WEBVTT - Liane Moriarty Was Terrified To Write A Big Little Lies Sequel. She Did It Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>I still can't believe I had the audacity to say

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<v Speaker 1>I've written this role for Eryl, and then getting that

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<v Speaker 1>text that said, we've got you, Meryl, you're a bit witchy. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll see if we can get Timothy Shallimey for my daughter.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello. I'm Katelinebrook, host of No Filter. Today's guest is

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<v Speaker 2>someone many of you will already feel like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>even if you've never met her, because she's spent decades

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<v Speaker 2>writing your inner life back to you. Leanne Moriarty. Leanne

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<v Speaker 2>is the author behind Big Little Lies, Nine Perfect Strangers,

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<v Speaker 2>Apples Never Fall, and now Big Little Truths, her first

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<v Speaker 2>ever sequel, returning to the world and characters that made

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<v Speaker 2>her a household name. Leanne and I go a fair

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<v Speaker 2>way back, and in this conversation we get into everything

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<v Speaker 2>how she actually writes a book, the terror of returning

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<v Speaker 2>to characters people already love and know what it was

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<v Speaker 2>like watch Nicole Kidman, Reese Witherspoon, and Meryl Streep step

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<v Speaker 2>into roles she wrote in her head first, and the strange,

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<v Speaker 2>very specific pressure of writing a sequel everyone has been

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<v Speaker 2>demanding for years. We also talk about family. Leanne is

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<v Speaker 2>one of three sisters who all became authors, her own

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<v Speaker 2>breast cancer, scare, marriage, motherhood, teenagers, turning sixty and why

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<v Speaker 2>after everything, she still can't stop herself imagining what the

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<v Speaker 2>critics might say before she's even finished a page. It's

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<v Speaker 2>funny and candid and full of the kind of detail

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<v Speaker 2>only Leanne Moriarty could give you. This is Leanne Moriarty

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<v Speaker 2>on No Filter. Leanne Moriarty, Welcome to No Filter. Thank you, Kate.

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<v Speaker 2>Now you just made me laughing for what we were

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<v Speaker 2>talking about previous podcasts that I've done with another writer,

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<v Speaker 2>and you said, I don't want to say anything interating,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't want to reveal anything about yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't want to wake up in the middle

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<v Speaker 1>of the night with that feeling sick, as if as

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<v Speaker 1>if I'd got drunk at a dinner party too much.

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<v Speaker 1>And because I do, I want to chat with you.

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<v Speaker 1>But then in the middle of the night, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>why would you think that people would even care about that?

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<v Speaker 2>But people do because you have been instrumental in creating

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<v Speaker 2>so many worlds for people that are so richly inhabited

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<v Speaker 2>that it's natural for people to want to know where

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<v Speaker 2>it comes from.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I know, and I know that. Actually, I was

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<v Speaker 1>telling somebody the story yesterday of one of my favorite

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<v Speaker 1>authors is Elizabeth bergh Right, and she's an American author.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was once picked up at the airport. They

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<v Speaker 1>have these people in America who escort you around when

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<v Speaker 1>you're on book tour. There always, and they always want

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<v Speaker 1>to take you to lunch because then they can put

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<v Speaker 1>that on their expenses. Yes, and you don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>go to lunch because you're feeling nervous about the event

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<v Speaker 1>that you want to go to.

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<v Speaker 2>Anyway, this man he.

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<v Speaker 1>Picked me up and he mentioned his partner was Elizabeth Burke,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was so excited. And then I said, I

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<v Speaker 1>love her. And then he said, well, we can go

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<v Speaker 1>and pick her up right now. And then I said,

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<v Speaker 1>this is a part I can't believe that. I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, do you think I could see her kitchen?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, And I'm not the sort of person

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<v Speaker 1>who would say that, but it's because she writes so

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<v Speaker 1>beautifully about domestic life, and I had a vision in

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<v Speaker 1>my head of what her kitchen would look like. And

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<v Speaker 1>he said, no, you can't. I think he said it

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<v Speaker 1>was very nice. And then yet then anyway, then there

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<v Speaker 1>was this thing with me wanting to put her in

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<v Speaker 1>the front seat because she she so you stopped, did

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<v Speaker 1>get her?

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<v Speaker 2>Did he call her? Did you hear the call? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>And she was saying sure, and then and then I

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<v Speaker 1>was saying, well, I'll get out because she's got to

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<v Speaker 1>sit in the front, and he was saying no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you stay in the front. And then we stopped. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was so determined that she would get in the

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<v Speaker 1>front that I threw myself out of the car.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh. But we weren't there yet. We just stopped at.

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<v Speaker 1>Her, just get back in, and I stayed in the

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<v Speaker 1>front seat. But so I do understand, I I yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to see Elizabeth Berg's kitchen.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, So Leanne moriarty, we want to see your kitchen.

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<v Speaker 2>About that, to see your bathroom, We want to see

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<v Speaker 2>your bedroom. You know a lot about the bedroom because

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<v Speaker 2>it's not enough sex. Well books, Okay, so because these

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<v Speaker 2>open door and closed door, which is a very interesting

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<v Speaker 2>thing I've only recently learned about publishing. What do you mean, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>so in a sex scene, Oh, okay, that either it's

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<v Speaker 2>open door, which is where you basically see everything, you're

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<v Speaker 2>treated to everything that's going on, or it's closed door,

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<v Speaker 2>they kiss, then they wake up the next morning and

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<v Speaker 2>the curtains. Yes, I have never heard that before. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>someone closed door, you're very closed door. Well, but you

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<v Speaker 2>give a lot of hints about what's happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I remember in hre one moment I said something

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<v Speaker 1>about them having astonishing sex, and then a reviewer said

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<v Speaker 1>that it's described as astonishing sex, but you never see that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And I thought, well, I feel like everybody can have

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<v Speaker 1>their own version of astonishing.

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<v Speaker 2>And I couldn't do it. I could not do it. Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 2>look what I have here. This was such a thrill.

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<v Speaker 2>This is Big Little Truths. There's another book you might

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<v Speaker 2>have heard of it called Big Little Lies, right, and

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<v Speaker 2>this came this is a sequel to that, So your

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<v Speaker 2>first sequel. It came in brilliant, like brilliant, the most

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<v Speaker 2>brilliant packaging, with the little zipper that you aren't to dover,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you're one rappish and to take people back

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<v Speaker 2>into a world that you've created. But that means a

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<v Speaker 2>lot to people is fraught with I imagine all sorts

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<v Speaker 2>of terrorists, which is probably why I've never done it before.

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<v Speaker 2>And why did you do it?

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<v Speaker 1>I did it because everybody was asking about I have

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<v Speaker 1>to admit it was in a large part because people

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<v Speaker 1>were asking about a new season of Big Little Lives.

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<v Speaker 1>And so if they were going to do it anyway

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<v Speaker 1>without me, then I'd rather they did it.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, they couldn't do it without you. Oh they could,

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<v Speaker 2>could they? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>They were allowed to for sure, so they could. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I had also thought because Big Little Lies was

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<v Speaker 1>I wrote it when my children were little, starting school,

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<v Speaker 1>And then I had started to think over the years

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<v Speaker 1>that because I had my children quite late in life,

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<v Speaker 1>so my girlfriends are all a little bit ahead of me,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was thinking that when the teenage years come,

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<v Speaker 1>it feels like there could be a lot of material

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<v Speaker 1>for me, which there is.

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<v Speaker 2>Which there is. Yeah, but I say it's fraught with

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<v Speaker 2>terrors because all of us, I think, have been scarred

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<v Speaker 2>by and just like that, Oh okay, but you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I mean. But I liked and just like that,

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<v Speaker 2>is it? Well? Good, I'm happy for you. I'm very

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<v Speaker 2>happy for you. I was just happy to see them again.

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<v Speaker 2>They too, friends, But sometimes you were like, oh I

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<v Speaker 2>know they were friends, Oh no, friends, Like I know,

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<v Speaker 2>there were things, but it was almost I didn't care

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<v Speaker 2>because I was just so happy to see them.

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<v Speaker 1>But yes, it's fraught. I'm glad you didn't say that

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<v Speaker 1>to me before I started writing.

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<v Speaker 2>A little Well, no, because but no one puts more

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<v Speaker 2>pressure on you than you put on I know, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>And when something's been so deeply and irrevocably loved and

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<v Speaker 2>around the world and it's drawn the attention of you know,

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<v Speaker 2>Reese Witherspoon and Nicole Kidman and they're actually publicly lobbying

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<v Speaker 2>for you to write the sequel, yes, that's an enormous

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<v Speaker 2>amount of pressure.

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<v Speaker 1>And what's really for is that people are seeing they're

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<v Speaker 1>seeing Reese Witherspoon in their mind's eye, or some people are.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm so when I was writing it, I could

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<v Speaker 1>see my version of Madeline, and I could see Reese's

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<v Speaker 1>version of Madeline. And I know even my editor at

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<v Speaker 1>one point she was writing a blurb and she wrote

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<v Speaker 1>Madeleine Madeline Celeste and then she said something about Zoe and.

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<v Speaker 3>I said, you you were so clearly seeing Zoe in

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<v Speaker 3>your mind's eye, Zoe kraviatz In when you were reading it.

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<v Speaker 2>Because now it's it's such a balancing feast because you're

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<v Speaker 2>balancing the characters as they originally were. You're holding them.

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<v Speaker 2>We also now know from the dramatization of it, we do.

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<v Speaker 2>We know Rees with a spoon, and we know Nicole,

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<v Speaker 2>we know Zowe. Yes, yeah, how did you separate them?

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<v Speaker 2>So I, in your you write a really lovely prologue

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<v Speaker 2>where you explain, which is brilliant, that what you have

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<v Speaker 2>written is the sequel to the book.

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<v Speaker 1>It has to follow on from the book. But sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>that was tricky. So for example, even I had forgotten

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<v Speaker 1>that Madeline had another child called Fred. Right, so I

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<v Speaker 1>was an older and in.

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<v Speaker 2>America, and I'll just send you off to America. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>for a while, I was thinking, I just put him

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<v Speaker 2>in his bedroom, right, I was thinking I could even

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<v Speaker 2>be quite metter and have somebody saying it's like Fred

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't even exist because he's playing.

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<v Speaker 1>Video games all day. And there were a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>little things like that. So, for example, the character of

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<v Speaker 1>merryl I didn't see the character of Mary Louise who

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<v Speaker 1>because she was not in the first book and I

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<v Speaker 1>created her. So when I was writing Mary Louise, I

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<v Speaker 1>was completely seeing Meryl Stretreet. But also I had thought

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't name Perry's mother in the first book, so

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<v Speaker 1>I was safe to call her Mary Louise, who I

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<v Speaker 1>had named myself anyway for season two, so I felt

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<v Speaker 1>I owned her. But then I suddenly found that I

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<v Speaker 1>had actually named I had said Perry's mother was a twin,

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<v Speaker 1>so there was actually she could have been Gene or

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<v Speaker 1>something else. So then I had to write a little

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<v Speaker 1>strange explanation for why she's now Mary Lais, and it

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<v Speaker 1>sort of worked. But I remember my editor writing, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>this is fun, but do.

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<v Speaker 2>We need it?

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<v Speaker 1>And we do need it. And because readers are amazing,

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<v Speaker 1>readers will find will find things.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, and then I love it because.

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<v Speaker 1>They say to you, but why why is this? And

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<v Speaker 1>and they're not they're not complaining. They really want to know,

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<v Speaker 1>tell me as if it's real, and so I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want If you find something that's not quite right, then

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<v Speaker 1>you can no longer suspend disbelief because now you realize

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<v Speaker 1>somebody just wrote this, so you can't ye, so everything

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<v Speaker 1>has That's why when readers say, well, these flowers don't

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<v Speaker 1>grow at this time of year, and say, I know

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<v Speaker 1>my mother told me that. They were saying, but why

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<v Speaker 1>as if I need to give an explanation.

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<v Speaker 2>They're flowers? That did you with flowers here? What were

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<v Speaker 2>the flowers? I'm sweet peas, I think, yeah, And then

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<v Speaker 2>I really need to read your books because that she

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<v Speaker 2>would pick up for And so when you so, when

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<v Speaker 2>was was there a moment where you decided to enter

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<v Speaker 2>back into the into the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, there was a moment because I had actually started

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<v Speaker 1>writing another book with a storyline that's significant in this book.

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<v Speaker 1>So oh so we agreed it's okay for spoilers. So yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's okay for spoiler. So there is the history teacher

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<v Speaker 1>in this book, and I had I had that concept

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<v Speaker 1>because I was sort of obsessed by a high profile

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<v Speaker 1>story in the papers, and so I wanted to explore

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<v Speaker 1>the motivations of sort of a villain. And I won't

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<v Speaker 1>say what the story is, but creditory predatory villain.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I think it's good not to say, because I

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<v Speaker 2>was remember Matt Damon and Ben Affleck getting into a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of trouble when they did that movie. Oh and

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<v Speaker 2>they were inspired by.

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<v Speaker 1>Goodwill Hunting No No No, by Amanda Knox. Oh sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't Ben, it was just Matt. Okay, and she

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<v Speaker 1>was really offended. But and I sort of thought, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I can understand though. For them, it's just an interesting

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<v Speaker 1>news story and that gives you a fictional idea at

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<v Speaker 1>a launching place, Yes, exactly. And so I could have

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<v Speaker 1>said that about some other things where I thought, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not never going to say that because it's people's

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<v Speaker 1>real lives, whereas I've just read about it, and.

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<v Speaker 2>They were, oh, heal, yes and fascinating. You can explore terrain, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>if it's not necessarily cemented into the grim reality of

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<v Speaker 2>the earth.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly exactly right. So I had this idea, and I

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<v Speaker 1>had started. I think I'd written about two chapters set

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<v Speaker 1>in a high school, and then there was all the

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<v Speaker 1>talk of really, we really do want to season three,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I suddenly thought, well, I had always said

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<v Speaker 1>I could write about the kids when they were teenagers.

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<v Speaker 1>I could make this storyline happen to some of my

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<v Speaker 1>bigger class.

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<v Speaker 2>And how had they lived with you? The characters in

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<v Speaker 2>that time, like we was Celested always with you, it

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<v Speaker 2>was Madeline always with.

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<v Speaker 1>You, except I was writing new books. I let them go.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was filled with joy from Apple's Never Fall,

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<v Speaker 1>and then all my characters from here one moment so yes,

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<v Speaker 1>So no, I don't think, no, they weren't. Really they

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<v Speaker 1>were because all my characters then I put them, I

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<v Speaker 1>put them away, and I might sometimes think, oh, I

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<v Speaker 1>wonder what happened to so and so. But especially when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm writing a new book, I'm completely absorbed with the new.

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<v Speaker 2>People because it almost feels like there should be a

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<v Speaker 2>some sort of formal ceremony. But don't you think to

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<v Speaker 2>bid them say goodbye? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I always say when I'm writing a new book,

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<v Speaker 1>I miss my old characters because they've become so easy

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<v Speaker 1>to write by the time that I finish it. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I don't like my new characters because I'm getting

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<v Speaker 1>to know them and I don't ask how they talk yet.

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<v Speaker 1>But yes, that's true, there could be a little ceremony.

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<v Speaker 1>But to be honest, by the time I finished writing

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<v Speaker 1>a book, I sort of hate the whole thing. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't bear to see another word.

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<v Speaker 2>And yet you continue to challenge yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>This was Yes, this was a real challenge with them

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<v Speaker 1>because what I realized was that they by doing this.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had my high school storyline, but then I

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<v Speaker 1>had all my characters had these really complicated backstories that

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<v Speaker 1>I had created for Big Little Lies, So I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like they were all dragging these backstories along with them

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<v Speaker 1>that and I wanted the sequel to stand on its own,

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<v Speaker 1>because I think that's really important. If it's been ages

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<v Speaker 1>since you've read them.

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<v Speaker 2>You actually say that in the book that if you

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<v Speaker 2>haven't read Big Little Lie, yes, it doesn't matter. It

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't matter. If you've read it and you can't remember it, it.

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<v Speaker 1>Doesn't okay too, But that was hard to do that

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<v Speaker 1>because you want to sort of refer to things that

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<v Speaker 1>had happened in their lives without and in a natural way,

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<v Speaker 1>not begin with and sons who push somebody off a balcony.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes it has her friend they share. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>almost to be embarrassing because the storylines sound a bit

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<v Speaker 1>soap oprouche. Yes exactly, but it's like if it's like

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<v Speaker 1>you're dating someone new again. And I always think one

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<v Speaker 1>of the most terrible things about that is having to.

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<v Speaker 2>Explain yourself, yes, and all the relationships and whatever the

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<v Speaker 2>means and what happens.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, that's true, and so yeah, that's right. People

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<v Speaker 1>could have just as complicated backstories. But although this is

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<v Speaker 1>pretty rare that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, that's because it's fiction, a murder, and then

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<v Speaker 2>that there's a severed finger in a box in a

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<v Speaker 2>new school, which is also not a spoiler because it

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<v Speaker 2>happens at the very start and it's exactly sort of

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<v Speaker 2>the premise of the yes of the book. And so

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<v Speaker 2>when you start to recreate that world and then move

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<v Speaker 2>the story forward, what does that process look like for you?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it a are you sitting down with character notes?

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<v Speaker 4>Is it?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it more plot driven?

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<v Speaker 1>It's nah, it's neither. Really, I am I always Well,

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<v Speaker 1>my normal process with the new book is to buy

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<v Speaker 1>a really beautiful notebook, a hardcover moll skin. Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just got to be expensive. And then I like

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<v Speaker 1>to start to write a few notes. So I did

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<v Speaker 1>post on Instagram some of the I found some of

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<v Speaker 1>the old notes when I was starting to write big

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<v Speaker 1>little lies, and I wrote I did write the word

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<v Speaker 1>licee whares. And then somebody put in the comments, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I thank you. Yes, I know it's not nice. So

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<v Speaker 1>normally yeah, I do, but but I never then do

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<v Speaker 1>the whole plan. So my sister Jackie, because she's an

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<v Speaker 1>author two and her pres exactly yes, and her process,

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<v Speaker 1>and she has an amazing book I'm called time Travel

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<v Speaker 1>for Beginners, which everybody is going to adore because I

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<v Speaker 1>love time travel, and I guess she has to because

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<v Speaker 1>and that's why I've never written a time travel book,

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<v Speaker 1>because of the logistics of it. Right, So she plans everything,

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<v Speaker 1>and I always think, maybe I'll start to I'll do

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<v Speaker 1>a proper plan, but I can't stand it. So I

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<v Speaker 1>write a few little notes maybe this will happen, maybe this,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe that, and then I just have to start writing.

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<v Speaker 1>So I just have to say chapter one as if

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<v Speaker 1>it's from the beginning and you write chronologically. I do,

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<v Speaker 1>but I always want to make it clear that it's

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<v Speaker 1>not like some of those authors who say it all

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<v Speaker 1>just comes into their head perfectly sounding a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>but it doesn't because I'm working it out as I go. Ah,

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<v Speaker 1>so your problem solving. Yes, yes, that's right. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I always have this separate document called things I need

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<v Speaker 1>to fix because as I'm working out. As a result

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<v Speaker 1>of this decision, now I'm going to have to go

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<v Speaker 1>back and change.

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<v Speaker 2>Is exactly. So you mentioned your sister Jacqueline, and you've

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<v Speaker 2>also got Nikolay is also an author. She is, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>and there are four girls in your family. And two boys.

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<v Speaker 1>No, five, five girls, one boy.

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<v Speaker 2>Three of the five of you are authors. Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just let's just work out how that happened.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think it's well, you know, it's like the

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<v Speaker 1>tennis players and like yes, families. And I also think

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<v Speaker 1>whenever anybody writes a book, there's sort of a ripple

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<v Speaker 1>effect because then people think, oh, actually you can do that,

0:21:54.720 --> 0:21:58.520
<v Speaker 1>it's real. And so Jackie started the ripple effect because

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<v Speaker 1>they're not filled with envy and so and then it

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<v Speaker 1>seems like something you could do.

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<v Speaker 2>And so your first book that you wrote was a

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<v Speaker 2>children's book. Oh I tried, Yes, that that was probably.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, the the Animal Olympics. It was right, and still

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<v Speaker 1>has not been has been published. And have you looked

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<v Speaker 1>at it?

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't even know where do you think it

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<v Speaker 2>should should have been published? I thought, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought it was fun.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was around the year two thousand, so it

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<v Speaker 1>was sort of it was before the year two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>because I was inspired by the Sydney Olympics, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was interested in all the animals that would would win

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<v Speaker 1>the Olympics. So for example, the flea would win the

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<v Speaker 1>high jump and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Not the life, not the nice. Yeah, I'll be back

0:22:59.440 --> 0:23:07.359
<v Speaker 2>with Leon after this short break. When your younger sister

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<v Speaker 2>got her the first publishing deal and you said it

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<v Speaker 2>unlocked in you this envy, what life were you living

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<v Speaker 2>prior to that point?

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<v Speaker 1>I was an advertising copywriter, so I was working for myself,

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<v Speaker 1>and I had over the years written a few first

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<v Speaker 1>chapters of books that hadn't gone anywhere. And I had

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<v Speaker 1>also written a children's book for my younger sister, Nicola,

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<v Speaker 1>for her tenth birthday when I was so she's fifteen

0:23:45.520 --> 0:23:48.359
<v Speaker 1>years younger than me, so I was twenty five, and

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<v Speaker 1>so that was the only thing I'd actually finished because

0:23:51.240 --> 0:23:53.800
<v Speaker 1>it was a gift for her. And so that did

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<v Speaker 1>get published eventually. So that was called the Petrophone problem

0:24:00.119 --> 0:24:04.719
<v Speaker 1>with Princess Petronella. So that's the only thing I finished.

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<v Speaker 1>And so yes, it wasn't until Jackie did it. And

0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:12.080
<v Speaker 1>we'd always said when we were little that we wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to write books.

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<v Speaker 2>And your father had encouraged you by you a dollar. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>he said, I'll give you your first publishing deals, right,

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<v Speaker 2>and he did. And who was the most prolific thing

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<v Speaker 2>when you were incentivized with a dollar Finnish manuscript.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, actually, I mean it was only for

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<v Speaker 1>a short It definitely happened. It sort of became part

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<v Speaker 1>of our origin story as if he did it for

0:24:42.800 --> 0:24:46.520
<v Speaker 1>years and years. I think we probably only just both

0:24:46.560 --> 0:24:49.800
<v Speaker 1>of us wrote a couple of stories and then we

0:24:50.600 --> 0:24:54.080
<v Speaker 1>moved on with our lives. And I've definitely still got

0:24:54.160 --> 0:24:57.800
<v Speaker 1>volume two of the Secret of dead Man's Island?

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<v Speaker 2>What was it? The secret?

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<v Speaker 1>That was because it was really inspired by Anna Blaton.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of smuggling, and I didn't really know what smuggling.

0:25:09.480 --> 0:25:13.639
<v Speaker 2>Smugglers and they were always on the coast of corn Water, yes.

0:25:14.160 --> 0:25:17.720
<v Speaker 1>Which I've been to now week to Cornwall. Because I

0:25:17.760 --> 0:25:22.400
<v Speaker 1>was so obsessed with with Enna Blaton. The children found

0:25:22.440 --> 0:25:24.800
<v Speaker 1>it the most boring holiday they've ever had.

0:25:26.560 --> 0:25:30.520
<v Speaker 2>What what was it that spoke to you about Enid Blyton?

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<v Speaker 2>I think?

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<v Speaker 1>But why children always loved Anna Blaton was because she

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<v Speaker 1>always had the adults out of the way and then

0:25:37.800 --> 0:25:41.600
<v Speaker 1>they had these amazing adventures.

0:25:41.040 --> 0:25:48.680
<v Speaker 2>The fantastic the famous Five Secret seven, and also because

0:25:48.680 --> 0:25:52.760
<v Speaker 2>she was such a beautiful writer in terms of evoking

0:25:55.080 --> 0:25:57.480
<v Speaker 2>what what the kids ate? Yes?

0:25:57.880 --> 0:26:02.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh, yes, there's a lot of food, Yes, I see

0:26:02.080 --> 0:26:05.080
<v Speaker 1>I haven't picked one up in a while. I remember

0:26:05.119 --> 0:26:09.640
<v Speaker 1>picking up one of the Narnia books, The Dawn Treader,

0:26:10.280 --> 0:26:15.600
<v Speaker 1>and realizing that the language was quite simple, whereas my

0:26:15.720 --> 0:26:20.200
<v Speaker 1>imagination I could taste the salt of the sea. And

0:26:21.080 --> 0:26:24.320
<v Speaker 1>sometimes I think children's imaginations are so much.

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<v Speaker 2>Richer than perhaps an adult. I just need to drop

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<v Speaker 2>a sea, yeah, and they'll grow the sea at all,

0:26:35.400 --> 0:26:38.200
<v Speaker 2>Whereas I felt like with that scene, now I'd need

0:26:38.240 --> 0:26:43.240
<v Speaker 2>a lot more words to give me what I could see.

0:26:43.680 --> 0:26:46.800
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, obviously they're amazing, because otherwise anybody could just

0:26:46.840 --> 0:26:51.159
<v Speaker 2>write a children's book and the children would pick it up.

0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:53.960
<v Speaker 2>So obviously there was something really special about what they did,

0:26:54.000 --> 0:26:56.080
<v Speaker 2>But it just wasn't as amazing as I thought it

0:26:56.080 --> 0:26:58.760
<v Speaker 2>would be when I picked it up. When you so,

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<v Speaker 2>when you got your first book published? Which book was that?

0:27:05.320 --> 0:27:10.560
<v Speaker 2>Three Wishes? Right? How was that moment for you, that

0:27:10.600 --> 0:27:14.120
<v Speaker 2>little girl who'd always wanted to be a writer? Really

0:27:14.200 --> 0:27:18.000
<v Speaker 2>with the two writing sisters, how was that moment? And

0:27:18.040 --> 0:27:21.240
<v Speaker 2>how did you find out that you were getting published?

0:27:21.280 --> 0:27:24.640
<v Speaker 2>Was it a phone call or a letter? The main

0:27:24.680 --> 0:27:27.800
<v Speaker 2>thing I remember is that I remember the phone call

0:27:28.119 --> 0:27:32.920
<v Speaker 2>from my agent, Fiona English, and I don't actually remember

0:27:32.960 --> 0:27:36.000
<v Speaker 2>what she said. My memory is always that I played

0:27:36.440 --> 0:27:41.000
<v Speaker 2>the voicemail to one of my best friends and that

0:27:41.080 --> 0:27:44.560
<v Speaker 2>she I can see her face as she listened to

0:27:44.600 --> 0:27:47.800
<v Speaker 2>the call, and then she grabbed my arm because she

0:27:47.880 --> 0:27:52.119
<v Speaker 2>was so excited for me. So I think she was

0:27:52.119 --> 0:27:57.720
<v Speaker 2>obviously just saying yes, so I will represent you, and

0:27:58.480 --> 0:28:02.320
<v Speaker 2>that she liked the book. So I can remember that

0:28:02.440 --> 0:28:06.320
<v Speaker 2>more than the moment that I actually got the deal.

0:28:07.680 --> 0:28:11.679
<v Speaker 2>It was just seeing my friend Marissa's face yea, and

0:28:11.800 --> 0:28:16.119
<v Speaker 2>someone recognizing yes, yeah, that which you had dared to

0:28:16.200 --> 0:28:18.040
<v Speaker 2>dream and execute.

0:28:17.760 --> 0:28:23.040
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, yeah, and was almost enough that she said

0:28:23.040 --> 0:28:25.440
<v Speaker 1>it was good? I mean what it wouldn't have been enough?

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<v Speaker 2>Terrible? I can't sell it. Yes, but sometimes I think

0:28:32.200 --> 0:28:35.880
<v Speaker 2>you need that in you, just sometimes you just need

0:28:35.920 --> 0:28:40.240
<v Speaker 2>someone who's going to believe in you. How did you

0:28:40.440 --> 0:28:46.840
<v Speaker 2>know that you were worth believing in so because there's

0:28:46.960 --> 0:28:51.440
<v Speaker 2>rejection and rejection, and yet you persisted.

0:28:51.920 --> 0:28:54.560
<v Speaker 1>What got me to finish Three Wishes was because I

0:28:54.600 --> 0:28:57.560
<v Speaker 1>was doing it as part of a master's degree. So

0:28:58.520 --> 0:29:01.280
<v Speaker 1>you were just in a group of people. So I

0:29:01.280 --> 0:29:05.840
<v Speaker 1>could have achieved exactly this being in a writer's group maybe,

0:29:06.240 --> 0:29:08.960
<v Speaker 1>but you'd have to come along each week. And read out,

0:29:10.520 --> 0:29:12.320
<v Speaker 1>or maybe we didn't read it out, maybe we sent

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:13.120
<v Speaker 1>it to each other.

0:29:13.680 --> 0:29:15.880
<v Speaker 2>I can't was this way you had to write thirty

0:29:15.920 --> 0:29:16.480
<v Speaker 2>thousand weeks?

0:29:16.520 --> 0:29:22.240
<v Speaker 1>Yes, write, Yes, So I think I owe a lot

0:29:22.320 --> 0:29:25.360
<v Speaker 1>to them because they'd be saying nice things about it,

0:29:25.440 --> 0:29:28.280
<v Speaker 1>so about the So they were believing in me. So

0:29:28.320 --> 0:29:32.720
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't like I've heard about those American MFAs were

0:29:32.720 --> 0:29:36.720
<v Speaker 1>apparently they're brutal and they say, you know, they said

0:29:36.800 --> 0:29:39.840
<v Speaker 1>they're really critical, which it would not have worked for me.

0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:42.840
<v Speaker 1>I needed these They were all women, and they were

0:29:42.880 --> 0:29:45.959
<v Speaker 1>all just saying lovely things, and we want to know

0:29:46.040 --> 0:29:47.560
<v Speaker 1>what happens next.

0:29:47.800 --> 0:29:50.280
<v Speaker 2>So that's what got me. There is something that you

0:29:50.440 --> 0:29:55.480
<v Speaker 2>have because I was I was thinking about you're writing

0:29:55.960 --> 0:29:58.240
<v Speaker 2>when I was reading this book, and I was thinking,

0:29:58.280 --> 0:30:03.360
<v Speaker 2>what is it? Because yes, you create these worlds and

0:30:03.400 --> 0:30:08.280
<v Speaker 2>they're so vivid, and even you recalling your girlfriend's hand

0:30:08.320 --> 0:30:12.239
<v Speaker 2>on your arm, you've got just a beautiful recall of

0:30:12.640 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 2>human moments. But overall, and because of course the characters

0:30:17.560 --> 0:30:24.960
<v Speaker 2>are ten years older now and they're perimenopausal. But when

0:30:24.960 --> 0:30:28.680
<v Speaker 2>you talk about such things and there's a really funny

0:30:29.920 --> 0:30:35.560
<v Speaker 2>Madeline with bunions, and you know, just everything, everything flying

0:30:35.600 --> 0:30:38.440
<v Speaker 2>at her at once, and even though you talk about

0:30:39.640 --> 0:30:45.640
<v Speaker 2>the tribulations that are very relatable, there's an optimism that

0:30:45.720 --> 0:30:50.720
<v Speaker 2>you have that imbues your work. That means that even

0:30:50.760 --> 0:30:55.480
<v Speaker 2>when things are hard and the characters going through things

0:30:55.520 --> 0:31:02.880
<v Speaker 2>that are hard, there's an uplift to it. That's a gift,

0:31:06.080 --> 0:31:07.600
<v Speaker 2>thank you.

0:31:08.760 --> 0:31:12.760
<v Speaker 1>It is that intentional. It's definitely not intentional, and I know,

0:31:12.880 --> 0:31:17.040
<v Speaker 1>and actually that doesn't work for some readers because I

0:31:17.080 --> 0:31:21.959
<v Speaker 1>think some readers might feel that it's too flippant. I

0:31:22.000 --> 0:31:23.600
<v Speaker 1>don't I don't mean it though.

0:31:23.360 --> 0:31:27.520
<v Speaker 2>In a in a you know what's her name, who

0:31:27.560 --> 0:31:30.480
<v Speaker 2>was always just with the teapot, who was always all

0:31:30.600 --> 0:31:34.640
<v Speaker 2>rah rah, Pollyanna, I don't mean it, Pollyanna sort of what. No,

0:31:34.800 --> 0:31:39.440
<v Speaker 2>I know, you don't Yeah, I don't know. I don't

0:31:39.720 --> 0:31:42.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. It's like I trust you. Yeah.

0:31:42.560 --> 0:31:47.479
<v Speaker 1>People have said that to me before, and readers have

0:31:48.600 --> 0:31:54.840
<v Speaker 1>just recently an older woman, I don't know, I said,

0:31:54.840 --> 0:32:00.280
<v Speaker 1>older woman, I should probably the same, just me, and

0:32:00.280 --> 0:32:04.520
<v Speaker 1>she said, I know, I can, I know, I'm safe

0:32:04.600 --> 0:32:08.120
<v Speaker 1>with you. And I took that to mean I'm not

0:32:08.280 --> 0:32:12.680
<v Speaker 1>going to do anything, You're not going to get to

0:32:12.720 --> 0:32:15.640
<v Speaker 1>the end, and I'm trying to think of something. There's

0:32:15.640 --> 0:32:19.360
<v Speaker 1>some books where I get angry, and to me it's

0:32:19.520 --> 0:32:23.280
<v Speaker 1>a betrayal. It's a betrayal, yes, And to me it's

0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:27.560
<v Speaker 1>that's when I, oh, this is my theory. Terrible things

0:32:27.600 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 1>do happen in the real world, and more than one

0:32:30.960 --> 0:32:34.920
<v Speaker 1>horrible thing can happen to a person in the real world. Yes,

0:32:35.880 --> 0:32:40.600
<v Speaker 1>and life is not fair. And then you can say

0:32:41.000 --> 0:32:43.840
<v Speaker 1>then you might say, well, how could God or whoever

0:32:43.920 --> 0:32:47.440
<v Speaker 1>you believe in could let that happen? And if I'm

0:32:47.480 --> 0:32:51.480
<v Speaker 1>reading a book and too many terrible things are happen happening,

0:32:51.600 --> 0:32:55.719
<v Speaker 1>then I think, well, you the author, I'm suddenly taken

0:32:55.840 --> 0:33:00.200
<v Speaker 1>out of the story, and I think that's not right.

0:33:00.320 --> 0:33:03.000
<v Speaker 1>You should not have let those terrible things.

0:33:03.160 --> 0:33:05.040
<v Speaker 2>Happened to them, because we're at your mercy.

0:33:05.160 --> 0:33:09.320
<v Speaker 1>Yes, And also that that idea of well, this is

0:33:09.360 --> 0:33:11.840
<v Speaker 1>the way it happens in the real world. And oh

0:33:11.920 --> 0:33:14.760
<v Speaker 1>and also this is why I'm a commercial writer, because

0:33:16.160 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 1>that idea that in real life, endings are messy and

0:33:21.720 --> 0:33:26.040
<v Speaker 1>and so therefore they can just stop. In some books

0:33:26.200 --> 0:33:29.680
<v Speaker 1>and at the exple yes, nothing's resolved. But that's why

0:33:29.840 --> 0:33:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I think we read for the pleasure of a story

0:33:32.920 --> 0:33:37.520
<v Speaker 1>is things completions are tied up that feeling and that

0:33:37.600 --> 0:33:41.720
<v Speaker 1>you end on a sense of hope. And so sometimes

0:33:41.760 --> 0:33:43.680
<v Speaker 1>I read a book and I think, I understand that

0:33:43.840 --> 0:33:47.360
<v Speaker 1>was beautiful, and I understand that was probably the right

0:33:47.400 --> 0:33:50.040
<v Speaker 1>thing to do. But if it was me, I would

0:33:50.040 --> 0:33:53.160
<v Speaker 1>have said and then it was okay, right, yeah, they

0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:55.120
<v Speaker 1>were all everything was worked out.

0:33:55.520 --> 0:33:59.080
<v Speaker 2>So you know, I actually noted in the book where

0:33:59.120 --> 0:34:04.240
<v Speaker 2>you said that that bad things. There's not a law

0:34:05.040 --> 0:34:07.880
<v Speaker 2>that says only one bad thing can happen that once

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:15.560
<v Speaker 2>papered with wisdom, papered with wisdom. But and in fact

0:34:15.640 --> 0:34:16.920
<v Speaker 2>that happens in the book.

0:34:17.920 --> 0:34:23.759
<v Speaker 1>Yes, but yes it does, but not I think I

0:34:23.800 --> 0:34:27.680
<v Speaker 1>still think readers will, yes, forgive me for that.

0:34:28.520 --> 0:34:32.279
<v Speaker 2>Madeleine, and I have to I thought of you when

0:34:32.280 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Speaker 2>I read when Madeleine discovers a lump in her breast

0:34:37.760 --> 0:34:41.240
<v Speaker 2>on the is it the day of her birthday, her fiftieth,

0:34:41.320 --> 0:34:44.200
<v Speaker 2>or the night before or the morning or the morning,

0:34:46.080 --> 0:34:50.520
<v Speaker 2>And I thought of you because you had a similar experience. Yes,

0:34:50.760 --> 0:34:54.719
<v Speaker 2>although I didn't find a lump, I just had the

0:34:54.719 --> 0:34:56.080
<v Speaker 2>the mammogram the.

0:34:58.160 --> 0:35:01.239
<v Speaker 1>I got I got an email, so you need to

0:35:02.440 --> 0:35:05.000
<v Speaker 1>was it an email? Yes, because I was away on holidays,

0:35:05.080 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 1>saying you need to come back or you need to

0:35:08.600 --> 0:35:11.080
<v Speaker 1>do something. And so you just had a routine, yes,

0:35:11.160 --> 0:35:14.440
<v Speaker 1>a routine yes. And then a very stern woman called me.

0:35:14.520 --> 0:35:17.080
<v Speaker 1>She was she was cross with me. I think she

0:35:17.120 --> 0:35:23.160
<v Speaker 1>thought I was not going to take it seriously, but

0:35:23.280 --> 0:35:27.640
<v Speaker 1>I knew I could tell that there was going to

0:35:27.680 --> 0:35:31.200
<v Speaker 1>be something. And then when I had the So then

0:35:31.239 --> 0:35:35.080
<v Speaker 1>I went and I got the biopsy, and I can

0:35:35.160 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 1>always remember the lovely woman who was doing it. She

0:35:40.840 --> 0:35:44.680
<v Speaker 1>said something like, oh I had I had breast cans.

0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:47.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh I had no, She said, I had this sort

0:35:47.040 --> 0:35:52.560
<v Speaker 1>of biopsy. So she was explaining what would happen, so

0:35:52.600 --> 0:35:53.880
<v Speaker 1>you'll feel this and you'll feel that.

0:35:53.960 --> 0:35:54.120
<v Speaker 2>Oh.

0:35:54.120 --> 0:35:58.320
<v Speaker 1>And then I said, and so was yours? Was yours benign?

0:35:58.680 --> 0:36:01.360
<v Speaker 1>And she said no, but it was all it was

0:36:01.400 --> 0:36:04.080
<v Speaker 1>all okay, And I thought, I can tell mine's not.

0:36:05.200 --> 0:36:07.920
<v Speaker 2>How did you know? You said before even when you

0:36:07.960 --> 0:36:10.400
<v Speaker 2>had the mammogram, you were like there's something there or

0:36:10.480 --> 0:36:12.680
<v Speaker 2>oh no, no, no. It was just when I got

0:36:12.680 --> 0:36:15.080
<v Speaker 2>that email, I thought she's not going to be good.

0:36:15.120 --> 0:36:20.080
<v Speaker 2>And because my sister had been through which freakster my

0:36:20.320 --> 0:36:24.400
<v Speaker 2>middle sister, yes, not one of my writing sister yeah. Yeah,

0:36:24.400 --> 0:36:25.200
<v Speaker 2>her name's Katie.

0:36:25.400 --> 0:36:29.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, and she had to have much more invasive

0:36:30.320 --> 0:36:32.280
<v Speaker 1>treatment than I did having.

0:36:32.480 --> 0:36:37.200
<v Speaker 2>Yes, yeah, when you went through that. I've heard you

0:36:37.239 --> 0:36:41.640
<v Speaker 2>talk about it before, and you it's almost like it

0:36:41.800 --> 0:36:47.320
<v Speaker 2>was not as significant as it well, because yes, because

0:36:47.360 --> 0:36:51.719
<v Speaker 2>she had to go through it, to go through so

0:36:51.920 --> 0:36:55.840
<v Speaker 2>much more, and you compare with your sister's not that

0:36:55.960 --> 0:36:57.280
<v Speaker 2>anybody was saying you.

0:36:58.719 --> 0:37:03.400
<v Speaker 1>And certainly she was not trying to downplay it in

0:37:03.440 --> 0:37:06.879
<v Speaker 1>any way, but I guess I was downplaying it a bit.

0:37:06.960 --> 0:37:09.640
<v Speaker 1>So that's why I think I probably told that story

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:14.359
<v Speaker 1>of the school mother and I kept on referring back

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:17.600
<v Speaker 1>to my sister and then and I say, it's fine,

0:37:17.600 --> 0:37:19.920
<v Speaker 1>but my sister. And then she said, but I want

0:37:19.960 --> 0:37:23.839
<v Speaker 1>to hear about you, not your sister. That was really nice, right,

0:37:24.120 --> 0:37:28.000
<v Speaker 1>yeah yeah. And then how do you think that affected you?

0:37:28.320 --> 0:37:30.920
<v Speaker 1>Because I love in the book. I love it, and

0:37:30.960 --> 0:37:36.840
<v Speaker 1>also it's a it's just such an amazing emotional pivot.

0:37:38.080 --> 0:37:45.000
<v Speaker 2>When Madeline is given the all clear and then we

0:37:45.120 --> 0:37:52.759
<v Speaker 2>find out that ED is like perilously seek How do

0:37:52.800 --> 0:37:57.279
<v Speaker 2>you think that your experience, or even your sister's experience

0:37:57.880 --> 0:38:01.360
<v Speaker 2>affected you when you come to rhyme things like that.

0:38:01.840 --> 0:38:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I think that I always write I'm very much in

0:38:06.400 --> 0:38:11.680
<v Speaker 1>the world that I'm in. Yes, And so they say

0:38:11.719 --> 0:38:16.120
<v Speaker 1>that the between forty five to sixty they call it snipers.

0:38:16.239 --> 0:38:18.040
<v Speaker 2>Ali, all these.

0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:24.319
<v Speaker 1>Things coming for you. So not just my sister and I,

0:38:24.400 --> 0:38:29.040
<v Speaker 1>but people in our wider circle. So I think that

0:38:29.080 --> 0:38:31.440
<v Speaker 1>it just and I never think, now I'm going to

0:38:31.800 --> 0:38:37.480
<v Speaker 1>write about this. It's just naturally comes in, so that

0:38:37.640 --> 0:38:41.239
<v Speaker 1>this is just. And I'm sure you're the same with

0:38:41.280 --> 0:38:43.680
<v Speaker 1>your friends when you'll get together and you're talking about

0:38:43.680 --> 0:38:48.400
<v Speaker 1>all your your maladies and your latest doctor's appointment.

0:38:48.520 --> 0:38:52.160
<v Speaker 2>We don't do malody talk. I really, I don't like me.

0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:55.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't like talk. No, I don't like malady talk. No,

0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:58.759
<v Speaker 2>I just don't like it. Oh so yeah, come on,

0:38:58.920 --> 0:39:02.200
<v Speaker 2>it's no. No, I didn't like to know, like I'm

0:39:02.239 --> 0:39:05.239
<v Speaker 2>a good fowl with a friend. Yes, but you know

0:39:05.480 --> 0:39:06.800
<v Speaker 2>sometimes you're like, oh.

0:39:06.640 --> 0:39:12.160
<v Speaker 4>My god, you know, but yeah, but I mean there's

0:39:12.280 --> 0:39:14.960
<v Speaker 4>just I've got to go to the physio for yeah,

0:39:15.080 --> 0:39:18.600
<v Speaker 4>this and getting this checked, and so we all go

0:39:18.680 --> 0:39:20.240
<v Speaker 4>through are you okay?

0:39:20.360 --> 0:39:24.919
<v Speaker 1>Have you followed up on that that appointment and so.

0:39:24.840 --> 0:39:26.520
<v Speaker 2>We're all safe. Yeah.

0:39:26.640 --> 0:39:29.400
<v Speaker 1>So now, so I think that's that's what.

0:39:29.280 --> 0:39:32.719
<v Speaker 2>I meant in your family, in your with your two

0:39:32.800 --> 0:39:37.200
<v Speaker 2>kids and your husband. I mean, I guess it's different

0:39:37.280 --> 0:39:40.359
<v Speaker 2>for the kids because they've they only know you as

0:39:40.440 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 2>you and the evolution of you. But your husband, when

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:50.920
<v Speaker 2>he married you, knew that he was marrying Leanne Moriarty,

0:39:52.080 --> 0:39:53.680
<v Speaker 2>but he didn't know who was going to be married

0:39:53.680 --> 0:39:58.319
<v Speaker 2>to Leanne Moriarty? Did he? No? No? And how's that?

0:39:58.480 --> 0:40:01.719
<v Speaker 2>How has that been for him?

0:40:01.760 --> 0:40:05.080
<v Speaker 1>Well? I think he really enjoys some aspects of it,

0:40:05.160 --> 0:40:09.320
<v Speaker 1>so he I think he has more fun. For example,

0:40:09.800 --> 0:40:12.800
<v Speaker 1>at some of the red carpet things we've been to,

0:40:13.239 --> 0:40:16.160
<v Speaker 1>he'd be more relaxed because he's relaxed and he's just

0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:21.840
<v Speaker 1>enjoying and he looks great. So we have pictures of him,

0:40:23.600 --> 0:40:28.640
<v Speaker 1>so we we have never actually got around to getting married.

0:40:29.080 --> 0:40:33.800
<v Speaker 2>So so he's right, yeah, but I can't call him friend.

0:40:34.120 --> 0:40:37.320
<v Speaker 2>He's your boyfriend. He's my husband. I think I've allowed

0:40:37.320 --> 0:40:43.000
<v Speaker 2>to good boyfriend. But my parents used to have this

0:40:43.000 --> 0:40:46.120
<v Speaker 2>thing with all of the kids that they have their

0:40:46.160 --> 0:40:51.000
<v Speaker 2>wedding photos up on a wall, and so they in

0:40:51.040 --> 0:40:53.239
<v Speaker 2>the end, because we've never got around to getting married,

0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:58.000
<v Speaker 2>they got this picture of us at the premiere of

0:40:58.239 --> 0:41:01.799
<v Speaker 2>Big little lies because we're all dressed up and it

0:41:01.880 --> 0:41:05.640
<v Speaker 2>was funny to see because there's all the lovely, elegant photos.

0:41:09.400 --> 0:41:14.240
<v Speaker 1>So he really enjoys that part of it. And apart

0:41:14.239 --> 0:41:16.080
<v Speaker 1>from that, yeah, I don't.

0:41:16.120 --> 0:41:20.480
<v Speaker 2>Does he read your books? He's not really a reader,

0:41:20.800 --> 0:41:23.920
<v Speaker 2>so he did. I remember there was a whole thing.

0:41:23.920 --> 0:41:28.279
<v Speaker 1>When I very first met him, he was reading Three

0:41:28.320 --> 0:41:32.880
<v Speaker 1>Wishes and because he felt he should have because he

0:41:33.000 --> 0:41:38.640
<v Speaker 1>was courting me, and he made some comment about he

0:41:38.719 --> 0:41:42.799
<v Speaker 1>was plowing through it. Also is because he was a

0:41:42.840 --> 0:41:43.440
<v Speaker 1>farmer and.

0:41:44.120 --> 0:41:46.840
<v Speaker 2>Was trying to say no. As an ex farmer plowing,

0:41:46.920 --> 0:41:52.680
<v Speaker 2>he's got positive connodations because interestingly, and I think I've

0:41:52.719 --> 0:41:57.360
<v Speaker 2>told you this before, the two people that put me

0:41:57.600 --> 0:42:03.600
<v Speaker 2>onto you as a writer, one was Husy yes, and

0:42:03.640 --> 0:42:07.440
<v Speaker 2>one was my dad that's right, yes, And they both

0:42:07.600 --> 0:42:14.279
<v Speaker 2>read The Husband's Secret Yeah yeah, and loved it. And

0:42:14.680 --> 0:42:22.640
<v Speaker 2>that was I guess interesting because they didn't even think

0:42:22.680 --> 0:42:25.839
<v Speaker 2>of the term chick lit no, which is wonderful.

0:42:27.360 --> 0:42:30.280
<v Speaker 1>But still when I have events, it's all it's women

0:42:30.480 --> 0:42:34.120
<v Speaker 1>with an occasional lone man.

0:42:34.480 --> 0:42:36.480
<v Speaker 2>But well, you need to write a book about the

0:42:36.600 --> 0:42:39.919
<v Speaker 2>Nazis and then the will World War two?

0:42:43.360 --> 0:42:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh well, I guess in some ways that there was

0:42:45.160 --> 0:42:51.399
<v Speaker 1>not many happy happy endings, is there? Yeah? But yeah,

0:42:51.440 --> 0:42:54.440
<v Speaker 1>there are a lot of male readers I know, and

0:42:54.520 --> 0:42:59.399
<v Speaker 1>sometimes they've written to me or or they've just picked

0:42:59.480 --> 0:43:05.040
<v Speaker 1>up the their partner's book. So and it should not

0:43:05.160 --> 0:43:07.600
<v Speaker 1>be I read books written by men.

0:43:07.760 --> 0:43:10.520
<v Speaker 2>Well, this is always the thing that I'm struck by,

0:43:10.560 --> 0:43:13.640
<v Speaker 2>that it seems that there's a more generosity for women

0:43:13.680 --> 0:43:17.680
<v Speaker 2>to enter the world of interests of men than there

0:43:17.760 --> 0:43:21.239
<v Speaker 2>seems to be the other way. But then maybe they

0:43:21.280 --> 0:43:25.640
<v Speaker 2>see reading our books as like fossicking through our handbags.

0:43:28.120 --> 0:43:29.560
<v Speaker 2>They're just they're monsters.

0:43:29.800 --> 0:43:32.760
<v Speaker 1>Yes, but yeah, and I don't know that my books

0:43:32.760 --> 0:43:35.239
<v Speaker 1>are necessarily my husband's taste here.

0:43:35.840 --> 0:43:37.960
<v Speaker 2>What does he read? Not much of a reader, but

0:43:38.000 --> 0:43:40.800
<v Speaker 2>what I did like non fiction or historical fiction.

0:43:41.280 --> 0:43:47.320
<v Speaker 1>He loved Kate Grenville's The Secret River, Yes, because I

0:43:47.360 --> 0:43:49.920
<v Speaker 1>remember seeing her at a writer's festival and thinking, he

0:43:50.120 --> 0:43:55.920
<v Speaker 1>likes you your book. So he's not so interested in that.

0:43:56.719 --> 0:43:58.960
<v Speaker 1>He's always what's that thing?

0:43:59.000 --> 0:43:59.640
<v Speaker 2>He said? Once?

0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I know what, it's your job's easy. You just

0:44:03.120 --> 0:44:07.560
<v Speaker 1>sit at your desk and you go tappity tappity tap feelings, feelings, feelings.

0:44:08.160 --> 0:44:11.000
<v Speaker 1>So he's so interesting the feelings part of it, yes,

0:44:12.000 --> 0:44:13.399
<v Speaker 1>or the tabberty tappings.

0:44:15.880 --> 0:44:19.640
<v Speaker 2>Stay with us. My conversation with Leanne continues after this break.

0:44:21.360 --> 0:44:24.040
<v Speaker 2>If you were not going to be the writer that

0:44:24.120 --> 0:44:28.040
<v Speaker 2>you are, who would you be? Oh?

0:44:28.080 --> 0:44:32.480
<v Speaker 1>If I could be another type of writer, Oh, I

0:44:32.520 --> 0:44:34.680
<v Speaker 1>don't know who, but then I wouldn't. I always think that,

0:44:34.760 --> 0:44:36.160
<v Speaker 1>and then I would think I don't, But then I

0:44:36.160 --> 0:44:40.360
<v Speaker 1>would not have the pleasure of reading their books. You

0:44:40.640 --> 0:44:42.840
<v Speaker 1>have the pleasure of reading your books, but that's a

0:44:42.880 --> 0:44:43.880
<v Speaker 1>different sort of pleasure.

0:44:44.080 --> 0:44:46.200
<v Speaker 2>That's not you won't know them.

0:44:46.840 --> 0:44:47.160
<v Speaker 4>Hmmm.

0:44:49.040 --> 0:44:53.480
<v Speaker 1>I definitely I read oh well, and Tyler is the one.

0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:58.239
<v Speaker 1>She's so she's my favorite author. And one of my

0:44:58.320 --> 0:45:03.359
<v Speaker 1>favorite comments ever on a review was about me was

0:45:03.840 --> 0:45:08.160
<v Speaker 1>she's like Aunt Tyler, not not quite as good. But

0:45:08.239 --> 0:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>I really love that because that to me. Men. I

0:45:11.920 --> 0:45:15.080
<v Speaker 1>believed it, and I loved the way she She doesn't

0:45:15.080 --> 0:45:19.759
<v Speaker 1>have to have much plot, not that much happens, but

0:45:19.840 --> 0:45:26.120
<v Speaker 1>she writes so beautifully about just ordinary life. So that's

0:45:26.160 --> 0:45:29.400
<v Speaker 1>who I'm always aspiring to be.

0:45:29.600 --> 0:45:33.919
<v Speaker 2>You also do that, though, because you it's if you're

0:45:33.960 --> 0:45:39.560
<v Speaker 2>going to look at everybody's story, the manuche of what

0:45:39.760 --> 0:45:46.520
<v Speaker 2>happens in the moments of their lives is so truthful

0:45:47.040 --> 0:45:53.279
<v Speaker 2>and rich in detail. Are you storing nuts away for

0:45:53.400 --> 0:46:00.120
<v Speaker 2>winter like a squirrel constantly? With moments? Yes?

0:46:00.239 --> 0:46:05.760
<v Speaker 1>Yes, But also I feel those those things come easy

0:46:05.880 --> 0:46:09.040
<v Speaker 1>to me. I recall those. It's the parts that I

0:46:09.120 --> 0:46:15.040
<v Speaker 1>struggle with are describing this room, or oh I can,

0:46:15.560 --> 0:46:18.319
<v Speaker 1>or and I'm really I couldn't. I'm not good at landscape,

0:46:19.640 --> 0:46:24.920
<v Speaker 1>or just how can I just stuff the real world.

0:46:26.800 --> 0:46:28.880
<v Speaker 1>So that's where my husband helps her. For example, with

0:46:29.239 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 1>Nine Perfect Strangers, I wanted a fake fire to be

0:46:36.160 --> 0:46:39.840
<v Speaker 1>created when all the people at their heart they're stuck

0:46:39.880 --> 0:46:42.200
<v Speaker 1>in a in a room. So I said, so, how

0:46:42.239 --> 0:46:44.480
<v Speaker 1>would they do that? So he was he would helped

0:46:44.520 --> 0:46:47.120
<v Speaker 1>me with it, doing the that have to get a

0:46:47.200 --> 0:46:49.600
<v Speaker 1>waste paper basket and put that all. That sort of

0:46:49.640 --> 0:46:52.600
<v Speaker 1>thing is what I struggle with.

0:46:54.719 --> 0:46:56.000
<v Speaker 2>But the little.

0:46:55.680 --> 0:46:58.879
<v Speaker 1>Moments I find those those are easy. But you can

0:46:58.920 --> 0:47:02.840
<v Speaker 1>fake it. That's so I always remember with the Hypnotist

0:47:02.960 --> 0:47:06.959
<v Speaker 1>love story, there's a house that I describe and people

0:47:07.000 --> 0:47:09.360
<v Speaker 1>say to me, I love that house, but I really

0:47:09.400 --> 0:47:13.080
<v Speaker 1>had to work and they see it so clearly, and

0:47:13.120 --> 0:47:15.160
<v Speaker 1>I feel like they see it more clearly than I

0:47:15.200 --> 0:47:17.680
<v Speaker 1>see it, because I'm not so good at that I

0:47:17.719 --> 0:47:21.960
<v Speaker 1>had to research. It was a seventies style house, and

0:47:22.000 --> 0:47:25.399
<v Speaker 1>I had to Those sentences did not come easy to try,

0:47:25.920 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 1>but I could fake those two. That's the work, yes, exactly.

0:47:29.800 --> 0:47:34.880
<v Speaker 2>That's the heavy lifting which then moves you forward into

0:47:34.960 --> 0:47:37.279
<v Speaker 2>a into smoother sailing. That's right.

0:47:37.360 --> 0:47:39.640
<v Speaker 1>And now the people are in the house and they're talking,

0:47:39.680 --> 0:47:40.480
<v Speaker 1>and that's okay.

0:47:40.640 --> 0:47:43.719
<v Speaker 2>But you're writing of teenagers is and I have a

0:47:43.760 --> 0:47:53.440
<v Speaker 2>house of four teenagers three now and it's unerringly accurate.

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Well that's good. Yeah, my kids will say don't They

0:47:56.680 --> 0:47:58.560
<v Speaker 1>were saying, don't even try. You won't get it right

0:47:59.760 --> 0:48:02.279
<v Speaker 1>with a language, and I had to be. I was

0:48:02.320 --> 0:48:06.240
<v Speaker 1>really aware of the fact that I couldn't use to

0:48:06.239 --> 0:48:11.799
<v Speaker 1>too much slang because so quickly yes, next, nobody's this

0:48:11.880 --> 0:48:12.719
<v Speaker 1>part is going to be.

0:48:12.719 --> 0:48:17.000
<v Speaker 2>Lit the kids when we talk like man y, yeah. Yeah.

0:48:18.239 --> 0:48:25.279
<v Speaker 2>And what was the most difficult part to imagine in

0:48:25.320 --> 0:48:29.720
<v Speaker 2>this book? Because it reads with an ease. I can't

0:48:29.840 --> 0:48:32.520
<v Speaker 2>pick a part that was difficult for you to write.

0:48:32.719 --> 0:48:34.960
<v Speaker 2>You know, sometimes you read a book and you know

0:48:35.040 --> 0:48:37.440
<v Speaker 2>that that you can sort of see the work involved

0:48:37.520 --> 0:48:40.040
<v Speaker 2>in getting to a point that's good.

0:48:40.440 --> 0:48:46.360
<v Speaker 1>The hardest part was definitely the backstories and and so

0:48:46.440 --> 0:48:49.960
<v Speaker 1>that's where I'm very grateful to my editors, where they're

0:48:49.960 --> 0:48:53.880
<v Speaker 1>so integrating those yes, and say it's it's too much backstory,

0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:57.160
<v Speaker 1>you need to bring that in a bit later, to

0:48:57.680 --> 0:49:02.040
<v Speaker 1>bring that in naturally. So that was the hardest part.

0:49:04.480 --> 0:49:09.919
<v Speaker 1>I'm never so good at the the police procedural part

0:49:10.000 --> 0:49:15.200
<v Speaker 1>at it. That's so for example, with Apple's Neverfore, what

0:49:15.239 --> 0:49:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I was interested in was the idea of could you

0:49:20.440 --> 0:49:23.840
<v Speaker 1>believe that your father could kill your mother? So thinking

0:49:24.360 --> 0:49:27.600
<v Speaker 1>and four children and how each of them would perceive

0:49:27.840 --> 0:49:33.719
<v Speaker 1>their parents' marriage. Yes, so I've found that so fascinating.

0:49:33.800 --> 0:49:36.000
<v Speaker 1>But then for that to be real, the mother's got

0:49:36.040 --> 0:49:40.040
<v Speaker 1>to go missing, but I wasn't so interested. She has

0:49:40.120 --> 0:49:43.680
<v Speaker 1>to go somewhere and the police have to investigate, but

0:49:43.719 --> 0:49:46.080
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't so interested in that part, right, I just

0:49:46.080 --> 0:49:49.480
<v Speaker 1>want the kids talking about but they do. They love

0:49:49.520 --> 0:49:51.920
<v Speaker 1>each other and all the things that are parts of

0:49:51.960 --> 0:49:54.920
<v Speaker 1>their childhood. So those parts are again where I have

0:49:55.000 --> 0:49:56.719
<v Speaker 1>to work hard at it.

0:49:56.920 --> 0:50:04.520
<v Speaker 2>When you have done that work and you've received acclaim

0:50:04.920 --> 0:50:08.080
<v Speaker 2>and then you get a phone call from Nicole Kidman's

0:50:08.080 --> 0:50:12.399
<v Speaker 2>people saying we want to commission this, we want to

0:50:12.440 --> 0:50:15.880
<v Speaker 2>get the rights for this, you've been down that road before.

0:50:17.760 --> 0:50:24.920
<v Speaker 2>What does that feel like? Well, in the beginning, and

0:50:25.160 --> 0:50:28.440
<v Speaker 2>it's every author dreams of it because it brings you

0:50:28.800 --> 0:50:34.759
<v Speaker 2>more readers, and it's so hard even when you get

0:50:34.800 --> 0:50:39.360
<v Speaker 2>started to just get a review in the local paper.

0:50:40.800 --> 0:50:45.160
<v Speaker 2>And also it's just exciting to think of it being adapted.

0:50:45.440 --> 0:50:46.080
<v Speaker 2>But it's never that.

0:50:47.320 --> 0:50:51.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm never writing them no as a future adaptation, although

0:50:51.560 --> 0:50:53.760
<v Speaker 1>this is one is different because I knew for sure

0:50:53.800 --> 0:50:57.080
<v Speaker 1>that it would be, so I can't pretend with this

0:50:57.120 --> 0:51:01.640
<v Speaker 1>one that I wasn't aware of the fact that that

0:51:01.640 --> 0:51:03.360
<v Speaker 1>that would happen. So that was probably more in my

0:51:03.440 --> 0:51:07.040
<v Speaker 1>head than with other with other books and with my next,

0:51:07.640 --> 0:51:11.160
<v Speaker 1>with my next one, which I haven't started, but I

0:51:11.200 --> 0:51:13.319
<v Speaker 1>won't be thinking of a future adaptation.

0:51:13.880 --> 0:51:16.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm not, I don't. But this is still Australia, not

0:51:16.280 --> 0:51:19.120
<v Speaker 2>Montezy exactly. Yeah, And I never want to think of

0:51:19.160 --> 0:51:21.440
<v Speaker 2>the book as just to stop on the way to

0:51:21.520 --> 0:51:26.240
<v Speaker 2>the adaptation. For me, it's the book is what matters,

0:51:26.719 --> 0:51:30.360
<v Speaker 2>because that's between me and the reader. I love that

0:51:30.440 --> 0:51:33.359
<v Speaker 2>because it's really personal, that it feels like something sort

0:51:33.360 --> 0:51:37.480
<v Speaker 2>of magical, that it's my imagination and their imagination. Then

0:51:37.520 --> 0:51:43.359
<v Speaker 2>it's creating something completely different with every single person there are,

0:51:43.400 --> 0:51:46.880
<v Speaker 2>because they're all seeing little things from their own lives.

0:51:47.640 --> 0:51:49.400
<v Speaker 1>So that's I always find it funny when readers come

0:51:49.440 --> 0:51:52.320
<v Speaker 1>up to me and they might say, and the such

0:51:52.400 --> 0:51:54.839
<v Speaker 1>and such, and they'll get it a little bit wrong.

0:51:55.960 --> 0:51:58.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because there was something that they thought of from

0:51:58.760 --> 0:52:01.680
<v Speaker 2>their own life that they're woven.

0:52:01.520 --> 0:52:06.399
<v Speaker 1>Yes, into their Oh that's amazing, yea. But whereas the adaptation,

0:52:06.640 --> 0:52:10.600
<v Speaker 1>then there's a whole lot of different people, and every

0:52:10.600 --> 0:52:15.400
<v Speaker 1>single actor is bringing something from their own lives, and

0:52:15.440 --> 0:52:19.360
<v Speaker 1>there's the writer and the director. So that to me

0:52:19.480 --> 0:52:23.000
<v Speaker 1>is something completely completely different.

0:52:23.480 --> 0:52:26.600
<v Speaker 2>And even though you weren't anticipating it, and you kind

0:52:26.640 --> 0:52:32.040
<v Speaker 2>of can't write with the end game being I want this,

0:52:32.160 --> 0:52:33.799
<v Speaker 2>it's like people that are going to show bies because

0:52:33.800 --> 0:52:36.920
<v Speaker 2>they want the red carpet rather than doing the work first.

0:52:37.520 --> 0:52:40.680
<v Speaker 2>But I imagine when Nicole Kidman says, I have read

0:52:40.760 --> 0:52:45.640
<v Speaker 2>your book. Oh, yes, it's a huge it's a huge thrill.

0:52:46.320 --> 0:52:48.799
<v Speaker 2>Was she going to be in the book when she

0:52:49.120 --> 0:52:51.800
<v Speaker 2>read it? Did she place herself in the book straight away?

0:52:52.000 --> 0:52:58.880
<v Speaker 2>Or yes she knew she was celested? Yes, and what

0:52:58.920 --> 0:52:59.760
<v Speaker 2>did you say?

0:53:00.239 --> 0:53:02.719
<v Speaker 1>But I still think it would really happen because I

0:53:02.800 --> 0:53:07.120
<v Speaker 1>had had books adapted before, because it had been going

0:53:07.160 --> 0:53:09.920
<v Speaker 1>on for years, so much so that I can remember

0:53:10.520 --> 0:53:16.520
<v Speaker 1>I was single and somebody was talking about adapting Three Wishes,

0:53:17.440 --> 0:53:20.120
<v Speaker 1>and I remember because he was coming to meet me,

0:53:20.200 --> 0:53:22.840
<v Speaker 1>and I was thinking, this might be a good meet cute,

0:53:22.840 --> 0:53:23.640
<v Speaker 1>maybe this is my.

0:53:25.840 --> 0:53:27.239
<v Speaker 2>And I can remember.

0:53:26.960 --> 0:53:29.000
<v Speaker 1>Because he came to the door and it was like

0:53:29.040 --> 0:53:35.839
<v Speaker 1>the light caught his wedding ring to and so and

0:53:35.880 --> 0:53:38.600
<v Speaker 1>nothing came of that, And so the years go by

0:53:38.680 --> 0:53:42.840
<v Speaker 1>and nothing. It's just all authors talk about that, and

0:53:42.920 --> 0:53:47.000
<v Speaker 1>you don't get too excited until the day they start filming.

0:53:48.000 --> 0:53:52.160
<v Speaker 1>So even meeting Nicole, I was just thinking, this is

0:53:52.200 --> 0:53:55.440
<v Speaker 1>a fun story to tell about meeting her, and it's

0:53:55.480 --> 0:53:59.560
<v Speaker 1>a thrill that she's even read it. But then I

0:54:00.120 --> 0:54:02.360
<v Speaker 1>was saying to her, well, I know not to get

0:54:02.800 --> 0:54:06.839
<v Speaker 1>too excited because this may or may not happen, and

0:54:06.880 --> 0:54:09.360
<v Speaker 1>she said, oh, no, we won't if we option to

0:54:09.480 --> 0:54:13.960
<v Speaker 1>get excited, so they're not mucking around. Yeah, And she

0:54:14.160 --> 0:54:17.839
<v Speaker 1>was right. She was right because it did happen much

0:54:17.920 --> 0:54:21.560
<v Speaker 1>quicker than any of my other books have been adapted.

0:54:21.600 --> 0:54:23.200
<v Speaker 1>So I just got really lucky.

0:54:24.200 --> 0:54:29.160
<v Speaker 2>I haven't finished the book yet, are you going to

0:54:29.200 --> 0:54:33.399
<v Speaker 2>break my heart. Well, this is a thing.

0:54:33.520 --> 0:54:37.200
<v Speaker 1>I have to break your heart a little. Yeah, that

0:54:37.239 --> 0:54:39.840
<v Speaker 1>you're going to break my heart, but I just talked

0:54:39.840 --> 0:54:43.680
<v Speaker 1>about your in safe hands. But I trust you to

0:54:43.719 --> 0:54:47.760
<v Speaker 1>break my heart. Okay, good, good, I'll break it nicely, tenderly.

0:54:48.120 --> 0:54:50.640
<v Speaker 1>I like the tension.

0:54:52.760 --> 0:54:58.200
<v Speaker 2>With Jane and the baby and the baby. Yeah, yes, yes,

0:54:58.760 --> 0:54:59.759
<v Speaker 2>very relatable.

0:55:00.440 --> 0:55:03.279
<v Speaker 1>I've really I've realized that I don't think I've ever

0:55:03.400 --> 0:55:09.000
<v Speaker 1>written a book where the desire to have children or

0:55:09.239 --> 0:55:13.799
<v Speaker 1>not have children is not explored in some way.

0:55:15.480 --> 0:55:18.600
<v Speaker 2>And so yes, in this one. Why she does onto

0:55:18.640 --> 0:55:19.840
<v Speaker 2>that so much? Do you think?

0:55:20.560 --> 0:55:23.759
<v Speaker 1>Well, probably because it took me a long time to

0:55:26.600 --> 0:55:31.440
<v Speaker 1>meet the right person, and then we had trouble having children.

0:55:31.440 --> 0:55:33.080
<v Speaker 1>So I either thought for quite a while that I

0:55:33.200 --> 0:55:37.640
<v Speaker 1>was going to miss out so and I'd always, as

0:55:37.640 --> 0:55:41.960
<v Speaker 1>a little girl, assumed I would have well, you know,

0:55:42.000 --> 0:55:48.279
<v Speaker 1>because of being one of six children, and cousins with

0:55:48.400 --> 0:55:51.480
<v Speaker 1>eight children of that, you know, the aunties and uncles

0:55:51.520 --> 0:55:55.759
<v Speaker 1>with eight children, so Irish Irish Catholics. So I just

0:55:55.800 --> 0:56:02.440
<v Speaker 1>assumed i'd have at least three. And yeah, I just couldn't.

0:56:03.200 --> 0:56:05.319
<v Speaker 1>And I know, I know some readers have got mad

0:56:05.400 --> 0:56:09.640
<v Speaker 1>with me with them that if so, I would say,

0:56:09.640 --> 0:56:11.840
<v Speaker 1>if somebody wants a baby in one of my books,

0:56:11.880 --> 0:56:15.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm probably going to give them a baby. And I

0:56:15.200 --> 0:56:22.120
<v Speaker 1>know people, I know people can go through, go through

0:56:22.120 --> 0:56:24.440
<v Speaker 1>the desire to have children and then come at the

0:56:24.520 --> 0:56:29.120
<v Speaker 1>other end and they accept it and they're okay. But

0:56:29.280 --> 0:56:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I feel when I'm in charge of their world, I

0:56:31.960 --> 0:56:35.960
<v Speaker 1>have to give them the baby. But maybe I should

0:56:35.960 --> 0:56:38.640
<v Speaker 1>write that one day, because I think it does happen.

0:56:39.040 --> 0:56:43.120
<v Speaker 1>I've read about it that it's you grieve but then yeah,

0:56:43.520 --> 0:56:47.960
<v Speaker 1>and I have that Yeah, yeah, yeah, so you should.

0:56:48.040 --> 0:56:48.480
<v Speaker 2>I should.

0:56:48.920 --> 0:56:52.000
<v Speaker 1>That's what I think this reader wanted me to to

0:56:52.040 --> 0:56:52.719
<v Speaker 1>give hope for.

0:56:53.600 --> 0:56:57.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. It's interesting when you talk about what you're about,

0:56:57.680 --> 0:57:00.319
<v Speaker 2>what your motivation is when you're writing, because you can

0:57:00.360 --> 0:57:06.840
<v Speaker 2>only be the writer that you are, Yes, can't. You

0:57:06.960 --> 0:57:15.160
<v Speaker 2>can't serve other people's wishes and broken dreams or their ideology.

0:57:16.000 --> 0:57:20.840
<v Speaker 2>I know that's but do you feel a responsibility sometimes

0:57:20.880 --> 0:57:21.360
<v Speaker 2>to do that?

0:57:21.600 --> 0:57:21.720
<v Speaker 4>Do you?

0:57:21.840 --> 0:57:25.920
<v Speaker 1>Because I felt this particular person, I felt, I felt

0:57:26.400 --> 0:57:28.720
<v Speaker 1>bad about that. But I know if I ever start,

0:57:28.800 --> 0:57:31.200
<v Speaker 1>if I'd have to have it at the end when

0:57:31.240 --> 0:57:34.160
<v Speaker 1>she was past it all, I just know that I

0:57:34.200 --> 0:57:37.360
<v Speaker 1>couldn't then resist her, and it turned down.

0:57:38.040 --> 0:57:38.400
<v Speaker 4>She was.

0:57:41.240 --> 0:57:46.200
<v Speaker 2>Left on the door. There was Oh my goodness.

0:57:45.800 --> 0:57:47.959
<v Speaker 1>Yes, but you're right. You can only be the writer

0:57:48.760 --> 0:57:52.120
<v Speaker 1>that you are. Somebody an author once said to me

0:57:52.240 --> 0:57:55.880
<v Speaker 1>that something about how every author has a desire to

0:57:55.920 --> 0:57:58.520
<v Speaker 1>write the book they can't write, or something like that.

0:57:59.000 --> 0:58:02.919
<v Speaker 1>Trying to think why that can. But she was talking

0:58:02.920 --> 0:58:06.000
<v Speaker 1>about how she always writes really big books and she

0:58:06.120 --> 0:58:09.680
<v Speaker 1>has this desire to write a really short book. Yes,

0:58:11.280 --> 0:58:13.240
<v Speaker 1>I can't remember now what I was talking about, the

0:58:13.280 --> 0:58:15.000
<v Speaker 1>sort of book that I want to write.

0:58:16.920 --> 0:58:21.439
<v Speaker 2>That it's that, it's what you are compelled to write. Yes, yes,

0:58:21.600 --> 0:58:22.720
<v Speaker 2>because it's your truth.

0:58:22.960 --> 0:58:25.760
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, But then you read other books and think,

0:58:25.760 --> 0:58:29.000
<v Speaker 1>why don't I write a book like like that? But

0:58:29.040 --> 0:58:30.680
<v Speaker 1>then then I can't do it.

0:58:30.680 --> 0:58:35.480
<v Speaker 2>When you had finished this manuscript. Is there a feeling

0:58:35.520 --> 0:58:38.640
<v Speaker 2>that you have? You know, sometimes people songwriters say, oh

0:58:38.680 --> 0:58:41.600
<v Speaker 2>I knew i'd written. I knew that it was a hit.

0:58:42.440 --> 0:58:45.800
<v Speaker 2>I knew it was a hit. Is there an internal

0:58:47.160 --> 0:58:50.160
<v Speaker 2>barometer of truth that you have inside you where you like,

0:58:50.840 --> 0:58:53.640
<v Speaker 2>I have served my character as well, and I have

0:58:53.880 --> 0:59:01.200
<v Speaker 2>done I have I have told their truths?

0:59:00.680 --> 0:59:06.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think, deep in my heart I believe I have.

0:59:09.760 --> 0:59:14.240
<v Speaker 1>But then it's all mixed up with the terror of

0:59:14.440 --> 0:59:20.280
<v Speaker 1>people of critical things that people may or may not say.

0:59:20.680 --> 0:59:23.200
<v Speaker 1>I haven't yet. I feel like I will surely one

0:59:23.280 --> 0:59:27.280
<v Speaker 1>day grow up enough that I can let that go.

0:59:27.720 --> 0:59:30.400
<v Speaker 1>Because I remember while I was writing this sometimes I'd

0:59:30.400 --> 0:59:36.800
<v Speaker 1>think there's a line critics sometimes use Moriarty seems to

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<v Speaker 1>think blah blah blah, And in my head, I was thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>they're going to say, Moriarty seems to think that teenagers

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<v Speaker 1>blah blah blah, And I what am I doing role

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<v Speaker 1>right now that teenagers do or don't do? And then

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<v Speaker 1>I'd say, to my children, your fault if you're doing

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<v Speaker 1>something ages do, and of course you can't. And that

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<v Speaker 1>was the thing with teenagers. There's so such a huge

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<v Speaker 1>spectrum of what you could do with teenagers. You could

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<v Speaker 1>lean into the the really hard things of being a

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<v Speaker 1>teen or the wonderful which you've done. Yeah, that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to do, to show that it's not

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<v Speaker 1>just one way. So and I love I love my

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<v Speaker 1>teenagers in this book so much.

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<v Speaker 2>I love them.

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<v Speaker 1>You can tell you love them so yeah, so deep

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<v Speaker 1>in my heart, I feel, really, I feel really good

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<v Speaker 1>about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know what's interesting though, when you were saying

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<v Speaker 2>before imagining what the critics will say. It's so much

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<v Speaker 2>a part of the artistic process, and people do it

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<v Speaker 2>in life no matter what your what walk of life

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<v Speaker 2>you're in. We love to prosecute the case against ourselves. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>to get Why do we do that? Yeah, to get

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<v Speaker 2>in first, to get in first? Why do we do that?

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<v Speaker 2>And how have you not out grown that.

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<v Speaker 1>As an artist when you I think it's just being protective.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know why I haven't because what.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean is I don't mean why, but because there's

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<v Speaker 2>been external affirmation of your work on such a scale,

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<v Speaker 2>and also internal affirmation because you kept doing it, so

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<v Speaker 2>you know that you're good and that what you're doing

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<v Speaker 2>is right. Why do you think we have this capacity

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<v Speaker 2>as humans to want to prosecute ourselves.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, and I don't know. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if everybody has it. But yeah, I remember that that

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<v Speaker 1>friend who I talked about earlier, holding my and I

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<v Speaker 1>had a bad boyfriend once and she said to me,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't need him, because you don't need somebody to

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<v Speaker 1>be hard on you. You're already hard enough on yourself. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't need a critical person like that. So I guess it's.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess what I'm asking is it. Is it part

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<v Speaker 2>of the process to oh, is there a point to way?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it actually sort of strangely beneficial? Like I remember

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<v Speaker 2>once hearing Will Anderson say talk about a teacher that

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<v Speaker 2>it had when he was at high school. He said,

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<v Speaker 2>you'll never you're not funny or whatever, and he's like, see,

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<v Speaker 2>look at me now. And I thought to myself, but

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<v Speaker 2>maybe that teacher hadn't said you said that to you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, then yes, I don't think not because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think this is helping that I'm trying to That's I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's fine for envy to be a motivation, but

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<v Speaker 1>I think that is the covering myself helping well. In

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<v Speaker 1>some ways, the criticism can help you for everybody saying

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<v Speaker 1>something similar. So with my book Truly Madly Guilty, everybody

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<v Speaker 1>said I took too long to tell them what happened

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<v Speaker 1>at the barbecue, and I think that's really vague. Everybody's saying, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>if there's something coming, and then I've said to some

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<v Speaker 1>people you know, friends, and yeah, yeah, so and you

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<v Speaker 1>get to a point where that doesn't actually hurt your

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<v Speaker 1>feelings at all that's fine, but was the saying Moriarty

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<v Speaker 1>seems to think. I don't think that was helping me

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<v Speaker 1>along the way, because I was already doing the best

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<v Speaker 1>sad Yet you took it upon yourself. You didn't even

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<v Speaker 1>have to wait for the critic to do it. We

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<v Speaker 1>do it to ourselves. But maybe also sometimes I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm a bit superstitious, thinking if I think these

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<v Speaker 1>really mean things, and surely that won't happen. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>when you think all the worst things that could happen,

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<v Speaker 1>a car accident or whatever, then every terrible thing that

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<v Speaker 1>could happen that you yes.

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<v Speaker 2>Having read that book, I can tell you that doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 2>It's going to come and get you. Any who do you?

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<v Speaker 2>I know writers are always like it's like asking me to

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<v Speaker 2>pick my favorite child. But they must know you most

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to meet again, to bring to life again.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh probably Madeline. It's a lot of fun. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I loved I loved writing her the first time round.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, yeah, probably Madeline.

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<v Speaker 2>There's there's nothing like her O calamity, yes, yes, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and all that, and the fact that because I can

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<v Speaker 2>always remember when I first created her, writing perpetually outraged

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<v Speaker 2>like so and so, and she MARIALI sparkle egirl like

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<v Speaker 2>so and so, and then combining those two attributes, and

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<v Speaker 2>then she became Madeline and I could I knew who

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<v Speaker 2>she was so clearly. And it's fun to write somebody

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<v Speaker 2>who's perpetually out, who shows themselves. So, yes, the three

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<v Speaker 2>sixty of them, Yes, exactly to be saying, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>what's your next book that you referred to before?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I referred I have I've got nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you got nothing?

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<v Speaker 1>What I did write a short story, my first ever

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<v Speaker 1>short story, which was a little bit different from anything

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<v Speaker 1>I've written before. It was sort of I was calling

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<v Speaker 1>it science fiction, but I think maybe the right word

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<v Speaker 1>is speculative fiction, because I just finished a book and

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<v Speaker 1>he called it speculation.

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<v Speaker 2>What is speculative fiction? Yeah? What is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Were you're speculating possibility of the future? Or yeah, how

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<v Speaker 1>is it different from science fiction? I mean, it's good

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<v Speaker 1>to know.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I just liked it written speculat in fiction,

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<v Speaker 2>you're going to have to explain it to get better

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<v Speaker 2>at that. It was set in the future.

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<v Speaker 1>And sort of using in a couple of generations away

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<v Speaker 1>with the possibilities of technology and again, that's something that

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<v Speaker 1>if and I enjoyed writing it a lot. But the

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<v Speaker 1>part that of course I'm not good at is the

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<v Speaker 1>actual technology, right, But I'm just really interested in it

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<v Speaker 1>that he wouldn't help with that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the kids maybe, Yeah, but it's like the Simpsons

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<v Speaker 2>imagine the world that you would have no knowledge of. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>but it proves to be prophetic. Yes, Yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 2>fun to do that. Yeah. So maybe do you think

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<v Speaker 2>because there's talent in your family, do you think it's

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<v Speaker 2>born or mate? Obviously it's it's refined and it's enriched

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<v Speaker 2>and developed. I just think it's a bit of both.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't. Yeah. I think.

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<v Speaker 1>That mum and Dad were both storytellers, and my mom's

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<v Speaker 1>still an amazing storyteller. So we've got a group the

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<v Speaker 1>family chat with all of us on it am some

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<v Speaker 1>of her messages. So somebody will say I saw so

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<v Speaker 1>and so well that reminds me of such and SUCHU.

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<v Speaker 1>She used to live down the road from Missus Brodie,

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<v Speaker 1>who was and she tells the story so beautifully, so

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<v Speaker 1>I think, And of course Dad always took completely the

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<v Speaker 1>credit for it. So I think I heard one of

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<v Speaker 1>your sisters say he would tell the story and not

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<v Speaker 1>let the facts get ye. Never let the story, never

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<v Speaker 1>let the facts get good story. Yeah, so I think

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<v Speaker 1>we just had that, and then Jackie was the brave

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<v Speaker 1>enough one to finish it and have a go and

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<v Speaker 1>realize that. And I know she always she's always so kind.

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<v Speaker 1>She always says that I'm sure you would have finished it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I needed to see her do it first. So

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<v Speaker 1>you just need to see it.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think that it's been hard for your sisters

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<v Speaker 2>in the similar pursuit that you have achieved this success? Now,

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<v Speaker 2>obviously you're very close and they're very happy for you.

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<v Speaker 2>I know you read each other's work, but the very

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<v Speaker 2>same envy that motivated you.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I say, I think they're nicer than me. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you're the eldest, I'm the eldest, and there is that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was the one who, you know, got my

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<v Speaker 1>driver's license first and all that sort of thing. So

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<v Speaker 1>I think that that helped my and my sister Jackie,

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<v Speaker 1>she's one lots of awards, so she's an award winning author.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, there are funny there are funny times, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's happened the other way. Nicola and I were at

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<v Speaker 1>an events once and a woman came up to us

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<v Speaker 1>and said, oh, I love your books. But then she

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<v Speaker 1>said to Nichola, but you're you're my favorite. You have

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<v Speaker 1>to have a favorite.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, so there's things like but it's a tricky thing

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<v Speaker 2>to navigate, tricky in the context of course.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so I can't I guess I can't speak for

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<v Speaker 1>them except to say that they're both fantastic writers.

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<v Speaker 2>And there and the Moriarity. Yes, and they're lovely. You're

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<v Speaker 2>very lovely, very lovely. I'm I cannot thank you enough

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<v Speaker 2>for bringing this world to us again, Oh, thank you,

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<v Speaker 2>and doing it with such heart and wheat and soul

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<v Speaker 2>and richness. It's just so fucking good. It's really really good.

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<v Speaker 2>You've done a great job. Thank you. It's a great read.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Thank you so much. I will hold that

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<v Speaker 1>in my heart.

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<v Speaker 2>Ass But it really is because it is, like we

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<v Speaker 2>said earlier, it's an act of faith. I'm glad you

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<v Speaker 2>don't have, you know, someone growling out rosy O'Donnell as

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<v Speaker 2>a nun.

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<v Speaker 5>But obviously you were fine with that. You were fine

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<v Speaker 5>with that. I just was like, oh, that's a lot,

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<v Speaker 5>thank you. What do you think is going to happen

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<v Speaker 5>in the casting of this this time? And the kids,

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<v Speaker 5>do you have ideas like that?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>I did.

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<v Speaker 1>For my daughter, I put because she's a fan of

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<v Speaker 1>Timothy Shallamy, who isn't Yes, And so I put one character.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, he resembled.

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<v Speaker 2>Just in case. Are your kids artie? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it's hard to get them reading at the moment.

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<v Speaker 2>It's very hard.

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<v Speaker 1>The phone, Yes, the phones, that's tricky. So I'm sure

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<v Speaker 1>they have the potential. But at the moment, no, not yet,

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<v Speaker 1>No tech free Tuesday exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what. I don't know what they're what

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<v Speaker 2>And who's seen it so far? Who's read it? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>So so the producers have all so somebody is that

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<v Speaker 1>they're working on the screenplay read now.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Wow, that they would have been happy with that,

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<v Speaker 2>they said they were. But we'll see what they Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I have to accept the fact that of course

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<v Speaker 1>they'll change.

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<v Speaker 2>They'll change that. You're very good at that, aren't you.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't like it when they changed when I wrote

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<v Speaker 1>the I wrote something for season two of Big Little Lives,

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<v Speaker 1>which was not to be published, and I realized I

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<v Speaker 1>did not like and because it was not to be published,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't like that they changed some of those things

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<v Speaker 1>because it felt like those storylines therefore never existed. So

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't. When there's the book, then there's the book.

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<v Speaker 1>So I felt at the end of writing that I

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<v Speaker 1>called it a novella. I thought, where's my book? And yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care if they if they changed things, because

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<v Speaker 1>nobody can change my book because it's there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, and yet you also get to see conversely, in

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<v Speaker 2>surrendering that that control, you get to be really pleasantly

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<v Speaker 2>surprised as well, like Laura.

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<v Speaker 1>Dern oh yes, oh yeah, and there are things that yes.

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<v Speaker 1>So I put that in the author's note that Laura

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<v Speaker 1>took that character of Renata, who was not really important

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<v Speaker 1>in the first book, and she made it her own.

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<v Speaker 1>So so so I was taking from Benarta. And of

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<v Speaker 1>course I saw Meryl Streep completely when I was writing

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<v Speaker 1>Mary Louise, because I'd seen her verse.

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<v Speaker 2>So did Meryl Streep know that you conjured her up,

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<v Speaker 2>that you had.

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<v Speaker 1>She had heard the story. I think she made some

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<v Speaker 1>little remark like thanks for the gig or something, some

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<v Speaker 1>funny line referring to.

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<v Speaker 2>That that's an amazing thing to have done, by the way.

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<v Speaker 1>It is, isn't it that yeah, I still can't believe

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<v Speaker 1>that when I I always tell the story of not

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<v Speaker 1>being able to believe. I had the audacity to say

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<v Speaker 1>I've written this role for Eryl, and then getting that

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<v Speaker 1>text that said, we've got Meryl you're a bit witchy. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll see if we can get Timothy Shallimy for my daughter.

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<v Speaker 2>I like getting past car that's right, Yeah, I know. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>he's not I said that, but he's not at all right. Actually,

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<v Speaker 2>who could you play? Well?

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<v Speaker 1>I said that he looked a bit like the character

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<v Speaker 1>of Seth. So the he's not right when you think.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, sorry darling, he wasn't right. Well, there'll be some

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<v Speaker 2>there'll be a lot of people gagging, I think for

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<v Speaker 2>a role in this I hope. I can't wait to

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<v Speaker 2>see it. Yes, I can't wait to see it. Actually,

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<v Speaker 2>and I look forward to seeing you again. We will

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<v Speaker 2>see you on tour with this book. Oh yes, what

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<v Speaker 2>do you hope for from in general? If you like

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<v Speaker 2>good health?

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<v Speaker 1>And we talked about that to be mallaed free. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm turning sixty in in November, so I've got

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<v Speaker 1>a real thing about okay, so this is it this

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<v Speaker 1>next decade. So I was out to dinner with some

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<v Speaker 1>friends the other night, and I was saying, this, so

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<v Speaker 1>we've really got to I'm just not sure what it means,

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<v Speaker 1>but this is it. One of my friend's husbands, I

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<v Speaker 1>have seen you so animated, but there's nothing. I still

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have anything to it, because my husband will

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<v Speaker 1>saying there's no substance to what you say, because I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have anything. I just feelings.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I don't know what when you say this is it?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, when nearly I don't mean I'm nearly done, that

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<v Speaker 1>life's nearly over, but that whole thing of as you're

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<v Speaker 1>living your life, you're waiting for when I get to this,

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<v Speaker 1>when I get to you've got to stop that, because

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<v Speaker 1>this is to stop waiting. And I think, but what

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<v Speaker 1>you do differently exactly what doesn't make you do? I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not sure. I think maybe just when I'm out with girlfriends,

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<v Speaker 1>we just enjoy it, enjoy it more.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's enough. That's enough, isn't it. Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Well that was Leanne Moriarty. I came away from

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<v Speaker 2>that conversation thinking about what she said near the end.

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<v Speaker 2>That idea of this is it of refusing to keep

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<v Speaker 2>waiting for the next milestone before you actually let yourself

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy your life. Coming from a woman who's climbed to

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<v Speaker 2>the very top of her field more than once and

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<v Speaker 2>still catches herself bracing for criticism before a single review

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<v Speaker 2>is even written, I think there's something for all of

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