 2: to anybody. Wow, I would just go out and train 352 00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:53,400 Speaker 2: and just do my thing. And then from there, that's 353 00:16:53,400 --> 00:16:56,440 Speaker 2: where I am grateful because honestly, all my closest friends 354 00:16:56,480 --> 00:16:59,120 Speaker 2: have come from volleyball. So I found myself in that 355 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 2: sport and I feel like this is how now I 356 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:04,359 Speaker 2: have my Now I have my voice too, just yeah, 357 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:07,719 Speaker 2: and I found more confident. So I'm grateful for that 358 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:10,400 Speaker 2: because I feel like, yeah, I've found where I'm meant 359 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:10,600 Speaker 2: to be. 360 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:14,399 Speaker 1: I just love hearing that more than anything. When people 361 00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:16,679 Speaker 1: find their thing and they just get to wake up 362 00:17:16,720 --> 00:17:18,720 Speaker 1: and do it every day. It just makes my heart 363 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:23,320 Speaker 1: seeing especially when you went from a six hour round 364 00:17:23,359 --> 00:17:25,159 Speaker 1: trip for you and your mum shouting to get to 365 00:17:25,240 --> 00:17:28,159 Speaker 1: a beach, to then becoming seventh in the world in 366 00:17:28,200 --> 00:17:31,359 Speaker 1: the sport, and then to get your place in the Olympics. Yeah, 367 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,600 Speaker 1: I really think, you know, there aren't many people that 368 00:17:34,119 --> 00:17:36,760 Speaker 1: have a childhood dream and then actually grow up to 369 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:40,440 Speaker 1: live it. So then once you did that, what happened 370 00:17:40,440 --> 00:17:43,719 Speaker 1: to your expectations or pressures on yourself to kind of 371 00:17:44,040 --> 00:17:47,240 Speaker 1: hit you know, the Olympics is the ultimate? So were 372 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:49,679 Speaker 1: you straight away thinking about the next one? Like was 373 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:52,280 Speaker 1: that a success for you? Or did you just go 374 00:17:52,359 --> 00:17:54,119 Speaker 1: straight back to kind of Okay, how do I do 375 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:55,280 Speaker 1: bigger and better next time. 376 00:17:56,359 --> 00:17:58,480 Speaker 2: There's one thing that I've always known is I've always 377 00:17:58,560 --> 00:18:01,880 Speaker 2: loved like high performance sports. So I really do love 378 00:18:01,920 --> 00:18:05,119 Speaker 2: the pressure of results and the expectations of results. So 379 00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:07,480 Speaker 2: I feel like that has been like a great strength 380 00:18:07,480 --> 00:18:10,320 Speaker 2: of mine to like put myself into the deep end 381 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:12,080 Speaker 2: of Like cause we go on a world tour, I 382 00:18:12,119 --> 00:18:13,720 Speaker 2: would say we're very similar to tennis. We have a 383 00:18:13,720 --> 00:18:17,560 Speaker 2: world tour, so we just were traveling constantly all year 384 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:19,680 Speaker 2: round and so and that's how we earn our money, 385 00:18:19,680 --> 00:18:22,240 Speaker 2: our prize money, like that's like our livelihood as well. 386 00:18:22,359 --> 00:18:26,520 Speaker 2: So those results and those expectations like are extremely important 387 00:18:26,600 --> 00:18:28,960 Speaker 2: and I feel like that's been like a massive part 388 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:32,000 Speaker 2: of why I've been able to be so successful. But yeah, 389 00:18:32,040 --> 00:18:34,480 Speaker 2: if we're talking about Olympic cycles, it goes every four years, 390 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:36,840 Speaker 2: so as soon as one cycle ends, the next one 391 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:39,600 Speaker 2: like pretty much starts straight after that, you're already looking 392 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:43,280 Speaker 2: looking ahead. So so post London Olympics, I was a 393 00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:46,080 Speaker 2: junior volleyballer and that's where I was like gunning to 394 00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:47,800 Speaker 2: like be like, okay, put myself in a really good 395 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:50,520 Speaker 2: position that I could hopefully take that next step into 396 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:53,159 Speaker 2: becoming a senior athlete and being a part of the 397 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:56,679 Speaker 2: Olympic campaign. And I was so fortunate enough that I 398 00:18:56,760 --> 00:18:59,200 Speaker 2: played an event in Pronulla, a national to event, and 399 00:18:59,240 --> 00:19:01,439 Speaker 2: I was able to play with Louise Borden at the 400 00:19:01,480 --> 00:19:05,359 Speaker 2: time now Louise Grace, and we won that event and 401 00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:07,280 Speaker 2: she saw potential in me, and I was like, I 402 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,000 Speaker 2: really want to play with you, and so I was 403 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:11,679 Speaker 2: like so lucky that were like okay, let's go, let's go, 404 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 2: let's go on this journey. And yeah, we're just so 405 00:19:14,440 --> 00:19:17,480 Speaker 2: lucky that we had a really great partnership and a 406 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:20,119 Speaker 2: really great friendship still, and we did make it to 407 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:24,320 Speaker 2: the quarterfinals at Rio, which was incredible. It's like everything 408 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:27,040 Speaker 2: you could dream of, But there is like that bit 409 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:31,359 Speaker 2: of disappointment still. Yeah, that still still hurts. But I 410 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:33,520 Speaker 2: definitely learned a lot. Like I was, I was pretty 411 00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:37,159 Speaker 2: young during that time, so I was definitely making a 412 00:19:37,160 --> 00:19:40,639 Speaker 2: few mistakes, and so coming into this Olympic cycle, like 413 00:19:40,840 --> 00:19:44,480 Speaker 2: I'm more mature, more experience, so I definitely know the 414 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:47,199 Speaker 2: areas to improve. And I feel like it's been so 415 00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 2: great when I'm on this journey with Maria Fay at 416 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:51,800 Speaker 2: the moment, because we had taken those steps forward, and 417 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:54,320 Speaker 2: because she even went to the Rio Olympics as well 418 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:57,720 Speaker 2: in a different team. Yeah, it's crazy how like your 419 00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:00,800 Speaker 2: journey through this book can like change, because sometimes I 420 00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:02,120 Speaker 2: wish I could go back and be, like I wish 421 00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:04,040 Speaker 2: I was an athlete that I was the loo that 422 00:20:04,119 --> 00:20:06,800 Speaker 2: I am now, just because she was like later in 423 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:08,960 Speaker 2: her career towards the end, I was like, gosh, I 424 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:11,000 Speaker 2: wish I could go back and be that version that 425 00:20:11,119 --> 00:20:13,439 Speaker 2: I was then. But I do believe everything happens for 426 00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:15,400 Speaker 2: a reason, and I was meant to go on that journey. 427 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 2: So yeah, and I feel like I've put myself in 428 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:19,600 Speaker 2: a really good position to get a medal even though 429 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:22,680 Speaker 2: it has been postponed a year. But yeah, it's nice 430 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:24,720 Speaker 2: to see the growth that has come through all this. 431 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:27,720 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. And it's so interesting that, you know, 432 00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:30,439 Speaker 1: we forget people who aren't in the Olympic cycle. I 433 00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:33,240 Speaker 1: think we forget that. For us, we're like, okay, cool, 434 00:20:33,280 --> 00:20:35,760 Speaker 1: it's been postponed. You know, people have to change their flights. 435 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:39,280 Speaker 1: As a spectator, the impact on you is like pretty small, 436 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:42,840 Speaker 1: Like it's disappointing, but it's one year. But for you guys, 437 00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:46,160 Speaker 1: like every minute since the last one has been about 438 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:50,040 Speaker 1: the next one being on this particular time, Like you 439 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:52,919 Speaker 1: peak at a certain time and to have it moved 440 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:57,080 Speaker 1: is like absolutely grout, Like it changes everything for you 441 00:20:57,160 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 1: mentally physically. So how have you know once that news 442 00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:04,080 Speaker 1: like focusing your whole last four years on this year, 443 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:07,080 Speaker 1: once that news came through of you know it's going 444 00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:10,159 Speaker 1: to actually have to move. How do you shift from 445 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:17,080 Speaker 1: that disappointment uncertainty phase to okay, refocus, just readjust deal 446 00:21:17,119 --> 00:21:20,000 Speaker 1: with it, start trying again. How do you make that shift? 447 00:21:20,119 --> 00:21:22,840 Speaker 1: How do you deal with like the perfect conditions that 448 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:24,960 Speaker 1: you'd set all this time changing It's. 449 00:21:24,840 --> 00:21:28,399 Speaker 2: Definitely wasn't easy. I'm so for myself, I'm a very 450 00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:30,639 Speaker 2: much an extrovert, so I feel like half the time 451 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,720 Speaker 2: me having talks with my coach is actually more important 452 00:21:33,760 --> 00:21:36,399 Speaker 2: than me having a same session because in the beginning, 453 00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:38,080 Speaker 2: we're actually in Cooling Gatta and it was meant to 454 00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:40,520 Speaker 2: be our first event on our word to a calendar, 455 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:43,680 Speaker 2: and unfortunately, right before that event started it got postponed 456 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:48,120 Speaker 2: and my family's in Queensland and the Olympics band wasn't 457 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:52,040 Speaker 2: officially postponed, but I had a feeling that it was 458 00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:54,800 Speaker 2: that was the path that it was going to take. 459 00:21:55,040 --> 00:21:56,720 Speaker 2: And I just remember because I was like, well, I 460 00:21:56,760 --> 00:21:58,800 Speaker 2: don't want to go back to Adelaide, like Maria Fey 461 00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 2: and Kirk and his family we've already went back, and 462 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:02,560 Speaker 2: I was like, I think I want to be with 463 00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:05,560 Speaker 2: my family right now, and then like just it's so 464 00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:08,080 Speaker 2: important to have those great relationships because it could easily 465 00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:09,840 Speaker 2: I could just pick the boone to Kirk and I 466 00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:13,400 Speaker 2: was just like, Okay, these are my concerns. And then 467 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 2: for hing him He was like, you know what, I 468 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:18,160 Speaker 2: feel like it's important that we isolate together. The Olympics 469 00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:20,800 Speaker 2: is still going forward, and I think it's important we 470 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:23,359 Speaker 2: stay together so we can continue training. And I was like, okay, 471 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:26,080 Speaker 2: So those those have been like extremely important because even 472 00:22:26,080 --> 00:22:28,520 Speaker 2: in times now, a lot of it's a lot more technical. 473 00:22:29,119 --> 00:22:33,800 Speaker 2: I call this a very very long preseason, so that's 474 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:36,320 Speaker 2: difficult in itself. So yeah, it's just been important to 475 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:38,600 Speaker 2: that we sat down and we set like little goals 476 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:40,960 Speaker 2: about what we want to do and just keep checking in. 477 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:43,120 Speaker 2: We do that every week with our sports like as 478 00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:44,760 Speaker 2: well as a team. We just go okay, so where 479 00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 2: are we all at and set really clear goals. That's 480 00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:50,720 Speaker 2: been like massive for us during this period of time. Yeah. 481 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:52,840 Speaker 1: I think this is a time where things like sports 482 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:56,359 Speaker 1: psychologists and psychologists generally are so important. I mean, I know, 483 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:59,280 Speaker 1: I Leana is so heavily online keeping a check on 484 00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:02,639 Speaker 1: your anxiety and mental health. While there's so much uncertainties, 485 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:05,400 Speaker 1: it's just so great to know you're all supporting each 486 00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:07,480 Speaker 1: other so you can perform at your best when it 487 00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:09,360 Speaker 1: finally does come around. 488 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:11,320 Speaker 2: And we're just so like you're in Adelaide too, go 489 00:23:11,720 --> 00:23:13,600 Speaker 2: like just to have the ability to get back into 490 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,400 Speaker 2: training and things like that changes everything, yeah, for sure. 491 00:23:16,440 --> 00:23:18,240 Speaker 1: And that you have a beach near you, like imagine 492 00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:21,840 Speaker 1: if you were back in king Aroy they do. 493 00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,760 Speaker 2: Actually have a beach volleybood court at the swimming pool. 494 00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:27,119 Speaker 2: I don't know how or why, but it's been there 495 00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:30,320 Speaker 2: since I was in high school and I never would 496 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 2: play on it too. 497 00:23:31,119 --> 00:23:37,119 Speaker 1: I like then, oh my gosh, places to be and 498 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:40,840 Speaker 1: from king Arroyd to now the amazing roles like as 499 00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:44,760 Speaker 1: Cadbury am fassat out one of my favorite to companies 500 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:47,520 Speaker 1: in the world. I just read about their smart watch 501 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,040 Speaker 1: campaign that actually went live this week that I think 502 00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:52,800 Speaker 1: will help lots of us stay active during this time. 503 00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:56,720 Speaker 1: Maybe not as active as you, but still so tell 504 00:23:56,800 --> 00:24:00,040 Speaker 1: us about your role the campaign and why you're so 505 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:01,919 Speaker 1: excited about being a Cabria ambassador. 506 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,240 Speaker 2: It's definitely perfect. Like if you do the hard work, 507 00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:08,320 Speaker 2: you get a little treat too. It's like the double right. Yeah, 508 00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:10,600 Speaker 2: So on the eighth of July, Cabria will start their 509 00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:14,679 Speaker 2: smart watch campaign and if you purchase two chocolate bars 510 00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:17,480 Speaker 2: in like two weeks the first five hundred I knew 511 00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:19,440 Speaker 2: it was in the beginning I don't know if they've 512 00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:21,640 Speaker 2: rapped it up, is able to go on the website 513 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:24,400 Speaker 2: and get themselves a smart watch. So I've been super 514 00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:26,760 Speaker 2: lucky that it's already been helping me, like keeping me 515 00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:29,000 Speaker 2: up to date with my steps, and it's really good 516 00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:31,639 Speaker 2: even just for sleep quality. We do a lot of 517 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:34,240 Speaker 2: work with tracking that that's very important for us as athletes. 518 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:36,760 Speaker 2: What else it does? Like everything? Honestly, you can check 519 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:40,160 Speaker 2: your heart rate? It can, Yeah, literally, it's pretty cool. 520 00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:41,800 Speaker 2: It's a fun new toy that I have. 521 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:44,720 Speaker 1: I also feel like if anyone wanted to be an 522 00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:47,760 Speaker 1: ambassador of anything, to get the perks of being an ambassador, 523 00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:50,680 Speaker 1: it would be Cabury one hundred percent. 524 00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:52,920 Speaker 2: Someone must have told them how much I love chocolates. 525 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:57,120 Speaker 1: Yeahs, Like, so, what are your favorite Cabri chocolates? 526 00:24:57,400 --> 00:25:01,440 Speaker 2: Definitely they're roasted, hazel out and in the dark chocolate. Honestly, 527 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:03,520 Speaker 2: I love all of them, but I'm definitely like anything 528 00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:06,040 Speaker 2: with nuts, even like rum and raisin, rum and raisin. Oo, 529 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:08,680 Speaker 2: oh my gosh, there's too many. 530 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:11,359 Speaker 1: They also brought back Marvel recently, which was like a 531 00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,959 Speaker 1: throwback to my whole teenager. I think they sent me 532 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:16,680 Speaker 1: one bar and then I just got obsessed again and 533 00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:18,520 Speaker 1: I had to go back to Zimarket and buy like 534 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:20,200 Speaker 1: the ten that they had left on the shelf. 535 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 2: I know it takes you back, hey, completely to your childhood. 536 00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:25,280 Speaker 2: That's I was like, yes. 537 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,959 Speaker 1: And then some of the other amazing things you've been 538 00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:32,040 Speaker 1: able to use your profile and platform for have been 539 00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:35,679 Speaker 1: maintaining roots with the indigenous community and mentoring in some 540 00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:38,360 Speaker 1: remote areas. I think you partnered with port Adelaide. 541 00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,480 Speaker 2: Football Club, was it, Yeah, port Adlaid Football Club. 542 00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,320 Speaker 1: And their Aboriginal Power Cup program. 543 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:44,280 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, and that's all a part of the port 544 00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:46,800 Speaker 2: Adelaid Football Club and just recently now too, I'm also 545 00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:49,720 Speaker 2: the ambassador for Deadly Choices, which is all about Aboriginal 546 00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,359 Speaker 2: health too, which is incredible. They do a lot of 547 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,440 Speaker 2: even just like for tobacco, just like going out to schools. 548 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:58,959 Speaker 2: It's it's more a Queenslin based. But yeah, that's another 549 00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:01,360 Speaker 2: great group that I'm part of now as well. Oh 550 00:26:01,440 --> 00:26:04,120 Speaker 2: that's so weird. Yeah, I've been. It's amazing. I love 551 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:07,159 Speaker 2: every minute when I can if I'm not traveling, and 552 00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:10,120 Speaker 2: it's been obviously a hip too, because obviously no one 553 00:26:10,119 --> 00:26:11,600 Speaker 2: can travel, so I haven't been able to go out 554 00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:14,520 Speaker 2: to the remote communities. But yeah, I've just been so 555 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,240 Speaker 2: blessed that I was able to get that opportunity to 556 00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:19,600 Speaker 2: be an ambassador for them and to go out to 557 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:22,240 Speaker 2: those communities because it's, honestly, it's so important. It's like 558 00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:25,040 Speaker 2: the best job in the world. Honestly, I can't explain. 559 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:28,440 Speaker 2: It's so rewarding. And I hope that I can make 560 00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:30,840 Speaker 2: a really strong impact because there isn't too many female 561 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:34,680 Speaker 2: Aboriginal athletes around, so it's nice to go out to 562 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:37,159 Speaker 2: those remote communities and for the girls to know, you know, 563 00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:39,359 Speaker 2: it's not just all about footing. There's a lot of 564 00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:41,440 Speaker 2: there's a lot of other things you can do out there. 565 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,159 Speaker 2: But even if it is the older, younger generation, just 566 00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:47,680 Speaker 2: to hopefully make a good positive impact is important. 567 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,119 Speaker 1: And I think also having really good role models, like 568 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:53,240 Speaker 1: even reading back your story and seeing what an impact 569 00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:55,800 Speaker 1: just watching Kathy Freeman at eight years old, like eight 570 00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:57,640 Speaker 1: years old when you don't really kind of care about 571 00:26:57,640 --> 00:26:59,199 Speaker 1: the future or you know, you're just so in your 572 00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:01,840 Speaker 1: own little bubble, the impact that she could make on you, 573 00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:03,840 Speaker 1: and like no one had done it in your sport before, 574 00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:05,800 Speaker 1: but you're like now I'm just going to do it. 575 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:07,800 Speaker 1: I'm going to be the first Olympian to play this 576 00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:09,320 Speaker 1: sport from the Indigenous community. 577 00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:12,240 Speaker 2: It's crazy because like for me, it just feels like 578 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:15,480 Speaker 2: such an honor right now, like just to be alongside 579 00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:19,240 Speaker 2: the likes of all the amazing Aboriginal Olympians. It's crazy 580 00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:23,200 Speaker 2: to think like that I am the first Aboriginal athlete 581 00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,280 Speaker 2: to play beachroy But like that's insane. I'm sure that'll 582 00:27:25,320 --> 00:27:27,080 Speaker 2: seek inn further down the line, but right now it's 583 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:27,840 Speaker 2: just a huge honor. 584 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,800 Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, Actually that's so interesting as well that those 585 00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:32,880 Speaker 1: things kind of don't hit you when they happen because 586 00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:34,840 Speaker 1: you're like, I'm just doing the thing, and then one 587 00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:36,960 Speaker 1: day you'll wake up and be like, oh my god, 588 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,399 Speaker 1: like that was actually me. 589 00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:41,040 Speaker 2: That's a thing, Like that's a big deal. 590 00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:44,600 Speaker 1: And you probably do without even knowing how probably inspiring 591 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,960 Speaker 1: like so many young women out there to believe that 592 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,040 Speaker 1: they can do it too, without being able to tell 593 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,840 Speaker 1: you necessarily. But when you do do those community visits, 594 00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:53,640 Speaker 1: I'm sure getting that kind of feedback would just make 595 00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:54,040 Speaker 1: your life. 596 00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:56,879 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's crazy, you just yeah, you don't realize the 597 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,399 Speaker 2: impact you have. But I feel like, that's such a 598 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:00,720 Speaker 2: blessing of being an athlete. I try not to take 599 00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,320 Speaker 2: that for granted and I try to use it in 600 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,480 Speaker 2: a positive steps moving forward. Yeah. 601 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 1: Absolutely so they have clearly been so many highs. But 602 00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:11,840 Speaker 1: the next section is called Natya, which we've covered a bit, 603 00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:13,800 Speaker 1: but where we explore in a bit more depth the 604 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:17,280 Speaker 1: real challenges and barriers to your ya along the way, 605 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:20,879 Speaker 1: like self doubt, burnout, you know, adjusting to being in 606 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,960 Speaker 1: the public eye, especially given the way the past few 607 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:27,000 Speaker 1: weeks is unfolded with the Bipop conversation really coming to 608 00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:29,359 Speaker 1: the forefront of our minds. Perhaps we can start with 609 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:32,160 Speaker 1: your experience as a member of the Aboriginal community. 610 00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:36,600 Speaker 2: I think it's hard for all the Aboriginal community. It 611 00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:40,640 Speaker 2: is heavy. It's very emotional, like it's super heavy because 612 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,880 Speaker 2: for me, which has kind of insane is that everyone 613 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:45,520 Speaker 2: just wants to see it as a USA issue and 614 00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:47,840 Speaker 2: I'm like, no, this is an issue that we all 615 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,680 Speaker 2: face daily in the Australian community. And that's what makes 616 00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:54,520 Speaker 2: it hard, because it's really hard to use our voice 617 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:56,680 Speaker 2: all the time and just to be told that we're 618 00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:59,840 Speaker 2: ungrateful and that you know, we're all about just sent 619 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:02,640 Speaker 2: link and things like that, like that stuff that's really 620 00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:06,600 Speaker 2: really hard to keep hearing. But also for me it 621 00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:09,400 Speaker 2: goes okay, I've held my voice back too much. You 622 00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:12,760 Speaker 2: need to start speaking up. So it's giving more. It's 623 00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:15,320 Speaker 2: empowered me in that way. Like I do try to 624 00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:19,040 Speaker 2: see them positive. I'm extremely proud of how the Aberagect 625 00:29:19,040 --> 00:29:20,960 Speaker 2: community has used their voice to be like no, this 626 00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:25,000 Speaker 2: isn't okay. And these are examples of how it does 627 00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:27,240 Speaker 2: affect our community, how it is still very present and 628 00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:31,480 Speaker 2: alive in Australia. Yeah, it's been really heavy, to be honest. 629 00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, and there's so many facets to it as well. 630 00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:37,880 Speaker 1: Do you sometimes find that it is an enormous, enormous 631 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,560 Speaker 1: achievement to be the first Indigenous person to compete in 632 00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:43,080 Speaker 1: an Olympics in your sport? But do you ever find 633 00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:46,080 Speaker 1: that sometimes you're like, I'm more than just that, Like 634 00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:49,000 Speaker 1: that's not the only thing I've done, Whereas people keep coming. 635 00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:52,960 Speaker 2: Back to that totally. Oh, and I agree sometimes like 636 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:55,480 Speaker 2: I do get concerned if like if I'm going to 637 00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:57,720 Speaker 2: be like for I don't know if this is appropriate 638 00:29:57,720 --> 00:29:59,200 Speaker 2: to say, but this is how I use it, the 639 00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:02,360 Speaker 2: token BLAG. I do feel like that sometimes and especially 640 00:30:02,360 --> 00:30:04,000 Speaker 2: being a female athlete, But I know I'm a lot 641 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:06,280 Speaker 2: more than that, and I do trust that people see 642 00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:08,440 Speaker 2: a lot more than that. But there is a side 643 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:11,280 Speaker 2: that goes like is it this, like could it be 644 00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:14,320 Speaker 2: like yeah, you know, like that's that's not nice thought 645 00:30:14,360 --> 00:30:16,720 Speaker 2: to go to. But I know that I am a 646 00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:19,200 Speaker 2: lot more than that, And so again, like I said, 647 00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:21,000 Speaker 2: I just try to use that in a positive as 648 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,520 Speaker 2: in like, Okay, this is another great platform for me 649 00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:26,400 Speaker 2: to educate people. And I feel like that's the most 650 00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 2: important part, is like creating that cultural awareness without being 651 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:31,640 Speaker 2: able to like have that voice, and like I said, 652 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:33,720 Speaker 2: like kids in primary school now learning about that, and 653 00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,360 Speaker 2: though you know, like there's all generations now that can 654 00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 2: take those steps to be more culturally aware, and I 655 00:30:38,520 --> 00:30:41,000 Speaker 2: feel like slowly people are more wanting to know that, 656 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,600 Speaker 2: which is really really good. Yeah, we've still got a 657 00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:44,080 Speaker 2: long way to go. 658 00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:46,280 Speaker 1: I love though that you're taking the positives out of 659 00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:49,440 Speaker 1: everything that's happened and making it about using the platforms 660 00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:53,040 Speaker 1: and the newer opportunities to share those stories and share 661 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,680 Speaker 1: your message. And I think if everyone had a really 662 00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:57,720 Speaker 1: positive spin on it, we'd probably get a lot further 663 00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:58,360 Speaker 1: a lot quicker. 664 00:30:59,240 --> 00:31:01,880 Speaker 2: It's not. It's never easy, but you just always try 665 00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:04,800 Speaker 2: and fight the find the positive. Yeah. Absolutely. 666 00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:07,720 Speaker 1: What about in other contexts where you've had that like 667 00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,959 Speaker 1: sort of small voice of doubt or wonder in sport 668 00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:13,640 Speaker 1: like I'm not good enough or I imagine you guys 669 00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:16,360 Speaker 1: are just perfectionists with your performance and your body and 670 00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:18,520 Speaker 1: like you, you know, really can run yourself into the 671 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:21,200 Speaker 1: ground by just feeling like you've always got to perform. 672 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,840 Speaker 1: And also when you don't win, like, how does that 673 00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:26,200 Speaker 1: how do you deal with your idea of success in 674 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:29,200 Speaker 1: your mind if it's a silver Like is that a loss? 675 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:30,440 Speaker 1: Or is that you know? I feel like a lot 676 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:32,040 Speaker 1: of athletes are like, if I don't win gold, it's 677 00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:35,480 Speaker 1: I've lost, But everyone else is like, you still got 678 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,000 Speaker 1: a medal in the Olympics, like it's amazing. Yeah, So 679 00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:39,000 Speaker 1: how do you deal with that? 680 00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:43,440 Speaker 2: Yeah? I feel like that's like so unique for every 681 00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:45,840 Speaker 2: athlete because for myself, I'm such an extrovert and re 682 00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 2: phase in introverts. So as a team is it's funny 683 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:51,200 Speaker 2: to like watch and navigate how we go through wins 684 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:54,120 Speaker 2: and losses and moments of self doubt. But they definitely 685 00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:57,320 Speaker 2: come I feel like I'm so blessed in terms of 686 00:31:57,320 --> 00:31:59,000 Speaker 2: being athlete. I think that's the best part of me 687 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,680 Speaker 2: an athlete is we get like sport psychologists, and you know, 688 00:32:01,760 --> 00:32:04,640 Speaker 2: we have to learn those You have to like look 689 00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:07,640 Speaker 2: deep into yourself and understand like where those self doubts 690 00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:11,720 Speaker 2: come from, and learning techniques and skills and your routine 691 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:15,480 Speaker 2: to help manage your self doubts. But for sure they come. 692 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:17,840 Speaker 2: They come all the time, and I feel like if 693 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:19,239 Speaker 2: we don't have it, I don't feel like I love 694 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:22,920 Speaker 2: my supports stills. So it's not easy. I can definitely 695 00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:26,960 Speaker 2: tell in a what my burnout was definitely post twenty sixteen. 696 00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:30,280 Speaker 2: And to start in this new Olympic cycle. Every Olympic 697 00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:34,240 Speaker 2: cycle for an athlete, an organization and sports, there's always 698 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:37,000 Speaker 2: a massive shift. So I lost my coach Steve and 699 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:39,800 Speaker 2: peeping the world to me and there was a whole 700 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:43,280 Speaker 2: reform of the whole program. So that was particularly difficult 701 00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:46,080 Speaker 2: for myself because you know, the Olympic sits, you put 702 00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 2: so much, you put all four years into this one goal, 703 00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:52,800 Speaker 2: and it takes a lot of mental and emotional energy 704 00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:54,840 Speaker 2: out of you. And I did struggle to find my 705 00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:59,120 Speaker 2: motivation again post twenty sixteen. That was pretty difficult for me, 706 00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:03,000 Speaker 2: and that took like a whole year of like whole 707 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:06,320 Speaker 2: of twenty seventeen to really like fight through it and 708 00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:08,800 Speaker 2: even just to have that motivation to play games on tour. 709 00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:11,160 Speaker 2: And you know, that was a particularly tough year, and 710 00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:13,080 Speaker 2: I'm so happy that I was able to stick through 711 00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:17,320 Speaker 2: it because everything changed so quickly. And then the next year, 712 00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,560 Speaker 2: you know, I'm getting this silver a Meta at the 713 00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,320 Speaker 2: Civil Metal at the Common Games, which is just incredible, 714 00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:25,200 Speaker 2: you know, like that at home in Queensland. So I'm 715 00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:29,560 Speaker 2: so grateful that I've built this resilience to just keep 716 00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:32,680 Speaker 2: going through the hard times like that was a particularly 717 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,960 Speaker 2: rough time of my year, and I'm so happy I 718 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,520 Speaker 2: stuck it out because it's just coming third last year 719 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:40,080 Speaker 2: two at World Chance, like that's just these are like 720 00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:43,640 Speaker 2: big steps like I've taken forward, which is kind of 721 00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:44,520 Speaker 2: crazy to think about. 722 00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:48,480 Speaker 1: I also think it's this section is always where people 723 00:33:48,520 --> 00:33:51,320 Speaker 1: have their biggest revelations. They're always like I only made 724 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,080 Speaker 1: those jumps because it was a bit of a shit 725 00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:54,720 Speaker 1: year and I did have a bit of a shit time, 726 00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:58,800 Speaker 1: Like you only make your big growth through having to 727 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:02,200 Speaker 1: confront things that aren't comfortable or aren't part of your habit, 728 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,640 Speaker 1: and it seems like you've taken the best out of 729 00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:07,200 Speaker 1: all of those times to now like make each new 730 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:10,200 Speaker 1: challenge easier because you do have that strength and resilience, 731 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:14,880 Speaker 1: which is wonderful. So the very last section is called Playta, 732 00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:17,600 Speaker 1: which is my favorite because I think, you know, we 733 00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:19,800 Speaker 1: all have a lot of labels, and I mean, particularly 734 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:21,759 Speaker 1: in the conversations we've been having lately, there are even 735 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:25,520 Speaker 1: more labels ascribed to everyone around us as a particular color, 736 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:30,319 Speaker 1: a particular sport, a particular age, like everything is categorized, 737 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:33,200 Speaker 1: and I think underneath all of that, there's just a 738 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:37,040 Speaker 1: person who has interests that are outside of their vocation 739 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:40,440 Speaker 1: or their career. And you know, it's like our inner child. 740 00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:43,439 Speaker 1: But so many of us trap that person under being 741 00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:46,640 Speaker 1: busy and under goals and just trying to be successful 742 00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:49,279 Speaker 1: and you know, hit metrics in life. And I think 743 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:51,799 Speaker 1: it's so important to find things that are play for you, 744 00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:53,600 Speaker 1: that are just when you just want to forget what 745 00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:56,040 Speaker 1: time it is, when you don't want to be athlete 746 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,680 Speaker 1: te Liqua indigenous to Liqua, when you just want to 747 00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:02,040 Speaker 1: be yourself, just have fun for the sake of it. 748 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:04,759 Speaker 1: So how do you play when you're not training? What 749 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:07,040 Speaker 1: do you do just for joy in your downtime? 750 00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:10,560 Speaker 2: Honestly, I think the number one for me is just 751 00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:14,719 Speaker 2: being an auntie. Honestly, that's like, that's like everything to me. 752 00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:17,040 Speaker 2: And I feel like too because my coach also has 753 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:18,799 Speaker 2: two young kids as well. They're like four and two, 754 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:20,799 Speaker 2: and I'm always like drawing with them and stuff like that, 755 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:22,920 Speaker 2: and I'm like, Okay, maybe I am more artistic, like 756 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:24,520 Speaker 2: than what I think I am, Like I need to 757 00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,080 Speaker 2: start getting into or maybe just because they're so kind 758 00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:29,279 Speaker 2: and they just tell me I'm a really good drawer. Yeah. 759 00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:34,120 Speaker 1: I think kids are so good for their needs are 760 00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:37,280 Speaker 1: so immediate. They don't have their minds like adults, like tomorrow, 761 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:38,759 Speaker 1: what am I going to do next week? What I 762 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,000 Speaker 1: need to do in two years. They're very now and 763 00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:42,600 Speaker 1: that's so good for you to be around that. 764 00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:47,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, definitely, definitely. I surround myself children. Honestly, I'm like obsessed. 765 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:50,239 Speaker 2: That's why I like going to the pathways and like 766 00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:52,000 Speaker 2: obaginal health and that It's just been so nice and 767 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:53,800 Speaker 2: I'm like, yes, let's go play. 768 00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:59,160 Speaker 1: Let's other than that. And I imagine eating a lot 769 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:02,680 Speaker 1: of Cadbury. Are you a Netflix watcher? Do you read books? 770 00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:06,360 Speaker 2: I am a total binge Netflix. Honestly, I had to 771 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:09,240 Speaker 2: keep I had to borrow my best friend's stand account 772 00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:10,840 Speaker 2: because I was like, I need more shows. 773 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:13,240 Speaker 1: You've run out of the whole of Netflix. 774 00:36:13,680 --> 00:36:17,359 Speaker 2: I really have, I really have. Like I'm just I'm 775 00:36:17,360 --> 00:36:20,240 Speaker 2: watching a harder dis Dixie. I don't say the word Dixie. 776 00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:23,399 Speaker 2: What else documentaries. I'm getting really into true crime at 777 00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:25,480 Speaker 2: the moment, which I need to be careful of because 778 00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:27,759 Speaker 2: if I watch it too late, I can't sleep. I 779 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:30,360 Speaker 2: put on like a Disney movie or something, so I 780 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:31,400 Speaker 2: got to be careful. 781 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:34,799 Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with true crime, like and crime fiction. I think, 782 00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,840 Speaker 1: like anything crime, I'm just so into. And then like 783 00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 1: if I need a pee in the middle of the night, 784 00:36:39,360 --> 00:36:41,640 Speaker 1: I'm so scared to run to the bathroom because I'm like, there's. 785 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:44,400 Speaker 2: A murderer more totally, Oh my god. It used to 786 00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:47,120 Speaker 2: give me so much anxiety, as like being an athlete. 787 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:48,319 Speaker 2: It was like when I go on World Tour, that's 788 00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:50,240 Speaker 2: like my other life and then I come back to reality. 789 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:52,399 Speaker 2: If I watch it on World tour, I could still 790 00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:54,360 Speaker 2: sleep but when I come back and I try to 791 00:36:54,400 --> 00:36:56,080 Speaker 2: do it at home, nah, I can't. 792 00:36:57,840 --> 00:36:59,759 Speaker 1: If you hadn't, like I love that you knew you 793 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:02,480 Speaker 1: want to be a sportsperson for so long. If there 794 00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:04,960 Speaker 1: was any other career that you could do and just 795 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,480 Speaker 1: assume like you could be good at it, there'd be 796 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:11,120 Speaker 1: no barriers. Is there anything else you can imagine yourself 797 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:13,760 Speaker 1: having done other than being an artist? 798 00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:19,280 Speaker 2: Obviously I'll turn it, that's for sure. I've always really 799 00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:21,799 Speaker 2: been drawn to health for some reason. But I was 800 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:24,640 Speaker 2: never particularly good at school, but I've always been really 801 00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:27,360 Speaker 2: drawn to that side and stuff, so and health is 802 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:31,839 Speaker 2: such a drawn area too, so I've always just been 803 00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:34,080 Speaker 2: more drawn more drawn to that side. If it was 804 00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:36,000 Speaker 2: like maybe nursing or something like that, I think i'd 805 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:38,680 Speaker 2: be really into. When I was younger, I loved grades 806 00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:40,480 Speaker 2: anatomy too, and I thought I wanted to be a doctor. 807 00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:41,120 Speaker 1: Oh my god. 808 00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:42,719 Speaker 2: And then I realized that you actually have to be 809 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:43,280 Speaker 2: really smart. 810 00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:47,120 Speaker 1: You also have to go to UNI for like fifteen 811 00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:49,440 Speaker 1: years or something. Yeah, oh my god, I'm so not 812 00:37:49,520 --> 00:37:50,080 Speaker 1: that patient. 813 00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:52,440 Speaker 2: I'm like itchy feet because I just can't get my 814 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,120 Speaker 2: passport out. I feel like i'm neglecting it, the poor thing. 815 00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:57,560 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, Oh and yours would get such a bashing 816 00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,360 Speaker 1: with being around like everywhere else. 817 00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:02,840 Speaker 2: I've been gone through like two and like the past 818 00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:05,359 Speaker 2: year and a half, Like it's just crazy. They just 819 00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:07,239 Speaker 2: go so quick. Pretty cool. 820 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,319 Speaker 1: We travel a lot as well, not obviously to the 821 00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:11,799 Speaker 1: same extent as you, but for work we travel a lot. 822 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:14,200 Speaker 1: And I've actually found, like you almost travel back to 823 00:38:14,239 --> 00:38:16,239 Speaker 1: back so much that you don't get excited for the 824 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:19,440 Speaker 1: next trip because you're just so spoilt for the trips. 825 00:38:19,480 --> 00:38:22,319 Speaker 1: And it's been nice to just build up that appreciation 826 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:24,359 Speaker 1: for actually how amazing it is that you can go 827 00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:27,759 Speaker 1: to another country on a plane and just be somewhere else, 828 00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:30,640 Speaker 1: you know, Like it's been nice to not take it 829 00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:32,840 Speaker 1: for granted and be rushing around. 830 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure seen it. 831 00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:36,360 Speaker 1: Yeah. 832 00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:39,600 Speaker 2: I'm so jealous of like all my European like competitors 833 00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:42,200 Speaker 2: because they're all in like summer and I'm like just 834 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:46,239 Speaker 2: here in Australia where it's chili. The joy is I 835 00:38:46,239 --> 00:38:48,239 Speaker 2: can have more cabarry because it's winter and I don't 836 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,680 Speaker 2: have to put on a bikini, so I don't feel. 837 00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:53,520 Speaker 1: Like guilty, that's true. But you've got your smart watch now, 838 00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:55,000 Speaker 1: so you're obviously got to be super. 839 00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:57,800 Speaker 2: Fit exactly exactly. It's balance. It's all about. 840 00:38:57,600 --> 00:39:01,919 Speaker 1: Balance, absolutely. So just to finish up, what are three 841 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:04,880 Speaker 1: interesting things about you that don't normally come up in conversation? 842 00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:09,839 Speaker 1: Oh my god, like pet peeves, or like party tricks 843 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:12,600 Speaker 1: or party tricks, like weird things about you that no 844 00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:13,320 Speaker 1: one else knows. 845 00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:15,880 Speaker 2: The worst part about me is I'm so open. I 846 00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:19,400 Speaker 2: tell everybody everything, so it's like not much that people 847 00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:20,319 Speaker 2: don't know about me. 848 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:24,400 Speaker 1: They're the best things, though, The weird like overshares, I'm like, yeah, yeah, 849 00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:25,239 Speaker 1: more of those. 850 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:29,719 Speaker 2: I guess I can tell. I have like six tattoos 851 00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:31,480 Speaker 2: and I don't think people see it or we see it. 852 00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:34,080 Speaker 2: But I did actually get the Olympic tattoos under my 853 00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:36,840 Speaker 2: this is my hitting arm, I write in, so that 854 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,840 Speaker 2: was so it's kind of hidden with like when my 855 00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:41,600 Speaker 2: crop chop comes. And my first tattoo actually was the 856 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:46,920 Speaker 2: Aboriginal flag. Oh my, that was my first tattoo. I 857 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,959 Speaker 2: used to claim that I was the first person ever 858 00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:51,560 Speaker 2: to do this, but I one of my cousins, we 859 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,080 Speaker 2: had it on his chest the whole time. I had 860 00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,360 Speaker 2: no idea. I was like oh, oh, that made me 861 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:57,440 Speaker 2: feel a bit special. And I know, but I was like, oh, 862 00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:02,120 Speaker 2: that's cute. That's in the family. I'm obsessed with, like guacamole. 863 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,600 Speaker 2: I think my boyfriend like, honestly, if you ever want 864 00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:08,440 Speaker 2: to woomby, get me some guacamole. I don't know, I'm 865 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:10,080 Speaker 2: pretty plain, to be honest. 866 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,040 Speaker 1: Do you have any allergies or like, oh, what's the 867 00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:17,440 Speaker 1: best favorite memory in your career, Like favorite tournament or 868 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:21,040 Speaker 1: favorite country that you competed in, favorite person to compete 869 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:24,960 Speaker 1: with or against, or like just hysterical locker room moments 870 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:26,239 Speaker 1: that are just so fun. 871 00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:28,880 Speaker 2: Oh my god, I can tell you one really embarrassing 872 00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:33,759 Speaker 2: moment that I had. We were in Florida in Saint 873 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:37,120 Speaker 2: Petersburg and it was the tournament before World Champs that year, 874 00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,640 Speaker 2: which is like World Champs is like the most important 875 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:42,279 Speaker 2: event for your Olympic qualification, So it was like the 876 00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:45,320 Speaker 2: week before that, and I don't know what I was thinking. 877 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:47,759 Speaker 2: So we're at the warm up cord getting ready, and 878 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:50,560 Speaker 2: we start taking our clothes off in a bikinis, and 879 00:40:50,640 --> 00:40:53,520 Speaker 2: I've gone to pull down my shorts and quickly realizing 880 00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:56,319 Speaker 2: how I was still in my underwear, I forgot to 881 00:40:56,440 --> 00:41:00,839 Speaker 2: put my bikini pants on. I looked at me and 882 00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:03,160 Speaker 2: I was like, I don't have my bikinis on, and 883 00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:06,440 Speaker 2: so I was so lucky that the hotel was closed. 884 00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:08,920 Speaker 2: So I quickly ran to the shuttle bus. Got on 885 00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:11,759 Speaker 2: the bus. I was like, oh my god, my coach 886 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:12,520 Speaker 2: is going to kill me. 887 00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:15,600 Speaker 1: Like, I mean, at least you had undies on, like 888 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:16,799 Speaker 1: imagine if you were just like. 889 00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,840 Speaker 2: Just like flashed everybody. But I got back to the 890 00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:22,160 Speaker 2: like I got back, I missed the whole warm up, 891 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:23,200 Speaker 2: but we still won the game. 892 00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:26,680 Speaker 1: So I was like, oh, you're fine. Then you're fine. 893 00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:28,880 Speaker 1: Maybe it's a good luck thing. Just don't wait underway, 894 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:29,359 Speaker 1: You'll be fine. 895 00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:34,640 Speaker 2: Complete paranoia though every time, for like months after, I 896 00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:37,640 Speaker 2: was always like checking. It was like did I remember? 897 00:41:37,719 --> 00:41:40,440 Speaker 2: And I would check like three times, like at the hotel, 898 00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:42,880 Speaker 2: you know. At the course, was like good. 899 00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:45,480 Speaker 1: Actually, you guys are always in like in baths. So 900 00:41:45,560 --> 00:41:48,840 Speaker 1: do you ever like see photos from the game, like 901 00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:50,839 Speaker 1: in the paper and stuff where you're just like, why 902 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:52,880 Speaker 1: would you get me from that angle? Like I'm so 903 00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:56,120 Speaker 1: glad my job doesn't involve being photographed from all angles 904 00:41:56,239 --> 00:41:57,879 Speaker 1: moving around invaders. 905 00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,400 Speaker 2: Totally. I know half the time, I'm like, why that 906 00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:05,680 Speaker 2: picture It's fine. I'm like, no, it's not fine. There's 907 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:08,279 Speaker 2: one thing I've learned is like you just brush your 908 00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:11,000 Speaker 2: flat stuff. Like we always will have those like self 909 00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:13,640 Speaker 2: image moments, like don't get me wrong, I will always 910 00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:14,920 Speaker 2: have them. But at the same time, I'm like, I 911 00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:17,920 Speaker 2: don't really care. You learn to get a thicker skinned 912 00:42:17,960 --> 00:42:20,400 Speaker 2: totally totally you just I'm just saying. 913 00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,239 Speaker 1: I'm doing my thing, like yeah, great attitude. 914 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,240 Speaker 2: Literally, as long as I'm winning, like it doesn't matter. 915 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:29,480 Speaker 2: I'm happy, and I'm going to keep having my chocolate, 916 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:30,399 Speaker 2: like you know. 917 00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:32,319 Speaker 1: Like you've got your smart watch, You're. 918 00:42:32,239 --> 00:42:36,360 Speaker 2: Fine, exactly exactly, And very last. 919 00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:38,800 Speaker 1: Question, what's your favorite motivational quote? 920 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:40,759 Speaker 2: You know, it was so crazy because I'm not really 921 00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:43,160 Speaker 2: a quotes person, And it was funny today because I 922 00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,439 Speaker 2: was in gym because my coach was like, i'll find 923 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,239 Speaker 2: you a quote and he found the forest cup one 924 00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:50,440 Speaker 2: where it was like lives of books of Chocolate have 925 00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:52,760 Speaker 2: the note which one. I was like, oh, that's so good. 926 00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:55,080 Speaker 2: But if there's one thing that I really like stick 927 00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:58,520 Speaker 2: by these these words is like continuous growth. That is 928 00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:00,799 Speaker 2: what I really like live by. I think it's in 929 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,800 Speaker 2: my beugfollowgle, career and outside. I don't ever want to 930 00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:06,160 Speaker 2: put ceilings on myself, so I really just live via 931 00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:10,280 Speaker 2: that continuous growth. Yeah, I never want to stop growing, improving, 932 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:12,840 Speaker 2: getting better, So that's what's really important to me. 933 00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:16,640 Speaker 1: Amazing Teliqua. I can't imagine the continuous growth that's going 934 00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:19,080 Speaker 1: to go on between now and Tokyo. We will be 935 00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:23,239 Speaker 1: watching so carefully and so proudly. Thank you so much 936 00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,280 Speaker 1: for sharing everything and joining the show. 937 00:43:25,440 --> 00:43:27,319 Speaker 2: Thank you, thanks for having me. Nice to meet you. 938 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,920 Speaker 1: I found so many of Telikua's reflections so interesting and 939 00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:36,080 Speaker 1: eye opening, particularly about discrimination for not being aboriginal enough, 940 00:43:36,200 --> 00:43:39,279 Speaker 1: which I hadn't actually considered as much. We mentioned a 941 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:42,200 Speaker 1: few things in this chat, like the concept of terror nullius, 942 00:43:42,239 --> 00:43:45,080 Speaker 1: which I learned about in a legal context, but it's 943 00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:47,720 Speaker 1: worth looking up generally as part of the BIPOP research 944 00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:50,200 Speaker 1: I'm sure many of you have been doing. I'll pop 945 00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:52,920 Speaker 1: the spelling of it in the show notes. If you 946 00:43:53,040 --> 00:43:56,400 Speaker 1: enjoy this chat, please show Tellika your support and share 947 00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:59,919 Speaker 1: your screenshots, tagging at Telika. Yes she has her first 948 00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,480 Speaker 1: name is an Instagram handle amazing and myself, so we 949 00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:05,840 Speaker 1: know what you think. 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